Sad Emotional Piano - One Hour Version

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  • čas přidán 20. 05. 2021
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    Hi, I'm Daniel and I create calm and relaxing music that expresses feelings and life experiences. There are a lot of moments when I just pause everything and I find myself playing the piano or any other instrument for long periods of time. Sometimes I'm inspired by something, other times I need a moment of relief, but each of these moments has something special, and this is the place in which I want to share these moments and feelings with the world. So welcome to the "Ambient Feelings" channel, my vision is to create calming and peaceful music that can give you a moment of relief, as well as music that makes you feel something...
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  • @AmbientFeelings
    @AmbientFeelings  Před 5 měsíci +130

    Hello everybody! A lot of you have been asking me to create a slowed down version of this one. So here we go:)
    czcams.com/video/QrJwa1t9hWg/video.html
    Let's make this one viral too!

  • @shoaibyounggun
    @shoaibyounggun Před 2 lety +6835

    Nothing hurts more when you’re crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt

    • @austinvinsen154
      @austinvinsen154 Před 2 lety +97

      😔

    • @The1AndOnly187
      @The1AndOnly187 Před 2 lety +212

      Bro this is exactly what I’m feeling now never related to a comment so much.

    • @dannysanchez150
      @dannysanchez150 Před 2 lety +153

      When you feel like that , pray , it helps a lot, it works for me, hopefully it will work for you.

    • @sureshyatta2615
      @sureshyatta2615 Před 2 lety +123

      And scared if your parents walked and its worse when you share your room with your sibling

    • @mnr-nasty7450
      @mnr-nasty7450 Před 2 lety +44

      This comment hit the g spot...

  • @invenom4293
    @invenom4293 Před 2 lety +2426

    If you're seeing this then just know I'm proud of you for coming this far. You're never alone.......

    • @reynit4063
      @reynit4063 Před 2 lety +33

      😔😔😔😔😔😔tearing up not so proud

    • @invenom4293
      @invenom4293 Před 2 lety +31

      @@reynit4063 well I'm pround of you. I know how depressed it is but just know that I'm proud you've been staying strong.

    • @chrislenecamacho7713
      @chrislenecamacho7713 Před 2 lety +18

      😢

    • @RuziManywa
      @RuziManywa Před 2 lety +26

      Never forget that life is an adventure and never give up beacause ifyou give up you will miss your hole life

    • @GretaVanFleetGroupie
      @GretaVanFleetGroupie Před 2 lety +13

      Thank you, I am proud of you to ❤️😭

  • @monicabradley8603
    @monicabradley8603 Před 4 měsíci +585

    Nobody notices your sadness,nobody notices your pain, but they all notice your mistakes.

    • @beml5604
      @beml5604 Před 4 měsíci +6

      Yes by nature of men.

    • @lifeisbannanas
      @lifeisbannanas Před 4 měsíci +13

      I'm so tired of people

    • @bobabooey4537
      @bobabooey4537 Před 4 měsíci +4

      We can hide sadness and pain but we can't always hide our mistakes.

    • @snowdan3929
      @snowdan3929 Před 3 měsíci

      Christ knows our mistakes and how great they are. But He saw past them died for us anyways. Even while we were still sinners did He die for us. So therefore take heart, know that He has overcome the world. And that nothing is able to spread you from the love of Christ unless you choose to separate yourself from Him. Don’t wait to fix yourself before going to him. He is waiting for you to give Him your broken pieces so that He can fix you. No man or woman can enter heaven without the blood of Christ. He took at you, saw your sins, poured it into a cup and drank it for you. He then suffered the most not only physical but spiritual pain any person can ever experience. All for you. If you have doubt about God’s existence do not worry. Seek God with all your heart and you will find him. I sought after God knowing I was doomed, knowing that nothing I have ever done in my life had meaning. I was brokenhearted and all I cared about was being saved. And I as the Lord our God, “Save me Lord.” And He did. Ever since I have been able to love those who even hate me. There is nothing man or Satan can do to get in between my love for God and His love for me. Believe my words for they are true and bring life. Death isn’t just ceasing to exist or to have your body completely shut off. No, death is separation from God. Those who don’t know Christ are dead because how then are they cleansed from their sins. This is why Jesus says that he is the truth, the way, and the life. And that no one can get to the Father except through the Son, and know one knows the Father expect through the Son. Once you are washed by the blood of Jesus, he makes way for his precious Holy Spirit to be in you. To know that the spirit of God is inside of me will always leave me in peace. Love and grace be with you all in Christ Jesus Amen.

    • @agnas1194
      @agnas1194 Před 3 měsíci +2

      My situation is as you said😭😭😭😭

  • @naraemi9349
    @naraemi9349 Před 5 měsíci +234

    Nothing hurts more than the feeling of never been loved or respected from the person you love ❣️

    • @z4uck
      @z4uck Před 3 měsíci +4

      Love is not the end of life. Life may be more beautiful without a lover, so try to seize the time and be successful, and the solution will come to you then.

    • @snowdan3929
      @snowdan3929 Před 3 měsíci +6

      Love is patient and is kind. It is enduring, truthful, forgiving, and not self-seeking. It is not easily angered nor does it delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. God is love, and love is life. Who will continue to live if they know that no one loves them. But know this, nothing is able to separate you from the love of Christ. Repent of your sins and forgive others of their transgressions and you will be saved.

    • @ronsindric4241
      @ronsindric4241 Před 2 měsíci +1

      There are worse than Lost Love; Loving Someone you can only ever be Friends with, or when Atropos snips Her way too short Thread to mention two :-(

    • @daviddawson4655
      @daviddawson4655 Před měsícem

      Jesus loves you ❤️

    • @wil1za522
      @wil1za522 Před 23 dny

      well getting my balls ripped off must hurt more

  • @rayhanchy613
    @rayhanchy613 Před 2 lety +739

    “Hurting someone's feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”

  • @tkelvinofficial
    @tkelvinofficial Před 2 lety +426

    It’s been 7 months now & no day goes by without me thinking of you. She was my true love…..😔sadly cancer had to take her away just as we were about to start our own family…..I miss you a lot…you left me heartbroken…
    R.I.P Michelle
    17/11/94-02/01/21

    • @editor7354
      @editor7354 Před 2 lety +12

      Man I’m sorry for ur loss bro 💕 keep ur head up high and you’ll see her soon dw 😢❤️🙏🤝

    • @baderragbe4963
      @baderragbe4963 Před 2 lety +10

      Sorry for your loss man 💔😞

    • @martinmoyer2763
      @martinmoyer2763 Před 2 lety +11

      I'm so sorry sir. I lost my mom to liver cancer Jan 31 2018. My son survived testicular cancer. Dad survived lymphoma. Keep praying. God is faithful

    • @darreljoseph2085
      @darreljoseph2085 Před 2 lety +7

      Sorry for your lost bro..

    • @LanaB1
      @LanaB1 Před 2 lety +5

      Omgness um so sorry mate 💔

  • @jhoncarlnayre7188
    @jhoncarlnayre7188 Před rokem +111

    To all those who fighting their problems, depression and anxiety. i dont know if anyone has been saying this much to you but you did good im proud of you i mean that really im proud of you another day down another day living. if you are alone fighting your problem or depression don't worry God always is on us You Stay Strong Soldier.

    • @alivia3473
      @alivia3473 Před rokem +2

      The music didn’t make me cry, this did..

    • @elisajoseph7440
      @elisajoseph7440 Před 10 měsíci +2

      thx but ive been fighting it since 2017 my love one passed away frm cancer but still idk or know who i am i have ups and down just like every other human, but no matter how u make me laugh by ur comments .i can never feel happy . people say laughter is the best medicine but laughter can kill me . honestly as a teen girl i tell u its not easy to be a soldier its not easy to hold everything frm morning to night. nobody can comfort me my parents can but they sometimes give me negative thoughts abt my future but oh well its life asian parents are like that. sometimes i wonder what if i never existed , what if i just disappear and dont comeback what will my friends do ( toxic friends ) my parents. i was once a soldier but now im just nobody human with loss thoughts of finding my life and love life. thx for sharing ur comment . and thank you for giving a good comment here. may God bless u and guide u throughout ur life

    • @Grab23bottles
      @Grab23bottles Před 3 měsíci +1

      Depression comes from candy and soda. Drop it completely and you'll be happier!

