A Mother's Worst Fear & The Heartbreak That Comes Along With It
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- čas přidán 26. 05. 2024
- I've been following this case since 2021. It's heartbreaking and I can't even begin to imagine what this mom has gone through. I know so many of you can relate to this, which is why I'm sharing today.
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Hi, I'm Missy! I'm a wife, mom and Nanny to my favorite people in the world, and this is our story of how we're raising our 6-year-old grandson on our 2-acre homestead in a tiny blip on the map in East Tennessee. We're homeschooling, gardening, cooking up a storm and canning/freezing everything I can get my hands on to fill my prepper pantries and freezers and bringing y'all with us for the adventure!
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Thank you for sharing Missy, never give up on your son. My son was addicted to drugs for about 25 years, I remember the nights of no sleep, because he was homeless, not knowing if he was safe or alive. He finally hit bottom, and after many “friends” died from drugs, he prayed for the strength to quit. He now lives with me, and has been clean for about 6 years now. Nothing is impossible with God.
Exactly ! Just when I thought it would never change for my daughter , it did . It was years and I was raising my young grandkids . Never give up hope .
Thank you for sharing your story. It's not often I get to read about lives that were pulled out of the grip of addiction. Thank you, Jesus for saving this woman's precious son.
Amen 💜
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️ from Canada. We are a small rural community and we have lost several to Fentanyl overdoses. It has also risen our crime rate. Our little school has under 70 children. In my grandchild’s class alone, one child has lost both his parents to drugs, another is in and out of foster care because of drugs, another child’s parent’s were caught with almost 500,000.00 dollars in stolen goods, (both on drugs) one is in jail and the mother got bailed out by the grandparents. Another little boys mother disappeared 2 years ago abs is presumed dead because of drugs and his father is the guy caught with all the stolen goods( you’re right the woman bailed is his step mom). That’s just scratching the surface. What is our world coming to? 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Most precious blood of Jesus Christ, save us and the whole world. 😭🙏
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So sorry for the child and every one that has been going through this God bless each other
It is heartbreaking. I have a good friend who lost her daughter. It's been a couple of years and that family is suffering.
In my small town we had two huge drug arrest last week! Praying for all the ones that have loss ones.
Take care of yourself!❤
Thank you for caring and sharing. I will share something with you one day. For now just know Im a mother of sons and I care immensely about you and your sons recovery and your precious grandson. So glad I found your channel. Im a blessed and grateful momma. I know you are too.
I grew up in tennessee. My husband and i are both recovering addicts. Its been 5 years, almost 6 years since we bought or sold drugs. I have a record now because of my choices. I only sold to get what i needed to get high. No excuses, i promise i was at my lowest and trying to get by. I never stole or robbed to get my fix. But selling is no better. I wish i had never done one pill in my life.
Congrats on almost 6 years!! I'm so proud of you 👏 🥰 💛
@@FromtheHoller thank you. I hope you all have luck with whatever treatment you all decide to go with. We chose suboxone treatment and it saved our lives.
Thank you for sharing this Missy. Absolutely heartbreaking
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New subscriber. You’re doing a great service sharing this information. My beautiful niece battled addiction for 3 years. My brother finally got her into rehab. She was sober when she left rehab and went to a halfway house. 2 days later she was dead from overdose of something she picked up at a methadone clinic. My brother is now raising her 6 year old son. 💔
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Thank you for all you do 🙏
My daughter was admitted to hospital today via ambulance unresponsive from fentanyl. She moaned all day. The methodone they gave her eventually quietened her and went to sleep. On top of that she very bad urinary tract infection. They will only give the methodone once a day. We’re hoping to get her admitted to a Rehab after she is discharged in few days, but because of her age she will have to give her permission from hospital doctor for the referral. Praying this is the rock bottom and she will agree to help this time. She even looked jaundiced today. What a parents worse nightmare.
I’m a recovering addict from pain pills etc. I’ve been on suboxone for years and it has really helped me along with the therapy you don’t feel high you feel normal. The problem with methadone they can still take other stuff which makes them even higher like she could still use her ion fentynl etc same with the subutex. The suboxone if she would try taking anything else she wouldn’t even feel it it would make her sick . I pray she gets better oct will be 8 yrs sober for me .
