The thing is about being in any abusive relationship, is that it's hard to think about the concept of leaving. Sure you think about it, but actually doing puts a pain in your stomach because deep down you know the situation will become worse. My mom never married before she had me, so it ended up being her boyfriend who was abusive.
The pain of thinking about ever leaving convinces you eventually that you can never leave, no matter what. Not out of choice, but of being stuck in the situation. You're sure that you were born in this, and you will die in this, without seeing anything else.
Growing up I used to get into full on fist fights with my abusive father like we were in the county jail, when I read the title I imagined my friends busting through the door and saving me while I was getting kicked on the ground or something. Like one of those getting saved from a bully moments in one of those high school movies. "Hey! Leave em alone!"
I used to have abusive parents. They yelled really loud IN my ear on purpose so I'd start having a seizure soon. They'd just leave me there. Luckily, I got adopted so I'm better atm.
As someone who came from a broken household with a alcoholic violent father. This is something that really makes me feel safe. For those wondering, no I’m not in that household and neither is my mother or sister, everyone is safe.
I'm not leaving my "parents" till I can get an apartment for my siblings and I, so these kinds of audios help me think about a better future for the 4 of us. Thank you so much for doing this, it helps.
Wish my "brother" would do this but he's the favorite. He doesn't get anything i do because he was A) male, and B) wanted. All he ever does is defend them and gaslight me. He loves those shitbags because he never had to deal with the worst of them.
My stepdad just kicked me out of the house tonight. I’m staying at my real dads house. I have so many emotions. Fear. Sadness. Anger. I don’t even know what to do. But this audio really comforts me so thank you.
This was beat for beat how my situation was, except it was my mother, and leaving wasn't as easy as just walking out because I refused to leave until my younger sister could get away too. Thank you for this collab. Really.
i want to leave my situation too but i realize it would probably bring alot of problems to my little sister's life so im probably going to wait till she can leave too thank you for being strong ♥️
This was my childhood. My ex stepfather was very abusive. I hid it from my mum because I knew she would struggle as a single mum. I have since told her.
I love this audio❤️ I have an mentally abusive step dad and he’s not supportive with the lgbtq+ community. He almost choked his oldest child one time. I was there when it happend and it terrified me. He also tried to touch my older sister’s private and she told me and I freaked out. This helps me a lot even though it’s two different types of abuse❤️
I’ve never felt more safe having parents who constantly argue yell at each other they fight so much almost everyday sometimes it is everyday and this helped me sleep🥺
Me to me: You know you shouldn't watch this because you can't leave your family anyway and whenever you dream or act like you can leave you have to come back to the cold hard reality that you're stuck with them for at least until your sister is old enough to leave as well. And for college you need their help. Also me: Psssssshhhhhhhh you're being overdramatic Other other me: Exactly *proceeds to hide most of my things so they don't get mad at me again*
This was comforting, my dad a few months ago since my mum is emotionally abusive to everyone in my family but my dad said to hold on a little longer while his trying to get money for a divorce :)
This is a situational occurrence I can closely relate to. Having had moments like this when my abusive parents who are bad people in general would intrude on me when I’m gaming with people online through party chat my friends constantly heard them yelling mocking at me as my parents are the type of people to argue consistently almost daily and Xbox gaming being given the space to tell people what happened during the years I grew up with my home life much of it was out of my control I was just a kid so I didn’t fully grasp the fact of the reality of me having had a long term abusive relationship with multiple different authority figures who were involved in my life at the time. Gaming every now and then at night with friends and or kind strangers kept me sane from cracking under and thus far I’m happy to say as now I’m now twenty years of age I’m putting a lot of distance between me and my parents as now I’m just only living at home with them because of only being in my second year of community college. I’m still making decent progress with therapy, open personal psychiatry counseling and with school resources I’m getting better somewhat the trauma is a lot less heavy on my mind my ptsd may still be a constant issue with trauma haunting me like real nightmares I can feel it’s good that I have some control over how much it happens to me even now. These days my Xbox and my best online friends are the only things I have in my life that make me feel happy and free I’m just glad happy to not be speaking much if at all with my parents nowadays knowing what I went through was really messed up and not okay I’m managing okay with my anger too I’m not vengeful but I’m angry livid about what people put me through honestly this hit close to home for me as I’ve been hit beat yelled at when I was on my mic often with people my dad use to beat on me threaten to break my Xbox and or he would actually occasionally smash things items I loved close to my heart and he would then beat on me whenever I talked back. But yes TODR it’s the end of December 2022 when I’m writing this and it’s been some time but I’m doing somewhat better I’m stable okay and safe now sort of it’s still complicated but I’m getting away from it and just got my Xbox fixed up recently because my dad decided to beat my young brothers up and smashed up the console so my cigarette addicted drinking mother felt bad and then offered to pay upfront for the damages her abusive husband caused because the Xbox was the gift my kind of decent mother got for me a few years back
I understand you honest I feel like I've been in my own personal hell lately and I have been on a Downward Spiral that I fear I might never escape from
Saying its the stepdad make me relate even more. My stepdad is a drunken narcissist and he's very dangerous. *sigh* And I dont have friends that would save me in my time of need😥
Unfortunately my biological father is the drunk abusive one. The last time he tried to hit me I hit back and his nose started to bleed. That was about seven or eight years ago.
