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  • čas přidán 17. 12. 2022
  • Clinical trials, covid & flu shots, chemotherapy and another blood transfusion, oh my! Waiting for options is so difficult and anxiety provoking. At times, it's hard to control my emotions and I will suddenly start crying out of the blue.
    I did get an update on clinical trials too.
    #cancer
    #chemotherapy
    #ovariancancer
    #clinicaltrials

Komentáře • 183

  • @dogmom7698
    @dogmom7698 Před 9 měsíci +6

    This poor sweet lady. I am glad she shared her journey because I am positive it will help someone.

  • @marywilliams7176
    @marywilliams7176 Před rokem +67

    Maria...I have walked your walk. It is REALLY hard. I am a "Planner" and a "Doer".....and I am used to "driving my own bus." When cancer arrives, someone else takes that steering wheel from you and control goes out the window. You try to trust what so many people are telling you, and some decisions are not made by you. Three years ago my oncologist wanted to put me on Kisqali. It had been approved by the FDA for breast cancer patients but was still in trials for ovarian cancer. She reached out to the drug company and asked if I could take the drug "off label and off the trial." They surprisingly said yes and actually sent the drugs to me at no cost whatsoever. Perhaps you could ask your doctor to go to bat for you. You are doing great, girlie! Keep the faith...you CAN do this! I will be passing my 10-year mark from diagnosis. I certainly did not believe at the time I could still be alive in 10 years! Merry Christmas, sweet girl! Hugs from Alaska.....Mary

    • @traceythudin9364
      @traceythudin9364 Před rokem +10

      Mary, this was a great story and information and just what Maria needs to hear!

    • @marywilliams7176
      @marywilliams7176 Před rokem +3

      @@traceythudin9364 Thanks, Tracy! Hugs........!

    • @deusvult2302
      @deusvult2302 Před rokem +4

      As a fellow cancer survivor (stage IV NHL) I so totally agree with you. Being a person who doesn't like to lose control over myself/taking away that self control & planning my weeks it was one of the worst aspects of treatment. There was never a guarantee chemo or radiation would give me drastic side effects, which really messes with one's head. As my story concluded with a stemcell transplant, I was reverse isolated for near 3 month and that took away ALL planning as my cell count would determine WHEN isolation would be lifted.
      I am very happy you too survived and that you too hopefully are back to a normal life!
      Have yourself a great Christmas and happy & healthy new year!
      Sending many blessings your way.

    • @chrischew9617
      @chrischew9617 Před rokem +2

      Your message on having survived for 10 years is so encouraging

  • @kimnixon4969
    @kimnixon4969 Před 8 měsíci +2

    I had not watched this again since she passed. She would have done anything to live, to be with her family and it is just so incredibly heart breaking and unfair.
    The positive that I take from this, is she is now an angel and in the presence of our heavenly father. RIP sweet Maria. You are really missed. #yourvirtualfamily

  • @kimdontcare244
    @kimdontcare244 Před rokem +14

    this woman was let down by health professionals
    like so many of us have
    they need to be sued...they killed this woman

    • @cynthiaholland13
      @cynthiaholland13 Před 11 měsíci +6

      They really did. They ignored her concerns for years

    • @hmgrraarrpffrzz9763
      @hmgrraarrpffrzz9763 Před 6 měsíci +3

      That's true. But isn't one of the problems also the two-party system of the USA and the voting system in general? I mean all the politicians who have influence on the healthcare system were voted for and put into power by people.

  • @nancycosta2448
    @nancycosta2448 Před rokem +5

    Poor girl. Now on top of everything else you have a fever. That makes you feel so terrible. An angel nudged your neighbor and told them that you needed strawberries! May God and the angels comfort and bless you, sweet lady. I love Christmas too!

