Dave - How I Met My Ex [OFFICIAL INSTRUMENTAL] ReProd. By Mason Garside
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- čas přidán 29. 11. 2017
- I remade the instrumental of How I Met My Ex because there was only one other on CZcams and it was shit. And no, this isn't the official instrumental, but it's the best you're going to get and is close to perfect (other than the bass sound being a little off) so, enjoy.
Free to use but give me credit please.
Also feel free to send me the link to anything you do with this.
ENJOY
Link on Soundcloud: / how-i-met-my-ex-offici... - Hudba
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Verse 1:
I used to believe in fairy tales,
Dreamt of love that never fails.
But reality hit me hard,
Love’s not a game, it leaves scars.
I thought I had found the one,
But love's flame burned out and then was gone.
My heart, now cold, has been betrayed,
Love's game was lost, love's price was paid.
Chorus:
That’s why I gave up on love,
Can’t take the heartbreaks anymore.
I’ll just live my life on my own,
Love’s not worth the pain, I’ve grown.
Verse 2:
I've been through heartache after heartache,
Love's been the source of all my mistakes.
I thought love was meant to be,
But it seems it's not for me.
I tried to fight for what was right,
But love's flame dimmed and lost its light.
The pain it brings is just too much,
I can't keep holding onto love.
Chorus:
That’s why I gave up on love,
Can’t take the heartbreaks anymore.
I’ll just live my life on my own,
Love’s not worth the pain, I’ve grown.
Bridge:
Maybe one day I’ll find the one,
Who’ll make me believe in love again.
But for now I’ll just take my time,
Live my life, no love to find.
I’ve been hurt, but I’ll be okay,
I’ll keep searching for a brighter day.
Chorus:
That’s why I gave up on love,
Can’t take the heartbreaks anymore.
I’ll just live my life on my own,
Love’s not worth the pain, I’ve grown.
Verse 3:
I've learned that love's not always fair,
And sometimes it's just too much to bear.
It's not easy to let go of what you thought was right,
But sometimes you have to give up the fight.
I thought love was the answer,
But it just left me with a bitter taste of cancer.
I know I'll find my way,
Even if it means doing it alone every day.
Chorus:
That’s why I gave up on love,
Can’t take the heartbreaks anymore.
I’ll just live my life on my own,
Love’s not worth the pain, I’ve grown.
Outro:
Love's not worth the pain, I've grown,
That's why I gave up on love.
But I'll keep searching for the one,
Who'll make me believe in love again.
I wrote some bars:
I've seen a lot of shit, but nothing compares that with what I'm going through now. I have to live without my mother, it's been a year ago but it feels like it was yesterday that she died. T was the 2nd Christmas day that had last spoken, never to know that the last hours had started so fast. Never knew that that shit could go so fast, because if I knew I Swear to God I would have done things differently. I had made it proud. More often said that I loved van der. The more often assisted and held until she breathed the last breath. Cancer has won but you have overcome this world. Never met anyone who was so real about their own words, wanted to live for your children, you are the reason that I have become so strong now. You are the reason that I have finally opened my eyes, life is too short to remain sitting and hoping makes something of your life that will make you happy. Pray to God every night I can promise you that he will answer. So until we meet May again I will keep dreaming about you.
Kyle Dickinson 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Imma go ahead and cry. no ones watchin.
Love from Germany bro🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Smashed it there
Damnn
Verse 1:
There was a time I believed in love,
Felt the joy and the happiness thereof.
My heart beat fast at the thought of you,
Thought my love was pure and true.
We danced to the beat of our hearts,
Thought we’d never be apart.
But one day, you walked away,
Left me alone to face the pain.
Chorus:
That’s why I gave up on love,
Can’t take the heartbreaks anymore.
I’ll just live my life on my own,
Love’s not worth the pain, I’ve grown.
Verse 2:
I thought I’d never love again,
The wounds on my heart never mending.
But then I met someone new,
Thought he’d be different, thought it was true.
We laughed and loved, and it felt so right,
But soon enough, it turned to a fight.
We struggled to hold on, but love was gone,
I was left alone, once again undone.
