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Komentáře • 3K

  • @Jaclynhill1
    @Jaclynhill1  Před 2 lety +2418

    Take care of yourself guys!❤️

  • @miarizvi3381
    @miarizvi3381 Před 2 lety +482

    What you eat really does impact how you feel. When I'm on my regimen (eating right and going to the gym), I notice an immediate change in my overall well being. I feel happier and more energized.

    • @drs2994
      @drs2994 Před 2 lety +10

      Its so true. Its just a matter of GETTING myself in the good routine. Those first few days..

    • @ladydough
      @ladydough Před 2 lety +3

      Same! It even helps how my body feels. I can be sore but my joints barely pop like they usually do

    • @buckshot_honeymoon
      @buckshot_honeymoon Před 2 lety +1

      100% agree

    • @TheOfficialSagittarian
      @TheOfficialSagittarian Před 2 lety +4

      Yess! Ive noticed i will start to get depressed when i eat fastfood !

    • @julierstjohn
      @julierstjohn Před 2 lety +2

      *TRUTH* Listen To Your Body!!!!!!

  • @fromfarmingtofashion3264
    @fromfarmingtofashion3264 Před 2 lety +360

    “I get anxiety about having anxiety” I can so relate to that. Then you start feeling even worse and go down a never ending negative rabbit whole.

  • @alliehaire932
    @alliehaire932 Před 2 lety +70

    I felt that. “This weight is from the darkest point in my life” I’ve never thought of it that way. Thank you for sharing❤️

  • @1468shasty
    @1468shasty Před 2 lety +28

    I have missed you! For a few years I kinda felt like our connection wasn’t there but I never unfollowed and watched random videos and then the last year I’m all in! Your being your authentic self and I’m here for it!

    • @mmgurlthatshott
      @mmgurlthatshott Před 2 lety +2

      I feel the same way! She IS living her best damn life and I’m here for it ❤️

  • @FarnumGrindtime
    @FarnumGrindtime Před 2 lety +2582

    You got this baby!!!!

    • @solanomami
      @solanomami Před 2 lety +21

      a loving & supportive boyfriend for her , love that ❤️

    • @BrookeTheOutcast
      @BrookeTheOutcast Před 2 lety +14

      When’s the wedding 👀

    • @hannahcoley3852
      @hannahcoley3852 Před 2 lety +17

      Hope you see my comment! But I'll say it again. We need that fish recipe at 11:40 is in the video

    • @Christelle295
      @Christelle295 Před 2 lety +3

      You’re so great with her!!! We love youuuuuuu, thank you for everything you do for Jacz 🙏

    • @magnori1526
      @magnori1526 Před 2 lety +4

      You are human and have a right to feel overwhelmed. It’s ok to cry. Fuck what any one negative has to say.

  • @kmryan
    @kmryan Před 2 lety +5

    Jaclyn, I don’t think you know how much of an impact you’ve had on your followers in the best way. Thank you for validating for how others feel, the struggle, everything. This vlog style of your journey is just amazing and I started cooking at home for the first time in my life instead of choosing fast food. Started drinking smoothies, which is so out of character for me and I’m trying to work harder on my mental health and you give me so much motivation to keep going every single day. Seriously, Jaclyn. I’m thankful for you and your videos. I’ve been watching you since your first video and have watched you grow over so many years. You are stunning, amazing, genuine, I just look up to you in so many ways. You are amazing. Thank you, Jaclyn. 🖤

  • @angelinafraidany3714
    @angelinafraidany3714 Před 2 lety +14

    The way that Jaclyn loves has always inspired me. That’s one of her many incredible qualities that just shines through. The care and attention she puts into her family and friends is so genuine and beautiful.

  • @Kayla-Moon
    @Kayla-Moon Před 2 lety +219

    I have learned and trained myself to work out in the morning before I do anything. It has helped me so much to stay into a routine. It also helps my mental health and feel so much better about myself afterwards. Routing for you girl!

    • @marshmallowk
      @marshmallowk Před 2 lety +2

      It really does help!

    • @MandyAliens
      @MandyAliens Před 2 lety +3

      I couldn’t agree more . I make my morning coffee and go straight to it . It sets the whole day for a good day .

    • @allenfamily362
      @allenfamily362 Před 2 lety +2

      Yes, same!

    • @tdanielle23
      @tdanielle23 Před 2 lety +2

      Me too!!! I really never thought I’d be someone that gets energy after working out but I am!!!! I’ve been riding an exercise bike for the 2nd week now and I love it.

    • @natalieporter9858
      @natalieporter9858 Před 2 lety +3

      Yes this! Plus when you schedule to workout at 5/6/7am , you wake up and it gives you a less time to contemplate whereas when you you say you will at 7pm you have all day to talk yourself out of it!

