"The greatest evil is physical pain"--St. Augustine My heart still bleeds for Chester, and "Breaking the Habit" penetrates to the depths of my being as no other song. In life and death, he gave everything he had. I understand the emotional pain from which he suffered, and the confusion that sort of pain creates in the mind, but PHYSICAL PAIN is much worse. For the past two decades I've been coping with the "exquisite" pain of Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, which sets the bar on the McGill Pain Scale. There's no effective treatment, no cure, no relief, no "good days," no hope.
Standing in front of an arena with like 20'000 people in it, you'd imagine all you would feel is excitement, he just looks exhausted and showing that level of depression in front of many people is usually a last straw call for help for people with depression...
I think that people like you are making it worse, don't get me wrong though I don't mean to offend anyone but I think as more suicides are featured on the news, and as more people keep saying ''people don't care until the person's gone'', the message that suicide is a solution for problems and a way to make people care is just becoming engrained in minds. Kids are beginning to think ''oh well, look at the love this celebrity is getting now after he's dead, I want that love now but no one cares, maybe if I kill myself people will love me'' but they don't realize that they are not worldwide known and they won't be here to know that. Now if you tell kids that they gotta fight now, and that they ain't a celebrity and most people will probably move on from their death, the suicide rate would definitely drop down because suicide is a way to let people know what they've done to them or what they should have known about them when still alive, you gotta let them know what you're trying to say when you're still alive man!
@@whenugetacallthatyoexwentt8502 that works only case of normal people, but those with irrational fear can't help stuff. Yes I agree that most of kids would call their minor fears and failures as depression here and that is wrong. But those with irrational fear would find a way to bring themselves down even if they conquer the world they wouldn't trust anyone easily to seek. For some it's just not easy as you normal people think and just hope u don't find a reason to know why.
This song is not his best live performance but the most painful. He is so tired and he shows his emotions. It breaks my heart. :( The silence and the deepest breath is make me cry. Miss you so much my legend. :(
I always loved breaking the habit live performances. But yeah lmaroster is right this song requires a lot of power and extremely good breath support and technique. Ive covered a couple of theyre songs this is one of the harder ones. Especially if youre voice isnt naturally high pitched
From 3:26 on. Listening to that crowd sing gives me goosebumps, but it's got to remain one of the saddest things I've ever seen in a concert. Please god, give this man back.
It's a shame. He sounded off for sure. Acted different than other performances. That stand at the end. Chilling. I don't know where he's at, we don't know as humans but I hope and pray that he is at peace. It's sad to see some one go through so much and in this you can hear it. Rest in peace Chester.
I braked down in tears when I saw this video 😢😢😢 can feel his pain 😭😭😭😭 please someone says that everything is going to be ok soon, I miss him so much these days 😭😭😭💔
He did A capella outro in this one... Chester didn't sing Acapella outro during One more Light tour era. But he did in this concert. I think Chester made up his mind before this show..
I do understand Chester was under ALOT of Stress!! BUT DUDES AND DUDETTES THIS MAN WILL NEVER LOSE HIS VOICE OR HIS SCREAM!! This was wonderfully Arranged and well played and very well Sung!! No band plays their songs EXACTLY like the studio versions, if Chester wants to SCREAM HE WILL, if he doesn’t scream then it was in the moment he wanted it sing it instead of scream it! CAPEESH 👌
I keep coming back to this video. It is just so perfect to me, the lights, his voice, the ending. It has it all for me, also knowing it was his last concert ever makes it more powerful. Rest in peace Chester Bennington
So much emotion. You can feel the pain. Especially that last part, at the end... It really felt like a call for help. He still felt trapped after all those years. I wonder what it is that was tormenting him inside like that. Rest in peace...
there is a video with him explaining his situation.. im facing the same problem since i was 13.(im 28 now) ofc each person deals with his problems differently and to each person his problem seems huge to overcome. I hope people raise awareness over deep depression
3:34 ganas de abrazarlo , solo el sabía el dolor que sentía ,la depresión se le notaba y aún así sin mucho potencial de voz se lució en este concierto, te extrañamos Chester fuiste un ángel que cantaba como demonio, no hay otro igual
This is probably on the the 5 best songs of all time. Gives me goosebumps and lets my eye drop a tear every single time. Thank you Linkin Park for being such an important part of my life.
