This is so true! His intuition is on point though he uses it alongside the astrology. He wouldn’t be so accurate on his Tarot readings if he wasn’t also using and continually working his intuition. ❤
You didn’t make a mistake. You made a choice that is going to evolve your life. It’s destiny. Divine timing. Patience, sit with yourself, and grow from here
The VOID!! YOU'RE IN THE VOID DUDE....IT IS REAL! You're gonna come out of it you are adjusting to your true self. THAT'S what is going on... basically. It's obviously much deeper than that but that's the whole idea. You've been shedding all of the 3D earthly things getting used to 5D and I just made it through the SAME THING. You WILL COME OUT OF IT. MUCH BETTER INDEED
That's exactly what is happening to him. "North node is a Hugh challenge anyway. The color red alone. Is an emotional current. Is you aren't emotionally mature or intelligent. Then you will struggle to find grounding. How I know. I've been through this my self. Several times now. Experience is the best teacher.
Ego death. Dark night of the soul. Wherever you are now is where you are supposed to be. Whatever you are going through now if what you are supposed to be doing.
The city I'm in basically treats me like Im invisible. I'm a regular at all the local places, I hike every week, jog all over town, have clients all over tiwn, been on all the dating app and literally people act like Im completely invisible and the few people who acknowlege me have been completely hostile in response to my friendliness. I'm so over it! Wish we could just have a city for spiritual people like us
Wow.... am having the same exact experience....I feel totally INVISIBLE. I can't seem to find and make good friends, I have been single for 15 years and can't even find anyone to date. I feel completely lost and at a total loss. I want to move but don't know where to go or how to get there. Am struggling with isolation and not having family. I wish I could find my tribe and my life partner.....
Meee, too! 😔 My experience is a skosh different in that I DO have people that will talk with me, become 'friend-like' even. The thing that hurts though is it's only for their benefit - at least 98% of the time. And that 2% is usually me giving them an easy way to reciprocate... Usually by asking them for advice on something. 🙄 The good news however, is that I'm really coming to terms with it. I only look at people, places, and things from the lens of a lone wolf. A nomad. I spent my whole life worrying about others' lives and their comfort and happiness and now it's time to worry about my own. How many of you have given WAY too much to others in your life? Maybe this is just our heavenly family and friends helping us treat ourselves as good as we treat others. The big win? After finding peace within it, others have been showing up. And in just the way I would for someone else. So ... Maybe it's all just about balance. ⚖️ I know I sure was tired of getting used all the time, and when I no longer served their purposes, then thrown away. Much Rather be alone. Just work on the parts that keep you from being lonely. That's what I did, and it has worked. I hope this helps. Much love and many blessings to you! 💜
Uh yeah it's by design. Many had agreed to be alone at a point in their sojourn in physical, in order to "Know Thy Self" without external influences and/or distractions. I made the same agreement, and have been alone since 2011.
I’m a 77 year old lady and I don’t understand astrology at all but I can see your pain. Do you not think everything happens for a reason. Call on your guides and Angels they are always there to help you. Don’t be sad, you bring joy to many. Take care and recharge your batteries. Sending love and light x
I'm a 74 year old woman. I listen to you regularly. You make me feel better, and in my long life, I've had many down times, where I didn't want to live any longer. I want you to know that I care about you. If I can give you some hope, I will feel better too. Maybe you're too into astrology. You are intense. Let some of that intensity go. Think of things that make you happy. Even small things that make you happy. You are a wonderful person, and sometimes, I have worried about you. Let that intensity soften. Find even the small things that make you feel better. I truly want you to feel better. Please take care of yourself, I don't want anything bad to happen to you.
Maine is a difficult place to live. My son lives there and never had any depression before but has there. The weather, the lack of sun, the cloudy days also all factor in. You have nowhere to go but up from rock bottom! Not damaging to your career to show you are human 😊
I don't think is a good idea... green colour enances the absortion of prana which can be kinda dangerous, because it energizes (but not balance) your entire central nervous system, which powers your law of atracction, and if you don't have mental stability you'll atract the wrong things. Time under the sun and near the fire is the best for mental stablility.
One thing to consider is that all of this is actually aligning you with your destiny. Maybe you're destined to create a platform where you're helping people understand why where they live at specific times in their lives is the actual reason for chaos in their lives. I think your research idea is where you're supposed to go but if all the crazy shit didn't push you there you wouldn't have been able to find it. Rock bottom isn't comfortable, but it's one hell of a good place to create an amazing foundation.
Austin, look at what you’ve created here just in these comments. YOU have pulled all these beautiful lightworkers and Loves to you gathering here in support in the MOST BEAUTIFUL WAY. And THIS breakdown is what’s connecting so many souls here who feel your pain and care about you and each other. We’re ALL connected and you’re the hub my friend. You’re right where you’re supposed to be. The Mary Magdalene Truth is intense…transformative. Hold on and let go, she will carry you. Sending a Love and Peace your way.💛💛💛🙏🏼
Yepp, this! The fact he's even arrived at this place with abundant opportunities to regrow and reroute in the ways that are most beneficial to his existence is beautiful. Sending lots of strength, Austin. You've got this!
I don't believe you made a mistake. Everything happens for a reason. You were probably meant to heal a very old part of yourself - and this happened to be the best way to do it. You're strong enough to get through this. You got this! 🙌🙌
I love you sweetie! I have a high functioning 25 year old son! I love your readings,and I am so proud of you expressing what you are going through. You are helping others sweetie! I love Maine.
Wow, I’m reading through the comment section and totally blown away by the beautiful and powerful collective of people here…this is completely a reflection of who you are in the world Austin…we are all so grateful you’re here and we stand right beside you as we too navigate unprecedented circumstances and challenges…this is monumental stuff! And I’m totally inspired to read the Magdalene Frequency! Much love my friend and thank you so so much for sharing this experience with us ❤
I was just about to comment about how incredibly positive and uplifting this comment section is. The wisdom and understanding of this group of people is outstanding. Some posts that even gave me messages and things I needed to hear. At this vey moment. I think that’s a reflection of you and why we come here. We get it, been there so we will help you not have to walk there alone.
Thank you. What you were saying was fascinating. I certainly learned something. I loved that you were humble enough to put it out here. Go study this phenomenon and teach it. Valuable stuff. Also I agree that you are attracting people with a lot if grace and discernment. Beutiful comments. I live in the UK on the Mary line looking at the Tor in Glastonbury. (Isle of Avalon) a magical place. I need to pay more sttention to the impact of this energy. But the Chalice Well below the Tor and where the chalice is said to lie is certainly a place of great healing. Thankyou for your post.
Plot twist… meditate and create your next chapter. This world is a big place and you are a beacon of light for many. I’m glad you are here sharing this. Sending love and light 💛✨
I’ve really been wanthing to figure out my cartography because I SWEAR I WAS BORN IN AN AREA LIKE THIS 😂 it’s been a fucking journey but it makes you stronger. I wish you the best and you are not alone. Thank you for being here ❤
When you have unhealed trauma, nothing will feel like it can satisfy you. No money, no home, no person, nothing. Heal your past life, heal yourself as much as u can brother. We are all here. We do understand you. It’s lonely out here my dear one. This too shall pass. You are doing the work
Than we should start public Xxxutions for people who traumatize others. Why shoukd my life be empty and miserable because I was forced to live 2 decades with parents who were abusers. Im really over it
I love that! That completely resonates! Its been the major theme of the past few weeks for me…learning to validate myself while others are completely and utterly misunderstanding me 🙃
This is the lesson we have come here to learn, we are all different yet we are all the same we need to see the value within us all and we all have value, with that inner validation we then go and share that with the world, we change throughout our life we actually get to choose each and everyday life until we are no longer here
Do any of us feel understood? If you are a chosen one; your an advanced soul from a higher realm scumming in in the depths of the Universal Ghetto, dressed in a high quality tailored suit. You walk into a room and your Aura or the energy of your presence will either unsettle or calm others depending on their vibration. For those of lower vibration they just see you as the problem, your the one making them feel uncomfortable. What do they do? They attack! Until you awaken to your power and understand what is going, it's psychologically damaging and debilitating. Light always triumphs over dark, and sadly, just as I was writing that statement, I was just subtly reminded of the ones that didn't make it back from rock bottom, and how many times I've been brought back from the brink of death. Keep the light, with humility and compassion and spirit will show you the way; just as the Autistic Mystic was shown the error in his calculations.
