The Process of Self-Destruction w/ Lil Yachty
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- čas přidán 1. 02. 2024
- A conversation between two artists.
Death creates life.
Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life.
Self-destructive behavior is when a person causes physical or emotional harm to themselves. Traumatic experiences or mental health conditions may increase the risk of these behaviors. People who have experienced trauma may self-harm, but not every person who self-harms may have experienced.
Director: Caleb Wild
Executive Producer: Jeremy Koch
Score: MF
DoP: Daniel Brennan
Cam Op: Stefan Nachmann
1st AC: Isaiah Suko
Gaffer: Eddie Marrero
Sound: Pat Zimmon
PA: Alejandro Benito
Edit: Thomas Lange
Color: Sam Howells - Krátké a kreslené filmy
montellll! we used to work together at the grocery store years ago!! so incredibly awesome to see how far you've come & continue to go! keep doing you!
Fantastic!! Good Job Boat!!!
And what u doing
not the time not the place, life goes different ways for everyone. Why does it matter what he does when he's just happy to see that his friend made it
@@OfficialStreamSagaTvnone your business
@@OfficialStreamSagaTv no need to be a nosey bitch. He’s giving his mans his flowers. Just read and go on
“lean into it.
this is who i am,
and just let it be”
The way this interview is shot is so innovative, like a breath of fresh air from the regular interviews we see in media. keep up the good work my man
Couldn't agree more, very different stylistically. I really enjoyed it.
Reminds me of Tyler The Creator’s FLOWER BOY : a conversation interview
glad to hear that you still believe in the Savior. we’re all on our own journey and it is no one’s place to judge where another person is at with their faith. praying for the best Montell
As Christians we should be judging certain things but not for someone’s ultimate salvation; that is ultimately up to God. The key to rightly judging is removing the log from your own eye before helping your brother remove the speck from his. Please don’t think we are not to judge others actions. There are truly evil things in this world; the key is to judge according to Gods standard. Montell clearly does not believe in the God of the Bible which means he will not be inheriting the grace that is given by Him. We should be calling for repentance not pointing him to destruction.
@@dakotataylor4696If you judge others. God will judge you for that. Do not judge because the revenge and what people deserve is in gods hands.
Judging is arrogance and arrogance leads to death. We are all sinners don’t forget that
@@deanescoYou idiot
@@dakotataylor4696you shouldn’t be judging anyone
@@deanescoI disagree with both of y’all to an extent. First correction montell does believe in Jesus he’s just a flawed man/human just like the rest of us with a flawed ideology. Second correction we are supposed to judge but humbly righteously honestly and not overtly. Sometimes it’s okay to not judge 👨⚖️ some people are over judgemental
it’s palpable how gentle and carefully articulate both of you are
These comments are insulting. Enough..
@@nickjones5495 what do you mean
you wouldnt say this if it was two white men talking
Anyone of any race can speak gently, carefully, and articulately. It’s wild y’all think it’s racist to compliment black men for speaking as such. Sincerely, an AfroLatina Woman.
Have you ever seen these comments left on a video that wasn't of a POC speaking. When i was younger people used to complement my black friends for speaking with proper grammar as if they expected them not to.@@madimi156
I love the rawness of this interview, montell you’ve created something special with this one
This is one of the coolest conversations I’ve seen in a long time.
This might sound a little unhinged, but I'll say it anyway. I've been seeking escape for as long as I can remember myself. Elaborate daydreams as a child, video games later on, and writing now, writing's always been there, but it's my only productive/creative escapism method these days.
In 2021 I revamped an old character - a man who came from a religious (Christian) background and lost his way at some point, pulled away from God, and gave in to the lifestyle of a sinner, but not without constantly feeling guilt over that. Alcoholism, social isolation and perversion basically, a kind soul who punishes himself for his sins by pulling away from society and no longer believing that he is worthy of God's love. Now, I don't come from a religious background myself, but through this character, the first spark ignited. In addition to that, I always research and discover new music for my characters, so I can give them more depth etc. And that's how I came to discovery Montell, actually. My fictional character first felt this man's music, and by consequence, so did I.
I am very, very grateful to have discovered Montell and his work. In a world of emphasis on image, copied and pasted productions, entire artists, I could feel from day one that this man was something entirely authentic and unique, which is so, so rare to come across these days. I can confidently say that I've never heard anything else that reminds me of Montell's work, and I genuinely think that's something that every artist wants to have said about their work. I'm happy and proud to be part of this journey, and I promise to support, too, when I can economically afford to.
