Why ADHD Makes You Feel Broken
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In this video, we learn why ADHD can make individuals feel broken and how societal misconceptions and personal experiences contribute to this perception.
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00:00 - Introduction
02:30 - The issue with blaming yourself
03:25 - The aversion to blaming ADHD
07:00 - Internalizing the wrong lessons
09:49 - “You need to try harder”
11:42 - “I don’t know what’s wrong with me”
13:06 - “These flaws are mine and I must own them”
14:28 - Medication for ADHD
15:07 - Medication issues for women’s ADHD
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Bro Dr. K you need to see Dantes asap!! Watch his latest video
hello sir it might be to much to ask but can you make one video in hindi to show to my parents about ADHD i am telling them you they think its nothing can you make one video for your INDIAN friends you also know how indian parents are
Another great video from Dr. k (haven't watched it yet), but why is it common for your recent videos to change thumbnails 1 day after release?
@@ultimategd3 I have an inkling that it's something to game the algorithm. I've seen other channels change their video titles (and, more recently, thumbnails) sometimes as many as three or four times within the first 24 hours of uploading. I used to think they were correcting minor errors or such, but my guess now is that it bumps the video back up the home page feed again.
Could you possibly do a video on ADD and pregnancy? It has been so hard without medication and to also deal with pregnancy brain.
When trying my hardest was met with "You need to try harder" I reached the conclusion of "If trying my hardest isn't good enough, then trying isn't worth it"
Wait yes… perfectly worded my exact situation
my mom helped me so much with understanding that “your best” isnt crying at night stressing about school, its not shaking while handing in an assignment because you spent all night on it, its not crying during tests because my brain literally hurts. its doing what you can and stopping when its too much, its taking breaks and asking for help, its asking for an extension on the assignment, its writing down whatever you can think of even if its shit, because hurting yourself isnt your “best!”, its doing what your body can until it shows signs it cant.
i wouldve had a better time in middle school and highschool if i knew that my best wasnt supposed to hurt.
Yep, literally my school days
@@skipmanghondarg my youth....nothing quite like talking to 4 walls is the school system.
This was probably the catalyst for me giving up on even trying to write in English classes a lot after my 8th grade English teacher told me I could try harder on an essay I turned in at the very last minute/late bc I spent forever stressing over if it was good enough / how to make it better
When your parents clap back with the ‘oh, everybody has a little bit of ADHD, don’t worry’ and ‘excuses are like an asshole, everybody has one but nobody wants to hear it’
My mom said this to me a lot when I was a kid. She just got her diagnosis a few months ago, 4 years after me, at age 61...
my mom said this to me as well... until she realized her best friend doesnt have ANY of the symptoms and her brain is quiet. my mom was so mind boggled that all other people didnt have like 5 tracks going on in their brain at once she finally came around.
my mom said: if you cant do things like other kids.. maybe its beacuse you just arent as capable as them, maybe you shouldnt be so hard on yourself.
And then I had a lifetime of self esteem issues. I WISH my parents would have been like yours, atleast I wouldnt always have this silent voice in my head whispering that im inferior
Nope, you'd still feel inferior... you'd ALSO constantly feel it's YOUR personal fault
Explanations aren’t excuses.
As someone with inattentive type ADHD, that whole thing about "why don't you apply yourself more" basically sums up my experience throughout my school years.
I wasn't a bad kid in school, but I cannot tell you how many times I heard people say that I could be doing a lot better if "I just applied myself".
No one bothered to look into it, leading me to internalize this idea that there was something wrong with me, that I was broken or something, I didn't get diagnosed let alone evaluated for ADHD until I was 21.
Samesies. I believe my grandpa had the same ADHD I do because he was always at home watching TV, zoning out. My mom demonized his behavior as 'laziness' and it took me a long time to stop beating myself up for having similar tendencies. I'm not lazy, I just lack executive function and I need help lol
I swear every report card I got and every parent teacher interview was this same thing, "x could do so much better if he applied himself and stopped talking to other students"
If school was ACTUALLY interesting, there would be no problem for us! I can focus hours on end on reality cool subjects! Learning how to become a perfect disposable employee isn't engaging... It's depressing.
22 years old, last year I realized I have ADHD (already knew I have anxiety) treating anxiety now but I haven't found the right med that helps my adhd yet even tho I've tried adderall, was disappointed it didn't give me that "oh my gosh I can function now" like other ppl but maybe it's because I'm more inattentive than hyperactive I don't know, I'm trying strattera soon, really hope it works for me
Same! Always heard the whole you have so much potential if only you would XYZ.
I can CONFIDENTLY say that, after 2 years of therapy, medication and building the right environment, I NO LONGER have this problem. By the way, I was diagnosed at 26.
Congratulations!
I was recently diagnosed. I'm looking forward to the day I can repeat your words.
Your words are giving me extra confidence.
Ok, We want to know what you mean by therapy and building the right environment.
Was CBT enough? What Right environment meant for you?
@@MrSupernaturalLife I'm rooting for you!
@@diaboempessoa CBT with the right dose of med and therapy sessions once a week. By building the right environment, I mean eliminating every distraction you can and focusing on what works for you.
Here's an example: I used to be wake all night long because it was the moment I had peace from all sensory overload. I discovered by trial and error that waking up 2 or 3 hours before everyone helped me focus. I started the day and since it was still silence, when people starts to wake I was already producing.
But I have to say that it is a never ending process. I must keep an eye out to my thoughts and behavior, but it is way easier than when I started attending to therapy full of anxiety and depressed. Now I just go once a month to maintain the balance.
This would be great if the biggest distraction in my life wasn’t my own damn brain, tho the meds help a bit, they’re never strong enough, and I’m afraid of getting a higher dosage.
“Are we broken because we have ADHD, or do we have ADHD because we’re broken”
@@vigneshilangovans Geto plez
Yes?
