-Can i ask you something ? -Yea -Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? -We accept the love we think we deserve. -Do we make them know they deserve more ? -We can try .💙
Do you ever feel like u just want to pause life? Like just pause everything for a day to think about everything, and to figure everything out without time having to bother you?
I know how that feels don’t worry I’m here with you if you’ve gone thru that it sucks to loose someone u love and give all your time too and then they leave well I gotta go to bed now ✨ gn ✨
Man as im scrolling through the comments i noticed that the lofi community is chill af like if we were too meet irl it would just be us people chilling together.
Money Rain_331 it’s a community like this everyone needs. I wish I could meet a lofi fan irl and just sit down and talk. Communicate. That’s all people need sometimes. Is someone to talk to.
@Cynicalisrealist Bleh. Holds validity but you overthink: it happens when someone, somewhere, somehow hurt you. Thinking about it in this intellectual way helps to buffer the pain. We evolved with the emotions we have for a specific purpose.
@Cynicalisrealist Also: we need to rely on others for our survival, and to trust that they won't hurt us. It's inescapable, unavoidable, plain as day. So, we'd better get better at it. Hang in there
0:06 - 0:25 -"Can I ask you something?" -"Yes?" -"Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?" -"We accept love we think we deserve." -"Can we make them know that they deserve more?" -"We can try." I love this quote. It gon make me cry. 💞
This will probably go in noticed but as someone who struggles with anxiety and depression I know life can be shit but we all go through it and the best way to help people out is to talk so any time you feel shit talk to anyone who is willing to take the time to understand it’s worth it trust me
To that one soul reading this. I know you're tired, You're fed up, You're so close to breaking but there's strength within you, even when you feel weak. Keep fighting.
The people in the comment sections of lofi playlists are so caring and beautiful. They’re the type of people who make this earth so beautiful to live in…like… thanks for existing 💖
Etsube Fassil the “Great Depression” was originally the worst economic downturn of the history and now people use this term to say “they’re sad” that’s all
It was a day in December 2019, when I stayed in a small Airbnb above the roofs of Paris. One night at 1 am , it started raining like hell and it reminded me of this video. So I put my headphones on, searched for this video on CZcams and opened the window. With the Eiffel Tower in sight, the rain dripping on the roofs and the music in my ears I realized, that this is a moment I will always remember. I was literally experiencing "RAINING IN P A R I S".
Reality of fear: You're not scared of dark. It's what's in it. You're not afraid of heights. You're afraid of falling. You're not afraid of the people around you. It's rejection. You're not to love. You're just afraid of being rejected. You're not afraid to let go. You're just afraid of the reality that they're gone. You're not afraid to try again. You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
This is my poem. Thank you for reading. R A I N And it finally rained one night in my city. At times when nobody expected it. People complained of it as if it were a vicious entity. But, it cleansed their hearts. The rain drizzled on the window panes, Giving hopes that had no expectations, Washing every guilt away. Crying every drop that we were meant to cry One evening the clouds finally embraced my city; Covering my tear stains, and set me *F R E E* . Edit... OMG?!?! YOU GUYS!! 500+ LIKES? Thank you. I dont even write anymore, but thank you so much❤
This lofi gives me bad memories from the time i wanted too end my life. I listened too this every night while I cried myself too sleep, if I came out of a really bad depression to the point where I wouldn’t eat or shower you are capable of that too!!
Never underestimate the importance you have. I’d happily listen to you, just reply. And since 3 months have passes since your comment, I hope you’re having it great and have come to peace with yourself.
@@abigabbas1886 hi, thank you so much. I’m doing better ❤️ everything begun with when I moved away from my home where I grew up in, with all of my close friends. The new house was dark and it really didn’t feel like home, I tried to make my new room look cozy and feel safe but it just didn’t turn out how I thought it would. I’d also noticed my best friends would distance themselves from me and not wanting too hang out anymore or talk to me, that’s when I got badly depressed, I was so lonely and I didn’t have anyone anymore. I was mad, sad and miserable in that dark room of mine. After 1 month or 2 I realized I was in love with my best friend (me and her were the closest friends in the group). I started to spam her with messages every single day and just wanted everything to go back too normal and just hang out again. But I hadn’t realized they didn’t want the same and they had already moved on from me switching school and moving away from them. But I was far from okay with that, I didn’t let HER go I was like so obsessed with the thought of us being together again (like summer). after 4 months of living in that house we moved back to our town because my mom saw how sad I was. I began to hang out with the girl and the group again and everything was just so good. (We don’t hang out anymore, this was in 2018/2019)
@@Unknown-du3or Hey! I am glad you’re fine. I hope you’ve realised how insignificant were the things that made you feel miserable and depressed. Exercise gratitude as cliche as it sounds... Just remember each morning, that your mom made your family move back, because you felt bad in the new city. You may not know, but maybe she liked the new place. It is her and your father who will stick by you. The last thing they’d want is you to be a wreck. As for your friends, you should be patient so you could assess who deserves your mental health. So, I am glad you’re good. Don’t spoil your mind with miserable thoughts and depression. Now... have a nice day/evening!
It’s 5 am, dark. I’m sitting in my room, alone. Even though I’m alone I don’t feel lonely, as this empty air is filled with music and the feelings that constantly lurk over me in my daily life. It’s a comfortable atmosphere, it’s dark but I’m not scared. Even though I would usually be scared of the dark, demons and what not I don’t feel scared at all. Actually, I feel quite relax. I’m not happy but I’m not sad. I’m not angry, annoyed, filled with hatred or any negative emotion. I just feel, nothing but in the best way possible. Not the dreadful nothing of when all your emotions overload and you break down and feel nothing afterwards. It’s the nothing that relaxes you. I may be sitting on my uncomfortable twin bed at 5 am, a small apartment but I feel like I’m somewhere else. I feel as I’m in a small family run cafe, in another world of some sort. It’s raining as I sit by the window, drinking tea as I watch the rain. This music really brings everything out in me, the sadness, the anger, the hatred, but also the joy that really cancels it all out. Is my life sad enough to where music made by someone I don’t know the name of makes me feel serenity? Possibly, but I think I’m okay with that. It’s raining in Paris.
when i listen to this kind of music i can close my eyes and just think of my own world what i would like the world to be like in my head where i can eat sleep live and repeat a stress free life where nobody can judge you break you hate you use you and lie to you i know it sound stupid but i hope people feel the same way
It's from the movie the perks of being a wallflower. it's really good but can get confusing at times so I would recommend reading the book before watching the movie but they're both amazing so I would definitely watch or read them if you get the chance
"I really really really really wish I could go back in time. There are a couple of wrongs I have to right, and there are a couple of moments I have to relive."
You gained more than you regret. Meaning that you went through a hardship that become an experience. It's up to you not to ran that race again. You have the still to create better for yourself.
Hey thank you, I'm surviving but everyone is surviving right? It just how we survive and in my case I'm surviving not how the society excepts me to survive. greetings from germany
does anyone else come here at 3am, read through all the comments while silently head bopping, whole body feeling heavy as you hear the music understand all the feelings you are too afraid to admit out loud?
Hell yeah !!! Fuck Ive been dealing with depression and i had a girl who helped me through a lot she ment the hole world to me i wanted to Kill myself and She stoped me from doing it she Said that She was here for me that She was never going to Leave me and a week ago she stoped talking and now if she reads my texts Im lucky Ive tried asking her to come back but She Said that she has a life and that i was boring her 😞 I want her to come back soo bad I miss her soo much i have so many memories with her so many pictures smiling with her i truly Loved her as a friend and it hurts like hell not having my friend my everithing 😖 Plz! Come back I need you and i love you as a friend! MISS YOU !!! ❤⭐#7 Inês
Every night. Im in every comment, just letting people know how much I hate myself, and showing how pathetic I am, showing that the world is really finally breaking me.
I used to come here often to chill, back then life was so much easier. I was such an asshole to people that I love. I would loose my shit and treat them bad because I didn't know what to do with my own problems, I didn't know what to do with the result of my behavier. Today I'm alone, a lot of people left, some I didn't mind, since they were where just because I was sociable. But the one person that I lost, makes this whole thing worst. I lost the love of my life, the one person that was by my side everyday and did everything so we could be togheter. This is the part that hurts the most, all my life she was the only person that was honest to me and now she is gone, all my fault. I'm once again here, same video, new feelings and experiences. Its not possible to say everythig thru a comment, but thank you if you read. hope for the best for you. cheers.
I miss my wife so much... I was the same way... and I made it so hard to love me... but it was me. It was my fault I lost her... and now I get to see her in my children and that’s so hard... they have her hands and eyes... smile... lips. Now I have to watch her grow happy with someone else and I’ll never forgive myself.
Here I am, sitting in bed in a run down apartment wondering how the hell I got to where I am now. But sometimes, you just gotta breathe, let it all go. You might feel like your alone and abandoned, but you aren’t alone my friend, just remember there will always be someone there to talk to you. But if you have the right mindset just like saying thank you for the smallest things at night like”thank you for sight, taste.” You will feel better, I hope this gets through god speed my friends.
