HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose (Lyrics) feat. Z

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  • @lindsaywebster3712
    @lindsaywebster3712 Před 3 měsíci +81

    “I’m too high please don’t look me in my face” - every addict can resonate with the shame that comes with being high. This song is a perfect depiction of the perspective of the addict and the person who loves the addict. He captured the essence of addiction entirely through this song ❤

    • @jenajackson1933
      @jenajackson1933 Před 3 měsíci +3

      This part made tears fall from my face.. it’s so true. I have multiple years in recovery but I used for over 20 and always hiding behind my hair and never looking anyone in the eyesz

  • @Tishmk
    @Tishmk Před 4 měsíci +1166

    Lost my twin sister last year in March. Parents are still gone, in their addictions... im here by myself. Almost 2 years sober. 😢 song gives me strength to keep going. Thank you for blessing us w this song !!! Fr I can't wait for it to get big 🎉

    • @bigtuna979
      @bigtuna979 Před 4 měsíci +9

      ❤ feel you

    • @brat8475
      @brat8475 Před 4 měsíci +15

      Keep up the good fight

    • @SarahTayy
      @SarahTayy Před 4 měsíci +10

      Proud of you

    • @CassidyCurbstomp1
      @CassidyCurbstomp1 Před 4 měsíci +9

      I'm proud of you, I'll be here for you

    • @Jxoxo716
      @Jxoxo716 Před 4 měsíci +8

      Congrats on your 2 years! 🥳! Everyday is a huge and amazing accomplishment!! Whatever has been working keep doing it and live your life to the fullest!! 💜

  • @TheCrazyHillbillygaming
    @TheCrazyHillbillygaming Před 4 měsíci +426

    He’s healing multiple generations with one song. I wish you all the success the world has to offer you.

    • @briannegomes7503
      @briannegomes7503 Před 4 měsíci +1

      This ❤

    • @stawklove2990
      @stawklove2990 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Who’s “he” /genq

    • @cara7521
      @cara7521 Před 3 měsíci +1

      I am old maybe that’s why I’m not getting this song? You say it’s healing people, but this just breaks my heart all over again. Lost my daughter 04/22/21. Whose POV is this song being sung about?

    • @cara7521
      @cara7521 Před 3 měsíci

      ? Pls explain to me

    • @jewels7954
      @jewels7954 Před 3 měsíci +5

      @@cara7521 It's sung from both POV's - the addict, and the witness.

  • @mysticwitch2072
    @mysticwitch2072 Před 4 měsíci +250

    13 years sober from Heroin this year 💕

    • @tonyyy.
      @tonyyy. Před 2 měsíci +3

      Im fucking proud of you, you did it, goodjob

    • @DeadKnight9119
      @DeadKnight9119 Před 2 měsíci +3

      Proud of you ❤

    • @micahandashleykinn
      @micahandashleykinn Před 2 měsíci +5

      11 years for me. We are doing it!! ♡

    • @deanuyoung1539
      @deanuyoung1539 Před 2 měsíci +4

      12 year for me, started at 13 years old im 24 now :)

    • @deanuyoung1539
      @deanuyoung1539 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Im not sober from everything though, mushrooms and lsd couple times a year but tested with reagents myself and always safe environments! Its more for mind exploration and self healing than “having fun”

  • @raptuscolt3344
    @raptuscolt3344 Před 2 měsíci +119

    Today is my last day smoking weed. Wish me luck friends ❤

    • @nextbrunomars4742
      @nextbrunomars4742 Před 2 měsíci

      Proud of u man

    • @anthonydalman4974
      @anthonydalman4974 Před 2 měsíci +2

      2 weeks how we doing

    • @raptuscolt3344
      @raptuscolt3344 Před 2 měsíci

      @@anthonydalman4974 My cousin died and unfortunately that caused me to relapse again. 😢

    • @KatKaotika
      @KatKaotika Před 2 měsíci +1

      Good luck 🤞🏽

    • @NoStress90s
      @NoStress90s Před 2 měsíci

      Yeah right you pot heads always say ‘I’m quitting for good’ when y’all start again a few days later lmao y’all just listen to a cool song and get inspired for 2 seconds then back to the same shit once u snap out of it

  • @alexborst1537
    @alexborst1537 Před 4 měsíci +223

    416 days sober of fentanyl… this song hit hard. To anyone getting sober just know you have ppl routing for you in silence on the sidelines. Don’t give up. Take it one day at a time. 1 hour at a time. 1 minute at a time. 1 second at a time. ❤

    • @user-di9nz2jg5c
      @user-di9nz2jg5c Před 4 měsíci +4

      Good for you! Much love

    • @alexmartin7621
      @alexmartin7621 Před 4 měsíci +3

      🎉💯🖤

    • @caroldavis5581
      @caroldavis5581 Před 4 měsíci +4

      Well done son I was a smack addict for 39 years I’m clean 4 years I totally tip my hat and a-plod you be proud son every day is a battle the mind is a battle field

    • @themother4740
      @themother4740 Před 4 měsíci +7

      1080 days almost 3 years off the same.

