even the sky reminds me of you...

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  • Sleep/Ambient Mix
    Chill & Calm
    🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
    Tracklist:
    0:00 Kasper Lindmark - Grace
    / grace
    0:52 Essence - until her whispers fade.
    / until-her-whispers-fad...
    3:44 stream_error - a way to be loved, a little more
    / a-way-to-be-loved-a-li...
    6:51 Mon-Day - its ok
    / it-ok
    8:14 Kasper Lindmark - Truly
    / truly
    9:33 timmies - without u (ft. nineteen95)
    / without-u-ft-nineteen95
    11:17 w00ds - Country Boy
    / 01-country-boy
    13:52 Jay-Lounge - Deep In The Forest
    / deep-in-the-forest
    Artwork by Monorisu
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    Title taken from nat.
    / producedbyaura
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  • @thebootlegboy
    @thebootlegboy  Pƙed 6 lety +274

    anywhere I go, you go my dear 💜
    Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety

      Yer baby

    • @playlistsport6505
      @playlistsport6505 Pƙed 6 lety +2

      So beautiful! 💙

    • @eranoob4732
      @eranoob4732 Pƙed 6 lety +2

      Plz play She by Gmellow it’s a perfect song for this channel plz the guy deserves more viewers

    • @sanjtmg7409
      @sanjtmg7409 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      Face reveal at 1 million? The people need to know who helped them during hard times if not it’s still alll GUCCI đŸ–€đŸ–€

    • @treysuarez2385
      @treysuarez2385 Pƙed 5 lety +2

      Thank you so much for these mixes they have really changed my life. The dialogues are so beautiful.

  • @deathbyholo
    @deathbyholo Pƙed 6 lety +2739

    "I know I said I was over you but when my phone vibrates I still wish it was a text from you"

    • @Noah-gn5re
      @Noah-gn5re Pƙed 6 lety +25

      Smellyknee grown right in the feels

    • @reganbowser
      @reganbowser Pƙed 6 lety +23

      damn

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +72

      You'll get better, trust me. It hurts, but all this is temporary, acceptance is the first step, forgetting is the second, healing the third

    • @isaiahramos204
      @isaiahramos204 Pƙed 6 lety

      Smellyknee grown

    • @FlminJuann
      @FlminJuann Pƙed 6 lety +8

      I feel you

  • @alwaystiredboy
    @alwaystiredboy Pƙed 5 lety +1110

    "she guessed my favorite color first try..
    .but between me and u
i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. "

  • @kisalisa_
    @kisalisa_ Pƙed 6 lety +510

    of course it reminds me of you, it's the same sky we stood under.

  • @williamwalker1010
    @williamwalker1010 Pƙed 5 lety +389

    I'm alone, broke, drunk, and heartbroken. Music is all I have now....

    • @l0vingmaikel
      @l0vingmaikel Pƙed 4 lety +10

      You need God Jesus christ in youre life 🙏💜

    • @droeftoeter8831
      @droeftoeter8831 Pƙed 4 lety +32

      @@l0vingmaikel no he doesn't.

    • @rai1133
      @rai1133 Pƙed 4 lety +17

      rox rox no. What he needs is hope. He needs self love. It’s something no one can take away from you. He needs faith in himself.
      If he were to place himself in the hands of Christ. Or anyone for the matter. It would make it worse. You can’t rely on anyone. Even if you can’t see them.

    • @rai1133
      @rai1133 Pƙed 4 lety +8

      William Walker live is all I have to say. There’s no sense in telling you to stop.
      But hear me out.
      You’re alone? Talk to random strangers. Complement them. Put a smile on their faces.
      You’re broke? Do jobs for your neighbors. Anything you can to help someone out.
      You’re drunk everynight? Okay. Just drink some water and eat before and after you do.
      If you can’t live for yourself. Live for others.

    • @norakinzer6495
      @norakinzer6495 Pƙed 4 lety

      I feel with you, cause I know the pain

  • @EG-oh4zu
    @EG-oh4zu Pƙed 6 lety +524

    Just tucked myself into bed..
    I cant begin to tell you how i feel listening to this. I can picture myself sitting on the bench and gazing at the stars.... such a beautiful imagination so beyond my grasp. *sigh*

    • @jemma4778
      @jemma4778 Pƙed 6 lety +7

      what a feeling 🙌

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +9

      We're right there with you, leaning on your shoulder, holding your hand

    • @kasperlindmark
      @kasperlindmark Pƙed 6 lety +6

      That was what I was feeling when making my songs!

    • @undercoverscab5570
      @undercoverscab5570 Pƙed 5 lety +2

      @Jospeh Stalin start by not doing that. I deleted all her pictures, it wasn't easy but it's slowly getting better. It still hurts but we'll get there

  • @ayesha7409
    @ayesha7409 Pƙed 5 lety +176

    _"it's 4am, and i'm wondering if you're thinking about me too."_

  • @bornyklimciu7511
    @bornyklimciu7511 Pƙed 6 lety +566

    Bootleg Boy is always here when you need him...

