My First Ayahuasca Experience Was Hell! (What No One Tells You)
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- čas přidán 26. 10. 2022
- Ayahuasca is a scary thing to try. I know, because I just went through a week in which I had 4 ayahuasca ceremonies in a row. And that was scary, physically and mentally demanding, heartbreaking, and life-changing. Now, what happened to me during the ceremonies? What did I see and experience? Was it beneficial and would I ever do it again? I will answer all of that and more in the next few minutes.
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Do you want me to visit other similar centers around the world as well? If yes, which ones? :)
Check Beckley Retreats, Avalon, The Buena Vida, Algonquin Highlands, Spirit Vine Retreats, Soltara, MuhsroomTao, Retreated or MycoMeditations.. ;)
Poor people.....
Soltara Healing Center in Costa Rica & Peru is top-notch and restrict their groups to about 20 people, which is SO much better. They follow strict Shipibo traditions, which is awesome, and give you a day "off" between ceremonies, which is key in integrating your healing and learning experiences. Highly recommend!
I did my Ayahuasca ceremony in New Braunfels Texas. Excellent team of healer's🙏🏻
⬆️ check my name description. He sells shrooms, LSD, DMT, Ayahuasca, and mushy chocolate bars. He ships discreetly and globally too.
I could remember several years ago I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was actually addicted to alcohol. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in France. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
Hey! Yes Dr.medshrooms.
I'm really happy for you that your wife decided to help you...I hear about alot of family members or so called friends shutting an addict out of their life, which since most addicts do it to mask emotions to me is the worse thing someone can do to an addict.
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
Ayahuasca was life changing for me. I became one face of a multi-faceted experience prism, my side being my particular life experience. My awareness expanded and my social anxiety and depression was entirely gone. Truly magical!
Doctor_coxx is your guy. Best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know
He's on instgram?
Sure! Doctor_coxx
I just had my first experience with golden teachers, it was really great! I loved it.
Can Doctor_coxx post to me in AZ?
I guess I just want somewhere to share my story.
When I was 19 I took shrooms, and it was like I was turned inside out. As a child, I was very extroverted and loved being around people. And after the shrooms, I felt disconnected from everyone and everything around me. I just wanted to alone. I am learning to feel happiness from within myself, not running from myself. It's been a LONG and PAINFUL process but once it's healed, it's healed and beautiful.
Its like that...people just stress me tf out.
one time i did shrooms (my first n only time but i had done acid before)
and i started to notice how badly my friends treated me and i saw how we interracted with each other more clearly, and it really opened my eyes.
@@kathleenmcclenahan5701 I can relate to that. It definitely was the beginning of the end for me too. But the ending of something less real, so I'm ok with it. Just took a lot of adjusting and I can't bring others with me like I tried to at first.
@@heatherldutrow1204I've been looking to get my hands on shrooms since growing isn't an option for me . Any one knows where I can source?
@@janithglichrist2994Yes he's Dr.jeffshroom
@@bizffatar5824Woo I'm not surprised you moment dr.johnsonshroom name... They man is good and people always talk nice about him.
This is by far one of the most authentic and well-articulated reports on Ayahuasca experiences I have come across. The sheer honesty and the detailed recounting of both the challenging and transformative aspects of the journey provide a balanced perspective for those curious about Ayahuasca. Kudos to Your Inception for sharing such a raw and enlightening account, truly invaluable!
I acquired mine from an online dmt psychedelic store they ship discreet¿?¿
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Thank you so much for this video. I really appreciate you speaking English also! I don’t think enough credit is given for people that learn another language. You articulate your experience so well. I don’t think I am brave enough to go for one of these experiences, but I am very curious and I feel grateful that you shared this with the world. Really eye-opening. Thanks again 😊
Thanks for your feedbakc, Becky, I apprecate it! :)
@@yourinceptionhey, what’s your first language?
Ayahuasca healed my childhood trauma 🙏🏻I'm so blessed and greatful for mother Ayahuasca. Yea I will continue to do it again and again
That is awesome, I am extremelly happy for you! :)
Mother? Yeah you've gone to phonies with it.
@@capybaraponque611 This is my belief and what I went through so yes Mother Ayahuasca. 🙏🏻
Quick question.. if it healed you're trauma why are you feeling the need to do it "again and again" ??
@@ecooutdoors we all heal in layers. That was childhood molestation trauma. Ayahuasca always shows you what is needed.
I have done 16 Ayahuasca, and 10 San Pedro. Ayahuasca is very intense. Unlike alcohol, the more you do it, the less you need to take. The more spiritually aware you are, the more clean and healthy you are, the deeper you will go.
I can't even begin to give words to what you will see, or experience. It's intense, mind-blowing, heart breaking, unbelievable, painful, beautiful, amazing, spiritual, and blissful.
Good luck if you do it!
Thanks for sharing that! :)
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That description sounds terrifying but so promising. Thank you for sharing. I have a chronic illness and I'm getting so tired of life. Before I decide that I don't want to continue, one of my doctors mentioned I try ayahuasca (off the books, of course; he doesn't want to lose his license). Unfortunately, it's near impossible to source in this country due to the government. I was told not to go off to Peru or some other foreign country and try this on my own. Apparently, guidance is imperative.
I've done 9 and this description is pretty close to what I experienced.
How is San Pedro?
Wonderful. A very concise and clear expression of the experience. I've done it twice. The first, I resisted a lot and knew I hadn't got what I could from it. The second experience, about two years hence from the first, was much more productive. I had focused on what I needed to do, often meditated on what I HAD learned, cultivated a quieter mind. When I went back, Mother Ayahuasca, who had been somewhat curt with me, said "You've done the right things" and everything that second time was much more intense and enlightening. I got to ask questioning have them answered directly, with full, clear answers to questions like "Are you just a voice in my head?", "Why do I have to undergo this ceremony and take this stuff, can't you just bestow enlightenment on people?", things like that. Everything, really!
I'm so glad you had a fulfilling experience. Sounds like it was really intense, but it's wonderful that you've shared this. Thanks!
