A Student Struggling

Sdílet
Vložit
  • čas přidán 20. 05. 2016
  • A 6 minute wordless animation about a student who faces inner troubles in his studies.
    I invite you to write your honest thoughts or feelings in the comments.
    www.charabui.com
    CC License: creativecommons.org/licenses/b...
  • Krátké a kreslené filmy

Komentáře • 8K

  • @monstergir1
    @monstergir1 Před 5 lety +5668

    The saddest thing is when you parents don’t understand you 😔

    • @kiWi-ob1yr
      @kiWi-ob1yr Před 5 lety +150

      That's exactly what's happening with me

    • @kiWi-ob1yr
      @kiWi-ob1yr Před 5 lety +74

      I'm completely screwed

    • @TheDarkstar3601
      @TheDarkstar3601 Před 4 lety +146

      The worst thing is that they are the very reason you've developed depression and anxiety sry for bad English

    • @nicolejadedemesa9132
      @nicolejadedemesa9132 Před 4 lety +8

      same :

    • @monsterfucker.
      @monsterfucker. Před 4 lety +46

      Yeah my father thinks I should not warn my school about my hallucinations and panic attacks he thinks that they will think I'm insane so since the school was not warned I ended up having a flashback and almost hyperventilating it's annoying and upsetting
      (I know I'm late)

  • @user-ju9hr8hs9i
    @user-ju9hr8hs9i Před 6 lety +11590

    If only we could wake up at 9am for school ..

    • @laughinglaughing1416
      @laughinglaughing1416 Před 5 lety +175

      Underrated comment

    • @flipox9932
      @flipox9932 Před 5 lety +275

      I have to get up at 6:30

    • @man1ak51
      @man1ak51 Před 5 lety +160

      @@flipox9932 yeah well I would have to get up at 6:30, but I get up at 5:00, to prepare for my day.
      It's all about mentality and lifestyle, guys. Human mind is programmable.

    • @cosmic.820
      @cosmic.820 Před 5 lety +124

      Ikr. I get up at 4:30 and I still get late for class

    • @user-qy5yk4lk9z
      @user-qy5yk4lk9z Před 5 lety +73

      Tell me about it 😂 I have to get up at 5:00 😥

  • @marin4767
    @marin4767 Před 5 lety +3614

    Study for long hours, forget everything on exam day.

    • @queenand37sugars68
      @queenand37sugars68 Před 5 lety +494

      how about wanting to study but you're so depressed that you dont want to do anything and then hating yourself even more because you're not doing it

    • @SebasDaviid
      @SebasDaviid Před 5 lety +61

      @@queenand37sugars68 That's much more relatable

    • @sameersachan8427
      @sameersachan8427 Před 5 lety +16

      Study each set at least twice and look at everything before exams

    • @matejmilovanovic922
      @matejmilovanovic922 Před 5 lety +16

      @@queenand37sugars68 That's not depression,but laziness.I won't really go into much detail,i'd say for me that im depressed,and i surely have reasons for it(big lack of money,friends,entertainment and having health issues),but not the type of people who just comment it on yt,claiming it is a "serious worldwide problem" and then doing nothing about it except writing yt comments about their depression.I do all i can to fix my mental state(Work out,study more,get rid of bad habits,start working even in young age and make some money,try to be more social and more),but not studying,or laying in bed all day,doing nothing is pure laziness.I started doing something to counter my depression,what have you done people?

    • @marin4767
      @marin4767 Před 5 lety +18

      Queen and 3/7 sugars I suffer Exam anxiety like bad.

  • @delblink
    @delblink Před 5 lety +3454

    damn i wish i could get up at 9 instead of 6

  • @Amoebatirith
    @Amoebatirith Před 7 lety +2553

    Lucky person, his first medication worked for him.

    • @demonickhri3635
      @demonickhri3635 Před 7 lety +18

      Chris Drewly the first meds I was put on caused severe head aches and hallucinations... it was not fun

    • @Amoebatirith
      @Amoebatirith Před 7 lety +13

      Demonic Khri Yeah I thought they'd portray it a bit more accurately. It's a short though so I understand there's only so much you can get in to the video. My first medication just didn't really change anything while I steadily got worse. Now I'm pretty frequently changing meds. and it's been over half a year with no real improvements and just side effects depending on the medication. My current one is little to no appetite along with difficulty sleeping. probably going to be switched again soon.

    • @hcxwj
      @hcxwj Před 7 lety +5

      I was put on Fluvoxamine for Anxiety and depression even though it's mainly used to treat OCD, can safely say for me personally it didn't help at all. It was pretty much "What would you rather; feel shit, or not feel shit?" So I stopped taking them and felt better idk, I don't think I'm going to go back to using medication, just gotta deal with everything myself.

    • @Amoebatirith
      @Amoebatirith Před 7 lety +14

      TOY0BOY0 I was put on Fluoxetine previous to my current medication and it made me feel terrible. it increased my suicidal thoughts and I was having an anxiety attack at least once every few days, so I know how bad it can be. I've gotten through depression before without medication, but this time is pretty severe so I thought I'd give it a try. It doesn't really seem to be helping at all.

    • @hcxwj
      @hcxwj Před 7 lety +6

      Yeah, trial and error is the only way for some people with prescription medicine unless you get lucky first try, or decide not to take the medication route.

  • @cypheremily4154
    @cypheremily4154 Před 5 lety +7175

    Having depression and anxiety is the worse. The wanting of doing well as others give you the pressure when you're considered smart , but the feeling of just pure emptiness and no drive to do anything. Is just horrible because you're constantly split between both.

    • @anhhuynhkimnguyen6793
      @anhhuynhkimnguyen6793 Před 5 lety +162

      Cypher Emily I relate so hard with the ‘pressure when you’re considered smart’ thing. I’m just so fed up with people (mostly my classmates) seeing my achievements as the standard and being so surprised when I get an eight or something.

    • @yukiharu9726
      @yukiharu9726 Před 5 lety +120

      Omg... that's what I'm facing right now. It's not a feeling of dissatisfaction, I just feel empty in doing things. And I hate that before I was considered one of the "smart" kids but now I'm really struggling in my new school... And I feel like other people are judging saying "Oh that's all you can do? You're such a failure"
      I still do my best tho, I just cant keep up anymore and even when I get ok results... I dont feel anything anymore

    • @yusefelawi125
      @yusefelawi125 Před 5 lety +20

      Im in Grade 10 and thats legit my state right now, but is it normal?

    • @th3phoenix-891
      @th3phoenix-891 Před 5 lety +1

      yES

    • @starrynight5207
      @starrynight5207 Před 5 lety +1

      oh my god im so similar

  • @morganthuemmler4936
    @morganthuemmler4936 Před 5 lety +2415

    This made me cry right when the D grade came on screen. My math teacher asked me why my grades are going down, I couldn't tell her it was because of my depression. Now I feel horrible. I feel so lost. I feel gone.

    • @Y3GORYCH
      @Y3GORYCH Před 5 lety +62

      Bro, i will pray for you. Jesus died istead of you and me, that we might live within joy and free from all of depressions, fears and sin. Gob bless you!

    • @camc3893
      @camc3893 Před 5 lety

      then how were you diagnosed with depression if your parents don't know?

    • @morganthuemmler4936
      @morganthuemmler4936 Před 5 lety +10

      @@camc3893 my parents did know??

    • @camc3893
      @camc3893 Před 5 lety +2

      Then they would know that depression causes lower grades

    • @morganthuemmler4936
      @morganthuemmler4936 Před 5 lety +13

      @@camc3893 i'm talking about my teacher?

  • @adrc5606
    @adrc5606 Před 5 lety +2008

    The sad part is that when vacations finally arrive for me, I tend to loose my will to live due to the lack of productivity... I usually get so obsessed with my grades, that I end up thinking that the only thing that matters in life is to be academically good in order to have a successful life and if I'm not productive, my self-esteem just drops and makes me think I'm not productive enough...

    • @marie-tv7vz
      @marie-tv7vz Před 5 lety +87

      Me too! I even feel worse on the weekends or on vacation because I'm alone with myself and I don't have anything to do

    • @kyrylo31
      @kyrylo31 Před 5 lety +12

      @@marie-tv7vz do sports or go in a gym

    • @casperl8408
      @casperl8408 Před 5 lety +45

      I have very high grades but i dont even have any high future dreams. I just study because i can and, like you said, i feel like i have nothing else. Might aswell you know?

    • @salwamh2942
      @salwamh2942 Před 5 lety +20

      Omg same T_T on holidays, i feel like i'm just useless nd have no purpose in life :/ thank god its not only me who thinks this way :"(

    • @salwamh2942
      @salwamh2942 Před 5 lety +5

      @@casperl8408 same i'm really confused about my future nd what i want to do :/

  • @HankSantosTV
    @HankSantosTV Před 7 lety +3877

    Two types of comments here:
    "This is literally me" *goes into full detail about whatever mental illness they have or think they have*
    or
    "HE GETS TO WAKE UP AT 9 UGH I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6 AM EVERY DAY NOT FAIR UGH"

    • @krakrug3958
      @krakrug3958 Před 7 lety +5

      ahahah true

    • @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil
      @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil Před 7 lety +50

      Johnny Cash welcome to the internet

    • @helloitsme3167
      @helloitsme3167 Před 7 lety +38

      like seriously, we get it. he gets more sleep than you, get over it

    • @anonymousshithead7423
      @anonymousshithead7423 Před 7 lety +33

      Mike Hunt can I just say that I actually relate somewhat to this video, except I don't get good grades and there's a lot of other shit I have to deal with too. But my mom won't take me to a doctor to actually get me diagnosed. Cause god forbid she has a child who has some type of mental illness. So maybe some of these people in the comments do have something similar to this. You're not always right you know. And what you said it's pretty fucking douchey. You don't know how peoples lives are, or how their parents are. So don't just assume someone's making up their illness. But I get what you're saying. I personally don't like the people who are like "I'm literally so depressed" but have no idea what depression is really like or when people say they're suicidal, but when you talk to them about it, and ask "so you've thought about committing suicide" and they say "oh god no!" That's actually a conversation I had, and I'm just kinda thinking "you aren't suicidal then" it's hard to explain. But anyway, I get how you feel. But not everyone in the comment section is like that. But some people do think they have something, when in reality, they've only dealt with something so small, and pointless, yea. Now I'm rambling. Whatever, I'm sorry. Now I feel bad. I'm sorry

    • @panicatthetwentyonechemica2312
      @panicatthetwentyonechemica2312 Před 7 lety +1

      Mike Hunt this

  • @estefaniaibanezreyes4078
    @estefaniaibanezreyes4078 Před 6 lety +5808

    Well, at least that guy has friends.