  • @JackieM.
    @JackieM. Pƙed 6 lety +1485

    Even the sky reminds me of you but then again...
    What doesnt?

  • @clrkbuster7222
    @clrkbuster7222 Pƙed 5 lety +426

    I saw him, today.
    I don’t care if I’m sad,
    I just want him to be happy.
    And he is with her.
    And it’s okay, he’s smiling, that’s what matters.

    • @chelseadelgado7245
      @chelseadelgado7245 Pƙed 5 lety +36

      Green And you just wishing and hoping that she takes cares of him just like you did. You hope she knows how he’s likes his food and what music to play while driving.
      I know what your feeling 💔

    • @expendable4h002
      @expendable4h002 Pƙed 4 lety +6

      Very mature. Good for you.

    • @kushonyoutube
      @kushonyoutube Pƙed 4 lety +3

      Lmao

    • @nicholas8363
      @nicholas8363 Pƙed 4 lety +7

      I know exactly how you are feeling it’s so painful honestly 😔

    • @vilxux9752
      @vilxux9752 Pƙed 4 lety +7

      It's okay
      It hurts..
      But it's okay

  • @ceo.n1773
    @ceo.n1773 Pƙed 5 lety +140

    I don’t even wanna go back, i just wanna forget about it.

  • @Pj.stare321
    @Pj.stare321 Pƙed 5 lety +78

    Sometimes, when people think of love, they think of a heartbreak that never healed.

  • @marcelcummings7418
    @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +384

    Whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you are. Take solace in the fact that you are loved, no matter what is going on in your life. We're all here for you, every step of the way. Never forget that.

  • @SonDqmn
    @SonDqmn Pƙed 6 lety +845

    Still looking for a girl to listen to those lofi music

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +49

      They're here, you don't need to look far ❀

    • @freakdd
      @freakdd Pƙed 6 lety

      sc pmouth98

    • @blankpages5362
      @blankpages5362 Pƙed 6 lety +12

      Lmao helloo

    • @becky9387
      @becky9387 Pƙed 6 lety +25

      I hope you find a girl to light up your world ★

    • @SonDqmn
      @SonDqmn Pƙed 6 lety +4

      Becky G thanks❀

  • @MetalMettias
    @MetalMettias Pƙed 6 lety +196

    One day I hope to wake up and not be alone or sad anymore. 💔

  • @christianross3137
    @christianross3137 Pƙed 6 lety +200

    I would fall into the realm of darkness just to have another glimpse of you.

    • @educatedscum5306
      @educatedscum5306 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      Christian Ross you wrote this?

    • @christianross3137
      @christianross3137 Pƙed 6 lety +2

      Took inspiration from KH big fan

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +6

      If this is a "crushing on them from across the room" situation, talk to them, don't be shy, you have nothing to lose. If this is after heartbreak, don't let them control your life afterwards, who you are, where you're going in life.

    • @christianross3137
      @christianross3137 Pƙed 6 lety +2

      Nah just poetry

    • @wavepapimarlo7338
      @wavepapimarlo7338 Pƙed 5 lety +1

      Christian Ross But than who else will I have my ice cream with? 😉😔

  • @TeqkoiBeats
    @TeqkoiBeats Pƙed 6 lety +678

    All of the stars have a reason

  • @greezyitiswhatitis6351
    @greezyitiswhatitis6351 Pƙed 6 lety +612

    is there a way to refund the love you've wasted on people who gave you nothing but lies in return

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +34

      You can't rush yourself to heal. Don't get caught up in hypotheticals, what happened has happened. Embrace this fact, and you can get better

    • @cadenyborg5152
      @cadenyborg5152 Pƙed 6 lety +10

      There’s no refunding it they threw it away like it was nothing.

    • @klove6149
      @klove6149 Pƙed 5 lety +6

      I wish...😑

    • @ThatG1RLVia
      @ThatG1RLVia Pƙed 5 lety +10

      Pour that love into yourself❀ that’s where it matters the most

    • @masquerademage
      @masquerademage Pƙed 5 lety +10

      god, don't i wish... we'll all get over our shit someday though, right? just takes time..

  • @lauvo1831
    @lauvo1831 Pƙed 5 lety +31

    Honestly, I really miss my uncle. He was like a father to me. I called him almost everyday.
    We always drank a beer together, he'd always have some weird beer from another country which we both had never had before.
    Whenever I was struggling with something, I would call him. He would give me advice and tell me it was going to be okay.
    Last christmass he suddenly died. He had a stroke. He was very healthy, there were no warnings.
    I remember staying up all night in the hospital, I remember the nurses telling me at 5 a.m. he wouldn't make it.
    I visit his grave once a week to bring him fresh flowers in a beer bottle of a beer I had never had before.
    I miss him everyday.
    I can't wait to drink a beer with him again.

