i need a break... going home to my family's farm

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  • @StephiLee
    @StephiLee  Před 6 lety +351

    stay wild pins: stephilee.storenvy.com/products/23925294-stay-wild-pins
    ALSO- i wanna make a video with my dad and sisters while i'm here asking them questions- let me know if you have any ideas of things to ask them!!

    • @anitagomez9100
      @anitagomez9100 Před 6 lety +11

      Stephi Lee love the watermelon in the background 😁😁 hee hee I do that too! And your family missing you made me tear up ! That was so sweet how happy they were to see you ❤

    • @Sneg404
      @Sneg404 Před 6 lety +6

      You have a lovely family! I hope your time at home will give you needed rest and strength. I'd love to know more about your family - what do they do, etc and maybe some stories from your childhood? Thanks for sharing your story with us! :)

    • @spiltrotten
      @spiltrotten Před 6 lety +4

      Stephi Lee u should make anime and kpop art since there is alot of people that like that and that way u could save up for a new or whatever anyways I hope ur feeling better

    • @Splashes_
      @Splashes_ Před 6 lety +8

      There's so many things you could ask, do they watch your videos?, What do they think about your lifestyle? (Vegan,vanlife,travel) and then you could add CF to any of those questions. Also maybe ask them about how seeing you go through all of the Heath crap, how that affected them.
      So glad you are taking care of yourself and I hope you kick this lung infection out. I would say I hope you start to feel better, but I hate when people say that to me because I can't "get better" so it strikes me the wrong way. Anyways stay awesome, sending love 💕✌️

    • @greatestever8976
      @greatestever8976 Před 6 lety +8

      Stephi Lee hey hun 👋, you're such a nice surprise. I was a huge horse lover as a kid but never owned any. They seem like a ton of work. I'd like to hear more about your fam...esp your mom. Can we see a photo of her?

  • @davehughes1426
    @davehughes1426 Před 6 lety +148

    That welcome your sisters gave you gave me a lump in my throat. So beautiful :)

  • @F1bubble607
    @F1bubble607 Před 6 lety +126

    I think the universe was leading you back home. Enjoy your time there

    • @mysterym444
      @mysterym444 Před 6 lety +4

      Lula Smalls I agree I'm really intuitive and I could pretty much sum that up and then like 2 videos later she lost her car so yeah.

  • @Nothingleftbutthetruth
    @Nothingleftbutthetruth Před 6 lety +123

    Your grandma's reaction was so precious... I love how she reached out for you ❤❤

  • @kittenschoice
    @kittenschoice Před 6 lety +42

    So amazing that your mom got to spend the last year of her life on her own little "heaven on earth" area, since that a farm is something she had always wanted. and what an interesting place to grow up! You just get more and more interesting by the minute!
    I wish you the best and can't wait to see what you do next!

  • @allisonshine6022
    @allisonshine6022 Před 6 lety +82

    Queen, thank you for showing us this part of your life!!

  • @moviestuffjunk9174
    @moviestuffjunk9174 Před 6 lety +41

    this is without a doubt the best video you've ever made. feels so personal and interesting. the bench in honor of your mom is awesome. always good to go home at some point. have a nice rest and no hurry to get back on the road as the world will always be there for you. you health is far more important. besides; it looks like your sisters won't mind you being around.

  • @lanceblackwood2659
    @lanceblackwood2659 Před 2 lety

    The love of a horse is incredible.
    Got to love the homestead.

  • @wihamaki
    @wihamaki Před 6 lety +90

    I could feel a huge vibe of this place being a snapshot of a place and time when you're mother was still alive. Can really understand why you'd leave in order to move on. Hope you've taken that step forward and this place can be the start of the future rather then a reminder of the past now. So much love there. So many thoughts and emotions, hopefully you can worth through it on a canvas.