@@jimmyjeff1777 For reference I’m 5ft tall and my bio father is about 5ft 6in but I’m a cubby southern gal. After I punched him I told him if he ever put his hands on me again I’d go to the cops and tell them how he abused my mom, me, and my siblings, and threatened not hold back the next time I defend myself or my siblings. I then went to my room locked and blocked the door and kept my baseball bat within reach. He’s a wimp, once he realized I wasn’t going to take his physical bullying, he moved to psychological tactics. At that point I had completely movies in with my mom and cut ties to him. I still haven’t talked to him.
⚠️Tw : mention of suicide, and description of abuse ahead ⚠️ My parents have been emotionally, mentally and physically abusive towards me ever since I was little ,I'm thinking of moving out asap and get out as far as I can from all my family who are as toxic as them, blaming me for something I didn't do, beat me if they're mad,lf I respond "badly" they insult me and/or hit me, and all that jazz...my boyfriend is the only one who really knows and he's trying his best to find something on his side while I think of a way to escape because they won't just let me out the door ,I think they like abusing me... everything is too hard
Just found your channel today and subbed. I love the themes you make your videos about. A lot of them are themes not many people cover. Keep up the great work, Kat! 😉
Me: Oh, no! Not again! I gotta go! My dad: Where have you been, son? You’re coming home with me! Me: *Ow* dad this isn’t like you! Are you actually drunk?! Kat: I hope Nathan’s okay. Dennis: I’m sure he’ll be fine. I hope.
I’m just imagining the parent to be my stepbrother how was mentally physically and verbally abusive to me but now he’s gone…Atleast I don’t feel on edge all the time now apart from sleeping I don’t do much of that
Pine kat I feel so comfy, in an odd sense, even just the beginning had me smiling. Asides from parents, I wasn’t that free to just have friends and hang out, so it just feels like a hug hearing you both speak. 💗
This is literally the best ASMR I’ve seen in a long time!! It’s literally so realistic and it’s like a REAL STORY but interactive and I absolutely love that! Keep it up!
I listen to this audio quite often for comfort, its currently 6 am and I'm listening to it again, my step dad got home from work and didn't even care I was sleeping, I knew his nice guy persona wouldn't last long
It’s never demanding to ask! It helps me see how much interest people have in certain videos. I may not always be able to get to it for awhile, but ask away! ☺️
Dennis: "Least amount of kills has to vacuum the stairs." Me: "Wait a minute. Wait a minute! I'm support class. I'm a healer, not DPS or tank, this ain't fair!" 😂
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The thing is about being in any abusive relationship, is that it's hard to think about the concept of leaving. Sure you think about it, but actually doing puts a pain in your stomach because deep down you know the situation will become worse. My mom never married before she had me, so it ended up being her boyfriend who was abusive.
The pain of thinking about ever leaving convinces you eventually that you can never leave, no matter what. Not out of choice, but of being stuck in the situation. You're sure that you were born in this, and you will die in this, without seeing anything else.
It's a kind of interesting and very terrifying psychological thing called learned helpless. I hope everything gets better.
My mother and her boyfriend…
I wish I had friends like this.
I wish I had friends in general.
I’ll be your friend
Me too
I will be your friend
❤ we'll all be your friend❤
I'll be your friend too 😊
Growing up I used to get into full on fist fights with my abusive father like we were in the county jail, when I read the title I imagined my friends busting through the door and saving me while I was getting kicked on the ground or something. Like one of those getting saved from a bully moments in one of those high school movies. "Hey! Leave em alone!"
I hope those times are behind you, my friend ;)
I used to have abusive parents. They yelled really loud IN my ear on purpose so I'd start having a seizure soon. They'd just leave me there. Luckily, I got adopted so I'm better atm.