Thank you for everything, Montell. I am looking forward to seeing your growth as an artist and a person, and I do genuinely believe you're here to do great things with your gift.
God bless, and all the very best to you and your creative endeavours.
That's awesome man. Watching this interview and reading your comment helped spark up my own creative thoughts too. Thanks for sharing. Peace and blessings
@@222Luke03 That is beautiful to hear, man. Thanks for reading, and I wish you all the best in your creation, too! God bless.
One of the most realest/spiritual interviews ever watched …both of you are such an inspiration
I appreciate how insightful you and yatchy both are. As well as how you both really take time to listen and empathize with one other. In general, it’s amazing to see how artists alike perceive life and the world around them; taking note on where any opinions collide and contradict.
been watching bro go from making artistic short films to making it in music to being able to do interviews like this.... God bless you and all your success brother
How am I alive for this 🫶🏽 so blessed !! Making history boys
The pillars of faith shouldn't be held up by our parents' perception. We should be able to build up our own relationship with God and not feel pressured to by another. That's a huge way people are not able to "find" God. They aren't feeling it; they aren't in it. When I was saved, I was in my room watching a video explaining the gospel. I understood it and felt actual guilt. I never felt pressure to be saved, I only saw my consequence, and I hated what I've done. I completely saw how Jesus dying saved us, and I couldn't stop crying. That's the power of God. That's evidence the spirit of Christ has come upon me. My parents were never Christians. I wasn't brought up a Christian. It was just me and God alone in my room.
Praise God❤
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@@Zeno26 oh shit
you felt guilt for what exactly? yourself?
WOW ❤
I love this style of interview, the artistic camera angles, the format the video was filmed, the subject matter covered in this conversation. This was an amazing piece, keep up the great work.
This episode hits. I love the showcasing of both of your belief systems and its intersection to your music. Specifically speaking to Yatchy, I've grown up with him and he has brought happiness and positivity to his music in different fashions and tones. That latest album attest to that-- the versatility and maturity of the tone of this album. It literally saved me from dropping out, it provided this sunshine during rainy days, confidence, etc. I'm excited to see him continue to expand in music realms.
this was so tight, love the candid conversation
This was actually pretty dope i like the whole vibe of this interview even the way it was filmed; great job Montell keep up the great work you should definitely try & do more of these sit down interviews 💯
never thought i would ever see this legendary collab
Don’t be influenced, be the influencer
I can say this was by far the best production podcast set up, definitely see the creative vision for making this how you want it to look. 🤝🏽
this is amazing👏🏼 best shot interview i’ve ever seen
watch tyler the creators flower boy interview. I assure you that inspired parts of this
Yoooo, i was one of your fan since 2020, and i am so impressed how far you have come. love it man. proud of you.
I love this sm you have a way with these interviews
i needed this
You’re not alone montel been following your channel for years and admired how your heart was on fire for God previously it was something truly courageous I too struggle in my walk with Christ thank you for shearing your story brother I believe God is still in control and using you for a special purpose love you
Love this conversation. So dope. And the filming technique is so fire! Cant wait to get into your music!
Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him
This was amazing bro . Hearing you speak from a raw place was cool cause Ive only really been able to peep you from the music and what you post on IG . So I never know if like you went off the deep end or if it's just an artistic display kinda thing . But seeing this I resonate with it alot and I feel like alot of people who grow up christian do ( or just people in general) but most ppl are scared to be transparent . I used to trap pretty heavy and I would see PK's come in a buy some dope all the time and they would tell me "I do what I want , I just can't let certain people know about it " So from one perspective you see a kid walking a straight and narrow path image wise and from another angle you see a kid who was broken , hurting and maybe even a little "lost" as most would say . So when I started making music myself , I started to see the dynamic of the world based on what category people placed music in . I understood that music is a representation of who that person is but then there's the other side of the coin where its also a product that's being sold .. So it can only be sooo transparent at one time . Like if that same worship artist whos singing about serving God and following Jesus made an introspective album about the dark parts of their life and what they really thought and felt at the time ,within the same package .. It might not sell too well to their target audience . So it's almost like you have to choose , who you want to sell this to ... But most "Real' Artist don't really think like that . Rick Rubin said one time that "The consumer comes last when it comes to making music" Like you can't make the music to please an audience , It has to be something that comes from a real place within yourself . But when it comes to christian music , the thought process is "I wanna let the Holy Spirit within me speak, But I can't let too much of myself get on it because then it'll get dirty and it wont edify Gods sheep" . But when you give it out raw and uncut , you show them the good bad and the ugly and if they can get passed the dirt they can actually get a clearer picture of what the human heart is going through. In the Bible we see the ugly side of alot of believers , God didn't leave that out so why should we ? But then you read psalms and it's just so pure and holy , I almost have to believe that was the space that the psalmist was in at the time of writing . But I say that to say , you built this platform on the foundation of believing in christ and that to me is a firm foundation . "Wonderful God" did so much for me on my Journey of getting to know Jesus . nd your music that is a little more introspective really let me know that im not alone and that other people struggle with this good and evil dynamic . My only 2 cents would be to not keep Jesus out of it . Bring em into the mess . Christianity the religion and Jesus the person are two different relationships and the one that matters is with Jesus the person . You don't do your friends dirty because you don't want to lose them as a friend , not because youre scared of what they'll do to you . Nd that's love . But youre breaking boundaries and it's a beautiful thing bro . Keep going 💯 Love
yachty has the smoothest voice
I love his voice
Meatwad
That’s his voice off the opiates
This collab came out of NOWHERE ❤😂
this was so beautiful thank you
this is such beautiful discourse. excellent job
This is next level cinematography. Wow
So beautifully filmed, First interview in a while i've been totally submerged in.
best inteview ive seen cinematically, Thank you
Thank you for this!
I cannot articulate how much i love this video and your music
I lost my girlfriend to suicide and spent the next year self sabotaging every single one of my relationships, hurting other people, self-destructing, and pushing away every single person around me/making absolutely everyone hate me because of how much I hated and blamed myself. Very real thing that I'm so glad to see two big names like you and Yachty bring light on, hurt people hurt people
I hope you can keep moving man, recovery is real you can get there. Bless you .
Little yactchy had sex with multiple women he had options... 😂
i could listen to convo like this for a min
i love these videos
new meta fs loving the curation of these
I absolutely love these talks with you Montell, you need rod wave on here about childhood
lil yatchy's interview are always the best. we can relate to him
We need an interview like this, but for you! I’ve never seen an artist have so much tension with his own audience but I think people just need *this*, more of you Montell, and your thoughts and perspective and voice. I think there’s a lot of confusion for those that follow you and we need to give eachother the grace to a) understand you and where you’re coming from and b) you to understand the people who support you and where they’re truly coming from. At the end of the day each person here is a human being and everyone has perceptions and misconceptions, from both sides. But I patiently wait for a time where we can come together and understand one another again, because It shouldn’t be like this. But I think only you can restore that connection, not through posts that people need to decipher but an honest and open conversation just like this
This was a huge blessing. Thank you Yachty and Montell. Made me feel like this was a pitstop along the way. You both, are very aware of yourself it feels, and idk that feeling of slowing down brushed off onto me in a way that kind of splits up my internal world into a place of peace and a place of work. Almost like this was an escape from the hustle of everyday life but not quite. If that last part made sense idk. But thank you guys. Peace and Love. -Nick.
I really love this, what a productive conversation. It's like a podcast but the way you set the vibe and tone for the video and the visuals it's cinematic like! Love this keep growing and loving what you do bro bro.
This is a breath of fresh air
I love the camera and sounds in the interview.
Optimist 🧡
Such a beautiful video. Change is so necessary
8:24 I can relate to that so much man. This video gave me so much joy fr. Inspired asf. Happy. Thank you❤️
Glad to see artists being artists in the most art focused way
Keep it up fellas
I love this
I’m older 44 and I always rocked with him. That’s why we like boat he is a individual and just does his own thing!
These interview is highly therapeutic ❤🎉
lil boat and montell fish we are swimming in the ocean of love that is truly remarkable
This weirdly made me feel a peace
I really love this calming feeling in this video ❤
I just love Montell! You can tell he still has this loving innocence to him still and he wears his heart on his sleeve! ❤
this is so amazing both of y'all are so talented
love this !!!!!!❤
Hey brother- been thinking about leaving a note for a while, but have been cautious about it since I don’t want to just add to the noise. I honestly don’t think it’s healthy for most people in the public eye to read comments, but since you have been, I’ve been working on something that I would want you (and other fans) to see. Here are the two things I’ve landed on that I think would be helpful to add- apology and nuance.
