LIFE IN HOSPITAL *cancer*

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  • čas přidán 29. 08. 2024
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  • @tiffanythinks
    @tiffanythinks  Před 2 lety +631

    Hi my loving Tiffanythinks Family. got an infection called C Diff and so things have been so hectic - I was vomiting so much and the pain in my tummy is something I can never ever explain!! I am so glad everything has cleared up now and I am getting better - thank God and thank you all for your love and prayers. I love you all SO much. If you haven’t joined my Tiffanythinks Family, please subscribe and be part of this journey that I am on. Instagram & FB: tiffanythinks, I have been updating on my instagram & FB every single day. Lots & lots of love, WE GOT THIS💙

    • @nelysvabska
      @nelysvabska Před 2 lety +6

      Hi tiffany, i am so happy you just posted. Feel better 🙏❤️🙏

    • @twix3799
      @twix3799 Před 2 lety +5

      I love you Tiffany 💙💙💙

    • @jeannedenault9352
      @jeannedenault9352 Před 2 lety +6

      Sending you positive vibes and lifting you in prayer.
      Hugs 🤗

    • @angelad7164
      @angelad7164 Před 2 lety +6

      Hi tiffany amma and matt
      Im thinking and praying for u every evening
      Please take care and b strong cos i no u can do this
      Love u guys💙💙💙

    • @auroramaturana876
      @auroramaturana876 Před 2 lety +1

      ❣️❣️❣️

  • @sararaftery3729
    @sararaftery3729 Před 2 lety +140

    as a nurse we always open a window when someone passes away, to let their spirit out....hope you are feeling better xxx

    • @rideremii
      @rideremii Před 2 lety +26

      I’m a nurse too I remember the first time experiencing opening the window once someone had died I really thought it was a little crazy thing that my mentor did then I realised everyone did it! It’s so lovely 💕

    • @gillwhitfield7041
      @gillwhitfield7041 Před 2 lety +24

      As a student nurse we were taught this as well and I did this for my brother in law when he died from cancer. It just feels the right thing to do and in a way feels like you are helping them on their way.

    • @stelladowsett7151
      @stelladowsett7151 Před 2 lety +12

      That is so beautiful❤️

    • @jodiemorgan8063
      @jodiemorgan8063 Před 2 lety +9

      I love this so much ❤️

    • @sandym7952
      @sandym7952 Před 2 lety +28

      I had the privilege of working in a hospice. We opened a window too. If patient requested to be outside near the time, they were taken outside in their bed for their passing.

  • @ninisherebaxley7589
    @ninisherebaxley7589 Před 2 lety +315

    Tiffany, I think that you felt that young man's spirit leave this earth. You seem to be a very empathetic person, you believe in God and you are in a very vulnerable position with your cancer. Tomorrow is not guaranteed, but you are a handling this like a true champ. Remember you are not alone, and that our Lord is right by your side every step of the way. You are truly inspirational Tiffany, and the fact that you are recording all of your journey is so selfless. This will help so many people in so many ways. YOU'VE GOT THIS!!!

    • @TerriMagoo
      @TerriMagoo Před 2 lety +5

      I believe you’re right

    • @artfrnd8040
      @artfrnd8040 Před 2 lety +3

      Certainly.I've also had similar experience

    • @hemidancer64
      @hemidancer64 Před 2 lety +6

      I also believe it was his spirit leaving this earth. May he Rest In Peace. Clear liquids.....yay! Forward progress! I can’t imagine being in the hospital for 2 weeks....hoping you can heal quickly and get back home to Amma and Matt and start cooking up a storm! 😊❤️

    • @CanadianMum444
      @CanadianMum444 Před 2 lety +1

      Yes! Indeed I believe also! Amen!♥️ (((((Tiffany)))))

    • @breadandcircus1
      @breadandcircus1 Před rokem

      Tomorrow is never guaranteed for anyone

  • @WANNAWATCHIT100
    @WANNAWATCHIT100 Před 2 lety +422

    How many people want to jump through the screen and give Tiffany a big giant hug and her mama too??

    • @jillcnc
      @jillcnc Před 2 lety +4

      I want to go and cook for Amma and Matt and clean the house for them so they only has to worry about being there for Tiffany. Too bad I am in the US.

    • @wayneb3193
      @wayneb3193 Před 2 lety +1

      Wish I could jump through my phone screen but I have a screen protector..

    • @TheDenizxo
      @TheDenizxo Před 2 lety +2

      Seriously

    • @queen-servant-of-allah2822
      @queen-servant-of-allah2822 Před 2 lety +2

      Me🥰♥️🌹🌹🌹

    • @attuj
      @attuj Před 2 lety +2

      Me

  • @giovannamoro8564
    @giovannamoro8564 Před 2 lety +262

    A little message to tiffany 's mother : you 've done a wonderful job in raising this special daughter of yours , you must be so proud of both of you . This journey is so tough on both of you and i can only imagine the stress you're going through . Please take the time to take care of yourself too because you are very needed in this moment .with you by her side your sweet angel will be healthy soon. Keep strong lovely ladies . Love from venice italy

    • @chrisfalkner9695
      @chrisfalkner9695 Před 2 lety +11

      Lovely message...l totally agree 👍 x

    • @celticwarrior777
      @celticwarrior777 Před 2 lety +5

      yes its a lot of stress on her mama this whole journey. i feel for her.

    • @louiseking7546
      @louiseking7546 Před 2 lety +2

      Her mum is so lovely-right by Tiffany's side-a lovely lovely lady x

    • @pamelacox6034
      @pamelacox6034 Před 2 lety +1

      Believe me. I know she is so tired. Bless her.