2:10 the "idk" really hit home
It was such an honor to be a guest in this beautiful scenario! Thank you so much for including me!
Here's to our friend's new abode! 😁
You were wonderful 😁💕
Both of you are great
I don’t mean to be rude but why did your voice sound like this one guys from a vr game called I Expect You To Die
Amazing job to you both
You did great but can you please explain who cracks open the drink at the start?
As someone who came from a broken household with a alcoholic violent father. This is something that really makes me feel safe. For those wondering, no I’m not in that household and neither is my mother or sister, everyone is safe.
Cucumber Approved
Approved indeed.
*WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE*
Cause there the god of the asmr CZcams video
@@sweetlittebubble6991 exactly
I keep seeing you-
I'm not leaving my "parents" till I can get an apartment for my siblings and I, so these kinds of audios help me think about a better future for the 4 of us. Thank you so much for doing this, it helps.
I hope things get better soon!
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Please
Wish my "brother" would do this but he's the favorite. He doesn't get anything i do because he was A) male, and B) wanted. All he ever does is defend them and gaslight me. He loves those shitbags because he never had to deal with the worst of them.
Any updates? I hope things get better.
Pine kat really got the most comforting of audios.
Bro, you’re like the new Giorno Giovanna, I’m seeing you everywhere!
@@bagotoast Now that Giorno has begun making his own audios the torch has been passed
@@jonathand.phoenix *Legends amongst men.*
ALL HAIL EMPEROR LELOUCH
My stepdad just kicked me out of the house tonight. I’m staying at my real dads house. I have so many emotions. Fear. Sadness. Anger. I don’t even know what to do. But this audio really comforts me so thank you.
I don’t have abusive parents but this made me feel like I did…
same
same
Same :/
Same
I had a abusive foster in “mother”
This was beat for beat how my situation was, except it was my mother, and leaving wasn't as easy as just walking out because I refused to leave until my younger sister could get away too.
Thank you for this collab. Really.
Can I just say you are a total legend, wonderful big sibling. Total hero
Your a hero my friend
i want to leave my situation too but i realize it would probably bring alot of problems to my little sister's life so im probably going to wait till she can leave too
thank you for being strong ♥️
I feel this on so many levels. 😕 but we can get through this 🙂
It’s not the body that defines a sigma, it’s the mindset
-me, right now
The only thing my mind can process at the moment is the fact that the boy roommate sounds like Obi Wan “hello there”
Thank you for saving me, I'm afraid of them
“They still live with their dad”
“Stepdad. But still an ass.”
“Well stepdad.”
“Are we just gonna gloss over the part where they said “still an ass”
This was my childhood. My ex stepfather was very abusive. I hid it from my mum because I knew she would struggle as a single mum. I have since told her.
Did you tell her at some point.(you don’t have to answer)
damn bro 😞
I would be the friend who would say “This is why I ducking love y’all!” Then hug them
We need friends people. Were not solitary creatures. Were creatures of union and communication.
tell that to covid 19
@@kieranmills1548 just had ruin the moment didn't ya? 🤣😂
**laughs in antisocial superiority**
Funny how a video can tell you everything you needed to hear irl
This sounds like the start to a beautiful throuple
throuple? whats that
A *Three person couple* Throuple
@@mystrdereroleplay1730 ohh, I shouldve figured, thanks though
That sounds horrifyingly unstable@@mystrdereroleplay1730
I love this audio❤️ I have an mentally abusive step dad and he’s not supportive with the lgbtq+ community. He almost choked his oldest child one time. I was there when it happend and it terrified me. He also tried to touch my older sister’s private and she told me and I freaked out. This helps me a lot even though it’s two different types of abuse❤️
@@TheMadagascarqueen thank you!
My mother was physically and emotionally abusive to me and my brother. This video was very helpful.
I’ve never felt more safe having parents who constantly argue yell at each other they fight so much almost everyday sometimes it is everyday and this helped me sleep🥺
I'm so sorry
@@theshadygentleman7575 it’s okay no need to be you get use to it overtime
Yeah abusive is called love and caring for me.
You are so effed up
@@williammcdermott8692 This was a year ago and I'm not proud of this comment, I was fed up
@@TheManBehlndTheSlaughter ok
You love doing real world topics that people usually try to avoid and to top it off you do with class. I love it.
