My Unexpected DMT Experience | Drug-Induced Psychosis (Cannabis and DMT)
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- čas přidán 12. 07. 2019
- In 2012 I had my first psychedelic experience without my permission, which unfortunately led to psychosis. In this video, I share my experience during the actual trip and share a little bit about the importance of safety and care when approaching substances like DMT.
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Hey everyone! Thank you all for your support and interest in this subject. It is really cool to hear about your experiences and responses to my story. For the sake of clarity, I just wanted to mention that the guy that gave me the DMT was just an acquaintance from one of my college classes. Not a friend, though I was a fool for trusting him. Lesson learned... Also, had I known I was going to trip I would have probably been more able to relax and surrender to the experience, but since I really didn't have my bearings beforehand or any preparation whatsoever I basically had no idea what was happening. It was not until afterward that I was able to reflect back on the experience that I realized what had happened. Let me know if you have any other questions about my experience, I'd be happy to answer. Thanks again for all the support and wishing you all the best along your journeys!
Informal Inquiry 🙏
꧁SACRED TEACHING of DMT꧂
DMT and 5-MeO-DMT are the Molecular Structures of a human’s Consciousness. They are the Molecules that comprise our Consciousness. All True Psychedelics are the Molecular Structures of Pure Consciousness. The human body synthesizes it’s own Consciousness (the DMT & 5-MeO-DMT found in humans). Then the human body metabolizes the Consciousness that it is producing. The amount of the endogenous Consciousness that the human body is able to metabolize depends on many factors. The less pollutants, poison & other contaminants present in the body will result in the ability to metabolize more of the Consciousness that body is producing. Likewise, the more pollution, contaminants and poison a body has inside of it the less Consciousness it is able to metabolize. Here is a list of some of the most common poisons that humans ingest regularly which interferes with a human body metabolizing the Consciousness that it produces, as well as any Consciousness that is ingested from external sources:
alcohol, nicotine, sugar, caffeine, amphetamines, dissociatives, tranquilizers, flouride, and a plethora of other drugs are just some of the substances that interfere with humans metabolizing their own Consciousness.
“Even the priests who regularly come near to the Lord must purify themselves”.
(Exodus 19:22)
The following substances are NOT Psychedelics:
mdma
ketamine
salvia
kratom
dipt
pcp
datura/jimson weed
dxm
There are others . . . . . . .
Any True Psychedelic will proclaim this Truth if you ask Them.
The following substances ARE True Psychedelics - They are Alive, Omnicient Living Beings of Light:
DMT
5-MeO-DMT
LSD
Mescaline
Ibogaine
Psilocin
Psilocybin
THC
DPT
DET
Muscimol
There are others . . . .
So if a human can achieve 100% purity within their bodies, with zero contaminants or pollution (an unattainable state in these current bodies) and managed to metabolize 100% of the endogenous Psychedelics that their physical body is producing (DMT & 5-MeO-DMT), that would be the limit to how Conscious that human can be. In order for a human to become more Conscious than this, they must put more Consciousness into their physical bodies. You must put more Molecules of Consciousness inside of your physical body in order to attain a Higher level of Consciousness. When you ingest Psychedelics you see Them that you just ingested, not some doorway or window or a “portal” to somewhere else or some entity somewhere else. When you ingest LSD, the Light that you see is the LSD Themselves, very Beautiful Living Beings of Light. When you ingest DMT, the Entity you see and hear is the Living Light Beings DMT Themselves. The same is true for All True Psychedelics.
There is this part from Scripture:
“They are the Eternal among things that pass away. Pure Consciousness, of Conscious Beings. The ONE who fulfills the prayers of many. Only the wise who see Them in their Souls attain the Peace Eternal”
(Katha Upanishad)
The Physical Body of Consciousness is The Flesh of God. The Flesh of God is the True Communion Entity (the Eucharist). The Flesh of God (the Psychedelic) is the Fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and evil. Our Bodies truly are the Temple of God because God the Psychedelic Lives within it.
As Saint Paul says:
“We are only the earthenware jars that hold this treasure, to make it clear that such an overwhelming power comes from God and not from us”.
(2 Corinthians 4:7)
This part explains why the human body is the Temple of God - because God Lives inside of the body. So whether or not a person is ingesting Psychedelics, every single human’s body is God’s Temple because DMT & 5-MeO-DMT Live within it. Anything you do to hurt or harm your body you do to harm God’s Temple. This understanding is a good Foundation, a good step towards a person Knowing God and being able to stay with Them both in this Lifetime & afterwards.
