I Hated: Men. My Body. My Marriage. Other Races. Everything.

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    Five unique individuals whose overwhelming pain turned to hatred. They learned to fight fire with fire, hate with more hate. But when the hate began eating at their soul, they realized they needed something more.
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Komentáře • 152

  • @TheDwarfmaiden
    @TheDwarfmaiden Před 3 lety +46

    This is so incredible. I had a lot of hatred for my dad because he sexually abused me. GOD had to slowly show me how to forgive my dad, it took me over 30 years, BUT I did forgive him. GOD restored our relationship before he passed in 2014. Jesus does heal and restore. HE is an AWESOME Healer.

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety +4

      Wow just WOW LIsa. Thank you for sharing your story!

    • @TheDwarfmaiden
      @TheDwarfmaiden Před 3 lety +1

      @@IAm2nd your so welcomed :)

  • @mikeneumann4660
    @mikeneumann4660 Před 3 lety +38

    Living with anger is extremely unhealthy not to mention a miserable lifestyle, we must forgive others like Christ has forgiven us, we are all a work in this progress long as we are moving forward

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Thanks for that comment Mike Neumann

  • @kkormanik
    @kkormanik Před 3 lety +61

    Everyone has a story, we need to listen.

  • @alicenancy3
    @alicenancy3 Před 3 lety +17

    Praise God for these brave people who fought the enemy and prevailed! Such encouragement for me, for us all!

  • @johnnychavez286
    @johnnychavez286 Před 3 lety +5

    1:53 I WAS 3 when I saw my mother being beat up for the first time. I have struggled with hate ever since.

    • @mightymouse1005
      @mightymouse1005 Před rokem

      I'm so sorry. I grew up with a drunk, violent and abusive dad as well.

  • @KENTUCKYUSA1
    @KENTUCKYUSA1 Před 3 lety +24

    Powerful testimony. This is healing.

  • @suziesmith2142
    @suziesmith2142 Před 3 lety +14

    Wow, thank you for this video and thank to the people who told us their stories. God Bless you all!

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      ThQ for watching Suzie Smith!!!

  • @DJKosloskiTV
    @DJKosloskiTV Před 3 lety +18

    It's been a while. I was with Jesus, walked away for a while, and now I'm being reminded why he loved me before I loved him. I'm being reminded why I'm second, and why he is the definition of freedom.

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety +2

      Thanks for sharing that DJ and thanks for viewing our film.

  • @scottday1988
    @scottday1988 Před 3 lety +8

    Satan has been trying to ruin my life since the day I was born. I was the result of an affair, where my parents didn’t divorce. I paid the price for the affair, through my entire childhood. I was bitter hateful inside petty vindictive vengeful young man. I was saved 3 months ago now I have forgiven all who wronged me. When I hit my knees everything changed

    • @meekthegreek1623
      @meekthegreek1623 Před 3 lety +1

      You never hear about the consequences of an affair, especially with a child. Thankful you weren't aborted. Ps 139 Happy to hear you are saved and can forgive.

    • @mightymouse1005
      @mightymouse1005 Před rokem

      Same here. Because of my mother's affair, she always hated me and said she wished I had been aborted. My very existence reminded her of her affair. When she got old and sick, I was the one kid out of 6 who took care of her. All the while she never let me forget her hatred of me. I never hated her. I loved her

  • @stasiababy1023
    @stasiababy1023 Před 3 lety +2

    Y'all (IAmSecond) are like having Aunties and Unc's we missed out on.... Your valuable stories are needed.... And cherished.... Always something to learn.

  • @Jennijenniwcitt
    @Jennijenniwcitt Před 3 lety +18

    God has known me since before I was born but I haven’t always known him. The day I found him my life got exponentially better. I found peace and love in Him that lives in my heart. I loved my husband more than I ever loved a man my whole life. I struggle daily with our divorce. I know if I had God when we married we’d still be together. But I didn’t find God until I was 37 and been divorced 13 years. These are powerful stories. Can you give someone an easy answer filled with proof as to why they should walk with Jesus? No. But your life is the proof. Be the light.

    • @lpattenaude1716
      @lpattenaude1716 Před 3 lety

      It’s God who finds people. People don’t know God unless He allows it.

