“I Was Exchanged For Drugs As A Child”
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- Episode 48 | Miss Jameeka Banks | On this episode of Trappin Anonymous 100% we speak to Miss Jameeka Banks, born addicted to cocaine in hell on earth, how one was able to find success in an environment designed for failure. It’s not how we start but how one finishes.
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As a former addict I remember a situation where I went to go buy pills.. the house I went to had kids in it and the person i went to buy pills from sold more than just pills, as I’m waiting I’m talking to this little girl who had to be at least 7 was telling me her mom left her there and would be right back… as the person comes back into the room where I’m at with the pills I ask him..” why was the baby girl there?” He said that the mother “traded, her for some black” (if you know than you know) but he said “I don’t get down like that so I reach out to her people and they’re on there way to pick up the baby girl” make a long story short, I sat there with the baby girl to make sure she got to her family member safely and check into rehab that next day. That baby girl doesn’t even know that she was one of the biggest reasons I went into sobriety.. I pray wherever she is that she’s safe… blessed and living a beautiful life.. Thank you for saving my life sweetheart!
Girl you got me tearing up! My god. I pray that young lady is safe and I’m so glad you got clean!
Thank you and may God bless your sober life
She may have saved your life...but in a way you saved hers too❤
Oh my goodness this touched my soul. I’m so proud of you for seeing the bigger picture and healing yourself ✨🫶 you are so strong im still an addict myself but i want to stop it’s just hard at this point in life for me I don’t know if rehab will help because I went to one and it caused me more trauma (I got raped by a woman ) n got out went back to the pills to numb it and now my family is trying to get me to go to another rehab but I’m scared…
Omg tears 😢 😭 💔 bless you that little girl and your sobriety beauty ❤️
The adults in her life failed her. This woman deserves the biggest hug ever.
Nothing can fix or help the visions go away.
I can't imagine going through everything this Lady went through.
May God grant her all her Hearts desires 🙏
tf a hug gone do
@@slimthedontv Idk, but she deserves one damn. You got something better? 😒
You needed love and counseling but you got the streets and I don’t blame you, you were failed as an innocent child by adults!
My heart exploded when she sat back and said she graduated Cum Laude. I’m so gaaatdamn proud of this woman!
Thank you ❤
I am too cum larder is great
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Thiiiis!! 💯💯💯💯🫶🏽
She probably read a lot of books sitting in the house
"The black sheep who turned into the GOAT." 🙏🏾
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I like that 😊
She literally looks like nothing that she’s been through 😢😢😢 God bless you baby girl ❤
Thank you 🙏🏾
There is a god most of us don’t
She absolutely Beautiful
@@Missjameekabanksu r so beautiful so sorry to hear the horrible things that happened to u sweetheart my prayers are genuinely with you. ❤
I’m sure the inside did for a long time before she found healing! She is gorgeous and most of the time we never look like what we’ve been through! 😰 My prayers go out because no child or person deserves to be violated in these ways to any capacity!
I have to be thankful for having a decent childhood, for never seeing the sexual deviance of some grown person, for having a mom that did not indulge in alcohol or drugs, and for telling me how beautiful my dark skin is.For being able to see my dad regularly throughout my life even though he did not live in the same household. I’m so grateful and appreciative. On to other news, I’m sorry these things happened to you ma’am.
Thanks God for my dear parents they are the best my whole family
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Amen to that. Very thankful my mother didn't play about us.
Thank you to everyone who supports Trappin Anonymous, I love y’all.
How do you find the people to interview?
I think they reach out to him based on what he says in the outdo ❤
It takes so much strength to tell the world about the trauma in your life . I’ve experienced the same molestation as a little girl . We now are breaking curses with our children . They will never experience any pain hunger or molestation and I’m speaking this over all of our children in the name of Jesus .
Amen 🙏🏽❤️
Amen and God bless🙏🙏🙏🙏
God bless you and others who endure these traumas
Yep.
Amen❤
It broke my heart hearing how she grew up and the conditions. You can tell in her mugshot as a juvenile that she hardened her heart due to all if that trauma. You could see it on her face. It really breaks my heart.
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Young Ladies need to hear this all around the 🌎🌎🌎 thanks for sharing 🙏🙏
Most kids you see struggling are running from some type of trauma...I had a very similar story although mine struggle from 5 years old till 42! Still struggling but great full to have the knowledge I have from all my experiences to help the younger generation of boys and girls to use thier voice....
@twinlifebrennanbrady518 Amen!!! I had a rough life as well. Not as severe but a lot of trauma we were told to move on from. But God is good and life is starting to ease up a bit. But I get a chance to be a better example for my two children and my family.