Chorus:
That’s why I gave up on love,
Can’t take the heartbreaks anymore.
I’ll just live my life on my own,
Love’s not worth the pain, I’ve grown.
Verse 3:
But then I met her, and everything changed,
My heart opened up, and my mind was rearranged.
She brought light to my darkness,
And my heart was filled with kindness.
We talked and laughed, and it felt so real,
The kind of love that’s hard to conceal.
We fell in love, and it was magical,
The kind of love that’s unforgettable.
Chorus:
That’s why I won’t give up on love,
I’ll take the heartbreaks and keep moving forward.
I’ll find love that’s worth the pain,
I’ll keep growing, and I won’t be the same.
Verse 4:
We had our ups and downs, like any love story,
But we worked through them, and we found our glory.
We learned to communicate and compromise,
And in each other’s arms, we found our paradise.
She became my best friend and my soulmate,
Together we conquered any obstacle that we’d face.
We built a life filled with love and passion,
Our hearts beating in perfect unison.
Chorus:
That’s why I’ll never give up on love,
I’ll take the heartbreaks and keep moving forward.
I found love that’s worth the pain,
I’ve grown, and I’ll never be the same.
Verse 5:
Now we’re old and gray, but our love still burns,
Through thick and thin, our hearts still yearn.
We’ve been through it all, but our love still stands,
The kind of love that’s written in the sands.
Our love is like a fine wine,
It gets better with age, and it’s one of a kind.
We’ve created a legacy of love,
That will live on long after we’re gone.
Chorus:
That’s why I’ll never give up on love,
I’ll take the heartbreaks and keep moving forward.
I found love that’s worth the pain,
I’ve grown, and I’ll never be the same.
Outro:
Love is a journey, not just a destination,
It’s about learning, growing, and finding salvation.
I’m grateful for the love I’ve found,
For the heartbreaks that made me grow profound.
Love is worth the pain, the ups and downs,
For the love that’s found is the love that abounds.
You write music ?
This really great! There at minor differences but overall it hits the same.
this got me thinking about my ex how much i miss my ex
Kieran Smith how
@Kieran Smith lol
13 years and mine ran of with a mate at the start of coivd. 6 months later im still fucked :)
@Kieran Smith incel, you ppl on the net are lame
same
Reminds me of my ex 22 years we was together it me hard still does now😢
i had dreams when i was younger of a perfect life,
perfect job 2 kids and a perfect wife,
but reality hit hard in my not so perfect mind,
i’m seeing people around me slowly die,
i’ve got to ask myself “am i next in line”
if i chose this path it was a big misunderstanding,
i lost mum at 16 she won’t ever meet her grandkids,
she left no note behind so i won’t ever understand it,
i might happy today i can’t promise for tomorrow,
my mood flips are like 016 water bottles,
i have no trust for people i see everyone as hollow,
do you follow?
are you getting where i’m coming from,
and i could of done a lot so i’m very fucking sorry mum,
guilt fills my body it’s something i am running from,
i could talk for hours about the memories i have,
the smiles and the laughs about the shit that we would chat,
you was my mum and my best friend,
and now that you’re gone it feels like i’ve hit a dead end,
and i’ve got to ask myself was i being stupid?
was i missing the signs?
reading the page but not inbetween the lines?
or did you bury your head when you cried,
when you said that was you okay was it a lie?
was it something i could of stopped or a matter of time?
there’s so many questions i won’t ever have the answer to,
i hope we meet in another life and call it chapter 2,
Like
I met my girl when I was 18 years old
And she was just turning 23
I really love her from my heart
And even though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker promo
And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho
Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 racks
A couple days later on twitter I saw
This photo of myself and I was grinning
That 4K camera of quality had got me tripping
So I'm checking out who did it
When I stumbled on this girl
And I could tell that she was different
A couple hours later now I'm liking all her pictures
I ain't finished
I typed her twitter name into my Insta
So I could check on every single little digit
Why didn't I just message her?
Trust me I was thinking
But I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
The truth
So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first?
