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  • čas přidán 13. 12. 2023
  • Sad Piano Melody to Help You Cry When You Are Lonely and Feel Like Nobody Cares
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  • @RegnumUmbrae
    @RegnumUmbrae  Před 5 měsíci +632

    A beautiful time of the day to you, my lovelies! Here’s a new melancholic song called ‘Nobody Cares’.
    Bitter tears, for years and years,
    Ghostly thoughts in shades of fears.
    In the dark through life you fumble,
    Noone sees you crawl and stumble.
    Hands are cold, but heart is colder,
    Noone’s there lending a shoulder.
    As time flies, and hope is ebbing,
    Dread and woes are tightly webbing.
    Leers, and whispers, vague reflections
    Weave these odd worldly connections.
    Chained in body, tied in mind,
    You can’t leave the tears behind.
    *_How are you doing today, my dears?_*

    • @anonymousdude2550
      @anonymousdude2550 Před 5 měsíci +26

      aah just what I needed, in these desperate time if you can recall from last time.
      Who says perfection doesn't exist. When such melodies, such gloomy poetic lines meets the right one and at right time - Its the perfection of Art. "Leave no chance for remorse, leave no stone unturned"

    • @SAMAELSABAOTH
      @SAMAELSABAOTH Před 5 měsíci +26

      Fine I Guess... Between all tribulations. I can't complain I must say spite everything, I'm still here. I like to cry alone: nobody cares about how I feel so I prefer to do it where no one is watching. Next day, I feel able to walk another day.

    • @RegnumUmbrae
      @RegnumUmbrae  Před 5 měsíci +13

      I do, I'm glad if it's helping a bit! @@anonymousdude2550

    • @RegnumUmbrae
      @RegnumUmbrae  Před 5 měsíci +11

      day by day, it's a good approach. stay strong!@@SAMAELSABAOTH

    • @musicalsongs9761
      @musicalsongs9761 Před 3 měsíci +8

      One of the most beautiful music made in the history❤

  • @mihirrout787
    @mihirrout787 Před 2 měsíci +2045

    Any broken 💔 heart listener in 2024 ,May

    • @luanaFM
      @luanaFM Před 2 měsíci +8

      Eu
      I

    • @angeliagarcia6304
      @angeliagarcia6304 Před 2 měsíci +9

      No. ❤

    • @dirtylittledoe
      @dirtylittledoe Před 2 měsíci +33

      Broken for 2 years 💔 almost

    • @monicavazquez3744
      @monicavazquez3744 Před 2 měsíci +13

      March 16.

    • @Kjjanof
      @Kjjanof Před 2 měsíci +75

      I’ve been broken alone and very lonely my whole life and my grandmother died this year and I’m autistic so I’m very very broken 😡.

  • @bravosierra2447
    @bravosierra2447 Před 3 měsíci +959

    “Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep alone”

    • @jayjinx2591
      @jayjinx2591 Před 3 měsíci +11

      Ppl need ur laughter not ur sorrows they label u as desp 😂 funny yes 😭

    • @rhondawentzell6959
      @rhondawentzell6959 Před 3 měsíci +3

      Not really

    • @barbarablue2571
      @barbarablue2571 Před 2 měsíci +8

      Laugh and you Will be even more alone. Cry and you Will hear more craying near.

    • @user-et5fp1nf5t
      @user-et5fp1nf5t Před 2 měsíci +9

      You are talking about an empty heart. How can we laugh when the heart is wounded and the wing is broken and unable to fly?

    • @ACVoaMHeraldforTheKING
      @ACVoaMHeraldforTheKING Před 2 měsíci +11

      Romans 12: 15 Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.
      If we followed Jesus, then we would do this.

  • @TheSereneWanderer87
    @TheSereneWanderer87 Před 2 měsíci +728

    Nobody cares about you as much as you do, that's the sad reality of life...So love yourself and talk to yourself every day that you'd never let go of yourself, that you'll always be there for yourself, no matter how worse off you may be or what the world thinks about you...Love and respect yourself. Cheers.

    • @jeanetterodriguez5793
      @jeanetterodriguez5793 Před 2 měsíci +13

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤, THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND LOVE. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS. 😊😊😊❤❤❤❤

    • @tnix80
      @tnix80 Před 2 měsíci +4

      I had a girl that did. I don't see why.

    • @begriprespect3316
      @begriprespect3316 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Did what ?

    • @drgali7230
      @drgali7230 Před 2 měsíci +3

      Just broke up from a little while , it's okay , we can love again and live again ❤

    • @NIGHTMAREX505
      @NIGHTMAREX505 Před 2 měsíci +2

      ​@@drgali7230 I broke up with someone a few months back, and my ways of trying to get with others do not work. I'm in the same boat

  • @harrykashat829
    @harrykashat829 Před 2 měsíci +475

    I miss my Mom the most. ❤ I know she's in Heaven with my Dad and brothers! Amen 😇

  • @scottw4336
    @scottw4336 Před 3 měsíci +802

    The irony here...most that listen to this and like/relate to it..we are the ones that do care

    • @Briselance
      @Briselance Před 3 měsíci +24

      Yes! That is the positive note that ought to be noticed.

    • @BeardAxeMcAxeBeard
      @BeardAxeMcAxeBeard Před 3 měsíci +12

      Yes. We are to learn to get over the experience of caring 🙃
      Too attached to caring

    • @donaldinman51
      @donaldinman51 Před 3 měsíci +21

      I totally agree. Maybe we could help each other like we are right now.

    • @centro8894
      @centro8894 Před 3 měsíci +8

      yeah

    • @aquiferjunkie4413
      @aquiferjunkie4413 Před 2 měsíci +9

      With each person we help, we only harm ourselves further

  • @Fadheela92
    @Fadheela92 Před 3 měsíci +388

    I feel so tired guys, I feel a pain in my heart. I don't feel good. No one hears me. I just only want one thing its someone listening to how I feel, I didn't ask for much 💔💔💔💔

  • @Iamheatherhall
    @Iamheatherhall Před 2 měsíci +312

    It kills me that so many of us are broken inside..there is so much beauty to the earth that we cannot see because of our clouds of darkness. I am thinking of us all during these disparaging times. ❤

    • @errebusaether
      @errebusaether Před 2 měsíci +3

      The darkness is beautiful as well.

    • @Moodboard39
      @Moodboard39 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Imagine those who had been murder

    • @amer82online
      @amer82online Před 2 měsíci +1

      أعتقد أن هذا الكون عبثي.. حتى وجودنا عبثي.. ولدنا لنعيش فترة قصيرة ونموت، للأسف هذه الحقيقة الواضحة التي أراها

    • @Mr.Obongo
      @Mr.Obongo Před 2 měsíci +4

      I try to but sadly I have so much resentment for people I’ve become a recluse and I just hate people in general now. I hate that I hate people, but I can’t help myself.

