@@sagepupper not realy he is trying to ignore his problems witch makes it worse and it makes him hide it even more and that makes it even worse and repeat
I don't think steven totally understands naming, it has lots of silent human rules. So when someone says somethings a part of his name he just takes that literally and includes it. He also just added Delmarva and Diamond to show his connection to them.
Lezzy Tyke well he added DeMayo which is technically his last name (ish?) and his middle should should be diamond because, well quartz isn’t all that accurate
Well don't forget he did ask Connie to marry him and she said not yet. There to young to get married and Steven needs to get better and get the help that he needs so badly. I think some time apart would do some good for the both of them, but at list she was there to help him out when his body stared to do all that weird shite. And why on Earth didn't Greg ever tack Steven to the hospital? That's bad, My mom hates doctors and she still tuck me to see one when I was sick. So there isn't a good reason at all for him not too ex spicily with all the dangers gem stuff that Steven was doing as a kid with the gems.
@@freakystories3583 If you remember, Steven didn't tell Greg about what was going on. The only reason he knew anything in the first place was because Connie called him. He was on the road in the middle of a tour, so that explains why it took him an hour to show up at the hospital. The second he heard of his son's problems, he cut his tour short and rushed to the hospital. Greg is a great dad.
I saw a theory on Reddit that Stevens growing is happening because his gem is trying to poof but his human half is stopping it (gems can poof under extreme emotion) because whenever he grows it is because of things like stress, sadness or Connie and stuff like that. There are other points to it but I don't remember all the details
That actually makes a lot of sense because I was thinking why growing of all things but now saying he was trying to poof because he was under too much stress makes sense to why he was growing.
Can I just say that there's a pattern of who Steven opens up too (if only a little)? Think about it - Steven feels he can't open up to the Crystal Gems A team, his major gem connection, because he thinks they'll spiral (which is a fair assumption). So instead, he opens up to a Crystal Gem B team member, *Peridot* Steven doesn't want to burden Connie, his major human connection, but opens up to *Greg* ,his second most important human connection. *Steven has never been able to open to the people he should talk to directly, but he opens up to his secondary connections* giving them a spotlight to his turnaround. Now, we know the Diamonds are up next in Fragments and Homeworld Bound: the antagonists of Steven Universe. And the *only* reason he has to make amends is because, well, they're family. Now *if Spinel is in these episodes* (omg) it'll be *she* Steven opens up to lastly. Remember when Spinel gave Steven the idea to connect the puzzle pieces to the rejuvenated gems in the movie? If (preferably when) Steven talks to her, even a little, Spinel will be the turning point for Steven and then *boom* out comes the season finale. C'MOn, it's too perfect. TL;DR Steven has only been able to open up to his secondary connections in order to avoid trying to talk to his primaries (the gems - Peridot, human - Greg, antagonists - Spinel) and Spinel will be Steven's final *puzzle piece* which'LL BE A FULL CIRCLE FROM THE MOVIE- See what I mean? PS: I mentioned this in the post show AND in the breakdown of together forever. This comment is much more suited for this breakdown sooo yeh
That might be true, but not necessary. I'm 5'7", average build, and I weigh 125, so it doesn't seem odd to me that that is his weight... an inch or two shorter and 20 lbs heavier makes sense to me.
steven: How can I live if I constantly feel like I'm going to die?!" me, constantly riddled with anxiety, depression, and possibly now an eating disorder: *gross sobbing*
Did you notice that the theme of when Connie's mum was using a stethoscope on Steven's gem was the same theme of his gem being rejuvenated in the movie
So my boyfriend doesn't watch the show, mainly because it's just not his taste (too kidish plus no cable), but I sent him the clip of Steven talking to Greg in the consultation room and he texted me that he was on the brink of tears from that. Literally that whole scene from Connie's mom explaining ptsd to the Greg scene had me welling up
I can just imagine this conversation Your Boyfriend: Hey ya know that show you kept asking me about You: Yeah Your boyfriend: after that clip i think I’m gonna cry
Plus in Bismuth and Steven vs Amethyst where he slammed into rock hard enough to make a crater, and in Change your Mind where his body was dropped at least 50 feet without his gem powers
I always have a mental break down when I get growing pains, I can definitely relate to Steven on this one. It’s like when you are slowly growing up and your childhood fades away in darkness
*_[... damn, poor Steven... I know the Diamonds said that shapeshifting was bad... but I never knew it was THIS bad... wait, that's not shapeshifting-]_*
@@Peridot5xg At least Peridot uses internet so it makes sense. Doc, not so much. The closest thing is Google Docs being a thing And many comments you make are nice.
When you mentioned his weight, it could’ve been affected by his pink state. As you stated in the last breakdown he was sinking in the bed because of him getting heavy. Just thought I’d point that out.