Legit
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore"
Saturoooo sashineeee
I wasn't diagnosed until I was 32. I call growing up with undiagnosed ADHD "The gaslit childhood." It fucked me up personally but I think it gave me an extra perk in the parenting skill tree which is that I do not believe unintentional laziness exists. Laziness can only be chosen! It is often a smart natural choice made to preserve energy, recover, or heal; but if you aren't choosing it, it is something else. My job as a parent isn't to dictate how someone should live but to help them discover hacks that make "doing life" the easiest and most fulfilling FOR THEM. My way works for me, maybe not my kid. Growing up misunderstood has burned that into my soul. If my child seems "lazy" about something, we just haven't found the right way yet. Time to get creative! I often learn something about myself in the process.
Wow thats a really positive spin on it, and can see that helping.
wow, this made me emotional because i really wish my parents saw things like you do instead of always telling me that im lazy and that im the problem. as simple as it sounds, it’s so reassuring to hear a parent actually understanding that their kids might be different from them
@@tree4110 No offense to your parents, or maybe a little offense, but it's a skill issue. They can't think outside the box to find a different approach to something so they just call your approach "wrong" and call it a day. It's an ego thing too. Like I KNOW the way I see and live life isn't the "best" way. It's merely what's left that works for me after everything else I've tried didn't work as well. But shit, I haven't tried everything, nor would I presume it could work for someone else! So many parents see kids as extensions of themselves and therefore that they know best. Reproducing is already an inherently selfish act but some parents take that to the extreme.
I hope you find some people in your life who will support and encourage you for who you are and not who they expect you to be. There's nothing inherently wrong with you, just bad firmware applied by your original programmers 😁 Once you learn how to hack your own system you can get rid of it and apply those much needed updates you'll be golden. The selflove patch is an especially good one but it often requires the final frontal lobe hardware upgrade which only comes with age so don't fret if you are finding that patch isn't installing correctly just yet.
Gigachad answer, King!❤
This is how I want to raise my son too!
Gosh we need more fathers like you and less dudes who pay 18 000 Dollars on some Fake ass manliness bootcamp they also drag their kids to just to be screamed at.
@@aawillma bro who up spit fatzz and then dumped some programming too and that skill issue point was hard are you the primegen
my parents were on my ass about this and forced me to be productive, and I ended up harming myself. I wish I saw this earlier.
He drops these videos in the chronological order my life is going in & how I currently feel & it’s scary
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Hes a magician 😭
Same here.
same
Same!!!
So ADHD is why I cried for 2 days straight after drinking for the 1st time. I wasn't even that drunk but alcohol made me feel like a human being for the 1st time ever, because my brain and thoughts would feel *defective* 24/7. Alcohol does not fix anything in the long run though, and the ADHD predisposition to addiction is real, so try not to drink people...
huh
@@KASHTIRASWEEP alcohol helps with anxiety and adhd not like it's an actual solution though
@@C.S.Argudo Exactly, alcohol might be a temporary fix for some people but that's precisely why it's so unhealthy, the temporarity will make you feel worse afterwards, about yourself or in general.
Look into psychedelic therapy. Microdosing psilocybin mushrooms works for many people, and a guided macrodose session really quiets the "evil voices"
Hoo boy. Wish I realized this shit before I wasted a few of my best years. Sober now but I still dream of drinking and feeling my version of “functional.”
Oh look, it's me adding this to my saved videos to "watch later" because I want help but don't want it right now 💀
When are you going to watch it though? 💀
i swear everyone does that
Gotta love the, spending your entire childhood doing homework because it takes you 10x longer to do.
In my case it was the complete opposite, while most mid/high schoolers needed a few hours a day to do homework I did most of it in class. Found myself with too much free time, became addicted to videogames and eventually got kicked out of the house.
Extremes suck.
I did this through college lol mix this with auditory processing disorder (learn better reading text), and inattentiveness and you’ve got the perfect storm.
I realized this and decided to just not do the work. Did not work out amazingly.
@@Manuel-qk8uj extremes tend to suck indeed but I'd rather be done with things extra fast rather than extra long. This made school hell for me. I could never commit to work on anything because I knew I would get stuck and spend too much time
@@jonas8993 Personally I feel differently about this. I'd rather be busy all the time than bored all the time. Especially when I was a teenager. Being busy all the time is exhausting but at least you have some sense of purpose. At least that's how I see it.
Please make video where you deep dive into learned helplessness. This belief that "there's something fundamentally wrong with me" has been affecting me my whole life and I struggle to get out of this mental fallacy.
I’m learning more as I get older how harmful this has been for me and the perfectionist mindset I’ve carried around unconsciously my whole life. Even as after I’ve release a lot of the negative self talk I’ve learned throughout my life and became medicated, I still find these deep seated beliefs that even when I try my hardest, it’s not good enough, if I somehow managed things better and tried “harder” I can finally “get it together” and justify my existence. A book that’s recently helped me a lot is called “Time management for mortals”. I’m realizing I need to stop trying to be “perfect” (which implies there “perfect” people exist, which they don’t and how I’m comparing myself to something fake) and living in a freeze state and just put time and effort into doing my best, whatever that looks like
Yes please. Late diagnosis (52 as a woman) leaves so much of life devastated in the wake of not being like other people and basically not having a reason for it. I wanted to be diagnosed just to have a reason for how I am people wouldn't exhaust me by disagreeing with me over. But I discovered the stimulant calmly and gently works for me. I am kind of dumbfounded. In shock.
I know I have ADHD; I was diagnosed by a specialist. My sister, criticizing me for some things I informed her are symptoms of ADHD, said "Those aren't ADHD symptoms! That's just how you are!" FFS
She has ADHD too that's why she thinks it's normal (ADHD is highly genetic) 😭
@@darkfrost3115 She most definitely does not. My mom did though, I'm sure
I think both is wrong "thats just me" AND "thats ADHD" because the first gives you the whole responsibility but the second makes u unable to change anything. I personally prefer not talk to myself like "its my ADHD" I say "It's an outcome of me, not yet beeing able to manage this ADHD symptom" ... if that makes sence (english is not my first language😅)😅
@@lisaart5301 Yeah I agree. I'm not saying I can't try to modify my behavior. But I also think she should take that into account and not just deny it's a symptom of ADHD when it's a very well-known one. She said it in a very contemptuous way and has made many other statements making it clear she considers it a defect of my character, and is angry about decades of it when she never said a word about it till now. Just since I wrote this comment she said "I feel held hostage in conversation with you" as if she had no agency or ability to say anything. That was true with our mother, and I believe she's projecting that old pain onto me now. I'm afraid she's turned out with quite a narcissistic personality style that I didn't recognize until recently. She's not trying to understand me or work things out between us; I think she's stressed about other things and taking it out on me, just like our mom did.