Thanks for sharing this Scott! :)
@Nicholas Albert Please let us know the answers
@RealScotticus What was their response to your enlightenment question?
@@Ms-gq6su I had quite a few! So the response to the 'Am I just imagining you/are you just a voice in my head', the short answer was 'No. As you see it, I (Mother Ayahuasca) am a seperate thing, a seperate being'. Which was nice! The longer answer was more something like "It doesn't matter" I'll try express what that meant.
When you talk to someone, there's a transfer of ideas and the most important thing to the instance of consciousness present at a particular moment, I.E. The thing we call 'you', is sort of how that changes your thoughts, ideas, knowledge, mood etc. So how much does it matter whether you're talking to someone/thing else? Not really that much. Even in a conversation, a lot of people are really more focussed on what they're going to say. A person can have a full-blown conversation in their head as they idly walk along the street, they might harken back to some memory from 10 years ago of someone who's long since dead. They likely mis-remember facts and events quite drastically from what 'actually' happened, and they can have discussions with people in the future by, say, rehearsing some interview questions, or even have an arguement in their mind with someone who doesn't even exist ("Oh, next time someone says that, I'm going to say this, and they'll get frustrated, and I'll just stay calm and...")
It was a something very difficult to express in words, but the point was, no-one's really a 'seperate entity' once you've incorporated them into your mindset. One sentence from a parent can influence every other single event, conversation and experience a person has so...is that parent 'seperate' from the child? Not really. where's the delineation?!
I also asked something after I was told 'You don't need that' (The last cup on the final ceremony. I asked "Is this me pussying out?" And She said "No. You could suffer more but you won't get anything of value from taking another dose of Ayahuasca." So I said "Ok...cool. Thanks." And I thought about it and asked "Wait a minute...if I DID take another cup, couldn't you just make it so nothing happened? You did that with the other guy yesterday because it was MY time to really get into the experience and now it's his. Why does it matter if I take another cup?" She actually had to think a little how to explain it and the chat went something like this:
"Ok; You are NOT going to take another cup."
"But I could?"
"Yes. But you won't. It's already been decided, there is no chance you will take another cup."
"So it's set in stone, fated, cannot be changed, it's already happened...but I still have the choice and COULD just change this pre-ordained, eternally unchangeable decision and moment?"
She was quite forthright in saying "Yes. And that'll have always been the case" She likened it to the discovery of particle waves existing as nothing more than uncertain possibilities until they are observed and collapse into a 'real' state.
The cup of Ayahuasca is the same as anything; it's a collection of atoms, formed by a magnetic plain, from stuff we think of as 'energy', but it's not actually any 'thing', any more than a thought is impossible to quantify or define but they are everything that we are, our actions, our inner-life...everything. So the cup and liquid, all that, doesn't do anything in itself, it is, at best, a prompt a sort of 'totem' of an intent, which is the same as EVERYTHING, everything that happens or exists is just a representation of an intent
This whole part of the discussion was like talking to 'Retcon' from that Rick and Morty episode.
What was interesting is that she started telling me I HAD taken the second cup. I didn't think I had, but she said "Oh, it'll kick in soon. And you HAD been trying to back out and this is going to be more intense than anything, you haven't seen ANYTHING yet!" And I strarted getting worried. There was a slight;y oppressive feeling and my anxiety was rising
And then the guide took my eye cover off and asked if I wanted the second cup. I had NO idea what had happened...then couldn't stop laughing. By the end of the ceremony, everyone else tehre was laughing for hours, just this pure, un-fettered and joyous laughter about nothing and everything. Yes, Mother Ayahuasca was playin' with me! It was the most concise way to show that yeah, you shouldn't take anything TOO seriously. And she does have a sense of Humour. In fact, whatever anyone perceives God to be, it DOES have a sense of humour and enjoys laughing!
@@RealScotticus Thanks for sharing your experience.
NDErs say God and Jesus have a great sense of humor as well. I find this to be comforting. They say the angels say we need to lighten up too.
Psychedelic is the answer to most severe anxiety and depression. The use of magic mushrooms completely helps one get over depression and makes you feel like yourself.
I’ve been thinking to use psychedelics for my anxiety and depression.
Anyone know where I can source them?
@@Christian-lz5buYes, dr_derekk
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I just had my first experience with penis envy, it was really great! I loved it.
Never had a bad trip with DMT
Loved your video! Glad to see your doing well, I think the best thing about Pacha Mama for me - is the part where you go home and your life changes. Hard work but well worth it!
Thanks Jeanine! :) Hehe yes, I agree 100% :)
A glimpse of the meaning of life, for you, and you only is a good explanation of the experience.
Thank you for sharing this. I'm in contact with an experienced team of people who lead Ayahuasca ceremonies, and even the thought of carrying this through is pretty terrifying.
You can try magic mushrooms or LSD as a starter. 1 empty day with no visitors and maybe a close person as a sitter. Mushrooms and then LSD helped me massively. It helps if you start to meditate now for at eats 20 mins. Good luck!
No way would I trip with 90 other people. Other humans give me bad vibes mostly anyway. Put me in a room with 90 sick, shitting, moaning, and screaming people and it's not gonna work. I won't even use mushies with others. I would only do a private session. It's a personal experience between my God and i.
Yeah, then such a trip is definitely not for you :)
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also when you they charge you 2-7k$ It is hard to believe they are honest . Real Shaman does it to help people, to heal people, or to teach people ...Not to charge it 2-7k $ .... That is my problem with that. And also it is not the same when you are with wise Shaman in some dimension or when you are with some stupid people who vomit ....
I Looked into how much it cost for a mushroom trip therapy guided in Oregon 1-3k. I would imagine the group isn’t 90 people….
My most profound trip was smoking DMT. I prefer DMT now over mushies.
It's so beautiful how people keeps talking so many good things about psychedelics. Everyone focused on how magical shrooms can change their lives..I haven't tried them yet but there are definitely on my list of “must do”;) just looking for a reliable source.
it so much easier to get over anxiety and depression with psychedelics
(remmy_tripper)
Got psychs*
@@KenvyNguyen
pls how do I find him?