    • @qgeler7307
      @qgeler7307 Před 2 měsíci

      Im a father of a 8 month old beautiful girl named Anna. My wife has been diagnosed with an aggressive form of breast cancer. Our whole world is crushed into painful pieces of our unknown future...Comments like your one really help me stand this hole nightmare. Thank you. ❤

    • @gonskofsky36
      @gonskofsky36 Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you. I really needed it. Thank you...

  • @oleksua74
    @oleksua74 Před 3 měsíci +183

    A person will never fake depression, they will only fake happiness

    • @TrueGod-sm3po
      @TrueGod-sm3po Před 2 měsíci +11

      Nah tons of people fake having depression for attention but they dont know what it means they dont know the pain and suffering to get to that point they dont understand the loneliness they dont understand

    • @Whyiat8097
      @Whyiat8097 Před měsícem +1

      Listening to this to help with method acting and its SO TRUE 😭😭

    • @poxuiyolo
      @poxuiyolo Před měsícem +1

      Facts.

    • @ShikhaSreenivasan-ff2sn
      @ShikhaSreenivasan-ff2sn Před měsícem

      😊

    • @DrSaniyaDey
      @DrSaniyaDey Před měsícem

      ​@@TrueGod-sm3po ufff... It's really yr like u pointed to that point where i m now.. I m suffering but idk wht is the reasons of being sad nd depressed😫.. Sometimes i blamed myself for these stuff 😢😢... But yr i can related thiss all🥺... Fake tons of depression (shit to those people who don't knw that exact meaning of this depression victims 😭

  • @annepinel9706
    @annepinel9706 Před 2 lety +750

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.

    • @homiekeen23
      @homiekeen23 Před rokem +17

      Thank you so much for this

    • @Aliki_ar
      @Aliki_ar Před rokem

      🥲❤️❤️❤️🙏thank you

    • @kovinmusicco.9184
      @kovinmusicco.9184 Před rokem +33

      The longest Comment I've ever found in CZcams since 3years i have been using it. You're really..........i can't say

    • @cmb9493
      @cmb9493 Před rokem +47

      As soon as I started reading this, I instantly bursted into tears. This really hit home and touched my heartstrings. Thank you for putting this message out there for those who are so heavy and low in heart. Whoever you are, I love you and I hope that you are doing okay. God Bless you! Take care ✝️🙏

    • @strangerontheinternet407
      @strangerontheinternet407 Před rokem +13

      thank you, i needed that

  • @FadedSpork
    @FadedSpork Před 2 lety +379

    "Every human walks around with a certain kind of sadness. They may not wear it on their sleeves, but it's there if you look deep."
    -Taraji P. Henson

    • @GretaVanFleetGroupie
      @GretaVanFleetGroupie Před 2 lety +6

      Everybody in the world is just as miserable as I am, some are just better at hiding it

    • @miguelchavez1214
      @miguelchavez1214 Před 2 lety +2

      GRACIAS por compartir. Yo perdí a mi padre, a mi hermano y hace 1 dia a mi perrita jamás imaginé sentirme tan sólo.

    • @vincequintosbarrera6762
      @vincequintosbarrera6762 Před 2 lety +10

      Be kind always. A simple act of kindness can save someone's lives.

    • @aubreydeluka4028
      @aubreydeluka4028 Před 2 lety +2

      Some of us wear it under our sleeves

    • @poopysauce9994
      @poopysauce9994 Před 2 lety +5

      people have to look REALLY deep to see my sadness because i wear a fake smile every day.

  • @Spuffy1
    @Spuffy1 Před 11 měsíci +94

    Lost my dog today... my best friend since 14 years. I grew up with him, im 25 now.
    After suffering since weeks he is now having a better life. No pain and no worries.
    I hope, wherever he is, he is doing well now.
    Thank you for everything Yankee!
    ♾️🐾 miss you!

    • @PacificDreamz485
      @PacificDreamz485 Před 10 měsíci +3

      Its ok buddy….I know where you are. Even if he’s ok now, I hope you are too…

    • @mikesucksatediting2491
      @mikesucksatediting2491 Před 10 měsíci

      It’s okay remember stay calm okay? Hear me stay calm . You are a special person everyone loves you if people don’t it’s fine cherish your time with loved ones and be happy give everyone a big smile. :)

    • @HogwartsBasement
      @HogwartsBasement Před 10 měsíci +2

      He is at rest now and in a better place, you need to move on and be happy for his sake! He wouldn’t have wanted to leave you either but had no other choice. Life needs to move on and he will want that for you too

    • @TheMagicalWolf921
      @TheMagicalWolf921 Před měsícem

      That made me cry i lost my kitten cookie, it dies of sickness :(

    • @malikisdon
      @malikisdon Před měsícem

      He is nowhere he is dead. Only humans go to next world

  • @Veganator3000X
    @Veganator3000X Před 10 měsíci +275

    There's nothing that touches my soul more than the keys of a piano 😢

    • @enigmalarsson656
      @enigmalarsson656 Před 9 měsíci +4

      Agree💔

    • @thedarkknight411
      @thedarkknight411 Před 9 měsíci +3

      Actually it's your fingers that touches the piano not the keys of a piano touching your soul

    • @Veganator3000X
      @Veganator3000X Před 9 měsíci +2

      @begoboii You just had to be THAT guy! Smh TROLL of the century over here! 😅😆

    • @thedarkknight411
      @thedarkknight411 Před 9 měsíci +2

      @@Veganator3000X i like being that guy:P

    • @harryandlily7258
      @harryandlily7258 Před 8 měsíci +1

      Same

  • @km0695
    @km0695 Před 2 lety +988

    I just want my childhood back...

    • @AmbientFeelings
      @AmbientFeelings  Před 2 lety +60

      Me too :'/

    • @naaaaanachi
      @naaaaanachi Před 2 lety +13

      same :(

    • @kayloveskidd2455
      @kayloveskidd2455 Před 2 lety +3

      LOL big enough device mine Hello Kitty picture Braven making up your train I'm sorry this happened to you little girl

    • @TheGazoli
      @TheGazoli Před 2 lety +8

      You won't get it bro...

    • @Martin-xp2zt
      @Martin-xp2zt Před 2 lety +3

      You will when you reincarnate. Keep earning good karma.

  • @spasogeoZ
    @spasogeoZ Před rokem +1563

    "I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone"
    - Robin Williams

  • @enigmalarsson656
    @enigmalarsson656 Před 9 měsíci +87

    Nothing hurts more than crying in your room and trying not to make a noise because you don’t want your family to hear you.