  • @annabanana4771
    @annabanana4771 Před 2 lety +181

    Burnout is so real. During those times, I have found being selective about who and what you say “yes” to is crucial. Maybe you could schedule a “me” day once a month so you can really decompress 💕 Although you may get haters, think about all the other people you are helping and inspiring with your content. I have been a longtime fan, and it’s really nice to be with you on this journey and to see you in such a loving relationship. ♥️

  • @Beloved.Miriam
    @Beloved.Miriam Před 2 lety +4

    I have never felt what you said more than I do now “you have to feel the emotions to get through it” so true!! Sending you hugs.

  • @alyssakelsly6974
    @alyssakelsly6974 Před 2 lety +16

    Organizing has helped me tremendously with my anxiety and depression. It’s the one thing that my mind can focus on and not be in a million different places. ❤️

  • @SincerelyMaha
    @SincerelyMaha Před 2 lety +277

    yes girly, you gotta take care of yourself first and foremost. you can't pour from an empty cup! you've gotta make sure you're good first before you worry about helping everyone else. it's not selfish. we need to take care of ourselves. that is something i really had to work on as well. and it is life changing! ❤️

    • @mmmerebear27
      @mmmerebear27 Před 2 lety

      i’m going through a break up and your comment really opened up my eyes. thank you for this.

  • @wumbos
    @wumbos Před 2 lety +131

    Okay but Jaclyn laying on the island in her kitchen is such a mood 😂😂 I'm so incredibly proud of you. Just keep going girl, you got this 💪🏻

  • @briannacunningham825
    @briannacunningham825 Před 2 lety +13

    I love this series so much for so many reasons. One is that I’m on my own health journey after being pregnant 4 times and having 3 babies and in 3.5 years. Another reason is that I’ve followed you for sooo long. Like years and years. And this is the most connected I’ve ever felt to you. You’re so authentic and it’s so refreshing to see. I’m so excited for you and happy that you’re taking care of yourself and seeing the changes you want to see! Keep it up babay!! You’ve got this!!

    • @annaaverkieva4371
      @annaaverkieva4371 Před 2 lety +1

      Brianna you are a warrior! Having babies so close in age is an absolute feat!

    • @briannacunningham825
      @briannacunningham825 Před 2 lety

      @@annaaverkieva4371 Awh thank you so much! So worth it of course!! 🥰🥰

  • @pandabella2525
    @pandabella2525 Před 2 lety +20

    Best advice I’ve ever gotten was “ feel the emotion in its entirety, embrace it, let it in, understand why, and then let it go’”. I’m still trying to practice this because I’m definitely a person that bottles everything down deep and then I just lose it. Since I’ve been embracing the emotions I actually feel better and I’m no longer scared to say I’m not okay, also knowing that this too shall pass.

    • @palestar828
      @palestar828 Před 2 lety

      I've been numbing my emotions with drugs my whole life. I'm finally feeling everything after I signed myself into the methadone clinic. How can you let your emotions go if you don't know how? I've been in therapy for ten yrs too. Nothing ever helped. Emotions are no fun. It's weird seeing celebrities have these days. I would love to have these days pop up every so often like she delt with in this video then maybe I would have accomplished something in life instead of having poor mental health EVERY day

  • @kayniblett9726
    @kayniblett9726 Před 2 lety +76

    “This weight is from the darkest time in my life” Ugh I felt that! Trying to ditch almost 50lbs from my darkest period and it’s the shittiest reminder of what you went through 💔

    • @Mellovesdeep25
      @Mellovesdeep25 Před 2 lety +2

      We all are! Covid weight is real and such a reminder of such a strange year we all had.

    • @Angelaaa1015
      @Angelaaa1015 Před 2 lety +6

      @@Mellovesdeep25 not everyone means covid…

    • @b_r_a_n
      @b_r_a_n Před 2 lety +5

      @@Mellovesdeep25 not everyones weight gain is due to covid sis

    • @annabanana9789
      @annabanana9789 Před 2 lety

      Girl yes same!! Trying to shed this 60lbs from the darkest time of my life too. Down 22, cant wait to get rid of the rest. Such a bad reminder every time I look in the mirror

    • @Mellovesdeep25
      @Mellovesdeep25 Před 2 lety +1

      @@b_r_a_n umm, I..didn’t say it was sis?

  • @tguderyan33
    @tguderyan33 Před 2 lety +179

    You got me crying Jac.. when you said this isn't happy weight this was the worst time in my life.. a constant reminder.. I didn't know that you felt like that💕 we love you Jac, thank you for talking about mental health and im proud of you for leaving and taking the time for yourself... your learning on listening to your body and that's a beautiful thing.

