Ren - Su!cIde REACTION

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  • @SheaWhatNow
    @SheaWhatNow  Před rokem +200

    I lost my brother and cousin to suicide and struggle with depression myself. This video is definitely more serious and I’m not as goofy or humorous and honestly it’s hard for me to comment or speak on. But that’s my reaction. Thanks for watching. I love you and God loves you.

    • @didierblasco8116
      @didierblasco8116 Před rokem +4

      God loves you too ! I wish you to rest in his hand and feel how safe life can be.

    • @darrenraffan7804
      @darrenraffan7804 Před rokem +2

      💔💔💔 God bless you

    • @torlcean
      @torlcean Před rokem +2

      Lovely reaction, stay strong! Love from England x

    • @warrickcaldecott2866
      @warrickcaldecott2866 Před rokem +3

      You should read what Ren commented before posting the vid and rewatch it changes a lot

    • @Harryroberts1975
      @Harryroberts1975 Před rokem +1

      Genuinely thank you for sharing. Much love to you and your family today and always.

  • @johnnyeproductions
    @johnnyeproductions Před rokem +111

    My story... (which I have not spoken about to anyone else before seeing this video and deciding to open up) As a kid, I was in a very abusive home My Mom's boyfriend (they had a child together) used to beat the ever living shit out of me. It got so bad that I felt I had no way out. I was 13 mind you. I followed through with my unaliving, hung from a tree. I had said goodbye to my best friend. Threw rocks at his window to get him to open it (winter time) and then I ran off. Aaron found me hanging from that tree, and he quickly was able to get me down by grinding a rock against the rope. I wasn't breathing, but he brought me back. A 13 yr kid himself, brought me back. That summer I went to go stay at my Grandparents for most of it as I always did. My Grandma knew something was wrong but couldn't get me to talk. I guess I was just ashamed, and scared... well, Grandma let me have a few beers with her and Grandpa like a week before I was supposed to go back. She finally got it out of me (by getting me drunk lol) and the next day she called my Mom and said I wasn't coming back. My mom said ok, and that she would come get me when she left him. Well, that day never came. Sadly, in 2005 my best friend was killed in a car accident by a drunk driver. I was so angry, he should have been here, I was the one that was supposed to go. I thought about joining him, but... after seeing how devastated his mom was at the funeral, I couldn't do that to mine. Or to my Grandma especially. So now I have to keep going on FOR Aaron, he saved me for a reason. He didn't get that chance, I do. So I fight! I'm very sick right now with an illness that will most likely take me out but I am still fighting that too! I have to di it, even if for not myself, but for Aaron. RIP brother, I fkn miss you!

    • @MsCheesemonster13
      @MsCheesemonster13 Před rokem +9

      Thank you for being brave and telling us your story; I hope it helped, even just a little bit. I wish I could say something that would make you feel better, but I cannot think of anything. Your grandparents and best friend sound like amazing people, and it is a fitting legacy to your friend that you continue to fight to live. All the best xx

    • @johnnyeproductions
      @johnnyeproductions Před rokem +3

      @@MsCheesemonster13 thank you, I appreciate that!

    • @SlCKB0Y-sb1kg
      @SlCKB0Y-sb1kg Před rokem +3

      😢 what’s the illness ?

    • @johnnyeproductions
      @johnnyeproductions Před rokem +1

      @@SlCKB0Y-sb1kg stage 4 liver disease (non alcoholic fatty liver)

    • @SlCKB0Y-sb1kg
      @SlCKB0Y-sb1kg Před rokem +3

      @@johnnyeproductions Ah shit mate. That’s really rough. 🙁 I really respect your braveness, not just in your current or previous adversity but in just sharing your story.

  • @RP-ky8rt
    @RP-ky8rt Před rokem +19

    the hair and the flannel, A1

    • @woodywoodman2319
      @woodywoodman2319 Před rokem

      This.... Yes.... gimme this kinda Sexy Any Day over the caked on make-up and designer clothing!!!