    • @keepz8569
      @keepz8569 Pƙed 4 lety +1

      sorry for your loss, i hope ur ok buddy

  • @chopslovin6156
    @chopslovin6156 Pƙed 4 lety +20

    So I was dating this girl for 7 months, those were the best 7 months of my life, we talked every day and called every night and often we would fall asleep listening to songs together through the phone, we had never had a fight beside which is a better anime, food etc. then out of the blue she just says she wants to take a break from everything, and I respect her so I don't argue a few days later she calls me and she wants to break up, because how different schools are going to be hard, but for whatever reason I just can't let go of her, she was my everything, my will to live. I just feel like she never wanted to be with me but got with me for a little bit but then stayed with me because she didn't want to hurt my feeling or whatever. idrk know how to end is but anyone reading this, have an amazing night I love you

  • @abigailblack6570
    @abigailblack6570 Pƙed 5 lety +13

    At least we’re under the same sky ❀

  • @higne2364
    @higne2364 Pƙed 6 lety +210

    and your face still claws its way back into my dreams after all this time...

  • @Con_tr0l
    @Con_tr0l Pƙed 6 lety +52

    "I don't know what to do without you. You're everywhere in my mind that I can't think of anything else...i mean..even the sky reminds me of you..."

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +2

      Come to terms with what happened. Never forget Alex, that acceptance is the first step to healing.

  • @veroniquegosselin6113
    @veroniquegosselin6113 Pƙed 5 lety +33

    We often fall in love too quickly.
    We’re tying up too fast.
    But we cry slowly.

    • @nirushdongol5703
      @nirushdongol5703 Pƙed 4 lety

      falling in love is quick...getting over it lasts lifetime..oo this pain is heavy

  • @badboi251
    @badboi251 Pƙed 6 lety +265

    Even when the sky reminds me of you...
    *It still rains on me*

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +15

      You can't change the past, you can't rush yourself to heal, it takes time. Find solace in that rain, it's what counts.

    • @gugutenberg
      @gugutenberg Pƙed 6 lety +13

      Marcel Cummings P.I I know this is random but, thanks for replying to all these people, it can make someone's day a lot better. Hope you're having a good day/night as well.

    • @yuuta3013
      @yuuta3013 Pƙed 5 lety +4

      hey Marcel, ty for being the person u are

    • @shreeyapokharel6563
      @shreeyapokharel6563 Pƙed 5 lety +1

      i know this is deep but it made me laugh out loud for some reason, like when you look at pretty birds and they poop on your head.

  • @Ruby5443
    @Ruby5443 Pƙed 6 lety +240

    The only medicine I need

  • @dontknowwhattosay8202
    @dontknowwhattosay8202 Pƙed 5 lety +216

    All the stars are shining
    But my eyes are flowing
    And my heart is dying
    Cause all I am hoping
    Is being by your side
    But you are far
    So far away
    I feel your soul, your thoughts
    But I don't feel your glance,
    I can't see the little smirk in your cheeky smile
    Remember.
    To let go doesn't mean to forget.
    It means to let the past as the past
    To fully live your present
    And to foresee your future.
    Open your eyes
    Let me open your heart
    We both know it.
    We stare at the same moon at night
    And the same stars are above our heads.
    Just come to me so I can cry upon your shoulders
    And know that I am the only one in your heart.

    • @limt8046
      @limt8046 Pƙed 5 lety

      Is this a song? What is it

    • @enhi1541
      @enhi1541 Pƙed 4 lety +1

      im singing ut lyrics again and again thx for that it does hlep a lot

    • @luizbonatoxx2
      @luizbonatoxx2 Pƙed 4 lety +2

      this is deeply the best thing I could read today. Tnks for that.

    • @Absurdislut
      @Absurdislut Pƙed rokem +1

      Man, it was like you ceressed my heart.

  • @ninfamauricio9788
    @ninfamauricio9788 Pƙed 5 lety +45

    I am very lucky to know a place that looks exactly like this

  • @daileysmith8183
    @daileysmith8183 Pƙed 6 lety +179

    “Doesn’t everything in life wanna be loved?”

  • @odelislias7956
    @odelislias7956 Pƙed 6 lety +69

    Tbh this person isn’t even a big event in my heart anymore. It seems as if the love just became a hard spot somewhere in my mind

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +6

      That hard spot will soon melt my friend. We're all here for you, every step of the way

    • @odelislias7956
      @odelislias7956 Pƙed 5 lety +1

      Marcel Cummings P.I :) thank you

  • @NationalPK
    @NationalPK Pƙed 6 lety +36

    the picture gave me a overdose of nostalgia

  • @sat1vadiva
    @sat1vadiva Pƙed 5 lety +33

    i wanna get lost in your eyes and butterflies again
    but now it’s 3 am. you’re sleeping and i’m missing you.