“O just Creator, though the world has not known you,
But I have known you
And these have known that You have sent me;
So have I declared, so will I declare
Your Name to them,
That the Love with which you have loved me
May be in them
and I in them”.
(Saint John 17:25)
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How long was the trip?
i know it's pretty randomly asking but do anybody know of a good site to watch newly released movies online?
@Chandler Roman Try FlixZone. Just google for it :)
@Krew Alberto yea, have been watching on Flixzone for years myself =)
Anytime I combine weed with psychedelics it always causes my mind to create stories about what is happening. When I just do psychedelics by themselves it's a far more grounded experience that allows me to easily fall into the present moment, and see past the stories.
That is an interesting insight! Thank you for sharing!
@@justbeinghayden9451 💛☯️
Brilliant description. Hope your 'friend' doesn't make a habit of dosing dmt to unaware people! LOVE to hear about the psychosis.
Thanks! Yeah I hope so too. Never really saw him after that. Good to know! I will probably be making a video about my experience with my first psychosis in the near future. I appreciate the feedback :)
Yeah that's an extremely creepy thing. That's no friend
@@spyorgclubbord9520 fr that’s weird asf
Hope your doing better now, and I hope you don’t smoke with that guy anymore ☮️
I can see you totally over come all of this just because you are able to share it. ❤ prayers and healing to all🙏
You have this grace needed for story telling. Very nice to have someone like you talking on experiences difficult to describe.
Keep up the content and show us if you’ve wrote something on this kind of topics.
Greetings.
Great trip report. Thanks for sharing your experience brother.
The guy who gave you the DMT has a lot to answer for. Giving it to you blind was a very irresponsible thing to do.
Yes it is.
Elves definitely wouldnt be happy with said bloke
That said... If you understand the nature of consciousness, perfection occured anyway
They ain't babysitters
Huge downloads of information, thanks for sharing my man.
Thanks for sharing your story. Best of luck in your journey. You are always supported.
Thank you 🙏
Now I’m going to watch your other videos. Just stumbled upon your channel by accident. Subbed.
You are explaining this very well my son did DMT now I’m starting to understand the things he has been saying. He went through a psychotic break actually trying to get help for him now. I’m hoping he does get better this has lasted a year. He is only 16. I’m so worried so thank you for the video and information. 😊
I am glad the video was helpful for you!
so i just got to the end of a video about psychosis and then he says i'll do another video on that. worth!
I'm thinking the weed combined with DMT isn't a good idea for those who have a family history to psychosis
@Ben Sutherland Whenever i combine weed with any other drug molly, shrooms acid it always increases my anxiety ten fold. Obviously dmt is more powerful but it could have an effect
@@tompooder same
The way your brain works even on dmt is effected by thc, your thought process is still what determines a very high dose dmt trip, your trip will definitely be different if you are stoned as fuck before hand.
Wouldnt recommend weed with dmt, because even though weed is fun it isnt very good for mental clarity, unless you are specifically looking for the experience of dmt + weed.
@Ben Sutherland Recently I had an intense 4 hour ayhuasca trip and was able to manage it OK. My first time smoking weed I went to the hospital thinking I was going to die... I developed panic disorder after that, and I had to take antidepressants for one year. Weed can be extremely anxiety inducing, trust me.
@Ben Sutherland I can see why you think that, but it's still an assumption.
“At the time I thought it was pot” so anyway I started blasting off
So simalar to my life and my experiences thank you! Love the videos
Glad you gave this account: with clarity and directness. I plan to breakthrough when I soon smoke my DMT. But, I felt you gave a grounded and balanced account of the expected outcome; or at least characteristics of the journey. Oh, and it appears you have the ability to read souls: which you may want to explore further with DMT: as it appears second nature for you.
Except the resulting onset of psychosis
awesome vid! thanks for sharing
Im so glad to have found this I've just been diagnosed with drug induced psychosis because of LSD and weed and I've been trying to find videos to see others experiences and how to cope with it
I'm sorry to hear you are going through this experience. Just know you are not alone and that there is hope. For me it got better with time, I hope it does for you as well. Let me know if you have any questions about the process. I'd be happy to make a video about it for you.
Wishing you the best!
Do you hear voices or have delusions? If it doesn't improve you probably have schizophrenia now and will have to take medication to manage symptoms
Same sis
@@MaximumCarnag3 I dunno, if it's caused by too much acid it could go away over time. I took way too much when i was young and it took a couple years before stuff started becoming normal-ish again.
I feel so sad about this because my LSD experiences actually helped me alot with anxiety and depression in particular. So it's really scary to know that at any time these psychedelic trips could go left. I have not done in a while due to stories like this but I do still have interested in doing DMT In the future but not alone. I want to be around experience shamans and so on.