I really can’t help reminiscing about my past when listening to this. did not look at my likes..n I met this girl about 3 years ago whilst I was on my gap year. My friends and I just arrived in Sydney, Australia and as we were just about to go to our hotel, I met this white haired waiter with ocean eyes in a cafe. I remember how we caught eyes for an instance and everything around us just stood still. We got each others details and nearly every night I would wait outside that cafe until 11:00 pm just to see her and walk her home. I didn’t want her to know I was only there for a couple of weeks so I lied and said my family just moved here. We finally got a whole day together no thanks to the busy schedule she had. We went to a local theme park and the last thing she wanted to go on was the Ferris wheel. I don’t know if she planned it or not but as we got to the top, we could see the sunset simmering down on everything. She turned to me and held my hand, she looked down and said “I really like you, like really really like you”. I knew what she was trying to say so I took a leap and said “I love you too”. She buried her head on my chest and held me tightly as the Ferris wheel took its course... We hung out every chance we got and she even introduced me to her family. I think I broke her heart when I told her I’ll be leaving in a couple of days. She gave me a cold shoulder every time I saw her from then. I told myself that I wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t give me a proper send off, not as boyfriend and girlfriend, but as true lovers so I was shocked to see her waiting for me in the airport. We caught eyes just like the time we first met. She said her farewells and made me promise her that I would come back. It’s been about 3 years now and I’m starting to feel self conscious. I keep on thinking that I have left it too late and she’s moved on but for some reason, I know she’s still waiting. I’ve just graduated from my university in Toronto and I’m planning on surprising her next month. Wish me luck... Update 1: Thank you for all the support. Its confirmed I’m heading back to Sydney in 6 days instead of a month! All of you have motivated me and now I’m much closer to her than I was 4 days ago when I first shared my story, next update will probably be when I’m with her, hopefully. I’ve just brought tickets and I’m heading to LAX on Tuesday next week. If I haven’t updated you all in at least 8 days then I guess it’s safe to say that my experience of feeling lonely, feeling forgotten and feeling ashamed was a lesson to never let your soulmate go, even if you have to go through hell and back. Well, goodbye for now... Update 3: Hello everyone, this will be a short update. Don’t be worried though, yes I’m in Sydney, and no I haven’t been able to meet her yet, this was expected anyway. I went back to the cafe I met her in seeing if she was still working there. Turns out, she quit her job a couple of months after I parted with her 3-4 years ago. Her boss said she just wasn’t the same after I left, she would always turn up late to her shifts and would be rude to customers, I know I’m the cause of that. I went back to her parents house if she was there, when they opened the door they recognised me straight away. Her mother started crying whilst her dad gave me the death stare. He said my full name and gave me a hug. He said after I left, she became more motivated to follow her own dreams so she moved away with only the money she saved up from her work from the cafe. They said she told them she was going Melbourne. I had dinner at their house and we talked about everything that happened to her after I moved away, how she cut her long luscious hair, how she even dyed her hair but dyed it back because she didn’t like it brown, how she completely changed her clothes and how she started smoking for a couple of months but quit because everyone was worried about her. I know I was the cause of everything bad that happened to her. Her parents offered me to stay the night but I told them that I couldn’t burden them anymore, I also apologised to them for leaving their daughter so hastily and giving her false hope. They gave me a hug and told me that she was still waiting for me before waving me goodbye, I hope she is. Well, I’m in a hotel right now and I’m about to leave to go to Melbourne, I missed Sydney, I forgot how beautiful this place was. I keep telling myself that she’s still waiting to ease my mind. Next update will be in a couple of hours. I haven’t lost hope yet. See yall later. Update 4: it’s 3:30am in Melbourne, I’m in bed and right next to me, I can feel her breath bouncing off my skin. I’m holding back the tears and I’m struggling to text through my phone. She hasn’t changed at all... Just to think that around 12 hours a ago, I was doubting myself so much that a part of me wanted to head back home and now, the love of my life is in the same bed as me, we’re so close to touching each others hands, like in 2014. Honestly, I forgot how we met again. I just remember running into the ladies toilets in a car park convincing the girl to get out of the cubicle so she can face me again. I remember crying and smiling at the same time, I remember her punching my chest, calling me selfish whilst tears and her makeup was staining my shirt. I think I’ve never said the word sorry so many times in a minute. But now, all these things don’t matter. Lani is safe, she’s doing well and she’s with me. That’s all. All my efforts feel redeemed, all my doubts turned to happiness, all my worries has turned to just mere thoughts in my mind. I feel balanced. I feel thrilled, I feel like I can finally be at peace with myself. I’ll tell you all how I’m in this situation already in the morning. I’m tired and I just want to enjoy sleep again. Have a good one. Update 5: I guess it really is true that patience is a virtue. Having patience means having some sort of discipline, where you can command yourself to sit there and let time go past; wether it’s a couple of minutes, couple of hours, days, weeks months and even years, having patience will always end in something good. Even if you aren’t the type of person, you’ve read this much and hopefully my experiences have convinced you that something is truly out there, bigger than you or something much more meaningful. Anyways, Lani lives in a 3 bedroom apartment with 2 other people, she didn’t want me to sleep on the couch because one of her friends had sex on it with her boyfriend so I guess I didn’t have much of a choice sharing a bed a with her. It’s no big deal, after our first meet in more than 3 years, it felt like I was still on my gap year, we went to a restaurant to talk about some things. She hasn’t matured, but acts like it. Her sense of humour is still the same, her laugh has always been ugly, sounds uglier if she tries to hide it actually. But she’s developed a real sense of professionalism, which I find so attractive. She’s a primary school teacher and she’s so passionate about it. She also told me her feelings about me have been mixed but she’s starting to slowly revert back to 2014, I don’t know if that’s good or bad but I told her don’t reflect on the past, focus on the future but I’m not leaving you the same way I did 3-4 years ago, she kissed me on the cheek. She said she can see the guilt in my eyes and told me not to worry about it anymore. After that, we went back to her apartment and that was update 4. Nothing really happened yesterday, she said she’ll leave me alone for a while to let me catch up on sleep and work but I don’t want her to. My jet lag is as bad as the state of her room, but I don’t mind. Sorry this update is short. She said she wants me to go to the cinemas with her later, our first date as adults. Peace. (Had to cut update 2 out, it wasn’t important, it was just me rambling on about my troubles).
ばかだ君は bro i had a love story similar like yours but she said “I hated you cuz you’ve lied to me” and she deleted me from his contact but you know what I don’t give a fuck about that while she’s still okay, I’ll be okay 👌 after all I love her so much, however, I miss her Due to she’d been the only one could have touched my heart. Hahahahaha hahahahaha it’s weird to tell this and thanks so much if you read this 😋
But how did you find her in Melbourne ? And you went there but is it a one way trip ? Do you plan on staying with her or will you break her heart once again ?
To whoever reading this: you are beautiful, you are kind, you are someone’s world (maybe u just don’t know it). Let go, don’t chase anyone, stop. Only you can make yourself happy. And the world will help you if you ask for HELP. I’m here for ya’ll.
It doesn't "change" your personnality, music that makes you feel them feels is just making you be yourself. It's when you're arround people, when you feel like you've got something to hide that you change personnality.
It's not. Unless you hide who you are, music will just help connect you with different aspects of yourself. Actually art in general will do that. Video games, paintings, movies, books etc.
Because you have no personal identity whatsoever and you are so unsure of yourself that you let a song influence you to the point of becoming an anchor for your shitty persona.
Man, it's been nearly 3 years since this mix came out and it's been through a lot of downs in my life. A breakup, which was not fun, A horrible moment in January of 2018 which I dont even want to think back on, Friendships lost. so much bad. But at the same time it's been here for my good times, while that relationship ended, it let me see how I should be treated when I find the right person. While January 2018 was horrible, it also led me to wanting to become a psychologist, which is going to be my major this year of university. The friendships I lost are being rekindled and it feels like nothing was ever lost. If these last few years taught me anything, it's that while bad things happen, good things can come out of it, and it's those good things that you have to remember, becuase while it may constantly seem dark, there is always some light you can find. Everyone in these comment sections are like another family, and I hope it stays that way for as long as I live. (Edit): crazy, 2 years ago I found this comment i had made and revised it, now im finding it again. Psych didnt work out lol, went for business and cybersecurity instead. More friendships lost and found, and finally talking to someone who feels right. Crazy what 2 years can do to you.
I come to this comment section so often that it honestly feels like I’m just talking in and reading from a group chat with my close friends. Really is wild how much positivity, hope and love can come from good lofi vibes and comments. Hope y’all have a good day.
RAINING IN PARIS has SAVED my life. It calms my mind and makes me understand what I need to do. I opened up to myself and understood that I had to take action now. Raining in Paris brought feelings of nostalgia, since I remember when I visited Paris. I've cried, I've been hurt, I've hurt people, etc. However, Raining in Paris gives me clarity of mind, so I visualize my future and examine what would be the life I'd like to live, understanding that is so achievable.. Raining in Paris is a Master Piece. So much Love to all reading this.
Hey you. Yeah you. Whoever you are, I hope you are alright. And if you aren't.... You're gonna be okay. I don't even know you but... I love you 💙 *hug* (EDIT) For the people that dont believe me, you dont have to. Just know that I say what i say with the purest of intent. I love all of you regardless of who you are. If you're a decent person just trying to make it in this world... If you haven't hurt animals, people, or their families... I love you. If you had a bad past and youre trying not to recreate your same mistakes, and succeeding at creating better things, I'm proud of you and guess what... I love you as well. Every single one of you deserve a fucking hug.
I don't check chill-pop comments to see racist/xenophobic shit though, so as much as paris upsets me as a town let people enjoy it and stop whining about how your dear france is not France anymore suggesting all french people have been or are being replaced by "non french people". You're a disgrace to what humanity should be.