FreshPlayz That would mean that it also lightens him as well. I am a slim female adult and I weigh 145lbs. Like you can see my ribs, my spine, and all my bones are pronounced. Steven “bean body” Universe cannot weigh 145lbs
It can be seen a couple of ways. Could be his body reacting defensively, in a battle it would help him "hold his ground" as his body seems to be reacting to stress as if his life were in danger. It could also be a metaphor for the weight gained by his stress eating, as you see him scarfing down ice cream. But, also we know that his "floating" power is activated by good feelings, and this could just be the opposite deal.
Ok at 4:26 Steven being 5,6-5,5 and being 145 lbs actually makes a lot of sense. Especially since I am 5,5-5,6 and I weigh about 150. Also I am 16. (I actually like how similar our bodies are because that actually brings me more comfort in my body so thank you Rebecca for making Steven have a similar body to mine that makes me really happy)
Ever since Steven's horrified stare as the water swelled around him following his alternate selves' deaths, I've hoped they would fully embrace his PTSD someday. So glad to see it addressed like this
Can we just acknowledge what a great friend Connie is? Getting him medical attention, calling his dad, assuring him she'll be there for him when he's ready after he shoos her and Dr. Mom out? And Prianka M. was so perceptive, she really grasped the situation, even though she's not a psychologist. These last two episodes have really kicked my respect for these two characters up a notch.
Aside from the long list of traumas Steven endured finally being discussed in this. I also felt mildly put off by Dr./Mrs. Maehaeswaren's "I'll have a talk with your father about this later" statement. She needs to be told the truth; that it was the GEMS who "took care" of Steven most of his life, not Greg. Ergo, it makes sense that none of them took him to the doctor even once. Whether it be due to them thinking no doctor could understand who/what Steven is or them being "afraid" of what they might do to him, they might not have been willing to have him be checked out. Now; it seems all their years of sheltering him, putting so much stress/responsibility on his shoulders, barely paying attention to his human needs and them sometimes venting their issues out on him are about to bite their heads off
Greg was still involved in his life and you realize that's worst to say your child was left in the care of aliens who rarely know anything about organic life
I feel like this episode needed a trigger warning. Everything talked about in this episode was very real and induced pretty intense panic attacks. I understand it needed to be said and I still loved the episode, but having a warning going into it would have prepared me a lot better.
Henry, The point in a warning? To let the people who have gone through or are currently experiencing the same thing prepare themselves emotionally for the potential triggers. Or to let those who would be too triggered by it decide that they don’t want to watch it all together or wait a while until they are in a better headspace to be confronted with it.
All those events don’t seem traumatizing because the show is a cartoon. Imagine what Steven was thinking after the events of Cat Fingers. Or when Amethyst’s gem was cracked. Imagine what she would look like if this wasn’t a cartoon. That would be scary.
This episode was cool, it even felt mostly sweet since Steven's dad was able to be there for him, to help him get through with what he's going through right now which did feel touching since they were able to spend some time together as Steven was comforted by his dad
If Stevens gem protects him by doing whatever it needs to to protect him (even if it’s damaging to people around him)does that mean that pink Steven was made to protect Steven? When his gem was removed it turned to Steven to walk back to him and fuse.
Exuse me, Steven was decked in the face THREE times by Spinel. Don’t forget her speech when she first arrived and she kicked him in the face sending him to the ground!
Now that Steven knows what’s going on with him, I feel like that could lead to him becoming even more frustrated by Garnet, Amethyst and Pearl. He won’t talk to them about his issues (he might even be more uncomfortable talking to them after having them be fairly involved in a lot of his trauma), but because he won’t talk the gems aren’t going to understand what’s really going on and may unintentionally stress him out more.
I for some reason teared up when Steven opened up to his dad about what's going on. Something about Steven opening up about how he feels and his emotions made me see myself in him.
When I saw the final scene where Greg's talking to Steven in his bedroom it brought to mind some fitting lyrics from Cat Stevens' song "Father and Son" where Cat Stevens sings: "It's not time to make a change. Just relax, take it easy. You're still young, that's your fault, there's so much you have to know: Find a girl, settle down, if you want, you can marry. Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy. I was once like you are now and I know it's not easy to be calm when you've found something going on. But take your time, think a lot. Why, think of everything you've got, for you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not."
When Rebecca was 22 she was assaulted and got away then she began to experience something that she couldn't understand after it had happened This reminds me of Stevonnie's anxiety that they couldn't keep away with it until they know that it was just a thought
I feel like if Steven is going to try and calm down and play it safe these next few episodes then something like Bluebird showing up for revenge again or the Crystal gems needing help from Steven may happen and complicate things.