  • @zulemaalonzo256
    @zulemaalonzo256 Před rokem +14

    God is the only one, that can give us peace.❤

  • @be_you.man21
    @be_you.man21 Před 2 lety +306

    It's been a 3 months since you left us, Mommy. You are still my first and last thought each day. The pain of losing you will never ease. You have another grandchild now, and I know you would have loved him with the same passion with which you loved me, my brothers. You did everything with passion, and maybe that was what destroyed you. You cared too deeply for those you loved, but especially for us, your beloved children. When your own struggled with depression, you were selfless in your devotion, visiting the hospital several times a day. Your kindness towards others was inspirational.
    When you began to get ill, I struggled I was confused and didn't know what to do. Maybe it was the stigma of the illness. I always knew you could never do anything to deliberately hurt me. You struggled so hard to overcome the highs and lows of your sickness. I was so proud of you. You still managed to look after us and carry on teaching even after you were ill. After that first stay in hospital, things never really returned to normal.
    Although your illness was to devastate our family, I have so many happy memories before the darkness set in. You always told me you were happiest surrounded by children, that is one of the things that made you so special; I know you loved me so much. I remember the holidays with mama and my cousins. It was in our secret place, the Rocky Beach, where several natural water pools seemed magically hidden among the mountains, that I was happiest. You told me near the end of your life that it was on those long summer days at the Beach that you also experienced the most contented days of your life. We swam and played with our cousins and friends who wanted to come along. Your picnics and heart were always big enough for all of us.
    There were to be many dark days for both of us over the years. After your death, life didn't mean much to me but I know you'd want me to stay and make the best of it. It broke my heart to watch you struggle with the mad ups and the devastating, mind-numbing downs. I am overwhelmed by the sadness of losing you, Mommy I know you tried so very hard to stay but when you felt you were letting us down, you decided it would be better to leave this world and allow us get on with our lives in peace.
    I just want you to know that I understand why you had to go. I have never doubted your love for me. You were the best and only mom I have ever wanted.. I promise not to dwell on how you died but on the happiness and love you gave me during your life.
    I will love my niece and nephew as best I can, no matter how difficult my life might be. I am proud to have been your son. I want my children to know their granny was a great woman and would have loved to have been around to see them grow up, but she needed a rest. Someday I hope my little ones will bring their children to the Beach and remember their grandma Lola as you said that was your name cause you are stylish grandma, who suffered greatly through no fault of her own. I miss you. It’s as simple and as raw as that. I miss the way you loved me. I miss the way your smile made me feel safe and at home. I miss the way you cared for me and about me, and that I knew you would always protect me. I miss the way you encouraged me, and the way you always held your hand out to me whenever life knocked me down. I miss how special you were you were to me, and I miss how special you made me feel. I miss hearing your voice on the other end of the phone. I miss hearing all of the little details about your day, and sharing all of the insignificant details of my day with you. I miss hugging you tightly and squeezing your warm hand in mind. I miss the sound of your vibrant laugh, and I miss the way love you, Mommy, and your love has given me the strength to carry on. I will need it in the difficult years ahead. Your heartbroken son, Brad

    • @cutiebuggg
      @cutiebuggg Před 2 lety +14

      Im so sorry for your loss....i lost my grandma a few months ago too.....she was a Covid 19 victim.....😭😭

    • @darreljoseph2085
      @darreljoseph2085 Před 2 lety +7

      God bless you bro..

    • @be_you.man21
      @be_you.man21 Před 2 lety +8

      @@cutiebuggg I'm so sorry for your loss...It's never ever easy to lose someone who has had a major impact in your life..

    • @be_you.man21
      @be_you.man21 Před 2 lety +6

      @@darreljoseph2085 thank you so much, God bless you too my brother

    • @cutiebuggg
      @cutiebuggg Před 2 lety +6

      Thank u 🤧🥺🥺

  • @SilentTears7296
    @SilentTears7296 Před rokem +273

    To this person reading this,
    just know that I am so so proud of how far you've come. And you are still here, I know it gets tough but don't give up just yet, please. I know how hard it gets and how hard it is to let your emotions out as well as wishing you had someone who would stay by your side and not leave/betray you. I know how hard it is having family/friend issues. It will get harder and harder, but you made it this far, right? I'm sure you can go farther and make your dreams come true! It won't always be easy to do something, just like the battle you are having right now. It gets harder and harder, yet you still manage to keep fighting, even though you thought about giving up sometimes.. your still here.. and I'm proud that your here. Of course, I'm just some stranger on here. But just know, I am your friend. We don't know each other, but if no one will be friends with you, I will! We can be best friends till the end! Basically even after the end!!
    I will leave this comment here for people to see it. And so if I'm still here as well.. I can always come back to this music. I promise it will get better, it may not be tomorrow, but it will get better. Please, take care of yourselves. I hope every day, evening, and night is amazing for you!💛

    • @Victor_dzn
      @Victor_dzn Před rokem +15

      I really read Ur comment and I feel happy When I read it Thank you so much♥️

    • @SilentTears7296
      @SilentTears7296 Před rokem +7

      @@Victor_dzn I'm glad you feel happy, and your welcome 🤗💖

    • @AnOddDay
      @AnOddDay Před rokem +5

      What happens if the person reading this comment is a serial killer 💀

    • @SilentTears7296
      @SilentTears7296 Před rokem +5

      @@AnOddDay I.. don't know, I thought about that but I still posted it

    • @AnOddDay
      @AnOddDay Před rokem +5

      @@SilentTears7296 Just a joke lol my bad if that made you feel sad or made you feel any negative emotions.

  • @P-Star7511
    @P-Star7511 Před 5 měsíci +202

    "I don't want to die, I just want to be free from my suffering."
    - My Quote

    • @codycarter1099
      @codycarter1099 Před 5 měsíci +4

      This isn't your quote lol.

    • @dynjarren5454
      @dynjarren5454 Před 5 měsíci +1

      ​@@codycarter1099borrowing it is fine

    • @bru9164
      @bru9164 Před 5 měsíci +2

      Me when my boyfriend calls me fat….

    • @bluestar2253
      @bluestar2253 Před 5 měsíci +3

      "It's not that I'm afraid of death. I just don't want to be there when it happens!"

    • @esefool7225
      @esefool7225 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Jesus loves you
      And i do, too
      Don't leave us

  • @Minty_Furr
    @Minty_Furr Před 5 měsíci +22

    Whenever I hear something like this it always reminds me of my grandpa, who died of heart disease when I was 7. I’m almost 15 now and I still miss him and think of him, and every time I do, I shed tears 😢

  • @rampaderanga8212
    @rampaderanga8212 Před 2 lety +426

    It really helps when you cry out your sadness. It is healthy to be weak sometimes when no one is around

    • @arreliume5871
      @arreliume5871 Před 2 lety +16

      but crying doesn't mean ur weak.

    • @loveislove9211
      @loveislove9211 Před 2 lety +4

      So true beautiful guy .

    • @kapitalga
      @kapitalga Před 2 lety

      just do cocaine i promise it'll go away after that

    • @kimfayth952
      @kimfayth952 Před rokem +1

      🥺🥺🥺

    • @chrisclark3361
      @chrisclark3361 Před rokem +4

      My friend, Jesus loves you and wants to save you from all this hurt. The world rips us apart, swallows us up, and spits us back out; where nothing left is a heart that’s torn and unfixable. I know where you are at friend. The terrors of the dark haunt you at night. Jesus said “ I come not to condemn the world, but that the world through me might be saved” Don’t let this feeling of sorrow drag you to the grave. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and repent of your sins and you will find joy unspeakable and full of glory. Please whoever is reading this and wear of sin, know that somebody loved you so much that they hung on a tree for your sins. I love you all and may God touch one heart from this message.

  • @Nightmaresans666
    @Nightmaresans666 Před 2 lety +80

    Hey Noah... my dearest little brother.... it’s been seven years though it feels like yesterday that I first got to hold you. Even though you were just a baby I cherish that moment. Your life was taken too soon... fly high my little angel, you will forever be in our hearts.
    Your big sister, Trinity.
    May you rest in peace
    2015- 2015 (he was two months old)

    • @GoldenHereticYharim
      @GoldenHereticYharim Před 2 lety +2

      That sucks

    • @teamawesome5153
      @teamawesome5153 Před 2 lety +2

      That made me tear up. I'm so sorry💔🥺😔

    • @zainabalaradi8545
      @zainabalaradi8545 Před 2 lety +1

      im sorry for your loss omg im crying wow it hurts to lose someone its like if you lost a part of your body and you cant use it but one day you’ll see him again and touch him and listen to his beautiful voice.🤧❤️

    • @Angelic_Destiny
      @Angelic_Destiny Před 2 lety +1

      I feel your pain. I lost my youngest brother when he was only 2 years and 9 months old... I never saw him grow up into a beautiful young boy... Losing a sibling hurts a lot and that's something you wish which will never happen again.....

    • @10kRxdLight
      @10kRxdLight Před 2 lety +1

      Aw dang I m so sorry 😞

  • @user-ft6to6im6k
    @user-ft6to6im6k Před rokem +186

    Sorry to anyone who is feeling Sad,Or Lonely,Hopefully this video cheered you up or Made you happy,Stay strong anyone who is sad or Depressed don’t give up😢

  • @DG-hc8ni
    @DG-hc8ni Před 11 měsíci +17

    It’s hardest when you’re alone. And everyone you got, hurts you.

