its 1am and i still miss you
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- čas přidán 4. 06. 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
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Tracklist:
0:00 ~flynn - Tesilian
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2:10 spencer hunt - it gets easier.
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3:12 temmo - West Wind
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5:04 cures - stars on top of sugar pills
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6:39 H.1 - Beginning
/ beginning-1
9:27 aarigod - Nostalgic Waves
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11:51 Wizard Death - Lillies
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14:23 Sebastian Kamae - Wayside
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16:29 boone - everything changed when i found you
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*“Nothing makes a room feel emptier than wanting someone in it.”*
@Havok cumbxtt yes
@@hondaS2000Car yes
@@sariksock5912 yes
what is happening lmaoo
@@neffy.764 yes
*The worst thing about goodbyes is not the goodbye itself, but the flashes of memories that come afterwards.*
Auroramy and the thought of the future without them, the plans and dreams wasted
you are sure right about that.
Sometimes when im going about my day, i see ‘ghosts’ of people who i never expected to see again
ᴅᴀɴᴄɪɴɢ Better to have memories than nothing at all.
@@felicenaviidad Sometimes id rather have nothing to be honest, Im weak and suicidal but I have people around that I dont want to hurt so the struggle continues. Trying to get better. And like me many others, stay strong.
I have been busy all day with work.
I was making jokes and laughing with friends.
I went to gym, to sweat and feel good about myself.
I had fun playing game.
Now it's 1 am.
Slowly the feeling hits. The smile is turned off.
All day was just a distraction to keep this feeling away.
Now I run out of things to do, I have no escape.
I hate this feeling.
It doesn't make me always want to curl up but when I'm alone im inside my head a lot
Me too PunPond
Damn...this comment hit home 😞
This one hit so fcking hard...
Are u feeling better now? Bc its important to feel better
same thing man :(
*The worst part about love is loving someone you can’t have...*
I know exactly how your feeling 😔💔
I understand, I love Shakira kk
Gabe Scruggs i’m with you all the way brotha
😣
Thats fcking true
"It's sad how the people who gave us the best memories, became a memory." god I miss you, so much.
It's so deep dude
💯 🔥
Best memories and sadnest too
6 years.... 6 freaking years and I still can't believe its over :( All I want is to go back... I want to talk again like we used to Without you I am NOTHING
This
It's funny how I know no one in these comments yet still feel the most connected to you all, have a nice night.
❤️
same :) good night
love
Have a good night to you too sir :)
Yeah bro we are here. Family !
Who ever reading this.hope that youll be okay.
Jaypee Dela Rosa thank you stay safe mate ✌🏻
Aww thank you
I'm fine just. Not trying to sleep i guess. thanks
thanks:)
I will
I’ve never felt more connected with a comment section before. We’re in this together kings.
✊🏽
We all have same consciousness. Stay strong and safe :)
✊
✊🏻
✊🏻
Have you ever missed someone so much that even the thought of them made you burst into tears?
I've been living like that for 8 years.
8 fucking years
YES 100%
Just last night ,
I had a dream of my x girlfriend from middle school who I hadn't been with in 12 years .!
But in my dream I was looking for her in school, when I found her
We hugged An d walked home
But I was crying the whole time
With her
Yes
I love how I can just scroll down to the comments and without even anyone asking I see these people typing their love life story and how it went right or wrong. I just love how tight we are as a community, it’s nice not to feel alone :)
same. i love just scroll down in those comment sessions and see how people show those real faces and describing how they're feeling with that music. I can't explain
isa i totally feel you, I can’t explain it either
Yeah.. Me too.. 😄
Scholar even tho we can all be around 20 people we know and still feel alone
but you got here cuz you alone in the first place
tears are the pain leaving your body. go on, cry until you can't. in the end, rain is necessary for the crops to grow, and the prettiest flowers to bloom.
so cry.
cry until you can't. pain lasts, but only if you let it. - me, at 1:18 am
kenta chuchu thank you
That actually make me cry but i feel better know so thank you
LOOKS LIKE U JUST GOT STRONGER
@Christa Rothgerber thank you :(
1:11 am here
I've been reading the comments and I've seen lots of sad things. For the person who is reading this, I hope you have a lot of luck in your life and that everything goes well. And if things are going wrong, be calm, bad vibes will eventually leave, you always have to try to raise your head and continue with life. Sometimes love is bullshit, be strong.
you are the most _wholesome_ person i have seen all day
@@kokichifriedchicken3929 Thanks :) i'm glad that my message helps
her şey daha kötü gidiyo
You know that it's been a long day when you start crying before the music starts.
yup.
Same fam
It always feels like its 2am.
Its dark.
Silent.
And you can hear the rain tap on your window constantly.
It's 1 am and while you trying to sleep and you hear yelling from outside and here we go. Fcuk we are here and listen this shit again.