    • @dangreen4200
      @dangreen4200 Pƙed 5 lety +4

      I want to stay up all night again talking to you and getting lost in your voice
      But now you are 1,924 thousand miles away sleeping and it's 3am

  • @veravollebregt8484
    @veravollebregt8484 Pƙed 6 lety +130

    I know that when the clock strikes midnight, bootleg boy uploaded a video

  • @xandy_sauzem
    @xandy_sauzem Pƙed 6 lety +119

    She's stuck in my head since last week. The song of the birds reminds me of her laugh, the sunshine is just like her smile, the green of her eyes call my soul, her hair is so lovely that I think of it when touching my fuzzy gloves. I find her name in every word I read.
    Even the sky reminds me of her...
    I can't help but to struggle against myself. I used to like being lonely, but she showed me I need her warm hugs, her silly jokes, her crazy thoughts, her beautiful smile. I need her. I'm confortable at her side. When we're together, we're truly happy, we have fun. I can be myself with her, I fucking love her.
    Even the sky reminds me of her... and I'm going crazy...
    I planned to tell her before the holiday, but I couldn't.
    I was afraid to lose her.
    I didn't want to bother her mind.
    I didn't want to be a burden to her life. I thought she was already happy, I didn't want to mess with it.
    But we kept chatting.
    She's so amazing, omg.
    We're so similar. She likes the same songs as me. The same tv shows, the same games, everything!!!
    She understands me, just like I understand her.
    I love when she's close to me.
    Even the sky reminds me of her...
    Maybe I'll ask her in dating next week, but it doesn't matter to you, does it?

    • @xandy_sauzem
      @xandy_sauzem Pƙed 5 lety +13

      Well, I found that she didn't felt the same
      It's okay
      I'm crying a little bit right now but i'll be fine
      She's still a nice friend
      Maybe I'll even forget that feeling in some days
      but it doesn't matter to you, does it?

    • @jacquelinecardoso7307
      @jacquelinecardoso7307 Pƙed 5 lety +4

      Alexandre Sauzem ..... you matter

    • @xandy_sauzem
      @xandy_sauzem Pƙed 5 lety +28

      She's my girlfriend now!!!
      She does feel the same, can you believe it?!
      A lot of things happened and it was a month full of angst for us both
      Surprisingly, everything went incredibly well
      Oh I fucking love her
      Everytime we kiss i get in love all over again
      It's so unbelievable
      It's so fantastic
      It's so good oh my god
      I don't know who you are
      And don't know if this matters to you
      but even the sky reminds me of her
      and she means a lot to me

    • @hamburger3682
      @hamburger3682 Pƙed 5 lety

      Alexandre Sauzem c

    • @SnowSTARGamesRBC
      @SnowSTARGamesRBC Pƙed 5 lety +1

      thats awesome

  • @tomaszprobl3m17
    @tomaszprobl3m17 Pƙed 6 lety +50

    He's nicer, smarter, stronger and older than me
    He's just better for you and I know you'll love him, not me
    But I will still love you 💔

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +3

      Similar predicament here boo. Stay strong, don't let it affect you as a person, you're better than that

    • @Inozuma64
      @Inozuma64 Pƙed 5 lety +3

      Marcel Cummings P.I you probably wont see this but ive seen all your comments through here, I appreciate you and what you’re doing here, the world needs more like you

  • @napox8206
    @napox8206 Pƙed 6 lety +148

    Wish i could go back and restore everything..

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +6

      What happened happened. Acceptance is the first step to healing.

    • @limt8046
      @limt8046 Pƙed 5 lety +4

      Accept but never expect bro 💔

    • @hannahwyatt4830
      @hannahwyatt4830 Pƙed 4 lety +1

      Wish I could do everything differently

    • @vin5371
      @vin5371 Pƙed 4 lety

      Me too, bud. The pain hit me every fucking day

    • @alexispassarelli9977
      @alexispassarelli9977 Pƙed 4 lety +1

      I'd give anything to fix it.

  • @hoangtien97
    @hoangtien97 Pƙed 6 lety +38

    You'll be the sun, and I'll be the moon

  • @usernaame316
    @usernaame316 Pƙed 5 lety +4

    those distant dog barks are such a phenomenal detail. i can’t even express the feeling this specific playlist gives me.
    and the rain, man i can’t even explain
    it’s like i’m feeling happy, sad, nostalgic, grateful, confused, all at the same time.

  • @bboyTRINIDAD67
    @bboyTRINIDAD67 Pƙed 5 lety +13

    Even the sky reminds me of her.
    The stars in her eyes.
    The moon like her skin.
    Her smile like the sunshine
    The way the clouds sway is like when the wind flows through her fiery hair.
    But like everything that is within the sky, it’s all out of reach,
    as is her.