    • @bunny4205
      @bunny4205 Před 4 měsíci +4

      good job!! i'm at 8yrs - keep going!! this song hits so hard - my new fav

  • @iwantyoutobealive
    @iwantyoutobealive Před 4 měsíci +134

    This song hits on so many levels for me.
    All I have left of my mom is ashes.
    All I have left of my dad is a broken man.
    All I have left of my best friend is undelivered messages on messenger.
    And now, even after all the loss, I got through it. My dad is here but not mentally or emotionally. My own recovery didn't come with self love because i didn't do it for me. But now I've got my baby sister that I've been raising for the last two years.
    Picking up the pieces still to this day.
    Thank you for this song.

    • @sarahlord6010
      @sarahlord6010 Před 4 měsíci +3

      You got this baby girl! 😢 praying for your sweet soul!❤

    • @Anhedonia23
      @Anhedonia23 Před 3 měsíci +2

      I'm here with you. Lost my dad at 12, dad succumbed to suicide after years of alcoholism and drug abuse, my best friend succumbed to suicide when I was 17, habitual weed smoker and couldn't take that I condemned it (I later went on to be a heavy weed smoker in guilt for his loss but no longer as of today), lost my big brother at the beginning of this year not directly from his years of heroin abuse (that we know of, the autopsy results haven't come back yet) but complications I think that have to do with it.) The tragedies just keep rolling in with loved ones who are slaves of drugs/alcohol abuse. I pray and hope for healing for you...

    • @KatKaotika
      @KatKaotika Před 2 měsíci

      Y'all WILL get thru this!! It ain't easy but ya gotta take it a day at a time and just think of all the good that you do have in life, even if it doesn't seem like much, you are here for a reason!!
      My biological dad died before I was born, still not sure if the OD was intentional, and the note wasn't dated and was either a journal or my selfish grandma wrote herself. (She unalived herself just before I was 16, OD, but she got me dad hooked when he was 16/17.)
      My mum is an addict currently but she wants to criticise me for having a drink on occasion, I am the peacemaker in a nuthouse, and all my friends are dead except for a few.
      Still I find that silver lining and keep on keeping on, it's not always easy, but God don't give us nothin we can't handle!!
      BLESS Y'ALL ❤🙏🏽✌🏽 NEVER GIVE UP!!

    • @JerryRhodes-zf3gd
      @JerryRhodes-zf3gd Před měsícem

      ❤🙌🙏🙌🤟

  • @themother4740
    @themother4740 Před 4 měsíci +134

    1080 days. Almost 3 years. This song hits. When you've been on both sides.❤

    • @papismom
      @papismom Před 3 měsíci

      It truly does!!! As I've been on both sides as well. 5 years under my belt and counting!!

    • @SA-tb9di
      @SA-tb9di Před 3 měsíci +1

      You've got this

    • @irnomo9784
      @irnomo9784 Před 3 měsíci +1

      you are only a few days until 3 years! congrats

    • @nickicouture7297
      @nickicouture7297 Před 2 měsíci

      I’m so proud of you. 3 years here too ♥️💪🏼

  • @chinajenna24
    @chinajenna24 Před 4 měsíci +359

    I was a addict for 4 years it was hard coming back to a normal life at first but I wouldn’t change it for anything . 2 years sober 💗

    • @zeroxp5657
      @zeroxp5657 Před 4 měsíci +7

      Me too man it was rough two years and there's still bad days but I do pretty good I hope you're doing as good as me or better man good job keep it up

    • @itsmejjackie888
      @itsmejjackie888 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Congrats 👏

    • @user-yx1px1yk5j
      @user-yx1px1yk5j Před 4 měsíci +4

      4 years😂 amateur

    • @kristymiller4019
      @kristymiller4019 Před 4 měsíci

      ​@@user-yx1px1yk5jyou're weird

    • @chinajenna24
      @chinajenna24 Před 4 měsíci +4

      @@zeroxp5657 the first year was pretty rough but I feel like by the second there’s no cravings anymore .Thanks dude I’m glad we’re both doing good proud of you!

  • @venuspacheco2754
    @venuspacheco2754 Před 4 měsíci +180

    This is going to be a hit song when it comes to drug and alcohol abuse. I love this song it's hit me hard and so telling

  • @Jessie-pg2ef
    @Jessie-pg2ef Před 3 měsíci +23

    10 years sober as of yesterday. Sadly my whole family still on active addiction or passed from it. It’s so lonely and i tried saving them over n over. You can’t.