  • @Amanda-uf8ww
    @Amanda-uf8ww Před 2 lety +1

    i really love that even on such a massive platform you still feel so open talking about your own mental health. it makes me feel like i’m not alone in my struggle with anxiety. sending so much love keep doing what you’re doing ❤️❤️

  • @MarlyBird
    @MarlyBird Před 2 lety +106

    If nobody has told you today, you’re amazing.
    Also, I completely understand anxiety and needing your hands to be busy. If there is ever a chance you would want to learn how to knit or crochet in order to keep your hands busy and productive…I’m here :)
    I would make time to teach you personally. Just let me know :)
    Big fan and rooting for you!

  • @JolinaMennen
    @JolinaMennen Před 2 lety +429

    Jaclyn thank you honestly for being so incredibly vulnerable and sharing your emotions, bit never forget you’re on the right path and that true strength comes through tough times!
    please be proud of yourself, because we all definitely are ❤️

    • @tiffanycrawford6532
      @tiffanycrawford6532 Před 2 lety +4

      Well said. I know that was for jaclyn but I needed to hear that as well so thank you

    • @JolinaMennen
      @JolinaMennen Před 2 lety

      @@tiffanycrawford6532 this is literally for EVERYONE! because we are all in this together!

  • @kaitlynlee3727
    @kaitlynlee3727 Před 2 lety +59

    Yesssssss about “feeling your anxiety”. I’m a therapist (and have severe anxiety) and always recommend this for clients. But it’s a hard concept to grasp. I’ve been a follower for a long time and I’ve very much appreciated watching your journey with mental health.

    • @s.a3099
      @s.a3099 Před 2 lety

      This is something I have really learned to do in the past year and it has been life changing! It’s so damn uncomfortable to let yourself feel your anxiety, but so worth it and I always feel better when I let myself rant, cry, whatever!

  • @lukinbeauty
    @lukinbeauty Před 2 lety +1

    I love how honest you are Jaclyn, the transparency makes it so much easier to relate to you - I’ve had similar struggles and you make it feel like a safe place to just be okay with having struggles, but staying strong enough to keep focussed on goals. Big love 💗 xx

  • @Kuromi_0fficiali
    @Kuromi_0fficiali Před 2 lety

    I can see such a big difference! You’re doing great girl! Keep doing what you’re doing! It’s okay to mess up as long as you continue to get back on track! I’m sorry that you went through so much because of the lipsticks I honestly hate that you had to go through that. People shouldn’t have been so hard on you, but than again at times you go through hard times and come out a stronger person from it and I know you’re becoming just that! 💖💖

  • @Jen-sp9yu
    @Jen-sp9yu Před 2 lety +31

    Never watched or followed during the beauty guru days, but have been watching since you've started this journey. Everyone's journey is different and I salute you for being so real and raw with us. You should be proud of yourself. 😊

  • @LauraCastillo-ow9yu
    @LauraCastillo-ow9yu Před 2 lety +92

    Honestly, I appreciate this Jaclyn more. It shows you’re real and perfectly imperfect like the rest of us. Mental health takes priority over everything. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable side. God speed.

  • @jennyestungenie
    @jennyestungenie Před 2 lety +171

    You look stunning babe ! you’re glowing from the inside out ✨✨✨🧡

    • @jamilija7914
      @jamilija7914 Před 2 lety

      Hi, wieso machst du keine Videos mehr? Vermisse deine Videos :(

  • @lvlyemily8029
    @lvlyemily8029 Před 2 lety

    This is why I always loved watching you the fact that you speak on anxiety has helped me and many others get through our battles knowing we are not alone ❤️thank you Jaclyn

  • @GGPop808
    @GGPop808 Před 2 lety +61

    Loving that your being very raw & real with the viewers Jaclyn, your honestly means more than anything. It helps other women going through the same. I just had my baby a week & half ago & I too struggle with anxiety & now it’s very spiked. Through God we are more than the panics & chaos in our minds. I love that I can go back to your videos & feel the tribe of women unite under the same feelings. We all have our days & the days your videos are up is a spark to us viewers at home!
    God bless ya Jaclyn , praying for your launch & a clear mind & heart🌿

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    • @elizabethanne8927
      @elizabethanne8927 Před 2 lety

      Congratulations on your baby! PPD (depression in general) and anxiety is very real. Take care of yourself!

    • @shelbysanders9747
      @shelbysanders9747 Před 2 lety

      Oh man my baby turns one this week. I remember the early weeks and months were so hard. You’re exhausted and your body doesn’t feel like you anymore. You have a baby that you’re supposed to know to to help, but sometimes you can’t fix it or make the crying stop. Maternity leave is so so hard. I’m a surgeon and it was mentally harder for me to stay at home than it was to go to work. Hang in there, take care of yourself and ask for help if you need it!