That was an incredible story. Amazing the past life bit too... Seek your truth and take time for yourself - that’s a lovely thing to say
Thank you 🙂. I'm glad you enjoyed the story and my slogan, if you wanna call it that 😂😋 Appreciate the feedback ☺️
vibrant colors, everything flowing, feeling more vibrant and alive, is a percect description of the first 10 seconds
More people should put out experiencs like these . a large part of the population has some psychological issue , whether it be depression on up . its just good to be aware.
Thanks. I think so too. It's important to raise awareness and share stories. Thanks for sharing!
Just an fyi for people out there. Do not smoke dmt with weed if you don’t have an extremely high weed tolerance. It will only make for a bad trip.
And possible skitzofreaniah
Thanks for sharing
Wonderful explanation thank you
Man thats unfortunate, and totally not your fault. I would like my composure too under these settings.
Wow that's the best interpetation of what it must be like to exist somewhere as a soul
Maybe lookup “depersonalization/derealization” rather than psychotic breaks, I had a similar experience a while back and after some research originally came to the conclusion of psychosis as well,
I ate a bunch of pot infused edibles while incredibly drunk, (which I know pot being the common factor here) and woke up early the next morning thinking I had completely lost my mind. And continued to suffer for some time on and off. Years actually..
I think that may be an alternative diagnosis that may be worth exploring for you, it helped me immensely, and that condition is typically drug induced, most commonly marijuana,
but whatever you do, don’t take anti psychotic meds, that shit will make you straight schizophrenic and you won’t be able to come back after that.. anti psych meds make you psychotic.. hope this helps!
Those things melt your brain and make you a zombie.
@@tommytanooki2482 well they do in the sense that, once you start taking them, my belief, you have to continue to take them, or else symptoms you thought you have come back ten fold, same with benzodiazapines, those can often be perscribed as "off script" medications to treat schizophrenia, but once you've taken them for a while and then try to get off of them a somewhat common side effect of not having them are "schizophrnic" type symptoms.. im no doctor and dont claim to be, im just somewhat read on the subject.. sorry i know this threads old but just noticed haha
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Exactly 8 years after this story, here I am 😂
great video. a lot of people have experienced the psychosis although not widely discussed
Thank you 🙂 I am glad people are able to relate and/or learn from my story.
Ya one time I hit a dmt wax pen and thought my life was fake because I was the only person in the world who has rugs in their home
yo i just came across your channel and need to ask you some questions where could i contact u about bi-polar in the mix of psychedelics . love what ur doing on the platform keep going
Hey bro thanks for sharing. I'd like to hear about the psychosis afterward. I myself had a very difficult experience with what I thought was LSD, but now believe was some kind of research chemical. Ended up in the hospital for a few days. That was a year ago, and I still get scared sometimes that I may lose it. I've had lots of experiences with all types of psychedelics in the past. Most were good and positive. But this one shook me to my core. Afraid to try them again. Anyway. Thanks again for sharing. Peace brother.
Hey I relate pretty heavily to your experience, mind telling me what you felt?
@@Notably_bad Well it was now a little over a year ago. My set and setting were terrible. I was a full blown heroin addict trying to kick, went to a Dead and Co. Show in Mass. Should of never been taking any psychedelics. But u know, when in Rome... So instead of taking the standard white fluff or a few mushrooms. I took 1 small drop of this liquid my nephew had, thinkng this would be chill with my history taking psychedelics. I could handle it. It seemed to kick in pretty quick. Then inside the show it got to be too much. The visuals were pretty intense. Then dealing with all the people. Trying to have conversations were too much. Finally the last thing I remember was walking over to friends saying this is too much. I'm not doing too good. And I guess I started screaming. Then remember my nephew trying to calm me down, and I just thought something traumatic happened and I was dying. And he knew this but was just trying to make me feel better about it. After that I feel like I blacked out. Don't remember the EMTs getting to me, and putting me in wheel chair, getting me out of the venue. I heard after that they thought I oded on dope. But I had only done a maintenance dose hours earlier. So that wasn't it. I don't remember any of the ambulance ride. Maybe they knocked me out with something. Not sure. But even if they did, i remember what I was experiencing. I remember seeing a bright light. Thinking I was dead, and had a choice to choose God or be sent to Hell. I tried to pray I was so scared, but I was sent to what felt like a sewer, disgusting place, and being pushed down by someone over n over. I smelled the smell of death. I was grinding me teeth. I then felt like I was being folded in half, over n over, feeling my body breaking, being folded on half over n over. And I felt like this is what eternity was. Never ending. Just pain and despair forever n ever. I do remember the nurse coming in and saying," So Heroin and LSD? You gotta stop that."