She’s a strong woman, she rose above everything that was meant to break her and on top of that she raised a son with autism and she’s done remarkably well with him as well. She’s phenomenal!!!
My mom sold me to her bf for alcohol and cigarettes. I’m still traumatized. My heart aches for her😭
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I’m sorry that happened to you! Praying for your healing!
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Wow
Can't nobody tell YOUR story better than you. A real portrayal of "rags to riches". Loved her testimony 🙏🏽❤️
This is why you should always be kind to others because you never know what someone is going through or went through in life. So many untold stories will change the way you look at life.
That’s right
So so true ❤
Children are not protected enough. Shit sad
Very sad!! But it has def made me a better mother! My kids don’t have my story so God wins either way! 🫶🏾
At all
Hopefully as more cautionary stories come to light, we all collectively protect the youth more
@@MissjameekabanksI have bad anxiety that I’m not enough for my kids, that I’m a bad mother no matter what I accomplish😢. Do you experience that as well?
Damn some people really have gone through ish 🙏🏿...it's even brave and courageous that she is telling her story
Thank you 🙏🏾
Absolutely
Very brave
Never know what ppl go through...that's why we should never judge ppl period!
She from my home town. I knew of her but never knew this much about her. Seeing what she's overcome I'm not surprised she is where she is now. Much success to you
🤝🏾🤍 thank you!
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@@MissjameekabanksBlessings to you 4L! You are the 🐐 🙏🏽🫶🏽💪🏽
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@Missjameekabanks .All blessings and positive energy ✨️ to you, sista Queen. You are truly Victorious. Keep sharing your story❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I was on hard drugs for 30 years and I've rattled without heroin and would never could never let that happen to my kids or ANY CHILD. . sick of people using drugs as an excuse.
It doesn't make you let somebody abuse your child in that way WHAT THE HELL WAS EVERYBODY THINKING .
YOU WOULD THINK THAT AT LEAST ONE PERSON THAT USED TO COME TO THE HOUSE WOULD STOP THIS BEHAVIOUR AND SPEAK UP AND RESCUE HER .
HOW COUKD THEY TURN A BLIND EYE .!!
ITS SICKENING. AND VILE .
IM SO SORRY THIS HAPPENED TO YOU .
With all due deference: You don't know what happened when you were busy nodding out. This is why drug addiction is NOT a "victimless crime."
@@VoltairesRevengeI came here to say thee very same thing. My mother was very vigilant when she was but …
@@VoltairesRevengetrue.
Can’t protect someone when you are not there.
We need to teach our kids to be kinder to others. Too many kids go home to harsh conditions.
I’m so proud of her, can’t nobody embarrass you about your “tea”, because baby you don’t even live there anymore
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" The Blacksheep turned into the GOAT"
Words spoken by a GOAT 💯
Not only are these interviews real & raw but the INTERVIEWERRRR he is so down to earth & asks the right questions and dnt be sounding like he judging or shaming. These the best on youtube in my opinion.
You are empowering me.
Seriously. He’s extremely emotionally intelligent. I’ve seen male interviewers laugh and giggle during convos like this.
You are such a compassionate interviewer. I'm in school to be a licensed pastoral counselor and how you talk to her is somewhat how we're being trained to do therapeutic counseling sessions. You're a natural!
I love him! I felt safe and comfortable!
@@Missjameekabanks I'm so glad he handled you well and honored your life story. You are so inspiring!
@Missjameekabanks you are a REMARKABLE BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. I'm so glad I watched this from start to finish. Your testimony is amazing. I wish you and your family ABSOLUTELY NOTHING but the best❤
God bless you
That’s how trauma effects the nervous system it can cause you to have body trauma reactions I’ve been studying it a lot I been through a lot of trauma last 7 years but have grown so much from being serious about healing
I’ve told my story many times but never in detail like this & when I tell you my body felt like it was reliving everything like I was right there in the moment & it just came up! My whole body got hot! Made me realize I’ve suppressed so much over these years! But I’m so happy to continue my healing journey for sure! Thank you for the message. Happy healing to you as well 🙏🏾🫶🏾
Wooooow
Man I have never commented before, but I just had to on your interview.I am so sorry sis you had to go through all that. No child deserves to grow up like that. You are brave and strong, thank you so much for sharing your story. I hope it opens people's eyes when it comes to children. I know nothing can replace the trauma you went through, but may god bless you with joy and everything that is good in life.@@Missjameekabanks
Crazy how the body remembers and holds trauma, wishing you strength through your healing journey
What’s your I.g?