  • @laurenertle1928
    @laurenertle1928 Před 2 lety +105

    this has become my favorite part of Mondays!!! you go girl!!!!

  • @kaaaatieee
    @kaaaatieee Před 2 lety +2

    I love this series so much! Feel like I get your vibe so much more now and it’s bad ass you’re talking about anxiety and mental health so much with this. You’ll help so many young girls! You got this, giiiirl and you know it! ❤️

  • @amamdaanthony3057
    @amamdaanthony3057 Před 2 lety

    As a woman who deals with bad anxiety and being a people please and always worrying if am doing enough this video really helped me and made me feel like I am not alone. It is hard to explain what it feels like and for people who don't deal with it we seem like we are overreacting and they don't fully understand. I also deal with the same feeling as not being motivated to do things you once loved and feeling like you have to push yourself... you are not alone and you sharing your story and troubles makes us who suffer with the same issues also feel like we are not alone and know that there is someone who understands it. Stay strong you are doing fantastic on your journey and it's ok to have bad days and cheat days as long as you are happy with the progress and they way you feel. And thank you for being open with this so it could make others not feel alone and potentially help someone who has a loved one or friend that deals with this as well and maybe be able to understand them more and help them.

  • @alexandriamadrid1934
    @alexandriamadrid1934 Před 2 lety +105

    Thank you for being open with depression and anxiety on this episode. As someone who struggles with severe depression and issues with my weight and poor health choices, I found this to be comforting to see. I’m sorry you struggle, but I’m glad I’m not alone ❤️

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  • @theard86
    @theard86 Před 2 lety +107

    Laying on the kitchen counter talking about being hormonal and then… “what would you eat right now?!?” 🤣🤣🤣💜💜💜

  • @christinefoto9678
    @christinefoto9678 Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you for making such a honest and vulnerable video. As someone who struggles with anxiety I understand how you feel. I appreciate you giving us advice and opening up about your struggles 💖🙌🏻✨

  • @kwagesj
    @kwagesj Před 2 lety

    I’m genuinely loving this series. As someone struggling to lose weight and learn to “love myself”, so much of what you say hits home. Thank you.

  • @sharonann4663
    @sharonann4663 Před 2 lety +92

    Girl take a breather, life in general is stressful no matter who or what you do. Don't be so hard on yourself your doing great just remember you took the first step to making yourself healthy and that is what counts. Hang in there

    • @suzeeabdelrahman6978
      @suzeeabdelrahman6978 Před 2 lety +2

      True true. Need to be kind with yourself and choose to move forward always. Take 10 mins to worry and vent then fix your shit. Life is too good to be wasted by complaining too much

  • @jadabear4023
    @jadabear4023 Před 2 lety +79

    I’m glad I’m not the only one who has crazy insecure thoughts about my boyfriend not loving me! Thank god I can express those feelings to him without judgement. I seriously love this series.

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    • @justineplemons7585
      @justineplemons7585 Před 2 lety +2

      I still feel like this with my husband. It doesn't ever go away until I actually started working on it.

    • @buckshot_honeymoon
      @buckshot_honeymoon Před 2 lety +3

      yes It's so cathartic to see someone else, someone as successful as JH, with the same flaws as me.

    • @jadapemberton2208
      @jadapemberton2208 Před 2 lety +1

      @@justineplemons7585 I feel that it helps so much to just tell on myself about my insecure thoughts. When I hear it out loud I realize how crazy I sound. The good thing is that security is within us, we won't find it in someone else. Easier said.

    • @cassidyvor8545
      @cassidyvor8545 Před 2 lety

      Literally had this problem today & almost cried at work lol

  • @leocambrialll8080
    @leocambrialll8080 Před 2 lety +6

    Iv been watching your journey all night, it’s 7:09AM haven’t slept, I’m so loving these vlogs and I can relate to you so much with the anxiety and depression! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jaysalynbehling4813
    @jaysalynbehling4813 Před 2 lety

    Jac, I’m so glad you’re living for you babe! You have went through hell and back over these years and all publicly… And to watch you grow from all the shit babe IM IN IT! I’m so glad you’re working to mentally better yourself and physically too girl you’re doing amazing!!! Thank you for showing all the ups and downs, it makes it easier knowing I’m not alone and you just proving it does get better! Love ya girlie!🖤

  • @Karanormal
    @Karanormal Před 2 lety +113

    Oh I couldn’t have related more to this one. All the feelings (anxiety, depression, overwhelmed) are all normal and relatable no matter your economic status. I’m loving your vlogs. Your niece nailed that makeup look. Sweet girl.