Thats perfect
Winter weather is the best to listen to these songs
Time^*
I live in dubai its hot as fuck i dont think i can hear rain
Watching this at 1:15 but who cares. My story is below
I’m a senior in our high school and I’m best friends with one of the most popular kids in our school. That’s how I got to know tons of people, but I wasn’t like him. He was a star athlete in track and soccer, while I played soccer I was nowhere NEAR as good as him. He had feelings for this one girl that I was always knew existed but never talked to. She didn’t like him like he did her. They were best friends for over 5 years but as the junior year came around they faded. That’s when we slowly started to become friends and for some reason our bond was extremely special. We talked all the time, hugged, and did things best friends would do. When prom time came around she was dying to go to prom with me and I was getting pumped to ask her. My best friend one day came up to me and asked me if it would be a good idea to ask her to prom. My heart immediately sank and I decided to tell him yes. I helped him design the sign and ask her. When she eventually said yes we went inside while he talked to her father and mom about setting everything up. While that was going on she came up to me and whispered that she would’ve rather gone to prom with me. I knew I missed my shot. Later in the summer we went camping. Me and my best friend. Along with her and another one of her friends. We had the best week together. On the last night we snuck out to a dock and sat there together with our feet hanging over the edge and talked about everything. I had feelings for her but I couldn’t bring myself to tell her. Months later I got nominated for our schools homecoming king and so did her. She came to visit all of our soccer games. On what will probably go down as one of the worst days of my life. I was expelled from school one day before we would find out who won homecoming king. I became the first kid in our schools history that would’ve won but got removed; as well as the first kid to get kicked off the royalty court. As soon as I was expelled everyone stopped talking to me and our relationship grew distant. I told her that it would be best if we weren’t friends anymore because I didn’t want to hurt her. But she told me to go to her house and say it to her face. When I was there I couldn’t bring myself to do it, we cuddled downstairs and watched the Sunday night football game as she fell asleep on my shoulder. When she woke up she looked me in the eyes and asked if I remembered the camping trip. She told me the night we went out on the dock she wanted to confess feelings for me but she couldn’t bring herself to do it. I told her that I liked her then and we both knew we missed our opportunities. She didn’t see me that way anymore sadly. We barely talk anymore and it hurts. Two weeks from then I’m writing this. I want what we had and her back. Abby I miss you.
read all of it, can say many things here but i think time is the best healer...
Till today ive only liked 2 girls, i couldnt bring myself to tell the first girl. But i am still in time to try my luck with the second. But no matter what, a NO is allways better than nothing. Keep your chin up and focus on the next time u grow feeling for some1 and risk it. Il do the same.
Hey man, I know I'm a little late but if you see this, here's my advice :)
It's not too late. A very similar thing happened with me and my bf only that I was too scared of getting attached to him because he was too good to be true. I got heartbroken once and ever since then doubted myself. Anyway, eventually we got back together. It was awkward in the beginning but it got better. He reached out to me first when we broke up and thanks to him, we managed to maintain our contact and renew our relationship. If you still have feelings for her and if she's free, reach out to her and just be your casual selves. No pressure, just two good old friends renewing their friendship and then let the time and fate take care of the rest. However, if everything fails then remember that everything has a reason. Everything happens for a reason and every event/action impacts the next one, otherwise known as the butterfly effect. Trust me, if it's meant to be, it will fall into place. We're the same age and we might have experienced similar things, but this is one of the most important things that I've learnt in my lifetime and trust me on this one. I wish you all the best :)
Fam its your own fault next time don't be a pussio and confess your feelings. Cos if you don't who will.
Head high and chin up king.
The worst part is, that I can't tell her how much I need and miss her
yeah dude same
:(
But why?
feel you bro
100%💔
love takes over logic.
still missing you at 3:28 am
with a starving stomach
tired eyes
and a broken heart
i like you relateable..
How to u know u are starving when u are busy thinking of someone?
Roukaice Sniper basically, you’re starving for their affection (; like craving something that you cant have
@@aniah3802 like starving ?
3:36 IST
not listened to it yet but the title gave me chills, ily
Fr
Yeaaaaa
what is that username you weirdo
ily too
I met her only a few months ago. It wasn't quite love at first sight but as we spent time together we got really close and shared so many good moments. We had a connection, a mutual feeling. Eventually this feeling grew and I started liking her. Then loving her. I just could tell she felt the exact same thing, it was a love story straight from the movies. I have never felt that in my (short) life. But she has a boyfriend that she also loves a lot, and while she definitely thought of leaving him at times, I don't think that she will now. She's distant when I'm close and she comes back when I'm trying to move on. I cherish the memories we have together, but I wonder if it wouldn't have been easier if she just wasn't interested. It seems we can't be together, but we're sad when we're apart. It just feels like such a waste, to meet someone that is so special to you, to be special for that person, to feel that magic when you kiss and cuddle and yet having to move on nonetheless. There is so much more to say, but I'm not even sure anyone will read this. Just felt good to type that out. Peace
I read it
I know that spit man...I feel the same way from YEARS ago...too long to really hold on... it something will never let it go
I think you should do what makes you and her happy, I just can't imagine being in such a situation, letting someone go if I love them would ruin me.
So what happened after 7 months?
@@hozaifanatq7351 So much has happened, but I'll try and keep it short. First, lot of mutual friends know about us now in some way. I've been with other girls since, but nothing serious because I just couldn't stop thinking of what she and I had. Most recent news is that I went away on vacation at the beginning of the month and we didn't talk for two weeks, which is probably the most since we met last year. I wasn't thinking about her as much. But I came back and we felt compelled to get a drink together. Let me tell you, what was undone in the two weeks I was gone, it took a couple smile and a smell of her perfume to do back. While there were friends at the bar, we ended up drunk, making out at her place and I spent an hour just talking about what I felt (kinda left her speechless lmao). For the time being, I have accepted that despite agreeing that we should cut contact, neither of us is capable of doing so. She called me her lover once, lol. I'm probably going away for 6 months next year, and hopefully it will help us move on, or maybe she will change her mind at some point. Either way I feel much better now, I learned to enjoy the moments we spend together for what they are, and not expect of her what she can not give me. While I still love her, I will keep seeing other girls in the meantime, and who knows what can happen. Thanks for checking up man. :)
I'm on my older sis phone rn , she passed away due to covid and she would play this playlist to sleep on the speaker and we would sleep and now I listen to this and miss the simple memories and I just want to burst into tear I miss her so much ,I just wanted to vent a lil
On the off chance you see this, you have my condolences. I hope you have found a place for your grief and have been able to move forward. I can’t truly understand your loss but however far away we are from each other I’m with you in spirit friend.