Man I was so excited
That I replied a minute later that's that bro
I think that you just let her know excited
Too excited, no clue on what I should do excited
So I'm just typing, rambling like a fool, excited
Look
Look
And we were talking for hours over some minor things
Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying quick
This type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
You know you like her when you're thinking about your words
She got me typing, deleting my messages then re-writing
In the hope that there's a smile when she's replying
The highlight of my day,
Them phone calls in the night it's the little things
The girl, she had a vibe and I liked it and
She's into photography and she's got a passion for it
And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it
See that's the perfect balance
There's nothing better than a girl with talent
Drive, ambition all of them things above
She's showing an abundance
I ain't even met her yet
She works around the corner but lives just outside of London
I ain't fronting, I'm a sweet boy
Intentions are in question so my compliments are decoys
If that even makes sense?
The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends
Random ends on some staircase
So much for a first date
I just had a show
And I asked if she could meet me after
Maybe we could chill, you never know where things could go
No problem she down to roll
Travel in the cold
So I went across the road, grey hoodie under a coat
If I'm remembering correctly
It's always kind of weird when the person that you were texting
Is the person you are obsessed with
I was on her from the jump
I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when
I first met her, no, it's either either one
She was looking so attractive I barely saw
Skin 'cause she was covered like a mattress
Man, I think that she's the one
I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the girl a hug
And all my friends were drunk so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her
Any complications, I'm blaming it on the liquor
Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta
I saw her skin blush the moment that our lips touched
She pulled my bottom lip until it stretched
Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my neck
And had me moaning like a bitch
Even though I'm wearing jeans
I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see that I'm erect
It's the first time we met, got me feeling like a creep
And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste
And we could speak about anything we were friends first
I dropped her to the station I remember
Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our dreams
And the things that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
I bet she's hoping my intentions are true
And as months went by we both got into it, and intimate
And I'mma spare you the details cuz
Both of our parents are probably listening
But really we were into it
Into us, into this
Into everything about each other we were lovers
And I love her cuz she knows me
And that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the world
And you don't need that kinda burden
But I told her that I want it
And I'm just being honest
Yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem
I meant every single word
And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have
Been absurd but out of every single girl
This is the weirdest of positions
It's usually the girl that's asking where
I see her fitting or a place on her position
But I'm telling her I need it
And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter
When we're speaking and we're meeting
I've got affectionate messages, you could read them
You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful until she sees it
Believes it, understands it more than physically
Mentally, and the way that I'm feeling
I could talk 10 years about the moment that we shared
The jokes that we had running
The places that we've been
The music we made together producing next to my bed
Then making my minor changes in reference to what she said
I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a mess
Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy
But she's there if I'm in need
While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees
You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting
Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a woman
Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my head
The sex is so accessible,
One message or text and girls will get in your bed
She's tryna make it happen with photos and her events
I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her thing
And I don't know if it's the pressure
Where paper meets the passion and the pleasure
We all got a work to survive
So now she's popping up at shows
Taking pictures on her own
And at first it wasn't cool
But fuck it we let it go
Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way
She told me it was work and she was in some studio
Taking pictures and I just sighed
Some halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies
He ain't looking for no pictures
I know it's your profession
But read their intentions
They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that same session
And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our dreams
And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do
If I ain't feeding you
Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I speak to you
Cause I don't have the right
Why should girls be punished for a male's dirty mind?
When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core
I mean how many men stop their women
From achieving what they can because
In secret they've been feelig insecure
And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her
Talent when I shoulda been supporting and promoting
Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a following
With everyone I knew
I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream
But instead of me to grow into the person that she needs
I acted like I couldn't see
And I don't mean to say this like I don't trust the girl
But how can I trust her if I don't trust myself?
And even girls can get tempted you know how it goes
What if she meets a bigger rapper when she's at a show?
What if he sees her backstage?
What if he selling lots?
What if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch?
That doesn't bother me, she really ain't material
It's all the little things they do that put the fear in you
What if he actually replies?
What if he phones her too?
What if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do?
What if he's listening, laughing, relating?
What if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
What he's trying to give her everything she needs
And expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
I shoulda helped her follow her dream
But instead I held her back and had her following me
And boys got a brave face so you'll never know
That hurts just as much when you let them go
……..