  • @ivy3986
    @ivy3986 Před 2 lety +67

    crying really does help, tears actually contain cortisol which is the stress hormone ❤️ you got this, hope you continue on this amazing journey and take it one step at a time 😁

  • @kathleenreilly3007
    @kathleenreilly3007 Před 2 lety +4

    I’m obsessed with this series! It’s inspiring me 🥰 love you girl! I’m glad you’re choosing you!

  • @betsydiscoraver5204
    @betsydiscoraver5204 Před 2 lety

    I am on a health journey of my own and I was compelled to leave a comment after you spoke about how you view your weight as a negative due to it coming from a very dark time in your life and I relate to that so much. It’s not a superficial thing, it’s about those memories and every day you look at yourself you see a representation of that time in your life and that’s so hard. That just spoke to me. Thank you for being vulnerable 🤍

  • @Webkins0809
    @Webkins0809 Před 2 lety +59

    This series deserves an award!!! This series has so many complexities and themes, and shows so many different sides of what everyone goes through but nobody talks about, all while keeping the underlying tone of bettering yourself. I love this

    • @MariaJimenez-xz4de
      @MariaJimenez-xz4de Před 2 lety +1

      I agree! This is better than most streaming shows! Jaclyn should be on Hulu!!

    • @heatherboston553
      @heatherboston553 Před 2 lety

      I agree!! I love how it touches upon mental health and physical well-being.

  • @lovemyfrenns
    @lovemyfrenns Před 2 lety +13

    Your nieces reaction… i’m crying. So sweet and precious. My heart is so happy for her! That was beautiful. Definitely following her asap. 💜

  • @sierraedenton3799
    @sierraedenton3799 Před 2 lety +5

    "I stopped loving myself" we ALLLLL felt that! We love you princess! 💜

  • @brerourke4963
    @brerourke4963 Před 2 lety

    I feel you so hard on the weight from the darkest times. I’m in the same boat/journey as you and it’s so refreshing to see someone on the same page as me. I neglected myself after my melanoma diagnosis not knowing what the future held. I didn’t acknowledge the trauma I went through. Now I am ridding myself of that depression weight and moving forward. We got this. 🤍

  • @shhshehe98
    @shhshehe98 Před 2 lety +49

    literally woke up this morning and balled my eyes out I was feeling so anxious and scared. Watching this makes me feel so much better because it reminds me that even if you cry you can still be strong and get through it. Thank you for sharing 💗💗💗 ily

  • @CheyLife
    @CheyLife Před 2 lety +12

    I love how you’re showing that you’re a real person that isn’t perfect. I literally love this series so much because it makes me feel like what I feel is normal and okay. Thank you for showing the truth always❤️

  • @hayleyh9203
    @hayleyh9203 Před 2 lety +1

    Your reason for your weight gain and it being a constant reminder of the trauma of your past is so relatable! Your health journey is an inspiration. Thank you for sharing with us!

  • @amandavanbuskirk7239
    @amandavanbuskirk7239 Před 2 lety +14

    Making me cry in this one! I also struggle with anxiety so actually hearing someone else talk about it makes me feel les… crazy I guess would be the word. Years of therapy and I still struggle. I love this version of Jaclyn best of any I’ve seen over the years and years of watching and being a subscriber. Thank you for being so open and allowing others to see this side of you and your life!

  • @carina_eberle
    @carina_eberle Před 2 lety +105

    Jaclyn I highly recommend partnering or hiring a nutritionist! It has been a complete game changer in my health and weight loss journey. That way you can learn how to fuel your body and have someone to support and help create a clear path for your journey ❤️ You got this!!

    • @anazavala5094
      @anazavala5094 Před 2 lety +2

      Hi! Did you need to get a referral to do this? I would love to know how you start the process…

  • @aleeshalefever1472
    @aleeshalefever1472 Před 2 lety +29

    Wow, this was really inspiring. I recently removed myself from a 10 year mental and sometimes physically abusive relationship. I have had weeks where I feel how you feel , I’m finally crawling out of the hole I allowed myself to sit in. When I left him he smashed every single palate I own. Including OG morphe Jaclyn and new Jaclyn cosmetic blush palletes cannot wait to support you again. Thank you for being so inspiring

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    • @Mellovesdeep25
      @Mellovesdeep25 Před 2 lety +1

      Hang in there! You are free!

