mad - young nights (demo)

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  • čas přidán 13. 04. 2020
  • IT'S FINALLY OUT!!! what a crazy journey this has been for this little song I wrote a couple months ago on my uke. I wrote this because I felt stuck and empty towards the end of high school, feeling like the last four years were a lie. I felt like I didn't enjoy any of high school, nor did I have many fond memories that I would take with me to college, so the future was incredibly scary. I never went to prom, my friend group had dissipated, and I was mostly alone in my high school endeavors. Even though I had that "5.0 GPA" and was ready to leave for a prestigious university, I didn't know if it was all worth it. I would have never expected in a million years that this song would have blown up on tik tok and that so many people felt the exact same way! I am still in shock that this song reached so many of you guys. I wrote, recorded, produced the song all by myself in my bedroom that last couple of nights to give you guys this one. Enjoy this video of me dancing like a crackhead in my room at 3 AM. But in the very end, we just have to remember-- "let's live for now".
    tik tok: @madsteaparty
    instragram: @madsteaparty
    spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/7ufYC...
    apple music: / album .
    (fun fact: the beginning is actually the recording i made after i got rejected from Yale.)
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    Lyrics:
    I spent too many nights alone and staying awake
    Was it worth it for that 5.0 GPA
    Cause’ all my dreams are still unclear and so far away
    Sometimes it feels like I just need to run away
    I wish my life was like a cliche teen movie
    I wish I crashed my car outside your friend’s party
    I wish we watched the stars under the summer breeze
    Is it too late? Too late to live out my dreams
    Cause’ I’m so tired and I’m a mess
    And I keep running from myself
    These are the nights that keep us young
    We’re staying up late to pass the time
    I’m scared of the future, running from the past
    Can’t live now it’s going too fast
    One day I’ll find where I belong
    But for now, I’ll write this song
    I’m so tired
    Every night
    I’m on fire
    But alive
    We’re still young
    We got time
    So for now, for now
    Let’s live out our lives
    I spent too many days trying to be what I’m not
    That I forgot all about the things I got
    If this is life then maybe we should just get lost
    Can we just drive until the world comes at a stop
    I wish I left the people treating me like less
    I wish I finally gathered that self-confidence
    I wish we crashed the prom and danced like 96’
    Is it too late? Too late to have that movie kiss
    Cause’ I’m so tired and I’m a mess
    And I keep running from myself
    These are the nights that keep us young
    We’re staying up late to pass the time
    I’m scared of the future, running from the past
    Can’t live now it’s going too fast
    One day I’ll find where I belong
    But for now, I’ll write this song
    I’m so tired
    Every night
    I’m on fire
    But alive
    We’re still young
    We got time
    So for now, for now
    Let’s live out our lives
    So let’s live for now
    So let’s live for now (x 4)
    I wish my life was like a cliche teen movie
    I wish I crashed my car outside your friend’s party
    I wish we watched the stars under the summer breeze
    Is it too late? To live out my dreams
    I’m so tired and I’m a mess
    And I keep running from myself
    These are the nights that keep us young
    We’re staying up late to pass the time
    I’m scared of the future, running from the past
    Can’t live now it’s going too fast
    One day I’ll find where I belong
    But for now, I’ll write this song
    I’m so tired
    These nights
    I’m on fire
    But alive
    We’re still young
    We got time
    So for now, for now
    Let’s live out our lives
  • Hudba

Komentáře • 190

  • @hunnywalnutshrimp
    @hunnywalnutshrimp Před 4 lety +332

    ive decided to migrate here after my 3rd mental breakdown. this makes me feel nostalgic

  • @sleepyyant6704
    @sleepyyant6704 Před 4 lety +99

    I've been looking SO LONG for a song like this everyone makes it seem like highschool is so fun but in reality it isnt most of the time

    • @asainditto9276
      @asainditto9276 Před 4 lety +3

      but the fun part is the thing that you cherished and will miss the most in your life time with your true friends

