Sad Shinji

Song: Fade into you by Mazzy Star

[@LuzGainst]

sad shinji?? thats only the entire anime

[@gentaillahi6153]

I will enjoy my summer to the fullest!

[@laxxayy]

What a good summer

[@alexpeelover]

Holy shit this was literally me over the summer Jesus Christ I was laying exactly like this at night listening to the same exact song feeling lonely and depressed

[@enrilndn]

Me too 😔

[@sulIyisangel]

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[@inanis5846]

@Chris J to us, not only you bro.

[@J.Contado2024]

Me too...

[@hawkeyenextgen7117]

Seeing Shinji suffering is like seeing myself suffer, because at one point in time I was almost exactly like him, especially back in 10th grade when I was bullied to the brink of suicide. I simply cannot tolerate watching Eva. I felt forced to relive my trauma upon viewing it. I’m deathly afraid of it. Twice I had a nightmare where I saw myself as Shinji choking Asuka and starting the Third Impact. I’ve been struggling with this newfound depression ever since.
Evangelion is nothing but a bright shining lie. There is no instant cure for depression as so many on CZcams and Reddit claimed and praised this series to be. I was obsessed with the series for over a year to try and outwit the Coronavirus pandemic. It only increased the burden, and kept the memory of my friend’s recent suicide alive. Sometimes I hate myself because I fail to appreciate this series which people treat larger than life, because of how much pain it resurfaces.
Watching the End of Evangelion was like peering into a broken mirror, and I was viewing the hell I would’ve put myself through had things turned out differently, had I decided to give up living. It still haunts me to this day.
Sometimes I hate myself because I fail to appreciate what so many have claimed to idolize, and I beat myself further for failing to worship what they call praiseworthy, I forced myself to watch a show that reminded me of nothing but pain just so I wouldn’t be alone anymore.
But it only drove me closer to suicide…
Im afraid to lose Shinji.

[@bdizzle145]

Thanks for sharing, stay strong and smiling!

[@No-ms3hj]

I've seen you post this on multiple videos. I hope you're doing ok man.

[@dogowo]

same bro, same...

[@Decaticon]

sounds like you had the evangelion experience

[@Jos_206]

@Icon nah you did make sure to watch everything again

[@faetl_4782]

Shinji is a mood.

[@Noorfeels]

Poor Shinji

[@Noorfeels]

I will enjoy my summer vacation And will play a lot
Me entire whole summer vacation :

[@mateusegura123]

Relatable.

[@sulIyisangel]

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[@thibaud1832]

I still don’t understand how Hideaki Anno managed to do a documentary about my life.

[@mikeychira]

how the f 360p quality looks like 1080p

[@adambedenbaugh284]

Struggle, endure, contend.

[@Noorfeels]

Its been years .

[@DaisenGS]

Qué de elan te llevas bro qué grande

[@shinjiluigi]

Sad moments

[@jehudielrivero6157]

Song???

[@Nemao15]

I think its Fade Into You by Mazzy Star

[@herozin_1496]

ep?

[@pinecone5551]

The clips are from episode 2

[@AsukaLangleySoryu763]

So sad and dumb