    • @CanadianMum444
      @CanadianMum444 Před 2 lety

      Could not have said it better!♥️🥰

  • @michellelair3102
    @michellelair3102 Před 2 lety +86

    I worry so much for Ama. I see the worry and pain in her face. As a mother myself, I can not even begin to know the emotional pain that she is in watching you, her lovely daughter, have to endure this journey. Ama, I send you so much love, and pray for your girl, everyday. ❤️

  • @jaynedoe80
    @jaynedoe80 Před 2 lety +75

    I believe that the gush of wind you felt was your neighbor's spirit. When my mother died I experienced a huge gush of wind and had no doubt that it was her. How beautiful of you to notice and to care and to realize none of us are guarenteed tomorrow. Your spirit is beautiful.

    • @LaTashala1080
      @LaTashala1080 Před 2 lety +10

      THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT THAT WAS🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @racheldemain1940
      @racheldemain1940 Před 2 lety +2

      My Grandpa waited for my Mum to attend to a vase of flowers and he slipped away while her back was turned but she knew he was gone.

  • @tannd8476
    @tannd8476 Před 2 lety +10

    Dear Tiff, I experienced the same gust of wind after a friend of mine died. It swept over me in the middle of the night which caused me to gasp and sit straight up in bed. What a beautiful gift from our wonderful God that he is real and waiting for us. I too am a cancer survivor and conquered a terrible MRSA infection. There are so many of us out here that fought the fight and are now living beautiful lives, you will too Tiffany. You are blessed.
    We all love you.

  • @thetruthergirls
    @thetruthergirls Před 2 lety +123

    Thank you so much for giving us an update, Tiffany. You are looking so much better. I am still praying for you every day, lifting you up to God and asking for complete healing in Jesus' name.

  • @susieconcepcion583
    @susieconcepcion583 Před 2 lety +4

    Tiffany, please, don't shorten your videos. I am new to cancer as I was diagnosed stage 4 ovarian cancer on March 2022 and been in quemo since. Your videos are a source of inspiration and positivity. I love ❤ your outlook on things. been worried about you and want to keep you on my prayers until you are cancer free! We got this!

  • @JackKirbyFan
    @JackKirbyFan Před 2 lety +222

    Tiffany, I am the first to admit that since you wound up in hospital - my nerves were a bit frayed worrying about you and every time you upload I smile knowing you're OK. We love you Tiffany and I don't care how long the video is. It just makes me smile to see you smile. You are courageous and sensitive and empathetic to so many. When you said that you wanted to see that patient next door because you were worried, but you couldn't obviously, it expressed just what a wonderful human being you are. Matt has a keeper doesn't he! Thank you for making me smile today Tiffany!

    • @annsmith4739
      @annsmith4739 Před 2 lety +7

      Everything you said I think to she doesn’t look well at all she’s been in my thoughts since she was admitted in hospital

    • @JackKirbyFan
      @JackKirbyFan Před 2 lety +5

      @@annsmith4739 She's become a part of my life and I am rooting for her but I can't deny she's lost a lot of weight but that's thankfully something she can reverse.

    • @francesponte5573
      @francesponte5573 Před 2 lety +4

      Everything you said right there, I couldn’t have put it better.
      We care about you Tiffany. Sending you love and encouragement 💕

  • @lillybellini2842
    @lillybellini2842 Před 2 lety +176

    Tiffany, please don’t shorten your clips, seeing your journey is so important, and I just love watching you so much!

  • @lenablanc7162
    @lenablanc7162 Před 2 lety +100

    Through this hard time you're still smiling. Your spirit is so beautiful. Wish you a speedy recovery. Love you 💙💙

  • @Kattykat63
    @Kattykat63 Před 2 lety +7

    I think your neighbor in the other room who passed knew that you were thinking of him and you have such a sweet disposition that he felt he could pay you a little of acknowledgement on his way out. I bet his family would've been happy to know he stopped in to see you. I know that if that was my family member I would be thrilled to know of your experience. I'm sure the hospital staff loves having you as their patient because you're so positive and have such a upbeat personality and you probably never complain or ask for a thing. You would never know that you had a single thing wrong with you if I didn't see you in a hospital bed. 🙏❤

  • @memo12memo
    @memo12memo Před 2 lety +73

    Tiffany, truly you are a rare person, beautiful inside and out, kind , optimistic, always seeing the beauty in the small things. I aim to try to be half the woman you are, such a beautiful soul. Last but not least, WE GOT THIS! ❤

  • @aplainjaneproduction8285
    @aplainjaneproduction8285 Před 2 lety +35

    You are the loveliest person, Tiffany, and you deserve so much of God’s grace. Here you are needing prayers and you have the selflessness to think of other people and to suggest we all pray for each other. The world needs more people like you.

  • @angelad7164
    @angelad7164 Před 2 lety +67

    Amma u r such a beautiful caring wonderful lady and the way u care 4 tiffany is just wonderful
    Love u guys💙💙💙

    • @newenglandcoast7121
      @newenglandcoast7121 Před 2 lety +5

      She IS beautiful in every way! I have come to love Tiffany, her sweet Mom and Matt so much.

    • @Ariesbuddha
      @Ariesbuddha Před 2 lety

      Beautifully said 🥰 xxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @callumortiz6723
    @callumortiz6723 Před 2 lety +2

    I think you did feel him in the wind. How beautiful!

  • @trailrider7046
    @trailrider7046 Před 2 lety +4

    Dear Tiffany, Because you probably picked up the c-diff in one of the medical settings you've been to, PLEASE, PLEASE remember that if you've touched anything inside or outside the building, wash your hands as soon as you can. Wash them again as soon as you get home and walk into your house. Don't touch your face, mouth or nose until you can get your hands washed.
    I'd advise Matt and Amma to do the same because they could pick up some germs and transfer them to you by touching.
    I got c-diff for the first time in my life when I was 50 years old. I believe I picked it up in the emergency waiting room or restroom where I had been a week or so earlier because of migraines.
    Your spirit is the essence of kindness and joy. You are an inspiration to this 61-year- old woman in California. 💖💖💖

  • @hemacdonald400
    @hemacdonald400 Před 2 lety +22

    Tiffany, I was at my mother's bedside when she passed. I understood, for the very first time, when people say, she/he is “gone”. I felt my mother's soul leave her body and what was left behind was simply the vessel that carried her spirit through all her days on this earth. Your spirit shines through and will continue to shine for many years to come. This infection is such an unfortunate set-back, but you have your sparkle back and you will get back on track soon. You are so right, praying for each other lifts us all up, which also lifts you up. Take care, soon you will be home.

