its 2am and i still miss you
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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 9. 06. 2024
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0:00 Keptor's Room - it's only because of you if I feel this way
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5:20 everything persists - and then you see it
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10:47 Varden - When The Sun Sets
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0:33 1:02
Can you please re-order the "it's 3 am and I still miss you" playlist so it actually goes from 1 to 6? It's kinda bugging me :P
i don't even miss nobody, i just am so afraid of myself. i'm afraid i won't be anything in life. i'm afraid that i won't live up to what i know i could be
edit-
I love all of you. thank you.
Uh this is really weird, but i was literally just thinking about the same thing, i hope we all become what we want to be , best of lucks bro
This is mostly what I get emotional about. I always said Iâd rather die than not being successful . But then when I have no direction in life I get frustrated cause idk what to do next. If something makes you uncomfortable itâs prob good for you. So just do it. Plan it out today and do it tomorrow. Itâll all work out bro đđŒđŻ
Yikes. This shit hit me hard af, happening right before my eyes
Sadly it happens all the time. Everyone could be the greatest if they just found their calling...
I scrolled happily through the comments until I saw your comment and it hit exactly this one spot
From bestfriends to strangers, honestly one of the worst feelings in the world
hurts like hell.
jdeezy Right! I did everything I could to make her happy/smile
I made sure she wouldnât face her problems alone.
We would talk everyday in school and after school
I would try my hardest to make her laugh at least once a day
Once she got a boyfriend she would barley reply or talk to me
When I needed her the most when I was facing some rough times she wasnât there for me even though I was there for her. I would reach out to her countless of times but instead she would leave me on seen and walk past me like I didnât even exist. Had to face all my troubles alone. I eventually got over her but I still think about her sometimes.
Fuck that was a tight SLAP
(I had so many friends and all like close ones, slowly as I chose study over anything I got distant, I've been losing friends everywhere
They still accept me if I approach but I feel kinda guilty so I don't)
now back to watching sad anime and engineering
TheGameFreak geez, are you me from a parallel universe?
Vinz Ardevaas this comment section mades me so crying .. love ya all
I'm here again, after a whole year but this time, I'm not sad. It's still 2 am and raining outside but I'm not crying, I'm happier then I have even been. My studies are going great. And I'm with this lovely person who doesn't make me cry and cries with me when I'm sad. I would have never imagined a day like this would come for me when I first listened to this a year ago. It's fine if things are not going fine,it's fine if you're sad or crying or going through hell. It will change, you'll be happy one day. You'll be alright, just don't lose hope.đđđ
Good for you man hope it stays the same
Fuck that's comment is making something deep in my heart
There's not a guarantee that it will be or that things will develop like they should hope dwindle often,miss my dog,feels like parts of my brain n inner core are getting damaged where there's no repair the parts I felt were more sacred parts of myself,its concerning...nvrmd
thanks for this â€ïž
I just hope whatever is happening right now that you're happy, your message almost made me cry. Take care
1st of may 2019.
Rest in peace my love.
I miss you Ana, look over for me from up there will ya? Love you
No words. I hope u wil find something that is even 1% of her
she will stay alive in this comment
I would have wished for ur happiness but I'm in the same boat as u.đ
Oh shit man..
Itâs strange how that when Iâm sad, I listen to music that makes me even sadder, yet I find comfort in doing so...
Same
I think sad music can be a nice hug of understanding to feeling sad. A warm embrace of empathy.
Noah Rocha when I'm sad listening to sad music just makes me feel better some how
The thing is music help you to canalize your feelings, and by doing that, you receive some comfort
Only love!
this comment section shows me how many beautiful souls live in this world. Stay as you are guys.
Well said . I'm sure you are among the beutiful soul out there.
This comment really touched me đ
Johanna UmstĂ€tter canât stay who you are when your constantly hurting đ
Thank you :(
What if I kill?
âthe devil doesnât always come with horns and a pitchfork sometimes she comes as everything youâve ever wantedâ
And know iâll know for what to look! Taught me lessons iâd never know otherwise, much love to you K!
Just wow
YepâŠ
People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me thatâs the saddest part
Donât even think about it...
Yeah.. just gotta take it day by day man...
You just want it to stop there
Its better to have loved and lost bud
i can feel you
That feeling of missing someone who was never yours to begin with, thatâs true sadness.
Killer Red donât let that breed depression, once it gets to that stage itâll be a lot harder to find yourself
Pqffn- canât help it when every single thing reminds you of him. Especially when both of you were in love with each other, so close to dating. Love like what we had was hard to find. Trust me, Iâve been in love a lot of times and it was never like this. Canât help but feel like a huge part of you is missing everytime you look at things and get reminded of him.
Killer Red you were attached, iâve been there more times then I wouldâve liked to be but have faith in your ability to find someone else, theres no promises that itâll replace his love or the affection you two had but its better then dwelling on it. Love isnât something to be toyed with, and iâve been hear broken far too many times and its gotten to a stage where seeing other people hurting, hurts me. Just keep an open mind and welcome opportunity in a new relationship :)
Killer Red have faith in your ability, nothing comes easy
That's exactly how I feel right now you know? And you can't actually feel better... You just want to hear those word coming from that person you love, even though is not going to happen...
Everyone is talking about how they miss people, but I just miss the feeling of comfort and happiness that I never really felt before . Depression ruins you and your relationships , Iâm dead inside.
Stay strong, dont lose hope, things will get better.