It's BS man, just ignore these shitty comments. People just search for an excuse to be racists piece of trash just because some bad shit happened a few times in their sheltered life and basically it's convenient to blame always the same fucking group of people and put everyone in the same bag. But seriously Paris is way too much romanticized though. In reality it's also a crowded, noisy and quite dirty city too. Most parisians are seen as rude and often shitty people too, and I mean it transcend skin color or origin. There is a lot of places way better in France than Paris.
so weird how the first few seconds of this video will always manage to pull me back to the time 5 years ago when this was the only thing i was able to fall asleep to. nothing good stays forever, and neither does anything bad. take care of yourselves
The fact that it's been almost 3 years since I last listened to this masterful piece, and it's raining outside as well, what a perfect time to remember you all...
sometimes you just gotta let yourself be sad man. we spend far too much energy repressing bad feelings so we remain presentable but you gotta pull yourself aside, crank up the melancholy, and let yourself weep for everything bringing you sorrow. once you've finished, you at least have a chance at moving on
maybe, just maybe it's because, we as people, as a society, have attempted to eliminate the beauty of sadness and the comfort of tears. We've been raised in an environment where to cry is to be weak but that's hardly the case. To fear your own tears is weakness but to allow yourself to be open to your emotions and tears is a sign of true strength. People who cry aren't weak, they've just been strong for too long. You can't always be happy and that's ok.
I genuinely love lofi... And it's community So much love and care That can't be found elsewhere So many broken souls But here's a bed of rose For us to take a break For our sanity's sake Lest we take a wrong turn in life Go somewhere we can't revive Not all hope is lost We are not without cost It's always the darkest before dawn When the sun rises these troubles shall be gone We are worthy Let's struggle and live With much love This short poem i serve ♥️
Location: England, Manchester in your room snuggled up playing TF2. Time: 8:45 PM Date: 25th of October Weather: Rainy + Miserly + Cold (Around 8 degrees Celsius) No worries, you are safe, protected in your childhood home whilst having a blast of a time. The fierce and puncturing cold and steel water droplets menacing knife and shank your window from top to bottom in a perpetual and orderly manner; you don’t know when it will end but neither do you care; you are safe. Safe from the 360 degree winding cacophony of the Brute winds that crash from North to South West towards you, shoving past West through the droplets, and creaking, crashing and cracking down and down and down to the centre of your window in a sickly and advantageous manner, as if the gusts of wind were fallen Angels rejected by the heavens far above. Leaving Everlasting dimples of Melancholic scars on the outer film as the winds lose grip and simultaneously in a matter of seconds go crashing and slushing, Swishing and Swirling down to the streets directly below South-East from your window. For the winds to be swept like raft wood from a wreckage by the grasping near flood water that followed the same synergistic motion of the winds. Suddenly in a matter of seconds. The water brute and animalistic Cobalt blue waters tear and yank at the waters in an abusive manner Down the Austere copper drains heading North West That opened its Trunkless gapped Mouth for the Winds that now Called out for Mercy and benevolence; The waters shared no mercy. As by the matter of a minute, all you could see were the swamp Tungsten Green Biceps of the water that pushed, shoved and kicked violently, Whilst simultaneously the Powerless Waters blood curdling screams become more faint and faint as the sounds traveled in a 360 degree panoramic, Screeching and beaming In all inches and directions for aid and freedom; but the piercing sloshing and gusty squeals could only lightly stroke miserly against the hairs of sound guarding ears, where over a period of seconds, the once bombastic, Blistering and Bountiful Cries became more and more dim and it both it and malicious, mouldy and murky swamp liquid could only be heard as Damp, dull and Deadened whispers of once lively soul of the gusts that for its last second of life could reach and cling to the jet black walls of the Gate’s Oesophagus as it’s light dimmer of Sound could only refract in a 30 degree angle North. Until it was consumed. And finally. Silence.
I wanna thank the comment section for saving me ik u don't know me but reading them and hearing "I love you" is what I needed to hear thank you and I might not know u but I love you aswell
It's impressive how music can affect you personally. Everytime I'm hearing some hard epic metal, I feel like I'm invincible and It's almost like nothing could defeat me. But every time, around midnight, when I'm chilling on some lofi hip-hop, with the rain pouring outside and smashing against my window, It change my mood in a way words will never be able to describe. A feeling of happiness, nostalgia, relaxation, emptiness and sadness mixed together in my inner soul for the time of this mix. It's almost like every music I'm hearing is connected to a feel or a memory. Music really is something awesome that will affect me like nothing else could ever be able to for the rest of my life. "A life without music is like a burger without pickles. Eatable but tasteless."
it's what i feel,what everyone feels,the last song makes me feel happy but at the same time i feel sad,like...lonely,i understand no one is perfect but...i tried to save some friendships but in the end...they go,they get to busy or find better friends or just i bother them,always i help my best friends for make smiles and that but sometimes i wish have the same thing,i mean....not everyone have a good day and we need a talk,a hug and trow away the bad feelings,sometimes we are happy and excited for talk about our day with somone but sometimes people don't have the time or sometimes they don't care and we feel sad and lonely,i have good friends but sometimes i don't feel enough in some stuff and when i do a mistakes in a work or something i feel useless,a shame,im afraid to fail because i don't want feel useless...i just want to help but i feel insecure of myself,im sorry for not be like other people,sorry for not be what you really want,but after all the sadness inside...i keep going and smile again
I listened to this playlist two years ago during quarantine. The first song really blew me away with its beauty, and yet I completely lost this video. All I knew was "something with a rooftop, rain sfx, and a beautiful sample of a conversation." God am I glad I found you. I'm not letting you go again.
you have excellent taste, my friend! I would be happy if you took a look at my videos, I'm doing something similar, and I want to learn how to improve it... I would be very grateful!
@@kylespringsrandomguy Thanks, when I posted that I had just got out of an abusive relationship and lost all my friends because they were her friends too.... I'm much better now.
@@corpsesdontstaydead.5376 Absolutely happy to hear that. I dont know you, and you dont know me, but its absolutely incredible to know that across the world one person can care about another.
I got out of an abusive relationship too, and even though my friends didn’t leave me, most of them don’t know what happened. And I feel like I should warn them, yet I’m still scared of what my ex would do if he heard, so yeah, I’m okish but still suffering
I don't know how the lofi community started, but it was for good reason. Everyone who's here has gone through it all in some way. Some are sad, some are depressed. Some are grieving, some are suffering from mental illness. We're all different. We have our own troubles. But we all came here for the same reason- to relieve our pain. This community seems to be the only one where it is truly comforting. No trolls. No hate comments. No cyber-bullies telling you to 'buck up' and 'get over it'. Just strangers who don't know you on the other side of the world who understand your pain. Who can offer real advice and tell you want you actually need to hear. So thank you, to every person who came here. Who spread the love. For you, it's simply writing a comment. For someone else, it might change their life. If you're still reading, I'm happy you're alive, crying and all. I don't know you, but you have a new friend and someone to look out for you ❤
I live in Paris, rigth now I look through the window, and the sky is grey an cloudy. I don't know if it is going to rain soon. But I listen to your mix, and I see some birds flying high underneath the clouds. I feel that strange sort of happiness when you're alone with yourself, and I like those clouds and cherish them for the instant they give me along with your tracks. Thank you bootleg boy.
yes, its the sounds of the unknown when your heart has just shattered.. and the style of the dj's playing out the the songs and troubles of the day!, to express the sounds of i'm sorry! And I miss you, and I still wait even though I know you arent comming back or looking!! just the Silent death of the gloomy sky's and the solitude of Alone. but .. the music brings the love and the positive, of maybe there is someone for you! don't give up .. Lesson's learned of what not , and how it feels,TO HUMBLE YOURSELF.. MUSIC IF YOU CAN LOOK AT YOU AND THE MISTAKES.... WE MADE TO CAUSE THE PAIN, OR HOW WE FEEL .. MUSIC CAN SAY A BILLION MORE THAN ANY PICTURE , LETTER, OR ANYTHING.. SEND THIS TO THE ONE YOU MISS!!
I've wanted to go to Paris for a long time. Listening to this Lofi mix makes me feel a little more connected to that dream, like it's a little closer. I imagine walking the busy streets with my friends and discovering fun little quirks which make Paris so fascinating and unique. I can see us going on a guided tour of the Parisian rooftops as the sun sets over the city. I imagine feeling fulfilled, admiring the panoramic view of the city. I can almost feel the cold air on my face as night falls and the city lights up with golden hues, like fireflies on a beautiful evening. Then, I imagine going back to the hostel to drink some nice French wine and watch a movie together, snuggled under the blankets as rain falls soothingly outside. Lockdown is tough but I know that one day, we will be in Paris and living these dreams.
hey, you. yeah, i’m talking to you. i don’t know who you are, i don’t know your story, but something led you to this video. i hope you’re okay, and if you are not okay, it gets better. it always gets better. take a nice shower, have some food, sit outside if you want. i love you. even if i don’t know who you are, i love you. you deserve love, everyone does, despite your mistakes you make in your journey. vent if you want in the comments! do whatever you’d like here.
@@ManojGhasan hey, is everything going good now? i know the world seems likes it's ending, and you have your personal problems. but it will get better, trust me :)
I listened to this all throughout highschool junior and senior year. Heck I discovered your channel via SoundCloud back in 2017. It will always bring joy to remember those times when hearing this play
@@morgannord679 i actually have another one too! its called The Black Cat: across the rooftops, down into the alley, the black cat pads on silent paws, disappearing into the night
“Hey.” “What are you still doing awake?” “Oh...one of those nights, hmm?” “Well, don’t worry. We both know that these nights come and go. It might not seem like it now, but they always do.” “Hmm?” “You want me to stay with you?” “Of course I’ll stay. Here, I have some music. You listen to music to sleep, right? Just relax and take some deep breaths. Listen to the silence and the calm. I won’t leave.” “Goodnight. I’ll see you in the morning. I promise.”
That 's freak ing sad, but amusing and nostalgic, at the same time. It's like I was about to cry and smile, but nothing is in fact solid. Man, I can't truly understand the power of music.
