what happened to me
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- čas přidán 29. 08. 2024
- I'm coming back after about 10 months. Here is what happened to me- and several other people. Or at least the biggest thing that's sucked that time away. With Luna and MK: @lunakahlia3762
⚠️ CW: Sickness, mold, brief mention of mental & physical illness struggles.
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Thank you for creating with me.
I clean my wife's model ships and I use a blush brush to get most the dust then I take a tissue on a stick and wrap it around it and kinda scrub the little skinny places (think long q-tip lol). ANYWAYS BESIDES THE POINT! Hope youre all getting better and hope to see you active again! 😊
That's a great idea 😭 thank you. Double thank you.
I’m so excited that you’re making videos again!!!! I hope everything get less chaotic for you. You will always be my comfort creator
Got into university, I'm realizing why people with ADHD have more trouble in higher education.. But yee happy you're going to be coming back!
ohohooo yeap that realization can be a whopper. Not impossible though, talking to the right professors helps so much! Rooting for you!
The pure chaos of cleaning a boat while quietly explaining TRAUMA is a very soothing nice job there, glad you’re ... able to breath better
I completely understand the issues with a slumlord. I have one as well, and good gods it's ridiculous dealing with them. I'm glad y'all are doing better.
First, thank you for the update. I figured you were alive, somewhere. But, it's nice to have confirmation. Hopefully, things will continue improving, now that y'all have found a place to settle in. 🤠👍
By His Holy Noodliness In Space, it is good to see you again! I'm elated, while also in saddened shock to hear about the horrid circumstances you lived through and are living through, wow. Did the mold-exposure cause lasting health damage to anyone involved? I hope the court proceedings bleed that landlord dry, and then some. Jesus! Just sitting through this shortened report was a rollercoaster of feelings, I can't fathom what it's like for you people. 💔
I sincerely wish you the best, and would love to see and hear from you more often, whenever doable/desirable. Sadly I can't donate anything as I'm stranded on dry-fund-lands as well - I quit college to chase a job contract but then the work world spit me out, now I'm lost and can't afford anyone's patreon. :/ I have (to have) some faith that it'll all figure itself out for all of us, eventually, somehow. Sigh. Hard times all around. I'm really glad you got a new place, though, that's a promising new start, right? Much love.
PS: One note: I don't know how fast you think the average neurodivergent can read? I enjoyed the added comic relief from those captions but my god did I have to skip back and pause a lot. All in all, it probably adds up to having watched the video three times in one sitting, and sometimes the captions landed in spaces the pause-screen would cover up. Heh. [slightly exasperated exhail] If there was a way to do that differently in future (perhaps in landscape format?), that would be lovely. 🌹
oh goodness so many things
your transition seems to have been going really well!!!!! i love your voice and look!!! look at the boy!! (gender neutral?)
so sorry to hear about the mold im gonna book a plane to beat up the australian landlord smh-
i hope you have a good time in australia once the mold dust is all settled!
Glad to see you're doing ok, Azrai
I'd can't wait to see more videos from you but please make sure to look after yourself
Your health and well being is still important to us
Hehe I've been keeping up with you on Twitter but it's so exciting to see you back on CZcams 💛💛 Don't feel pressured!! I promise I (and i think a very big majority of your viewers) will consume any content you put out very happily lmao
This is extremely kind and appreciated, thank you 😭
Hope you're doing well. Your videos, larp, asunderland. You are one of the main reasons I am into the things I am now and am pursuing my goals, you and many others have inspired me greatly and I'm sure you with others and continue to do so
Oh, my god....I'm not a regular viewer and just discovered you but I also dealt with this exact. same. thing! Toxic mold, a shitty landlord, the health issues that came from the mold, trying to figure out how much stuff I should just throw out vs keep because I got sick from the mold and so do I really want to be around any of the stuff that's been contaminated even if I technically "cleaned" it and what if it still has mold spores on it that I'm bringing into clean spaces...the hundreds of loads of laundry with vinegar and special mold cleaner, the sheer amount of time and crazy amount of money it takes to deal with this, as well as to recuperate your health, much less start a civil suit....it's in.sane. Sending you wishes for a full recovery and for all of it to be over soon.
So sorry to hear about all the difficulties but very happy to see you again on the CZcamss
Glad you're still with us. Been watching that chaotic mess happen with several levels of horror and fury. I hope you can get back to doing what you love soon
SO glad to see you doing alright! I've missed you so much, even if I've like... never commented before lol
And omg I hope the cleaning and decontaminating process goes well! I too once lived in a house infected with toxic mold for an unfortunate, miserable, deathly ill 15 years. Yes, I was very very sick. Yes, I am permanently physically impaired from it. The landlords also did nothing for our case. Screw landlords.