    • @Haileybarbour-yd5rz
      @Haileybarbour-yd5rz Před 2 dny

      Yes i also have to give my dad and uncle Narcan at the age of 11 so I get it Im now 18 and 4 months clean off of blues and heroin my dad and uncle still use im doen waiting for them to get clean im gonna live my clean life and just let them be now. I cant keep on saving them I CANT .

  • @odinnsoperator5755
    @odinnsoperator5755 Před 4 měsíci +73

    My mom picked the needle over me and let that lover kill her. That little 6 year old never understood why mommy never came home. Now I’ve got 3 amazing kids of my own, who have a mother in their lives, that loves, cares for and encourages them to the highest of levels. Your song has helped that lonely little boy, that just wanted a hug, finally understand and accept. Thank you, brother so much.

    • @Shortycharz
      @Shortycharz Před 4 měsíci

      Youve broken a generational cycle and you should be so proud of your strength to overcome all that trauma and be the amazing mother you are today! Big love and respect to you! ❤

    • @khoges8063
      @khoges8063 Před 3 měsíci

      Im raising my now 16yr old grand daughter, since she was 3. Her mom made that same choice. Its so hard every day.

    • @makensiehewlett5875
      @makensiehewlett5875 Před 3 měsíci +3

      Please know your mom loved you. Addiction is an indescribable vulture that feeds on people. If she had the choice she would have chose you I promise you that.

  • @Steadyplot
    @Steadyplot Před 4 měsíci +138

    8 months sober today from fentanyl and crack ❤ first time hearing this song im crying bit it's a happy crying my life is going fucking amazing I'm living a life I only ever dreamed of. Its possible

    • @cobster3
      @cobster3 Před 4 měsíci +3

      ❤❤ proud of you

    • @anniewebb7691
      @anniewebb7691 Před 3 měsíci +2

      I’m proud of you ❤

    • @brookemoore8907
      @brookemoore8907 Před 3 měsíci +4

      So proud of you!! I am almost 2 years sober!! Working and paying off all my debt and doing it for my kids!! Keep your head held high and keep it up!! ❤

    • @user-nr6kl5hy2j
      @user-nr6kl5hy2j Před 3 měsíci +3

      Awesome man ❤

    • @user-nr6kl5hy2j
      @user-nr6kl5hy2j Před 3 měsíci +4

      I’m clean for years from hard drugs but am struggling with alcohol now, it’s hard

  • @SarahTayy
    @SarahTayy Před 4 měsíci +126

    This song may have saved my life just now.

    • @johnesquivel6153
      @johnesquivel6153 Před 4 měsíci

      Hooah

    • @McLeodyDay
      @McLeodyDay Před 4 měsíci +1

      We love you

    • @papismom
      @papismom Před 3 měsíci +1

      You are worthy!!!! You're enough! You can pull yourself out of this! Only you can, but you can!

    • @SA-tb9di
      @SA-tb9di Před 3 měsíci

      You've got this

    • @clay7160
      @clay7160 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Amen, God is near you, reach out and ask for help

  • @gloriatorres922
    @gloriatorres922 Před 4 měsíci +37

    Reading all the comments and everyone’s stories and seeing I was never alone. We all just stayed silent. Here’s to being better versions for ourselves, children, and/or future children👏🏼

  • @ceeceeeee
    @ceeceeeee Před 4 měsíci +22

    This song breaks my heart…as a parent seeing the damage these things have done to your child is something I wouldn’t wish in my enemy. Those struggling, please keep fighting, this mom is rooting for all of you!!!

  • @Berlin76
    @Berlin76 Před měsícem +4

    When you are looking for help and inspiration…then you stumble upon this song. 8 years sober for my lil angel! Shoutout from New Hampshire!

  • @cb60988
    @cb60988 Před 4 měsíci +56

    4 yrs clean after battling coke and meth addiction for 20 yrs. Toughest shit I've ever done.

    • @BulletAgario
      @BulletAgario Před 4 měsíci +2

      Keep up the fight, you got this💯

    • @ble6101
      @ble6101 Před 4 měsíci +2

      you got this bro!!