A year ago, i listened to this on repeat when my ex cheated on me. Now, i have an amazing gf whome ive been dating for a year. Stay strong and remember, have a goodnight my bros and female bros :3
I had a dream where i saw all my friends i had, until after i blink they disappeared. The dream continued with me going alone to school, and the school was empty... Possibly implying that i did not have a chance anymore or possibly implying that i already gave up, as even surrounded by people, i never really paid attention to them, i just lay my eyes at the board... I woke up sad. I realized they don't talk to me because of my weird behavior in communicating, a teacher said to my mom she noticed signs of autism in me.
@@ievka.4163 no. you are not a monster. you are a damaged soul in a cruel world just as i. we are only human. we are so human. nothing less nothing more. we live even tho we dont want to. some die even tho they just want to live. there is no solution. life is without resolution. we can only make of it what we can. we must ask ourselves what we really want in life since we are stuck with it. you must trust in me when i tell you its alright. its alright tonight.
that cut me quite deep. Now i know why I have been having so many convos with them in my mind. Dreaming about them makes me escape from the reality that they aren't there
I’m late.... But there’s this girl, Im 19 btw. She’s everything I need in a girl. Shes sweet, pretty, funny, mature. But she is depressed and doesn’t want to bring me into that with her. I miss her every day. She was perfect.
12:05 AM, in the driveway, inside my car...listining to this, and thinking about the many failures, the quite sorrow of being around people but still feeling disconnected.
That’s the hardest oart seeing everyone enjoy themselves, having genuine relationships, growing as people, and yet here I am. just drifting endlessly. Wanting to be better, real and to feel, love, now it’s all but a distant memory, I wish I could fall asleep crying, too bad my brain spends too much energy going crazy, being anxious and throwing more insults at myself, because what am I good at? Nothing. Where has being nice gotten me? NOWHERE. Why am I treated like this, why don’t people care about me?
Its been a year I've found your channel and I feel like this "Raining in" series is something too close to my heart. So THANK YOU SO MUCH for another mix before the year ends @the bootleg boy
The second episode of the RAINING series 💕
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/40Wg75i
the bootleg boy im not ready for these feels, bootleg. But im glad you made the video.
the bootleg boy 200k man, my inspiration of my life
I really love this series!!! Please make more!!!!
Nice idea of a series dude! Keeping it interesting you know? :D
Please do a raining in LOS ANGELES!
-Can i ask you something ?
-Yea
-Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?
-We accept the love we think we deserve.
-Do we make them know they deserve more ?
-We can try .💙
Pine Dile I watch it religiously
This is so beautiful
smh e-girl
Anyone know what the song is called
@@Aaron-tt9ek dominus crixus
Do you ever feel like u just want to pause life? Like just pause everything for a day to think about everything, and to figure everything out without time having to bother you?
Time is our major enemy
@@julianbenitez7356 I would say closed minds more than time. At least we KNOW time isn't on our side.
yes...
damn i've never related to a comment more in my life
I feel you
"The saddest part is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory."
- Anonymous
I know how that feels don’t worry I’m here with you if you’ve gone thru that it sucks to loose someone u love and give all your time too and then they leave well I gotta go to bed now ✨ gn ✨
😢
@Wan muhammad Genji oh my asahi
I didn’t like it, because there are 420 likes. I’ll leave mine here. 👍
Hey your pfp changed! Looks like you are still alive!
I always been scared to comment on things but-
Bad things are something to learn from. Not adapt. So wherever you people are,
I say stay strong.
You got my respect.
i've read through a fair bit of the comments and im just realizing how good i have it
Thank you. You too
Wow words of wisdom and powers well expressed to us the W🌎RLD.Peace,love and blessings eternally to everyone.
Man as im scrolling through the comments i noticed that the lofi community is chill af like if we were too meet irl it would just be us people chilling together.
Money Rain_331 it’s a community like this everyone needs. I wish I could meet a lofi fan irl and just sit down and talk. Communicate. That’s all people need sometimes. Is someone to talk to.
@@zionisgone yeah me too... but i live in russia lol
Me too but i live in France
You mean soft AF, it feels like it's full of aimless depressed people in here
Yea, simply because all 9 year olds are playing fortnight and only later on in life notice how bad life can sometimes strike.
I will never understand how love can make u the happiest person in the world
But also the saddest person in the world...
i can understand neither
Because, love is the apex of our existence here. It holds infinite possibility for the best and worst on the spectrum of human emotion.
@Cynicalisrealist Bleh. Holds validity but you overthink: it happens when someone, somewhere, somehow hurt you. Thinking about it in this intellectual way helps to buffer the pain. We evolved with the emotions we have for a specific purpose.
@Cynicalisrealist Also: we need to rely on others for our survival, and to trust that they won't hurt us. It's inescapable, unavoidable, plain as day. So, we'd better get better at it. Hang in there
@Cynicalisrealist This could be true. Curious, where are you from?
0:06 - 0:25
-"Can I ask you something?"
-"Yes?"
-"Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?"
-"We accept love we think we deserve."
-"Can we make them know that they deserve more?"
-"We can try."
I love this quote. It gon make me cry. 💞
We dont always get the love we deserve- but, in retrospect, we dont always deserve the people we love.
from perks of being a wallflower, really good movie
thanks for the lirycs i wasn't understanding the final part
@@aaagabe heard it was good too
Wow eternal respect 👏 to you.Peace, love and blessings take care.
"Being Happy together is Love - Being Depressed together is Friendship"
- Timolio on the last day of 2020
it genuinely makes me cry to see how supportive people are in the comments
Its the lofi community
I hope you are doing good and if you aren't I hope things get better and I hope you'll be okay. I love u🥺💙
This will probably go in noticed but as someone who struggles with anxiety and depression I know life can be shit but we all go through it and the best way to help people out is to talk so any time you feel shit talk to anyone who is willing to take the time to understand it’s worth it trust me
This is because bootleg boy makes every listener satisfy
People in this face of yt is very kind
"We accept the love we think we deserve."
This made me cry.
Kevin Coleman *yep*
@@Linqfae. same
if you want to know where it's from, it's from Perks of Being a Wallflower
I'm sad
@@gia2746 Let it out.
Me: looks at the people at the comments
Where have y’all bin my whole life??
Yesss feeel that
Agree 😢
imagine if we met irl omg
I’m here!! 😊
hiding..
To that one soul reading this.
I know you're tired,
You're fed up,
You're so close to breaking but there's strength within you,
even when you feel weak.
Keep fighting.
Người Việt ở khắp mọi nơi :v
I Will never give up.
@Yến Nhi Nguyễn cậu có facebook hay zalo không, tôi muốn làm bạn với cậu quá .
@@Thanglatoi có chứ, tôi luôn sẵn sàng
The people in the comment sections of lofi playlists are so caring and beautiful. They’re the type of people who make this earth so beautiful to live in…like… thanks for existing 💖
I know! I just want to be friends with all of these people man
Ew gey
Chavela not all of them, some come just to laugh at depressed people ;-;
@@blitzy7742 lol
AEBRUHAM BLINKOLN it’s true lol
So far, your survival rate in life is 100%.
Be proud of yourself.
Mika // ahah... who said that.
What if I had coronavirus would that number still be the same?
Big Brain Time
but i dont know how many past lives i ve lived so far
@Anglo-Saxon In Asia :(same.
i'm not depressed....i just love the smooth melody of the song.
So quiet and nice.
Just love it.
Good keep smiling my dear peace be with you always ✌🙏🕊
Keep smiling bro Im happy that your happy hope you never have to go thru depression and if you are keep your head up bro things will get better
Years have gone by and I still put on raining In every night before bed. Thank you🙏🏽
4 years later...and this type of music is still the best thing you can chill with 🌹
"The Generation of The Great Depression"
john doe please explain
Etsube Fassil the “Great Depression” was originally the worst economic downturn of the history and now people use this term to say “they’re sad” that’s all
Jung Hoseok I agree
"We have no great war, no great depression. The great depression is our lives."
yep pretty much
"she doesn't realise that a broken heart can't be fixed with a sorry...."
Bearclaw beautiful my friend!
Bearclaw what Korina?
Roiael you not have friends your Sad
pica pau oh aha okay my friend, hope you're well 😄✌
Roiael ㅓㅎ내ㅏㅊ요ㅏㅓㄹ겋어ㅑㅐㅐㅐㅐㅐㅐㅐㅓㅠㅗㅎㅎㅎㄹㅇ
It was a day in December 2019, when I stayed in a small Airbnb above the roofs of Paris. One night at 1 am , it started raining like hell and it reminded me of this video. So I put my headphones on, searched for this video on CZcams and opened the window. With the Eiffel Tower in sight, the rain dripping on the roofs and the music in my ears I realized, that this is a moment I will always remember. I was literally experiencing "RAINING IN P A R I S".
I don't wish much for my birthday. But I do wish that whom ever reads this is Healthy,happy,loved,and to have a great & blessed life.
Reality of fear:
You're not scared of dark. It's what's in it.
You're not afraid of heights. You're afraid of falling.
You're not afraid of the people around you. It's rejection.
You're not to love. You're just afraid of being rejected.
You're not afraid to let go. You're just afraid of the reality that they're gone.
You're not afraid to try again. You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.
...dam makes sense..
Thx small bean the doodle with a melted emoij
Quite an experience to live in fear, isn’t it? That’s what it is to be a slave.
o o f
This comment hit way to hard
I literally just wanna sit in my car in a empty parking lot. On a dark and rainy night, just listening to this.
Inderjit Kaur Can I join you?
same
Can i join u plz
Sounds like someone I know lmfao 😂 mind if I bring a blunt and join ya 😂😂😁
That's exactly what I am doing right now
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
The rain and thunder in the background makes these “raining in” playlists so much more chill. So good for relaxing late night vibes 👌🏽
This is my poem. Thank you for reading.
