GRWM and Dealing with Loneliness | Oct Vlog
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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 29. 10. 2018
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Hiya! It's Tuesday morning and I've got a brand new vlog! Come with me to SEPHORiA and also follow me through the rest of the week. I get my bullet journal supplies and also chat about feelings about being lonely. What do you guys do when you're feeling lonely?
I hug myself. Physically! Like, wrap my arms around myself and hold on like that until I break down or feel better. It actually feels really soothing and self-comforting. I hope you felt way better after filming Jennâ€ïž
Spending quiet time in reflection isn't so bad!
I just spend time w/ my friends or watch funny videos to cheer myself. Having or doing something fun, help us forget feeling lonelyđ€·
Watch ur videosđ đ
I like to take a nap!! (but this sometimes backfires)
that part about loneliness really resonates with me because i'm like that with boredom. sometimes i'm bored with my life but i dont know what to do or if i want to do anything about it. it such a strange dilemma i have with myself because the simple solution would be to find something to do but i'm lazy to go about it.
I am like this hahaha it really is strange. It's like being frustrated but not sure why you're frustrated.
May Choi hard s a m e đ©
@iam anii YESS!
this is me in last 3 years
I am currently sitting in my room crying alone in my bed and I cannot begin to explain how relieved I am that you uploaded a video. Itâs sad, but it makes me feel so much less alone in my empty room. Youâre like a calming sister or friend that always knows how to make everyone feel okay and just by posting this and uploading this itâs healing to me. Iâve commented before about how you have kick started my mental health healing process and I just want to keep commenting so that you and others can see this. Youâre not alone and if you ever do need to feel like you need to be taken out of situations or your friendship just do it. It hurts like hell but I just deleted all of my social media and am taking a break from my friends. I needed definitely needed to hear your voice. Please consider making a podcast, I would love it so much.
Hi Jenn. As much as I enjoy your beauty and fashion content, I really stayed because of how you show these rougher phases in your life. I must have said this on your other videos but it makes you so relatable and I feel connected to you that way. I so agree on that loneliness thing. Sometimes I think i just need to go out and hang out with others but then it doesnât really solve it. And also makes me feel relieved when you explain what and how youâre feeling. Youâre so eloquent and it seems like youâre speaking for me. You kind of rationalise the things that are going on in my mind and makes them a bit less overwhelming. It can get frustrating when youre going through something and no one seem to relate to you. And That makes you feel even worse sometimes
i find it hard to stick with journaling too, so I just do it when I'm in the mood, so it doesn't stress me out. maybe you and weylie could do a bullet journal collab? that would be fun :D
Yesss, I love that idea!
yess please, do it with Weylie đ
BRUH THATS A GOOD IDEA
Patty T. Ahhh that would be amazing!!
I use to feel really lonely and it would get to me because Iâm on the only child and would depend on comfort from friends or my pet. But i realize I always complain about not getting things done, not growing, and slacking. So i use that time to get to know myself more, take the time to focus on myself whether itâs reading,working out,learning something new.
EDIT: THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE LIKES!!! THANKS JENN!!
Fun fact getting massages can get rid of that longing to be with people. A lot of times people don't get touched enough and because of that they feel lonely (just a biological thing I suppose) but a lot of psychologists will prescribe patients like that to get massages so they will feel like they've been touched sufficiently. I recently got a fairly cheap massage chair and my loneliness has gone away within the first couple days of using it.
I'm gonna try this... Thank-you... Bless u
Omg thatâs funny, because itâs true. Whenever I feel sad and lonely,once I cuddle with someone or get a massage from them, all my problems seem to go away and Iâm at peace again. I love it đ„ș
Jenn, I feeeeeel you when you talked about being lonely... ! totally understand
it makes me happier to see your videos! xoxo
Thanks for understanding! n_n
Iâm a sporadic journaller myself. I think itâs better that way sometimes because itâs moments in your life that you canât keep your thoughts to yourself!! Love this video and talks about loneliness. That happens to me too.
Thank you Jenn! I really need this video. I have been feeling lonely this entire month and I know it's not a relationship kind of loneliness . But this video really helped . Thank Youâșïž Love you â€ïž
It's so weird, right?! I'm glad I'm not the only one that goes through this.