Pls dont be sad and dont feel empty. You didnt come to the world for nothing . Everything has a reason . And there is a reason being exist of you. Dont stay at home alone and go find something valuable. We are with you . Stay strong
How many times I felt the sadness or the emptiness inside me? Really a lot. Girl, which denied me, hard period on the work or existential crisis - I had my own reasons in the different moments of life. But... always my sun was coming back, people can't feel badly long, this is our nature.
Keep this thought in your mind: sun is coming, regardless what is your mood now. It help me to live
I feel you đđđđđđ but now I'm trying to forget all .
Such a depressed profile pic
I wish I could turn back time and start over again.
I definitely would not of wanted to have these last few yrs have all the things that occurred ever happen,
same bro
âI'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.â
-kurt cobain
@@zlamb8589 first one to recognize
@@_______7504 how could i not, kurt is so inspiring
But what if I dont even love the real me
it's so sad, l don't even know who l am
I don't want to be alone but I like being alone at the same time
Same
Same. And its incredible, how we all want to be with someone, but at the same time want be alone
Wanna be alone but hate the feeling of loneliness? Me too...
Preach
My current mood
it sucks knowing that person youâre thinking about right now probably isnât thinking about you đ
truth
NETAâŒïžâŒïžđŻ
Shit hits hard big dawgđ
yeah.
So true
It's sad that the person who gave you the best memories became a memory.
@Devin Merrick and i here got ghosted to oblivion. He probably have a better life now igâŠ
They left for a reason I didn't know how much I hurt them until it was too late
Bro...
Yeah đđ
Wow repos
i dont have anything deep to say. my mum died 10 years ago and i still think about her everday. I feel like I lost the only person who ever saw me
I dont know who you are, but I wish I can give you a hug. I lose sleep over the thought that if my mom is ever gone- nothing will replace her.
@@Saxoul Shit , that happens to me almost everyday , what will someone with when i die , will they care , will they not ? then i think the same about them , life is shit , it'll always be like that , because god wrote that , whoever will be able to be strong in this world and will have a good soul will be blessed
almost cried here
Iâm sorry to hear that hopefully you and your family are doing well
Me: Itâs time to let her go...
CZcams: Not Yet
Not yet...
Felt that
Austin Kata đđ
fvck
precisely
never cried so much in life. I hate being an adult. Life was so much easier being a child.
sdadqwedas dadqweads stay strong, a lot of people go thru that and i will too, just chin up and donât let yourself be depressed, try to be happy đđ»â€ïž
So u mean u r scared of responsibilities in life
Youâll get through it buddy. Itâs hard at first but Iâm positive youâll get the hang of it. Stay strongđ„°
It's not like I hate being adult, I mean when I was younger there's no difference with responsibilities. What have changed is how we look at life. And also the reason why get sadder we get to know what reality is.
You'll get through with it too :)
I didn't meant to say something you know
Even I get tired of some stuffs
sdadqwedas dadqweads being a adult sucks I just became 18 in April and now I'm stressing out about life and my future I want to be 16 or 17 again
Saturday night, 2am in the morning, the coffee has gone cold and the sandwich looks damp and unappetising. The house lights are switched off, the table lamp flickers, the computer screen is dimmed, lines and lines of text sprawled onto it. A yawn, a sigh, a distracted, anxious mind whirling on and on. The neon lights outside the window have a gravitational pull. Fumbling hands and fingers, an awkward walk. The keys allow a metallic click and the door rattles open and shut. Slouched shoulders, stiff jaw. The air is cold tonight. The windbreaker is pulled tighter and closer. The pace hastens. A hundred metre long walk, two buildings away. An abandoned alley. Narrow, tackily-painted open staircase. Thirty minutes of lofi till the top, thirty minutes of thinking, of missing, of numb and emptiness. The rooftop is spacious, ground wet from the rain, smelling like moss, childhood and forgotten memories. Lighter in hand, cigarette in another. A spark of light. Smoke. Stiff legs cross over the ledge. The city offers a striking view, but itâs hazy and underwhelming behind the dull smoke that numbs the pain and the senses. âMissing youâ The letters jump from a building to another. A sigh. Footsteps. A tossed out cigarette. The rooftop is empty when the city turns bright and bustling.
-Been having half a yearâs worth of writersâ block, this is nice for a change, if anyone comes across this thanks for reading
very visual. hope your on track now bro đ€
It's a super nice read, i love your writing.
Damn its been 10 months huh? a lot has happened since then.
i went through a bad depressive episode and was diagnosed with depression and ocd, i was put on meds, went for and am still going for psychotherapy, i also got through the toughest academic year so far and this year i will be taking very different subjects, in fact im going for a linguistics selection test in two days time. Things are getting better, sort of. I haven't written anything since I posted this, but I promise myself that I will write something, anything, soon, and I will post it here for me to see and to remember.
Also i guess the theme of missing someone finally make sense for me, i started crushing on someone and is still crushing on them. Would totally take them out, 2am at night, two coffees in hand to the rooftop for stargazing or something.
@@loungecat looking forward to it (: I myself am in a depressive phase as well. I hope there's more in the future.
Think about all the people scrolling through the comment section, not commentating but are just reading our comments. I wonder what they are thinking about.
I am one of these guys actually, I'm not reading it.. I'm feeling it
Reflecting...
Itâs me right now lol thinking damn itâs some sad things going on
Wondering where I went wrong homie
Pain
I had a boyfriend back in high school. We were only 15. Reckless. Happy. In love. First love truly is as magical as it is. I remember him serenading me with his old dusty guitar at an old abandoned park. We would always meet there and would watch the sunset together. I remember him, so heavenly and soft. He would speak and it feels like liquid sunshine would run out from his lips. His gaze were affectionate and loving. But he was ripped away from me in a terrible accident. I hated God for what happened. It was unfair. He was young and full of life. But maybe it has a reason. Now I'm 23 and still in love. Guess that'll never change. I miss you, Lee.
