Trying to Help Your Moody Vampire Sleep | Audio RP | [M4A]
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- čas přidán 9. 01. 2024
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Very amused that Porter tried to have Treasure (who is literally the mom friend of their friend group) ignore his preoccupation and go back to sleep. Porter, my guy, you should have known that wasn’t going to work.
I can’t believe Eric made British people real 🥺💕
I know right, next is the Italians, I wish Italy was real
I can't wait till he makes Italy real too
Conflicted, closed off, Morally grey, vampire meets human, empath mom friend. Truly beautiful
In the video's with the Solaire clan, he sounds so confident and arrogant. But with Treasure he sounds so conflicted, unsure and caring. There is much more to Porter and I can't wait to learn more about this interesting character.
Same
agreed! i'm really curious to see more of this intimate dynamic hehe
UGH WHEN HE PAUSES AND JUST SAYS "THANK YOU" BC HE CANT THINK OF ANY WORDS TO SAY 😭😭😭
Take a vampire like Vincent…give him Avior’s beautiful way of speaking…this boi is quickly becoming a fan favorite ❤
What's it like being the smartest person on the internet? 🎤
🥰
@@FrenchieSounds I’m far from it 💖 but coming from the one person that built up my self confidence to write silly lyrics for a Redacted song and is in a class all your own in this fandom, I thank you for putting a smile on my face 🥹
YES
@@litl_kim thank you to this specific comment for alerting me to something cool as i mindlessly scroll through comments xD
i'm glad he has treasure. their dynamic feels very reminiscent of davey and angel early on, it's so sweet. the persistence to offer comfort even when porter is gently shutting them down (attempting to, anyway) is such a simple thing when he so clearly needed it but wouldn't dream of asking. i love them, your honor
Porter: It's nice that you give a shit about me even though i haven't given you much of a reason to
Treasure: You saw me when my friends didn't care enough to look. I think that a good enough reason for me to try and dig deeper and understand the real you
I love him. Bro's wearing a different mask for every person he talks to, cant wait to see it slip some more for the listener
Porter must have been alone for a lot of his life, if not keeping a physical distance from other people then certainly an emotional one :(
He doesn’t seem to be used to having someone willing to care for him and prioritise him and ask him what he thinks about things
Makes me want to give him a hug
*Timestamps:*
0:19 - Treasure asking if Porter is okay, and him saying he’s resting in his own way
0:56 - *Vampires still do need to sleep, but they need it a lot less than humans do*
1:18 - Porter telling Treasure to sleep, because their “romp” tired them out
1:52 - *PORTER:* I’m fine. I’m better than fine, I’m winning.
- *Him telling Treasure that his “family reunion” went according to plan*
2:29 - *PORTER:* Everything’s coming up Porter. I’m practically ecstatic as a result, can’t you tell?
2:48 - *Porter once again trying to get Treasure to sleep, telling them not to worry about him because he just has a lot to think about*
2:59 - Him also reassuring them that his dour attitude has nothing to do with them
3:24 - *PORTER:* *[after a long pause]* I… I appreciate your desire to be of assistance, but the best help you could offer in this moment is to be at peace. That way I might know that at least some part of my life is better for having me in it. So rest.
🥺🥺🥺
4:19 - *Porter saying that he didn’t come to their doorstep to talk about his problems, but Treasure wanting him to talk about his problems because they think it’ll help*
4:55 - *PORTER:* *[whispered]* I don’t need to talk. I don’t need to sleep. *[talking]* I don’t need anything but you. That's why I came here. I needed a different kind of care and trust tonight. One which you offered graciously and one for which I am immensely grateful. But one whose limits exist within those bounds. Let it live within the lines tonight.
6:09 - *Porter saying that talking doesn’t make him feel better, it makes him **_feel_** everything again, and he’s made a habit of not letting himself feel things at “inopportune times”*
7:26 - *PORTER:* Anyone with the drive to see our first night together through to its ultimate conclusion despite the parade of red flags it entailed must be quite stubborn, of a sort.