  • @iceroadto3087
    @iceroadto3087 Před 2 lety +955

    To the person reading this:
    Your gonna be ok
    And you have to trust me on that one
    Ok?
    Because this feeling won’t last forever
    I know it feels like it will
    But everything comes to an end
    And, just because your feeling sad now
    Does not the mean you’ll be sad tomorrow
    I know I’m some random stranger on the internet
    And you don’t know me
    But i just want to make you happy
    I want to make you smile
    I want to make you feel joy
    And make you enjoy your life
    Because you deserve it
    I know this comment probably made no difference
    But even if it made just one person smile
    Then I will be happy
    I hope you have a wonderful day
    ❤️
    Remember
    We are all here for you
    ✨❤️

  • @wuanitamubairakuenda5472
    @wuanitamubairakuenda5472 Před rokem +139

    Our beds have probably witnessed us pour out more than anyone else. Beds won’t tell to anyone, but still give comfort. With this kind of sound when u sad to the core it helps let out everything but it hurts more when you have .
    no one to tell you “ its gonna be okay , imma be here for you thru it all” When it hits so hard and the heart itself can feel the pain😢
    Thank you for the sound , highly appreciated.

  • @ChildofLiam
    @ChildofLiam Před 8 měsíci +41

    Music speaks when there are no words

  • @Iris_0944
    @Iris_0944 Před rokem +25

    the worst feeling is when you got betrayed by the person you trust the most 😣😭😢

  • @deimantevainoraite6802
    @deimantevainoraite6802 Před 2 lety +44

    Nothing hurts more than not being able to cry... You have all that anger, sadness... And you can’t let it out. It’s like... You’re numb... Inside you’re literally SCREAMING FOR HELP! But... On the outside you’re just with that fake smile and you always try to make others happy so they don’t have to go through that too...😔😔😔

    • @lindsaymarsh6374
      @lindsaymarsh6374 Před rokem +2

      I understand that feeling it's trauma at worst.omg I feel it

    • @threevisionsgodpark
      @threevisionsgodpark Před rokem

      Living it every day. And I don't even try to fake the smile or make other people feel good anymore. I just plain am a bastard most of the time. But I still can't cry... I'm happy if I can cry twice a year. That is about my maximum. Trying to cry and not being able to is like trying to have an erection and not being able to. Literally just as bad.

    • @epicmonke3056
      @epicmonke3056 Před rokem +1

      I feel this message it really lets me know what I want to do when I can't do it,I always have to sacrifice my smile to let others smile...

    • @joerobinson3631
      @joerobinson3631 Před 11 měsíci +1

      I understand that too, there is no feeling worse when it just bottles the demons up in your head it eats at your heart. Havent cried for over 20 years.

    • @JEU0628
      @JEU0628 Před 11 měsíci

      😭😭😭

  • @luisaguilarjr6693
    @luisaguilarjr6693 Před 2 lety +338

    I just wish there was no such thing as “sadness “ in this world

    • @adamcohan2947
      @adamcohan2947 Před 2 lety +28

      Confusrious say. With out saddness we would not know joy. -Adam jk

    • @evans.harvey6288
      @evans.harvey6288 Před 2 lety +13

      If sadness didn’t exist we would never understand the end

    • @chrislenecamacho7713
      @chrislenecamacho7713 Před 2 lety +4

      😢

    • @ayeshamoeen6432
      @ayeshamoeen6432 Před 2 lety +10

      then there would be no "happiness" either.

    • @cameroenskiable
      @cameroenskiable Před 2 lety +9

      Naa you don’t want that man
      Pain and sadness are equally important as happiness
      They are 2 sides of the same coin

  • @kingdoeloparalyzed6546
    @kingdoeloparalyzed6546 Před rokem +22

    I miss my brother! 😢😢😢😢😢😢 R.I.P. SHA. I’m grieving so hard!

    • @dariusbalaceanu
      @dariusbalaceanu Před 3 měsíci +1

      I'm sorry for u😢
      I miss my Grandpa😭
      He died last week on 20.01.2024😔

  • @marawhy100
    @marawhy100 Před 9 měsíci +10

    Lost my 3 year old son 3 years ago on this day. It's true that you can't drink, smoke or snort the pain away... Whenever I hear this, the feelings just flood in like it only happened today.
    To anyone else going through any form of emotional pain... We might not have been though the same thing you went through, your pain might be worse, you may feel alone from time to time, but don't give up...

    • @orvillelowrie3997
      @orvillelowrie3997 Před 8 měsíci

      IM SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS YOUR LOVED INE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU BY YOUR SIDE IN LIFE BECAUSE TRUE LOVE NEVER EVER DIES THEREFORE THE ONE'S WE HAVE THE GREATEST OF LOVE FOR AND OWN OUR HEART'S AND SOULS NEVER LEAVE US BECAUSE LOVE 💕💕 IS THE GREATEST GIFT OF IN OUR LIVES...GOD BLESS YOU AND PLEASE REMEMBER OK YOUR LOVED ONE IS NOT GONE BECAUSE THERE ALIVE IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL❤❤.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.

    • @DnBgibsonbass
      @DnBgibsonbass Před 8 měsíci

      I am so so sorry for your loss ❤️

    • @hiimplansub
      @hiimplansub Před 8 měsíci

      im sorry for u.

  • @raghadsaud866
    @raghadsaud866 Před 2 lety +139

    It’s okay I’ll be over this pain I promise myself

    • @elianakantecki6920
      @elianakantecki6920 Před 2 lety +6

      Thats what i say to myself too😔 some day i promise

    • @GretaVanFleetGroupie
      @GretaVanFleetGroupie Před 2 lety +1

      I believe that you are strong enough to fight through it. You will be happy, even if it might not seem like it ❤️

    • @rodicaraveca1858
      @rodicaraveca1858 Před 2 lety +1

      Jesus heals.

    • @rodicaraveca1858
      @rodicaraveca1858 Před 2 lety +2

      Mathew 11:28
      Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Words of Jesus

    • @chrisclark3361
      @chrisclark3361 Před rokem

      My friend, Jesus loves you and wants to save you from all this hurt. The world rips us apart, swallows us up, and spits us back out; where nothing left is a heart that’s torn and unfixable. I know where you are at friend. The terrors of the dark haunt you at night. Jesus said “ I come not to condemn the world, but that the world through me might be saved” Don’t let this feeling of sorrow drag you to the grave. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and repent of your sins and you will find joy unspeakable and full of glory. Please whoever is reading this and wear of sin, know that somebody loved you so much that they hung on a tree for your sins. I love you all and may God touch one heart from this message.

  • @rahulanilan8766
    @rahulanilan8766 Před 2 lety +31

    To the person reading this :-
    Whatever pain you are going through will be over soon, believe me you are strong.
    And God will bless you with lots of happiness......🙂

    • @jingof35
      @jingof35 Před rokem +1

      🥲 thank you
      i really needed that.

    • @abdulsamad_8904
      @abdulsamad_8904 Před rokem +1

      Thank you so much Iam in deep depression 😭😭

  • @lifeisbannanas
    @lifeisbannanas Před 4 měsíci +4

    Nobody cares, here I am in my pain watching as people's lives go by and time flies. It feels as if everything has stopped moving for me but everyone keeps moving on.

    • @acidrage4820
      @acidrage4820 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Just because other people's paths are clear, does not mean you are lost. What if your path is at an intersection? Maybe life is giving you the necessary time to look at your options. Please take your time. First know where you came from and who you are, before you decide whom you are going to be. Good luck. You've got this!