R A I N
And it finally rained one night in my city.
At times when nobody expected it.
People complained of it as if it were a vicious entity.
But, it cleansed their hearts.
The rain drizzled on the window panes,
Giving hopes that had no expectations,
Washing every guilt away.
Crying every drop that we were meant to cry
One evening the clouds finally embraced my city;
Covering my tear stains, and set me
*F R E E* .
Edit... OMG?!?! YOU GUYS!! 500+ LIKES? Thank you. I dont even write anymore, but thank you so much❤
ah yes, I remember middle school
@@qfqerhweaagfafdgafdg ??
Well done nice poem
this is beautiful thank you for sharing :)
I can relate.
This is beautiful.
lo-fi was the best thing to happen to me in 2018
Dude,SAME
mood
Me too
J’suis sûr que tu vaut plus qu’un camion poubelle :)
The real question is how long has Lofi been around? Also why my google home says Lowfee...
the comment section of lofi music never fails to impress. everyone seems so genuine and nice.
This lofi gives me bad memories from the time i wanted too end my life. I listened too this every night while I cried myself too sleep, if I came out of a really bad depression to the point where I wouldn’t eat or shower you are capable of that too!!
Never underestimate the importance you have. I’d happily listen to you, just reply. And since 3 months have passes since your comment, I hope you’re having it great and have come to peace with yourself.
@@abigabbas1886 hi, thank you so much. I’m doing better ❤️ everything begun with when I moved away from my home where I grew up in, with all of my close friends. The new house was dark and it really didn’t feel like home, I tried to make my new room look cozy and feel safe but it just didn’t turn out how I thought it would. I’d also noticed my best friends would distance themselves from me and not wanting too hang out anymore or talk to me, that’s when I got badly depressed, I was so lonely and I didn’t have anyone anymore. I was mad, sad and miserable in that dark room of mine. After 1 month or 2 I realized I was in love with my best friend (me and her were the closest friends in the group). I started to spam her with messages every single day and just wanted everything to go back too normal and just hang out again. But I hadn’t realized they didn’t want the same and they had already moved on from me switching school and moving away from them. But I was far from okay with that, I didn’t let HER go I was like so obsessed with the thought of us being together again (like summer). after 4 months of living in that house we moved back to our town because my mom saw how sad I was. I began to hang out with the girl and the group again and everything was just so good. (We don’t hang out anymore, this was in 2018/2019)
@@Unknown-du3or Hey! I am glad you’re fine. I hope you’ve realised how insignificant were the things that made you feel miserable and depressed. Exercise gratitude as cliche as it sounds... Just remember each morning, that your mom made your family move back, because you felt bad in the new city. You may not know, but maybe she liked the new place. It is her and your father who will stick by you. The last thing they’d want is you to be a wreck. As for your friends, you should be patient so you could assess who deserves your mental health. So, I am glad you’re good. Don’t spoil your mind with miserable thoughts and depression. Now... have a nice day/evening!
@@abigabbas1886 your right I’m going to remember that always, she saved me. Have a good day🤗💗
i just really want to log out of life for a while and log back in when im ready.
sleep?
the thing is i dont know if I would log back in
@@nrgprttyfeet7938 same, but I'm sure I'd come around and pick up the controller again eventually.
It’s 5 am, dark. I’m sitting in my room, alone. Even though I’m alone I don’t feel lonely, as this empty air is filled with music and the feelings that constantly lurk over me in my daily life.
It’s a comfortable atmosphere, it’s dark but I’m not scared. Even though I would usually be scared of the dark, demons and what not I don’t feel scared at all. Actually, I feel quite relax. I’m not happy but I’m not sad. I’m not angry, annoyed, filled with hatred or any negative emotion. I just feel, nothing but in the best way possible. Not the dreadful nothing of when all your emotions overload and you break down and feel nothing afterwards. It’s the nothing that relaxes you. I may be sitting on my uncomfortable twin bed at 5 am, a small apartment but I feel like I’m somewhere else.
I feel as I’m in a small family run cafe, in another world of some sort. It’s raining as I sit by the window, drinking tea as I watch the rain.
This music really brings everything out in me, the sadness, the anger, the hatred, but also the joy that really cancels it all out. Is my life sad enough to where music made by someone I don’t know the name of makes me feel serenity? Possibly, but I think I’m okay with that.
It’s raining in Paris.
I wish i could feel like that
Btw, love your Profile Picture
when i listen to this kind of music i can close my eyes and just think of my own world what i would like the world to be like in my head where i can eat sleep live and repeat a stress free life where nobody can judge you break you hate you use you and lie to you i know it sound stupid but i hope people feel the same way
try to get some sleep
You're hallucinating that's all.
Bruh a rainy night in Paris by my self with some Lofi is the v i b e I’m tellin yall
Lemme join
i was 14 the first time I heard this to learn for my exams now I am 19 and I am still hearing this thank you for this masterpiece
Same
“Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?” This sentence physically hurts me...
It's from the movie the perks of being a wallflower. it's really good but can get confusing at times so I would recommend reading the book before watching the movie but they're both amazing so I would definitely watch or read them if you get the chance
Hurt me too...you are not alone🙏
fucking same
"we accept the love we think we deserve."
"can we let them know they deserve more?"
"we can try."
"I really really really really wish I could go back in time. There are a couple of wrongs I have to right, and there are a couple of moments I have to relive."
i'm sure all of us do
shut up
Just keep moving, because all we have is the present moment.
You gained more than you regret. Meaning that you went through a hardship that become an experience. It's up to you not to ran that race again. You have the still to create better for yourself.
There are a couple of right things I have to wrong... You know, good people turning out to be bad.
Hey, you're the strongest and I'm proud of you. You survived, and you will keep surviving.
Hey thank you, I'm surviving but everyone is surviving right? It just how we survive and in my case I'm surviving not how the society excepts me to survive. greetings from germany
@@heyyounice1663 I feel the same way man, I hope you feel alright, surviving also takes strength
@@heyyounice1663 it’s ur life don’t worry abt what society thinks
It’s been abt a year Man U feeling better?
I've been listening to this during my exams since 2017...I'm almost graduated now!
I think now you did it?
Good luck 🤞
does anyone else come here at 3am, read through all the comments while silently head
bopping, whole body feeling heavy as you hear the music understand all the feelings you are
too afraid to admit out loud?
Hell yeah !!! Fuck Ive been dealing with depression and i had a girl who helped me through a lot she ment the hole world to me i wanted to Kill myself and She stoped me from doing it she Said that She was here for me that She was never going to Leave me and a week ago she stoped talking and now if she reads my texts Im lucky Ive tried asking her to come back but She Said that she has a life and that i was boring her 😞 I want her to come back soo bad I miss her soo much i have so many memories with her so many pictures smiling with her i truly Loved her as a friend and it hurts like hell not having my friend my everithing 😖 Plz! Come back I need you and i love you as a friend! MISS YOU !!! ❤⭐#7 Inês
Liam Mitchell thats me right now lol. sitting on a bus going through the mountains listening to this
KiLLeR WolF im sorry bud. time heals everything as long as you let it (:
Every night. Im in every comment, just letting people know how much I hate myself, and showing how pathetic I am, showing that the world is really finally breaking me.
3am part too accurate, stop
Me: deep in my feels
Ad: *CuRoLoGy HaS ChAnGeD mY LiFe*
Ive was upset today and U made me laugh :) I’m thankful for that thank you :)
Anasol had changed my life, I turned my hemorrhoids into hope 🙏🏼😔
@@peachy_asmr5366 JWGEJHFBE-
Me: **finally about to sleep**
AD: TheRE Is AN EPIdeMiC SpreADING. ItS NoT A SIckNESS, Not a VIRUs. ITs VApiNG.
Hahahahhah🤣
I used to come here often to chill, back then life was so much easier. I was such an asshole to people that I love. I would loose my shit and treat them bad because I didn't know what to do with my own problems, I didn't know what to do with the result of my behavier. Today I'm alone, a lot of people left, some I didn't mind, since they were where just because I was sociable. But the one person that I lost, makes this whole thing worst. I lost the love of my life, the one person that was by my side everyday and did everything so we could be togheter. This is the part that hurts the most, all my life she was the only person that was honest to me and now she is gone, all my fault. I'm once again here, same video, new feelings and experiences. Its not possible to say everythig thru a comment, but thank you if you read. hope for the best for you. cheers.
I miss my wife so much... I was the same way... and I made it so hard to love me... but it was me. It was my fault I lost her... and now I get to see her in my children and that’s so hard... they have her hands and eyes... smile... lips. Now I have to watch her grow happy with someone else and I’ll never forgive myself.
@@shiningumbreon4322 im sorry, thanks for sharing, hope you feel better some day. Im from the Internet but Im here if you wanna talk.
Someone summarise this for me Im too lazy
Same here :(
Here I am, sitting in bed in a run down apartment wondering how the hell I got to where I am now. But sometimes, you just gotta breathe, let it all go. You might feel like your alone and abandoned, but you aren’t alone my friend, just remember there will always be someone there to talk to you. But if you have the right mindset just like saying thank you for the smallest things at night like”thank you for sight, taste.” You will feel better, I hope this gets through god speed my friends.
This is your safe place
Everyone here is accepted
And everyone is supportive
nah im not supportive yall should definitely stop the self-pity
@@roastyoass9138 Username checks out
@@glitchyx6995 both do
Roast Yo Ass 💝💝🥰🤗
I wish but
I really can’t help reminiscing about my past when listening to this.
did not look at my likes..n I met this girl about 3 years ago whilst I was on my gap year. My friends and I just arrived in Sydney, Australia and as we were just about to go to our hotel, I met this white haired waiter with ocean eyes in a cafe. I remember how we caught eyes for an instance and everything around us just stood still. We got each others details and nearly every night I would wait outside that cafe until 11:00 pm just to see her and walk her home.