    • @ben-jf3bi
      @ben-jf3bi Před rokem

      fr

    • @sleepyyant6704
      @sleepyyant6704 Před rokem +1

      just came back here after 2 years, happy to see you finally are getting recognized :)) thank you for getting me through that time, I haven't been doing the best in highschool but I'm looking forward to college

  • @pascal9750
    @pascal9750 Před 4 lety +147

    What he’s doing in this mv is literally me during quarantine and I’m here for it love the song ❤️

  • @katianacastror7808
    @katianacastror7808 Před 4 lety +71

    omg,i was thinking that you were a famous singer,this song is so beautiful.Thanks for this song

    • @MadTsaiOfficial
      @MadTsaiOfficial  Před 4 lety +44

      haha nope! just a kid making music in his bedroom. thank you! :)

    • @divinac.boo_
      @divinac.boo_ Před 2 lety +6

      @@MadTsaiOfficial a talented kid :) what am I saying I'm 12 XD

  • @labibachowdhury7344
    @labibachowdhury7344 Před 4 lety +119

    This is literally the cutest video and song ever !!!!!. I have this on repeat on my spotify man

  • @keiyabrambhatt6081
    @keiyabrambhatt6081 Před 4 lety +88

    i’m in eighth grade and i’m scared this is goanna happen to me i’m seeing a college counselor and it feels like my life is already over before it’s begun i really don’t want that to happen.

    • @hideakisorachi3953
      @hideakisorachi3953 Před 3 lety +16

      remember that your life doesn't just magically end as soon as you leave school. my older brother was able go make a lot of memories with his friends only after highschool. he made most if his friends that he has now in college. even if your life isnt like a movie now, you can make it one later

    • @kayhal4889
      @kayhal4889 Před 3 lety +3

      Hideaki Sorachi I was also worried about this but that makes me feel better thank you

  • @Grace-xp3nr
    @Grace-xp3nr Před 4 lety +53

    this is my new favorite song :)) youre gonna go big and i can say ive been here from the beginning

  • @mariahelena3224
    @mariahelena3224 Před 2 lety +7

    please there's children crying because this song is not on spotify anymore

  • @henryiskindahere
    @henryiskindahere Před 4 lety +29

    Oh shit I'm living for your style

  • @mykkarukes3473
    @mykkarukes3473 Před rokem +4

    Never felt so validated in my life than how I have by all of your music. You’re awesome, keep making beautiful, real, raw music. You’re my favorite.

  • @larissam.5567
    @larissam.5567 Před 3 lety +17

    Guys we are here before he's famous. We can be so thankful for that!! You're going to do something big. I can feel it. Wish you a wonderful life!
    Love, Larissa.

  • @olliele7119
    @olliele7119 Před 4 lety +24

    bro your skin is HELLA clear

  • @saysmusic3039
    @saysmusic3039 Před 4 lety +15

    mad, every-time I put on this songs, it’s makes me happy, your voice is so soft. The lyrics makes me think of me and my friends back when I was from grade 6. I really wish if this song could blew up bc it’s as good as any song.🥺💕

  • @onezavhora1140
    @onezavhora1140 Před 4 lety +13

    I love your singing and what you're singing. Felt too deeply in my soul.

  • @lostdroplets5580
    @lostdroplets5580 Před 4 lety +14

    I felt this 😭 This is my new favorite song

  • @Account-ex2qx
    @Account-ex2qx Před 4 lety +16

    This is amazing!! People are sleeping on this!

  • @alainaruth9893
    @alainaruth9893 Před 4 lety +7

    this song is so amazing,, i can't breathe aaaaaaaa so anyways i first heard this on spotify and i was so amazed by the beat and the lyrics and i shared the song to all my friends,, they LOVED IT AKSJAKDJJD 😔✊💗

  • @wraithfromthesouth5590
    @wraithfromthesouth5590 Před 4 měsíci +1

    i need this back on spotify :((

  • @sandyperez932
    @sandyperez932 Před 4 lety +4

    Honestly, one of my new favorite song! Wish you the best!