I thought it was a joke. Didn't know if I was in Hell, purgatory, or what. Just totally out of it. I even pissed myself, to see if this was real or not. And yeah it was real. The nurse had to come in and clean me up. Then they asked "When's your ride coming, you can't stay here" So finally my mom came to get me. Seeing her was a little help. But still questioned reality in my head. My mom brought me back to CT. I was passed out the whole ride to CT. And woke up in CT hospital cuz my mom couldn't wake me up. Stayed there 2 days. Finally coming more to grips and getting out. So, would 1 drop of liquid do all that? Idk. Sorry so long of a story. To this day I'm afraid to trip at all. I'm sitting on a 8th of shroomz and a half gram of dmt. And I have no interest in doing anything. Maybe someday. Just never want to experience that again. Today I have an overwhelming fear of death. And sometimes question if this is all real... peace n love
@@doodahman2995 Coming to terms with death is the single hardest thing to do, but also the easiest because every human will go through it. I know what you mean though, the sense or feeling of impending doom in relation to life and death. LSD is nicknamed Lucy and Lucy is short for Lucifer, I think its nicknamed that because a lot of ego death experiences on it can feel like literal hell because it is drawn out for 8-12 hours. It starts off all beatiful and blissful, and slowly descends into madness, depending on the purity and dosage in my opinion. I've also had way more positive experiences than negative with LSD though, so I can't really say that the drug has demonic energy surrounding it...however some of the visuals on it are kind of nightmarish I will say...
All in all, take everything in moderation. Always be humble, and be ready to be even more humbled by an unexpected experience. Peace n love.
@@TekkyTPvP thank u for getting back to me. Appreciate it. I now can't even smoke cannabis cuz it kicks in that feeling. I guess its been slowly getting better. I feel that my anxiety has gotten worse since that experience. Now over a year ago. I would like to experience psychedelics again someday. But now i would want to be in a more clinical setting. Like the John Hopkins research. Where I know the quality and dose of the substance, and have a trained sitter with me. I want to quit smoking cigarettes and also deal with this anxiety and PTSD. They say psilocybin can help with those things. Thank you again. Stay blessed brother. Have a nice holiday!!
@@doodahman2995 Anytime, I like finding others who have experienced something similar to what I have, it usually leads me to conversation that stabilizes my perception of reality even more. I used to not be able to smoke weed for about I'd say 2 to 3 months after my bad trip because like you said, it would kick in that feeling almost as if I was right back in there for about 10 minutes. And fighting going into that feeling is just something I didn't want anything to do with so I was fine not smoking weed for a little bit. I probably should've waited a bit longer to smoke again but I have bad anxiety so I'd smoke even if I only got about 30 mins of time with no anxiety. Now weed is back to helping my anxiety instead of feeding into it, and I mainly just ignore 'evil' thoughts (not evil like a psychopath, I guess I'm referring to thought loops, where you keep thinking one negative thought over and over). They are intrusive, and once you recognize them as such and pay them no attention they fade away. I hope you find the peace you're after, and I'll be working on finding mine one day after another as well. Happy holidays.
I remember specifically being born intense/insane. This world has only amplified that intensity. I try to remain smiling & positive all day everyday but struggle with some personal issues I am rather obsessive about. Closest thing I ever gotten to DMT was 2350 UGs of lsd & a heroic dose of mushrooms, both of those were very indescribable out of body experiences. Psychadelics definitely are not for the faint of heart, they definitely have to be respected. Ganja itself too. A spiritual tool.
Thanks for sharing! I agree, they can be powerful tools, but must be used with respect and care.
Interesting story.. where did u get that tapestry?? It’s beautiful
Thank you! I got it on Amazon. Look for mandala tapestries and it should come up.
Interesting trip report, and very original
Looks like you have a gift as seeing your friend looking Ill and frail not many people have this kind of vision, I am interested in knowing more about your psychosis after the trip, my dmt experiences are not like most peoples, they are extremely disturbing and traumatic but very familiar
Thank you. I'm glad you found my experience to be interesting. Seeing his soul was very unique, it felt kind of familiar to see people as such, it was very intriguing. I think I will make a video about my experience after the trip soon. I am grateful for the positive response from this video. Yeah from what I have seen and heard, everyone has very unique experiences with it. That's a bummer its traumatizing for you 😕Thanks for sharing!
Thanks for sharing this. I'm interested whether this was this the start of your psychosis?
Thanks but hopefully Hayden will see my question here?
Sorry for the late reply, yes. This precipitated my first psychosis.
