I thought it goes go show how desire is the root cause of despair, you can’t get sad you don’t have specific foods if you are content with the food you have which keeps you alive and healthy
The moment when she asked why she got scolded hit me so hard. Asking yourself where did you messed up is the worst reality check imo. Whether you realized where you did messed up or not, it'll still make you cry because broken dream will never be fixed easily.
If she had dreams of her own she could thrive but they aren't. Getting scolded is usually result of perverted assumptions. Combining both you can pretty much say that she doesn't understand what it means to 'steal'. I would say she was never let to be a child with other children to learn coping as toddler.
@@RealNotallGaming Nah not anymore. The post is 5 years old now. Most likely case? Probably not doing too good. Takes more than 3 years to pick up the pieces where she's at, plus pandemic hitting probably put her career aspirations on hold for 2 more. Sad to say, but at 23 her life is sadly most likely in shambles rn. However, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is an do a bit of digging to see where she at fr
Well, crap nevermind I was completely wrong. Girl did a whole turnaround for her life. She's now a fairly popular idol with a 2019 net worth estimate of over 100K USD. He, well what do ya know? I guess some dreams do come true. She's able to eat aaaaaall the meat and chicken nuggets she wants!!!!
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
Poor kid. This is called "word salad". It's what happens when someone is having a breakdown from things like high stress combined with exhaustion. I sincerely hope she is okay now. I hope she's moved past her dark time.
It's not word salad. She's staring at a live chat stream and reacting to various comments that we can't see. That 7000 people watched this live means that she was pretty popular
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans. She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
Translation It sounds stupid when you listen in Japanese but somehow the subtitle made up a pathetic teenager's life, interesting This comment is so harsh lmao. I hope foreign niki won't translate it. 翻譯 用日語聽的話就是個白痴在秀下限可是英語字母把她翻得好像她的人生很可悲，笑死 這個留言太殘忍了吧我笑了。 希望海外niki不會把這個留言翻譯出來
She symbolizes the harsh reality of life we live in today where everyone is literally trying to win a never ending race. People are trying to reach the very top by crushing others on their way and the society has also become way more judgemental and unforgiving. The human life is way more precious and it is simply not the way how it is meant to be lived.
Sometimes, I wonder. Why does the world express the rich but leaves the poor on the never ending dirt of ruin. Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Jesus Christ that let me go to heaven for all the sins I did? Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Satan that embraces me as a friend, where there’s no punishment for all the bad things I did. Sometimes I wonder. If there’s a Buddha, that never accepts the world of the greed and pain that we crave. All I know is that we live on the transgressions of the out past ancestors, and, well, human greed is the root of all good and evil.
Japanese society in a nutshell sadly, way too cold and distant. Most of them can live like that, yes, so could i myself, but there are lots of people who need affection. Lots of kids needs their parents giving them hugs and kisses, they need some skinship with friends, even more so women. One of the huge downsides of their society, despite how perfect they are on so many other aspects.
This girl left her hometown to pursue her idol career and lived a poorer life than most idols.So there were no parents nearby to hug him. But her fans sent her many matcha cookies after watching this live video. I believe that is an act of love by the fans.
I feel so bad for her, but at the same time when she started going "wtf am I complaining about this is silly" I had to laugh. Very relatable, especially with anxiety when you overthink everything :D +I'm glad she stood up for herself at the end. Crying is a great stress relief, sometimes it just happens.
I don't know man. I think she was being honest when she cried and I think she broke down due to the pressure and her own expectation of how life should be for her yet that's not the case for her. It's kinda heartbreaking that she's that young and she already burdened herself with that kind of expectation. I think she was seeing her peer's quality of life, that's why she had that kind of expectation. I mean, I hear she's all better now but for me, I believe everyone should be able to enjoy life regardless of how much money you have. And seeing her broke down because of something that petty is... sad. I don't mean to belittle the girl's dream. I think it's just really suck that she had to arrive at that point really early due to the machination of current socio-politic and economic climate of Japan and the rest of world for that matter, because I think everyone can relate with her.
I looked for her name and found out she was in AKB48 between 2012-2021. She is 24 now according to google, so she was in AKB when this video was uploaded. She said "I'm 18 now" in the video, video uploaded in 2016, it's the exact year when she was 18. I thought she was poor before AKB, but seems like she was poor EVEN with AKB. Or did I miss something?
@@Vandalgia She got in AKB48 between 2012-2021 according to my googling. She was in the group while this video was uploaded in 2016. She said she is 18 in the video, now 24 according to google, so exact same year.
this was 6 years ago... im so happy to see that shes found a happiness and stability all these years later, the difference is huge! well done for getting where you are now man
I really respect how she can be so honest like this when being seen by thousands of people instead of trying to act as an "idol" and stifling that negative feelings.
i don't understand the problem of that girl. working at school under poressure like a student in korea , or becoming a living product? japan only offers terrible choices
“There are people who think adults are always right. We should rethink that.” As an adult for many years now, I can assure you we’re wrong far more often than we’re right. The thing adults have over children and young people is experience and that matters, sometimes.
@@sadunijayakody Yeah, it’s good for parents to let their children understand that they’re not always right. But regardless you should still respect what they say. Many parents just say “i’m always right” which messes a lot of things up for children. Or some parents will say that they’re not always right but that’ll lead to their child disrespecting them and other adults easily. Basically we just need people to understand that you shouldn’t take everything at face value and look past what people are saying. Sure, an adult may be “wrong” but there’s probably a reason why they are.
When I was a kid I thought adults were right. Now that I'm an adult I realised that was total BS. This world is full of people barely knowing what they're doing.
Yeah I disagree, as an adult, the amount of bs I realized I have been through by other adults in the name of "experience" is appalling. Y'all have no idea what you're doing.
sometimes I have my videos on auto play because I like to hear noise in the background while I do something but when I heard her voice breaking, regardless of not knowing what she was saying, I genuinely dropped everything to watch and sympathize for her.. I know this was probably a long time ago but I still feel bad for her..