  • @hany4038
    @hany4038 Před 3 lety +2

    thank god i discovered this on spotifyyyy. i love thisss

    • @Gloomonna
      @Gloomonna Před 3 lety

      I couldn’t find it on Spotify .. is it under a different name?

  • @yourboidrake9079
    @yourboidrake9079 Před 3 lety +2

    why is this giving me a conan gray vibe? :< I LOVE YOU BOTH

  • @danielshephard5960
    @danielshephard5960 Před 4 lety +2

    I just finished Year 11 in the UK (Grade 10) when we finish compulsory schooling, and am going on to a sixth form for two years at a different school to do exams. I feel every lyric of this song and I feel sad cos I feel robbed of the ‘high school’ experience

  • @mailynguyen-luu6011
    @mailynguyen-luu6011 Před 4 lety +4

    I literally can’t stop listening to this

  • @harukindamyb1118
    @harukindamyb1118 Před 3 lety +1

    So this is how you feel when your kid grew up, glad I can see you grow

  • @gulnaazsapra1761
    @gulnaazsapra1761 Před měsícem

    So proud to see how far he’s come! Can’t wait to see him live

  • @sai6239
    @sai6239 Před 3 lety +2

    A little late but i've been listening to this song on repeat! I hope you put on spotify soon too ^_^

  • @9-n.p.p.100
    @9-n.p.p.100 Před 4 lety +7

    Good job King❣️

  • @tinlinnko3233
    @tinlinnko3233 Před 4 lety +6

    Can you also make the clearer versions of other original songs, also, your jacket is 🔥❤️❤️, having MAD marathon

  • @kylie.-.4675
    @kylie.-.4675 Před 4 lety +7

    Keep going. You’ll get far in what you want to do💛

  • @xoca8237
    @xoca8237 Před 4 lety +5

    I’m crying🥺❤️ you’re so amazing

  • @mr_sugas_fire3015
    @mr_sugas_fire3015 Před 3 lety +1

    Listening to this for new years :')

  • @tatitati7884
    @tatitati7884 Před 3 lety +1

    I've been playing this song so many times. It's just soooo good!! This artist deserves recognition for real.

  • @YourAverageAvery
    @YourAverageAvery Před rokem

    I was 15 when this song came out...now I'm 18 and I can relate to it so much

  • @khloewilliams1051
    @khloewilliams1051 Před 3 lety +1

    I'm seeing this right before my junior year in highschool and I'm absolutely terrified cause it all went by too fast I'm starting to look at colleges and it's just so scary and hearing this song helped me slow my self down a little and clam down thank you so much 💜

  • @gulnaazsapra1761
    @gulnaazsapra1761 Před 4 lety +2

    You deserve a lot more hype because you are so talented!!!

  • @markgordon9192
    @markgordon9192 Před 9 měsíci

    So talented! thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. You are special.

  • @avahnij2036
    @avahnij2036 Před 2 lety

    im literally in love with this song

  • @Lagatitha
    @Lagatitha Před 4 měsíci

    Its already 2024 mad release this song officialy, we need it

  • @insertswittyusernamehere5040

    you're so underrated, your songs and voice are gorgeous, your aesthetic is gorgeous. all of this and all of you are gorgeous

  • @youtubeaccountnumber2686
    @youtubeaccountnumber2686 Před 3 lety +1

    I don’t know how, but, I connect with every single song you make. You are so talented, and your voice is beautiful, plus the music is so relatable.