I'm not crying.
im sry baby u will find some one and one day u will meet him again.
Hope you find someone who can fill in his shoes and loves you as much he did.
coco loco I am so sorry for your loss đ
It fucking hurts!
you've been frequently visiting me in my dreams...it makes me sad when I wake up and I realize it wasn't real. I'll never watch your mouth turn upwards into that crooked smile again, hear the kindness in your voice when you say my name, hear your jaw pop every time you chew, or grasp my pinky tightly with yours. it's cold snap season, our favorite beer that so many memories can be attributes to. it's been nine months since I heard from you. this was not a clean break so I'm picking up the pieces that were mine to begin with, trying to find out who I am without you. it's 2:50 a.m. and I still miss you. -bell
Beautifully written
Can we all take a moment to appreciate the golden people in the comment section. A round of applause fam
Now you're just a stranger with all my secrets
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That just set my crying ass off again
Wow... that hit me
Hits us all
Damn
Weâre just a bunch of people who arenât okay, telling each other it will be okay. :(
Christian Warren thatâs life I guess. You have to find your own happiness.
It will be okay. I love you.
I don't even know u who you are but I really appreciate that words... It will be okay
Christian Warren Find The Truth, find Islam
Guys one thing: Donât try to find happiness through somebody else.
Love yourself first, work hard on your life and pursue what you love. Thatâs when you will be attractive to people because you are not needy of their opinion and approval anymore.
For that to work out you first need to work on you technique. If you want to build a car, you first need some instructions. Same goes for a good life.
I canât give them to you, but here is how you can find them:
Read books. Full stop. This is the key to success.
Itâs a hard path but thatâs the only way.
We arenât meant to just sit around all day and play video games or watch youtube videos. Genetically seen we should be outside working out or walking, or with people, not eating too much and eating healthy (like what can be found in nature easily, like vegetables, fruits, etc.).
Donât eat too much fat or sugar either. They are like poison. You body was not meant to consume them on a regular basis. Look it up. It breaks you mood and spirit.
You could consider starting with Jordan Petersons â12 rules for lifeâ or âmodelsâ by Mark Manson.
My life motto is this:
Life is pain. Either you endure it now and get up and do something about your life. Or you can relax now and endure the pain later on with feelings of guilt, shame, anger and loneliness.
If youâre taking her for granted, trust me you will KNOW how much you love her only when sheâs gone.
So true!!
true :/
true asf
pov: youâre constantly checking whether they texted you back, but they didnât, and it hurts like hell.
So for a little of a backstory
(you can read this if youâre bored):
I became friends with this boy and I started to really crush on him because he treated me really good and I never really got to experience that from a boy. So I confessed my feelings for him, but he didnât like me back. That ruined our friendship for a while and my feelings started to fade a lot. I started to accept the fact that we would never be more than friends and so I started to treat him like a "bro" of mine too. I guess that he felt more comfortable around me around that time, because we started talking more.
So it all started when I invited him to a party. We were drinking and we kept on telling each other how much we loved each other. Of course that wouldnât have been enough for my feelings to get back, I was hurt too much. But after this party a lot went down in my private life and he seemed to be the only one that cared.
So we started talking a lot on Snapchat. It sort of became our thing that we would share how our days were going everyday and whenever we would see each other we would cuddle and tell each other sweet things. It was at this point that my feelings were starting to get back again.
But after a while it just stopped. He started leaving me on delivered for a long time and he would kind of ignore me in real life. Whenever we would talk he would sound annoyed by me and he never told me why.
I was hoping that he was just busy or stressed and that eventually he would come back, but we stopped talking.
Now heâs in love with another girl.
Big L.
true
true
truetrue
Yea.
Damn đ
Saying âI love youâ takes 3 seconds to say..
3 hours to explain..
But a lifetime to prove..
Thanks for the likes guys, I hope u have a blessed day.
and 1 arigatou brother
oh shit~
DAMN. felt that different bro
That's deep .
I certainly love this comment , it's really true
If u ended up getting the suggestion of this video from YT, congrats u r broken
Abhilash Das just got recommended to me, I clicked because the aesthetics were cool. Didnât know Iâd end up sobbing from the comments
Damn right I'm broken.
sadly, iâm broken:/
Damnit
How did you know?
But really, it does suck because it's just apart of our life and knowing we're are broken but can't fix ourselves is a huge disappointment
Itâs crazy how weâre all connecting through our own issues right now. It makes me feel less lonelyâ„ïž
she was the first girl i truly loved, she was the first girl i ever kissed, the first girl i ever hugged, the first girl to make me truly happy...
@Bruxy thanks bro, iâm doing fine. make sure you do everything for in your power to keep her because that girl rare, many people donât stay in relationships with their first âeverythingâ
do you ever wanna call someone out of the blue just to talk and catch up but youâre too afraid youâll bother them? thatâs how i feel rn. sucks missing someone who doesnât miss you.
edit: thanks for the likes and replies guys. i saw him a few days ago but had no time to really talk. sent a text after but no reply. not sure what to do but i think it might be time to move on. wishing everyone the best!!
Agree..bottling emotions is really bad and I feel like im gonna burst
literally how iâm feeling rn .. i swear iâm just clingy. đ€
Same here đą
Stranger from each other but not to this feeling.