I don’t miss anyone just here for the beats...I gave up on relationships a long time ago.
Will Malone me too
Yes Malone will!
Feel you fam
Can't Break Me underrated reply 👏😭
I gave up, short and simple
I fell in love with this girl named Paige. I gave her all I had and more. Then something happened. I noticed her starting to lose interest and before I knew it; everything we had was gone. It was only a short while we had been talking, she actually is the one that reached out to me. Though I will say, I have never felt so strongly of a girl in my entire life. I was ready to do anything for this girl. I really did love her and I still do actually; but I now know some things aren’t meant to last. It’s not how it was meant to be. The time I had with her I will cherish for a very very long time. Even though the time we had together was brief, I genuinely enjoyed it. At the moment I don’t know how to express my emotions for what just happened. I don’t know whether I should be happy, I don’t know if I should be sad and I don’t know if I should be angry. It just hurts. I gave so much love to this one person. It’s almost like I blocked out everything else in my life that mattered. I feel as if I my heart and my emotions got played with. Update: we are now talking again! True love will always find its way back 😁🥰
Don't overthink on how you are supposed to feel man. Things will get better, I promise you. You're obviously wise about this, and it wouldn't be farfetched to assume that you will find a way. Don't lose hope.
Stay strong and better move on with life. Good luck.
Rise up dude, i know u r good person. Good luck
lmao facts bro it be like that
Maybe that was the problem man, you forgot everything else and just focused on her. Girls want to be an important part of your life but not your whole life, because in that process you loose yourself and stop growing as a person which in return makes the girl wonder if that person that impressed her in the beginning of the relationship is the same person now, and the majority of the time (if we as guys just give all of us to the girl and dont have any other passions, goals, and ambitions we basically let them walk away by giving them all of us).
Even after almost 3 years I still miss her and I know she probably doesn’t think about me anymore. First love is the hardest heartbreak...
It’s hard to when you become strangers with someone you’ve made so many memories with.
Right after this I'm listening to the...
'its 2am and I still miss you'
Same
All the hours of the day and I’ll still miss you like hell
I miss mi Corazon too
Her and I have been together for some time. Maybe it wasn't long, but it was for me. She moved on. I did too... kind of. I wish we could lie togheter again, just looking at each other until we fall asleep, like we used to. Good times.
Go to sleep king. She’s not thinking about you. Sleep well. 🖤
llFuzzll she is, she’s just too scared/sad to admit it to herself. 🖤
It's just so hard to let go
Im thinking bout her tho, cause she found someone and moved on, while I'm stil hoping she'll take me back, cause.
I dont feel complete without her.
Theres a part missing.
The happy part, is missing...
It is so sad that this comment is probably true. No matter how many hours I spend talking to her and hanging out with her, at the end of the day I am the only one getting sad over it.
I know she’s not thinking of me but I’m thinking of her and it hurts so much to see her with someone else and be happy while I’m over here being left to rot alone and forgotten. She’s the reason I want to live but she’s also the reason I want to kill myself
The love you gave me won’t be forgotten
The memories won’t be forgotten
But the future will be...
Hey, if you're reading this and in a really rough place, I love you.
Mitch Kilgore 😂😂 you are hay
Zak 9x ..... you’re the one who’s on this video
I love you too :(
Thank you so much
Love ya mate
currently 1:13 am, and i dont know if i miss you or i’m just curious about what could’ve been..
THIS. this is the comment.
Sophie Green appreciate it sis :))
So much left unanswered. So much left undone. So much of what we could’ve been.
You would have been my queen. And I your king. With you at my side. And I at yours. Nothing could have stopped us.
But now...we’ll never know...what could’ve been...
I feel for you IOC...may you find peace my friend ❤️
well that hit me.
Relatable
I'm always acting like the happy positive guy and i don't have really big issues in my but i'm still fighting a depression no one knows about
don’t worry, we’re all the same
420. I'm with u my friend! Be strong bro!
I felt this comment so much but i ended up meeting the love of my life and she changed me but it’s always there the, the depression never truly goes away, once something happens that can trigger it back on you just have to to try to hardest to never give up and keep going
damn that sounds like me.