8:03 - Porter opening up a little bit about why he’s having trouble sleeping, and it’s because of the stuff that happened at the Summit (which apparently was earlier this day)
- 9:05 - *PORTER:* *When I sit in the silence, and the silence sits in me, I can’t escape the burning question that has seared itself into my mind for years now: am I doing the right thing?*
10:47 - Porter saying that he has a lot to think about, so his times of peace come when he can’t think at all. Talking, and sleep, don’t provide that for him.
- 11:21 - *PORTER:* So while your heart is in the right place, beautiful heart that it is, to have made space for me within it, wholly unearned: this night has already lost to me.But it needn’t be lost to you. And I don’t wish it to be. I wish you peace. I wish you rest.
12:04 - Porter offering to magic Treasure to sleep, and them declining
13:12 - *Instead, Treasure just wants him to hold them til they go to sleep* 🥺
14:46 - *[Soft breathing]*
15:20 - Porter thanking Treasure for caring about him, and saying that he’s not used to people wanting to do that for him 🥺
16:26 - Kiss ♥
18:02 - *PORTER:* *[shushes]* Rest, my dear. Your presence, your warmth against my body, the easing tension in your muscles beneath my hold… that’s more than enough for me. Let what’s left of this night carry you there. To the place where the troubles of the world seem distant and small. To the place where beating hearts and steady breaths are the white noise in which you drift, aimless and safe. Sleep, my Treasure. Sleep. And in your peace, I might find my own. *[soft breathing til the end of the video]*
🥺🥺🥺
Bless you Mac 🥹💖💖
Thank you Mac ❤
Hey I think one of the timestamps are wrong , it says 10:21 but I think it’s supposed to be 11:21 and thank you Mac❤
@@materialgwrl9852was about to say the same thing hah :)
@materialgwrl9852 Ah thank you!! Sometimes I get the numbers mixed up a lil lol, if u catch any others lmk!!
"That way I might know that some part of my life is better for having me in it" -- AHHH. He DID disappear to Treasure's place. I love that so much, oh my god. LOVE getting to see past some of his walls, and his struggles with his role.
God I love this storyline. 💖💖
Just saying, your fic is now completely cannon in my brain now.
@@BreezyWillow156 🤝🤝🤝😈😈😈💖
I'm literally laying on the floor, but psychologically, spiritually, in my heart, I just spun my car into a ditch in joy when I saw that Porter icon. Let's gooo
istg porter can’t go a single audio without giving me more questions to ask. this was so sweet though, i love how treasure pushes porter to talk and/or sleep because they want to help but they don’t push him too far to the point where they make him uncomfortable.
Its very on brand for Porter to get a video on Sam and Darlin's anniversary 😂 just had to steal the spot light for himself
Also Porter: "I'm not tired I'm thinking too much" then proceeds to fall asleep in two seconds flat after getting Treasure into his arms
Tbf, the characters aren’t in January yet 😊
@@litl_kimyeah times a bit different there clearly 😊
It’s been three months now, but this is still my go-to for falling asleep nowadays. 🥺
i'm about to listen to this and i am absolutely foaming at the mouth already, but i just need to note that sam and vincent comment on porter having disappeared after the summit and the fact that this is where he disappeared to, to treasure's arms and bed and heart, is making me Really Emotional
i adore porter. i can't even articulate it better than that. i just love him. so many layers to peel back, so much depth and angst but also care and softness hiding under that cocky, self-assured facade. i'm so happy we got to see more of him and treasure
AHH HES OUR MOODY VAMPIRE
“You have a stubborn streak to you, I didn’t expect that.”
Treasure’s the mom friend of their friend group, of course they’d be a bit stubborn when it came to the physical and mental state of those they care about.
So this is where Porter disappeared off to. I’m glad their time together wasn’t just a one-off deal. It’s also interesting to find out what he’s like under all that bravado. Having someone he trusts enough to be vulnerable will probably help him in so many more ways in the future.
All in all, you did an amazing job as always, redacted! I’m stoked to find out what will happen next!