    • @lifeisbannanas
      @lifeisbannanas Před 2 měsíci

      Thank you 😊​@@acidrage4820

  • @jeevethakrishnakumaran992

    Noting hurts more then the person who supposed to have our back, ignores our feelings . Being said you are not enough, never good enough.. and all this been curved inside our head.. -broken-

  • @ninanoori1081
    @ninanoori1081 Před 2 lety +661

    RIP to all that lose their battle to depression. For those who made it well done. It will be ok ❤️

    • @uzairtesla3202
      @uzairtesla3202 Před 2 lety +26

      I have depression along the 3 last months i tried to commit suicide about 18 times but i failed, i think i cant take it anymore.

    • @hey21139
      @hey21139 Před 2 lety +4

      @@cheapjustus why

    • @anatheabayudan6768
      @anatheabayudan6768 Před 2 lety +11

      @@uzairtesla3202 please stay strong. You can do it:(

    • @tomminnick4094
      @tomminnick4094 Před 2 lety +9

      No it’s not gonna be okay I want to be gone

    • @rajpatra8970
      @rajpatra8970 Před 2 lety +4

      Uzair tesla never give up brother one day everything will be ok

  • @erica.5620
    @erica.5620 Před 2 lety +804

    Am I the only one that simply likes the sound of emotional piano music without necessarily being sad?

  • @toddsloan694
    @toddsloan694 Před 9 měsíci +10

    I have listened to this music 100 times. As i grow older and the days turn into years since you left me in this world the pain in my heart grows and my soul tires, this music helps in some strange way that i can not explain. You were the light and i have accepted the darkness that you left me in. I have a new life with a new wife now, she is amazing and has a beautiful soul but you will always be the first and hold the biggest piece of my heart. I have made peace with that.

  • @MrGems-fb7cz
    @MrGems-fb7cz Před 8 měsíci +15

    It feels so bad when you try so hard but nothing changes...

  • @elys_ian
    @elys_ian Před 2 lety +82

    I lost that little hope that I held on to for the past four years.. I dreamed of starting a new life and being a better person, but all of that has disappeared. . I don't know why my tears don't stop now and my heart is beating so fast But I know that one day I will find peace and I will be fine

    • @karlanoemimoralesperez27
      @karlanoemimoralesperez27 Před 2 lety +2

      I'm sure You Will do.

    • @karlanoemimoralesperez27
      @karlanoemimoralesperez27 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm here to talk... If You need.

    • @user-nb5et2fr1n
      @user-nb5et2fr1n Před 2 lety +1

      Hv self love. You are good. You are kind. You are beautiful. You are loving. You are caring. You are awesome. Someone saying otherwise has clearly no brain. Love yourself. Take care. 🙂

    • @elys_ian
      @elys_ian Před 2 lety +1

      Thank you so much guys I swear you made my day😭❤️❤️❤️

    • @ruyleandro4153
      @ruyleandro4153 Před 2 lety

      Olá Giselle. Comece a prática da oração. Creio que vc esta com depressão, ou no princípio dela, e creio que Cristo pode e vai te ajudar a se livrar dessa dor em seu peito. Ele tomou sobre Ele as nossas dores e as nossas enfermidades. Creia nisso e comece a ter sua vida de volta, mas agora, uma vida com muito mais significado.

  • @orwix
    @orwix Před 2 lety +95

    Can’t stop crying 😢 while listening to this 💔

  • @maverickmccain168
    @maverickmccain168 Před 6 měsíci +10

    I have never shared my true emotions with others because they have never cared to hear. Thank you for this, this helped me start to deal with everything I've held in over the years.

  • @rambo4181
    @rambo4181 Před rokem +14

    Nothing hurts more when your crying with no tears with a cold smile on your face . Have good night 😴

  • @michaelgorecki3271
    @michaelgorecki3271 Před 2 lety +171

    This song reminded of a poem I had written in a journal several years ago that I’ve never shared with anyone.
    It’s about my depression and how I constantly am fighting through the negativity and pain of my depression but knowing that when it goes away it very much can come back and acknowledging its presence but continue to move forward.
    It’s titles “ The Pain”
    The pain I feel is real.
    It has consumed my life
    Somber and hidden
    I keep laughter upon my face
    To keep the pain in a hidden place
    Locked. Shackled and imprisoned.
    Without the chance for an exit
    Quiet as I move.
    Silent as I observe
    The world moves around me
    I stay in one place.
    Searching. Hoping. Yearning, for escape.
    Nothing seems right. It's Always a mess.
    To clean it would be a uphill task.
    But the will to succeed is greater.
    The opportunity to conquer my failures.
    I lift my head a little higher.
    No longer observe, but absorb. Energy
    Passion, determination, strength and will
    My victory is within grasp.
    One chance. One final push. One combatant
    As I gaze in your eyes and see the prize I realize
    My cries were for nothing. You stand no chance.
    I fling off my armor, lay down my shield and sword.
    Approach you with caution but compassion. We agree.
    This battle is not necessary. We shake hands. Part ways.
    And realize we are not alone.
    The path we chose has many backroads
    You go left I go right. With a clear vision
    I seek to end this pain.
    No struggle can hold me back. And I realize.
    The pain is me.

  • @BenDuhTaurus
    @BenDuhTaurus Před rokem +19

    I just lost my grandma 😭. The service is this upcoming Monday & her funeral on Tuesday. Rest In Peace to grandparents ❤️🥺

  • @xtrememan9284
    @xtrememan9284 Před 11 měsíci +12

    this song reminds me of 2005-2017 because those were the best times to be alive and ill never go back and experience it again

  • @metamorphosis2396
    @metamorphosis2396 Před 8 měsíci +5

    Sometimes rain feels much warmer, sometimes I wanna escape from light, and sometimes I just wish the night would go unending.

  • @ziq9627
    @ziq9627 Před 2 lety +350

    always remember guys, there will always be someone who had it far worse than you. Just stay strong and never give up. Don’t make a permanent mistake over a temporary feeling.

    • @NikkiDiddlyDoo
      @NikkiDiddlyDoo Před 2 lety +45

      I know you mean well, but having that mind set isn't always the best to have when someone is upset about something. Yes, you are right, someone MAY have it worse than you. But that doesn't mean your feelings are not valid :)

    • @ziq9627
      @ziq9627 Před 2 lety +5

      @@NikkiDiddlyDoo well, i know what people feel…mostly cuz i experienced many problems and i only face it by myself…but i always have the mind set that someone has it worse than me and that i should be grateful that i have so much more than someone else…and someone rn are probably looking at me and said that he want to be me…thats why i said this..because if you managed to feel grateful to everything which is a bit hard…you can go through challenges with a smile hopefully

    • @kinglas9056
      @kinglas9056 Před 2 lety +9

      @@ziq9627 "why are you sad? someone has a worse than you" that's like saying "why are you happy someone has it way better than you! Stop expressing your feelings because I want to invalidate you!"

    • @kinglas9056
      @kinglas9056 Před 2 lety +2

      @@ziq9627 oh yeah be grateful that your life isn't worse. That's the same be grateful your life isn't better. You're invalidating those who feel like that. I know you mean well but you're really stupid when you like to invalidate others.

    • @ziq9627
      @ziq9627 Před 2 lety

      @@kinglas9056 that is why we should only watch people who under us…by i mean under us i mean poorer people or who had it worst and try to help them…but that doesnt mean you should be poor like them…you should try your best to be happy and rich…but like i said its hard cuz today with social media and we only can see rich people on our feed and not their up and downs….actually my religion taught us this…

  • @DarkAtuki
    @DarkAtuki Před 2 lety +164

    Remember you’ve been alive for this long you’ve stayed strong and kept pushing through the hard times. People care for you. Keep pushing harder and keep going forward. Your making us all proud

    • @Really8Tean
      @Really8Tean Před 2 lety +5

      I really needed that.

    • @DarkAtuki
      @DarkAtuki Před 2 lety +1

      @M7md M4lek please keep holding on just a bit longer I promise everything will get better soon. I’m in a dark place as well but I believe that things will get better again. I want you alive even tho you’ve only talked to me through a CZcams comment

    • @Really8Tean
      @Really8Tean Před 2 lety

      @M7md M4lek its okay, where all here tg!

    • @NourNour-pb1bk
      @NourNour-pb1bk Před 2 lety

      No one care I promise 💔

    • @HDHMASS
      @HDHMASS Před 2 lety

      @@DarkAtuki good one..hoppe u get out of the dark soon

  • @redskinersv6592
    @redskinersv6592 Před 5 měsíci +21

    For everybody who’s reading this message. I wish you all the best in your life. No matter where you come from 🙏😌😊.
    A simple message from someone who lives somewhere 😊

    • @TheByron45
      @TheByron45 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Blessings

    • @narutoali4366
      @narutoali4366 Před 5 měsíci +2

      I wish Same thing to you may brother 🙏🙏🙏

  • @garrywilliams5012
    @garrywilliams5012 Před 4 měsíci +4

    Honestly I’m going through so much in my life , I cried so much the beginning of 2023 that I can’t even cry anymore , that I’m seeking sad music to cry out this pain but my tears won’t fall 🤦🏽‍♂️

    • @lifeisbannanas
      @lifeisbannanas Před 4 měsíci +1

      I relate to you. So much pain but no tears.

    • @garrywilliams5012
      @garrywilliams5012 Před 4 měsíci +2

      @@lifeisbannanas Doesn’t feel good

    • @acidrage4820
      @acidrage4820 Před 3 měsíci

      I have little to no worries, but I cry when I realise the following:
      I have to forgive myself for the bad things that has happened to me during my life. Forgiving someone is far easier than forgiving youself. If you manage to do this, let me know how. The past can be like a prison cell. It keeps you from freedom.

  • @JessetheFury
    @JessetheFury Před 2 lety +28

    It is said he will wipe away every tear, allow no sorrow, banish every pain, and lastly not allow death access to paradise. It's so beautiful I cry tears of joy oh Lord my God.

    • @varenneduvar2062
      @varenneduvar2062 Před rokem

      czcams.com/video/Vi0KTmKSJCU/video.html 🌷🖖

    • @JusticeBabby
      @JusticeBabby Před rokem

      Revelation 21:4 my fav verse 🥹 hits home harder now since my mom passed

  • @tranquillitysyndrome2232
    @tranquillitysyndrome2232 Před 2 lety +16

    After years of painful stress today I decided its over. From this day on ill change for me and for my family , I want to be happy. From this day on ill change to a better person.

    • @hockerto
      @hockerto Před 2 lety

      I wish you the best of luck for that. I hope that you can get really happy again!!

  • @lilliemillward263
    @lilliemillward263 Před 7 měsíci +3

    I dont wanna stop watching this

  • @JS-zh7yz
    @JS-zh7yz Před 10 dny +2

    It sucks feeling like you're stuck in this hole.. and each time you try to climb your way out, the hole instead gets bigger and deeper.

  • @lorainecao4082
    @lorainecao4082 Před 2 lety +20

    Suffering from depression and anxiety is hard especially crying in the dark just you can smile the next day

  • @kearazanecarino6899
    @kearazanecarino6899 Před 2 lety +60

    Can I please go back to the time where I never wanted to die?

    • @ashotaghabekyan6441
      @ashotaghabekyan6441 Před 2 lety +5

      the time for regret is not possible to return back, but you can find peace in Christ, because God loves you, God is next to you.

    • @wasteofoxygen52yearsago
      @wasteofoxygen52yearsago Před 2 lety +2

      @@ashotaghabekyan6441 If god is next to me then why wont he stand up for me and help me 😭

    • @azozotb1376
      @azozotb1376 Před 2 lety

      Music is not life

    • @TheRealMidnightProduction
      @TheRealMidnightProduction Před 2 lety +4

      Please bring me with you. I don't want to feel this worthless anymore. I really REALLY don't.

    • @TheRealMidnightProduction
      @TheRealMidnightProduction Před 2 lety +1

      @@ashotaghabekyan6441 leave your fucking religion out of this. This is for us HUMANS not some deity that's never around unless we credit him.

  • @bad_habit10
    @bad_habit10 Před rokem +29

    don’t worry guys ur not alone there is always someone out there who feels the same way u do no matter if it’s hurt, a heartbreak, or even just stress and anxiety u will never be alone😊

  • @ethanhutzler0802
    @ethanhutzler0802 Před 9 měsíci +3

    When someone beats you at the one thing your good at

  • @elys_ian
    @elys_ian Před 2 lety +60

    I feel it .. my heart is broken
    (edit):
    I had a bad feeling when I read my comment after 5 months of what happened, and at the same time it was a good feeling how I could see that life goes on and makes you forget everything ❤️♾️

  • @tylert455
    @tylert455 Před 2 lety +87

    This life is nothing but vapor in the wind compared to eternity.

  • @IEGamersRule
    @IEGamersRule Před měsícem +1

    this sad music makes me think of my life. all sad and alone. bullied at school, have no friends, everyone around me is toxic. due to this i have trust issues. man, suffering from depression is hard. i want my decision back. i want my life back.

  • @vietanh4369
    @vietanh4369 Před 7 měsíci +3

    When you’re sad and wanna cry, but can’t, have many friends but no one to call when depressed….

  • @judahtesoro157
    @judahtesoro157 Před 2 lety +103

    this music is in everything, it's in the gentle splash of a raindrop, it's in the gentle breeze of the wind, it's in the thunder amd the lightning, it's in the mighty roar of ocean wave's, it's in the silence of falling snow, it's in the gentle beating of a baby's heart.
    the majesty of winter, the refreshing aura of spring, the passion of summer, and the relaxing beauty of fall.
    Edit:
    Wow....thanks for the likes...

  • @GretaVanFleetGroupie
    @GretaVanFleetGroupie Před 2 lety +31

    In moments of sadness, heartbreak, loneliness, doubt, or all of the above, just remember one thing. That although you may be going through hard times, at least you have the privilege of waking up every morning, being able to simply make yourself breakfast, to enjoy the fresh air, the sunlight. Even the sound of birds chirping, the calming feeling of trees blowing a warm wind through your hair. It is the simple things in life that are important. The quote “enjoy the little things” is a very underrated, and overlooked quote. I have realized this lately. All the small things you overlook or don’t think are a privilege, try to remember “enjoy the little things”.

    • @hitchcock5083
      @hitchcock5083 Před 2 lety

      there is no pleasure I get in waking up at all. Im better off dead

    • @homiekeen23
      @homiekeen23 Před rokem +2

      You're lucky then. I try but can't feel anything. Not the small things not the big things. Just nothing

    • @ivanequliz4743
      @ivanequliz4743 Před rokem

      @@hitchcock5083 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 smtyms feels cool but that is not the best idea

  • @TrentRumble
    @TrentRumble Před měsícem +5

    I learned that after a break up, you become depressed😢😔😔😓😞

  • @Joes606
    @Joes606 Před rokem +1

    If you ever find yourself reading this, know that you are a good person who even in the darkest of times are not alone! Keep moving forwards! DO NOT STOP! You’ve got this, one step at a time!!

  • @ArefinRohan
    @ArefinRohan Před rokem +212

    16:00 to 16:16 hits soo hard. Just close your eyes and listen. Everything will be Alright Mate. Stay Strong

  • @jackthedudeman
    @jackthedudeman Před 2 lety +92

    This song just makes me want to just sit and do nothing and think.

  • @Nerdyguy710
    @Nerdyguy710 Před 5 měsíci +4

    I’m sure no one will see this but I wish the best for anyone who happens to see this comment.

  • @evanjustice7933
    @evanjustice7933 Před 7 měsíci +4

    Nothing hurts more then saying goodbye to the one person you THOUGHT!!!!! You loved💔😭😭😡😡😡😡💔💔💔💔😭😭😭

  • @ayoperiola693
    @ayoperiola693 Před rokem +24

    It will end one day... even the pain of life has to cease when we are no more...
    Nothing hurts like when you realize that you are painfully alone despite being with others..