    • @chrissulprizio3144
      @chrissulprizio3144 Před 6 lety +3

      Good to receive some history from you. Interesting place to grow up. Childhoods are always intriguing to me. 😀

  • @rainaracquel5087
    @rainaracquel5087 Před 6 lety +79

    Aw your family’s reaction was so pure 😭❤️❤️

  • @AS-ye4yx
    @AS-ye4yx Před 6 lety

    I’m tearing up at your Sister’s and Grandmother’s reaction. What a gorgeous house! It reminds me of a few times I had to stay with my Mom & Stepdad to heal and recharge. Interestingly enough, they didn’t have horses but were surrounding by horse farms and I’d take daily long walks and talk to the horses. Love the cat pin! You are so creative and do amazing work!✨💫

  • @eamonandbec
    @eamonandbec Před 6 lety +32

    AHH the reaction of your sisters made me smile SO BIG and possibly tear up a little haha!! Love sisterly love XX

  • @karid.4371
    @karid.4371 Před 6 lety +79

    I always feel like u never really know someone until u see where they come from... We all change as we get older and even move away but no matter where we end up our roots always stay with us... Good vid wld luv to c more while ur home..

  • @__mcat
    @__mcat Před 6 lety +65

    lmao if my dad had a barn he'd put his cars in it too why are men like this
    that was really sweet, you surprising your family. your farm is beautiful and i'm sure your mom is happy you guys still take care of it :)

  • @karencoates1964
    @karencoates1964 Před 6 lety +1

    I love your videos. I'm not sure exactly why, but I still have tears streaming down my face and it has been ten minutes since I watched this. I think every life story is a work of art and you capture that in breathtaking (pun intended) ways! Your Mom isn't gone from you-she is in every beat of your heart and the love that you are.

  • @catherinehowell116
    @catherinehowell116 Před 6 lety

    OMGoodness these pins are speaking to me! The moutians for ears, the tree limbs for hair and the sand with foot prints for the chin/mane, the size of it and the fact that its a cat AND says stay wild! I adore it and so do my kiddos what a great mantra!

  • @Runitax
    @Runitax Před 6 lety +22

    This was beautiful thanks for sharing

  • @GroundbreakGames
    @GroundbreakGames Před 6 lety +24

    Your sisters and Grandma were so happy to see you.
    Definitely snagging a pin for my kiddo.
    Thanks for sharing!

  • @markm3561
    @markm3561 Před 6 lety +1

    Gosh, Stephi. Every video I feel like I discover something new about you that I had no idea about. You are surrounded by so much love in the house you grew up in and by people who love you. That makes me feel really good. Your grandparents look so sweet. Stay wild, Stephi. Stay wild!

  • @miapia
    @miapia Před 6 lety

    It is really endearing how your sisters and grandma react to you. You can tell you are very loved!! That is beautiful!!

  • @Zaphkyel
    @Zaphkyel Před 6 lety +12

    Your family seems really sweet, and that is a beautiful piece of property there. love the room decor too. hope you'll get to recharge yourself and feel inspired for great new trips again, in the future! ^_^

  • @ckh2815
    @ckh2815 Před 6 lety +9

    It's amazing to me that your father would buy a horse farm for your mother when she was already terribly ill. He has a lot of character.

  • @epipd5712
    @epipd5712 Před 6 lety

    Thanks for sharing Stephi. Your family seems as kind as you are. I hope you have a great time being with your family and I love the horses. I love that pin, and I am sure my daughter would love one of those. Take care !!

  • @erinfain3667
    @erinfain3667 Před 6 lety

    How wonderful it is to see such love coming from your family. It is so obvious that you treat those closest to you well.

  • @THELUNEINNATE
    @THELUNEINNATE Před 6 lety +10

    This is the sweetest video, thank you for sharing your home and family. Your family’s reactions were so heartfelt. Much love Stephi!

  • @emmajane9403
    @emmajane9403 Před 6 lety +33

    I love the way the water melon is just on the floor by your bed 😂😂 a girl after my heart 🤣🤣 hope you can recharge your batteries at home Stephi before your next adventure 😙😙

  • @jackelinesuarez4122
    @jackelinesuarez4122 Před 6 lety

    I just found your channel, your Grandma reaction was the cutest. Seem like she really missed you as well as your sisters.
    You seem like a very nice person with good intentions. I hope you enjoy being back at home and getting your health back on track.
    Thank you for sharing a bit about your mom.