It's absolutely mortifying to discover mold in your home and body, and I seriously wish you guys the best with your recovery!!!
I'm currently a year out from leaving a similar situation, and still having symptoms/still smelling and feeling it on all my clothes and belongings. Doctors responses have ranged from telling me to get on psych meds (...I am on psych meds) to claiming to run tests for mold toxicity and then not doing it/refusing to answer questions and claiming the test never existed. I'm just trying to figure out whether I'm going crazy here, both in terms of continued contamination and continued health effects. (for what it's worth, the ppl I live rn with claim that any smell has long disappeared and that they aren't experiencing any symptoms. that being said, I AM, and absolutely everyone treats me like im nuts)
HELLO!!! WELCOME BACK!! I hope things improve for you soon!! ♥️♥️♥️
You’re in Australia!!!! That’s so exciting. Congrats
I'm so glad you're in a safer place. Please, keep us posted!
Whaaaa, welcome to aus!
You're in AUSTRALIA?!?! AHHH! Welcome, welcome! I mean, it's a shitty thing that's happened in the interim but I am glad you're on this side of the pond.
I'm so glad yall are OK and hopefully on the up and up! It is frustrating to hear that landlords are just as wont to be immoral there as it is in the US. Hopefully your next sitch is much, much safer.
Azzzz hi! Missed ya. Glad to see ya!!❤❤❤
YOU’RE ALIVE!!!! glad to see you’re doing well despite the mold and everything else fiasco!
i’m getting ready to turn in my first college application, and also planning on buying my first binder finally, so lots of firsts for me these next couple weeks :]
I love you I was on your patreon but I myself have also come to some unforeseen emergency costs that have left me broke but i love your videos and content and hope you things get better I'll always be one of your biggest fans and wish you well
Welcome back to the internet and may it be a smoother time for you now!
AZZZZZZ!!!! I MISSED YOUR HANDSOME FACE!!! I hope things get better!! And excited to see stuffs c:
YOUR EXCITED TO MAKE VIDEOS!?? IM EXCITEX FOR YOU TO MAKE VIDEOS!!! I CANT WAITTTT!!! UR SO COMFORTING FOR ME
Yikes! Hope things get smoother! (and a lot less moldy!)
WELCOME BACK! I went to twin mask because of you and had a wonderful time! I’ve been larping for a year now partially thanks to your videos! We missed you!!!
Welcome back!! Looking forward to getting to see more of your adventures.
Welcome back! I'm sorry to hear about what happened, but I hope it gets resolved sooner than later!
oh geez! i am so sorry for what has been happening with y'all. health stuff is no joke...! i hope you're doing better now, can recover and get back to what you love...!
Welcome back, we’ve missed you so much. Also, it’s my birthday, I’m 17 🥳
Welcome to Aus! We got some good LARP stuff here! (And some not so good).
Hoping to see you at some events!
Take care of yourself you lovely human! 😍
I hope you're keeping well. I've been following your journey for some time, and Congrats on discovering the true you and all the best wishes.
I’m so happy for you and honestly I would’ve watched the long video too, I just love your content. You made me crack up with saying a Roo is jacked it’s true but I’ve never heard someone who isn’t Aussie say that🤣 love it dude.
I’m really glad you’re ok and wish a very calm winter for you all (or summer, I suppose)
Oh Az, i'm so happy to See you again. Especially well. I look forward to what's to come
I'm so glad to hear you're OK! And I'm looking forward to you making vids again!
Eelcome back! Sounds rough... but I am glad to see you!
I hope stuff continues to gett better for you 💚
So happy to see you here! Wow quite the adventures you have been on. Happy to hear you guys are ok.❤
As someone with a very shitty landlord (we are missing several floorboards and they are refusing to do anything about it) I can relate to that quite a lot, thankfully our mold problem has not gotten to the point where it's affecting our health. Good luck to you with everything that is going on, and fuck your old landlord.
I'd seen something about the mold on twitter but good LORD I am so very glad everyone is more or less okay???
Hey! Welcome back!
Holy shit im so glad you're back, I missed your work very much :)
Hey Az! It's good that you are back and okay(ish). It's been a weird time since you left and I've missed your content! I hope you love Australia
It is so good to see your face again, it has been too long. Glad to see you're coming out the other side of this. Even just hearing your voice brings me so much comfort, cant wait to see what you have in store for your channel. 🥰
Wait a whole turkey in pie time , you’re booed up in Australia?! Oh noor lol jk happy you’re back !