  • @kimbardgett2472
    @kimbardgett2472 Před 2 lety +19

    My husband was diagnosed with kidney cancer got through that ,he was great for 15yrs diagnosed then with prostrate which has resulted in cancer in his blood .But he has always kept his faith strong .I think that's what has kept him going through these times .Keep going you can do it .

  • @peachl2290
    @peachl2290 Před 2 lety +123

    I was just thinking about you this morning. Thank you for the updates and yes, we do care about you. I’m glad to hear you are getting better and you will continue to get better. Lots of love from Canada ♥️🥰

    • @oneseeker2
      @oneseeker2 Před 2 lety +1

      Same

    • @ruthadams6390
      @ruthadams6390 Před 2 lety +1

      Canada! Wow! She gets around our Tiff! I'm in U K

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Před 2 lety +2

      My dear ur amazing ur a role model to all ur uplifting to alk god bless u and ur famiily u have the love of and supoort of alot of all praying for remiission love love always

    • @user-qc4mm5qc4c
      @user-qc4mm5qc4c Před 2 lety +1

      Same. Love from 🇨🇦

  • @bridgetwall6311
    @bridgetwall6311 Před 2 lety +43

    You're a strong cookie 🥰 I've actually been unable to eat for number of years due to intestinal failure (I was tube fed since I was 12) and I now survive on TPN. I have been on home TPN (aka HPN) now for 4 years! SO Don't worry too much about the fact you're not eating anything or at least anything really of sustenance as the TPN is complete nutrition you can survive purely off that while you aren't getting much food orally ♥️ You can still get strong and "healthy" (healthy is relative though so you know what I mean, back to your self prior the infection) off TPN. It's not ideal (especially in my case where I am on it for the rest of my life and I am only 25 so that is a long time for complications as the longer you're on it the higher chance of complications that can come from it ) but in your case, short term TPN is still a great way to get your nutrition while you can't eat or have stuff in you tummy in general (like through a feeding tube or something like that). So don't let the fact you feel like you're not getting "food" worry you because while you are on TPN you're getting so much nutrition and the exact amount of calories for your body size still, actually probably more so then what you were getting at home when you were eating before the infection ♥️♥️ You are doing great! As someone who has also spent a tone of time in hospital, I empathise for you and I get how difficult it is and I find personally once you get to day 10, being away from home hits and you can feel really down but just keep looking towards the end goal and just tell yourself you're doing what you need to get better long term and if thats spending more time in hospital, it will be worth it for the years and years you will get out of hospital when you are better🥰 The longest hospital admission I have ever had was 9 months long.... but I have frequent ones that go for weeks and weeks at a time, so I understand the feelings and emotions that come with being stuck in hospital for so long and I promise it will all be worth it for you to get better ♥️ Thinking of you and sending you so much love and strength ♥️

  • @zelahfines6535
    @zelahfines6535 Před 2 lety +56

    I only found you recently and was right away in awe of your positivity, your kind heart, even in the times you’re in you still are so caring and selfless, and I think it’s great you’re recording all of this because I know you’ll help so many others

  • @nuhrisha
    @nuhrisha Před 2 lety +29

    Thank you GOD for answering the Tiffany Thinks Family’s prayers. She looks much better now, the sparkle in her eyes is back! She is so resilient. Please continue protecting her and guide her through this journey. In Jezus name, amen!

  • @nellednsm7152
    @nellednsm7152 Před 2 lety +16

    YOU. ARE. INCREDIBLE!!! It is such an honor getting to be a part of your beautiful life and journey! You and your sweet loved ones are so very often in my thoughts and prayers. Such examples of how to live a life that is full of love, faith and light! HUGE GENTLE HUGS!!🤍🕯🕊

    • @Ariesbuddha
      @Ariesbuddha Před 2 lety +1

      You just put into the perfect words everything I'd have loved to have said but couldn't find the right words.... thank you 🥰 xxxxxxxxxxxxx

    • @nellednsm7152
      @nellednsm7152 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Ariesbuddha What a sweet message my friend. Thank you! I'm sure yours would have been just beautiful, as you are clearly a warm, caring soul. I truly appreciate your words though.💓

  • @SJ47668
    @SJ47668 Před 2 lety +29

    Your mother is so cute. God bless her for staying so strong and being at your side.

    • @MarkyMomma
      @MarkyMomma Před 2 lety +1

      I hope Amma is getting the rest she needs. This must be so difficult for her.

  • @latina_1716
    @latina_1716 Před 2 lety

    Don’t give up Tiffany. I was a cancer patient with stage 3 breast cancer. I will be forever grateful to God for letting me live each day. I will not lie, because many times I did not want my chemotherapy cuz it made me so sick but with my family’s support n God’s grace I made it.
    Do not give up n keep your spirits up !!
    Last year in September, I was declared cancer free. Thank you Lord for letting me live to see my beautiful granddaughter.
    Many Blessings ! 🇺🇸

  • @SkyEaglespirit
    @SkyEaglespirit Před 2 lety +18

    Praying for you girl..."You've Got This!" (From Tennessee, USA 🇺🇲)

  • @vergieclark131
    @vergieclark131 Před 2 lety +26

    I’m a retired nurse and Have spent a lot of time with my patients as they were passing ! I always made sure there was someone with my patient at the end if I couldn’t be there myself ! Always sad ,but also thankful the suffering is gone ! Opening a window always feels right ! 🥰💜🙏🏼