Is it on IG?
I've always wanted to trip but am so scared it might end up bad.. I've heard a story of how a trip went bad so am so terrified of having one.
@@JuicyLife3
Tripping is not a bad idea but having a good and competent mycologist who will guide you on the dosage is very important...
Valuable share, thank you!
You're welcome :)
What a memorable experience! I hope to do this one day.
Yeah, it was quite special!
Be sure to contact me ☝️ for more useful information about mushrooms & other psychedelic, where to get natural ones and guildlines.
Thank you., idk what perge means. But it sounds painful. I could never at any age be brave enough to do this. I’m here because a friend of mine is going next month. I can’t wait to hear the raw story. She said 2 sessions first to clear out all toxins. Second one you are out for like 8 hours 😮thank you
This isn't necessarily true at all. I've just completed two nights, each session was 3-4 hours, but you could opt to do a second session right after, making a total of 6-8 if you do it back to back. Many people do have challenging but rewarding experiences.
@@ladychelseatheundead she’s doing the one in the jungle maybe v that’s the difference. Today is first day I learned of this. Very interesting 🤔
Purging can be puking, crying, laughing, yawning...and it's very extreme! :) Good luck to her! :)
How'd it go for ur friend?
And pooping
Psychedelics are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress..saved my life.
Psychedelic are just an amazing discovery. Is quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress disorder. Really saved my life.
Thank you for great video, I’m nervous to try but your share has helped 🙏❤️
You're welcome, I'm happy to help :) And don't be scared, it's gonna be fine! ;)
Be sure to contact me ☝️ for more useful information about mushrooms & other psychedelic, where to get natural ones and guildlines.
Thank you for sharing your experience, in my case I have had panic attacks smoking marijuana, it is the only drug I have tried. Could you please tell me without obligation, if I run the risk of suffering the same if I try Ayawasca? Did you have panic attacks with any drug before trying ayawasca? I already collaborated with my like as always.
Some peoples genes trigger panic attacks anxiety and schizophrenia. Marijuana is not for everyone. Just accept it and stop.
I think a panic attack may happen based on my experience, but if you go to the right center (like Rythmia), I think you are in safe hands :)
Don't do psychedelics. They are intensely and open the doors wide open to the demonic realm.
I have same problem with marajuana
I'm on the same boat. Idk what it is about THC but i can't be anywhere near it. If it makes you feel any better I did mushrooms for the first time a few years ago and it was way more manageable for me than THC. Get into a practice of meditation and you should be alright! I suffer anxiety and a panic disorder and i was able to manage mushrooms. I'm hoping to embark on an Ayahuasca ceremony sometime next year! Good luck! Sending you peace and love 🙌🏽❤️🤟🏽
Sat in ayahuasca about 200 times.
What’s most important is to keep doing the homework mother Aya gives you the second you leave the ceremony.. it’s hard work, but even the masters need to keep their iron sharpened ⚡️
What kind of work do you do at home? Feel free to reach out to me on IG or via email at greg@yourinception.com
Yea right pal😂
Thank you for sharing this!
You're welcome! :)
Be sure to contact me ☝️ for more useful information about mushrooms & other psychedelic, where to get natural ones and guildlines.
I've watched many of these videos and one word that keeps coming up is crazy. That is the last thing I want to hear because it instills fear in me about the unknown. It would help if another more descriptive word was used to communicate your experience. Crazy is undifferentiated and has no boundaries to relate to.
Noted.
Setting your intention for your healing is important. Or else you'll be taken on a joy ride. Resistance is the worst during the process. Focus on the breathing
Yup, absolutely agree! :)
Being Jamaican, "weed" is considered a method of consciousness but it's not for everyone, if improperly used you can be wasted. This tea seems even more powerful. Remember way back before modern medicine people had to use these medicines to help with infections, sickness and pain.
Ayahuasca is NOTHING like weed, not even on the same planet
I'm speaking on the behalf of mushrooms here--
It was the best experience of my life so far, I felt so alive, so aware, so enlightened. There were no thoughts, no 'ego', meaning-- There were no sense of a grounded personality, I could be anything.
They free you from who you think you are, vs what you are, and what you are is limitless energy, a body that can be anything, it's love.
IT literally connects you with YOU. It shows unconditional love. The power of love is unconditonal, it's free and limitless, it's giving, it's caring, it's an entity, it's God.
It's love. You can do anything and this power will still love you just the way you are, as if you were just born, that sort of love it has for you-- It doesn't hold you down for what you've done.
It brings that feeling of: Your first true love, everything is connected, everything is warm, everything is perfect, it's peaceful, you can take a nap feeling secure, such a secure feeling of being a happy millionare who never has to work, who has close peace and upbringing of closeness to you, where you can take a nap in pure peace.
It feels energizing, it feels so natural, it feels like you've already died, and you know what's coming next. It's like you already know everything. We do know.
We forget who we are and why we're here. We know ourselves deeply. We know what life is, there is no question to it. It gives you deep insight, but seemingly not everything for the suprises after death are still a mystery of what can happen.
Anything can happen, but it's home. Being with God (love) is home, that's what we are, we are love. We are personalities, we build them, we create what we want to be and sometimes we create what we don't want to be. It's all about construction of you based off your thoughts and experiences.
You create the you, but the you is always changing and boundless. You must realize you're not 'you', the 'you', you think is you. It's not you. You are natural.
You are peace, love, kindness, rationality, knowing, wholesome. I'm talking about mushrooms. They bring the truth of you. If you've done bad things they show you, and it can heal you.
You would more than likely have a bad trip if you're a killer or a rapist or something horrible because what you've done uprises, but it shows you gently.
God shows you gently with reason what you've done and how you've affected people. God is just though, love is just. This world isn't fair but God is. Peace and love to whom ever may be reading this.