I'm crying. I'm sobbing in my bed. Porter didn't make Treasure forget. God I didn't know I needed this confirmation until now. Thank you, Erik!! 🙏
I’m taking this as a reverse comfort for Porter…fight me
Also the concern with his prior actions leads me even more into loving him … he’s a pot stirring shit who yes is a bit insecure but given what we’ve learned I’d question myself if I was him too with the past
First seconds of this audio and I'm already in love with his voice TwT Please give this man an award
This broody vampire man is so dear to me it’s crminal
I am living for this era of falling in love with characters who have wholesome vibes with an overtone/undertone of villainy. We love a complex feeling 👏
I love that this is where he disappeared to after the summit like mans knows he’s gonna be safe and loved with treasure 😂❤❤
Even though I'm not a huge fan of Porter , I love that he loves his mate treasure.
I didn't expect a Porter video so soon. I love him so much.
It's so cool seeing the two different sides of Porter. Like this is the second video with Porter AND Treasure, and we already get to see how they affect him. He seems a little more vulnerable around Treasure and more conflicted. It's actually a really interesting thing to see after him being so cocky and... positively devious in The Summit. Ugh, I love character growth. So delicious!!
Oooh, there are cracks in the mask... Well done treasure, well done
When Porter said, he had a family reunion, I almost hissed: "Don't say *anything* bad about my sweet Vincent!" 🤨 😅
I'm still wary of Porter (because of sweet Vincent, who owns my -I'mnotanadultcrushingonafictionalcharacter- 💜), *but* I do find him very intriguing, and I can't wait to learn much more about him! He does have a rather poetic way of phrasing some things, which I like. And a bad boy with a tragic backstory has it's appeal as well. And he's kinky, which gives him 10 bonus points. 😂
I'm a bit worried about the "job" he does for William. I assume that refers to what happened at the summit and whatever else Porter might be doing for the Old Man. He hints at it here himself: is he doing the right thing? Does he answer to a more powerful man out of belief or obligation or fear... It's not the first time with Porter, that I wonder what William might hide. Apparently things, not even Vincent knows about. Vincent always thinks, his maker is good and kind. What if that's not all that William is? I really like Will and would love to see more of him in future videos. I grinned so much through the video in which Lovely meets him! And the anecdotes Vincent tells about William always make me laugh or think he's a really, really cool guy. He also likes Bob Ross, which makes my heart paint happy little trees. 🤣I'm "scared" to find out one day, he might not be what we think he is? I hope, I'm reading too much into it! Or at least, that it's not as bad as it *could* be.
Anyway, Porter *is* cool, even though he has certain issues. I did enjoy this video a lot! And funny enough, I had loads of moments in this one, where he replied to the things I answered to him in my mind as if he could actually hear it! So much so, that it was almost eerie! 😅
Also, it's official then: my brain thinks, I'm a vampire. 😂It, too, believes I don't need sleep, while my body is of the opposing opinion. The brain is an ignorant asshole and doesn't care. It has already (mostly) given me the circadian rhythm of a vampire. Being a vegetarian/mostly vegan, I hope I don't soon crave blood. I'd have to resort to cherry juice or something. 😅
Porter has COMPLETELY stolen my heart I can’t believe this
Ok no need to say I'm in love with Porter and god we need more audios of him Erik please hear my wishes 😭
okay i’m literally tweaking, i feel like something big is gonna happen and someone’s partner is either gonna get into trouble or is gonna d-i-e die.
While I love so many of Redacted's characters, my favorites for a while have been Milo and Sam. That being said, Porter is now very much on that list. I went from having a top 2 to a top 3 🥰I can't wait to see more videos of him!
I need more of these two
I just found your audios but I'm so happy I did. Your voice is so soothing 💜 Plus anything with vampires is a win. 😊
Actually kicking my feet my and squealing, I love this.
i am literally in love with this vampire 😭
I absolutely love being called Treasure! 😊 Looking forward to more from this mysterious vampire.