I wanna jump on this beat...😭😭
Kleine dingen die betekenen veel.
Lente ochtend hoor de vogels ik ben eventjes stil.
Sta stil bij de tijd, soms lijkt dit leven een film
Ik schrijf me teksten, af en toe een beetje in beeld.
Maar ik wil het niet, weer een dikke haze door me keel.
Ik chillem hier, word niet naar beneden getild.
Diep van binnen, ben een beetje gekilt.
En ik heb het pas gemaakt, when i can pay for the bils.
Tot die tijd blijven rennen voor me dromen die ik heb.
Jij heb ogen op een shmetta, ik heb me ogen op een stack.
Jij hebt ogen voor een bitch, ik heb me ogen op een benz.
Jij gelooft in een relatie? Ik geloof in me gebed.
Shittt
Alles komt goed als je blijft hopen.
Het word me
weer teveel moet wat tijd doden.
Oh je bent veranderd? Ik ben blij voor je.
Alles is veranderd door verhalen die verdraaid worden.
Could you be able to do “my 19th birthday” instrumental
Cathán Broderick it’s finally out lol
Eram 4 da manha e eu tava no meu quarto
Nao me lembro do que pensava mas eu tava farto
Da vida que eu levava, a vida nao mudava, eu gostava de ser diferente mas eu era igual,
Ao pessoal que acabava sempre sem saída
Tinha vicio que podia acabar com a minha vida
Nao acabou com ela mas ele trouxe-me uma frida
E a vida é tao bela pa ser tao pouco vivida
Nao me arrependo das escolhas erradas que fiz, elas ja ficaram passadas
Mas arrependo-me das coisas certas que fiz pelas pessoas erradas.
had shit to say but know one was there so I took time alone
ever since a kid i felt lost and trapped in my thoughts
gotta make it out the storm gotta figures out my place express my pain and talk dem man cappin when dey rappin me i spit shit raw need still awake its kinna late it's suin in morning feelin numb with little love I guess my heart just frozen
summer times dont feel rigjt my conicous hella cold yh
only comparison to me n u is my pages n u both folded
take me in listen are you listening if u see me with a bussdown my mumzy is gilstening
love is kl you feel tha spark until there wish u was alive
i guess it isn't what it isn't is
it is what it is
rip im outta focus i rlly gottablow quick struggling meals indomi yu dk you me h the one only do not disturb plz don't.phone me it's cold world so id rather do up lonley real talk big up all tha homies cuh dey wer there when i aint noticed had to go thru the Storm to start growing but what you dont know is that im still stuck its like im good but same time im not same time i rlly miss my pops it's these mixed emotions that rlly got me fucked
memories tryna fade away fade away
never had a coat in dem rainy days
smiling laughing chatting but i still feel outta place
been over a decade and this pain ain't gone away
u won't catch me on tha strip but u can catch me @ pain lane
wish i could be segregated from.the fakes
you migjt think that im chill in reality i feel a way aint got much to say head high praying for better days
I got a story for my listeners
It’s about my bro so let’s get into it
I didn’t realise that 4 months later I’d be sitting writing songs about my bro so let’s get into this
I’m not trynna get intimate so let’s keep it legitimate
My bro was only 15 years of age when he got into shit
I woke up next morning 7 calls from his mum
She didn’t really know me but clearly she was feeling numb
She had a clue what he was doing but she didn’t take a plunge
Into his life of crime gangs drugs and violence, life of time, bangs and substance
Is this free for digital streaming platform use?
Can we get the sheets?
Can I use this and give you credit ?
He said you can
@@rasheemthebestfirstone3274how about on Spotify?
j’écris ces lignes à 3h16 du mat,
je sais même pas pourquoi je fais ça, encore une fois j’ai du me séparer de quelqu’un
mais cette fois je l’aimais donc ça fais bien plus mal,
encore aujourd’hui je me détache,
aux yeux des gens je préfère passer pour un connard que passer pour un lâche.
Oui j’ai pas eu les couilles de continuer, j’ai eu trop peur j’ai pas réussi à les affronter,
ils me terrifient mes démons me hantent et m’empêchent d’avancer.