  • @timtran7863
    @timtran7863 Pƙed 3 lety +3

    So glad I found this channel. It’s comforting, but also depressing at the same time reading the comments. It’s crazy how much pain we all have gone through. I’m hoping and praying for better days for all of us. You’re all in my thoughts. Thank you bootleg boy for connecting us all.

  • @johnscottson
    @johnscottson Pƙed 5 lety +26

    i fall asleep to this every night. thank you so much for all the good dreams i have because of this. you’re the reason i don’t wake up at night having anxiety attacks. i am beyond thankful for your existence.

  • @fallen1776
    @fallen1776 Pƙed 5 lety +4

    Miss her smile, I wish to see it again every night upon the starsđŸ˜ȘđŸ„€đŸŒƒ

  • @chaddoozy7217
    @chaddoozy7217 Pƙed 5 lety +9

    I’m not lonely because I’m antisocial, I’m lonely because a heartbreak would push me over the edge

  • @evereid8469
    @evereid8469 Pƙed 4 lety +9

    I feel like I'm in the wrong world. Cause I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. I don't. There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you, and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one my heart lives in.

  • @annawood4947
    @annawood4947 Pƙed 6 lety +20

    I always feel like second or maybe even fifth best. Then I hear songs like these and I’m floating in a place where everything makes sense and I’m happy. I can’t stop smiling and the boy I like chooses me because he likes my laugh and how my eyes shine and not because my best friend likes to tell him I’m shy. Oh how life would be nice like that. Xx

    • @julianfeck7175
      @julianfeck7175 Pƙed 6 lety

      Anna Wood yep and then you wake up and notice that all your shrooms are gone.

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      Never lose that feeling. Only you can make that feeling become reality, don't forget that Anna

  • @coupledjoker2498
    @coupledjoker2498 Pƙed 4 lety +11

    I know you'll be a Star,
    In somebody else sky,
    But why?
    Why can't it be in mine.

  • @thewalkway5883
    @thewalkway5883 Pƙed 5 lety +58

    The sky reminds me of you... and how someday we will drift apart
    The sky reminds me of the day you eventually break my heart
    But I keep going, because I think there is hope
    I want to keep loving you
    But I feel like I'm losing you
    And I have to say, I don't want to use this rope
    I hope you all enjoyed that poem x

    • @jon123marshall
      @jon123marshall Pƙed 5 lety +2

      damnnn this was really good im suprised how tf im the only one whos liked it lol

    • @bboyTRINIDAD67
      @bboyTRINIDAD67 Pƙed 5 lety +1

      “I want to keep loving you, but I feel like I’m losing you” damn, I felt that.

  • @bea4536
    @bea4536 Pƙed 6 lety +32

    id like to share some of the best times of my life.idk why im sharing.. hopefully these make the one reading feel nice inside... maybe itll help you remember your own precious memories. i distinctly remember beautiful memories such as walking around our high school campus late at night, my hand and his conjointly woven together, looking up at the glowing stars. the sounds of a high school football game in the distance were definitely muffled by the intensity of my beating heart. another memory...our first homecoming together. of course it was awkward because we were both deathly introverted teens... but looking back it was one of the sweetest moments of my life (probably because it was where i had my first kiss :) ) i also recall another high school dance where we both completely emerged from our awkward little shells. spring fling. a moment in time ill never forget... us together, inseperable, furiously making out in the heat of a crowd. people high off their minds left and right, and individuals grinding here and there... pretty stereotypical high school dance haha. but this was an incredible feeling. music being blasted in the background, songs where we all know the lyrics by heart. everyone feeling alive for once, an energy that passed through us all. the beauty of youth is astonishing to me... it continually gifts me with a happiness that is unlike any other kind of happy. but there is a sense of sadness as well.. because i realize im damn well going to miss these times like hell once they are over...

    • @skinni_the_P00hBear
      @skinni_the_P00hBear Pƙed 5 lety +2

      This is one of the most beautiful things I have ever read.....

    • @Blackangel-yc5ji
      @Blackangel-yc5ji Pƙed 4 lety

      Thank you for sharing sometimes it‘s good to hear there are still good things happening

  • @apbyangel4806
    @apbyangel4806 Pƙed 6 lety +26

    Can hear this while the rain comes down and my depression goes up! Aye

  • @indicablue9194
    @indicablue9194 Pƙed 4 lety +3

    Thank you for the chill music. I lost someone recently. They will be ok, but I will miss them. Rest in peace among the stars.

  • @elizabethgao9403
    @elizabethgao9403 Pƙed 6 lety +60

    In my feels on my birthday. Thanks for this!

