Omg or like if it’s like when a family is moving out of their house and all the memories are playing back, kids laughing, running around all on top of like a 2000s era
a movie where you really deeply connect and get emotionally attached to the characters, or where you watch the character develop a significant amount, and it ends. Its like a farewell and you both go out to your own paths to live on life.
Unfortunately i 100% agree with you. I’ve had shitty years since 2015 I had 4 surgeries and there’s no cure to it I lost many friends and it still haven’t got better so yea it doesn’t get any easier.
Idk why but the song feels like a ending of something good, like a vacation, or a good movie, or a breakup from a healthy relationship, i think it sounds sad but at the same time also calming or kind of happy
We all grow up. Eventually. And when we do, all we can do is remember the good times. Sometimes the bad. But yet, they are the times you hold dearly, no matter how much they hurt. So go and make new memories, memories you'll look back on, good or bad. Just make new ones. -Written by me (Max)
I'm crying hearing this :( I remember all the memories that used to be, I just want to go back to the past because my current days are very difficult ❤️
this song makes me remember my memories with the people closest to me who used to be very close now are strangers and now I see him with other people so happy
This song makes me cry... Those good memories slowly coming back, having fun as a kid, playing in the rain, long road trips, watching movies with your grandma, genuinely laughing with your friends, staying up late to call with your friends, etc. This song makes me feel sad, happy, and empty. I don't know how to explain that feeling... But it's beautiful.
feels like leaving a place that's full of memories that you know you'll never come back to or maybe even its kinda that feeling that everyone has moved on and not feeling welcome in the place you felt you owned
crying at the fact of how far I’ve come these past few years, it feels unreal to finally be with someone who truly makes me feel loved and gives me a reason to keep going everyday. :’)
This audio feels like when you’re coming back to your hometown and it suddenly hits you that all the memories you made as a child are long gone and things will never go back to the way it was
This song reminds me of my grandma who recently passed away. November 17th 7:55 P.M when I got the news... I went to Mexico for her funeral and oh man. She didn't look like herself. This song reminds me of when she was still around. I miss her so much she was going to turn 71. Que En Paz Descanse (May she rest in peace) Silvia Galarza November 29th, 1951- November 17th 2022
I am surprised how powerful and amazing this song is, to make us feel something, to make us remember of all the memories we have as if it flashes right before our eyes
this song will forever have a special place in my heart as it reminds me of that highschool friendgroup I have right now, we used to spend all of the times we have together doing the most random stuffs, I've spend my whole school year with them, and now it is over, it feels like this song as we embark to our own journeys in life, we are all seperating paths now and i can't help but to listen to this song and remember all the good times we all shared together
i deadass teared up so hard listening to this thinking about my past mistakes and regrets, all of a sudden this past month and a half I kept thinking about the past and how bad i messed up from the moment I woke up it just hit me and kept me bed ridden, I ran away from all my problems instead of facing it, and all those bottled up emotions from these past 6 years just came out, all we can do is learn from the past and not dwell on it, although it hurts so very much it’s necessary for growth, the past is the past , you’ve matured and in return realized how easily you could of changed it and prevented stuff from happening or made stuff happen but just thinking of it and you’ll just be in a never ending cycle realize you can’t change the past it’s long gone although what you can do though is learn from it! instead of running from it face it acknowledged what and why happened and move on, we’re humans no one is perfect especially someone who transitions from childhood to there early teenage years, not to go into detail but it started in late of 2016-2017 i messed up a wholeeee lot i was just in my late 13’s turning 14 and just like a lot of other people I was very anxious I didn’t even know what was going on with me i didn’t tell anyone what was going on with me I was scared to talk about my feelings especially as a boy you’re told thats not what men do! and to man up maybe if some older wiser person softened up and would of 1 on 1 spoke with me I would of understood and opened up but, instead they kept on instilling fear so jt made it worse, all these increase of new hormones from puberty you don’t even know how to react it’s like a new version of yourself you’ll mess up you’ll have a shit load of anxiety you’ll get waves of depression you’ll be insecure it’s good to see mental health is finally more open and talked about, and what I’ve noticed from this recent slump that I’ve been is everyone goes through something no matter how perfect there life may seem like especially on social media (fake reality) everyone has emotions we’re humans!! just some hide it better then others, so please just treat everyone with love and spread positivity just be a person better! a little compliment can make someone’s day better and in return they can give out the same energy to other people like a blissful chain reaction, i hope everyone gets thru with what’s going on in there life i love you, life isn’t linear you win some and you will lose alot, please talk to someone that you trust realize you’re not alone nor are you the black sheep for having problems, i love you 🫶🏼❤️
i know im a stranger and i know you dont know me but!! i understand u and you seem to have grown as a person from what youre describing so i am proud of you, i hope things in ur life are generally going a little bit better or u are at the very least able to talk through everything better. the past is the past love u too 🫶
This song makes me sad but in a weirdly comforting way almost like a release of built up emotions. Like I can just kinda let go for a couple of minutes. It kind of perfect describes the way I feel about Loss and grief. I miss you figaro and Satie ❤
this song makes me feel like I’m about to die and see all good memories of my life flashing before my eyes. I know I did it and made every dream I dreamed off come true, I’m finally free.