Je perçois la réalité que quand c’est trop tard, quand est-ce que je vais grandir en même temps que mon putin d’âge ? quand est-ce que je vais arrêter de faire souffrir ses dames ?
Je l’aimais et je l’aime encore, mais le futur me faisait trop peur
On ne peut avoir la crémière, le beurre et l’argent du beurre
je me pissais dessus à l’idée qu’elle aurait pu s’éloigner me laissant seul sur la route avec comme message de la journée un simple « coucou » suivi d’un « bébé ». J’ai besoin de temps mais pas pour passer à autre chose mais juste pour l’oublier.
C’est dans les plus belles choses que l’on y trouve un foyer.
Maintenant je suis tout seul, sans domicile fixe.
Ai-je fais le bon choix ? la question est difficile
I need the beat, it’s not available anymore, and I got a 3:17 worth of lyrics to match it 😅
What do u mean its not available anymore
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How I Met My Ex
Dave
Like
I met my girl when I was 18 years old
And she was just turning 23
I really love her from my heart
And even though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker promo
And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho
Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 racks
A couple days later on twitter I saw this photo of myself and I was grinning
That 4K camera of quality had got me tripping
So I'm checking out who did it
When I stumbled on this girl
And I could tell that she was different
A couple hours later now I'm liking all her pictures
I ain't finished
I typed her twitter name into my Insta so I could check on every single little digit
Why didn't I just message her?
Trust me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
The truth
So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first?
Man I was so excited
That I replied a minute later that's that bro I think that you just let her know excited
Too excited, no clue on what I should do excited
So I'm just typing, rambling like a fool, excited
Look
Look
And we were talking for hours over some minor things
Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying quick
This type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
You know you like her when you're thinking about your words
She got me typing, deleting my messages then re-writing
In the hope that there's a smile when she's replying
The highlight of my day, them phone calls in the night, it's the little things
The girl, she had a vibe and I liked it and
She's into photography and she's got a passion for it
And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it
See that's the perfect balance
There's nothing better than a girl with talent
Drive, ambition, all of them things above
She's showing an abundance
I ain't even met her yet
She works around the corner but lives just outside of London
I ain't fronting, I'm a sweet boy
Intentions are in question so my compliments are decoys
If that even makes sense?
The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends
Random ends on some staircase
So much for a first date
I just had a show
And I asked if she could meet me after
Maybe we could chill, you never know where things could go
No problem she down to roll
Travelled in the cold
So I went across the road, grey hoodie under a coat
If I'm remembering correctly
It's always kind of weird when the person that you were texting
Is the person you are obsessed with
I was on her from the jump
I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when I first met her, no, it's either either one
She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin 'cause she was covered like a mattress
Man, I think that she's the one
I was stuck for twenty seconds tryna to give the girl a hug
And all my friends are drunk so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her
Any complications, I'm blaming it on the liquor
Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta
I saw her skin blush the moment that our lips touched
She pulled my bottom lip until it stretched
Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my neck
And had me moaning like a bitch
Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see that I'm erect
It's the first time we met, got me feeling like a creep
And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste
And we could speak about anything we were friends first
I dropped her to the station I remember
'Cause we had a conversation for ages about our dreams
And the things that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
I bet she's hoping my intentions are true
And as months went by we both got into it, and intimate
And I'ma spare you the details 'cause both of our parents are probably listening
But really we were into it
Into us, into this
Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her
'Cause she knows me and that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden
But I told her that I want it
And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem
I meant every single word
And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of every single girl
This is the weirdest of positions
It's usually the girl that's asking where I see her fitting or a place on her position
But I'm telling her I need it
And I don't think she sees it, so I'm being even sweeter when we're speaking and we're meeting
I've got affectionate messages, you could read them
You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful 'til she sees it
Believes it, understands it more than physically
Mentally, and the way that I'm feeling
I could talk 10 years about the moment that we shared
The jokes that we had running
The places that we've been
The music we made together producing next to my bed
Then making my minor changes in reference to what she said
I think I start to getting tired, my schedule's a mess
Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy
But she's there if I'm in need
While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees
You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting
Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a woman
Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my head
The sex is so accessible, one message or text and girls will get in your bed
She's tryna make it happen with photos and her events
I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her thing
And I don't know if it's the pressure
Where paper meets the passion and the pleasure
We all gotta work to survive
So now she's popping up at shows
Taking pictures on her own
And at first it wasn't cool
But fuck it we let it go
Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way
She told me it was work and she was in some studio
Taking pictures and I just sighed
Some halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies
They ain't looking for no picture
I know it's your profession
But read their intentions
They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that same session
And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our dreams
And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do
If I ain't feeding you
Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I speak to you
'Cause I don't have the right
Why should girls be punished for a male's dirty mind?