I was brought to tears when you said that kids that get diagnosed with depression first have a 3% chance of getting diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when I was 15-16 and wasn’t diagnosed with ADHD until I was about 26-27. Thank you so much for the content that you put out! It really has validated a lot of things that I’ve been feeling throughout my life. I am 29 now and I am trying my best to get my life together. It’s really hard, but I know I can do it!
You’re not alone I was one of those “smart kids” that hit a wall. My younger brother has autism and adhd so he took up the majority of the attention when it came to “issues” plus I was always successful in school with no effort and popular. My parents are legitimately 10/10 parents and once I started having severe problems I got diagnosed with depression but my dad wanted to keep searching. Turns out I have adhd. I did nuerotherapy for a year and it helped but it’s like 400$ a week! After that I got put on foccalin and it made me feel TERRIBLE to the point I had a mental breakdown just about a week or 2 ago. I found Dr.K along with other CZcamsrs and a fire was lit. Since then I’ve stopped smoking weed and gambling and I have a new found passion for psychology (switching my major tmr.) the number one thing I’ve been doing to help me with my mood is getting up as early as possible and running hills. It clears my mind and gives me the dopamine boost I need to take on the day. It’s only been a week or 2 but I’d recommend it. Im rooting for you! Im 22 btw
Being forced to sit still all day in school as a hyperactive kid almost destroyed my spirit. The strong correlation between ADHD and depression totally makes sense.
Not to mention we feel boredom way way more than normal people. It's literally torture
“If you just applied yourself you’d do so much better” that just took me back to middle school, I’m 24 now still not diagnosed with anything and I’m doing fine, mostly. But man that phrase felt like being shot with a bullet
"You're such a smart kid... - if you would just try..."
Put me in a room of IQ 100s. Any subject, doesn't matter. I'll outperform them with little to no effort because the material will be dumbed down.
Put me in a room of 130s and 140s I'll feel intellectually equal but will probably underperform by a significant margin unless I'm really passionate about the subject.
I visited Harvard/MIT a few years after I graduated from a state university and was like "this is probably where I should have gone, these are my peers, but I just never had the desire or motivation to do the work to get here."
"You have to live up to your potential!"
Darn, it still hurts. Even the tone was perfect in the delivery of this line.
My entire time at school, my whole family and almost all the teachers I had kept telling me that.
"Could do better" on every reports for 15 years.
I managed to get a bachelor, and to be frank, I'm not using it professionally.
Heck, I'm actually unemployed at the moment, in therapy, and taking steps to accept who I truly am in order to help my neurodivergent kids have an easier life than I had.
I'm 42, I was diagnosed with ADHD when i was 13 and then again at around 32. I'm now 42 and have been waiting for over two years to be rediagnosed as having ADHD because they won't use my other diagnoses.
I've wondered if I do have ADHD or if I'm just useless because why is it so hard for someone to agree to help me?.
Also, people roll their eyes when you tell them you have ADHD. They say it's not real, which makes me question if it is real as so many people disbelieve. It's embarrassing and makes me feel ashamed, like I'm making excuses.
When I was diagnosed in the early 90s, literally no one thought it was real. My teachers would say it's just an excuse. You're just a bad kid.
Listening to you helps.
i’m sorry you went and are still going through this, it must be very difficult
@tree4110 Thank you. It's difficult to try and deal with without any help. It's extremely frustrating that it's so hard to get help. I do think people are being overly diagnosed with ADHD so now there is an even bigger stigma and even longer waiting lists. I feel autism is being over diagnosed as well, my 22yr old has autism, his nursery teachers notice it when he was around 3yrs old, I had just turned 20 when I had him and had never been around babies or toddlers so I didn't notice anything. But the nursery was very concerned.
He wasn't verbal until he was 7/8yrs old, he was statemented by the government as a child's so they have to pay the schools he went to a lot of extra money for h3lp for him, he's now in college. Anyway, he is autistic, but now my 14-year-old son has been diagnosed with autism! He's literally not lol, he is the most outgoing, social kis around, he has his own personality and doesn't try to follow others personality, I just don't believe it, I do however think he has ADHD, ashes behaviour is identical to mine when I was a kid.
The system is just so messed up. It's all just so stressful and frustrating. I'm from the UK, and we really don't have much help here when it comes to mental health, the help we do have or that I have received is rubbish and it's not getting better it's getting worse.
Sorry for the rant.
Just remember that adhd is really well understood and that medication is incredibly effective. No one says depression isn’t real but ADHD as a treatment more effective than depression. No one says PTSD isn’t real even though treatment is pretty difficult and controversial.
@@babybluecheekstheres also the argument that we know more about both adhd and autism and less people are falling through the cracks so people are appropriately getting diagnosed now. its still incredibly difficult for adult women to be diagnosed as neurodivergent, and as children they likely arent going to be diagnosed either because the diagnostic criteria for both were based almost 100% on men and boys. i find it encouraging that more people are being diagnosed and getting the help they need, because someone who isnt struggling will not be even considered for diagnosis.
@@babybluecheekscareful about not believing your son's autism diagnosis. It is a spectrum after all. It is obvious to notice when a kid is very non-verbal or weird, but many people can seem "normal" and outgoing and still be autistic. I haven't been diagnosed yet, but I strongly suspect I'm on the spectrum, and I was also an extroverted kid and all that, so my family and friends have a hard time wrapping their heads around the fact I may be autistic.
Oh and I also suspect I have adhd, which is way easier to see since I've had all the usual problems from school and even now at uni. But of course, family still sees it as just being lazy and "if only you applied yourself more".