  • @jaime9353
    @jaime9353 Před 2 lety +18

    When you went outside the look of happiness and joy on your face..I could feel that. It’s the little things in life isn’t it 💕

  • @zaniventer9709
    @zaniventer9709 Před 2 lety +43

    As a fellow Christian, (from South Africa and now living in The Netherlands)I wholeheartedly agree about the gust of wind after the passing of the neighboring patient.It is so special that you got to experience that.Life is indeed short.Love your positivity and I pray you can go straight for surgery in upcoming weeks and no chemo💝

  • @cupcakes90505
    @cupcakes90505 Před 2 lety +17

    Having lost both my parents, I have to say with each of their passings something similar happened to me as well. I knew my father was sick since I was a young girl. I didn’t understand death really at the age of 11 and when he passed away, I thought of it as such a scary thing. I asked my father to send me a sign to show me that life does continue after we die. He did just that and since that day I never feared death. I knew ours souls leave to a better place. I think this man left you a gift as well Tiffany. He soul flew past and was saying “You got this Tiffany.” Hope you get to home soon. Big hugs our lil warrior!

  • @11stirling
    @11stirling Před 2 lety +13

    Tiffany, you have a heart of gold. Your unique perspectives of people around you is amazing. You find kindness in life, focus on that. Life can be harsh but when you face adversity, you dig deep and live from the soul.

  • @lolohotdog1884
    @lolohotdog1884 Před 2 lety +58

    Tiffany , you look so much better, healthier, eyes sparkling! My thoughts and prayers to you from Canada! You got this !! 🥰

  • @ati3739
    @ati3739 Před 2 lety +11

    My dad had to go through same situation, hang in there beautiful and soon infection will be gone and surgery will take the cancer out. Next year at this time you will be so happy living with Matt and mom at the lovely childhood house that you bought thinking about how many babies you will want to have ☺️ and you will be so proud of yourself for all you went through. Everything will be alright sooner than you think my dear.

  • @carolynmcleod7533
    @carolynmcleod7533 Před 2 lety +53

    You are so right, Tiffany. Everyday is such a precious gift. I, myself, just returned from a funeral for a dear friend of 34 years who took his life on June 1st. I never thought in a million years that I would be experiencing this pain, grief, and anger of a suicide. It’s most definitely a different experience. As days go on, I wonder what I missed (could he have been trying to tell me something) or what I could have done to help so he would still be here with us. Been in a daze (shock) for two weeks and now, today, after his service I’m in bed at 2:30pm watching your video saying to myself, “Yes, Tiffany, your right, life is very precious!”
    I’m so happy to see you feeling better and praying that you’ll be home soon🙏 just a few weeks ago we were saying “yeah Baxter’s back!” But, now we don’t want him and praying for your surgery soon. Get your rest and soon you’ll be in your beautiful home again. We Got This 💙🦋💙

    • @dianevp8644
      @dianevp8644 Před 2 lety +4

      Praying for you Carolyn and your friend's family today as well, our God is able to heal and see us through the rough side of the mountain. Believe it. ❤️

    • @kathleenhoneyman1936
      @kathleenhoneyman1936 Před 2 lety +4

      I am so sorry for your tragic loss x

  • @naadirajadwat2337
    @naadirajadwat2337 Před 2 lety +20

    You have the sweetest voice and I really admire your patience and strength. I needed to hear your words of wisdom today. I was feeling pretty down. Keep being the champion you are. 🤗💐

  • @nancymcgeorge1990
    @nancymcgeorge1990 Před 2 lety +7

    Tiffany I have great admiration for you as a person.
    After My Mother's funeral I was resting and a gust of wind passed infront of me no window open door closed .
    It was swift and almost seemed visible.
    I have never mentioned this
    Until now. It was a blessing to me that you have mentioned the gust of wind
    Thank you

  • @parmjitkumar5950
    @parmjitkumar5950 Před 2 lety +36

    You look and sound better tiff that’s the spirit tiff just hang in there we’ve got this take care 🙏

  • @mayaluna11
    @mayaluna11 Před 2 lety +32

    That young man's passing reminds us, no day is guaranteed. Strength and comfort to his family. I was among the worried, so I joined instagram early on during your hospital stay and knew about some of your progress. It was still very special to see it on here. I know the broth wasn't good, but that sip was everything. WE GOT THIS 💙

  • @sonyaskogstad3849
    @sonyaskogstad3849 Před 2 lety +29

    Tiffany you have the most infectious smile and you are totally beyond gorgeous with such a heart of gold so how could anyone complain about the length of your videos as personally I could watch you all day long. You mother I must say is an exceptionally Devine, caring, loving woman and it's easy to see where all your inner and outer beauty has come from.
    She really is a treasure and I hope she realises just how much of a wonderful mother she truly is.
    I look for you every day and when you appear it warms my heart like nothing else.
    Sending you all my love from NZ and let's hope all the love sent to you from around the world becomes a healing energy so you back home in no time.
    Xxxxxx

  • @Kasey.Walker
    @Kasey.Walker Před 2 lety +1

    When I was in hospital recovering from kidney cancer, I shared a ward with a very elderly and frail gentleman. His family would come in every day and bring him food and drink which he always said he will have (sadly he never did). His family would visit in the evening and make eye contact to see if he had eaten anything and I would give a slight shake of my head. He died two days later and I felt very sad for him and his family. My family couldn't visit me in the evenings and so his family would talk to me in the evening so that I wasn't left out which was very sweet.