    • @SlCKB0Y-sb1kg
      @SlCKB0Y-sb1kg Před rokem

      Yep, the flanny is awesome…

  • @TravelPhotoGuy
    @TravelPhotoGuy Před rokem +55

    In the realm of art, where emotions collide, A music video unfolds, profound and wide. "Ren" takes the stage, a haunting melody in air, A tale of despair, with a poetic flair.
    A somber scene sets the mournful tone, As shadows dance, and secrets are sown. A solitary figure, burdened by strife, With every movement, conveying a fragile life.
    The colors muted, like fading dreams, Echoing the pain within silent streams. A heart, heavy with sorrow, and solitude, Yearning for solace, yet misunderstood.
    Through tender verses, the story unwinds, A struggle concealed in veils of the mind. In each frame, anguish merges with grace, As the artist's soul finds solace in this space.
    With ethereal visuals and cinematic grace, Ren's music video paints a sorrowful face. Yet, amidst the darkness, a spark emerges, A glimmer of hope, where light converges.
    The viewer, entranced, traverses the abyss, Witnessing a journey through sorrow's hiss. An ode to resilience, though pain lingers near, The spirit dares to rise, shedding every tear.
    As the video concludes, an ache remains, A lingering sadness, like melancholic refrains. But in that melancholy, a beauty is found, A poignant reminder, of strength unbound.
    So let us embrace the artistry at play, In Ren's music video, where emotions sway. For even in darkness, a glimmer we see, As we traverse life's depths, we shall be free.
    #itgetsbetter

  • @Hexenkind1
    @Hexenkind1 Před rokem +8

    Full context and story to this song:
    "Today I want to write something beautiful and eloquent but I’ve been staring at my computer screen for the past 10 minutes blankly. So I’ll just write.
    Today, the 1st of June is my friend Joe’s birthday.
    I first met Joe when I was 8 years old, my friend Josh said I had to meet this guy, so we both walked over to his, it took about 10 minutes from my house. I was greeted by this kid covered head to toe in freckles, he grinned at us, climbed onto the back of his sofa and screamed “Swanton Bomb!” then front flipped off the top and landed right onto his back on a stone floor. He lay still for a moment, twitched a few times, then got up, grinned at us, brushed himself off, and did it again.
    This was Joe. He’d do anything to make people laugh. He ended up becoming one of my best friends. He was there when we stole our first cigarettes out of his mums pack, way too young. He was there when I had my first kiss, with a girl twice my size on the back of the 42 bus. He was there when I first got so drunk I threw up in the woods after drinking as much white lightning Cider as we could. I was there when he did his first backflip on skates, and saw him do a 720 off of the pier cave, that moment became legendary.
    Joe was the funny one in our friend group, he’d make us laugh till it hurt. No one had a bad word to say about him. It was impossible not to like him. Usually we put celebrities, athletes and actors on pedestals, turn them into role models and admire them from a far. The person I admired was Joe.
    Him and Sagar knew every word to the songs id write, we’d get drunk at parties and they’d be singing along as loud as they could. It gave me a lot of confidence back then.
    On Christmas Eve 2010 I was sitting in a pub with Joe, he’d been feeling low after a couple of consecutive break ups. He tried to check himself into a mental health outpatient facility a few weeks earlier but they turned him away because he didn’t have an appointment. He turned to me and said that sometimes he wished he could just walk into the sea and keep walking. He said it in a kind of half joking throw away comment type of way, then took a sip of his drink, walked over to the juke box and put Dig by Incubus on. If I knew that was the last time I’d see Joe id have hugged him, told him how much I loved him, how much I looked up to him, how much we all loved him, and I wouldn’t have left that pub. I didn’t know that, so I finished my drink, said happy Christmas and left.
    Two nights after Christmas I got woken up by a phone call at 3am, it was my friend Ella. She told me Joe was on the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the main land to the isle of Anglesey where we lived. He’d been on the phone to her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. I pulled on my clothes as fast as I could and started running toward the bridge. It was up a hill. I lived about a ten minute walk away, I could run it in five. As I ran I started dialling then redialing his number. The line was busy, which was a good sign, it meant he was still on the phone to someone. As I got about halfway, the busy tone changed. It told me the line was out of service. I got a sinking feeling and picked up my speed. I arrived to the bridge minutes after I left my house. It was deafeningly quiet. I was the first person to arrive. I got there probably about 2 minutes too late.
    Joe’s body was never found.
    Initially we refused to believe he was gone. The coastguard came out that night, with boats, and helicopters. Me and my friends spent the next 10 days putting up missing posters everywhere we could, walking up and down beaches with flashlights, getting about 3 hours sleep a night. When you’re walking up and down a beach with a torch when its dark everything looks like a body. We still haven’t found Joe.
    As his birthday came around, I wrote a song, freckled angels, a song I dedicated to Joe which I sang in front of his friends and family. A charity football match was put on for him, raising money for the RNLI where I won two bottles of wine in a raffle, I drank them both as quickly as I could, naturally, turned to my friend and probably slurred something along the lines of “This is the last time I ever drink” That was 12 years ago, I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol since.
    My first ever album I named Freckled Angels in tribute of one of the best people I ever knew.
    Skip forward some years. I’d been sitting on this song I wrote a few years ago. It always felt a little incomplete. It was going to be my next release, but I was dreading it because of this feeling of incompletion. I decided, very last minute, to do something about it. I sat by my piano, and the rest of the song fell out of me. I hadn’t thought about Joe in a little while, and the song initially wasn’t going to be about him, but the words all fell out of me. I wrote and recorded a whole 2 minutes extra, recording each part as I wrote it. Tears spewing out of my eyes pretty much the whole time, and decided not to do my usual thing of perfecting each line, I just recorded every line as it came."