Dude 1 day it all will make a sense. Tc. :)
it's crazy that the lofi community is the BEST community. like we all r just chillin to the music and going through hard times
its been almost 2 years , you were my everything , everything before was meaningless but when i met you everything had change , i actually thought that i could make it , you made me want to live , you gave me a reason , but now its just getting much harder , the fact that youre the only person that i'll ever risk anything for , the only person , the only reason that actually make me wanna live, it hurts , cause i cant even see you , i cant touch you , i cant put my head on your shoulders , its crazy , how can you love someone that much for almost 2 years without even meeting them once , it hurts that i wanna be alive for you even tho you broke me many times , even tho i will probably never see you in my life i will never feel your touch , even tho i feel it every night in my dreams , i only felt safe with you , i only felt loved with you , you gave me peace , only hearing your voice makes me forget about everything else , i miss our late nights call , it was always on school nights , we used to laugh all night long and i was always the one who sleeps at the end then you make fun of me that i cant stay up all night , but actually it was your voice that made me that , your voice gave me peace and made me feel safe thats why , i miss my only reason to live , its so hard here , i cant keep living that , i love you.
that was deep bro
You need professional hell
Help
bro.. its so sad
Dude, you need some professional help..
I keep remembering those happy times with her. All the jokes and conversations and just love we experienced with each other. I felt nothing but love for her and she felt the same for me and it breaks my heart knowing that she despises me. That we'll never see each other again. I miss being happy again and feeling true love. I miss how much we meant to each other. I miss it all
It's 1 am and I still miss you
Wow that's about it
Your on point
Fuuuck, this is it chief
fr tho
🌻
you left a long time ago,
never came back,
just disappeared because I wasn’t good enough.
*its 1am and i still miss you*
R&N Gaming you are more than enough trust me 💙💙
You're good enough broo
Makosoya Xxx you’re so sweet! never ever feel bad about yourself, because even coming from a stranger, in simply a few seconds you seem like an amazing person xx
Reham Elamrousy right back at you, mad respect. keep doing well.
R&N Gaming i just felt your pain few months ago and I don’t want anyone to feel the same pain because we are enough we are perfect💙
I finally got over someone after battling with it for 5 years.
Forensic YOYO congrats bruh. It's been 7 months and I'm still in love with someone who broke my heart.
Then wtf are u doing here mate :D ?
BROOO CONGRATS NOW GO GET SOME FOOD TIGER
Congrats bro. Enjoy the freedom 💪🏼
im so proud of you, congrats 🥺
In the middle of this, two birds flew past my window, one flying after the other, it kinda reminded me of when we were together.
Dude. Idk who the fuck you are but you will get through this. Stay strong dude, things will remind you off her but you need to grow from this. Be better than yesterday. Don’t give up man.
People keep telling me life goes on but to me that's the saddest part
on point
You gotta do it every day and that's the hard part, but it gets easier as you go. The secret to life is what you believe it is. Find something you believe in and that will help you become who you're meant to be.
Chris Middleton feel you dawg,sometimes I can’t think straight and just feel empty and hopeless when she doesn’t talk or even try to look at me. I hope to find someone someday, somewhere far away.
@Chris Middleton same bro
That Was freaking Deep...
it's funny how i never got heartbroken, but here i am, crying for no reason at 2 am and listening to music like this
Edit: wait fuck youtube for not sending me notifications because y'all are so wholesome
If you feel like this without even having felt a real connection with someone, please be careful when you do find someone you care about, or you'll get hit hard
@@Erickman998 True, you can tell my man is gonna be super sensitive and loving. Be extra careful and keep your emotions in check.
I just got
Same, but in a way I understand
I do have a girlfriend, but I need a friend to tell her we're through. I know she didn't love me. She didn't even TRY in our relationship and chose her friends over me. She barely hung out with me, and would only speak to me if I spoke her first. She also did choose to be still be friends with someone who is mean to me. She said, and I quote, "A**holes and B**ches stick together."
I'm afraid it will happen again.
*this cigarette represents my problems... it never runs out and keeps going..*
Who's scrolling through the comments while listening to the beat?
@@thomasmac3081 I'd assume you were listening to this while doing something productive lool
of course, who isnt
Everyone
It makes it feel therapeutic.
I am
For me it`s 2 pm and I am at work now.
The same loneliness approaches me as if it is 2 am not and I am standing on a balcony. What a power of music!
Cheers, sad brothers and sisters, I love each and every one of you.
Wish you to have a wonderful day, and a wonderful life.
Its 6.06 am, another sleepless night ... the only thing on my mind: : "I messed everything up"
We, humans, can repair all damage, try to fix it, or just let it go. Goodnight!
Marek Chelminiak same dude, i fucked up too
Damn ik the feeling
I messed everything up too 😭 I told him my taughts and he didn't like it
@@Dreyy77 😭😭😭
I'm here, 1:01 a.m, Oregon. As other people talk about missing boyfriends, girlfriends, bestfriends, and people they couldn't have. I'm here to talk about my grandfather. He was an amazing person and supported me through anything... But why, why did my parents drag me out of the hospital room... They knew he was dying, why didn't they let me stay with him...? I love you grandpa... Fly high forever....
This comment was really touching! I lost two people close to me yesterday and today, it's nice to know people are going through the same things right now.
oh my... this one is... hmm
dude we're here for you, this comment section is a safe place to share how u feeling
My parents always shielded me from death, I come to realize now that was a very big mistake and it messed up my emotional development as an adult. I completely understand what you mean. Your grandfather sounds like an angel and I'm pretty sure he is one. Cherish the memories you have of him and keep him alive in your heart! all the best!
Everybody has somebody
who only exists in their memories :’)
Gotcha :(
nice one 😢
I miss being happy and having hope for the future, like there was a light at the end of the tunnel. But now my inner flame is out, it does have little sparks sometimes but the darkness will always be back.
