A Mistaken Belief of Love english ver. 【Oktavia】アイアルの勘違い 【英語で歌ってみた】
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- čas přidán 14. 03. 2019
- !! DO NOT WATCH THIS VIDEO BEYOND 2:50 IF YOU HAVE SENSITIVITY TO FLASHING IMAGES- there are a LOT beyond this point!!! also this is a spooky song. if you don’t do well with horror, i would also advise simply listening to my soundcloud cover, since the lyrics don’t imply the same amount of horror that wooma’s (lovely) pv does.
wuh oh! the cat didn’t like that!
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Lyrics: www.tumblr.com/blog/view/soni...
(Please feel free to use! They are based on the translation I commissioned from EJ Translations. Thank you as always for coming through for me for the obscure songs I want to sing with quality translations like THAT hahaha. Check them out here!: ejtranslations.wordpress.com).
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I’m gonna swear. This is an edgy video so I can do that right? Okay. I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG. I FUCKING LOVE NIRU KAJITSU SO MUCH, SHAMA IS A GAY ANTHEM. After kind of wallowing over Hated by life itself, I really wanted to do a song that I knew was in my range and that I KNEW I would have a lot of fun singing- I was definitely inspired by miy_yuu's cover. This was that song. Although I spent a while agonizing over how to translate the title drop (Me, sweating furiously: Okay “gai” in “kanchigai” sounds weird split up but it sounds weird sliding together too???? Would a slide on “loved” work??? FUCK). Overall, the lyrics of this song are less about making sense and more about sounding good (LOTS of rhyming from word to word), so that’s what I went for in my translyrics. Hopefully my mix is okay too LOL (how to mix like oktavia throw on effects and alter the volume until you give up and say “okay close enough”)
Not a whole lot else to say. This is the fourth covered I’ve uploaded right before spending the next day at Disneyland LOL (others were Huge Ego, Doctor Funk Beat & Rats Died). See you next time! Thanks for your support.
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♫ Credits ♫
Vocals/Mix/Sub: Oktavia
Music/Lyrics: Niru Kajitsu ( / @nilfruits )
Art/Movie: WOOMA ( / cherinka0921 ) - Hudba
This song and lyrics are great!!!
Also, yeah you may need to watch it once more or twice to understand the story. But, simply this is a man who has no one. No other soul in his life other than his pet cat. He loved his pet cat, she filled his void. Eventually, he got the sense his beloved pet didn't love him as much. Eventually, fear and paranoia got the better of him. That turned to anger. He killed his pet, after the accident he attempted suicide. Failing and falling, he passed out. Most likely the video is his delusional dream from his failed attempt. He woke in the morning, having to face what he's done.
Obviously at this point, the strange red and black persona is to represent his cat. With all this in mind, hopefully everything becomes a lot clearer.
The man is Ai, while the cat is named Aru. The title also translates to "Ai and Aru's misunderstanding". The human form Aru takes throughout the video is a youkai, and Aru haunts him for what he did. He tries to make Ai remember what he did throughout the video, and once that happened (2:56) it resulted in youkai Aru's death. Ai suffers from multiple mental illnesses and addictions, as seen through the pills, smashed bottles and cigarettes. Aru seems to recognise one of his spirals/panic attacks as seen in 1:41.
These are all details, and while they change a bit of the story, it's really about the perspective.
This is so good. I swear, a dislike button should never exist on an Oktavia song.
You're right, but as usual there's no dislikes so far duh
Her voice sounds amazing on this
@@Jeremy-se1kp
There are 2 dislikes now.
D:
I AGREE 1000% WITH THIS STATEMENT
Lol i disagree. It helps to show areas of improvement and therefore helps her.
@@flatlineingcontradiction4999 how does a dislike help her improve? Most people that leave a dislike dont offer any ways for her to get better
1:39
T-pose to establish dominance
I'm sorry-
best comment
PastelisaBella was about to comment that lmao
yes
FUCK!!