I feel for you so much. This one guy doesnât miss me at all when all I do is miss him...
The person I miss is just the happy, smiling kid that I used to be...
Travahn Adonis this broke me
Your comment is something that I always think about and it breaks my heart
this comment breaks me
I know Iâm late but if youâd like a person to talk to, Iâm here :) . I can share my number with you just lmk
I feel that too
Who ever is reading this
Now stop crying better days are yet to come ur masterpiece
I hope everyone reading this comment is doing well during these strange times. I wish you all the best, good luck and stay healthy!
Missing her and knowing she doesnât miss you back hurts so much
GetOff MyWood10 she probably misses you too even if it doesnât seem like it she has to be itâs hard for everyone. Some people are better at hiding it than others.
@@hellokittyswitchblade36 i know whenever she texts me, but this time its been 2 months
My crush at least texts me once a day without me saying anything but then I see her be the happiest and I start to get sad and hurt when I think that she is with her friends I feel like a normal person but then she feels like the world to me. Im gonna tell her I like her at the end of this month
@@jdmnausc3675 if you made at the end of the month, i would say always, respect her values whatever be the situation.
CHANAKYA SINHA yes it is important to respect someones values
Why is it that you only realise how broken you are when you're trying to sleep
Fr tho like man i wanna sleep more than 1 hour a night
Because thatâs the only time where you have time to do that. Iâm pretty sure a lot of people feel the same way like you and I
When you go to bed, lights out, phone off, just you with your thoughts. During the day you do something, you are busy, but at night, in bed, bad thoughts just keep coming
Marksman_Ollie your mind finally has time to remind you how broken you are.
@@phantom58285 Facts dude
I was 17 at that time and he was 25. I had gone to visit my hometown during the summer break. When i first saw him i instantly got this giddy weird feeling but did not understand what it was all about. He decided to drop us all home that night. It was a cool night even though it was in the middle of June. When i was getting dropped off i caught him looking at me from the center mirror of the car. That night i was thinking of him untill i fell asleep. All this feeling was so new to me but it felt really good. The next day i asked a friend if he was seeing anyone and she understood i had a thing for him. The weird thing is even though she felt that i liked him, because i did not understand why all of a sudden i was asking about him either. I guess that was what the first real crush felt like. The next day he called me because she gave him my number.
I remember walking out of the house and even though there were so many mosquitoes biting me i was standing there talking to him. The rest of the summer was a blur and beautiful. He would call me up in the middle of the night if it rained because i told him i loved rain. We would go for drives around town eating good food in cafes. Summer afternoons in a lake. Ice cream in a mall. The whole shenanigans. I once told him i liked Bryan Adams songs and he came down my house and sang out loud! it was just crazy! I was slowly getting swoon by him. But he had problems. He had a lot of problems. He had drinking issues and not a long time ago back then he was into drugs. He had friends who were only in it for the money and had bad influence. I soon had to leave and go back to my residing city and he called me up and said wants to see me for the last time. He hugged me and told me I was too young for anything else lol. His hug. The scent from his cologne. I still remember.
Back in the city he calls me up. My dad did not like him at all so he shouted him over the phone to never call me up (for obvious reasons). After months i call him to ask how he is doing but he tells me i should not stay in touch. And that was the end of it.
Fast forward to when i am 30. Over the years I would occasionally think of him, especially when it rained. But life got in the way. Work, marriage and then children. I just learned that he has passed away. He over dosed on drugs and he died in rehab. His parents too passed away before him so he probably died alone too. Now i think of it, if i would have been able to save him if i had ever gone out with him. Or at least have an impact to save his life? Now I am getting a divorce and think if he was alive would i be in touch with him? I still remember him always standing next to his car when he would wait for me. My mind would always wonder if i did go out with him what would have been.
I just miss when we smiled together and held hands and it was just us.
đđ
We are just depressed people telling each other that itâs all gonna be ok
(Edit - Thanks to you guys and your words, Iâm feeling a lot better and have made things in my life better and have realized that thereâs always hope đ thank you)
Very true...one dayyy đ
that's the fuckin truth...holy moly,we're trully fucked...
Yes we are.
I agree. Truly agree
but it will be okay
I met someone in 2020 who used to listen to this playlist all the time and he turned out to be a terrible person and I spiraled to rock bottom after that. I used to resent listening to this playlist because of him. I used to hate the way I let someone take away my feelings for music and ruin it for me. I'm in such a different place in my life now and I found this playlist again. It felt calming to listen to. I don't have resentment anymore and I'm so proud of the work I've put into myself and where I've come. I met someone so amazing this year and he treats me so good and I get to love him too. If you're struggling, just take life hour by hour and then day by day- you'll be okay đ€
When I was in primary school, I knew this boy who just really wanted to be friends with me. Thing is, he was ginger and he wore really thick glasses, so the whole school just kind of... Hated him. When I was younger, I just kind of followed everyone else, so I started to hate him for no reason. When we got to high school, he developed feelings for me. I turned him down since at that time, I didn't really know him that well. But I agreed to be friends with him, and that was the best decision I've ever made. He was really funny, he always knew how to make me smile, even in times when I felt really down... Soon enough, it was my turn to fall for him. He was always kind to everyone, but I felt like he was even kinder towards me. I mean, he probably wasn't, but I liked to think that he was. He was my best friend, and at the time, my only friend. But then... on the evening of November 22nd, 2017, he disappeared. Nobody knew where he went, not his parents, not his friends, I mean he hadn't even shown up at school that day. I wasn't able to sleep that night. On November 23rd, 2017, I was told that he had died. Suicide. I hate myself for not seeing that he wasn't ok. I hate myself for not realizing that he needed help. I hate myself for not being his friend earlier. I hate myself for turning him down. I hate myself for not telling him how I feel... Since then, time has been... weird. Hours either feel like days or seconds, I didn't see my graduation pass, I didn't see my prom happen, I didn't see my first day of college... I've felt empty since then. I still blame myself. I still miss him at 1am, at 2am, at 3am, at 4am, at 5am... And I know that I can't go back. I know that I'll never get him back. But it still hurts. And I'm just not sure for how long I can take all this pain...
