Crystal Meth Addict interview-Dillon
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- čas přidán 6. 11. 2022
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Dillon, a crystal meth addict in Los Angeles.
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I went through treatment with him and was his roommate in sober living. One of my favorite people there and the sweetest kid. We used to work out all the time and he'd help me write songs. Love you Dillon. If you see this, hit me up brother!
@@locajunkie5143 yes, all correct. What's your name brother?
@@locajunkie5143 yes
@@locajunkie5143 🙏💔
I remember you Avi, you play guitar. He loves you haha
Dillon, my mom sent me this asking if I knew you. Of course I recognized you from high school. We weren’t friends. Not even acquaintances, honestly. Just two kids going through the motions in a school where drug culture is prevalent. With that being said, know that you didn’t deserve the abuse. Know that you are WORTHY of sobriety. Know that you WILL recover. You still have fight in you. You are NOT your abuse. You are NOT your addiction. I am still on Facebook if you ever need anything. I have confidence that the universe has good coming to you-never give up on yourself.
How sweet of you, Shelby ❤
One can only hope, I know a guy here in my country who became "famous" for this type of bullshit clips on tiktok... he was a homeless guy at that time and a couple of months ago he was searched by the media for an interview and he asked for support to people on tv, some days after that, he died on the street. Life can be cruel
What he mentioned at the end in terms of how he shouts ‘sorry’ and starts crying when he’s stealing from stores. That’s so sad.
He’s so sweet. His father really did the worst things possible by hurting the dog and his son in those horrible ways. It blows my mind there can be such darkness in the world. I’m sure the father had a miserable childhood as well. I wonder if the anger and sadness will surface when Dillon gets clean and works through his trauma. I pray you meet someone to help support or are put on the path of getting clean by your own determination. Be the parents you never had for yourself. A loving father and protective mother. 🙏🏼💗
He ships 👆👆::…
Hope we get to hear from Dillon again. There's a depth and kindness in his eyes that deserves love, acceptance and honesty. Thank you for seeing these people through such a thoughtful, respectful and compassionate lense...You have no idea just how meaningful your acknowledgement is. I appreciate it so very much. You're a Top Choice man!
Excellent comment! I truly couldn't agree more! I really hope he gets the help he needs. He is worth it!
@@locajunkie5143 He needs to keep going. One day, there will be a hero there that is able to reach him. I hope before it's too late.
@@locajunkie5143 are you the one that cheated on him in crack phycosis? Classic women
Watching this I got so lost in eyes… like he was staring at me dead in mine …. Definitely has a lot of soul to him… 🤍🙏
@@locajunkie5143how do you know?? Where can we see him?
His story about what his Dad did to his dog was appalling. Cruel & evil...to his son & that poor dog. 💔😢 I can't imagine seeing that. I hope that Dillon gets the help that he needs. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊
Shut up, lol 😂
Yeah that’s horrid
Desperate men do desperate things especially parents so wtf do U no wat that pore man was going through watching his son kill him self !!!!
His dad also could have killed his son by beating him with a shovel. What an atrocious person.
His dad should be in prison.
Holy shit Dillon, I was right there in the same boat man. Although I was a little bit older. Got sent to rehab when I was 24 and afterwards had no idea what to do. It gets better man. I know right now it only seems like a dream, but it’s totally obtainable
Daily prayers for you hun. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Any chance of a success story? my apologies if you have a few but I have not seen any lately. I was a heroin addict in Thailand for 15 years, I did anything to get it including robbing drug dealers and other crimes. I Completely changed my life and now own 2 houses and 2 farms growing fruits and vegetables with my son and wife! Im not saying I am better than anyone, but man, If I can do it, it can be done! Many addicts don't make it but the ones that do, need their story told to offer hope to those who are stuck in the cycle.
Congrats on making it in life, be blessed!💜🙌
You should share your story!
You just gave me another reason to keep trying, I've been using Herion for a year n a half. I'm looking for hope I need hope
Good for you! I would love to hear your story!
Love this for you!! Well done! You’re not just an inspiration to other addicts but to people in general ❤
Proud of you
The realest part was when he said it wasn't sustainable. Truth, get out while you still can
Smart kid. I hope life gets better for him.
3 years sober off crystal right now, got hooked in california and had many friends who were addicted and some homeless out there that remind me so much of him. truly hope he gets on his feet and gets the help anyone in this situation deserves
Wow! This guy looks genuine and needs help - he seems so employable, grown up and capable. I wish him a better path ❤
I always appreciate when someone takes a moment before they answer "what's the most important lesson you've learned..". 🖤
I'm sorry for what happened to you and your dog, Dillon. I hope you find out what real love can do for your soul, one day.