I'VE BEEN BLESSED AND FED AND SPOILED AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN THANK YOU ERIK THANK YOU SO MUCH OH MY HEAVENS I'VE BEEN DEPRIVED FOR SO LONG I CAN'T LIE
Sobbing as I roll around in bed listening to this again. I love him so muvh😢
Um…this was incredible! thank yew🥹
you know an audio is good when you zone out halfway through as you were lulled by the voice😂😂
imma have to replay it once it's done cuz my brain just turned off lulled by Porter, his wishes of peace and rest definitely were granted lolol (and very much appreciated, this work week has been a bish)
The new fella, how interesting
Oh, I can understand being on both ends of this scenario, especially Porter’s. Ironically, I definitely feel a resonance to his current state of thought, not wanting to sleep, not wanting to talk because at the moment talking about it won’t do any good. Sometimes, sitting with ourselves, whether in silence, or however loud the mind decides to become, something in between, helps, helps us stay in control, maybe. On the other hand, I also feel with all my heart, it is always such a blessing to have someone there, too, even if it isn’t to listen, or to listen when ready, someone you can trust in different ways, with words or without, a simple glance can speak volumes, the knowing. Maybe, you simply want to engage in anything else to forget what’s going on inside your head, at the moment, lose yourself in anything else. The presence of this person, this Treasure, is enough to get through the thoughts, the moment, the bombardment of questions with no answers for the time being, or maybe at all. I do remember something you said Porter. You mentioned, sometimes considering the question is more important than knowing the answer. That still makes me think a lot because I want my questions to have answers. Maybe, even if you don’t have answers for your questions, having the questions is enough for now. Yes, you have a lot to go through, the thoughts cycling in your head, especially with the current events. Knowing you have the questions, though, I feel is enough for now, even if you won’t allow yourself peace at the moment, not with the thoughts. I can almost see certain images, cards above your head, I see the 9 of swords, so many thoughts piercing through your head. Thank you, for holding me, it’s always so comforting. Yes, I am stubborn and I can’t seem to let go, especially if I care deeply for someone. I’m also patient, though, and I feel I can be a great listener. I’ll be here for you, whenever you need me, want me, too. I love when you hold me. I wish for your peace as well.
This audio was so heartwarming and relatable, especially the desire to help a person you care for, assuming the best course of action is to talk it out. I’ve learned with time, not everyone is ready to talk, but by giving someone the proper space, eventually they will come to you, they will open up, when ready. I also understand how one can fall into this mental pit of anguish, in this stillness as well, unmoving but moving all at once. The pressure of wanting to make sense of self, because I feel truly the answers we seek always connects to answers of self. We desire to learn more about ourselves and the more questions that surface is because we are questioning our life, our existence, to this point. Many would say, this is the first step to finally coming into balance within said existence. Naturally, there is so much more that plays into one’s concerns, especially for you, Porter. I truly feel you will obtain all the answers you seek. I also feel so deeply you are more than the experiences you’ve lived through. Experiences can mold us, break us, even elevate us, yes, all of it, but there is more to the story, always. You are more than an experience, you are you, and you are important to me. You matter so much to me. You are my peace. Thank you, Erik, for everything you do, always.
Yayyyy ! I was waiting for another porter audioooo 🥰🥰🥰
Ahhhhhh finally, we got a porter sleep video!!!
I have the biggest fear that sometime (far) in the future Porter will be forced to give up Treasure either voluntarily or involuntarily. He just seems like he's never had someone care for him and Treasure is going to become something of a weak spot for him.
I absolutely love Porters character. He's hard and mysterious on the outside yet super soft and loving on the inside, despite everything that has happened to him and is still happening to him. I am so glad that we have him!
Hell ya!! Porter is back!
So excited for more Porter!
Never thought I'd be so obsessed with Eric's British impression, but God IM OBSESSED 😂
PORTER IS BACK LETSGO
I'm melting so gently.
oh my gosh I love them
Ooohhhhh im early again😆 another amazing audio redacted but take a break we are legit begging you😃
ooooo brooding vamp doesn’t like talking about his feelings… need him Badly
This kinda reminds me of a poem. Aliff Alias, "Men don't weep". It's really fun to hear from Porter and see more from him ❤️
I said it once and I'll say it again, I *LOVE* PORTER!! 💕
oh my god I was waiting for a Porter audio I'm so HAPPY IHISHKAXQOHXWIV I love him so much
At first, I didn't exactly like Porter, But now that I have listened to this.. He's almost saying the things I wish I could say and admit.
It is difficult to accept others into my life so they can help, Talking about the things I've gone through is very vulnerable stuff. It's almost scary to say them out loud, In case of the rare chance someone will spill out your business to the whole world.
