Mid-week Chat And Check In 7/3/24
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- čas přidán 2. 07. 2024
- We've got a lot to talk about today. Some things have happened here and I'll be honest, I'm struggling.
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The kids have this unconditional love for their parents and they just want to make it better😔❤❤
Nothing is going to happen to Joseph because of your prayers!
If something happens to Joseph it’s on Joseph!!!!
I have been listening to you for some time. I am numb and consumed with grief over my daughters addiction to fentanyl. She spent 40 days in the hospital recovering almost lost both her arms. She's relapsed worse than before. I hear your heart❤
My son had a fentanyl overdose 3 yrs ago was in the hospital for 3 days. ER Dr. had to revive him 2 times with Narcan
My heart breaks for you I am in the same place my son doesn't talk to me I haven't seen him for a year addiction is so bad sending prayers 🙏
❤ Oh Missy, I feel the anger. I feel like I am walking in your footsteps. I guess I am blessed that my daughter does not have any children that I am raising. My daughter is 20 and has been doing this song and dance since she was 11. I know all too well that prayer you did in your garden. Hugs to you and my prayers are for you all. ❤
I NEVER thought I'd say those words to God!!
Praying for your mama heart that's hurting and disappointed. Hold strong and stick to whatever boundaries you feel are necessary. My heart truly breaks for you. I simply cannot imagine going through this. We love you and you're doing a fantastic job. 🩷🩷🩷🩷
This latest update on Joseph breaks my heart. I know so well that heartache to see an addict take that step back. We had a rough 4th of July dealing with my brother and his gf’s addiction. We had had lots of yelling and screaming, bricks thrown at cars and a visit from the police. Needless to say not the celebration we had planned for the cookout at my moms. Brought back a lot of bad memories of seeing him at his worst and I’ve made the decision to keep him out of my life again. It’s not because I dint live him, it’s because I don’t like the person he is right now. You can love someone and not like them at the sane time. Praying for you all. Hugs! ❤️
This is heartbreaking, I am so sorry 🙏
I know exactly how you feel, I wish I had the answer for you and me both.
Just remember that you are not alone.
🙏 prayers for you ❤
I feel your pain as it was my own. For my sanity and my soul. I had to let go and let God take over. Kids are very smart and know what's going on. Just be honest with him in terms he can understand. Take one day at a time is all we can do. I prayed the same prayer you did in the garden. God took him home.
Karenanddrew5467, I have no words and can't imagine your pain. I prayed the same prayer. Bless you
Drug addicts do not worry about what's fair. He needs to be put in a rehab center.
@shirleyallen5180 there's no "putting" him anywhere he doesn't want to go. He's 30, not 16. If all that would make things better we wouldn't still be going through this
Oh sweet Missy, It's such a disappointment. Honey I'm sorry. We always wanna believe in them.❤ Missy your having many emotions. 😢 Which are many. Disappointment is a rough pill to swallow. He doesn't wanna be on drugs. It's a sickness. They convince themselves it's ok. Gentle hugs, from the Coalfields of VA ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sorry about this recent mishap missy. Chin up keep going. Joseph will be fine.
So sorry you have to deal with this again. Heartbreaking
I'm so sorry that you are going through this ❤
PS you stay on here as long as you want or need to one of us are always around. You are never alone. Look up!
Sooo many parents would have given up long time ago. You have honesty tried. Now your focus should be on you, Paps and Aiden! Take care of yourself so you can care for Aiden. If you are not mentally and physically healthy you can’t help anybody!!!!
I found out on Thursday 4th (by my lovely sister WhatsApping me - (sense the sarcasm??) that my mum died on Tuesday 2nd! She did the same (time wise) when my father died. You know we are being evicted as well! We go on holiday (myself, husband and daughter) on Monday to Butlins and I really can’t wait now! We booked it last year and it couldn’t have come at a better time. My sister is, once again, refusing to give me any details (again, just like she did with my father), so I’ve decided this time I’m not going to try and find my mum or go to the funeral. I will not open myself up for more abuse. We will do our own grieving privately x
Let it all out.....u need to talk it out. We will listen
I'm sorry to hear that your son disappointed you again. I feel sad for you and for Aiden. Thank God you are a strong woman and a wonderful mother to him. I have seen the video of your son telling about his new treatment. He seems to be a good man, but I guess drugs make him a very different person, very selfish. He's losing this valuable time he could have been living with his little child, in a stupid way. May God give him the strength to recover his health. My prayers for you, Missy. 🙏❤~ Karito.
Make Joseph test before visiting your home. Make it a rule.
Missy, very good chat. Thank you and I'm truly sorry and sickened by the relapse. You & family are in my prayers daily.
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So sorry to hear about your son. My heart breaks for you.
😢 I’m so sorry Missy for coming on here not knowing what the chat was about and selfishly saying sorry I missed it ugh🤦♀️. But know that you were the first person I want to watch on you tube every time I have time to do it. This reminds me so much of my son is just unfair to us truth be known and specially that little sweet boy. I’m so glad you responded the way you did and I’m still holding on to my prayers for you for me and every mother out there going this . Big hugs.