Sensitivity at its finest lol 😂 I’m appalled 😱
Dillon, you are SO smart, good looking and you have character. You need to get into a rehab that will set you up after you finish because our world needs more people like you. You are sensitive but strong too! I hope when you are ready that you get the help you need to overcome your disease. You could go sooo far in life!!
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
He needs our "Mom Group"...the wind beneath his wings 💞
Mark, first, thank you for your vision and hearts work. I’ve watched you now for probably close to 2 to 3 years. I can’t help after watching this video of this young man who is old enough to be my own sons age that at the 15 minutes, he gave a powerful response to your poignant question. He said that he was never loved as a child. I can’t say that all of us are a success even if we are loved in our childhood, but, I believe an addict or not, we are all in tremendous need of pure, unconditional love as infants and children and that can truly shape the rest of our life as a dependent and then independent person. I realize this is not the reality and it’s clear as a result, there is a high price to pay.
I hope for the love that was lost in his childhood, this beautiful soul will be graced with love from others and,in some way, most importantly, develop the love for self.
Mark, you are so brave and kind. I love your legacy 🤟🏼
" I'm afraid of hopelessness".
Speaks volumes... So do a lot of us, you're not alone. Keep your head up!
Praying for you Dillon. It’s been a long time but I remember you from your short time at SBS and in high-school. Always here if you need! Be safe and glad you are okay!
Does anyone know of his medias ? Or if he has any? 🤍
Dillon, I am so sorry that you had to suffer all of that abuse from your father. And that your mom allowed it to happen. No one deserves that. I'm wishing you the best and I believe you can get clean. You're smart, good, and kind. I'm rooting for you 💜
Wow. His story really touched me. He seems like such a genuine guy. I wish the best for him. Please follow up on him.
What a genuine guy and so understanding of life and the circumstances that can challenge us. Wish you a better future brother.
@@locajunkie5143 troll
@@nonosquare4218nah
There is so much innovation in hustling.
Rooting for you brother, your intelligent, thoughtful and have so much potential. I hope you find a way out
He seems like a really good kid..and he is so honest.He even describes how he steals, in detail..what a pity..he was so unlucky with his family..the part about the philosopher Martin Heidegger,WOW..
Ya great just dob on your self n others , that's this new generation for you sadly n it's not honestly it's stupidity
Dillion, you are a gentle soul...I hope you get the help you need. Your light shines like very few people.
“I would have taken care of myself how I would have wanted someone else who I love to be taken care of.”
he has so much emotional intelligence. it immediately struck me cuz that’s what they teach us to do in therapy, to take care of ourselves the way we would take care of a friend or loved one, which is such a shift in thinking… for me at least.. made it all the more powerful when he said that.
Hang in there kid, I wish you the best
Although I feel all abuse is awful, the abuse you dealt with from your father is just too much. I am so sorry Dillon that you went through all of this. You seem like an amazing guy and I really think if you tried hard enough you really could make something of yourself. I realize that is easier said then done, but sometimes you can just see it in one's eyes the potential that they have. I wish you the best...
I can really sympathize with you man. I know how hard addiction is. But I can see the potential in you. Wish you nothing but the best, getting clean is possible! Its very hard but its worth it
I see the potential in this guy. You will absolutely get clean Dillon. I believe in you. Thank you for sharing your story.
He probably won't
@@joez3706 How Miserable does your life have to be to spread negativity
@@Nursegirlalexandra Seriously!!
@@Nursegirlalexandra the original post said "you will absolutely get clean Dylan". No one can know that to be true however the odds are against him if we would pause for a moment and be realistic.
@@joez3706 hi Joe! Words carry power, yours and mine! 🥰 I see your point, no one knows the future, but we can definitely encourage, and power potential with the words we speak. Take care man! Please consider kindness.
Such a kind, smart, and beautiful man. The world needs more people like Dillon. Also, anyone suffering from addiction needs more people who will listen to them instead of judge them and tell them what they should do. I couldn’t begin to know what the addicted go through on a daily basis but I know their healing can be encouraged through kindness from others. Sending love and healing vibes to Dillon and anyone going through the same battle. You are loved, you are valid, you are a person, and you are enough ❤
I’m so glad you’re Alive Dillon. I’ve always thought about you. Im so relieved to see you breathing. I’m always here for you. - Hannah T. I am rooting so hard for you to be safe and keep it up. We love you here.
❤
Sissy, you have been sulking in the comments begging for sympathy for too long. Move on and grow. He’s trying to better himself and maybe you should too.
@@hannahtrahan9963 AMEN.