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat. It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected. Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal. Graduation means basically leaving the group. Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer. She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators. So let me try to break it down for you more simply. There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die. What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability. There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally". The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks. Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times. There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals.. So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless. If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment. Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
she's so real, crying over her problems but also showing gratitude for her existence and mentioning all her dreams, she knows she'll get out of her problems and I love that for her. I hope she achieved everything
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
Akari-chan seems to be doing better now for you guys wondering, she has a decent youtube channel that you guys should subscribe to and live streams video games very often! She is now 22 and her birthday is in 10 days! (July 11th) The idol industry is still very flawed and perhaps Akari-chan is still putting up a front and masking her problems but the most we can do is to support the idols that we love and slowly change and revolutionize the stupid rules and contracts the idol industry enforces on their girls. As far as I know, there are still many girls in AKB and NMB who are still severely underpaid and treated badly, just because this video is almost 4 years old doesn't mean the problem has gone away. Please keep doing your part, and as more people come to realize the severity of the industry I hope the conditions of many of these less popular idols will improve
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
Summary: 0:00 She says that was not a bright student and she can't read books which is EMBARRASSING. She advises her young school viewers not to stop studying 2:53 She cries thinking of how she is not popular, has no money and cannot afford delicious meals. She also wishes to get a part time job. 6:17 She realizes how funny and "offensive" crying about having no money is and stops crying and laughs. She deems herself offensive for acting like this and later cries again 7:39 She thanks for the stream where about 7000 people joined and talks with viewers
I just looked her up. Apparently she has a brand called the ‘green tea cookie fandom’ or something like that. I’m so happy for her that 6 years ago she was crying about them and now she has a whole brand named after them. Bro really went from 1 side of the fence to the other! I guess this is why we just have to keep going. Congrats Akari Ishizuka :)
She crying like a child and says I don’t know why I’m crying and trying to laugh and convince herself she’s happy….. I couldn't hold my tears. I'm literally crying so hard now, I hope she's really fine and overcome the problems she's going through and be happy in her life.
She's 22 years old now. I wonder how shes doing in her life... I hope her dream came true about living in a big house and eating delicious food. I once felt that kind of experience, wanting to have something that's not reachable. I'm okay with eating vegetable dishes everyday since it's cheaper and affordable, but I wanna eat something delicious too, you know.
@@laptopstudy3279 As a girl, this is the best way to make money. I just think that making money would be easier for being a girl than a boy. Boys struggling a month to earn the same amount of money that girls spent only one night to earn. 😂😂
I hope she's doing okay. She's still young and all. I didn't have things figured out at 18 either and I thought I was a failure. But I hope she still keep her fighting spirit to be successful.
When she laughed it wasn't because she's feeling silly but it was relief because she spoke out her feelings.. the first step into fulfilling our dreams is to face our problems and feelings.
when youre in pain you feel good afterwards as relief, thats how the human mind works. If youre happy youre going to get a kind of anxiety or smth negative as a response to overwelming happiness
no i think it's just because they find it funny , it's like "lol why am i laughing" . i do that sometimes, like i'll break down crying then at some point i laugh randomly
I've never literally laughed and cried at the same time and meant those two thing genuinely before. I completely empathize with how she wants to eat good food while also having the realization that she gets to have ice cream everyday. It's so human and so beautiful. I wish her the best ❤
Transitioning to the adult phase is the most difficult part of life. It's where we face all kinds of responsibilities and for most of us, it could get extremely draining. This stage is also where a lot of people change for the worse or the better. I just hope we all get through this. Good luck to all of us.
Completely true, I'm really going through a lot right now, life hits so hard when you think it can't hit any harder. But as you said I hope we all get through this. I now I'm gonna change, soon a turning point will come. And I hope is for the good and not the bad, same for you and good luck to you as well mate
@@daninazzz Thanks mate. I believe in you too! Even though I might be a stranger because this is virtual, I hope you keep pushing against these obstacles to achieve your goals and aspirations! Wish you the best.
I’m glad she’s a popular streamer now. When she cried I felt bad, It was good that she didn’t give up, and when she wanted to eat certain things when she was poor I felt bad again. Hopefully she’s okay while she’s a streamer!
"What am I doing crying about this, I don't wanna be the idiot waiting to be rescued" damn, she DOES need to state that to let people know she is snapping out of it, but all the stuff about being jealous of others ability to spend money, regrets, even her crying, it's not a bad thing. You gotta vent this stuff, no matter how silly it is, to SOMEBODY!
In japanese culture, people who ask for help are considerated weak and useless, that's why they barely talk to anyone about their problems. That's a really toxic mentality, but this is the way they are....
this is the kind of person that will probably suceed one day, because she knows what she need and she will do her best to achieve what she want. The rest criteria is just whether she would use her brain to think
I wasn't relating that much to the video until she did that. Sometimes when I do that, I get the impression that people would look at me like I'm crazy, having such confidence while being broken, and I feel like what I'm saying sounds fake and a very obvious coping mechanism; but when I saw HER do that, I felt like rooting for her so badly. Of course you'll get that house, a pool and a bath with bubbles! Those aren't fake words, that's not copium, those are one's dreams pushing through all the sadness.
don't give up. I was 28 when I got my first girlfriend and now wife. jumped from one job to another, now on my 5th year to my current work which is very average pay wise but it's a chill work.
Im still growing up, and i feel her pain "i wanna eat delicious food" felt it, hunger, felt it, i hate being poor, i hate being a money burden for my parents, i want what they have too
When she cried and said the things she wanted, it was both funny and sad at the same time. Because underneath those petty and simple wishes, lies the problem in the society that judges our worth. We can definitely relate to her hardships in varying degree, some were luckier, some had it worse. We are all like a child thrown in a harsh reality of living in a corporate adult world.