I lived in ME for 13 yrs. Big difference from NJ and busy busy, to slow pace of Maine. I did a drastic move to FL. Yes, I recognized a 'portal' and weird and strange and bizarre as it was, I had that ability to recognize it. Being psychic is NOT easy, and I doubt myself, but 'Spirit' never fails, always right and I must take comfort in knowing a Higher Source, has me covered and will protect me. Just a new level of understanding to walk through, enjoy the experience! Wise one that you are, you have abilities beyond measure. Feel secure in what you 'know' for sure. You are revered and Loved by more than you realize, feel the love and take security from it. Thank you for being you, unique and special, ripped and lovely! Blessings for the Journey!
Forget about coordinates. You are not a machine. Listen to your heart. If it once told you to go a certain way and you experienced where it led you, then embrace it and keep adhering to where it is directing you next. Where it led you and where it will lead you is the path meant for you, no calculations needed. Just because astrological aspects can suggest the temperament of days and alerting you to their changing weather does not mean you should stay inside because of rain. Grab your rain boots and an umbrella, and follow your inner voice. Astrology and Tarot are meant to inform you but not choose for you. Relax your thoughts, and choose from options given by your heart. Stay well and focused.
The best words I heard from your “venting” is at the end when u said u r going to study astrology in a deeper way..Remember my friend, nothing is a coincidence, everything that happens to us leads us to enlightenment and u can only reach that when u do not give up at the time of the gestation period and then each small step u take leads towards the light. There is a reason why you think u made an error but in essence that was divine intervention. Just keep on going, do not resist it, look for the beauty of the experience and enjoy the ride.. I believe u when u say that the things that happened to u were unfathomable and hard to explain..that’s alright. We don’t have to understand everything. Listen to the subtle messages when u meditate. Seek understanding to those lear-ned. You are perfect where u are. What u think, and believe becomes ur reality. Take care and I wish you well and an easy ride from this time forward. 😊 Namaste’
Has there been any news ? I'm sure we all are concerned. Austin, please know that you are stronger than you realize and that support is always there spiritually for the asking. Which I am sure you know. You have brought so much Joy to so many. I'm 67, have survived many things over the years. Learned and experienced stuff I never expected to. The bottom line is that you make me laugh, I love your enthusiasm and your advice. This work can be so challenging but is so incredibly rewarding. Please ground yourself, accept the help, healing and protection that your angels and guides offer. We are all cheering you on and rooting for you. Love, Light & Hugs
You seem exhausted and isolated dude. Sometimes being involved with your self and being in your head all the time causes misery. It feels good to just get out go camping do some random adventures in the city just go out and have silly goofy time. Its so refreshing.
...almost 44 and finally, finally understanding that I'm autistic....burnout is happening. And there's a new life waiting on the other side of this intensity. There are no accidents. You got this soul bro. ❤
As an elder, I have come to believe that every one of us is autistic to some degree... it is in the nature of us all ... Love yourself and your Divine gifts and appreciate each part and parcel of the nature around you.... Breathe deeply, and ground yourself in the beauty of Maine.
Rock bottom is where I've been for awhile. Homelessness is no fun. My car has been vandalised to the point I can't drive to work now. It's just one terrible thing after another. It cant be rock bottom if you have a home, shelter, somewhere to go to the bathroom, somewhere to shower, somewhere to sleep. Its a full time job for me just finding those simple things each and everyday. God is good and i know this horrible experience will pass. I cant worry about past lives man. You got one life and its here and now. Ask God to protect you and he will. My car was getting dangerous to drive so the broken window someone gave me was in a way a good thing. The job i had to quit gave me food poisoning twice in a month which was horrible having no where to go to throw up or bathroom. Just let all that mental and spiritual anguish go. It's not meant to figure out always. Have faith everything will be ok. Finding new purpose can help.
I feel for you and I hope things get better for you asap but I do have to remind you that everyone’s rock bottom is different. It is never a specific set of circumstances. This may be rock bottom for you but for others it is not. And that’s okay. I’m in recovery from addiction for over 3 years now and the things that most would think would have been my rock bottom were not. I kept going no matter how bad it got. It was just when I finally had enough that I was able to recover, plus a miracle.
I usually just open my car door and vommit in the road dear. If u can afford it join a all night gym.u can shower...change ..use a massage chair to relax and chat people up make up card with ur name to dog or pet sit house sit .that's the way to get inside a home...even better yet ask for references become a nanny.one if my best and worse years was the year my mom did Ed I walked ten miles to the nanny job daily
Hello! I just had to tell you that you are dear to me, you have helped me numerous times in difficult times for me. You gave me a sense of awareness, direction and peace. I do send you love and will pray for your protection. Whatever you are going through, you should know that you are highly respected and truly deserve and have the love and support of this realm.
I am 49 years old and have never felt so lost in this life, sleeping too much, emotional and physical pain. Although there are people who want to help me, they don't know how, Austin. We feel so alone, with a feeling of nothing else to give to this earth. People tell us to raise our frequency, especially healers, but the truth is that we can't because, if we could, we would have done it already. We are good hearted people scattered all around this world, feeling lonely and not understood, because this pain is too much. But we have to hold on ❤ there is no other reason for us, good people with good intentions, to be here. Hope everyone feeling all of this can one day, find other people just like them, authentic, vulnerable, real...
Absolutely a new chapter and a new leveling up about to happen for him (or us) we need to see through to the other side, over fear and doubt. Breathe and repeat, this too shall pass! Get excited for what is about to manifest! New opportunities await!
I'm so grateful you chose to share your experience with us, you're helping more than you may realize. I'm too experiencing hitting rock bottom, and would've never thought one of my favorite tarot/astrology readers would be going through the same, this seriously lets me know I'm not alone. Trust, no explanations is needed, give yourself some grace as things happen for a reason, and feel through these new experiences. Acceptance over rejection is key, it comes in waves. Good luck and hang in there❤️
I have a message for you: Move. And this time, move without taking astrology into consideration. It will be difficult for you, but not more difficult than the situation you are in. The sooner you do it, the better. You cannot dissolve your destiny, just get out of Neptune's grasp, as it is not beneficial for you. Go somewhere warm and earthy. You need nurturing. Beaches, sand, sunshine, warm breeze, working with clay, artist community. Go south. This is all I hear. Thank you for posting this. Wishing you a safe journey. Take care ❤️
That was the first thing I felt when listening to the message. Instantly. I had a similar experience in Maine and moved to the mountains in NC and it’s been a dream. I hope he finds his inner guidance to where he can energetically connect to the land and feel it’s love and support.
I feel the same as bru-ra, for you, Austin. Move. Don't let what's happening pull you down any more. I've heard at least one other person say what a strange and unwelcoming place Maine was. That's probably not the case for everyone but it sounds like you need to get away from there. You have so much to offer, and I hope you will continue sharing your gifts with your audience. I sincerely wish you the best.
@@Elizabeth-arb22 - Maine is a beautiful place, but it is hard to find community with its rural nature. Like anyplace else, there is good and bad. I was recruited to work there in 2006 for 6 months and as winter came, I was called to leave. I had both a lot of growth and loneliness there. It is still a place I will never forget.