  • @TheStellalegs72
    @TheStellalegs72 Před rokem +17

    With thanks to Knox Hill after interviewing Ren, Ren included the last verse that is the most heartfelt and emotional bit of music I have heard in the 50 years I have been on this planet. Great Reaction Shea, keep up the great work.

    • @mvlpix4419
      @mvlpix4419 Před rokem

      i saw that he did the interview with him but didn’t watched it, what do you mean with „thanks to knox“?

    • @FallenEagleFTW
      @FallenEagleFTW Před rokem +1

      ​@@mvlpix4419during the Knox interview, Ren spoke about his friend, which he hadn't in some time. After he ended up sitting down, pressing record and words flowed out of his soul. That's the second part of the song.

  • @MrChristbait
    @MrChristbait Před rokem +6

    Y/T won't block this,it's already on here loads!

  • @xdaniedx
    @xdaniedx Před rokem +11

    It's really silly that CZcams will get on reactors who mention the word su!cide because like Ren said on his livestream the other day on Twitch, he can write a song that talks about walking into a supermarket and shooting up the place and murdering everybody in the store and that'll be fine. But talking about mental health is bad. The double standard is ridiculously stupid.

  • @peterveste6976
    @peterveste6976 Před rokem +5

    thank you for reacting to this, Ren is starting a movement of love ❤ I also love your crazy hair ❤❤❤

  • @jrbush1
    @jrbush1 Před rokem +12

    So sad, but so real. I do hope Ren is helping many, many people.

  • @PissedOffCanuck
    @PissedOffCanuck Před rokem +5

    Amen.

  • @Jason_xofilos
    @Jason_xofilos Před rokem +8

    What is amazing is how vulnerable Ren was at when he wrote this and created this video plus currently releasing to it all of us.
    2nd is Ren’s loss of his childhood when he lost his innocence and feeling of immortality. He reminds me of the Maestro Tuomas Holopainen who composed most of Nightwish songs, poetry in his lyrics, and music. One theme Tuomas has is Dead Boy meaning a loss of childhood.
    Ren previous work seems to add meaning and us understand this video. For example, changing face of Ren walking through the cityscape suggests “eternal dancing” between darkness and light in one’s thoughts.
    Finally, while emphasizing the pain Ren’s friend Joe was going through also showing how hurt he was by the choice his friend Joe made along with the guilt of just possibly missing getting to Joe in time to save him or even to say goodbye plus Joe’s body was never found for closure. I am sure Ren has forgiven himself logically and intellectually but it is very much harder emotionally. In other words, the choices one makes affects more than oneself.
    As Aurora has sung ‘Let the River Run’.

  • @kennethmichael5404
    @kennethmichael5404 Před rokem +8

    This one was tough....no doubt. I've already watched it several times and I've yet to keep a dry eye. That end segment is just soul crushing. The song starts out about Ren, he said this himself, but then he said that for some reason it felt incomplete. He started with the piano and the first line of that final sequence and said that the rest just kinda poured out of him. The emotion you hear, his tears, the breaking in his voice .... it's all genuine and real...and it comes across vividly. Once again, Ren uses the power of his personal experiences and his musical talent to draw an emotional response from the listener.
    "I suffer ...therefore I am. But I will NOT relent and I will learn to ride the waves." Life IS pain, but there is no battle more worth fighting. Ren once again being "that voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope." I'll never stop saying this- Ren is special.

  • @chrisg.1246
    @chrisg.1246 Před rokem +8

    I don't really know how to explain this but the way your own vulnerability somehow makes through your calm demeanor is perhaps one of the most...human...things I have ever been witness to. I think my world will be brighter tomorrow. Thanks for being real CarlieShea.

  • @mldkenny
    @mldkenny Před rokem +8

    Thank you for doing this one and total respect to Ren for his bravery. Also thank you for opening up about yourself, I am sure it all helps others.