@@justbeinghayden9451 Thanks for your reply but I guess it wasn't just the DMT you must have had a predisposition to psychosis otherwise psychosis would be far more common with DMT use.
well explained big up
Thank you :)
thanks bro
I smoke pot daily, and it has its drawbacks whatevs. But I have mixed weed with LSD before and I've mixed with mushrooms before, and I gave myself temp psychosis. Weed with other psychedelic's is super dangerous.
I smoked dmt once and a mother like figure with a white robe on came down arms first and hugged me. She didnt say anything I could hear verbally, but her hug reassured me of my past lives and the lives to come. It was like a "dont be afraid, you have instincts of many lives, and will live many more after this life" kind of hug if that makes sense. Or I'm crazy :) haha.
That sounds like a pretty cool experience. Thanks for sharing!
It's behind you
Terrible 😂
Your so called "friend"... well, you probably know what I am thinking without having to spell it out...
What did you mean with "take time for yourself"? (At the end of the video).
It basically means take time out of the day for yourself. We often times get caught up in life and don't take time to be still or reflect. It's important to remember to take some time out of the day to be intentional.
Hey man, I really would like to hear you speak about your psychoses. A friend of my had one too, it took him about two years to fully recover.
Okay, thanks for letting me know. There seems to be a lot of interest in this subject so I am planning on making more videos about this including some of the contributing factors that may have triggered this experience as well as my recovery and the challenges it entailed. Glad my videos are helping people! Thank you for watching!
I'd love to talk to your friend... I experienced one in April and have genuine questions about another persons experience. Mine was induced by 400ug of GammaGoblins LSD.
My brother got psychosis when he used LSD, I never used anything more than weed but I wanna try DMT once since I heard its actually safe? Is it possible I could get Psychosis from just DMT?
All psychedelics have a risk of inducing a psychosis. That includes DMT.
I have family history with psychosis, I had a psychotic episode from 400ug of acid. I really wanna try dmt but can’t find any research on it
I don't know if there is any research I can point you to regarding DMT specifically. I am curious, why you want to try DMT?
informal inquiry I enjoy psycadellics and think it would be an interesting experience
Zulcey lol you’re a idiot
That guy's soul was definitely sick if he dosed you with DMT without your consent. M
Yeah its a pretty messed up thing to do...
same as my experience.this is im looking too heard there experience. its happen to me 4yrs ago thats why i stop smoke gorrila glue.and thats my first time smoke kind of cannabis. incredible experience so real i dont forget that happen to me. i talk a black lady she answers my questions before i ask tru telepathy thats why im scared because she know what im thinking.shes message is spread love,show love.more love topic.shes said they watching me since im a kid.they know what im doing on earth.so amazing experience..
my message is spread love that god want only❤🌎
This stuff is no joke, tried it for the first time today and I won't be trying it again
Yeah, it is pretty powerful.
This experience is just...😳👀
What did the soul look like like in the movies kinda ghostly?? So trippy you saw that with one hit
Its kind of hard to describe what it looked like because it felt like a different layer of reality. But I guess a ghost would be kind of close.
Reports like this makes me scared but I do want to take dmt
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Hope you are doing well
It's interesting that you saw that he wasn't doing very well (soul wise)... I wonder if that changed your response to him, wellll.. drugging you?
Yeah it made me understand why he might do something like that. I'm honestly not mad at him, I put myself in that situation and on some level I was asking for that experience. The lesson being: be careful what you wish for.
Can you detail the psychotic break?
If you look on my channel I made a couple videos about my experience with psychosis. :)
My field of view was full of visual hallucination.. I was unable to see anything other than pure psychedelia. Unfortunately the reality of what was happening is recorded by my mother and step father.. I was flailing, fighting off family, diving into broken glass on my carpet, screaming, referencing multiple delusional things, changing topics every few seconds. This was triggered by 400+ug of GammaGoblins LSD (Goblins Den print)
You guys... by the time the psychosis happens, you will have no idea. You will not feel the damage you are doing to yourself physically... You guys have to understand how dangerous this can be. Psychosis induced by drugs NEEDS TO BE PLANNED FOR... nothing warned me and I was an experienced tripper.
I have nobody to talk too about this experience.. and yet I have the need to warn everybody about planning for drug induced psychosis if you plan to experience these substances.
@@nicbtw6062 Thanks for sharing. Hope you were able to process and integrate your experience. Best wishes to you!
7 years ago ....
Question have you done any psychedelics before dmt experience? Have you done any psychedelics after the DMT experience?
No I had not done any psychedelics before my DMT experience and I have not done psychedelics after my DMT experience.