Please don't ever feel like you need to apologize 💜💜💜
I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. I'm praying for all of you! Tfs❤
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Missy I fully feel know what you’re feeling anger , disqustedness , !!! Like I told my son I get it if this is the Life You Want Than Stay Away From My House. For the simple reason he was killing me to see the addiction in full blown color. I felt like at times just screaming and running down the street !, Thats definitely Sign of having Nervous breakdown!!!! Very Toxic relationship and let me tell you they don’t see our pain At All. Pray ask Lord to give you his supernatural strength each and every day and help you Not to loose your mind!!!!! Yes as hard has it is But you cant let him come to your house!!! To torture you mentally, emotionally. We Cant Fix them nomatter how hard we try !!!! This is their battle and demons to fight. I’ve lost 2 brothers due to heiron addiction. Been around addiction all my life. Will keep you in my prayers!!!🙏🙏🙏.
Thank you, my sweet new friend 🧡
Hi missy wishing I was a neighbor we could go on long walks that always helps. Since I’ve walked in your shoes!!! In my prayers, I’m a new subscriber 😊❤❤
Hi! That would be lovely 😍
Missy my heart hurts for you. I’ve been there with my son many many times. I know just how it makes you want to go into a dark room, cry and hide from the world. Bless your heart you have to hold it together so you can take care of Aiden.
I’m here if you need someone to listen. I’ll be glad to share my phone number with you. You don’t need to be super woman everyday. It’s ok to lean others. I’ll be praying for you and Joesph. Love you girl.
Yep, those are the feelings! I want to curl into a ball and cry until I feel better
I believe I would feel the exact same way Missy.
Prayers for yall 🙏🏻❌⭕️❌⭕️💜
Omg what a overload that just hit me when your grandson said about getting on his dad about drugs 😢
Hit me like a ton of bricks
You get to the point of not wanting to see your child because it is "not your child" . Drugs hijacked their brains and closed off their souls. When my daughter is sober- she is kind, empathetic, smart, loving and my best friend- always love having her around. When she is using - she is some weird person who I barely recognize and I only get glimpses of the real her once in a great while and prefer her to stay away.
I’m Italian so when I heard garlic tomato and oregano I was like yeahh❤
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I can hear you.
It’s not your fault!!!!!!
We are having spam, egg, diced potatoes burritos
That actually sounds pretty good 👍 🤔
Let Aidean speak his peace to his daddy for his sake then cut Joseph off. Maybe that will open his eyes. He needs to change his group of friends because as long as he associates with users he will continue,
I made a mufaletta sandwich for dinner last night. Oh they are so good- my favorite! I havent made one for so long! Its probably been 5 years. Its kind of expensive to make them.
If you have an Aldi nearby, they have the pack with the hot ham, pepperoni and provolone for around $9. I stretched it to make 4 sandwiches
@@FromtheHoller I am watching the video from yesterday. I used to teach in a juvenile detention center and most of those kids had an addiction background too.. they were taught to "burn the bridges" to their old life with crime and drugs, etc. If he really wants change he's going to need to move. His old dealer should not know where he lives or have his phone number... thats just a relapse waiting to happen. But he n3eds to move to at least a different neighborhood and change his number. Im so sorry this happened. Hugs to you.
Hi Missy, I am so sorry I missed your live. I had in my head it was in the evening. I just listened to the entire recording. I am so sorry about what happened with your son at dinner. I think you said he had also had a NAD treatment the same day he took zynax or whatever afterward? And the worst thing is that his dealer stops by to see how he is doing? ugh. That guy needs to cross your son off his list. What is breaking my heart, and I am sure yours too, is that Aiden is becoming more aware of his Father's drug problem and is actively beginning to check on him when and how he can. I wonder if his wife can do more to encourage him to stay clean I was wondering if consuming any drug afterward worked against the NAD treatment. My heart breaks for you. Hang in there ok? One step / day at a time. Know that at least you saved his son from that environment. And keep a journal of these occurrences (if even in a composition notebook which are cheap) so that if Joseph ever tries to take custody of Aiden back, you have these situations to use against him. Love and prayers to you ❤🙏
@@TheBeeLadyApiary9992 I wonder the same thing about doing treatment then taking whatever he took? Could it really mess him up?
@@TheBeeLadyApiary9992 you never know
U don't have anything to give right now,,,been there.
Absolutely nothing to give right now. I'm just tired
He broke ur heart
38:56 do you think maybe the ketermine treatments have not kicked in yet? Or did they just not work.
I wish I could answer that. I have no idea 💜
Missed you again! Uh lol
Maybe Joseph needs to hear from his son, how his son feels when he sees his daddy use.
Maybe so 💜
I care
So u made what we call a muffeltta ❤
I had to look that up 🤣 Yep, that's what I made 🤭😁
💔 the things that poor child has seen 😢
He deserves the world and I'll die trying to give it to him
@@FromtheHoller from one grandma to another I have no doubt. I took care of 2 boys for years. 😢 love those boys
When they're little .they walk on your toes, when they are big they walk on your heart❤
Why is he even talking to his dealer🤬
I wish I knew 🤬
I can hear you.
I can hear you.
I can hear you.