I did ayahuasca deep in the Amazon jungle. They tell you to ask mother ayahuasca for something before you drink it. I asked for greater patience and understanding. During the experience I crossed over to a place where there was nothing physical. I was terrified because I couldn’t find my body. I thought I was dead. Then a voice came to me and said “don’t worry you are visiting me in my home”. The voice was so comforting that it immediately calmed me down. We then revisited my life and how I could have responded differently to people and situations. When the shaman woke me up after 3 hours I felt my consciousness renter my body. It felt like a whooosh. It was the most amazing experience and has changed me forever
@@user-fc8vv3vu2b travel to iquitos Peru and start asking around. On the internet you will westernized resorts charging thousands for 1 week. You can find locals that will bring you deep into the jungle to stay at their villages. Commonly people go for 8 days and do ayahuasca 4 times. One day on one day off. For me it was $50/day. This includes everything, food accommodationand ayahuasca ceremonies. Be careful as there are many charlatans. The town of iquitos is dedicated to ayahuasca with many restaurants serving the recommended diet. If you are patient and ask around in many places and ask the tourists about their experiences you will find a good shaman. I hope that helps
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.
This came to me in a time I needed it the most. I was honestly suicidal today, I needed something spiritual to give me hope again. I will keeping seeking whatever is out there for me
Stay strong, you’ve got this, this life is worth living and it will get better, you’re loved and we wanna see you succeed and live a happy life. There’s people that you can talk to never be scared to reach out we all wanna help you through this roller coaster of life. Much love ❤️
Oddly and ironically, just reading and hearing stories about the experiences people have had is almost enough to alter doubts about a central force of love, understanding and caring that is ubiquitous throughout. Thank you to those who have taken this journey for sharing your stories. It is extremely helpful for those seeking a path.
Oddly and Ironically, I saw Iquitos in the word ubiquitous. That may also be a clue for those seeking their path.. Iquitos is where I found my best start..
Very true. After years of waiting for the right time I’m suddenly getting the call to take some dmt. And of course I’ve been reading up as much as a can.. and just focusing on the TOPIC of dmt has brought about shifts in my life already!
Because of this podcast I got the balls to try out psilocybin (magic mushrooms). I did a really big amount like a fool and went on the trip of my life. Life has never been the same for me after witnessing my first spiritual experience. I still battle with depression from time to time but I don’t let it keep me down for much time anymore.
I laughed at 3:25 because I'm picturing how that convo could have gone at the time... "Would you like to try this? It enhances the Ayahuasca." "What is it?" "Well it's spelled R-A-P-E but there's an umlaut over the E..."
@@hoover133 I had a similar experience when I was a freshman in college, back in 2003. I had only ever smoked pot and drank, other than some prescription pills. A friend of mine got a little over an ounce of mushrooms, and our group of friends divided it among the eight of us. The friend who got it said that he and I should split the extra gram between us, so we each had 4 grams. I don't know why I expected it to be something similar to smoking pot... I guess it's because that was my only frame of reference. But yeah, once you do it, your perception / mind is changed forever from having opened that door. Hell, even just realizing that door exists in the first place. Welcome to the other side brother.
I once cockily took two tabs of lsd at the same time… after watching my arms do the windows trailing mouse cursor thing and seeing my dog’s skeleton thru her skin I found myself weeping because of how poorly I felt I treated my then-girlfriend-of-9-years. After I sobered up I made the decision to quit my job, marry her, start a business with her. 6 years later we’re happily married and successful in our own business & we spend each day working together on our own terms.
@@hoover133 that's called a hero dose. Lol... but my buddy started growing them. Peaked my interest. I've tried them a few times but only taken a gram or so each time. I'd like to take a 3.5 outside one of these days. I think with depression, it's called micro dosing! They take like a .1 to .3 or something. They don't do it very day either. I hear really good benefits in micro doses
I love what Graham Hancock said, which is that everyone who is trying to become President of the US should be required the first do a few sessions of Ayahuasca. I fully agree.
I remember reading on Reddit before I drank ayahuasca and people were talking about how the spiritual talk is a little weird until you experience it and then bam. You communicate with them and know they are real. I’m a VERY hardlined scientist but them spirits are real. Just absolutely mind blowing how it happens, and all just to show you that there is some central force that loves you to your core.
@@1neomonkey I had only one communication that felt direct on the very last of four ceremonies. All I heard was a female whisper something like “shh you’re okay” right as it hit me harder than anything I’d ever experienced. I had retrograde amnesia and felt like I was stranded in empty space kinda like how Neal describes. That I received such a warm comforting communication just before enduring a (temporarily) absolutely terrifying experience was easily the most profound aspect of it and it has stuck with me to this day.
Its just your brain telling you these things but ur seperated from ur brain so u think its someone or something else. Just think about how depersonalization syndrome is. How can one possibly think they are not actually themself? The brain is capable of crazy things.
Yes. I felt/got the message that the absolute true nature of universe is supreme intelligence and deep unconditional love. I am not religious per se but it felt like a kind of “heaven”. And a strong sense that we don’t have to be afraid to die.
I just got back from a ayahuasca retreat in Iquitos Peru. For the 4th ceremony I drank a big cup (6oz) another dimension opened up and my soul was loaded onto a vessel. I was being overloaded with information and emotions during the come up but at the peak the vessel brought me to heaven ans I saw my fathers soul and was filled with so much love and happiness it's is impossible to explain. I was in the afterlife and knew could see this is where we come from and this is where we will return when our human life is over. It was so beautiful there I would have traded everything I have to stay there for just another moment. I could hear the birds mating calls in the jungle 100 of yards away but in the pitch black I could see their calls echoing through the forest like vivid ripples in the water. Ayahuasca forces you to see things that are to difficult for you to deal with you locked it away, it resurfaces all the negative emotions and energy and makes you solve it. In that higher state of consciousness you basically pick the outcome you want and instantly your brain is rewired to think that way and believe a totally different outlook that you would have ever thought possible. I also puked 4 or 5 times per ceremony but afterwards you feel cleansed of whatever was brought up. I went to the retreat somewhat skeptical and left knowing 100% that it is the real deal.
@@die4race probably so. I booked online. I did a lot of research to make sure it was a legit business with good shamans. It was pretty straightforward and cost about $2,400 for 8 days. 4 ayahuasca ceremonies and a San Pedro ceremony.
I spent 11 years in prison and after a few years free I was getting severe panic attacks over nothing. I actually heard graham Hancock on jr and that’s when I learned about ayahuasca. I called my best buddy and said I wanna go to Peru to see a shaman and do this ayahuasca. He waited 20 seconds,He’ says,alright we’re going to the fucking Amazon. My life has never been the same. I’ve made a lot huge positive changes in my life since and I can’t be more grateful for those plants. I’ve done ayahuasca five times since and it truly has helped me be a much better version of myself. It’s crazy but it’s honest and true nature. I honestly think it should be a rite of passage for everyone. The world would be so much different in the greatest way.
@@Knifymoloko I can start with saying I witness a man that came in with a cane leave the ceremony walking perfectly fine. I've seen people find their truest selves. I've seen people connect with their ancestors and feel the love of creator, among many many other things. I was the drummer for the ceremonies.
as a teenager in the mid 70's i lived near a dairy farm in florida. we would pick mushrooms at certain times of the year when older kids / people said too. a few years later the mushrooms went away because of something they fed the cows or put in the cow feed or sprayed on the grass. i survived a vicious, brutal self absorbed father and a co dependent victim mom , not my labels but the best i can do and years later my siblings wondered how i ended up so well adjusted and i was the only one who did mushrooms.
@@alyssaknox9188 Nah studies have shown that mushrooms , psylicibin cubensis, can alter the make up of your neurons to be open your sense of reality and what surrounds you. This includes new experiences
I did Ayahuasca recently at the place highlighted in the Netflix show Unwell. It was a life changing experience. I woke up and all my hate and anger was replaced by a love for and connection to the earth. It made me realize that everyone on earth is a reflection of all the sadness and hurt that was done to them. That all people deserve compassion and love. The memories that caused my anger that were once at the forefront of my mind were now distant and impossible to retrieve. I watched my organic material melt from my bones and sink into the earth. From it a well of life sprang from the soil and I realized that all I am meant to do on Earth is to give life.
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Came out of the pandemic and my depression was terrible. First time I thought I was going to have to be admitted to a hospital for it. I went to Soltara( In Costa Rica) for one week and did 4 ceremonies of Ayahuasca. It wasn't easy. It was terrifying experience for me. I left a different person. My depression was gone. I have micro dosed a few times but feel the Mother Aya changed me.