Stephanie, congratulations on your recovery. ❤️🩹 My daughter has been n the subutex but has been injecting that also. Now she has septis blood infection on top of everything else. She’s very ill.🤒
😌 Please keep us updated sweet friend I'm praying for you and your daughter, I'm also in recovery of almost 4,years now,There is hope
@@stephaniemeadows6796 congratulations I'm coming up on 4years SOBOXIN SAVED my life
@@stephaniemeadows6796 ISAID no way to the methadone Iwas tired, I was tired of having my MoMA cry herself to sleep over me and my two brothers, whom didn't make it, They lost the battle another reason I did it for them my MoMA was so proud when she died last year, never will I go back
I'm from Tennessee too. It's heart wrenching, the stories you see and hear in our world today. We as parents, have to stick together, and continue to pray for our kid's. This poor family, losing two kid's. You will be in my prayers. ❤ To you and your family.
I'm from Tennessee also ! Bledsoe county
Missy, that is just crazy. The dealer should have gotten life, he caused two people to die.i am so sorry you are going through this. March 14, 2024, I found out my 45 year old son was found dead in his bed. There are no words to describe the pain and grief I continue to have everyday. My son was separated from his wife (who does drugs) and was staying in a hotel. So, needless to say, the police, coroner, ambulance and fire department were there when I got there. The medical examiner said it might take up to 90 days before we knew the exact cause. We had to wait 10 days for them to do an autopsy before we could even have him laid to rest. The death certificate came back undetermined. So, we wait! My son was my middle child and had such a sweet heart, willing to help others in need. Unfortunately he had a very hard life. His Dad is a narcissist and our son was his whipping boy. He wanted his Dad to just love him and be proud of him. His Dad told him before he died that he wasn't going to be in his will and wasn't getting any of his money. My son told his Dad, I don't want any of your money, I just wanted you. His Dad and I are divorced and I thank God he is out of my life. I had told my son that he had a heavenly Father who loved him and would welcome him with open arms! My only saving grace is that my son was saved and baptized. His Dad is having a really hard time because he has no control and can't apologize to his son for being verbally, emotionally and physically abusive to him! His Dad is a big man and has a terrible temper! The entire family walks on eggshells. I am hoping and praying my son did not take anything that had Fentanyl in it but it doesn't look good! My heart breaks for every parent that goes through this! I don't know if they can x-ray every package to see what's in it but something has to be done. Our children are dying needlessly! Thank God my son didn't have any kids! God bless you Missy. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Praying to God and my faith is the only thing that has gotten me through this! From Texas
I lost my husband of 15 years and the father of my 5 kids on July 27 2023 of a fentanyl overdose and I’ve been lost ever since. 💔💔💔
Omg I'm so sorry! 🙏🏼❤🙏🏼
@@maryannhope8276 today marks 10 months.. I hope no one ever has to join this terrible group
Wow! I'm so very sorry! Praying for you 🙏🏼🫂💙🤍
So sorry for your loss…. I know they are just words, but truly mean it
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I want you to know that I am praying for your son and for you! I pray that the the chains of addiction will be broke in Jesus Name🙏🏻❤
My heart breaks for all who live in the eye of this drug tornado.
I lost my 25 year old son to addiction 11 years ago. A recent report on the news stated the overdose numbers have been going down. I honestly had no idea this was still going on. So heartbreaking and disgusting at the same time. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
I live in Alberta Canada we are living the same fentanyl nightmare here. We have multiple aboriginal reservations in our province where this has reached epidemic proportions. We are not native and fentanyl is not my son’s drug of choice but I’m sure if offered he would partake
The stress and worry has caused me to start losing my hair on top of my head. I tell myself God has me. I lost my son to meth OD 3 years ago. You would think my daughters would not want to put me through that hell again. But no. One daughter smokes pills the other does meth. The meth use has her talking to people who aren't there. Thinking people are after her. People are peeing on her clothes. On top of all this I have adopted 5 grandchildren. God help all of us parents.
God is with you dear sister its a war out there and we have to be strong
thats hard sometimes but we have too!!!! Heres a cup of coffee ☕️🧁and treat from me but most of all a big hug🥰 stay strong 💪 and keep praying
but take care of yourself too thats not selfish, you are important to God He Loves You💖XOXO
God bless you with the job you’re doing raising your grandchildren hopefully your daughters realize their done with that life and find God bless you all😢❤
Well my first thought was the guy who sold them the pills should have been given the death penalty or life without the possibility of parole. I wonder, why these smaller Post Offices, Ups Offices etc can't have drug sniffing dogs around for random searches though the mail. You are so correct, no Mother should ever have to go through this experience. Thank you sharing the story. ♥
Thank you for watching! 💜
Prayers for us all for the protection of Jesus Christ
This is horrible! There should be investors hired for postal services to keep this crap out of our country! The parents of these two boys need our prayers. Why wait until the numbers continue to rise? Like you said one is too many! Love of money destroys the lives of children and all of those who love those children!