The line where connie’s mom said she x-rayed the crystal gems for research purposes is interesting to me as it shows that human scientists may be studying the gem’s biology, which could have interesting implications as human and gem societies continue to intermingle.
Remember at the end of Season 1 when they were fighting Jasper's hand ship? Steven wants to stay behind because "They don't have my shield." He saw himself more like a tool than a member of the team at that point. Edit: Everyone that says "Damn, that's sad." Is a pedophile
Well I think it's assumed the gems aren't real gems, so much as they just look like them. Still really interesting though, and I wonder what that means in-universe!
At the Barnes and Noble event last October, I told Rebecca I wanted to be a child psychiatrist and that the show was a huge motivator during my college years and I asked her for any advice she had for me and she recommended that I read the Deepest Well! I ordered it later that day and its an amazing book!
I feel like when Steven turns into a "monster" The gems will try every solution that made him happy when he was kid, I think the gems will sing the cookie cat song to Steven. lol
I love how this episode didn't really have any hidden innuendos or anything like that, Steven was actually suffering from PTSD based on all the experiences he had growing up and also because he does not really have that much human inter3action he also doesn't know how to talk to other humans effectively, I cant wait to see what the last 6 episodes have in store for us
I love, love, LOVE, how the episode (lightly) touched on ACEs (Adverse Childhood Experiences) and the neurobiology of trauma. I never thought I'd see that in a kids show, and it gave me a good place to start with the kids that I work with; many of them who love Steven Universe and have experienced a lot of traumatizing events. This show does an amazing job at explaining trauma and PTSD in a kid friendly level.
I suffer from Thanatophobia (which is the fear of death and dying) and that line from Steven “how do I live if it always feels like I’m gonna die?” Really struck a cord with me because that is EXACTLY how I feel CONSTANTLY. It causes me to have panic attacks and freak out just like Steve so I really resonated with it. Anyone else feel that way??
I loved this episode SO much, but I found myself sobbing. I wish I had someone to tell me all this when I was 16. It would've helped me heal a lot sooner. But still we have to acknowledge the victories in our lives, no matter how late they come. I hope Steven gets to that point too within the series.
I still hate how everyone’s calling this Wormy Boy corrupted Steven. With each episode, it looks more and more like it’s gonna be his Pink Powers going haywire. Nothing to do with corruption.
I'm so glad that this show is talking about mental health, people with problems that might feel similar to Steven in these situations probably feel good to relate to someone. When Steven says "How do I go on when I feel like I'm about to die all the time?" I resonated with him, because I use to feel like nothing was okay all the time, and when I have anxiety attacks I feel that way again and spiral. It was hard to recover, and I'm excited to see how Steven will learn to cope with his feelings.
I have cptsd and watching that episode honestly hit so close to home that I had to stop it half way because I honestly couldnt stand it. I had a literal episode and ended up spending the night in my bathtub. Props to the show for making something so impactful, real, and raw
In “Adventures in light distortion”, he stops the ship from hitting the zoo. He then hits his head on the control panel from being launched from braking. Edit: I think that might be a cause of the skull fractures
Another meaning for slow burn that is used in fan fiction is actually to mean a slowly developing love or romance or friendship. So when I saw it I was like "omg it's because theyve alwaysbhad stevonnie ship be a slow burning candle rather than letting them just be a full blown couple." And welp... Candles still burning i guess
1:24 wow Steven still has a single cookie cat left. I think that goes to show that even with all of the things he's been through, he's still Steven, and he doesn't realise it but he's changing fast, like everything around him
I totally agree about the trauma part. I was in a severe car accident as a kid and when it first happened I was pretty calm and stayed calm until I left the hospital. I'm 100% I just hadn't process what had happened, because as soon as I left I couldn't even handle being in a car without having a panic attack. Even now 11 years later it still affects my life in certain aspects. Though I'm a lot better then I was then.
Hey Vox, I think we all forgot how about that song Steven sang for like an in-between episode Special called still not giving up, talking about how some wounds that magical powers can't heal, of course directing that at the time toward understanding who is mom was, but it's more relevant than ever when considering his mental health. That's what I think Steven is missing is the song element, that even in tragedy you work through the pain, and find a way out at the end
Steven and Connie aren’t in a relationship because it’s not gay and Greg and rose took the last straight place in the show you saw what happened to Lars and Sadie
Poor Steven, he spent his whole life making sure everyone else was unharmed, *He didn't some have regard for his own health and harm*
Oh well.
At least he has time now.
😅
@@sagepupper not realy he is trying to ignore his problems witch makes it worse and it makes him hide it even more and that makes it even worse and repeat
HE WILL DO IT
That’s what happens when you’re too selfless.