I like that Joe has a variety of guests and topics and then if you want more, you can just research that specific topic or guest. I've seen hundreds of videos about ayahuasca(and DMT) and at least 10 documentaries! Sometimes it's easier to find them with a duckduckgo search than on CZcams directly.
I've tried the toad which gave me a similar experience. The repetition of a voice telling me your blessed over and over and over. I smoked it so I took the first hit but the lady shaman told me to take another hit. At that point she told me to close my eyes and slowly lay back. First thing that I experienced was the most colorful patterns. I then asked myself why am I so ungrateful. Then I heard a voice say "Your Blessed" over and over and over idk how many times but each time I heard it. It made more and more sense!!! I felt tears running down my face. At first i started to feel bad for not being a better son, brother, relative, friend. But as I kept hearing your blessed I started to smile. I just remember saying to myself You are blessed. Which at that point it gave me a beautiful feeling of love and I felt comfort within my consciousness. Then I took control of my experience and thought of the one thing I've always wanted to ask God. I asked "when we die are we gonna fly and see the universe?" I've always hoped God would give us the chance to after death. Which at that point I literally left my body and was with the stars!!! I said thank you for allowing me to see that we don't have to die to be with the stars because obviously I'm not dead. Most beautiful experience I've ever had. I can't wait to go back. I just wish everyone would try it because all of earth would be at peace I can almost guarantee that.
I did Aya in August 2022 for the first time. I don’t smoke, I drink very rarely, only on very special occasions, I never tried any type of drugs in my life. I don’t even drink coffee. I was as pure as it get’s. I did just one ceremony and it was the most profound experience I’ve had in my life. Painful, very, I purged a little bit, I cried a lot. Feeling of endless sadness, I never felt something like that. In the end I realised I didn’t came actually just for me, I came for my mom and the whole female ancestors in my bloodline. To heal them means to heal myself. And that was the most beautiful spiritual revelation I could get. On top of that, I was heavily biting my nails since childhood, so over 25 years, but since that ceremony I never felt 0,0001% need or wish to put a finger near my mouth. I always knew it has something to do with my nervous system, because I was doing it while not even noticing I’m doing it. That was my drug. My 2nd ceremony I’m doing in February on my 30th birthday and the 3rd the day after. Healing continues 🙏🏻
@Frank Castle every financial video I watch has an entirely fabricated conversation with multiple accounts all leading to some asshole financial advisor type with a phone # somewhere mixed in. They’re all annoying as hell
It is really uplifting to hear how Neal's change in perception allowed him to be able to experience a sense of the divine, or sacred, or god. What a privilege to partake of something, a bit like having a NDE, that can have such an amazing transformative effect. One of the beautiful gifts of plant teachers.
It's amazing how the brain or mind can undergo such change in a short amount of time. You can spend years trying to change something about your perception or attitude and hardly make a dent, but then you can have some single experience or revelation and have profound changes.
@@0ptimal Exactly and I know of no other way to achieve this other than plant medicines. It's exactly the same with NDE's, people will not change without the change of perception first.
I've also had the drug-induced, maximum profundity experiences Neal has, many times, and I'm still an atheist. The most powerful subjective experience means your brain is doing some truly amazing things, not that you're tapping in to anything. I really dislike seeing this slide into magical thinking; people doing hallucinogens, confusing it with reality. At least Neal figures it out by the end. He "knows" it's the rapture, and then he finds out it wasn't. What a shocker. Get a grip, humanity!
a beautiful story. he experienced true existential fear and, in a sense, faced it down. it made him courageous on a deep, subconscious level. no comedy show stage fright holds a candle anymore
I can completely relate to what this guy is saying, I had a very similar spiritual experience. It’s crazy, almost impossible to explain but it’s incredibly profound
This is what I dont get. Even as avid weed smoker, how can something feel and be so profound, but is almost impossible to explain verbally? Both two things cant be true at the same time.
@@vikinghammer87 never had a dream that felt more real than anything in your life but it was hard to explain what was it about because it was so abstract
@@vikinghammer87 they very much are 100% both true, i havent done ayahuasca but i have done shrooms. The only way i can explain it from my experiences is Vibration, everything feels like its vibrating, you are vibrating, everything just feels "Right" you feel connected to everything, you feel like you are in the presence of something you cant possibly fathom but you just "get it" like i said and he said. Its almost impossible to explain in a way that makes sense, but assure these experiences are real.
@@vikinghammer87 imagine trying to explain a deep thought, revelation or realisation which comes to you when you are stoned using only grunts and squeaks. That's how useless language is when trying to explain a deeply personal and spiritual psychedelic experience. I highly recommend trying and finding out for yourself...
I notice with psychedelics, whenever you have a fearful experience it’s just your ego being afraid to confront your inner demons so you start seeing illusions or thinking ideas that represent these issues
I believe this could be an alternative way to have a near death experience, without having to die. Could it be that the near death experience is not triggered by the impending death of the body, but instead is triggered by the death of the ego.
Yeah, I had a NDE when I was 16 and I now know that we are always dying and being born. I was so traumatized and changed after experiencing death and I still am 13 years later. I think about it all the time and sometimes the experience surfaces again and I’ve always felt connected to “the Other side.” I’ve never been able to replicate that experience because there were circumstances you can’t really replicate except by being close to death, but I do believe that there are ways to induce the state. I remember feeling like who I was was completely deteriorated. It was like I was literally born again just into a body that was already in the process of growing. I can’t say it was fun.
Panic attacks be that way. The first time I had a panic attack all I did was look for my cat that had just gotten out. I had to lay on the floor for a moment. Had a lot of stress going on in my day to day life with no proper coping mechanism aside from self medication of high concentrations of thc and nicotine. I don’t smoke cigarettes anymore and I’m no longer smoking copious amounts of wax and weed and it has lead me to face my problems and because of this I developed coping mechanisms that are healthier. I also smoked every day since I was 13 so I think it was a pretty good transition for over a decade and some change later.
As an agnostic person I appreciate his explanation of "god or central creation force" no need to put labels on it as long as you know what you experienced
Right there with ya Never vibed with the religious or atheist certainty. Truth is nobody knows, and these kind of experiences framed toward "a central force" go a long way
Neal Brennan is my cousin. His Father was my Uncle Dan (who I maybe met once), one of my mom's older brothers. I'm by no means tight with Neal, but it's crazy that he and I have similar experiences: Catholic school, altar boy, panic attacks, and seeing God on hallucinogenics.
I have thought many times of going to ayahuasca ceremony and many of these talks pushed me to find answer within. All of these different, aya and mushrooms, also of meditation, floating and other methods that have also been in JRE pods, i understood that i have (had) depression, 10 years ago. So by chance i went to some tantric events, went to rebirthing breahwork (“release” breathing in estonian, and a release was definitely what i was looking for), rebirthing experience, a lot of meditation (mostly i meditate on a problem or a feeling i have, a question and even get an answer or a conundrum, or “see a book” i get my answer from). Neal Brennans experience was a good reminder, comments too.
Someone should take all the times Neal has been talking about his depression with the various treatments and edit them together.... its TBH the feel good story of the decade...
@@ageofquarrel not always... not the GOATs anyway. They don't just make you laugh, they make you feel. Dave Chappelle, George Carlin, Richard Prior, (Neal Brennan)... the list goes on. They are the great story tellers with a platform and a message. I guess you'd have to see 3 Mics/have depression and daddy issues to understand. Lol
The one & only time had a panic attack was as a teenager when shopping on a Sat morning at a very packed supermarket... the proximity of humanity... intense wall of sound... I never want to feel that ever again ever... truly pity those who suffer...
I've always really wanted to try Ayahuasca. I've had a similar experience to Mr. Brennan's story, without the use of hallucinogens. I was closing my eyes pretending to be asleep when a roommate walked in, because I didn't want to have to deal with them, as we were fighting. After a few minutes of breathing deep and closing my eyes, I entered into a state of awareness that was highly unusual for me. I felt this intense love coming from somewhere, I couldn't pinpoint it. It was so strong, and it loved me so much no matter what, that I just broke down and wept. It felt like just coming home after being away forever. Certainly this feeling couldn't be coming from me, I've never been one to love myself, and have never been back to that state of being no matter how often, or how hard I try. That experience changed who I was. I knew for a fact that god lives within us all, and we are all just a greater expression of god experiencing this reality.
Using "god" as a filler word, as I don't know what to call it. The source of us, our creator, the prime energy w/e. The source of energy which we come from. you know. However you want to perceive it, it is sentient.
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First time hearing/seeing this guest; I, myself dealt with deep insecurities & depression. In 1st grade started to be insecure and roughly 9 years old when depression kicked in.. More or less not my real self for roughly 29 years (35 rn).. Congrats on finding a way to deal with depression Also I beat it after dropping my meds too.