Gabrielle Caron holy shit............
Gabrielle Caron hey I know itâs hard but you gotta keep on moving forward and just know that heâs up there watching over you and he still wants you to be happy. Remember thereâs no such thing as a goodbye only a see you later. Right now you gotta make the most outta your life, you gotta give your life meaning. And when your successful, honor it all in his name. You got this and youâre not in this alone.
You should know that itâs not your faultâ€ïž
Pain is not always worn on peopleâs sleeves.
You were a great friend and thatâs all that matters! You will meet him in another lifetime where you will both rejoice of the grand friendship you shared! Stay strong! â€ïž
Donât ever blame yourself. You did the best you could to be in his life & I bet he was happier that you were a part of his. Best thing is to move on & let his energy feed on to you & spread the same positivity this man has given you & the world. Heâs angel now & his spirit will remain with you as long as you live. Live on, love life, & most importantly love yourself đ because at the end of the day youâre an amazing human being!!
Gabrielle Caron you arenât responsible for any of this. That boy saw you as one of his dearest friends, and even if you think that he hates you, youâre completely wrong. He loves you and he thinks of you as an angel. You were that boyâs everything, and thatâs something that heâs grateful for. Even though he passed away, I can tell you that he doesnât want you to feel the way that he did. He wants the best for you, Gabrielle. I know Iâm some random stranger on CZcams and thisâll probably be the only time we cross paths ever again. But let me just tell you this and I hope itâll stick with you. Itâs not your fault, he wants the best for you, and he loves you. Take care.
P.S. how funny is it that my real name is Gabriel lol
Itâs 2am, and 4 years later I STILL miss you. Thank you for this, I use to listen in HS a lot when this was first uploaded. 4 years later I still find myself here time to time thinking of the old memories from back then. Those were the daysđ
The only thing I miss of 2019 is Frozen 2 :/
Online friend: dude, that game was fun!
Me: yea, ikr
Online friend: Iâm gonna go to bed now, see ya tomorrow!
Me: kay
Last seen one year ago
Omg.. what happened?
Been there man, he's been off for a few years now
2019 has been the worst year ever. I've lost so many people. I donât even know what Iâm doing with my life I just feel so empty.
2020 Update: what the fuck
2021 Update: yo Iâm so confused. Time flies so fast. Oh and I still donât know what Iâm doing with my life but Iâm feeling kinda betterâšđ
2022 Update: I gotta say, life is still pretty complicated but Iâm growing. I do have hope though. I will find my happiness and Iâm sure all of you will too.
2023 Update: Let's see how it will be this year. I definitely have more stamina than the years before. I have big goals, even if I have to fight hard to achieve them. I've learned to get by on my own, to stay away from people who aren't good for me. I realize that many people are trying to throw hurdles at me to block my way. It's gonna be tough, but we only live once. I will keep fighting, just like all of you!
I hope you're comforted by knowing nothing lasts forever. Not even 2019. Prepare yourself for a better year in 2020. You deserve it. Love and light.
Naruhina U stay strong man. Ik it sounds cliche but you have to!
you are not alone honey, i feel the same :/
Stay up bro, it gets better
Yeah man, 2 funerals for me. Gf also got T boned bad in her car but pulled through. Then my sister's husband cheated on her after her maternity leave ended where she almost died from child birth. Then my gf left me. Keep that chin up because things run its course. Life. Death. Relationships. I'm starting my new job and building from the ashes and it feels good man
âI wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them.â
-Andy Bernard
This hit diffrent
Tbh back then I knew I was living the good old days, I just didn't know they would end in such a impactful and quick way. Now I feel like it's too late to think about that, that time is gone and buried in the past and I can't do anything to make it come back to life. It's always gonna part of me though, it's a time that was essential for me to grow and become the person I am today. That's life, I guess. From time to time, it still makes me sad not being able to relive one of those days just for one last time, but I always reach the conclusion that it's preferable for me to accept that that phase already ended, rather than to find myself stuck in a time that no longer exists, amongst people that are no longer a part of my life.
Good days wont last anyway even if we knew it, i would say make memories in life as much as you can
@@RicardoPereira-dg6lh cherish every day... so now I'm gonna exit yt and start get to sleep (10:40now)
Bashar Alasmar, yes, but if we knew then we would of valued it and cherished it and made every moment count.
Please never delete this video, it has so much meaning to me, so many memories and so so many moments that are now long gone....
Also, thanks to the person who's responsible for this.
I remember when this song was on lofi and I used the iPad of my brother and he saved the lofi playlist and I just read all the depressing comment on CZcams
8 years later and Iâm still waiting and hoping sheâd come back
Hey đ please stop
Bro you look really nice ngl i miss my ex too but fuck them hoes man there are other girls on this planet that are better than her ik you just want her but fuck that homie we gotta move on
move on bro wtf
I've been reading the comments and I've seen lots of sad things. For the person who is reading this, I hope you have a lot of luck in your life and that everything goes well. And if things are going wrong, be calm, bad vibes will eventually leave, you always have to try to raise your head and continue with life. Sometimes love is bullshit, be strong.