So yeah, you should inform yourself on autism, you might be surprised on how wide of a spectrum it is. It is being diagnosed more now, but it's because more and more people are getting informed and it's less stigmatized nowadays too. Dr. K has some videos on autism that you could watch.
TLDR: If your parents don’t understand that you have ADHD, it is very easy for them to fall into the trap of saying “I know you can do better.” Even if they are superhuman, it’s the most natural thing for them to think and say.
I am insanely lucky and have parents that love me unconditionally, are together, and do everything they can to make they succeed. They didn’t know I had ADHD while I was in school, and fell into the same trap of saying “I know you can do better.” In fact, it’s the thing they told me the most in order to encourage me while I was struggling. And after a conversation like that, I would try my best, for a week or two. Then I would fall back into what seemed to me like intentional laziness and procrastination. In fact, even stating that point right now that ADHD was (and still is) the problem, I feel like it’s wrong due to that conditioning. I hate saying it. Which ended up being a massive part of why I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 19-20.
What I’m saying is that even in the best case scenario, with the best parents you could hope for. If they don’t know you have ADHD, it’s sooooo easy for them to fall into those same words of encouragement. Saying that you have more in the tank when you’re struggling to get the grades you want, and at times breaking down due to the stress of it all.
There was once a time in 10th grade where I just gave up entirely on doing all homework. I just couldn’t do it anymore. I couldn’t keep up the pace. So I lied to my parents saying that it was alright, as my scores were actively dropping. It took nearly a whole semester for them to notice. I don’t know how I hid it for so long, but then again, I hid almost everything I did wrong from them in an attempt to please them. It took almost the whole rest of the year to catch up, and keep up with the new work that was being assigned. I had the opportunity back then to meet with my teachers after almost every class to describe what work I am doing, and to fact check it with them. They helped me lay out a path which forced me to stay on track. I am not exaggerating when I say that if it weren’t for any one of those people in my life, I would’ve failed all of those classes that year. Keep the people who want to help you close, and they can force you to put in the effort you need into something you don’t want to do.
And so lonely. I was thinking about it just today since my morning started.
I hope you feel better. X
When I was in elementary school, the way my teachers dealt with my ADHD , was to clean out an old janitor's closet and put me in it by myself. There were days when they didn't even feed me. I wasn't the only one they treated like this either.
Dude I know you know this already but I want you to hear it from someone else today: That was NOT okay. There was nothing wrong with you that they couldn't have found a compassionate way to help. They tried to make you feel worthless and that was bullshit because you were not worthless then and you aren't now. If you ever feel like looking back at your own behavior and thinking they had a point, stop. Nothing you ever did made you deserving of that. Ever. You deserved compassion and love and patience and human respect. I'm so sorry.
That so not cool sorry you had to go through that. How long did you spend in the solitary confinment and how did it affect you!?
Matilda? U got thrown in the chokey?
Funny that I started watching Doctor K’s videos thinking he was showing me all the places I’m broken… to realize later it was ADHD
Easy. Because when things feel like they are getting better because you created a system were you can handle stuff, the people around you try to push you further and try to influence you to reject the things that makes you happy.
Guard your system!
Getting diagnosed as an adult really gave me a huge relief from this belief that something in me (x) was broken. But at the same time, old habits die hard... So I feel like I'm at this impasse that is hard to move on from. But I am making progress
I’m so glad I clicked on this video. Im 35 and my parents are alcoholics, and you just mapped my entire life issues. I can never reason with them. Their rejection towards mental illness has really hurt my perception
For my ADHD, stimulants work but the comedown is so damn harsh that it negates any positive benefit. I ended up with psychosis with one med. Nonstimulant meds barely do anything. It's frustrating.
I've found a few things. One to be to take the lowest dose possible where it's barely noticeable. If I notice a big stimulation, it's too much and the comedown is noticeable
Also the med makes a big difference. Vyvanse works WAY better (d Amp vs L amp isomer) than adderal for me. Same with focalin working better than Ritalin
Have you tried smoking weed at all?
If so, how does that impact your ADHD?
@@JadebonesI’ve smoked weed. I didn’t like it. It just makes me lazier and less focused and hungry.
That rlly sucks because I’m on the highest dose of stimulants and it works wonders and even when they wear off I still feel good effects. Don’t give up on it fully, it could be that you just need a lower dose.
I would try a different medication and possibly a lower dose. I personally hate adderall, it makes me angry and gives me really bad mood swings/depression, I didn’t think it was worth the side effects. Dyanavel has been the most effective for me with the least noticeable comedown. I just have to be mindful about my coffee consumption
To chime in with my experience, I dealt poorly with medication the first time I was prescribed it but in the long run it still helped me a massive amount. It didn't magically get rid of the shame, but it did give me more immediate evidence that I really do have ADHD and has let me work through it doubting myself significantly less than I did previously.
I have finally got my diagnosis after YEARS of thinking I’m “broken”. Now I have to find the balance of taking responsibility and blaming my adhd. Having to relearn all that’s is exhausting. Thank you for making this video, it was very good and resonated with me
saved to Watch Later
I'm gonna watch 2 hour videos of a guy playing horror games while I haven't slept yet and it's 7 am ... and still dont have time to watch dr k video😂
That's rookie numbers, I've had three watch later playlists with different tiers of priority
...it overwhelmed me (duh), so after some merging I've stuck with 2: one where I just throw things into for mental relief and forget about them (until I check it out once a year and close away in horror), and the other one which I made a priority to clear as fast as possible
That Picard story was taken from 1984. I also loved it
8:34 That's actually a reference to the torture scene in 1984, a highly recommended book by George Orwell
I think the biggest thing that dissuade me from discussing my ADHD is how flanderised it is in culture. much like autism and sociopathy prior, it’s very in chic to claim you have a mental disorder to justify weird personality quirks. I swear some of the most heavy-handed examples of any of these today come from people who self diagnose, completely steering the narrative.
Not everyone with mental illness live a country that provides good healthcare, i was in denial too for having ADHD and am in a spectrum but youtube vids helped me to recognize myself so I don't agree to dismiss people who self diagnose.