  • @pippakay7234
    @pippakay7234 Před 2 lety +8

    Well little bird it was so joyous to see your lovely smiling face. I'm so pleased you are feeling a little bit better. Your empath6 for others was so evident in the way you talked about the young man who passed away. You really are a blessed young soul and we are all so privileged that you share this testing time with us. Be strong little one and prayers will continue for your recovery.💙🙏💙

  • @davidjanicecoon2763
    @davidjanicecoon2763 Před 2 lety +6

    Thank you for the updates. My Grandmother told me when someone dies you open the window of the room so that their soul can leave the body and go to heaven. Perhaps that explains the rush of air you felt. Lovely to see you outside. Love and prayers xx

  • @heidigraber3725
    @heidigraber3725 Před 2 lety +21

    I’m so glad your feeling better. I was in the hospital for 16 days with covid last year and it was so hard. I couldn’t have any visitors and I was so terrified of being tubed. Life was really put into perspective… Like you mentioned… tomorrow is not guaranteed. I also think that gush of wind was your neighbor being relieved of his pain! May he RIP 😢

  • @gloriacharbonneau4054
    @gloriacharbonneau4054 Před 2 lety +2

    Tiffiny when my brother in law passed I was sitting in a chair by my bedroom window recovering from heart surgery and was very depressed because my husband and I couldn’t say goodbye to him. All of a sudden at 8.07 am I got the most beautiful breeze blew through my window with the sun shining. I felt his presence letting me know that he was on his journey into the other world. It gave me such peace. So I do believe that you felt thé young man’s spirit. I am praying for you always that you will return home soon. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💕💕💕💕💕

  • @suetocker1914
    @suetocker1914 Před 2 lety +10

    Oh sweet Tiffany, I was in a hospital room next to an elderly lady, and she was obviously very unwell, in the middle of the night (I had my windows open as it was so warm), anyhow cos I couldn't sleep I heard everything that happened but in the middle of all the chaos suddenly I got this strong gust of wind through my room, it had been calm up until that point and then I heard the doctors say time of death ...... I truly believe that's when his spirit left his body, I felt truly grieved and told my nurse but she just said Oh he had lots of health problems, still felt very sad
    wind through my room

  • @rochellenicoletta7353
    @rochellenicoletta7353 Před 2 lety +17

    You’re videos are the most inspiring and loving of ANY other ones that I watch. NEVER EVER too long! I consider you as a friend to me…isn’t that wonderful. You are on the road to recovery, your spirit is back. You just keep building up your body with nutrition and you will be strong as an ox! You are beautiful inside and out Tiffany. You are going to be as you were in the past…Bye Bye Cancer xxxx

  • @maggietaylor9475
    @maggietaylor9475 Před 2 lety +18

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts about the young man and his passing and I totally agree with you. There are some things that happen that are beyond our comprehension, but we just know that there’s a higher power. You look SO much better - which is good to see - and I’m sure you’ll be home very soon. Until then, take it easy xx

  • @fionawatts6523
    @fionawatts6523 Před 2 lety +21

    Still thinking of others despite all you're going through, what a gentle, caring and beautiful soul you are.
    Praying for you to return home soon and that a plan is soon in place for you.
    As always much love
    We got this 💙 xxx

  • @mollybeechinor218
    @mollybeechinor218 Před 2 lety +1

    I was praying for a man that straight-lined on the surg table a couple of years ago. I dont know, all these people rushed in the room and were working like crazy on him. I was standing in the door watching thro the window, and I just started praying for him. I felt this gust of wind rush right through me, and felt it go through the door, and they got him back a couple of minutes later. No kidding !!!
    You see, prayer makes a difference. It was a very personal moment, no one else can experience. This is the first time I've said anything about it. I work for the surgical dept. Sometimes I feel led to pray over the surgical sets before they are used. I just feel led to do it. I can't explain it, but I know it's the Holy Spirit prompting me. It so touches my heart that God loves us so much more than we ever truly know here on earth. I CANNOT wait to get to heaven. I cannot wait to experience that eternal presence of being with God all the time for ever. I have a feeling you know what I'm talking about. But Tiff, if it's not your time yet, you'll have to wait like the rest of us.

  • @dalhousiekid
    @dalhousiekid Před 2 lety +34

    You’re such a brave soul - a real warrior, honey. Every setback you have, I can see that your grow stronger in mind and body. I really admire you, Tiffany. I love your heart and bubbly, positive personality. Longer videos from you are even better than shorter ones! Hang in there, sweetie. Hugs from Washington DC. 🌞🌷🪺🌳🪷

  • @amyr6309
    @amyr6309 Před 2 lety +49

    Probiotics really helped in my recovery from C diff. Ongoing prayers for you, Amma, and Matt.❤🕊

    • @rachellebrewer9933
      @rachellebrewer9933 Před 2 lety +7

      Can you add a little bit of saurkraut juice to your clear broth? There are probiotics in fermented veggies and the juice. Praying for you and your loved ones, Tiff!

    • @Noonecares3203
      @Noonecares3203 Před 2 lety +2

      Same here.

    • @heatherjunker967
      @heatherjunker967 Před 2 lety +2

      Hopefully Tiffany can have yogurt tomorrow. That has probiotics.

  • @sandrajintoorkar3181
    @sandrajintoorkar3181 Před 2 lety +34

    Tiffany is such a ray of light! Pure kindness and so sweet. She's having a great day and so deserved! God bless you, love you heaps! ❤👋

  • @stevenfarris8781
    @stevenfarris8781 Před 2 lety +43

    Tiffany, My heart goes out to you. I had C-Diff in 2005. I was in ICU for four weeks and then rehab. It's a tough recovery, but you'll make it through

    • @carolinaherera8138
      @carolinaherera8138 Před 2 lety

      what is this C Diff???

    • @brunoserafimovski1903
      @brunoserafimovski1903 Před 2 lety +1

      @@carolinaherera8138 clostridium difficile

    • @carolinaherera8138
      @carolinaherera8138 Před 2 lety

      @@brunoserafimovski1903 ok, is it a chimo effect?