Jenn. I love how you've been opening up to us so much. I really appreciate it so much, because it helps me know that I'm not only one feeling or experiencing these emotions. I can totally relate and understand the whole loneliness feeling. So seeing you discuss that helps me a lot. Thank you for inspiring and motivating. Love you tons, Jenn! đ
Jen! I admire you so much. I feel that I can relate to how you feel about these rougher phases in our lives and seeing how you deal with these things truly helps and inspires me to become a better a person, thank you so much
I feel like this video couldnât have come at a better time. Iâm starting a new job in a new place and Iâm feeling a little lonely with things so to hear your view on it was very helpful đđ
That Cheeki outro was so adorable it had me dead đ totally understand the feeling of loneliness but also wanting to be alone? I am a person who needs a lot of space, but I also get lonely easily. Itâs a weird balance and definitely something I donât quite have figured out.
Ugh girl same
You are best when you admit your vulnerabilities or the darker aspects of life... like your feeling about loneliness. It makes you so adorable, human, and relatable
I relate to the loneliness you are talking about!! Feeling lonely but not missing anyone specific!! Put it into words perfectly!!! You are very intelligent and an all around amazing person!!đđđđ
I loooove how cheeki cuddles right up to you while you're journaling. She looooves you so much~
Jenn! I really like this kind of vlog where you share your thoughts and feelings! â„ïž
moving onto campus for the first time as a second-year college student, i've really had to deal with a lot of loneliness so i'm glad you made a video about it :)) glad we're not alone in feeling alone haha
Its 1am too in Indonesia and about to sleep, but when Jennâs video is uploaded couldnt say NO! loveyouu Jen, keep inspiringâ€ïžâ€ïž
I've been journaling for about a year now- I love it. It takes about an hour for me to do one month and it's very relaxing! I keep it very simple, I don't doodle that much but I do love to put photo's and magazine cut outs that inspire me inside. I hope you'll enjoy journaling just as much Jenn!
It's 2:37 p.m. in eastern part of US right now. Just found out Jenn uploaded a new video while drinking milk tea and enjoy the sunshine outside! What a blessed afternoon :) Another day, another motivation from my girl Jenn! Love you â€ïž
Jenn thankyou so much for sharing this part of you , I really needed this. And this actually makes me feel less lonely cause I'm not the only one feeling this way. And please please upload more vlogs or videos about how you're feeling because I feel related to you a lot and it makes me happy to see your daily life how you're working hard with eggie and stuff. Because sometimes life just gets too much or maybe I just overthink but I love you a lot XOXO
Jenn getting ready not in her polka dot Adidas shirt?! đ±đ†I'M SHOOK. đłđ Okay I'm going to watch the rest of the vlog now. đ
itâs so amazing seeing your videos from this time because youâre so different now... i can hear it in your voice and the way you carry yourself. you sound more confident, more sure if who you are, and you seem so much more patient and forgiving with yourself. you even wear no makeup in your current videos!! way to go jennđđžđ€
I like how real you were with your emotions in this video!!! we love you Jenn xx
This video really came at the right moment. I love the part where you say âI feel lonely but no one in particular that I want to seeâ you just totally put my thoughts into words. â€ïž and outro w Cheeki is adorably, more Cheeki please hehe
Awww. That paw in the end melted my heart. :)
Hey Jenn! I am supporting you from Korea and you are always like a present for my boring daily life. Call it a day with your videos for every single day
*did anyone else think jenn was just pronouncing Sephora wrong?* đ đ
LOLOL! The event is called SEPHORiA! Hahaha.
LOL!!!!
Jenn Im haha yeah I realised that about 5 minutes in đ silly me
needed this as im settling into married life, loneliness has been the hardest thing to deal with. surprisingly driving out to and sitting in a completely secluded area allows me to get thoughts collected and sometimes to figure out why i feel lonely and what i can do about it.
I love my billetjournal, it's my biggest highlight of this year, it makes my life so organized and I put everything in there, my good habits tracker, a hobby tracker, expenses...it's the best đ
"bullet journal queen herself --- oh! thank you" HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA the cutest friendship!!! just supporting each other
Thank you for being you Jenn, you inspire, you motivate, you encourage us to live a happy life and to be grateful for every day:)
Thank YOU for being you too! I hope you have a beautiful day!
Omg it's 3:13am in Seoul right now and I was just about to go to sleep....bless myself for catching this moment of Jenn's uploadâ€ïž
Ahh, I hope you get some good night sleep after this. ( :
@@imjennim Thank you Jenn your comment already lit up my upcoming dayđđ
Loved seeing you at SEPHORiA babe!! xo
Jenn I am in love with you and your vlogs. I have carried that feeling of loneliness for a while now, despite being surrounded by friends and living with people. I think I will keep a journal to write out these feelings and maybe get out of this funk. Thank you for Inspiring me!
What a wonderful morning surpriseâ€ïž love you Jenn!
Your vlogs are awesome for a study break! Bullet journaling is so fun, I hope you enjoy it!!