When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core
I mean how many men stop their women from
Achieving what they can because in secret they've been feeling insecure
And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her
Talent when I shoulda been supporting and promoting
Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a following
With everyone I knew, I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream
But instead of me to grow into the person that she needs
I acted like I couldn't see
And I don't mean to say this like I don't trust the girl
But how can I trust her if I don't trust myself?
And even girls can get tempted you know how it goes
What if she meets a bigger rapper when she's at a show?
What if he sees her backstage?
What if he selling lots?
What if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch?
That doesn't bother me, she really ain't material
It's all the little things they do that put the fear in you
What if he actually replies?
What if he phones her too?
What if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do?
What if he's listening, laughing, relating?
What if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
What if he's trying to give her everything she needs
And expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
I shoulda helped her follow her dream
But instead I held her back and had her following me
And boys got a brave face so they'll never know
That it hurts just as much when you let them go
look , in my past i’ve had alot exes
sophia mia emma and alexis
we were so young and frigid the most wed do was texting
so when i broke up with alexis i said to myself that’s the last
relationships leave em in the past
cuh everytime i get into one im hurting the girls heart
cuh i dont want my heart broken i break her heart first
i know its childish but i dont wanna be in the dirt
cuh ive heard alot of niggas talk about heart break
they say its the most painful feeling in the world
to fall so deep in love and get your heart broken by your world
thats why man say dtb married to money that’s my girl
dont get me wrong boys can do the same or even worse
thats why sometimes i feel like love is cursed
boys can look u in the eyes and say they love you and they mean it
next day you catch ‘em with some next girl out there cheating
but back to the story i’m about to explain
my last relationship was as good as beyonces and jays
i was so keen shed leave it had me fucking feeling like raye
she had me feeling so mature
never dared to misbehave
she was 5’5 n leng with an an amazing shape
i asked her how old she was and she was my age
perfect height, perfect age, n our vibes were the same
the only girl i could talk to continuously for days
yeah she had me felling like the worlds most happy man
just seeing a smile on her face
its one of them tings u have to go through to understand
cuh if you don’t you won’t even know what saying
eventually we started talking even more and more
found out we have a lot in common even more than we thought
i fell so deep in love the more we even talked
so i asked her to be mine and she said yes i’ll be yours
i cant explain how that felt
most beautiful feeling in the world
to fall so deep in love and find out you’re liked by you world
man i really love this girl
i love her so much i use money that im trynna save
i love her so much cuh her vibes are sick theyre never lame
i love her so much and i know that she feels the same
i love her so much find it hard to even try explain
im about to share a secret that nobody knows
my whole childhood wasnt good i was so insecure
so when i was with you i tried my best to love me more
tried to overcome insecurities just to be secure
you showed nothing but love i tried to show the same
but i ain’t ever been loved so dodnt know what to say
when you tell me you love me
looool
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Like
I met my girl when I was 18 years old
And she was just turning 23
I really love her from my heart
And even though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker promo
And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho
Did six or seven tracks, made six or seven racks
A couple days later on twitter I saw
This photo of myself and I was grinning
That 4K camera of quality had got me tripping
So I'm checking out who did it
When I stumbled on this girl
And I could tell that she was different
A couple hours later now I'm liking all her pictures
I ain't finished
I typed her twitter name into my Insta'
So I could check on every single little digit
Why didn't I just message her?
Trust me I was thinking
But I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
The truth
So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first?
