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I Finally Got A PET Scan... Results + What Happened To My Face?! 🤦🏻♀️
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- čas přidán 14. 08. 2024
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We are Brian & Jessica, a married couple who started on a life-changing whole food, plant-based weight loss journey back in June 2018. In June 2022, our lives were flipped upside-down when Jessica was diagnosed with Stage 3 (possibly 4) ovarian cancer. We continue to share our adventures (highs, lows, struggles & everything in between) in following a plant-based diet while keeping you up-to-date on Jessica's cancer treatment.
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Do you follow Tiffany Thinks???!!!
i eat vegan keto. 21 pounds down. It's doable.
Oh my goodness BRIAN. I literally had a vision of you trying vegan low carbohydrate as an experiment. (I get visions often but not necessarily specific of people I don't "know"...!) Not that you have to now but perhaps it's a Spirit-led idea
It helped you have a focus and improve health not because this style is a miracle, but it is indeed a health challenge and something you really enjoyed making all kinds of recipes for! (in the vision)
Please check out Joe Tippins cancer story- it may help u as it has done for hundreds of ppl. Of course your in Jesus's hands n I am sending prayers for you! God bless!
Girl is a warrior! Guy is the definition of a great husband.
Prayers and love 🙏 ❤
Well said. Aren’t they just a beautiful couple with sweet souls. I’m in England 🇬🇧 and I am inspired by their strength and love. God bless them xx
They inspire me, too, and they’re the age of my own kids!❤❤❤
You poor thing, bravery takes a lot of emotional energy. Give yourself grace, GOD knows you deserve it ❤
Amen 🙏🏼
Absolutely!❤
Brian - Thrilled to hear you say so emphatically you believe she will be healed! "All things are possible for one who believes." Mark 9:23. ❤
I am standing in faith with all who believe with us. Where two or more are gathered, there He is in the midst of us.
Amen 🙏
Yes and Amen!
Amen 🙏❤
It's absolutely crucial to understand God does not heal everyone, regardless of how strong their faith is. God numbers our days. When we pray, we must always say "Thy will be done." And then be willing to accept His answer... even if it is "No."
I’m only half way through the video but had to stop to comment. I am in awe of you Jessica and how you share your journey with honesty and raw emotion. You don’t sugar coat what you are going through yet somehow manage to find some humour in it all. And all the while Brian is your rock and your anchor. I don’t think I’ve ever rooted so hard for stranger on the internet! You’ve got this. Much love and healing thoughts (and even the occasional prayer from someone who is not religious) from 🇦🇺 Australia
A fellow Aussie here too and I’m also sending so many positive vibes from Down Under.
@@narelled159 Me too. Sending much positivity from South Australia. I really appreciate their honesty - they are such a strong couple.
This is such a great comment and is exactly what I feel. I'm not religious either, but sometimes wish I was so that I could pray for you!!
@@janhankins911 check out Islam , maybe it will resonates with your soul
@@User-s868 Thanks for the tip. I've looked at a number of the world's religions and the one that comes closest for me is Buddhism, but still can't make myself truly believe.
A PET scan earlier this year saved my husband’s life. The purpose was to look to see why, after radiation, his PSA score was climbing. They found cancerous lymph nodes, but that was not the miraculous part. Jon had had a serous cough for months. The PET scan found a pill had lodged in his right lung. That pill removal was an all day procedure. The surgeon said that pill would have caused lung issues and eventually death, very glad the PET scan was done on both of you!
WOW,
I concur. BIG Wow.
I did not know that was even possible.
Wow amazing
@@robyntoogook8060 - 7% chance, statistically.
Cancer aside, your ‘normalizing’ anxiety in this format is desperately needed in society and likely many can relate! You ARE amazing!
Cancer and anxiety should not be normalized. Ever. Both are maladaptive and should not occur so frequently in our species. Eat meat and anxiety and illness goes away, society can be functional instead of navigating everyone's individual triggers caused by eating sugar and carbs. Look to nature, the anxiety issues in non domesticated animals doesn't exist, it's only happening to humans and the animals we "care" for.