@@laladeviluke8833 I don’t think you grasped the comment they’re trying to say all these simple things we would see as a temporary treat/ or a perishable meal back then as a child being out of reach when we are older so to speak and may or may not be in this situation, she wanted something in someone else’s eyes that could be viewed somewhat useless that’s the somewhat feeling that emits from the video. Surface level she may seem like she just wants a cookie, which can be viewed as silly and that’s ok but for real she’s hurting and that’s all she can ask for
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22. I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected. The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all. Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?". I said no. But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable. At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day. I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another. I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate. Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well. I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business. Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years. If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
It sucks because everyone can totally relate to her. Whatever the problem in our life is right now, we all have our own never-ending hell to battle against on our own.
She was an 18 year old behaving and complaining like an 8 year old, I get that some people grow up sheltered but sheesh. She's also in one of the countries with the highest quality of life and she's complaining because she can't afford overpriced coffee jfc.
@@MeidoInHebun thats not the thing. shes not directly complaining that she wants food. everyone breakdowns sometime like this and its okay, because you dont turn an adult once you turn 18. shes crying because at that time she was unpopular and barely had any money. even if you wouldnt cry at this, shes allowed to cry.
Recently turned 21 and never had a job or went to college, just been existing for three years doing nothing and I’m not even upset about it, just empty
Didn’t take school seriously until college and it struck me just how much easier it is to schedule my own work and get stuff done in advance, and just how much time I wasted in highschool taking the easy road for only average grades. I still feel like this girl sometimes where my inaction in the past is just so overwhelming. I have cry it out otherwise I can’t move forward. Anyway, I hope she’s doing better now. Adult life is hard fr, I’m thankful she shared her story I relate to it a l o t and I love her attitude when she was laughing, love to see that kinda growth ✨
How ironic. I used to regret being the smart student at high school, and wished I had had more fun instead of studying. Well, there is a reason why I say "I used to", anyway.
@@dylanpreciado4110 For me personally the irony lies in all the kids I knew who applied themselves well in high school couldn't care less about their university grades or if they're failing courses. I can't fathom it, I need straight A's as much as I need air. Gives me conniptions.
@@stremstrem3632 Thanks. I have a few friends from Osaka and in Tokyo and they understand my feelings well haha. Our situations are quite different, I didn't have any counseling in highschool (no one did really), meanwhile my Japanese friends teachers and parents were very proactive in guiding them. It's kinda funny though, they say I study harder than them which makes me feel really good knowing the kind of stuff they're studying.
@@apples7101 I don't mean by definition. I mean by what it means. When a speaker said "people are judgemental", doesn't it seem ironic that the speaker is also judging the "people" in general?
@@chad286 signs of being anxious. It is not necessary to have a serious anxiety to be anxious. We are all human so we can feel anxious too. But this girl here, she’s in a serious case of anxiety.
It’s reading comments like those you find in this section that my faith in mankind is restored. The amount of support shown by so many people in front of a person letting out her feelings and being utterly vulnerable is truly amazing. You guys rock. And you girl in the video rock too. You’re not alone
"...but I'm happy that I can cry." I remember that I never cried at all until only a few months ago. No matter how sad, hurt, or lonely. Finally, I just cracked and cried every day, for at least a few weeks. I can cry now when I'm truly weak, and that helps a lot.
"I want to eat delicious foods. *Cries* "
She speak as my heart.
speaks*
She litelarry speaks for us, dude
@@MoirsWLITELarry
@@linbifan Yes, litelarry.
@@MoirsWliterally*
I love how she named all her dreams, I hope all her hardwork resulted in something she really cares for
yeah, she has become a streamer now.
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 not the character development I was expecting honestly.
@@GODZILLABOY2012
Wait why? She literally talks about her streaming in the video?
your pfp lol
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 name of her channel please
The fact that she just wants to eat sweets and meat just goes to show how little things can make people happy but you can’t even have that.
I thought it goes go show how desire is the root cause of despair, you can’t get sad you don’t have specific foods if you are content with the food you have which keeps you alive and healthy
bro pulled buddhism
4週間前なのに950もいいねついてんの草
I want to eat right now but i dont have a food but i am still happy.......from Algeria
sure weaboo she also wants a huge house, simp weab
めちゃくちゃ人間らしくていい。
世の中賢いヤツらばっかりじゃなくていい。
But only people with highest iQ rule and lower iQ ppl suffer
True
fax
The world has to be full of smart people. If it doesn't then wars will always continue
@@donchimetwhy is this on my page
The moment when she asked why she got scolded hit me so hard. Asking yourself where did you messed up is the worst reality check imo. Whether you realized where you did messed up or not, it'll still make you cry because broken dream will never be fixed easily.
If she had dreams of her own she could thrive but they aren't. Getting scolded is usually result of perverted assumptions.
Combining both you can pretty much say that she doesn't understand what it means to 'steal'.
I would say she was never let to be a child with other children to learn coping as toddler.
shes a child !
she have all the life ahead
@@RealNotallGaming Nah not anymore. The post is 5 years old now. Most likely case? Probably not doing too good. Takes more than 3 years to pick up the pieces where she's at, plus pandemic hitting probably put her career aspirations on hold for 2 more. Sad to say, but at 23 her life is sadly most likely in shambles rn. However, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is an do a bit of digging to see where she at fr
Well, crap nevermind I was completely wrong. Girl did a whole turnaround for her life. She's now a fairly popular idol with a 2019 net worth estimate of over 100K USD. He, well what do ya know? I guess some dreams do come true. She's able to eat aaaaaall the meat and chicken nuggets she wants!!!!
God bless her and everyone else
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
Same
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
i wish i took school serious too lmao
As far as we know.
感情表に出してないだけで私も頭の中同じ感じだ...
こんな風にボロボロ泣きながら吐き出せたこの子はすごい。
I translated it
@@Jidion56same
@@Jidion56日本人ってアホやろ？
Poor kid. This is called "word salad". It's what happens when someone is having a breakdown from things like high stress combined with exhaustion. I sincerely hope she is okay now. I hope she's moved past her dark time.