You got here before me I was gonna say that
don't be sorry hahahaha
Im at the point now where i add each video you upload to my music playlist before even watch since i already now it will be good
Richard Hardtman same. I started to make cover playlist after I watched one of her covers.
the way the lyrics for the chorus are so witty like you might not realize the double meaning behind "i knew you never loved me. i knew but mistakenly believed." until you reach the last chorus because obviously there's the meaning of 'i knew you never loved me, but i still believed that you did no matter how false that delusion was because i needed your love so badly.' but then Ai (and the audience) realize that the true delusion, the actual mistaken belief was believing that the Aru never loved Ai.
"'i knew you never loved me,' i said and mistakenly believed" Ai was so convinced that Aru didn't love him, but he was wrong. we can even take it a step further and say Ai might've felt a sort of bitter smugness at being able to tell that Aru didn't love him: like he was always unloved and he can tell Aru's just another heartbreak. no exceptions. he _knows_ he's unlovable, so you can't trick him. he can only trick himself, and that's fine because at least that means he's in control. but he was wrong, and isn't that tragic? he couldn't see beyond the past pain and trauma. he couldn't see the love and its deep sincerity right in front of him.
"i knew that you never loved me. i knew and mistakenly believed." now the meaning changed. 'i knew that you never loved me and i believed that, but i was mistaken. you did love me, but i was too blinded by my self-loathing to realize.'
i know these are just translyrics and semantics and nuance and this and that, but these are really great translyrics and that's all i really wanted to say i just got carried away because i'm emotional and it's 4AM
Lyrics:
“Hey, what is this love in words?”
Each question I’ve answered, unsure
Ash, skin, swinging on a hook,
I’m gonna skim when I hit the books
Guess the gap in our bed tonight,
Threw out the clothing tattered
over time
Both can’t be saved that way, so
I’m going a bit insane
Ah, we all are bogged, “No bother”
our main aim
Pretend, pretense, the same in
saying “I’m laughing ‘cause I can!”
And I’m too nice, I can’t deny-yaiy-
yaiy
You wanna claim all you need
while I’m on my knees?
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
“Hey, what is this love even worth?
You refuse it, and you’ll only be
hurt.”
Though I swung and might’ve
missed your sleeve,
I’m not a kid- don’t berate me,
please
Guess the gap in our bed tonight,
Throughout the words I coughed
up, drowned in rhyme,
Still, were bent on staying blank,
so I took a breath to take their
place
Odd, these thoughts, this painful,
paper-thin Mayday
Divine Delight, your ego gains as
three days go down the drain
And I’m too nice, I can’t deny-yaiy,
but
Soon I’ll just play rendezvous until
I kill you
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
“Hey, is this love still returned?”
Pantomime, and questions
answered, I’m sure
One more’s seething deeper down,
But I’ll only notice such a dream in
doubt
“Yes, the gap in your bed tonight
too, like your room, is where you
won’t arrive.
Look ahead at the life you’ll soon
lack!” so the anti-Amendnest
laughs*
On and on, this tipping tipsy has
made a
Goodbye goodbye, “That’s right!”
you caution, I coughed the blood
we saw
No lie, these binds, though if I die-
yaiy-yaiy
Please swallow with my riches,
ridges, written for your kiss
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
“I knew you never loved me.”
I said and mistakenly believed
I knew that you never loved me
I knew, and mistakenly believed
Thank you, I love you
I love comments like these on music videos, especially when the description doesn't have the lyrics written out (sure, it's linked, but I'm on mobile and I like to read the lyrics as I'm listening)
AaHH I love this song!! I’m so happy?? Your voice will fit this so well!!
