Alice Asylum Inspired Soundtrack - "Meet Myself" (Acceptance)

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  • čas přidán 25. 07. 2023
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    "The only thing I was familiar with was darkness
    So I embraced it, asked her what she wanted, how she felt
    And she felt lonely
    Misplaced
    Misjudged
    And she wanted to protect me, but if I let her take control, she'll end up hurting me from the same thing she wanted to save me from.
    She canot take control, she's voracious, vicious
    But will be there for you when another human is inhumane enough to not stop unless you defend yourself." .- Me
    You can support my work on: / joylunamusic
    Or: ko-fi.com/joylunamusic
    DISCLAIMER: I am in no way saying that this is the official soundtrack and I am not working on the game, the concept art i am using is only for immersive purposes and is done by artist Joey Zheng: www.artstation.com/joey_1999​ Original concept art is done by artist
    Thank You !
    Joy 💜
    #aliceasylum #alicemadnessreturns #aliceliddell #americanmcgeesalice
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Komentáře • 79

  • @JabamiLain
    @JabamiLain Před rokem +110

    The scariest thing in our entire lives is to meet and accept ourselves. Dark Alice proves it so.
    This song is incredibly peaceful, but a bit melancholic too, because once Alice accepts herself, time can move on for her and that thought of change creeps her out.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +21

      Trust me that after accepting and understanding my own shadow, the narrative in my life has changed:) it no longer happens the same cyclic thing that happened every time that my shadow wants to protect me

    • @JesusChrist-gl1qu
      @JesusChrist-gl1qu Před 7 měsíci +3

      the way you put it is so perfect. i kinda understand being in that point of life she is now also growing into and adult most kids dont accept and figure out life cause they were too busy accepting or figuring out who they are

  • @blueeyedwitch9840
    @blueeyedwitch9840 Před 9 měsíci +27

    I cant even listen to this without sobbing over the masterpiece weve lost 😢

  • @thirdcoinedge
    @thirdcoinedge Před 8 měsíci +35

    It sucks that we won't get a proper game. Everything was planned out, they pitched it, and they got turned down. We could've had one of the most unique games of the 2020s right here, but EA had to turn it down because it didn't seem lucrative. But at least Mr. McGee allowed us all to see what would've happened, and how Alice's story ended. For all intents and purposes, we got our happy ending, in a dream captured yet not realized, and this music communicates that well.

  • @SlowingSun90
    @SlowingSun90 Před rokem +104

    Breathtaking, thats all I can say well done. Honestly I say the whole Alice community needs acceptance now after what has happened. its been a fun journey. RIP Alice Asylum.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +16

      I'll do a little video with some advice about that grief, I believe it would be convenient for our community :)

    • @tabruc4186
      @tabruc4186 Před měsícem

      It is nice to see Anri's animations, though. I have hopes she'll get some interesting ones out, if not the entire goal of a game. It's incredible to see fans pick up from where creators (were forced to) leave off

  • @JoyLuna
    @JoyLuna  Před rokem +53

    On having a manipulator shadow:
    In my personal experience, each person has their own shadow.
    I became aware of mine at 22. I am manipulative, I like control but I'm not someone who can exert control directly like a controlling person, I'm not that kind of strong. I can't impose myself or strike fear. I am a kind and cheerful 25 yo guy who still looks like a teen, however I'm ambitious and I have an intense drive to get what I want and what I deserve 😌
    So my shadow is trickier, subtle, it pulls strings. My last boyfriend was a very nice guy who wouldn't do anything unless I made him, it came a point during my mom's first awful surgery recovery where I told myself "Do you really need to pull all of this tricks to make someone stay? love you how you want it? Do you really need to control people so they'll love you?" and I found out how hollow it feels that most of his nice actions, gifts were all provoked by me. Because he wouldn't do it by himself
    Some time after that, I dated more guys and both did nice things without me making them, they were natural. And I felt loved, liked, taken care of, I cried on my way back out of happiness with the plushie that guy gift me 😌 Everything feels real now

  • @taiyogaming8946
    @taiyogaming8946 Před rokem +28

    i'm soo sad the game get cancelled, it would have been a masterpiece (beautiful music btw 😭)

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +10

      I was hurt by its cancelation aswell 😭 But I was already hurt many times with it. During its development It deviated from the game I fell in love in the wiki. I'll speak about that on a video about that grief, I believe it might be convenient for our community

  • @LordVader1094
    @LordVader1094 Před 9 měsíci +10

    Coming here after hearing Alice: Asylum is forever cancelled. This soothes the pain.

  • @JustSomeGeek
    @JustSomeGeek Před rokem +23

    I love this one! It really nails the feeling of confronting and accepting yourself. It doesn’t come easy, but it’s a massive weight off your shoulders when it happens. It feels personal in a way I’m still trying to describe.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +4

      It is personal! Alice is relatable for a lot of us and this story added more to it. Facing ourselves is this scary, but once we come to terms with ourselves things start to be less chaotic when things go wrong 😌

  • @Umbra528
    @Umbra528 Před 9 měsíci +10

    Acceptance (that there probably won't be another Alice game coming out in my lifetime.) :(

  • @karmachameleon7148
    @karmachameleon7148 Před rokem +17

    I have that poster hanging up in my hallway! I think this song sounds amazing! I love the meloncholy melody but it is not a sad song, really. Neither is it happy. But it is both somehow. The ticking was a lovely touch!

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +4

      It's relieving! Not sad or happy, a little empty, but is also empty of sadness or anger. It is free, yet blank, with a tint of hope 😌

  • @lorettalynn2610
    @lorettalynn2610 Před 8 měsíci +5

    Well even though the bitter truth that Alice Asylum will never come true as a game, I still have the pieces of old concepts and you to comfort me
    With you I can accept the game is gone

  • @ablue3125
    @ablue3125 Před 9 dny

    Utterly calming song to listen too.

  • @rewindingcrushedmind
    @rewindingcrushedmind Před 7 měsíci +5

    I listened to this track after reading the developer's bible for the game. Dear God, the ending to this series was going to be absolutely remarkable. Just reading the concept for it already made me bawl like a baby.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 7 měsíci +2

      Read the wiki! My 2020 self felt so immerse in there. I feel the Asylum wiki was much better since they didn't speak about all the depression places in the Bible, it became just a transission to the mines

  • @cheesewine24
    @cheesewine24 Před 2 měsíci

    If the game had been continued, you would have 1000% been perfect to lead in making the music. You capture the essence of McGee's Alice so well with your music, and I love how a lot of your tracks pay homage to the main theme of Madness Returns. Kudos to you for making these, I love listening to them.

  • @karmachameleon7148
    @karmachameleon7148 Před rokem +20

    I startes to write some Alice fanfic... But now that the game is not... Well I think I am going to change things around and write a novel about it. The storyline is so precious not to be shared some way.... I have to do something. Anyway, your music really helps while writing to stay in the right mindset.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +7

      About that fanfic matter, I would really recommend you a book a good new friend of mine gave me, the name is Steal Like an Artist by Austin Kleon (Roba como un artista, por si hablas español 😸) Basically says that sometimes the best works are those that sprouted in our imagination, while inspired by another work. In this case you just have to change it a little so it is not Alice, but the kind of person the character Alice represents :) Good luck in your endeavors! ✨

    • @karmachameleon7148
      @karmachameleon7148 Před rokem +2

      @@JoyLuna Omg I have read that book! It was really good! And some older works like Alice in Wonderland in general are open copyrights, which is why there are so many adaptions of it and others, so I really don't feel bad overall. I mean, it is going to be changed in significant ways, as I don't want to just copy it, I want to make it my own story, but I think it carries the spirit of the story at the same time.

  • @punkkupal
    @punkkupal Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is absolutely beautiful, im gonna go and listen to the rest of your stuff. keep up the great work and keeping the dream of Alice Asylum alive

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 2 měsíci

      Awww thank you! The whole soundtrack is already available on all streaming platforms like Spotify. And the works in progress for the new Alice tracks I'm doing are on Patreon 💜

  • @miskolcikrisztina7035
    @miskolcikrisztina7035 Před 9 měsíci +4

    I just want to say that I love your Alice inspired soundtracks. Keep up the good work, this music is truly beautiful and inspiring.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 9 měsíci +1

      Thank you Krisztina!
      This album is also available on Spotify, with extra content 😌

  • @DiegoManCas
    @DiegoManCas Před 8 měsíci +3

    Omg I forgot I hadn't commented in this piece but it's amazing as usual, it captures the meeting of both parts of alice after their clash perfectly. I think it's fair to say that the community has been quite destroyed after Asylum's rejectal but this song is really cathartic as some sort of bittersweet ending for the franchise, since though not in a game format alice's story is completed via the beautiful design bible the pre-production team made.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 7 měsíci +2