@@RobinHerzig You must be Caucasian (caucus - culture vulture) or always in the back of the crowd or need beer goggles to be around your own family/friends/girls/boys Wtf you saying.. idgaf I'll tell you my address line
Depression really sucks. I had awful suicidal thoughts last week I had to pull over to just scream and let it out somehow. Stuff like this really makes me curious.
@@questionable_menace What helped me through all the years is. I read through different articles; It's super rare the form of memory, apparently. Pretty much I have .. Eidetic photographic memory. With me I remember good/funny memories in like 5 second ish intervals.. Like I can re-feel the joyous emotion(s) that I felt. Whether it was a song I heard I enjoyed enough to memories like a celebratory event.
Jiddu Krishnamurti said it the best. He said in a talk with quantum physicist David Bohm that he was meditating for some days alone in a cabin and at some point he felt that the source of all energy had been reached, which had a tremendous effect on his brain permanently. Now wether he was using something or naturally did it who knows. But I believe he did it naturally. When. The brain is utterly silent at some point you will connect to the source. Then he said I felt that the source or god said "you have no relationship to me" There is a source or ground that everything comes from and dies to. It was in one of his talks with David Bohm called the ending of time. Such a great talk.
It was soul speaking. We are all limited vessels of it. It created mind.. We both are soul and mind. We don't possess either. Love is boundary dissolution and the god of all is love.
I also had panic attacks post Covid, some days 3 times a day. I also cried in public spaces. But, that's because my ear was ringing and all the movement of cars, people, noises, sounds, all the high stimulating environment was overwhelming me.
I went through something just like this last year (minus the Ayahuasca). I was an atheist for my whole life until I went down a very similar path of enlightenment.
@@jailbrokespirit3353 true stuff,some people just aren’t meant to experience it without having to take the drugs first, people who meditate for hours upon hours to be one with all with never taking a shroom in their entire lives are probably the strongest people on this planet.
I wanted to comment how fantastic rapé is and of course tobacco is considered a master plant teacher. I remember one aya ceremony were they gave rapé just before drinking aya (not uncommon) and it put me into silence, a palpable silence. This really grounded me and went on for hours and assisted me coping with the intensity of the aya and was so helpful. The next day around the sharing circle we all pulled a divination card and I nearly fell over when I pulled the card - Silence. It had just been so profound and changed my life for the better forever, it took about two weeks to process the change though and had been extremely challenging.
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Loved this. I battle from depression, anxiety & C-PTSD, I’ve heard shrooms cured depression. Wish doctors were more open to natural medicines over big pharma but we know why
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
Last year, I took shrooms at Las Vegas thinking it was going to hit like an edible or something. Shit was scary at first but amazing once you start getting deeper into your thoughts
I had a very similar experience on 12 grams of mushrooms, 6 grams eatin, 6 grams in a tea.. Happened about 4 years ago and just hearing other peoples experience to this day is one of the best feelings. It’s like reliving your experience through another person perspective with alil personal twist .
12 grams!?!? 😂 That’s outrageous. How was at its apex if you don’t mind sharing? I did 4 and I think my absolute upper limit would be 6. 12 is unthinkable to me haha
@@MadCatMattYT I did progressive increments over the span of like 2 years .. once every 6 months I’d do alil more & that was the plan I had after my first experience. My first experience I couldn’t tell you how much it was, about a quarter palm full maybe like 3-4 grams given to me by someone I didn’t particularly trust but they were free and I had just seen research talking about how safe they actually was. So I did them and had an experience where I seen what looked like “aura” or just a slight bit of light surrounding everything that was sentient .. then I could hear the trees making a noise the more I focused on them the more I could kind of hear through the static and it sounded like they were crying out for help and asking me why we don’t care that much.. but after that I went in the house to collect my thoughts and realized no matter what I did I couldn’t hold onto any thoughts and I was just going through a highway of new information .. eventually it calmed down and I talked to my friend for hours and couldn’t sleep.. Started doing extensive research and listening to other peoples experience with more of an open mind.. found a shrooms dealer and would buy in bulk because they was hard to find .. so I’d buy like 12 grams and do 4-5 grams .. wait 6 months while I process and relearn more things then the rest of bag .. then after 2 years ( 4 trips later ) I was getting comfortable with lower dosages and the experience remained beautiful and so i never had a worry about a bad trip .. One day I bought another bag of 12 grams .. and I was really getting to the point I wanted to see something I never seen before and that was the intention of the trip.. I started with 8 grams but it felt like I was already at that level before so it was really dull .. kind of like watching a movie over again after just watching it.. so I decided to drink the remaining 4grams and next thing I know I was filled with anxiety and my body starting vibrating .. I did positive affirmation to get rid of the anxiety then I was extremely silent .. so silent that the noise from being so silent started to pick up.. like a buzzing noise , and with my mind I amplified that silent ringing noise until it got so loud it went silent again then I left my body .
I've been doing Ketamine Infusions for over 2 months now (first month, once a week, now it's once a month), and the floorboard concept is relatable as hell to me.
My experience with Psilocybin was much like your first with ayahuasca in that i was thinking such beautiful things about humans and nature that it would make my cry. I have to add that crying made me strong and not ashamed in anyway. It was i purge. I honestly believe that neil went on a jounry and nothing worth gaining comes easy.
It's like the edible version of DMT. If you drink the plant containing DMT your liver destroys the DMT before it even reaches your blood. If you take a plant that deactivates that enzyme then take the DMT containing plant you will then have the experience. In most of these rituals they just boil the two plants together.
It's the oral way to take DMT and lasts much longer (up to 12 hours I heard, never done it myself) than smoked/vaped DMT which lasts around 30-45 minutes.
@@Bonez0r exactly. It’s milder than smoked DMT obviously. Ayahuasca is like going down a river and smoked DMT is like a rocketship. With that said, anyone can make the tea at home. I don’t know why so many rich Americans pay to go to South America and do it with a “shaman.”
YES!! So look forward to the day I get to experience Ayahuasca. I too believe psychedelics are a spiritual experience that connects you not only to yourself but to all.
You try dmt yet? Never did aya, but in my youth lsd/shrooms.. changed form the for the next many decades to come. Aya never did it. Im older, comfortable with the person i am. But like dmt , just to explore and contemplate what reality is. what the creator is. and so on..
Dude, I had that same experience at a ketamine session. There was like a world wide parade of people, all dressed in bright pastels, just hanging out with each other. I remember seeing it and just feeling so content and proud that everyone was rejoicing together.
Then you probably didn’t do enough. Ketamine is extremely psychedelic. I always describe it as being every psychedelic wrapped into one….with a touch of ecstasy
This was one of the best conversations- his whole story built around his depression and various treatments along with his experiences the pst 18 months! Honestly, interesting, amazing discussion!!!
In Cyprus 2019 one woman passed away during the ceremony. My friend was attending those sessions and now she has aggressive terminal cancer. So maybe for someone is healing and helping but there is always another side of everything. Just be mindful.
lol you think it causes cancer? you're delusional but yes it can be dangerous depending on your physical health but it will not give you cancer. To this day there has only been 1 death that has been attributed to ayahuasca so maybe you can link the story of her death?
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the possession experience he is talking about happened to me. its like a waking dream like state. i figured out the way to prevent this is to not lay down and rest during the come up. i kind of fell asleep, more like passed out. when i peeked i woke up and was a conduit for something. when i came to 20-30 minutes later i was completely aware of everything that happened. as scary as it was it was one of the most powerful and meaningful experience of my life.
I think it's your higher self. Usually we're possessed by desires, hungers lusts etc all the primal lower self "spirits". Psychedelics can take those away, unless you get distracted. That's why it doesn't happen if you don't lay down, because you're fighting it. That's what tripping actually is, if you don't feel that possession I think you're not really tripping, just high. Or maybe it's the other way around. Still, when I think "psychedelic experience" I automatically assume possession type experience with entities. Anything less than that is kind of like having one beer being like "I'm soo drunk man whoa"
Good to know that others have felt the empathy in the universe as it cannot be put in words. Note: All of these drugs are best used once or twice a year. Each new dosage will escalate so be very comfortable with who you are with & where you do it. Do not do this for recreation.
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I have had severe depression for years. To the point where i was constantly annoyed by it. Mushrooms saved my marriage and also gave me a much more meaningful life. I have changed so many things in my daily life for the better
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Great episode. Really appreciate Neal for being so open and going into such detail about these experiences and especially for helping to normalize mental healthcare. Definitely recommend watching/listening to the whole thing.