  • @mirandalynn2764
    @mirandalynn2764 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for talking about your anxiety, I’ve always had really bad anxiety so it’s nice to know you’re not alone (especially in the anxious purge- I get sick too when I’m full blown panic attack)

  • @melhouse8876
    @melhouse8876 Před 2 lety

    (Just 3 min in, here) You have no idea how much I needed this, & so many others do also! I personally have not a single person to say these words on these exact same days you're showing here. Two older sisters, a mother, aunt & therapist still have no words to relate to the 2 days a year they witness me fall apart & it HURTS. Things are great but scary af at the same time because we're out here working & risking- I just needed this so much, especially today. Thank you for being so courageous & undeniably yourself- it's invaluable!

  • @Manbearpiglover
    @Manbearpiglover Před 2 lety +15

    I appreciate this video so much. Everyone talks about wanting to take the stigma away from mental health conditions, but are quick to assume you are just complaining when you are talking about depression, anxiety, etc. It’s nice to hear that you have the same inner monologue as me and affirm how okay it is to take time for yourself so you don’t completely empty your serotonin tank.

  • @maryseneverwithoutmymascar6672

    So proud of how far you’ve come! Thank you for inspiring in so many different ways these last few years… I really do see you as a sister and a friend💓 Sending you tons of love Jaclyn xxx

  • @nouranm.3631
    @nouranm.3631 Před 2 lety +1

    I’m loving this series please keep up jaclyn 🤍
    I started my own journey because of you and watching you go through what I am going through is what makes me stronger 💪🏼

  • @BobaTeaBeech
    @BobaTeaBeech Před 2 lety

    Girl you’re doing great! We are rooting for you! I also struggle with comfort eating and mental health issues, this series is really inspiring and a lot of people can relate to your journey. ❤️ sending you good vibes

  • @Maadthreads
    @Maadthreads Před 2 lety +30

    This series has been so so helpful in my ED recovery. It’s showing me that eating food IS okay and having those fear foods IS okay! We love you Jaclyn. Thank you so much for sharing this journey with us❤️

    • @adventuresinquillville
      @adventuresinquillville Před 2 lety

      Hang in there! I had an ED from 11-17 and even after gaining the weight back at 17 it was a slow process of getting better every year until i was probably 29. At 35, I love who I am but it took so long. You deserve freedom and happiness.

  • @caileepulido
    @caileepulido Před 2 lety +14

    this has helped me so much, seeing how your emotions go up & down and how you deal with anxiety, is helping me feel like someone else feels what I feel!! being a new entrepreneur, my emotions have been insane & trying to be a good partner has been so difficult! thank you for your inspiration!

  • @brookeeller5353
    @brookeeller5353 Před 2 lety

    Congrats on 171!!! That's awesome! I was 195 at my highest, and it was a time in my life where I hated my job, the people around me were not good for me, and my dog was dying. After months of crying every morning because of how I looked and felt, I started implementing changes to my diet and the weight started coming off. I'm so much happier now that I've continued those habits, and I don't feel bad when I have cheat days. I've been at 130 for months now, and I'm so happy. Nobody else can make you lose weight, it's all up to you! You got this girl!

  • @biancalaren1497
    @biancalaren1497 Před 2 lety

    I appreciate you being so candid and raw with your viewers! Vulnerability is a strength and it’s wonderful that you have such a strong support system!

  • @gracethomas7981
    @gracethomas7981 Před 2 lety +43

    Loved todays episode!
    The little chat about how the weight gained was from a terrible time in your life and you resent it really REALLY resonated with me. I'm so happy I'm not the only person that feel like that. I'm so so proud of you Jaclyn, keep it up!♥♥

    • @bellami2304
      @bellami2304 Před 2 lety

      Me too! I never looked at weight gain that way! Inspiring

  • @rotemmazaltarim5022
    @rotemmazaltarim5022 Před 2 lety +8

    Loved this episode! It felt so close to home when you talked about mental health and the hardships with letting go emotionally. Almost 2 years ago I had a mental breakdown and I still recovering from that. It’s learning how to do basic things all over again, and letting go of the feelings and memories from back then is something that I struggle with on a daily basis. Your video made me feel that I’m not alone❤️🙏🏻

  • @taylor_helton18
    @taylor_helton18 Před 2 lety +1

    This is THE video for me. If I could save it a 100000x I would! I struggle with anxiety so bad. I love watching your videos as an escape. I have been watching for 8ish years now. I was 15/16 when I stumbled across you and you have been my favorite ever since! You being vulnerable is helping me so much to realize I’m not alone in this isolating condition. Love you Jaclyn! 💕

  • @nicoleortiz522
    @nicoleortiz522 Před 2 lety +2

    You inspired me to get me ish together and start making changes for my self, I’ve been eating way better and finally cut out sugar and carbs, (still working in dairy… baby steps) but I am almost 10lbs down! Thank you for making these videos, I look forward to watching them and seeing where you are on your journey. It helps keep me on track l. You got this Jaclyn 🧡💚💜💙

  • @alexawaldrep7653
    @alexawaldrep7653 Před 2 lety +8

    I loved how raw and real this is. especially at about 17:30. This series has really made me realize I need to save time and energy for MYSELF!