    • @colinbrown6532
      @colinbrown6532 Před 3 měsíci

      join the addiction dont fight it

  • @drewg.6961
    @drewg.6961 Před 4 měsíci +95

    I’m on hour 38… mainly because of this song.. lets fuqing go

    • @stephaniemaletto8198
      @stephaniemaletto8198 Před 3 měsíci +3

      It’s been a week. How are you feeling? Hoping you kept going ❤❤

    • @jemima9730
      @jemima9730 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Here checking in in you too. How are you doing? It's ok if you've slipped, your human. It matters if you pick yourself back up and try again, if you keep trying you will succeed, just keep going. I'm proud of you for getting as far as you have and I'm so proud of the steps your yet to take but will. You can do this, I believe that. ❤

    • @rickicahoon5134
      @rickicahoon5134 Před 3 měsíci

      You got this!! ❤❤❤

    • @chevon6556
      @chevon6556 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Sobriety is possible, I once thought the only way id leave my addiction was in a box. Until I finally fought for myself. You've got this!

    • @jessievoegtlin9449
      @jessievoegtlin9449 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Keep going you got this

  • @scotthewitt912
    @scotthewitt912 Před 2 měsíci +8

    Raised by two drunk parents, grew up being an alcoholic, on the road straight and narrow, I had daughters that made me see the light, amazing song my man, from a new friend in Alberta Canada

  • @Justaperson354
    @Justaperson354 Před 4 měsíci +293

    God this song breaks me. My wife sent it to me and man I’m glad I got sober for her. I know from my own family and I always said I’d never be like them but I was. My wife is my rock and when I finally got sober that night she screamed at me “I love you! I Love you, please! Just stay.” Through tears as I was overdosing on the shower floor. She held me after literally saving me with cpr . I went to rehab. 15 years now and those words are still burned into my mind. Every time I am tempted I hear her scream.

    • @jasmineflores9013
      @jasmineflores9013 Před 4 měsíci +6

      Glad you’re here 🫶🏼

    • @amandabailey5846
      @amandabailey5846 Před 4 měsíci +8

      Bless your wife for staying when times got hard! Most cant handle the grips of addiction. But it’s obvious she loves you DEEPLY and she seen some type of HOPE in you. Congrats on getting sober man! ❤

    • @Amena_G
      @Amena_G Před 3 měsíci +2

      Damn dude…😭 right in the feels. That’s a true love story.

    • @codywarrior5109
      @codywarrior5109 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Wow this hit so hard ❤️

    • @fallonwhitelock3667
      @fallonwhitelock3667 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Bless your wife for not giving up.....I'm so glad you heard her.....much love to you both x

  • @morganmiles8401
    @morganmiles8401 Před 4 měsíci +50

    My dad died in 2017 to an overdose. I was also an addict myself..but i got sober three years before he passed and had to distance myself from him for my child and myself. This song hits me right in all rhe feels, and puts words ti emotions ive never been able to describe. Thank you ❤

  • @keeganwilliams3264
    @keeganwilliams3264 Před 4 měsíci +171

    “Without them you’re sick and we both know why” that hit deep.

    • @jaderow1382
      @jaderow1382 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Literally. 😢

    • @trentmclellan1037
      @trentmclellan1037 Před 4 měsíci

      Why? I don’t get it

    • @jaderow1382
      @jaderow1382 Před 4 měsíci

      @@trentmclellan1037 without the pills they are sick and we know why because their body is addicted to them...

    • @Strawberry.leeraymartinez5829
      @Strawberry.leeraymartinez5829 Před 4 měsíci +1

      Deep af

    • @Dmx223
      @Dmx223 Před 4 měsíci +13

      @@trentmclellan1037if you don’t understand, then I’m happy for you, because it hurts

  • @Kaciiie
    @Kaciiie Před 4 měsíci +78

    I was in a horrible relationship and was begging him to love me sober like he did when he was high. This song hits close to home

    • @christianmoore4389
      @christianmoore4389 Před 4 měsíci +1

      love your comment. Looking back on a once young love knowing I was the high one and couldn't get it together.. Now that i've got it together, it's too late and the damage has been done
      :/

    • @trentmclellan1037
      @trentmclellan1037 Před 4 měsíci +2

      I’m literally going through this with weed

    • @allexusyerian2865
      @allexusyerian2865 Před 4 měsíci +5

      @@trentmclellan1037weed…. Grow up Fr🤣🤣

  • @GHGGGabevr
    @GHGGGabevr Před 3 měsíci +5

    My 28 year old daughter is lost in her addiction. I have listened to this non stop this weekend. I just needed a good cry. This song hits so deep. 😢

  • @user-ub4mf4xu3b
    @user-ub4mf4xu3b Před 3 měsíci +29

    6 months clean off of fetenal..so glad I'm out of that darkness and my kids and family are so happy..you giys rock. So deep the lyrics😮 thank you