@@hannahtrahan9963Honey you have no clue. I see him daily. He has now lost all of his teeth.
@@SamanthaNegron^
People use drugs to feel good/normal & stop the internal dialog for a while. Thoughts and memories can create feelings instantaneously. Chemical reactions happen in the body and mind.. People can make you feel good/ bad by how they treat you & the memories tbey create. People are like drugs.. Drugs wear off, Thoughts create feelings, communication styles matter. Authoritative communication is an abusive style. When it comes to disciplining a child, use conscious discipline. Keep them calm so you can deliver a message. Some people act as if emotions are weak or non existent, they'll never understand. People are social creatures. We need another person, the right kind of person.
Intellgent and thoughtful young man. You have allot of potential and I can see you having an amazing life. I am 1 year sober and I cant tell you how much better life is without drugs, You can do it!
Sounds like his father needs more help than he does.
I'm definitely sure of that, sadly so.
The father doesn’t deserve help.
Through this channel I’ve continually seen an eerie amount of young people, specifically middle-class people from all around the country, who say they’re in this situation because their families sent them out to California for rehab. I’m not sure if the issue is the parents dumping their kids like trash, toxicity of the rehab centers, or a combo of both, but there is a major common issue here that we as Americans really need to address. Like, these kids have been so screwed over.
Yes We Have
That’s a good favorite memory Dillon. I can relate. I will be praying for your future recover. You can do it brother. Be well man.
Good morning SWU and Dillion! Much much love to you both from Louisiana ❤️💯
Dillon,
You're a very bright young man who has turned out with many positives regardless of your parental circumstances. Be proud of that Honey, and grateful. You are "separate and unique". Your positive energy should not go wasted on this world. My hopes for you is making the connection you need to take you one step at a time towards sobriety. I want to know that you made it and are flourishing. 💙
Such a lovely guy, I do hope he gets the help he needs. 💙
What a monstrous decision it must be to decide to call it quits on your child.
Amazing, resilient young man. Interesting philosophical insights too. I hope he does whatever it takes to overcome the addiction. I would say it's going to take medical help. God bless!
I wish I could meet this kid and give him my success story. I was just like him on the streets of Minneapolis. Best of luck do you get on the advice I can give you is if you get a lengthy amount of sobriety like a year, you start to have a completely different mindset
Dad sounds like a real gem.
Welcome to the rural south… just how things get handled in the home
@@FLBeautyQueen
It's not called a shithole for no reason. The bible belt is a fucking gutter.
@@FLBeautyQueen "handled" like the butt of a shotgun handle to the head?
Tying the dog to the ground for three days before making his son kill it?!? That's a level 99 psychopath.
@@fkirfirt9606 thank u. if he wasn't a junkie before that incident, that would push anyone over the edge. hello?
When you get sober, we’ll I know for me personally I had a huge amount of emotions that overwhelmed me. You can feel again. It’s a scary but also beautiful thing. I had and still have so many great life changing things happened to me all the time since sobriety. Shame on his dad for abusing his son!! With the right motivation and support anyone can get clean. I wish the best for him, stay strong.
How’d u do it
@@bam_bno9079The universe aligned for me and my boyfriend, we was homeless then decided to move away from the people and drugs. Both got jobs at this place where these people took care of us, rented us a house. People gave us everything we needed for the house. We slowly started getting cloths and phones and anything else we needed when we got our pay checks. We got our kids taken away so we had to fight to get them back. We had weekly drug test and classes. We finally got our children back and have been sober a little over 2 years. There’s still places I refuse to go and I still don’t have any friends lol. I know it’s not gonna be that easy for everyone we just got lucky. But I do know if people just take that step and get clean great things are gonna happen. I was addicted to meth, pain pills, Xanax, etc.. Knowing that addiction is a disease helped me process the shit I did to people..
Yeh this young man is in better shape mentally than I was at that age. I sometimes think the commonly accepted addiction treatment model creates a victim-of-the-disease mentality that only works like 10% of the time in keeping people sober. Sometimes just thinking of how much money one would need to live every day as a drug addict is enough to stop. Seriously who needs that amount of money for such a crappy life? I am just thinking back to myself, here… it was ridiculous. Lol anyway good luck it’s gonna be hard and the world is good! I am you and you are me.
It's incredibly sad to see these young people struggling. This kid is smart and has a good head on his shoulders. He has a positive mental attitude. There's still time for him. I've been where he is minus the homelessness. I had alot of childhood trauma because of my abusive father and was using all kinds of drugs when I was even younger than he is. I've been "California sober" (weed and occasionally alcohol) for 12 years now. If he reads this my bit of advice is find a hobby. It helped me alot. My hobby is reptiles and I've had that obsession since I could remember. Had my parents supported that passion it would've saved me a lot of trouble and them a lot of money for restitution when I was a juvenile. When I got sober I picked that hobby back up again. Hobbies are expensive and they keep your mind of the next fix. You won't have money to spend on drugs. I hope these young people get better. I just wanna see everyone win man.