Javibu thank u
the same goes for you.
@@norlyortiz2648
@@lovingleohours9681 Thanks dude!
Is love really bullshit, tell me the truth pls, and I can completely give up
Everyone is saying the miss someone.. I just miss myself... I mean who am I? I have no one special in my life.. I have lots of âfriendsâ but not a single one I can talk to about my feelings :( literally dead inside
tua- vykngz one day you and I will meet and I promise iâll listen to every detail of your problems, you are not alone and shouldnât feel alone because loneliness takes lives.
you wanna talk?
wow you just put my feelings into words. damn.
You can really only connect with others as far as you met yourself. Start connecting to you. Youâre not dead inside.
So this is what Iâm feeling..
I listen to this when I'm sad and got no one to talk to, just cry my heart out. It hurts but it got the comfort that I like.
Hey Iâm here if you wanna talk to me
@@billy2485 đ
@@rezahadad6971 ?
we aren't friends, we are not enemies. all i see is two strangers with memories
When someone becomes your happiness..your smile..your comfort. They also become your pain..your sadness..your tears..
Why is all this so true đ. Thought I was alone, maybe going crazy. Hope we all find happiness
@@chunleeofficial hope so too :(
can I use this comment for captions on my Instagram?
@@OmargalihM yeah sure
FUCKKKKKK I FELT THIS ONE đđ
its funny how we are all listening to the same song but thinking about different people
Who are you thinking of?
That some shit
naw i'm thinking of the same person you're thinking of
Ash...
Im thinking about myself, one of the few persons in my life worth of my thoughts
she left me for no reason ... its been 3 years and i still see her in my dreams ... if its not love then why i still see her in my dreams .. i cant
Shrug
Hopefully you found someone else and your doing better
@@billy2485 I'm nvr doing better,my life is how is been n I'm miserable,dying inside doesn't make me appreciate life or seeing the world from here,doesn't help,miss my dog,if I had an abrupt n quick death I wouldn't be living like this,shrug mmhmm,nothing/nobody in my so called life/world makes me happy it isnt even tolerable,just is I suppose n I dont even want it to be like this..yet it hasnt changed for the better n I've obviously not moved from herenmydogisntwme
@@hippiegoddess8372 Iâm sorry I wish I could do something but if you wanna talk elsewhere just let me know
Almost every night since 2020 I've been listening to this mix. Food to my soul
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Me : feeling perfectly fine
CZcams : donât you miss her?
Me: ....smh
Hit me hard too man
True af
Man imma kill myself
@@Chombascuss Same
Lmao tell me why this hit me, literally was doing fine and then I seen this video..
It sucks when the person that gave you the best memories becomes your best memory.
Sleep well. đ€
I feel you I left the best people in my life and now Iâm all alone with no one by my side!
@@mothoo3751 I feel the same bro
Felt that
I did all the best i can.. in the end..its just a memory. đ¶đŸââïž
Take care stranger đ€
honestly, I've been listening to this playlist for three years now. I always go to CZcams to find a new playlist and always come back here. it's like my personal place of calm. thank you very much!
I cry every night when I listen to this. Always gets me in my feelings.
The worst feeling is when the person who gave you the best of times and memories become your worst memory
True...
trust me, the time when your worst memory turns into a beautiful one will come, I promise you. You will not regret anything you did with that person, you'd be grateful because it taught you many lessons
stay strong bro.. we are gonna go through this.. dun worry
Hurt
@@p3gasussaint775 amen brother, the sunny days will come
Itâs a strange phenomenon that so many people can come together in this lonely corner of the internet completely unknown to the general public, and yet feel so comforted by each others presence.
I mean i don't know about a lonely corner the videos on 7.7 million views at this point.
@@titasuzemeckas6585 or the comforted part... people suck lol
Cringe
it's 2:06 a.m., April 23, 2022. I'm listening to this again, almost three months since i lived the worst day of my life. how can this hurt so bad to listen to, but be so healing at the same time ? it must be this comments section. it tells me that everyone hurts, not only me.
Always trying to be the best version of me for everyone and always making people happy but I feel empty and more lonely than ever...
Man... you are not alone. I feel what you say, stupid "best version of oneself" as the antidote for all the pain... as if it was the ultimate solution
âThe loneliest moment in someoneâs life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.â
It was us against the world. Now itâs just me staring into space wondering where it all went wrong.
Falling deeper and deeper into blankness
Ikr
ye i got the same shit idk what i did wrong its so depressing
AlexFN sometimes itâs not what weâve done. Itâs what they have become and what we havenât done to stop it
smokey tokes anxiety would control my life and how I acted. I wasnât me and I started to scratch myself till I bled to make the pain go away. I fought so hard with my parents and I was sent to therapy. It was a long hard journey but I was finally stopping self harm. I was clean for about maybe 5 months and I did it again. My life has been going down hill the past few years. I didnât have a will to live and I just wanted the pain to go away. After months of therapy and I was on medication I started to feel myself. I found motivation to stay clean in my friends. If I left this world behind I just left more pain to them. Now I donât know how my story ends but itâs not over yet and I still have a long ways to go. Addiction is hard and the want to get high and numb the pain is strong. But your stronger than that. I donât know how to give someone good advice I just tell them my story that is still going. There are ups and downs and people who might make us happy and people who might make us want to turn to our old habits. Every time Iâm in pain I struggle to think clearly but I get through it because the want to do (bad habit) is there but it is not a need. Now I donât want to tell you how to live your life or what to do it just here trying to relate to people to tell them they are not alone. Life will get better trust me. Stay strong I believe in you â€ïž. Stay clean with me and everyone else.
the person I dream about is the reason I canât sleep
so true
fucking true
it's sad to know that I will never be good enough for her
Lost My Lover- Ali Gatie?
fuhreaaaaal
This is hitting me hard right now.....whatever yâall are going through....I hope it gets better (Hopefully mine does too)
My brain won't let me let go. I know she's moved on, I know she's living a great life without me and I can't be a part of it.