Apart form everything that is amazing and heartbreaking about this performance I just noticed he changed the lyrics from "Or why I have to scream" to "Or why I HAD to scream" at the end ( 3:46 ) He Knew. ;(
Forever shall you be a legend in our hearts, Chester. May your soul have found peace inbetween all of your struggles that we fans were never aware of. Even after three years, we still thank you for being a huge part of our childhood and helping us through our darkest times even if we couldn't help you through yours...all the way until the end. Long live your legacy, sir! Because we're still here, remembering all of your greatness!
This man left our world too soon. The world was a better place with Chester in it. He could relate to everyone in the world. Pain is pain no matter where it comes from. Stress is stress no matter where it comes from. Shame is shame no matter where it comes from. We all understood that better when he was here. Godspeed Chester. We all miss you. 💪⚔️🔥👑
One of the most scariest foreshadowings from bands A7x- the revs last lyrics were "slowly slips away" Linkin park- Chester standing completely still almost showing how he would die 3:21
I could hear it in the last 15 seconds of that performance especially but saw it during the entire performance. Sometimes when I'm at my worst mentally I tend to sing the more heartfelt way even though I feel way off, this guy poured his heart into this and no one realized just how spent he was emotionally and how the demons in his head overcame him. It's so damn tragic.
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside, I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit (Tonight) Hang on a second Take these lights off Now one, two Go ahead, put those up Here we go
Damn am I the only one to see Chester put a gun to his head at 2:44? Also noticed him to be in a stance at 3:24, the same stance he died in! He showed signs! So sad! 😢
Wish they would at least sell this concert for our media device's . Linkin park did have this out full concert till he passed now just scraps of footage
esta canción es muy liberadora, chester se nota agotado y con mucho dolor interno, quizas estaba pasando por un momento intenso de su vida y cantando cómo si se estuviece vaciando de tantas emociones juntas... pienso sobre las teorías de la causa de su muerte y de chris, y con respeto a las distintas opiniones, pienso que quizás se había enterado que estaba en peligro, más de lo que su mente le afectaba esa impotencia le podría haber estado absorviendo. Según su familia él estaba pasando por buenos tiempos, además de seguir enfrentando su depresión. Que descanse en Paz grande e inspirador Chester❤️
The really sad thing is that he sang “Never be alright” and that’s basically how it all turned out, he never got around to being okay. And he was an amazing singer. RIP Chester
Si hubiecemos podido quitarte tanto dolor etc.y q no acabarás con tu vida....ojalá tengas la Paz que tanto buscaste ...💋💋💋💋💔💔💔💔💔💔🥺🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️🥺💔🥺♥️🥺💔🥺♥️🥺💔😥😥😥
At 3:24 it looks like hes hanging. Not sure if intentional or not. Very sad. Still gives me goosebumps everytime I watch these last shows from the tour.
Andrew Arellano I just posted the same thing, the way he shook the mic right before was him fighting for his last breathe, than he simulates hanging perfectly! Definitely told a story that no one at that time knew.
Yeah i think he was enacting hanging... its just so sad to see. In this video the way he dropped really looked even more like hanging czcams.com/users/shorts9f3qL7pR52Q , but this last performance still hits harder, i cant even imagine what was going through this poor mans mind whilst he was just hanging like that for 20 seconds, its really depressing and sad to watch.
He can definitely hear the emotional struggle in the song, but I wonder if he was also experiencing vocal issues. This was still the best performance of the song: czcams.com/video/c7ljtgOqS54/video.html
Whoever is listening in 2024. May u find peace and love.
you too ❤
Than😢 you crying here
emotional pain is the worst kind of suffering
"The greatest evil is physical pain"--St. Augustine
My heart still bleeds for Chester, and "Breaking the Habit" penetrates to the depths of my being as no other song. In life and death, he gave everything he had. I understand the emotional pain from which he suffered, and the confusion that sort of pain creates in the mind, but PHYSICAL PAIN is much worse. For the past two decades I've been coping with the "exquisite" pain of Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, which sets the bar on the McGill Pain Scale. There's no effective treatment, no cure, no relief, no "good days," no hope.
Invisible pain is just seen as laziness or cringe to those who don't know...
3:46 man he really wants the world to hear his pain so meaningful. Very powerful.
The gesture at 2:44 is so sad, and unfortunately so real of how he felt.
3:20 He looked really depressed I didn't think that was acting or something like that I could feel it.