You too have probably heard this 100,000 times, but here it is one more… U2 are an absolutely amazing couple! But we are getting to witness is true love and courage. I can’t tell you how inspiring it is to watch you fight back and work for that happy ending. I will be praying for you tonight.
As a person with chronic illness, Bryan makes me so proud of him! He’s so smart and is learning anything he can. I wish my husband cared to know about my disease or treatments.
My ex wasn’t all that caring of a person. He was a long long time ago in the 70s when I met him & we dated, but I don’t know through the years what happened to him. We married in 1978. I left him in 2008. He’s now turned into a person who hates other races. It’s really terrible. Our kids can’t stand that about him either. I’m sorry your guy isn’t caring. I know how that hurts. God Bless ❤️
Males tend to be incredibly selfish and self consumed, so when a man even slightly cares it's always seen a big deal when it's just the bare minimum. Bryan is not one of those men though, he seems to care and support her very deeply.
@@Nan-59 I’m so sorry you’re ex turned into such a bad person. I’m not gonna lie. My husband is nothing like he was 20 years ago either. It baffles me how’s he’s changed so much. He used to be such a kind and caring man. Now he doesn’t care about anyone. It makes me sad.
@@i.cant.sleep.anymore Bryan seems like a wonderful man and human.
@@27Eilene the cares and the worries of the world choke the seed joy, making life just hard, I'm so sorry for you all, it truly is a sad thing, cos we all miss out, bless you guys
On the whole, I choose to take this scan as a positive. Praise for the end of chemo! I am praying for your health care team and for the two of you.
So I'm not the only lady who fell down when her dog escaped in a busy, dangerous area! I think I just freaked out and tripped over my own two feet. I hurt my knee so badly I limped for 2 months. And I was also lucky that we caught our dog. Sending continued well wishes
Oh no. I did same thing. I went out front door with my dog and hadn’t connected her leash correctly. She saw someone in the parking lot and started to run. I live in a condo and face the overflow parking lot. I ran after her. Tripped and bounced off the curb and skidded face first and bounced three times. Dog was so shocked she froze and then ran back to me along with a couple neighbors. I was okay but had a few road rash marks.
No news is good news. I did a face plant on my patio a few years ago. I was worried about my glasses first. They survived. I had dark racoon eyes for a few weeks. Yikes. My son witnessed the fall and said I took the hit full on my face. I do think you go into shock after a bad fall. Prayers for you both and for your Dr.s.💕
Please do recall training. Saves lives.
I am always falling on my face (literally) and showing up at doctor's appointments with black eyes, bruises, etc. I don't need the excuse of chasing a dog! I just fall, splat!
@@guardiansanimalrescuestate7289
Yes!! It certainly does! The MOST IMPORTANT thing to train your pup, for sure.
Watched your video tonight. I am on the backend of thyroid cancer. Last year I noticed a lump on the right side of my throat. Come to find out I have cancer. The doctor removed my entire thyroid after 5 hours of surgery. After the surgery I had to take radioactive iodine to kill any thyroid cells that might have been missed by the surgery. I now follow up with blood work and ultrasounds. This will continue for another year. I truly feel what you are going through. Remain strong and I admire your courage. We love you and your husband. It's comforting knowing you have someone to go through this with you. Our prayers are with you and your husband. God bless you and He is with you each step of the day.
You are really blessed to have a partner that loves you sooooo much and is such a great support in your life 💝🎁
You both are so genuine and so real. I was diagnosed with grade 3 endometrial cancer 15 months ago, had a hysterectomy, 27 rounds of radiation, NED at the moment. Everyone's experience is unique, but I'm very familiar with the anxiety. I am SOOO routing for you, as a couple, you are incredible. I'm with Brian, you're going to lick this thing. But it's not going to be eash (duh!). These doctors are ON it. I also understand not letting yourself get too optimistic, it's a balancing act for sure. I really feel for you!!!
I’m so grateful that you didn’t get bad news. Just keep pushing along and know that, for what’s it’s worth, I believe that you will be cured!