This is it
I will remember it
It's not word salad. She's staring at a live chat stream and reacting to various comments that we can't see. That 7000 people watched this live means that she was pretty popular
Here she is support her guys
czcams.com/channels/lsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q.html
She have youtube channel now.
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans.
She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
woah
Well im proud gor her
damn, what a ride. good thing she made it
well she's eating a lot of nuggies now
I'm so happy for her......I could relate to her a lot being 18 myself :)
誰かこの娘を幸せにしてやってくれ。
俺が幸せにします
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ
君らに幸あれ
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ！
この人いまチャンネル登録者六万人のゲーム実況者でとても幸せそうですよ！
ぐへへ
日本語で聞くとアホ丸出しなのに英語の字幕だけだと悲愴な人生を送ってきた若者みたいになるのおもろい
このコメントひどすぎて笑っちゃった
海外ニキたちがこのコメント翻訳しないことを願う
@@user-ll7px4rz2jtoo late
Translation
It sounds stupid when you listen in Japanese but somehow the subtitle made up a pathetic teenager's life, interesting
This comment is so harsh lmao.
I hope foreign niki won't translate it.
翻譯
用日語聽的話就是個白痴在秀下限可是英語字母把她翻得好像她的人生很可悲，笑死
這個留言太殘忍了吧我笑了。
希望海外niki不會把這個留言翻譯出來
うーん、日本語でも確かに表現や語彙は拙いけども、とてもいろんなことを考えているし感受性豊かな方だと思うし、おそらく貧しい中でも頑張っているんだろうというのが伝わる。
@jerrychoong918 Bro did him dirty lmao
She symbolizes the harsh reality of life we live in today where everyone is literally trying to win a never ending race. People are trying to reach the very top by crushing others on their way and the society has also become way more judgemental and unforgiving. The human life is way more precious and it is simply not the way how it is meant to be lived.
If we have less human more humans life as there be way more resources
Sometimes, I wonder. Why does the world express the rich but leaves the poor on the never ending dirt of ruin. Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Jesus Christ that let me go to heaven for all the sins I did?
Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Satan that embraces me as a friend, where there’s no punishment for all the bad things I did.
Sometimes I wonder. If there’s a Buddha, that never accepts the world of the greed and pain that we crave.
All I know is that we live on the transgressions of the out past ancestors, and, well, human greed is the root of all good and evil.
That's why I'm identified as frog. Yeah, we love to eat bugs but who care
I love to bugs, especially the flying ones
@@frog6054 Actually you are better than us humans. Atleast you maintain a balance in nature. We are absolutely destroying earth at the same time.
抹茶のクッキー食べたかっただけなのに、気がついたら外国人から日本の貧困代表みたいな扱い受けるの面白い
ガチ草
これいきなり出てきたんだけど、どういう状況ですか？
そもそも誰ですか？
@@user-be7pr1qw2q NMB48の石塚朱莉さんですね、今はもう卒業されてるみたいですね。
自分もこの動画で初めて知ったので、本当のことはわかりませんが他の人のコメントとか見る感じ、売れない自分へのコンプレックスや、千葉から大阪に1人で出てきて、実家暮らしの他のメンバーより我慢の多い生活で、ストレスとかが凄かったんでしょうね、
くそ笑った
ご当地アイドルやればNMBの時より知名度と共に人気上昇しそうだけどな
外国の人たち結構真剣に見てて草
冗談なのかこれ？笑わないな…
真剣に見るもんだろ
なんで今おすすめに乗ったんだ、ありがとう
それな
それな
一緒
まじでそれな
ほんまそれな
She doesn't want food,it's love she is craving for.Just few words of Caring and Affection
Who is she
@@Jidion56she is now an idol, this is her when she was around 19yrs old
@@Jidion56did you read the title? Not trying to be rude, but a genuine question.
Japanese society in a nutshell sadly, way too cold and distant. Most of them can live like that, yes, so could i myself, but there are lots of people who need affection. Lots of kids needs their parents giving them hugs and kisses, they need some skinship with friends, even more so women.
One of the huge downsides of their society, despite how perfect they are on so many other aspects.
This girl left her hometown to pursue her idol career and lived a poorer life than most idols.So there were no parents nearby to hug him.
But her fans sent her many matcha cookies after watching this live video.
I believe that is an act of love by the fans.
”涙を流せるって幸せだと思うな僕”素敵すぎる。幸せになってほしい。
ガチでこれ中毒すぎて、精神的に辛いときに定期的に見に来てるw
いい性格してるわｗ
I feel so bad for her, but at the same time when she started going "wtf am I complaining about this is silly" I had to laugh. Very relatable, especially with anxiety when you overthink everything :D
+I'm glad she stood up for herself at the end. Crying is a great stress relief, sometimes it just happens.
I don't know man. I think she was being honest when she cried and I think she broke down due to the pressure and her own expectation of how life should be for her yet that's not the case for her.
It's kinda heartbreaking that she's that young and she already burdened herself with that kind of expectation. I think she was seeing her peer's quality of life, that's why she had that kind of expectation. I mean, I hear she's all better now but for me, I believe everyone should be able to enjoy life regardless of how much money you have. And seeing her broke down because of something that petty is... sad.
I don't mean to belittle the girl's dream. I think it's just really suck that she had to arrive at that point really early due to the machination of current socio-politic and economic climate of Japan and the rest of world for that matter, because I think everyone can relate with her.
I looked for her name and found out she was in AKB48 between 2012-2021. She is 24 now according to google, so she was in AKB when this video was uploaded. She said "I'm 18 now" in the video, video uploaded in 2016, it's the exact year when she was 18.
I thought she was poor before AKB, but seems like she was poor EVEN with AKB. Or did I miss something?
@@Vandalgia She got in AKB48 between 2012-2021 according to my googling. She was in the group while this video was uploaded in 2016. She said she is 18 in the video, now 24 according to google, so exact same year.
@@AdGarden7438 I thought she was in NMB?
@@Vandalgia good points
this was 6 years ago... im so happy to see that shes found a happiness and stability all these years later, the difference is huge! well done for getting where you are now man
How'd u know bro????
@@ava3902 she has become a streamer
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 ooh whats her channel name??
@@ava3902just search up ishizuku akari
@@Cherryyoungie.videos wtf bro
素直な子だわ。いろいろ経験して真っ直ぐ成長して欲しい。
今は水商売してるらしいっす
@@jelly-qo5tcソースくれ
久しぶりに観たら外国人の方がコメ欄で日本の貧困問題について熱く語ってて草
I really respect how she can be so honest like this when being seen by thousands of people instead of trying to act as an "idol" and stifling that negative feelings.
Yeah and she made me realize its okay to be selfish in these times. You can deny ur feelings but its there
to be fair most idols dont really have a choice because theyd probably get in trouble for it. i believe at this time she was an ex idol
she wouldn't want to have foreigners buddies in her existence.
i don't understand the problem of that girl. working at school under poressure like a student in korea , or becoming a living product? japan only offers terrible choices
I know where she's coming from.... I want to eat Macha Cookies as well.🍪
“There are people who think adults are always right. We should rethink that.”
As an adult for many years now, I can assure you we’re wrong far more often than we’re right. The thing adults have over children and young people is experience and that matters, sometimes.
yeah.most of the adults try to control kids saying that adults are always right
@@sadunijayakody
Yeah, it’s good for parents to let their children understand that they’re not always right. But regardless you should still respect what they say. Many parents just say “i’m always right” which messes a lot of things up for children. Or some parents will say that they’re not always right but that’ll lead to their child disrespecting them and other adults easily. Basically we just need people to understand that you shouldn’t take everything at face value and look past what people are saying. Sure, an adult may be “wrong” but there’s probably a reason why they are.
@@bolson42 this!
When I was a kid I thought adults were right. Now that I'm an adult I realised that was total BS. This world is full of people barely knowing what they're doing.
Yeah I disagree, as an adult, the amount of bs I realized I have been through by other adults in the name of "experience" is appalling. Y'all have no idea what you're doing.
人間って色んなことするために生まれてきたんだなって、楽しく生きてこうぜって思わされた。ありがと
sometimes I have my videos on auto play because I like to hear noise in the background while I do something but when I heard her voice breaking, regardless of not knowing what she was saying, I genuinely dropped everything to watch and sympathize for her.. I know this was probably a long time ago but I still feel bad for her..
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat.
It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected.
Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal.
Graduation means basically leaving the group.
Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer.
She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
that's dope! appreciate the summary and background info
Thanks , kind person
I’m so happy to hear that she’s doing better now!!
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators.
So let me try to break it down for you more simply.
There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die.
What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability.
There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally".
The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks.
Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times.
There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals..
So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless.
If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment.
Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
@@gyrthez246no one gonna read all that bible you babble
she's so real, crying over her problems but also showing gratitude for her existence and mentioning all her dreams, she knows she'll get out of her problems and I love that for her. I hope she achieved everything
Gen Z...
@@reed5823bruh tf u mean
yeah😢
@@reed5823 ok millenial
I agree with you, it truly hurts to be broke. I hope she is blessed now ( it’s 7 years ago)
i admire her for being so open and honest about her struggles, especially about not being able to read
This is such a human video, it's kind of comforting in a way. I'm glad it seems she's doing a lot better.
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
Wait this is your sister?
@@dooshmasta no, the name of this idol is the same as his sister name.
@@rizsahar8133 her full name? First name only?
@@rizsahar8133 is he sure that’s not his little sister?
@@dooshmasta definitely her first name only which is “akari”, like any other places people tend to have similar names especially in Japan.
Akari-chan seems to be doing better now for you guys wondering, she has a decent youtube channel that you guys should subscribe to and live streams video games very often! She is now 22 and her birthday is in 10 days! (July 11th)
The idol industry is still very flawed and perhaps Akari-chan is still putting up a front and masking her problems but the most we can do is to support the idols that we love and slowly change and revolutionize the stupid rules and contracts the idol industry enforces on their girls. As far as I know, there are still many girls in AKB and NMB who are still severely underpaid and treated badly, just because this video is almost 4 years old doesn't mean the problem has gone away. Please keep doing your part, and as more people come to realize the severity of the industry I hope the conditions of many of these less popular idols will improve
Link pls
@@Umyu_Ch. czcams.com/channels/lsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q.html
@@Umyu_Ch. She has a CZcams channel named ishizuka akari, pls check it out!! 😁👍
@@fluoroantimonicacid4844 thanks 💓
do these idols get paid for being a J idol? just wondering
なんつうかそこで焼肉食べたい寿司食べたいとかじゃなくて抹茶のクッキーなところがまた庶民的で可愛いんだがwww調べたけど今は幸せそうでよかった。
まじ？良かった
めちゃめちゃ顔かわいいやん。幸せに生きてってくれ
the things she said are unintentionally funny but still lowkey sad and relatable.
Its crazy how I couldnt stop laughing even though I understand the situation...
It's really hard to take someone seriously when they're crying about not eating matcha cookies.
@@temporaryonesix .... exactly my thoughts
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
Summary:
0:00 She says that was not a bright student and she can't read books which is EMBARRASSING. She advises her young school viewers not to stop studying
2:53 She cries thinking of how she is not popular, has no money and cannot afford delicious meals. She also wishes to get a part time job.
6:17 She realizes how funny and "offensive" crying about having no money is and stops crying and laughs. She deems herself offensive for acting like this and later cries again
7:39 She thanks for the stream where about 7000 people joined and talks with viewers
Summary:
0:00 Capitalism
Aye thanks
@@danibuki727 more like bad desisions, capitalism don't have any relation with this.