Standing in front of an arena with like 20'000 people in it, you'd imagine all you would feel is excitement, he just looks exhausted and showing that level of depression in front of many people is usually a last straw call for help for people with depression...
you don't take it seriously until it happens
I think that people like you are making it worse, don't get me wrong though I don't mean to offend anyone but I think as more suicides are featured on the news, and as more people keep saying ''people don't care until the person's gone'', the message that suicide is a solution for problems and a way to make people care is just becoming engrained in minds.
Kids are beginning to think ''oh well, look at the love this celebrity is getting now after he's dead, I want that love now but no one cares, maybe if I kill myself people will love me'' but they don't realize that they are not worldwide known and they won't be here to know that.
Now if you tell kids that they gotta fight now, and that they ain't a celebrity and most people will probably move on from their death, the suicide rate would definitely drop down because suicide is a way to let people know what they've done to them or what they should have known about them when still alive, you gotta let them know what you're trying to say when you're still alive man!
@@whenugetacallthatyoexwentt8502 that works only case of normal people, but those with irrational fear can't help stuff. Yes I agree that most of kids would call their minor fears and failures as depression here and that is wrong. But those with irrational fear would find a way to bring themselves down even if they conquer the world they wouldn't trust anyone easily to seek. For some it's just not easy as you normal people think and just hope u don't find a reason to know why.
It's ALWAYS like that, that's the true
Cause you don't know what you've got... Until it's gone :(
This song is not his best live performance but the most painful. He is so tired and he shows his emotions. It breaks my heart. :( The silence and the deepest breath is make me cry. Miss you so much my legend. :(
This song needs very good breath support or is complicated. His other songs were very good in this live
I always loved breaking the habit live performances. But yeah lmaroster is right this song requires a lot of power and extremely good breath support and technique. Ive covered a couple of theyre songs this is one of the harder ones. Especially if youre voice isnt naturally high pitched
The fact that he pretended to shoot himself after singing "to show you what I mean," is eerie... 💔😭
Time??
2:43
😭😭😭😭😭
it caught my attention right away..he was in his head the hole show...the bad place as he recalled in one of his interviews late february 2017..
Alex I saw the same thing and literally GOT THE CHILLS!! And yes you used the correct word “EERIE” for SURE!!
From 3:26 on. Listening to that crowd sing gives me goosebumps, but it's got to remain one of the saddest things I've ever seen in a concert. Please god, give this man back.
It's a shame. He sounded off for sure. Acted different than other performances. That stand at the end. Chilling. I don't know where he's at, we don't know as humans but I hope and pray that he is at peace. It's sad to see some one go through so much and in this you can hear it. Rest in peace Chester.
Yes 😭🙏
@@sammitchell3657 He had done that stand before, but not for that long
Still cant believe that u left alone
Both first and last performance of BTH were emotional. It's noticeable throughout this show that Chester was hurting.
0:56 the way he says why I have to scream 😭😭 omg we lost him to soon
He was so tired😢💔
3:46 oh shit this acapella was so beautfiul I instantly teared up.. I feel your pain Chester..
Him just standing there at the end was heartbreaking. That man was beyond hurting. He was totally empty, exhausted, and lost. 😰
It definitely made me cry
I braked down in tears when I saw this video 😢😢😢 can feel his pain 😭😭😭😭 please someone says that everything is going to be ok soon, I miss him so much these days 😭😭😭💔
How can anyone dislike this?
We didn't deserve this angel 😥 He broke my heart but I hope he's at peace
He did A capella outro in this one... Chester didn't sing Acapella outro during One more Light tour era. But he did in this concert.
I think Chester made up his mind before this show..
He did also sing the bridge of In the End for the first time since a looong time at this show
it's fucking impossible for me to watch this without sobbing
I miss you so fucking much, Chester. Words cannot even describe.
It’s been two years already, we love and miss you Chester❤️
Its been 4 now 😢
Six years now.
It's like hes been planning his death before this show. He sounds so emotional and tired
he's gone forever 🙏🙏😭💔
At his scream you can hear his pain, suffering , sadness...dude i miss Chester Bennington so much...💔💭
I do understand Chester was under ALOT of Stress!! BUT DUDES AND DUDETTES THIS MAN WILL NEVER LOSE HIS VOICE OR HIS SCREAM!! This was wonderfully Arranged and well played and very well Sung!! No band plays their songs EXACTLY like the studio versions, if Chester wants to SCREAM HE WILL, if he doesn’t scream then it was in the moment he wanted it sing it instead of scream it! CAPEESH 👌
3:15 you can't hear the screams through your ears but only your soul
I keep coming back to this video. It is just so perfect to me, the lights, his voice, the ending. It has it all for me, also knowing it was his last concert ever makes it more powerful. Rest in peace Chester Bennington
So sad that Chester is gone forever
Not crying.... 🙃
My eyes are just sweating... 🙂
Miss you❤️
He just does not sound like himself here. God I miss him so much!