The last minute of this interview is the most powerful
Dillon you are so loved and you can make it out of the addiction
I’m impressed that he has read serious books. Gosh, this young man really could succeed in a medical detox, rehab, then sober living house. After that, he would become a productive normal citizen. Plus, he could find a nice girl who’s sober. I wish him better days; but he has to start the journey!
@@locajunkie5143 If you ever were in a sober living house, then it is certain that you’d first been to rehab. The first thing you would have been taught in rehab is that you must admit that YOU have a problem AND that YOU are responsible for your problem. Thus, I find it puzzling that at this time, you are blaming Dillion.
@@locajunkie5143 Are you a gay male or a trans? Curious how your comments claim Dillon has done so many bad things, yet you remain obsessed with him to the extent of stalking him.
@@locajunkie5143 u seem obsessed asf with him.every comment u are on.he musta gave u the ol long shlong silva!!!
@@Oldman808You are a trans gay male .
I was on meth when i was about 15, been clean for about 5 years now...
I really hope you get through this man
People who boost rationalize that they are stealing from big, rich corporations. Corporations don't eat that loss. They pass it on to those of us who pay for our goods. Inflation is affecting everyone. Boosters are contributing to inflation. In the throes of addiction, they don't care; but they don't get a pass on stealing.
What a father ..so he found out about his kid drug issues and decided to take it on the poor dog and made him shoot the dog after..like what type of punishing is that! ..bet that made this boy go crazy and give up any hope in life and recovery! Jeez
I totally agree! I think it would be interesting to hear the success stories of those that have had similar problems / issues. I love hearing people's stories but I can't help but to feel a little against the message mark is trying to send out . I studied anthropology and we are taught to not place judgement upon others or their lifestyle no matter how you feel about it. I understand drug addiction is not something to glorify because we see the same patterns of people being lost / hurt / traumatized but at the same time , they need more than just hey don't do drugs kids. It won't solve your problems . We need more positive voices that have made it so others can learn how to help themselves and find strength to heal.
Dillon, you can change your life. You are worthy!
Please do an update on Dillon in a few months. I have a son his age and can't even imagine him going through what Dillon has been through. Wishing Dillon the BEST
I see him all the time. He's exactly the same.
@@locajunkie5143 ur dusty maybe a lil help for ur obsession nd ur habit and u will be ok.this victim stuff ur doing on everyone’s comments are getting old and weird.noone cares to hear ur stories get help.
Wow, Mark....that's close! Just outside? Take care.
Just want to hug him. The childhood dog story was horrific.
Prayers from the state of Louisiana🙏🏽
Don’t forget world that as hard as it is, to have a heart that can hurt is a beautiful thing. As painful as it is, to feel anything is a gift. Some people live life without feeling anything.
Young. Still strong and good looking. You got the world under your thumb and don't even know it just like I did- don't throw it away- get out while u can- it just gets worse. I don't wish this on anybody.
I agree with Mark, you do have a good head on your shoulders. You got this.
jesus. when he’s asked if he’s od’d and he says “couple times when i started…seven times” scary how casual someone can say that. i really hope he finds peace
Dillon, you WILL get clean...and you will use your story to heal others...all use of experience for the betterment of humanity is NOT a mistake, but a tool and right now you are simply being equipped...God speed and God bless!
Heyyy I’m from Lafayette LA.. I hope he returns home to his family… life is better here in LA with family Dillion…
Yo bro. It’s just crazy the whole situation with the dog. That scars for life..
bro I hope you’re doing well.
we need a part 2 on dillon please
Why abuse and kill the dog? I hate people who harm animals 😒
Such a likable and intelligent guy , bless you Dillon .
Lmao Shut Up hes Trash
Wishing you recovery ❤️🩹
I really hope he gets clean, he has the soul of a teacher in life.
Such a genuinely kind and likeable guy, I hope you find your way Dillon - you´re still so young but drugs are like playing russian roulette every time.. And yes your father failed you and I hope he´ll realize that. Good luck🌺🍀
That is a HORRIFIC story about what his father did to his dog!!! OMG how Horrible!! Prayers for this young man🙏❤
Dillon you can do it. I have faith. Soon as you get tried of abusing yourself. I have no doubt you will succeed. Stay safe.
