What a beautiful message, and you drew some gorgeous art this time as well. I'm sorry your 2023 has been so difficult, and it's so relieving to hear that you're in a better place now. Despite how you might have experienced most of the year, you've been a major source of inspiration and positivity for me. Thank you for everything. My 2023 hasn't been super good as I've kind of been retreating into myself and neglecting my friends because I feel like I can't meet them on their level... as in I can't be the person they expect me to be. I'll return to this video later and probably leave another comment with some thoughts. Looking forward to see what's next from you, whatever it is. Make it a wonderful, beautiful and dazzling 2024 where you'll hopefully get to shine on stage! Be sure to let us know when you make that dream come true!
I've heard this year has sucked for many people haha. I appreciate you sharing your experience and I always enjoy replying to your messages dude. Truthfully, this year I could only think how awful people were and I'd never have a world I wanted to live in. Something clicked. If this place or people I searched for didn't exist, why not create it? I want people to remember I'm not special because anyone can embody their own vision if they plan well and persist. I'm looking forward to what you'll do 2024 whatever it might be. Do your best!
@@thatdaisygrrl I have the same impression when it comes to people's opinion on 2023, haha. It's hard to find the words to uplift people who need it the most sometimes when you have days where you can't really believe in them yourself. Glad to hear you appreciate the messages. Likewise, I enjoy the interaction and I'm learning a lot! During the early part of the video I was thinking that it's so sad that having to prioritize your mom's wants and needs at the cost of realizing who you were for so long. Like you're forced to grow up too fast. Great to learn that you finally get to catch up on learning more about who you are now. I don't understand what people who say awful things about their friends are getting out of doing that... One of the nice things about being an adult is being able to walk away (if they're not family... and even then!). If this isn't too personal, what does the place you were looking for, and are looking to build look like? What do you look for in people that you weren't able to find? One more thing I've noticed is that at the end of the video you describe that you've internalized that happiness comes not from others, but from within yourself, by cultivating self-compassion, acceptance, gratitude, etc. I think that's absolutely correct, that you need to set the course and destination of your boat... and if others are floating along in the same direction, great! But you don't need depend on them for your happiness, because you already have that. :) Thanks for your words of encouragement! I feel like I need some change as well, try some new things... I have a friend who is into Swing dance and she mentioned how much joy it brought her and that it changed her life. We'll see what happens!
@@parasol179 I always dream of seeing others self actualize. Mental health is complicated and there will always be problems. However, If people could heal their pain, they could see the world through understanding and kindess. There's two kind of people. Those who want revenge on the world for their trauma and those who want to protect the world from trauma. I guess I'm looking to find people who have character. It's just not common. I appreciate your motivation! c:
What a beautiful message, and you drew some gorgeous art this time as well. I'm sorry your 2023 has been so difficult, and it's so relieving to hear that you're in a better place now. Despite how you might have experienced most of the year, you've been a major source of inspiration and positivity for me. Thank you for everything.
My 2023 hasn't been super good as I've kind of been retreating into myself and neglecting my friends because I feel like I can't meet them on their level... as in I can't be the person they expect me to be. I'll return to this video later and probably leave another comment with some thoughts.
Looking forward to see what's next from you, whatever it is. Make it a wonderful, beautiful and dazzling 2024 where you'll hopefully get to shine on stage! Be sure to let us know when you make that dream come true!
I've heard this year has sucked for many people haha. I appreciate you sharing your experience and I always enjoy replying to your messages dude.
Truthfully, this year I could only think how awful people were and I'd never have a world I wanted to live in. Something clicked. If this place or people I searched for didn't exist, why not create it?
I want people to remember I'm not special because anyone can embody their own vision if they plan well and persist. I'm looking forward to what you'll do 2024 whatever it might be. Do your best!
@@thatdaisygrrl I have the same impression when it comes to people's opinion on 2023, haha. It's hard to find the words to uplift people who need it the most sometimes when you have days where you can't really believe in them yourself. Glad to hear you appreciate the messages. Likewise, I enjoy the interaction and I'm learning a lot!
During the early part of the video I was thinking that it's so sad that having to prioritize your mom's wants and needs at the cost of realizing who you were for so long. Like you're forced to grow up too fast. Great to learn that you finally get to catch up on learning more about who you are now.
I don't understand what people who say awful things about their friends are getting out of doing that... One of the nice things about being an adult is being able to walk away (if they're not family... and even then!).
If this isn't too personal, what does the place you were looking for, and are looking to build look like? What do you look for in people that you weren't able to find?
One more thing I've noticed is that at the end of the video you describe that you've internalized that happiness comes not from others, but from within yourself, by cultivating self-compassion, acceptance, gratitude, etc. I think that's absolutely correct, that you need to set the course and destination of your boat... and if others are floating along in the same direction, great! But you don't need depend on them for your happiness, because you already have that. :)
Thanks for your words of encouragement! I feel like I need some change as well, try some new things... I have a friend who is into Swing dance and she mentioned how much joy it brought her and that it changed her life. We'll see what happens!
@@parasol179 I always dream of seeing others self actualize. Mental health is complicated and there will always be problems. However, If people could heal their pain, they could see the world through understanding and kindess. There's two kind of people. Those who want revenge on the world for their trauma and those who want to protect the world from trauma.
I guess I'm looking to find people who have character. It's just not common. I appreciate your motivation! c: