as the world caves in x cancer | matt maltese & my chemical romance cover

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  • čas přidán 15. 11. 2020
  • well here we go. since i did the first world caves in cover i got a couple requests for this so!!!!! yeehaw!!!
    ((sorry if this is a lil repetitive. i just felt like doin this again))
    instrumental: • Video
    an awesome slowed version by Mairwyn Hall: • as the world caves in ...
    another awesome slow/reverb moment: • as the world caves in ...
    i had this comment pinned with links but then ethan commented so i’m putting it here as well ahaha:
    forgot to say - watch with headphones 👉👈
    captions are available in english!!
    1,000 free downloads left! clemturner.bandcamp.com/track...
    i know i keep adding onto this but you GUYS. 1) thank you for all your kindness, there are 100k views on this which is unprecedented for a video with my voice in it so i’m amazed and humbled and screaming. 2) to all of you who are comparing me to unus annus, i am honored. as an unus from birth who has been constantly insecure about my high voice, i am blown away that any part of my voice could be compared to the boomin’ voice of mark. 3) i said “oh, god, it’s you” instead of “girl.” still don’t know why, it just felt dramatic. so! that’s it!
    info for my future friends:
    instagram: offwhxte / ghoultxwn
    twitter: theoffwhxte
    smule: offwhxte
    spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0VCEL...
    linktr.ee/offwhxte
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  • @ethan
    @ethan Před 3 lety +32583

    this is so so so beautiful.

  • @gh05tbucket
    @gh05tbucket Před 3 lety +6098

    GOD AND WITH THE UNUS ANNUS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS

  • @averie5907
    @averie5907 Před 3 lety +9031

    this song is literally musical heroin

  • @gdinneroll
    @gdinneroll Před 2 lety +4178

    Where its lined up as "Oh god its you" and "I will not kiss you" I can see it as either a set of soulmates, one is in love the other just a platonic bond, as their final moments are spent together, the one in love finally becomes content, and the one who isnt struggles with not knowing if they'll ever see them again

    • @gdinneroll
      @gdinneroll Před 2 lety +92

      Is this mildly inspired by my current unrequited love? Yes. I'm finally content. He loves me, whether it's romantic or not doesn't matter

    • @bl6973
      @bl6973 Před 2 lety +19

      I feel this SO HARD.

    • @gdinneroll
      @gdinneroll Před 2 lety +10

      @@bl6973 DAMN IM SORRY I can mourn with you over it if you need :,)

    • @bl6973
      @bl6973 Před 2 lety +4

      @@gdinneroll PLS ITS OK

    • @gdinneroll
      @gdinneroll Před 2 lety +1

      @@bl6973 ALDJEJW AS LONG AS UR OK MAN

  • @elizagrace6159
    @elizagrace6159 Před 2 lety +2831

    This cover perfectly matches my vibes at the moment. I just got the worst news of my life. I may have breast cancer. Im 15. 15 years old, and my world is literally disintegrating before my eyes. Im in so much pain that it hurts to lay down. My arms and shoulders are numb and achy. My face is puffy from crying. Reality is harsh man.
    Edit(9/4/22): I’m alive lolz. I live at home again now and have been improving. I don’t have hair though and kinda look like Gollum but its chill. Thanks for all the well wishes and concern!
    Edit(6/2/23): Hi! Its been a really long time and thank you all for your support! Im doing significantly better. I just turned 17 last month. I never elaborated but to keep it short my body naturally makes wayyyyy too much progesterone and too much progesterone can cause cancer. Its incredibly rare for breast cancer to occur in teens but it is possible, Im living proof of that. Puberty basically was my downfall. But if Ive learned anything its to LISTEN TO YOUR BODY!! This all started from a random pain I felt when I was 14 and decided to ignore. Two days after I turned 15 I was diagnosed. This year has had its struggles but next year Im going back to school full time for my senior year. Life is good. Bless you all.

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 2 lety +364

      i’m so sorry eliza

    • @zooked5845
      @zooked5845 Před 2 lety +115

      Stay strong eliza! 💪💪💪

    • @elizagrace6159
      @elizagrace6159 Před 2 lety +72

      @@zooked5845 im trying!!❤️

    • @TheLandOfDreams
      @TheLandOfDreams Před 2 lety +42

      Holy crap I'm so sorry, I hope things get better for you

    • @tengensrat7255
      @tengensrat7255 Před 2 lety +45

      You're a very strong girl, and I'm very proud of you for that! I know I can't do anything to physically help you, but I know you'll get through this :) btw we have the same age!!

  • @cherrytheclown5907
    @cherrytheclown5907 Před 3 lety +4942

    parent: my child's fine
    ma'am your child is listen to this on the daily

  • @pipank123
    @pipank123 Před 10 měsíci +416

    i remember a few years ago when i was 15 i found this video and was absolutely obsessed, now at 18 i always come back to this cover. it’s transcendent.

    • @nil-md2ef
      @nil-md2ef Před 10 měsíci

      FR IM CRYING

    • @lvekaii
      @lvekaii Před 9 měsíci

      SAME IVE BEEN LISTENING SINCE 15 But i’m 18 now and i come back periodically

    • @chloeschrinel1547
      @chloeschrinel1547 Před 9 měsíci

      FOR REAL !

    • @EmmiNoelle
      @EmmiNoelle Před 8 měsíci

      Omg same here except I just turned 17 and have been listening every once in a while since I was 14

    • @aeroplaneoversea
      @aeroplaneoversea Před 7 měsíci +1

      omg same, i also found it at 15

  • @Senjuro-Rengoku855
    @Senjuro-Rengoku855 Před 2 lety +493

    This is like two lovers singing
    As the world caves in- Trying to fix the relationship
    Cancer- The toxic partner trying to fix them self but failing slowing.
    Truely a masterpiece.

    • @maverickmillon4892
      @maverickmillon4892 Před rokem +28

      Honestly in my opinion it’s more like two lovers nearing the end of their relationship due to cancer.
      As The World Caves In - Its as if their world is falling apart/ending while they hopelessly watch their partner slowly pass
      Cancer - With only days left it’s pains them to leave a true love behind.

    • @almessasorrow4950
      @almessasorrow4950 Před 17 dny

      ​@@maverickmillon4892
      Its the same person.
      The world caves in(Still in love, even though the relationship is ending, even though they don't want to be)
      Cancer(Giving up on the relationship)
      Logic vs emotion and a relationship that's a lost cause.

  • @lol-ln1kc
    @lol-ln1kc Před 3 lety +5036

    has no one noticed that the "you"s line up in every chorus-

    • @fly4976
      @fly4976 Před 3 lety +95

      That’s the point

    • @aghasey.410
      @aghasey.410 Před 3 lety +65

      @@fly4976 that’s the points but it’s not always noticeable.

    • @Rune_Wave_
      @Rune_Wave_ Před 3 lety +3

      huh??

    • @erenshaw
      @erenshaw Před 3 lety +18

      @@Rune_Wave_ “how come it’s *you* ” “i will not kiss *you* ”

    • @johnwiese6760
      @johnwiese6760 Před 3 lety +6

      @@erenshaw oh girl its you*

  • @grumpyworm5382
    @grumpyworm5382 Před 3 lety +3311

    Song: “the hardest part of this, is leaving you.”
    Ad: are you suffering from joint pain?

    • @autumnbaukman2557
      @autumnbaukman2557 Před 3 lety +89

      more like emotional pain but something like that yeah

    • @cricketycrack06
      @cricketycrack06 Před 3 lety +19

      If my heart is considered a joint, then yes

    • @stale_chip3333
      @stale_chip3333 Před 3 lety +7

      i’m suffering from joint pain but the joint is silent

  • @your_mom_9170
    @your_mom_9170 Před 2 lety +103

    If this man puts his music on Spotify it would solve all my problems 🛐🛐

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 2 lety +39

      wish i could - these covers are copyrighted songs, which bars me from putting them up on streaming sites. ive got some originals up on spotify, but for now these just exist on youtube, soundcloud, and bandcamp! thanks so much for listening

    • @mewfish
      @mewfish Před 6 měsíci +2

      you can still download it on mp3!

  • @ImCade
    @ImCade Před 2 lety +208

    It's been over a year and a half and I still get goosebumps when listening to this.

  • @amaricarmouche6456
    @amaricarmouche6456 Před 3 lety +4749

    So how does it feel knowing you invented music

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +572

      😏

    • @PeaBrain87
      @PeaBrain87 Před 3 lety +88

      I mean ethan himself suggested this mashup so...

    • @OrangeSpout
      @OrangeSpout Před 3 lety +88

      @@PeaBrain87 Correct, but Clem took the time to record and edit this masterpiece

  • @peterparkersass
    @peterparkersass Před 3 lety +4233

    I still can't get over how angelic the "now turn away" is

  • @millie4777
    @millie4777 Před rokem +170

    Every so often this will reappear in my suggested, and for 4 minutes I’ll be in heaven again.
    …or for like 20 minutes cuz I’ll have it on repeat for a while.

  • @ma.althea1886
    @ma.althea1886 Před 5 měsíci +21

    My roman empire.

  • @ellyherrick9839
    @ellyherrick9839 Před 3 lety +8834

    Karens b like: I can’t breathe through my mask
    Clem: let me grab my mic real quick

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +665

      HA!

    • @zedekiahking4169
      @zedekiahking4169 Před 3 lety +112

      my pop filter is shit and I mean, wearing a mask does make recording better in that respect >>

    • @spaceyboy
      @spaceyboy Před 3 lety +94

      I can't breathe through my tears after this video--

    • @popp7290
      @popp7290 Před 3 lety +10

      @@clemturnerfirst I sing in choi with a mask it’s fine as long as it doesn’t suck in when I take a deep breath lol

  • @day8309
    @day8309 Před 3 lety +711

    OMG I WANNA HEAR HIM SING LINE WITHOUT A HOOK SO BAD OH MY OH MY

  • @chikaoomfwua
    @chikaoomfwua Před rokem +60

    I will forever be heartbroken this isn't on spotify because I just want to listen to it on repeat🙏

  • @gumii6431
    @gumii6431 Před rokem +92

    I'm not usually a big fan of song "mash ups," but goddamn this cover has me feeling things, I found this a year ago, and im still coming back. it's telling such a beautiful story, and I enjoy looking at the comments and seeing other people's interpretations. A wonderful and gorgeous cover, I will always come back to this masterpiece ❤️

  • @haydenmeal
    @haydenmeal Před 3 lety +3399

    i was sobbing to a song before this and then an ad came on and was like “do you need a new vacuum?”

  • @orshn
    @orshn Před 3 lety +2046

    THIS IS GIVING ME "THEY BOTH DIE AT THE END" VIBES

  • @angelc5030
    @angelc5030 Před 10 měsíci +43

    Find myself coming back to this video every now and again when my feelings kick up … it never fails to make me a weeping mess 😭

  • @dizzybatz
    @dizzybatz Před rokem +40

    i cannot stop coming back to this, it hasn’t left my mind since i first heard it tbh. it’s so indescribably beautiful.

  • @briannalambert3483
    @briannalambert3483 Před 3 lety +2752

    unus annus fandom has collectively claimed this to be the anthem of our dead love.

  • @andchad723
    @andchad723 Před 3 lety +1999

    i love that this mash up came to be because of ethan suggesting it on tiktok

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +317

      a beautiful man

    • @somerandomhumanbeingonthei1924
      @somerandomhumanbeingonthei1924 Před 3 lety +64

      And he only put it on Tik Tok because he spontaneously thought of the mash up during one of his singing streams lol, it was a great moment

    • @jayjay5202
      @jayjay5202 Před 3 lety +2

      YES

    • @demontethomas6239
      @demontethomas6239 Před 3 lety +15

      @@somerandomhumanbeingonthei1924 Momento Mori... Uunus Annus🖤😔✌🏾🖤

    • @frxgprince9701
      @frxgprince9701 Před 3 lety

      @@somerandomhumanbeingonthei1924 do you know which stream it was?

  • @tqstygaming3353
    @tqstygaming3353 Před rokem +44

    a lot of people interpret this as two different people, one who is in love and another who is interested in staying friends, both make confessions before the world ends. I interpret it a different way, i relate a lot to the song. My brain is the ‘cancer’ telling me it’s over, i can’t love her anymore, but ‘as the world caves in’ is my heart telling my brain that we have to love her, we aren’t anything without her. she is the one by our side as the world caves in. idk just felt like sharing my view on it

    • @alfisyar632
      @alfisyar632 Před 2 měsíci

      Damn that's.......... great.

    • @4991ukasoy
      @4991ukasoy Před měsícem

      Shot me dead bang.. I've been listening to this almost hourly dealing with that exact situation.. I hope you're doing good, stranger in mental bonds

  • @happi9380
    @happi9380 Před 2 lety +15

    The “Oh god it’s you” sounds absolutely amazing

  • @realheart.
    @realheart. Před 3 lety +5419

    there are two types of people when listening to this song:
    1. the person who sings as the world caves in
    2. the person who sings cancer

    • @youdroppedsomething4334
      @youdroppedsomething4334 Před 3 lety +207

      I guess I’m built different then 💪😌

    • @leticiakay6422
      @leticiakay6422 Před 3 lety +339

      no i go back and forth singing different parts

    • @sunspot1202
      @sunspot1202 Před 3 lety +151

      And there’s the person who sings both

    • @fabioplayism
      @fabioplayism Před 3 lety +151

      My dumbass trying to sing both 😂😂😂

    • @heyitsalo2713
      @heyitsalo2713 Před 3 lety +17

      @@fabioplayism same 😂😂 glad I’m not the only one lmao 😂😂💀💀

  • @sharpestlivezXOXO
    @sharpestlivezXOXO Před 3 lety +2016

    people are freaking over the fact that he’s wearing unus annus merch (and so am i) but did no one notice the RED AND BLUE LIGHTS??

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +148

      😏

    • @comfyspecs9058
      @comfyspecs9058 Před 3 lety +28

      @@clemturnerfirst t,, team purple? 🥺🥺

    • @sharpestlivezXOXO
      @sharpestlivezXOXO Před 3 lety +52

      @@7st4rcigs like mark and ethan. those are just their colors now because thats how they had their hair dyed in and around 2016

    • @sharpestlivezXOXO
      @sharpestlivezXOXO Před 3 lety +4

      @@7st4rcigs yeah i guess so but i think its more the fact that its meant to represent their colors and less the fact of who he sounds like

    • @philip3696
      @philip3696 Před 3 lety +3

      this whole mashup was eef’s idea lmao

  • @Torpoint.
    @Torpoint. Před rokem +4

    this goes so hard

  • @mxngo615
    @mxngo615 Před 2 lety +10

    2:41 has me ascending,crying and so much more. Absolutely beautiful

  • @kaileys6237
    @kaileys6237 Před 3 lety +1333

    WEARING HEADPHONES WITH THIS IS AN EXPERIENCE WITH THIS SONG WOAH WOAH WOAH
    EDIT WAIT IS THAT AN UNUS ANNUS SHIRT🖤🤍

    • @bennyboiart7781
      @bennyboiart7781 Před 3 lety +10

      OMG, it is! This would have made an excellent song for a dramatic fan animatic for #UnusAnnus

    • @joeysirb8394
      @joeysirb8394 Před 3 lety +4

      In my car with a full sound system with subs, it hits so different. It’s so perfect, the subtle bass note and his voice. So perfect

    • @chaoticcorbin8022
      @chaoticcorbin8022 Před 3 lety +3

      Ethan actually wanted someone to mix these two songs together on tik tok!

    • @Theshipofthesius
      @Theshipofthesius Před 3 lety +1

      Unus annus..? Don’t you mean Mark and that other dude?

    • @rowen8000
      @rowen8000 Před 3 lety

      OH MY GOD ITS SO BEAUTIFUL ITS BRINGING ME TO TEARS

  • @jamiekersey5156
    @jamiekersey5156 Před 3 lety +3685

    I will never get over how amazing the.
    "Oh girl its you"
    and
    "I will not kiss you"
    Is. Its amazing like-

    • @zoey9818
      @zoey9818 Před 3 lety +34

      THIS RIGHT HERE YESYSEYSY

    • @Charlie_77737
      @Charlie_77737 Před 3 lety +22

      it gives me the vibe of a way one love, like someone loves someone "oh girl it's you" but that someone doesn't feel the same "I will not kiss you."

    • @justkat__
      @justkat__ Před 2 lety +3

      honestly everything from 2:00 to 2:18 is just so perfect.

    • @altschmerz3790
      @altschmerz3790 Před 2 lety +4

      @@Charlie_77737 in the cancer song, the person refuses to kiss their lover because they're going to die and that's only going to make their goodbye harder

    • @malakyegalvin5559
      @malakyegalvin5559 Před 2 lety +3

      @@altschmerz3790 the story behind cancer is just so depressing once you know it all😭

  • @clivedarvhinmontelora9437

    The first time I've heard this song in Reels I've been searching for it, I've tried "As the world caves in" Audio edit, Overlap and remix. After hundreds of browsing finally found it, this Cover was so Epic that it deserves a lot of attention.

  • @frozen_flower_fields
    @frozen_flower_fields Před 2 lety +6

    I literally ascend every time I hear the "We're counting down the days to go" part like that's my favorite part

  • @Meomwmeowmoew
    @Meomwmeowmoew Před 3 lety +2445

    the one dislike accidentally clicked it because they couldn't see through their tears

    • @maddie6560
      @maddie6560 Před 3 lety +17

      god this is so fucking true

    • @realrandoms1013
      @realrandoms1013 Před 3 lety +12

      Definitely happened... I accidentally disliked one of my favorite videos once... it took my a couple minutes to see what I did lol... (I fixed it tho don’t worry)

    • @sydneybeaa
      @sydneybeaa Před 3 lety +2

      @@realrandoms1013 Me too! I actually think with art like this it’s the only reason. That or they are the devil

    • @nicolealexandra1392
      @nicolealexandra1392 Před 3 lety +3

      is that a catboy georgenotfound wearing a maid outfit in your pfp

    • @cornchip279
      @cornchip279 Před 3 lety +4

      i- is that the guy from brainpop- in a maid dress and cat ears-

  • @jadasanders12345
    @jadasanders12345 Před 3 lety +1737

    its like a romanticized version of death with a person you love vs. the reality of death losing a person you love. the world is ending because youre losing that person, not because its actually ending.

  • @vsakusam
    @vsakusam Před rokem +18

    This absolute masterpiece is 2 years old already and I still can't believe how much this affected me ohmygosh i love this so much

  • @blueberryslushy2370
    @blueberryslushy2370 Před 2 lety +133

    screaming, crying, and holding your hand. it’s been a year since this song was released, and i’m so happy it blew up. i got to discover the best artist i’ve ever heard, no exaggeration. i’ve loved everything you’ve put out, and i am constantly streaming divine loser.
    i just want to thank you for making this, and everything else on your channel, & second channel too. i can not stress this enough, your music has changed and touched me so much. i can’t wait for whatever you do next, and thank you for being so! fricking!! amazing!!

  • @meatsyrup.
    @meatsyrup. Před 3 lety +1400

    I can't stop crying all I hear is Ethan and mark saying goodbye

  • @nixion3259
    @nixion3259 Před 3 lety +725

    This tears me apart. My 13 yo self listening to cancer. My 17 yo self listening to as the world caves in. The disassociation. It’s gorgeous.

    • @nixion3259
      @nixion3259 Před 3 lety +1

      I- I wasn’t expecting this kinda feedback. I’ve come back and recently went through a lot. This still gets me. Man. Your voice is exceptional.

  • @AnarTheAnarchist
    @AnarTheAnarchist Před rokem +14

    This song really hit me because a few months ago I had a terrible nightmare of getting cancer, and I was going to die. And I hugged everyone I knew goodbye. I fucking love this cover, I don't know the words that can describe my feelings when I hear this. You have real talent Clem. I will listen to this until I die. Thank you.

  • @sakurasea0511
    @sakurasea0511 Před 10 měsíci +17

    This song will always be my favourite song, it reminds me of me in different points in my life, reminds me of my characters in my book, reminds me of my past and present and reminds me that amazing music can still be made. ❤

  • @freya9403
    @freya9403 Před 3 lety +2312

    who tf unliked this? just wanna talk

  • @e.r.2020
    @e.r.2020 Před 3 lety +918

    the song that made me cry in middle school mashed with the song that makes me cry now,,,,, perfect~

  • @LinTheSnek
    @LinTheSnek Před rokem +8

    the experience of this with headphones is the most magical thing ive EVER heard

  • @sxnflowerstudios
    @sxnflowerstudios Před rokem +4

    speechless.

  • @gh05tbucket
    @gh05tbucket Před 3 lety +335

    listening with headphones really does hit different

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +31

      👉👈

    • @calvinobrien7467
      @calvinobrien7467 Před 3 lety +3

      Yeah thanks this would have been a regular experience, and then I saw this comment and decided to have a depressive moment

    • @gh05tbucket
      @gh05tbucket Před 3 lety +2

      @@calvinobrien7467 it gets directly into the soul with headphones

    • @clairebe839
      @clairebe839 Před 3 lety +1

      you’re making me get out of bed to find some now 😂😂

    • @gh05tbucket
      @gh05tbucket Před 3 lety

      @@clairebe839 nothing will ever be more worth it

  • @remysteeves8113
    @remysteeves8113 Před 3 lety +2063

    As a straight(ish) dude, this man is immaculate and sir, I would like you to know I'm a simp

  • @zerorats2070
    @zerorats2070 Před rokem +15

    god the whole section at 2:51 is absolutely beautiful

  • @jeshp3847
    @jeshp3847 Před rokem +20

    i first watched this when i was 13 and up until now i still love and addicted to thisss, still amazed on how he ws able to mix two such amazing songs!!

  • @Bee-po4me
    @Bee-po4me Před 3 lety +641

    WHATS WHRONG WITH U IM CRYIN

  • @laurenk3290
    @laurenk3290 Před 3 lety +2056

    Petition to put this on Spotify ‼️‼️

    • @rooey69
      @rooey69 Před 3 lety +30

      SIGNED

    • @CarlAyers
      @CarlAyers Před 3 lety +15

      PLS

    • @brittneystone8833
      @brittneystone8833 Před 3 lety +26

      It’s on Spotify! And you can download it I’m pretty sure. It’s on 2-3 of my playlists

    • @CarlAyers
      @CarlAyers Před 3 lety +5

      WHERE?!

    • @CarlAyers
      @CarlAyers Před 3 lety +12

      FOUND IT! EPISODE/PODCAST THINGY BY KINGS OF FILM. It is a bit quiet, but it is it.

  • @justindragongarza5401
    @justindragongarza5401 Před rokem +7

    This song is my all-time favorite of yours cuz it never ceases to make me cry.
    It reminds me of my late girlfriend who died of a heart complication. And both songs used here depict how both ends of the relationship felt as soon as I got the message from her mother.
    My world was ending and she was my world.

  • @bulavinaka819
    @bulavinaka819 Před 11 měsíci +8

    Never in my life would I expect to tear up at a song mashed up with my chemical romance and yet here I am lmao

  • @mellie2792
    @mellie2792 Před 3 lety +1337

    ok this may be kinda dumb but i wanted to say it ??
    as someone with chronic health issues, mental and physical, whos health keeps declining, this song is the most comfort i have. genuinely. every time i see a new symptom, or notice something old coming up again, or have to give up on another thing i enjoy, i open it back up. it feels like everything is gray and dirty and rotting, but this song makes me feel like in some tragic kind of way, its beautiful.
    thank you so much. genuinely.

    • @sjuderans7730
      @sjuderans7730 Před 3 lety +41

      Thank you for sharing that, I hope things get better for you bud!

    • @abbyj2259
      @abbyj2259 Před 3 lety +14

      i hope things get better for you! i'm sure you're a lovely person :> and your comment did not sound dumb, i actually really liked it and thought it was nice to see you expressing this

    • @oliviawestfall2002
      @oliviawestfall2002 Před 3 lety +3

      Thank you so much for opening up about it 💕 very proud of you. I have a gene that doesn't work (TP53), so basically I'm not able to suppress cancer from forming in my body. It's scary because I never know what's normal and what's cancer. I'm right there with you, and I love you. I hope you live your best life, I hope the same for both of us. Please feel free to contact me if you ever need a buddy or someone to talk with.

    • @oliviawestfall2002
      @oliviawestfall2002 Před 3 lety +2

      I have physical and mental illnesses that are tearing at me every day. It's hard, love, I know it. I'm here for you. I bet you are an amazing person. Never forget how amazing and beautiful life is, even when disaster is all around. This song makes me feel the same!

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +18

      i’m so glad this cover could bring you that level of comfort. i’m so fortunate that you found me and i’m sending hugs your way, friend

  • @samw3720
    @samw3720 Před 3 lety +798

    Okay, but your voice fits this song so well. I kinda imagine the last song of an antagonist as they've finally been defeated with the dying hero, two angry kids. Your singing is amazing.