  • @Pixiedusttina
    @Pixiedusttina Před 6 lety

    Awesome video!
    Love the cat pin.
    I can see the pain in your face and eyes while you showed the property and spoke of your mom.
    Sorry for your loss.
    You are beautiful and creative!

  • @WillProwse
    @WillProwse Před 6 lety +51

    This video was so rad!!! I loved it. And yes, rest up. Feels so good to sleep in a quiet comfortable place. Cool mini life story :D

  • @TorieRobot
    @TorieRobot Před 6 lety +245

    Lil horseyyyss 😍😍

    • @marielove2127
      @marielove2127 Před 6 lety +2

      Victoria X Rave awww I bet you both will miss eachother until next time! 😉🖤

    • @identifyyourself5684
      @identifyyourself5684 Před 6 lety +1

      yeah Victoria go up to mass go hang out in the country it beats the LA TRAFFIC any day

    • @ShannonShenanigans79
      @ShannonShenanigans79 Před 6 lety

      The house is freaking AMAZING OMG I love the fact that she comes from that but yet is so genuine accepting and non-judgmental of people. You're always my number 1 V but she's definitely grown on me 😂❤😘

    • @bricelarie6527
      @bricelarie6527 Před 6 lety

      Ouch is aïe in rench ...
      But these are falbella's
      Int hey ?

    • @summerangelmartinez5344
      @summerangelmartinez5344 Před 6 lety

      Victoria X Rave you and Steph are both farm girls❤

  • @jendesign5537
    @jendesign5537 Před 4 lety

    Such a warm and loving family! Beautiful home Stephi thanks for the tour!

  • @andydasilva8786
    @andydasilva8786 Před 6 lety

    One of the most down to earth being that's in this life time so beautiful Stephi wish you all the best.

  • @Sara-gc2zy
    @Sara-gc2zy Před 6 lety +4

    Wow that is such a beautiful home / farm! Wow!!!!!

  • @tamiecervantes7051
    @tamiecervantes7051 Před 6 lety +3

    im so happy youre home for a minute. i was worried about your health and thought you should take a break. bless you and your family seems so lovely

  • @judithjohnson2111
    @judithjohnson2111 Před 6 lety

    Oh Stephie, I loved this video. Everybody was so surprised & so happy to see you. Your childhood home is beautiful. Im so glad you did this. Im in MA. too. Welcome home sweet Stephie.🌸💞💕

  • @stephanie1971a
    @stephanie1971a Před 6 lety

    Hi Stephi, it was so lovely seeing and hearing both of your sisters' reactions!! Enjoy spending time with your family and I hope you have a wonderful time creating some wonderful art!
    Oh I almost forgot to say........I love cats (we have 3) & my daughter & I love pins (we have lots & lots) , so I have ordered one of yours!! Sending you hugs from York, England xx

  • @lindahanshew4271
    @lindahanshew4271 Před 6 lety +3

    Thank you fir showing us your life. Your such a sweetheart Stephi ♥️

  • @vashogunartist
    @vashogunartist Před 6 lety +9

    Best of luck getting things back together with your health and finances. Glad you were able to get home and spend time with family! Keep your chin up, and prayers my friend!

  • @shellymac7597
    @shellymac7597 Před 6 lety

    I got teary eyed over the reactions of your family members. Your family loves you very much.

  • @Tea4tessa
    @Tea4tessa Před 6 lety

    I absolutely loved seeing your sisters reactions. I have two older sisters myself. Just by them saying your name I felt like I could tell how much they adore you. Nothing is stronger than the bond of three sisters!!💪🏼💜

  • @Livfree33
    @Livfree33 Před 6 lety +7

    Thank you for sharing your roots with us!!

  • @whatupwoofie6577
    @whatupwoofie6577 Před 6 lety +9

    If your not feeling well home is where you should be.You have a loving family and beautiful home.💜

  • @bradgroat9802
    @bradgroat9802 Před 6 lety

    Aww you're family and childhood home are amazing. Much love, Stephi!