Man I was so excited
That I replied a minute later that's that bro
I think that you just let her know excited
Too excited, no clue on what I should do excited
So I'm just typing, rambling like a fool, excited
Look
Look
And we were talking for hours over some minor things
Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying quick
This type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
You know you like her when you're thinking about your words
She got me typing, deleting my messages then re-writing
In the hope that there's a smile when she's replying
The highlight of my day
Them phone calls in the night it's the little things
The girl, she had a vibe and I liked it and
She's into photography and she's got a passion for it
And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it
See that's the perfect balance
There's nothing better than a girl with talent
Drive, ambition all of them things above
She's showing an abundance
I ain't even met her yet
She works around the corner but lives just outside of London
I ain't fronting, I'm a sweet boy
Intentions are in question so my compliments are decoys
If that even makes sense?
The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends
Random ends on some staircase
So much for a first date
I just had a show
And I asked if she could meet me after
Maybe we could chill, you never know where things could go
No problem she down to roll
Travel in the cold
So I went across the road, grey hoodie under a coat
If I'm remembering correctly
It's always kind of weird when the person that you were texting
Is the person you are obsessed with
I was on her from the jump
I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when
I first met her, no, it's either either one
She was looking so attractive I barely saw
Skin 'cause she was covered like a mattress
Man, I think that she's the one
I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the girl a hug
And all my friends were drunk so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her
Any complications, I'm blaming it on the liquor
Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta
I saw her skin blush the moment that our lips touched
She pulled my bottom lip until it stretched
Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my neck
And had me moaning like a bitch
Even though I'm wearing jeans
I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see that I'm erect
It's the first time we met, got me feeling like a creep
And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste
And we could speak about anything we were friends first
I dropped her to the station I remember
Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our dreams
And the things that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
I bet she's hoping my intentions are true
And as months went by we both got into it, and intimate
And I'ma spare you the details cuz
Both of our parents are probably listening
But really we were into it
Into us, into this
Into everything about each other we were lovers
And I love her 'cause she knows me
And that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the world
And you don't need that kinda burden
But I told her that I want it
And I'm just being honest
Yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem
I meant every single word
And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have
Been absurd but out of every single girl
This is the weirdest of positions
It's usually the girl that's asking where
I see her fitting or a place on her position
But I'm telling her I need it
And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter
When we're speaking and we're meeting
I've got affectionate messages, you could read them
You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful until she sees it
Believes it, understands it more than physically
Mentally, and the way that I'm feeling
I could talk 10 years about the moment that we shared
The jokes that we had running
The places that we've been
The music we made together producing next to my bed
Then making my minor changes in reference to what she said
I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a mess
Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy
But she's there if I'm in need
While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees
You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting
Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a woman
Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my head
The sex is so accessible
One message or text and girls will get in your bed
She's tryna make it happen with photos and her events
I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her thing
And I don't know if it's the pressure
Where paper meets the passion and the pleasure
We all got a work to survive
So now she's popping up at shows
Taking pictures on her own
And at first it wasn't cool
But fuck it we let it go
Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way
She told me it was work and she was in some studio
Taking pictures and I just sighed
Some halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies
He ain't looking for no pictures
I know it's your profession
But read their intentions
They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that same session
And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our dreams
And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do
If I ain't feeding you
Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I speak to you
'Cause I don't have the right
Why should girls be punished for a male's dirty mind?
When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core
I mean how many men stop their women
From achieving what they can because
In secret they've been feelig insecure
And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her
Talent when I shoulda been supporting and promoting
Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a following
With everyone I knew
I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream
But instead of me to grow into the person that she needs
I acted like I couldn't see
And I don't mean to say this like I don't trust the girl
But how can I trust her if I don't trust myself?
And even girls can get tempted you know how it goes
What if she meets a bigger rapper when she's at a show?
What if he sees her backstage?
What if he selling lots?
What if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch?
That doesn't bother me, she really ain't material
It's all the little things they do that put the fear in you
What if he actually replies?
What if he phones her too?
What if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do?
What if he's listening, laughing, relating?
What if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
What he's trying to give her everything she needs
And expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
I shoulda helped her follow her dream
But instead I held her back and had her following me
And boys got a brave face so you'll never know
That hurts just as much when you let them go