  • @carolinabby3254
    @carolinabby3254 Před 2 lety +7

    Omg yes!!! To the anxiety talk! Great advice, that’s exactly what helped me through it and still does! Don’t run from it, accept it and know it will pass and your okay ! 🥰 makes me feel better knowing I’m not the only one !

  • @MajaMVukic
    @MajaMVukic Před 2 lety

    Thank you for being so real with us, i haven't seen someone be so real about self love and anxiety lately. I feel the exact same way sometime, cry it out, let it hurt, you only come out stronger from it..seriously. I love these vids

  • @taylorkelly9520
    @taylorkelly9520 Před 2 lety +1

    The advice you gave on anxiety is so so helpful. Thank you for sharing your experiences and what works for you with us! You’re so beautiful and strong. Loving these videos!! ❤️✨👑

  • @JaydaceLovato
    @JaydaceLovato Před 2 lety +13

    This series is amazing, it’s pushed me to make healthier choices and helped me not be so hard on myself as well. You’re doing great and I’m so glad to start seeing you find yourself again ❤️

  • @janehaggerty2145
    @janehaggerty2145 Před 2 lety +9

    I can’t explain to you how much this video resinates with me. I literally suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, no matter how good my life is going. I wish I could hug you and let you know you’re not alone and to reassure you; you’re allowed to express your emotions however that may be! Continue to be YOU♥️.

  • @no3ll3mayb3rry9
    @no3ll3mayb3rry9 Před 2 lety

    You do got this! You’re a true queen of this internet and it’s crazy how much I look forward to this journey with you! I’ve also lost 13 lbs with you! I am feeling better because of you! Therapeutic crying is a real thing! I can’t wait for the bomb ass jewels and I’m so proud of you and who you have become! 💕

  • @savvagecabbage23
    @savvagecabbage23 Před 2 lety

    I love your relationship with your family! Family is the BEST and what gets me through the HARDEST of days. Glad you have this in your life.

  • @melissahancock2777
    @melissahancock2777 Před 2 lety +4

    Thank you so much for being unapologetic honest ❤️ I struggle with anxiety. Seeing you show and be vulnerable makes it feel less heavy !

  • @mytwosents
    @mytwosents Před 2 lety +56

    The scripture “be still and know that I am God” is so powerful because sometimes “being still” is the hardest thing to do! This video reminds me of that verse

  • @Dredogg210
    @Dredogg210 Před 2 lety

    I’m just now catching up on your journey and I relate to this video on SO many levels. Thank you for being real and letting others know they’re not alone with weight struggles…or just life struggles in general. ❤️

  • @stephaniezwolenik828
    @stephaniezwolenik828 Před 2 lety

    So proud of you jaclyn ❤️ thank you for being so relatable and helping me on my own personal journey. You're so humble and real and thank you for the reminder that self love is a hard and vulnerable trek. You are doing awesome!!

  • @chloeshea4876
    @chloeshea4876 Před 2 lety +55

    A part of my anxiety is being vulnerable in front of other people, so I like to be by myself too when I am going through a rough patch so I don’t sweep my feelings under the rug to put on a front for other people. It makes so much sense

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    • @elizabethanne8927
      @elizabethanne8927 Před 2 lety +1

      Yes. Same here. My misery doesn't like company and I tend to stick to myself especially when I'm going thru things.

  • @lauralanzo2399
    @lauralanzo2399 Před 2 lety +11

    This was one of my favorite videos you’ve ever posted. So important to talk about mental health. Keep going mama! You’re doing amazing❤️

  • @eliciac4984
    @eliciac4984 Před 2 lety +2

    ill say it again! This series has been the best. I have followed since the MAC video days, and I'm so enjoying getting to know you on a more personal level. You are doing amazing, sweetie!!

  • @elizabethruhlin3468
    @elizabethruhlin3468 Před 2 lety

    you are seriously showing SO much growth, and also sharing such relatable topics for your audience/fans. we hear you. I am actively going through the same rollercoaster of choosing myself over choosing other things that are just there to waste time/feel good temporarily. You are working on long-term happiness/ permanent mindset changes which is so compendable, and you're also motivating me and the rest of your viewers. I am so excited to get my hands on your jewelry even though I really probably won't be able to afford much of it:( but i support you and thank you for this series! I always look forward to it.