  • @mysaysthings5512
    @mysaysthings5512 Před 2 lety +7

    Nobody:
    "Now turn away" harmony
    Me: *VISIBLY LEVITATING*

  • @jesters_court24
    @jesters_court24 Před 2 lety +22

    I think about this song a lot, i came to listen to it because of recent news i heard about a youtuber i loved dearly and i needed a good cry, thank you for making this lovely song.

    • @aela6942
      @aela6942 Před 2 lety +1

      :(

    • @tallowstw
      @tallowstw Před 2 lety

      o7 to the king

    • @jesters_court24
      @jesters_court24 Před 2 lety

      @@tallowstw o7 To the king.

    • @solsticeglimpse
      @solsticeglimpse Před rokem

      Aww mate I know who your talking about so I came back to this as well because of it I cried quite a bit :(

  • @bethwilliams8088
    @bethwilliams8088 Před 3 lety +4240

    why does this song feel like a suicidal teen comforting their a cancer patient partner.

    • @CasLgbt
      @CasLgbt Před 3 lety +153

      This comment hits different for me because my best friend listened to "Cancer" when they were a teen and their mom was going through chemotherapy, just a big oof

    • @shoukonishimiya9824
      @shoukonishimiya9824 Před 3 lety +17

      This hurts

    • @zero-it8yn
      @zero-it8yn Před 3 lety +9

      this one here^^^^^

    • @natsueyama
      @natsueyama Před 3 lety +27

      ...makes me want to write a story about this
      Edit: People, I'm starting the story, although I haven't published it yet

    • @CrystalKarma
      @CrystalKarma Před 3 lety +3

      ah-

  • @alyakimz
    @alyakimz Před 3 lety +2541

    Pause.
    He's hitting these notes beautifully while wearing a mask?!! There is no excuse now.

    • @urmumsballs69
      @urmumsballs69 Před 3 lety +22

      I don't think he was wearing a mask while singing these parts, it's just for the music video

    • @iiGalxyTato
      @iiGalxyTato Před 3 lety +65

      @@urmumsballs69 no he was :3

    • @aubrey1564
      @aubrey1564 Před 3 lety +21

      @@urmumsballs69 he said he was wearing it when recording

  • @keppinks
    @keppinks Před rokem +10

    everything from 0:00 to 3:46 is perfection

  • @z0mb1e.d0gz
    @z0mb1e.d0gz Před 5 měsíci +4

    this cover describes how i feel about my mortality. im disabled, with something potentially deadly and will likely be the thing to claim my life early. im in a committed relationship and its one of the painful realities we both are struggling to accept. i'm probably gonna die 20 or so years before he does, and theres not really anything anyone can do about it. i love him so much and its so hard to come to terms with. this cover is beautiful and has in a lot of ways been my outlet for my struggles with accepting my inevitable fate. thank you for making this

  • @expealidocious
    @expealidocious Před 3 lety +391

    can we talk about how velvety and soft his singing is?🥺 ohmygod

  • @frankiewinters
    @frankiewinters Před 3 lety +313

    i just realized this almost tells a story- one is in acceptance of their fate but the other- the other is not ready despite having no other choice. makes me cry. i love it

    • @ariaviah7018
      @ariaviah7018 Před 3 lety +3

      Bruh, you just made me see a whole different part of this song, thank you

    • @frankiewinters
      @frankiewinters Před 3 lety +5

      @@ariaviah7018 i couldn’t see it any other way tbh. this song makes me realize how truly valuable life is and how much we take it for granted- i’m glad i could help bring a new perspective to light

  • @theodore2487
    @theodore2487 Před 2 lety +7

    Putting this directly in my dramatic sob-crying playlist

  • @r0ttingangel
    @r0ttingangel Před 10 měsíci +7

    Your voice is absolutely enchanting. I haven't heard something so relaxing yet simultaneously melancholy in so long, this is a really beautiful mashup.

  • @lolee5821
    @lolee5821 Před 3 lety +641

    the ‘you’ harmony is literal perfection.

  • @gillian2266
    @gillian2266 Před 3 lety +2900

    As the co-sheriff of emo town, i can confirm this is a masterpiece.

  • @riabongo
    @riabongo Před 11 měsíci +5

    this song is so devastating and beautiful and i think about it constantly

  • @mamichula_8054
    @mamichula_8054 Před rokem +5

    I’ve been listening to this on repeat

  • @kail9036
    @kail9036 Před 3 lety +1864

    I feel like this is between two lovers on doomsday. They both accepted it, but when the final hours come closer, red begins to deny it. Maybe they can live through it. Maybe it's a hoax. As the song goes on, red make it more and more clear how hard they've had to fight to make it here; now they have to give it all up? Blue insists it'll be okay, yet red is scared by their own mortality. They put off kissing blue because that feels like it'll be accepting this. That this will be their final moments. That they will never get married. They'll leave each other after fighting so hard and so much to be together like this; because the world collapsed under its own, heavy, evil weight. Blue walks up to the camera, yet isn't visibly the one who shuts it off. Red is. Blue is waiting for red. Red shutting off the camera is them accepting this fate and finally kissing blue

    • @morganjohnson1552
      @morganjohnson1552 Před 3 lety +55

      this is super accurate and sad and I love it. because that's exactly how I saw it as well.

