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This was really sweet to come across ❤I related to it a lot and have already wanted to pick myself up before. Things got much better but sometimes the past comes back and makes it difficult to keep going but it's good to hear there's other optimistic people out there who keep pushing on ❤I'm late diagnosed AuDHD and I get the whole "not being able to do what other people can" and I still feel like I'm trying to discover who I really am because I don't know when it was last that I was able to be my *entire* real self. Having such an amazing partner really helps with that - now I just need to work on making art a bigger part of my life ps. absolutely gorgeous art

QUEEN UPLOADED ANOTHER MASTERPIECE HELL YEAH❗❗ <33

Hearing you talking while drawing is the best thing ever. Keep going! :D (I can relate)

THIS ID SO UNDERTATED IM ACTUALLY GONNW CRY

Am newer to this Channel but you seem like a nice person with genuine feelings. I wish you the best

I really dont know what to say after watching this video. I just really hope you derserve so so much better <3 (Im trying my best to stay strong and im sure you can do the same ❤)

You are fr speaking true facts I cried for 20 minutes TvT (btw I’m very sorry that happened to you I kinda went through the same things you did but eventually you’ll get over it and be happy again so don’t give up on yourself or your dreams :3 💜💜)

Thats resonable have a wonderful day :3

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well i hope you have a good time :)

Everyone has a shitty story. Dwelling on your past will keep you there, stay in the moment and move forward. The past and future are irrelevant now. Also you should consider therapy.

Thank you for sharing your story. I hope this video gets the attention it deserves. I hope you're doing well.

hiii your carrd didnt work when i clicked on it! it might be a weird glitch on my end but wanted to tell u anyways just in case! :>

intriguing

Glad you're still fine. Your story in 1 hour video is making me worried for a second ;_;

Big facts. As soon as you become an adult, every door shuts. Work is miserable and you end up disliking most of your coworkers because of dumb disputes or petty things. Even if you don’t, the relationship stays formal and nothing grows from it. People you used to know can change seemingly overnight. They move for work, or family, or, personal preference. Same with family, even if you try your best to stay connected. Then there you are, sitting alone in a dark living room hoping your phone buzzes so you can feel something. I know we’re total strangers, but I get it, and I see you.

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YAY ANOTHER STORYTIME :D

I've started getting into the habit of imagining that my anxiety is a separate person from me. This is someone who loves me and wants the best for me, but doesn't have the power to actually help me once something has gone wrong and they're deeply troubled by that. The only thing they can really do to help me is to predict the bad things before they come so I can be prepared. And so they do that. Frequently and loudly. So I imagine I'm having a conversation with this person. I imagine them telling me, with words, what they think is about to happen to me. I thank them for trying to help me. And then I tell them, "Right now, we're going to practice having faith that things are going to be okay." I put my hand on their shoulder to comfort them, then I calmly get on with whatever I need to get on with. They always stay there for a while, wringing their hands and waiting for the worst. But eventually, the tension fades away.

Totally relate to your description of anxiety. Thank you!

aw ya bea

awesome

awesime

OTP. 💕

A NITW video? In the modern day? 🤩 "IT'S FRENCH!!!"

This entire video is literally POV: you're my therapist. I didn't hear a single word that I didn't relate to entirely. I feel and share your pain and I'm sorry that that has to be. I have struggled with these thoughts for years and only recently have I even addressed it, so you're stronger than I would ever be by being able to post something so vulnerable to youtube. Everyday it feels as if I'm alone on an island and when the odd visitor does appear on the island, they dump toxic waste onto it. I know you said that you want real life friends not online ones, and I absolutely get that as I again have the same issue, but if you do ever want to talk I would love to be your friend! Either way I hope you are able to find friends soon!!!

I moved 2 hours away from my hometown back in August 2023, and I did it for two reasons. First off, I had a falling out with the roomates I was currently staying with. It was messy, and all I knew was that I needed to get out of there asap. Secondly, my gf moved to the town I moved to about 6 months prior, and I wanted to be closer to her. Those roomates I mentioned were really the only friends I still had from high school. After that, I only had my gf in this new city where I knew no one. I got a 1 bedroom apt close to my gf, got my two cats, and started job searching. It took a while to find anything because the field I was in straight up had no openings in this new city. It’s my fault for not securing work before I made the move, but oh well. Fast forward to January. I got a job in a new field, and it was looking really promising. My gf was about to go back to school after taking 2 gap years, and things were looking up. Going through January and February was really tough. It had been 3-4 months now, and I’ve met basically no one. The only person I spoke to (I frequently might I add) was a 62 year old woman I met at work. My gf had 2 part time jobs, and was taking 12 units in college. I was rarely ever able to see her. My work friend and I decided to hop over to a different company, similar job position, but it’s a much more reputable company. It took 2 weeks of no work to even get started with my online training. The day before my online training, my gf broke the news that she simply did not have time to be in a relationship anymore. After 3 long years, both of our first adult relationships had ended just like that. It was no one’s fault, no one did anything wrong, but she just had no time for me due to school and work. That hit me so hard, I ended up not even being able to do my online training for my job. Quit without even telling any of the managers or anything. It’s been almost a week since it happened, and im completely devastated. I revolved my life around that girl, moved down here to be closer to her, and now she’s gone. So. I’m in a city I barely know, 2 hours from home, with virtually no friends, the girl I made the center of my life is gone, im jobless, and an emotional wreck. I have never been more lost in my entire life. I’m drinking more, eating extremely unhealthy, not moving my body, not showering, and just withering away. But all that to say that im staying. I refuse to move back home. After speaking to my family this past week, it was the phone call with my dad that really opened my eyes a bit. I had just broken my lease in August, spent all this money on breaking it + moving costs + new shit for the apartment + I got a new cat while I was here, trying so desperately to build a life for myself (and my now ex) out here. Shit happened, and now im all alone. But he told me that if I stay, a sense of pride will build in me if I don’t run away from my decision to uproot my life to come live here. Sure, I moved here for her, but im staying for me. I’m gonna go back to school, get a part time job, and make sure to take some actual fun classes along the way. I refuse to be miserable just because a relationship didn’t work out. They say high school doesn’t matter. That you only keep maybe 1-3 people from high school. That you make your life long friends afterwards. Sure, that hasn’t been the case for me 5 years post graduation. But I haven’t really tried. I know that the way you meet people organically is by being forced to stay in the same environment as them (work, school, clubs, groups, etc) but for the past 5 months all ive done is try to build a life for myself and my now ex. I know what I need to do. I’m gonna start living for myself.

I dealt with a very similar situation after high school, and I spent a pretty good portion of my 20s heavily drinking to cope with my situation(I don't condone or recommend this btw). It sucks, it really does, and I don't want to sound like every person who just says its magically going to get better, but it definitely can. When I was probably around 25 or so I struck up a random conversation with someone else at work about a game I happened to like, who also happened to be looking for more friends. It didn't happen overnight, but through a series of events we started hanging out, they started bringing another friend along, we both met other people through our mutual hobbies, and now have a group of 4 or five consistent friends that hang out on a weekly basis. I'm not saying it's going to be easy, but the good news is that a lot of people your age are in the same boat, and would be more than happy if someone reached out to them. Look for people that share similar interests for you and are around your age, there's a good chance if you strike up a conversation you'll find they're looking for a friend as well.