Thank you for your video Jenn! I can totally relate to your feeling of loneliness! I've been feeling quite lonely lately as well, but I love to listen to music or watch movies to keep me in company! Love your work, from New Zealand
Cheeki is too adorable!! Would love to see her more in the blogs! đđ
Hi Jenn! I'm a planner girl as well and bullet journal g is very intimidating because it's all white space planning. But it is by no means stressful! I think any type of planning is peaceful and relaxing. I hope you do a bullet journal set up! I love you so much!! Have an amazing day!! đ€
Yay! Thanks for this Jenn! đđŒđ I think I might dip my toes in alil but of bullet journalling too đ and cant wait for the next eggie drop!
Bullet journals seem like so much work! Excited to see how yours turn out and hear about your experience if you decide to share.
That pat mcgrath pallet is so tempting!
Omg those tomboy markers are the best! They donât bleed and there are so many colors! Also thank you for the beautiful video. I believe everyone could relate to it
Cheeki doing the closing though omg my heart
omgh bullet journal shopping âĄđ§Ąđ !! and looking gorgeous as always Jenn
wow how apt can your videos get!!! iâm like going through this âlonelyâ phase right now and thanks for this much needed video jenn â„ïž
It's such a weird and hollow feeling, but I promise things will look up! I feel like a new woman today!
Jenn Im thank u for always being so inspiring! this means a lot to me :â(
the doggie bye at the end, just adorable XO;)
Hey Jenn â„ I totally know what you mean and I feel that very often as well. I think it's something that a lot of ambiverts can relate. It's kinda ironic.. I feel lonely, but I don't want to see people. Longing for company, yet wanting to be alone.
Love your videos âșïžâșïžâșïž and all the thumbnails are so pretty and creative â€ïž Keep it up â€ïž
Your vlogs have been doing so great and im so happy to see this video! Your vlogs makes me so happy and I get so excited to watch them! I love you so much Jenn!! â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
Sephoriaa looked amazing!!
Super excited for your Eggie Festival drop!!!
I love you Jenn! Love from the Philippines!đ
So exciting that you bought a bullet journal! I'm almost done with the same black classic one that you got! Love it! I heard of morning pages from lavendaire đ
Iâm so glad youâve picked up bullet journaling! Iâve always wanted to recommend it to you but I know how much of a busy person you are đ I cannot wait for you to start using it and hopefully youâll start making some plan with me videos too!
Please make a tutorial on the emerald eye look! â€ïž it looks so prettyyyy đđ love all of your videos Jenn!!!
So fun! Would love to see updates on the billet journal!
It's always amazing to see you . â€
So glad I met you at Sephoria! I was literally looking at your skin and was wondering what foundation you were using, and now I know! Congratulations on joining the Bujo Community!
In all honestly, I am always SO SAD when your vlogs come to an end, jenn. I go like " aw damn :( " every time, haha.
But with the loneliness, I totally get what you mean! But it gets better over time. Already excited for your next video!!! love you jenn xx
I'd love to see a bullet journal video! I've been journaling for 2 years now and I love it- it's so therapeutic
I am the EXACT same way when it comes to routines/habits. I can totally keep them up, until I miss a day for some reason out of my control, and then I just kind of give up. I have to remind myself that missing a day/week is not the end of the world, and to come back to it!
Bullet journaling is a serious thing! The lady at the store saying you need this and this is so accurate!đđđđ»
I just started bullet journaling toooo!!! hoping i can stick to it haahha^^ have a nice sleep jenn and i absolutely LOVEEE your videos content and positivity (JUST EVERYTHING IN GENERAL)
Once that notification popped up I clicked on the video so fast đâ€ïž love you Jenn
Hey love your videos.
Thought of a really interesting question to ask but I don't want it to come across as rude. Basically my nans work background is the same as yours kinda. She was a hair dresser and was beautiful (and still is) she went to all these fashion shows when she was young and basically the long and the short her life was surrounded by beauty. She always looked put together and was skinny. But she is now 84 and hates the look of herself. She thinks she is ugly and hates the fact she doesn't have her "beauty" anymore. But as an 84 year old she doesn't have many wrinkles, she still lives on her own and can do almost anything. She doesn't need any hand walking really or anything like that so as an older person she is thriving.
My question to you is because your surrounded and are in the beauty/fashion community of this era. Do you think you personally will find it difficult to grow old?
There are so many skin care companies that focus on stopping wrinkles and having younger looking skin. And obviously the fashion industry is very young person orrinated. I was just curious on your thoughts around this?
Please keep up the good work đ
+ This is a really interesting question!