Thanks for sharing this! :))
I can relate to this too! It’s just beyond amazing and truly life changing!!❤
I almost reached this point with mushrooms until this thought kicked in and said.. it’s just chemicals In your brain being manipulated and altered. Then I realized I’m stil in my body and a room and that it’s just by brain has been altered via chemicals.
I had a similar experience but not with any drugs i had a spiritual awakening out of no where. I could feel gods love running through my body i felt the connectedness of every living thing in this universe. Auch a gift to receive. I am very blessed to have had such an experience it happened 4 months ago and my life is still continuously changing for the better. Im changing for the better cause now i know god i know his love and i know the truth. It sets you free from fear anger addiction hopelessness. I love you god jesus and the holy spirit.
@@kellx4321 Amen, Amen!
Basically you thought you found a "fix my life!" button. I'm sorry for coming off so callous but she had to show you man. I feel bad that you had to go through this but like... ya learned that someone simply doesnt get to demand she fix them in one session. Im really glad you had it in you to do the second round! That is very, VERY brave after a negative first trip. You fucking DANCED!!!! Im so happy for you honestly I'm straight up crying right now... imagine if you had abandoned ship after the first session. This wouldve been a drastically different video lol.
Did you meet anyone (not people)?
I loved your experience and love listening to others' experiences, I sit with the medicine regularly and feel other people's experiences so potent...now 90 people in a room seems too intense! that I couldn't do, those are a lot of energy to deal with! do they have enough staff to support in case of a tough journey? genuine question, as I was considering going to Rythmia but this detail puts me off.
Hi Lara, thanks for your feedback. Well, during the week I was in Rythmia, there was more than enough stuff there. They were about 30 additional people in the Maloca every night and there wasn't a moment that I felt I needed someone, but everyone was busy...I got very sick on Friday morning, so they took me to their clinic and even there I got an immediate support (I felt so VIP :D) and they treated me really, really well. If you have specific questions, feel free to reach out to me (greg@yourinception.com :)
Be sure to contact me ☝️ for more useful information about mushrooms & other psychedelic, where to get natural ones and guildlines.
I would never go to Rythmia .. The prices they charge and 90 people in a room is disgraceful !
Where would you recommend?
@@AVD-og9fr Taita Inti Stockholm is good.
You can never record an experience you went through. You can discuss it and try to describe it but everyone has their own journey. This medicine is powerful and healing. I did mine in New Braunfels Texas. Amazing team of Shaman healers. They have intergration every Friday on a zoom call after you do ayahuasca. I made so many wonderful connections🙏🏻
Thanks for sharing :)
where to get info on the texas location, new braunfels?
Same here I live near it I had no idea Texas had it 🫶
What's the name of the place?
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
The several times it overtook me, I completely lost it. The last one was particularly harsh. They never speak of the Dark Nights of the Soul under the influence of such things. They never do.
what does that mean?
@@musicfordalet6273it means it’s not for everyone and there can be unintended side effects. Everyone is different
In my late teens & 20s my friends and I would do shrooms, Isd, and ecstasy occasionally. Good times!
All were positive, fun, spiritual experiences. But, it's been decades. I don't know anyone who knows anyone who can get psychedelics from. I live in LA & there's a Kush store three blocks from my house, but I can't function alone on weed. I wish they sold psilocybin gummies. I'm a little depressed & a little anxious on a regular basis. I'm not a big drinker and I hate taking pills.
A bite or two of a chocolate bar, or a cup of mushroom tea everyday would be a godsent for me.
I’ve been researching on psychedelics and it’s benefits to individuals dealing with Anxiety, Depression, ADHD and from my findings, they really work and I’ve been eager to get some for a while but its been difficult to get my hands on them.
I was having this constant, unbearable anxiety due to work stress. Not until I came across a very intelligent mycologist. He saved my life honestly
His name is *DR Adolf Petter*
@ohmakure4716
I feel the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.
@@ellaaysun6181Does he deliver to various locations?
4 days of feeling uncomfortable worth the happiness you gain in your life
Yes, I agree :)
Too bad that if you don't nourish that feeling with a lot of awarness after some time it fades away...I miss that feeling,I miss those souls I was sharing that first ceremony with...In the antechamber of my trip I was able to see/feel/touch/experience blue summer skies with white fluffy clouds,tall green grass,old tall trees,powerfull and gentile elefants,the blue of the ocean.I reached a second room where what I experienced made me cry of happiness...I could finally show my vulnerability,my real intention,my real me...If only there would be a lifetime comunity like that where to join in, be my trueself for the rest of my life and get rid of all these masks I have to put on day by day...
Thank you for sharing 🙏🏼 you’ll probably u sweats d my work 😉
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
[_James_tray]
Got psychs
@@sarahh321 Where to search?? Is it IG?
@Kyle Russell Last year, I took shrooms at Las Vegas thinking it was going to hit like an edible or something. Shit was scary at first but amazing once you start getting deeper into your thoughts
@@Jerryberger9235 Yes
@@sarahh321 Thank you, I’ll check him out now
Strange experience. I've been to two trips in Costa Rica and we only had 7 people there. It's an intimate experience, so having that many people around you would be so stressful. We always started around 10-11 pm and then stayed with the shamans until 8 am and then went to our rooms. The potions all we got affected us all within 30 minutes.
Yeah, yours was quite different. Next time I'll do it, I'll probably join a smaller group.
which center do you go? would you recommend that? Thanks.
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Do you remember the name of the group you went to?
Large groups are common too. Only strange compared to your prior experience.
Usually the end result is positive, but the trip there can be rough, hell, and amazing also. Have your head ready to go through all emotions, its not just a super fun ride for almost everyone. Some people do not experience a hellish type of thing, almost all do though because we have things to face and learn, in the end, you where always safe in your mind, but be in a safe place for your body while you do it.
MDing psilocybin and lsd did for me what decades of therapy and medications couldn’t. I made some other changes too like meditating, eating healthier and being out in nature more, but it was all a great life changing event
How much did you spend on this? I've been wanting to try it!