    • @basitk878
      @basitk878 Před 6 lety +18

      Estefanía Ibáñez Reyes 😢

    • @nikhil6493
      @nikhil6493 Před 6 lety +62

      Can we be friends?

    • @mubaris.s
      @mubaris.s Před 6 lety +85

      Be a friend with your on self.

    • @eh4235
      @eh4235 Před 6 lety +64

      Support is important for every challange in life.

    • @nikhil6493
      @nikhil6493 Před 6 lety +22

      Elitza Harrington I'll support you.

  • @thepricklyprick
    @thepricklyprick Před 5 lety +2360

    The most unrealistic part is that he can wake up at 9am for school.

    • @g.s.632
      @g.s.632 Před 5 lety +17

      May be his first class starts after 10?

    • @abby_4144
      @abby_4144 Před 5 lety +66

      he’s in college i presume

    • @welshvaleria
      @welshvaleria Před 5 lety +26

      not unrealistic.. he's just in a different schedule, I wake up at 9 for my 10:30 class so yeah xd

    • @acnl_2001
      @acnl_2001 Před 5 lety +8

      I literally try to avoid school and fake sleep but then I know I have to get up and I look like a horrible mess because I'm not ready for another day at school

    • @DrikTrajado
      @DrikTrajado Před 5 lety +16

      Man,i wake up everyday at 6:00 AM to get to school before 7:00 AM

  • @adorableten1000
    @adorableten1000 Před 5 lety +894

    Anxiety and depression is horrible. Everyone says that I have talent and that I'm gifted. I'm always pressured to do well in school but that's hard because I don't have any drive to do anything. Also, it's hard to focus when you're sad as hell and contemplating suicide 24/7. I feel like dropping out of school would be best for my mental health, but bad for my future.

    • @quynhanhle3000
      @quynhanhle3000 Před 4 lety +31

      Hey, I hope you're doing better now. I was in your exact situation, I can feel the pain in your every word. Try to find some creative activities that suit you. Sing, dance, draw. For me, writing poems helped me put my muddled thoughts onto a piece of paper and somehow healed me slowly but surely. I'm not fully recovered yet, but I believe we will both be fine!

    • @ivansglock
      @ivansglock Před 4 lety +12

      this is exactly what im going through right now

    • @anisaa4664
      @anisaa4664 Před 4 lety +5

      i feel you, cause me too.

    • @nekochan1347
      @nekochan1347 Před 4 lety +5

      Take life one step at a time girl. When you feel stressed, relax and have a relaxing bathe.

    • @leeorbabyelephant5285
      @leeorbabyelephant5285 Před 4 lety

      Search Teal Swan 🖤🖤

  • @hollyleafwell2118
    @hollyleafwell2118 Před 7 lety +1248

    why do I relate to this so hard? This is me right now. I started out pretty great and have greatly slipped. I'm now in my final year and it literally feels like climbing a gravel mountain. I met up with one of my old professors who once taught me and when she saw my current results she was shocked. She kept asking me "what happened to you? You used to be so smart!" and I honestly couldn't answer her.
    Also, I have also slipped from an As and Bs student to high C and solid C student and D is considered a fail in my country.

    • @PapiyoneVineland
      @PapiyoneVineland Před 7 lety +39

      It must have felt so hard to hear that from your old teacher. It hurts so much it makes me cry when current teachers underestimate the efforts I put in my education because of my absences and other symptoms of my mental illnesses (anxiety, a bit of OCD, bordeline personality disorder and ADD: really though combination). I feel for you. Your teacher didn't chose her words very carefully, I think: you're just as smart as you were before. The challenges are just greater, and you're now very strong and courageous for facing them. I don't think you regressed: I think you grew, even if your marks may not reflect this at the moment.

    • @Chloe-im9rc
      @Chloe-im9rc Před 7 lety +1

      Holly Leafwell Same here ;-;

    • @snailb0y
      @snailb0y Před 7 lety

      Holly Leafwell i hope you feel better stay strong 💗

    • @Alice45894
      @Alice45894 Před 7 lety +33

      Holly Leafwell Wow, your teacher should have been a bit more professional with her choice of words. It's obvious that when a student that used to get good grades starts struggling to pass there are personal problems at foot. You aren't any less intelligent than you were before!

    • @DarkAngelJojo
      @DarkAngelJojo Před 7 lety +16

      Exactly the same here! For the first two years of uni I was fine. I was stressed, yes (who wasn't?), and at times it felt impossible but I always pulled through with good results... but now... even things that used to be very easy are a challenge. It feels as if just living takes up all my energy and everything beyond that is just too much. And honestly I don't know what to do. I don't want to drop out and disappoint everyone yet at the same time I don't know how on earth I'm gonna get through this.

  • @pepperbee_
    @pepperbee_ Před 7 lety +3546

    This was in my reccomended. CZcams knows when I'm not going to school.

    • @duckgon3942
      @duckgon3942 Před 6 lety +29

      ThePolishWarrior this was recommended to me on the last day of summer...

    • @jafar4261
      @jafar4261 Před 6 lety +5

      ThePolishWarrior we're same lol

    • @jennytran6530
      @jennytran6530 Před 6 lety +4

      +Duckgon SAME LOL

    • @simplicity4766
      @simplicity4766 Před 6 lety +4

      ThePolishWarrior Same, the day I'm watching this on is Saturday.

    • @kirbogamer3163
      @kirbogamer3163 Před 6 lety +1

      ThePolishWarrior I think I have seen you before lol

  • @mynameissumzpower4793
    @mynameissumzpower4793 Před 5 lety +743

    It's hard to stay positive in a negative world. Everything and everyone seem to be putting u down, like you're suffocating.

    • @queenand37sugars68
      @queenand37sugars68 Před 5 lety +30

      couldn't have put it better. This might sound silly, but I had a mental breakdown the other day because a sauce in my mcdonalds order was missing and i thought it was a sign that i should just kill myself. it sounds so dumb.

    • @mynameissumzpower4793
      @mynameissumzpower4793 Před 5 lety +26

      @@queenand37sugars68 no it doesn't sound dumb at all. It's the things around u that u see in everyday life, like it can't be a coincidence right? What if they're signs?
      I think the worse thing about suffering from a mental illness is doing it alone. My family don't even know what I'm going through, they don't think having depression is a thing, like it's not an illness, just a mood and it will pass or whatever. It sucks

    • @coobie4028
      @coobie4028 Před 4 lety +5

      mY NAME IS sumz POWER I agree, it’s hard to act like everything’s okay when this world is so sick and twisted

    • @sterryx6801
      @sterryx6801 Před 4 lety

      Yeah...

    • @LightBoltDash
      @LightBoltDash Před 4 lety

      @@queenand37sugars68 what the fuck?

  • @arpita7031
    @arpita7031 Před 4 lety +126

    My anxiety makes me forget everything that I have studied for hours

  • @theminisimmer
    @theminisimmer Před 7 lety +2075

    My College actually told me to come back next year because my anxiety was badly distracting me. So I'm literally stuck in my home with nothing to do all day.

    • @ameliorated
      @ameliorated Před 7 lety +45

      Aimee Barrett do short online courses. go for walks. get fitter.

    • @ChildOfAnAndroid
      @ChildOfAnAndroid Před 7 lety +24

      I had that too. It hardly helps, does it.

    • @21scaredunicornsfromwonder88
      @21scaredunicornsfromwonder88 Před 7 lety +19

      I'm from Germany and obviously not in college xD But I'm in a different situation, I should stay home until next year because my mental health is "distracting" me too much and since I can't have a job bc of that and still no therapist (working on that for TWO years now) things only get worse.

    • @TheLonelyNihilego
      @TheLonelyNihilego Před 7 lety +8

      Aimee Barrett that sucks try to hang out with friends or get a day job it sucks but it usually takes my mind off it

    • @elenivogiatzi7141
      @elenivogiatzi7141 Před 7 lety +15

      In my country attending college isn't obligatory (except for labs and if you don't attend exams you fail) and I find myself in the same situation every so often. I would just wake up and skip uni for days and just stay in and not answer my phone or eat properly or shower . And then I would feel bad for doing so. At first I thought I was lazy but now I'm starting to realize I might have an issue but I can't bring myself to go to therapy (and I don't have the money or a supporting family from that aspect)

  • @seatbelttruck
    @seatbelttruck Před 7 lety +1261

    This... is my college experience. Except for the almost killing himself part. I self-harmed, and experienced suicidal ideation, but never actually tried to hurt myself badly or kill myself. I'd think of how much it would hurt my loved ones and have a meltdown instead. It was kind of freaky though. I never realized until I experienced them just how literal the term "invasive thoughts" is. Meds and therapy helped, but I ended up burning out anyway. I've had a few years to think and rebuild my confidence, and I'd like to start easing back into college to finish my degree, but honestly, I'm really scared still.

    • @taylort4165
      @taylort4165 Před 7 lety +11

      seatbelttruck Good luck! I know you can do it!

    • @caitlinstone596
      @caitlinstone596 Před 7 lety +5

      seatbelttruck I had an extremely similar experience and had to leave college due to anxiety and depression. I am now finishing my degree through Arizona State Online and I have found it to be a really great way to go back to school without all the pressure of regular college. Maybe consider alternative options like online school. You can do it!

    • @seatbelttruck
      @seatbelttruck Před 7 lety +7

      I've done online classes before and it didn't work very well. I'm autistic too, and the lack of structure in the classes made it really hard to complete in a timely manner. It'd be great if it would work, but my track record isn't promising. I'm also a Biology major. You kind of need access to a lab for that. My plan is to start with community college to get back in the groove then move back to a university part-time. And maybe take O-chem by itself or with one elective class, because that was one of the classes that was getting me. The concepts themselves aren't hard, but knowing when to apply them is difficult even when your brain isn't already frazzled.

    • @PowerToolRaptor
      @PowerToolRaptor Před 7 lety +7

      I wish you the best! College is daunting for anyone, but going at it with mental health problems is a whole other ball game. You are strong for doing it. Don't give up.

    • @seatbelttruck
      @seatbelttruck Před 7 lety +4

      He's a troll. Just report him and ignore him.

  • @nyumyu4265
    @nyumyu4265 Před 5 lety +1813

    Depression is a random fart cloud popping up in your face apparently

    • @celesttan1304
      @celesttan1304 Před 5 lety +84

      Yep it stinks

    • @Scorpio_88
      @Scorpio_88 Před 5 lety +10

      🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @Zakar00z
      @Zakar00z Před 5 lety +74

      Depression as a physical object is hard to animate lol

    • @JoseRivera-rl3qv
      @JoseRivera-rl3qv Před 5 lety +10

      For me, it like living in contradiction, i mean by this that, you are having or, you are accepting thoughts that not correspond to your own image of yourself, not believing in you is the worst you can do it happened to me and now im trying to do the opposite i hope all can understand it, thats how i see when i happened to me.

    • @Someone-tk7zh
      @Someone-tk7zh Před 5 lety

      lol

  • @SimulationWithDaniel
    @SimulationWithDaniel Před 5 lety +762

    I feel sorry for that boy I wish I could give him a hug

    • @NoSubsWithContent
      @NoSubsWithContent Před 5 lety +7

      Don't he'll probably have a stroke if you touch him

    • @SimulationWithDaniel
      @SimulationWithDaniel Před 5 lety

      @@NoSubsWithContent I meant it in a good way you know

    • @alphaeussherlockjr.4390
      @alphaeussherlockjr.4390 Před 5 lety +9

      I am 13 and have depression, anxiety and dissociative identity disorder and I never had a hug for like 5 years know. I miss hugs.

    • @SimulationWithDaniel
      @SimulationWithDaniel Před 5 lety +4

      @@alphaeussherlockjr.4390 I never got a hug from someone else than my parents I'm 18

    • @alphaeussherlockjr.4390
      @alphaeussherlockjr.4390 Před 5 lety +5

      @@SimulationWithDaniel my last hug was when I was 7 years. My parents never liked me really. Very bad relationship with them.

  • @narvxkage_9866
    @narvxkage_9866 Před 6 lety +2401

    As yoy guys can see anxiety/ depression can affect you ANY time. It is really unpredictable. Like.. Yesterday you couldn't feel more happy and today your just... Empty. Depression/anxiety is super unpredictable. You might have been happy 7 seconds ago and now u feel like trash.

    • @hellotheree565
      @hellotheree565 Před 6 lety +10

      TopCutee world almost everyday there was a badmood

    • @8ava8198
      @8ava8198 Před 6 lety +6

      Nani ?! I have severe depression I skip meals and sleep in till around 10 also I have a lock of focus

    • @tristanjoaquim3847
      @tristanjoaquim3847 Před 5 lety +19

      I have mood changing very quicly often I feel reallt happy and then feeling really bad but it doesn't affect me at school it's only when I'm at home, that's quite strange I know hehe

    • @-Rubatosis-
      @-Rubatosis- Před 5 lety +1

      Exactly

    • @tristanjoaquim3847
      @tristanjoaquim3847 Před 5 lety +1

      @@-Rubatosis- At the end of the day I believe lots of people actualy feel like this

  • @jellis789
    @jellis789 Před 7 lety +2103

    depression comes and coughs in your face, rather accurate

    • @mareeloup
      @mareeloup Před 7 lety +45

      Yep, it's schizophrenia.

    • @qwandary
      @qwandary Před 7 lety +15

      Schizophrenics are unlikely to hurt people, they're more likely to hurt themselves, (or be hurt by others) like most other folk with mental illness.

    • @simonjohnson3738
      @simonjohnson3738 Před 7 lety +2

      Barbarian Mage autism isn't a mental illness.

    • @simonjohnson3738
      @simonjohnson3738 Před 7 lety +2

      miner johnny1211 it's actually a developmental disorder.

    • @simonjohnson3738
      @simonjohnson3738 Před 7 lety

      Barbarian Mage mental condition can apply to a lot of things and it is extremely vague. autism is a developmental disorder and even though mental condition is true, that still groups it with mental illnesses because those too are mental conditions. also yes I agree to never classify it as a learning disorder. I have Autism and I am in the 90th percentile, though it can effect learning it isn't specifically a learning disorder. but yes, you are right but it is a bit better to be specific here.

  • @oliviadeforge
    @oliviadeforge Před 5 lety +702

    Ever since I started school I was top of my class. I always got the best grades and I was noticeably the smartest. Then everything changed when I started middle school. In 7th grade my grades were still very good but I felt like they needed to be better and I was always stressing over it. Then my mom finally decided to get me a therapist at the end of the year and things started getting better. And later I started 8th grade. That's when the doctors diagnosed me with anxiety disorder. My grades started dropping even though I was trying my hardest. And it didn't help that my friends were complete assholes. I'm still currently in the 8th grade and I'm trying my best to get through the year without losing it. But damn, it's really hard.

    • @angellynn7104
      @angellynn7104 Před 5 lety +34

      Middle school was the worst period of my life. Just hang in there. You were fortunate to get a diagnosis so fast. I've had problems with my brain being all sad and anxious since 6th grade and it's taken until now to get my mom to take me seriously (10th grade) and take me to a doctor. I'm sure somebody can help you through it.

    • @ebonbonnie
      @ebonbonnie Před 5 lety +11

      @theatre kid You need new friends.

    • @isabellenwright
      @isabellenwright Před 5 lety +16

      theatre kid I’m a freshman rn and I’m facing a similar issue, which sort of started in 8th grade when I began stressing over small things more and more. I’ve always been the smart, motivated, punctual person who others turn to for help and now I’m the one who is lacking motivation, turning in assignments late who can’t help my peers anymore because of my anxiety. It’s good that your mom is supportive, mine tries to tell me I’m just lazy. But anyways I want you to know you’re not alone and not to worry too much bcus to be completely honest as long as you’re understanding what you’re learning you’re grades right now don’t matter. Save the stress for hs bcus it only gets harder, but that’s not to say what you’re going through isn’t valid bcus it completely is. All I’m trying to say is try to have as much fun rn as you can bcus you’re going to miss it next year, or at least I do.

    • @adityasaumya8166
      @adityasaumya8166 Před 5 lety +4

      You should do the things that gives you peace more often. Try to find what you really love.

    • @itsjustanapple5452
      @itsjustanapple5452 Před 5 lety

      Conclusion. You do not have any good school friends. It huts i know that.

  • @minnie21434
    @minnie21434 Před 5 lety +472

    It's so heartbreaking to see what people with mental illness have to face everyday... I hope whoever deals with this gets the help they need and the strength to fight all these obstacles. REMEMBER: You are NEEDED, you are LOVED, you are IMPORTANT & you are GOOD ENOUGH💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • @bobjones5524
    @bobjones5524 Před 7 lety +378

    At least he has friends

  • @elibjo01
    @elibjo01 Před 6 lety +5757

    Even though I am depressed, I still meet up at school but it is more like I don’t care if I meet up in time for class, can’t focus, doesn’t give a shit about grades, feeling overly irritable and feeling either completely empty or too emotional. I hate having mood swings, going from motivated, happy, energetic back to depressed again.

    • @debbiejoyable
      @debbiejoyable Před 5 lety +70

      try and meditate, friend

    • @TopG6729
      @TopG6729 Před 5 lety +57

      Have a magical day Stay strong, I am going through the same thing as you. Hang in there❤️

    • @pierrettecat4759
      @pierrettecat4759 Před 5 lety +35

      I hope you escape depression

    • @todrkdck9805
      @todrkdck9805 Před 5 lety +43

      Ah depression.. I go through it sometimes. Yet I try to think our minds and emotions are subjective and variable so why stick to it? I say to myself. This shall pass as well

    • @mikesoo5673
      @mikesoo5673 Před 5 lety +12

      All power to you. I hope that it gets better. I want you to know you are not alone and it can get better.

  • @jp-nl5xc
    @jp-nl5xc Před 5 lety +939

    He wakes up at 9 because he's in college not in school.

    • @deliriousjason8133
      @deliriousjason8133 Před 5 lety +25

      Colleges are schools.

    • @jp-nl5xc
      @jp-nl5xc Před 5 lety +6

      @@deliriousjason8133 I take school as high school

    • @sohot2137
      @sohot2137 Před 5 lety +10

      I wake up at nine for school. Not in college I’m thirteen

    • @AmandaFigueredo_
      @AmandaFigueredo_ Před 5 lety +27

      I have to wake up everyday at 5. I'm in college

    • @millieabdulla4579
      @millieabdulla4579 Před 5 lety +12

      I have classes at 7 am and I’m in med school

  • @kevinfermin3714
    @kevinfermin3714 Před 5 lety +132

    It is even worst when the people around you, those who are supposed to help you with your emotional problems, doesn't want to recognize how roblematic are depression and anxiety.

    • @satelliteman4469
      @satelliteman4469 Před 5 lety +6

      Of course because they're either to self-absorbed or have been influenced by the shitty doctrine of every cry for help with depression is for attention.

    • @legion4698
      @legion4698 Před 4 lety

      Kevin Fermin school counselors

    • @localbisaster
      @localbisaster Před 4 lety +1

      God this is so me. I really hope you managed to get the help you nedded and deserve man

  • @PhiManLP
    @PhiManLP Před 7 lety +1220

    1:45 , no wonder he got a D. He wrote in morsecode...

    • @btsgot7ofexosjams29
      @btsgot7ofexosjams29 Před 7 lety +32

      zBoostr eh no thats a Scranton, where you put your answers to a multiple choice question based test. stupid.

    • @stickykeys9016
      @stickykeys9016 Před 7 lety +68

      BTS GOT 7 of EXO's Jams Woah there, no need to call them stupid. They might not have scantrons where they're from, or they might not have gone to school when they came up with scantrons.

    • @intergalactichumanempire9759
      @intergalactichumanempire9759 Před 7 lety +52

      He wrote in Morse code in the last test and he got an A on that .