  • @kristimartinez7528
    @kristimartinez7528 Před rokem +14

    You are such a beautiful person Maria. You have every right to be emotional! We love and care about you 💖🤗

  • @betsyslat7326
    @betsyslat7326 Před rokem +3

    Please dear God, hold Maria in the palm of your hand. Where there seems to be no path, you can make a path. Bless Maria with a shower of love from her family. I will hold you tight in my own humble prayers, Maria. ❤

  • @mianone7486
    @mianone7486 Před rokem +6

    Maria , I got so moved by your reaction for the neighbours gift. I could relate alot and remembered when i was admitted in the hospital for my fight with leukemia. All of a sudden a nurse knocked om my door and brought me a big box with gifts. It was from a lokal dog club who heard about my situation and sent a care"box". I cried like a baby and was so so touched. I will nerer forget that.
    Keeping you in my thoughts and best wishes. Keep fighting girl!!
    Merry Christmas from me in Sweden

  • @wandadavis2468
    @wandadavis2468 Před rokem +2

    ITs O.K. to cry. You are going through alot and you are very strong but also human🙏❤

  • @juliej5917
    @juliej5917 Před rokem +16

    Of course your kids/family want to spend their time off with you! I can’t imagine all of the emotions the waiting causes. The right trial will show up for you; I’m certain. Watching Harley as he sniffed all over the tree for two or three minutes was adorable. He’s such a good boy. May your heart be full of love and light! 🌲❤️💚🐾✨

    • @hydie0079
      @hydie0079 Před 8 měsíci

      It's so refreshing to read such a kind..compassionate comment..I love how encouraging you were with her...She is such a sweetheart with a beautiful soul..❤

  • @terishumaker7461
    @terishumaker7461 Před rokem +8

    I don't know you personally Maria although I already feel as if I do just by keeping up with your journey. I walked this walk with my Mother 20 years ago and I must say you are very brave, strong, and courageous! It is extremely frustrating waiting for answers, appointments, and the not knowing sucks! I wish I could give you a hug and make it all better. Know your loved and prayed for from Sugarland Texas and you absolutely have the right to any feelings and emotions you're experiencing. You are truly amazing, thank you for sharing your journey ❤️ 🙏 .

  • @compassionentheogen
    @compassionentheogen Před rokem +5

    Merry Christmas Maria. I love your chemo shirt. Sending you a virtual hug. I have an autoimmune history and have tried two immunotherapies.
    I am doing chemotherapy now but waiting for a match with a clinical trial. My oncologist has entered me in a couple but I didn't not have the biomarker required for those trials involving car-t therapy. So now there
    is a new trial with Til therapy that we are applying for.
    I can empathize with you. All of the uncertainties are so hard to deal with.
    But then someone gives us chocolate dipped strawberries.🦄🙏🏽🙏🏽💚🙏🏽

  • @ertiebassy3612
    @ertiebassy3612 Před rokem +5

    Maria thanks for this video. I am impressed with how good you look and how clear your mind is. If this is you with cancer, you must be one hell of a lawyer. I am hopeful that since you have had some positive changes since your treatments have begun, your doctors are on the right track. They will get you in a good trial program...keep in close contact with them. You are lucky to have a loving family and doggie. Just want to say 🤫 even when you're emotional, you are very lovable. 😉

  • @traceythudin9364
    @traceythudin9364 Před rokem +11

    I'm lifting you up in prayer, Maria. One day at a time is the best mentality when you are so dependent on the medical community. I know it's so hard, but let it force you to be fully immersed in your family right now. I hope you can enjoy Christmas and all of the feels that go with it. Something wonderful is going to happen in 2023 for you. I truly believe that!! Until then, focus on being calm and peaceful. Merry Christmas!

  • @myheartisinjapan3184
    @myheartisinjapan3184 Před rokem +17

    You’re such an amazing person, Maria. That’s why you are loved by so many. Cancer is such an emotional thing. It’s so understandable. When my mom was fighting it, there were so many tears, quite often. Stay strong beautiful lady. Enjoy your holidays. You stay in our prayers. ❤️🙏🌲

  • @susancockerill8108
    @susancockerill8108 Před rokem +3

    Hi sweet Maria. Saw you’re lovely tray from your neighbor. Aren’t people wonderful. I so appreciate you sharing this journey with us and please know I include you in my daily prayer life. I’m a 69 year old woman from Missouri love that you have such a supportive family.

    • @sterlingmatsui154
      @sterlingmatsui154 Před rokem

      Stay Safe & WARM Over There, Maria~Know a COLD Storm is Now Hitting Your Area☆...Happiest of Holidays from Holly in Surprise, Arizona♡:)

  • @emilyo2985
    @emilyo2985 Před rokem +2

    I hope grace and light fills you with strength.