Being against self diagnosis is a privileged first world take
How do you know those people actually have just "weird quirks"? Not all people with ADHD are actively suffering
lol the biggest thing that dissuades me from discussing ADHD is the fact nobody believes you may have it as an adult in my country so I could not get a diagnosis in the first place. now even when I have it by stroke of luck I still can't get any help expt for videos like those or to be open about it with most people bc it's not like having diagnosis would change anyone's mind. getting official diagnosis got me absolutely nothing. self-diagnosis on the other hand was useful. so no self-diagnosis is not a problem.
also I wish I could have such faith in the medical profession to actually believe doctors are gonna be right abt everything and just give up your own health and well-being in someone else's hands just bc you think you cannot trust your own judgement and check information yourself. seems like too much of a gamble to me.
When I stopped making myself feel bad for learning slower than my peers, being “lazy” I started to realize I actually love living slowly.
Learning about indigenous cultures helped me realize this. Work smarter not harder. But colonizers came in and said “this isn’t productive enough, you guys are all lazy”. No they had it figured out.
when you have ADHD, but also physical health issues that add to it being hard to focus, so that ADHD meds, and therapy isn't enough.
hey friend, youre not alone (ADHD and POTS here among my grocery list of diagnoses)
Mmm, chronic pain and ADHD combo. Delicious.
I think “learned helplessness” is not apt wording. It sounds like a phrase made up by a psychologist, not someone who experiences it.
I think something like “learned inadequacy” or… something like that… makes more sense. Like my ego (sense of self) has adopted “not enough” as a core feature of my identity.
It’s not that I think nothing I can do will help, it’s that I’ve learned that no matter what I try, no matter how hard I try, what I do will not be good enough. There is no right answer. There is no way to succeed. And oh man, am I already wincing at the consequences.
learned helplessness is a psychology term lol.. you sorta said its definition with "I’ve learned that no matter what I try, no matter how hard I try, what I do will not be good enough". the term refers to the feeling that you are bad at something or anything you do with respect to that thing is futile as a result of people telling you as such- in reality, you could be great at that thing but due to your bad introduction to it you don't even try.
@@friedyt you’ve missed my point.
@@stephenie44 in what way? im just saying learned helplessness was the correct term to use
@@friedyt and my point was, psychologists tend to name things from the outside looking in, and the term doesn’t resonate with my experience, even though I’ve been labeled with it a few times in therapy.
Learned helplessness means, to use the specific term, that a person believes they are unable to control the situation even if the opportunity is there. To use myself as an example, I don’t have learned helplessness. I do believe I can control my surroundings and I have done it plenty of times! But every time I do, I get told “Great! Now do this next step” and that’s the problem. Why is there a next step? Why does there have to be a next step every single time? Can’t this first attempt be good enough? That’s what I think the original comment may be saying. It isn’t learned helplessness in this case because you can help yourself and you possibly have before. It’s learned inadequacy because every time you help yourself someone or something tells you it isn’t enough. That what you’ve done to help yourself is “inadequate”. Please correct me if I’m wrong though! I’ll always take criticism.
I have been on a journey of discovery over the past couple weeks, finally learning from my therapist that I've likely had ADHD all this time and never knew it. Now I'm this far into adulthood, feeling like I've squandered so many years failing to accomplish anything I try to do. I'm just sad that I can't really get any of that time back when I could've probably done so much more if I had just gotten the right help.
8:10 My mom told me for years that it is my fault that the power bill is so high. In the end it was the 35 year old freezer's and 100 watt lamps' fault. After replacing them we saved like 1/3 of power.
0:38 Well, that summarized my mental chatter about 90% of the time.
The irony is that people online tell us that we're just using our ADHD (or insert other diagnosis here) as an excuse and blaming that instead of taking responsibility/accountability for our failures.
In reality, it's mostly the opposite, and I wish more people knew that.
YES I was just thinking about this.. I finally understand where the problems I've been having my entire life originate. Diagnosed as combined as an adult (27) after a month of Dr. K's guide and Dr. Russell Barkley, and I cannot tell my "normal" friends because their eyes glaze over when I start lecturing about executive function. They see it as an excuse for behavior. Many don't believe ADHD is even real let alone genetic (dad and brother diagnosed). But really I blame myself for all of my ADHD-related failings, past and present. I see leaving it unmanaged as a moral failure, and getting it under control is a matter of life and death.
I decided that if I care what others think, the best way forward is paradoxically to stop caring what they think, and don't tell them squat. Instead I am going to follow proven strategies for managing it, and show I was right all along by the results of my effort.
I have this feeling this also maps onto ASD. I have been recently diagnosed at the age of 42. While education was my strong side (it was structured in a way my brain understood well) the rest of things in life were so hard. And I've felt shame about it and have spent years of therapy trying to remove that shame. I've also been suspecting ASD since 4 years ago so I've learnt a lot from the experience of a few ASD youtube creators. Getting a diagnosis has helped a lot supporting the building of new beliefs that I am not imagining things, I am not making excuses, I am not lazy, I am not rude... I am simply different. I've come really far trying to adjust to the society. Now I need to learn to how and who to ask for help and understanding. For the whole life I've known certain things about myself but I lacked the vocabulary of ever concepts to describe it to people around. I've felt like burden because of that cause I've seen that people found me difficult but could not do anything about it no matter how hard I tried.
I am suspecting that I might have ADHD as well since my motivation is a very strange animal. This is something that has not been on my radar for a long time since I am an opposite of hyperactive and I like routines and structures and systems etc. But paradoxically, I sometimes really suck at "feeling" motivation to even do the things I've repeated for a long time and that felt good. The prime example is how I am with food. I love eating the same thing for weeks or even months until suddenly I cannot stand it and need something new. The process of looking for this something new is always hard. It's like a switch between the states of hating new things and loving new things.
This! This is so much my experience. The main difference is that I was diagnosed ADHD first at 35 after a life of struggling. I only stumbled into the ASD component after my niece was diagnosed. The overlap of symptoms between the two is quite large, and the ADHD diagnosis and treatment helped a lot of issues, but not all of them.