@@christianamodio3269 Yea more like bad decisions done by the immature mind
I relate to this vid so much
@@danibuki727 stop making capitalism out as the enemy. why do you think America is the greatest country?
i really hope she’s better now ❤️
外国の方へ 彼女は普通に抹茶のクッキーたべれるだけの金はあります。
I just looked her up. Apparently she has a brand called the ‘green tea cookie fandom’ or something like that. I’m so happy for her that 6 years ago she was crying about them and now she has a whole brand named after them. Bro really went from 1 side of the fence to the other! I guess this is why we just have to keep going. Congrats Akari Ishizuka :)
@@Babycake. l post
@@Babycake. hm? im confused
@@Babycake. bro dont even know what based means💀
@@Babycake. how do you know if ishizuka akari is a woman ? Did you just assume ishizuka akari's gender ?
@@Babycake. so how can you complain about patriarchy if you are assuming anyone's gender ?
You need you check your privileges
She crying like a child and says I don’t know why I’m crying and trying to laugh and convince herself she’s happy…..
I couldn't hold my tears. I'm literally crying so hard now, I hope she's really fine and overcome the problems she's going through and be happy in her life.
You go well with your picture
@@gino123fr23 OFC kaneki is the best
Wtf. Just 1 days got 72 likes🤬😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
Snowflake
Yeah, she's a multimillionaire streamer.
今取り敢えず元気にしてくれてたらそれで良い
I really want to be like him who releases all his feelings and emotions.😢
She's 22 years old now. I wonder how shes doing in her life... I hope her dream came true about living in a big house and eating delicious food. I once felt that kind of experience, wanting to have something that's not reachable. I'm okay with eating vegetable dishes everyday since it's cheaper and affordable, but I wanna eat something delicious too, you know.
She is doing youtube gaming videos now. Pretty good, I quess?
What’s her CZcams gaming channel called?
czcams.com/channels/lsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q.html
She dead
@@laptopstudy3279 As a girl, this is the best way to make money. I just think that making money would be easier for being a girl than a boy. Boys struggling a month to earn the same amount of money that girls spent only one night to earn. 😂😂
I hope she's doing okay. She's still young and all. I didn't have things figured out at 18 either and I thought I was a failure. But I hope she still keep her fighting spirit to be successful.
She doing fine now, thankfully.
This video is. 6 years ago lmao
@@Daemon1995_ yeah i just realized that. Found a clip on Instagram so i thought it was recent. But im super happy for her
Her CZcams channel name is ishizuka akari.. guess she’s doing good
Exactly it’s never too late I’m really old (24 ) and I juste begin my bachelors i happy I’ve never give up
she is so cute 😢🥺
When she laughed it wasn't because she's feeling silly but it was relief because she spoke out her feelings.. the first step into fulfilling our dreams is to face our problems and feelings.
Capitalism
when youre in pain you feel good afterwards as relief, thats how the human mind works. If youre happy youre going to get a kind of anxiety or smth negative as a response to overwelming happiness
inflation 😢
she wouldn't care about what other things of her.
no i think it's just because they find it funny , it's like "lol why am i laughing" . i do that sometimes, like i'll break down crying then at some point i laugh randomly
I've never literally laughed and cried at the same time and meant those two thing genuinely before. I completely empathize with how she wants to eat good food while also having the realization that she gets to have ice cream everyday. It's so human and so beautiful. I wish her the best ❤
金がないから、売れないからとか明確な理由で泣いてるんじゃなくて、複雑で人間臭い情が涙を押し出しているのが良いんだよな
途中でいきなり自転車の話とかし出すのすごく良い。ボコボコの自転車が自分の深いところとどこかで繋がってるんだろう
周りが羨ましく思うとぶわっと泣き出したくなる時あるよな
隣の芝生はいつも青い
Transitioning to the adult phase is the most difficult part of life. It's where we face all kinds of responsibilities and for most of us, it could get extremely draining. This stage is also where a lot of people change for the worse or the better. I just hope we all get through this. Good luck to all of us.
Completely true, I'm really going through a lot right now, life hits so hard when you think it can't hit any harder. But as you said I hope we all get through this. I now I'm gonna change, soon a turning point will come. And I hope is for the good and not the bad, same for you and good luck to you as well mate
I’m almost 18 and I honestly just plan to kill myself. It’s not worth it going through life anymore when it’s nothing at the end of the road.
@@daninazzz Thanks mate. I believe in you too! Even though I might be a stranger because this is virtual, I hope you keep pushing against these obstacles to achieve your goals and aspirations! Wish you the best.
The sad thing is that there's no such thing as adult life
Finished high school about a couple months ago and I fr in that stage
I really love this video, it gives me strength to achieve my goals
I hope the girl has achieved them too
I’m glad she’s a popular streamer now. When she cried I felt bad, It was good that she didn’t give up, and when she wanted to eat certain things when she was poor I felt bad again. Hopefully she’s okay while she’s a streamer!
"What am I doing crying about this, I don't wanna be the idiot waiting to be rescued" damn, she DOES need to state that to let people know she is snapping out of it, but all the stuff about being jealous of others ability to spend money, regrets, even her crying, it's not a bad thing. You gotta vent this stuff, no matter how silly it is, to SOMEBODY!
In japanese culture, people who ask for help are considerated weak and useless, that's why they barely talk to anyone about their problems. That's a really toxic mentality, but this is the way they are....
Its amazing she still shouts her dreams while crying, she simply isnt giving up
this is the kind of person that will probably suceed one day, because she knows what she need and she will do her best to achieve what she want. The rest criteria is just whether she would use her brain to think
I wasn't relating that much to the video until she did that. Sometimes when I do that, I get the impression that people would look at me like I'm crazy, having such confidence while being broken, and I feel like what I'm saying sounds fake and a very obvious coping mechanism; but when I saw HER do that, I felt like rooting for her so badly. Of course you'll get that house, a pool and a bath with bubbles! Those aren't fake words, that's not copium, those are one's dreams pushing through all the sadness.