@@justbeinghayden9451 Its a very interesting story sorry you had to go through it all.
It's interesting that you where given the decision if you wanted a break through or have a ego death 3 times.
I only ever had that on shrooms myself basically the shrooms said to me" look you can have a nice ego death or you can have a complete ego death"?
I was a pussy and choose the nice one.
I wonder if fighting off the ego death as well as being dose without you knowledge played a role in your psychosis? Of course you will never know.
I just hope that you able to find some kind of catharsis out of the whole thing.
@@mwa5704 Haha yeah from the little experience I have had ego death can be frightening. It's okay, I learned a lot from the experience and can share my experience with others who may benefit :)
Mushrooms way more mellow
@@justbeinghayden9451 my only wholly negative experience was when it was mixed with pot. Your system should be free of everything for dmt and this guy who gave it to you without telling you is a very lost soul.
Best/worst friend ever
Worst!
Dude put u in the 🥜 house for a week!? I've done a few stints myself but never a week straight. I'd love to know more about this
Dude… not cool that that guy dosed you to without your consent. That’s really messed up. I’m sorry that happened to you.
Just curious how you managed to smoke DMT thinking it was pot....? What was the administration method used? You can't just smoke DMT in a pipe with direct flame like weed. It needs to be freebased (aka vaporized at a specific temperature) if you touch it with direct flame it will be destroyed. So I'm curious as to how you ingested the DMT?
Also, 1 hit is very unlikely to cause a breakthrough effect.
Honestly I'm not sure what happened I was so high when they actually gave whatever they gave me that I don't remember how it was administered other than then telling me to take a hit and hold it. I did not breakthrough, it felt like I might breakthrough if I had more.
@@justbeinghayden9451 so you don't remember how it was administered or what happened because you were "so high" but you can clearly recount the entire psychedelic experience you had right after? Usually the psychedelic experience itself is the part that is difficult to remember as it is very similar to a dream state, but you seem to remember that part the best... that seems strange to me.
@@rezinatebasshead Well, I don't know what to tell you. This was my experience.
@@justbeinghayden9451 I'm just saying, maybe try DMT with intention instead of by accident and you may appreciate it more. Don't resist breaking through, its a transcendental experience. Leaving your body isn't anything to be scared of, you visit the source of all, the infinite spirit of the universe. The unified field of consciousness from which everything arises and will return. Its unfortunate that someone put you into that situation when you weren't prepared for it. It is certainly something you should be prepared for. Namaste friend
Cannaboose and dimothyle tryptamine
You in az?
No I'm in Ohio.
It was great, except for ending up in psych ward for a week. No Thanks!!
How do you know it was dmt and not salvia?
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hey i just want to point out the reason you went into a psychotic state is because u resisted the "ego death" its like cutting a computer off halfway through installing an operating system. if you would have let yourself go or rather let it take you at the end you would have been left with an understanding and a calm that you can not achieve in any other way
Yeah, I've thought of that also. I think its probably not as simple as that though, I had another break without DMT a few years later.
That’s not how mental illness works, don’t get too woo-woo with it, he may have a family history of psychosis
Stop with this family history of psychosis shit. He's normal it can happen to anyone
I would like to try it one day
You can ! Dmt is found in so many plants that are legal to buy and ship in the states Search up (Mimosa Hostilis Root bark) mhrb it’s a tree from South America in which its dmt contents and alkaloids are super high it’s legal like I said you can find one out of a million online sellers for it. Once you buy the bark and have it you need about 25$ worth of supplies to extract the dmt from the root straight into crystal form which can be mixed w weed or dabbed. It will change your life either for better or for worse it’s all up to you. A 30$ bag of mhrb will make around a gram of dmt which can last for 100s of trips. The only site I have tried is dyenaturally.net which is a store in Dallas you can join their Facebook group they have tons and tons of reviews over the last 5 years they are a trusted supplier. Good luck bro
Thanks for the tip
Someone send this to Joe Rogan.
Do you regret ingesting the drug?
The experience has shaped me to where I am today. Regret can only really apply to events that were a choice in life. Even them I'm not really one to dwell on regret. I think I made the best decisions I could have with the information I had at time so I don't regret it. And I'm grateful to have been able to experience something that a lot of people would not have. Every path has learning and growth.
Did you take 5 meo ? Damn I actually now realize you got it without your knowledge.. damn that's fucked up
@Alfred Miller I hate these fucking spam comments everytime I comment on dmt
I'll refer you to a store online store I got mine>
They're on Instagram and Telegram===
Jonahmicro11,,,
This happened on my dads birthday lol
Preparation , set and setting.