  • @TeraHadaway
    @TeraHadaway Před měsícem +2

    This is such a good song my friend sent to me, she said it reminds her of me. I had been an addict of many things since I was 12, I am now 37 & living the clean life. As was my husband, worse off than me, living on the streets & so involved in the hood life. It is so amazing to be fully out of that vicious cycle of torment. I hurt so many people in my life through those years and always lied to myself saying " I'm only hurting myself " Our Mighty Lord Jesus Christ saved us both from that world & we haven't looked back since. I am so very grateful to be out of that death trap & pray for anyone who is still struggling with addiction. It's true that you cannot do it on your own no matter how much of a strong person you think you are. I pray that people know or wake up to knowing how much Jesus really & truly loves them & will save them from this trap & any trap they feel like they cannot escape from. He loves you, he is real. He is the Way the Truth & the Life. Love & prayers to you all ❤️

  • @peteramirez2158
    @peteramirez2158 Před 4 měsíci +14

    This song cuts so deep- my wife cried when she heard this- she told me how proud of me she truly is….. I’m lucky she stayed by my side through my lowest 😢 11 months clean

  • @Tylerbee99
    @Tylerbee99 Před 4 měsíci +16

    I'm battling addiction but I'm so grateful for the family I have that won't give up on me as well as my partner. I got him clean just for me to be an even worse addict then him. That fetty is no joke and there has been days where I disappeared just on a suicide mission bjt everytime I come home my family and lover have always welcomed me back with open arms and love. They tell me all the time how much they love me, how they're so proud of me trying, and how im so strong after ALL the bs I've gone through. I've been molested at 3, abused from age 6 to age 12, grounded for 2 years, raised toddlers at 8 to 14 that weren't even my children, constantly lied to and I still managed to put a smile on my face and graduate H.S with a 4.2 GPA. After H.S it went from coke and booze, to crack, then heroin, now meth and fentanyl. Yet everyday I still work put on a smile no matter how much I wanna die and try to be "normal".

    • @hunterhart7664
      @hunterhart7664 Před 4 měsíci +1

      I hope you get clean. It’s hurts too much to lose you.

  • @xXUnhinged_LucyXx
    @xXUnhinged_LucyXx Před 3 měsíci +9

    Lost my brother a few days before this Christmas due to his addiction. We weren't on good terms. I wish I would have told him that no matter what happened, I truly loved him and I was so thankful for the time that I had with him.

  • @WonderfulSunsetReflectio-wh9gj
    @WonderfulSunsetReflectio-wh9gj Před 2 měsíci +2

    2 days sober off alcohol struggle is real need some friends for this support going through it trying to better myself and my life

    • @sarahbender8879
      @sarahbender8879 Před 6 dny

      Hey its been 2 months , you still need a friend? Hope to hear ur 52 days sober now , but if not and ur starting over on 1 hrs I am still proud of you!

  • @ramaniwatene8265
    @ramaniwatene8265 Před 3 měsíci +51

    I'm sorry if you have to sing this song ❤❤

  • @sarahslatick6503
    @sarahslatick6503 Před 4 měsíci +7

    5 years sober on December 8th. This song is what every addict needs. Thank you for making us feel heard & understood..

  • @user-di9nz2jg5c
    @user-di9nz2jg5c Před 4 měsíci +12

    Honest to God, I haven’t heard a song that touches my soul more then this one ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

    • @mayday86ad
      @mayday86ad Před 4 měsíci +1

      Literally. I had almost given up on music these days. This song is so deep and so healing. I hope they keep making true music like this. They could change the world.

    • @user-di9nz2jg5c
      @user-di9nz2jg5c Před 4 měsíci +1

      I 100% agree

  • @RisingSiren
    @RisingSiren Před 11 dny +1

    I'm still healing from generational trauma while I raise my kids alone. Sober and clean 9 years from a 10 year addiction. Prayers to those struggling. ❤ 🙏

  • @normaecheverria9621
    @normaecheverria9621 Před 4 měsíci +14

    Im 6 years sober but when i play this song i cry because I never heard my kids calling my name out loud now i realize how much they love me and they didn’t want me dead 😭 im glad im still alive😭😭😭

  • @avalasoul4476
    @avalasoul4476 Před 4 měsíci +43

    I’ve got this song on repeat. This song hits us all so hard. We are this generation of madness. I love the truth from this. It feels and hits so deeply on so many levels.
    ALEXA REPEAT THE SONG ❤❤

  • @paige8956
    @paige8956 Před 3 měsíci +4

    as an addict who has been surrounded by addicts this song made me cry

  • @AtaeaRodriguez-tm2wd
    @AtaeaRodriguez-tm2wd Před 4 měsíci +32

    Both my parents were addicts growing up so this song puts words to my emotions that I've felt for years! I cry, every time I hear it but it's a good cry.. like I feel the weight off my chest. THANK YOU! 🥹