She cheered us up in a different way 😂 huge support to her
現在中学2年生の女子です。
将来のことについて考え始める時期だと大人に散々言われてうんざりしてました。だけど何故かいきなりおすすめに出てきたこの人の動画で、将来自分は自分で稼いで自分で好きなことをして生きていくことを自覚しました。そしてそれは決して簡単ではないことも。ありがとうございます。現在この人が幸せでありますように。
漢字が読めなくても、本を読んでいなくても、素直に正直に自分の心むきあって、社会に疑問を感じて、感情を表に出せることが、人間としてとても価値のあることだと思います。
何故
ふりがなお願いします
やって見ようか
@@alecothegeckoひらがな
좋은 말씀이시네요
23 years old unemployed, Virgin , introvert me watching this in tears, I feel you girl..I feel you.
Hope you are doing well now
don't give up. I was 28 when I got my first girlfriend and now wife. jumped from one job to another, now on my 5th year to my current work which is very average pay wise but it's a chill work.
Meet me ill make you unvirgin 🤣
@@shizukun7455 sending both of you virtual hug
Hang in there
just go to a hooker g
一生懸命してるから泣けるだよ！
元気出してね！
Poor sweetheart. I'm glad that she's apparently doing better now though.
頭悪そうなのに要所要所で考え方が達観してるなぁ
人を惹きつける力って圧倒的な魅力だよな
i wanna give her a hug :(
Im still growing up, and i feel her pain "i wanna eat delicious food" felt it, hunger, felt it, i hate being poor, i hate being a money burden for my parents, i want what they have too
When she cried and said the things she wanted, it was both funny and sad at the same time. Because underneath those petty and simple wishes, lies the problem in the society that judges our worth. We can definitely relate to her hardships in varying degree, some were luckier, some had it worse. We are all like a child thrown in a harsh reality of living in a corporate adult world.
Its not funny sweetie. Imagine you really has no money to buy a things you like and just watch. Its sad 😔
@@laladeviluke8833 I don’t think you grasped the comment they’re trying to say all these simple things we would see as a temporary treat/ or a perishable meal back then as a child being out of reach when we are older so to speak and may or may not be in this situation, she wanted something in someone else’s eyes that could be viewed somewhat useless that’s the somewhat feeling that emits from the video. Surface level she may seem like she just wants a cookie, which can be viewed as silly and that’s ok but for real she’s hurting and that’s all she can ask for
@@laladeviluke8833 humor is subjective, tbh, i thought it was funny because i found that part it kind of like looking at myself idk
@@laladeviluke8833 but u did feel bad at the same time, especially at the part where ppl were talking shit cuz she was crying
@@laladeviluke8833 thing? what thing, something you really need or some video game or jewelry etc
本音で喋れるって尊いことだ。自分の感情は否定しないように生きていこう
その時点で既に間違えているという事に気づけないのが今の子
@@straightmanoldhouse7312 お前が間違えてんねんで。日本人やめてくれな。
@@rs-fd4ns そーゆうとこやで？笑
@@straightmanoldhouse7312 お前こそそーゆーとこやで。
「今の子」とか偉そうにほざく
少数派のカスはさっさと日本出ろ
@@straightmanoldhouse7312 どれだけ頑張っても無理なもんは無理だよ、って大人が教えてあげるべきなんだよな。芸能界で稼げる女の子なんて、みんなストーキングされまくって仕方なくその道に進んでるんだから。こういう子はAV行くくらいしか無いねん。
Shes so real for that
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22.
I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected.
The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all.
Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?".
I said no.
But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable.
At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day.
I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another.
I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate.
Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well.
I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business.
Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years.
If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
that's amazing story man wish u luck in watever u do now my brudda :)
Wish you all the best boss.
Stay strong bro
Your story will motivate some young teenagers like the girl in this video. It's really meaningful.
Thank you for sharing this, and I genuinely wish you all the best.
自分がどんだけ甘々で裕福な環境にいるか身をもって実感した
5:6
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@user-kj6jl9el1j おそらく”おんぎょう”じゃなくて
“おっきいおうち”ですね
幸せになって欲しいハグしてあげたい🫂
理屈じゃ無くて感情に任せて一個一個記憶を
反芻しながらポツポツ話してくれるから
何か直で響いてしまうものがある
9分間の感情の動き、とても見応えがあった。終わりの無いレースって表現してる人がいるが、まさにその通りだ。他者比較と自己肯定の間でぐちゃぐちゃになっていく。
なるほど… 非常に面白かった
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
" "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか 5:6
ちょっとの質問がありますのんすが
5:6 " "おんぎょう"住んでる家に......"の"おんぎょう"は何の意味のですか
@@user-kj6jl9el1j "おっきいお家住んでやる"と言っています。"おっきい"="大きい"
古文文ホテルのp57の問3やってる？
It sucks because everyone can totally relate to her. Whatever the problem in our life is right now, we all have our own never-ending hell to battle against on our own.
Damn right
She was an 18 year old behaving and complaining like an 8 year old, I get that some people grow up sheltered but sheesh. She's also in one of the countries with the highest quality of life and she's complaining because she can't afford overpriced coffee jfc.
:)
@@MeidoInHebun thats not the thing. shes not directly complaining that she wants food. everyone breakdowns sometime like this and its okay, because you dont turn an adult once you turn 18. shes crying because at that time she was unpopular and barely had any money. even if you wouldnt cry at this, shes allowed to cry.
Well she's doing alright now.
なんかびっくりした。こんだけ素直に自分の気持ちを伝えれるって凄い事だと思う。
私も大人の言う事が絶対って思わんくて反抗してきたタイプだからめちゃくちゃ気持ちわかる。
世の中の常識が正しいわけじゃないと思う
This makes me so bad hope she is doing better now
5年経った今幸せになってるかなあ...