God bless you for bringing us the positive words you always bring. Forget the nay-sayers that chime in. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you, my friend 🧡
Hi Missy, I am from Tennessee (Maryville & lived in Lenoir City for 6 years). I live in Atlanta now but our family is still in Blount County. I’m amazed at the number of fentanyl deaths in Roane County! You’re absolutely correct when you say Roane County is a very small county. Something has to change in all these counties everywhere but it sounds like Roane County is on top of it now, thankfully. From one East Tennesseean to another, thank you for sharing this information. ❤
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I'm almost raising my granddaughter. It's getting closer.
Prayers sweet friend
1 is to many. this is so heart breaking. the advisory is after our kids and grandkid's.
Mr Robert, you have no clue ,be kind i live in hell every day from the loss of my Son .
I'm sorry, but till you go threw this and as a mother !!! I had to do the things because he was not married, on life support, them telling me he was brain gone, I told them No I can't you have no idea of my story !!! Thank you Missy for putting this out there . I just want my beautiful Son back . And I pray for everyone that has lost someone .
@rebeccawhitten5540 hugs, my sweet friend 🧡
Been going this for 32 years with my son their addicted and I really think he bought them I've heard it all im almost 66 never get better or easier..lots of lies and many times he almost died im sorry your going through this but nothing you say will help😢
My son was addicted to drugs, alcohol you name it. He became delirious, catatonic at times, homeless…I worried sick. I prayed constantly. I was always on the brink of a breakdown. This went on for years. He’d disappear, and then call. He’d be so despondent. He didn’t care about himself. My heart was broken . I turned it over to God. This is his third year of being clean, sober, working hard, has his own place and is in his right mind. He doesn’t even smoke cigarettes. Praise God, there is hope in Jesus!!
Thank you for your testimony. I believe God will do it again for my daughter Ronny
I know this will be a controversial opinion but as an addict in sobriety I know that the person dealing was most likely an addict himself. I’m sure the 10 grand in his safe makes it seem like more than an addict supporting his habit but I’m sure most of that was payment to the cartel. Most of these people get into selling drugs to keep up their own habit then once they are in debt to the cartel they can’t back out or stop or even not sell a product that they know is deadly bc they’ll end up dead themselves. Not to mention as soon as this guy was gone there was probably 10 other people ready to take his place. The only answer is to either take the fight to the cartels themselves or close our borders. The problem isn’t going anywhere unless we change our approach. My heart goes out to the parents of these kids and I agree wholeheartedly that the dealer should have gotten time for what he did. I just wish there was actual change. The war on drugs has been going on since the early 80s and it’s been a dismal failure. We have to change our approach or this will just continue and more mothers will bury their children. 💔
It so sad how drugs are killing people and destroying families breaks my heart I am praying for all families going thru this I may not know you but God does if your on drugs you can get help and come off them don't give you. Can do this I'm praying you get help and get clean you can do it love you all your not a bad person you just need help God loves you all
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It’s so prevalent when I work professionally in a TN county; Just was through Roane County on a visit to Brushy Mountain. Such a beautiful place where such tragedy occurs.
Too much tragedy 💔
Hello Missy thank you for sharing this. 💕NonnaGrace 🐓
He should have gotten more time for sure. We also need to start raising our children like it is the great depression. Wasting money is a sin. Gateway drugs can be as innocent as sugar and processed food that leads to overconsumption and often used to sooth and comfort. Behavioral transference. That food is designed to be addictive. Money is a measurement of time...if kids were raised with the backbreaking work of bygone generations, they would understand the true value of a dollar. Stop treating the kitchen like a restaurant and serve three meals a day and two snacks. If chores are not done, no snacks, they were not earned. The government does not care about you, you have to arm your children with resilience. I was surrounded by poison growing up, I was kept too busy to even think about eating it. I worked in a cash crop field alongside my siblings and hardworking migrants from Mexico when I was little Aiden's age, and proud of it. That was just the summer, the migrants got to go back to their sunny homes...we had two huge farms to deal with thru the winter. I bought into the whole current school extra-curricular crap with my own child. It's a pile of crap. You just wind up raising spoiled children who do not appreciate and respect their parent's hard work to push them ahead. Some even resent it. In my lifetime I saw the evolution of one room schoolhouses to state run public schools...just sharing my point of view.
This is just devastating it is a huge worry and I am just lost for words. It scares the hell out of me for my children’s future and future generations. We are just little people we can’t make a difference on our own unfortunately…… and we have NO control of this manufacturing or selling it’s just to big and world wide we need more done and harder penalties to STOP these sods for the damage and heart break and the lives and families they destroy.😢
Amen!! Our children's lives matter!!!