  • @tylerlove2052
    @tylerlove2052 Před rokem +6

    It’s wonderful that you and so many others are reacting to this. So powerful! It’s amazing that Ren said the song wasn’t about Joe, then when the song was all done including the video, he was at his piano and the second part just came out. He asked if they could add it last minute and they managed to. His vulnerability is what helps people connect and relate, and the same goes for you. Be well.

  • @elenaorujev3494
    @elenaorujev3494 Před rokem +1

    Such an important conversation and just so heart wrenching!

  • @Harryroberts1975
    @Harryroberts1975 Před rokem

    That was so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your reaction.

  • @brianshort3608
    @brianshort3608 Před rokem +4

    Amen!

  • @jasper4365
    @jasper4365 Před rokem

    its nice your so open about it, and im glad they work for you. god bles.

  • @torstenjosephkartelmeyer4623

    born 1970... I´m addicted to art, books, music, paintings. I never stumbled over an artist, that had the courage, to expose this intens and IMPORTAND feelings like REN does!.from birth, my emotional mindset is far more intense than the average people. It took me to the age of 30+ and several therapies to learn, that , as to speak with REN´s words, Its not you that´s sick, it´s the world that´s sick. Just like him, therapist didn´t understand my problems. but how could´ey. now I´m fine. learned some copin skills... ;-)
    btw... depression, hyperactivity, several drug adddicccttttiiiioooonnn. schon klar, habs mal wieder übertrieben... mags so loud to be as I can. punkk ...
    IQ above 130, EQ not measureble. far ablove. (the l is ... ya know) listen to Joe!!!!!!

  • @mistercre2
    @mistercre2 Před 3 měsíci

    I like how your reaction is honest and open. Being real is what this is all about

  • @kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916

    Great reaction. The Lord definitely gets me through as well. My faith is probally the only thing that kept me alive to be here today especially when I lost everything and everyone around me. When ur at rock bottom look up. Take care. God bless.

  • @tiredmdntblggr
    @tiredmdntblggr Před rokem

    I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you for this reaction, and God bless Ren for making the song.

  • @jasonstewart3996
    @jasonstewart3996 Před rokem

    This is one thing that i love about ren, and i feel like its so damn important. Ren breaks down so many barriers that hold ghis world back. First of all, his music. Its defies genres. It also defies all race creed and country lines. People of all types love ren. As they should. Ive seen metal heads, rappers, classical musicians, and just people of all musical genre backgrounds loving is work. Its art at its purist form. You capture it very well. Thank you bro for your awesome reactions

  • @summittaedae2323
    @summittaedae2323 Před rokem

    Ren is a genius in his creativity. I’ve watched so many reactions to because it’s lovely to see other peoples perception of what he is all about. Oh btw your hair looks great, have a lovely day 😊

  • @Kenai2008
    @Kenai2008 Před rokem

    I have watched this video many times. Suicide has hit my family more than once and I am grateful for Ren and the Reactors like you that tell their story. It helps me more than I could imagine. I believe Ren's artistry is not only bringing these "taboo" mental health topics to the forefront but also helping people heal and feel again. It's excruciating, but extremely cathartic in the end. I am grateful for people like you ... much love!

  • @andreasgrunenberg8010
    @andreasgrunenberg8010 Před 8 měsíci +1

    You made it without a tear

  • @M0S3ST0NE
    @M0S3ST0NE Před rokem

    Shane & Louise your beautiful energy and sharing truth, thank you for sharing )X

  • @periurban
    @periurban Před rokem

    Congratulations to all the reactors who so honestly take on Ren's work and add their own dimension to it.
    I've never seen an artist as open and vulnerable as Ren holding the floor in such an utterly mesmerizing way. You know as you listen that it's gonna hurt, but after listening to all the twists and turns of his varied works you learn to trust him, and you know that the hurt will be worth every tear. The reaction community is rallying around to promote and nourish a young man who is coming into the heights of his powers as a social videographer, singing his pain away, giving us a heady mix of poetry, melody, rhythm, personality and story telling. He's a genius, no doubt, but the best thing about Ren Gill is that he's OUR genius, not some dead freak from the past where you have to read a book or watch a documentary to know them. We are watching a butterfly emerge in real time, and when Ren's story is told decades from now those of us who are young enough today will be able to say, "I was there, and I saw it close up."