    • @bedwitch
      @bedwitch Před 2 měsíci +2

      It's hard to feel anything when you're so broken. Nothing, ever gives you any happiness. When you live in fear, not just of what has happened already but because I fear it will happen again. It's better to be gone because I can't stand it anymore.

  • @WilliamMartinez-vq2bn
    @WilliamMartinez-vq2bn Před 2 měsíci +126

    My wife went to sleep from cancer,,,she is a saint in gods heart ❤now and i will see her soon!!!

    • @Shadoweknows76
      @Shadoweknows76 Před 2 měsíci +6

      2nd Enoch 20:3, is The name and Dwelling of the Most High ❤, we meet him soon for Judgment Day and all suffering will end soon.

    • @monicabrooks2911
      @monicabrooks2911 Před 2 měsíci +7

      Im so sorry. At least she is no longer suffering.

    • @AFatherToTheFatherless
      @AFatherToTheFatherless Před 2 měsíci +4

      Repent and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ and you will receive the gift of the holy ghost. You can't get in without both!!

    • @Shadoweknows76
      @Shadoweknows76 Před 2 měsíci +1

      @AFatherToTheFatherless this is a lie, our creator is The God of the Living, not the Walking Dead lazy in spirit. You either ask for death in Jesus name or for life in the name of The Father. You don't get both.
      Jesus is the ghost, a dead spirit, he Commands you to seek Death in his name, he holds the stars (all stars are fallen angels ✡️) he holds the keys to death.
      Our creator is The Living God he wants us to Live "In His Name" Only 2nd Enoch 20:3 is where you can find the truth.

    • @F.Z7OCT
      @F.Z7OCT Před měsícem +1

      God says:
      3:185 Every soul will taste death, and you will only be given your [full] compensation on the Day of Resurrection. So he who is drawn away from the Fire and admitted to Paradise has attained [his desire]. And what is the life of this world except the enjoyment of delusion

  • @jbug308
    @jbug308 Před 2 měsíci +263

    When you find someone who genuinely cares - keep them close. Most people do not care about your struggles, your pain, or your state of mind. They only care how they make themselves feel when they talk to you if given the chance. If you try talking to someone about things and they change the subject, downplay it, or say nothing at all - they do not care. Or they talk over you before you can fully explain. Some people feel they HAVE to fix things with you when all you probably want is someone to listen, to hear you out. Sometimes there isn't a "fix". Much Love to those hurting.....

    • @manuelacorrea453
      @manuelacorrea453 Před 2 měsíci +13

      So true so painful

    • @eNoOne3263
      @eNoOne3263 Před 2 měsíci +11

      We don't need anyone else to care about us, but God himself!

    • @ChesneyDigital
      @ChesneyDigital Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@eNoOne3263That is true. How did you figure that out?

    • @user-sx2wd3ri2s
      @user-sx2wd3ri2s Před 2 měsíci +2

      the sad reality

    • @ChesneyDigital
      @ChesneyDigital Před 2 měsíci

      @@user-sx2wd3ri2s How do you know that anyone else except you exists at all? I personally believe that if one exits the world you were born into via some random act of violence or the result of someone’s else’s free will (choice), you enter into the Matrix: a simulated reality existence where you will live out your life until your time, so there will be no excuse when appearing before the throne of judgement after your appointed time is over.

  • @Colywin
    @Colywin Před 2 měsíci +72

    When you don't care that nobody cares, you are free... and this music sounds so much better.

  • @halgburi
    @halgburi Před měsícem +190

    Broken heart in April 2024, who feels same?

    • @telepathyisreal1975
      @telepathyisreal1975 Před měsícem

      then they hate you and you should know better than to give a shit for people who don't care for you mi amor. You don't hate me. I realised even those who lived Me as a child can't wait for Me to leave so I left by godess' touch and I'm somehow wanted again..I clearly chose to leave this space and this space I still contain as hue never leave willingly you can't really escape your loved ones and hated ones are what we have to cherish if even possible , be together and try sort stuff out ​@@feliperuiz7458

    • @telepathyisreal1975
      @telepathyisreal1975 Před měsícem

      Sorry maybe they hate you have ailments

    • @coreycox2345
      @coreycox2345 Před měsícem

      @@feliperuiz7458 You shouldn't.

    • @sonnywaugh4914
      @sonnywaugh4914 Před měsícem +4

      My heart has been broken for a few years now

    • @coreycox2345
      @coreycox2345 Před měsícem

      @@sonnywaugh4914 Mine has been broken since 1964.

  • @E11even_E11even
    @E11even_E11even Před 2 měsíci +83

    I miss you so much, dad ❤
    I walk with you every night holding your hand.
    Until we meet again, I love you ❤❤❤

    • @prashantmishra9985
      @prashantmishra9985 Před 2 měsíci +2

      Take care bud

    • @user-fk9nr6ko4z
      @user-fk9nr6ko4z Před 2 měsíci +2

      ❤😢❤

    • @acatwithbigmitts
      @acatwithbigmitts Před 2 měsíci +4

      I just lost my dad too. 😢 I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. I hope you're doing okay. 💞

    • @louisamingay430
      @louisamingay430 Před 2 měsíci +4

      I miss mine too ❤❤

    • @wolfer_youtube
      @wolfer_youtube Před 2 měsíci +3

      Моего папы не стало 30 ноября 2020 года... ему было 64 года но мне было 16... до сих пор как буд-то что-то сломалось и пошло "под другим углом"... я живу сейчас в городе где он бывал с нами, и иногда вспоминаю моменты...

  • @user-gv5ly4vo9e
    @user-gv5ly4vo9e Před 3 měsíci +279

    I care so much! I wish I had that special someone who truly cared and loved me for me! It breaks my heart I'm a good man that tries so hard in everything I do. I just want true love and happiness ❤

    • @RegnumUmbrae
      @RegnumUmbrae  Před 3 měsíci +34

      I'm sure one day you'll find it!

    • @RKBrown-sx9kj
      @RKBrown-sx9kj Před 3 měsíci +24

      BELIEVE ME, I understand.....

    • @carolmorris3970
      @carolmorris3970 Před 3 měsíci +24

      The silence of no one there is deafening..maybe some day, some how, some where before this journey is over

    • @user-gv5ly4vo9e
      @user-gv5ly4vo9e Před 3 měsíci

      @@carolmorris3970 Thank you

    • @smoothride7841
      @smoothride7841 Před 3 měsíci +20

      Self love is the purest love of all

  • @stevemendiola3696
    @stevemendiola3696 Před 2 měsíci +36

    There IS SOMEONE that loves us out there. They are crying too.

  • @Sulfiric
    @Sulfiric Před 2 měsíci +80

    After everything I’ve been through I prefer to be alone. Thanks for making this video.

  • @user-tb4vp3vs5j
    @user-tb4vp3vs5j Před měsícem +32

    When times are tough, there is much suffering.Only God can relieve from all suffering.