  • @BenDuhTaurus
    @BenDuhTaurus Před 2 lety +11

    My grandpa 👴🏻 passed away on May 11, 2019. It was hard for my mom that she misses him every damn day & I can feel, sense her pain & it hurts. I wasn’t there when he had his last breath because me, my dad & brother were tired so it was alright for us to go home & sleep. Around 1am, my mom called crying & wanted to talk to my dad. Within 2 - 3 weeks later, I had a dream of him with my mom, tia’s & uncles as kids running around playing with him. I just know it was a sign that he wanted me to see one of his happiest moments. I told my mom & grandma about it & said the same thing, “it was a sign from grandpa.” A month later, my dad & I were in the backyard cleaning & gardening, I then saw a beautiful dragon fly on my grandpas plants & get this, it was letting me pet him. It was another sign. I can feel his presence in my home which I love

    • @Zenxc
      @Zenxc Před rokem +1

      aww :(
      i hope everyone is okay now....

  • @jasonlucas559
    @jasonlucas559 Před rokem +8

    It’s a never ending battle, but you can’t quit

  • @ismaelsantos7360
    @ismaelsantos7360 Před 5 měsíci +5

    Dedicado a mi hijo Darío, que no llegó a llorar en este mundo pero que no hay palabra que pueda medir toda la ilusión y todo el amor que le tenemos su madre y yo. No sé si nos estará esperando en algún sitio, pero cuando llegue el momento le buscaré por todos los rincones de cualquier tipo de mundo que haya después de esta vida. Darío, te vamos a recordar hasta el último de nuestros días, lo que nos has hecho sentir ha sido mágico. ❤

  • @zainabfareed2132
    @zainabfareed2132 Před 2 lety +35

    When I listen to this music I remember I was only 5 years old when my mum go to the Pakistan and then she never come back I love you mum 🥺🥺 😭😭 💔💔💔💔💔

    • @d.863
      @d.863 Před 2 lety +3

      Same as me .. My mom She Passed Away For Cancer . . .
      I Hope We Will Meet Them Again
      May allah lead you for a good, I Hope I did not break your heart

    • @zainabfareed2132
      @zainabfareed2132 Před 2 lety +1

      @@d.863 😢😢 ♡´・ᴗ・`♡

    • @yousifaliraqi9267
      @yousifaliraqi9267 Před 2 lety +1

      زينب 😔ان شاء الله ترجعلك امك بسلامه

    • @10kRxdLight
      @10kRxdLight Před 2 lety +1

      Omg this is so sad I m so sorry 😞

  • @snakeplissskin8046
    @snakeplissskin8046 Před rokem +295

    This music is not always negative, it can be used in a positive way ✨️

    • @cwicyK
      @cwicyK Před rokem +3

      Facts bro 🤙❤️

    • @jaredbedolla3866
      @jaredbedolla3866 Před rokem +3

      fax

    • @aneesahmad641
      @aneesahmad641 Před 10 měsíci

      Like while masturbating or what?

    • @emilyimieserfirenassief2671
      @emilyimieserfirenassief2671 Před 10 měsíci +15

      JESUS IS calling to you to Come to him and change because He called you out of the Darkness into the Light Psalm 9 and Isaiah 9 The People in Darkness Have seen the Light and The Lord Jesus is that Light who came and Hold no sins to you ,if you change and don't come back to it and Go to Church and Open your Eyes and Come out and you will see the world in the Light God promise you in the Beginning saith the Lord of Hosts I am Doing a New Thing and Come you who are in Darkness into the Light ,Listen to the Psalm 9 Music and you will change God Spare into that Bless Perfect person when Heavenly Father comes God Spare ,but living a New Life in Yeshusha God and Holy Spirt Forever and Forever ,Amen of Amens

    • @amandalidey329
      @amandalidey329 Před 9 měsíci +3

      Yes! ♡♡♡

  • @ladylullabystar1090
    @ladylullabystar1090 Před měsícem +1

    I lost two friends because of a stupid petty mistake I've made.
    And because of that I lost two friends for it, I deeply regret it and there's nothing I can do to get them back.
    I will miss them and the good times we have shared. But this will be a lesson for me to learn in the long term. If you have ever suffered a loss of a friend, know you are not alone. You got this. ❤️

  • @h-waytwan1257
    @h-waytwan1257 Před rokem +2

    Many live in regret, pain, shame, keep in mind your not alone. Others suffer differently but we all suffer the same. I suffer thru loss although the emptiness inside me wants my loved ones to come back. I know I can't have them back at all. I suffered thru out the years. My first death experience was in 1997 with the lost of my grandfather on my Father side of the family. That only started the pain I had towards death. I've cried after the losses of both my parents and then my oldest sister. I've lost a lot of family there is only few left I understand your pain even for wanting to end it all. I've struggled with this for decades but it's okay we got to move on and be strong. Each day that passes means it's a day to closer to them. Never give up 💯

  • @Jan-gt5gj
    @Jan-gt5gj Před 2 lety +47

    My co máme deprese dokážeme v této hudbě vidět mnohem více než ostatní lidé bez depresí.
    Tímto komentářem zdravím všechny co mají smutek v duši a přeji hodně štěstí a síly

    • @rodicaraveca1858
      @rodicaraveca1858 Před 2 lety +3

      Mathew 11:28
      Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Words of Jesus

  • @daniellwelcherdstich1299
    @daniellwelcherdstich1299 Před 2 lety +18

    Iknow what you're going through. I'm sorry that things really aren't working out. I know that you feel alone. Sometimes life seems as if it has no meaning or purpose at all. But I want you to know... You are strong, beautiful, unique, and a miracle. Your life is not by chance nor accident, and you have so much to offer the world. I know it's tough but reach down to the deepest part of your heart, and let it go. It, they, them, can't hurt you anymore. It's time to heal. It's time to love yourself again. And it's time to start your new life. The life of living for you and not what others think you should. Pick! Yourself! Up! You are a soldier in this battle of life. Your weaknesses is your own self-destructive mindset. By blaming yourself your only worsen your well-being and only hurting your heart. But your strength is the power of forgiveness and love. Forgive those who hurt and betrayed you. Then forgive yourself. Love those who hurt and betrayed you. Then love yourself. I wrote this to let you know whomever that may be. That if your listening to this going through some ruff times and you don't think don't think nobody cares or understand. .... know I do, very, very much so. And I hope you have a great morning, evening, or night. To whatever race or gender I love you. Take care of yourself out there.💯❤🌍

  • @TheSauceIsMine
    @TheSauceIsMine Před 7 měsíci +5

    Im a guy who rarely shows their emotionally feelings so i decided to listen to this song and i instantly felt all of my emotions i had in me just release and i started to bawl because i realized that the people around me were trying to connect with me and spend time with me but i decided to push them away and now i finally realized that I was the problem and needed to be more open with my feelings and actually open my eyes and aee the people that are trying to love me. If it wasnt for this song, i would have still been lost...

  • @Jackie_GachaGirl
    @Jackie_GachaGirl Před 23 dny +2

    I listen to this every night thinking about all my mistakes and how they've hurt me

  • @fox_some6982
    @fox_some6982 Před 2 lety +28

    “Come and Go” :That’s what life has become ever since this world was created. ;(

  • @timeo9884
    @timeo9884 Před 2 lety +40

    Sometimes I look at people who are laughing, you can see that they are happy, and I ask myself: why can't this be the case for me? I always have to be uphill, nobody wants me and my family wishes me dead
    I know that maybe nobody cares but I would like every person to be happy and enjoy life and I hope that such a day will come...