When your parents are emotionally and physically abusive: 👁👄👁❔
My parents are so abusive towards me they constantly yell and scream at me and yet the treat my little brother like he’s the perfect golden child
Haha my mom literally just said I’m a disappointment to the family and moved out, videos like this are very helpful thank you
my parents are far too emotionally abusive and I got threatened to get slapped a couple days ago, thanks guys🙃👍‼️
some may say dreams can sometimes come true
but this one...
my chance of becoming a dragon is way more possible
Me to me: You know you shouldn't watch this because you can't leave your family anyway and whenever you dream or act like you can leave you have to come back to the cold hard reality that you're stuck with them for at least until your sister is old enough to leave as well. And for college you need their help.
Also me: Psssssshhhhhhhh you're being overdramatic
Other other me: Exactly *proceeds to hide most of my things so they don't get mad at me again*
Hope there's more to come with this story.
This was comforting, my dad a few months ago since my mum is emotionally abusive to everyone in my family but my dad said to hold on a little longer while his trying to get money for a divorce :)
This helps me because I've had so many problems being abused physically and mentally 😔🖐️
This helped give me motivation to run away from my abusive household
When ur window is on the second floor-
That's what the bushes are for
@@idkwhattonamethischannelso4701 There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my he…….
Those are some good friends i must say...
This is a situational occurrence I can closely relate to. Having had moments like this when my abusive parents who are bad people in general would intrude on me when I’m gaming with people online through party chat my friends constantly heard them yelling mocking at me as my parents are the type of people to argue consistently almost daily and Xbox gaming being given the space to tell people what happened during the years I grew up with my home life much of it was out of my control I was just a kid so I didn’t fully grasp the fact of the reality of me having had a long term abusive relationship with multiple different authority figures who were involved in my life at the time. Gaming every now and then at night with friends and or kind strangers kept me sane from cracking under and thus far I’m happy to say as now I’m now twenty years of age I’m putting a lot of distance between me and my parents as now I’m just only living at home with them because of only being in my second year of community college. I’m still making decent progress with therapy, open personal psychiatry counseling and with school resources I’m getting better somewhat the trauma is a lot less heavy on my mind my ptsd may still be a constant issue with trauma haunting me like real nightmares I can feel it’s good that I have some control over how much it happens to me even now. These days my Xbox and my best online friends are the only things I have in my life that make me feel happy and free I’m just glad happy to not be speaking much if at all with my parents nowadays knowing what I went through was really messed up and not okay I’m managing okay with my anger too I’m not vengeful but I’m angry livid about what people put me through honestly this hit close to home for me as I’ve been hit beat yelled at when I was on my mic often with people my dad use to beat on me threaten to break my Xbox and or he would actually occasionally smash things items I loved close to my heart and he would then beat on me whenever I talked back.
But yes TODR it’s the end of December 2022 when I’m writing this and it’s been some time but I’m doing somewhat better I’m stable okay and safe now sort of it’s still complicated but I’m getting away from it and just got my Xbox fixed up recently because my dad decided to beat my young brothers up and smashed up the console so my cigarette addicted drinking mother felt bad and then offered to pay upfront for the damages her abusive husband caused because the Xbox was the gift my kind of decent mother got for me a few years back
I NEED a part 2 to this. It's amazing.
This really hit home for me, this was very comforting thank you very much
I understand you honest I feel like I've been in my own personal hell lately and I have been on a Downward Spiral that I fear I might never escape from
Oh lovely. This'll be damn pure
This was awesome. Made me tear up a bit.
But in my experience, no one really cares. One has to deal with it themselves.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS!
Kat thank you for this wonderful audio great work
And your audios are really comforting
Pancakes
Saying its the stepdad make me relate even more. My stepdad is a drunken narcissist and he's very dangerous. *sigh* And I dont have friends that would save me in my time of need😥
Wish my friends would do this for me
I wish I had friends.
@@vickfrankenstein I don’t know if I count them as friends tho
me too
:/
My dad was abusive and toxic but he’s recently left my life (moved across the country) and I have an amazing mom and stepdad and I have my brother
I saw Dennis and got happier
Unfortunately my biological father is the drunk abusive one. The last time he tried to hit me I hit back and his nose started to bleed. That was about seven or eight years ago.
I feel really bad for the people with abuser parents
Please tell me you got away from him right after doing that
@@jimmyjeff1777 For reference I’m 5ft tall and my bio father is about 5ft 6in but I’m a cubby southern gal. After I punched him I told him if he ever put his hands on me again I’d go to the cops and tell them how he abused my mom, me, and my siblings, and threatened not hold back the next time I defend myself or my siblings. I then went to my room locked and blocked the door and kept my baseball bat within reach.
