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I would normally enjoy this staying at home thing but I live in a very toxic household and would rather be else where and I'm normally an introvert but over the years I've evolved into a extroverted introvert and I think part of that comes from trying to keep myself busy so I don't get depressed. But I'm hopefully going off to university soon and my change of setting will hopefully change. I've had lots of signs that things will change for the better for me and I can't wait. I also feel like all this social distancing thing is good because hopefully it'll teach people to ask for consent instead of taking it from others. Here in the USA things have just gone crazy and watching the news has become draining and I hope stupid people learn a thing or two from all of this. Our state has been on lock down and they're starting to ease up on going to parks which is great so I can get out and enjoy a little bit of nature again which I need.
Kaily Russell I’m so sorry you are in that situation right now. I’ve been there, probably not exactly the same way, but I know how tough it can be not to feel safe in your own home. I’m so pleased you should be out of it soon. I definitely like being around people too - this week I went back to work and it was very nice to connect with people. It made me realise how it can help keep your mind healthy! Yes that’s such a good point about consent. Even I have taken many lessens from it. I’ve heard many things about the situation in the US and I’ve seen some news and it’s so political (from what I’ve seen anyway). It’s not that bad here. There’s a few bad sources that I don’t pay any attention to whatsoever as they are just out to cause controversy for clicks, comments etc. Yes go out and enjoy nature! 😊
I really connected with a lot of what you said! I will say though that while to a certain extent I was okay with being on my own, I was also very sensitive to and insecure about the fact that not only was I already just very different but I was also usually the new kid in school having to move around a lot for my dad's work. I felt like I had to try harder to fit in and be someone else just to survive and compensate for the fact that I just stuck out no matter what I did haha
Kira Harvey That sounds so hard to deal with. I just changed schools once because we have to and it was hard just that one time because lots of people were already friends and I didn’t know anyone. That’s when my social problems really started and so I couldn’t imagine what that would be like many times.
Soo, i'm one of those ppl that watch regularly and rarely reply! Lol Although i do rely or "comment" mentally or by talking to myself lol. Just wanted to hey~ i'm ultravioletvenus on IG. Since starting on my ADHD medication (it will almost be a month now!) i've been in this daily process of figuring out what works for me and what doesn't regarding many things, but especially around planning, routines etc and i feel so inspired to try new things knowing i have support with meds that are woking for me and just with my own intentions/ convictions. Time blocking w color coordination and bullet journals seem to resonate with me most with the creativity, structure yet flow/flexibility, so i'll be trying this out for May! I'd love to hear your ways of planning if that's something you'd like to talk about of course and your update w ADHD medication! Bc of your videos, particularly the one with meds and spirituality, it encouraged me to move forward with considering it and actually getting support. I had so many fears around loosing my connection to self/source but i only feel more grounded and balanced in my own reality, always so very grateful for that and you! Hope you are well, Happy Beltane to you!
Brown Brujita Hi!! I definitely recognise that IG name! I made a whole video today on productivity and planning and there was something wrong with the recording and I couldn’t post it! So annoying!! I will definitely redo it in a few days. I’m so happy you have meds that are working for you that’s awesome. I have a bullet journal and am kinda trying the time blocking thing right now! But oooh colour coordination could be an added extra for me! I like to physically see what I need to do rather than google calendar which is what quite a lot of people seem to use. I am very grateful for you for watching my videos!! I hope you’re doing okay atm 😀
Great video and topic!!!👏🕊️🌌Sometimes I think I enjoy solitude too much😂
It's all goooood!!!
I would normally enjoy this staying at home thing but I live in a very toxic household and would rather be else where and I'm normally an introvert but over the years I've evolved into a extroverted introvert and I think part of that comes from trying to keep myself busy so I don't get depressed. But I'm hopefully going off to university soon and my change of setting will hopefully change. I've had lots of signs that things will change for the better for me and I can't wait. I also feel like all this social distancing thing is good because hopefully it'll teach people to ask for consent instead of taking it from others. Here in the USA things have just gone crazy and watching the news has become draining and I hope stupid people learn a thing or two from all of this. Our state has been on lock down and they're starting to ease up on going to parks which is great so I can get out and enjoy a little bit of nature again which I need.
Kaily Russell I’m so sorry you are in that situation right now. I’ve been there, probably not exactly the same way, but I know how tough it can be not to feel safe in your own home. I’m so pleased you should be out of it soon. I definitely like being around people too - this week I went back to work and it was very nice to connect with people. It made me realise how it can help keep your mind healthy! Yes that’s such a good point about consent. Even I have taken many lessens from it. I’ve heard many things about the situation in the US and I’ve seen some news and it’s so political (from what I’ve seen anyway). It’s not that bad here. There’s a few bad sources that I don’t pay any attention to whatsoever as they are just out to cause controversy for clicks, comments etc. Yes go out and enjoy nature! 😊
I really connected with a lot of what you said! I will say though that while to a certain extent I was okay with being on my own, I was also very sensitive to and insecure about the fact that not only was I already just very different but I was also usually the new kid in school having to move around a lot for my dad's work. I felt like I had to try harder to fit in and be someone else just to survive and compensate for the fact that I just stuck out no matter what I did haha
Kira Harvey That sounds so hard to deal with. I just changed schools once because we have to and it was hard just that one time because lots of people were already friends and I didn’t know anyone. That’s when my social problems really started and so I couldn’t imagine what that would be like many times.
@@FindingYourSerenity 💜🧡 I appreciate you saying that! I'm sorry you had a similar experience with moving also. It really is tough!
Soo, i'm one of those ppl that watch regularly and rarely reply! Lol Although i do rely or "comment" mentally or by talking to myself lol. Just wanted to hey~ i'm ultravioletvenus on IG. Since starting on my ADHD medication (it will almost be a month now!) i've been in this daily process of figuring out what works for me and what doesn't regarding many things, but especially around planning, routines etc and i feel so inspired to try new things knowing i have support with meds that are woking for me and just with my own intentions/ convictions. Time blocking w color coordination and bullet journals seem to resonate with me most with the creativity, structure yet flow/flexibility, so i'll be trying this out for May! I'd love to hear your ways of planning if that's something you'd like to talk about of course and your update w ADHD medication! Bc of your videos, particularly the one with meds and spirituality, it encouraged me to move forward with considering it and actually getting support. I had so many fears around loosing my connection to self/source but i only feel more grounded and balanced in my own reality, always so very grateful for that and you! Hope you are well, Happy Beltane to you!
Brown Brujita Hi!! I definitely recognise that IG name! I made a whole video today on productivity and planning and there was something wrong with the recording and I couldn’t post it! So annoying!! I will definitely redo it in a few days. I’m so happy you have meds that are working for you that’s awesome. I have a bullet journal and am kinda trying the time blocking thing right now! But oooh colour coordination could be an added extra for me! I like to physically see what I need to do rather than google calendar which is what quite a lot of people seem to use. I am very grateful for you for watching my videos!! I hope you’re doing okay atm 😀
Brown Brujita and happy Beltane to you too!