i just want to be a young kid again. i don’t want to have to worry about providing for myself. i just want my big happy family back. i want to me with my grandma before she had cancer and i want to be able to spend every last minute with her even though i can’t see her as often anymore. i want to be able to see the cousins that are supposed to be in my life. i want to see my parents in love. i want to be spending time with the siblings i no longer get along with. i want to be with my older brother who protected me, not the new older brother who won’t even talk to me. i want to play with my sister who made me laugh in every conversation. i want to be with my pets who were so young. to spend time with my late cat elke. i want to be a me with no worries, just happiness and innocence.
No wonder why I hate relationships and marriage, I’ve never felt safe in my own house. Every child deserves a safe home not like the one I grew up with.
About 2 years ago I showed this song to a person I considered one of my best friends. They listened to it, told me it was okay and that it wasn’t something they would listen to. I thought she would’ve liked it, especially the ending, but she didn’t. Now we’re strangers to each other. We don’t talk anymore because of the distance, as well as just us having two totally different and separate lives. I don’t think we left everything on a good note. I hope one day we’ll stop being resentful of each other. Hopefully we’ll be able to talk again? I always run away from people; I think I shouldn’t have ran from her. My life has gone downhill and I miss having someone like them in my life. I know they have TikTok- they were pretty active on there. Scott Street blew up a lot about a month ago, so sometimes I wonder if she thinks of me whenever she hears it? I always think of her when I listen to Phoebe, and I listen to Phoebe too often.
Hey, I don’t know how you are doing rn, but if the situation it’s the same as when you wrote this, I think you should ask yourself why you always run away from people. You may asking yourself why I’m telling you this…well, I do that too. Especially in the last four years ran away from so many people and I felt lost. I fell in love three years ago, I loved so much (he was also my first bf), we spent so much time together and built so many memories, but, in the last year something changed. We weren’t meant to be together anymore cause I didn’t have any more ways to help him to save him from himself. So I ran away from him and maybe this is the biggest loss I’ve ever experienced in my life (even if my first biggest loss in my whole life was the breakup of my parents ten years ago). Currently I badly feel lost and sometimes I think I miss him and I fell like I shouldn’t have ran from him, but then I remember I don’t really miss him (well, I do, but I miss an old him, a version of us which doesn’t and can’t exist anymore), I miss the way I felt when I was in love at the beginning, I miss that version of me. Maybe it’s the same for you, maybe you don’t miss her, but the way you felt. When you feel like you’re regretting it or something like that, just think “was I really happy? Why did I run away from her? How she made me feel?”. Just at that point you’ll get an answer..
brb gonna think about that one quote that talks about how every artist has a predominant emotion they express thru their art and how literally all I can hear and feel in this song and outro is grief
Bicycle bells and train beeps. They all bring us back to things we used to love in our childhood. In fact, you will live other happy moments and make beautiful and great memories at all ages, but childhood will remain of a special nature, especially from 2000 to 2013, those days when we used to enjoy the simplest things. ❤
Crying in my living room, looking back at everything I've done. This song feels like a movie ending, but I see it as a saga finishing for another one to start. It still fucking hurts, so much. I'm still very grateful it happened, so fucking full of gratitude and I think that's what's making me cry more. The evidence that I lived, breathed and will continue living. I'll miss my childhood but I won't ever forget it. I'll heal everything given to me. I am okay, I am going to be okay. I'm gonna thrive.