    • @omarimraaan3599
      @omarimraaan3599 Před 2 lety +4

      Just don’t lose the hope one day u will be happy 🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️and i wish u all the best in ur life ❤️❤️

    • @timeo9884
      @timeo9884 Před 2 lety

      @@omarimraaan3599 thanks mam appreciate a words

    • @user-cw5se6qb9s
      @user-cw5se6qb9s Před 2 lety

      Please stay strong everything is gonna get better just don't give up you're not alone remember we are all here and we love you 💜

    • @timeo9884
      @timeo9884 Před 2 lety +1

      @@user-cw5se6qb9s ❤

    • @someone-hx3gu
      @someone-hx3gu Před 2 lety +1

      My mom and dad divorce when l was 8 whit my little sister she was 5 ,just 5 year old
      She was so little and cute !
      My mom come in schoole for see me and my sister
      But all the schoole were watching us ! They making fun of me !
      I tell my mom l don't wanna see you anymore ! I was so little ! But she come again !
      When l was 13 years old my dad say we want to go Iraq !
      We go so soon ! I can't tall my mom ( we want go )
      Now lm in Iraq !
      Someday l tell my dad l want to call my mom , but he tell me ( look she live us alone she do .....) he say thru but l want to see him ! I really want
      But my dad dose not allow it
      I miss my mom
      For we game
      And ...
      I ask myself :what is she doing now ?
      Is she alive ?
      I don't know ....
      Am l orphan ?

  • @buckaroobanzai6577
    @buckaroobanzai6577 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I sit up most nights missing my dad. He passed away and I miss him very much. Life is very hard without him. He died in 2022.

  • @admiralindra
    @admiralindra Před rokem +7

    Thank you for making this piece of music. Sometimes, all we need is something to pull the tears out of our eyes so that the problems would too go away along with the tears.

  • @ruthsaji
    @ruthsaji Před 2 lety +87

    There's two ways that this song can be used:
    One way to reminisce one's happiest memories in life and meditate as it's very soft, gentle and calm.
    Another way to reminisce one's painful memories in life and cry silently or their heart out as they let out all the grief and sorrow that they had kept and bottled inside from everyone and everything in the world.
    If you're wondering which I am?
    My answer: the second one 🙃
    No one's pain is bigger than anybody's, only those who suffers knows how big it is to them. Pain can never ever be compared to one another. No matter if you're living a better life than somebody due to wealth or lifestyle.
    Everyone faces challenges everyday. But never ever COMPARE those challenges! You don't know what the other person's full story is.
    It's good to think about those who are less unfortunate, but that doesn't mean you can say to those who feel worthless, hopeless, unwanted, unloved that they should think of those unfortunate ones and be grateful about their lives because you don't know their full story.
    Don't tell someone to change their mindset like yours because not everyone can. We are all different people. We all cope differently. We all live differently. We all pain and grief differently. We are all unique and special in our own ways.
    But to those out there struggling and/or have almost/reached their limits:
    I know you feel alone, and that you don't belong in this world. The hardships in your life are pulling you down and destroying you but I want you to and I need you to know you aren't alone. You are loved. You are wanted. You are needed. You are cared. We can fight through this, I know we can! Getting this far in life shows how truly strong you are. Everyday is a battle. But here we are. We are survivors. We have survived so many days, months, years and maybe even decades.
    Most importantly, I love you! Even if we are strangers or not, I want you to know that I truly love you so so so much 😘 I hope, one day you will find yourself again. One day, you'll look back on these days and you'll be grateful to yourself for making it till that day. So, don't give up! ✊🏽❤

  • @gugaokruashvi135
    @gugaokruashvi135 Před 2 lety +12

    People who like sad piano or similar ambient music, we are rare and special!

  • @Rcr804
    @Rcr804 Před 2 měsíci +1

    It hurts so much when someone leaves that you never wanted to leave... it hurts when you had to leave something that you never wanted to leave... this special song registers all your essence and so many moments come back, so many lived scenarios, it gives me goosebumps.

  • @dimitrak.8724
    @dimitrak.8724 Před měsícem +5

    I don’t know if someone will see this but I need to vent somewhere. I have people around me but I feel so lonely. I feel that I try my best for everyone, to make them feel good, safe and happy but nobody makes me feel secure , safe. Nobody understands me not even my parents. I have no support. My husband try his best but he doesn’t know how to make me feel good. To be fair , I have a lot of traumas from my childhood that I try to recover from. Something that happened and it really broke something inside me was when I told my family that I’m pregnant ( I was 20 years old) and they all tried to convince me to abort me baby.( I really wanted my baby!!) they called me so many names. That time I was in my lowest and I still haven’t recover from that. I can’t forgive them and the worst thing is that my mom didn’t even apologise to me. I’m in the floor right now in the dark while my husband and my baby are sleeping and I’m crying!All the friends disappeared and my family …is not there.

    • @julianaterlukkuchla5924
      @julianaterlukkuchla5924 Před 13 dny

    • @sergamer6633
      @sergamer6633 Před 10 dny

      Read the Bible, God changed my life, if you seek him, you’ll find peace, when i felt lonely, I got closer to God, and he became my friend. The best advice i can give you is to seek a relationship with the Lord, it may seem dumb at first, but trust me, he will change your life. An talk about it with ur husband or a therapist. Talking always helps. God bless

    • @georgedevine4130
      @georgedevine4130 Před 9 dny

      Well I'm here

  • @Angelic_Destiny
    @Angelic_Destiny Před 2 lety +8

    It's been over 11 years now and it still hurts me to realise that your gone and I never could see you grow up into a beautiful young teen. I miss you with all of my heart and hope you have a great life in heaven, my little Steve.....
    R.I.P
    Steve Oliver Rambow
    21/11/2007 - 08/09/2010

  • @Universe_365YT
    @Universe_365YT Před rokem +10

    My lowest was when my dog died. When he did, that's when all this Anger and Sadness took over me. Nobody understands how important he was to me, everybody says they do but they don't know the exact way I feel about loosing the one that understood me the most

  • @cooljotaro2035
    @cooljotaro2035 Před 3 měsíci +3

    Me getting hurt by the person i love...but this is not the end I will continue my life and become what i want and I want to make my parents proud 😊🙂

    • @toniosikorek1290
      @toniosikorek1290 Před 3 měsíci

      hi! i Hope that you have great day! Remember that your familly, friends and God loves you! And love you like my sibling! Turn to God! Friend

  • @BenchMonster4XL1
    @BenchMonster4XL1 Před rokem +3

    Took me 7 years to get a career. Wanted to make my mom proud. Its been one year and half, I'm miserable. You always think you make the right choice but sometimes things don't come out the way you want them.

  • @dannym3764
    @dannym3764 Před 2 lety +37

    my soul hurts in a way ive never felt before. like its twisting itself into knots.

  • @elenits.6816
    @elenits.6816 Před rokem +35

    Θρηνω την μαμά μου με αυτήν την μελωδία. Την έχασα ξαφνικά λόγω κορονοιου... να αγαπάς τ ην μαμά σου,να της το λες κάθε μέρα. Ο,τι ονειρεύεσαι για εκείνη να το κάνεις αμέσως πράξη,μην χάνεις χρόνο. Θέλεις να τ ης χαρίσεις λουλούδια; καντο. Μην περιμένεις τα γενέθλιά της,μπορεί να μην έρθουν ποτέ...Χάρισε της εκείνο το όμορφο μαντήλι που είδες στην βιτρίνα και σου την θύμισε. Δεν υπάρχει η κατάλληλη στιγμή.Ολα είναι τώρα. Δείξε την αγάπη και την ευγνωμοσύνη σου στην μαμά σου τώρα που έχεις καιρο.Το μετά μπορεί να μην έρθει ποτέ. Μαμά μου υπέροχη, σε αγαπώ πολύ...Όπου κι αν είσαι μαμά μου,σ αγαπώ...πολύ σε αγαπώ, μαμά μου όμορφη...

    • @epicmonke3056
      @epicmonke3056 Před rokem

      That message touched my heart

    • @yeabsranigus
      @yeabsranigus Před rokem

      😭

    • @blackdragonrider4926
      @blackdragonrider4926 Před rokem

      Very hard when my mom passed before covid hit. I miss her so much and I can't find happiness anymore I don't know why. She took all happiness with her when she passed. RIP GWENDOLYN YOUNG mother, aunt, daughter,sister and wife and a friend. We miss you mom 🤧😪😔😭

    • @andreeaaa24
      @andreeaaa24 Před rokem

      😢😢😢

  • @user-ws8yg8ns6j
    @user-ws8yg8ns6j Před 10 měsíci +5

    “Let’s play again tomorrow”
    Last online 12 years ago.😔