Just bad thoughts haunted us bro 🙏
Leaves ya stumbling around in what you thought you could deal with.
i'm so broke to the point that i miss my old self
If u want to talk leave your instagram here
@@faresme4925 i appreciate the offer but i'm really not that good in opening up :((
A few minutes past midnight here in Germany and I was waiting for something like this. Every time u haven't posted I can say i still miss u
Same sometimes i wish I could live in the USA instad of Germany it sucks 💭💔
Dann sind wir wohl zu zweit..
Deutsche aller länder vereinigt euch XD
Meinst du mich oder darkness overlord☠️💭
@@niklateskinszs3247 darkness
I miss my bestfriend
We knew each other for 7 years.
He was actually my everything.. I was kinda in love with him, I told him but he didn’t return the feeling, luckily we still got along as friends.
We really went through some rough things since we both suffered from mental illnesses.
A month ago he left me for some random girl he barely knew (they are in a relationship now).
Today I deleted all his messages, all his voice messages, his photos and threw away all the things that belonged to him.
He often told me that he loved me , that I was a really important person in his life and he promised me forever... I didn’t expect forever to be this short.
Little update guys: but first thank you so much for the positive comments ❤️❤️
They broke up after six months and now he got someone new. I was hoping he would reach out to me or something but he didn’t. I’m actually glad he didn’t cuz I‘ve been better and so happy to not have someone like him in my life anymore. It still hurts sometimes but I‘ll keep going :)
deep
I see you also had problems with your best friend... I'm sorry... I know how much it hurts...
It feels like you lost a part of yourself, and that you will never get it back...
It's been three months now, I sincerely hope you are feeling better.
And after such incidents..... peoples make them self isolated... with a peaceful personality and a loud mind!....
Wow, throwing away a best friend like that for some rando? This relationship won't last long, I'm telling you. One day he is going to realise just how big of a a mistake he made. Hang in there and fate will take care of the rest ❤❤
I've been there... bro left me for a bitch he didn't even deserve and now we're back together
i hope u're alright, as much as one can expect from an internet stranger
its 1:26 am, Christmas Day 2019. I messed it all up, i truly miss her. She was everything to me, she was what kept me going. Without her i truly feel lost, i dont know how much longer i can go. I hope everything is gonna be ok. Im sorry.
I get you bro. I get you.
Is she still single
how do you feel now?
How are you doing now.
It’s sad time once again boys . . .
Often times, late in the night, memories of those we’ve cared for greatly arise; the pain of their leave still fresh in mind, and the holes they leave in your life long after they’re gone. Continuing from these points in your life take more will than one seemingly does, and no one should blame you for wanting to give up. Yet, by pursuing through these harsh moments in life to a better outcome, something truly good can be find - at the very least, I believe that to be true. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
you're fast
Nah i have no feelings btw i dont really care😃💜
😴❤
you're still commenting on every video since like september wow good job
People think I'm a happy, positive guy but in reality I just take all my sadness out here...no one understands me
Sarik Sock love you man, keep strong
Stay strong men
honestly same i hate being like this
Wow that's exactly how I feel we actually might have that I common
All people complain that nobody understands them but we forget that we no more show our emotions. We pretend to be happy even if we are crying inside and feel lonely and that nobody is out there for us. Show your feelings guys. Open up ur hearts. Stop pretending that everything is perfect when its not. When you do that you will see who your people are. You ll find those who wanna help u and undesrstand you. Peace and love to everyone ✌❤
It’s 1:08am December 31st 2019, Stay up everyone it’s about to be a new year. I’m feeling down there with you but I’m trying to feel better. You got it 👍🏼
Oh the hope for this year we had
please look back at this comment you made 6 months ago, how is your life rn? have you seen better days or is 2020 also your biggest nightmare? bc i haven’t felt alive since december 31st.
Except turns out 2020 is the worst year ever
Shania Singh hey 👋🏻 I feel what you mean it’s like life felt normal until this year happened. As soon as it started I moved multiple states away but I planned for the move this year it’s been tough but everyday seems to smoothen out as the days go by. I’ve learned and grown a lot this year. I hope you’re doing fine and I hope things work out, it’s a weird year but act like it was any other and things will fall into place!
for anyone here that feeling down, IT GETS BETTER BRO. TRUST ME. I VE BEEN HERE IN THIS PARTICULAR VIDEO WITH YOU BEFORE, AND IM HERE AGAIN TO TELL YOU THIS.
IT REALLY GETS BETTER.
Imagine living one floor above your first love of two and a half years, and every day you have to see her walk in and out with her new boyfriend. The pain is indescribable.
its 1am and i still miss you
Reo Peda hope you’re doing okay man
Did you kiss her
I miss you
Even though I never had you
me_irl
Violet Aggression i felt this
Violet Aggression fuck man that was accurate as shit 😔
Damn that really hit me
this this thisss
I've been scrolling the comments section for a while now and it is so heartwarming to feel all this love coming from people who gather here. We are complete strangers and yet it feels like we're connected somehow. I love it ^^
Watching this around just past midnight, stuck in my thoughts like I've been every night for the past few months. I know this is a youtube video, and not really a place to share, but I don't really have people to talk to and I just feel the need to let it out.