  • @karenboouk531
    @karenboouk531 Před rokem +3

    Hello Maria your friend Karen here so so sorry that your not having a good day bless you darling I'm crying with you god bless you cancer bloody stinks I wish I wish it wasn't happening to you I so so sorry I'm here for you sweetheart your strong stay positive let's get ready to kick cancer XXXXXXXXXXX 🇬🇧🌹🌹🌹💕❤️💞💕❤️💞

  • @rebeccanyaga2381
    @rebeccanyaga2381 Před rokem +7

    It's so nice to hear there's still good in this crazy world! What a beautiful gesture from your neighbor 🙂❤️

  • @patsyanne8095
    @patsyanne8095 Před rokem +3

    Sweet Maria, you know by now my mantra is to keep on top of your pain always…morphine and oxycodone were manufactured for pain, you will not always have to be on these meds and one day you just might have to keep reminding another person of the value of good pain control. Chronic pain does not make a good quality of life, fear sets in, doubts emerge etc. enjoy the next two weeks with your family. Soak in the love surrounding you. A New Year dawns, I say again I believe in miracles. Happy Christmas Morning! ☃️

  • @lnewbury1
    @lnewbury1 Před rokem +3

    Maria, I’ve been binge watching your channel since I found it yesterday. F cancer and all that comes with it. I wish I had a magic potion for you. I really do. One of my good friends is battling end stage pancreatic cancer now. You remind me of her with your grace, positivity and the willingness to tell your story so we can be educated on your journey. I believe in the power of prayer and sending positive light into the universe. God is light. I’m praying for you sweet Maria.

  • @shellcshells2902
    @shellcshells2902 Před rokem +5

    There are so many of us that have autoimmune issues that there has to be some trials for us. Keep us posted. I just like knowing how you're doing.

  • @lindawhite5006
    @lindawhite5006 Před rokem +3

    GOD BE WITH YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!!!

  • @cindys6683
    @cindys6683 Před rokem +4

    I pray they make the exception for your lupus, and let you into a trial. I never imagined there would be exclusions for trials, based on auto immune disease. So many people have them. Try to enjoy your family time over the holidays. ❤

  • @bettyconnearney7943
    @bettyconnearney7943 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Maria I know all about the waiting game. Constantly saying 2 week appt then change to a month as the cancer took its toll. Because of Covid everything was backed up. Offices were packed at appts, so we waited even getting there earlier because we didnt want to be late. Holidays are the worst!! It is a waiting game for us because the cancer doesnt WAIT!! I pray you get your new trial!!
    Try to have a Very Merry Christmas with your family. Sending you prayers and Best Wishes❤

  • @frokengron
    @frokengron Před rokem +8

    Bless your neighbor for delivering the treat that you were craving Maria!
    Your Christmas tree is beautiful and Harley is such a good boy.
    Fingers crossed that a suitable trial will open up for you asap!
    So glad that you will have your kids and family members around you at Christmas!
    All my love from Canada.

  • @shellye7052
    @shellye7052 Před rokem +8

    Maria, I totally understand the cancer/autoimmune disease hoops. I have been going through breast cancer and scleroderma. At times I feel like I am discounted from doctors due to having both. I’m praying that a miraculous decision is made in your clinical trial favor. We need God to move a mountain here. 🙏🏼💕

    • @LifeOfJimbo
      @LifeOfJimbo Před rokem +1

      Sorry to hear what you're dealing with, but I have to ask, did the scleroderma make your cancer harder to detect?

    • @shellye7052
      @shellye7052 Před rokem +2

      @@LifeOfJimbo I’ll be honest, the radiologists that were reading my 3D mammograms for the last six years, discounted that I have Scleroderma. It was my GP that finally pushed for my series of tests. I didn’t realize that there were “bands” of precancerous (DCIS) showing in my mammograms that the radiologists were ignoring . So no, they didn’t even consider my AI. I don’t think they were familiar with it. Now that I have been diagnosed with both, the oncologists and the rheumatologists are hesitant to touch me. My cancer was showing up, but the radiologists didn’t call it..until there was no other choice. I have HER2+, Invasive Ductal Carcinoma. One component of my testing that I think messed with my surgeon’s head was that he went in to get lymph nodes, and submitted four “lymph node tissue samples”. The only problem is according to my pathology report, there were “no lymph node tissue” samples submitted. How does that happen? Did my scleroderma cause my connective tissue to look like lymph nodes? Therefore, I was not able to be staged.

  • @pam164
    @pam164 Před rokem +3

    It just shows what lovely people there is like your neighbour and just what you craved too, choc strawberries. Your always in my prayers. I hope you have a lovely Christmas.