Mentally he is damaged
Why isn’t anyone talking about how Doctor Maheswaran confirms Steven is 16, cause some people were saying he was 18
It was confirmed he was 16 in the beginning of the steven universe movie
And in Bismuth Casual
Don't forget the people who think Steven is 17!!
I notice that too
I think the movie took place after Steven’s 16th birthday.
i love how garnet said steven's name is cutiepie once and steven now uncludes that in his full name
Imagine Steven trying to explain his name to people who don’t know he’s a gem
I don't think steven totally understands naming, it has lots of silent human rules. So when someone says somethings a part of his name he just takes that literally and includes it. He also just added Delmarva and Diamond to show his connection to them.
Lezzy Tyke well he added DeMayo which is technically his last name (ish?) and his middle should should be diamond because, well quartz isn’t all that accurate
It sounds like a Facebook name 😂
I know
Steven universe future is slowly but surely breaking my heart.
F
Same I love the series
I can relate, all the themes hit so close to home and I'm really sad it's ending
Cupcake Monster I know it’s hard to think this show is related to the first episode
It's honestly scaring me and I'm an adult. And there is only four episodes left
For the first time, he didn't want to be around Connie
Well don't forget he did ask Connie to marry him and she said not yet. There to young to get married and Steven needs to get better and get the help that he needs so badly. I think some time apart would do some good for the both of them, but at list she was there to help him out when his body stared to do all that weird shite. And why on Earth didn't Greg ever tack Steven to the hospital? That's bad, My mom hates doctors and she still tuck me to see one when I was sick. So there isn't a good reason at all for him not too ex spicily with all the dangers gem stuff that Steven was doing as a kid with the gems.
You mean 2nd time? Remember the episode " Full Disclosure?" When Steven worries about Connie and he doesnt want to see her because of his condition?
@@freakystories3583 If you remember, Steven didn't tell Greg about what was going on. The only reason he knew anything in the first place was because Connie called him. He was on the road in the middle of a tour, so that explains why it took him an hour to show up at the hospital.
The second he heard of his son's problems, he cut his tour short and rushed to the hospital. Greg is a great dad.
@@Lycan4 *_*sounds of agreement*_*
Yeah you right
I saw a theory on Reddit that Stevens growing is happening because his gem is trying to poof but his human half is stopping it (gems can poof under extreme emotion) because whenever he grows it is because of things like stress, sadness or Connie and stuff like that. There are other points to it but I don't remember all the details
Yeah some of his growing moments look more like a really grotesque poofing.
That actually makes a lot of sense because I was thinking why growing of all things but now saying he was trying to poof because he was under too much stress makes sense to why he was growing.
That does make sense since in Super Watermelon Island, when Malachite defused (which is kinda similar to poofing) she looked like she was bloating.
Steven: Everyone is getting married but me
24 year old single me: Thanks for jabbing at me Sugar!
Bro don’t worry my mom was 39 when she had me
26
GeneralLDS YIP YOP A YADA ABOUT TALKING BOUT LIES STEVEN (Laughs while says it)
@FrenchBallGaming8
What?
wtf?! 24 is still too young for me to get married XD
Go to college, get your master, travel, enjoy your dreams...there's time for marriage!
Can I just say that there's a pattern of who Steven opens up too (if only a little)? Think about it - Steven feels he can't open up to the Crystal Gems A team, his major gem connection, because he thinks they'll spiral (which is a fair assumption). So instead, he opens up to a Crystal Gem B team member, *Peridot*
Steven doesn't want to burden Connie, his major human connection, but opens up to *Greg* ,his second most important human connection.
*Steven has never been able to open to the people he should talk to directly, but he opens up to his secondary connections* giving them a spotlight to his turnaround. Now, we know the Diamonds are up next in Fragments and Homeworld Bound: the antagonists of Steven Universe. And the *only* reason he has to make amends is because, well, they're family.
Now *if Spinel is in these episodes* (omg) it'll be *she* Steven opens up to lastly. Remember when Spinel gave Steven the idea to connect the puzzle pieces to the rejuvenated gems in the movie? If (preferably when) Steven talks to her, even a little, Spinel will be the turning point for Steven and then *boom* out comes the season finale. C'MOn, it's too perfect.
TL;DR Steven has only been able to open up to his secondary connections in order to avoid trying to talk to his primaries (the gems - Peridot, human - Greg, antagonists - Spinel) and Spinel will be Steven's final *puzzle piece* which'LL BE A FULL CIRCLE FROM THE MOVIE- See what I mean?
PS: I mentioned this in the post show AND in the breakdown of together forever. This comment is much more suited for this breakdown sooo yeh
OMG YOU'VE GOT A *REALLY* GOOD POINT!!! 😲😲😲
I think Jasper could also serve as a secondary gem antagonist connection, especially since the series opened with her
This writing is better than anything I turn in at school
@@knottaghost *_*sounds of agreement*_*
@@neonkrypton you do these sounds a lot
Steven weighing very little compared to his looks and size makes a ton of sense, he's half Hardlight.
That might be true, but not necessary.
I'm 5'7", average build, and I weigh 125, so it doesn't seem odd to me that that is his weight... an inch or two shorter and 20 lbs heavier makes sense to me.
well, he has a human body and a physical gemstone. the X-ray showed that he has all his bones too, so I don’t think he’s half light.
@@citrusn then how on earth does fusion work?
@@aheony organic matter combines with the hard light. but Steven himself isn’t part hard light. his gem fusions are.
steven: How can I live if I constantly feel like I'm going to die?!"
me, constantly riddled with anxiety, depression, and possibly now an eating disorder: *gross sobbing*
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oh poor you pity pity pity
@@BeezyNgeezY-ul1nu heehoo
@@BeezyNgeezY-ul1nu Not cool.
I bet Steven missed the times where he couldn't go on dangerous and deadly missions before he mastered his powers
Ya think?
"Just sitting around the temple, watching crying fruit....good times"
Yaya panda & Baby Cakey I was gonna say hasn’t he hanged out with friends but remembered most of his hangouts involved dead or life situations
Waheed Abdullah no no no
Did you notice that the theme of when Connie's mum was using a stethoscope on Steven's gem was the same theme of his gem being rejuvenated in the movie
I’m pretty sure that’s just a base gem noise. The rejuvenation noise is more distorted I think.
It’s not a theme.....
why is it that a kids cartoon is doing a better job at talking about PTSD then most adult programming?
because the storyboarders and writers know what it’s like
To call this a "kids cartoon" in the state its in is almost insulting
So my boyfriend doesn't watch the show, mainly because it's just not his taste (too kidish plus no cable), but I sent him the clip of Steven talking to Greg in the consultation room and he texted me that he was on the brink of tears from that. Literally that whole scene from Connie's mom explaining ptsd to the Greg scene had me welling up
I can just imagine this conversation
Your Boyfriend: Hey ya know that show you kept asking me about
You: Yeah
Your boyfriend: after that clip i think I’m gonna cry
Damage could have also been when yellow diamond stomped on him so hard he lost consciousness.
Plus in Bismuth and Steven vs Amethyst where he slammed into rock hard enough to make a crater, and in Change your Mind where his body was dropped at least 50 feet without his gem powers
*[Thank the stars Steven didn't tested positive for Coronavirus]*
*_[next up: Steven universe Virus: Steven gets infected with the Coronavirus]_*
ruby is best
@@Lover_of_ebrietas *[Yeah, she is]*
why do you guys type like this
*[That’s in China... right?]*
I am wearing headphones and when the sword sound came out my ears we’re destroyed
LOL XD
FSHHHHH!!!!!! WELCOME BACK TO CRYSTAL CLEAR
I looked down and my ears were on the floor
I always have a mental break down when I get growing pains, I can definitely relate to Steven on this one. It’s like when you are slowly growing up and your childhood fades away in darkness
*_[... damn, poor Steven... I know the Diamonds said that shapeshifting was bad... but I never knew it was THIS bad... wait, that's not shapeshifting-]_*
*[It's like the effect of your ruby ship to change the gem's size, but worse...]*
Wow ruby and peridot
Haha very funny Steven Universe character role play hahahhahaha +1 I don't care how good the comment is I'll like it anyway coz it's role play
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@@Peridot5xg At least Peridot uses internet so it makes sense. Doc, not so much. The closest thing is Google Docs being a thing
And many comments you make are nice.
When you mentioned his weight, it could’ve been affected by his pink state. As you stated in the last breakdown he was sinking in the bed because of him getting heavy. Just thought I’d point that out.
FreshPlayz That would mean that it also lightens him as well. I am a slim female adult and I weigh 145lbs. Like you can see my ribs, my spine, and all my bones are pronounced.
Steven “bean body” Universe cannot weigh 145lbs
He's half light
It can be seen a couple of ways. Could be his body reacting defensively, in a battle it would help him "hold his ground" as his body seems to be reacting to stress as if his life were in danger. It could also be a metaphor for the weight gained by his stress eating, as you see him scarfing down ice cream. But, also we know that his "floating" power is activated by good feelings, and this could just be the opposite deal.