Before anything else- Montell I am sorry. I know I can’t apologize on behalf of the entire Church and everyone you feel that has pushed you away but I want to try. I’m sorry we’ve poured judgement on you instead of Christ-like love. I’m sorry we’ve assumed things about someone we don’t know. I’m sorry we’ve argued with you in the comments. I’m sorry for how we’ve weaponized the Sword of the Spirit against one of our own instead of the true enemy. I’m sorry we’ve pigeon holed you into being a strictly Christian artist, when life is so much more nuanced. I hope somewhere in your journey you can find a place to forgive us, even if everyone single person who hurt you isn’t apologizing. I have been praying for you, and will continue to (and I’m not just saying that).
Now for some nuance- part of me hopes and wants to believe that there is more going on than meets the eye (this section is more for other readers but if you want to confirm/deny that would be epic too). The main idea I’m processing: Montell Frazier is an artist and Montell Fish is a character, so there is some form of deviance from reality for the sake of art and portraying a message. In the same way that Dj Gummy Bear and Ghostboi were created to explore ideas, Montell Fish is still a part of that. Based on this assumption, there could be a whole range of actual realities contrary to “Montell is now satanic/isn’t a Christian anymore”. Option 1- Montell and God are still very close, and this whole Charlotte arch is entirely an artistic choice, designed to offend the religious elite (in the same way Jesus would consistently piss off the Pharisees). These offensive choices could also be happening as a tool to drive engagement (more comments=more engagement=more help from the algorithm=more reach). In the third album of this trilogy, Montell reaches acceptance and goes back to God- it’s all for the plot. Option 2- that’s what this started as, but people in the comments pushed Montell towards actual deconstruction. I think this is a very real possibility. The degree to which the imagery has become pagan/satanic is an artistic exaggeration of walking away from the faith. I would call this the Kanye effect… in his documentary, Kanye asks Coodie to stop filming at some point because he began playing a character- Kanye eventually became the character that he was originally just putting on for show. Look where it’s led him.
Option 3- there is still some degree of artistic expression, but Montell really has left the faith and is exploring paganistic/worldly ideals.
To you Christians in the comments: give Montell the benefit of the doubt… he is a human being experiencing a season of hardship. Many of you reformed believers hold tightly to assurance of faith… in that case, it’s impossible for Montell to have left Christ. To those of you who don’t hold to that doctrine, we know that God leaves the 99 for the 1- let Him do His thing. God will keep pursuing Montell as He has pursued each of us. No one is to far gone. Pray for Montell, and unless you actually know him, leave him alone.
I think it's even more nuanced than that, though. I think that there were definitely some people who unfairly criticized and attacked him for not being the textbook Christian man. Those people weaponized the Word and expected a 25-year-old to be perfect. He can't be. That's a legitimate issue, but at the same time, there have been people coming from a genuinely good place who are nervous about the direction of his music. It's one thing to make a few secular songs about love or telling some story, but when Scripture is getting quoted less, and we see the flesh take over, that's when we need to (lovingly, which some of us haven't done well) correct and make sure he looks at God instead of the storm. This life just isn't worth eternal damnation, I'm sorry, it isn't. It's a crappy situation where we see the enemy rip apart, scheme and manipulate in order to get people away from God, both within his life and our reactions to it. I've seen this story play out too many times before and it would be a massive loss to lose such a giant in the Christian music space. :/
I’m sorry but from a reformed perspective we would actually say he never knew Christ to begin with. The only other option is that he has stumbled. Sadly many will be before the Lord one day and he will say depart from Me, I never knew you. God is the sole proprietor of our salvation there is nothing you can do to earn it that’s why it is grace and mercy. If we could do something to earn our salvation we wouldn’t need Jesus; which is clearly not the truth.