  • @user-tq2uv6cc6k
    @user-tq2uv6cc6k Před 2 měsíci +111

    I realized my family who adopted me really don’t care about me, all the pain, Verbally, Mentally, Emotionally, Physically, Molestation. Getting hurt with different people, even friends. It’s hard. But here i am. Still standing. War, Rape, Gangs, Terrorist,Drugs, Power, Greed. We’re losing our humanity. But i’m still hoping we gonna get our peace, faith and love.

    • @ctb2814
      @ctb2814 Před 2 měsíci +4

      ❤️🙏🏻

    • @davet2825
      @davet2825 Před 2 měsíci +6

      I don't mean to sound really negative, but I don't think salvation for humanity is coming. The opposite is. It's true to see. The Devil's currency made it within society and that's all he needed. I'm not religious, but it's the same concept.

    • @rens403
      @rens403 Před 2 měsíci +3

      Trust urself and remember not only u lots of gud hearted people will bleed internally many times and am one of that. Hope is a word that find for a temporary relief and it works only when u start a war against this issues as u r a human being and they already proved in wild in ancient times to fight their situations to keep the existence. So trust urself nd love urself whatever happens life has to go on..And mark ur heart the mistakes u make and the situations u faced and make it sure that it never touches u again as u make a protection against this evils. Pray to ur god as it always increase positivity and cut the toxic peoples but never forget the lesson they teach us... Remember we r human being this universe is with u so be brave and kill ur bad habits and grow a magical tree in u that will cherish nd blossom once and no one can destroy that tree as it have a deep roots.... 🔥❤️

    • @genevievematte9048
      @genevievematte9048 Před 2 měsíci +1

      If this is the situation…I ask with deep sincerity that all of that dissipate and be replaced with security, love and peace. Standing up against it in the name of divine beings, saints and the Christie energy which represents yeshua will bring it to frutation💕✨

    • @20vannesa
      @20vannesa Před 2 měsíci +3

      Please don’t give up hope ❤ I am also hurting I am heartbroken 🥺 I wish I didn’t exist but something is keeping me strong 😢 you are strong please keep holding on I promise things will get better! Cry out to God he will hear you 🫶🏼

  • @supernova2011universe
    @supernova2011universe Před 3 měsíci +135

    Would the world feel a little different if there was at least one person who became an umbrella for me when I suddenly encountered rain?

    • @user-no2gk2zv9w
      @user-no2gk2zv9w Před 3 měsíci +5

      🧡💛💝

    • @whiperassgaming8713
      @whiperassgaming8713 Před 3 měsíci +15

      Sometimes you just have to walk down the alley getting drenched by the rain and feel the cold drops on your skin to get it hardened so that when it rains next time you never feel cold again dear.

    • @supernova2011universe
      @supernova2011universe Před 3 měsíci +20

      @@whiperassgaming8713 I realized a lot after losing my parents and my dog ​​a few years ago. That no one in this world can share my pain. When I needed help, there was no one there, so I got through it alone and will continue to do so... Thank you for your comment.

    • @toHisEternity
      @toHisEternity Před 3 měsíci +7

      Yes!! It would. Hope you get someone to be with you under the umbrella. I am still waiting...... :-)

    • @smoothride7841
      @smoothride7841 Před 3 měsíci

      We're all alone❤​@@supernova2011universe

  • @imsleepingbeauty
    @imsleepingbeauty Před 2 měsíci +66

    I have been feeling burned out and lonely lately 😢 I'm not used to feeling so empty inside.

    • @claudianogueira6544
      @claudianogueira6544 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Olá, não se sinta assim se ame voce é capaz um abraço.

    • @hj-xb2tr
      @hj-xb2tr Před měsícem

      Try to get out of that frame of mind (and lifestyle) as soon as you can. If not, it'll end up as your lifetime comfort zone, and you'll never escape it. Like so many of us here

    • @msshinks1
      @msshinks1 Před 7 dny

      I am quite used to being Alone 😢

    • @kevinolson7660
      @kevinolson7660 Před 6 dny +1

      I have felt this way most of my adult life. It gets easier.

    • @andyappleton3353
      @andyappleton3353 Před 3 dny

      @@kevinolson7660 I'm finding the opposite

  • @amethystaries8140
    @amethystaries8140 Před měsícem +61

    I'm not here because someone broke my heart or because I feel alone, I'm simply here because I've come to realize that sometimes you just can't have what you wish you could have, and even though it's kind of painful to know that you can't have that "something or someone" you just have to move on and keep walking..

    • @zelestial3715
      @zelestial3715 Před 15 dny +1

      i keep wondering, is this really how it ends? she'll never be mine and that's all?
      it's like a nightmare i wish i could wake up from
      I want to say more
      I want to do more
      But i cannot, hurts really deep inside

    • @MrSkinnn
      @MrSkinnn Před 14 dny +1

      We create our own reality from repeating our history in our thoughts. Most people don't understand that. If the reality one is experiencing isn't working, change the program in ones brain.... BUT you must forget the old reality.

    • @amethystaries8140
      @amethystaries8140 Před 14 dny

      @@zelestial3715 this right here, this exact words that you wrote, it is exactly how I was feeling.
      Edit: I'm going to screenshot that, it's too good because it perfectly describes my situation.

    • @amethystaries8140
      @amethystaries8140 Před 14 dny +1

      @@MrSkinnn this is very true my friend, it all depends on us, the way we perceive thing is the way we will experience them. It is all on us to create our own reality the way we want it, it's all in our brain, if something doesn't work.. change it. Not everything will work out for you but you can always look for a different and the best route.

    • @MrSkinnn
      @MrSkinnn Před 14 dny

      @@amethystaries8140 Yeah, it's not easy though, but I've found the sooner we delete the old program in our brain, replace it with a different and positive program, and move on, the better we feel.

  • @kamaljeetsinghwalia4003
    @kamaljeetsinghwalia4003 Před 2 měsíci +43

    The person who is playing the piano, carrying lots of pain in his heart.... For you bro/sis💓

  • @Em-jj2hp
    @Em-jj2hp Před 2 měsíci +33

    I’ve had a life of trauma and I’m completely dead and unable to function or talk to anyone even therapy is hard because I can barely communicate or think but it’s nice that CZcams suggestions got me

    • @adamjohns350
      @adamjohns350 Před 2 měsíci +4

      Something tels me youll be fine

    • @RoseyHarrison
      @RoseyHarrison Před měsícem +6

      I agree. The human spirit will make a way. We are often much stronger than we realise. You will learn n get through the rubbish n become stronger and there is hope. May be you can't see it now but there is hope. I know as I've had many adversities in my life but please do not give up....grace n peace be with you in your troubles n pain We are just passing through on this earthly realm....

  • @Ace-kq8kg
    @Ace-kq8kg Před 2 měsíci +69

    The sad thing about life is that no one really cares, until you are dead, then you'll become the most precious one...

    • @amer82online
      @amer82online Před 2 měsíci +2

      You forget as if you never existed 💔

    • @Dylanesque
      @Dylanesque Před 2 měsíci +4

      The sad thing about life is, we're alone.