  • @Ace-gn8rt
    @Ace-gn8rt Před 3 měsíci +8

    This song hits hard when you’ve been on both sides. Addicted and begging someone to get sober. I was addicted for 2 years and my family and friends begged me to stay sober here I am almost a year sober. We do recover

  • @larrywilderson304
    @larrywilderson304 Před měsícem +4

    17 years opiate free. Please seek help people. Lifes much better without that pain

    • @scenemissed
      @scenemissed Před 16 dny +1

      Nah life sucks sober. Stay high

  • @nahwuttt8969
    @nahwuttt8969 Před 3 měsíci +10

    My dads been a drug addict my whole life. This hits hard. I love it been a long time I have felt such emotions from a song.

  • @melissapepe67
    @melissapepe67 Před měsícem +2

    6 years sober from herion! We do recovery! RIP my husband who overdosed 10/4/12 I miss him everyday!

  • @natakam431
    @natakam431 Před měsícem +3

    This song reminds me so much of my son when he misses his mom. She’d rather get high on meth while I’m here with him. Me n her r not together anymore. I just wanna cry when I hear this tune.

  • @dylanzane1414
    @dylanzane1414 Před 4 měsíci +18

    Both of my parents are hardcore drug addicts who always chose drugs over my brothers and I. As an adult I have no one to rely on, no one to ask advice, no one to say they’re proud of me. It hurts so bad.

    • @juliasearle2227
      @juliasearle2227 Před 4 měsíci +6

      This stranger is proud you and understands the struggle ❤

    • @brandyking5006
      @brandyking5006 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Hey, im proud of you. Keep doing what has gotten you this far. And all on your Own. There is strength in that alone. Much love. ❤

    • @elisabethbohannon4369
      @elisabethbohannon4369 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Proud of you! Keep it up! 🫶🏻❤️

  • @tiffanyraasch7809
    @tiffanyraasch7809 Před 4 měsíci +14

    My brother has been an addict most of his life and he’s 32 and back in prison. This song brings up so many memories and feelings that I ugly cry eyerytime I hear this song💓

    • @annaleeb8608
      @annaleeb8608 Před 4 měsíci

      I know how you feel my brothers to are in prison and have been dealing with drugs we are all in our 30s now.

  • @kylesteigerwald7325
    @kylesteigerwald7325 Před 4 měsíci +20

    I just lost my sister who struggled most of her life, wish I was closer to her the last couple years… life gets busy you think you have all the time then it’s to late, hurts deep

  • @ceeonexx1202
    @ceeonexx1202 Před 4 měsíci +9

    This song will touch the hearts of those who understand and to those who don't will sing along.

  • @haleygoff7412
    @haleygoff7412 Před 3 měsíci +3

    This reminds me of a few people that were in my life. Your words are healing and you. Are. BEAUTIFUL. don't ever think otherwise. ❤❤❤

  • @SarahTayy
    @SarahTayy Před 4 měsíci +7

    It's crazy how this is basically my story. "My dad's dead, my mom's proud...". You have no idea. I love this song. So much. Thank you. I'm getting help again.

  • @deannakrout3811
    @deannakrout3811 Před 3 měsíci +3

    This song hits home. I've been sober for a few months and I can say my family was my saving grace. I was in a very dark place and felt horrible for needing to escape.

  • @nenadrepaja2192
    @nenadrepaja2192 Před 3 měsíci +2

    After this song… ALL I CAN SAY IS IT CHASED MY DEMONS AWAY🙏🏽🙌🏾GOD BLESS YOU ALL STRUGGLING!

  • @missmeew5935
    @missmeew5935 Před 4 měsíci +21

    This song hits home too close. Thank you

  • @daswintermaedchen07
    @daswintermaedchen07 Před 3 měsíci +7

    I wish I could yell this at my dad until he stops drinking

  • @cl4rkj0hns0n1
    @cl4rkj0hns0n1 Před 3 měsíci +3

    The only song i cannot sing along with without chocking up. Thousands of songs ive listen to over a span of 30+ years, and this is the one that i just cant do. Bravo to the artist ❤

  • @ybsmood2704
    @ybsmood2704 Před měsícem +2

    God damn it nga dis shi hit….😔💚

  • @michelleshermat6979
    @michelleshermat6979 Před 4 měsíci +6

    Thank you from the bottom of my heart for writing this song 😢! The lyrics are honest & so realistic. I have struggled with the Disease of Addiction since my early 20's. I can now stack 3 years together but it is just as hard today as it was the last day I used. I pray 🙏 that our society opens their eyes to this war we wage within ourselves.