I love how you did the higher flower parts so much ??? If I could marry a song I would.
my roomate is a cat took a strange turn
the only regret i have whilst listening to this song is not being awake to listen to it before. oktavia out here just single-handedly curing my depression like she's some kind of goddess. also that range never ceases to amaze?? how do you hit those notes??? and those translyrics??? wow sis i'm Q U A K I N G
Honestly what I got fromthe animation was that this guy killed his cat and hung himself due to believing that his cat didn't love him back in the same way he loved he loved it. He obviously wasn't successful since at the end the knoose was still on his neck when he woke up but within his attempt of suicide he passes out and dreams of his cat as a demonic person and possibly relives the things they did and remembers the things his cat would do or say to make it seem like it loved him although he believed that the cat didn't. I do think the cat loved him back in their own way but was unable to convey that to him so the boy went insane from feeling like he was being toyed with and killed his cat but he realized after the fact that his cat actually loved him back. It's just a theory it could be completely wrong but I just gave it a shot.🤷
Actually, when I listen to this song, I think the story is similar but not the same.
I think that the boy might have come home and found his cat dead, and then tried to commit suicide. I'm looking at the lyrics, as well as the video, and in the video, it seems as if the cat is doing all the singing.
But I think that there were a few days between the boy finding his cat dead, and then trying to kill himself. I think over that time, he went insane, and thought many things, and then tried to kill himself, but failed. It looks like he fashioned a noose out of the window curtains in the back, as they're all ripped, and the noose is a white fabric like them.
He must have passed out, but the curtains ripped and left him on the ground next to his cat.
But when he enters this dream state, I think it's the cat saying that the boy never loved him, and just used his death as an excuse to kill himself.
i think it's about a past abusive relationship and he took out the trauma on his cat after having hallucinations + tried to kill himself
These are fucking great explanations and I would also like to chime in and say, that it was possible he was abandoned by people. Some of those people were probably only using him, than pushed him aside. So I can assume he was lonely and got a cat to cope with his lonilness.
Maybe in his dream he saw the cat as a tormentor (bc it looked sinister in some shots) which could possibly be why it has such a demonic kind of apperance.
Lovingthe sounds Great! Imma' piece out mine too base on you guys theory. How about the guy gave up on life for he is too miserable. He planned a suicide then his cat meowed at him. Thinking the cat would be left behind after, he then popped an immoral thought that led kitty onto death. Maybe thinking, they'll be together on the other side. Then he continue to end his life but it failed for the tie is weak and hit his head which made him asleep. There, he dreamt about his cat. Those lyrics are sung by the cat thinking she got tricked and all. In the end, he woke up. He didn't die.
Lovingthe sounds I’m........... I just
SCREE WHAT THE HECK- YOU’RE SO GOOD- ALL THE TIME- GG OKTAVIA- YOU’VE BESTED ME AGAIN!
Edit: -Am I the only one who absolutely loves this art style-
The artist is WOOMA! She’s done some other PVs as well + she has a YT channel for all her animations, you should check it out!
the song name can claim what it wants, but i know my love for this cover isn't mistaken ;O
ive watched/listened like 40 times now n i keep forgetting to comments but GIRL THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY FAVORITE COVERS U'VE DONE it's so good and i am....love.
wow, this song, wELL THAT ESCALATED. God this is so good tho?? Your voice is so incredible!! I love this so much, thank you thank you thank you!
Hey, what is this love in words?”
Each question I’ve answered, unsure
Ash, skin, swinging on a hook,
I’m gonna skim when I hit the books
Guess the gap in our bed tonight,
Threw out the clothing tattered over time
Both can’t be saved that way, so I’m going a bit insane
Ah, we all are bogged, “No bother” our main aim
Pretend, pretense, the same in saying “I’m laughing ‘cause I can!”
And I’m too nice, I can’t deny-yaiy-yaiy
You wanna claim all you need while I’m on my knees?
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
“Hey, what is this love even worth?
You refuse it, and you’ll only be hurt.”