    • @watchthinkerplaying1344
      @watchthinkerplaying1344 Před měsícem +2

      That’s one view but we are looking at the push of sadness not the pull. The weighted blanket that suffocates also comforts at the same time.

    • @Itspheonix
      @Itspheonix Před měsícem

      No.. we r never alone. One has one's self to rely on and to take care, when we learn it life will b amazing

    • @adeanabresette3846
      @adeanabresette3846 Před měsícem

      Death makes angels out of assholes....

  • @philiplight12
    @philiplight12 Před 2 měsíci +38

    Loss of any kind wether through the death of someone special or them abandoning you is one of the hardest things life throws at us.
    Nothing has ever hurt me more than losing someone I love.

    • @stardustgirl2904
      @stardustgirl2904 Před 2 měsíci +4

      Have faith ✨🕊️👑🙏🏻💜God is near you always ❗ Happiness comes from God, hopelessness doubt and fear come from Satan 😈🔥! Choose God's light 🕯️ he loves you and he's with you always ❗❤️

  • @gabrielacerkez2884
    @gabrielacerkez2884 Před měsícem +24

    It's so sad seeing how many of us are broken and just sad.
    Hopefully with time we will all be better.
    Sending a lots of love to all of you.
    We got this❤

  • @jackiesnewnormal7649
    @jackiesnewnormal7649 Před 3 měsíci +138

    Oh this soothes my soul actually. When I cry, someone, a lot of someone’s, care… there’s just nothing anyone can do about it.. I lost my husband 2 yrs ago Dec 15th unexpectedly from what had become a routine surgery. He contracted Septic Shock and died within a week. It went from his hip where the incision was, traveled through his blood to his lungs, kidneys, heart and then brain. 😔 I met him 41 yrs ago and now when I look back I realize I was just a child. We have 4 daughters, 1 son, 7 granddaughters and 8 grandsons. Our only son and daughter in law just gave birth to a son… Scott would be so, so proud the tie has been broken ♥️

    • @RegnumUmbrae
      @RegnumUmbrae  Před 3 měsíci +15

      I'm terribly sorry for your loss, my sincere condolences

    • @jackiesnewnormal7649
      @jackiesnewnormal7649 Před 3 měsíci +8

      @@RegnumUmbrae thank you so much for your kind words. I truly appreciate it ♥️

    • @ingenunis5003
      @ingenunis5003 Před 2 měsíci +3

      🥺

    • @lucid1305
      @lucid1305 Před 2 měsíci +7

      Sorry for your lost but at least you can still see your late husband in your children and grandchildren. I wish I had that.

    • @user-ql4xh5hg8p
      @user-ql4xh5hg8p Před 2 měsíci +2

      We have a heart, and it is open to everyone who has sadness that they conceal. My God save you🙏♥️

  • @Sethleon-qf8tl
    @Sethleon-qf8tl Před 2 měsíci +49

    I just want to comment that those who are facing darkness know that it will be okay. I have been facing darkness all of my life and now i feel like im actually winning. Im a man of faith and so i 100% believe god is the reason why im okay. But don't give up. Never give up. You keep fighting.

  • @TammieBuckeye
    @TammieBuckeye Před 2 měsíci +33

    This makes me think of when all of my family was still on earth. The laughs we all had we truly loved and cared about each other and then year after year they began passing away. So many many joyous days together - only to be gone now. I miss them all so very deeply!

  • @kathy76jk
    @kathy76jk Před 3 měsíci +100

    Cry, cry and keep crying until it becomes silent tears mixed with the rain; scream and cry so loudly but nobody cares until all those tears and screams are silenced by your broken heart and your mind that already knows that nobody cares.
    Oh, dear soul why does nobody cares about your sorrow? is there someone out there!
    nobody cares: "cry alone and heal yourself because nobody else will, because they do not care".
    ( if you're alone)
    ----- Thank you Regnum Umbrae for always inspiring my soul and mind to write words from the bottom of my heart.

  • @Jenn4One
    @Jenn4One Před měsícem +69

    I am here because my husband of 40 years is very sick and I know how this is going to end. To all those who knew may see a very different man today. I see the same man I fell in love with…

  • @Eclipse21392
    @Eclipse21392 Před 2 měsíci +57

    God is with us and he is with you. Praise Jesus!

  • @nostalgic2431
    @nostalgic2431 Před 2 měsíci +13

    At the end it doesn't even matter
    - Chester Bennington

  • @jesseserna8424
    @jesseserna8424 Před 2 měsíci +71

    I realize my life has been blessed at 59,my wife of 32 years, I have seen her age gracefully as they say from 21 to 54,6 grown children and 6 grandchildren.Adopted at birth never knowing my biological family I will still have a legacy of generations to come,it’s not over but the time truly passes extremely fast and no matter what circumstances just breathe and feel blessed you are alive and human 🙌🏼

    • @Kkareemm
      @Kkareemm Před 2 měsíci +2

      Beautiful life ❤

    • @matrix72961
      @matrix72961 Před 2 měsíci +2

      And be thankful you have the opportunity to be forgiven of sin, accepted into God's Kingdom of Heaven for eternal life.

    • @CleoPhoenixRT
      @CleoPhoenixRT Před 2 měsíci +1

      That sounds beautiful. I never truly felt trapped until I married. I wanted to travel, take in the world, try new things. Now I'm trapped in the cold dark, arctic, depleting my spirit just to keep him and his daughter happy. My own tears don't matter, nor does my freedom.

    • @Orientalbackyardgarden
      @Orientalbackyardgarden Před měsícem

      🌹🌹

  • @maximatan1249
    @maximatan1249 Před 2 měsíci +24

    God knows whats in ur heart..
    If ur thinking that no body cares for you..
    U probably didnt know that God is waiting for u to talk to him..Sometimes we are looking for someone who only listen for us...someone who will not judge us...need no advice..just to listen on all our heartaches and dis appointments in life,,
    God is the one no body else..just try it..talk to him tell him everything whats inside if u and cry to him..HE IS WAITING FOR YOU..PROMISE WHEN u talk to him after that u feel there is something change within you,U will find peace,,that nobody can give u in this world..
    God bless us all...

  • @kishanmukherjee4503
    @kishanmukherjee4503 Před 2 měsíci +21

    The actual feeling of happiness is an absolute lie ,I don't know why I feel like, I don't live anymore but revise the hard feelings of past,the very time when I used to be naturally happy and full of life,I don't know what was my fault,but there nothing bad I dreamt of didn't happen to me, I fear attachment of possibly everything, I got only my old father,for whom I'm here,in his absence I don't think I could make it up,I don't know why I'm writing all these ,but it is giving me some real sense of comfort..may God bless you all buddies ❤️

  • @DiscoveryLegend
    @DiscoveryLegend Před 2 měsíci +33

    Friends are the family you choose. As I get older I count the friends on one hand. Quality over quantity.