The issue you describe about not being able to make yourself do things that you know you enjoy is definitely an ASD thing that I struggle with as well. Look into PDA if you haven't already - it's a developing topic and there's a lot of misinformation out there about it, but it definitely sums up my experience. Once something becomes a "task" my brain does everything it can to avoid it for as long as possible. Even if it's something I logically know I'll enjoy doing. I just can't make myself do the thing, which often leads to cancelling plans to do things that make me feel good.
Before I really understood what was happening, I'd tell people things like "thanks for making me come out and do this, I knew I'd really enjoy it, but I just didn't want to and almost cancelled". Which probably didn't make a lot of sense to them, but that's how my brain works.
Still working through strategies on how to best function in a neurotypical world, but having information, direction, and a good therapist helps. Best of luck with your journey!
@@bryanmorris3545 I know about PDA and it resonates strongly in many areas of my existance. I was taught to force myself but the cost is huge. Currently I don't have any solid strategies and I am working more on letting go stuff and observing when I naturally start to do things.
Since I've been diagnosed recently I've never worked with anyone with neurodivergency in mind. However, since public health care fails me in this area, I've looked on my own and found therapist outside of public system who seems promising given my issues and the point of life I am in (my brain refuses to let me go back to my current job and my own bussiness that I was working on for a while isn't there yet). I've sent her my diagnosis details so she has the background for my situation and we will start on 3rd of July.
While I've done a lot of self-development on my own and psychology has become my special interest right away, life requires of me to speed things up and I need some aid. The most important thing for me is that the specialist that is about to help me knows at least as much as I do on the topic. That's why I'm moving away from public health care in the first place since it took them 4 years to let get a diagnosis (they didn't understand why I need it in the first place) and now that I've got it I don't think they get the point in life I am in. I am tired of explaining everything from scratch each time hoping that they take me seriously or even listen to me.
That sounds more like autism, not ADHD, but they are pretty similar.
@@sophie-dd7wg That's exactly the point of the previous comments. ASD = autism spectrum disorder.
When I was dignosed as a preteen girl we were told that ADHD is "a learning disability you grow out of" it wasn't until 20 years late that I learned the truth. I thought for years that I had grown out of it plus I'm hyposensesitive due to my Cerebral Palsy.
I just discovered this channel 2 days ago and already it's helping me. I really relate to the way the content creator explains things. So many videos just reiterate the same old information, but this doctor has the capacity to articulate problems and resolutions, which apply to everyday life experiences and scenarios, like no one else I've listened to. Thank you so much. I'm looking very forward to learning more from this channel because it is helping me to improve the quality of my life. 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
the whole “if you just applied yourself” and the feeling of “there is something wrong with me” i feel has lead me into thinking “i need a diagnosis or else i am just not good enough fundementally”
it really sucks because i know i couldve strived in an environment that was better for me, but the world isnt made that way, so i just have to get used to this shitty world. since i was small ive heard that infuriating quote “thats just how the world is, get used to it” but i never wanted to get used to a world where i feel physically pain (headaches and emotional pain usually in my chest) because of how unfair it is.
i’m going through the process of getting diagnosed right now, i hope it can give me more understanding and freedom to actually say “its not my fault” so people can get off my ass
Just got diagnosed last week, thank you for continuing to put out relevant content!
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Look, I love the ADHD content and it's changed the way I understand myself, but it doesn't help me act better. I still don't know what to do. I had really hoped for the Dr.K guide to "ADHD & doing stuff" would give me answers but honestly I didn't find it helpful action wise.
Anyone else feel the same?
Wish he would do like a comprehensive 5-hour "okay so here's what you do"
FRRRR BRO. Like I understand what the symptoms are but how do I get myself to do good things for myself??
I have to cover chat with another window because it's so distracting when I'm trying to watch Dr. K
thank you i have adhd i was diagnose as a kid and sense then have grown more and more depress and detach from the world, and you gave me the one thing i need to hear.
I go to the VA and they diagnosed me with anxiety and depression. My counselor outright said that I must not want to improve badly enough. They refuse to consider anything other than anxiety and depression.
Well, either they are right but suck at their job, or they're wrong and the right diagnosis will help.
I have been trying to explain this entire video to my psychiatrist for years. I went undiagnosed for ADHD as a kid, now diagnosed with MDD because I believe there is something wrong with me. I have no problem identifying it when not catastrophizing but cannot seem to state it correctly. Will be sending this over to her Monday thank you DR.K for explaining this as a professional
Thanks for sharing. Always a good reminder. As someone who wasn’t diagnosed with severe ADHD until their mid-twenties, it is and will remain a process. But the late diagnosis fucks you up, as unwinding the shame spindle and detangling reality from your memories is at times dehabilitating.
Thanks for what you do homie
Being a gifted girl from an abusive household f'cked me up so hard. I was smart and behaved well (out of fear of my mother) so no one ever noticed anything. Now I live with this internal dialogue between me seeing the potential and me feeling like I can't live up to it.
Just watched your vid on the viewer interview about weed, I haven’t seen much content about psychedelics and would love to see some. They’ve changed my life and it’d be really cool to see something more about them
I'm 21 at the moment and don't think I have ADHD, but listening to Dr K speaking about it, sounded almost exactly like my life😮
This is so important. What you say is so true... Kind of described my life.
I'm 50 years old and just starting to accept myself as i am. In my youth, this was not Adhd was not even in nobody's tough. I had a family with a performance complex and yeah I was the looser there. Not putting enough effort in nothing. Didn't had addiction apart of affectiv dependency and they divorced I was 6 and they had very bad partners. At school I was beaten up because of my difficulty and differences. I was very welcoming and sweet child. I never liked violence or bitching people. This from 8 to 13 years old at different levels. Last one... A girl wanted to push me down a 12' cliff saying I was going to die. I moved back to my mother this day..1 month later my sweet sister brought this girl to my mom place to continue intimidation.
And I'll not talk about my 14-21 with my mom's new boyfriend maniaco depress. Horrible. So I spent a long part of my life trying to be normal, heartbroken depressiv. Standing back up again and again to protect my childrens the right way and telling them they are perfect as they are. Not controlling them life. So proud of them.