I didn’t want her to know I was only there for a couple of weeks so I lied and said my family just moved here. We finally got a whole day together no thanks to the busy schedule she had. We went to a local theme park and the last thing she wanted to go on was the Ferris wheel. I don’t know if she planned it or not but as we got to the top, we could see the sunset simmering down on everything. She turned to me and held my hand, she looked down and said “I really like you, like really really like you”. I knew what she was trying to say so I took a leap and said “I love you too”. She buried her head on my chest and held me tightly as the Ferris wheel took its course...
We hung out every chance we got and she even introduced me to her family. I think I broke her heart when I told her I’ll be leaving in a couple of days. She gave me a cold shoulder every time I saw her from then. I told myself that I wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t give me a proper send off, not as boyfriend and girlfriend, but as true lovers so I was shocked to see her waiting for me in the airport. We caught eyes just like the time we first met. She said her farewells and made me promise her that I would come back.
It’s been about 3 years now and I’m starting to feel self conscious. I keep on thinking that I have left it too late and she’s moved on but for some reason, I know she’s still waiting. I’ve just graduated from my university in Toronto and I’m planning on surprising her next month.
Wish me luck...
Update 1: Thank you for all the support. Its confirmed I’m heading back to Sydney in 6 days instead of a month! All of you have motivated me and now I’m much closer to her than I was 4 days ago when I first shared my story, next update will probably be when I’m with her, hopefully. I’ve just brought tickets and I’m heading to LAX on Tuesday next week. If I haven’t updated you all in at least 8 days then I guess it’s safe to say that my experience of feeling lonely, feeling forgotten and feeling ashamed was a lesson to never let your soulmate go, even if you have to go through hell and back. Well, goodbye for now...
Update 3: Hello everyone, this will be a short update. Don’t be worried though, yes I’m in Sydney, and no I haven’t been able to meet her yet, this was expected anyway. I went back to the cafe I met her in seeing if she was still working there. Turns out, she quit her job a couple of months after I parted with her 3-4 years ago. Her boss said she just wasn’t the same after I left, she would always turn up late to her shifts and would be rude to customers, I know I’m the cause of that.
I went back to her parents house if she was there, when they opened the door they recognised me straight away. Her mother started crying whilst her dad gave me the death stare. He said my full name and gave me a hug. He said after I left, she became more motivated to follow her own dreams so she moved away with only the money she saved up from her work from the cafe. They said she told them she was going Melbourne. I had dinner at their house and we talked about everything that happened to her after I moved away, how she cut her long luscious hair, how she even dyed her hair but dyed it back because she didn’t like it brown, how she completely changed her clothes and how she started smoking for a couple of months but quit because everyone was worried about her. I know I was the cause of everything bad that happened to her.
Her parents offered me to stay the night but I told them that I couldn’t burden them anymore, I also apologised to them for leaving their daughter so hastily and giving her false hope. They gave me a hug and told me that she was still waiting for me before waving me goodbye, I hope she is.
Well, I’m in a hotel right now and I’m about to leave to go to Melbourne, I missed Sydney, I forgot how beautiful this place was. I keep telling myself that she’s still waiting to ease my mind. Next update will be in a couple of hours. I haven’t lost hope yet. See yall later.
Update 4: it’s 3:30am in Melbourne, I’m in bed and right next to me, I can feel her breath bouncing off my skin. I’m holding back the tears and I’m struggling to text through my phone. She hasn’t changed at all... Just to think that around 12 hours a ago, I was doubting myself so much that a part of me wanted to head back home and now, the love of my life is in the same bed as me, we’re so close to touching each others hands, like in 2014.
Honestly, I forgot how we met again. I just remember running into the ladies toilets in a car park convincing the girl to get out of the cubicle so she can face me again. I remember crying and smiling at the same time, I remember her punching my chest, calling me selfish whilst tears and her makeup was staining my shirt. I think I’ve never said the word sorry so many times in a minute. But now, all these things don’t matter.
Lani is safe, she’s doing well and she’s with me. That’s all. All my efforts feel redeemed, all my doubts turned to happiness, all my worries has turned to just mere thoughts in my mind. I feel balanced. I feel thrilled, I feel like I can finally be at peace with myself.
I’ll tell you all how I’m in this situation already in the morning. I’m tired and I just want to enjoy sleep again. Have a good one.
Update 5: I guess it really is true that patience is a virtue. Having patience means having some sort of discipline, where you can command yourself to sit there and let time go past; wether it’s a couple of minutes, couple of hours, days, weeks months and even years, having patience will always end in something good. Even if you aren’t the type of person, you’ve read this much and hopefully my experiences have convinced you that something is truly out there, bigger than you or something much more meaningful.
Anyways, Lani lives in a 3 bedroom apartment with 2 other people, she didn’t want me to sleep on the couch because one of her friends had sex on it with her boyfriend so I guess I didn’t have much of a choice sharing a bed a with her. It’s no big deal, after our first meet in more than 3 years, it felt like I was still on my gap year, we went to a restaurant to talk about some things. She hasn’t matured, but acts like it. Her sense of humour is still the same, her laugh has always been ugly, sounds uglier if she tries to hide it actually. But she’s developed a real sense of professionalism, which I find so attractive. She’s a primary school teacher and she’s so passionate about it. She also told me her feelings about me have been mixed but she’s starting to slowly revert back to 2014, I don’t know if that’s good or bad but I told her don’t reflect on the past, focus on the future but I’m not leaving you the same way I did 3-4 years ago, she kissed me on the cheek. She said she can see the guilt in my eyes and told me not to worry about it anymore. After that, we went back to her apartment and that was update 4. Nothing really happened yesterday, she said she’ll leave me alone for a while to let me catch up on sleep and work but I don’t want her to. My jet lag is as bad as the state of her room, but I don’t mind. Sorry this update is short. She said she wants me to go to the cinemas with her later, our first date as adults. Peace. (Had to cut update 2 out, it wasn’t important, it was just me rambling on about my troubles).
ばかだ君は can you give us a new update
ばかだ君は bro i had a love story similar like yours but she said “I hated you cuz you’ve lied to me” and she deleted me from his contact but you know what I don’t give a fuck about that while she’s still okay, I’ll be okay 👌 after all I love her so much, however, I miss her
Due to she’d been the only one could have touched my heart. Hahahahaha hahahahaha it’s weird to tell this and thanks so much if you read this 😋
That seems like a movie, even hard to believe
But how did you find her in Melbourne ?
And you went there but is it a one way trip ? Do you plan on staying with her or will you break her heart once again ?
this is the cutest thing this felt surreal i want one like this :
The lofi community feels like a happy family reunion.
To whoever reading this: you are beautiful, you are kind, you are someone’s world (maybe u just don’t know it). Let go, don’t chase anyone, stop. Only you can make yourself happy. And the world will help you if you ask for HELP. I’m here for ya’ll.
Aw you are a beatiful person,god bless you and protects you and your family,thank you and i hope this for you too ❤💖
I just realized the people here have a life just as complex as my own.
search for sonder on youtube
Get a job, Mr complex.
The fuxk does this even mean
Kick Nollingwood lol what
Kick Nollingwood boomer alert
Why does music like this make me change personality?
TheCandyIsGood OFFICIAL Same question bro ! 😂
It doesn't "change" your personnality, music that makes you feel them feels is just making you be yourself. It's when you're arround people, when you feel like you've got something to hide that you change personnality.
because it's magic :)
It's not. Unless you hide who you are, music will just help connect you with different aspects of yourself. Actually art in general will do that. Video games, paintings, movies, books etc.
Because you have no personal identity whatsoever and you are so unsure of yourself that you let a song influence you to the point of becoming an anchor for your shitty persona.
revisiting this playlist after 4 years. feels out of this world.
it feel like so long and so much has happened since
Man, it's been nearly 3 years since this mix came out and it's been through a lot of downs in my life. A breakup, which was not fun, A horrible moment in January of 2018 which I dont even want to think back on, Friendships lost. so much bad. But at the same time it's been here for my good times, while that relationship ended, it let me see how I should be treated when I find the right person. While January 2018 was horrible, it also led me to wanting to become a psychologist, which is going to be my major this year of university. The friendships I lost are being rekindled and it feels like nothing was ever lost. If these last few years taught me anything, it's that while bad things happen, good things can come out of it, and it's those good things that you have to remember, becuase while it may constantly seem dark, there is always some light you can find. Everyone in these comment sections are like another family, and I hope it stays that way for as long as I live. (Edit): crazy, 2 years ago I found this comment i had made and revised it, now im finding it again. Psych didnt work out lol, went for business and cybersecurity instead. More friendships lost and found, and finally talking to someone who feels right. Crazy what 2 years can do to you.
"We accept the love we think we deserve" from the movie The Perks Of Being a Wallflower.
I couldn't get that line out of my head.
same:'v
I come to this comment section so often that it honestly feels like I’m just talking in and reading from a group chat with my close friends.
Really is wild how much positivity, hope and love can come from good lofi vibes and comments. Hope y’all have a good day.
RAINING IN PARIS has SAVED my life. It calms my mind and makes me understand what I need to do. I opened up to myself and understood that I had to take action now. Raining in Paris brought feelings of nostalgia, since I remember when I visited Paris. I've cried, I've been hurt, I've hurt people, etc. However, Raining in Paris gives me clarity of mind, so I visualize my future and examine what would be the life I'd like to live, understanding that is so achievable.. Raining in Paris is a Master Piece. So much Love to all reading this.