  • @aidanosullivan2153
    @aidanosullivan2153 Před 3 měsíci +4

    "alcohol the cause and solution to all of life's problems" unfortunately it doesn't fix them, it just makes you forget everything,yourself included. Don't lose yourself or there is nothing left when everyone else is gone

  • @caitlynyouden9859
    @caitlynyouden9859 Před 10 dny +1

    That was the best song I’ve ever heard in my life.

  • @TirzahAngel23
    @TirzahAngel23 Před 3 měsíci +2

    Funny how a breakup can bring you to YT finding the perfect songs for what you're going through and those lyrics just smack ya

  • @casket.case99959
    @casket.case99959 Před 4 měsíci +18

    I've been on both sides of this song. This shit just hit my soul.

  • @terryannecasley-garza7053
    @terryannecasley-garza7053 Před 4 měsíci +4

    This song really hits different being sober. 8 years sober now. And listening to this song brought tears to my eyes! ❤

  • @newopppack8695
    @newopppack8695 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Sober 6+ years now because of my wife😭 I’m so glad I have someone in my life to help! I 🙏 for anyone who is going through hard times! YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!!

  • @alicia_5654
    @alicia_5654 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I have 2 plus years clean. Lost my brother and good friend to overdoses. This is an amazing song. Right to my soul. Recovery is so much better. Thank God I made it out... 🙏
    Recovery is hard. Sometimes I'm tired. 😢

    • @papismom
      @papismom Před 3 měsíci

      It is hard!!!! And some days... but in the end it's so worth it!!! The struggle won't stop, but recovery struggles are so much better than addict struggles.

  • @dailybeatz8957
    @dailybeatz8957 Před 4 měsíci +5

    Im one month sober.. this goes so hard, makes me think of everything i put my babies mother thru. Not anymore 😢 and here before this blows up 😊

    • @stoneyp3748
      @stoneyp3748 Před 4 měsíci

      Good for you man, it's better on this sober side. Keep it up, proud of you!

  • @christenelarock
    @christenelarock Před 4 měsíci +13

    This his home hard. It's gonna be a top hit for sure❤

  • @courteneygurule6785
    @courteneygurule6785 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Reminds me of what my late sister did to my nieces, God Rest Her Soul. This song hits home.

  • @tiffanya7776
    @tiffanya7776 Před 4 měsíci +6

    I was an addict for to many years from alcohol addiction to drugs... I have soon 9 years in and this song hits on so many levels. This is incredible. Thank you

  • @dannymorrison9738
    @dannymorrison9738 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I’m blasting this while I’m in outpatient rehab thank you Northern Illinois recovery center❤ guys there’s help out there. One day at a time..

  • @user-eu3gs6td4q
    @user-eu3gs6td4q Před 3 měsíci +3

    This is my new favorite song my dad is still in his addiction wish he would know I love him more then them 💊 but I'll be here for him either way i love you always dad

  • @NinaHedrick-uc1vk
    @NinaHedrick-uc1vk Před 3 měsíci +2

    Almost 7 months clean from 15 year addiction. Never thought I'd be here!! I come from a family full of addicts I absolutely love this song!!

  • @mizz_ebony17
    @mizz_ebony17 Před 2 měsíci +2

    4 1/2 years clean. Glad I'm able to look my loved ones in the eyes without guilt and shame these days.

  • @boisefamily81
    @boisefamily81 Před 4 měsíci +4

    Truth brother. You nailed it. God Bless you

  • @TheJroddude
    @TheJroddude Před 4 měsíci +5

    Here before the wave! 🙏🏼

  • @zickdg1714
    @zickdg1714 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Having to experience a parent who was an alcoholic and on drugs of and on was such a terrible experience, mourning for someone who isn't dead, and longing for their presence knowing what they did is the reason why they aren't in your life anymore. I hope whoever is out there dealing with this type of pain is also starting a new journey of recovering from their trauma, you are always loved no matter what place you come from, and what You've experienced throughout life, God bless🙏🖤

  • @shaeglennie479
    @shaeglennie479 Před 3 měsíci +2

    It’s hard when you are the one that was going through the addiction and you loose someone to cancer that tried everything to save you 😭😭

  • @mistymcnamara5261
    @mistymcnamara5261 Před 4 měsíci +4

    I was an addict for 9 years. Lost my brother 3 years ago to OD.. i had to find.. It killed me and i was in a downward spiral to end up the same way.. But i got my shit together and just hit 2 years sober January 24 ❤ I love this song thank you for creating it💚

  • @Alysek1996
    @Alysek1996 Před 4 měsíci +7

    Beautiful song with so much emotion ❤

  • @brockmac1621
    @brockmac1621 Před 26 dny +1

    Been clean off 3 different drugs for 4 months now. Thankyou ❤️

  • @orangeuglad1990
    @orangeuglad1990 Před 3 měsíci +2

    I can hear this song through my inner child’s ears and from the voice of my little girl in the future;if I mess this up. And I hear it through my current voice to my addiction. Either way it cuts deep. So proud of anyone out there who is in recovery. You are stronger than you know.