Baba Ram Dass encouraged us to “flow with it”. I am 73 and can identify with you and your understanding. Trust in your heart and self that you are worthy of working through all this. You are made of Stardust. Know your worth look into the darkness- it is more than a birthright. You are amazing!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE this comment. YES YES YES. I have moved twice in my life on a so-called whim, and it worked out eventually. Thank you darling for your comment.
Rock hard and rock steady ❤ we just went through a major eclipse season... Many people, myself included, are going through a Phoenix rising. The soul agreement of this timeline isn't an easy one. Ask someone how they are doing and you will start to see out of your suffering. Plus, there really isn't a rock bottom... It can get worse... But it can get better. I'm sending you love 🤍✨
Dude, energetically protect yourself. You’re incredibly smart and as you know the powers of Neptune can be so spiritually intense. Set your alarm to remember to eat. Sending you love. You got this.💚
@katdo8335 oh i wish that it wasnt so late .i just have to say its not the evil. Its the jump to the next dimension, and its painful. Old emotions come out and regrets. The energy out there is very strong now most light workers feel it. Yep its all of us. Two weeks ago i was ready to check out. Thats ridiculous i am 71 and live nicely on a beautiful island i just said old lady dont do it. It was a battle. I won. Today i am still walking on the side of a ship .it will pass hopefully yet more solar storms are coming. As i texted earlier my house is your house come enjoy the beaches. I own a restaurant bar gambling room. Live band on weekends totally a positive vibe come bring a friend chill in a hammock on your own private beach.
Amazing how the astrology affects us, even more incredible is that you chose to follow your North node for a positive reason and unknowingly stepped into a vortex of chaos. I made a move during the pandemic and got utterly crucified on every level, rock bottom, literally. You learned that people have destructive tendencies, as I did. How naively spiritual we can be. But it's part of the process of getting more real with who we are I guess. I have noticed that you have been off kilter for a while and been concerned. I am nobody but you did invite me to a reading via email. My rock bottom continues, so I couldn't follow up. But if you want to talk, vent etc I am available to listen. Advice : rasalil not sure exactly of the title but his name is Timothy and he is the best astrologer I have encountered and I think it will benefit you to find him on CZcams and have a chat with him. Don't despair and self shame, really, it's a waste of time and energy and you need both right now. Looking forward to your amazing take on astrology and following your destiny in the near future. ❤ Ps check on with Timothy please x
There are no mistakes Austin. You are the phoenix and will rise from the ashes even greater than before! I send you prayers and healing! Stay blessed 🙏
Don't worry about whether or not anyone understands why you've done something. You have amazing intuition. Make the necessary changes. Sending you so much love and appreciation for you. ❤
If I may share what resonates with me to say…it was not a mistake it was “hidden” from you so that you can clear past life karma before you step into the next expression of your journey. I recommend taking it all in stride and learn the lessons that will lead you to your future greatness!!! Love & light & darkness! You got this Mystic!💫✨
Austin, I hear you. I hit my own personal rock bottom around 5 years ago. I'm now doing better than ever. To the point of depression and anxiety leaving me completely. It DOES get better! Perhaps you were on top of your level in December, and now you're climbing a whole new grander level.. Its tough at the bottom, but your new level has TONS to show and reveal to you. Little by little, day by day. You're young too! I was late 30s when things got stirred up for me. Thank you for sharing so honestly. You're definitely not alone!
It's ok because you recognize what is happening and why. You will figure out what to do to be in a better place because you are so intelligent and we need you
Remember all the people who love you when you are in that dark void. That's the only thing that has gotten me through those periods of being in the dark looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. I hope this makes sense. Sending you love, light, and strength. You will get through this!
You didn't hit rock bottom, you hit a rock of wisdom and knowledge that you needed to gain. I innerstand this, and you. You're a true mystic and a high priest, whether you know that or not. This is part of your initiation with the ethers.
I promise you ,I was just screaming alot of this to my best friend yesterday. I’m not in a very bad situation but spiritually I’m over planet EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it hear now! I don’t wanna look at the ppl nor the animals most days. Only flowers and plants,I’m learning about my autism side and that it was masked most of my life. Like soooooo much,and you’re the truth. You will find out and see so much more. I send peace and blessings and archangel Michael to you. May Yahweh bless u.
To whomever said can the autistics feel this, I’m not even autistic and I feel this 100 percent. I wanted spirituality so bad. I had clients all over the world then it all got ripped under me and I had my 2nd awaking. Having to unlearn everything you have ever been taught on top of everything else is not easy. I’m a single mom of 5 boys and it is very lonely right now. We are strong and you are brilliant!! Don’t discredit yourself. I don’t know many people who would even be brave enough to try what you have done andI know a lot of people!! All my love, Ashley
Look! I get it ❤️ Neptune has been in my first house for forever. When he hit my asc, I was drawn to my ac/neptune line in Seattle. I fell in love…it wrecked me from finances to emotional well being. My sun sits at 29° pisces so he’s doubling down on me…for the next like 10 months 🤣 You will prevail, my friend. ❤️❤️ big love
My late mom use to say.if you reach the end of your rope tye a knot and hold on. We love you and appreciate your gift. Take all the time that you need. We need you... ❤
We love you, Austin. Funny enough… we are much closer than I thought!! I live in New Brunswick, Canada 🤩, but I am not from here either. It has been quite an experience to leave home, and start from zero in a different place. Sometimes you need to lose yourself to find your true self. Much love!! 💕🤗
I personally am finding spiritually awake people, especially readers that I follow. This is happening to everyone, including myself. It’s a collective thing sending love to you. namaste. ☯️✌🏼❤️
Everything will align for you. Don’t forget to prioritize self care. Know that you have the energetic support of this collective. This is but a small stumble on an epic journey.✨
I feel that it is OK to be sad every once in a while and be kind to yourself when it happens. I feel that the human experience cannot always be happy. I feel for you ❤
Dude, for real! I tell myself that too all the time, I didn’t finish watching with my first comment. All the time, ‘I am humbled, I have been humbled’ crazy there must be some of us on extremely similar paths. You saying that in the EXACT same way with the exact same feel as I have been saying it to myself affirms
Ok officially shook, I just looked at who Miriam is. Exactly the reoccurring coincidences I keep having mind you, I made a reference to Judaism before looking into Miriam. I have been on this profound mission with the serpents path up this tree. I tried to start at the crown, the flash of lightening path but it pulled me apart so I had to go down. Anyway I am terrified to say too much mostly because my mentors… and I know I sound totally friggin insane
Yo A Mystic, You have helped so many people!! You made a decision, it didn't work the way you expected, you are regrouping! You are coming back stronger which will help all of us even more. Thanks for being so brave.
Thank you for making this video! When I first saw this video I was literally looking for houses in a town I thought I HAD to live in. My mind was made up that I was destined to live there...But... my intuition kept saying to stay away! I went back and forth for months and years over it. When you were talking about getting sucked up into a past life vortex... it rang my bell hard! I totally got what you were putting down. Yes! After watching your video, I cut the cords to that past life, the town and let go of moving there. Whew! That video was no mistake... you help me dodge one helluva bullet Neo style! Thanks Brother! Blessings!
Just breathe. No overthinking. Meditate and pray 🙏🏻. Get some solid sleep. Focus on your nutrition. Get grounded. When you're at the bottom, you have no where to go but UP. Take care of yourself Austin. ❤
You were a firsr tarot reader that I saw on YT last year when I hit the rock bottom for the 4. or 5. time in my life, and your readings gave me a big comfort. Now, a year later, my life is completly different, because I decided to move on without questioms, beacouse I want to live and shit happens not just once in a lifetime. Like Forest said - just run, and you'll touch the stars and live your north node. Humleness goes wirh patient and peace, and those 3 things only you can achive. I mean noone can''t do it instead of you. Clean your being of your ego-self and move on. Better days are coming I promise you, because it is the wheel of life. Wish you well.