  • @angelab5325
    @angelab5325 Před rokem +4

    One day at a time🙏make sure you advocate for yourself 🙏

  • @tvmom
    @tvmom Před rokem +2

    Thank you for sharing the behind the scenes of people who are traveling your journey. I appreciate seeing how much a small gesture of kindness can help others. Important reminder. Thank you.

  • @Geor197
    @Geor197 Před rokem +2

    Praying for healing AMEN

  • @judi7282
    @judi7282 Před rokem +2

    Hi Maria, I am new to your vlog, but I wanted to tell you how amazing you are. I understand the paracentesis, I am a retired nurse from UofM in Michigan, and the para was a large part of my job. You are so strong, even if you do not feel you are. You are an amazing example of a true warrior fighting your cancer. What a gift you are sharing with all of your subscribers. I am praying for you! God bless you! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🎚🎚.

  • @heidiyoung8207
    @heidiyoung8207 Před rokem +1

    Oh sweet, sweet Maria, you are so beautiful inside and out. I really really wish there was something I could do to help. I can feel your pain both physically and mentally just by the tone in your voice. You will be in my prayers as I kneel by my bed tonight and every night. You can and will beat this, God is listening. Much love. ❤

  • @sherrydawson6253
    @sherrydawson6253 Před rokem +1

    Maria forgive me I'm doing your vlogs backwards to catch up with your journey. I can see why your emotional. Your going through so much. I'm praying 🙏 for you and that u do get into a trail. Idk why after all these yrs the medical system takes so long to get back to patients .they have to know how stressed we get. Hang in there honey, your a fighter. Never think your alone. You have a good support system with family and friends. We love ❤️ you and pray 🙏 for u. Thanks for shareing your journey with us.

  • @genamartin229
    @genamartin229 Před rokem +3

    Thank you for pouring out your heart. My mother passed from ovarian cancer in 2010 after fighting four and a half years.
    She went through five rounds of different chemo, had two major surgeries and radiation.
    Although I was living with my parents and went to a few major appointments with her doctor, I was not really told much information about the chemo treatment process. So I’m grateful to you for sharing so much.
    A psychologist I was seeing a few years back told me that the higher your intelligence is, the more difficult it is for your mind to make sense of what you go through in a mentally challenging situation. I can see that in you.
    May God bless you every day and may you hold firm to His promises. Praying for you and your family along this harrowing journey! 🙏🏻💕🕊🎄

    • @joannpergakis4183
      @joannpergakis4183 Před rokem +2

      So sorry

    • @sterlingmatsui154
      @sterlingmatsui154 Před rokem +1

      Know both our Sweet Mothers are flying high together~My Mama Jayne had Stage 3 and only could take one round of chemo due to her heart issues...Said goodbye age 64, 2001.

  • @margaretries2606
    @margaretries2606 Před rokem +4

    All the best. You are are such a sweet person. Have a great Christmas.

  • @clairebeever3038
    @clairebeever3038 Před rokem +1

    Awww 🥰 I wish you the best … cancer is awful sending you love 💕 and emotions are so natural … I started to cry on a bus it came from no where …. My cancer has returned just had chemo again …. X x x

  • @gillsimpson4976
    @gillsimpson4976 Před rokem +6

    Maria is it worth getting a 2nd opinion. The feeling for me, coming from your videos, is that there is no plan and this frustrating you. I’m in the Uk so not sure of what’s available but what about contacting the Mayo Clinic .? Sending you love xx

  • @lynnmoreno6878
    @lynnmoreno6878 Před rokem +7

    Maria, my love and prayers go out to you and your family. You deserve everything this holiday season! ❤❤❤

  • @c.c.6930
    @c.c.6930 Před rokem +7

    Let your emotions out and enjoy being SO loved...Lots of love to you dear!💕

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem +3

      Thank you!