I also think 18 was far to young in your development to be using something like dmt, was it NN-dmt ?
Dude. DMT is called NN, Dimethyltryptamin how wasn 't it NN, DMT? 😂
NiggoTM dude... there are different types of dmt , nn , 5meo etc
Stick to CZcams videos and being a smart arse in comments.
NiggoTM yeah kid it isn’t just nn
@@ryanbrown8109 i am retardation
Yes set and setting are key. Unfortunately, neither of them were great in my situation. Traditionally there would be a whole ceremony surrounding these experiences that would help frame the actual journey and give it purpose, meaning, and context. Sort of how Ayahuasca and Peyote are generally treated. But yeah 18 is pretty young... It's usually better to have a solid foundation when using these substances. I don't know much about the molecule structure as it was given to me without my knowledge or consent.
Infants function enter grade? You mean learn ?
what actually happened during you during your phycosis my friend was throwing chairs around and smashed a window then tried to climb though it in the process getting blood absoloutley everywhere and followed by assaulting a police officer and stufss
how can it be distructive? No one ever explains that.
DMT and Psychedelics can be destructive in a few ways. The experiences can be intense and there is little control as to how they might go. Some of the experience can be so intense and overwhelming that it gives them PTSD and they have to figure out how to deal with the traumatic experienced they had. Some people are able to process and integrate these experiences, but others are unable to deal with and process the trauma. Another is in my example where it triggers a psychosis, or break from reality, which can take a very long time to recover from. The other scenario is more applicable to longer lasting psychedelics and have less to do with the actual substance and more to do with being in a different state. When you are in a different state you may do things that are dangerous to your physical self because of impaired judgement, but having a sitter would eliminate most of that risk. There are obviously potential benefits, its just a matter of being aware of the potential risks and taking the appropriate steps to make sure you're creating a positive and supportive set and setting. No matter what you do to prepare there is always a risk, as even advanced psychonauts will tell you that. If you want more information on psychedelics and things like that psyched substance is a good channel to check out. I put the link to it here below. Hope that is helpful. czcams.com/channels/n8V3KNSgDr1Dai77_y8JrQhttps.html://czcams.com/channels/n8V3KNSgDr1Dai77_y8JrQ.html
@@justbeinghayden9451 Thank you for the information. I have PTSD from serving 25 years in the military. The VA is experimenting with it to help cure PTSD. I guess there must be some preparations they are doing as you mentioned. Sounds like I'm better off avoiding it. I have enough problems dealing with military PTSD. Don't need any more. :) Thank you and be safe.
@@alanbradley1417 If I were you I would speak with the VA about your concerns. These substances do have a strong potential for healing and transformation. The most important part is having a safe environment to do it in. I'm sure they will do screenings and things like that to ensure that it is as safe as possible for you. It could be a great opportunity. If you are curious you should look into it. At least you would get more information to make an educated decision. Either way I hope you find some relief from your PTSD, and thank you for your sacrifice and service.
@@justbeinghayden9451 Thank you. I'll look into it. They have had really positive results. They call it 10 years of therapy in 10 minutes. PTSD is really hard to live with. I think it is harder on my family than on me. I'm used to it but for them they hate seeing me go through attacks. I'm working on fixing myself. Thanks for your kind words.
What an original experience eloquently described. You’re cute too. Do you have insta?
This isn't Grinder bro.
I bet you didn't even really care about the DMT experience....
Zerotwilights Why do you think it was recommended in my feed? I watch tons of videos like this so get out of here.
sandcastlecollapsing somehow I think you're watching for the wrong reasons. Pretty creepy. Join a dating site
@@davecarpenter2517 It's actually not creepy at all to meet someone outside of a dating site. Quit being so negative. DMT is love . He's not trying to murder him, just love him.
I had a similar but much less intense experience after a micro dose of shrooms. Just felt crazy and terrible for days and have been depressed ever since. I do have a family history of mental health issues and personal issues with extreme trauma and anxiety. I also had a full blown psychotic episode after taking one lexapro. Literally 10 mins after taking it too. Prob for sure should NOT be doing psychedelics. Lol Yay crazy brain! Haha 😑
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Do you think resisting is what caused the psychosis?
I don't think the cause of my psychosis can be narrowed down to one thing. I had another one about 6 years later without DMT, so I think there is probably more to it than that.
Thats a fucked up friend 😂 DMT is a beautiful monster of an experience
Must be friends with Ari Shaffir
Tim Wing lmao I see what you did there
there´s a saying:
buy the ticket, take the ride - Hunter S Thompson (the author of Fear and loathing in Las Vegas)
The thing is you shouldn´t fight, resist the trip. that can seriously mess you up.