    • @stardustgirl2904
      @stardustgirl2904 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Well sometimes kids grow up to their teen years, and place more value on their loser friends 😔 then a loving caring family that has been their for them for their entire life! And they go from toxic fake friends to toxic girlfriends and become alcoholics! Life is a gift 🎁 and people should embrace the goodness of life! 🙏🏻✨🕯️💜

  • @kathleendinsmore7588
    @kathleendinsmore7588 Před 4 měsíci +32

    To experience the desolation of aloneness is to tap into a large part of what the human experience is.

  • @tlk0216
    @tlk0216 Před 2 měsíci +16

    This existence we call life is pure hell. When will it end?

  • @guillermogic
    @guillermogic Před 2 měsíci +51

    I don't know, but I cannot feel pain or sadness with this music. Instead, I feel a profound sensation of relaxation and joy deep within me, a sense of calm and letting myself go. It's like entering my 'zone'. 💞

  • @anaesquenazi1653
    @anaesquenazi1653 Před 2 měsíci +46

    Por qué todos los que están escribiendo aquí están tan tristes y deprimidos? No!!!! La vida es bella, muy bella!! No lloren por una música triste! Levanten las caras al cielo y vámonos para arriba.

    • @aloisiodossantos225
      @aloisiodossantos225 Před 2 měsíci +4

      Lindíssimo o que Você escreveu, @anaesquenazi!!! Sempre devemos buscar o Bem em nossas Vidas!!! Desculpe-me não responder no seu idioma, já que sou brasileiro (Rio de Janeiro) e não domino a língua espanhola. Grande abraço e foi muito bom ler Você!

    • @anaesquenazi1653
      @anaesquenazi1653 Před 2 měsíci +3

      @@aloisiodossantos225 Te mando un beso con mucha alegría! Tú me entendiste muy bien. Desde México ayudemos a muchos a ser felices!

    • @aloisiodossantos225
      @aloisiodossantos225 Před 2 měsíci +4

      @@anaesquenazi1653 Muito obrigado pelo carinho, minha Amiga Mexicana! Aqui no Rio de Janeiro também estou a trabalhar nas ajudas com os irmãos e irmãs que necessitam de um amparo social e espiritual, já que devemos fazer o bem sem olhar a quem! Paz e Luz em sua Caminhada, minha Amiga! Um Fraterno Abraço 🫂!

    • @nelsonalves2191
      @nelsonalves2191 Před 2 měsíci

      Entendi seu conceito mas e inato música triste mexe com cérebro o influenciando....e inato​@@anaesquenazi1653

    • @abriantok2966
      @abriantok2966 Před 18 dny

      Ada hitam ada putih, apakah anda cuma percaya yang putih? Sedangkan hitam itu nyata adanya !

  • @stuartmarley-eo7ie
    @stuartmarley-eo7ie Před 2 měsíci +43

    To be in a crowd
    Yet be alone
    To love someone
    Yet it not be known
    To cry at night
    To the sound of the wind
    To be honest all day
    Yet feel you have sinned
    To feel hope beyond belief
    And then let pessimism
    Steal it like a thief
    All these things
    I’ve felt and done
    But to know the truth
    I’ve just begun

    • @MrJakotic
      @MrJakotic Před 2 měsíci +3

      To live in silence
      So no one knows
      The pain that's hidden
      Has only grown
      When nowhere
      Ever feels like home
      And expectations
      Eat at the soul
      When doors open wide
      Just to slam in your face
      When you look inside
      But can't find the strength
      To carry on
      For one more day

    • @tonyhaltmar1383
      @tonyhaltmar1383 Před 24 dny +1

      @@MrJakotic Did you write this? It is beautiful. Thank you.

    • @MrJakotic
      @MrJakotic Před 24 dny

      @@tonyhaltmar1383 I did, thank you for the kind words. I really do appreciate it

    • @kevinolson7660
      @kevinolson7660 Před 6 dny

      Very creative. I have posted writings on Booksie.

  • @deeprollingriver52
    @deeprollingriver52 Před 2 měsíci +21

    Of course nobody cares. They have their own issues to deal with.
    Beautiful music. Just beautiful.

    • @nikkim788
      @nikkim788 Před 2 měsíci +5

      Everyone has issues to deal with, but it shouldn't make you so selfish as to not care about others going through tough times. If anything, it should make you feel empathy for others.

    • @catherinespurrier9163
      @catherinespurrier9163 Před 2 měsíci

      I totally agree x​@@nikkim788

    • @bornagainnikkia4727
      @bornagainnikkia4727 Před 2 měsíci

      @@nikkim788❤agree

  • @AronBaddoPacas
    @AronBaddoPacas Před 2 měsíci +47

    lost my mom 10 months ago...
    watching videos like this makes me think more about how hard is life when loved ones gone away...

    • @MathandMakeup
      @MathandMakeup Před 2 měsíci +1

      So deeply sorry for your loss

    • @AronBaddoPacas
      @AronBaddoPacas Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@MathandMakeup thanks🙏

    • @AronBaddoPacas
      @AronBaddoPacas Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@AchieverThoughts
      day after day, trying to be strong..
      I know I'm not the only one..
      thanks brother..

    • @findingjesusministries4783
      @findingjesusministries4783 Před 2 měsíci

      @@AronBaddoPacasI’m very sorry as well. God knows what you’ve been through and he will comfort you if you let him. God be with you my friend

    • @AronBaddoPacas
      @AronBaddoPacas Před 2 měsíci

      @@findingjesusministries4783
      🙏 thanks

  • @alanbower9296
    @alanbower9296 Před 2 měsíci +27

    Lost my mum 10 weeks ago life has changed now its dam sad i know I'm not the only one out there, we take life for granted we all go through stages in a life time with ups and downs losing loved ones ❤🙏🏾 this is beautiful music thank you ❤❤

  • @GaboliaGames
    @GaboliaGames Před 2 měsíci +138

    Crying alone makes us realize that no one really loves us...

    • @Actchar99
      @Actchar99 Před 2 měsíci +11

      Learn to love urself ❤️

    • @ibrahimnaji1291
      @ibrahimnaji1291 Před 2 měsíci

      INDEED YA

    • @user-gw3lp3lb1o
      @user-gw3lp3lb1o Před 2 měsíci +5

      Morning and night....especially night 😢

    • @azizjad6315
      @azizjad6315 Před 2 měsíci

      Yes😂

    • @victoriataylor5584
      @victoriataylor5584 Před 2 měsíci +8

      Or they DO, you just don't want THEM to know that you're crying alone. You want to keep it to yourself, or you'd rather keep it to yourself because no one cares to hear about why you're crying.

  • @youngaznbro
    @youngaznbro Před 2 měsíci +123

    if you're reading this, you're not alone😇

    • @Jojo-sx5ec
      @Jojo-sx5ec Před 2 měsíci

      Then why does it feel that way?

    • @findingjesusministries4783
      @findingjesusministries4783 Před 2 měsíci +5

      @@Jojo-sx5ecBecause that’s what the devil wants you to think. He’s the father of lies so don’t listen. Know that God values you very much because Jesus died on the cross for you so you can have a relationship with God and never be alone again.