@@FromtheHollerThat is so true, if they hurt we hurt.
❤❤❤lost my daughter! Accidental death..Fentanyl..36 yrs old! 😢😢😢addiction is a disease❤thinking of you going through this! Losing a child is the worst thing a parent can go through!broken!😢
My first thought after heartbreak for this poor mother 😢
is that I almost wish they would have gave him 15 yrs IF he could turn over information leading to higher ups
From what I understand, he gave up his supplier in California and turned over the names of the people he'd send money to for payment. The supplier would tell him who to send the money to so it wasn't all coming straight to him. The AG stated in another release that there may be 1 more person indicted in this. I don't know if it's the dealer or if it's someone else that's local here.
Ilost my two brothers to phentanol, This makes me so angry, I remember when they put out a warning about those pills,Bieng 20times stronger than whats already on the streets,Yes its still bieng mailed ,And I'just don't think they are doing enough,And ithink its only gonna get worse
Scary!! So scary!!
That’s why I stopped taking stuff 8 yrs ago I had some friends get some of the 30s and they were fentynl and now it’s everywhere.
This is so very sad, it truly makes me cry! I truly feel the end is coming and it is going to get so much worse. Everything about it is so wrong. I feel he should have got life. He should not have air to breath. Sorry that's harsh but it's how I feel. Like I said before it brake's my heart. My thoughts and prayers go out to that family. I cannot get over the fact that is is being shipped in the mail industry, unreal!
The mail part shook me to my core! Unbelievable!
Its a type of genocide, really 😢
Unfortunately I have to agree
I always thought that we had customs that go through every single thing. Well aparenntly they've missed a huge lot and as for those little 20 years nope he should have gotten life yes ma'am..
I knew this about mail order already…Been sadly schooled on way too much
Heartbreaking....😢
It truly is
I have no words 😮 I’m just shocked 😮 he should have gotten more time so sad prayers going to the family ❤🙏
Oh I agree wholeheartedly!
@@FromtheHoller getting these drugs in the mail is just crazy 😳 no words
@jenniferhawkins8169 I've not been able to find decent words since reading that release.
Tragic story. I am afraid though you praised the DA but they won’t be on our side.
I lost my 22 yrs old son to.drugs the cops who knew who sold him methadone the dealer never got arrested l.was so heart broken at the time l couldn't think.straight lm one of those bothersome never got justice that's in lreland here my son didn't matter to those cops hate them they should do more cause they no more of seen it first hand they know the dealers can't be bothered more interested in the unfortunate addict in my view if the dealers put away for life would be perfect and keep putting them away maybe we heart broken mothers might have had some chances of saving our children the cops well know whose dealing in my small town that's for sure the turn a blind eye to it don't want to know l actually had a cop say to me one time while my son God rest him was with me this generation won't make it but was been pure evil hinting at my now deceased son era may God forgive that cop hope it never comes knocking on his door wouldn't wish this on anybody we as parent's in my case single mother need more support l went and reported the dealers l could catch wind of to cops done everything to try save my son Rip but he was clean for months prior to his passing til this evil person met him he bk on it died l died with him as did my only remaining son he adored his brother his only sibling my breaks for my remaining son so lost without his brother the pain never goes away we as a family get a life sentence my heart goes out to that poor mum lost two son's pls God bless and syrenghten her and her remaining family a life sentence for us remaining family forever God bless all of God's children cover them in his precious blood deliver them from all bondage also.addictions Amen❤
I don't know you but I love you! How brave and strong you are, Mama!! 💜💜💜
Lost my brother 1/2020 overdose
These types of counties are the ones fentanyl comes and attacks
People in the US die every 11 minutes from fentanyl. I lost my daughter on Jan.26,2024. She didn't yet hers inthe mail its all over the states on your local street corner. Coming straight up from Mexico
Just got word that my brothers girlfriends niece was found dead of a drug overdose they said they were all hitting the pipe and she hit it and fell over dead. Sad !!!
Oh bless her! That breaks my heart 💔😪
I was wondering do you have a amazon wishlist for Aden? if not you should make one and post the link. raising 2 grandkids I know how hard things can get. maybe think of putting something together.
I hadn't even thought about it. I'll talk to Paps about it 💜
wow.
300 everyday is what I have heard in the country. This is heartbreaking
And most are young people, like these 2 boys were! Some trying it for the 1st time and poof they're gone forever.