I am the cheese he’s not. the X-ray showed he has all his bones, and he can’t poof either. he has a human body with a gemstone.
love your breakdowns! i love this episode but i hate to see steven so sad and literally broken :(
Me too
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Ok at 4:26 Steven being 5,6-5,5 and being 145 lbs actually makes a lot of sense. Especially since I am 5,5-5,6 and I weigh about 150. Also I am 16. (I actually like how similar our bodies are because that actually brings me more comfort in my body so thank you Rebecca for making Steven have a similar body to mine that makes me really happy)
it doesnt for me lol. im 5'2 and 200lbs and im smaller than him imo. i feel like he'd be closer to 170-220
Yeah you better feel good about yourself, if you don’t go see a therapist
I thought he’d be heavier lmao
He should be around 160 imo
If you’re 5’2 and 200 pounds you’re technically obese according to bmi.
0V3RGR0WTH __ technically you’re overweight for 5’2 but it varies from person to person
It’s not called honey, it’s called bee sauce
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@@royal_doberman I wheezed at this oh my god.
@@Peridot5xg [ *I Always See You In Every Video Are You Stalking me?* ]
Ever since Steven's horrified stare as the water swelled around him following his alternate selves' deaths, I've hoped they would fully embrace his PTSD someday. So glad to see it addressed like this
*Damn Steven Looks Like He Got Bit By A Thousand Bees*
Me: Hyped af for March 23rd
Covid-19: “get a load of this idiot”
*[xD]*
Wait, is the show ending on my birthday!?
Krystal Rossi no j think that’s when the movie sing a long and new episode leak thing was supposed to happen. It was canceled due to COVID-19
As someone with multiple mental illnesses, including cptsd, this episode was so important. I was really choked up, I almost cried.
Can we just acknowledge what a great friend Connie is? Getting him medical attention, calling his dad, assuring him she'll be there for him when he's ready after he shoos her and Dr. Mom out? And Prianka M. was so perceptive, she really grasped the situation, even though she's not a psychologist. These last two episodes have really kicked my respect for these two characters up a notch.
Aside from the long list of traumas Steven endured finally being discussed in this. I also felt mildly put off by Dr./Mrs. Maehaeswaren's "I'll have a talk with your father about this later" statement.
She needs to be told the truth; that it was the GEMS who "took care" of Steven most of his life, not Greg. Ergo, it makes sense that none of them took him to the doctor even once. Whether it be due to them thinking no doctor could understand who/what Steven is or them being "afraid" of what they might do to him, they might not have been willing to have him be checked out.
Now; it seems all their years of sheltering him, putting so much stress/responsibility on his shoulders, barely paying attention to his human needs and them sometimes venting their issues out on him are about to bite their heads off
THANK YOU! WE NEEDED TO HEAR THAT!
But Greg still raised him and should have been consulted at least a little. Also, you just explained why he should have been the one to take Steven.
sadlobster1 no he lived with Greg for a good 10 years
sadlobster1 Well he moved in with the gems when he was about 8
Greg was still involved in his life and you realize that's worst to say your child was left in the care of aliens who rarely know anything about organic life
I feel like this episode needed a trigger warning. Everything talked about in this episode was very real and induced pretty intense panic attacks. I understand it needed to be said and I still loved the episode, but having a warning going into it would have prepared me a lot better.
*_*sounds of agreement*_*
I mean Together Forever was the warning
Brooke Winiata thank you , I was Literally breathing hard watching this and thinking I have to go to the hospital my self ....
What would the point in that be
Henry, The point in a warning? To let the people who have gone through or are currently experiencing the same thing prepare themselves emotionally for the potential triggers. Or to let those who would be too triggered by it decide that they don’t want to watch it all together or wait a while until they are in a better headspace to be confronted with it.
4 words: HE. NEEDS. MORE. HELP!
Well u saying 4 words would make it five words on number
@@knottaghost Well it's true
HE NEEDS SOME MILK
All those events don’t seem traumatizing because the show is a cartoon. Imagine what Steven was thinking after the events of Cat Fingers. Or when Amethyst’s gem was cracked. Imagine what she would look like if this wasn’t a cartoon. That would be scary.
My theater canceled the Steven Universe movie event. My friend and I already got tickets but at least we get a refund :/
whyyyy
@@osol1270 A lot of events are getting cancelled because of COVID-19
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This episode was cool, it even felt mostly sweet since Steven's dad was able to be there for him, to help him get through with what he's going through right now which did feel touching since they were able to spend some time together as Steven was comforted by his dad
If Stevens gem protects him by doing whatever it needs to to protect him (even if it’s damaging to people around him)does that mean that pink Steven was made to protect Steven? When his gem was removed it turned to Steven to walk back to him and fuse.
Even though it’s a cartoon I still feel bad for Steven because he still has to wait
It was a "not yet"
Red Bepis I know I was joking
Exuse me, Steven was decked in the face THREE times by Spinel. Don’t forget her speech when she first arrived and she kicked him in the face sending him to the ground!