  • @tammymiller4242
    @tammymiller4242 Před 4 měsíci +5

    "You're too blind to see you have a disease, love pills and whiskey more than you love me" - shattered my heart hearing that and makes me wish my mom would just love me more than she loves getting high 💔

  • @starhennessy9649
    @starhennessy9649 Před 4 měsíci +6

    This song has had me emotional all day, damn I miss my brother ☹️

  • @aaren1640
    @aaren1640 Před 4 měsíci +3

    Used for a year, clean for a year, then relapsed for another year. Two weeks clean. Just cant wait to feel normal again..

    • @KendraChristian-sx1gu
      @KendraChristian-sx1gu Před 3 měsíci +1

      Our Father will restore you🤍. It’s in His character. Nothing missing nothing broken in Jesus name. Amen. Don’t lose hope. No matter what happens. Don’t. Stop. Trying.

    • @aaren1640
      @aaren1640 Před 3 měsíci

      @@KendraChristian-sx1gu thank you! About three weeks in. Feeling better than I was, I returned back to work. I'm on Suboxone currently, I hate being on it, it feels like swapping one addiction for another. But for the time being, it's helping.

  • @audiebaze2025
    @audiebaze2025 Před 3 měsíci +1

    Christ man, you bring me to tears every single time. Thank you for you’re music

  • @Tristannxo
    @Tristannxo Před 4 měsíci +5

    Beautiful song 🥺 on repeat

  • @marcusbrown8243
    @marcusbrown8243 Před 4 měsíci +11

    I relate to this song bad I don’t want to go back to that life but its hard

  • @courtneybrown89
    @courtneybrown89 Před 4 měsíci +4

    I have followed you on TikTok since day one !!! This song is SO BEAUTIFUL! I love the beat ! The lyrics hit home ! My hole family is addics then I became one my self !!! So I understand BOTH SIDES! 4 years clean ! We do RECOVER! You’re going to the top ❤!!!

  • @cheesmith6412
    @cheesmith6412 Před 4 měsíci +5

    Sobbing at 4 am missing one friend who's gone and one who's still alive

  • @kyrahushagen474
    @kyrahushagen474 Před 4 měsíci +3

    9 months sober now 😢❤I'm so proud of everyone here you are loved one day at a time 💜💯

  • @shyannwilson4701
    @shyannwilson4701 Před 4 měsíci +4

    Pint after pint erasing our memories.. That line hits hard

  • @greebgames69
    @greebgames69 Před 4 měsíci +1

    2 years sober this month! Anyone who sees this you can do it even if it seems impossible! Keep your head up!

  • @lucassutton8082
    @lucassutton8082 Před 4 měsíci +4

    I’m in tears, thank you

  • @Mushymegg
    @Mushymegg Před 4 měsíci +3

    Got hooked when i was 18.. worse years of my life.. im Sober for 3 years now and have an almost 2 year old. and this song has a hold on me. Thank you.

  • @hanntriesfirst
    @hanntriesfirst Před 3 měsíci +1

    This song brings so much to the table. His voice, the depth and feelings

  • @issakandah1936
    @issakandah1936 Před měsícem

    No auto tune , no effects , just good lyrics

  • @gabrielledrenga4362
    @gabrielledrenga4362 Před 4 měsíci +3

    I’m still working on my addiction to booze. This helped so much. ❤️ prayers to all suffering and to those suffering from the suffering. Thankyou for this song
    You deserve you success

    • @bobbiejean9800
      @bobbiejean9800 Před 4 měsíci

      You can do it! I just reached 2 years sober. Wishing you strength and self compassion and empathy. Much love! Proud of you 🎉🎉

  • @kay716
    @kay716 Před 4 měsíci +3

    This song is amazing! You deserve all the good things coming your way ❤

  • @deeness8869
    @deeness8869 Před 24 dny

    Knowing the addiction is release and a sweet release for you but the pain it leaves everyone else in.

  • @harlenlavallee616
    @harlenlavallee616 Před 28 dny

    This song hits home with me! I lost my dad to a drug overdose 2 and half years back! Hearing this songs helps on my days off work where my anxiety and depression hits me the most! This songs resonates with my soul❤️

  • @yoselinbalbuena4016
    @yoselinbalbuena4016 Před 4 měsíci +3

    this song got me sobbing so hard rn i can relate to every part