    • @Jennijenniwcitt
      @Jennijenniwcitt Před 3 lety

      @@lpattenaude1716 some people just want to argue. Let’s let God decide and not debate it.

    • @JW-wn2oo
      @JW-wn2oo Před 3 lety

      Beautiful J K ⚘

    • @dorisstouder2029
      @dorisstouder2029 Před 3 lety

      @@lpattenaude1716 "Seek (God) and you will find (God)"!

  • @CDuke3853
    @CDuke3853 Před 3 lety +5

    Fantastic testimonials 🙌🙌

  • @WhatiDoinMylife
    @WhatiDoinMylife Před 3 lety +5

    so so good!!!!! Thank you for all you do!

  • @laurabryson3317
    @laurabryson3317 Před 3 lety +2

    Moved me to tears! God works in amazing ways. 😭

  • @fam.servin6330
    @fam.servin6330 Před 3 lety +6

    So powerful I love this.

  • @Mousicaddict
    @Mousicaddict Před 3 lety +4

    Incredible work of art. Thank you!

  • @jerryt4053
    @jerryt4053 Před 3 lety +2

    Thank you for all your precious testimonies from Calvary Chaple Inglewood Ca 👋🏾

  • @jenniferwicklander965
    @jenniferwicklander965 Před 3 lety +3

    Beautiful! God is so good!

  • @aisatsblake
    @aisatsblake Před 3 lety +9

    That was exemplary. So well put together. Individual stories of God's grace that are like a choir representing the hurting voices of the unsaved. So glad Jesus found you and me.

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Thanks for such a great comment Stasia B!

  • @iDelta77
    @iDelta77 Před 3 lety +1

    Such a strong message. Thank you for sharing xx

  • @benmansfield6032
    @benmansfield6032 Před 3 lety +5

    Brilliant - I love I am Second - keep up the good work God Bless you

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Thank you! Will do!

  • @jeanleteff1221
    @jeanleteff1221 Před 3 lety +1

    Amen, thank you all

  • @sandybarr1
    @sandybarr1 Před 3 lety +5

    Powerful. Wonderful. Beautiful.

  • @livewithnick
    @livewithnick Před 3 lety +1

    Love this!

  • @chazatkinson
    @chazatkinson Před 3 lety +3

    Amen to all !! Praise the Lord !

  • @sunshinydayz1
    @sunshinydayz1 Před 3 lety

    This is powerful. So powerful!

  • @katybrooke0724
    @katybrooke0724 Před 3 lety +5

    can relate to so much of this. thank you Jesus for deliverance!!

  • @sharonpinkerton8297
    @sharonpinkerton8297 Před 2 lety

    So great!!

  • @windspan20
    @windspan20 Před 3 lety +1

    Powerful Stuff

  • @meekthegreek1623
    @meekthegreek1623 Před 3 lety

    Powerful! 😢😢 Tears of joy. AMAZING GRACE..

  • @marylougeorge9890
    @marylougeorge9890 Před 3 lety +4

    Goosebumps. Goosebumps. Goosebumps.
    Praise God!

  • @meeyahandking8296
    @meeyahandking8296 Před 3 lety +2

    Watching here!

  • @LeighPogue
    @LeighPogue Před 3 lety +6

    Awesome stories AWESOME GOD

  • @espgofish
    @espgofish Před rokem

    You are all so brave to share these testimonies. Thank you all!

  • @theresarosemitchem6431
    @theresarosemitchem6431 Před 3 lety +10

    So much blessings to you all ✝️ Jesus Christ will never leave you! I am second too! All Glory to my Savior Jesus Christ ✝️

  • @markdunaway7489
    @markdunaway7489 Před 3 lety +3

    Thank you Jesus for being you and loving us!

  • @KingDavid7
    @KingDavid7 Před 3 lety +20

    JUST JESUS... NO RELIGION!!!!!!!!!

    • @toenailtom654
      @toenailtom654 Před 3 lety

      AMENN, JESUS IS THE FULLNESS OF THE GODHEAD !!!
      ONE FAITH
      ONE LORD
      ONE BAPTISM,
      WE ARE COMPLETE IN HIM !!!!