    • @alajouer6374
      @alajouer6374 Před měsícem

      ​@@findingjesusministries4783💊

    • @imelda113
      @imelda113 Před měsícem +1

      I really am so alone, I cry every, I have no one

    • @findingjesusministries4783
      @findingjesusministries4783 Před měsícem +1

      @@imelda113 I’m praying for you dear friend. I too have felt alone and depressed, even had suicidal thoughts multiple times. But God always came through for me. He can come through for you too if you let Him.

  • @jasonorgan
    @jasonorgan Před 2 měsíci +9

    Listening to this on my 49th birthday 😢 feeling sad 🎉😢

    • @brianbrooks404
      @brianbrooks404 Před 2 měsíci +1

      I feel you

    • @roka1717
      @roka1717 Před měsícem +1

      If I was there I'd make u happy and smile I'll make you feel how special you are

    • @jasonorgan
      @jasonorgan Před měsícem

      ​@@roka1717thanks that means a lot

  • @rstanley5352
    @rstanley5352 Před 2 měsíci +43

    When it rains the Angels are crying for the pain we all endure on Earth! It cleanses the soul and clears the mind!

    • @aprivateperson6320
      @aprivateperson6320 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Not really, it's a mixture of condensation etc

    • @Rikken552
      @Rikken552 Před 2 měsíci

      ​@@aprivateperson6320🤓

    • @tonyhaltmar1383
      @tonyhaltmar1383 Před 24 dny

      @@aprivateperson6320 That's what the Angel tears are! 🤦‍♂

  • @TheWatcher_82
    @TheWatcher_82 Před 5 měsíci +56

    You described my actual life

  • @ranjeetapanda922
    @ranjeetapanda922 Před 3 měsíci +81

    God holding my hand in this dark night n this music changed into "music of happiness "

  • @thomasshepard6030
    @thomasshepard6030 Před 2 měsíci +16

    This music makes me think of all the family friends and comrades that I've lost over the decades

  • @jojo-ec4js
    @jojo-ec4js Před 2 měsíci +9

    You say you love rain, but use an umbrella to walk under it. So that’s why I’m scared when you say you love me ❤️‍🩹

  • @AboelkhairSeed
    @AboelkhairSeed Před 3 měsíci +35

    I need to rest in another world 😢😢

    • @anitahausner5118
      @anitahausner5118 Před 3 měsíci +3

      Me too!

    • @frankfrankfurt4622
      @frankfrankfurt4622 Před 2 měsíci +7

      I will be there soon. I’m beyond gone. Sad but true.😢 Just a matter of when. Really can’t wait. Love all you guys.🫶🏻

    • @Violet-im6ek8pf9o
      @Violet-im6ek8pf9o Před měsícem +1

      I think about that too. I wish I could.

    • @xyzzyxrghryjk3984
      @xyzzyxrghryjk3984 Před 12 dny +1

      Everyone who is here, somehow wants to. Life and physical existence can sometimes be unbearable...

    • @yanethcorrea-ey5um
      @yanethcorrea-ey5um Před 4 dny

      No digas eso DIOS te ama hoy estás triste pero ya la tormenta pasará y volverá a a ver la luz y sonreír

  • @chrismcbee4653
    @chrismcbee4653 Před 2 měsíci +19

    Everyone in my family cares and that's all anyone needs.

  • @manricobianchini5276
    @manricobianchini5276 Před 2 měsíci +14

    Beautifully played---soft, emotional, gripping and somber. A nice hot cup of coffee and a shoulder to cry on for warmth and comfort. Love is so lacking nowadays. The world has become too materialistic, especially with our young folk. A real shame. Thank you for posting.

  • @user-tq1kt6vi5v
    @user-tq1kt6vi5v Před 2 měsíci +14

    I have read all the comments, friends, I hope you are well and take yourself first above all else. I love you ❤

  • @SeleKatalin
    @SeleKatalin Před 5 měsíci +52

    De zile întregi plouă și ceață e, pare că natura e singurul care îmi simte durerea s-a solidarizat cu mine. Plâng și lacrimile șiroind îmi curg, la fel în sincron aud și stropii de ploaie. E prietenul meu de suflet, nu mă ceartă pentru slăbiciunea mea. Tristețea-mi o acompaniază cu tunete și fulgere, așa trec minute eu ascultându-l, iar cerul fredonând-mi durerea. Cândva în mod sigur norii se vor risipi și cerul senin își va arăta supremația, și-mi va aduce zâmbetul. Până atunci îmi plâng toată durerea și tristețea doar amintiri vor rămâne iar eu, ușurată, cu puteri noi și optimistă pornesc spre obținerea noilor împliniri. Sus capul VIAȚA pulsează e plină de noi trăiri, mă așteaptă cu brațele ei iubitoare larg deschise. Acum sunt eliberat și zâmbitor, vă doresc tuturor somn ușor !

  • @elizabethmyers6970
    @elizabethmyers6970 Před 2 měsíci +10

    😢😢 Missing my son, been passed for 6 months, sometimes I feel so alone, I'm not alone, I have God always and my immediate family but I am still depressed

    • @jmferris1138
      @jmferris1138 Před měsícem +1

      i am so sorry for the loss of your son. 😢 i would be crushed if i lost mine. 😔May God comfort and strengthen you somehow through all of what you are going through. 🙏

    • @kevinolson7660
      @kevinolson7660 Před 6 dny +1

      Your son is not gone. He sees you at night in your dreams. It's not something that can be explained, but some part of us endures after this life.

    • @jackspring7709
      @jackspring7709 Před 5 dny +1

      You'll see him again - and next time it will be forever. Until then God's looking after him and he's looking after you. He's not gone. At the moment you can't physically see him but he's not gone.

    • @trad_view_2023
      @trad_view_2023 Před 5 dny

      I am so sorry for your loss

  • @masquemusicart
    @masquemusicart Před 2 měsíci +18

    By divine design, nobody can authentically care about anyone else except one’s own self. You finally realize that the ONE gives and receives authentic love and care has always been YOU and within you.
    You are born alone and leave the game of life alone. Everything else is mental construct and emotional projection.
    It’s just a one time ride.
    Enjoy the journey.

  • @SpookyASMR
    @SpookyASMR Před 5 měsíci +49

    This is a masterpiece. So dark and heartbreaking. Absolutely beautiful 💔

  • @mhemedsouf4270
    @mhemedsouf4270 Před 3 měsíci +26

    قلتها لصديقي الالماني من مدينة ليبزيغ سنة 1993 " اظن ان لبرد المناخ و الأجواء الداكنة بالسحب السوداء و الضباب و اختفاء نور الشمس و دفئها لاشهر طويلة ... أثر في النفس عميق يقود الى حزن النفس فأبدع موسيقيوكم موسيقى حزينة ... و لو كانت الشمس دائمة الشروق مثلنا في شمال افريقيا و المنطقة العربية عامة ....لانتجت فنونا و موسيقى تفيض بالحياة و الفرح ....فطبل و مزمار و رقص و الدنيا هانية ....