I don’t think we can actually do wrong or make mistakes. It is perfectly imperfect. I hope you work thru your concerns and come out stronger on the other side! You got this!
The April 8th eclipse was the final step toward pushing all of us into 5D. You are where you’re meant to me physically, but your soul is still adjusting - just as most of us are still adjusting to 5D. 5D causes us to shed our karmic past. Step into your future. Ask your guides & angels to help you to fully transition into 5D & you will get there. You got this. We ALL got this.
I have made a similar blunder in traveling the way you're referring to it I think. Also wondered if I am now permanently lost but it's not really possible to be. I let go of trying to have so much "control" and I am still achieving my purpose.
The thing that's changed isn't the purpose though it's the when and form manifesting in the when. You can't really lose. But the curveball for autistic person is stressful and trippy.
@@jasminewaters6969 no one is lost. We’re all processing in our own way & at a pace that is for our own highest good. You’ll get there when you’re meant to get there. The best any of us can do is to be patient & kind to ourselves during the process.
Sometimes when something tramatic happens in your life you can go to a place outside yourself and take on the persona of something spiritual or it can turn to unbelievable fear. The experience depends on your state of mind at the time. If you have not done all the shadow work within yourself your mind and body are not strong enough to handle the experience. It can cause you to see, hear and feel things that can really freak you out. I hope this helps your not alone. Love and light :)
I feel this exact way about life. Over the last 4 years, a mistake I’m sure was a lesson from a past life has unravelled into this one and changed the time line and I can’t stop seeing signs and syncretism in absolutely everything regarding it. It was at its absolute worst around 2 years ago and I prolonged it by staying too long in a place, a state of mind and a situation that I don’t think was actually meant for me (even though I thought that it was at the beginning of it all). My lesson since walking away from that situation has become clear but while I was entangled in it, it wasn’t visible to me. It was the darkest night of the soul and I was not in the slightest bit prepared for it. I hope you find your way out of yours. I send you lots of love and support xoxo
You are not alone, I hit rock bottom and went deep into my soul - shut everyone and everything out! I'm healing now and caring for my own spiritual and physical health never putting anything before me. I'm doing 100% better and will never lose myself again. "You will be blessed - learn from this, it's not a mistake!"❤
Yes!! Fantastic!!! Amazing!!! Not holding that sacred knowledge. Not stuck baby your living your legacy wow I love you!!! Thank you take that ms Swan. Love and light and have fun
Mystic, I moved across the country in 2022 for Astro lines & a man and it was nothing I thought was going to occur. I had the biggest transformation that I am now starting to walk in the gifts of. The blessings, higher truths and beauty will start to shine through NOW & beyond! But you do know that❤ I believe this for you 100% undoubtedly. We all love you so much💫💫💫
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Ego death…. Don’t rely so much on astrology, and rely more on your intuition. Astrology is a tool, but your inner guidance is the real truth.
Agree
This is truth. Trust yourself!
Word Everything you need is already inside of you, my love!
Ditto!
This is so true! His intuition is on point though he uses it alongside the astrology. He wouldn’t be so accurate on his Tarot readings if he wasn’t also using and continually working his intuition. ❤
When you hit rock bottom, the only place to go is up.
I love it!
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Ong well said!!!👏🏼❤
"the harder you fall jackkkkk, the higher you bounce!"
The higher, the brain, the mind and the power will not do you any good if you're out of control!
The comment section here is awesome. Read them all and feel the love and encouragement. You are not alone.
AMEN!!
You didn’t make a mistake. You made a choice that is going to evolve your life. It’s destiny. Divine timing. Patience, sit with yourself, and grow from here
A Thousand %!
Dark night of the soul, that’s what’s happening. “Off into the woods I go, to lose my mind and find my soul”.
That's one of my favorite quotes! It's a sticker I have in my travel trailer when I'm camping!! So true
The VOID!! YOU'RE IN THE VOID DUDE....IT IS REAL! You're gonna come out of it you are adjusting to your true self. THAT'S what is going on... basically. It's obviously much deeper than that but that's the whole idea. You've been shedding all of the 3D earthly things getting used to 5D and I just made it through the SAME THING. You WILL COME OUT OF IT. MUCH BETTER INDEED
That's exactly what is happening to him.
"North node is a Hugh challenge anyway. The color red alone. Is an emotional current. Is you aren't emotionally mature or intelligent. Then you will struggle to find grounding.
How I know. I've been through this my self. Several times now. Experience is the best teacher.
Ego death. Dark night of the soul. Wherever you are now is where you are supposed to be. Whatever you are going through now if what you are supposed to be doing.
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This is NOT career suicide. The more mistakes you make, the more you learn. You are loved and appreciated. Rest a bit, but just don't quit ! ❤
I totally agree. And the more you learn the more you have to share! The best thing to be is your authentic self. 💜
I cannot like this comment enough. I 100% agree.
I concur ❤❤❤❤❤
but at least consider a complete technology vacay for a long weekend, elsewhere.
444 likes to this comment! A sign, Austin! You’re amazing!
Rise sweetie! When you hit rock bottom there is only one way out and it is up! May the Phoenix rise!!!
The city I'm in basically treats me like Im invisible. I'm a regular at all the local places, I hike every week, jog all over town, have clients all over tiwn, been on all the dating app and literally people act like Im completely invisible and the few people who acknowlege me have been completely hostile in response to my friendliness. I'm so over it! Wish we could just have a city for spiritual people like us
In the same boat...I had to let go of so many toxic people. I feel like we are preparing for something big. Your not alone 🫂
I hear you. In a town for Years and that’s all i get
Same with me. People want me to just leave. To best disappear, vanish, get extinct. Being alive is forbidden.
Wow.... am having the same exact experience....I feel totally INVISIBLE. I can't seem to find and make good friends, I have been single for 15 years and can't even find anyone to date. I feel completely lost and at a total loss. I want to move but don't know where to go or how to get there. Am struggling with isolation and not having family. I wish I could find my tribe and my life partner.....
Meee, too! 😔
My experience is a skosh different in that I DO have people that will talk with me, become 'friend-like' even. The thing that hurts though is it's only for their benefit - at least 98% of the time. And that 2% is usually me giving them an easy way to reciprocate... Usually by asking them for advice on something. 🙄
The good news however, is that I'm really coming to terms with it. I only look at people, places, and things from the lens of a lone wolf. A nomad. I spent my whole life worrying about others' lives and their comfort and happiness and now it's time to worry about my own. How many of you have given WAY too much to others in your life? Maybe this is just our heavenly family and friends helping us treat ourselves as good as we treat others. The big win? After finding peace within it, others have been showing up. And in just the way I would for someone else. So ... Maybe it's all just about balance. ⚖️
I know I sure was tired of getting used all the time, and when I no longer served their purposes, then thrown away. Much Rather be alone. Just work on the parts that keep you from being lonely. That's what I did, and it has worked.
I hope this helps.
Much love and many blessings to you! 💜
That’s the hardest thing about being “spiritually woke” You feel totally alone, no one gets you or understands you.
Beautifully said ☺️
Uh yeah it's by design. Many had agreed to be alone at a point in their sojourn in physical, in order to "Know Thy Self" without external influences and/or distractions. I made the same agreement, and have been alone since 2011.
@@R.L.Thomas it's not realistic or sane for most people
All the chosen one must feel that I believe
I been feeling beyond weird plus my dreams is about my the past lately , can’t explain it
I’m a 77 year old lady and I don’t understand astrology at all but I can see your pain. Do you not think everything happens for a reason. Call on your guides and Angels they are always there to help you. Don’t be sad, you bring joy to many. Take care and recharge your batteries. Sending love and light x
Austin, you are beautiful. Listen to this wise elder grandmother. 🤘❤️
bless you.