  • @evalenasbabys
    @evalenasbabys Před 6 lety

    You have the most kindest soul I can feel it just by watching your videos. Thank you for sharing your life with us friend!

  • @FarisJaclyn
    @FarisJaclyn Před 6 lety +27

    I love horses. I live in Iowa and ride horses too. Maybe you should ride again. Horses can be therapeutic for some people. I am so sorry for your loss sweetheart.

  • @threeqtrtime
    @threeqtrtime Před 6 lety +7

    Praise God, I am so happy you are home.
    Hugs n love to you sweet girl ❤️❤️

  • @smallbee1234
    @smallbee1234 Před 6 lety

    Stephi, this video really tugged at my heart strings. Family is everything and that fact that everybody was so happy to see you tells me you are truly loved by them. Love conquers all.

  • @JourneywithJill418
    @JourneywithJill418 Před 6 lety

    Awwww Stephi - seeing Ur reunion with Ur Dad and Sisters was So awesome
    So heartfelt here
    Brought tears to my eyes
    Gurl- u R lovely. Please get much rest and Heal ur beautiful heart, soul and body
    I just love Ur energy
    Ur Horses are beautiful too

  • @thenamesloca
    @thenamesloca Před 6 lety +5

    Your sister's reactions made me cry I loved it I love you i wish we could be friends 😭😭 You're so strong dude and cool. Keep doing ya thang 🤘

  • @jershaus
    @jershaus Před 6 lety +5

    That was sweet. You should keep close to family. You never get another one, so make the best of what you have. Push all the bad stuff away, let it go, and be happy. Your sisters seem genuinly happy your home. Hugz!

  • @faithrandall2867
    @faithrandall2867 Před 6 lety

    I'm also a farm girl! Lol loved seeing your childhood home, and learning more about you. Super stoked to see new art from you, Stephi. ^-^

  • @julianbaughman7048
    @julianbaughman7048 Před 6 lety

    No matter where you go to,home is where you go from. Thank you for sharing your roots. Let us know when you're going to branch out again~

  • @amanda_howerton
    @amanda_howerton Před 6 lety +13

    I’m glad you’re taking a break & caring for your health! That’s most important!
    I hope you start feeling better & that you take this time to relax & take it easy! 🖤

  • @jaykaycee20
    @jaykaycee20 Před 6 lety +23

    No, Steffi.. I didn't like this video. I *LOVED* it.
    I'm happy to hear you are back home with family. They seemed very happy to see you. ❤

  • @abigailcabral1814
    @abigailcabral1814 Před 6 lety

    She’s an amazing person like really who would want to leave such a home. It just shows how much she dosent care about material things. We could all learn from this. Your a big inspiration Stephi and I love you.

  • @ashleymeek2738
    @ashleymeek2738 Před 5 lety

    Ahhh can I just say I love you & I'm so glad you have this channel! I am so glad that I got into a CZcams black hole bc I started with with watching videos about turning vans into tiny campers and stumbled on your video about how to make dreads - and here I am like 2 hours later and I LOVE you videos!! I cant wait to buy a pin 🐱. Your energy is so refreshing- thank you for sharing your journey with all of us ✌❤🌈

  • @lydiahalliday6532
    @lydiahalliday6532 Před 6 lety +4

    What a loving family! They were so happy to see you! As soon as I saw your dad I was like that's the guy that helped you build your bed in your car! You guys have a beautiful home and farm by the way. Love the pins and please do more videos with the fam!

  • @theworldisavampire3346
    @theworldisavampire3346 Před 6 lety +8

    As a mother (who is always worrying) I'm glad you are taking a break at home right now. I hope you are feeling stronger soon to continue your journey. Also, Not all journey's are travelled by foot. Your adventure continues.

  • @robinsego2745
    @robinsego2745 Před 6 lety

    I think it’s great your home getting your life is in order!! Wishing you lots of healing, love and creativity!💗💗💗

  • @cynthialugo-medina1478

    Hiya Stephi!! Sending you hugs!!! Your family loves you so much... Its apparent in the sheer delight they have upon seeing you. As always i'm sending you a bunch of love and light!!!