Glad to see you’re still kicking!
Gods!!! I hope that bastard landlord gets what is coming to 'em. This is v beside the point but one of my bffs admitted they were trans. We are all dnd adhd goblins and I sent them your videos so they feel more validated and accepted. I am glad, despite all the nonsense, you are getting on your feet and start your new life in scary animal land! You are, as always, adorable and wonderful and I wish you the best. :)
I'm so glad you're ok!
ah the classic conundrum of landlords giving no fs over mold in the property unless the tenant is at fault o-o
I'd love to go to Australia. My bf is from NSW. He loves messing with me by speaking a lot of Aussie slang. Watch out for the drop bears.
Great to see you back on youtube and hope things are good for you. Happy Thanksgiving.
Mold and shitty landlords are no joke. So great to hear from you and glad you're in a good place now. Looking after oneself and one's loved ones comes first, of course, but awesome that you're in a place to be able to make more videos, more awesome LARP and adjacent geek content is a precious thing.
Hi Azrai I support you greetings to you from London UK 🇬🇧
Glad you ok, you look fire by the way
Thank you 😭
i am so happy for you, hope you like your life in Australia and I wish you only the best in life. Thanks to you I started LARPing and making a lot of costumes myself. Even swards =)
Dropping some support in ☺️ it's super late for me so will catch the video in the morning, till then ☕
Welcome to Australia, where the rental market is diabolical, but at least the emergency departments are free. No better journey than to travel for love, no better destination than the land where all the native animals look mystical.
Man, if you had me there, I would have been able to smell out that mold instantly. I'm terribly allergic to it and I can smell it in a building the instant I walk into them. I'm a walking mold radar. My eyes get all red and puffy and I start having breathing troubles within minutes of being exposed to the typical residential molds.
I'm glad things are kinda working out for you? Also... Australia... wow. Didn't see that coming. Enjoy.
Missed you, guy~!
Hugs and, fuggin', I dunno * *throws cash at your Ko-Fi* *
you're a saint 🥲
Agreed, FUCK LANDLORDS
also HI IM GLAD TO SEE YOU, im glad everything is turning out for the better right now, im glad you can get back to filming and videomaking and doing what you love!
Glad to see & hear you are doing well hearts, smiles and loves all your way Azrai. 😁💙 Also, side note YES! F*ck landlords that are so un-intentive even when it comes to a person's health.
Landlords are indeed vile scum of the earth. But it's good to see you alive. I hope everything gets better for you. Take all the time you need to recover. We can wait, your wellbeing can't.
I was recently wondering where have you been and why are you so absent 😅
But hopefully everything is getting better now (health, house issues, etc) and hope to see you soon on the internet 😁💜
Not sure who you are, or how I got here, but you have a comfy voice. I'll stick around 😊
Hey, I actually had a similar problem with mold (and am also a costumer), is there any way you've found to actually decontaminate besides just throwing everything away? I'm down to less than 20% of my previous, LOVELY costume stash, and still having constant illness (despite everyone else in my household swearing up and down that they aren't having any symptoms/that they don't smell anything/etc). I understand that it's probably an affect of trauma, not anything physical, but I figured I'd ask what methods you've tried so far/what's worked/what hasn't. Any anecdotes/advice on the medical side would also b welcome as doctors have not been willing to listen.
But how do you get the vinegar smell out?
Glad you're safe and alive and healing!
Ah, Australian landlords and their habits of completely ignoring renters rights and safety. Possibly the only thing scarier than all our spiders and snakes combined. Probably literally more deadly too.
If you haven't already, it could be worth getting in contact with the renter's union for your state - unless you live in SA. For some reason we're just cursed and don't have one.
landlords LOVE not doing their jobs
It is… absolutely wild isn’t it?? Monstrous honestly
Man, mold can be a killer.
It really can. I had no idea how bonkers it could be until Luna started doing research and we started seeing specialists.
Been a while.
It sure has. And lemme tell ya every minute was spent trying to make it shorter 🥲
You look like the guy from treasure planet
Stop *bap* hiding and *bap* shutting us out *bap* whenever you are going through hardship *bap bap bap*
We can't help if ya do that. 😢
Sorry about all your troubles with the landlord and everything else. Hope you “take him to the cleaners” in court
Fuck landlords indeed!! Have a similar issue but luckily the mold is containable ish🥲 cant wait to see your work again! Take it easy you two! 💜💜💜