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I'm a 74 year old woman. I listen to you regularly. You make me feel better, and in my long life, I've had many down times, where I didn't want to live any longer. I want you to know that I care about you. If I can give you some hope, I will feel better too. Maybe you're too into astrology. You are intense. Let some of that intensity go.
Think of things that make you happy. Even small things that make you happy.
You are a wonderful person, and sometimes, I have worried about you. Let that intensity soften. Find even the small things that make you feel better.
I truly want you to feel better. Please take care of yourself, I don't want anything bad to happen to you.
@@cannonworks7766 Any one of us 'elderly' would happily adopt you!
Used words like " stretch" and "pulled"--
Like discomfort = growing pains.
So beautiful.
Maine is a difficult place to live. My son lives there and never had any depression before but has there. The weather, the lack of sun, the cloudy days also all factor in. You have nowhere to go but up from rock bottom! Not damaging to your career to show you are human 😊
-Spend as much time as possible in Nature away from electronic devices. Stay grounded - bare feet on Earth.
Yes! I said ‘float in water’ but all of that is the same.
How do you get into nature when you have something blocking you from rarely being able to get out the house?
@shortyg0923 I made a video about bringing Nature indoors. I hope that the information is beneficial:
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Yes definitely 💯
I don't think is a good idea... green colour enances the absortion of prana which can be kinda dangerous, because it energizes (but not balance) your entire central nervous system, which powers your law of atracction, and if you don't have mental stability you'll atract the wrong things.
Time under the sun and near the fire is the best for mental stablility.
Ascension. Solar flares. Evolution. You got this.
Ground yourself.
Oh my! Thank you 🙏🏼 I also needed this ❤
Totally agree go outside if you can put your bare feet in the grass. You wear tourmaline or obsidian. If you can’t get outside eat root veggies.
Grounding was my thought as well.
Spending as much time outside grounding has been vital and has brought so many gifts in these last few weeks. What an incredible time to be alive.
Maine is a fantastic place to ground. Go barefoot on the rocks and sand!
One thing to consider is that all of this is actually aligning you with your destiny. Maybe you're destined to create a platform where you're helping people understand why where they live at specific times in their lives is the actual reason for chaos in their lives. I think your research idea is where you're supposed to go but if all the crazy shit didn't push you there you wouldn't have been able to find it. Rock bottom isn't comfortable, but it's one hell of a good place to create an amazing foundation.
Austin, look at what you’ve created here just in these comments. YOU have pulled all these beautiful lightworkers and Loves to you gathering here in support in the MOST BEAUTIFUL WAY. And THIS breakdown is what’s connecting so many souls here who feel your pain and care about you and each other. We’re ALL connected and you’re the hub my friend. You’re right where you’re supposed to be. The Mary Magdalene Truth is intense…transformative. Hold on and let go, she will carry you. Sending a Love and Peace your way.💛💛💛🙏🏼
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The “I feel like I’ve lived 45 years within 3 months” hit too hard
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This one definitely hit. 💥🤕❤️🔥
My heart goes out to you 😢❤
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Austin, I get you. More than I can explain.
Remember “Rock bottom has built more heroes than privilege ever did.”
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True
Yepp, this! The fact he's even arrived at this place with abundant opportunities to regrow and reroute in the ways that are most beneficial to his existence is beautiful. Sending lots of strength, Austin. You've got this!
The breakdown comes before the breakthrough.
you are my people
You’re not alone. Thanks for sharing what you’re going through. Lots of people here for you in the comments section who appreciate you. ❤
You've got this! The master has failed more times then the fool has tried.
An Astrological error is NOT an 'astronomical error'... IT IS JUST A LEARNING EXPERIENCE 💛
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Well said 💓
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@@user-km2ko9xk1yYou wrong for that emoji.... 😂
@philipkelleher2853 well said
I don't believe you made a mistake. Everything happens for a reason. You were probably meant to heal a very old part of yourself - and this happened to be the best way to do it. You're strong enough to get through this. You got this! 🙌🙌
Hello
Exactly!!✨❤️
I believe what was meant for us will always be there for us
The answer isn't outside or at a location on earth. It's within. 💕 You are not alone. Try breathwork.
I love you sweetie! I have a high functioning 25 year old son! I love your readings,and I am so proud of you expressing what you are going through. You are helping others sweetie! I love Maine.
Be well. We are all here for you. You are loved!
Wow, I’m reading through the comment section and totally blown away by the beautiful and powerful collective of people here…this is completely a reflection of who you are in the world Austin…we are all so grateful you’re here and we stand right beside you as we too navigate unprecedented circumstances and challenges…this is monumental stuff!
And I’m totally inspired to read the Magdalene Frequency!
Much love my friend and thank you so so much for sharing this experience with us ❤
I was just about to comment about how incredibly positive and uplifting this comment section is. The wisdom and understanding of this group of people is outstanding. Some posts that even gave me messages and things I needed to hear. At this vey moment.
I think that’s a reflection of you and why we come here.
We get it, been there so we will help you not have to walk there alone.
Youre wonderful.
Thank you. What you were saying was fascinating. I certainly learned something. I loved that you were humble enough to put it out here. Go study this phenomenon
and teach it. Valuable stuff.
Also I agree that you are attracting people with a lot if grace and discernment. Beutiful comments. I live in the UK on the Mary line looking at the Tor in Glastonbury. (Isle of Avalon) a magical place. I need to pay more sttention to the impact of this energy. But the Chalice Well below the Tor and where the chalice is said to lie is certainly a place of great healing. Thankyou for your post.
There are no errors ✨💫
I as well started listening to the book today ❤️✨
Sometimes God lets you hit rock bottom to let you know he is the Rock at the Bottom
AMEN 🙏
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Definitely God is asking for your attention ❤
I LOVE THIS!!!
Plot twist… meditate and create your next chapter. This world is a big place and you are a beacon of light for many. I’m glad you are here sharing this. Sending love and light 💛✨
I’ve really been wanthing to figure out my cartography because I SWEAR I WAS BORN IN AN AREA LIKE THIS 😂 it’s been a fucking journey but it makes you stronger. I wish you the best and you are not alone. Thank you for being here ❤
When you have unhealed trauma, nothing will feel like it can satisfy you. No money, no home, no person, nothing. Heal your past life, heal yourself as much as u can brother. We are all here. We do understand you. It’s lonely out here my dear one. This too shall pass. You are doing the work
So much truth. 🙏💜
Very true
Yes!❤
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Than we should start public Xxxutions for people who traumatize others. Why shoukd my life be empty and miserable because I was forced to live 2 decades with parents who were abusers. Im really over it
How many autistics feel understood? I doubt very many. Certainly not me. I think our work here is to cultivate internal validation 🙏🏾
I love that! That completely resonates! Its been the major theme of the past few weeks for me…learning to validate myself while others are completely and utterly misunderstanding me 🙃
This is the lesson we have come here to learn, we are all different yet we are all the same we need to see the value within us all and we all have value, with that inner validation we then go and share that with the world, we change throughout our life we actually get to choose each and everyday life until we are no longer here
We aren't understood.
Do any of us feel understood?
If you are a chosen one; your an advanced soul from a higher realm scumming in in the depths of the Universal Ghetto, dressed in a high quality tailored suit.
You walk into a room and your Aura or the energy of your presence will either unsettle or calm others depending on their vibration. For those of lower vibration they just see you as the problem, your the one making them feel uncomfortable. What do they do? They attack!
Until you awaken to your power and understand what is going, it's psychologically damaging and debilitating.