    • @nadiasoliman9731
      @nadiasoliman9731 Před 3 měsíci +2

      ياريت السعاده تكون شمس ساطعه طول والا ما كانش بقى ده حالنا

    • @nikoljnikolaich8721
      @nikoljnikolaich8721 Před 2 měsíci +3

      Хорошо сказано👍

    • @rosafank2617
      @rosafank2617 Před 2 měsíci

      No Brasil tem muito sol 🌞 quase o ano todo em algumas regiões faz frio em alguma fase do ano

    • @wolfer_youtube
      @wolfer_youtube Před 2 měsíci

      Интересная мысль, вполне

  • @onerider808
    @onerider808 Před dnem +1

    Aw, this is great. We ARE mostly crying alone, and no one DOES care. Accepting that is freeing, and peaceful. It is the beginning of sanity. Illusions stating otherwise are just lies, which will keep you in ignorance and despair.

  • @PhamVans
    @PhamVans Před 2 měsíci +12

    We are never alone in this universe, your tears are a reminder that you are never alone!

  • @NgoniKachembs-ee5og
    @NgoniKachembs-ee5og Před měsícem +4

    Have lived alone since 2009, alone, sad and depressed.
    It's April 2024, my journey continues. Is there hope for a better tomorrow 🥺🥺🥺.
    Oh my dear happiness! , what have I done to you? For how long will I wait for you?

  • @DansenEnSchijten
    @DansenEnSchijten Před 2 měsíci +11

    That bird sure doesn't care about all that rain falling on it. We all should appreciate its courage.

  • @jackspring7709
    @jackspring7709 Před 5 dny +2

    There are good people out there who do care :). They genuinely do.

  • @jonyivre4541
    @jonyivre4541 Před měsícem +6

    Sometimes it's ourselves who don't care enough about others.

  • @TheCyndi616
    @TheCyndi616 Před 2 měsíci +51

    Remember, God stays close to the broken hearted. No one is ever alone, reach out to Him.

    • @richdorak1547
      @richdorak1547 Před 15 dny

      Psalm 34 ! My #1 go to in troubled times . God bless you and yours.

  • @user-bk2wn9hc7s
    @user-bk2wn9hc7s Před 6 dny +1

    The longer we live the better we understand that The Lord grounded us all.

  • @lovegugma8633
    @lovegugma8633 Před 2 měsíci +4

    I feel like standing there alone.

  • @umiahya9630
    @umiahya9630 Před 2 měsíci +7

    When i m in happyness...many people come surround me...
    But...
    If i m in sadness suddently they re disappear and...gone.
    Who care...whether i m crying or laughing...
    Only me ...and my self. ❤

  • @ileanamalave8282
    @ileanamalave8282 Před 11 dny +2

    When all you do is try and try and fail miserably and nothing you ever do is right, you’re tired of being the strong one and for once just want someone to save you too ❤️‍🩹 🥀

  • @MariaWacky84
    @MariaWacky84 Před 2 měsíci +8

    I'm a single mom of 4 kids. I have depression and anxiety. 😢 Beautiful music theo. Yes this Beautiful music is describing me, Sad, alone, unwanted and nobody sees me, nobody cares 😢. 💔 Do you hear me? Do you see me? Can anyone care for me? Nah, I don't think so. 😢 I'm better off alone. 😢

    • @adamjohns350
      @adamjohns350 Před 2 měsíci +2

      You're not alone.

    • @AMC.Adam.music.Channel
      @AMC.Adam.music.Channel Před měsícem

      we see you, we care, you are not alone.

    • @tonyhaltmar1383
      @tonyhaltmar1383 Před 24 dny

      Yes, you are loved. When you're alone, if you try hard enough, you'll be able to comprehend what I'm saying to you. Your kids need you. Chin up.

    • @flipo_oku
      @flipo_oku Před 11 dny +1

      Looking at your picture, I can tell you are such a nice human being with a sweet smile. It hurts that this is how your life is. I also feel alone, depressed because my thoughts only leave me with darkness, but I'm ok with that and I pray that you are too. God bless you❤

    • @yanethcorrea-ey5um
      @yanethcorrea-ey5um Před 4 dny

      DIOS te ama y tienes grandes bendiciones para y tus hijos ánimo

  • @subashsatish3648
    @subashsatish3648 Před 2 měsíci +8

    I don't have my father to comfort me his uncompromising love for me I cannot forget

    • @jhonpreston8982
      @jhonpreston8982 Před 2 měsíci +1

      he will always be with you in ur memories... just remind all the love he gave you

  • @richardtorres4407
    @richardtorres4407 Před 2 měsíci +24

    For all those who feel lost and lonely, God hears you and understands,be patient......

  • @Dr.Muskan.017
    @Dr.Muskan.017 Před 2 dny +2

    Only you can understand the pain of your life seriously 😢

  • @ToddDouglasFox
    @ToddDouglasFox Před 5 měsíci +35

    Sitting in the shadows, a little out of your view, is someone who is watching you. You are bundled under an umbrella and staring into the distance. You’ve used up your Kleenex as you stand there, now you have nothing to wipe away your tears but you don’t care. The tears are the only thing that tells you that you are still a living, breathing being. How could it have come to this. Lost and alone. Well maybe not alone. You feel a presence but you don’t see anyone. You heave a few times as your body tries to let this last blast of wind against your body sink to the pavement below your rubber soled feet. You think silently that you’re at least dressed for the weather, the weather you feel both inside and around you. What you don’t know is there is a watcher. If you knew, you might be frightened. Everything has been slanted towards undermining your very being so why would you know that this watcher is not malevolent. In fact, if you knew the watcher was there and you knew the truth, you would know that the watcher is not there to harm you but is someone who cares. Why? Because this watcher has known you your whole life and has always been by your side. If only you could see beyond the rain and into the shadows you would not feel so alone. You’re drawn to a small alcove where there is a bench. You mindlessly walk to it and slump down. The watcher sits next to you. You begin to talk aloud of your woes and the abandonment that is now the shawl that wraps around your skeleton like a shell. The shell keeps you from knowing you are not alone. You almost feel a hand reach for you, the moment passes, you stand and walk the path again towards the empty room you know awaits you at the end of the walkway, the place you will lay your head and dream of dying once again. Meanwhile I sit here writing your story and going inside it and outside of it like I’m you but not you. One truth I would whisper in your ear if only you could hear, “I love you, I will never leave your side. You have never been alone. One day you will feel my pulse and know I’m real, you will tell me that you’ve found your peace and that this world as cruel as it can be has never entirely forsaken you. Somewhere under my arm is a wing. When you find it, as I am laying it right here on this bench, please begin to know that I am real and I’ve taken you under my wing until the day you can fly on your own again. It is then that you will see me, with the other wing, flying next to you - an eternal bond beyond time and place, beyond disturbance and emptiness. We will at last have joined once again in our flight, one in rhythm, our wings beating as one. The heart knows what the heart knows. Adieu for now my dear lost one, until you join me as one.” Yes, dear reader this message is to you.