  • @honestlyprobably
    @honestlyprobably Před 6 lety +4

    I dont know how I came across your videos, but I have been watching them for about 2 months now. You are a gorgeous being with an equivalent soul. ♡

  • @didu2689
    @didu2689 Před 6 lety +3

    Omg this was so heartwarming, you should spend all the time in the world with your fam, they seems such nice and amazing people and that farm is a piece of heaven! Good for you Stephi, I am happy for you xx

  • @desiderata333
    @desiderata333 Před 6 lety

    I love this video. What a beautiful home you have. You’re very blessed to have such a lovely family as they are to have you! I’m happy you decided to come back home where your roots are for a while. Perhaps your mama had a hand in this somehow? I’d like to think so. You seem extra peaceful. I’m so glad. The cat pins are fabulous. I would love to buy one. Also, can’t wait to see more of your art. Sending you lots of love beautiful Stephi.
    Cindy 🕊💐🧚🏻‍♂️💖🧚‍♀️🧜🏻‍♀️🎼❌⭕️

  • @thealexanderwilliamgarcias1556

    You are the sweetest thing ever! I enjoy watching your videos & thank you so much for sharing with all of us here! When all else fails or doesn't go our way sometimes, its nice to know you have family & friends to go back to whenever you need them for support! You've inspired me to get out there and do more! Thank you so much!! Peace & Love!

  • @LRizzy69
    @LRizzy69 Před 6 lety +3

    Stephi, you're adorable and your family's house is HUGE! Hope your have a wonderful time with your family.This is my favourite video so far :) x Love from the UK!

  • @Jason-fz1zd
    @Jason-fz1zd Před 6 lety +32

    Hey Stephi you get better and relax you deserve a bit of rest love ya girl ❤️

  • @spookeehoowee1687
    @spookeehoowee1687 Před 6 lety

    It’s so good to see positive energy from your family. And you being happy. And them being happy to see you. I genuinely love this. You’re great, Steph!

  • @ryanoud5243
    @ryanoud5243 Před 6 lety +2

    You are such a unique person. It’s incredible how you can be so real when so many people are fake. I truly appreciate that and your voice relaxes anxiety.

  • @KayMadison
    @KayMadison Před 6 lety +3

    I really loved this video. Thanks for sharing this part of your life Stephi ❤️

  • @jadecroft4241
    @jadecroft4241 Před 6 lety +4

    i love this new content of you being home and hearing all about this, by far my favourite video of you stephi 💓🌱

  • @zenabby5540
    @zenabby5540 Před 4 lety

    Your videos make me smile so much Stephi! You’re such a pure, beautiful soul xx

  • @Sarah1211.
    @Sarah1211. Před 6 lety

    Aaawwww ! I love your family, and your home is so awesome. Thanks for sharing more of your life with us.

  • @LifeByJen
    @LifeByJen Před 6 lety +21

    Love this vlog! More family vlogs please!!!

  • @Tori-pu5xp
    @Tori-pu5xp Před 6 lety +113

    YOUR GRANDMA THO 😭😭😭

  • @kalynaileen9984
    @kalynaileen9984 Před 6 lety

    Love your home Stephi! It looks like a truly beautiful place. I loved your sister's reactions to your arrival as well, both made me wish I had a sister

  • @brianrandall3972
    @brianrandall3972 Před 6 lety

    Ive been following you off and on for a while. It's always cool when you find out someone's from the same area. I grew up in Mass as well. And after moving from State to state, town to town I'm back in Mass. Never been to California, but I have a feeling I'd love it.. My neighbor growing up had horses and an ex of mine did also. So I love riding and there's really nothing else like it... Riding motorcycles is close second. Well that's enough from me, I love your videos

  • @brimarma6549
    @brimarma6549 Před 6 lety +3

    I’ve been following you for quite a while and this video was among the very best you’ve made! Thank you so so much for sharing it with us 🙏🏻🤗Love from the Aland Islands (Finland) 💜

  • @Potentialbliss
    @Potentialbliss Před 6 lety +28

    Home sweet home :) enjoy

  • @claireb5946
    @claireb5946 Před 6 lety

    You are so special Stephi. Beautiful person inside and out. I'm happy you are home.