  • @tinymusikcodottv-Musikverse99

    You got it so . What I wrote about how People have made Ren out to be this~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ They've named me a wandering bard,
    A timeless and enigmatic nomad,
    But I feel lost within myself,
    Unsure of where my heart is at,
    A chameleon of the human race,
    A trickster, a sage, a shifting face,
    THE SAGE OF TALES, untamed and wild,
    Unraveling truths with a knowing smile.
    I wonder if I still possess,
    The fire, the strength, the tenderness,
    To sing with the voice of countless years,
    And dance like dreams that never wither,
    Can I still weave a web of tales,
    Drawing wisdom from hidden wells,
    No longer certain, I hesitate,
    As I stand at destiny's gate.
    My goal was once to bring delight,
    Through melodies that dance in flight,
    Yet now I question my own role,
    In the grand scheme of the cosmic whole,
    Is it laughter or the bitter truth,
    That I must share with the world uncouth,
    As the minstrel who sees the core,
    Of what humanity's striving for.
    The jester, they say, can speak the truth,
    While others hide in masks uncouth,
    A voice of reason in a world of lies,
    I am the proof, the truth that cries,
    But now I wonder if I have the strength,
    To bear the weight of truth's full length,
    To guide the lost and heal the blind,
    And bring the world a peace of mind.
    To break the chains of false belief,
    And offer solace, hope, relief,
    I must return to innocence,
    Embrace the child within, and hence,
    Confront the lies, the pain, the strife,
    And start anew, a fresh new life,
    For I am stronger than I know,
    In this journey where truth must grow.
    No longer here for jest or scorn,
    For kings and queens who've long been worn,
    I stand before you, truth in hand,
    To save mankind from its own demand,
    From savagery and cruel fate,
    I share my wisdom, love, and hate,
    A guide, a friend, a soul reborn,
    Just a human, seeking truth's forlorn.
    (C) 2023 Keith B Moran

  • @KarriSimone
    @KarriSimone Před rokem +1

    Thank you for even visiting this song with the freshness of your lose. May God bless you

  • @alwaysbreezy37
    @alwaysbreezy37 Před rokem

    I'm so glad for Ren, NF, Dax, etc, cause they're really making a difference in people's lives. Thank you Carly, we love you too ♥️

  • @dalemurray1318
    @dalemurray1318 Před rokem

    A bit of advice form an old depressive. When something beautiful moves you to tears, take advantage of it, let the tears flow, tears of joy release the pain even better than tears of sadness or grief.

  • @bernieninian53
    @bernieninian53 Před rokem

    Came accross a few of your reactions to ren and big push think you'd like , "it's alright " the big push live at chalk

  • @didierblasco8116
    @didierblasco8116 Před rokem

    nice to react to this very important song for so many of us !

  • @Hope...M
    @Hope...M Před rokem

    Somebody told me that back in the 80s there was a song titled "Don't Try """""''"" ." I think Queen was the band. It got radio play. Now we can't even say the word.

  • @fredatkins5890
    @fredatkins5890 Před rokem

    Love your reactions carly. Keep them up. Deep song. Take care.

  • @Blackelkspeaks69
    @Blackelkspeaks69 Před rokem

    I just got his sick boi jacket from his site in UK. Took awhile to get to Virginia, but thejacket is 🔥🔥. I’d post a pic if I could

  • @dustyrhodes8077
    @dustyrhodes8077 Před rokem +1

    If you have problems with copyright contact ren and he'll sought it

  • @terenceingledew1891
    @terenceingledew1891 Před rokem +1

    Love your Ren and Chinchilla reaction's, keep it up. Cheers.
    old Australian bloke.

  • @FooDogDat
    @FooDogDat Před 9 měsíci

    Carlie, don't worry about filters or stopping on Ren videos, he doesn't bother about copyright, in fact he loves reactors and may show up to comment, if YT does anything just send him a message.
    I am sorry to hear you have personal experience with this as close as a relative. For me I am crushed by one lyric of 'Hi Ren' that says 'The voice when you loosen the noose on the rope.'
    I had a friend who I'd Skype chat with regularly from a group who got to know each other from an M.E. support forum. He like Ren had a misdiagnosis, what he likely had was Lyme Disease also, but he never got proper care, he was in a great deal of untreated pain and was not able to keep food down, he'd lost 30 pounds. We had a long chat just days before he was found hanging in his flat by his father.
    'For Joe' expands on this work taking this last bit and adding further lyrics, there is a post where he talks about meeting his childhood friend at 8 years old, a boy covered head to toe in freckles, this is why his first album is titled 'Freckled Angels.'
    Ren's work can deal with personal issues such as chronic illness and mental health, as well as this experience with his friend, but he's also doing a good deal of social commentary, which you see him segue into at the end of 'Sick Boi' that is about his Lyme Disease misdiagnosis.
    'Money Game part I' is about the only video I'd tell a reactor to get the lyrics beforehand, as even Ren stated about it being hard to understand 'I don't know what you'd call my mongrel accent now, Northern? Southern? Welsh?' 'Money Game part II' is trending now and is clear, even without the lyrics shown in the video, the montage work in it is great as is his lyricism. Worth checking out.