    • @Sagaan42
      @Sagaan42 Před 7 lety +16

      Intergalactic Human Empire but the last test was a Morse code test.

    • @the_ocelot4302
      @the_ocelot4302 Před 7 lety +3

      haha!

  • @aleminha
    @aleminha Před 7 lety +1506

    at least he gets 9hrs of sleep....
    kill me pls..

    • @henrykwieniawski7233
      @henrykwieniawski7233 Před 6 lety +15

      Gibe da Pucci plis Kids complain about not getting enough sleep when there are literally people who don't get enough food. Our generation has turned into a big pile of pussies.

    • @ravengaming4604
      @ravengaming4604 Před 6 lety +53

      That was unnecessarily rude. Sleep is just as important as food, and you don't have to be pissed off over it.

    • @arismunandar6999
      @arismunandar6999 Před 6 lety +14

      I only got 5 or 6 hours of sleep :"v

    • @creativesooraj7388
      @creativesooraj7388 Před 6 lety +2

      electric_oven i sleep for 4 hrs...thats y i upload pics of which im sleeping...hahaha

    • @hellopeoplescrollingthroug3543
      @hellopeoplescrollingthroug3543 Před 6 lety +5

      MAD SCIENTIST same

  • @daniellandoe8069
    @daniellandoe8069 Před 5 lety +335

    Me: thinks the mental illness is being able to hear things only through guitar sounds.

  • @BethWoodall
    @BethWoodall Před 5 lety +69

    I find it so hard to even wake up for school, sometimes my anxiety is so bad that she I wake up and think about school I just start sobbing and having a mental breakdown.

  • @BigBoi-kg4fc
    @BigBoi-kg4fc Před 7 lety +381

    dude getting an A in college is like winning the lotto

    • @Tayce_t
      @Tayce_t Před 5 lety +1

      Mood

    • @Noid11111
      @Noid11111 Před 2 lety

      Getting an A in school or college wouldn't make me feel something

  • @SquidBryan
    @SquidBryan Před 7 lety +1098

    I can easily relate to this, especially in my high school experience. I used to have amazing grades, now I'm struggling to get a C+, because due to my mental illness, I was happy in life, before I went to high school, a lot of people hate me, because they think that I can't learn because I'm too mentally disabled to do so. I do go to therapy once a week

    • @DD-ug7ov
      @DD-ug7ov Před 7 lety +30

      Lord of Corn I laughed but that's super mean

    • @SquidBryan
      @SquidBryan Před 7 lety +2

      good joke

    • @tomo4977
      @tomo4977 Před 7 lety +29

      this similarly happened to my art in art class after social anxiety suddenly peaked, and depression came. Remember it is not that you were once good and now you're bad, or that people have just shot up in being better. It is your mental illness sucking your esteem and confidence dry, making you an obsessive perfectionist, telling you you're not "Good enough". It's so hard to go from that bottom, and when you're at your last steps you're an emotional roller-coaster expecting this "good luck" of academic achievement to not last. Just keep going to therapy, tell your therapist everything, including this. And never listen to those thoughts telling you, you now sucks. it's easy to understand its your mental illnesse's fault, but a lot harder to accept I found out. I was in your situation, I have recovered 90%, I will make it the rest of the way. You can recover from this.

    • @SquidBryan
      @SquidBryan Před 7 lety +4

      Thanks for the advice 👍

    • @LARA-mo1ve
      @LARA-mo1ve Před 7 lety +2

      Squid Bryan I saved you from 99 likes

  • @Nowhere9
    @Nowhere9 Před 5 lety +354

    Because of my anxiety and depression I realy forget everything

    • @nseetea9209
      @nseetea9209 Před 5 lety +8

      damn.. same

    • @xenotec-clashroyale7883
      @xenotec-clashroyale7883 Před 5 lety +3

      Bullshit

    • @rnjesus7072
      @rnjesus7072 Před 5 lety +3

      Anxiety and depression can't make you forget things.

    • @Nowhere9
      @Nowhere9 Před 5 lety +27

      RNJesus Depression makes you lose interest, lack of interest in the details of life makes you forget, and anxiety makes you distracted intellectually

    • @wijdenejabri8654
      @wijdenejabri8654 Před 5 lety +16

      Please say this to my mother..she thinks that I got bad grades just cause I don't study and when I told her that I forget and can't remember anything she went on and blamed on me saying that I never even study while I do and I really tried to get good grades but maan I just want to die.

  • @notroe2237
    @notroe2237 Před 5 lety +1000

    Everyone is depressed nowadays. It makes it seem like your own trials and tribulations are so..trivial and unimportant. "What's it matter" "I'm just another sad person"

    • @dgrdst5810
      @dgrdst5810 Před 5 lety +45

      Exactly right ? Other people have it worse than urself aswell

    • @minhozee8105
      @minhozee8105 Před 5 lety +136

      Da Greatest the worst part is that you think everybody has it worse, causing you to think you’re not special or it doesn’t matter to you. Really though, everybody is struggling and fighting their wars, we’re all the same.

    • @cmonbts7910
      @cmonbts7910 Před 5 lety +67

      Just cuz everyone is depressed doesn't make ur problems any unimportant. U r just as important as everyone else. If u r cut with a paper or a knife u r still cut and u need that extra help. If u ignore a small cut it will lead to bigger problems. And tbh that comparison paper and knife only exists in our head making us feel a paper cut is insignificant when we are all actually cut by a knife.

    • @elenakgalaxy4110
      @elenakgalaxy4110 Před 5 lety +27

      Actually I was telling myself for sooo long that I'm just wanting attention and that other people have it so much worse than me. So I got to the point were I was saying what other people normally tell people with a mental illness...

    • @cmonbts7910
      @cmonbts7910 Před 5 lety

      @@elenakgalaxy4110 i get that

  • @papastalin1543
    @papastalin1543 Před 6 lety +4306

    Anybody has any idea how does it feel not to study for a long time

    • @SashaWtheweirdoanimallover
      @SashaWtheweirdoanimallover Před 5 lety +340

      Very frigin stressed because you have work piling up? 😂

    • @bubbletea8801
      @bubbletea8801 Před 5 lety +293

      Feels worse. Trust me ... 😓

    • @Lizufoot
      @Lizufoot Před 5 lety +165

      regrets

    • @asmab1r3m6
      @asmab1r3m6 Před 5 lety +541

      It hurts if you used to be brilliant or when you realize that you were able to make really great things but you didn't unfortunately

    • @pebikaban8051
      @pebikaban8051 Před 5 lety +20

      Yea no job for me.

  • @saltydinonuggies1841
    @saltydinonuggies1841 Před 7 lety +1179

    Dude! This is an amazing animation! It shows how mental illness may never fully leave! However, it shows that you can mostly get rid of it!

    • @eiosti
      @eiosti Před 7 lety +2

      As if that's how it always works...

    • @eldt01
      @eldt01 Před 7 lety +1

      KalaTurtle if you're struggling, seek treatment and give it time.

    • @citrus7745
      @citrus7745 Před 7 lety +13

      you can't really "mostly get rid of it". you can treat it. it is very possible to learn to cope/live with it, but there's no great way to just get rid of some parts of a mental disorder.

    • @zis4zaynab544
      @zis4zaynab544 Před 7 lety +5

      Aaron Schneider you can fully recover.

    • @alexthebudgie9071
      @alexthebudgie9071 Před 7 lety +1

      Aaron Schneider no. You can't get rid of an mental illness. I have a mental illness and it can never leave.

  • @leedler6829
    @leedler6829 Před 5 lety +64

    Oh look! I’ve been animated.
    (As a college student with severe anxiety and depression, I can confirm that this is a perfect representation.)

  • @rickrossstagedive3490
    @rickrossstagedive3490 Před 5 lety +1862

    It’s sad that half the people in these comments probably self-diagnosed themselves with depression by looking shit up online and matching up with like one symptom and that shit really gives a bad image to those who actually suffer it

    • @marlaacolee
      @marlaacolee Před 5 lety +8

      Brad Eats right

    • @adamnajami4902
      @adamnajami4902 Před 5 lety +56

      Brad Eats I’ve been waiting to see a comment like this

    • @adamnajami4902
      @adamnajami4902 Před 5 lety +2

      Brad Eats I’ve been waiting to see a comment like this

    • @connorwilde1471
      @connorwilde1471 Před 5 lety +150

      Brad Eats there’s a difference between having a depression disorder and being depressed.
      I don’t suffer from a depression disorder in any way shape or form, but I’ve gone through periods in life where I’ve almost lost the will to live and felt a deep unhappiness for an extended period of time. Depression is a normal part of life and it can happen to anyone.

    • @rickrossstagedive3490
      @rickrossstagedive3490 Před 5 lety +36

      Connor Wilde congrats you just fit the description I gave. Everyone gets sad every once in a while but either you completely fucking exaggerated it for attention or hell maybe you do have depression and need to go to a doctor

  • @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil
    @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil Před 7 lety +2162

    Seen a couple comments saying that that this is an over simplified portrayal of depression or mental illness in general but I want to clear up that this is probably not depression.
    I'm a psychology student and I have studied schizophrenia, if you rewatch with a view that the little grey thing is an auditory hallucination (voices in his head) it's a whole new ball game.
    He also demonstrates another symptom called paranoid delusions, a belief that others are against him and social isolation results. His immediate improvement after beginning to take medication it pretty accurate too, antipsychotic drugs generally help , but the remaining presence of the grey bubble represents that he can't stop taking them or he will return to being symptomatic.
    Just thought I'd put it out there, but take what you want from it everyone has a valid interpretation

    • @hungergameslover408
      @hungergameslover408 Před 7 lety +22

      I was thinking that too while watching this

    • @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil
      @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil Před 7 lety +17

      I disagree, sometimes a specific target can work very well. Not every piece of media depicting mental illness has to generalise to the entire topic, focusing on something allows those who care for/ suffer from a specific illness something to relate to. Generalising causes the more common place illnesses more coverage, which is not a bad thing, by any means, but there needs to be a balance between specific and more generalised portrayal of mental illness.