On Instagram
I’ll refer you to where i got mine online
drgavin_trips
On instagram
@@jessesamuel4993yeah drgavin_trips
How much does it cost to do this? Like for a whole week? Or what do they offer ?
👆👆i will endorse the handle above, he got psychedelic products, shrooms, lsd, dmt, chocolate candy bar🍄🍫and he ships promptly👌
From 2-7k$, it depends when you go and the package you take. :)
I can’t stop talking about the great impact mushrooms have in my life, it actually save me from, panic attack, depression and anxiety, i also find happiness in doing it cause it’s safe. mcclendontripz supplies me each time i run out
Still interested in an ayahuasca ceremony?
@@yourinception 2-7k$ ????? I would not trust that people ....
I would write about my own experience.
For the first time, I got in touch with my subconscious personality for 2 minutes. On a slight plane of thought.
The second time I was in contact with him for 20 minutes and he wanted me to be evil like I always wanted to be.
The third time I was in contact with him for 2-3 hours, but I only had visions on the mental plane ... I could not see anything with my eyes, not even with my eyes closed. But I felt that something was always happening and my subconscious was always talking to me.
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But I would like to point out that with my eyes open, I saw white energetic lights and small particles appear and disappear!
I didn't experience anything like that with my eyes closed.
Interesting.
Does this entity ever speak at the same time as your inner voice? Like two people trying to talk at the same time? You can't reproduce this effect alone... if the answer is "yes, he does" then what you're dealing with is what's known as a demon (NOT like a metaphor for vices or your own inner darkness... a real entity who isn't you).
And ya might wanna nip that in the bud mate. If he's trying to get you to think he is you (sounds like thats already the case) that's a really bad sign because that's the beginning of "soft-grip" possession. This differs from "full-grip" meaning you are strapped in the backseat gagged and bound, and someone else is driving. Soft-grip is more like having a very irritating backseat driver.
Does the voice "feel" like it come from the same area of your brain as yours, or a different one? (I know that might be a strange concept, but it's important).
What exactly did he want you to do? (You don't have to disclose this but it would be helpful to know).
I'm terribly sorry if I've freaked you out more, but this really is something to not sweep under the rug man...
I am planning on going in a month and i am terrified. I love mushrooms but i am kind of scared of DMT. Thanks for sharing your experience.
I'm going the 2nd time again. Don't worry, you will be fine! ;)
@@yourinception My friend tried it a couple years ago, he is serving life in prison now, it caused him to become violent and shoot and kill 5 people that were in the house as he was doing it.
@@veronatragedy7016damnn, is there any type of article done on that
@@laairo could be a troll if there’s no source. Otherwise aya can only be taken in a harmonious circle with shamans where you are being looked after
@@veronatragedy7016lies.
Weird, I have friends who are also doing aya in these type of retreats but none of them are drinking enough to actually fully trip. Aya isn't a 'feeling' it's a major hallucinogen, when I've done ceremony I completely enter a different realm hence 'journey' where the world is morphing and nothing is real anymore, I don't know why he didn't share the hallucinogenic part of it. Other friends have said they didn't hallucinating, I wonder if these retreats are giving baby doses?
I know some places in Peru will give lower doses because they are worried that gringos won't be able to handle it, but if the place is legit it shouldn't be a problem
I think the dosages are high enough, but you really need to let yourself go, which is a bit harder in a bigger group I think :)
Both ayahuasca ceremonies I went to I didn’t get very clear visuals. I drank 3 cups each night the first ceremony I went to. I was mostly puking, with brief moments of clarity, followed by muddied visuals followed by more puking. I feel like all the puking made it hard to get a really crisp, and clear message. I also felt incredibly drunk which was uncomfortable because I hadn’t had alcohol in like 4 years. I think PE mushrooms are on the exact same playing field as ayahuasca minus the intense purging. The 2nd time I did ayahuasca I only puked once, and it was a very gentle experience that made me sleepy, and I got like one visual then it disappeared quickly. I sort of wonder if it’s just not for everyone? Like that book by Carlos Castaneda the teaching of Don Juan. He talks about certain plants being your ally. In this book I believe datura, and peyote were his ally. I feel strongly for mushrooms. I’ve been to several peyote ceremonies as well they just make me feel fuzzy, while other people are having full blow psychedelic experiences.
@@yourinception No, you don't get to control aya because your consciousness is connected to the room or the big group of people. It straight up will take you... there is not letting go, you catapult, you are gone and it will be very intense unless you surrender to it otherwise it will be terrifying. Something is up, I think these retreats are watering down the doses. A true aya trip you vaporize out of your body and question if you're even in one anymore, your brian will twist like the gears of a clock, the world is gone and you question if you are in the after life, you'll see the spirits fly in and out of the room like phantoms and all the animals they sing about will manifest before your eyes. I think maybe like the person above mentioned that they're scared to send people maybe because some people really do freak out. The real healing comes from going and coming back from that place you're catapulted to. I've had my body eaten by earth worms before coming back to earth again, that can be terrifying for some people. It is really weird though to hear about people taking aya but not really going there, I'm not sure you guys know that you weren't sent to the spirit world if you're not having the hallucinogenic experience. You are not in control under aya, you are a passenger of where she takes you. If you're not in the spirit world it sounds like micro dosing the brew.
@@ariannagonzalez2618 Just because you didn't get clear visuals doesn't mean that the medicine isn't working. Clear visuals are not always granted to everyone, but the medicine always does something to your mind and body.
I did ~33 ceremonies, but rarely did I got clear visuals, and when then only for a couple of minutes, sometimes seconds - on the flip side: I haven't been sick a single day in my life since 2011 when I drank my first dose of Ayahuasca.
This is what I'm doing as soon as I go back to Peru, Ayahuasca what the incas used to do to communicate with Gods. A friend of mine from college cured his cocaine addiction with Ayahuasca in Piura, capital of Chamans in Peru.
I thought this was about the Vancouver Sleep Clinic song and I was like same bro. Same.
What do you say to the people who claim it opens portals for demons? There's so many contradictions on this topic I don't know where to start.