  • @vanesaanzures5338
    @vanesaanzures5338 Pƙed 5 lety +22

    i carry your heart with me(i carry it in)
    i am never without it(anywhere i go, you go my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
    ...
    -e.e. cummings
    This is by far my favorite poem so when I heard it I got so excited. Go look it up. It's absolutely gorgeous

  • @princenisar6925
    @princenisar6925 Pƙed 6 lety +27

    i can't move on.

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +11

      You can and you will. It hurts, of course it does. Don't let it ruin who you are, what you do. Come out of this for the better. No matter how long it takes, we're all here for you.

    • @petia4925
      @petia4925 Pƙed 4 lety

      i bet u did it. did u?

    • @Blackangel-yc5ji
      @Blackangel-yc5ji Pƙed 4 lety

      You have to and you can.

    • @Cat-lb3eo
      @Cat-lb3eo Pƙed 4 lety

      I can’t either.

    • @thebigzan
      @thebigzan Pƙed 4 lety +1

      @@marcelcummings7418 how can you move on from the most special person in your life? Doesnt matter how long it takes that person will always hold a place in your heart.

  • @chicagang1159
    @chicagang1159 Pƙed 6 lety +32

    When you read the notification and the title reminds you of *him/her*

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +3

      You can't change the past, you can't forget them immediately, you can shape the future. The one link to all this? Time, healing takes time, never rush yourself to get better. We're all here for you, every step of the way.

    • @chicagang1159
      @chicagang1159 Pƙed 6 lety

      Marcel Cummings P.I didnt think anyone would reply but thank you ^_^

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety

      Everyone's here with you, no matter what you're going through my guy.

    • @chicagang1159
      @chicagang1159 Pƙed 6 lety

      Marcel Cummings P.I thanks man.

  • @daniellee622
    @daniellee622 Pƙed 5 lety +5

    Why do I listen to music that makes me more sad when I’m sad lmfao like what

  • @Mksiuziom
    @Mksiuziom Pƙed 6 lety +12

    it's been 9 months of unrequited love... it hurts so much

  • @kaileeher9114
    @kaileeher9114 Pƙed 6 lety +33

    These always make me feel better.

    • @chicagang1159
      @chicagang1159 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      Kailee Her same and omg hoseok!!!!

    • @kaileeher9114
      @kaileeher9114 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      dying in kpop I can relate to your name. 😂

    • @chicagang1159
      @chicagang1159 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      Kailee Her being a kpop fan is hard fam😂 u never know if youll come out alive from a mv/video

  • @annaliseborman6566
    @annaliseborman6566 Pƙed 5 lety +13

    deep breath
    look up
    starry night
    bright moon
    shooting star
    blink once
    look down
    look up
    tears swell
    shudder
    let it out
    sobs
    choking on tears
    holding your mouth shut
    don't let them hear you
    deep breath
    look up at me
    starry eyes
    bright smile
    shooting glance
    blink once
    look at your shoes
    look up to me
    eyes brimming
    shaking
    letting it go
    soft cries
    coughing salt
    keeping them in
    not wanting me to hear

  • @yourcatsfilthyvomitchunks6423
    @yourcatsfilthyvomitchunks6423 Pƙed 6 lety +11

    Wow, came for the photo stayed for the music. đŸŽ¶đŸ’•

  • @pandanation9599
    @pandanation9599 Pƙed 5 lety +4

    Probably this is not your day.Probably this is not your week.But this is your life, and its not meaningless..your are very important for someone.Probably that someone pray every night to find one like you.Your are not just a body...You are a soul, and a soul never die.

  • @wai9067
    @wai9067 Pƙed 5 lety +3

    as darkness consumes me,the thought of you devours me and my tears over flow from the inside out

  • @dergeihe._.3764
    @dergeihe._.3764 Pƙed 6 lety +33

    beautiful background

  • @therealcjc
    @therealcjc Pƙed 6 lety +12

    "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves."

  • @kennywarp
    @kennywarp Pƙed 5 lety +2

    This mix makes me feel alone; in my room, everybody sleeping, the silent night. A little sad but in the very inside I feel good. I found the way how to enjoy solitude and sadness.

  • @notresponsibleforyourtears
    @notresponsibleforyourtears Pƙed 3 lety +2

    6am and this song slowly puts my insomnia to sleep❀

  • @lvst_nghtlonnie1877
    @lvst_nghtlonnie1877 Pƙed 6 lety +5

    We held on to what we knew... Knowing what we held wasn't true.. Strayed footprints on the Path. I'm Blessed to have met you.

  • @a_darkling_plain311
    @a_darkling_plain311 Pƙed 5 lety +5

    I've never ever loved anyone the way I love you

  • @riomishcuino
    @riomishcuino Pƙed 4 lety +1

    There's nothing wrong with being in that bench all by yourself. The view is spectacular.