Though I swung and might’ve missed your sleeve,
I’m not a kid- don’t berate me, please
Guess the gap in our bed tonight,
Throughout the words I coughed up, drowned in rhyme,
Still, were bent on staying blank, so I took a breath to take their place
Odd, these thoughts, this painful, paper-thin Mayday
Divine Delight, your ego gains as three days go down the drain
And I’m too nice, I can’t deny-yaiy, but
Soon I’ll just play rendezvous until I kill you
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
“Hey, is this love still returned?”
Pantomime, and questions answered, I’m sure
One more’s seething deeper down,
But I’ll only notice such a dream in doubt
“Yes, the gap in your bed tonight
too, like your room, is where you won’t arrive.
Look ahead at the life you’ll soon lack!” so the anti-Amendnest laughs*
On and on, this tipping tipsy has made a
Goodbye goodbye, “That’s right!” you caution, I coughed the blood we saw
No lie, these binds, though if I die-yaiy-yaiy
Please swallow with my riches, ridges, written for your kiss
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
“I knew you never loved me.”
I said and mistakenly believed
I knew that you never loved me
I knew, and mistakenly believed
HYPE! I can’t wait to hear your incredible voice in a new song!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
hikaru station I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!!
I WOKE UP TW O MINUT ES AGO OKTAVIAAAAA THIS IS SO GOOD.... THE LYRICS... HOW YOU CAPTURED THE TONE AND FEEL OF THE RHYME IN THE ORIGINAL JP... YOUR VOCALS.... IM CRYING GOOD JOB
I CAME AS SOON AS I HEARD-
Shay Unique A N G E L I C A?
All the way from London?
D A Y U M
I heard the cry from outer space.
-Itsahamiltonrefrence-
AHH This is so freaking good! Your voice is still so freaking pretty! And you sang this song so freaking well!
Hi I just found you really recently but I just cannot stop listening to your covers! Your voice is so indescribably beautiful, it’s quite the experience. Thank you for sharing it with us! It sounds like from your descriptions you’ve been having a rough time and I really hope things look up for you soon. Much love!
I can't describe how amazing this is!!!! I've been loving all the new stuff you've been putting out recently!!!!!
Hard crying because you covered one of my favorite songs omg!!!
THIS IS AMAZING AND I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE FEELING GOOD ENOUGH TO SING AGAIN!!! ❤❤❤
Another amazing cover!!! 💕 wonderful as always
Ahhhh OMG! You're voice really improved and this might be one of the best covers from you!
Oktavia, Oktavia, Oktavia.
This is where you strive girl! These are the songs you should be doing!
Your voice is meant to range like this, not force too high. Beautifully done.
thanks oktavia, i didn't know this song and now I'm obsessed
lovely as always!
this is honestly the best english cover of ANY vocaloid song honestly, tbh i would die for a cover of kilmer by you
Never clicked a video so fast in my life. I love your voice!!
Amazing as always!!
THIS IS ALREADY SO GOOD IM GONNA CRY OKTAVIA THANK U
How do i favorite an entire channel? Seriously, all the covers you do are awesome!
I HAD AN OBSESSION WITH NIRU KAJITSU FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS AND YOU DECIDE TO COVER THIS AMAZING SONG WITH SUCH A TALENTED VOICE????? OMG OKTAVIA GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!
I really love this cover!! I never heard this song before and it’s so catchy. Thanks for covering it
I honesly love this alot, it's rare for english covers of vocaloids to be actually be good because often singers (especially female) try to push their voice to the point where it strains and sounds uncomfortable even for the viewer. With your voice, it sounds natural! You have a good range! I especially love how you sung when the song picked up at the last chorus, your voice was a PERFECT amount of high !!! And the scream at the very end omg it was amazing. My only criticism is how you suddenly changed pitch at 00:39, I feel like you could of had a smoother transition than that. But overall this was really good like shiiit
AAAAaaaAAAAaaaa. I'm cryyyying. I love it so much! I can't believe I didn't notice it any sooner. I've been waiting for this one. Such a wonderful job!