Now that Steven knows what’s going on with him, I feel like that could lead to him becoming even more frustrated by Garnet, Amethyst and Pearl. He won’t talk to them about his issues (he might even be more uncomfortable talking to them after having them be fairly involved in a lot of his trauma), but because he won’t talk the gems aren’t going to understand what’s really going on and may unintentionally stress him out more.
I for some reason teared up when Steven opened up to his dad about what's going on. Something about Steven opening up about how he feels and his emotions made me see myself in him.
I can’t unhear Steven Universe Fear when I see or hear the words “Fear” and “I Can’t”
AwestruckVox knows fuck!
Same
When I saw the final scene where Greg's talking to Steven in his bedroom it brought to mind some fitting lyrics from Cat Stevens' song "Father and Son" where Cat Stevens sings: "It's not time to make a change. Just relax, take it easy. You're still young, that's your fault, there's so much you have to know: Find a girl, settle down, if you want, you can marry. Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy. I was once like you are now and I know it's not easy to be calm when you've found something going on. But take your time, think a lot. Why, think of everything you've got, for you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not."
We're getting closer to the final episode of Steven
Ahhh I've never clicked on something so fast!!!
agreed
steven universe: *going for 7 years*
steven universe future: *goes for like 2 months XD*
Hey! no complaints!
god this episode/episode breakdown left me feeling RAW bruh 😭 especially when Rebecca recounted her own past, traumatizing experiences. GOD
I can't wait to release the last episodes !!! I'm really excited!
the last 6 episodes.
3:08
You said it out of order
Its
Amethyst, Garnet, Pearl, Lapis, Peridot.
(Sorry Bismuth)
The stressful moments that Steven has been through in his life.
When Rebecca was 22 she was assaulted and got away then she began to experience something that she couldn't understand after it had happened
This reminds me of Stevonnie's anxiety that they couldn't keep away with it until they know that it was just a thought
in the episode nightmare hospital connie says "you haven't been to the doctor, lucky."
I feel like if Steven is going to try and calm down and play it safe these next few episodes then something like Bluebird showing up for revenge again or the Crystal gems needing help from Steven may happen and complicate things.
Poor Steven. I hope we get a satisfying happy ending.
Damn Last time I was this early steven was mentally stable....
The line where connie’s mom said she x-rayed the crystal gems for research purposes is interesting to me as it shows that human scientists may be studying the gem’s biology, which could have interesting implications as human and gem societies continue to intermingle.
When I heard Rebeccas answer to the question I started crying. That’s so heart breaking
This episode made me cry like I need to hug steven
I was wondering when this breakdown will come out
Remember at the end of Season 1 when they were fighting Jasper's hand ship? Steven wants to stay behind because "They don't have my shield." He saw himself more like a tool than a member of the team at that point.
Edit: Everyone that says "Damn, that's sad." Is a pedophile
Depresso Espresso.
Damn, that's sad
Damn, that's sad.
Damn, that sucks.
@@iSomeone111 no say damn thats sad
Steven can float, that may explain the weight thing.
The interesting thing about this episode is that diamonds don't show up on x-rays, and yet Steven's diamond gemstone still did.
Well I think it's assumed the gems aren't real gems, so much as they just look like them. Still really interesting though, and I wonder what that means in-universe!
@@mur22 It'd be interesting if it meant something, although it's most likely an oversight.
5:26 Not to mention when he got his face slammed into the ruby ship controls in Adventures in Light Distortion
Finally, a break down of my favorite episode so far!
i thought i was the only one who remembered an indirect kiss and saw the similarities lmao
At the Barnes and Noble event last October, I told Rebecca I wanted to be a child psychiatrist and that the show was a huge motivator during my college years and I asked her for any advice she had for me and she recommended that I read the Deepest Well! I ordered it later that day and its an amazing book!
When I voted I saw 100% on yes
Me:I love democracy
This episode is great but it is so hard to watch I'm 15 years old and I almost cried
there was a cookie cat in the back of the freezer, further supporting my theory that cookie cat will make steven normal again
i will start believing this
I feel like when Steven turns into a "monster" The gems will try every solution that made him happy when he was kid, I think the gems will sing the cookie cat song to Steven. lol
I love how this episode didn't really have any hidden innuendos or anything like that, Steven was actually suffering from PTSD based on all the experiences he had growing up and also because he does not really have that much human inter3action he also doesn't know how to talk to other humans effectively, I cant wait to see what the last 6 episodes have in store for us
Steven is traumatized and will never be the same again😣
I love, love, LOVE, how the episode (lightly) touched on ACEs (Adverse Childhood Experiences) and the neurobiology of trauma. I never thought I'd see that in a kids show, and it gave me a good place to start with the kids that I work with; many of them who love Steven Universe and have experienced a lot of traumatizing events. This show does an amazing job at explaining trauma and PTSD in a kid friendly level.