    • @whoami4993
      @whoami4993 Před 7 lety +10

      Rock Lee the Handsome Devil of the Konoha// hmm this could be true, but I saw it as a symbolic way to represent the depression. Like that little voice in your head telling you to do or not to do something. I didn't see it as an actual hallucination.

    • @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil
      @Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil Před 7 lety +17

      Alyssa Ryanne of course that could also be true, I just personally recognized more specific schizophrenia symptoms than I did of depression. It is worth noting that in mental illness there is a lot of overlap between symptoms for basically all conditions.
      Besides, this is just an artistic expression of someone's view of the subject, we can interpret it however we see fit.

    • @user-re7eg2xj9h
      @user-re7eg2xj9h Před 7 lety +7

      Rock Lee the Handsome Devil of the Konoha I'm glad I'm not the only one who thought this was schizophrenia!!!

  • @lilys8272
    @lilys8272 Před 7 lety +3098

    0:05 waking up at 9? can you tell me what school that is because i'm transferring

  • @-fluffy2453
    @-fluffy2453 Před 5 lety +56

    I feel like I lost myself,fell like I never was normal as people,I had depression and anxiety ,also I have an exam in few days I try so hard to study I wish allah give me strength

    • @legion4698
      @legion4698 Před 4 lety +1

      This can help with depression, wishing for shit don’t give you shit getting shit gives you shit فلافي-fluffy

  • @alyssa6815
    @alyssa6815 Před 5 lety +169

    The part where the negative voice knocks the phone off the table is so true. My friends are really great and they want to talk with me but sometimes I just can’t pick up the phone. Why? I just can’t. Getting better at being better though:) I watched this video a year ago and came to revisit it to see how I think of it now.

    • @lilynguyen8447
      @lilynguyen8447 Před 4 lety

      Alyssa Anyone Have it changed you? Or you still struggling fighting your own war?

    • @halseyf3777
      @halseyf3777 Před 3 lety

      Did you have schizophernia?

    • @halseyf3777
      @halseyf3777 Před 3 lety

      @@lilynguyen8447 did you had schizophernia?

  • @sweetOOF
    @sweetOOF Před 6 lety +915

    Did anyone else cry while watching this? The music progressively getting slower and discordant, the person's dark thoughts constantly interfering with his reality and taking up his day, and then with the person just completely giving up and believing in all the lies... Sadly, this is too real and too common of a problem nowadays.

    • @randomworld4662
      @randomworld4662 Před 6 lety +2

      Christina Kim hi your beautiful you have fb baby

    • @pushkaraksh123
      @pushkaraksh123 Před 5 lety +5

      This was so fucking real. I really wish I could tackle my problems like the guy in this video. I've suffered from depression for years and to this day, this gives me some hope.

    • @developerninja619
      @developerninja619 Před 5 lety +1

      @@pushkaraksh123 life is amazing! Just smile!

    • @taelii___8900
      @taelii___8900 Před 5 lety

      Hell no why?? Ain't no reason to cry

    • @shkhrvarshney
      @shkhrvarshney Před 5 lety

      911 likes 🤔

  • @dreamchaser0524
    @dreamchaser0524 Před 7 lety +790

    My college kicked me out bc I was struggling with depression and couldn't focused on the work and skipped too many class ,I had the opportunity to got in but couldn't finished it bc of a mental illness ,it really sucks when you're unable to do the things that most people can easily do but you have to suffer from it and the worst part is people assume that you're faking it because of laziness

    • @fishyotter
      @fishyotter Před 6 lety +9

      Connie Lee depression ain't a excuse I got bullied and I dealt with it.it gave me thick skin so I could take life more harder so it made me work harder

    • @aracaniusinfinius2880
      @aracaniusinfinius2880 Před 6 lety +42

      OG penguin you cant just say that like you know how depression is like. Being bullied is hard, sure. Growing thicker skin is relatively easy, maybe. But being depressed is a psychological and mental condition, you can't just "grow thick skin" or deal with it. Granted, i was bullied like you were and i did develop thick skin, but i also got depression, and suicidal thoughts so i know how he feels.
      You cant grow "thick skin" to "block out" something when that something affects your very core now can you? Please do tell me if you can, id love to know.
      Oh yeah and you saying depression is an excuse is basically how the college staff and headmaster thought of it.
      Really? Did you even read his comment properly?

    • @JANJAN-vw3km
      @JANJAN-vw3km Před 6 lety +3

      The Infinice its still not a excuse to skip classes. i understand what a deppression is still, skipping too many classes is a normal reason for a college to kick you out. what else should they do? let you retake the year over and over??

    • @rifkyeky6804
      @rifkyeky6804 Před 6 lety +4

      The Infinice God dammit, this is the reason why I'm a religious person. It's because I still have Faith in this shitty life and my religion forbids suicide. And also, yes you can have a "thick skin" and say fuck you to depression. Damn pussies always want to suicide.

    • @fishyotter
      @fishyotter Před 6 lety +1

      EkyMamba Girls agreed even though I ain't religious

  • @sakurabatatis3081
    @sakurabatatis3081 Před 4 lety +29

    *" You don't have depression your friends are just giving you negative vibes"*
    *"your teacher assaulted you? Well you must have done something wrong"*
    - my parents

  • @curiouslilbi7445
    @curiouslilbi7445 Před 5 lety +230

    I'm actually crying. Because I don't have any mental disorders to blame for my actions. I show up at school late, or even don't show up most of the time because i simply don't want to get up...like today. I am failing at everything and it's not because I'm depressed or anything that is related to that. I'm simply very lazy that I have to talk to myself to get out of bed every morning.

    • @grovehoLP
      @grovehoLP Před 5 lety +69

      Just because you aren´t diagnosed doesn´t mean you don´t have any other problems than lazyness.

    • @wyxn1176
      @wyxn1176 Před 5 lety +61

      camzjergui You never know what might be causing your lack of productivity. If you feel that you have no control over your procrastination, and that it’s stressing you out constantly, I would recommend consulting a professional or seeking out someone to talk to.

    • @cmonbts7910
      @cmonbts7910 Před 5 lety +10

      Why don't u want to get up n why r u failing? Is it because u r lazy or u have something else going on? If u r just naturally lazy then it's okay. Do what interests u. That might help. But if ur actions changed n now u just don't like doing what u normally did that's when u need to go to a therapist. U don't have to have a disorder to feel what u r feeling too. Maybe talk to someone u trust and have a discussion about urself.

    • @melissallancacotrina8867
      @melissallancacotrina8867 Před 5 lety +9

      Maybe there is something that is disturbing you. It is not your fault, go to a doctor,you can be depressed.

    • @gauravsaini6556
      @gauravsaini6556 Před 5 lety +7

      Same problem it make you feek heavy all day even you haven't anything tiring still feel lazy and sleepy and this eating me now too i really want to get rid of this laziness but i'm not acting on it all the time i keep saying this that is my problem.....

  • @machineboy686
    @machineboy686 Před 6 lety +1454

    As someone experiencing this firsthand, it's incredibly accurate. Watching this makes me feel like there might be someone out there going through the same thing.

    • @jamilhneini1002
      @jamilhneini1002 Před 6 lety +56

      CameraShy no matter what you're going through, someone went through the same thing in Yahoo Answers in 2007

    • @chronicconfushion7031
      @chronicconfushion7031 Před 6 lety +5

      I feel the exact same way! It's comforting in a way

    • @andrekodak6541
      @andrekodak6541 Před 6 lety +3

      What can one do about it tho? Is there real medication ??????

    • @helenanilsson5666
      @helenanilsson5666 Před 6 lety +11

      Andre
      It differs from person to person, depending on how severe the problems are and what exactly it is that's causing the problems.
      For a simple example, here in Scandinavia depression skyrockets in the entire population during winter because our daylight hours hit rock bottom and some people can go weeks without ever seeing actual sunlight. The solution for many is to take a vacation to brighter countries, or vitamin D supplements for us regular mortals who can't just fly off to a sunny beach when our homeland turns into frozen monochrome shit.

    • @andrekodak6541
      @andrekodak6541 Před 6 lety +2

      Helena Nilsson I moved to USA on two months before i got into my freshmen year of high school, i had honor roll freshmen, sophemore, and first semester of junior year, all those three years i felt sad, but at the 2 semester of junior year i felt even more sad, i cut off my friends even tho i feel alone, i cut everybody off, i just live w my that and i cut him off too, senior year i was trying to do good, i dont feel any motivation to do my homework and my grades are awful, i just feel like everything is wrong.

  • @spawnpeekingjager8866
    @spawnpeekingjager8866 Před 6 lety +228

    I love how there is no spoken dialogue

  • @lilrocket649
    @lilrocket649 Před 5 lety +186

    *how’d they find a video of me*

  • @dreamrender9138
    @dreamrender9138 Před 5 lety +82

    The youtube algorithm sure knows how i feel right now...

  • @noname-vu2qe
    @noname-vu2qe Před 7 lety +117

    I can relate to this so much as a university student myself with a diagnosed MDD with Social Anxiety. It is so difficult to concentrate on study without random negative thoughts keep haunting you, keeping you from having a proper sleep and pretty much ruined your whole life. I was like this man I kept enduring with the disorder,thought it would get better,that it's just nothing. I was wrong and hospitalized. I'm on a proper medical treatment now and while it didn't completely restore my whole life back, it's slowly coming back to where it should be. Life is a struggle especially for us with mental illness but please keep on hope that you will get better. Please never stop having hope.

    • @aioxu4046
      @aioxu4046 Před 7 lety +1

      shin- seiki i have adhd, i take pills for it but the temptations of my phone stop me from getting enough sleep and studying ;(

    • @noname-vu2qe
      @noname-vu2qe Před 7 lety +1

      Have you tried getting some exercise? Exhaustion and Endorphine can help you sleep easier.

    • @krishanicolegoarguelles3549
      @krishanicolegoarguelles3549 Před 6 lety

      same. and I'm tired of it.. I'm always thinking my future is going to be a mess

    • @noname-vu2qe
      @noname-vu2qe Před 6 lety +2

      Mr.Nature i only come back here because i see a notification under what I posted and..?? i don't understand why are you so angry about someone trying to be positive?

    • @micovon9362
      @micovon9362 Před 6 lety

      shin- seiki Is social anxiety even a thing? What is it like? Being scared to talk to people?