  • @ashleynic4519
    @ashleynic4519 Před 3 lety

    This is beautiful.

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Glad you like the film! ThQ for watching

  • @LETMEINGUYS
    @LETMEINGUYS Před 3 lety

    This video is life changing

  • @butterfly32812
    @butterfly32812 Před 3 lety +6

    Wow ... love this so much! Jesus is the answer for our country and our world. Thank you, Jesus for your mercy and Grace. Thank you for paying our debts and loving us soooo much that you bore the cross for us. I pray more people turn to you daily and turn away from their sins (me included). Lord, give us all the strength to take a stand for you no matter the price. You are worth it! In Jesus name, amen!

  • @oneinemily
    @oneinemily Před 3 lety +7

    Woww!! God is so good

  • @mrs.m.w
    @mrs.m.w Před 3 lety +2

    In my family I truly believe on my mom's side we had a generational curse of anger. My sister and I being the second generation. I see it in my sister and mom and have for years. It pains me to think I let that rule my life for 15 years. It destroyed countless relationships. I was so mean. I finally really let that go and gave it to Jesus. I pray for my sister and mom all the time. Hurt people hurt people. There is no way to get through life without Jesus.

  • @fishglowinthedark5769
    @fishglowinthedark5769 Před 3 lety +1

    Don't create in others what you seek to destroy in yourself.

  • @teresaholloway2547
    @teresaholloway2547 Před 2 lety

    I just watched the video I hated identify totally with the woman that says she felt such freedom when she found out that she did not need to know or need to be perfect! Also with the man that said I just needed to know and I hated everyone in there that did that to my mom and I also know that through this little video tape it reminded me of my father and my father saying to me the day of my son's wedding when he came walking up to me. Which he was a very big Italian man that was just shriveled to nothing the first words he said to me the only words he said to me said honey under the bridge honey, under the bridge and then I just cried and it was a freedom, a huge breakthrough for the both of us! That was 10 years ago April 13th. We had a very nice beautiful relationship since then until August 21th 2 years ago when he passed😭 I believe he was saved he asked me to pray for him so I did. He wouldn't take any of his medication until my sister I got there she was from North Carolina and I was in here in Washington and he lived in California. That's why I've never hated God I've been real mad at him because I know he's the only one that I could trust in my whole life I made that commitment to him 36 years ago I have a wonderful beautiful testimony and someday I'll be able to share it ❤️

  • @samanthacstevens4228
    @samanthacstevens4228 Před 3 lety +2

    I wish I could tell my story

    • @timg2088
      @timg2088 Před 3 lety +1

      Look for places to share your story!
      Maybe at your local church or make a CZcams video.
      Lots of CZcamsrs started off this way.

    • @toenailtom654
      @toenailtom654 Před 3 lety

      Write it down
      Submitt it. Reach out to a prison maybe get involved there and try
      to help someone. ???

  • @stefaniekay8699
    @stefaniekay8699 Před 3 lety +5

    Love love love this, Jesus is so amazing and God is so gracious and merciful 💕💕💕

  • @persevere6326
    @persevere6326 Před 2 lety

    Profound

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    Facts fredo

  • @ABartush
    @ABartush Před 3 lety +3

    Wow🙏🏻

  • @alyssamorgan1109
    @alyssamorgan1109 Před 3 lety +10

    Jesus heals🙌🏻

  • @jacknemec9128
    @jacknemec9128 Před 2 lety

    Amen!

  • @normasimpkins65
    @normasimpkins65 Před 3 lety +2

    Amazing....loved this episode.
    God is good! Good is great! God is amazing! I fall asleep most nights saying my prayers. Didn't know why....then I said to myself, it's because I feel comfort talking with God

  • @Farm35IPTX
    @Farm35IPTX Před 3 lety +2

    Amen

  • @tse90723
    @tse90723 Před 3 lety +1

    Have YOU experienced deliverance?
    We all have our own stories, but they're OUR STORIES. Every one of them as true as the person telling it.

  • @gn2665
    @gn2665 Před 3 lety +2

    Hello brothers and sisters, does anyone know the name of the song at the end? God bless you!!!