It started back in 6th grade. I remember having just moved to the area, being super self-conscious and worried about making friends during the start of the school year. About a month into the year, our science teacher had moved our seats around, assigning spots, and whatnot. I remember getting sat next to this girl who just came off as stuck up, quiet, and the exact opposite of myself. She was super smart though, almost always getting A's for tests and quizzes, and genuinely just a way better student than myself. I think it was about 2 or 3 weeks into that seating arrangement that I finally started begging her for help with whatever work was assigned. (I'm not the best student, I space off, skip class, generally just don't understand most things taught to me.) It took another entire week for her to actually help me, as I did my best to befriend her and hopefully make a friend in this new town.
From there, things just seemed to speed past. It was like we were almost instantaneous friends from that point, always waiting on each other, she would help me with whatever school work I didn't understand, and my parents would always feed her dinner when she came over to work on homework. It was like the two of us against the world at the time, just doing what we could to enjoy life, going to the theater, the parks, swimming, camping, anything we could think of, and get our parents to agree with. She was my best friend, and we did everything together.
Finally, we got into High school. Freshman year was difficult, to say the least, but it was also a blast. two grew to five, as we found some more people who we just clicked with. We pretty much spent that entire year together. Then came Sophmore year, which sucked more so. The two of us, high off the hormones that spread during the teenage years, decided to try dating. We knew that we loved each other, but we just really couldn't tell if it was like a sibling, or like a girlfriend. It went terribly. Constantly arguing, fighting, just our entire foundation felt awkward. I think it was January when we finally called it off, yet the awkwardness was still there. Slowly we just stopped talking, ignoring each other, just plain avoidance. Two of the group stayed more with her, but one of them headed off with me, not that it would matter as I ended up ditching him most times like a jerk. I got caught up with the wrong crowds, smoking, drinking, stealing, anything to fit in somewhere. From January to June, I skipped so many times and failed so many classes that Id most likely end up being a super senior. To prevent this, my mom sent me away to a Military school for all of my Junior year, allowing me to catch up back to my class in terms of credits.
Senior year was short with the virus and all. Most of it I spent trying to repair relationships that I'd broken during my depressive stint in Sophmore year, most of them all but disappearing while Id been away at the military school. It took me until December to finally repair my friendship with her. It took me until just before spring break to start on my way back to being her best friend. then we got caught up in the virus and everything, her parents are kinda paranoid when it comes to that stuff so we weren't able to hang out much during the lockdowns and such. The next time I saw her was June when a bunch of us got together to throw a makeshift grad party.
I remember getting a call from her mom, crying, and barely able to get a word out. She'd been hanging out with our friend group, they'd been driving and she was in the passenger seat of our friend's car. It was an old beat-up shit box that didn't have airbags on the passenger side, was missing handles, windows didn't fully roll-up. We didn't care, we just wanted to have fun, "Live fast, die young". They got T-boned in an intersection by a car running the red light, pushed them right into the opposite lane of traffic. She didn't make it. I had sat there at my desk chair for hours not really doing anything. I never called back or messaged any of the group to check on them. Her funeral was just a week ago and I didn't even go. I just sat there, angry with myself, with the world, with my friends, angry with everything. I just want my best friend back.
I just read this. And idk. But I imagined everything a bit like in an anime. At the beginning you both sitting in class, she wearing a skirt/ purple oversized hoodie, black shoulder-long hair, generally a bit shy, yk.
It... idk. Imagining it like this just fit in my brain, if that makes sense
And reading all of it. Everything
Dude
I'm crying. None of you deserved this. I wish I could hug you rn
I am sorry.
The only thing I think I could do is to wish you good luck. With healing and acceptance.
Farewell
But remember
You're never alone
These help me with my thoughts when I can’t explain how I’m feeling to others around me.
I feel you.
most people: I miss someone i loved that i broke up with or who died
my dumb ass: I miss the old me
I miss the old me that was care free and had nothing to lose 😂
That's the vibe
||-//
Me too
You ain’t a dumbass man the old in us is what we all try to recapture, I mean old me used to be happy and care free but new me picked me up and got me to grow up and start acting smart like sure I have my dad moments but it’s apart of it all you just gotta keep your head up and fucking beat the absolute fuck out of life because there isn’t a damn thing that you can’t do because the worst thing you could do to yourself is hold on to the past and limit yourself if that makes sense.
Just keep ya head up❤️
I’m just numb
Empty
Don’t know what to call it actually
I’ve learnt to be alone and to be comfortable with it
Cause no one really gets me , so I don’t even bother trying
I think I’m fine but I don’t really know either
Because I don’t think that this is what fine should feel like
There’s just nothing and I really want something anything
But no
There’s just me in my room alone
With my thoughts and my questions
Will I ever be normal or at least happy
For I smile everyday but it’s just so people won’t see what I’m really going through
And I can’t talk about it cause what am I gonna say , I can barely understand this feeling myself
I can't believe how accurate this is I'm exactly the same way
I can feel ur every word ..
i get you. i didn't care about anybody except one girl, and now she's gone. i can trick myself into thinking and saying nice things about others sometimes but i never really care, i always used to think that maybe at least when somebody close to me died i would care but i didn't. i still don't. every day i hope i might be able to care for somebody else, but im not sure if that day will ever come. she was the only person that made me happy or sad or angry. yet now all i can do is pretend, whenever i try to tell someone i can't because i wont let myself be vulnerable. all i'm left with is anxiety, depression, a body and face i get told are good enough but believe otherwise. the only escape is to find some way to express myself, whether it's drawing or playing music it helps me. i think that this is the way to stop the emptiness. i've been put off suicide by my own thoughts, since if this is the only way i get to live, then at least i could have the memory of her instead of being stuck in darkness not even knowing her name. i know none of this comment helps but i thought i should tell at least one person what i'm going through and you seemed like someone who might have similar feelings.
have a good day/night
ive always came back to this specific video for over a year now... any time ive been down or want to just give up i come here and read everyone's comments and it reminds me of everything ive been through, all the fights, arguments, and crying. Things get better it seems, but eventually the cycle repeats itself, idk how many more times i can repeat this cycle called life. Hopefully things stay good next time they get there.