  • @breeziebunnie3294
    @breeziebunnie3294 Před 6 lety +894

    honestly, it's good to see a short film in which the mental illness is shown as persistent, but not overpowering, and doesn't vanish immediately as soon as treatment is found. mental illness takes a long time to treat, and most adults don't understand that the moment you get medication and therapy for your illness goes away, and when they expect minors to start "acting normal" immediately it really gets on most of our nerves. as a mentally ill minor, i'm happy to see something that isn't based around that thought. also, i'm glad that the character started avoiding their "friends" after getting treatment after the way they all started generalizing mental illness and putting stigma against it. and the analogy for suicide was honestly a really good way of putting it without making it too violent, i'm impressed, i would never think of any other way to put it aside from censored graphic images.

    • @thaysvieitas2254
      @thaysvieitas2254 Před 6 lety +9

      I'm in a persistent and terrible mood since I was 14, five years ago. That things evolved into a hard sensation of aware and hopelessness, and frequently dead thoughts. Don't generalize your condition, every single case is independent.

    • @krhodes02
      @krhodes02 Před 6 lety +2

      You’re so right

    • @a.c.1515
      @a.c.1515 Před 6 lety +7

      it??? can still be a nice short film??? if it has an important message???

    • @matthewlee4834
      @matthewlee4834 Před 6 lety +2

      nessitis Are you really sure it was a metaphor for suicide? I mean, he wakes up and lives his day-to-day life at the end

    • @uzferry5524
      @uzferry5524 Před 6 lety +2

      JUST LIKE THE MOVIE BEAUTIFUL MIND HAHA

  • @kirstenchavis4982
    @kirstenchavis4982 Před 5 lety +62

    Everything seems fine
    Until it isn't.

  • @saltybutnotverysweet3862
    @saltybutnotverysweet3862 Před 4 lety +30

    don’t you hate it when something puffs smoke into your face and you go from an A to a D

    • @pointer3269
      @pointer3269 Před 3 lety

      YEAH AND THEN IT TAKES MY PHONE >:(
      + IT STUNS ME AND MAKES ME FUCKING DIE
      HOW ANNOYING WHEN WILL GOD REMOVE THAT FEATURE?

    • @saltybutnotverysweet3862
      @saltybutnotverysweet3862 Před 3 lety

      @@pointer3269 idk bro its broken as hell tho time to release an update

    • @martinho5474
      @martinho5474 Před 3 lety

      @@saltybutnotverysweet3862 yeah Guess what i got from an A to an E in a test, i'm not even joking

  • @DerDrahtesel
    @DerDrahtesel Před 7 lety +2102

    I somehow found this really uncomfortable to watch

    • @spiritofiron2736
      @spiritofiron2736 Před 7 lety +17

      DerBoss Same

    • @Anna13Tonks
      @Anna13Tonks Před 7 lety +3

      why?

    • @robinvanrooij9368
      @robinvanrooij9368 Před 7 lety +84

      Anna Does Things I feel the same, I think it's because the "illness" "ghost" thing kind of scared me, but I'm scared quite easily, and the music had an effect on me and made me uncomfortable when the character became uncomfortable, very nicely done though because it makes it easier to empathise with the character

    • @DerDrahtesel
      @DerDrahtesel Před 7 lety +15

      Probably because of the music or because I can somehow relate to his situation

    • @DonBurtango
      @DonBurtango Před 7 lety +41

      Must be because at the end nobody gets to help the guy, they just numbed him and have him pretend everything it's ok.

  • @beannoodle4556
    @beannoodle4556 Před 6 lety +375

    The reason why this all happened was just because he didn’t have toast for breakfast on his second day. Life lesson: Don’t forget to eat toast.

  • @aracelimerino15
    @aracelimerino15 Před 5 lety +7

    Depression is like something inside of me telling me I’m not good enough and I’m not worthy I try my hardest to reason with myself and try to stay out of that black hole 🕳 being around supporting people helps me a lot especially devoting my time and energy to do good 😊

  • @ijeoma7963
    @ijeoma7963 Před 4 lety +9

    I remember watching this video when it first came out as a sophomore in high school, and not being able to relate. Now, as a sophomore in college, it’s scary how similar I feel to this animated person

  • @EquilibriumInfinityProductions

    Wish it was that simple to get help. I've been trying to get my friend diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, and every professional she's spoken to had said "you've got it, but you're too extreme for my department". So we go higher up, and again they say she's too extreme. If she's so bad, then why not HELP HER! Medication will help a hell of a lot more than doing nothing! I've ended up in hospital so many times with her before now because of suicide attempts. You're not only dragging out the suffering of a 22 year old, but it is making all of her friends, including the 19 year old depressed person trying to help her, mentally worse as we try to help our friend.
    This video is the sort of things we deal with; wish the professionals realised it's not all straightjacket or hormones. 😐

    • @joshuastarost9482
      @joshuastarost9482 Před 7 lety +15

      Medication is a touchy thing man, the wrong one and everything goes horribly wrong, I'm not fully sure about the going higher up part but they can't diagnose a medication if it sounds like something that severe. I feel as if the medication won't do anything and your friend would just deal with the side effects if they used weaker medications than is specified.

    • @butterflybeauty615
      @butterflybeauty615 Před 7 lety +7

      jessstoryqueen medication only numbs you, its not a cure.

    • @duhaelbashier9303
      @duhaelbashier9303 Před 7 lety +2

      jessstoryqueen I have bpd, and for some reasons everyone is too scared to diagnose people with it, I don't really get why tho?? I went to two psychiatrists and the second one straight up said that he has to try treating me for any other possible mental illness before jumping off to bpd ( and it didn't work) lol the first doctor diagnosed me with it, it was so severe she has to give me mood stabilizers so as I don't feel anything.
      Tell your friend that bpd may not be treatable but she HAS TO LEARN ABOUT IT, ask every question she can about it, know every small little detail.
      That's the only way if she wants to live normal, instead of running from it like everyone else she needs to cope with it, she needs to learn when she starts to have weird thoughts about herself that it's just dissociation it will be over and she doesn't need to think too deep about it, and when she starts picturing someone as perfect she needs to focus more, it's hard ik but she has to look for one's flaws instead of idolizing him because she doesn't want to end up being heart broken.
      Learn as much as you can about yourself and try to find solutions for everything whether the mood swings the emptiness, or anything: "she needs to learn about them in order to stop them when they happen or cope with him"
      Meds can solve it temporary but they can't give her meds forever now can they?
      She needs to treat her mental illness as a friend, embrace it and understand it rather than treating it as an enemy and only then she will be able to live peacefully.

    • @wookiecookie96
      @wookiecookie96 Před 6 lety +3

      Allie wright You're right. But most times, mentally ill patients have difficulties with work/school and social interactions. Medications might not cure, but they do help patients to cope and live their lives as normal and safe as they can. If we can't cure, the least we can do is help patients to decrease the hallucinations and other symptoms rather than leaving the patient, waiting for an alternative treatment while they're at risk of suicide/homicide.

    • @cherrygloom5036
      @cherrygloom5036 Před 6 lety

      jessstoryqueen in Irland, we have a special class for developing a Healthy personality

  • @scottdibiasio5847
    @scottdibiasio5847 Před 6 lety +1865

    HE GETS TO WAKE UP AT 9:00 A.M. I have to wake up at 6:40 A.M.

  • @lolapalloza183
    @lolapalloza183 Před 4 lety +6

    I'm in college and I can totally relate to this as I have spent one whole semester in this state. Now the end of the semester is approaching and my grades have gone down. I didn't feel any drive to do anything the whole semester. I even stopped working out. It's just as shown in the video. I would lay in my bed whole day and miss classes.But the point which needs to be highlighted in this video is that nobody is coming to help you. You have to help yourself. And I know I will rise again!

  • @fallengloom5611
    @fallengloom5611 Před 5 lety +44

    Ik I’m late but I’ve been diagnosed with depression and anxiety in 8th grade now I’m a 10 grader and I’m doing just fine with a 3.8 gpa my whole freshman and sophomore year but I feel like dying and I get so unfocused a lot I’ve been sent to the office for sleeping since I have problems sleeping at night I just want to disappear my friends don’t really help but distract me

    • @franksjuice816
      @franksjuice816 Před 4 lety +1

      fallengloom I relate on everything. I’m also a 10 grader but I haven’t been diagnosed with anything because I’m scared to go to a doctor.

    • @riazi_burger7252
      @riazi_burger7252 Před 3 lety

      Im dying from anxiety for school, i cant even consentrate on my Talking, but im always lough and being funny, to not anyone understand wut i feel in inside TwT

  • @a_bear
    @a_bear Před 7 lety +1627

    Okay I have never said this out loud but does anyone else have this problem?
    So you know one of those days. you just sometimes can't get out of bed. you are just gonna miss your class because you mentally/physically can't just leave.
    While I already feel anxious, then I start to think about my friends/classmates. and of course they are wondering why I am missing the class. which may happen quite frequently. and somehow I always start to think that they hate me or think I'm being lazy (even tho I am a lazy person lmao) or get mad at me. Then if one of my mates texts/rings me I just ignore it because I'm scared they will start asking questions like "why am I not there" etc. because I'm just too anxious to answer. And when I ignore I feel like they think I'm trying to seek attention or then think that I don't care about them and it makes me even more anxious.
    And the next day if I am going to attend the class, I feel really anxious because 1. what if they are going to hate me 2. what if they ask where I was and why.
    I'm a mess

    • @cliffkonkle3467
      @cliffkonkle3467 Před 7 lety +35

      a Bear You sound like me.

    • @let716
      @let716 Před 7 lety +33

      Depression.

    • @charlieisntthere7328
      @charlieisntthere7328 Před 7 lety +66

      THIS IS EXACTLY ME OMG
      I do this A LOT at my school. Whenever I have school projects, I procrastinate very badly to the point where I lose most of my points in my grades for not doing anything. So whenever the teacher calls for projects, I always sink back into my seat and watch as everyone else gets up and turns in the project. I stay quiet so nobody will notice me, and it surprisingly works every time.
      And that's when the teacher calls my name while the entire room goes silent. "Where's your project?" I have to force out a reply because I've learned that if I don't say anything, it counts as disrespectful and rude and a reason to email my parents. I can hear someone snickering in the background, and even if nobody was snickering, I could still hear it. So in my head, I feel like everyone hates me because I'm a slacker. And I'll never be able to forget.