Light always triumphs over dark, and sadly, just as I was writing that statement, I was just subtly reminded of the ones that didn't make it back from rock bottom, and how many times I've been brought back from the brink of death.
Keep the light, with humility and compassion and spirit will show you the way; just as the Autistic Mystic was shown the error in his calculations.
You nailed it thank you for your insight God Bless❤
I lived in ME for 13 yrs. Big difference from NJ and busy busy, to slow pace of Maine. I did a drastic move to FL. Yes, I recognized a 'portal' and weird and strange and bizarre as it was, I had that ability to recognize it. Being psychic is NOT easy, and I doubt myself, but 'Spirit' never fails, always right and I must take comfort in knowing a Higher Source, has me covered and will protect me. Just a new level of understanding to walk through, enjoy the experience! Wise one that you are, you have abilities beyond measure. Feel secure in what you 'know' for sure. You are revered and Loved by more than you realize, feel the love and take security from it. Thank you for being you, unique and special, ripped and lovely! Blessings for the Journey!
Forget about coordinates. You are not a machine. Listen to your heart. If it once told you to go a certain way and you experienced where it led you, then embrace it and keep adhering to where it is directing you next. Where it led you and where it will lead you is the path meant for you, no calculations needed. Just because astrological aspects can suggest the temperament of days and alerting you to their changing weather does not mean you should stay inside because of rain. Grab your rain boots and an umbrella, and follow your inner voice. Astrology and Tarot are meant to inform you but not choose for you. Relax your thoughts, and choose from options given by your heart. Stay well and focused.
Beautifully true! Good advice!
Ascension symptoms, deep breaths brother, deep breaths. We love you and you are not alone.
Spirit just told me the other day, "It's not happening TO you but FOR you" sending love from California.
Love that ! Great perspective . I will remind myself of it from now on .
I love this because it's true. The best lessons are the hardest - no doubt - it's just difficult to see that at the time!
The best words I heard from your “venting” is at the end when u said u r going to study astrology in a deeper way..Remember my friend, nothing is a coincidence, everything that happens to us leads us to enlightenment and u can only reach that when u do not give up at the time of the gestation period and then each small step u take leads towards the light. There is a reason why you think u made an error but in essence that was divine intervention. Just keep on going, do not resist it, look for the beauty of the experience and enjoy the ride.. I believe u when u say that the things that happened to u were unfathomable and hard to explain..that’s alright. We don’t have to understand everything. Listen to the subtle messages when u meditate. Seek understanding to those lear-ned. You are perfect where u are. What u think, and believe becomes ur reality. Take care and I wish you well and an easy ride from this time forward. 😊 Namaste’
Has there been any news ? I'm sure we all are concerned. Austin, please know that you are stronger than you realize and that support is always there spiritually for the asking. Which I am sure you know. You have brought so much Joy to so many. I'm 67, have survived many things over the years. Learned and experienced stuff I never expected to. The bottom line is that you make me laugh, I love your enthusiasm and your advice. This work can be so challenging but is so incredibly rewarding. Please ground yourself, accept the help, healing and protection that your angels and guides offer. We are all cheering you on and rooting for you. Love, Light & Hugs
"Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offerinng. There is a crack in everything. Thats how the light gets in"
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Love that song, my L.Cohen favourite, needed to read those lines and didn't even know it. 🙏🏼
@PorkChopkins your welcome🥰
I'm so Grateful for his music❤️🙏 and so glad I sent some light your way with his lyrics.
Perfect Beautiful
To @Annette8 thank u 4 that
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Dark Night of the Soul
I’m sending you support and guidance that you make your way out of this current valley. Once we hit rock bottom, we can only go up ✨🤗
You seem exhausted and isolated dude. Sometimes being involved with your self and being in your head all the time causes misery. It feels good to just get out go camping do some random adventures in the city just go out and have silly goofy time. Its so refreshing.
...almost 44 and finally, finally understanding that I'm autistic....burnout is happening. And there's a new life waiting on the other side of this intensity. There are no accidents. You got this soul bro. ❤
Don't vanish x
I agree. I wrote the same. Autistic burnout and autistic meltdown.
As an elder, I have come to believe that every one of us is autistic to some degree... it is in the nature of us all ... Love yourself and your Divine gifts and appreciate each part and parcel of the nature around you.... Breathe deeply, and ground yourself in the beauty of Maine.
Rock bottom is where I've been for awhile. Homelessness is no fun. My car has been vandalised to the point I can't drive to work now. It's just one terrible thing after another. It cant be rock bottom if you have a home, shelter, somewhere to go to the bathroom, somewhere to shower, somewhere to sleep. Its a full time job for me just finding those simple things each and everyday. God is good and i know this horrible experience will pass. I cant worry about past lives man. You got one life and its here and now. Ask God to protect you and he will. My car was getting dangerous to drive so the broken window someone gave me was in a way a good thing. The job i had to quit gave me food poisoning twice in a month which was horrible having no where to go to throw up or bathroom. Just let all that mental and spiritual anguish go. It's not meant to figure out always. Have faith everything will be ok. Finding new purpose can help.
The Love of my life is living homelessnes I cant help him I am in another country and cant get to him it makes me so sad his name is Austin😢
I truly hope things get better for you.
I feel for you and I hope things get better for you asap but I do have to remind you that everyone’s rock bottom is different. It is never a specific set of circumstances. This may be rock bottom for you but for others it is not. And that’s okay. I’m in recovery from addiction for over 3 years now and the things that most would think would have been my rock bottom were not. I kept going no matter how bad it got. It was just when I finally had enough that I was able to recover, plus a miracle.
Blessings to you; May you be safe; May you be abundantly showered with all your needs met and more than enough!
I usually just open my car door and vommit in the road dear. If u can afford it join a all night gym.u can shower...change ..use a massage chair to relax and chat people up make up card with ur name to dog or pet sit house sit .that's the way to get inside a home...even better yet ask for references become a nanny.one if my best and worse years was the year my mom did Ed I walked ten miles to the nanny job daily
Hello! I just had to tell you that you are dear to me, you have helped me numerous times in difficult times for me. You gave me a sense of awareness, direction and peace. I do send you love and will pray for your protection. Whatever you are going through, you should know that you are highly respected and truly deserve and have the love and support of this realm.
My intuition is telling me that the universe wants you to deal with your past life. There are no accidents.
I am 49 years old and have never felt so lost in this life, sleeping too much, emotional and physical pain. Although there are people who want to help me, they don't know how, Austin. We feel so alone, with a feeling of nothing else to give to this earth. People tell us to raise our frequency, especially healers, but the truth is that we can't because, if we could, we would have done it already. We are good hearted people scattered all around this world, feeling lonely and not understood, because this pain is too much. But we have to hold on ❤ there is no other reason for us, good people with good intentions, to be here. Hope everyone feeling all of this can one day, find other people just like them, authentic, vulnerable, real...
Yes! ❤️
Very nicely said….
Yep❤. Reading other people's stories reminds me that we're all living on our own little island with the same issue.
Oh my goodness. You have said it exactly. This is me too. It's so comforting to know I'm not alone. ❤
same here exactly as youve described, i'm 59 and been journeying alone since my 30's :(
Rock bottom doesn't mean over. It's just a comeback story. Life is just saying you may be ready for a new change. You'll be alright. I believe in you.
Absolutely a new chapter and a new leveling up about to happen for him (or us) we need to see through to the other side, over fear and doubt. Breathe and repeat, this too shall pass! Get excited for what is about to manifest! New opportunities await!
Being an empath is very very hard. Sending you love and light. Spiritual people hit the rock as well. Blessings to you
I'm so grateful you chose to share your experience with us, you're helping more than you may realize. I'm too experiencing hitting rock bottom, and would've never thought one of my favorite tarot/astrology readers would be going through the same, this seriously lets me know I'm not alone.