    • @Nancetha
      @Nancetha Před 2 lety

      @@carolinaherera8138 No. It’s an infection that inflames your bowel/colon. You can pick the infection up from hospitals and other medical environments.

    • @MommaC1106
      @MommaC1106 Před 2 lety +1

      She strong💖💖

  • @christink4685
    @christink4685 Před 2 lety +5

    Hi Tiffany. Thank you for taking the time to post from the hospital. Praying for you, Matt and Alma. I'm a christian and I believe the wind you saw and felt was the man's soul leaving this earth. You are an inspiration to many and are handling all of this with grace and courage.Its nice to see you and Matt together. No mater how sick you are, you light up when he is in the room. I love you two and have never met you! YOU'VE Got THIS!!! GOD BLESS

  • @kimbo500
    @kimbo500 Před 2 lety

    Hi Amma!!! Thanks so much for spending so much time at the hospital for Tiffany! So glad you are stepping away to go home every so often, but just wanted to say THANK YOU!!! Please take care of yourself as well. 🌺 You look good, just get your rest though...it's ever so important. When I was in the hospital a couple of weeks, I know how much it meant to me to have family with me. Good luck and positive vibes and prayers being sent your way Tiffany! 🙏🏼 P.S. I do remember your surgeon, and I can speak as a former RN, and now a permanently disabled/chronically ill person....I thought the way he spoke with you was lovely....truly lovely! 👍

  • @mariasweeney54
    @mariasweeney54 Před 2 lety +32

    I totally believe the “Whoosh” was the young man going off to heaven. What an honour to have been included in that part of his journey 🙏. Like some of the others who are following you I to was thinking about you a lot…. So happy when I saw you had posted. You are looking and sounding somewhat better today 🙏 Small steady steps hey. 🎈🍀

    • @LaTashala1080
      @LaTashala1080 Před 2 lety +4

      🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @michellemarini5128
      @michellemarini5128 Před 2 lety +2

      She was included in it, it shows those in Christ's family share in their sorrows and joys. He was sharing the freedom to come in the Lord God!!!
      Lovely.🥰

    • @michellemarini5128
      @michellemarini5128 Před 2 lety +1

      Everything we go through is used for God's glory. Tiffany's journey is clearly being used for His perfect will and glory.

  • @alsmith7993
    @alsmith7993 Před 2 lety +9

    Oh, goodness. My grandpa had C. Diff twice last year, and it was really difficult for him. I’m so sorry for the pain and the long stays in the hospital. Thank you for not giving up. Love you. 💕

  • @77K.K
    @77K.K Před 2 lety +27

    Seeing u enjoying the little things in life like a walk, the sun or having to eat which I personally take for granted is just amazing bcus as a healthy person I feel like i take all this for granted n we need to appreciate the little things in life... happy to get notified I'm always waiting for ur videos n always look forward for ur radiant smile... We got this ❣️

  • @Amy-hs1qe
    @Amy-hs1qe Před 2 lety +1

    I'm not religious in the slightest and don't even believe in god, but I can say there's something beyond this life. I lost my beloved sister at a young age - 20 years and I'm still not "over" it - but she's visited me many times, and incredible/unexplainable things have occurred that truly make me realize there's life after we leave. So I completely believe that slight wind could have been your tragic neighbor. Wishing you're released home very soon - you're truly helping so many on here.

  • @mterry6969
    @mterry6969 Před 2 lety +1

    I keep thinking about the gust of wind you felt … At my dad’s grave, it was a sunny, still day. All of a sudden, the wind started to blow. It’s as if his soul left and it gave me a sense of comfort. I just wanted to share. I hope that you are doing better and that you get to go home soon and you will be able to eat solid food 😃

  • @aplainjaneproduction8285
    @aplainjaneproduction8285 Před 2 lety +15

    I really like your interpretation of the gush of wind after that tragic event, Tiffany, and I tend to highly agree. Much love and healing vibes from across the pond 💙

  • @Odichinma
    @Odichinma Před 2 lety +27

    Hi Tiff!! So happy to see your beautiful face & hear your sweet voice. So glad you got to go outside!!! You looked so happy 😊😊 We must all appreciate the little moments in life. Praying for your healing every single day, twice a day!! You have made such a big impact on my life & I hope I get a chance to meet you one day. Love you lots! 🤎🤎🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @shinebrighter3802
    @shinebrighter3802 Před 2 lety +18

    So glad to see that you’re eating, getting outside and feeling better. Praying for you and the Tiffany Thinks Family, AMA and Matt!

  • @ozmonto
    @ozmonto Před 2 lety +7

    Aww Tiff, you’re just the most precious human! Praying you are feeling a million times better soon! Your gorgeous mama looks like she needs a ginormous hug too. You are honestly such beautiful souls and a true joy to watch xox

  • @sharlahubbard8137
    @sharlahubbard8137 Před 2 lety +1

    Hi Tiffany! You made me smile when you talked about cooking. I was sick 4 years ago and couldn’t eat or cook for many months. As I was getting well I became so obsessed in cooking. I could hardly wait to go grocery shopping and go home and pretend I was on a cooking show. My sister came to stay with me and I made her cook with me. 💕My heart breaks for you with what you are going through. I pray for you regularly and I feel like things are going to get better. You are so positive and strong. I can tell you have learned so much from this journey. I admire you and I am sending positive vibes your way.😘💕

  • @jaynekittycat9252
    @jaynekittycat9252 Před 2 lety +5

    Hi Tiffany, glad your on the mend. When Amma waved to the 📷 Camera, I couldn't help myself, I smiled and waved back. She is so lovely. ❤

  • @jes_with_one_S
    @jes_with_one_S Před 2 lety +12

    Seeing your new videos show up on my feed is always comforting knowing you’re okay. Sending you lots of strength and love from New Jersey!!