    • @AnimeHailey15
      @AnimeHailey15 Před 7 lety +28

      a Bear this is me and this only causes me to miss another day of school because I'm too scared to go back

    • @Lilith38252
      @Lilith38252 Před 7 lety +26

      I've been getting the same issue. I really want to attend class but I keep thinking it would be better if I get more sleep, my desire to sleep or not get up keeps winning out. Whenever I wake up tired, it's like I can't control myself. I'll even put coffee on my bedside table and when I wake up, I don't get up and drink it. I feel so pathetic! It's so hard to override the thought that I need or want to keep sleeping. It's like it's my subconcious taking over and thinking I'm going to die if I don't let myself sleep for 12 hours. I'm even on meds and it's been helping me get through the day MUCH better but I still have motivation problems especially this crap in the mornings!

  • @mushroomsurfboard
    @mushroomsurfboard Před 6 lety +2286

    Still doing better than me bc at least he made it out of bed.

  • @alvina9749
    @alvina9749 Před 4 lety +5

    The constant feeling that you're never enough and you' re replacable at any moment in everyones life even by your family , to the point that you can't see yourself in future as if you don't belong there, even in the present it felt wrong to be alive like I'm burdening everyone and I felt like everyone is starting to hating me even my siblings and parent, sometimes i felt as if they everyone I know are wishing me to die already so they can finally have a happy life without me.

  • @Veronica_Vee
    @Veronica_Vee Před 5 lety +11

    I’m sorry this might upset some people. I hate when people say “I have depression.” But when you ask them they say “I’m sad”. Depression isn’t just sadness, it’s tiredness sadness emptiness.

  • @yobrocho1700
    @yobrocho1700 Před 7 lety +898

    I've been depressed for so long I'm scared to see what will happen if I get better or seek help. I've gotten used to this but I hurt myself and want to die

    • @radioactivepower600nanaspersec
      @radioactivepower600nanaspersec Před 7 lety +8

      YoBro Cho You should get outta there, and then you would be a step forward to being happy ^^

    • @sunstream4
      @sunstream4 Před 7 lety +14

      Demon Wolf Nobody's life is better with depression. Whether your scared to lose 'yourself' or simply think therapy/meds won't work, there's no harm or shame in trying to get help.

    • @yobrocho1700
      @yobrocho1700 Před 7 lety +45

      I just spent a week at a mental hospital after posting this. It was an amazing experience besides the circumstances. Please get help if you're like me. It's scary but you'll be happier

    • @rileykizziar9407
      @rileykizziar9407 Před 7 lety +8

      YoBro Cho glad you got help! You matter.

    • @notabangya2602
      @notabangya2602 Před 7 lety +22

      Trust me if you seek help it's going to show you're much stronger than if you sit back and let the depression get hold of you. The fact that you're considering getting help is showing you care about yourself. Its a small step but nevertheless a step in the right direction. I have hope for you

  • @AndyTandy
    @AndyTandy Před 6 lety +1356

    Same here... Can't concentrate, need to read a line 4-5 times to finally understand what the line means. Any advice how to treat anxiety plz?

    • @davidslevs
      @davidslevs Před 6 lety +82

      You can't, and trust me. When you think about it too much seeking for help, it doesnt help at all. Its best to not think about it and try the work, works for me when depression hits sometimes.

    • @davidslevs
      @davidslevs Před 6 lety +34

      And dont be confident about it, itll make you think about it even more. Personally i dont know how to cause or stop anxiety, but this is what ill think will help.

    • @sittikbozz15
      @sittikbozz15 Před 6 lety +41

      Suspicious Bread Man BULLSHIT

    • @davidslevs
      @davidslevs Před 6 lety +7

      Bullshit?

    • @AndyTandy
      @AndyTandy Před 6 lety +11

      Thanks breadman! I'll try my best!

  • @kuro758
    @kuro758 Před 3 lety +4

    When I was in school, I was considered very smart. Around 7th grade I started getting bad grades. Back then I didn't understand what was wrong with me, & my parents were like 'you have absolutely no reason to be bad, we're providing you everything you need' , which my teenage mind found no argument against & I had no option but to blame myself. It didn't work out so well.
    Eventually I got decent grades but life for the most part has been gloomy.
    I'm in my 20s now with severe depression, realizing that my parents were in fact the reason I was always so sad.
    Please listen to your kids. They will try to tell you what's wrong if you just fucking listen.
    Never cut off conversations with your kids assuming you know better, because many times we don't.

  • @newphysicist
    @newphysicist Před 5 lety +24

    I expected a happy ending..😞

  • @alchemical9509
    @alchemical9509 Před 7 lety +1739

    0:05
    9AM? I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT SIX YOU LUCKY BASTARD! 😂
    Apart from that i can really relate to this...

    • @KiidClawz
      @KiidClawz Před 7 lety +1

      Flubber Nuggets IKR

    • @fhyeesandra
      @fhyeesandra Před 7 lety +4

      thats how collage works? i mean, except if u got 8am class. maybe u still in school

    • @YayoiFujoshi
      @YayoiFujoshi Před 7 lety +2

      hawani yeahh most of the time you come back home at 8pm at some point.

    • @fhyeesandra
      @fhyeesandra Před 7 lety

      +Inari i know, i'm a college student. i didnt mean to put question mark there 😂 sorry. but for this semester i dont have a night class. only one until 6pm. i actually have many free time lol

    • @cs-ix1wj
      @cs-ix1wj Před 7 lety +6

      Are you kidding me? I have to wake up at freaking 4 in the morning 😂😂 you're lucky

  • @lilianalexa72
    @lilianalexa72 Před 6 lety +279

    at least he wakes up at 9

    • @ranjitkalita8668
      @ranjitkalita8668 Před 5 lety +5

      I sleep at 1 am and wake up at 5:30 am.. i would be happy like hell if I could wake up at 9 am

    • @OliverRedit
      @OliverRedit Před 5 lety +1

      Ranjit Kalita then go to sleep sooner not hard ya know

    • @ranjitkalita8668
      @ranjitkalita8668 Před 5 lety

      @@OliverRedit I hope I could ..... But..... My matric is just 1 month far .... M going to give mah boards...😭😭😭😭

    • @deadaccount1476
      @deadaccount1476 Před 5 lety

      @@JustMagicYT I used to wake up at 5:00 but now I wake up at 6:00

  • @jjxrden
    @jjxrden Před 5 lety +8

    I failed gym 2 years in a row cause of my social anxiety. I’m so afraid to run or just do anything in front of people, even walking is embarrassing.

  • @subhashreedutta6293
    @subhashreedutta6293 Před 5 lety +47

    I mean yeah like sometimes you like to do something and the next day you don't even like it. Also students at my school hang out with their friends for sometime before heading towards home. As for me I head towards home as soon as the bell rings. I don't like it...

    • @halfcaste6010
      @halfcaste6010 Před 5 lety +3

      Its called being a human being with emotions.

  • @angrychicken2874
    @angrychicken2874 Před 6 lety +3046

    Who tf wakes up for school at 9? My school starts at 6

  • @vcassoo
    @vcassoo Před 6 lety +5512

    ❤️❤️ I'm not gonna give a super long example. I'm just going to say thank you. For making more people aware of the things we have to experience. ❤️❤️

    • @mynte6506
      @mynte6506 Před 6 lety +22

      JCrispy_ Yeah, it feels great to know that some people out there can see what we're going through every day.
      Also, I love your profile pic of Tae, hello fellow ARMY.

    • @mynte6506
      @mynte6506 Před 6 lety +9

      I was just going to see your picture a bit better, then I saw it was Jimin instead of Taehyung, like here in the comments I see Tae, then I see Chim chim on your channel, tf

    • @smh78idk46
      @smh78idk46 Před 6 lety +6

      Armyyyy

    • @sugakookie8237
      @sugakookie8237 Před 6 lety +4

      JCrispy_ jimin

    • @delapola
      @delapola Před 6 lety +8

      JCrispy_ Now you can find ARMY everywhere...

  • @demorte1806
    @demorte1806 Před 5 lety +16

    My OCD tells me that someone's gonna kill me if my homework isn't perfect. Therefore I avoid going to school.

    • @lisay9859
      @lisay9859 Před 5 lety +1

      de Morte My OCD tells me I’m an evil being responsible for the troubles of the world 😝 we love intrusive thoughts.

    • @demorte1806
      @demorte1806 Před 5 lety

      @@lisay9859 Tell me about it. I see numerical coincidences *everywhere*, and I think the universe is trying to tell me something and I'm the only one who can see it, along with hearing voices ._.)
      My psychiatrist said it was psychosis :/
      Which sucks cause having intrusive thoughts already is hard enough.

    • @julia-ex7im
      @julia-ex7im Před 5 lety

      that is schizo not ocd

    • @demorte1806
      @demorte1806 Před 5 lety +1

      @@julia-ex7im I don't think I'm schizofrenic.
      My diagnosis is OCD and psychosis.
      But anyway, I'm not an expert, I'm only saying what psychiatrist told me u.u

  • @gabrielpicek2531
    @gabrielpicek2531 Před 5 lety +12

    the system where we live in is really fucked up! success is necessary but truth is only a few succed, and if you dont, you gonna feel really bad

  • @colemcgrath1718com
    @colemcgrath1718com Před 7 lety +389

    this is me right now in high school my senior year...well all 4 of my years actually it sucks

    • @itsjustanapple5452
      @itsjustanapple5452 Před 7 lety +13

      now i am thinking that should i go to collage just because i can

    • @Niru13Kiryu
      @Niru13Kiryu Před 7 lety +9

      colemcgrath 1718 tell me about it 😩 I'm gonna graduate in like 3 months and I can't WAIT to leave and never look back

    • @kaylavictoria5360
      @kaylavictoria5360 Před 7 lety +10

      I'm only a sophomore and my freshman year was the worst. It still sucks. Hopefully junior year is better :(

    • @HaggisDruid
      @HaggisDruid Před 7 lety +6

      colemcgrath 1718 I'm right there with you, man. Depression and no motivation has fucked my education up, I don't know I've come this far in school.