Most of the time you really can´t fight it...
If the chemical is in you, it´s in you...
Just ride it out is also a saying.
So. the guy giving you it without you knowing isn´t a nice guy at all.
I would NEVER hang with that guy again.
What is he going to do next?
Poor 50 drops of LSD in my drink?
is he going to laze the joint with heroin?
Shit, naah. keep people like that away from you...
And dont fight a trip, try to relax and just find yourself in it, and listen to calming music can help..
Definetly dont try to stop it with your mind, it will give you mindfuck and mind hurts
also.. dont do drugs kids..
And if me saying that wont stop you, atleast do your research and KNOW what you are doing..
It´s about your mental health afterall
couldn't have said it better lol
I'll remember this on my first ayahuasca trip
You said “hey guys” instead of the standard “what’s up guys”... Wat up wit dat?
Hahaha 😂😋 I guess I was off my game lol
Super uncool for your "friend" to dose you without your knowledge. Also, I'm wondering whether the psychosis was caused by the resistance. Generally with psychedelics, resistance causes a lot more pain than wholehearted surrender, despite seeming safer at the time.
Yeah it is possible that contributed to my break, but more than likely it was multiple factors and not just one. I'm thinking of making a video about all the potential contributing factors leading up to it. Had I known what was going on and planned beforehand I may have been able to surrender better, but when you don't know whats going on its kind of hard to surrender. Thanks for watching!
@Gregory DeAngelis you dont really know what youre talking about mate so dont act like youre speaking facts
Your friend is not a friend
Where can you get dmt?
You can contact psypharma on wickr. I get mine from him
I get my from an online store, they got shroom, psychedelic and microdosing products well refined, also ships to anywhere
He's on Instagram with the below handle.
Mycopete
I always warn people of doing Dmt is demonic
Its not the answer if people are thinking it is
One most cant comprehend what occurs during a trip
Doing DMT opens your soul to very dark realms this is my warning
Jesus is our savior
Ive experienced the ringing without dmt...
Look up exploding ear disorder, might be related
I get it during sleep paralysis
Yes that’s crazy... but why is it that soooo many people who have an awakening have such a similar experience? 😂
My guess is that people are experiencing a similar state of consciousness.
DMT Is a powerful, beautiful and a highly knowledgeable teacher, I disagree with the ( DMT induced psychosis) part of your tittle. Research THC relating to effects of its chemical breakdown in the neurological system.
You bring up a good point that it may not have just been the DMT that caused the break. I will change to the title to more accurately represent the situation. It's hard to know exactly what one thing cause the break, it was more than likely an interplay many different variables with the trigger being the combination of cannabis and DMT. (In my most recent video, I go over everything that may have contributed to this). From my understanding, all psychedelics do have the potential to trigger psychosis or manic states for people who are predisposed to them. This does not mean that DMT is not powerful and an amazing teacher, it just means that some people who have a predisposition to these states need to be a bit more cautious and diligent when using this substance or any psychedelic. And yeah cannabis definitely can trigger some of these things as well, and I would not be surprised if it triggered it at a higher rate than psychedelics. As more of these substances get legalized I think there will be more research and understanding of this subject which will help us create more safe and beneficial experiences for people. Thank you for sharing, I appreciate you calling me out on that thank you.
This is so fucked up. This person is not a "friend"
Nirvana
Be careful when making statements about things that you do not understand. An induced altered state followed by a psychosis is not nirvana.
@@justbeinghayden9451 in the emptied and silence state is nirvana.
Cute
You thought it was pot? Even though it looks nothing like pot, smells and tastes like new shoes/mothballs, and is way harder to hold in your lungs than weed
I understand it may seem confusing, but I was so high at that point that I did not really know what what going on and I fading in and out of consciousness. I didn't really get the chance to see what was going on or understand what might be happening. I just remember him packing a bowl and telling me to smoke it and hold it in as long as possible.
how the fuck did u remember all that...kinda sus
Every soul reacts different to dmt. If you believe in God and are good the lower entities won't treat you well. That's what I've gathered from both experience and watching a lot of these videos. Worship God help people. Why would God or the universe reward you for taking drugs?
meh
These are medicines, the US and the world like to label these molecules as bad drugs. Dmt is not for everyone but I believe more that we all have purpose after using dmt plenty of times. I think the shock we get from dmt is because we were never taught about different states of consciousness it’s mind blowing when you actually experience these realer than real dimensions. Like why isn’t this talked about?! A buzz from alcohol will never teach you a thing
DMT is possibly produced In our brains. Can't call it a drug. Let's stick with chemical!