Thanks for introducing me to Pat McGrath! Canât wait for my Sephora order to come. The colors look gorgeous on screen and canât wait for the real thing!
10:25 that cheeki shot has me dying so cute
Ah, so glad for this vlog! Thank you for sharing, Jenn :)
Hi Jenn! I want to let you know that I really adore your personality based on what I watch on your videosâ„ïž iâve been watching your videos since you introduced Ben in a video. Now i decide to say something, cause i cant help it! One thing you should know if youâre feeling lonely, just think about stuffs that make you happy and grateful. Also, joining or making social acts or events will help you get thru it too! hope youâre always happy, healthy, and always always always spread positivity â„ïžâ„ïžâ„ïžâ„ïž love from Indonesia!
That really inspired me to get my first bullet journal soon as well! :)
that ending with Cheeki was so cute!! đ
omg jenn i loved the ending! it was too cute xx
Aw love how relatable you are Jenn!
2 videos already in this week :O thanksss Jenn!
The way you guys pronounced "Leuchtturm" was just sooo adorable omg!
Love you my queennđYou are my inspiration âš
Ahhhh youâre starting to Bujo too! Hahaha. Iâll admit itâs time consuming if you make it too complicated (Designs, layout etc) but youâll find what works for you! Haha. And when you do, youâll love it. Donât worry if you need to switch things up a little. Do what suits you best. âșïž
Love you Jen! Keep rollinâ! â€ïž
Aaaaaaah~ two of my favorites in one video, i'm melting!đđ
Thank you Jenn for the video, my boyfriend will also leave me alone on Christmas and New Year, so I kinda feel motivated and got some inspiration from you not to be sad and keep calm by doing something âșïž
When I read the guest list on Sephoria, it had your name on the session 4, which was Sunday afternoon. I bought the ticket waiting to have a huge hug from you. Guess what?!? I was freaking mad when I saw your Instagram picture saying your meet and great was in the morning. Sephoria had lied to me, and I missed my chance to meet my favorite person ever.
So happy you are jumping on the bullet journal train! For me, bullet journaling is a total creative and stress outlet and it's something just really fun to do especially when you have a bunch of washi tapes, stickers, and markers!!! I hope you keep up with it and it becomes useful to you!!!
Yesss, I need more stickers! Hahah!
Also, totally get what you mean about having that weird lonely feeling - you have all these people who you can hang around with and you totally love them but you just aren't in the mood to really be with anyone at all despite having the lonely feeling and like a urge to have company. What I ended up doing was going out by myself to make me feel better cause I think I wanted to be around people (even if they are just a bunch of strangers around because I hated the feeling of being completely by myself) but I didnt want to feel like I have to "entertain" the person with me if I went out with friends. I would try going out to like a cafe by yourself and doing some work or even bullet journaling - I think at least getting yourself out of your home and going out to do something chill would totally lift your spirits up and get rid of a bit of loneliness. Sorry if this doesn't really make sense akjdsflj but I really hope the best for you Jenn and that this little slump and all of the work you do doesn't burden you! Please take care of yourself and thank you so much for letting us fans get to know you more mentally and emotionally!!
12.50 ish: i totally feel you Jenn, it's nice to know that somebody out there can relate. it's so hard to explain sometimes
JENN!!!! We missed u girl!!!
LOVED this vlog!
Love the bullet journal idea
Yayyy i'm so excited for your bujo videooos
Omg Jenn Iâm so excited that your gonna give bullet journaling a try!! I started mine about 2 years ago, and itâs actually changed my entire life. If you ever need some inspiration, I have some videos on my channel :)
Chippo is just the sweetest and cutest and I feel like a potato compared to her. Also I think dogs and pets really help alleviate that feeling of loneliness
I canât wait to see the next eggie collection đ
Early!!! Love your vlogs â€ïž
Awww thank you for watching!!
You know, I hate CZcams cuz it didnât show this vid on my subscription feed. They should know by now that I never miss Jenâs vids. CZcams, do your job. Good job, Jenn!
I love your videos Jen and how honest you are đ thank you
You're so kind!T Thank you so much!
love this kind of wisdom video!!!
You were so cute when you said you had to "pull yourself to do it!" for the gym đđ When I'm lonely sometimes I realise I'm tired from working non-stop, or maybe needed time to focus on my purpose & values. Both need me to take a break. Hope that helps đ
Love your earrings! I haven't watched a video of yours in agessss and I mean like before you even met Ben! But I enjoyed this video and I haven't even finished it yet!
Always love you without makeup!! So pure pretty đ
Cheekieâs so adorable â€ïž
Love you jenn!! â„ïžâ„ïž