  • @Lorenz398
    @Lorenz398 Pƙed 3 lety +2

    Bootleg boy thanks for getting me through med school best music to study too, hope Im not the only one who comes here even tho im not sad. Wish you guys all the best!

  • @ChilledCheese
    @ChilledCheese Pƙed 6 lety +38

    perfect chill Sunday mix

    • @JackieM.
      @JackieM. Pƙed 6 lety

      ChilledCheese
      Definitely

  • @HaddonfieldHavoc
    @HaddonfieldHavoc Pƙed 5 lety +16

    I can imagine myself with you in that bench with are heads leaning on one another.
    But I can also imagine me their by myself with my head down...

  • @Jay-nc6ng
    @Jay-nc6ng Pƙed 5 lety +2

    “Loving someone and being loved means so much to me.”

  • @emmaline888
    @emmaline888 Pƙed 4 lety +2

    Every time I look at the sky.
    Blue.
    The color of his eyes.
    I could never forget.
    His sky blue eyes, oh how I wish they could look in mine.
    But the world is ending, and all I have is music.
    I’m sure someone else feels the same.

  • @anarchistrevolt9515
    @anarchistrevolt9515 Pƙed 6 lety +6

    I just got cured from fever & im glad im ok your music helped me a lot when i was sick & also when my parents fight thank you bootleg boy your the best man

  • @1-o529
    @1-o529 Pƙed 6 lety +14

    This is my medicine

  • @kaitlyncarino9257
    @kaitlyncarino9257 Pƙed 6 lety +15

    i already know this is going to be amazing

  • @gostarmusic
    @gostarmusic Pƙed 2 lety

    Let's be honest, this was recommended to all of the people who needed this.

  • @karemycano3989
    @karemycano3989 Pƙed 5 lety +7

    i wonder do you think of me when you kiss her. does my face cross your mind once in a while. because i know yours does every time before i go to sleep. wishing i could hold you in my arms while we are both smiling at each other. all the times you told me you wouldn’t leave. but you ended up leaving first. you left without an explanation. and now what do i do with all this hurt. i’m left with all these feeling. but you.. you are with her now. and im just here. missing you every second of the day.

  • @Tarr
    @Tarr Pƙed 6 lety +46

    I hope you all doing well.

  • @adamssamantha96
    @adamssamantha96 Pƙed 4 lety +2

    It takes four minutes to fall in love and forever to fall out of it

  • @artunerza7380
    @artunerza7380 Pƙed 4 lety +1

    11:20 is without a doubt my favorite part of this mix, the small little breathing you can hear is just so comforting.

  • @carlossalvador2261
    @carlossalvador2261 Pƙed 6 lety +15

    i just Want to say thanks to the bootleg boy for helping me with his Music and to wish all of you a Great time âœŒđŸŒđŸ–€

  • @klove6149
    @klove6149 Pƙed 6 lety +50

    I miss him😱

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +8

      Don't worry about him, you deserve better. If he doesn't care about you anymore, don't let him control who you are anymore. You'll get better, trust me, I'm speaking from experience

    • @adamshepherd6721
      @adamshepherd6721 Pƙed 5 lety +2

      K love I miss her, she told me the loved me then a day later told me she didn't have feelings for me anymore

    • @oskarpl1426
      @oskarpl1426 Pƙed 5 lety +1

      Adam Shepherd thats fucked up

  • @t8mera
    @t8mera Pƙed 6 lety +107

    Love your channel
    rip xđŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€

    • @niels-_9714
      @niels-_9714 Pƙed 6 lety +5

      Mis you for ever X😱😱😱😭😭

    • @xpotaland2740
      @xpotaland2740 Pƙed 4 lety

      xxx fans are her for you br

  • @James-yz6jc
    @James-yz6jc Pƙed 4 lety +2

    As a child I began to feel this vague heaviness begin to grow in my heart. It was small at first, barely noticeable, only in brief moments and from certain angles. But as each year passed the weight began to grow, getting heavier and heavier. Simultaneously my heart became weaker and weaker. Cracks began to appear and hope began to dim. Until eventually all I could feel was the overwhelming anchor, the incessant aching, the unbearable pain hiding behind every attempt to smile. I was drowning on land, suffocating in fresh air, screaming in silence. The agony became my home, and i resided in the hell of my burdened heart.
    And then I met you. It took years for my heart to weave this mountain of pain. And it only took days of your presence to unravel it completely. You saved me. You invented fire in a heart that only knew the damp cold of despair. You made my existence meaningful and exciting. You made me happy.
    And then you left. Now the weight has returned. Maybe even stronger than before. But one thing is different now. I know that you are possible. And although my memory of you is foggy and those feelings hidden deep in the crevices of my heavy heart. And although you left me, maybe more broken then even before.
    You also left me with hope. And if I cling to it hard enough. I just might find a love like yours once more.