Okay I wish I had Joe as a brother, neighbor or close friend just so I could talk with him like this all the time it’s motivational spiritual and learning so awesome definitely my favorite person to watch
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I love hearing this kind of stuff. It makes me feel not so crazy lol I’ve had Psychedelic dreams. I was shown what the meta verse looks like as an expression in time and space and I was shown the exact reason it’s problematic, which was there’s no accountability in the meta verse. Crazy I know. But I never would have thought this up myself. A being told me and showed me in a dream
I also have similar phsycadelic dreams, in one of them a being was showing me a method of using ‘radio-holography’ to see structures on the surface of distant exo-planets and what information can be gathered from it. We were kinda floating around space near planets and flying through them
I was on Celexa for over 11 years, and at some point began taking another medication that supplemented the Celexa, at times when they didn’t work, I couldn’t function at work & would have to go home, I’d begun smoking Cannabis for pain a few years ago and I’d smoke, and it would calm my mind, this last April (2022), my meds were low, so I decided to see what happens without the pills and just smoking, it’s now the end of September and no pHarma meds since! I’ve also just begun psilocybin for mental health(TBI’s & CTE), and having really good results.
I did Ayahausca several time, his decapitation of the experience, is why I am glad I have done it at a reputable retreat. It's where Ron White went, Rythmia Life Advancement in Costa Rica. Happy for his revelations, my where also life changing and went off all medications I was on.... It's been 3 years~
A lot of the anxiety could probably be dealt with by popping that top button on his collar. You can't help but have anxiety with a collar buttoned that high without a tie.
I used to have severe ticks that plagued me to the point of suicidal thoughts. Multiple times taking LSD brought them down by about 90% When they start to creep up again i take mushrooms these days bc i don't know where to get acid anymore. Exercise and clean eating helps a ton too but if I'm spiraling, hallucinogens are the only thing that bring be back to normal.
Ayahuasca and rapè (hapè) are such amazing medicines. Using the sacred ash tobacco daily has helped me so much on top of ayahuasca, yagè, and yopo ceremonies I've been in
Please people if you have serious mental health issues like severe ocd or bipola, delusions etc, Ayahuasca may not be the drug for you. If you have just regular depression or anxiety on the other hand, that's the sort of thing it will probably help you with. But be careful please because it is strong af and isn't for everybody.
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This was a great video and I enjoyed his story telling. I work with ayahuasca and I just have so much love and reverence for the powerful medicine it is.
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6:41 Many years ago, I attended a distant uncle's funeral (my mom's cousin's husband). Anyways, they were praying the "Novena" (rosary 📿) for him. And, all that repetitive chanting! Or the fact that it was hot and there was no A.C. in the room! Or maybe because I hadn't eaten breakfast! I got all dizzy and emotional. I wasn't particularly close to this man. But, I started crying.
Weeping over people gathering is a very familiar experience to me, the very first time I took mushrooms at 15 in my mother's house while everyone else was asleep, having only smoked and drank alcohol prior to it I was expecting something simar to weed but more intense, or at least recognizably and viscerally inebriated in some capacity. Instead, the first thing I noticed as the effects took hold (without even being aware of it) while watching television in anxious but doubtful curiosity, was that I felt as if I genuinely and absolutely "knew" every single person on the show playing, and not just the main actors but everyone in the background too, every human being that passed across that screen (it was Trigger Happy TV, if anyone remembers that show lol). It was totally confounding, and then commercials began to play and this overwhelmingly intense feeling and conscious awareness deepened further, to where I felt I knew all of these people intimately, that they were all part of my family and in my thoughts it extended to include every living, future and dead person throughout all time as visions of ancestors rolling back millennia to hundreds of thousands of centuries back into the animal and plant kingdoms flooded my mind. As quickly as this feeling came it suddenly left and immediately after the basic physiological and visual effects took hold and I swam through the kitchen past indoor plants moving to a nonexistent breeze up the stairs to collapse in my bedroom where I was bombarded with a violent, ceaseless cascade of life-changing visions and realizations. It wasn't until several years later as I gained some maturity and many more psychedelic experiences that I understood that initial sensation and what it's implications were. I was practically a child then and had no points of reference whereby to correlate it with any other concepts, to me at that time it was just bizarre and spiritually unsettling.
I had this same, for a lack of a better term, "come to Jesus" moment. Was born in the church, and scared into being baptized, then ridiculed for asking questions about inconsistencies in the Bible. At 12 I became suspicious of all religions and ultimately decided to be atheist as an adult. Then, Ayahuasca, and I all of a sudden understood that what I had been taught in church was nowhere near the all encompassing prescience I felt that night.
Love the way Neal described this. So much like my own experiences on Ayahuasca. I've never been religious, and I still am not. But I def have felt the presence of something much more powerful than myself. For some reason the word God seems to be the best word to describe.
Getting the stuff blown up your nose REALLY REALLY sucks. Wish he emphasized just how much it burns like crazy lol. It makes it super hard to breathe so they encourage saying something forcefully several times to help you breathe. It also didn't help that I was still recovering from a cold; I don't know what exactly happened but the day after the ceremony I woke up and instantly felt the world spinning, I stayed like that for several days before my body eventually returned back to normal. I felt the ceremony was kind of meh, doesn't work for everyone (also probably didn't help that it was led by a white dude who charged too much money and demanded offerings beforehand, ruining the sacred vibe)
I love recieving this recount and, not at all to diminish it, (but for personal reasons) I am tremendously interested (for context) moreso in learning about his personal "chemical history."
5:10 This is exactly how my DMT trip was. I wasn't an atheist though, I've always accepted that there is a Higher Power, but I was having a struggle with my walk of Faith.
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I did ayahuasca deep in the Amazon jungle. They tell you to ask mother ayahuasca for something before you drink it. I asked for greater patience and understanding. During the experience I crossed over to a place where there was nothing physical. I was terrified because I couldn’t find my body. I thought I was dead. Then a voice came to me and said “don’t worry you are visiting me in my home”. The voice was so comforting that it immediately calmed me down. We then revisited my life and how I could have responded differently to people and situations. When the shaman woke me up after 3 hours I felt my consciousness renter my body. It felt like a whooosh. It was the most amazing experience and has changed me forever
Thank you for sharing, how long ago was this?
@@chloemonsma2084 January 2017
Where to contact these shamans and how much it costs for you
@@user-fc8vv3vu2b travel to iquitos Peru and start asking around. On the internet you will westernized resorts charging thousands for 1 week. You can find locals that will bring you deep into the jungle to stay at their villages. Commonly people go for 8 days and do ayahuasca 4 times. One day on one day off. For me it was $50/day. This includes everything, food accommodationand ayahuasca ceremonies. Be careful as there are many charlatans. The town of iquitos is dedicated to ayahuasca with many restaurants serving the recommended diet. If you are patient and ask around in many places and ask the tourists about their experiences you will find a good shaman. I hope that helps
Damn, it sounds so tempting to try.
Would you recommend it to somebody who has very little to no issues? Can it change you in a bad way or no?
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.
Yes, dr.sporesss
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is. dr.sporesss
DMT was definitely the best trip I ever had. It was amazing!
This came to me in a time I needed it the most. I was honestly suicidal today, I needed something spiritual to give me hope again. I will keeping seeking whatever is out there for me
Jesus loves you brother!!! I'm a felon. Keep your head up bro!!
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Stay strong, you’ve got this, this life is worth living and it will get better, you’re loved and we wanna see you succeed and live a happy life. There’s people that you can talk to never be scared to reach out we all wanna help you through this roller coaster of life. Much love ❤️
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@@dill9001 thank you
Oddly and ironically, just reading and hearing stories about the experiences people have had is almost enough to alter doubts about a central force of love, understanding and caring that is ubiquitous throughout. Thank you to those who have taken this journey for sharing your stories. It is extremely helpful for those seeking a path.
Oddly and Ironically, I saw Iquitos in the word ubiquitous. That may also be a clue for those seeking their path.. Iquitos is where I found my best start..
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Very true. After years of waiting for the right time I’m suddenly getting the call to take some dmt. And of course I’ve been reading up as much as a can.. and just focusing on the TOPIC of dmt has brought about shifts in my life already!
Finally, Joe got a guest on the podcast to talk about their Ayahuasca trip.
Ayahuasca
@@davidhill2618 you definitely looked at that word while spelling it. Stop it.
Hah! 🤣
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Look up Ron White Ayahuasca Trip he was on a previous JRE episode and discussed his experience too
These stories are almost spiritual and spark an interest with me, they never get old. This is why the JRE podcast supercedes all others
Because of this podcast I got the balls to try out psilocybin (magic mushrooms). I did a really big amount like a fool and went on the trip of my life. Life has never been the same for me after witnessing my first spiritual experience. I still battle with depression from time to time but I don’t let it keep me down for much time anymore.
I laughed at 3:25 because I'm picturing how that convo could have gone at the time...
"Would you like to try this? It enhances the Ayahuasca."