Amen 🙏
Amen! 🙇🏻♀️
🙏❤️ keeping you & Brian in my prayers
Jessica you are so brave to do this and so lucky to have Brian's support and positivity. Wishing you the best of luck.
Wow, so much... I recall face planting it when I tripped in my driveway at the height of the pandemic and a few months after my husband passed away... I remember how vulnerable I felt and how my life felt so out of control... You are so very fortunate you were wearing your glasses - - - They likely protected you from another injury. Wishing you both health and much much much deserved calm and peace!
I was just diagnosed with lung cancer several weeks ago. The emotional turmoil is incredible. It's great that Brian is right there with you every step of the way. I'm also blessed with a husband like Brian. I don't know how I would get through this without my husband's support. You are such a trooper, going on you tube with this. I admire what you are doing. Watching your channel has helped me cope with all these tests, and just coping daily.
I'll probably be starting chemotherapy next week. Still waiting for more test results. To see if we go the radiation or immunotherapy route. So, let's put on the gloves and fight this thing, and be cured of it!!!
I know you will be healed! I pray daily and will not stop until you are fully healed
Thank God that you are OK and also, Ollie is OK.❤
Continuous prayers for you & Brian and your entire family
I have been thinking about you, dear and keeping my fingers crossed. If someone doesn't deserve this, it's you guys! 💚
Your poor soul I’ve done same thing chasing my indoor cat who popped out house straight to road I fell on kerb cuts and bruises cat stopped dead and came back so I was struggling to grab him and he scratched my arms as we staggered home ! Looked like I’d been run over! Sending love for al these appointments you have got in this week
I Still Have You In My Prayers 🙏❤️ I just finished my Chemo about a month ago myself. I'm hopping everything goes well for you today 👍. I know it's a hard journey, but you are a sweetheart. I'm a little bit older than you are, I'm 73 years old. This was my second bout with cancer. My first bout was when I was 36, breast cancer. My girls were three and a half and six months old. So in some ways I think it's been easier this time than it was first time. I have always drawn my strength from God and I think you do also so it will help you get through it.❤️👍🙏
Thank you for letting us know how you are. Prayers still for you both.
Keep moving in the right direction even if it’s just a small step! ❤
I must say u a great young lady. My heart goes for u. I’m almost crying . My sister had breast cancer and it broke my heart. Thank God she was caught on time. Yes it’s very cold for u to b inside the car. Keep strong. God Bless u . 🥰👵🏼👵🏼👵🏼👵🏼👵🏼
I work on the chemo floor at Mayo. My prayers are continuing for you.
Thanks for explaining the PET scan. Bummer getting an injury while you’re going through this 🤕 Congrats on getting through the last of the scheduled chemo treatments. Hang in there 🤗💛
I am so glad to see you guys on again. I was getting so worried because you’re usually on every Sunday night and nothing for two weeks.
I’d want Brian in my corner! Doctors can never promise and you have a tribe of people praying for you both!🙏🏼✨
I’m so glad you have the support of your wonderful husband and the support of your viewers too, of course. I’m so proud of you for keeping your inner light bright ❤ Praying for you always 💖
Jessica, I think you are doing fantastic considering everything you are going through. You seem to be dealing with everything better with each appointment. I know what you show here is only a snippet of what is really going on, so maybe you aren't doing as well as it seems. But you have been rather brutally honest about everything, and I commend you for that. Cancer is scary, and dark, it is a nasty beast. You and Brian have been fighting head on and you have kept your sense of humor. That is so hard to do. You have the best doctor's working for you and the best medical clinics and all the people that go with that working on you. Beating cancer is 50% mental attitude, 25% health and 25% medical. At least in the personal cases that I have seen. We love you guys and are praying for you. Keep fighting and I'll be praying extra hard on December 29th, the day of your surgery.