So much emotion. You can feel the pain. Especially that last part, at the end... It really felt like a call for help. He still felt trapped after all those years. I wonder what it is that was tormenting him inside like that. Rest in peace...
there is a video with him explaining his situation.. im facing the same problem since i was 13.(im 28 now)
ofc each person deals with his problems differently and to each person his problem seems huge to overcome.
I hope people raise awareness over deep depression
Chester is a legend!!! RIP 🙏🏽💪
We miss you Chester!
3:26 oh my goodness I cant. The way he stands there with his head down, makes me want to come up to him and give him a hug
Idk if it's me overthinking but towards the end of his scream 3:04 it sounds like his demon's were laughing :( R.I.P legend
Creepy and disturbing
Dear Chester, Your voice touches my heart so deeply. God bless you in heaven 💗💗💗
Is it just me or in Chester's last concert he sounds kinda tired and sickly?
It looked like he was hesitating to sing...
I think it was a masterpiece
sounds like he was straining too much
he look hurting a lot :(
The UK tour had no opening band so LP played an extended set every show, just over 2 hours each. this was an hour into the set.
Chester sings like an Angel and screams like a demon. R.I.P Chester
3:34 ganas de abrazarlo , solo el sabía el dolor que sentía ,la depresión se le notaba y aún así sin mucho potencial de voz se lució en este concierto, te extrañamos Chester fuiste un ángel que cantaba como demonio, no hay otro igual
This is probably on the the 5 best songs of all time. Gives me goosebumps and lets my eye drop a tear every single time. Thank you Linkin Park for being such an important part of my life.
You can tell it’s deep in this vid. Bless his soul what a legend. ❤️❤️
I Feel Chester Bennington Pain Miss U Chester 😭😭😓😫😫😭😓😭😰😓😓😓😰
Missing this angel 🕊
Apart form everything that is amazing and heartbreaking about this performance I just noticed he changed the lyrics from "Or why I have to scream" to "Or why I HAD to scream" at the end ( 3:46 ) He Knew. ;(
You can see how psychically and emotionally tired he is at the end of the song.
Forever shall you be a legend in our hearts, Chester. May your soul have found peace inbetween all of your struggles that we fans were never aware of. Even after three years, we still thank you for being a huge part of our childhood and helping us through our darkest times even if we couldn't help you through yours...all the way until the end.
Long live your legacy, sir! Because we're still here, remembering all of your greatness!
2020 still miss u Chester
Yes SO MENTALLY TIRED BUT THERE'S NO OTHER LIKE CHESTER HE WAS A TRUE ORIGINAL NEVER ANOTHER😢❤✝️✝️✝️
RIP 🥰Live war er unschlagbar
This is the last Linkin Park's performance we'll ever see of this song
Ya estaba con la depresión hasta arriba . Grande Chester , descansa en paz
THE GREAT CHESTER BENNINGTON.. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY 🙏
This man left our world too soon. The world was a better place with Chester in it. He could relate to everyone in the world. Pain is pain no matter where it comes from. Stress is stress no matter where it comes from. Shame is shame no matter where it comes from. We all understood that better when he was here. Godspeed Chester. We all miss you. 💪⚔️🔥👑
His Sui s9ng and I don't care what anyone says, nobody could have stopped it. Love you LP
One of the most scariest foreshadowings from bands
A7x- the revs last lyrics were "slowly slips away"
Linkin park- Chester standing completely still almost showing how he would die 3:21
almost three years 💔
Love so much chester.. 🥲😘
RIP Chester.
3:37 that's creepy
Almost looks like he's hanging
😞
#CHESTERFOREVER
Si hubiéramos podido leer tus ojos ....... Te extrañamos Chazzy 😪❤️
Chester tired too much 😭💔🙏🙏
He was definetly not right during this show.