No one would ever know her story unless she told you. She looks NOTHING like what she’s been through & she’s been through HELL..but, God! ❤
Amen
Although I'm a believer, why did GOD allow her to go through hell as a baby 🤔
I felt the empowerment in her soul when she leaned back and said, “cum laude.” She is grounded and the depth of her healing journey will benefit so many. I’m honored that she gifted us her story. Much respect.
Thank you so much ❤
God indeed created you with a good heart❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊
@@Missjameekabanks Unfortunately you arrived this planet Earth in a wrong environment 😢😢😢😢😢😮
Praise God with Sam 117 everyday for the good heart he gave you🎉🎉🎉🎉😂😂😂🎉😊
@Missjameekabanks God Bless You & I Love You ❤️ 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️
Jeez she’s so incredibly beautiful not just physically but her poise and the way she carries herself ❤️ beautiful to see her change her life
I’m so pissed at what happened to her as a kid but I’m so proud of her for overcoming it all ❤you deserve the world
This was so motivating, you will truly never know what people had to overcome. She’s so powerful, I loved this episode! ❤
Favorite part of this episode?
@@breakbeatmediavery well conducted. Great interviewing skills.
This story is familiar to so many of us. I thank her for sharing her story.
Thank you for this platform.
This
I had 2 children while addicted to crack in the 80's, by my incarcerated husband, who was also a crackhead. A young, black, woman at Stanford slapped me (when no one was there) during labor while i was screaming in pain. Ill never forget her, she took my baby (trying to impress her white peers) she took my child to foster care, for 3 days. That was in Nov 1987. She turned 36 today. Ive been clean/sober since Dec 4th 1990
It was the best thing she could of done for you you say you been clean since 1987
Congratulations! Thank you for being strong enough & vulnerable enough to share this with us! I am proud of you!
Congratulations!!! I know your baby is proud!
Happy 33 years clean 🎉
Congratulations on getting clean I too was born November 1987 May God be will you 🙏🏾
Tell your younger self, it's not your fault. She is beautiful and I'm proud of her and her success ❤
I just want to grab her and give her the biggest “mama” hug for however long she needs it!! She’s so beautiful and strong, this baby needed a loving mother and didn’t deserve any of this BS😢
This made me simultaneously cry and feel in absolute awe of Jameeka. She is a fucking warrior.
Thank you 🥰
Throwing up when going into deep impactful or traumatic issues, is called purging
Wow
Yes,ma'am!!!!!!❤
Whatever it was I felt much better after!
I appreciate you so much for being so open and vulnerable. I wish nothing but the biggest blessings for you@@Missjameekabanks
That's not strength that's trauma .I wish this woman Healing ,Love,& Inner Peace.
What is the “that” you are referring to?
I recognize the far away look in her eyes. She is telling the dreadful truth. This lady is blessed with a high IQ & is so worthy of happiness & success 💗
Drugs have devastated our communities and the children had to suffer for the addiction of parents!! I seen it all in the Bronx in the 90s so many deaths and devastation this story makes me so sad so glad she survived.
Born and raised in the Bx. Brook ave on the 6 line so I understand. So many hit on the tracks while being high. I wasn’t allowed outside too much because of it
People will never understand the trauma that we experienced as mere observers. It's why people have never been able to get me to try their hard drugs no matter how pressured. It seemed like a straight line from trying it once to being on the corner spaced out.
Honey, I am so sorry those bastards hurt you. I wish I could have been there to rescue you. You survived - that in itself is a fu to your captors. You are saving lives. Prayers and healing.
The composure you have while conducting these interviews is top tier. Thank you for bringing these stories to life. And I pray this beautiful woman heals, is protected, and increased faith do that God can work in her life and show up and show out !
Love
Thank you ❤
Thank you for watching and all the kind words
I was thinking the same thing, your professionalism and empathy and do it all so gracefully, it’s really cool to watch you 👏
As a woman that went through almost exactly what you went through I can feel and understand your pain! And although my mom overcame her addiction for her grandkids (but not for her three daughters) and is a great grandmother and great grandmother but refuses to acknowledge me being molested by her husband. I have forgiven her for the trauma that her and her husband has caused me and my two sisters for the sake of me. My oldest sister is trauma bonded to my mom and they can’t be apart, my twin sister passed away from breast cancer and I am a 48 year old mother of four that has ptsd and bipolar for over twenty years now😊
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praying for you queen. Youre doing a great job.
One thing i remember is my aunt yelling at me to get off my uncles lap. Never understood it till recently.
Such a beautiful woman. Her childhood made me so sad. Wishing her continued healing and blessings.