Thank you for the update …Isn’t it good news if it’s not showing cancerous cells? Nice to hear Brian’s take on things some times. He has a scientific mind and always has good things to say. I’m sorry you’re both having to go thru this. Yes!! I second your belief Brian! Positivity is healing ❤️🩹 praying for you both! Thanks for sharing with us. No bad news IS good news! 👍👍👍 Do you ever watch the channel The Patient Story? Very uplifting stories regarding those going thru the process of fighting cancer with a lot of positive outcomes. It may help. ♥️ Sending hugs and prayers for you both. ❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Jessica, sorry you fell girl!!!😢glad nothing worse happened ❤ Brian you are such a good husband and supporter for Jess, praying for you both
Awe hun!! I am glad you are ok! We love you!!
Praying for God's healing 🙏
Faith and a positive attitude means a lot. Prayers for healing.
You’re right! That is really not what you needed. 😢 You still find the positive in situations. 💗
Oh my gosh, you guys must be exhausted! Sending POSITIVE thoughts your way!
Ooh, bummer! I've faceplanted more than once myself, with similar results. So easy to do when you're stressed. Glad you were able to complete the scan.
I'm working with a weight loss program that prepares people for bariatric surgery... except I'm determined NOT to have surgery. After 50+ years of "dieting" and achieving 348# I've lost 30# since February, I've learned more things about what my body needs. PROTEIN PROTEIN PROTEIN. They actually told me that plant-based eating wasnt compatible with bariatric surgery. I've always needed high-protein; most days I'm still not getting enough. So I need animal products. But I'm working toward whole-food vege for everything else, since sugar, cheese, bread, other sweets are "not my food."
ALSO Jessica you ARE lucky! I broke my jaw and several teeth doing a faceplant on the cement. hang in there, I'm so inspired by your incredibly good attitude and sharing your adventure. Much love. LATER... isnt not-knowing the most challenging thing about the spiritual journey? Learning to be calm and sane in the face of not-knowing is a constant challenge for me!
Keeping you & Brian in my thoughts & prayers....God is always our shinning light and he will guide you through this.
Wow! So much to unpack here. Thank goodness no teeth damage was done during the great escape!!! I had to do a pet scan last month and agree that diet is nuts for vegans! We all need a tee shirt with Brian’s comment, “nobody said on this grand adventure that each step would be fun!”!!!!!!!!
One thing I’ve done and have clients do is when I go to bed and pull the covers up I tell myself that I’m in my healing cocoon. It tells our subconscious and conscious a reminder that e heal when we sleep and it’s really helped my body so much.
Wishing you both well! 💜
Oh honey, glad you weren’t hurt worse! Praying for you, Brian and fur kids.
My pet scan is on December 19th, I had 1 CT scan , then imaging TDM, now pet scan for my lungs, all within a month. when Your cancer story began, I wasn't aware they're was anything wrong with me, only since December 1rst.Going so fast! .All I was told is no food after midnight.
Stay strong. You are so lucky to have Brian. I did chemo, radiation and everything that goes with aggressive breast cancer alone. Thank you for sharing your journey
Thank you so much for your update and for sharing so much of this path you are on ,many blessings and much love 🌵
Your face injury story is SO MUCH something that would happen to me! My husband has often said that my last word wouldn't be a word but rather an exclamation "Ack!!" Uttered because of some prat-fall like incident. I'm so sorry for your injury on top of everything else, but you brought me such a delighted commiserate chuckle! Thank you. 😂
Jesus is always our only answer love y'all for being so positive about ur situation I know God got everything worked out for you Let go Let God praying for you guys take care of yourself what great choices of foods for ur situation hello to u and all y'all families In God we trust God blesses us all!!
Jessica, you are such a strong person and I pray for your speedy recovery. Stay positive as I truly believe that is very helpful going through life’s trials. On second note: Brian, heard someone on Sirius radio, on The Message, state how the station has helped them daily. Was that you? Sounded just like you. Hearing that voice really connected with me. God bless you both!!
So glad you survived your mishap and everyone is well. Your such a trouper 🤗
Jessica you are beautiful. You are so pretty. People hide behind hair loss but you are travelling this ride with beauty. Hang in there beautiful. Brian you are so great. Love that positivity and the support you give Jessica. Hugs to you both.