    • @kimtongo3533
      @kimtongo3533 Před rokem +2

      I couldn’t have said it better, Amen!!!! I totally agree with u!! We love you!!!!🙏✨🙏✨🙏

  • @alisalavine1052
    @alisalavine1052 Před rokem +1

    Dearest, Maria, I'm so sorry you've had such a rough week. But those little glimmers of hopeful news regarding your treatment aren't nothing. Hold onto those bright spots. And enjoy every second of your time with the kids.
    Not every week is going to be as difficult as this one was. And, hey, it's in the rearview mirror! You've come out the other side.
    Yes, Hanukkah starts tonight, the 18th, Sunday. And thank you, for acknowledging it.
    I'm not giving up my hopes for you. For treatment, for a cure and for a return to living without uncertainty. You've got this.
    Have a wonderful Christmas filled with family, joy and love.🎄❤

  • @elainebrown8600
    @elainebrown8600 Před rokem +5

    Maria I’m forever praying for you and so grateful you have your family and friends by your side I pray God makes a way for a clinical trial that will benefit you have a blessed Christmas and a joyful New Year ✝️🙏🏽❤️🎄🎉

  • @PaulaRenea
    @PaulaRenea Před rokem +2

    Dear Lord I come to you to ask that you touch this precious lady with your healing hands. You ARE the great physician. Lord please open the doors that need to be open for her treatments. I pray all things work together for her healing. Comfort her Father. Place your loving arms around her and calm her fears and anxiety. I ask this in your precious Holy name, Jesus!! Amen

  • @safaridreamer5831
    @safaridreamer5831 Před rokem +3

    Prayers that you’ll get into a clinical trial…. In the meantime enjoy the holidays with your family!! It will be a good distraction for you……🙏❤️🙏🤗🙏

  • @joannpergakis4183
    @joannpergakis4183 Před rokem +3

    Oh boy
    You are surely amazing
    A beautiful outlook on this journey
    I am to a big planner so I can see with this journey, you have to have lots of patience and go with the flow
    But wow your on top of it all
    So impressed with you
    I had a friend that needed a letter stating that lupus was under control
    She is cancer free from her trials
    Yes 2 of them
    Nice, you are so blessed to have your parents 🙏
    Your in good hands with you lol
    You got this
    With my illnesses I am like you
    Pro active
    You look fabulous.
    Glad your temp went down
    Hugs and prayers your way
    Getting emotional is okay
    That fruit to me is a sign
    You were craving that fruit and got
    It
    Enjoy it
    People can be nice, so sweet
    My neighbor cut my grass last week
    I was so humbled
    Made them a few different new England breads lol
    Here in Texas ,
    Hugs
    Have a bless day 🙏
    Love your furbaby I have my son's for the past 7 years
    She is my baby lol
    Happy your outside getting those zz
    Thank you sharing

  • @dianawolaver7981
    @dianawolaver7981 Před rokem +1

    Sending prayers, prayers and more prayers for your total healing from our awesome God.

  • @donnavogel8982
    @donnavogel8982 Před rokem +1

    Maria I am so sorry you have to go through this. I am following a couple of peoples journey on CZcams it breaks my heart. You are a beautiful woman and very inspiring to others. Praying for you and will continue on following. Hugs and prayers!
    I'm from Alberta Canada.

  • @donnamariedunn3944
    @donnamariedunn3944 Před rokem +7

    Maria, you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are such a strong and wonderful lady. I wish you all the best and hope you find a clinical trial that is right for you. Have a great Christmas with your family.
    Merry Christmas Maria. ❤️🎄🎅⛄

  • @ElinorRumming
    @ElinorRumming Před rokem +3

    I completely understand your frustration and emotions. ❤

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem +3

      I'm not typically so emotional, so it has been a surprise to me to figure out how to manage so much emotion.

  • @Moopotsmum
    @Moopotsmum Před rokem +3

    Oh Maria, everything is just a battle, your having a really tough ride!!
    I really hope you get on a trial, please keep us all informed.
    I loved to see Harley at the Xmas tree 😂🤣. As always I’m sending you love from UK 🇬🇧.

  • @cindyd3038
    @cindyd3038 Před rokem

    Love & prayers Maria. Wishing you a Merry Christmas 🎄

  • @sadie4me2
    @sadie4me2 Před rokem +4

    Merry Christmas..I’m praying for you.🙏😘

  • @blancav1873
    @blancav1873 Před rokem +4

    Harley is so darn cute!

  • @mo-anniemc8227
    @mo-anniemc8227 Před rokem +1

    Merry Christmas,Maria❤️Enjoy your time with your family.