  • @rebeccakarlsson1395
    @rebeccakarlsson1395 Před 2 lety +11

    You look really good Tiffany! I can’t believe you’ve been in hospital for so long. Are you sure they aren’t keeping you longer because they need you to brighten up the place😉

  • @bethburkett752
    @bethburkett752 Před 2 lety +2

    Dearest Tiffany, I have been heartbroken seeing you suffer so much, but I'm so glad that you are starting to feel better. I pray for you every day. God doesn't waste anything, and I believe He has used your suffering to grow you so much spiritually. You now have insights into things you might not have had before. You were so right when you said "nothing really matters"... That we worry about little things that just don't matter. I learned this same thing from my time of suffering... That truly God is everything, and nothing else matters.
    Also, dear, I love your long videos. I wait for your updates to see how you're doing. Thank you for sharing your life with us. 💙🙏🏻

  • @lindasartore3303
    @lindasartore3303 Před 2 lety

    Tiffany, Hospice nurses & physicians will tell you that what you experienced when that young man passed was real and commonly happens at the time a person dies. Often before they pass they will be speaking to friends and relatives who have passed before and who they see in the room. Because of that they find so much peace having them nearby, ready to help them cross into Heaven. This has been something that has interested me for many years and I have read much about it.
    I have been so impressed with your maturity and strength at handling everything you have dealt with over these past months. You have provided inspiration and hope for so many who may be experiencing a similar situation. At the same time I know that you must be trying so hard to protect those around you, sheltering them from as much anxiety and concern that you can. But honestly you should be able to be open and honest with how you are feeling yourself. These are tough days and they love you and are there to help you. Make sure you are able to open up and share how you are feeling so that they can provide the help to you need and that they want to give.
    Prayers…🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @alicegenevieve5982
    @alicegenevieve5982 Před 2 lety +20

    You always have a smile on your face. You are an inspiration to everyone. I look forward to your updates. Your mom is the sweetest. I am sending you all love and prayers. I work in the medical field and we are always told to open a window when a patient passes to let their spirit go to heaven.

  • @willyrot3517
    @willyrot3517 Před 2 lety +9

    "We need a new set of knives, a pestle and mortar, a casserole dish..." Matt "calm down" "I'm going out for a walk!!" Heart Monitor Machine "calm down" "I can have soup!!" Yellow Broth "calm down" You are so lovely lol xx

    • @tiffanythinks
      @tiffanythinks  Před 2 lety +3

      Hahahahahh this made me laugh so much 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

  • @amandawilson2485
    @amandawilson2485 Před 2 lety +10

    I’ve been following you from the beginning of this journey and I am just in complete awe of you! Despite going through the most testing and difficult time in your life - you are so caring, selfless and inspiring to others. Honestly your strength and positive outlook is unmatched. You got this girl 💙

  • @laurenloveslv655
    @laurenloveslv655 Před 2 lety

    Im not hugely religious but I am spiritual, I truly belieive that the gush of wind was his spirit leaving. Its great to see you improving, I can't imagine not eating for 2 weeks, just the crunching and mastication process would be hard to not think of. Sending hugs.

  • @jamiehromas
    @jamiehromas Před 2 lety +2

    I love that you felt his spirit leave. I watched my grandma take her last breath, then smile the most genuine smile. I just know my dad came to get her. ❤️

    • @patrickmeyers4671
      @patrickmeyers4671 Před 2 lety

      Hi dear Tiffany, i just seen ur video, it was really sad ,i prayed for you,God will cure you.have faith ,ur mom God bless her.one can see the pain she is going through.Dont worry ma Tiffany will be cured i will pray for her every day. Godbless url.joan/India.

  • @sarahthompson5066
    @sarahthompson5066 Před 2 lety +4

    What a gift--we got our joyful, fun-loving Tiffany back! I have to admit, this is the first video you have uploaded since you went into the hospital that you seemed like your old self. And what really struck me was the joy you exuded as you got food and then were able to walk and go into the sunshine. You reminded me NOT to take the little things in our lives for granted. Thank you for that--I appreciate you so much and you remind me to appreciate the little (simple) things in life. Every day is a gift. We all love you Tiffany and keep getting better. We got this!!

  • @joannamendoza2353
    @joannamendoza2353 Před 2 lety +6

    Your story of the young man was so tragically beautiful. Sending you positive energy!!

  • @tammyweaver7198
    @tammyweaver7198 Před 2 lety +11

    Continued prayers for healing Tiffany. Your positivity is an inspiration to me. You're such a compassionate person and care about others despite your circumstances. Matt and your mom are so sweet and supportive. God bless you!!!!

  • @peachtreecitypetnanny
    @peachtreecitypetnanny Před 2 lety +1

    WHAT?!? Do NOT cut down your clips! I was just thinking when you were ending it that I wish it was longer!!! I was on a cruise in Alaska last week and checking in nightly to see if you updated! My daughter had surgery this morning and I had on my We Got This t-shirt! I told my daughter, we got this let’s do it! I simply adore you Tiffany! No pressure but… longer videos and more often🤣😂🤣

  • @rebeccac6920
    @rebeccac6920 Před 2 lety

    Your mother is one strong lady, she holds it together so well with such a beautiful smile just like you. Even with everything medically going on you are very blessed 💕

  • @ashleyadams6803
    @ashleyadams6803 Před 2 lety +5

    Tiffany, you look much better! I hope you get to go home soon, you will feel so much better! You are so generous to continue to post videos. Stay positive, be well!