  • @leilee3915
    @leilee3915 Pƙed 5 lety +3

    I was officially broken today, my crush that I loved for 5 months told me that he had a girlfriend, yeah I was crying all night, still am. I told him I loved him before he had her he said he had a “stronger vibe” which made me think I wasn’t good enough he knows that I have depression and I don’t think he understands how painful it is cause he has all the confidence in the world but ending up breaking my heart as I thought to myself “why me?” It’s fucking painful as I’m going to say a million times it just broke me more then anything then I asked him ‘do you cuddle with her?’ Which he replied ‘yea’ i just wish that was me.

    • @togahimiko4210
      @togahimiko4210 Pƙed 4 lety

      I really feelt every single word you said don't worry there is a lot of people around love you and I'm one of them I know that I don't know you but you are not alone trust me live your life

  • @jadshehadeh2697
    @jadshehadeh2697 Pƙed 4 lety +1

    im not missing anyone but the hardships/depression of life occasionally brings me here

  • @avreetjagdev
    @avreetjagdev Pƙed 4 lety +1

    idk why but this playlist makes me wanna fall in love and go on a late night walk đŸ„ș

  • @gswonlocks
    @gswonlocks Pƙed 6 lety +12

    Never clicked on something faster❀

  • @sweezy470
    @sweezy470 Pƙed 6 lety +5

    When you realize that everything it's over but bootleg is always there to save you and make you feel that there is still something that can keep you in order to continue about dreaming and hoping that one day you will succeed...

    • @marcelcummings7418
      @marcelcummings7418 Pƙed 6 lety +1

      Only you can make that hope a reality, keep working towards your goals my dude, never lose sight of them.

  • @sandarabae
    @sandarabae Pƙed 5 lety +2

    Happy belated birthday. Sorry I wasn't able to be there, but I wish the sky would protect every single step you take.

  • @annabell_lee
    @annabell_lee Pƙed 4 lety +1

    Your the only reason for my sorrow but your also the only reason why I’m still alive.

  • @nunyabusiness8912
    @nunyabusiness8912 Pƙed 4 lety +3

    He told me he loved me, then where'd all that love go....

  • @badtwix6102
    @badtwix6102 Pƙed 5 lety +7

    my comment will probably get lost in the sea of comments but that's ok here's my rant:
    About 3 years ago I fell in love with someone who was my only friend, who in reality probably only hung out with me out of pity and we dated for awhile but I guess he never liked me because he left me, and then a year later he liked me but I still wonder if he liked me or maybe he was just lonely, i didn't date him because of the fact that he fucks my mental health, when I feel fine and me and him start talking I feel so hurt all over again yet I feel the most calm with him.
    He took all my friends, dated them and made me so isolated at school, but even so I still love him, I always wondered if maybe when I was looking away he was looking at me too, but that's just me being hopeful but here we are 3 years later, even now he still texts me saying how he misses me but I always tell him Im over him but god Im still thinking of him, I remember everything his smile his laugh, all those little moments mattered so fucking much too me but I'll never let him know because he's honestly always linked too the reason my mental health always gets so bad, it's just I know I should hate him but I love him so much, I'm at a new school now because I tried too overdose over my last school (literally he made me so sad I wanted too die) but im so fucking broken and I feel like the only time I feel whole is when I'm with him. I should hate him but I still hope whenever my phone vibrates that it's him.

    • @Terryiakii
      @Terryiakii Pƙed 4 lety

      ^^ liking and commenting will probably make you remember about him but just live your life even if you're sad there always is someone or something that will make you definely forget about him. 😁😄 You don't need to be strong , being yourself is enough.

  • @lilhollywood4029
    @lilhollywood4029 Pƙed 4 lety +1

    Dam, why these memories gotta come back to međŸ„€đŸŒƒđŸŒ™...

  • @user-er3xf5td6d
    @user-er3xf5td6d Pƙed 6 lety +1

    I like how the stars are shining and moving 💗

  • @samaraaacz
    @samaraaacz Pƙed 5 lety +5

    “I carry your heart
    with me.
    I carry it miles.
    I am never without it.
    Anywhere I go,
    you go, dear.”

  • @Voidrad
    @Voidrad Pƙed 4 lety +3

    Everyone is into writing their own dark shit down here. I might as well add myself to that list.
    It's been decided that I stay 30 to 45 days in a mental hospital, starting in 4 days.
    Life is just real shit. Sometimes nothing is enough. Friends, family, lo-fi. They help to an extent.

  • @bendragon696
    @bendragon696 Pƙed 4 lety +1

    Everyone talking about these scenarios and im just here crying at 10:56 pm because i just went through like 30 different ambient tracks and all of them were beautiful

  • @nataliegunderson2262
    @nataliegunderson2262 Pƙed 5 lety +2

    I'm sorry that someone broke your heart, an ode to lost loves