Iâve been listening to this for so long, I always put it on and sit by an open window in the early morning hours. It makes me feel at peace âïž
I guess we sometimes like to be alone but we hate feeling alone.
Thats me i hate it too mĂșch i have feelings like my friends its fake ;(
you got it
I grew up with a schizophrenic paranoia father on hard drugs and a mother that loves me but worked from 7am to 9pm. So, I would go to school and then come home and be alone for hours on end and even when my mother got home we wouldn't talk much and then bed time. I'm now 25 and still have problems wanting to be left alone most of the time. I find myself just sitting in a dark room alone yet finding comfort in it.
Matthew Sowers oh thats sad Man
Matthew Sowers i dont have that or smthing like that so i really dont know how to help you i am sorry but what i can say is Goodluck
the comment section makes me feel at home. I believe iâve found my people.
Edit: Not long after I made this comment I got back with the ex who i thought was the love of my life. I was wrong. Things were terrible. I still struggle with moving on. we broke up christmas day 2022. He left me again, and has no feelings left for me. Iâve come to think of it as a good thing. If someone could pack up one day and stop caring about you, then they were never worth it. Do not spend your time lingering on someone who wouldnât put in that same time in for you. you are worth, and you are deserving, of so much more than that.
I know 3 months ago I was here listening to this or reading the comments but then my love of my life gave me a 3rd chance sheâs broken up with me before twice and we were together for 3 months then she broke up with me today now Iâm back here thinking about her
Dawson Morrison i was here 6 months before a left the comment above thinking about how i lost mine too, eventually i accepted it and now iâm just waiting for someone better. itâll come to us no doubt :)
JebaydenSmith me too honestly.
Right this is the place I belong to
Although my state may be even worst than yours , still I hope u find happiness
The memories hurt, but I still wouldnât trade them for anything in this world
I love this comment section. Its like a dimension of melancholie.
Keep your heads up â€
Crying at 2am.
I miss you. So much.
Never thought you gonna leave us this early.
Rest in peace.
Dad.
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Be strong
idk who u are but stay strong :(
He will always watch over you. Stay strong
dont give up
I Am a Dad,of 3 Daughters that I love more than Anything Ive ever loved in this Life,their Mom has a problem with dope and booze and so shes not around now and its just been me and the girls for years now...had to borrow my daughters phone to watch some vids my phone is Toast....anyways ran across this video,then this comment and it reached a place inside I go to sometimes and maybe itll help someone...I think about it sometimes..that I will at some point have to leave this life,as it Should be because NO parent should ever have to bury their child,its the Natural Way of Life that the old leave and the young live on..Im 47 and Honestly I Am NOT afraid of Death,Everyone must take this path..What I am Afraid of,what hurts me to my core is leaving my children behind..who will take care of them when they hurt inside,Who'll comfort them when the hands out the hurt it does:(Who'll Protect them from the evil that people do:(You must understand that the hurt you feel is no less than a Parent does when they know thwy have to move on..and the Greatest hurt I feel is the thought of my girls living on in Pain because Im gone..My God no Parent wants that its Heartbreaking...I Want my girls to LIVE this life,to feel Joy,Love,Happiness and all the Best things in Life,but their is no sweet without the sour and I Know they will feel hurt as well....but Please God dont let it be over Me..I want them to remember Me ofcourse but I want it to be with a smile not tears...I don't know you but I know one thing is for Sure...that your Father obviously Loved you because you loved him too:)And the LAST thing in this life that he wanted was for you to be in Pain:(I Understand that greiving is a natural part of loss but Im without doubt that your Dad Prayed for your Happiness:)I hope you'll consider these things and it brings you some comfort,and I Will Not belive death is the last time Ill see my girls because even the next life wont be enough to keep me from them...Best of Luck to you and I hope you are feeling better:)
"gotta go bud"
"sure tomorrow i'll be here"
*last time online 6 years ago*
damn u man đ
đ
true pain
where are you dan * sobs *
The same beat but instead I moved before social media and it makes it hurt to think I won't ever see my friends again.
i am tired of living in this fake world. its full of pain. i wanna go back to the time where there was pure love, pure friendship. its hurts so much i feel like crying. thank you for this music. it keeps me alive somehow. thank u so much. please never stop uploading such lofi music. it helps many people like me who arent okay who are depressed and extremely sad. thank u once again so much
Emily, I know you wonât ever see this..
Thank you for putting up with me. đ
You were more then just my girlfriend, but my best friend who I shared everything with in life.
Iâll never forget the goodâs and badâs, and Iâll most definitely never stop loving you.
Iâll never get used waking up without you, seeing your beautiful face everyday, and hearing the voice that kept me at peace.
Be safe, and be happy.
Farewell E.C đ
Too many people here are broken, this world sucks, but I hope things go better for you. đ€
Hate the sadness.. if I had a button I'd end the sadness for all
If i had a button I'd end my life
It's funny how we're all from different places but we're here for the same reason
Thank you.