    • @kail9036
      @kail9036 Před 3 lety +8

      @@morganjohnson1552 Yay! Thank you! And I'm glad I wasn't the only one!

    • @marczyair2881
      @marczyair2881 Před 3 lety +24

      Reminds me of Unus Annus 👍

    • @kaileyk3952
      @kaileyk3952 Před 3 lety +19

      This is an experience to read

    • @kail9036
      @kail9036 Před 3 lety +9

      @@kaileyk3952 I shall take that as a compliment, thank you!

  • @brynndalynn4359
    @brynndalynn4359 Před 3 lety +3571

    i have synesthesia and i always come back to this because the colors i get from listening to this are always so vivid!! as the world caves in is resigned and melancholy and i get shades of blue from it, while cancer has so much raw emotion and a little anger in it that gives me bright scarlet, and that damn near angelic part at “now turn away” reverberates into this rich and perfect purple where the red and blue marble together completely but still manage to stay distinct, it’s incredible!! very few songs make my synesthesia react like this, so this one is special :)

    • @froegs582
      @froegs582 Před 3 lety +116

      This is so gorgeous, genuinely thank you for sharing

    • @kamrongoolsby3444
      @kamrongoolsby3444 Před 3 lety +66

      Really cool interpretation!!! His voice always feels like a perfect, rich shade of phthalo green to me! :)

    • @mug14
      @mug14 Před 2 lety +13

      i just cried thank you

    • @balls1441
      @balls1441 Před 2 lety +19

      What color do you get from power by Kanye west

    • @onesadfrog
      @onesadfrog Před 2 lety +10

      :0 that’s super sick!! for me this song is a super rich teal blue and orange :]

  • @grimrsp
    @grimrsp Před rokem +4

    i come back here every once in a while and i just stare at the comment i posted, she passed. my grandma with the cancer passed a few months back and this song makes so much sense now, thank you again :)

  • @user-it2sw2yw4p
    @user-it2sw2yw4p Před rokem +9

    This is now my favorite version of this song

  • @dumbblink4262
    @dumbblink4262 Před 3 lety +398

    Watching someone you love and care with cancer, but don’t want to accept it. This is what this song made me feel it made relive those days. She passed away in December but damm this song made me sob like a fucking child, I didn’t cry when she passed I didn’t accept it. It’s like this shows both sides of that horrible pain. We each had our own perspective of that terrible time but almost the same painful moment. I feel like I found closure with this.

    • @clemturnerfirst
      @clemturnerfirst  Před 3 lety +63

      i’m so sorry to hear about your loss. the loss of a loved one in such a way can be incredibly difficult to bear, and you are truly brave. i’m so fortunate and humbled to have been able to offer any semblance of closure in this way.

    • @oliviawestfall2002
      @oliviawestfall2002 Před 3 lety +5

      My condolences ❤️ cancer is awful. I've been through it. I've known some that have been through it. I'm so proud of you for getting to where you are now. You are so loved. I am so happy for you getting to love someone so rare ❤️

  • @sarey262
    @sarey262 Před 3 lety +2523

    i don’t think they even need to show the dislike button on this one. kinda useless on such a masterpiece

    • @cccccrm4
      @cccccrm4 Před 3 lety +52

      One person disliked...how....for what reason??? With this? The tears in their eyes, because I cant imagine anyone not crying to this, blurred their sight and they misclicked

    • @daaeiis4005
      @daaeiis4005 Před 3 lety +3

      @@cccccrm4 *they disliked for what-*

    • @lord_ozymandias
      @lord_ozymandias Před 2 lety +19

      i mean. there you go

    • @dcxrtcvain4209
      @dcxrtcvain4209 Před 2 lety +18

      there you go.

    • @JaceNotJason
      @JaceNotJason Před 2 lety +17

      Well this aged well

  • @kavaler1471
    @kavaler1471 Před 11 měsíci +3

    i can’t tell if I’m gonna bust a move or bust out crying

    • @heelturn2
      @heelturn2 Před 7 měsíci

      why not both at once ?

  • @ii7nsomnia7cc
    @ii7nsomnia7cc Před 7 měsíci +5

    dear lord i remember this cover from how obsessed everyone tied to unus annus was, and the cover still brings me to tears every time and is a big inspiration for some characters ive made. the mashup of these songs still fit so well together, and your voice is so fucking good for this!

  • @Maile-pv8vv
    @Maile-pv8vv Před 3 lety +1869

    Devilman Crybaby is all I can think about when I listen to this- :(
    Ryo: Blue
    Akira: Red

    • @PippaBonk
      @PippaBonk Před 3 lety +36

      oh ouch :(

    • @isabellaedwards6133
      @isabellaedwards6133 Před 3 lety +17

      omg now thats all i can thank ab 😔

    • @themusicofthenight2778
      @themusicofthenight2778 Před 3 lety +16

      great now u made me cry :(

    • @eli-bl1uw
      @eli-bl1uw Před 3 lety +48

      Bro the analogy of Ryo being blue, and Akira being Red makes so much sense.. I mean it's Ryo knowing it's all going to be for nothing, and it finally ending, and then Akira having to leave Ryo.