  • @LorySuzanna
    @LorySuzanna Před rokem

    I hope you had a wonderful time with your family over Christmas. Sending love and strength to you! ❤

  • @kimtongo3533
    @kimtongo3533 Před rokem +1

    With God nothing is impossible!! ❤❤Thank you so very much for updating us!!! I know it is hard not to be anxious. I am celebrating the progress that u have, the fluid has decreased, you can eat like you said and the chemo is doing something, hopefully the next scan u take shows something extremely miraculous or you fit perfectly into a clinical trial that will kill this cancer all the way!! I pray that u have a blessed week and Merry Christmas!!!🎄🙏🎄🙏🎄🙏🎄🙏🎄

  • @Willandpetesmom
    @Willandpetesmom Před rokem

    Wishing you well through your journey.

  • @Teewriter
    @Teewriter Před rokem

    Good bless you. I pray for your full recovery. You will kick its butt.

  • @ToRi-ik4gd
    @ToRi-ik4gd Před rokem +1

    We wish you all the strength! Don’t give up on hope of finding something which will work for you. Hope you and your family will have great Christmas. Take care and stay strong ❤

  • @deusvult2302
    @deusvult2302 Před rokem +2

    Dear Maria, first off, I wish to you and your loved Ones the most enjoyable, peaceful holidays. Enjoy your loved ones and allow yourself to be spoiled. You are a trooper, you are in my prayers and you too will kick the big C's behind!!
    As a P. A (medical professional) and a cancer survivor (stage IV NHL), I had a lot of trouble with various pain episodes and initially had the same meds to combat the pain which you use. My oncologist however decided back then to involve a pain specialist (anaesthesist with a specialty education in long term pain management for cancer patients)! That proved to be a blessing for me. She decided to put me on a pain patch called Durogesic SMAT which sticks to your skin like a bandaid for 3 days, then you switch it to a new one and it comes in different strength. The painmeds released through your skin are steady and continuous and additionally I could take oral pain meds as needed. It helped me a lot as my pains didn't get to those hard to manage levels anymore and it greatly reduced the need for additional oral pain meds as I had a lot of nausea and often didn't tolerate any oral meds very well!
    Maybe it could help you too, you might possibly discuss with your trusted doctors.
    Sending you virtual Christmas 🎄 hugs 🤗.

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem +1

      Thank you for the information!

    • @deusvult2302
      @deusvult2302 Před rokem

      @@MyCancerJourneyMaria you are very welcome, I hope it might be an option for you too!

  • @tatumpiano8569
    @tatumpiano8569 Před rokem +2

    Wishing you a wonderful Christmas with your family. Prayers continue for you. Thank you as always for the update. You are such a beautiful, such a real person and people are so blessed to have you in their life. I'm with you in spirit always! ❤

  • @ginnypowell8324
    @ginnypowell8324 Před rokem

    You are so lovely.. keep advocating for yourself , you have too. Have a lovely happy Christmas with your family . X x x

  • @debbiebayer4836
    @debbiebayer4836 Před rokem

    Wishing you the most fun and loving time with your family at Christmas. My thoughts are with you and I pray for the right treatment to successfully iradicate your disease. You are such a beautiful person and Merry Christmas to you and your family and of course I hope it is magical in every way possible.

  • @michellelyman7092
    @michellelyman7092 Před rokem +2

    well if you can't go shopping at all maybe someone can be your proxy on that and you can go along for the ride and bundle up and sit in the car in the parking lot and get in some real good people watching while a friend goes in and grabs what you need♥

  • @michellelair3102
    @michellelair3102 Před rokem +1

    Sending you lots of love, strength and positive energy. ❤🎄

  • @SaberTooth_TFG
    @SaberTooth_TFG Před rokem +2

    I’m glad that, despite what you’re going through, you remain positive and optimistic. You’re awesome, and I hope that you have an amazing Christmas! 😉👍

  • @michelles9897
    @michelles9897 Před rokem +2

    💖💖💖
    Ps thank you for being so anaxing. You are strong and positive and also genuinely empathetic. May this week be an easy one for you, your family & your mom & dad.

  • @sandimartin8394
    @sandimartin8394 Před rokem +2

    You are in my prayers Maria. I am always anxious to hear from you and see how you are feeling. I hope you were able to enjoy your chocolate strawberries. So thankful you are getting to spend time with your family. I am sure they will be able to lift your spirits. You are such a strong young woman and I know you will beat this awful disease. You are a fighter and have lots of us praying for you. Merry Christmas Maria to you and your family. Including of course your beautiful dog. What breed is she? She is gorgeous.