Relatable
yep, it's 1am, chill as always.
full of silent tears.
AHHHHHHHHH THIS IS TOO MUCH OF A FUCKIN MOOD
Silent tears are the worst cause theres nobody to hug you.
@@milkbread6821 wanna talk?
You ever realise who u miss the most is u? Just sitting there like "why can't I be ~that~ again?"
all the time
True.
Yeah... the old, cool me...
I don’t remember my old self
Go to sleep homie , she s probably not thinking bout you , good night x
Sorin Is Here this shit hit me a little extra hard
That one lit destroyed me
i love the person that i love but that person does not that makes me sad but i need to cuntinuoe with my life
True
She’s probably not
It always hits the worst at nights, being used to talking to someone everyday, hearing there voice n boom it’s just like in the beginning y’all start of as strangers n end up as strangers
Your amazing ❤️ yes you the one reading this
Thanks bro, appreciate
this helps
Much respect for that✌&❤
TY, bro ❤
thanks for this I really needed some positivity
Music is my only escape
It follows me in my dreams The guilt eats my alive
They say its common just ignore them
But it's not that simple
I do still miss you. But I'm also okay now
Exectly that
Good for you man im really happy for you
I dont know what most people miss, i miss my father, but nowadays i miss talking with him and i dont cry out of sorrow. If i cry im thinking about good memories, and holding up to them. Living thru what we had before he had to leave this planet.
I remember a time when I actually felt i belonged with someone or somewhere but now when I'm around friends and family its just doesn't feel right it feels just as lonely as being alone if not more.
I have a lot of friends at school and my family say the love me but neither seem true.
When I come here sometimes it makes me feel better when I find people that are dealing with the same problems if not worse it makes me feel like I'm not alone and it reminds me that there are people who are suffering a lot like me so I see that I'm not the only one with problems that no one understands coz it's not loss of a family member or not having money or something that is disastrous but they don't realize that feelings could hurt more.
I wish I didn't feel pain.
Chemicals in your brain and body. I'd say research that while you're searching for a calm shipyard. It can fck u up and even if everything is great you might feel like shit because of this imbalance. This might help
Even if it hurts, you gotta realize YOU are enough.. stay strong🌼
Don't say that. Pain makes you aware of that your not okay.
I made this mistake and now I feel nothing. I just feel empty and I can tell you that feeling empty is worse than pain. You'll try everything to feel something and might do things you'll regret later.
I love this series, if you want more then drop a like on this video 💜
the bootleg boy I love it too❤️ making two songs from beats I heard in the series can’t wait🤠
I wanna die right now
@XxhinduostonexX 83 true 😑 I'll try my best
I love ur music mixes Thanks for bring this new :)
it's my favorite series. fun fact: this was the first video i found when i was feeling hopeless with my crush. that hasn't changed, good thing this hasn't changed either.
thank you
*"Hey! Yeah, you! The one that is reading this comment right now! I'm talking to you, my friend."*
I know you are having troubled times in your life right now and you feel like giving up, right? We all have those feelings and eventually we pull through and fight it, you still can do it because you are one strong badass to make it this far and you can still do it and eventually everything will turn out alright just hang in there. Just listen to this song, with your eyes closed, take slow and deep breathes, then zone yourself out in your mind of your happy place
i was crying while reading this, it kinda gives me hope ngl...
@@the999societyyt Stay strong brother! You have so many years ahead of you and opportunities in this crazy world of ours! You will find something that make you go, "I did it! This was worth it!"
You got this bro, I believe in you!
Lo-Fi Wi-Fi it’s good to see people still give others hope like we wouldn’t know each other from a bar of soap but that little message there gives me hope brother and I appreciate the little things strangers can do for one another❤️
@@rileyjopp9696 I am trying to make a world a better place.
No I'm not crying-
Half a year ago my girlfriend broke up with me, and my mom is currently dying from dementia. I've never been so lost and I miss them so much.
Love what you can while you can.
I miss you
I wish that I could be by your side
But you left me
aww thank you so mutch for the
relatable
Every now and again I'll listen to this on an acid trip at 1am to meditate over everything. Having being molested/groomed and sexually assaulted as a man and not feeling able to open up to my friends about it I couldn't hold any relationship or give any emotions for love. Then there was this girl who helped me get through my drug abuse and I loved her so much I could sleep like a baby through any rough night when she was around.
She helped me get my shit together but distance got in the way when she had to go back home and we said we would wait for each other. I joined the army at 18 and shortly after 19 I left and tried to find a new direction for my life. I said to her that she was my plan and she said she doesn't feel like it can work now that we're different people.
I still lover her after these nearly 4 years and always will. She did so much good for me but to be honest there was some bad to it too. No one else has ever come close to her I don't even know if I can have those feelings with someone else on top of my already fucked up past.
Love you guys and thanks for letting me write this down
Its 2 am where I live. Feeling lonely and worthless, got up from bed and put this on. This eases my soul...
i really miss just having my arms around her so much
I miss being missed
i miss being loved
i miss being okay.