There's many ways to view that statement.
In a way, your mind/spirit is vulnerable to psychic/subconscious suggestion. Any hidden fears, anxieties, or uncomfortable feelings will manifest into "entities" or scenes like a waking dream.
If you come from a religious/strict background you'll feel very guilty and scared that will manifest as demons that could either be kind with ill intentions or outright evil. You can pick up on others "energy" and that can also turn into bad things but that could also be projection of your own fears.
It all depends on your view, the only thing that changes is the vocabulary. If you're an atheist, it is the mind making random things up and it means nothing. If you're from an Abrahamic religion, there's demons that notice your spirit is disconnected from your body and try to possess your mind and body to control you for evil. If you're new age, there's good and bad entities out there's and you must test the spirit to determine their intent. If you're somewhere in between it's both spirit and psychological things happening at once and only you can determine the difference.
I don't know if that helps or it's more confusion but i guess it's a point of view. No one person has the full picture and i wish you well on your journey.
@yourinceptions a ceremony in an hotel venue with almost a hundred participants? Man, you haven't done Ayahuasca, you have done the tourist version of it.
Yup
3:40 wow these mattresses are so close to one another! I wouldn't want to do aya in the company of 90 people, lol.
also you talked only about the structure of the ceremony, which most youtubers already talked about and most know, I was here for your own experience, like what did mother Aya told you?
Yeah, that's quite challenging :D
I posted a few more videos about my experience, feel free to check them out..but I didn't want to share too much of my personal stuff, because..well, it's personal.. :)
How do you explain your first day of drinking the brew ? Why do you think you felt sober and overall dizzy but without any spiritual experience ?
Well, I was very nervous, tired from my long trip and I didn't feel comfortable being alone in a big group of "random" people in the middle of a country I never visited before. Plus, I was thinking a lot about the video I was going to make there, so I think that was the reason for how I felt.
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@@yourinception Sounds like bad set and setting. Could have gone really bad and that is also why I would never go to some far away place in the middle of nowhere where bad shamans aren't even held accountable if something happens.
I was an addict for 10 years took aya once never stole again no jail or detox or rehab for 22 years 😅
Amazing!
This is like the 5th video where someone said they can’t share what happened to them…
But I literally said what happened to me in the video...as far as I remember :)
Rythmia is a really nice place, but spoken from experience, it's too expensive for what it is. I would go to finca ambiwasi in peru. With taita juanito himself. But in rythmia i will never forget the ceremony on Thursday when sarah sasso was the shaman. It was just pure magic❤❤
Do they use quality name brand mattresses and linens at the center ?
Did you hold off the nootropics a few weeks before in preparation for your Ayahuasca journey?
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I love sleep way too much to do it like that. And it seems like having so many people there would not be great for many reasons
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May I ask you What do you think, what can one ceremony can give?
Last 30 years I Neuro, psychotherapist, has a lot meditation practice, work in different countries, different mindsets. But I've never tried any psychedelics. (Only once mushrooms but it wasn't deepest some meditation practice).
I'm looking for some answer, that didn't find yet. But unfortunately I don't have enough money for many ceremony's.
Still I feel like I wanted to speak with Ayahuasca.
It can show you traumatic experiences from your past.
@@yourinception yeah it's usually what happens after one ceremony. And sometimes it's a lot. Especially if you know what to do with it.
@@yourinception it's interesting can it give answers for some deep questions after 1 ceremony
I’ve been watching everything about this topic but I’m still confused, if trauma is hidden by the brain to move one properly, isn’t bringing every up again to the front something very dangerous?
I get you could process and re-analyze it correctly now but… what if its just too much?
That is a very valid point and yes, it can be too much and cause you to be re-traumatized, setting you back in your progress. No matter what people promoting hallucinogenics tell you, there will always be this risk with trauma patients.
I don't think it can't be too much, but it can be quite traumatic. However, once you go through (and everyone does), you will SO Much better :)
I highly DO NOT RECOMMEND Ayahuasca for people, who have ever suffered from depersonalization/derealization, even if you have recovered from it. Its very dangerous and there is a high probability that you will be stuck in it for the rest of your life.
Omg thank you for this!
Hi Christine,
I am going to South America in January, and finishing my trip at Macchu pichu. I had an experience where I listened to a frequency from the CIA gateway experience…….this was 3 months ago now, it was the most difficult and scariest experience of my life, I went straight into a meditation after listening to this frequency……..I felt this rush of energy surge up the whole of my body from my feet to my head, I had this extreme pressure and tingling sensation in my head, hands, and feet……it was like I had been struck by a bolt of lightening……the ball of energy in my chest was overwhelming and my heart was pounding like it never has done before……it wasn’t until after doing some deep research that I later put the pieces together and realised I had experienced what is called a dark kundalini awakening. I learned that yogi masters teach students for years to perfect the poses to allow the energy to flow freely, but what I done was accidentally and spontaneously awakened my kundalini energy, and my mind and body wasn’t ready……even now as I am writing this I still feel strange sensations all over the top of my head, like electrical pulsating currents……I’m pretty sure in that moment I activated my pineal gland. I still
Feel the tingling in my hands and feet but the sensation has subsided a lot……I thought by doing an ayhuasca ceremony it maybe help release any energy that is blocked, but after reading your comment I am very apprehensive, because after my experience I had to take time off work, it was like my
Whole world was turned upside down, I couldn’t walk down the street without the footpath swaying from side to side, I was totally off balance, walking into things, my hearing was all warped, I could hear conversations from people that were standing 20 yards away and it was like they were whispering in my ears, my vision was vibrating followed by extreme pressure in my head like it was about to explode…..I reached out to people in the spiritual community, but because it is such a rare occurrence nobody could help me. Any advice would
Be greatly appreciated.
What about mushrooms?
Depersonalisation? H
I agree but at the same time depersonalization is something that's caused by anxiety. So if you're experiencing constant derealization that also means you're likely experiencing GAD as well.. the brain is so weird
As a beginner even 4 ceremonies in a year is quite a lot. 4 ceremonies in a week is insane. You need to do one, integrate the experience (several months) and then go back again.