  • @ginaselfe988
    @ginaselfe988 Před 2 lety +7

    God I have NEVER felt so connected to a video so much in my entire life. You talking about focusing on your own mental health hit home. I felt like this video came out today to touch my heart. Love you Jaclyn ♥️♥️

  • @ellendurst2285
    @ellendurst2285 Před 2 lety +44

    I'm such an OG fan, got into makeup because of you. We are all SO PROUD of you. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. We love you so much Jaclyn

  • @samanthaowen5878
    @samanthaowen5878 Před 2 lety

    This was such a great video Jaclyn! So inspiring! Your journey is motivating and inspiring me so much to be healthy, most importantly more balanced and take care of myself better! Opening up about the mental struggles is so relatable and I literally took such a deep breath while listening to you and I feel so much better for it. Thank you for giving so many people encouragement to give themselves permission to put themselves first. I've been a follower for like 10 years and you've always stayed a consistent role model in my life so thank you. Can't wait to continue following along with your journey! XO

  • @mayasmood
    @mayasmood Před 2 lety

    Thank you for the talk at the end. We all needed to hear that and I am so glad you are taking the time needed for you. I’ve recently decided to no longer make plans for Sunday after 4pm because If I don’t get that time at home to unwind my whole week starts funky. Im glad we are learning to say NO and to protect ourselves.

  • @saratallon6254
    @saratallon6254 Před 2 lety +6

    Thank you for being so candid, Jaclyn! You have inspired me to be healthier mentally and physically. Keep up the good work!

  • @chomerr1
    @chomerr1 Před 2 lety +14

    Jaclyn you are amazing!!!! i’ve been watching you for years and i can honestly say i’ve never seen you grow so much and be so happy than you have in the last 2 years!! you’re legit living your best life and i’m so proud of how far you’ve come after everything!!!
    in the words of RuPaul - if the haters ain’t paying your bills, then pay them no mind!!!!🥺❤️❤️

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  • @alimacnole
    @alimacnole Před 2 lety +1

    You’re doing great, even happy things can be stressful and anxiety inducing. I recently listened to Jim Carey’s commencement speech and love the idea that I can hit the reset button every damn day to keep moving towards my goals and dreams. It’s a great motivational speech!

  • @court1293
    @court1293 Před 2 lety

    I appreciate your openness so much. I am a very open person and currently am experiencing almost exactly what you are going through. I just lost my dad and my life was going so well then all at once completely flipped on me. I started going down the same self destructive path but am doing everything I can to not stay in the dark places too long 💓 so thank you thank you thank you for being OPEN!!!

  • @samantharose5657
    @samantharose5657 Před 2 lety +7

    I love this whole series! I feel like I’m genuinely with you on this journey! And it inspires me to better my lifestyle! You’ve got this 👌🏻

  • @cherylnewman5991
    @cherylnewman5991 Před 2 lety +11

    This reassures me that I'm not ever alone. My mental health has made me seek treatment at this very second. I'm learning how to love myself and over come what's happening in my life right now. Thanks for this share. Love ya 💞

  • @ana-mariamaria
    @ana-mariamaria Před 2 lety +1

    Jaclyn, thank you! You have inspired me so much throughout the years, with your energy, with your talent, and first of all... Your kindness ☘️❤️❤️❤️

  • @BeautyXXBrittany
    @BeautyXXBrittany Před 2 lety

    OMG girl I look up to YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! UR an inspiration to us ALL struggling with mental health issues and all that!!!! U are a beautiful person INSIDE AND OUT!!!!!! I LOVE how open and honest u are about mental health and being depressed. KEEPM UP THE GOOD work girl!!!! WE ARE ALL ROOTING for u!!!!! DONT EVER let the HATERS bring u down!!!!! UR a force to be reckoned wit!!!!!

  • @maplebuddydoodles
    @maplebuddydoodles Před 2 lety +7

    Good job Jaclyn, so true, we need to take care of ourselves first! Have been struggling with that lately, so it’s good to hear that others are too. Thank you

  • @TaniaPascale713
    @TaniaPascale713 Před 2 lety +15

    You’re allowed to cry and feel every emotion you felt at that moment. People need to remember you’re still human♥️ never apologize for protecting your mental health♥️

  • @sophiesantana2463
    @sophiesantana2463 Před 2 lety +1

    i can relate to this soo much. always having a drink just to calm down the anxiety and then feeling guilty about it 😩 proud of u for choosing u and that’s the best feeling

  • @simoneviljoen7327
    @simoneviljoen7327 Před 2 lety

    Honestly Jaclyn, I can’t tell you how much I am enjoying this series and seeing you being so real. Honesty and vulnerability looks so good on you. Thank you for talking about anxiety and shining a light on what it looks like for different people. I can relate so much. All the best. PS: you are beautiful just the way you are. 🥰