We have lost most of my son’s friends to addiction. I hope everyday that my son will get better
@Tammy126 I'm right there with you 💜💜💜
I'm so thankful for this community as well!! Thank you all so much!! 😊 The love and common sense found here is needed so badly. So, again, *THANK YOU!*
Thank you for being here!! 💜
Addiction is awful 😢they tell you what you want to hear my son has nothing and my heart is broken just like your hang in there its so hard...my son from 13 to 45 been in treatment more times then I even know ...doesn't last long the sober times 😢😢
Have you heard about Cassy's law? you can go to your local courthouse they will help you
I haven't heard of that but I'll research it. Thanks!
I agree life 🐓💕
this is so scarry,
Ain't it though?!
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They are sent to the USA from Mexico because they say they make more money here because they cost more than they do in Mexico….. I watch videos about this where guys are tracking it down to see where it comes from and where it goes to.. I think the guy that sold the brothers the poison should have gotten life because that’s what the brothers got…
So did their mom 😪😪😪
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Im in the 8th district
I’m right with you Missy they should have gotten life without the ability of parole. I know the one road going through our county they nail people for trafficking on a regular basis and they get stopped because they are offenders of a minor law like speeding or a light out! But they still don’t get enough!
This is a scary world!
I know Roane county
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Disregard my last message, it looks like my first one didn’t get sent…I was asking if you saw Dr. Oz on CZcams today. It’s about MacKennie Phillips’ and drugs. Good information.
I haven't seen it. I'll see if I can find it
Heck no he didn't get enough time. They never do. He needs Jesus is what he needs because honestly years in prison probably won't even help. You go in there and learn more about illegal doings than you knew when you went in, make new contacts, a broader network of contacts etc. I know because I spent some time in there myself. But if for nothing else than to give those boys family a small sense of justice, he should have gotten more time.
Out here in So. California you can order over the internet and have the drugs delivered right to the door step. Just as fast as ordering a pizza. It's a shame but , a cold reality .
Good lord have mercy!
I feel so bad for the parents ! I think the dealer should of gotten two life sentences, one per boy ! Death roll is a joke now, when was the last time they put anyone to death, not only in Tennessee, but everywhere ! He will get out before the 20 years for good behavior and such.
I know a man who molested his own 3 month old baby girl, high on meth, he got life, but only spent 25 years. Life really doesn't mean anything unless its without parole. She by the way at 3 months old had to get a full hysterectomy and a colostomy bag for the rest of her life. Drugs are of the Devil !!
Oh that poor baby!!! 😢
@@FromtheHoller yes, she's grown now, but will never be the same while he's out here acting like he has never been to prison and he never raped his own daughter, he's sick !!!
Sorry, it’s CZcams
how old were the brothers?
17 and 19 according to the release
@@FromtheHoller so young and sad.
The “good bothers” bought and took the pills. Why do we not talk about the responsibility of the people that take illegal drugs. I have a child that overdosed. He chose to take drugs and unfortunately this is a consequence. I feel there would be no need for dealers if people did not take those first drugs ( including the legal alcohol). Prison costs us tax payers so much and does little to stop the problem. I know my son is out of pain and returned back to God. So sorry for your situation. But accountability to the addict themselves has to be addressed.
Sadly you missed the whole point of the video
The drug dealer, mail, China, Mexico etc. did not kill these boys. They killed themselves. The message is there that these drugs are dangerous and could cause death. People have to be responsible for themselves. Parents must instill responsibility at a young age and continue through life. No one else to blame.
Do you really think I didn't instill that into my children their whole lives?! It DOESN'T matter how good a parent you are, your children are gonna do bad all by themselves. And by the way, you turning it all around on the victims is ignorance on your part. Please leave my channel before I put you out!
@@FromtheHollerI lost too family and friends children to drugs unbelievable times for sure
and fetanyl is put in drugs the kids don’t know about.until. Thanks Missy being here we all need support and comfort putting it out there! God Bless You😘
we have to admit that the decline in culture morality and the increase of social media, breakdown in the family unit are all factors in the drug epidemic. . If there was no demand for drugs they would quit doing it. It’s all about greed. The government should make it illegal for these substances to be sent thru the mails. Kids do foolish things. Our legal system protects the criminal. At times the only justice will be in the court to come in eternity. This is a fallen world and Satan wants to kill and destroy.
Robert, you blaming the victims is like saying it's a woman's fault if she gets raped ! Shame on you !!
@user-fo5yc2pm5m yessss!!
It is so sad that ppl can now order pill presses on Amazon 🥺Thank You so very much for sharing your story. 🫂