    • @RegnumUmbrae
      @RegnumUmbrae  Před 5 měsíci +1

      thank you for sharing such a soulful piece!

    • @ToddDouglasFox
      @ToddDouglasFox Před 5 měsíci +1

      @@RegnumUmbrae rest easy my friend.

    • @daniellerostaing1467
      @daniellerostaing1467 Před 3 měsíci

      you are unbelievable ! i hope your write like this all the time,thank you for sharing this!
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    • @ToddDouglasFox
      @ToddDouglasFox Před 3 měsíci +2

      @@daniellerostaing1467 I don’t have writings on my yt but I do add comments like this to many channels of all types. Thanks for noticing Daniel. My teachers and mom got mad when I didn’t want to publish early in life. I like more of the one on one because it’s more like a personal gift. Go well, always.

    • @daniellerostaing1467
      @daniellerostaing1467 Před 3 měsíci

      @@ToddDouglasFox thanks for the response, shout out from Florida!

  • @openyreyes
    @openyreyes Před 3 měsíci +19

    If no one cares that is absolutely ok, we appreciate everything in life, your problem is not that significant really, it will come and go, you are like water soft but resilient and wonderful, you will continue to love yourself the best way you can. ❤

    • @errebusaether
      @errebusaether Před 2 měsíci

      Hopefully it is not that significant since this problem would actually impede to a brighter future for me.

  • @kathybrascher1910
    @kathybrascher1910 Před 2 měsíci +5

    Sad and haunting. Music and the soul. I’m crying 😢

  • @Hal_T
    @Hal_T Před 2 měsíci +3

    Call me crazy, but I don't find this sad. I find it very soothing and restful ... and beautiful. I can enjoy it in solitude or sharing it with someone else.

  • @sajjitadas1361
    @sajjitadas1361 Před 2 měsíci +3

    I am glad that this popped up in my suggestion list. It is like medicine to my broken soul right now. I have failed so much, now I feel like I don't even want to try anymore. People like me seek refuge in simple things. This music really feels like home. Thank you for making this one!❤️

  • @user-pn4hz4kx5p
    @user-pn4hz4kx5p Před 2 měsíci +4

    You close your eyes... You let your mind run free... No Good and bad thoughts....
    And the journey begins on its own.... You fly far and where you fly there is only peace and quiet
    That's the magic of music.
    I wish everyone a beautiful journey to this magic

  • @winterevening517
    @winterevening517 Před 2 měsíci +4

    This scene was supposed to be scary. But yet it is very beautiful. Thats how life it is. We find light even at the deepest of abyss.

  • @user-sk5bd4vz1t
    @user-sk5bd4vz1t Před 2 měsíci +2

    こんな❤雨☔の中の恋人と二人で❤️🧑❤️永遠に歩き続けたい家に帰るまで❤❤❤

  • @user-ov5gz4ln9t
    @user-ov5gz4ln9t Před 2 měsíci +10

    اعشق ❤الهدوء وسلام والمحبه والروح الصافيه ❤يارب شافيلي ابي وامي يارب العالمين ❤

  • @jeffrey6618
    @jeffrey6618 Před 3 měsíci +25

    Weve all had times of feeling down and listeniing to music that fits our mood but dont stay there .and turn to jesus .he will turn anything around thank God

    • @Jojo-sx5ec
      @Jojo-sx5ec Před 2 měsíci

      Will he turn around my child’s terminal illness?

    • @Jojo-sx5ec
      @Jojo-sx5ec Před 2 měsíci

      Because he’s yet to do anything about that…no matter how much our family prays…

  • @alwayssearching1882
    @alwayssearching1882 Před 16 dny +2

    A deep sadness makes me more alive than a joyful outburst of laughter. I've lost the ability to laugh and cry. So I lay upon my bed numb and wonder who I would be if I lost the sadness. It's all I got.

  • @zaidshirbaz156
    @zaidshirbaz156 Před 2 měsíci +3

    I would like to walk and cry in the rain so that no one can see my tears.💔

  • @peterkoh5632
    @peterkoh5632 Před 2 měsíci +6

    Life is but a passing cloud. In time to come, we are gone and in the end, nothing is worth holding on. Be at peace.

  • @oktaymercan
    @oktaymercan Před 5 dny +3

    Sometimes with no reason sad emotion conqueror me, that moment I search a song, maybe this song or just sound of darkness inside me give me a peace. I don't know, but I still searching peace...

  • @j.p.obregon1415
    @j.p.obregon1415 Před 2 měsíci +2

    That background is pretty awesome.

  • @charlielee7180
    @charlielee7180 Před 6 dny +1

    If you cry, it's because you've cried very few times. Believe me. If you cry too many times, you'll stop crying for ever. Be strong. Love.

  • @ruminahmusleh3775
    @ruminahmusleh3775 Před 2 měsíci +5

    This music remind me of my pain and suffering😥

  • @katrinbreider202
    @katrinbreider202 Před 5 měsíci +320

    Nobody cares, like so often in life

    • @gilmoguel8265
      @gilmoguel8265 Před 5 měsíci +6

      0:38 0:38 0:38 0:38 0:38

    • @vanmahler6282
      @vanmahler6282 Před 3 měsíci +14

      Sometimes it's so much, i'm a good person and i want to help someone but some people dont want nothing...

    • @adajankowska2817
      @adajankowska2817 Před 3 měsíci +8

      Yes that's right 😢

    • @omarnasri6678
      @omarnasri6678 Před 3 měsíci +15

      Mon grand regret j'ai Vai confiance à une personne j'ai été déçu mais avec le temps j'ai remonté la banette grâce à dieu ❤

    • @smokeadubbie4189
      @smokeadubbie4189 Před 3 měsíci +8

      Satan's kingdom we all live in for now.

  • @CloudPuff20
    @CloudPuff20 Před 4 dny +2

    The only friend you’ll ever have is yourself

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Před 3 dny

      🤝 It may sound strange but Jesus is genuinely my best friend. My only friend actually. I just talk to him about life throughout the day and in the Bible God answers me. I think the whole world is missing out on this closeness we can have with Jesus. It just takes faith.

  • @michelelocascio8786
    @michelelocascio8786 Před 2 měsíci +12

    God heals my broken heart ❤🙏

  • @meilingflesa8140
    @meilingflesa8140 Před 2 měsíci +10

    This music is actually really relaxing and beautiful

  • @lilaclilly198
    @lilaclilly198 Před 2 měsíci +6

    There is nothing tragic about this music, something nostalgically sad about it. It evokes childhood feelings. I even find it comforting 🙏🏻🤗

  • @redsol3629
    @redsol3629 Před 16 dny +2

    It should be enough that you care, stranger. For we are all living inside your mind. So care for yourself, and here take my umbrella. My home is not far from here and it seems you will be out all night.