  • @rebriffer
    @rebriffer Před rokem +1

    The video is made with AI software by the same guys who made Heretic etc (all the animated videos - Louie Mardin) I knew this one would be a tough one for you but this is as beautiful as it is sad. Bless you and much love.

  • @maxmoore9955
    @maxmoore9955 Před rokem

    Their was a Lot of British References in that Track ,Witch you will only know if you have worked in British industry.. IMPRESSED MATE ,But he his of Welsh Birth 👏

  • @cmcg5788
    @cmcg5788 Před rokem +1

    Thanks.

  • @Theogvineofthedead
    @Theogvineofthedead Před rokem

    The hair is cute don't worry 😂 that intro to this deep beautiful song tho... 😅 I appreciate the light intro to a piece of art that I can't get through without crying. 😔

  • @scottcostantini6501
    @scottcostantini6501 Před 11 měsíci

    Carlie, do you ever get to the point where the "happy pills" aren't enough. You seem so together and stronger than I am. Life can feel so overwhelming sometimes and yet I feel guilty for feeling this way because I have it so much better than many others. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, feelings, and insecurities. Please know that every reaction I watch from you makes me smile. Having that power to have a positive impact on complete strangers is very rare. Thank you and I sooooooo much appreciate you

    • @SheaWhatNow
      @SheaWhatNow  Před 11 měsíci +1

      This is my first time on “happy pills” but prior to those I built up strong positive habits and worked very hard everyday to not let the darkness win. It’s a dance as Ren says. You are so much stronger than you even know. God got me through all my darkest days and I know He loves you too. You are so loved.

  • @carolinejohansson8609

    ❤️

  • @laupstad
    @laupstad Před 6 měsíci

    "A light goes out on the other side. It never really felt like the right time."
    Already there he got me. Not it hasn't been considered. A lot. It just never felt like the right time. Scary thought but some day it might be the right time.

  • @Medicinemen100
    @Medicinemen100 Před rokem +1

    Don't worry about pausing Ren because of copyright. He's well known for allowing reators etc to use his music. If you an issue contact Ren and he will sort it out. I think CZcams know his stance on this issue by now.

  • @mvlpix4419
    @mvlpix4419 Před rokem +1

    just FYI you don’t need to worry about a copyright claim, REN is not striking any reaction, he actually loves when people are reacting to his music :)

    • @OblivionGate
      @OblivionGate Před rokem

      Yeah it's quite annoying trying to watch a reaction that's filtered when you know you don't have to.

  • @mvlpix4419
    @mvlpix4419 Před rokem

    Ren is a generational artist. Like, listen to this song and then listen to „what you want“ from him. the gap between genres he manages to perfect, is absolutely beyond me. i know artists, especially rappers who can rap really badass and also sing like softer songs, but Ren can master all of the genres, wouldn’t surprise me if his next song is an opera song lol

  • @boydhall1587
    @boydhall1587 Před rokem

    Been putting off watching this video but glad I watched it with you. TommyBee.

  • @mctheribbler5276
    @mctheribbler5276 Před rokem

    I lost my Dad thru Suizi when i was 15. Hard time bud there is always Light at the end of the fucking Tunnel

  • @stevecody9878
    @stevecody9878 Před rokem

    ❤❤❤

  • @spruce381
    @spruce381 Před 9 měsíci

    Anyone who says he’s promoting exit is clueless - he’s here in the game, creating art / awareness, from reality.
    De la Soul, still say this 33 later - I’m just glad to be in (on) the show.

  • @reviewandreactionvideoswit7200

    Yayyyy Shea!!!

  • @larryc3860
    @larryc3860 Před 2 měsíci

    To you, Carly and all your viewers.......above all, keep 'Joe' ( R.I.P ) in your prayers.......we share Ren's pain................

  • @ChristineP-qp6vn
    @ChristineP-qp6vn Před 8 měsíci

    These same news channels that would have no problem talking about 5K fun, runs for cancer or how to prevent heart disease seem to forget that mental illness is also a disease and deserves to be addressed

  • @timm2428
    @timm2428 Před rokem

    I have ptsd and years ago I tried to shoot myself, I pulled the trigger and the gun jammed. Im so glad it did even as I struggle this morning with flashbacks.