      Yes! I still prefer the initial Wiki as a narrative. It was so immersive to explore each domain by reading about them separately. In the final design bible all is streamlined and depression domain's iconic places were cut

  • @msdxz
    @msdxz Před měsícem

    Eu não sei o que comentar, só quero mais pessoas vejam isso, é lindo ❤❤

  • @hiposonica
    @hiposonica Před rokem +7

    Una preciosa melodía acompañada de una increíble ilustración del juego, me resulta triste que lo cancelaran y más con tanto curro, llevaba años con ansia de que lo terminaran y bueno... no pudo ser, igualmente espero que tenga su oportunidad en un futuro y podamos disfrutarlo, ojalá... Gracias por crear esta pedazo de pieza musical, igual que otras. saludos!! ^^

    • @karmachameleon7148
      @karmachameleon7148 Před rokem +2

      I agree! I mourned the game for about a month. I feel it is the single worst thing in creative injustice.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +2

      De nada! He querido hacer un video de como superar la pérdida de Asylum solo que todo se complicó por aquí durante ese tiempo y me atrase con trabajos, aun así quiero hacerlo aunque sea tarde 💕

  • @joffreylandry538
    @joffreylandry538 Před rokem +1

    Your music will always so beautiful and comforting to me

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +1

      Thank You Joffrey! This one was done in a period where I finally stopped the same cicle of letting the shadow take control, and the narrative changed 😌
      Composing this felt timeless

  • @faeriesoireeee
    @faeriesoireeee Před rokem +1

    i really love your artwork❤ im si sad bc asylum will never be a game but your music is like playing it❤

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +1

      The illustration was done by Joey Zheng c: And thank you! Music is really powerful and has made me feel I was playing some games before I got them 💕 My intention was to make people feel like this scene was happening
      Thank You!

  • @bluepikmin5764
    @bluepikmin5764 Před 11 měsíci +2

    continue the great work! you are making really good masterpieces one after another

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much! Adult life happens and has slowed me down a little, but I'm getting the hang of it 😌

  • @pedroespana6281
    @pedroespana6281 Před 8 měsíci +2

    Amazing music

  • @sofiabustamantedonoso2380
    @sofiabustamantedonoso2380 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Esta canción caló tan profundo en mi que hasta quise llorar. Vivir con otra voz que no te deja sentir es duro, pero poco a poco vas aceptando que es parte de ti, parte de ese alguien que experimentó el trauma y solo se esfuerza por evitarte el dolor. Es irónico que, a veces, termina lastimándote más que los otros... Hermosa canción. De verdad que tienes un talento inmenso para transmitir.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Es alguien que te quiere y quiere protegerte y cuidar de ti, pero no sabe cómo.
      Sus métodos de hacerlo son dañinos. Es útil en situaciones de peligro o de defensa real, pero este alguien tiende a querer tomar el control de todo, nunca se debe permitir eso o te hará el mismo daño del que deseaba cuidarte 😌

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Todo lo que he compuesto que involucra a Shadow Alice son canciones de amor de alguien que te ama y no sabe como cuidarte
      Ese sentir está presente desde "Force Of Protection" "Solve Et Coagula" y esta: "Meet Myself"
      La parte final es igual a la parte final de Solve Et Coagula, la cual es tu pelea con ella
      Todo el tema inició desde la idea del mundo de sombras "Voy a envolverte en oscuridad porque no sé como más cuidarte, estoy haciendo mal, pero es lo único que sé"
      He disfrutado muchísimo hacer esta temática, el ego es nocivo pero sus intenciones son nobles 😌
      Muchas gracias por hacérmelo saber!

    • @sofiabustamantedonoso2380
      @sofiabustamantedonoso2380 Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@JoyLuna y yo he disfrutado mucho inspirarme con tu música. Eres un sol. Gracias por este regalo. Un abrazo.

  • @jasonlysander6117
    @jasonlysander6117 Před rokem +1

    I love it ! Keep up the good work !

  • @vic.freyre
    @vic.freyre Před 2 měsíci

    Nice

  • @satellitenvy
    @satellitenvy Před 3 měsíci

    *sips tea*

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 3 měsíci

      *sips a very black coffee*

  • @crimson_witch
    @crimson_witch Před rokem

    I enjoy this music

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +1

      Thank you! Making this one was so relaxing. It felt like I was dreaming

  • @Willchannel90
    @Willchannel90 Před 6 měsíci

    Her devil.