During my first experience, "nothing happened" since I was mentally blocking it, so luckily, I had 3 more nights of aya which were transforming.
@@yourinception Maybe it was some weak medicine. In the ceremonies I went to people who resisted suffered terribly. I've done only the Brazilian ceremony with a very experienced shaman but heard there could be significant differences.
@@martintheguitaristIf I fight it, it's like I'm trying to pull myself through barbs, if I accept it, It's an eye opening and very very crazy ride
@martintheguitarist I totally agree with you. 4 in a row was insane and dangerous. A good wise Shaman would never suggest that 😟
I went through a hallucinate period in my late teen years where I tripped A LOT. I'd say every weekend for 3-4 years. Mescaline, LSD, mushrooms and a few other mind altering substances. I've had amazing trips, horrowing trips and entering in between. And it certainly changes you and your thinking.
Thanks for sharing!
What about Tetrahydroharmine (THH) have you tried ? My understanding is it is a family of β-carboline (indole-related) harmala alkaloids, found in the Banisteriopsis caapi (yagé, or ayahuasca) vine and a related species
Nope, I haven't, but I'll check it out :)
Yeah I wish governments actually invested more into trauma healing with psychedelics.
Expect a bad trip and know you’re going to come out the other side no longer depressed.
I’m still working through trauma from 8 years of eugenics with psilocybin.
They really help you dive deep into your subconscious and release emotions you didn’t know you were harbouring.
Yeah, I hope that too! :) Good luck on your journey!
I did it 19 times in Peruvian jungle. Stayed for four months. In 2012-13. That was a deep dive
Damn…
That's crazy :)
Sheeesh
Amazing!
If you get a change it would be cool if you could review Gorilla Mind Smooth and Shroom as they are pretty interesting Nootropic stacks
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You should definitely try it. It’s so embodied that you heal a lot of your traumas. If your thinking about doing it just book it and go! You won’t regret it!!
Thanks for your tip! :)
When you say learn about Ayahuasca..What do you know about Ayahuasca? I know Ayahuasca since 1968..How many sessions?? More than you can image..Be aware of the feelings and emotions..Grandiose delusions..You need at least 8 years to know the deep effect of DMT..Any Scientific fieldwork?
I'm sure you know more about it than I do. I learned a lot about it recently from shamans and different experts :)
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This isn’t just plant medicine. Take an herb and you will be okay.
This is a spiritual practice and therefore you need to know which “God” you are entertaining.
In the Bible, people worshipped many Gods. “have no other gods before [Him]” (Exodus 20:3). The Lord did not want His people to give their hearts, souls, and minds to anything ahead of Him.
Although people can make things or people Lords in their lives, there are other Gods in which people who draw their power, per se.
exodus 7:10-12 King James Version (KJV)
And Moses and Aaron went in unto Pharaoh, and they did so as the LORD had commanded: and Aaron cast down his rod before Pharaoh, and before his servants, and it became a serpent.
God, the creator, Jesus can provide true healing from depression, anxiety and so on and there be no confusion afterwards.
Be very careful and do your homework.
It's amazing and if they send you to the control room it's even better
Do you use the bathroom privately or are you forced to do it in the same room?
Privately of course :)
In my experience I followed a deer into the woods, it stood up on its hind legs and its hooves melted off and suddenly I shrunk and the hooves became city buildings of a dark onyx color. Then I quickly was transported into a place, it was dark, and a pregnant woman invited me to get inside her belly and hibernate. Then a kaleidoscope of colors emerged, J was birthed, and trees sprouted in fast forward from the ground. God appeared and said the wicked will be destroyed, but the righteous will live. I saw a bunch of running dead people and then I was killing them with my sperm. When I came to I was sad and happy, and felt weird that I was on earth after having experienced such weird things. It was like a bunch of random thoughts and weird personalities erupted from my imagination.
Haha awesome!
How do you kill them with your sperm??? Can you be more specific???😧😧😧
Yeah such a spirit awakening…
the trip laughs at modern society
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@@Kimfrank982 Beyond hard pass!! No desire to have continuous explosive diarrhea, constant vomiting and mind shattering hallucinations!!!! No not interested but u go right ahead!
I’m really new to plant medicine. Never tried anything. Should I start with shrooms or aya first?
Shrooms are a powerful psychedelic with a long history of recreational, medicinal, and spiritual use worldwide. Still, psychedelics can be unpredictable, and experts advise anyone interested in using them to start with a low dose and seek counseling from a medical professional.
Start with shrooms, but reach out to a specialist.
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This isn’t just plant medicine. Take an herb and you will be okay.
This is a spiritual practice and therefore you need to know which “God” you are entertaining.
In the Bible, people worshipped many Gods. “have no other gods before [Him]” (Exodus 20:3). The Lord did not want His people to give their hearts, souls, and minds to anything ahead of Him.
Although people can make things or people Lords in their lives, there are other Gods in which people who draw their power, per se.
exodus 7:10-12 King James Version (KJV)
And Moses and Aaron went in unto Pharaoh, and they did so as the LORD had commanded: and Aaron cast down his rod before Pharaoh, and before his servants, and it became a serpent.
God, the creator, Jesus can provide true healing from depression, anxiety and so on and there be no confusion afterwards.
Be very careful and do your homework.
Everyone compares to LSD and shrooms. Ayahuasca and DMT are on a whole other level.
It's debatable, isn't?
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thanks for sharing! I`m currently in South America and researching Ayahuasca for my first experience
Best of luck! :)
Mine is Tmw. I’m in Iquitos and it’s 11 pm lol watching your video.. because I’m terrified!
Would you recommend where you went in Costa Rica to others?
Great video. 👊
I went to Rythmia, and I stayed for a couple of days in Tamarindo as well :)
Soltara Healing Center is absolutely amazing...a safe container with the best facilitators, set, and setting.