  • @shivaniarun5672
    @shivaniarun5672 Před 4 lety +2

    ahhhh this song makes me feel so emotional

  • @b.c.9300
    @b.c.9300 Před 3 lety

    I really hope you go far i really like how relatable and wholesome you and your music is.❤❤

  • @cg9-2-5
    @cg9-2-5 Před 2 lety

    Nearly 1AM and I've spent at least the last hour scrolling through this channel listening to your music. Thank you ❤️

  • @TonyNguyen-zr3tk
    @TonyNguyen-zr3tk Před rokem

    i still listen to this song on the daily. Sad its not on spotify anymore

  • @laurencepalteng2063
    @laurencepalteng2063 Před 3 lety +1

    At night i play this song and close my eyes just vibing to this when I’m sad tysm for this ❤️

  • @lanawatchesremi
    @lanawatchesremi Před 3 lety +1

    *you are an absolute angel, ily*

  • @TheOscarpausini
    @TheOscarpausini Před 2 lety

    This song it’s amazing love the vibe

  • @ayamohamed6925
    @ayamohamed6925 Před 4 lety +4

    I love this 💕💕

  • @kendrabarreras1185
    @kendrabarreras1185 Před 4 lety +1

    You are literally so inspiring and you killed it

  • @jelenaku4240
    @jelenaku4240 Před 3 lety +1

    love it, your music is my safe place. :))

  • @BWong
    @BWong Před 4 lety +2

    Sounds amazing! Keep it up!

  • @juliafoster6201
    @juliafoster6201 Před 4 lety +5

    I love this

  • @amylakalaka2117
    @amylakalaka2117 Před 9 měsíci

    i love your music and keep doing what you're doing.

  • @hazilhenslee6608
    @hazilhenslee6608 Před 3 lety +1

    I literally love your voice

  • @tayahh1203
    @tayahh1203 Před 3 lety

    I’ve known your music for a while and i would listen to this song imagining being a senior and imagining how it would feel graduating and now I’m actually about to graduate and god it went by so fast bc covid ruined my senior year

  • @ashhh2023
    @ashhh2023 Před 2 lety

    This is an amazing song. All of your songs are really well made and you are super underrated. I hope you get big in the music industry soon.

  • @c3linepham
    @c3linepham Před 4 lety +1

    what a nice comfort song 😭

  • @nitya2039
    @nitya2039 Před 3 lety

    OMG!! Awsome you just got another fan! :)

  • @buzzy_bee4938
    @buzzy_bee4938 Před 2 lety

    I found your channel 3 years ago kinda like your music but then i forgot but then i saw you again in my fyp 😄

  • @alittlebitofeleanor1220

    🥺 I love i relate to this song so much

  • @savage_ale1011
    @savage_ale1011 Před 3 lety +1

    this song really makes me feel a great type of way you are really great at music your amazing

  • @Phajamuz
    @Phajamuz Před 4 lety +3

    yayy awesome vid dude! :))

  • @anuragsharma1601
    @anuragsharma1601 Před 3 lety

    I love it... 😍😍❤️❤️

  • @user-zy1fu8rc6f
    @user-zy1fu8rc6f Před 3 lety

    Omg😭💕your voice is everything 😭

  • @SereneUnicorn-pv2jy
    @SereneUnicorn-pv2jy Před 3 měsíci

    Love this

  • @meerzzane8723
    @meerzzane8723 Před 2 lety

    Please release this😭 i need this on my apple music!! I love youu❤️

  • @savemyseet2242
    @savemyseet2242 Před 4 lety +4

    You're doing great :)

  • @izzykelly9526
    @izzykelly9526 Před 3 lety

    How just how is this so amazing I'm jsut over the moon to have found u finally somone who isnt afraid to say what needs to be said and be them selves dont ever change for anyone but u , u are so amzing I swear hands down I jsut I love u 😊🥺🧡💙❤🥰

  • @melissandeDfan
    @melissandeDfan Před 8 měsíci

    Elle est trop bien celle-là. Et c'est une démo !!! Tu es un génie

  • @jakeramira3965
    @jakeramira3965 Před 2 lety

    You have no idea how much you saved my 1am. Luvyuuu xx.