    • @poe_hani5952
      @poe_hani5952 Před 3 lety +6

      YES Thats literally it

  • @emily-362
    @emily-362 Před 3 lety +508

    didn’t think i would have a sob session today but here we are. THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL

  • @odeliaadam
    @odeliaadam Před 2 lety +8

    I’m so wracked with grief that I didn’t know I was carrying. Singing this and pounding my steering wheel with my fist as I drive home from work, crying for the first time in a month, I needed this song and I thank you for singing it. I’m more tired than I thought I was. Thank you for singing this.

  • @erwnseo
    @erwnseo Před 2 lety +3

    crying sobbing on the floor screaming

  • @h3lloov4mpiree3
    @h3lloov4mpiree3 Před 3 lety +779

    ok but like why does this sound like ethan and mark for unus annus???

  • @toderoni2486
    @toderoni2486 Před 3 lety +1547

    It sounds so much like Mark and Ethan holy shit-
    Memento Mori, friends
    Unus Annus

  • @ukuromi8595
    @ukuromi8595 Před rokem +6

    I used to listen to this cover religiously everyday so anytime it reappears in my feed I got to relisten cause it's simply a masterpiece

  • @noodles8593
    @noodles8593 Před 2 lety +13

    It's almost the death anniversary of Unus Annus and this has been stuck in my head, memento mori everyone

  • @419waywardkid5
    @419waywardkid5 Před 3 lety +3140

    It’s giving me soulmates (romantic or platonic up to you) that are running out of time. One is too afraid to face the other, afraid of them seeing them like this, afraid to face the reality of it. And the other just wants to spend their final moments together before their world as they know it ends

    • @chloequinn6299
      @chloequinn6299 Před 3 lety +61

      have you read they both die at the end?

    • @ghiancrys6723
      @ghiancrys6723 Před 2 lety +30

      This fucking reminds me of merthur ( platonic or not ), their world ended when arthur died and merlins hapiness died with him-

    • @panchiko__
      @panchiko__ Před 2 lety +13

      Eren and Mikasa.

    • @urmom-nk2ce
      @urmom-nk2ce Před 2 lety +3

      @@chloequinn6299 I was about to sayyyy

    • @not_wednesdayadams
      @not_wednesdayadams Před 2 lety +5

      im writing an entire book based on this concept

  • @dyeuhhhh999
    @dyeuhhhh999 Před 3 lety +2141

    i came all the way from tik tok and i’m trying not to tear up in the middle of class 😃👍🏽 IT’S BEAUTIFUL I LOVE YOUR VOICE OMG!!!

  • @dolls.depapel
    @dolls.depapel Před 2 lety +2

    Screaming crying throwing up this is amazing

  • @nadineztererr2799
    @nadineztererr2799 Před rokem +10

    was sobbing over this then i realized that the link says "VoreSAY"
    (silly link aside, this thing is a fucking masterpiece and will never fail to make me cry)

  • @pnbethi8795
    @pnbethi8795 Před 3 lety +192

    This is just what eef wanted

    • @pnbethi8795
      @pnbethi8795 Před 3 lety +10

      OOP AND HE DO BE WARIN UNUS ANNUS MERCH😍

    • @thatmomentwhen597
      @thatmomentwhen597 Před 3 lety +3

      @@pnbethi8795 I just realized that! Sly dog

  • @leemonjuice3153
    @leemonjuice3153 Před 3 lety +233

    this cover is literally my religion now

    • @maddyrenee6994
      @maddyrenee6994 Před 3 lety +2

      NO BUT SAME. who needs therapy when you have this

    • @erenyeager2713
      @erenyeager2713 Před 3 lety +2

      same i come back every day 🧎‍♀️

    • @meatsocks2935
      @meatsocks2935 Před 3 lety +3

      same it gives me this feeling i cant really explain. like its comforting but also so painful and i can feel every emotion while he sings its just so beautiful ugh

  • @mono6236
    @mono6236 Před rokem +11

    i love this cover, but coming back and listening to it again feels so much different to me now because my papa has lung cancer. sadly, it has spread to his bones, and every time i visit him hes gotten weaker :(
    i don't feel like i'm ever going to be ready to say goodbye
    to anyone who has lost a loved one to cancer, i'm very sorry and i wish you the best

  • @Mist_ee
    @Mist_ee Před rokem +4

    I saw this in my watch later and just had to come back to this is still makes me feel so emotional literally so nostalgic

  • @syv5620
    @syv5620 Před 3 lety +2683

    I just realized two things:
    1. your voice is absolutely beautiful
    2. i kinda need a hug now :/

  • @ejneta5295
    @ejneta5295 Před 3 lety +271

    ‘Akira, why am I the only one talking?’ Jsjsjsjsb IM CRYING THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL-

  • @YourMom-sn8hu
    @YourMom-sn8hu Před rokem +17

    I listend to this way back in 2020 when I was in a dark place and I think it literally altered my view on the world. You helped me reach the age of 15. This is amazing you have an incredible voice.

  • @onewiththeslugs8928
    @onewiththeslugs8928 Před 2 lety +9

    I keep coming back to this video because it hits so hard I love the sounds all put together and ahh I wish it was on Spotify