Of course he wasnt it was his last one, you can see he was tired he already couldn't take it anymore
I could hear it in the last 15 seconds of that performance especially but saw it during the entire performance. Sometimes when I'm at my worst mentally I tend to sing the more heartfelt way even though I feel way off, this guy poured his heart into this and no one realized just how spent he was emotionally and how the demons in his head overcame him. It's so damn tragic.
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside, I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
(Tonight)
Hang on a second
Take these lights off
Now one, two
Go ahead, put those up
Here we go
Happy Birthday Chester ❤️🇮🇳
at 2:45 he actually shoots himself. :(
Yes true and sad messages :(
Bet you missed the part we’re he is simulating his death @ 3:24? Once you see it, you can’t unsee it!
@@TheHopson fuck...i have no words😭💔
He's done that when he performed "given up" live also...
He screamed his pain, they cheered
I Miss you so much, every day, every time i listen to Music. I love you Chazzy
Damn am I the only one to see Chester put a gun to his head at 2:44? Also noticed him to be in a stance at 3:24, the same stance he died in! He showed signs! So sad! 😢
He did that a lot b4 with given up but the timing of this was horrible
Look at voice 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Wish they would at least sell this concert for our media device's . Linkin park did have this out full concert till he passed now just scraps of footage
3:40
Mike: omg his wings.
Chester: i got too do it.
4:27 chester's last bow and thank you
Poor guy.... Sounds extremely broken in this. 😥😥
esta canción es muy liberadora, chester se nota agotado y con mucho dolor interno, quizas estaba pasando por un momento intenso de su vida y cantando cómo si se estuviece vaciando de tantas emociones juntas... pienso sobre las teorías de la causa de su muerte y de chris, y con respeto a las distintas opiniones, pienso que quizás se había enterado que estaba en peligro, más de lo que su mente le afectaba esa impotencia le podría haber estado absorviendo. Según su familia él estaba pasando por buenos tiempos, además de seguir enfrentando su depresión.
Que descanse en Paz grande e inspirador Chester❤️
Chester Had Given Up On Life In This U Can See His Soul😰😓😭😫
Love & Miss U Chester 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔
Always In My Soul Feel What U Felt😭😓😫💔😰😭😓😫Pain Depression 😭😓😫😰💔💔💔
RIP. Chester...
The really sad thing is that he sang “Never be alright” and that’s basically how it all turned out, he never got around to being okay. And he was an amazing singer. RIP Chester
Theres this weird eerie emptyness to all of the songs performed on this concert
The acapella is so sad :(
He was literally screaming for help and nobody noticed it.
Miss You Chester 😔😔💔💔
The song is completely written by Mike shinoda and is about a friend he had that dealt with drugs problems
He took his final breathe on that stage that night 😥 Completely defeated and finished
na, he was just tired, the acapella of numb in karpool karaoke literally days before his end was literally the same as numb in studio ver.
A legend...
Si hubiecemos podido quitarte tanto dolor etc.y q no acabarás con tu vida....ojalá tengas la Paz que tanto buscaste ...💋💋💋💋💔💔💔💔💔💔🥺🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️🥺💔🥺♥️🥺💔🥺♥️🥺💔😥😥😥
At 3:24 it looks like hes hanging. Not sure if intentional or not. Very sad. Still gives me goosebumps everytime I watch these last shows from the tour.
Andrew Arellano I just posted the same thing, the way he shook the mic right before was him fighting for his last breathe, than he simulates hanging perfectly! Definitely told a story that no one at that time knew.
Yeah i think he was enacting hanging... its just so sad to see. In this video the way he dropped really looked even more like hanging czcams.com/users/shorts9f3qL7pR52Q , but this last performance still hits harder, i cant even imagine what was going through this poor mans mind whilst he was just hanging like that for 20 seconds, its really depressing and sad to watch.
From thst time we can never listen breaking thr habit by chester voice
Amazing.
LP wrote the soundtrack of my life way before I started going through crazy stiff
I felt he looked alone there...
I had the whole video once upon a time. But can't find it anywhere anymore this the only clip
u fn rock brother r.i.p bro
Last…. Best….
да.
2:43 😵
😭😭😭😭😭😭
He can definitely hear the emotional struggle in the song, but I wonder if he was also experiencing vocal issues. This was still the best performance of the song: czcams.com/video/c7ljtgOqS54/video.html
But you can hear the difference.
he decided
After 4 years
💔
Please Ches come back.
Dejo todo,los compañeros contentos
you can see that all of his songs are mostly relative to depression, :((
Hoje eu te entendo Chester
its so painfull