"What is it?"
"Well it's spelled R-A-P-E but there's an umlaut over the E..."
@@hoover133 I had a similar experience when I was a freshman in college, back in 2003. I had only ever smoked pot and drank, other than some prescription pills.
A friend of mine got a little over an ounce of mushrooms, and our group of friends divided it among the eight of us. The friend who got it said that he and I should split the extra gram between us, so we each had 4 grams.
I don't know why I expected it to be something similar to smoking pot... I guess it's because that was my only frame of reference.
But yeah, once you do it, your perception / mind is changed forever from having opened that door. Hell, even just realizing that door exists in the first place.
Welcome to the other side brother.
I once cockily took two tabs of lsd at the same time… after watching my arms do the windows trailing mouse cursor thing and seeing my dog’s skeleton thru her skin I found myself weeping because of how poorly I felt I treated my then-girlfriend-of-9-years. After I sobered up I made the decision to quit my job, marry her, start a business with her. 6 years later we’re happily married and successful in our own business & we spend each day working together on our own terms.
@@hoover133 that's called a hero dose. Lol... but my buddy started growing them. Peaked my interest. I've tried them a few times but only taken a gram or so each time. I'd like to take a 3.5 outside one of these days. I think with depression, it's called micro dosing! They take like a .1 to .3 or something. They don't do it very day either. I hear really good benefits in micro doses
I love what Graham Hancock said, which is that everyone who is trying to become President of the US should be required the first do a few sessions of Ayahuasca. I fully agree.
The problem is if we become “enlightened,” then our “enemies” may take advantage of our kindness. All world leaders should do a Aya ceremony together.
I remember reading on Reddit before I drank ayahuasca and people were talking about how the spiritual talk is a little weird until you experience it and then bam. You communicate with them and know they are real.
I’m a VERY hardlined scientist but them spirits are real. Just absolutely mind blowing how it happens, and all just to show you that there is some central force that loves you to your core.
What were they telling you?
yeah let us know plz
@@1neomonkey I had only one communication that felt direct on the very last of four ceremonies. All I heard was a female whisper something like “shh you’re okay” right as it hit me harder than anything I’d ever experienced. I had retrograde amnesia and felt like I was stranded in empty space kinda like how Neal describes. That I received such a warm comforting communication just before enduring a (temporarily) absolutely terrifying experience was easily the most profound aspect of it and it has stuck with me to this day.
Its just your brain telling you these things but ur seperated from ur brain so u think its someone or something else. Just think about how depersonalization syndrome is. How can one possibly think they are not actually themself? The brain is capable of crazy things.
Yes. I felt/got the message that the absolute true nature of universe is supreme intelligence and deep unconditional love. I am not religious per se but it felt like a kind of “heaven”. And a strong sense that we don’t have to be afraid to die.
I took it 9 times. Many vets were there for PTSD and it helped them. It changed me for the better.
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Yeah looking after all those sick animals can take its tole on a man
Glad to hear. I did it 6 times and it definitely made an impact
I did it 69 times. It's a game changer.
Clearly not
I just got back from a ayahuasca retreat in Iquitos Peru. For the 4th ceremony I drank a big cup (6oz) another dimension opened up and my soul was loaded onto a vessel. I was being overloaded with information and emotions during the come up but at the peak the vessel brought me to heaven ans I saw my fathers soul and was filled with so much love and happiness it's is impossible to explain. I was in the afterlife and knew could see this is where we come from and this is where we will return when our human life is over. It was so beautiful there I would have traded everything I have to stay there for just another moment. I could hear the birds mating calls in the jungle 100 of yards away but in the pitch black I could see their calls echoing through the forest like vivid ripples in the water. Ayahuasca forces you to see things that are to difficult for you to deal with you locked it away, it resurfaces all the negative emotions and energy and makes you solve it. In that higher state of consciousness you basically pick the outcome you want and instantly your brain is rewired to think that way and believe a totally different outlook that you would have ever thought possible. I also puked 4 or 5 times per ceremony but afterwards you feel cleansed of whatever was brought up. I went to the retreat somewhat skeptical and left knowing 100% that it is the real deal.
I want to go to Peru and experience it myself, is it hard to organize the trip? are there any scammers? I'm completely clueless
Was it at Arkana?
i have a friend who went twice about 6 and 8 years ago. he ended up meeting a woman there that he's married to now with children.
Excellent results!!
@@die4race probably so. I booked online. I did a lot of research to make sure it was a legit business with good shamans. It was pretty straightforward and cost about $2,400 for 8 days. 4 ayahuasca ceremonies and a San Pedro ceremony.
I spent 11 years in prison and after a few years free I was getting severe panic attacks over nothing. I actually heard graham Hancock on jr and that’s when I learned about ayahuasca. I called my best buddy and said I wanna go to Peru to see a shaman and do this ayahuasca. He waited 20 seconds,He’ says,alright we’re going to the fucking Amazon. My life has never been the same. I’ve made a lot huge positive changes in my life since and I can’t be more grateful for those plants. I’ve done ayahuasca five times since and it truly has helped me be a much better version of myself. It’s crazy but it’s honest and true nature. I honestly think it should be a rite of passage for everyone. The world would be so much different in the greatest way.
Do you think it was PTSD? But I'm glad things turned around for you!
Agree 100% and it used to be a right of passage before the controllers erased our past and changed everything.
@@lawrencetrujillo7365 controllers?
How did you travel with a felony ?
@@Suave121 I’m from Canada,
I can go to most places. I just fly direct. I can’t land in the states.
Man, I really feel for Neal and all his tries to get his brain to stop hurting himself.🥰
I assisted in Ceremonies for over 2 years and I just love hearing this stories. Things I have witnessed personally
Where can I go on the east coast with a real shaman
so what have you witnessed personally
Thank you for guiding and assisting people on their journeys! That rocks!
@@Knifymoloko I can start with saying I witness a man that came in with a cane leave the ceremony walking perfectly fine. I've seen people find their truest selves. I've seen people connect with their ancestors and feel the love of creator, among many many other things. I was the drummer for the ceremonies.
Joe looks so amazed by this guest and his Pencil Neck ✏️ appearance.
as a teenager in the mid 70's i lived near a dairy farm in florida. we would pick mushrooms at certain times of the year when older kids / people said too. a few years later the mushrooms went away because of something they fed the cows or put in the cow feed or sprayed on the grass. i survived a vicious, brutal self absorbed father and a co dependent victim mom , not my labels but the best i can do and years later my siblings wondered how i ended up so well adjusted and i was the only one who did mushrooms.
What part of Florida?
Do I know you? /grin
LMAO nice
Curious if it has more to do with being open to new experiences than the mushrooms specifically.
@@alyssaknox9188 Nah studies have shown that mushrooms , psylicibin cubensis, can alter the make up of your neurons to be open your sense of reality and what surrounds you. This includes new experiences
I did Ayahuasca recently at the place highlighted in the Netflix show Unwell. It was a life changing experience. I woke up and all my hate and anger was replaced by a love for and connection to the earth. It made me realize that everyone on earth is a reflection of all the sadness and hurt that was done to them. That all people deserve compassion and love. The memories that caused my anger that were once at the forefront of my mind were now distant and impossible to retrieve. I watched my organic material melt from my bones and sink into the earth. From it a well of life sprang from the soil and I realized that all I am meant to do on Earth is to give life.
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Came out of the pandemic and my depression was terrible. First time I thought I was going to have to be admitted to a hospital for it. I went to Soltara( In Costa Rica) for one week and did 4 ceremonies of Ayahuasca. It wasn't easy. It was terrifying experience for me. I left a different person. My depression was gone. I have micro dosed a few times but feel the Mother Aya changed me.
I'm more interested in stories like these than just about anything else.
Makes sitting through hours of comedy club lore worth it lmao
It’s scary though. That possession? Rapture? Yikes
Terrence McKenna have a lot of stories like this you should look him up
I like that Joe has a variety of guests and topics and then if you want more, you can just research that specific topic or guest. I've seen hundreds of videos about ayahuasca(and DMT) and at least 10 documentaries! Sometimes it's easier to find them with a duckduckgo search than on CZcams directly.
@@samanthab1923 what is rapture
I've tried the toad which gave me a similar experience. The repetition of a voice telling me your blessed over and over and over. I smoked it so I took the first hit but the lady shaman told me to take another hit. At that point she told me to close my eyes and slowly lay back. First thing that I experienced was the most colorful patterns. I then asked myself why am I so ungrateful. Then I heard a voice say "Your Blessed" over and over and over idk how many times but each time I heard it. It made more and more sense!!! I felt tears running down my face. At first i started to feel bad for not being a better son, brother, relative, friend. But as I kept hearing your blessed I started to smile. I just remember saying to myself You are blessed. Which at that point it gave me a beautiful feeling of love and I felt comfort within my consciousness. Then I took control of my experience and thought of the one thing I've always wanted to ask God. I asked "when we die are we gonna fly and see the universe?" I've always hoped God would give us the chance to after death. Which at that point I literally left my body and was with the stars!!! I said thank you for allowing me to see that we don't have to die to be with the stars because obviously I'm not dead. Most beautiful experience I've ever had. I can't wait to go back. I just wish everyone would try it because all of earth would be at peace I can almost guarantee that.