Proud of myself too...
I just graduated last week for the first time in my life as a grafic designer.
Thanks for this.
Helping me a lot to understand what's wrong with me or them😂❤🎉
I was diagnosed when I was about 7 and then it got forgotten about and I went on with my life. I'm now almost 35 years old and since learning more about ADHD I am able to understand much more about myself and why I am the way I am. It's been incredibly empowering. Thanks, Dr. K.
I don't usually comment but i am compelled to.
I've been struggling with ADHD my entire life and my 6 year old was recently diagnosed as well and it's been really tough. I never realized until right now that perhaps everything I have gone though in my own diagnosis was to prepare me for her so that I could be there for her and understand what she's going through as she grows into adolescence and beyond. I feel like my entire perspective has shifted. Thank you for your continued information and inspiration.
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You helped me fix my life with information thank you
Godsend timing and video. Thank you!
42 and recently diagnosed with ADHD. Have had depression, addiction, anxiety since I was a teen. I was “smart” when I was younger, applied myself like an animal for a short period of time. When that didn’t work or even help, I just gave up. Stopped trying bc why keep trying just to keep hearing from everyone that it’s not enough? It was a lot easier (& more fun honestly) to lean in to the “lazy”. Luckily my daughter is nothing like me. But no matter what she did/does, I NEVER have and NEVER will tell her shes not trying hard enough or applying herself enough.
Diagnosed at 10 and not once has ADHD made me feel broken. It's been the world around me, blaming me for things I'm unable to control. 100%
I recall my teacher telling my parents on how I would run around the classroom when we were all getting settled for the lesson. She thought I had ADHD, so after resigning to herself that she will have a ADHD student she announced to the classroom to sit on their seats for the workbook lesson. Everyone, including me, went to their seats and began doing the workbook. This surprised my teacher since she expected me to keep running around. I recalling wanting to keep running around, but I listened to her. I guess my parents training me to sit around the dinner table with my favorite foods helped in that regard.
I was diagnosed as a kid with ADD and was immediately put on concerta and after 4 years in the medication I had developed every symptom short of death and my grades never improved.
Turns out I was bored and being forced to learn in ways that were not valuable to me. When I got to my junior and senior year I did tech prep classes and more or less stopped taking notes and paying attention in classes and my grades and information retention skyrocketed.
Yes to final recap, please! Especially if you're including the post-show social media stuff, cuz I'm so here for all the juicy gossip but I don't have time to hunt it all down, and frankly I'd rather here about it from you guys anyway! 😁
I’m a female with adhd and it’s been hell, having a stable routine and not drinking or doing drugs as a coping mechanism are crucial … I could’ve run my life to the ground. I’m so thankful now
I was a straight A student, being “clever” can hide your ADHD to an extent but I always felt weird, different and also blamed myself for everything and still do. I have struggled finding my identity as an adult. Realising most of my quirks were actually symptoms and this has led me to a really big crisis
35 year old (36 in July), and I got diagnosed 2 years ago. Still struggling a ton, but MAN did it make a difference to finally understand why it always felt like I was running in place for so many years.
Getting a job isn't the hard bit.. It's maintaining a job and being stable for long enough to do so! Does anybody know if there are any courses on that??
Thanks for your work dr k ❤😊
Failing so many times before being diagnosed with ADHD as a 52yo woman is hard to get my head around. I was fairly early diagnosed with depression and PTSD then anxiety, so called everything that stopped me from doing XYZ "my depression". But apart from interrupting the worst of the depression the meds didn't not make my normal anything like other people's normal. But first day of stimulant meds and I felt quiet and focused in my mind and comfortable in my body in the morning. My whole life if I woke up feeling able to focus and good in my body I called a friend or family to celebrate. Now it comes in the form of a pill. And although I jump from task to task I get many tasks done and my environment is moving from bomb site on a rubbish dump to clearing and organising different areas of it. On the 3rd day I hung up some of my dresses and ordered them by colour. It made me happy.
This video was so helpful, thank you for everything !Really appreciate you.
I stopped feeling broken when I realised I can outperform my peers in other aspects of life, whenever I'm met with the "why can't you do better" attitude my response is always "why can't you? I have a neurological disorder and can smoke you in X or Y, you should be much further in life considering your lack of obstacles".
Glad that you made this video shorter, tried showing one of your other ADHD videos to my ADHD wife and she couldn't watch it because it was like 30 minutes.
I’m a therapist specializing in cPTSD and neurodiversity: this is the best depiction of how ADHD affects development that I have seen on CZcams. Thanks for this.
6:33 haha imagine having friends as an adhd kid
Even getting to know more and more that maybe this isn't just because of lazyness (that I did not get out the best of my talent in all these years)... I still feel miserable and think it is my fault. Trying to get more sh*t done... always falling back. But never losing hope. Thank you so much for your work. I stumbled across you because of the Interview with - ya, you know it - Thor. :) Greetings from Germany!
This literally explained my life! Thank you So much, you have helped me a lot through ADHD and Overthinking and so much more Dr! Love from India.
So when I asked it was, "You have a demon in your soul that you're unwilling to get rid of because you like magical thinking" and that really cracked everything.
Female.
Diagnosed at age 6.
Meds until 17.
No help what so ever after that.
Homeless, eats from a dumpster.
Yeah, having ADHD has been very hard. Even more so for the past 3 1/2 years, I lost everything over time.
When I was a kid and they put me on ritalin, it literally made me sit in my seat in school lol, which I was unable to do before. I was on meds for a year. I haven't been medicated since. As an adult, I'm not hyper like I was as a kid, I think, because I keep myself isolated. When I am around groups of people, on the rare occasions, I get hyper and feel slightly out of control, like I will be talking nonsense and think to myself "stop talking, you're talking nonsense just stop" but I can't seem too. So, I prefer to avoid that embarrassment and keep myself to myself.
Does anyone else do this? Or is this just a me thing?.
this doesnt have much to do with this video but i wanna say that the way you carry yourself in conversations and your professionalism is really inspiring to me, honestly makes me want to be a therapist
Lolll I just watched that episode of TNG the other day, very much enjoyed the reference thank you!