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Die for You by The Seige

    • @gn2665
      @gn2665 Před 3 lety

      I Am Second thank you!!💓💓

  • @brandybeecrank6257
    @brandybeecrank6257 Před rokem

    What is the name of the ending song

  • @pbtg6805
    @pbtg6805 Před 2 lety

    6:40. AMEN

  • @Set-Apart-By-Grace
    @Set-Apart-By-Grace Před 3 lety

    Relatable...we are all connected through our experiences and whole through Jesus Christ.

  • @leek619
    @leek619 Před 3 lety +2

  • @ValentineTadiwa
    @ValentineTadiwa Před 3 lety

    What's the song at the end?

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Die For You by The Seige

  • @taraelmegreen5527
    @taraelmegreen5527 Před rokem

    My goodness...and I think I have probs???....May Christ bless these brave ppl for shsring....

  • @brokenbabydoll9449
    @brokenbabydoll9449 Před 3 lety +1

    Why can't we hear each one by one

  • @redeemed615
    @redeemed615 Před 3 lety

    WOW.

  • @leaozturk9923
    @leaozturk9923 Před rokem

    Amen the Love of Christ changed me

  • @mightymouse1005
    @mightymouse1005 Před rokem

    I am Melissa and I AM second

  • @duckiegirl58
    @duckiegirl58 Před 3 lety

    Pastor Hutch, we ❤️ you and miss you!

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety +1

      We do too Candie Harris. Such an amazing soul!

    • @duckiegirl58
      @duckiegirl58 Před 3 lety

      @@IAm2nd Amazing indeed!

  • @kevinbratcher2221
    @kevinbratcher2221 Před 3 lety

    This is the power of Christ and unity of his children, United we stand.

  • @elcoqui9513
    @elcoqui9513 Před 2 lety

    Meditation helps a lot. Sit somewhere and focus.

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    Mans asked to beat me in my back I've told them know fredo

  • @swink49
    @swink49 Před 3 lety

    Does anyone know this song???? I cannot find it!!

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Die for You by The Seige

    • @swink49
      @swink49 Před 3 lety

      I Am Second I bet I’ve watched this video 3 times it reminds me how Christ had changed me from this monster that hated eveyone pushed my family away to this mani and today I look back over the past couple of years and I’m in a state of thankfulness

  • @loudan5129
    @loudan5129 Před 3 lety +2

    All the glory tp Jesus !

  • @holylandfan3275
    @holylandfan3275 Před 3 lety +1

    What I hate are so many stories in one video and music drowning out everything they are saying!

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    Leave me alone

  • @KyrieEleison_1
    @KyrieEleison_1 Před 3 lety +2

    I pray for those that thumbs down this video.
    "Only the unloved hate. The unloved and the unnatural." Charlie Chaplain in the
    Great Dictator

  • @organicmamajones2743
    @organicmamajones2743 Před 3 lety

    Only 54 comments?

  • @jameswheat4225
    @jameswheat4225 Před 3 lety +6

    The devil is a lie. But Jesus is bigger than all the lies 💙

  • @heatherreaves89
    @heatherreaves89 Před 3 lety

    To the guy from alabama i would welcome you to come spend a day with me and mines in Birmingham we are all brothers and sisters under our father god

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    I love my body fredo

  • @barbarajackson3901
    @barbarajackson3901 Před 3 lety +1

    But, God!!!

  • @ricksaunders8074
    @ricksaunders8074 Před 3 lety

    You didn't hate any of those
    You hated yourself
    Like yourself and you will like others

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    How you tried to fuck me up a d put me out there fredo

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    I have a very good body trust and believe fredo

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    My lil pop belly theres a reason for that fredo it's not a normal pop belly it's not big issue just not use to that

  • @frankjohnson5936
    @frankjohnson5936 Před 3 lety

    I HATED BEN AFFLECK FOR YEARS,EVER SINCE THE WAY I SAW HIM ACT IN THE FILM DAZED AN CONFUSED
    I COULDNT UNDERSTAND CUZ I LOVED HIS LESSER KNOWN LITTLE BROTHER CASEY IN EVERY FILM I EVER SAW HIM IN
    BUT THEN I WOKE UP ONE DAY THINKING ABOUT SOME OF THE GREAT FILM ROLES BEN HAD BEEN IN UNO LIKE
    PEARL HARBOUR
    GILI
    JERSEY GIRL
    THE LIST JUST GOES ON AN ON AN ON
    THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE GREAT WOMEN HE HAD DATED LIKE
    JENNIFER GARNER
    JENNIFER LOPEZ
    AN SO FOURTH AN SO ON
    SO WELL? NEEDLESS TO SAY I DONT HATE BEN AFFLECK ANYMORE
    I DONT LIKE OR CARE FOR HIM MUCH
    BUT I DONT HATE HIM
    SO IM FEELING MUCH BETTER THESE DAYS
    So I'd like to say thank you Ben AFFLECK