I did Aya in August 2022 for the first time. I don’t smoke, I drink very rarely, only on very special occasions, I never tried any type of drugs in my life. I don’t even drink coffee. I was as pure as it get’s.
I did just one ceremony and it was the most profound experience I’ve had in my life. Painful, very, I purged a little bit, I cried a lot. Feeling of endless sadness, I never felt something like that. In the end I realised I didn’t came actually just for me, I came for my mom and the whole female ancestors in my bloodline. To heal them means to heal myself. And that was the most beautiful spiritual revelation I could get.
On top of that, I was heavily biting my nails since childhood, so over 25 years, but since that ceremony I never felt 0,0001% need or wish to put a finger near my mouth. I always knew it has something to do with my nervous system, because I was doing it while not even noticing I’m doing it. That was my drug.
My 2nd ceremony I’m doing in February on my 30th birthday and the 3rd the day after. Healing continues 🙏🏻
Update?
Yes, our spiritual life flows from the past.
No one can possibly ever explain in words what they felt during a profound trip. For me I just felt content and to me everything made sense.
People who have done natural hallucinogens know what he's talking about
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@Frank Castle straight up
@Frank Castle every financial video I watch has an entirely fabricated conversation with multiple accounts all leading to some asshole financial advisor type with a phone # somewhere mixed in. They’re all annoying as hell
It is really uplifting to hear how Neal's change in perception allowed him to be able to experience a sense of the divine, or sacred, or god. What a privilege to partake of something, a bit like having a NDE, that can have such an amazing transformative effect. One of the beautiful gifts of plant teachers.
It's amazing how the brain or mind can undergo such change in a short amount of time. You can spend years trying to change something about your perception or attitude and hardly make a dent, but then you can have some single experience or revelation and have profound changes.
@@0ptimal Exactly and I know of no other way to achieve this other than plant medicines. It's exactly the same with NDE's, people will not change without the change of perception first.
God ?wtf
I've also had the drug-induced, maximum profundity experiences Neal has, many times, and I'm still an atheist. The most powerful subjective experience means your brain is doing some truly amazing things, not that you're tapping in to anything. I really dislike seeing this slide into magical thinking; people doing hallucinogens, confusing it with reality. At least Neal figures it out by the end. He "knows" it's the rapture, and then he finds out it wasn't. What a shocker. Get a grip, humanity!
"What ut ut ut ut ut ut"
Finally someone who can explain his experiences in a very relatable and cohesive way
a beautiful story. he experienced true existential fear and, in a sense, faced it down. it made him courageous on a deep, subconscious level. no comedy show stage fright holds a candle anymore
Until it does lol
FBI open up
Guest : talks about Ayahuasca
Joe : “you have my full attention”
I can completely relate to what this guy is saying, I had a very similar spiritual experience. It’s crazy, almost impossible to explain but it’s incredibly profound
This is what I dont get. Even as avid weed smoker, how can something feel and be so profound, but is almost impossible to explain verbally? Both two things cant be true at the same time.
@@vikinghammer87 you’ve clearly never done any psychedelics
@@vikinghammer87 never had a dream that felt more real than anything in your life but it was hard to explain what was it about because it was so abstract
@@vikinghammer87 they very much are 100% both true, i havent done ayahuasca but i have done shrooms. The only way i can explain it from my experiences is Vibration, everything feels like its vibrating, you are vibrating, everything just feels "Right" you feel connected to everything, you feel like you are in the presence of something you cant possibly fathom but you just "get it" like i said and he said. Its almost impossible to explain in a way that makes sense, but assure these experiences are real.
@@vikinghammer87 imagine trying to explain a deep thought, revelation or realisation which comes to you when you are stoned using only grunts and squeaks. That's how useless language is when trying to explain a deeply personal and spiritual psychedelic experience. I highly recommend trying and finding out for yourself...
I notice with psychedelics, whenever you have a fearful experience it’s just your ego being afraid to confront your inner demons so you start seeing illusions or thinking ideas that represent these issues
THIS is why I keep coming back for JRE clips. Thanks
I believe this could be an alternative way to have a near death experience, without having to die. Could it be that the near death experience is not triggered by the impending death of the body, but instead is triggered by the death of the ego.
Yeah, I had a NDE when I was 16 and I now know that we are always dying and being born. I was so traumatized and changed after experiencing death and I still am 13 years later. I think about it all the time and sometimes the experience surfaces again and I’ve always felt connected to “the
Other side.” I’ve never been able to replicate that experience because there were circumstances you can’t really replicate except by being close to death, but I do believe that there are ways to induce the state. I remember feeling like who I was was completely deteriorated. It was like I was literally born again just into a body that was already in the process of growing. I can’t say it was fun.
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Panic attacks be that way. The first time I had a panic attack all I did was look for my cat that had just gotten out. I had to lay on the floor for a moment. Had a lot of stress going on in my day to day life with no proper coping mechanism aside from self medication of high concentrations of thc and nicotine. I don’t smoke cigarettes anymore and I’m no longer smoking copious amounts of wax and weed and it has lead me to face my problems and because of this I developed coping mechanisms that are healthier. I also smoked every day since I was 13 so I think it was a pretty good transition for over a decade and some change later.
Tears of "gratitude".
Thank you Joe I needed this today !
As an agnostic person I appreciate his explanation of "god or central creation force" no need to put labels on it as long as you know what you experienced
Right there with ya
Never vibed with the religious or atheist certainty. Truth is nobody knows, and these kind of experiences framed toward "a central force" go a long way
Neal Brennan is my cousin. His Father was my Uncle Dan (who I maybe met once), one of my mom's older brothers. I'm by no means tight with Neal, but it's crazy that he and I have similar experiences: Catholic school, altar boy, panic attacks, and seeing God on hallucinogenics.
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I have thought many times of going to ayahuasca ceremony and many of these talks pushed me to find answer within. All of these different, aya and mushrooms, also of meditation, floating and other methods that have also been in JRE pods, i understood that i have (had) depression, 10 years ago. So by chance i went to some tantric events, went to rebirthing breahwork (“release” breathing in estonian, and a release was definitely what i was looking for), rebirthing experience, a lot of meditation (mostly i meditate on a problem or a feeling i have, a question and even get an answer or a conundrum, or “see a book” i get my answer from). Neal Brennans experience was a good reminder, comments too.
An "ayahuasca ceremony"?? You mean a bunch of druggies getting high? Lol.
the same here, trying to get "there" without adding external substances. So far battling
Someone should take all the times Neal has been talking about his depression with the various treatments and edit them together.... its TBH the feel good story of the decade...
No doubt. He really goes in deep and personal. Amazing man. Everyone should know him.
Neal Brennan!!! Your stand-up made me cry like a baby. I love you my guy!
Which one?
@@DLDT 3 mics. Made me feel not so alone during a really dark time.
@@ageofquarrel not always... not the GOATs anyway. They don't just make you laugh, they make you feel. Dave Chappelle, George Carlin, Richard Prior, (Neal Brennan)... the list goes on. They are the great story tellers with a platform and a message. I guess you'd have to see 3 Mics/have depression and daddy issues to understand. Lol
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I cry constantly including now
aya helped me a lot. This interview was really great. I love hearing his experience.
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I love when Brennan's on. I always appreciate the depression or anxiety conversations.
The one & only time had a panic attack was as a teenager when shopping on a Sat morning at a very packed supermarket... the proximity of humanity... intense wall of sound... I never want to feel that ever again ever... truly pity those who suffer...
I've always really wanted to try Ayahuasca. I've had a similar experience to Mr. Brennan's story, without the use of hallucinogens. I was closing my eyes pretending to be asleep when a roommate walked in, because I didn't want to have to deal with them, as we were fighting. After a few minutes of breathing deep and closing my eyes, I entered into a state of awareness that was highly unusual for me. I felt this intense love coming from somewhere, I couldn't pinpoint it. It was so strong, and it loved me so much no matter what, that I just broke down and wept. It felt like just coming home after being away forever. Certainly this feeling couldn't be coming from me, I've never been one to love myself, and have never been back to that state of being no matter how often, or how hard I try. That experience changed who I was. I knew for a fact that god lives within us all, and we are all just a greater expression of god experiencing this reality.