Thank you 🤍
Amen
Life time of blessings
She's not the only black child went through in the era of crack cocaine.
i worked with children for 17 years b4 i got on disability this video has me crying ., while i’m watching it smh i’m freaking Speechless i feel so sorry children have such a special place in my heart ❤️ for this young woman her childhood innocence was taken away smh i’m so happy for her getting her life to what she DESERVES NOW! GOD BLESS HER!🙏🏽❤️
Thank you queen 🤍
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Her people need to be held accountable.
At a time where I revisit your page as a reminder to be grateful.
She is me and I am here.
I know that I no longer want to be a product of circumstances.
Through my disabilities, my domestic violence background.
Getting an education that’s served me unemployment.
Traumatic childhood.
Her story is still more powerful more than most people go through firsthand. I still get it, I just need a chance to heal and change the cards I was dealt.
I’m not done till I’m breathless. 🖤
You've got this queen 😘
4:04 The reason I'm a child's advocate only now. Adults make me sick
Me too!!
🙏🏾 Praying for this Beautiful Black Queen. The trauma she experienced is unimaginable, the healing never ends. The Most High is near to the broken hearted. Thank you for sharing your story 🙏🏾🖤 Thank-you for giving her the opportunity to share her story.
Thank you 🙏🏾
This interviewer is very compassionate..thank you for being so kind and protective of our Sisters
What’s so crazy about these stories is being apart a resident of NY and living just 45 minutes from Syracuse - and knowing how the hood could be like from the city to upstate. I really feel for this woman. She’s a queen, a fighter. God - I want to hug her.
"I swear this is not a interview this is a Therapy Session" 😢😢 He aint throwing these questions out like an interviewer but more like a Therapist
😔😔😔😔 I could never allow my daughter to go through this.
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Most people who’ve seen what she’s seen and been through usually are drowned by their trauma and sorrow She is beautiful and Extremely strong to be standing on her own 2 feet and to be telling us this story just shows a glimpse of her strength she is the rose that grew from concrete ❤❤❤❤ Love and Blessings to her
I had to take a break. The first half of her story really got to me. I'm so glad I came back & finished watching!!!
I'm glad she fought for her life, because of her son.
My tooth just crumble. I wish I was in her area. I'll sure make an appointment!!!
God made her enemies her footstool!!!! That's what's up!!!
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God is good.
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It's crazy how everyone says the exact same thing about the foster care system, why isn't this being addressed 😢
Just when I thought I had it hard, I stumbled upon this video. Young lady I wish you peace, love, and joy.
Listennnnn
I’m just speechless!!! This is what you call blk excellence!!! Tragic to triumph!!!!💯💯💯💯
She’s such a beautiful articulate young woman . 🙏🏾🙏🏾 for her healing emotionally, mentally. Just beautiful with a traumatic past.
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Mannn she just gave me sooo much inspiration and hope! I’m now reinventing myself after years of active addiction! Thank you for this interview ❤
It’s all possible
Keep going queen 🤍
@@Missjameekabanks Thank you sooo much Love ❤️ Keep inspiring the world 🥰
@@TrappinAnonymous Yes Indeed 👏🏾
This had me in tears!! Never judge a book by its covers !! Whhheeeww this was inspirational
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Heartbreaking - adults should notice these things when children are in this condition and do something about helping them! it’s made me open my eyes!
Idk how I ended up on this channel. But thank God I did. Jesus you are Soo good!! I'm Soo happy she made it out to tell her story. Keep your head up Beautiful!! 💗
Thank u
She should do a movie and documentary and a book
Yessss
On the way 🫶🏾
@@Missjameekabanks🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
Have so much respect for this woman! She overcame her adversities. This is inspiring for anyone going through or who has been through a troubled past!!
She is beautiful but hardfreakingcore. She's so stoic up to a certain point, so matter of fact. Jesus. Only the strong survive and she is definitely living proof. Bless up, Queen.
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Thank you ❤
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Her story is a true testament that your past does not dictate your future. What a blessing to others 🙏🏾 God turned it around for your favor 🙏🏾 🙌
I hate yet love her story! Hate that she had 2 go through so much & our system failed her yet love how she came out on top! Praying that you do the internal work to feel good within. You are AMAZING & WORTHY sis 💖
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What an incredible mom, I can’t imagine the strength it took to create this new beautiful life for her son
I just found your channel. I really appreciate hearing the stories of these survivors. You really have a great way of interviewing. Your questions are direct but done with great respect to the survivors. Bless all these people that are able to tell their stories.
Great interview. I am so happy for her. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
You made it baby girl. YOU made it. And we are all proud of you!