AAAH YESSS THANK YOU OKATAVIA I LOVE THIS SONG!! I SAW THE THUMBNAIL AND WAS LIKE, "w o o m a??" this is one of my fave songs from niru kajitsu ah, and there isn't a lot of covers of it, im so so happy one of my fave people covered this!!
your cover of this song is so fuckin clean dude, idk why this dont got any more views. The raw power in your voice at the end is really icing on the cake!
oh hey! ive been having a pretty bad day until i checked my subscriptions and saw this! lovely cover as always!!
Is it bad I was reloading my page like 50 times just so I can watch it as soon as it comes out
AAAA I LOVE IT, YOU DID SUCH A GOOD JOBBB
Your voice is so pleasant and amazing!!
Oh~It's another bop! You're killing it with these songs Oktavia~!
Another awesome cover! It’s incredible how many different songs you’ve been able to cover, no matter what you cover it always turns out fantastic.
Great job :)
God I was WAITING for that swelling climax part that was GORGEOUS ur voice fitted it so well
“Hey, what is this love in words?”
Each question I’ve answered, unsure
Ash, skin, swinging on a hook,
I’m gonna skim when I hit the books
Guess the gap in our bed tonight,
Threw out the clothing tattered over time
Both can’t be saved that way, so I’m going a bit insane
Ah, we all are bogged, “No bother” our main aim
Pretend, pretense, the same in saying “I’m laughing ‘cause I can!”
And I’m too nice, I can’t deny-yaiy-yaiy
You wanna claim all you need while I’m on my knees?
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
“Hey, what is this love even worth?
You refuse it, and you’ll only be hurt.”
Though I swung and might’ve missed your sleeve,
I’m not a kid- don’t berate me, please
Guess the gap in our bed tonight,
Throughout the words I coughed up, drowned in rhyme,
Still, were bent on staying blank, so I took a breath to take their place
Odd, these thoughts, this painful, paper-thin Mayday
Divine Delight, your ego gains as three days go down the drain
And I’m too nice, I can’t deny-yaiy, but
Soon I’ll just play rendezvous until I kill you
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
“Hey, is this love still returned?”
Pantomime, and questions answered, I’m sure
One more’s seething deeper down,
But I’ll only notice such a dream in doubt
“Yes, the gap in your bed tonight
too, like your room, is where you won’t arrive.
Look ahead at the life you’ll soon lack!” so the anti-Amendnest laughs*
On and on, this tipping tipsy has made a
Goodbye goodbye, “That’s right!” you caution, I coughed the blood we saw
No lie, these binds, though if I die-yaiy-yaiy
Please swallow with my riches, ridges, written for your kiss
I knew you never loved me
I knew, but mistakenly believed
I knew you never loved me
I knew you never loved me
“I knew you never loved me.”
I said and mistakenly believed
I knew that you never loved me
I knew, and mistakenly believed
I’m just hypnotized by the passion in your voice!!! Wonderful upload!!! 💖💖💖
holy shit holy shit!! I was listening to this a while ago hoping for a translation from anyone but I couldn't find one, and you've made a cover for this??? omg thank you!!! and your voice is as awesome as ever!
Ahhhh! I absolutely adore this!
Oktavia, you did a brilliant job on this.
I loved your cover so far
holy shit wait ok shit this made me cry? im shaking? this is so amazing and better than i ever couldve expected. i love you, i love niru, i love wooma, i love miy_yuu, and just wow my heart is racing goodnight
This is a *powerful* cover. I'm completely in love!
This sounds amazing!!!!!!
OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH I WAS ADDICTED TO THIS SONG NOT LONG AGO AND HAD TO BE SATISFIED WITH ONLY YAMA'S COVER
I love this song and your cover of it is absolutely beautiful!