Using "god" as a filler word, as I don't know what to call it. The source of us, our creator, the prime energy w/e. The source of energy which we come from. you know. However you want to perceive it, it is sentient.
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6:46 Hallotropic breathing
We always hear about love but never seem to experience it.
That sounds much closer to my Ayahuasca experience, very cool, thanks for sharing
First time hearing/seeing this guest; I, myself dealt with deep insecurities & depression. In 1st grade started to be insecure and roughly 9 years old when depression kicked in.. More or less not my real self for roughly 29 years (35 rn).. Congrats on finding a way to deal with depression
Also I beat it after dropping my meds too.
Glad to know the meds are still working for you
@@RobinHerzig You must be Caucasian (caucus - culture vulture) or always in the back of the crowd or need beer goggles to be around your own family/friends/girls/boys
Wtf you saying.. idgaf I'll tell you my address line
zoloft destroyed my life. i’m finally happy and pharmaceutical free.
Depression really sucks. I had awful suicidal thoughts last week I had to pull over to just scream and let it out somehow. Stuff like this really makes me curious.
@@questionable_menace What helped me through all the years is. I read through different articles; It's super rare the form of memory, apparently. Pretty much I have .. Eidetic photographic memory. With me I remember good/funny memories in like 5 second ish intervals.. Like I can re-feel the joyous emotion(s) that I felt. Whether it was a song I heard I enjoyed enough to memories like a celebratory event.
Jiddu Krishnamurti said it the best. He said in a talk with quantum physicist David Bohm that he was meditating for some days alone in a cabin and at some point he felt that the source of all energy had been reached, which had a tremendous effect on his brain permanently. Now wether he was using something or naturally did it who knows. But I believe he did it naturally. When. The brain is utterly silent at some point you will connect to the source. Then he said I felt that the source or god said "you have no relationship to me" There is a source or ground that everything comes from and dies to. It was in one of his talks with David Bohm called the ending of time. Such a great talk.
It was soul speaking. We are all limited vessels of it. It created mind.. We both are soul and mind. We don't possess either. Love is boundary dissolution and the god of all is love.
Love it! So happy for you!!!
I also had panic attacks post Covid, some days 3 times a day. I also cried in public spaces. But, that's because my ear was ringing and all the movement of cars, people, noises, sounds, all the high stimulating environment was overwhelming me.
I went through something just like this last year (minus the Ayahuasca). I was an atheist for my whole life until I went down a very similar path of enlightenment.
So not really the same thing
@@lenno3240 Dude he found God, whats more important than that? Shush
I believe that walking a fully conscious spiritual journey without the aid of Chems is the most powerful…
@@jailbrokespirit3353 true stuff,some people just aren’t meant to experience it without having to take the drugs first, people who meditate for hours upon hours to be one with all with never taking a shroom in their entire lives are probably the strongest people on this planet.
enlightenment = got fucked up on drugs.
I wanted to comment how fantastic rapé is and of course tobacco is considered a master plant teacher. I remember one aya ceremony were they gave rapé just before drinking aya (not uncommon) and it put me into silence, a palpable silence. This really grounded me and went on for hours and assisted me coping with the intensity of the aya and was so helpful.
The next day around the sharing circle we all pulled a divination card and I nearly fell over when I pulled the card - Silence. It had just been so profound and changed my life for the better forever, it took about two weeks to process the change though and had been extremely challenging.
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Excellent explanation.
Joe’s face at 9:42 had me in tears
He always looks like that when someone's doing a trip report lol
Loved this. I battle from depression, anxiety & C-PTSD, I’ve heard shrooms cured depression. Wish doctors were more open to natural medicines over big pharma but we know why
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself
This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
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Last year, I took shrooms at Las Vegas thinking it was going to hit like an edible or something. Shit was scary at first but amazing once you start getting deeper into your thoughts
Great interview Joe ! Best podcast to watch While smoking weed
I had a very similar experience on 12 grams of mushrooms, 6 grams eatin, 6 grams in a tea.. Happened about 4 years ago and just hearing other peoples experience to this day is one of the best feelings. It’s like reliving your experience through another person perspective with alil personal twist .
Jeez that's a massive dose. Did you intentionally take such a large dose?
12 grams!?!? 😂 That’s outrageous. How was at its apex if you don’t mind sharing? I did 4 and I think my absolute upper limit would be 6. 12 is unthinkable to me haha
@@MadCatMattYT I did progressive increments over the span of like 2 years .. once every 6 months I’d do alil more & that was the plan I had after my first experience.
My first experience I couldn’t tell you how much it was, about a quarter palm full maybe like 3-4 grams given to me by someone I didn’t particularly trust but they were free and I had just seen research talking about how safe they actually was. So I did them and had an experience where I seen what looked like “aura” or just a slight bit of light surrounding everything that was sentient .. then I could hear the trees making a noise the more I focused on them the more I could kind of hear through the static and it sounded like they were crying out for help and asking me why we don’t care that much.. but after that I went in the house to collect my thoughts and realized no matter what I did I couldn’t hold onto any thoughts and I was just going through a highway of new information .. eventually it calmed down and I talked to my friend for hours and couldn’t sleep..
Started doing extensive research and listening to other peoples experience with more of an open mind.. found a shrooms dealer and would buy in bulk because they was hard to find .. so I’d buy like 12 grams and do 4-5 grams .. wait 6 months while I process and relearn more things then the rest of bag .. then after 2 years ( 4 trips later ) I was getting comfortable with lower dosages and the experience remained beautiful and so i never had a worry about a bad trip ..
One day I bought another bag of 12 grams .. and I was really getting to the point I wanted to see something I never seen before and that was the intention of the trip.. I started with 8 grams but it felt like I was already at that level before so it was really dull .. kind of like watching a movie over again after just watching it.. so I decided to drink the remaining 4grams and next thing I know I was filled with anxiety and my body starting vibrating .. I did positive affirmation to get rid of the anxiety then I was extremely silent .. so silent that the noise from being so silent started to pick up.. like a buzzing noise , and with my mind I amplified that silent ringing noise until it got so loud it went silent again then I left my body .
I did 18 grams once, 6 grams eaten, 6 grams in a tea as well and 6 grams smoked. :D
@@aodigital9421 faaaaaaaake! u can't smoke mushrooms.
I've been doing Ketamine Infusions for over 2 months now (first month, once a week, now it's once a month), and the floorboard concept is relatable as hell to me.
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I'm doing Spravato (2x wk/ 1st month, once/wk 3 months, now every 2 weeks) it's helped me deal with a lot of my stuff 👏
My experience with Psilocybin was much like your first with ayahuasca in that i was thinking such beautiful things about humans and nature that it would make my cry. I have to add that crying made me strong and not ashamed in anyway. It was i purge. I honestly believe that neil went on a jounry and nothing worth gaining comes easy.
Glad Neal's talking about his experience. I literally never heard of ayahuasca.
It's like the edible version of DMT. If you drink the plant containing DMT your liver destroys the DMT before it even reaches your blood. If you take a plant that deactivates that enzyme then take the DMT containing plant you will then have the experience. In most of these rituals they just boil the two plants together.
It's the oral way to take DMT and lasts much longer (up to 12 hours I heard, never done it myself) than smoked/vaped DMT which lasts around 30-45 minutes.
@@Bonez0r exactly. It’s milder than smoked DMT obviously. Ayahuasca is like going down a river and smoked DMT is like a rocketship. With that said, anyone can make the tea at home. I don’t know why so many rich Americans pay to go to South America and do it with a “shaman.”
YES!! So look forward to the day I get to experience Ayahuasca. I too believe psychedelics are a spiritual experience that connects you not only to yourself but to all.
You try dmt yet? Never did aya, but in my youth lsd/shrooms.. changed form the for the next many decades to come. Aya never did it. Im older, comfortable with the person i am. But like dmt , just to explore and contemplate what reality is. what the creator is. and so on..
Thanks guys!!! I have done dmt, it was the first one I tried. But I would like to get it again so....😁💕
Agreed. I believe this is why they were made illegal.
Dude, I had that same experience at a ketamine session. There was like a world wide parade of people, all dressed in bright pastels, just hanging out with each other. I remember seeing it and just feeling so content and proud that everyone was rejoicing together.
I did Ketamine a heap of times and nothing ever happened that wa psychedelic
Then you probably didn’t do enough. Ketamine is extremely psychedelic. I always describe it as being every psychedelic wrapped into one….with a touch of ecstasy
@@ghostshipone take it when drinking 1 big line of ketamin will make leave earth whike ur drunk. If not ur not human
@@keenfit30 I’m retired. Leave that for the kids
@@ghostshipone then you didn't do ketamine
This was one of the best conversations- his whole story built around his depression and various treatments along with his experiences the pst 18 months! Honestly, interesting, amazing discussion!!!