    • @danaejer
      @danaejer Před 7 lety

      ShyMaloki your comment kind of reminds me of the lyrics of Permanent Vacation by 5SOS

  • @jasonh5266
    @jasonh5266 Před 4 lety +1

    This is a really well done video; depression and anxiety are crippling to certain people, like myself, for example. You want to do well in work or with your studies, you want to get up and do your hobbies, you want to go and chat with people, but sometimes you just can’t. This feeling can last from a few weeks to a few months (in my experience), and taking tablets doesn’t always work. This issue can ruin someones life, and if it’s ruining yours, like it does mine, then I’m really sorry. Truly! You’re not alone, I promise.

  • @blossomrose5134
    @blossomrose5134 Před 4 lety +4

    it’s hard to keep going on the day when your inner screams to go back home and curl up

  • @dylanholman3
    @dylanholman3 Před 7 lety +43

    This video relates on such a personal level. People who don't struggle with this don't understand what it actually does to the person. You cannot help what's happening. It's not a ploy for attention or blowing off class because you're lazy. These dark thoughts start to invade your mind and they distract you. You lose your focus, and your anxiety starts growing. Sometimes you mentally/physically can't drag yourself out of bed to go to class. And then you begin to worry about your teacher or classmates wondering and asking why you aren't there. Yoy start feeling ashamed and don't want to hang out with your classmates because you're worried they'll mention it. You skip class again. And it becomes a cycle that just gets worse. Much like in this video, I tried to hurt myself too. Was in the hospital for a while. Put on medication. It helps, but doesn't solve it. Just makes slightly easier to fight. Didn't realize how literal the term invasive thoughts was until I started having them.

    • @nielblue3933
      @nielblue3933 Před 6 lety +1

      Dylan Holman yeah.... i feel you but i think im okay now without any med. Im not telling my friends or my mother about this but to my sister yes,its hard..it makes me want to kill myself but i tried to be ok to pretend im ok...its hard to pretend and sometimes youll see yourself holding a blade blood is falling and youre crying trying to end your life but i use to get up chin up and cope all the loneliness im going ..the lonely road im taking ..EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY TRUST ME ♥

  • @NiKKiSTiXX1985
    @NiKKiSTiXX1985 Před 7 lety +77

    Accurate for the most part, besides getting better so quick

  • @hmm7895
    @hmm7895 Před 2 lety +2

    School is want makes me happy, it gives me hope to a future. I have something to look forward to and to complete during the day, people to mingle with, and avoiding solitary.
    Structure and stability have allowed me to avoid falling into a pit.

  • @Kalashnikov04
    @Kalashnikov04 Před 5 lety +12

    I too gesticulate to my friends with a spew of arm movements when I am happy

  • @rizwanalishah2939
    @rizwanalishah2939 Před 6 lety +267

    I suck at studies too but luckily people around me are kind enough to hug me and love me for the person I am. I might be a failure in studies but I am not failure as a person.

    • @kkealohanui
      @kkealohanui Před 6 lety +5

      Rizwan Ali Shah I didn’t even graduate from high school so don’t get yourself down

    • @seemsokay5815
      @seemsokay5815 Před 5 lety

      You're lucky bro

    • @abhishekghimire3551
      @abhishekghimire3551 Před 5 lety +4

      It's not about sucking up at studies,, it's about how anxiety disorder affects an already brilliant student and how it degraded him.

    • @hi-gd4ml
      @hi-gd4ml Před 5 lety

      Well yeah look at your face.

    • @Ferna471
      @Ferna471 Před 5 lety +2

      Studies doesn't define you as a person, glad you consider yourself a good person, man i would love to have some support like you had

  • @fernandoaureus4784
    @fernandoaureus4784 Před 7 lety +121

    the thought of graduating rily stroke a nerve.. yeah, that was my motivation back then, everytime I experience such invasive unwanted thoughts, I just thot i had to graduate. altho i took baby steps, and grades were from failing to just average, for me it was an improvement. i had suicidal ideation, manic episodes, worrying shit tediously that it made my day unprogressive. there were days i had to hide from everyone else even from myself, just by lying in bed and not looking at the mirror or any reflection, because, how i thot of myself. it was horrible. but i needed to graduate, so i wud stil go to class, and barely had conversation, or worse fake smile and laugh just to make them feel not weird, did not look at our restroom mirror, or evading any type of reflection.
    but i have help.. also great friends that i hav been opening up to.. things are better now, not like it used to be. Intrusive thoughts and episodes are still there, however i just kinda grew up with it and hav learnd how to deal with them, of course with help. the feeling of just lying in bed part and staying away, it used to happened in long span of period, the least was 2 to 3 mos. now, 1 to 2 days - so i guess its normal now.

    • @HeyBrytnny
      @HeyBrytnny Před 7 lety +3

      Fernando Aureus - I totally know what you're talking about. I struggled in school so much. The parts about lying in bed all day and not being able to go talk to friends were especially true. For me, it would usually last 4-6 days, but being on the quarter system, that one week was enough to fck my grades up. Slowly, and I mean s l o w l y over the span of literally years, I've been able to make improvements, the biggest being coming to terms with the fact that I cannot right now pull a 4.0, but I can pass my classes, and, to me, that is a huge accomplishment

    • @theresafloresca1509
      @theresafloresca1509 Před 7 lety

      Fernando Aureus Not lying. But you are not even ugly. U just think that to yourself. Stay strong keep fighting , you are not alone going to this even me but we fight. 😬😭😑✌️👍🏻

    • @marshaabrady5191
      @marshaabrady5191 Před 6 lety

      Me too. I graduated, didn’t have the best gpa, but at least I made it out. Do your best and don’t beat yourself up for it.

  • @mattricksters
    @mattricksters Před 4 lety +3

    The feeling of being scared of low grades that would disappoint my parents and watching my friends having straight A’s while my i had straight F’s has put me into the lowest point of life while my friends told me that their grades are lower then me when they had A’s.

  • @mae_fd738
    @mae_fd738 Před 4 lety +7

    I'm so tired and even when I told my parents there like how can u be tired at this age. school is 7hrs a day and exams are stressing me the same schedule the same shit everyday everybody hates I do nothing but nothing lol

  • @MayaAshAnimation
    @MayaAshAnimation Před 6 lety +1566

    I thought he farted when I saw the cloud @ 1:32

  • @iisnowy_artistii4160
    @iisnowy_artistii4160 Před 6 lety +1225

    0:21
    I know this has nothing to do with anything but
    *Who writes on a whiteboard with a pen?*
    Edit: wait,
    *I see an eraser what is that*

  • @Cerealbooger
    @Cerealbooger Před 4 lety +3

    Sometimes, I hate how perfectionist i am towards my college assignments, when it comes to group work, I CANT rely on my friends and it always ended with me doing ALL of their parts.
    It’s so frustrating.
    And it’s not like they want to replace me (or atleast help me) as the “do everything by myself” in the group.
    Double frustrating

  • @NoName-ig4mi
    @NoName-ig4mi Před 4 lety

    This is such an accurate depiction of what it’s like to live with a mental illness, love this so much and I hope more people discover that they’re not alone with these feelings. One of the best things we can do is raise awareness and lessen this bad view that some have on mental illness. The more positivity we bring to the subject the more likely someone will reach out for help

  • @colemcgrath1718com
    @colemcgrath1718com Před 7 lety +97

    for some reason this reminds me of sims

    • @cloverbun2574
      @cloverbun2574 Před 7 lety +21

      colemcgrath 1718 probably the daily routine factor of it

  • @grandautismo4040
    @grandautismo4040 Před 6 lety +191

    I have schizophrenia, this is how I live my day to day life. and some people just think im a weirdo.

    • @boxnebula
      @boxnebula Před 5 lety +11

      You're doing great, keep it up.

    • @dafaazka102
      @dafaazka102 Před 5 lety +10

      your life worthy, don't take poeple say

    • @ellieallen3349
      @ellieallen3349 Před 5 lety +7

      Me too, I totally understand your struggle. It's a hard thing to have to live with. But hang in there! People who battle their minds day to day are the strongest people :)

    • @ellibanawa
      @ellibanawa Před 5 lety

      @dog bone there are types of schizophrenia, but most common is losing sleep and stress that can cause hallucinations to the patient, it's terrifying actually, most people can't hear what the voices say, it's just you. You alone.

    • @muaazabdulqayyum
      @muaazabdulqayyum Před 5 lety

      I have psychosis

  • @kaitheuy515
    @kaitheuy515 Před 4 lety +7

    Awww it really explains how a person feels while having mental illness. Keep it up it might be a C now but you'll get there, for those who are experiencing this you will graduate, you will be promoted, you are great and precious with all the efforts you've done! You will soon get there (to your goal) step by step we will arrived to our goal and dream just keep fighting warrior😉😊

  • @Romulan_type
    @Romulan_type Před 5 lety

    I really loved how the clock played into this, the time changes added an extra layer to it that really helped communicate what they were going through!

  • @Shwaznut
    @Shwaznut Před 6 lety +265

    Anxiety and high functioning depression and ADHD combined is a setup for failure. I hate my life and I hate how relatable this is.

    • @HannahH255
      @HannahH255 Před 5 lety +28

      The Shwaznut/ Scar/Faultyspark No it is not a setup for failure, your mindset is a setup for failure. If you tell yourself you are a failure, then your issues are never going to get better. Change your mindset to something more positive. I know this is an old comment but I hope you’re doing well

    • @jeanine2127
      @jeanine2127 Před 5 lety +9

      I have the same mental health issues as you so I know exactly how it feels but like the comment between us says it’s all based on our mindset and it’s super hard to not think like that but slowly it might make a difference

    • @PutinsMommyNeverHuggedHim
      @PutinsMommyNeverHuggedHim Před 5 lety +4

      Have you tried meds? My depression and anxiety are incredibly reduced, and help me initiate healthy things like socializing and eating well. And the cycle continues...

    • @Tabiii
      @Tabiii Před 5 lety

      No its not a setup for failure. you can ask for help and you can change this

    • @user-xg4fb4sq2g
      @user-xg4fb4sq2g Před 5 lety

      I hate my life too