Hey you.
Yeah you.
Whoever you are,
I hope you are alright. And if you aren't.... You're gonna be okay. I don't even know you but...
I love you 💙
*hug*
(EDIT) For the people that dont believe me, you dont have to. Just know that I say what i say with the purest of intent. I love all of you regardless of who you are. If you're a decent person just trying to make it in this world... If you haven't hurt animals, people, or their families... I love you.
If you had a bad past and youre trying not to recreate your same mistakes, and succeeding at creating better things, I'm proud of you and guess what... I love you as well. Every single one of you deserve a fucking hug.
Thanks...
Thank you ily too
Thank you for kind words :D:
Anyone want to talk about how there days been?Well help solve each others problem as a group chat.
Yeah
it makes want to go paris, spend a lonely night in a hotel room looking at the city through a window while listening to this xo
i'd be safe in a hotel room all night :P
btw i'd kick the crap out of attackers, at least i die trying
Ikr
I don't check chill-pop comments to see racist/xenophobic shit though, so as much as paris upsets me as a town let people enjoy it and stop whining about how your dear france is not France anymore suggesting all french people have been or are being replaced by "non french people". You're a disgrace to what humanity should be.
It's BS man, just ignore these shitty comments. People just search for an excuse to be racists piece of trash just because some bad shit happened a few times in their sheltered life and basically it's convenient to blame always the same fucking group of people and put everyone in the same bag. But seriously Paris is way too much romanticized though. In reality it's also a crowded, noisy and quite dirty city too. Most parisians are seen as rude and often shitty people too, and I mean it transcend skin color or origin. There is a lot of places way better in France than Paris.
If ur reading this I'm here reading ur wonderful comment
so weird how the first few seconds of this video will always manage to pull me back to the time 5 years ago when this was the only thing i was able to fall asleep to.
nothing good stays forever, and neither does anything bad.
take care of yourselves
Finding this in an old playlist after 5-6 years is making me feel some crazy feeling. Life's changed so much man ily
The fact that it's been almost 3 years since I last listened to this
masterful piece,
and it's raining outside as well,
what a perfect time to remember you all...
I just wish I had genuine friends. Friendships that are born without ill intent. Where it remains. I wish they would stay... who else feels the same?
More than anything.
As long as you ask for likes you will never have real friends
Myriadion van Wunderthule ok dats dum asf
Myriadion van Wunderthule I mean you still deserve a nice friendship where both of you are equally respected- everyone does
Helga Hufflepuff eh I guess haha I kinda anticipate not ever having any but you never know ig - life’s crazy
"we except the love we think we deserve" CHRIST THAT HIT HARRRRRRD
you mean accept smh
andrei theman damn why r u even here
Pow right in the kisser
I used to put this vid on at night when I was depressed in highschool.. it was one of the few things that rocked my soul. Thank you
One of my favourites of the raining series. Stay safe and well everyone
I dont know why but this sad vibe makes me feel at home.
sometimes you just gotta let yourself be sad man. we spend far too much energy repressing bad feelings so we remain presentable but you gotta pull yourself aside, crank up the melancholy, and let yourself weep for everything bringing you sorrow. once you've finished, you at least have a chance at moving on
classystegosuarus Real shit
maybe, just maybe it's because, we as people, as a society, have attempted to eliminate the beauty of sadness and the comfort of tears. We've been raised in an environment where to cry is to be weak but that's hardly the case. To fear your own tears is weakness but to allow yourself to be open to your emotions and tears is a sign of true strength. People who cry aren't weak, they've just been strong for too long.
You can't always be happy and that's ok.
Its the good kind of sad.
Happiness failed us.. so we found comfort in being sad
I genuinely love lofi...
And it's community
So much love and care
That can't be found elsewhere
So many broken souls
But here's a bed of rose
For us to take a break
For our sanity's sake
Lest we take a wrong turn in life
Go somewhere we can't revive
Not all hope is lost
We are not without cost
It's always the darkest before dawn
When the sun rises these troubles shall be gone
We are worthy
Let's struggle and live
With much love
This short poem i serve
♥️
ILY and I love ur poem
Actually I wonder what Lofi is.. is it the composer or comunity or genre?
Thank you, for this😣❤️
*Cloudy Mornings, Bong Rips, This Playing...Damn*
Location: England, Manchester in your room snuggled up playing TF2.
Time: 8:45 PM
Date: 25th of October
Weather: Rainy + Miserly + Cold (Around 8 degrees Celsius)
No worries, you are safe, protected in your childhood home whilst having a
blast of a time. The fierce and puncturing cold and steel water droplets menacing knife and shank your window from top to bottom in a perpetual and orderly manner; you don’t know when it will end but neither do you care; you are safe. Safe from the 360 degree winding cacophony of the Brute winds that crash from North to South West towards you, shoving past West through the droplets, and creaking, crashing and cracking down and down and down to the centre of your window in a sickly and
advantageous manner, as if the gusts of wind were fallen Angels rejected by the heavens far above. Leaving Everlasting dimples of Melancholic scars on the outer film as the winds lose grip and simultaneously in a matter of seconds go crashing and slushing, Swishing and Swirling down to the streets directly below South-East from your window. For the winds to be swept like raft wood from a wreckage by the grasping near flood water that followed the same synergistic motion of the winds. Suddenly in a matter of seconds. The water brute and animalistic Cobalt blue waters tear and yank at the waters in an abusive manner Down the Austere copper drains heading North West That opened its Trunkless gapped Mouth for the Winds that now Called out for Mercy and benevolence; The waters shared no mercy. As by the matter of a minute, all you could see were the swamp Tungsten Green Biceps of the water that pushed, shoved and kicked violently, Whilst simultaneously the Powerless Waters blood curdling screams become more faint and faint as the sounds traveled in a 360 degree panoramic, Screeching and beaming In all inches and directions for aid and freedom; but the piercing sloshing and gusty squeals could only lightly stroke miserly against the hairs of sound guarding ears, where over a period of seconds, the once bombastic, Blistering and Bountiful Cries became more and more dim and it both it and malicious, mouldy and murky swamp liquid could only be heard as Damp, dull and Deadened whispers of once lively soul of the gusts that for its last second of life could reach and cling to the jet black walls of the Gate’s Oesophagus as it’s light dimmer of Sound could only refract in a 30 degree angle North. Until it was consumed. And finally. Silence.
that was very well written! I do hope you decide to become a writer one day!
Damn dude, I like it. Good vibes ♥️
exactly a year
I wanna thank the comment section for saving me ik u don't know me but reading them and hearing "I love you" is what I needed to hear thank you and I might not know u but I love you aswell
❤
@Nathan Fair ❤
@Nathan Fair "All of us look at the stars, when most of us are in the gutter." - Oprah Winfrey
I am not good at writing poems or paragraphs,but if you are sad because of something or someone..
I love u.
'nobody' loves me.... great.
Hope you all having a nice day /night 💞✨
Love you too, friend.
I wanted to write down exactly what I felt, but somehow the paper stayed empty, and I could not have described it any better.
WTM
@@jamesrich9156 bitch i love u! I'm not nobody :)
The Lofi and “but in another room” community are my favorites. You guys are awesome. No politics, no arguments, just vibes. Love that. 💛
i come back to this everyday. its my home :)
I'm starting to do that too
the bootleg boy channel is my home :)
It's impressive how music can affect you personally.
Everytime I'm hearing some hard epic metal, I feel like I'm invincible and It's almost like nothing could defeat me. But every time, around midnight, when I'm chilling on some lofi hip-hop, with the rain pouring outside and smashing against my window, It change my mood in a way words will never be able to describe. A feeling of happiness, nostalgia, relaxation, emptiness and sadness mixed together in my inner soul for the time of this mix. It's almost like every music I'm hearing is connected to a feel or a memory. Music really is something awesome that will affect me like nothing else could ever be able to for the rest of my life.
"A life without music is like a burger without pickles. Eatable but tasteless."
it's what i feel,what everyone feels,the last song makes me feel happy but at the same time i feel sad,like...lonely,i understand no one is perfect but...i tried to save some friendships but in the end...they go,they get to busy or find better friends or just i bother them,always i help my best friends for make smiles and that but sometimes i wish have the same thing,i mean....not everyone have a good day and we need a talk,a hug and trow away the bad feelings,sometimes we are happy and excited for talk about our day with somone but sometimes people don't have the time or sometimes they don't care and we feel sad and lonely,i have good friends but sometimes i don't feel enough in some stuff and when i do a mistakes in a work or something i feel useless,a shame,im afraid to fail because i don't want feel useless...i just want to help but i feel insecure of myself,im sorry for not be like other people,sorry for not be what you really want,but after all the sadness inside...i keep going and smile again
But some people take the pickles off and do not get the tastiness.
Pickles are to music what banjos are to torture 😉😂 still a great quote
yhh but pickles are rank, i agree tho bro
love it but pickles are hella nasty, more like a burger with ketchup or mayo or not pickles
Just joking, but I can definitely relate to this
"Why do nice people pick the wrong people to date?" ... "We accept the love we think we deserve." The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Very relatable
I listened to this playlist two years ago during quarantine. The first song really blew me away with its beauty, and yet I completely lost this video. All I knew was "something with a rooftop, rain sfx, and a beautiful sample of a conversation."
God am I glad I found you. I'm not letting you go again.
you have excellent taste, my friend! I would be happy if you took a look at my videos, I'm doing something similar, and I want to learn how to improve it... I would be very grateful!
@@dunwich.chilloutKeep it up, friend! Looks like you’ve done a lot of work
It’s another day, and I still come back this this song. The lofi community is the best community.