  • @derekdavis6508
    @derekdavis6508 Před rokem

    I was on Wellbutrin, Adderall XR if i remember, I've been off them for years, but I may see what new dope they have out, I have been struggling lately I think not sleeping makes symptoms worse.

  • @johnnyeproductions
    @johnnyeproductions Před rokem +2

    it was CNN that did that

  • @Chris12987
    @Chris12987 Před rokem +1

    👍

  • @elcardil
    @elcardil Před rokem

    Sorry to bring it up but... why has noone ever commented on the girl in the "water" or the constant reference to the tracks. Both classic references to razors down the tracks in a warm bath.... Bleed out!

  • @bashab3098
    @bashab3098 Před rokem

    I think at the end it’s Ren and his mate who jumped , their faces are mixed

  • @helenjarvis7755
    @helenjarvis7755 Před rokem

    💖💛💛💙

  • @belindamelville2270
    @belindamelville2270 Před rokem

    ❤😢😢😢😢❤

  • @graceydez6199
    @graceydez6199 Před rokem

    CZcams had Ren on the trending lost for a while but they stopped him being recced yesterday. His numbers fell off. Its up to you reactors to spread the word bow. ❤

  • @JeremeDavis
    @JeremeDavis Před rokem +1

    I never noticed it before but you look a lot like my cousin. She lost her husband to this, he was a veteran and has PTSD. I also lost my best friend to this, I still have some guilt about that over 10 years later. I have anxiety and depression and had a failed attempt in my late teens that i never told anybody about at the time and then he succeeded in his attempt, he was going through a lot of the same stuff I did. I still can't help but wonder if I was open about my experiences if he may have came to talk to me and still be around today

    • @SheaWhatNow
      @SheaWhatNow  Před rokem +1

      Can’t blame yourself friend. I’m sorry you struggle as well. You’re not alone.
      I thought that too “I could have done something if I’d…” but honestly if it wasn’t this time it probably would’ve been another time. I’m so sorry for your loss. Give yourself some grace and know that wasn’t your fault. I love ya!

  • @simonwilson1211
    @simonwilson1211 Před rokem

    Hey Kylie.. Please understand that he is shining a light X.. I'm also a black belt in cuddles X I Hope you feel mine Sweetheart!

  • @jayasakti5455
    @jayasakti5455 Před rokem

    Will you riec PUTRI ARIANI AGT, PLEASE

  • @IsMirDochLattens
    @IsMirDochLattens Před rokem

    Does it make a difference for the algorithm if you say the title or he sings it? It's mentioned anyway no?

  • @frankwalton1628
    @frankwalton1628 Před 2 měsíci

    It was CNN that misinterpreted the meaning.

  • @richt71
    @richt71 Před rokem

    This is hard listen. But it needs to be out there.
    BTW. CZcams won't block you as Ren owns his rights and loves reactors like you. So not strikes from Ren.

  • @static65days...
    @static65days... Před rokem

    Is there a more relevant honest artist around right now?....this is Bardcore 🏴‍☠

  • @chrisp308
    @chrisp308 Před rokem +3

    I worry now that our boy is self medicating

    • @SheaWhatNow
      @SheaWhatNow  Před rokem +5

      I think he’s got struggles similar to my own but we bounce back

    • @MarkDaniels2
      @MarkDaniels2 Před rokem +8

      He's currently in Canada undergoing treatment for his Lyme Disease damage. He's being very closely monitored by doctors right now. The second half of the song was actually inspired by the discussion he had with Knox Hill during his interview. Apparently it was recorded as it was being written.

    • @chrisp308
      @chrisp308 Před rokem +1

      @@MarkDaniels2 I hope the best for the young man, may he have a full recovery

    • @garytyme9384
      @garytyme9384 Před rokem

      I would say self-indulgent rather than self-medicating.

    • @davebcf1231
      @davebcf1231 Před rokem +5

      What an odd comment. How did you make the giant leap from this song about a friend he lost to suicide years ago to he must be self medicating now?

  • @n_mckean
    @n_mckean Před rokem +1

    Couldn't vibe with you on that as a reaction. Different from your others. Other than some vague commentary like "the beat is good", it felt like I was just watching you watch a video. This is not to hate on you, just an observation. There was such an opportunity here for some deeper analysis and conversation starting.

    • @SheaWhatNow
      @SheaWhatNow  Před rokem

      Fair. I lost my brother and cousin to suicide so it’s a very hard topic for me to comment on

    • @n_mckean
      @n_mckean Před rokem

      @@SheaWhatNow I sensed some sort of undercurrent. Sorry to hear that.