  • @chachaluv7
    @chachaluv7 Před 6 lety

    Loved learning more about you! It's always so neat to see where people sprouted from. So neat that you come from farming roots! You rest up, and get better. Can't wait to see more from you soon

  • @Tw0C4t
    @Tw0C4t Před 6 lety +3

    It makes my heart so happy to see your family so excited that youre back❤️

  • @19HuskyWolf70
    @19HuskyWolf70 Před 6 lety +3

    You seem happy to be home..this brought a smile...

  • @xoanchoredforeverox
    @xoanchoredforeverox Před 6 lety

    I loved this video! It's nice to see how people grew up and their families. It's a nice way to connect

  • @hoytbrown8252
    @hoytbrown8252 Před rokem

    You are a very lovely woman. If you ever come thru Arkansas stop by I love in the country . Love the life you have.

  • @unhappylaura
    @unhappylaura Před 6 lety +118

    This is my favorite video of yours.

  • @emptysoul5057
    @emptysoul5057 Před 6 lety +4

    I'm glad you're back home it seemed dangerous for you to be out living in your car all lonely like that I'm a driver and I deliver to LA area all the time lots of shooting goes on every night in fact one of my stops has an armed guard to escorts you into the building because to many drivers were getting shot and or robbed just trying to enter the shipping office at night yay you're safe

  • @KaylaGibs
    @KaylaGibs Před 6 lety

    As a fellow New Englander who also hasn't been home in a while... something about hearing you went to 99 made me smile but also sad. My grandparents love that place as well.

  • @2cyco911
    @2cyco911 Před 6 lety

    Just got back to my dad's place after 8 months on the road traveling best feeling being home! Great to see more of your life . You an amazing person

  • @meaghanjewett8973
    @meaghanjewett8973 Před 6 lety +3

    5:45 Peep that watermelon in the background xD everyone seemed so happy to see you. I just recently came home for the summer from college and it's nice... for a minute. Enjoy your time and don't let the change get to ya

  • @6kine6tic67
    @6kine6tic67 Před 6 lety +4

    This was great. Chill and positive vibes as always from your vlogs 👍

  • @jasonsignor7237
    @jasonsignor7237 Před 5 lety

    Oh my goodness the love between you & your family members is beautiful! ❣️🥰

  • @jessiefogarty8119
    @jessiefogarty8119 Před 6 lety

    Now I understand why I find you so relatable. I grew up in a very similar area in Connecticut. I love your families house and I’m glad you can recover a bit and plan your next steps. Love your videos so much. 💖

  • @blasta1218
    @blasta1218 Před 6 lety +3

    HOME! :) get well Stephi. This is so exciting to be 🏡

    • @eamonandbec
      @eamonandbec Před 6 lety

      Sending her so much positivity and love!

  • @adrianaxcx777
    @adrianaxcx777 Před 6 lety +11

    And omg I totally cried when your sis saw you😭💋💖

  • @kimf.7351
    @kimf.7351 Před 6 lety

    He must be a hell of a mechanic! So glad you are home!

  • @kellyknott7031
    @kellyknott7031 Před 6 lety

    You literally live on my dream property... The only dream I've ever had is to live on a farm where I have enough property for a couple horses. Knowing now that you liked to ride and probably care about the horses a lot makes me realize why I like you so much :) have fun at home, your family seems very sweet and loving. 💜

  • @loph3313
    @loph3313 Před 6 lety +5

    Stephie is literally my most favourite CZcamsr ever!!!

  • @Jason-fz1zd
    @Jason-fz1zd Před 6 lety +7

    Love the tour Stephi you got horses we have 3 at my aunts

  • @xvsj-s2x
    @xvsj-s2x Před 4 lety

    Stephi , you’re Amazing 😉 “wild child” might not be an interesting enough of a moniker. You’re an incredible “Free”spirit, I totally connect. Thxs for sharing 😻 my best to you always ❤️🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒🚒

  • @TheCvele1974
    @TheCvele1974 Před 2 lety

    Been binge watching on most of your videos in the last few days. God bless you young lady. 🙏