I miss everyone who left me, even the ones who broke and hurt me because now that I'm alone, I can see they weren't that bad.
you deserve better..remember that
@@kylespringsrandomguy Thanks, when I posted that I had just got out of an abusive relationship and lost all my friends because they were her friends too.... I'm much better now.
@@corpsesdontstaydead.5376 Absolutely happy to hear that. I dont know you, and you dont know me, but its absolutely incredible to know that across the world one person can care about another.
There's always something upcoming in your life. You're the best that's why you're here
I got out of an abusive relationship too, and even though my friends didn’t leave me, most of them don’t know what happened. And I feel like I should warn them, yet I’m still scared of what my ex would do if he heard, so yeah, I’m okish but still suffering
I wish I could sit with that special person on the roof and just talk without regret or judgement.
I'm so Cynical with cat
I love cat
thinking the same thing
preach
isnt that a cat?
I don't know how the lofi community started, but it was for good reason.
Everyone who's here has gone through it all in some way. Some are sad, some are depressed. Some are grieving, some are suffering from mental illness. We're all different. We have our own troubles. But we all came here for the same reason- to relieve our pain.
This community seems to be the only one where it is truly comforting. No trolls. No hate comments. No cyber-bullies telling you to 'buck up' and 'get over it'. Just strangers who don't know you on the other side of the world who understand your pain. Who can offer real advice and tell you want you actually need to hear.
So thank you, to every person who came here. Who spread the love. For you, it's simply writing a comment. For someone else, it might change their life. If you're still reading, I'm happy you're alive, crying and all. I don't know you, but you have a new friend and someone to look out for you ❤
i love the lofi community so much i can come here and get all the love and support i need
we accept the love we think we deserve...
Forte Laura the perks of being a wallflower
Damnit . Right in the feels ..
I love that film
@@xxdarkenoughxx8664 it made me cry so much! x
Damn maybe that why I'm blind
I live in Paris, rigth now I look through the window, and the sky is grey an cloudy. I don't know if it is going to rain soon. But I listen to your mix, and I see some birds flying high underneath the clouds. I feel that strange sort of happiness when you're alone with yourself, and I like those clouds and cherish them for the instant they give me along with your tracks.
Thank you bootleg boy.
u r so lucky ..
yes, its the sounds of the unknown when your heart has just shattered.. and the style of the dj's playing out the the songs and troubles of the day!, to express the sounds of i'm sorry! And I miss you, and I still wait even though I know you arent comming back or looking!! just the Silent death of the gloomy sky's and the solitude of Alone. but .. the music brings the love and the positive, of maybe there is someone for you! don't give up .. Lesson's learned of what not , and how it feels,TO HUMBLE YOURSELF.. MUSIC IF YOU CAN LOOK AT YOU AND THE MISTAKES.... WE MADE TO CAUSE THE PAIN, OR HOW WE FEEL .. MUSIC CAN SAY A BILLION MORE THAN ANY PICTURE , LETTER, OR ANYTHING.. SEND THIS TO THE ONE YOU MISS!!
Im ur 300th like
there can be only one goat 50-301
you look through the window and you see some radical muslims
I've wanted to go to Paris for a long time. Listening to this Lofi mix makes me feel a little more connected to that dream, like it's a little closer. I imagine walking the busy streets with my friends and discovering fun little quirks which make Paris so fascinating and unique. I can see us going on a guided tour of the Parisian rooftops as the sun sets over the city. I imagine feeling fulfilled, admiring the panoramic view of the city. I can almost feel the cold air on my face as night falls and the city lights up with golden hues, like fireflies on a beautiful evening. Then, I imagine going back to the hostel to drink some nice French wine and watch a movie together, snuggled under the blankets as rain falls soothingly outside.
Lockdown is tough but I know that one day, we will be in Paris and living these dreams.
The lofi community is the safest place on youtube
It would be nice walking inside a Cafe with just this kind of music playing. Everyone would be chill as fuck while drinking their coffee.
And the smell of a strong coffee roast as the cherry on top
I don't know why sometimes I feel the necesitity to be sad and start searching lo-fi or other sad and soft songs to cry for a moment
Same lmao
hey, you.
yeah, i’m talking to you.
i don’t know who you are, i don’t know your story, but something led you to this video.
i hope you’re okay, and if you are not okay, it gets better. it always gets better. take a nice shower, have some food, sit outside if you want. i love you. even if i don’t know who you are, i love you. you deserve love, everyone does, despite your mistakes you make in your journey. vent if you want in the comments! do whatever you’d like here.
Thank you for nice words. I'm going through bad phase. :'(
@@ManojGhasan hey, is everything going good now? i know the world seems likes it's ending, and you have your personal problems. but it will get better, trust me :)
Hi
I'm failing school, I have 25s in all my classes, I'm an artist, because of this comment, I'm going to go outside tomorrow, thank you.
I listened to this all throughout highschool junior and senior year. Heck I discovered your channel via SoundCloud back in 2017. It will always bring joy to remember those times when hearing this play
The cat sits atop the ledge,
watching the city,
like a gargoyle in the rain;
never leaving its post.
Nice poem
@@morgannord679 thanks
@@morgannord679 i actually have another one too! its called
The Black Cat:
across the rooftops,
down into the alley,
the black cat pads
on silent paws,
disappearing into the night
@@hamsterwalled it's a great poem :) pls write more. you have some cool talent there man
@@kitt4y oh thanks!
This playlist is how i feel every day.
After so many years this still has to be one of my favorite lofi mixes. The speech behind the beats just purely fits in, it's soothing
“Hey.”
“What are you still doing awake?”
“Oh...one of those nights, hmm?”
“Well, don’t worry. We both know that these nights come and go. It might not seem like it now, but they always do.”
“Hmm?”
“You want me to stay with you?”
“Of course I’ll stay. Here, I have some music. You listen to music to sleep, right? Just relax and take some deep breaths. Listen to the silence and the calm. I won’t leave.”
“Goodnight. I’ll see you in the morning. I promise.”
Thank you. Honestly thank you, I feel so sickeningly lonely and I just want to talk to someone- even if you can't hear my replies, thank you
@@--CALL-ME stay strong mate
1-800-CALL-ME I feel it too
heyyo what up
@@Anymore..Idk.. I don't know who you are but I love you
That 's freak ing sad, but amusing and nostalgic, at the same time. It's like I was about to cry and smile, but nothing is in fact solid. Man, I can't truly understand the power of music.
Music gives you peace, all emotions combine into a singular feeling, peace with yourself and with the world.
This video is a personal treasure over the years for me.
A year ago, i listened to this on repeat when my ex cheated on me. Now, i have an amazing gf whome ive been dating for a year. Stay strong and remember, have a goodnight my bros and female bros :3
This is so good,i hope you and your girlfriend are have fun and a wonderdul relationship,god bless you 💕,bye and congrats ^^!
"Its funny. I used to take for granted the people around me. Now I daydream about just seeing them..."
I had a dream where i saw all my friends i had, until after i blink they disappeared. The dream continued with me going alone to school, and the school was empty... Possibly implying that i did not have a chance anymore or possibly implying that i already gave up, as even surrounded by people, i never really paid attention to them, i just lay my eyes at the board... I woke up sad.
I realized they don't talk to me because of my weird behavior in communicating, a teacher said to my mom she noticed signs of autism in me.
Same. Im a monster ...
@@ievka.4163 no. you are not a monster. you are a damaged soul in a cruel world just as i. we are only human. we are so human. nothing less nothing more. we live even tho we dont want to. some die even tho they just want to live. there is no solution. life is without resolution. we can only make of it what we can. we must ask ourselves what we really want in life since we are stuck with it. you must trust in me when i tell you its alright. its alright tonight.
@@Legenducky man u made me cry so much i dont even know you but I hope you are ok now
that cut me quite deep. Now i know why I have been having so many convos with them in my mind. Dreaming about them makes me escape from the reality that they aren't there
I’m late....
But there’s this girl, Im 19 btw.
She’s everything I need in a girl.
Shes sweet, pretty, funny, mature. But she is depressed and doesn’t want to bring me into that with her. I miss her every day. She was perfect.
That's honestly so sad
don't let go of her. You might just be who she needs to get her out of there.
I know I'm 4 months late,but just be there for her when she needs you and give her someone to talk to
Go get her even if it's late better than never
hoooooolyyy shit that's exact the same scenario. Your comment is from 5 months ago, so Idk if you will answer.
How did it end up??
im glad i knew this song when it first came out, and its growing on me and i still listen to it till this day...
Ghost of you has been my fav for years makes me want a cry I always make sure to come back
12:05 AM, in the driveway, inside my car...listining to this, and thinking about the many failures, the quite sorrow of being around people but still feeling disconnected.
We all love and care for you, I hope you're doing fine, and I wish you a good week, month, and year.
Rebecca Covely Feeling better, thanks so much your wishes
That’s the hardest oart seeing everyone enjoy themselves, having genuine relationships, growing as people, and yet here I am. just drifting endlessly. Wanting to be better, real and to feel, love, now it’s all but a distant memory, I wish I could fall asleep crying, too bad my brain spends too much energy going crazy, being anxious and throwing more insults at myself, because what am I good at? Nothing. Where has being nice gotten me? NOWHERE. Why am I treated like this, why don’t people care about me?
10:39 pm feeling the feelings...
oh my god i feel you
Everyone deserve a great love story
If anyone still remembers the ISP and chill videos thanks for being part of such a great part of my childhood.
Its been a year I've found your channel and I feel like this "Raining in" series is something too close to my heart. So THANK YOU SO MUCH for another mix before the year ends @the bootleg boy
It's a rainy night in paris, and i'm alone at home with a coffee ant this music... Perfect moment