  • @j0394
    @j0394 Před 3 lety +1

    This was poorly executed. Too many damn cuts and single answers. Tell 1 story at a time for better delivery. No need for extra damatization when the words are enough.

  • @mr.scoggins
    @mr.scoggins Před 3 lety +1

    I also hated. Jesus Christ Saves.

  • @suesmith9665
    @suesmith9665 Před 3 lety

    That's is your own interpretation and don't spoke for other people

  • @Christina_320
    @Christina_320 Před 3 lety

    Jesus is the answer, too bad the world won’t all understand that before it’s too late. God bless the ones that do. We need to pray for the ones that don’t.

    • @jasonlove7061
      @jasonlove7061 Před 3 lety +1

      Christina: you can pray for me to know him.

    • @Christina_320
      @Christina_320 Před 3 lety

      @@jasonlove7061 ok

    • @Christina_320
      @Christina_320 Před 3 lety

      @@jasonlove7061 I’ll be praying for you. How was your day?

    • @jasonlove7061
      @jasonlove7061 Před 3 lety

      @@Christina_320 Good and how was yours?

    • @Christina_320
      @Christina_320 Před 3 lety +1

      @@jasonlove7061 I’m having a tough day. Thanks . Please pray for me. I struggle w loneliness. Sometimes, I wonder if Jesus will just take me home with Him. To live in peace. Thanks for askin...

  • @tammiel3812
    @tammiel3812 Před 3 lety

    6 seconds

  • @suzannedemos4665
    @suzannedemos4665 Před 3 lety

    I didn't watch your video. I don't hate. But i have preferences and really don't want to be around people taht take advantage of me. that is not hate, but a lot of people will make you think it is. If you trust someone who is not like you and they put you on 12 different pills and lie to you, and manipulate you, you might be a fool to trust someone else again from that same category. And if you seeeir happening over and over again, like they steal your home, inheritance, force you outof your job, and bully you and lie to you about your healthcare and even a lawyer might side with you opponent, it might not be a good idea to trust them. perhaps they might need some criticism if they start to get to much power. NOt hate. we all need to be criticized. this is propaganda that ruins the united states and its moral values. hate is dropping bombs on innocent defenseless people.

  • @joshuareynolds1230
    @joshuareynolds1230 Před 3 lety

    God saved me and my life! I was sexually abuse by my cousin, I planned to kill him and my self.... God had other plans, I became a cocain adict and tryed to destroy my self even more, god had other plans, what I'm saying is being a Christian dosnt fix things instantly!!! We still have dark times, but trust in Jesus and watch what happens! 🙌🙌 I'd love todo a white chair interview 🙏

  • @truthprevails6251
    @truthprevails6251 Před 3 lety +1

    Jesus is King

  • @daniellalanny9121
    @daniellalanny9121 Před 3 lety

    You don't know me got fibroid in my belly because of the stress from your Muslim community I don't like my belly I love my body I got a very got one

  • @daisyedberg6658
    @daisyedberg6658 Před 3 lety

    You may have a medical condition before you hate n ruin your life

  • @freightshayker
    @freightshayker Před 3 lety

    We are not forgiven until we are born again of water and Spirit.
    The water baptism of repentance for the remission of sins in the title-name-title combo of Lord Jesus Christ is the water part of being born again of water and Spirit.
    Go to a man of God who knows the difference between titles baptism and baptism in the name of Lord Jesus Christ

  • @jacksons4290
    @jacksons4290 Před 3 lety

    What is the name of the song at the end of the video

    • @IAm2nd
      @IAm2nd  Před 3 lety

      Die for You by The Seige