They concentrate on integration, which is of the utmost importance when you get back to "Reality". ❤
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You experience a different frequency. The frequency we are drenched in (from Saturn and amplified by the moon) gives us our 5 sense perception (touch, taste, see, hear, smell) which we believe is all there is to our reality. It defines our holographic reality. Ayahuasca shatters this archontic frequency lets us experience a completely different frequency similar to a radio getting a different radio frequency and spitting out different sounds.
Our reality is a hologram. Our mind is bombarded with archontic frequency, which creates the inverted, ridiculous world we live in which is ALL IN OUR MIND.
"Life" is simply a game that we, Ibfinitine Consciousness, have created to have a human experience. To beat the game, we must awaken from the Archontic/Reptilian world which we decode in our mind from the Saturn frequency. If we fail in this life, fear not. You will fall into the reincarnation trap once more and reset back into this holographic universe to get another try. Who knows how many times you and i failed to beat the game. Become low-vibe food for the archons, or truly realize and become who you really are which is infinite consciousness? You decide. We are all there was, all there is, all there ever will be. We arr all one, infinite consciousness with the power to do literally anything. Knowing what true love is, which is the most powerful force in existence, is the key to beating the Program Archon, a game we created to forget who we are in order to better appreciate who we rrally are. Good luck! Happy gaming!!!
That was deep, thanks!
How do I start to awaken from this archon/ reptilian world? How does one start?
You didn’t really say what you experienced
I said everything I could :)
Seriously... The whole video is "I will tell you about it later in the video" ...then later: "I can't tell you about it" with "I puked and slept and felt like sh**t" in between. Click-bait video title.
@@MusgraveRitual true
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@@MusgraveRitual Thanks for the explanation ...I was reading comments so that I dont have to watch that something / nothing ...Cheers..
I know someone who took Ayahuasca. It didn't go well. One year gone and she is still suffering from Psychosis and Paranoia. Unfortunately she now smokes DMT, etc. I hope that she gets drug rehab.
That's not good. You should be screened before taking Aya by shamans and take it in a safe environment. :)
If you want to experience Ayahausca with shamans with lineage, in a clean, safe container, go to Rythmia in Costa Rica! Life changing experience! #Rythmia
People have died there
souds like a night on the stella
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I want to know the difference between oral dmt + maoi vs smoked dmt. Ive smoked dmt over a hundred times and it is indeed strong medicine. But why inhibit mao? Why vomit? Why not eat 5 grams in silent darkness? Yknow?
I'm not the right person to answer that, sadly :)
Because when the body comes along with you for the journey there is deeply profound healing that occurs. The body remembers everything that ever happened to you in a way your mind / ego may not want to see. The purging is the cleansing of your temple. Hope this helps
How are you doing now a year later
First of all Ayahuasca is NOT recreational. If you want or you are thinking to do it, it has to be with a purpose (SPIRITUAL, HEALING) not with the purpose of doing a video to go viral or recreational purposes. Phones, internet, and those kind of thing have to be away and just focus on your purpose. This is a sacred plant used for centuries on my culture and it has to be treated and respected as it is.
I agree 100% :)
but they charge it 2-7k $ ..how about that?
@@markeezbaroon2033 I would love to try and heal some issues, but 2-7k is too expensive for me.
It’s kind of silly and inappropriate for you to be saying who should or should not work w Aya. I’ve done it 68x over 20yr and I’m reluctant to take that posture. I can recommend Huachuma if done appropriately. It’s very quiet and deep. Not usually the roller coaster of Aya. I’ve done Huachuma 80 some times. Both are very helpful
The thing about DMT, is there’s no way to prepare yourself for the first experience.
You’re just along for the ride and people tend to underestimate how powerful the medicine actually is on their first experience with it.
Agree!
I wanna try that but i'm not sure if we have that Ayahuasca experience here in the Philippines😢
Not sure :/
There is search for ayahuasca Philippines
I just found it.. Thank you!
Thank you for sharing.
You're welcome :)
Just don't forget to tell the stories of the thousands of young people who killed themselves after taking hallucinogenic drugs like an old friend of mine did
It’s been over a year to recover from it ; will you do it again ?
I already did it once again, and I will do it again in a month. Once a year seems like a sweet spot for me at the moment :)
@@yourinceptiondo you truly believe that you’re 100 percent out of body?
Just went to Rythmia in July, best decision ever
Hehe that's awesome! :)
Jesus is the way ❤
You best find Jesus sir, hell is a long time to be wrong.
:)
Wow, a little strong dont you think?
haha .. so you live your life thinking that if you do something "wrong" you are going in hell ... now that is a real halucination
Lol
I know that when I was on 10 grams I was in so deep that music was irrelevant once I hit peak. I was starring at the blue sky while laying in my backyard and the stars and stripes appeared in full color with A bald eagle next to it, extremely powerful, there was an entity that was saying that America is The serpent and I was fighting with this thing telling it that America is a beautiful idea and it shall not be destroyed. A quote that came out of that trip was......"The serpent dances upon the foundation of fools." That quote was based on a drawing of a clown standing upon the foundation of the zombies wandering aimlessly banging their heads upon brick walls. I actually saw dragons ripping humans apart and the skulls of the dead forming this foundation. I just let my hand go, let it flow. It became too intense and I had to walk away. I went outside to breathe fresh air, as I layed on the ground again I could feel a presence, I started to speak and it was with a Russian accent, I started to hum a tune, I went into the house spoke to my wife and she recorded me as I was speaking, I couldn't stop with the accent.... eventually I did.
I could speak for awhile and then the wave hit and I was out to lunch again the visuals of entities appeared again, this time it was a Gorgon sticking his tongue out in liquid gold with Pyramids blending and flowing. I also had this feeling of the sum of the multiples are me.......
In 2020 I had 5 trips and none of them were under 5 grams.
Did you used any meds at all before doing ayuahasca?
Nope :)
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Try Jesus he is free, you won't puke have a hangover and you will never be the same.😄God Bless!
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The purging is the body’s cleansing you never knew you needed.