Looking back now when I was young, I realize that some of those “mean girls”, were going through more then I could imagine .
Blessing to this women she has inspired me to stay strong and keep it pushing. Her inner strength is unmatched!!!!
Your interviews are real 💯 definitely subscribing to this channel...
I'm sooo inspired. ❤ I needed to hear this, thank you.
So inspiring! Y thank you for bringing her story to light! She definitely don’t look like what she been thru a beautiful woman inside and out. May God continue to bless her journey through life and continue to heal her.
Soo proud of you..Keep pushing you deserve everything coming to you and more.💪🏽
The will of a champion, and grace from beyond this world. It is so important to teach children love, respect and charity for themselves and others.
Wow. This is powerful. God bless her, I needed to here this. 💜
Her story is a tremendous inspiration. God turned her trials into triumphs. Blessings 🙌🏼🙏🏼
My Heavenly Father is an Amazing God 👏🏼
Every episode truly humbles me. Speechless
An incredible story of triumph and perseverance. God bless this gorgeous woman.
Proud of you baby girl, the journey that you had to go through was tough.. You will continue to heal until the end life is twisted with many different directions ‼️
She's so beautiful and strong all praises to the most high for getting her/ us through the things we've been through and continue to struggle with to this day!
Her story is so many of our stories as well, us black girls coming up in Chicago especially in the Crack Era... that shit took us through the worst! The traumatic things she speaks of is my story! Just listening to her tell her story i can see through the face she puts on cause the internal damage is still there despite the brave face we wear just to get through! I'm proud of her! ❤ sending virtual hugs and love sister! Keep your head up!
Such an intelligent women , thank you for sharing your story it will help others going through similar things 🙏
I love that you told her you are proud of her. We all are 💛
Thank you ❤
Yes!!! 🙌🏼 Super Proud of Herrrr ❤🙏🏼
She’s beautiful! So happy to hear she’s doing good now ❤
I’m sorry your parents failed you 😢 this was not ok! This breaks my heart!
Yes
I’m so happy you made it out of that hell hole! You are such an inspiration and so beautiful and really strong. God bless you! ❤
I don’t know her but I love her’ bless her heart It’s so hard to go through so much trauma and not harden your heart. I’m rooting for her ❤️
I feel the same exact way. I do not know her but I surely love her! Such an remarkable, beautiful, soulful young lady ❤️
I fucking LOVE this woman! Bravo! A true force of strength and beauty. I cried during most of her interview. Shared some similar life events, some not at all. But the whole time I'm rooting and hoping for her story to finish w a success and a miracle. And she exceeded even what I was hoping for. This woman deserves everything good. Her spirit is amazing. I cannot find enough words to express the feelings she invokes in me. Her inner power is a force that the hardest parts of life couldn't beat down. Amazing
It's still good that she went through the worst at an early age because it still allowed her to transition into an amazing young lady and human being. The saying is true "from the worst comes the best".
Her testimony was very hard to listen to HOWEVER I am SO HAPPY for her that she was able to use her pain and turn it into diamond 💟 parents should be at her feet & asking for forgiveness! I pray that she will continue to help others who came from similar situations as hers! PEACE & BLESSINGS!
I love this woman so much. We share so much of the same story. I wish I could hug her. God bless her 🩷🙏🏻 I’m so happy for and proud of her. Shows other lost and hurt girls we can heal and have a great life!
God bless this beautiful queen! This is a beautiful story and proud of her!
No weapon formed against us shall prosper keep doing your thang queen 💯🙏🏽🙏🏽
Keep up the good interview @Christylezz💯✅
Salute from California
Peace n love
This was absolutely a beautiful interview. Really gives me hope. Thank you for sharing your story!
Felly!!!!
congratulations 🎉 🍾 .
You overcame the adversity, the pain, the struggle, against the worst place on the starting line.
Thank you for being able to showcase the stories of these fantastic and intelligent folks! 🎉
She literally came from the mud!!!!!! Wooooooooow 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ she's amazing
Poor girl. A true testament to strength, to have overcome all of this. ❤
Im so sorry for all you've been through. You deserved nothing but the best in life. Keep pushing on and know that you can change the world. Kudos to you.
Thank you for sharing your testimony. Your a beautiful woman. Keep pushing and shining!!!
We all have a story!
Thank you for watching!
The fact that she sits there & tells her story, then they show her pictures. The look In her eyes. Like omg I just wanna hug her man.. I’m sooo happy for her overcoming all this bullshit. . . Im happy for how hard you fought to get where you are now. Im praying for you. 🙏🏼 🙏🏼