Trust, no explanations is needed, give yourself some grace as things happen for a reason, and feel through these new experiences. Acceptance over rejection is key, it comes in waves. Good luck and hang in there❤️
I have a message for you: Move. And this time, move without taking astrology into consideration. It will be difficult for you, but not more difficult than the situation you are in. The sooner you do it, the better. You cannot dissolve your destiny, just get out of Neptune's grasp, as it is not beneficial for you. Go somewhere warm and earthy. You need nurturing. Beaches, sand, sunshine, warm breeze, working with clay, artist community. Go south. This is all I hear. Thank you for posting this. Wishing you a safe journey. Take care ❤️
That was the first thing I felt when listening to the message. Instantly. I had a similar experience in Maine and moved to the mountains in NC and it’s been a dream. I hope he finds his inner guidance to where he can energetically connect to the land and feel it’s love and support.
I feel the same as bru-ra, for you, Austin. Move. Don't let what's happening pull you down any more. I've heard at least one other person say what a strange and unwelcoming place Maine was. That's probably not the case for everyone but it sounds like you need to get away from there. You have so much to offer, and I hope you will continue sharing your gifts with your audience. I sincerely wish you the best.
@@Elizabeth-arb22 - Maine is a beautiful place, but it is hard to find community with its rural nature. Like anyplace else, there is good and bad. I was recruited to work there in 2006 for 6 months and as winter came, I was called to leave. I had both a lot of growth and loneliness there. It is still a place I will never forget.
Baba Ram Dass encouraged us to “flow with it”. I am 73 and can identify with you and your understanding. Trust in your heart and self that you are worthy of working through all this. You are made of Stardust. Know your worth look into the darkness- it is more than a birthright. You are amazing!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE this comment. YES YES YES. I have moved twice in my life on a so-called whim, and it worked out eventually. Thank you darling for your comment.
Rock hard and rock steady ❤ we just went through a major eclipse season... Many people, myself included, are going through a Phoenix rising. The soul agreement of this timeline isn't an easy one. Ask someone how they are doing and you will start to see out of your suffering. Plus, there really isn't a rock bottom... It can get worse... But it can get better. I'm sending you love 🤍✨
I appreciate you and that you shared your journey with us.I send you love and peace and serenity.Stay the intelligent and loving person you are❤
Dude, energetically protect yourself. You’re incredibly smart and as you know the powers of Neptune can be so spiritually intense. Set your alarm to remember to eat. Sending you love. You got this.💚
THIS
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@katdo8335 oh i wish that it wasnt so late .i just have to say its not the evil. Its the jump to the next dimension, and its painful. Old emotions come out and regrets. The energy out there is very strong now most light workers feel it. Yep its all of us. Two weeks ago i was ready to check out. Thats ridiculous i am 71 and live nicely on a beautiful island i just said old lady dont do it. It was a battle. I won. Today i am still walking on the side of a ship .it will pass hopefully yet more solar storms are coming. As i texted earlier my house is your house come enjoy the beaches. I own a restaurant bar gambling room. Live band on weekends totally a positive vibe come bring a friend chill in a hammock on your own private beach.
@@sherrywoods1011Sounds like a fantastic life!
Amazing how the astrology affects us, even more incredible is that you chose to follow your North node for a positive reason and unknowingly stepped into a vortex of chaos.
I made a move during the pandemic and got utterly crucified on every level, rock bottom, literally. You learned that people have destructive tendencies, as I did. How naively spiritual we can be. But it's part of the process of getting more real with who we are I guess.
I have noticed that you have been off kilter for a while and been concerned. I am nobody but you did invite me to a reading via email. My rock bottom continues, so I couldn't follow up. But if you want to talk, vent etc I am available to listen.
Advice : rasalil not sure exactly of the title but his name is Timothy and he is the best astrologer I have encountered and I think it will benefit you to find him on CZcams and have a chat with him.
Don't despair and self shame, really, it's a waste of time and energy and you need both right now.
Looking forward to your amazing take on astrology and following your destiny in the near future. ❤ Ps check on with Timothy please x
When you can consciously go through a breakdown it can lead to your greatest breakthrough
There are no mistakes Austin. You are the phoenix and will rise from the ashes even greater than before! I send you prayers and healing! Stay blessed 🙏
Don't worry about whether or not anyone understands why you've done something. You have amazing intuition. Make the necessary changes. Sending you so much love and appreciation for you. ❤
Rock bottom is the firm foundation upon which you build your new life. You got this.
Good one!
Truth
If I may share what resonates with me to say…it was not a mistake it was “hidden” from you so that you can clear past life karma before you step into the next expression of your journey. I recommend taking it all in stride and learn the lessons that will lead you to your future greatness!!!
Love & light & darkness! You got this Mystic!💫✨
Yes! My sentiments exactly! ❤
How can evolution be a mistake-own the wisdom of why and being happy!
Yes! 🙌
Second this!!! Sending you lots of love
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Austin, I hear you. I hit my own personal rock bottom around 5 years ago. I'm now doing better than ever. To the point of depression and anxiety leaving me completely. It DOES get better! Perhaps you were on top of your level in December, and now you're climbing a whole new grander level.. Its tough at the bottom, but your new level has TONS to show and reveal to you. Little by little, day by day. You're young too! I was late 30s when things got stirred up for me. Thank you for sharing so honestly. You're definitely not alone!
Austin, you’re going to get through it and you’re going to become a powerhouse because of it. You got this.
There are no coincidences. You are exactly where you are supposed to be. The Divine plan is greater than our own…always. You got this! ❤
No, we are not. We can be in wrong places.
@@anemone9081 until we learn the lesson. so it is the right place to learn, the wrong place to stay...
It's ok because you recognize what is happening and why. You will figure out what to do to be in a better place because you are so intelligent and we need you
Holding space for you, Austin. If anyone can overcome this, it's you! You are a genius ❤❤ sending you love, light and blessings 🙌 🙌 🙌
Meditate and ask the angelic realm for help...
Sounds like a fast track to past life karmic wrap up -> super present -> future path. No accidents in what you're doing. 💜
Remember all the people who love you when you are in that dark void. That's the only thing that has gotten me through those periods of being in the dark looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. I hope this makes sense. Sending you love, light, and strength. You will get through this!
You didn't hit rock bottom, you hit a rock of wisdom and knowledge that you needed to gain. I innerstand this, and you.
You're a true mystic and a high priest, whether you know that or not.
This is part of your initiation with the ethers.
Hello
Once you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up - Advice from Pluto.
I send you love and light and positive energy❤️❤️❤️ You‘ll get through this❤️
I promise you ,I was just screaming alot of this to my best friend yesterday. I’m not in a very bad situation but spiritually I’m over planet EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it hear now! I don’t wanna look at the ppl nor the animals most days. Only flowers and plants,I’m learning about my autism side and that it was masked most of my life. Like soooooo much,and you’re the truth. You will find out and see so much more. I send peace and blessings and archangel Michael to you. May Yahweh bless u.
Astronomers call them black holes, astrologers know them as you have experienced - just keep flying you lovely man your new beginning awaits
Through the black hole, is a star.
To whomever said can the autistics feel this, I’m not even autistic and I feel this 100 percent. I wanted spirituality so bad. I had clients all over the world then it all got ripped under me and I had my 2nd awaking. Having to unlearn everything you have ever been taught on top of everything else is not easy. I’m a single mom of 5 boys and it is very lonely right now.
We are strong and you are brilliant!! Don’t discredit yourself. I don’t know many people who would even be brave enough to try what you have done andI know a lot of people!!