I’ve never heard this song but just hearing you sing it makes me a fan of it!
this sounds amazing! you did such a good job on it! love it :3
Why didn't I get my notification earlier?? I MISSED OUT MAN! Great cover as always, your voice sounds really nice with this
WoW GREAT JOB! This was actually great this deserves more views!!!
This reiterates the utter adoration of your work that was never lost. Damn this is awesome.
Omg the sudden change in pitch in the first refrain KILLED me!! This is so good it's unbelievable
I GOT CHILLS OMFG
I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA ABSOLUTELY SLAP I'M IN LOVE. THANK YOU FOR THIS GIFT.
This is so perfect it??? Yeah. You sound so lovely the entire time. Ugh I just wanna support you more..... Anyways, thanks for singing this, and I hope you had a fun time doing so!
Verrrrryyyy Nice. Yet again. Good stuff
I literally can’t find any other covers for songs from this artist that are this good, Octavia has got to do more songs from them
I"M CRYING AND HAPPY AAAA I LOVE THIS SM
Every time you make a cover, I realize how truly beautiful and unique your voice is 😍
WOAH you sound so smooth and captivating!!
oh god, I love this cover so much. thank you!!
OKTAVIA HOW COULD I DISCOVERED THIS ARTIST NOT EVEN A MONTH AGO INM CRYING I LOVE YOU ❤️❤️
so good! your voice is amazing!!!
OH BOY THIS IS OMG SO GOOD ♡ You gained a new subbie!
This was so good!!!!!!!!!!
Definitely one I'll be listening to over and over. It suits your voice so well and you sing with an awesome intensity that fits the story.
It's always an amazing day when you upload.
Love you to death! Keep up the work. :-)
2:56 chills
Aaaaa I love that song and I love your voice
Oh my god your high notes on this are so fucking clean eargasm
The strong vocals at the end too ohmy
Wow, usually I’m not a fan of English covers of vocaloid songs (usually like original covers) but the translations and your voice and tone is just perfect!! 2:57 I fell in love with your style. I listened to your cover before the original song and now the original feels lacking at this part (probably due to the amazing pv). You are doing great!!
OKTAVIA OWNS MY SOAL IM DYING LIKE THIS IS SO GOOD I T RESONATES WITHIN I LOVE YOU
god ur covers are a gift to us all thank u
THIS IS SO GOOD ! ! ! lyrics are amazing your voice is amazing this song is amazing???? good job !!!! now to listen to this on repeat forever
WingsLy I lobe u wings
YES! Such a godly voice.
I love the beginning like oml im obsessed
I rarely read description on videos but Oktavia's are the exception they always hold some gold in them
Literally the best singer ever across all music 😭
hooooooolYYYYYYYYYYYY CRRAAAAPP MY WIG IS OFFICIALLY DISINTIGRATED---
The vocals are just DIVINE, the pitch changes are just addicting to listen to.
MY QUEEN, you did it again!! Bravo!
I've never listened to the original before your cover, but now that I have... Your cover is still absolute perfection (though it always is, so saying that is kind of redundant haha). Seriously, how you inject so much power and emotion and beauty in your voice eludes me.
i havent listened to it yet but i already liked it and added it to my playlist
Thank for the amazing cover
YEA!!! That was great! Have fun at Disneyland!!!
神動画見つけてしまった…。
最高👍👍👍
I come running at the sight of an Oktavia upload. My phones keyboard now frequently recognizes their name.
Why didn't I get notified about this! Notifications are on but I didn't get it until now ahh.. Amazing cover as always!
yes thank you so much. the last couple days were rough so this is a blessing.
You sang this so well. The song is so creepy and weird, it's amazing
okaysoioversleptbuT as always your voice is just?? breathtaking?? the higher notes giving me chillS,, im so happy to see you post again ;v;
THE QUEEN HAS POSTED
i can hear the miyuu influence but it fits so well with your voice ??? im in love ,,, the ending high note ? ?? i-