I miss being myself in any situation but I feel that I am on a good way now
Damn me too
It's 1:16 am and your the only thing that fills my empty and torn heart.
I miss the conversations we used to have. I miss the many times we hung out and shared our thoughts and ideas about the world. I wish you were here besides me one more time. :(
"Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart, and the senses." 💜
- Lao Tzu
It’s so hard because I miss her as much as I hate her. I keep hoping u’ll reach out but I’m fearful of an encounter. I go crazy wondering if I ever cross ur mind as I struggle to get u out my mind. I miss u, I want u, and I resent you
it's tough to take its measure.
human beings have an remarkable ability to create space in a person's heart. it all comes about so casually. we meet someone and instantly their image is seared in our brain, not to be unseen. we go a place with them and that place is marked, we share a song with them...marked. after a time it's impossible not to miss them, if indeed they go missing. and it's all those a.m.'s the offer it up most often. those empty hours. empty of those special people who once were as close as voices, as near as a glance.
here's to you all.
@@fluorescentbubbles6498 are you missing someone(s)?
*Lo-fi music really hits differently after 1am, I swear*
It's 1.30 am now. Alone in the room with my phone and headphones listening to the track and scrolling through the comments reading everyone's lives and correlating with them. Stay strong everyone ❤️.
Someone: what's deepest loneliness sounds like?
Me: have you ever heard your own breath?
That hits hard
Actually, yes, many times. Especially when I run. lol
Barış Baran LMAO
lofi boy duddde, that’s like *takes drag* soo deep.
Have you ever stuck up on LISTENING to your own breath and heartbeat?
Cigarette smoke in a storm, puddles filled with colour of the streetlights, this really was the end of the world for him. Not physically, but his mind and heart had collapsed forever
JohnThePlumber who farted in your mouth?
Thinking about that one person you really wanted and that you are in love with but can’t have. He is in love with someone else...
dammit!!! yes!! uhuhuuhuhu
POV:
- Is also 1am in your country
- You finished your Homework
- Your mother and sister is in her bedrooms
- Later, you go to the dining room
- You eat cereal
- and at the same time you listen to the music
- You think of your friends, who left you for your behavior
- You think about your family
- You think about your favorite youtuber
- You watch the time, and it's 1 with 41
- Remember that tomorrow you have classes
- But you don't care about the time
- This is a party for one
thats the bigest one i have seen
(thats what she said)
This hurts to read, if god exists then why are there thousands of people feeling like you and I
Stay strong, fellas!
A hard time can make you stronger...
Or dead inside
@@Mohitsharma-uo8hv keep fighting, mate. It may help us, right?
thanks!
@@smokeymadethis no problem, king
The everlasting cigarette, there through everything.
R&N Gaming giving your lungs a warm and deadly hug
Do you think he got 6 and made each last an hour or is he just holding the same one in a different way?
I need me one of those
This week, I almost lost my woman to the coronavirus. She was panicking and alone in a hospital, and I was the only one there to text her... So I messaged her funny jokes to make her happy until she went to sleep... Now she is totally healthy and we are happy.
Im happy for u
That's a really a good ending
I was once one of you, broken, destroyed, defeated, crying in every song that made me miss her, and she never shed a tear for me. But I overcame and got out of the depression, the hell, the cage of pain that I stuck in, I wish you all the same success, you will always be kings!
I miss you every night and the pain doesn’t go away, but I think about the great times we had and that brings me a smile and a tear
This is probably the only the comment I've typed on CZcams... You guys seem like a really understanding close-knit community (bonded by similar emotions). Now, I've been following this series (and this page) for quite some time and finally I'm able to type my emotions down.
I'm not sure what I'm feeling, but these tunes resonate with me hard, man. They make me feel things I am denying myself from, feelings I am turning away from. I'm really sorry if this is coming off as just another rant (it probably is), but for the past few weeks, I've been feeling stuck in a place where I desperately need to get out from, taking my frustration out on my family. These tunes calm me down, make me feel like everything is going to all right. Recently met a girl. Even though we just met once, she made me feel alive. She made me feel that it's not difficult to get out of the dark place I am in. I don't know what it is between us, but it's something. And it makes me feel nice.
And these tunes remind me of the feeling of being with her.
“There are things better left unsaid”
When I listen to this song I think a lot about my friend that passed away and how much I miss him how he inspired me to come out of my shell and actually get to meet people and have friends and when I sit there in a party with everyone around laughing having a good time I know it hasn’t been the same and a friend like that you don’t meet often ... it really hasn’t been the same
Two years late
But i am sorry anyways.
I could not imagine losing any friend.
This literally was posted at 1:02 am in where I live!!so cool!!!
Same!!
Finlandd?
Same😱
1600 miles away
separated by two countries
a month ago I was with you
and a month from now I'll be leaving you
again
it's 1am and I still miss you
I always will
My boyfriend left me a month ago. My whole world, dreams and life was him. I really loved him. Almost 3 years. It was perfect, our moments together, it was the definition of happiness. Then one day he just came home as usual and told me he didn't want to continue anymore... After all of this, yesterday he called me... He was departing our country and wanted to say goodbye in person. I told him not. Now I'm devastated. I don't feel like my life's got any meaning. I'm unable to feel any hopes for anything...
I'm so sorry
Keep smiling my dear the word is full of beautiful people you just have to find one 🕊