なってて欲しいなあ。
ผมไม่ได้ร่ำรวย แต่ฉันมีความสุขและสนุกกับชีวิตในสังคมญาติมิตรพี่น้องของฉันที่ประเทศไทยมาก ฉันไม่สนับสหนุนผู้มีอำนาจที่เพิกเฉยกับความสุขในชีวิตของประชาชนและสร้างแต่ความกดดันทุกข์ยากขัดเเย้งก่อสงคราม หากพวกคุณใส่ใจทุกข์สุขกับเพื่อนร่วมโลกซักนิด โลกนี้คงจะดีกว่านี้มาก ฉันขอพระเจ้าอวยพรให้โลกสงบสุข ขอเพื่อนร่วมโลกมีชีวิตที่เหมาะสมและมีครอบครัวที่ดี ขอพระเจ้าอวยพร
@@nirunp.837 がんばれ、幸せを求めて👍
嘘泣きじゃないのわかるじゃん。
自分の気持ち言葉に出し続けてると辛いこととかが込み上げてきて泣いちゃったりするんよな。貧乏ってまじで辛い。
この子今CZcams頑張ってるからみんなよかったら配信見て（ ; ; ）
チャンネル名教えてください
石塚朱莉で出てくるよ
wow so genuine.
こんな純粋な子実在するんや
抹茶クッキー食べたくて泣き出すの尊過ぎる
この子絶対良い子で可愛いやん
幸せになっててほしいわ
お前何歳やねん
@@baseba11 何歳でもええやろ
お前が幸せにするんだろ...!
@@baseba11 ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡° ) what？
なんなら俺が幸せになる
Recently turned 21 and never had a job or went to college, just been existing for three years doing nothing and I’m not even upset about it, just empty
It's suprising to see its was taken 7 years ago i hope she grown successfully ❤❤
this girl is literally in the middle of a breakdown and all these comments are just “nooo dont be sad ur soooo cute🥺🥺🥺🥺”
Finally, someone sane, thank you
I haven’t find one single comment like that actually
@@SasakiSan834 hes probobly looking for thoes kinds of comments. guess he has alot of free time
Where are these comments exactly? What a dumb reach lol
@@SasakiSan834 usually these comment are at the bottom try sorting the comment by newest
Didn’t take school seriously until college and it struck me just how much easier it is to schedule my own work and get stuff done in advance, and just how much time I wasted in highschool taking the easy road for only average grades.
I still feel like this girl sometimes where my inaction in the past is just so overwhelming. I have cry it out otherwise I can’t move forward. Anyway, I hope she’s doing better now. Adult life is hard fr, I’m thankful she shared her story I relate to it a l o t and I love her attitude when she was laughing, love to see that kinda growth ✨
How ironic. I used to regret being the smart student at high school, and wished I had had more fun instead of studying. Well, there is a reason why I say "I used to", anyway.
You don't live in Japan. Taking school seriously from junior high school here is necessary.
@@beatdrop4384 doesn't change the fact he can still relate lol
@@dylanpreciado4110 For me personally the irony lies in all the kids I knew who applied themselves well in high school couldn't care less about their university grades or if they're failing courses. I can't fathom it, I need straight A's as much as I need air. Gives me conniptions.
@@stremstrem3632 Thanks. I have a few friends from Osaka and in Tokyo and they understand my feelings well haha. Our situations are quite different, I didn't have any counseling in highschool (no one did really), meanwhile my Japanese friends teachers and parents were very proactive in guiding them. It's kinda funny though, they say I study harder than them which makes me feel really good knowing the kind of stuff they're studying.
@8:46 im happy to see she stands up for herself & tells off those folks who think she's crying for pity. you can feel the fire within her! 🔥
I love how later on in life her fans gift her mochi and chocolate and stuff 😭♥️
She's just so relatable. People are judgmental, we are judgmental.
Wtf is judgemental even mean?
@@agent-33 google is your friend :)
@@apples7101 I don't mean by definition. I mean by what it means. When a speaker said "people are judgemental", doesn't it seem ironic that the speaker is also judging the "people" in general?
@@agent-33 W 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👌🏼 had the same thoughts
They said we are judgmental. It’s an observation about a human tendency...stop being so pedantic
純粋な子なんやな、頑張って欲しいな
もはや名作ｗｗｗ 見てめっちゃ元気をもらいましたｗｗｗ
this is a very comforting video because of how real and raw it is, not that i want to see her cry
自分の感情の根拠を見つけ出そうとしてるのがすごく賢い子だなと思った
Looking at her talking, scratching, fidgeting. Clear signs of anxiety.
sometime i act like that too tho dont know why🙂
@@chad286 signs of being anxious. It is not necessary to have a serious anxiety to be anxious. We are all human so we can feel anxious too. But this girl here, she’s in a serious case of anxiety.
@@yoitsnahaai1096 lmao
@@nickolazcarters lmfao
@@yoitsnahaai1096 stop making up shlt
急におすすめに上がってきた日本人
It’s reading comments like those you find in this section that my faith in mankind is restored. The amount of support shown by so many people in front of a person letting out her feelings and being utterly vulnerable is truly amazing. You guys rock. And you girl in the video rock too. You’re not alone
Why is the channel named Dick butt for once.
Listening to this I realised how much my dad is doing for me
I'm in tears 😢
study hard if you are still in school.
@@kashish6677why?
I myself is also sad to even last 1min watching this, hope she's better now!
海外勢が真剣に心配してんのおもろすぎるやろ
社会人6年目の自分より核心ついたことに気づいてて凄く尊敬した。社会の厳しさって美化されがちだけど、これが現実なんよな。幸せになって欲しい
お金なくてしんどいのに7000人見てくれてるファンに感謝できたり、自分を否定したらあかん！って思えるの最高に偉い
"...but I'm happy that I can cry."
I remember that I never cried at all until only a few months ago. No matter how sad, hurt, or lonely. Finally, I just cracked and cried every day, for at least a few weeks. I can cry now when I'm truly weak, and that helps a lot.