I knew it.. It is only in deep Theta I've had 2 real-time playbacks @ ~36-37 years previously. For the who will never read this: For assistance dialing into deep long-term, try to remember how You encoded things then, and not the Fixed information (ex: misheard lyrics from childhood). You've gone way too far when you recall Far Past memories and dreams randomly, every day during waking hours,, or heavy ASMR (sometimes directionally controllable, sometimes internal like holding in a sneeze) from just looking at digits, or play 'pick a pathway'. Developing self-awareness at 2 is more haunting than it seems, trust me!
I knew it.. It is only in deep Theta I've had 2 real-time playbacks @ ~36-37 years previously.
For the who will never read this: For assistance dialing into deep long-term, try to remember how You encoded things then, and not the Fixed information (ex: misheard lyrics from childhood). You've gone way too far when you recall Far Past memories and dreams randomly, every day during waking hours,, or heavy ASMR (sometimes directionally controllable, sometimes internal like holding in a sneeze) from just looking at digits, or play 'pick a pathway'.
Developing self-awareness at 2 is more haunting than it seems, trust me!
Awesome lecture