You too stranger. I hope your life brings lots of great things đ
_âBeing deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you troubles.â_
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dergeihe ._. Deep, but sadly extremelly true
So true yo
Wow, my eyes have been opened to the truth
Dam that is deep
Looking back on all the memories made with the people closest to you, realizing things arenât the same as they used to be and you feel more alone now than ever. You have everything youâve ever wanted and it still isnât enough. The pain, sadness, and anger of the world is a crushing blow to what you used to think was reality as you slowly begin to realize that the only way from here is up as your moving backwards. Youâre to scared to speak your mind but then never find the time to find the courage to be yourself. Let all your worries, all your fears, let them float down the river as you lose yourself in what makes you happy.
*when a CZcams comment section cares about you more than your friends*
âąRenad Mostafaâą fr tho
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i felt this man there's no one here for me
@@ZakkaWakka002 I am
this
me at 9pm : totally having fun , actually having the time of my life
brain at 12am : remember how happy you used to be ?
me : ah shit here we go again
jaiiden - PhishPhish this is literally me at this exact moment
Damn
This hit me hard
This is the only comment i fucking relate
jaiiden - PhishPhish your comment made me smile))
great channel and great music!
I miss nobody, but the music warms my soul â€
I love you guys. every single one of you that ended up here
Martina XO we love u too XO famâ€ïž
heartbreak club â€ïž.
Ly too even i miss clicked a video
â€ïž
I can feel the pain behind those words brother â€ïž u r not alone
Itâs when you see them move on,
thatâs when you truly feel it.
Matthew Fisher I felt this on a new level
ouch.
that's all i can say.
she's gone with someone else.
ouch.
Right..
Move on..! I hate this word .....
ever saw someone you loved just hold hands with her new love, shit hurts man
To all my sad people, you are not alone!
"and then we never talked since then.."
worst ending ig.
âWhen we hit our lowest point we are open to the greatest changeâ
Remember this quote, maybe itâll help you someday, like it did for međ
Rick I was deadass just watching the last airbender then I remembered that quote wtff
This is so true. Iâve experienced this myself
Legend
Sometimes life is like this dark tunnel. You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you just keep moving... you will come to a better place.
Uncle Iroh
@@Rick-tx9rn omg the last airbender really is my fav series
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
I felt that :(
Damn đ
Ok Boomer
Facts our biggest problem was a bruised knee or not getting the swing đ I wanna go back
Damn thatâs So true crying for just a few seconds is better than crying yourself to sleep
no matter the time passes, sheâll always stay constant
I may have lost someone who didn't love me, you lost someone who truly loved you.
I don't miss anyone but myself, i want my old self back. I'm tired of these shits that's going through my head everyday specially at night. How i wish i can sleep for some years to end this pain for a while.
Kookie Dough Hey, I know what you mean Iâve been through that same phase before. You canât compare yourself to yourself. I know itâs hard but trust me, try as hard as you can to move on, focus and grow the person you are now. Much love
Same :(
What pain? These teenage kids are so emotionally weak acting like their family got murdered infront of them when their stupid short term little date dumped em, grow the fuck up..
Same bro..
Me: delivered message 2 hrs ago
Her: Active 2 mins ago
Rolando Lopez this the funniest comment đđ
@@Abundantparadigm it's sad though like maybe have some sympathy, hope your ok Rolando!
Me: We can play tomorrow?
Her: Of couse! Bye!
Me: Bye!
Her: Last time online - *_4 Years_*
Will Fallon I still find it weird that we are still texting to this day. Like hell I even told her we could always text other day but she is like yes !!! Iâll text you tomorrow , or Iâm sorry Iâm really busy then she talk about her day... idk Iâm surprise she hasnât left me on open. Any thoughts?
@@sunnyyy1437 BRO thats so SAD mate
Wish whoever good that's here succeeds in life
I listened to this on repeat all the way from Sweden to Spain.
I arrived late night at the hospital, the day after my dad passed away.
I can't express how much these songs means to me...
I just love it so much.
Hopefully you and your family are doing well, keep your head up
Hope your dad rest in peace brother, and wish all the best for you
â@@billy2485Thanks
â@@jason7401Thanks
dont pretend like i didnt mean anything to you, i was there, i saw the way you looked at me
I related
i thought about the night when i realised i fell in love because of his fucking look, two years later iâm still trying to forget about him
I didn't Clara, in fact, I don't even know who you are xdxddd
@@anais7083 you are a girl but how you are heatbroken.?
:((
For those who came here for the vibes, it's better you don't read the comments. Damn, y'all getting me depressed..
Yeah.. i get this..
@@alexbrt333 Stfu don't get me depressed đ
Alex Brt hahahhhah shit bro
CZcams is like a venting place, I love it đ„ș
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2 years ago I found these videos on CZcams, I'm happy to see some comments from people who have found everything they could ever want since then. At the time I found solace in the fact I wasn't alone, there were so many people in the world hurting like I was and I found a connection in the words they wrote here in the comments. But now recently I've lost the person I lent on in the darkest days of my life, from best friends to strangers in the blink of an eye. I came to realise I was simply a port in a storm to her, someone to fill the gap while she searched for her forever after, while I gave her all of me in helping her through her darkest days I wasn't anything to her. She was my best friend. And now I'm back finding solace in the fact I'm not the only one. I hope you all have a peaceful night and find all the happiness you deserve in this world
Time receeds before us. What we once had is long gone, what we have now will never be what we felt before, long live the past. The rain falls away.