  • @steaktastebetterpill
    @steaktastebetterpill Před 8 měsíci +1

  • @frankgames13
    @frankgames13 Před 5 měsíci

    This is amazing! It touched my soul. Can you update the link to streaming services, it doesn't work anymore

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 5 měsíci

      I'm so glad it has a place within people's hearts
      Thank you for letting me know, I updated it ✨

  • @palate2004
    @palate2004 Před 5 měsíci +1

    EA is greedy and unfair. McGee poured his heart and soul into Alice, from the very first game. They don't want an Alice Asylum not because they don't want another Alice game. They don't want McGee on board. This is my honest opinion and feeling. McGee should go on making alice-like games, but based on other tales, like little red riding hood, cinderella etc

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před 5 měsíci +2

      The problem with companies is that even though they are run by humans they need a lot of income to continue, they need to do things far beyond empathy or emotions because they need the money to exist and thus they are non-organic. It's different from people like American who is a person, or other creators, I don't think they are able it's just a big thing that needs to do souless things to keep feeding and existing

  • @user-im1js3lq8p
    @user-im1js3lq8p Před rokem +2

    👍👍👍👍👍👍🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

  • @shadiacamilaocanahidalgo2516

    It's tooo beautiful!!!!! I love it! (hey! dont forget the challenge I give you! ;) )

  • @vysshiychelovek6655
    @vysshiychelovek6655 Před 15 dny

    ya hagan un fangame alch

  • @SlowingSun90
    @SlowingSun90 Před rokem +1

    If you ever played TNO, I can see this as Alexei II's theme after Midnight comes. Possibly as a Post-Taboritsky song.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +2

      I have never played it nor hear about it o: I googled and it looks like a war tactic game?

    • @SlowingSun90
      @SlowingSun90 Před rokem

      @@JoyLunaIt is a very, very well written game for the grand strategy game hearts of Iron 4. The New Order: Last Days of Europe is a story about a cold war between America, Germany, and Japan. It is more of a story book then a strategy game. Depending on your decisions the out come of your country and the world will change. It is unbelievably well written, it can make you cry and scare you better then most modern games.
      The part I was talking about, takes place in the Russian wasteland around a man named Sergey Taboritsky. A schizophrenic Nazi Monarchist, that unites Russia under a hellish nightmare state called the Holy Russian Empire. Taboritsky declares himself Blessed Regent proclaiming Alexei Romanov (the dead son of the last Tsar) is alive and will only return once Russia is PURE. Taboritsky's story is horrifying and better than mist horror games, it ends with Russia as a concept destroyed and all of Russia rendered nearly uninhabitable. The very end, where I believe you song would have fit, is when Alexei II appears to a crowd of starved people, and for the first time in years gives then hope.

  • @alicehowardart
    @alicehowardart Před rokem +4

    Lovely work. ; v ; 🤍
    I have ADHD, dissociative identity disorder and C-PTSD. I'm an autistic, sapphic, trans girl.
    I'm a loving, caring wife and mom who works really hard.
    I accept myself. 🦋

    • @JabamiLain
      @JabamiLain Před rokem +1

      You have our support and love sister.

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +2

      I remember your name from following me on Insta! 😸 Sometimes I peek into profiles and I'm so proud to see what kind of beautiful and intriguing people likes my work ✨
      It motivates me and makes me feel I found my place as an artist

    • @alicehowardart
      @alicehowardart Před rokem

      @@JabamiLain Thank you. ^ v ^ It feels nice to finally be part of a family, including my community. 🤍

    • @alicehowardart
      @alicehowardart Před rokem

      @@JoyLuna ^ v ^ Nice that you remember me.
      Hope you found something in my work you enjoyed, your work is an inspiration to me.
      I'm developing an autobiographical Alice story based on themes of identity, otherness, trauma and recovery.
      I want to make a story for every Alice and their Wonderland. 🤍

    • @JoyLuna
      @JoyLuna  Před rokem +1

      @@alicehowardart I saw some under the name of lost_mariner, but the ladies you depict at astounding! They look kind of religious and magical at the same time, it's ato pretty 💕
      And you go! Hope that novel goes well and I'm glad my music helps it's growth 😸