  • @kisslena
    @kisslena Před rokem +2

    Continued Prayers for improved outlooks towards a successful clinical trial🙏🏽

  • @joannpergakis4183
    @joannpergakis4183 Před rokem

    Thinking of you
    Merry Christmas to you and your family
    Prayers that you have a good few days to enjoy
    Hugs

  • @debbrink6523
    @debbrink6523 Před rokem +3

    From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
    Dear Maria, I just found you today on CZcams. I can totally sympathize with all you are going through as I am currently fighting uterine/omentum/lymph cancer. I just finished my 6 rounds (every 21 days) of chemo since October 13/22. I will be getting a CT Scan & MRI then surgery February 28/23🤞🏻🙏. I truly hope a plan of action happens quickly & you get accepted to a clinical trial. You have to have hope ‘cause that’s what’s going to pull you through. You are in my 🙏 & ❤️. Sendingyou virtual hugs 🤗.

    • @debbrink6523
      @debbrink6523 Před rokem

      From Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
      It’s been a while so hope you are doing okay. My fate changed on February 13th when I fell ill with a Saddle Pulmonary Embolism, out of the blue. I was in hospital for 2 weeks (ER-2days, ICU-5 days, the rest on the Cancer/Inpatient floor). It was a very very difficult time. I am now set up for more CT/MRI Scans on the 15th of May to see about the cancer in my uterus etc.. I have a consult w/oncologist May 25th. If all is well I now have surgery for June 8th (it’s fluid, as she says 🤞🏻🙏). Hopefully you are on track with all you’re going through, keep me posted. Sending you my 🙏&❤️&🤗.

    • @hannaczerwinska6286
      @hannaczerwinska6286 Před rokem +1

      @@debbrink6523 the lovely lady passed away 😢

  • @karenshady8129
    @karenshady8129 Před rokem +1

    You are always in my thoughts, and prayers. Merry Christmas from Australia.

  • @clairebeever3038
    @clairebeever3038 Před rokem

    I ❤your positivity…. Yes your so right the waiting is torture …. ❤

  • @jillehr2402
    @jillehr2402 Před rokem +1

    Sorry for your frustration. Best prayers and wishes coming your way. Enjoy your family

  • @sherifricke3845
    @sherifricke3845 Před rokem

    ❤ to you … stay strong . I know it’s harder than said but think of family and good times while you wait on these emotional updates . Occupy your mind with many things without neglecting to push your drs for answers too

  • @calliecooper99
    @calliecooper99 Před rokem

    Praying for you 🙏🏻❤️

  • @kathyglenn7773
    @kathyglenn7773 Před rokem +1

    Maria, you are in my prayers. Much love from Texas.

    • @sterlingmatsui154
      @sterlingmatsui154 Před rokem

      Stay SAFE & Warm During These Next COLD Few Days, Kathy~Our Nights Have Been Very Cold (For Us) Here in Surprise, AZ-☆...Happiest of Holidays to You & Yours♡:)

  • @vancekershaw6876
    @vancekershaw6876 Před rokem +1

    Maria I hope you feel better soon and I'm sending you healing prayers and hugs.

    • @nesekitty9703
      @nesekitty9703 Před rokem +1

      Maria passed away February 11th, 2023
      😢🙏☮🕊🌹🌺🤍🧚‍♀✨

  • @Debilee16
    @Debilee16 Před rokem

    So sorry to hear that your suffering so much , I have Her2 breast cancer and do struggle on chemotherapy side effects, it's a means to a end , stay positive, I think you are doing amazing posting online ,so helpful to !

  • @rachelbee7921
    @rachelbee7921 Před rokem +1

    Maria, I think of you often, and I will continue praying you may begin a trial soon. Perhaps you can see your Rheumatologist in the next week or so. Keep those spirits up! We are rooting for you! Wishing you a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year making memories with your loved ones. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem

      I’ve got the rheumatologist appointment booked for the first week of January! Fingers crossed

  • @annettepurtle3757
    @annettepurtle3757 Před rokem +1

    Never ever give up hope Maria, we got this hunny 💙 stay strong and fight ! My prayers for you dear 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 there’s always newer treatments coming out all the time. Just enjoy your family and have a Merry Christmas 🎄🎁🎅🧑‍🎄🤗🤗🤗🤗🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem +1

      I’m definitely not giving up hope. It’s just so hard to keep hearing bad news. I’m going to turn the corner at some point!