    • @lucifermorningstar5258
      @lucifermorningstar5258 Před rokem

      @@n_mckean prefer this type of reaction. I prefer a reactor reacting to a video rather then people pausing the video to talk every five seconds. Not that I’m totally against that. More reactors should take this approach I feel like.

    • @n_mckean
      @n_mckean Před rokem

      @@lucifermorningstar5258 each to their own. This was just different from her and she’s now said why.

  • @maxmoore9955
    @maxmoore9955 Před rokem

    HES TALKING ABOUT ELON MUSK TO ME ,SHUTTING DOWN THE NIGHT SKY .TO ME .Ho yeah yo going to Close GoD .Because I Look at the NIGHT sky and Automatically of GOD Through Jesus we find Faith. NO COLOUR BAR IN GODS PLACE.

  • @budgreenleaf315
    @budgreenleaf315 Před 10 měsíci

    Video was created using AI

  • @nEthing4Her
    @nEthing4Her Před měsícem

    Carly you are one of my first reactors and I love you but I got to say the way you butchered this amazing song by interrupting it every 15 seconds was just too much for me. Certain songs need to be taken in one dose and then analyzed afterwards - this is one of them. We all know Ren doesn't worry about copyrights and we also know that CZcams does not normally bother reactions to Ren's and songs and I have seen this very song reacted to all the way through many times. I don't feel like I got your honest reaction with this one because you kept stopping to regroup. I love you but you lost me on this one.

  • @johnoboyle5619
    @johnoboyle5619 Před 10 měsíci

    you stop way to many times

  • @garytyme9384
    @garytyme9384 Před rokem +1

    A little self-indulgent for my taste.

    • @DaP84
      @DaP84 Před rokem +4

      So you can never write a song with an introspective theme? Cause that's self-indulgence to you lol

    • @garytyme9384
      @garytyme9384 Před rokem

      @@DaP84 Poor me! Poor them!! Poor us!!! Wait till you have 6 of your friends killed then you can be all introspective. Ren just takes the focus of his friend and plants it smack dab into the sympathies you extend to him feeling guilty about something he could have never stopped. As I said: self-indulgent pity seeking.

    • @garytyme9384
      @garytyme9384 Před rokem

      @@DaP84 Put it this way: if Ren does not donates all the revenue generated from this song to the family of the individual that jumped then I will stick to the statement and say he is being very self-indulgent.

    • @colmhealy8173
      @colmhealy8173 Před rokem

      Dope, big brave boy you are, hiding behind a anonymous name... just so you know you and the likes of you are the problem

    • @DaP84
      @DaP84 Před rokem

      @@garytyme9384 Firstly, he already made a song with focus on his passed friend, "Freckled Angles". Secondly, he said 100% of what this song makes will be donated to the organisation, RNLI, who searched for his friend and other who's missing. He will also raise money for the same organisation during this campaign and give Joe's family 50% of the profit of his album.
      I'm so sorry for your loss!

  • @Bhodisatvas
    @Bhodisatvas Před 11 měsíci

    The visuals are text to video A.I. The tech is in it's infancy and is therefore unstable in it's rendering. He has took this 'flaw' and used it creatively to such an incredible level, man he really is a genius!

  • @REn-ACTIONS
    @REn-ACTIONS Před rokem +2

    Maybe do some freaking research? Ren doesn't block reactors. Your safe. Wow.

    • @rexrogers1859
      @rexrogers1859 Před rokem +3

      Thanks for your kind and uplifting comment. You're a peach of a human.

    • @ThatguyPurps
      @ThatguyPurps Před rokem +3

      No need for the nastiness... you can provide the same message without it. If we support each other rather than chop everyone down, we will all be stronger. I hope you deal with what it is you're going through, I can see you're struggling internally and hope you have support to help you get through this. 💜🇦🇺

    • @Drazhar19
      @Drazhar19 Před rokem +1

      Well, the best of luck to you in your reaction channel I suppose. Still don't have any videos so don't really have anything to go off of, but chances are I personally wouldn't watch them anyway, don't like sitting there watching someone be silent and watch something I could just watch myself all the way through.

    • @guitarmuscle6968
      @guitarmuscle6968 Před rokem +1

      Nice Human Being

    • @SheaWhatNow
      @SheaWhatNow  Před rokem +4

      I didn’t say it was Ren who blocks the videos. CZcams blocks it for the topic…do YOUR research…