He’s a wimp, once he realized I wasn’t going to take his physical bullying, he moved to psychological tactics. At that point I had completely movies in with my mom and cut ties to him. I still haven’t talked to him.
@@TheMadagascarqueen I got out of there pretty fast. He’s become “nicer” since I left, but I haven’t gone back.
That is why your my friends. Thank you
Man... Great job both of you 💙
I like the ones were I am injured and you take care of me. Please do more like that. Great content!
Thank you so so much I really needed this
Me literally half of the video: ○_○ yes yes yes
⚠️Tw : mention of suicide, and description of abuse ahead ⚠️
My parents have been emotionally, mentally and physically abusive towards me ever since I was little ,I'm thinking of moving out asap and get out as far as I can from all my family who are as toxic as them, blaming me for something I didn't do, beat me if they're mad,lf I respond "badly" they insult me and/or hit me, and all that jazz...my boyfriend is the only one who really knows and he's trying his best to find something on his side while I think of a way to escape because they won't just let me out the door ,I think they like abusing me... everything is too hard
Hey how you been doing pal
Just found your channel today and subbed. I love the themes you make your videos about. A lot of them are themes not many people cover. Keep up the great work, Kat! 😉
Thank you! Glad to have you in the Pinecone Forest!
So comforting, well done :)
Me: Oh, no! Not again! I gotta go!
My dad: Where have you been, son? You’re coming home with me!
Me: *Ow* dad this isn’t like you! Are you actually drunk?!
Kat: I hope Nathan’s okay.
Dennis: I’m sure he’ll be fine. I hope.
I never been abused so this is an experience thank you ☺☺☺
Geico approves! Geico wishes he had friends 😔
As someone who had delt with parents like that, I found this really comforting for some reason
I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THIS 🥰😊 you Guys should do more Collabs together 😁
Yea they should, I would like a part 2 of this
I'm straight but that dudes voice 👌👌
I love this and the fact that I have a friend named Dennis it was great to listen to 👍🏻
I'm just now finding both of your channels, and the audio sound so c l e a n, brb gotta go subscribe to both of you
I’m just imagining the parent to be my stepbrother how was mentally physically and verbally abusive to me but now he’s gone…Atleast I don’t feel on edge all the time now apart from sleeping I don’t do much of that
Listener has a very supportive friend group.
Pine Kat really gives out good content very relaxing
Omg THANK you! I’ve been waiting for one like this.
My parents are really kind but I wanna try this out-
Knowing me after everything is done I be like so we never decided who cleans the stares
1:18 Did he go through the window?!?!?
House needed a side front door
Whot where am I !? **dies**
Another great audio! nice work!
thank you for this !!💛
Pine kat I feel so comfy, in an odd sense, even just the beginning had me smiling. Asides from parents, I wasn’t that free to just have friends and hang out, so it just feels like a hug hearing you both speak. 💗
I have had an abusive parent, I really appreciate it comrade you did a wonderful job.
loaf 🍞 approved
You'll never be cucumber
This is literally the best ASMR I’ve seen in a long time!! It’s literally so realistic and it’s like a REAL STORY but interactive and I absolutely love that! Keep it up!
I listen to this audio quite often for comfort, its currently 6 am and I'm listening to it again, my step dad got home from work and didn't even care I was sleeping, I knew his nice guy persona wouldn't last long
God i wish i had friends like this
This is soooooo good! Thank you
this made me so unbelievably happy you guys have no idea
I kinda want a part 2 but I don't wanna be demanding-
It’s never demanding to ask! It helps me see how much interest people have in certain videos. I may not always be able to get to it for awhile, but ask away! ☺️
this is my first time listening to you and i love you both
Very Interesting😍🤔
Gather round, pine has uploaded
I AM SAVED!! :)
They turned more yandere by the minute.
Man I'm a sucker for Denis and Kat collabs
Hug on you my sweet Pine Kat Audio, I hope you had a good day take care of yourself (>•w•)>
Everyday I wished a had a friend group like this, I have a friend but he's a couple states away,I know he would have
This makes me cry.. I remember Kim throwing my stuff because I was being “a brat”
Dennis: "Least amount of kills has to vacuum the stairs."
Me: "Wait a minute. Wait a minute! I'm support class. I'm a healer, not DPS or tank, this ain't fair!"
😂
I'm so glad I don't have to deal with my "parents" anymore now that I moved out for collage
I wish I had friends like this
Nice
Pls tell me how ur stand works
Great timing- I have thought for a while my dad is emotionally abusive- I think he is😪🤚🏻
That's so amazing