Such a considerate sweet young man,hope all works out for you, you seem to have an inner strength, even though life’s knocked you about… wish you well.
😂
It really sounds like your father was only waiting on that one reason to kick you out of the house...so his idea of who you are shouldn't affect you no more. You seem like an aware and nice human being and pls remember not everyone was made for parenting...
So true!
Of all the stories I’ve seen here I’ve never wanted to help and hug someone so bad. 😭😭😭 I hope her is able to have the life he wishes for one day!!
praying for this beautiful soul 😢❤
That poor baby he did not deserve the treatment from him father... He needed love and support! Especially considering that the pills he got were from his family...like c'mon. And then torturing his dog like that? So fucked up! Good luck to you Dillion you deserve a healthy life
Dillion, give yourself a chance and get what you deserve, and that is love. Your life is worth it. I’m pretty sure your soul is good. Is this life of using worth all this pain…there is much more than this. I pray you find that line and cross it. 🙏🙏🙏
Can't believe man's out here discussing Heidegger and the concept of thrownness
Dylan sounds like one of the most sincere guys ive seen here..
He genuinely hates what he dos to get his drugs but he's stuck in that cycle for now.
He seems like he's got alot of potential to do so much, he looks healthy and well kept and well spoken.
Just needs to get past this phase in his life and believe in the possibility that he be clean.
I wish him the very best
From Baton Rouge!!! I love you Dillon!
He seems like a guy with a good soul. I feel so bad that he can't get off the drugs and stop the stealing.
best part of my night is seeing your 3am post notifications like clockwork!
Haha I watch the new episodes while I make my lunch for work.
5am in Chicago!🎉
Dude if I could get a interview I’d love to share my story been a addict myself since I was 13
He seems like a nice and bright kid, hopefully he can have a light bulb moment and get his shit together while he can, verry soon. I believe he still can..but he's gotta know and believe that himself. All the best, Dillon, take care of your shit, brother 💜🙌Be blessed✌️🤞
"Get his shit together"...
It's always funny to me when people say shit like that. Like it's some simple, easy, obvious & straightforward thing.
Easy as, say, flipping on a lightbulb, for example.
They are also, almost always, of the "be blessed" clique, too Lol
No offence meant, dude. That just... rubbed me the wrong way, I guess. Stay safe, man.
@@ChA0s_AgeNt Fr, godtards..
@@ChA0s_AgeNt
Hey, I know it's hard. I didn't mean it like you took it. I've been there,done that, and I finally got my shit together...it's very hard, and I didn't mean anything bad by it.
My comment was meant in the most caring way possible. I never said ANYTHING to raise suspicion on being mean.
Hope he can overcome addiction.
God bless you man
Good luck Dillon ❤
"I would have taken care of myself how i would have wanted someone else who i loved to be taken care of"
Lmaoo what a Hypocrite! I loved him for so long before i got tired of him abusing me
What a shame 😓 so intelligent well spoken, Im hoping he can break out of this life!!
Rn i am goin' tru' codeine withdrawals for the almost 4 days and startin' to lose hope..but still believin' in my self. Even tru' i tried multiple Times before i feel like this is it..
Keep trying don’t give up!!
Don’t give up. You CAN do this. You WONT regret it. Be someone you can feel proud of👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🙏🙏🙏
I hope he gets clean. He's still so young he has a chance.
I LOVE YOU DILLON❤
ALL THE BEST TO YOU MY FRIEND
🥺 I’m so sorry this happened to you 😕wtf did the dog do wrong 😪😪😪😪😪
YOU GUYS ARE BACK ?
Love From South Australia 🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺, I'm battling with drugs currently, hope everyone is well.
We need to stop battling drugs and start battling our demons....its the childhood trauma that we deal with that forms our demons in adult life. Dr. Gabor Mate is a doctor that truly understands this. Please look him up and help yourself heal....if I can heal then there is hope for you also. The book "In the realm of hungry ghosts" will change your life if you really wish to change....good luck my friend.
@@lightofthewayshower9350 I agree comepletely. Drug use is merely a symptom of big underlying issues
Good luck bro. I've been sober for a few years now, but I'm still using alcohol as a crutch. Sometimes I wish I had grown up in Australia, because there is no way that someone can afford a drug habit living there, with those prices...unless your parents are millionaires.
Hiii. Im from South Australia too ☺ 🇦🇺
I'm from SA too
Dillon, you are more than deserving, you are a child of God. Don't give up, keep giving your self second chances.
Puente House sober living in Covina, CA. Check them out! They have a sister program in ND that saved my life. After 20 years with 12 treatments, broken relationships and homelessness I finally got and stayed sober! You can too! Puente House!