@@toniodejimi3905 I agree completely… definitely is more nuanced since Montell is a human being and all humans are complex (especially creatives)- I had just already said a lot lol. I guess the nuance that I’m trying to prioritize is giving him the benefit of the doubt as an artist making a statement and figuring out his life. And I agree that the enemy is very effective in corrupting people in the public eye. What I’m wrestling with is if we should be lovingly calling out or if that should be a job for people who are actually in his life and know him personally
@@dakotataylor4696 hi Dakota! I agree completely and that’s what I was going for… my apologies if you felt misrepresented. I was thinking through the lens of that second option you presented (thinking that he is stumbling and God will pick him back up as one of the elect)
Ultimately none of us can look at another person and determine if they are saved or not, but Jesus did say we can know his followers by their fruit… looking at Montells early career it did seem like he was bearing fruit that seemed to point to a true relationship with Christ, so that’s what I was alluding to
I'm sorry, but you can't give this man an excuse. No doubt, God still loves him and is near to him, but he can't be pushed away from God because he knew him he used to seek Him. However, he still chose his flesh over Christ. To be honest, this has nothing to do with other Christians. It's honestly just him. The Christian lifestyle or music didn't fulfill him in this life. This is spiritual warfare, not about him turning from Christ because of other Christians opinions of him.
this was very much needed in the music community.
Thank you for this gentleman 🎶🎶❤️
You been making huge waves this year, Daniel Caesar and now LIL YACHTY💯 ,keep pushing the envelope Montell
what a great conversation
Really enjoyed this
wow…the feeling this video gave me ✨
Best interview style ever!
amazing conversation
Hey Montell, I pray that everything goes well for you, and I pray that you never let go of the love and hand of our Saviour. I pray He reveals the message of the Cross to you, everything we need to run this race and live this life, was paid for at the Cross. The grace to obey, the power to say no to sin, the grace for an increase in faith, was paid for at the Cross. Jesus loves you so much, God loved you so much that He did everything for us to live this life victoriously, and endure to the end. All we have to do is show up and believe in Him. If we trust Him, and walk day by day and step by step with Him, He will work everything out ❤
Sending so much love your way Montell. You are so full of light, the Lord loves you, you are His. Lord’s Child forever! Since 2015❤️
Who cares. Montell isn't Christian never was.
needed this
We did “Holding Me Down” in 2017, and 7 years later I’m here watching this conversation with lil yatchy. Pretty surreal and bizarre, the directions life takes. Never seems to unfold the way we expect. What’s next? God knows.
Loved this
Keep pushing boatyou’re looking them up‼️
truly amazing interview 🤞
i loved this no cap
this video is so beautifully made
adore u and this
very enjoyable. Thanks.
beautiful interview
Love how raw this interview was!!! felt like 2 friends talking... which I guess is what was happening!!
This is simply a matter of, "the blind leading the blind"... Two grown men glorifying their feelings and condemning their roots simply because it doesn't fit into their selfish interests for fame and status. Yes, you can call me "crazy".. but i can't expect you to understand since you're just as blinded. Don't worry, reality will hit this fallen world real hard soon enough. Bear this in mind. There's no much time for the blind. Run to the Lord Jesus. His love supercedes every comfort of lies. Like Montel said, "someone made all this"... And we all will be held accountable for all we do here in this physical realm by that "someone".. God bless you
I need more of that
i didnt start listening to your music until late last year , as a young black musician raised in church i FEEL a lot of what you say and i appreciate finding about you and your music. i never was really into yachty in middle/high school but now hes been all over my recommended and every song i listen to is fire. this is a dope ass collab and im glad it exists. Happy Black History Month✊🏾
WACK😂
The camera angles were awesome
Don’t let nobody tell you what to think but those you see Christ in. If God put a conviction in you and has revealed Himself to you-don’t run from Him.The Fear Of The Lord Is The Beginning Of Wisdom. You have a conviction for fearing the Lord in this generation, you know how rare and sacred that is? It’s a gift from God, don’t let nobody douse that flame. It’s by Grace we are saved through the blood of Jesus not by our own works so that no man may boast before God. Praying over you today brother. You are in a very tough place but He can meet you anywhere at anytime just keep turning to Him no matter what, He wants to meet us at the bottom of the pit. He died for us on our worst most sinful day. His love overcomes our sin. Love you bro
Love this
this is beautiful omd
Low key the last thing I ever thought would happened
I loved this conversation
Dope heartfelt conversation
Loveeeee this.
Yo the way this video was made is so dif good shit ur tufferson holy cowski
This interview felt like a confession!! It’s so insightful and inspiring🫶🏽 filming is on another level
Tis was a spectacle
collab is cwazy
Inspiring stuff fr
London by Montell is my favorite track by him. I found Montell I think during COVID and for the better I’ve just gotten invested. I was here since the beginning
Legendary collab
Yeah great collab two weak men...
we’re collab next
the shooting of this interview is so refreshing. what a masterpiece