Bless you. Dog mishaps(disasters)are most upsetting.. slipping on a snowy street while walking our beagle resulted in two black eyes, cut lips, nose, chin, palms, knees and elbows. This during radiation therapy for breast cancer. Cried like crazy.
Thanks for continuing to update us, praying for you always 🙏🏻 ❤️ ❤
Trying to survive cancer is inexplicably exhausting. But, love, when you’ve kicked it’s ass, then you can curl up in a ball for as long as you need. You’ve got this!! Love and massive warm hugs to you both.
I think about you both so often. I’m so glad that there was really no bad news. ❤❤❤
Jessica, I’m so glad you didn’t get more hurt in your fall and the dog is safe. Sending you both love.
You are so amazing. I will be praying for you. Thank God you didn’t break your teeth. You have such a pretty smile . Sending you lots of love and a bunch of hugs. ❤🤗
Your so brave and your husband is so supportive. What a team
I've learned alot about what a sweet ,loving, respectful Marriage is watching you two. Thank you.
Absolutely
Oh, I honestly just feel like wrapping my arms around you. You have been so brave, it's okay to just feel overwhelmed sometimes. Luckily you have Brian to take care of you. Wishing you the best with the latest round of tests. Hang in there honey. I'm also feeling a lot of feelings for your mom.
Sorry to hear that Jessica has felt like a nervous wreck. It is good that Jessica is still trying to be optimistic about the situation and prayers from both of you and others will give both of you the power beyond what is normal that can only come from our heavenly father's holy spirit to endure it. Yummy 😋 food in this awesome video and sending much needed love 💕❤️,🤗 & prayers with positive vibes to Jessica & Brian.
Something similar happened to me on Halloween afternoon. My grandsons were outside with me waiting for their ride to go home. Aiden is 12 and Keithen 3. Keithen looked at me with this spark in his eyes and I knew he was going to bolt. He proceeded to run down our driveway just as I was about to grab his coat he veered off into the grass and I fell flat on my face. My older grandson said I went plop! Long story short..my grandson was safe, thank God, but I had more scraps and bruises all over my body. And the most pain I ever felt..a dislocated shoulder with massive tears which I am now in physical therapy. I felt so clutsey..so I understand how you felt. Tough year all around. Love going through this journey with you...May ..they found I had breast cancer..so I praying for a better 2023 for all of us.
Prayers for your healing and your precious grandkids
Love & prayers, Jessica & Brian
Jessica, you are a champion. I’m sure part of you strength comes from Brian who is so supportive and all in this with you. Jessica… you have a beautiful smile! God bless you both! Merry Christmas 🎄 if you celebrate.
The most important think is not to let your face scabs fall off too early. If they fall off too early you can be left with white spots that lack pigmentation. Keep putting Vaseline petroleum jelly on the scans to stop them lifting. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Sometimes a darn good cry is therapeutic. Lots of love to you xx
You are in my prayers every night for a full recovery! I believe this time next year you will be celebrating your good health!!
Thank God you are well. So Happy you are ok Jessica, and so Happy your doggie didn’t get hurt! You guys are doing really good together!!!
So glad Ollie and you are OK…. It is so refreshing to see two people who work like a team❤️ your relationship speaks volume! We were two friends who married now 52 years…. Praying you live long and prosper….
I think your face healing quickly is an excellent sign for your body as a whole. It shows you body is fighting hard and fast.
Courage. And have a lovely Christmas. You guys make a great team. God bless you both.
I’m so glad you both have each other to go through this.
What a blessing
I feel your pain!! I did the exact ssme ting, in Porto, Portugal. Hit the cobblestone road, face first. Broke nose, broke glasses, broke my 2 front teeth, and flew home 2 days later, with a black eye, no front teeth, and looked horrible! So, know exactly how you feel, and look from your fall! Been following your cancer journey, and sending lots of prayers your way, this whole time. Vickie from SE Pa
I hope you both can enjoy Christmas as much as Jessica’s health allows. It’s weird that we are strangers from opposite sides of the world yet you are in my daily thoughts and your good health is in my every morning wishes.