  • @leaveittolefty
    @leaveittolefty Před rokem +2

    the angel on top of your 🎄is spectacular!😍

  • @rebeccanyaga2381
    @rebeccanyaga2381 Před rokem

    Praying for you ❤️🙏❤️

  • @karenlindstedt4361
    @karenlindstedt4361 Před rokem +1

    Sending prayers your way

  • @leeleegirl8612
    @leeleegirl8612 Před rokem +1

    Good luck getting into those trials. Merry Christmas! Enjoy.

  • @robynholliday4794
    @robynholliday4794 Před rokem +2

    Pink suits you so well ❤

  • @sylviagatterburg5318
    @sylviagatterburg5318 Před rokem +3

    Blessings for you and your family for christmas, try to be elastic in waiting for a trial, you are in the hands of God, sure

  • @cat-annechats5362
    @cat-annechats5362 Před rokem

    Prayers and hugs~

  • @fran1395
    @fran1395 Před rokem

    Your in my prayers ❤

  • @GuadalupeGuacamole
    @GuadalupeGuacamole Před rokem +1

    Keep fighting and have an amazing holiday season!
    🙌🎅🎄

  • @fgomez209
    @fgomez209 Před rokem +6

    CAR-T is the promising new technology that deserves the risks of a clinical trial.

  • @vickybradley3432
    @vickybradley3432 Před rokem +1

    It sounds like you have a great family and wonderful neighbors. I hope your Christmas is wonderful. Let the family handle it for you! You need to sit back and enjoy every minute of it. I have been through Ovarian Cancer treatments on two different occasions and it is hard asking for help or letting people handle things for you. However, it will make them feel good to help you!! I pray that you get accepted into a clinical trial. I also will be praying for complete healing!

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem +2

      You are absolutely right it is so hard to ask for help. Hopefully you are in remission after your two battles with this beast.

    • @vickybradley3432
      @vickybradley3432 Před rokem

      @@MyCancerJourneyMaria, yes, I am in remission. I currently take Rubraca twice per day. It has some bad side effects, but nothing like what we have already been through. I have to be tested every month with blood work. I have to see my Oncologist every 2 months and I still have a CT scan every 4 months to make sure my cancer has not returned. Praying for you!!

  • @beverleycumming1876
    @beverleycumming1876 Před rokem +3

    Such a sad time for you…its okay to feel overwhelmed…emotions are good…get it out…

  • @ilovepickles495
    @ilovepickles495 Před rokem +1

    Hi Maria, I've been following your story and it breaks my heart to see you upset like this. I can't imagine what you're going through. You seem like such a lovely person - I'm really rooting for you. I'm from the Boston area myself (I believe that's where you said you were from and getting treatment); if I can be of any help or support to your family, please let me know. Sending lots of love - Robin

    • @MyCancerJourneyMaria
      @MyCancerJourneyMaria  Před rokem

      Thank you so much, Robin. Yes, I am being treated at Dana-Farber in Boston and live in the area. We are so lucky to have such great medical care, so I’m sure you can understand how disappointing it was for me to know that at this time, I couldn’t enroll in a clinical trial.

  • @Emily-fo2xo
    @Emily-fo2xo Před 11 měsíci +1

    My Aunt saw a doctor. He said oh its nothing when all the signs were there. 6 months later it had progressed. She wanted to sue but wasnt worth lawyers and going through chemos at same time

  • @annettepurtle3757
    @annettepurtle3757 Před rokem

    Merry Christmas Maria & family 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🎄🎄🎁🎅🧑‍🎄🖐🏼

  • @sheliasims5786
    @sheliasims5786 Před 7 měsíci

    prayers for you.

  • @luamada2002
    @luamada2002 Před 10 měsíci

    May God give you strength. As a survivor I know how you fell. Hang in there

  • @delinquense
    @delinquense Před rokem +2

    Hi Maria. I've taken somewhat of a different approach. No chocolate covered strawberries for me, as good as they look. I switched over to a super low carb diet, practically no sugar in addition to Intermittent Fasting, 18 hours fast - 6 hours feeding time.
    A few longer fasts early in the new year to really get things going. You may want to investigate this option, either with chemo or without. There's lots of reasons to believe this combination might have some merit. Research the effects of glucose and cancer, glycolosis and how cancer uses sugar. Warburg effect.

  • @bonniepankhurst5437
    @bonniepankhurst5437 Před rokem

    Happy Holidays💖