Porter telling Treasurer that while he appreciates the gesture, he really needs to be left alone:
Me: I'm sorry man, I can't control the listener's actions lmao, if it were up to me I would've just let you be and made some food and asked you if you wanted any
This so cuteeee
omg this showed as completely watched this morning but I didn’t know why because I haven’t listened yet, but then I realized it must have auto played last night while I was asleeep 😅
I love him so much
HEEEEEEE’S BAAAACKKKK
I imagine porter being an old fashion vamp with a big mansion and sitting on the single fancy chair and in front of a massive window while theres a thunderstorm
I love porter so much oh my god
I never finished this vid, I always fell asleep after he said “go back to sleep treasure” like i just wake up now😭
I love thiss
i keep coming back to this video. i guess i just live in porter solaire's pocket now.
Oh fuck yes I needed this
Oh wow i havent been on here for a very long time and i didnt know we had a new boi but okay im cool with it
I loveeee him
Redacted (Erik... whoever you feel like being today) how did you ever find Porter's voice? I love it. How old is Porter? I know he's younger than William or he would have had his own clan/coven i would've thought. I love me an intriguing vamp. At least he's better than Adam was. Thank you for the continued diversification of the Solaire clan 😊😊😊❤❤❤
9:05 rip porter solaire you would’ve loved I Don’t Like My Mind by Mitski
I like him, but I don't like that I like him
Imma say, Rain by Sleep Token is Porter’s song in my head; especially with this little bit of emotional reveal from him
Just gave it a listen and I can totally see that!!
LOVEEEE
AAAAAH ONFGOMFGOMFG HES GONNA BE A REOCCURRING CHARACTEEEEEER
PORTER! ❤
I need more porter and treasure content🙏🙏🙏🙏
We need more porter vids
Porter could have tranced treasure to sleep but he didn't
My brain was like "Okay, I know he's a piece of shit but AWWWWWWWWW"
Eu sinceramente não esperava que o Porter voltaria a aparecer, mas dps dele manter a memória de Treasure sobre tudo o que eles fizeram e sobre o que ele é no áudio nsfw, sabia que ele e Treasure poderiam voltar algum dia, bom saber que eu não esperei muito, agora é torcer pra que o mesmo que aconteceu com Lovely não aconteça com Treasure
A desgraça que vai ser se acontecer o mesmo 😰
@@satikomatsui2923 O que claramente rezamos pra não acontecer, mas como eu tô nessa comunidade a quase 4 anos, fica meio difícil não ficar paranóica
@@_ma.luyzsk Nunca sabemos o que esperar vindo do Erik
@@satikomatsui2923 Por isso, paranóia
@@satikomatsui2923 Nessa comunidade vc só sai de um jeito, ou completamente traumatizada ou completamente paranóica kkkkk
Ah, e em profunda depressão
Porter reminds me of a facet of someone I hold dear.
PORTER BB HOW I'VE MISSED YOU ❤❤
I need character sheets. Cause I love these but I'm so lost.
So his maker was imprison not destroyed so does that mean he was set free when vega was.
Porter my beloved ❤
PORTERRRR!!! YESSSS🥹🥹🥹
PORTER YAYAYAYAYAY
ITS PORTERRRRRRR
okay but why does he kinda sorta remind me of Astarion from bg3
Okey, I see the similarly
I KNEW I SHOULDN'T SLEEP!!!!🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
Who is this I thought it was Vince I don't know who this is!!!!!???? It's driving me nuts!!!
This is Porter from the Summit audios. He made his appearance a couple months ago in “Drawn in by an Alluring Vampire”
@@litl_kim ohhhh I didn't notice bc I kept falling asleep to David 😭
@@PHOENIXAshes-X I understand that lol
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this guy has the same energy as Cassie from Euphoria.
"I'm fine, do I not look fine?"
You look like you need therapy and a bunch of hugs. Go take a nap.
There was this video you mad and it starts with a sound of a slap and I think it was about a sadistic vampire or something along the lines of sadistic I keep looking for it in your channel but I couldn’t find it, please if anyone remembers the video’s name or can kindly share the link please
I'm almost sure that was Imperium Vincent BA. I think it's on Patreon
eu meio q já amo o querido