  • @fleurmenon5720
    @fleurmenon5720 Před 2 lety +16

    You are so incredibly strong and an inspiration to all. You've got this💙and we're all praying for you and on this journey with you, sending love, happiness and well wishes xxx💙

  • @BarbiegirlTina
    @BarbiegirlTina Před 2 lety +57

    Tiffany your mom is the most patient…sweetest person..I have ever seen on the internet…been following for almost a year now 🙏🏽

  • @mazinwonderland3077
    @mazinwonderland3077 Před 2 lety +23

    Bless you for sharing this with us Tiffany. I believe that the Holy Spirit took the young man`s soul to be with him. He is at peace now and free from pain. What an amazing experience for you. Each day is a day nearer to you being discharged home. It made me laugh when you said that the soup/broth tasted of hot water as it looked just like that. We got this 💙💙💙

  • @kimmieporter4101
    @kimmieporter4101 Před 2 lety

    Hi Momma! I just lost my own Mom suddenly. But every time I see the love between you and Tiffany and it brings me happiness, as I was also close to my momma! Tiffany, keep keeping strong and never forget how much the Lord loves you! I’m no one special but I’m sending you hugs and love too! 😍🥰😍🥰😘
    Oh for the dry mouth thing and constant hunger pains….trying sucking on a candy or gum…sometimes that’s all it takes to calm your tummy keeps your saliva glands working…..which helps the dry mouth.

  • @tallulahrubymonroe4280

    How beautiful that you felt the young man's soul leaving his body and thank you for sharing that god bless him and you Tiffany much love and light xxx

  • @brannon5311
    @brannon5311 Před 2 lety +8

    We all care and love you so much, Tiffany. You are brave, strong, beautiful and surrounded with love. You got this!

  • @anneviola6710
    @anneviola6710 Před 2 lety +14

    It’s was so great to see you gorgeous girl ⭐️ You are looking and sounding so much better. We got this 💙💙💙

    • @glenisgoldsmith5086
      @glenisgoldsmith5086 Před 2 lety

      Love you Tiffany, and look forward to seeing your updates.
      I try to watch everyone for I like to know how you are going as I continue to uplift you to Jesus in prayer
      Praise the Lord you are getting well. For someone who has been through so much you amaze me how you remain so thoughtful of others - you are truly beautiful inside and out with such a humble heart.
      Thanku for sharing about the gush of wind (John 3:8) - in the bible the Lord refers to the wind blowing likened to the HS as we do not know where it comes from or where it goes!🕊️ it just may have come to you especially if you have been praying for it and also others have been too I know.🙏🏼 I pray you keep seeking for the gift of the HS which is the evidence of speaking in tongues. A language given to believers after repentance, but in saying that, it could be still on the outside of you until you actually make Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior in repentance. (Acts 2:38,39)
      So sad about the young man - sickness is not from our Heavenly God.✝️
      From Australia. much love and blessings to you and your beautiful family!
      Hugs and kisses💞💌xoxo

  • @mariedoberstein6108
    @mariedoberstein6108 Před 2 lety +12

    Hi Tiffany, I wanted you to know my mom had C-Diff so I know exactly what you’re going through. It’s an awful thing and when your already
    Sick getting that doesn’t help! My daughter is 44 and may have polycythemia Vera. A type of cancer of the blood. Just know you’re not alone. I’m her mom and I know what your Mom is going thru. Please tell her she’s loved and Matt too. They are both so caring and love you
    As well as your family too. Your very lucky to have them. I pray every day you and hope you get well fast💜💜💜

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Před 2 lety

      Tiffany yr mom and boyfriend are amazing loving caring supportive u are 100 amazing

    • @breephoenix111
      @breephoenix111 Před 2 lety

      Praying for your family 🙏🤍

  • @Pennyspain22
    @Pennyspain22 Před 2 lety +1

    The same thing happened at my fathers funeral. The wind gushed around us all in circles. It blew the rose out of my sisters hand. Him and her were always at loggerheads. I believe in the Holy Spirit

  • @lynnlawing7203
    @lynnlawing7203 Před 2 lety +2

    Hi Tiffany - I am so glad to see that you are feeling better and on the road to recovery. The story about the man in the room next to you and the gust of wind you felt really touched me. I was with my Mother when she passed in her home from cancer and when she took her last breath the room lit up with the most bright light and I felt like all of the oxygen left the room for a second. I could feel the Holy Spirit at that time. It happened very quickly but I knew it was Jesus taking my Mother to Heaven. Even though I was sad my Mother had passed I am blessed that I was able to witness this extraordinary event when she went to Heaven. Yes I believe it was the Holy Spirit taking the man to Heaven. God Bless you Tiffany. Praying for you from central North Carolina USA.

  • @karenfarrell7870
    @karenfarrell7870 Před 2 lety +5

    Oh Tiffany, so happy to see a video from you, and hey, the longer the video the better!!!! It was lovely to see you able to eat a little, and go outside, things are looking up for you at last. You will soon be out of hospital, and I can't wait to see the video where you are back home. You are still smiling, with everything you are going through, you are such a lovely kind girl. Lovely to see Amma and Matt. Take good care, and look forward to hearing again from you soon. Lot of love to you, Matt and Amma. xxxxxx

  • @ladyjules4849
    @ladyjules4849 Před 2 lety +8

    Tiffany, you are an inspiration to me and to anyone who watches an episode of your channel. You have so much love for others. You have a never ending smile while you are are so so ill. You put other's needs before your's. You have inspired me to be a better person I am dealing with health issues that have left me disabled. God bless you! ❤️😊🙏

  • @marynamurray9385
    @marynamurray9385 Před 2 lety +5

    Sweet Tiffany, thinking of you and remember "we got this" with you! So great to see the support you constantly have and hoping you will leave the hospital soon!!

  • @staceycortina3528
    @staceycortina3528 Před 2 lety +2

    God Bless you sweet girl! Your a bright light and your positivity is an example to us all!!!

  • @happydays7143
    @happydays7143 Před 2 lety +6

    Tiffany , with all the positive and loving energy being sent your way , there is NO QUESTION that you got this!!!!! 👍 Xx

  • @janemercer4
    @janemercer4 Před 2 lety +7

    So glad to see you on the mend and getting stronger every day and still smiling ❤️ you are the sweetest 💙 xxxxx