  • @ellalandowski7495
    @ellalandowski7495 Před 4 lety +1

    I love this song so much it really gets me in my feels😢❤

  • @davidwoodford1814
    @davidwoodford1814 Před 2 lety

    Amazing.

  • @anuragsharma1601
    @anuragsharma1601 Před 3 lety

    I love it❤️❤️

  • @davidwoodford1814
    @davidwoodford1814 Před 2 lety

    Brilliant.

  • @__wookieq__1400
    @__wookieq__1400 Před 3 lety

    I love you, and your voice. 😭💛

  • @eonnemisis
    @eonnemisis Před 3 lety

    God damn I love this song, you are a very talented young man, can’t wait to see your amazing future,

  • @elenabisato7487
    @elenabisato7487 Před 3 lety

    How come every song I hear from you is better than the previous one??
    Love form Italy!!!!

  • @roryaitken2078
    @roryaitken2078 Před 2 lety +1

    I’m sooo happy to say I was here to see his journey from becoming Just a singer to being a TikTok star ❤️💕🥰🥰live your music it make me feel happy 😃

  • @tom-ss2mn
    @tom-ss2mn Před rokem

    Great song

  • @katherinedunson9250
    @katherinedunson9250 Před 2 lety

    you are my favorite song artist

  • @albertramirez7686
    @albertramirez7686 Před rokem

    His voice is like butter. 😍

  • @PlayerError
    @PlayerError Před 4 lety +1

    CONGRATS ON 1k SUBS!!!

  • @pavitraarora1065
    @pavitraarora1065 Před 4 lety

    You deserve so much hype😌❤️

  • @pucng8123
    @pucng8123 Před 3 lety

    so gooddd

  • @chanthameme
    @chanthameme Před 3 lety

    Nice song love it

  • @hashly2282
    @hashly2282 Před 3 lety

    Wow en serio tienes un Gran talento ,sigue puliendo ese don artístico ❤

  • @kathjohnson9665
    @kathjohnson9665 Před 4 lety

    I found you on tiktok!!! I was very excited as you could probably tell😂❤️

  • @jay9492
    @jay9492 Před 3 lety

    I luv ur music sooo much! Your doing great, just keep pushing on! I’m an 8th grader at school so I haven’t experienced any of this yet but I’m betting I will and I’m not looking forward to it. Oof, life sucks sometimes.

  • @tanvisyed2806
    @tanvisyed2806 Před 4 lety

    i love this song and i feel it so hard bc i’m a senior too🥺

  • @user-lq4bz5wp7o
    @user-lq4bz5wp7o Před rokem

    What a charm

  • @senoriperera7773
    @senoriperera7773 Před 3 lety

    Oh wow wow woooowwwww I love you 👀❤️

  • @adamnyc5873
    @adamnyc5873 Před 3 lety

    Luv u 😍😍❤️❤️❤️

  • @gabrielacastro5398
    @gabrielacastro5398 Před 3 lety

    I am just loving so much your songs keep going im just becoming a fan i want to see you famouss
    Love from brazil 🇧🇷🇧🇷

  • @anuragsharma1601
    @anuragsharma1601 Před 3 lety

    Totally relatable

  • @joaoafonsodinizpaixao6482

    Ur songs make me feel like a teen all over again!
    Things will get better (after countless times...lol).

  • @keziahelsa8643
    @keziahelsa8643 Před 3 lety

    I LOVEE UUU. This is AMAZINGGGG💜💜💕💕😍 . Where was I ? How did I miss this . Better late than never

  • @samiya1685
    @samiya1685 Před 2 lety +2

    why isn't this on Spotify anymore :((

  • @NoshOficial
    @NoshOficial Před 3 lety

    Que Perfeito. Love U from Brazil😘

  • @Xxx-tp9dd
    @Xxx-tp9dd Před 3 lety

    If your songs are on Spotify your are GOING. On my playlist! This sounds kinda weird but like awe 🥺

  • @chouchou171
    @chouchou171 Před 3 lety

    really like your voice and ur music