It took me way to long to learn there is nothing wrong with doing something, getting bored, and switching gears. I used to identify it as having a lack of discipline and I just don't work as hard as everyone else. Really we have a super power and that's to learn things in a short time, being versatile, willingness to explore new things etc lots of people have problems with change but we embrace it and excel with novelty. We're just different it's not that we're worse.
I get told all the time that everything is my fault and that i should fix it. I blame myself constantly for everything that happens in my life , i try to take as much responsibility for myself as possible so i can grow as best as i can and become a brilliant individual but, this has opened my eyes to me neglecting my ADHD even more.
I have Cerebral Palsy this is relatable it’s the hardest part of having a diagnoses.
Already saw all of this when it was on a stream but decided to watch the edited/ polished up version today because it's of course so applicable to my life. He even uses at 7:21 the example of being taught that when you do things right it's actually wrong like alcoholic parents being abusive and you're doing extra to be extra careful to be a good kid and you're blamed anyway, which of course is my life story with one of my parents (abusive alcoholic mom with narcissistic rage was my main caregiver) on top of having the ADHD classic issue of being taught I'm not living up to my potential and that i need to work harder. There was even evidence of it because i used to get straight A's but then in high school i struggled so much to complete enough of my homework and started to get bad grades. I had both going on.
I mean this also made me not trust myself about my sexual orientation (I'm very much asexual) because everyone I'm society would say "everyone has a sex drive and intrinsic sexual desire" and "the only sexual orientations are gay, straight or bi" so instead of trusting my own lack of feeling that i started to believe i must be one of those and i just need to figure out how to not be a broken straight person or maybe I'm bi somehow but confused or... maybe i just don't get what thing I'm feeling is actually sexual attraction. Yeah. No.
Doubting myself and feeling shame has been a lifelong difficult thing. I'm definitely gaining confidence in myself and shedding some of the shame over time. I finally was diagnosed with ADHD at age 30. I started to suspect it age 28 ish. I'm 34 now. I'm an out and proud asexuality activist. Etc. My life is so much different than it once was. But this is all still hard.
Got diagnosed in 4th grade. They ignored the doctors and didn't tell me. I got diagnosed with CPTSD, Depression, and ADHD in my late 20's. I was held to a very high standards. A's and B's or I was grounded and not just report cards. Assignments, tests, quizzes. A 'C' grade meant I was grounded. I was never allowed to fail. The self hatred and depression ate me for years. On ADHD meds, things have been SO MUCH BETTER. My house is cleaner than it's ever been and it's not like spotless, but I can *regularly* do chores now. I can do things outside of what I absolutely must do right now. Getting re-diagnosed as an adult was the best thing that has happened to me.
It also definitely helped the depression, but so did therapy and a short stint on SSRI's that helped me level out before I got the ADHD diagnosis
It’s so messed up because I just feel my brain fighting me and I’m. Stuck in this cycle that just deteriorates with each failure. Now I’m at the point where I’m almost 30 and between my depression/hopelessness + me being an adult it’s seriously difficult for me to receive help and or see it all the way through. Not to mention the amount of times I have to change therapist
I just really hope people are able to get the help they need early in the future cuz I don’t wish this on my worst enemy.
I just wanted to thank you for the work that you are doing. Whether you are religious man or not I truly feel like you are doing the work my God wants you to. you are rationalizing our thoughts from an empathetic standpoint almost every time I play a video I break down crying because it’s so hard for me to express my feelings and you put it in the way or you’re basically reading my mind it makes it so much easier for me to get over that hurdle, and admit to myself these things. you truly do understand us. you were in the right field of work and we are so thankful for you.
11:32 Oop. Always heard that in school and home. They just kept telling me that I wasn't applying myself and had to make more of an effort to do it. They were always like you can play games for X amount of hours but can't pay attention in math class and such. 😅
Late diagnosed (54) female here, also Autism. This Video is talking of me it seems! Since years on/off Fluctin for Serotonin, now new since two months Vyvanse. Helps me A LOT with starting to do things I should do and not being blocked all the time. But still I am trapped in a „Dopamin hunt“ as I call it. I wish I could do more about it!
8:50 Gul Madred (the Cardassian who tortured Picard) was SO good in "Chain of Command," and it shows how people can stay so calm and mentally manipulate us.
You forgot to mention that Picard was so close to breaking at the end because Gul Madred took away Picard's only hope of escape (telling him his crew perished at Minos Korva). Only when he knew he was being rescued did he say his famous line.
It was restored hope that gave him that strength and certainty.
Picard even told Troi, "I would have told him anything. Anything at all. But more than that, I believed that I could see five lights."
If Picard could be broken, so can we.
Bro you literally call me out directly every video XD FML
Thank you for the informative content
Even if one is not clinically depressed, untreated ADHD in itself is depressing because it prevents you from being able to accomplish that which everyone else seems to accomplish with ease. It makes it hard to function in such a rigid society. Over time, these things can lead to a sad state of affairs, which creates a sadness within you. I think this also applies a lot to of older people, like myself, who weren't diagnosed early on. As a child, and during decades of adulthood, I was frustrated much of the time, with myself, because I didn't understand that I had ADHD; just as he explains in this video.
Woman diagnosed with ADHD at 30, although I knew it already when I was 16 but was denied the medical care ✨
The hardest part for me is despite my efforts in working past the comments like "just focus why do i have to sit on you to get it done" "its not that hard just do it" or the one i have to fight myself from saying to my self "idiot just fudging get it done so people will stop the badgering you over a SIMPLE TASK that is just 5 seconds but to me is like why dose it matter so much? I am on the spectrum and adhd sooo ya i have quite a few memorys of trying but to me it did not matter. I know it did/dose matter and i have learned to just do it and try not to hate myself over it. Anger at my self over what i now know is not my fault is a task but at least i know now that i am not the broken one just a one off printing compared to most, i am not alone in my struggles.
Thank you
My ADHd manifest in not remembering small things I focus on. It fucking sucks but it is what it is. I am very conscious of where I put important things
Very englighting, thanks.
100%. This is so on point