I'm a listen to this entire one right here seems like a banger
In Cyprus 2019 one woman passed away during the ceremony. My friend was attending those sessions and now she has aggressive terminal cancer. So maybe for someone is healing and helping but there is always another side of everything. Just be mindful.
lol you think it causes cancer? you're delusional but yes it can be dangerous depending on your physical health but it will not give you cancer. To this day there has only been 1 death that has been attributed to ayahuasca so maybe you can link the story of her death?
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You can't say she got cancer from Aya. There's no way you can prove that. Could easily coincidental. Aya actually has anti cancer properties.
Almost my exact same experience with Ayahuasca. Mine changed my life completely. No antidepressants since Feb. 2020 ✨️
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Holy shit, I needed this. Thanks for sharing, Neal. And thanks for having him on, Joe.
the possession experience he is talking about happened to me. its like a waking dream like state. i figured out the way to prevent this is to not lay down and rest during the come up. i kind of fell asleep, more like passed out. when i peeked i woke up and was a conduit for something. when i came to 20-30 minutes later i was completely aware of everything that happened. as scary as it was it was one of the most powerful and meaningful experience of my life.
That terrifies the fuck out of me. What did it say? How do you know it's not still in you?
@@RustleMyJimmie5 it is still in him. In fact, it is what typed the message under the illusion it was him. It wasn't.
I think it's your higher self. Usually we're possessed by desires, hungers lusts etc all the primal lower self "spirits". Psychedelics can take those away, unless you get distracted. That's why it doesn't happen if you don't lay down, because you're fighting it. That's what tripping actually is, if you don't feel that possession I think you're not really tripping, just high. Or maybe it's the other way around. Still, when I think "psychedelic experience" I automatically assume possession type experience with entities. Anything less than that is kind of like having one beer being like "I'm soo drunk man whoa"
Good to know that others have felt the empathy in the universe as it cannot be put in words. Note: All of these drugs are best used once or twice a year. Each new dosage will escalate so be very comfortable with who you are with & where you do it. Do not do this for recreation.
Loved this guest! Interesting stories.
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Good job Neil!
I have had severe depression for years. To the point where i was constantly annoyed by it. Mushrooms saved my marriage and also gave me a much more meaningful life. I have changed so many things in my daily life for the better
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Great episode. Really appreciate Neal for being so open and going into such detail about these experiences and especially for helping to normalize mental healthcare. Definitely recommend watching/listening to the whole thing.
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Wow! That’s absolutely amazing
Okay I wish I had Joe as a brother, neighbor or close friend just so I could talk with him like this all the time it’s motivational spiritual and learning so awesome definitely my favorite person to watch
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I love hearing this kind of stuff. It makes me feel not so crazy lol I’ve had Psychedelic dreams. I was shown what the meta verse looks like as an expression in time and space and I was shown the exact reason it’s problematic, which was there’s no accountability in the meta verse.
Crazy I know. But I never would have thought this up myself. A being told me and showed me in a dream
No. Sensible, you know.
I also have similar phsycadelic dreams, in one of them a being was showing me a method of using ‘radio-holography’ to see structures on the surface of distant exo-planets and what information can be gathered from it. We were kinda floating around space near planets and flying through them
I was on Celexa for over 11 years, and at some point began taking another medication that supplemented the Celexa, at times when they didn’t work, I couldn’t function at work & would have to go home, I’d begun smoking Cannabis for pain a few years ago and I’d smoke, and it would calm my mind, this last April (2022), my meds were low, so I decided to see what happens without the pills and just smoking, it’s now the end of September and no pHarma meds since! I’ve also just begun psilocybin for mental health(TBI’s & CTE), and having really good results.
i can honestly say in my life where i have been working non stop for over a decade i need to experience this
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A lot of the anxiety could probably be dealt with by popping that top button on his collar. You can't help but have anxiety with a collar buttoned that high without a tie.
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When they start to creep up again i take mushrooms these days bc i don't know where to get acid anymore. Exercise and clean eating helps a ton too but if I'm spiraling, hallucinogens are the only thing that bring be back to normal.
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Ayahuasca and rapè (hapè) are such amazing medicines. Using the sacred ash tobacco daily has helped me so much on top of ayahuasca, yagè, and yopo ceremonies I've been in
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Please people if you have serious mental health issues like severe ocd or bipola, delusions etc, Ayahuasca may not be the drug for you. If you have just regular depression or anxiety on the other hand, that's the sort of thing it will probably help you with. But be careful please because it is strong af and isn't for everybody.
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So interesting. Whatever helps without harming others. Perfect.
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Highly recommend watching the whole episode!
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This was a great video and I enjoyed his story telling. I work with ayahuasca and I just have so much love and reverence for the powerful medicine it is.
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How do you work with it? A friend and I really want to do it.
Neal is a real funny and insightful guy. Love JRE podcast.
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6:41 Many years ago, I attended a distant uncle's funeral (my mom's cousin's husband). Anyways, they were praying the "Novena" (rosary 📿) for him. And, all that repetitive chanting! Or the fact that it was hot and there was no A.C. in the room! Or maybe because I hadn't eaten breakfast! I got all dizzy and emotional. I wasn't particularly close to this man. But, I started crying.
Weeping over people gathering is a very familiar experience to me, the very first time I took mushrooms at 15 in my mother's house while everyone else was asleep, having only smoked and drank alcohol prior to it I was expecting something simar to weed but more intense, or at least recognizably and viscerally inebriated in some capacity. Instead, the first thing I noticed as the effects took hold (without even being aware of it) while watching television in anxious but doubtful curiosity, was that I felt as if I genuinely and absolutely "knew" every single person on the show playing, and not just the main actors but everyone in the background too, every human being that passed across that screen (it was Trigger Happy TV, if anyone remembers that show lol). It was totally confounding, and then commercials began to play and this overwhelmingly intense feeling and conscious awareness deepened further, to where I felt I knew all of these people intimately, that they were all part of my family and in my thoughts it extended to include every living, future and dead person throughout all time as visions of ancestors rolling back millennia to hundreds of thousands of centuries back into the animal and plant kingdoms flooded my mind. As quickly as this feeling came it suddenly left and immediately after the basic physiological and visual effects took hold and I swam through the kitchen past indoor plants moving to a nonexistent breeze up the stairs to collapse in my bedroom where I was bombarded with a violent, ceaseless cascade of life-changing visions and realizations. It wasn't until several years later as I gained some maturity and many more psychedelic experiences that I understood that initial sensation and what it's implications were. I was practically a child then and had no points of reference whereby to correlate it with any other concepts, to me at that time it was just bizarre and spiritually unsettling.
I had this same, for a lack of a better term, "come to Jesus" moment. Was born in the church, and scared into being baptized, then ridiculed for asking questions about inconsistencies in the Bible. At 12 I became suspicious of all religions and ultimately decided to be atheist as an adult. Then, Ayahuasca, and I all of a sudden understood that what I had been taught in church was nowhere near the all encompassing prescience I felt that night.
Love the way Neal described this. So much like my own experiences on Ayahuasca. I've never been religious, and I still am not. But I def have felt the presence of something much more powerful than myself. For some reason the word God seems to be the best word to describe.
Neil! “3 Mics” was amazing!
Definitely Joe's favorite topic. Joe's ears perk up and he totally dialled in. So funny to watch.
Getting the stuff blown up your nose REALLY REALLY sucks. Wish he emphasized just how much it burns like crazy lol. It makes it super hard to breathe so they encourage saying something forcefully several times to help you breathe. It also didn't help that I was still recovering from a cold; I don't know what exactly happened but the day after the ceremony I woke up and instantly felt the world spinning, I stayed like that for several days before my body eventually returned back to normal.
I felt the ceremony was kind of meh, doesn't work for everyone (also probably didn't help that it was led by a white dude who charged too much money and demanded offerings beforehand, ruining the sacred vibe)
Same here not a fan of Rapè I did it before I smoked the Toad.
I love recieving this recount and, not at all to diminish it, (but for personal reasons) I am tremendously interested (for context) moreso in learning about his personal "chemical history."
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This was such a satisfying podcast! I love them all, but this one had me tuned the fuck in.
I had the same experience while hitchhiking on sailboats across the Caribbean for 5 months. Wild Goat Island. That's where it happened.
roleplaying as captain jack sparrow
@@BrokeMalone I was robbed by a pirate with a rusty blade, so yeah, kinda. I Did end up breakdancing for a round of drinks.
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5:10 This is exactly how my DMT trip was. I wasn't an atheist though, I've always accepted that there is a Higher Power, but I was having a struggle with my walk of Faith.
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