All my love,
Ashley
Hello
Usually people do it the other way round, either way u still got thru it 🩷🙏
Look! I get it ❤️ Neptune has been in my first house for forever. When he hit my asc, I was drawn to my ac/neptune line in Seattle. I fell in love…it wrecked me from finances to emotional well being. My sun sits at 29° pisces so he’s doubling down on me…for the next like 10 months 🤣
You will prevail, my friend. ❤️❤️ big love
Rock bottom has built more heroes than privilege ever did. Remember that. Shine on 💛
My late mom use to say.if you reach the end of your rope tye a knot and hold on. We love you and appreciate your gift. Take all the time that you need. We need you... ❤
Amen to that phenomenal piece of advice!❤ May your mother rest in holy peace
I’m sad that you are going through this. You’ve recognized the problem and you’ve hit rock bottom- the only direction left I is up. You got this.
We love you, Austin. Funny enough… we are much closer than I thought!! I live in New Brunswick, Canada 🤩, but I am not from here either. It has been quite an experience to leave home, and start from zero in a different place. Sometimes you need to lose yourself to find your true self. Much love!! 💕🤗
Wise words. I'm in Nova Scotia 👋 🫂
Much ❤️
@@peacefultarotThank you, neighbour :) lots of love to you too.
@@innerglimpse12 Welcome and thanks 🫂❤️
Humbled is good. Hard. Excruciating even. But good.
Death of the Ego? Awakening of the Self. Sri Ramana Maharshi 🙏
I personally am finding spiritually awake people, especially readers that I follow. This is happening to everyone, including myself. It’s a collective thing sending love to you. namaste. ☯️✌🏼❤️
Everything will align for you. Don’t forget to prioritize self care. Know that you have the energetic support of this collective.
This is but a small stumble on an epic journey.✨
You went there at that time for a reason. You FELT the need to go, you got inspired and went. You did exactly as you needed
Youre transcending. The light moves with the darkness- transformation happens here and youre going to another realm of life.
I feel that it is OK to be sad every once in a while and be kind to yourself when it happens.
I feel that the human experience cannot always be happy.
I feel for you ❤
Dude, for real! I tell myself that too all the time, I didn’t finish watching with my first comment. All the time, ‘I am humbled, I have been humbled’ crazy there must be some of us on extremely similar paths. You saying that in the EXACT same way with the exact same feel as I have been saying it to myself affirms
Ok officially shook, I just looked at who Miriam is. Exactly the reoccurring coincidences I keep having mind you, I made a reference to Judaism before looking into Miriam. I have been on this profound mission with the serpents path up this tree. I tried to start at the crown, the flash of lightening path but it pulled me apart so I had to go down. Anyway I am terrified to say too much mostly because my mentors… and I know I sound totally friggin insane
Yo A Mystic, You have helped so many people!! You made a decision, it didn't work the way you expected, you are regrouping! You are coming back stronger which will help all of us even more. Thanks for being so brave.
Forgive yourself, have a good meal and pack your bags and get the”F” out of there. ❤U
Yup.
Move Austin..Wishing you love❤
I agree ..get outta there.
Thank you for making this video!
When I first saw this video I was literally looking for houses in a town I thought I HAD to live in.
My mind was made up that I was destined to live there...But... my intuition kept saying to stay away! I went back and forth for months and years over it.
When you were talking about getting sucked up into a past life vortex... it rang my bell hard! I totally got what you were putting down. Yes!
After watching your video, I cut the cords to that past life, the town and let go of moving there. Whew!
That video was no mistake... you help me dodge one helluva bullet Neo style!
Thanks Brother! Blessings!
You are most definitely a beacon of light for many. Meditate and your next step will be revealed. Thank you for sharing. Sending light and love!
Just breathe. No overthinking. Meditate and pray 🙏🏻. Get some solid sleep. Focus on your nutrition. Get grounded. When you're at the bottom, you have no where to go but UP. Take care of yourself Austin. ❤
Hello pretty ❤
Lovely supportive advice for him!
My grandson has autism and burnout is particularly hard on him......be gentle on yourself and just complete simple tasks for now. Hugs 💜
You were a firsr tarot reader that I saw on YT last year when I hit the rock bottom for the 4. or 5. time in my life, and your readings gave me a big comfort. Now, a year later, my life is completly different, because I decided to move on without questioms, beacouse I want to live and shit happens not just once in a lifetime. Like Forest said - just run, and you'll touch the stars and live your north node. Humleness goes wirh patient and peace, and those 3 things only you can achive. I mean noone can''t do it instead of you. Clean your being of your ego-self and move on. Better days are coming I promise you, because it is the wheel of life. Wish you well.
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I don’t think we can actually do wrong or make mistakes. It is perfectly imperfect.
I hope you work thru your concerns and come out stronger on the other side! You got this!
The most evolved souls choose the hardest path to continue to grow. Knowing what you know, I believe you know how to proceed. Keep going!
The April 8th eclipse was the final step toward pushing all of us into 5D. You are where you’re meant to me physically, but your soul is still adjusting - just as most of us are still adjusting to 5D. 5D causes us to shed our karmic past. Step into your future. Ask your guides & angels to help you to fully transition into 5D & you will get there. You got this. We ALL got this.
Thank you, this is very helpful for many of us who have been going through alot since the last eclipse. Gratitude
I have made a similar blunder in traveling the way you're referring to it I think. Also wondered if I am now permanently lost but it's not really possible to be. I let go of trying to have so much "control" and I am still achieving my purpose.
The thing that's changed isn't the purpose though it's the when and form manifesting in the when. You can't really lose. But the curveball for autistic person is stressful and trippy.
@@kestralee you are most welcome. I know this isn’t easy. It’s not easy for me either, but we’ll all find our own way through it in our own good time.
@@jasminewaters6969 no one is lost. We’re all processing in our own way & at a pace that is for our own highest good. You’ll get there when you’re meant to get there. The best any of us can do is to be patient & kind to ourselves during the process.
Sometimes when something tramatic happens in your life you can go to a place outside yourself and take on the persona of something spiritual or it can turn to unbelievable fear. The experience depends on your state of mind at the time. If you have not done all the shadow work within yourself your mind and body are not strong enough to handle the experience. It can cause you to see, hear and feel things that can really freak you out. I hope this helps your not alone. Love and light :)
I feel this exact way about life. Over the last 4 years, a mistake I’m sure was a lesson from a past life has unravelled into this one and changed the time line and I can’t stop seeing signs and syncretism in absolutely everything regarding it.
It was at its absolute worst around 2 years ago and I prolonged it by staying too long in a place, a state of mind and a situation that I don’t think was actually meant for me (even though I thought that it was at the beginning of it all).
My lesson since walking away from that situation has become clear but while I was entangled in it, it wasn’t visible to me.
It was the darkest night of the soul and I was not in the slightest bit prepared for it.
I hope you find your way out of yours.
I send you lots of love and support xoxo
You are not alone, I hit rock bottom and went deep into my soul - shut everyone and everything out! I'm healing now and caring for my own spiritual and physical health never putting anything before me. I'm doing 100% better and will never lose myself again. "You will be blessed - learn from this, it's not a mistake!"❤
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There is so much love in this autistic mystice family! It lights up my heart! We believe in you.. you will get better! 💜🧡💛
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Yes!! Fantastic!!! Amazing!!! Not holding that sacred knowledge. Not stuck baby your living your legacy wow I love you!!! Thank you take that ms Swan. Love and light and have fun
I believe you!!!! My friend went through this!!!! It’s your awakening!! It’s very scary to you!!!
Mystic, I moved across the country in 2022 for Astro lines & a man and it was nothing I thought was going to occur. I had the biggest transformation that I am now starting to walk in the gifts of.
The blessings, higher truths and beauty will start to shine through NOW & beyond! But you do know that❤ I believe this for you 100% undoubtedly.
We all love you so much💫💫💫
It is all going to be ok.