2:11 Steven's gem looks different (animation error?)
Yeah it's a hexagon when it should be a pentagon
I suffer from Thanatophobia (which is the fear of death and dying) and that line from Steven “how do I live if it always feels like I’m gonna die?” Really struck a cord with me because that is EXACTLY how I feel CONSTANTLY. It causes me to have panic attacks and freak out just like Steve so I really resonated with it. Anyone else feel that way??
Steven grew cuz he ate an extra Flintstone vitamin.
Rebecca talking to the fans about the new episodes:
-Some of you may die, but it’s a sacrifice I am willing to make.
"Probably a nod to one of the storyboarders of this episode: Drew Gre-"
The way it just cuts out mid word I-
I loved this episode SO much, but I found myself sobbing. I wish I had someone to tell me all this when I was 16. It would've helped me heal a lot sooner. But still we have to acknowledge the victories in our lives, no matter how late they come. I hope Steven gets to that point too within the series.
I still hate how everyone’s calling this Wormy Boy corrupted Steven. With each episode, it looks more and more like it’s gonna be his Pink Powers going haywire. Nothing to do with corruption.
Idk I could be both
* it
I'm so glad that this show is talking about mental health, people with problems that might feel similar to Steven in these situations probably feel good to relate to someone. When Steven says "How do I go on when I feel like I'm about to die all the time?" I resonated with him, because I use to feel like nothing was okay all the time, and when I have anxiety attacks I feel that way again and spiral. It was hard to recover, and I'm excited to see how Steven will learn to cope with his feelings.
I feel like the frog mug was referring to the same one that got shattered during the trailer.
I have cptsd and watching that episode honestly hit so close to home that I had to stop it half way because I honestly couldnt stand it. I had a literal episode and ended up spending the night in my bathtub. Props to the show for making something so impactful, real, and raw
Remember that moment when garnet said “no,your middle name is cutie pie”?
*[THIS is my future? I really wish I could just be trying to calm White Diamond instead]*
I have ascended... my soul gone. My mind is empty.
"I can't" i have been wheezing for too long over that lmao
In “Adventures in light distortion”, he stops the ship from hitting the zoo. He then hits his head on the control panel from being launched from braking.
Edit: I think that might be a cause of the skull fractures
That diagram with six circles pointing towards a body could hint at a future fusion between the characters.
0:53 My room is always like that. And for me it's neat xd
As someone who suffers from ptsd they’re representing the ptsd along with him being a gem is perfect!
Stay safe in the current virus and don't get corrupted
Another meaning for slow burn that is used in fan fiction is actually to mean a slowly developing love or romance or friendship. So when I saw it I was like "omg it's because theyve alwaysbhad stevonnie ship be a slow burning candle rather than letting them just be a full blown couple." And welp... Candles still burning i guess
1:24 wow Steven still has a single cookie cat left. I think that goes to show that even with all of the things he's been through, he's still Steven, and he doesn't realise it but he's changing fast, like everything around him
kind of gross tho, by now that icecream expired...
@@puppyhowler oh yeah like h i s m e n t a l s t a t e
2 cookie Cat
I totally agree about the trauma part. I was in a severe car accident as a kid and when it first happened I was pretty calm and stayed calm until I left the hospital. I'm 100% I just hadn't process what had happened, because as soon as I left I couldn't even handle being in a car without having a panic attack. Even now 11 years later it still affects my life in certain aspects. Though I'm a lot better then I was then.
*ahem* Foreshadowing, the episode.
Hey Vox, I think we all forgot how about that song Steven sang for like an in-between episode Special called still not giving up, talking about how some wounds that magical powers can't heal, of course directing that at the time toward understanding who is mom was, but it's more relevant than ever when considering his mental health. That's what I think Steven is missing is the song element, that even in tragedy you work through the pain, and find a way out at the end
I'm scared of the next episodes
same
I'm disappointed you missed him stating "I don't want to worry her" before Connie's ringtone. I feel like this was a nod to Full Disclosure.
Gems and especially diamonds can't be seen in x-ray! That's like an error
Maybe Gems are different from gems in this case? Idk
Sometimes the people who appear to be the most happy are actually the most sad.
Steven and Connie aren’t in a relationship because it’s not gay and Greg and rose took the last straight place in the show you saw what happened to Lars and Sadie
What...?
i- i get this was meant as a joke but sadie isn’t in a gay relationship though
Salute this man for saying every episode in Steven Universe.