In this video i get real candid about some of the things i miss about active addiction. It seems a little dishonest to me to pretend like all of it was bad.
This hits home. Haven’t been to a meeting in a while, destroyed my whole life over one pill, one high. I’m trying to piece it all back together without loosing more, loosing all I’ve gained this year in recovery. I thought this would make me miss it, but I think you HAVE to appreciate WHY we kept using. Why I left home to do it, why I gave up everything for years to keep doing it, why I did all I could to protect it and keep using.
It wasn’t great?! You must have been doing some bad shit! For me, It was magical. It was unlike anything I will ever know again. But, the consequences. Ah, those were horrific. I love you, Ryan!!
“It’s not rocket surgery” lmaoo I’m stealing that
This hits home. Haven’t been to a meeting in a while, destroyed my whole life over one pill, one high. I’m trying to piece it all back together without loosing more, loosing all I’ve gained this year in recovery. I thought this would make me miss it, but I think you HAVE to appreciate WHY we kept using. Why I left home to do it, why I gave up everything for years to keep doing it, why I did all I could to protect it and keep using.
lol i watch the whole thing. You’re amazing, keep doing this
Haven’t seen you in a while ry, I hope you’re still doing good man
It wasn’t great?! You must have been doing some bad shit! For me, It was magical. It was unlike anything I will ever know again. But, the consequences. Ah, those were horrific. I love you, Ryan!!
Keep it up bro love your shit ❤❤
Bro i saw this video on a road trip YT channel, was that u??? ?