So sorry about your fall Jess, the last thing you needed 😔 Thinking of you both at this very stressful time, you are very brave. Take care of each other, much love from Spain ❤️ 🙏
I was catching up on my sleep when i had to wait post PET scan. I simply ignored everything. Stay strong Jessica. You’ll get better soon.
I think of you both often and pray for strength, peace, and fight. You are encouraging so many people and have so many people pulling for both of you. I had to smile a bit at the mind's eye of your calamity with the dog and face plant. I know it was not funny, it was frightening but there you were running like the wind trying to catch that dog, and picturing the dog running though the car wash...it could have been so much worse. Thank goodness they caught the dog, and you have all your teeth! You certainly did not deserve that, but there you were fighting like crazy to stop the dog, falling head long, and coming up running again. You are just full of fight and survival. I admire you so much.
Thank you for updating us. I’m praying for you both!
I love Brian's declaration that You Will Be Healed!! 💕🙏🏿💙
Jessica your in my prayers. I have confidence your gonna beat this! I went through something similar at Barnes Jewish. My doctor was the head of oncology gynecology of the USA so I know exactly how it is to have good doctors taking care of me.
I’m starting my 15 years cancer free this year. We met briefly on a zoom meeting of plant based stl and I’m glad I’ve been able to watch your journey. Keep positive energy for yourself because that’s what matters. ❤❤
Oh, my dear girl. Of course you are stressed about the coming week. I would be, too! My heart ❤️ is with you and your husband through this. May God be with you. Be safe. Love and hugs from Michigan.
I got to say the love this couple has for each other is beautiful to watch They are adorable! I will continue to keep them in my prayers. 💕
We are all rooting for you! 💕💕
So sorry you fell. Praying for you and Brian.
Hang in there Jessica, stay hopeful, illnesses can be cured with positive thoughts and vibes. Praying for your swift healing and can I also say, you have an amazing hubby!! Sending love and prayers!!
Sending you love and hugs. You look well and have lovely skin x😊
....you are just the most amazingly courageous gal....just Love you so much for your unbelievable bravery & most inspirational sacrifices in sharing your crazy challenging life moments....can't believe you are hanging in there so bravely...."tons" of prayers to you & Brian . . .
God Bless you both. Prayers and love sent your way!!!!!!!
I’m so glad you were not hurt badly. My sister who is 77 did the same thing a month ago , the dog got away from her and she was running to catch her and fell. She broke her right arm unfortunately so i have been her Nurse doing everything for her. Those little dogs that have no ears are mighty stubborn 😂 I’m praying for your complete recovery.
I’m glad you didn’t have to go to urgent care. When I was on chemo I also fell and hurt my face and head. They separated me from my husband until they felt assured that he hadn’t done it to me. I m glad you were able to stay together after this trauma.
I understand your anxiety and it's normal. It's okay. I'm so glad you have a wonderful husband who seems to be 100% in your corner. God bless you both 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I think u are doing fairly well considering what u are going thru. You’re facing it head on so that’s good. Sorry u have to deal with this at all. U are doing the right thing regarding managing your “hope” levels IMO. ❤️
Jessica, you may have saved Ollie’s life! I’m so sorry that you got hurt though. 🐾 💐 💜
You’re a rockstar. So much happening. What a relief that Olly is ok.
Thanks for your vulnerability! Love you two! Praying for your stamina and strength!
What a beautiful, sweet couple.
Brian, you are such a blessing of a husband ❤️
The love and support that you give to your beautiful bride is amazing. Sending hugs and prayers your way. God bless you both 🙏🏾
By the way, with Jessica wearing her backup glasses, you two look like twins. 👍🏾
Jessica you are so strong and I love to see your sweet face and you are giving hope to so many people. Brian you are a awesome wonderful support system and husband to Jessica. Keep fighting the good fight you can do this one-day at a time. You inspire me with your bravery. ✨️
My goodness, I feel exactly like you do. I had a CT scan today and last night I just wanted to run away. I don’t want to do this anymore either. Cancer has control of my life, and I hate feeling like this. It feels like it will never be over! I guess we’d better soldier on. I’m with you on this journey.