I miss my old house with my dad: the friends, the smiles, the toys, the ps3, the movie nights, the games of dnd with my dad, the adventures with my friends in the old park, exploring the culverts like rats, getting milkshakes with my friend, walking with my dad in the forest…I’d give anything just to go back in time and live one more day at that house.
screaming and crying and throwing up and sobbing and sliding down the wall head in my heads and punching the floor and yelling profanities and rolling around on the ground and gasping for breath its so beautiful
This feels like a goodbye. Three years passed by so fast, I've changed a tremendous amount. I've been left or I did the leaving- the memory of the people that made me into who I am today will never leave. I just wish I could experience the love of all my lost friends for the first time again. The train whistles makes me think of finally leaving my past behind, no longer letting the ignorant, painfully unserious me define my future. The young me that took everything for granted. It took so long for me to come to terms that nothing will last forever. All those people I've known are gone, living their own lives. However, I am grateful for the people I watched grow up, and decide to stick with me, I thank them so much. I bid farewell to my old friends, my old ways, and everything that is meant to stay frozen in the past. Maybe there'll be a time I can be proven wrong, and things can rewind, becoming new again.
This is really well put together from Phoebe, it really does sound like pure sorrow and grief. The small sound effects in the background, to remind you of your childhood. It's a very raw emotion to express and I've cried a lot to it. Very good stuff :')
time rlly does fly.... it scares me smtimes, but reminds me how life works and how we perceive it, time is relative and it's ok to get older, it's ok to let it pass, it's ok
to me this song sounds happy and relieved, like you just got through a terrible time in your life, and as the sun rises and everything is still you are outside looking at the clear sky and you know that it's over and the next chapter is beginning
I read it many times here. This song feels so sad. So freakin sad that we want to cry. But at the same time it makes us feel as if while we cry, we smile. Something comforting is in this song. It‘s like leaving a person that you had many memories with and it‘s time to let them go. You remember the good things and cry about that it ends but are happy that it happened. Something so comforting, that it‘s sad. Something you know you‘ll miss but it‘s better to leave it behind ❤
everyday is a new nightmare, i cant even get myself to get out of bed and nothing makes me excited anymore and every night when i sleep i pray my absolute best and hope i dont wake up the next morning
I just can’t forget how easily replaced I’ve always been. Even my childhood’s friends left me years ago, what was actually the worst breakup of my life. I can’t deal with with the fact that they will have the life that we had always talked about, a life that I don’t want anymore though, but it’s still painful. I can’t deal with the knowledge that childhood’s is over.
The train and bell always get me. It's so painfully nostalgic that my chest literally constricts; life is so incredibly short. Childhood doesn't last long enough, and the saddest thing is that we never appreciate it until it's gone.
soon our memories will be stories, our photos will become old photographs, we all will become somebody's mom and dads, but this is happening right now. so make the most of it, don't forget it.
Real . I had the best time of my life from 2015 to 2018 in middle school . Had the best friend group , memories and everything . A whole season of just memories over memories . It’s 2023 and here i am after years . Turning 19 this year . I don’t even know where my friends from that friend group are anymore . We parted our ways and we are strangers today . And we are just getting older . Life started to move really really fast . My siblings got older in an blink of an eye . My parents got older . Old friend group grew apart of it . Suddenly you aren’t a kid anymore . One day you are a kid and the other day you wake up being an adult with a whole lofe ahead of you :(
Ah, as I sit here, listening to scott street, my heart aches with memories of a love that has long since faded away. The haunting melody of the song brings back memories of a love that was once so pure and so strong, but now seems like a distant dream. She was the one who taught me what it meant to love, to truly love someone with every fiber of my being. The way her eyes sparkled when she looked at me, the sound of her laughter, the feel of her hand in mine - these memories flood my mind as I listen to the song. We met on a warm summer evening, just like this one. The sun was setting, painting the sky with hues of orange and pink. And there she was, standing in front of me, with her hair blowing in the gentle breeze. I knew then that she was the one for me. We spent countless hours together, talking about everything and anything. Our souls intertwined, and I knew that I had found my soulmate. We would stay up late into the night, lost in conversation, lost in each other. But life had other plans for us. We were pulled apart by distance and circumstance, and our love slowly began to fade away. The phone calls became less frequent, the messages more sporadic. We tried to hold on, but it seemed like fate was pulling us apart. And then, one day, it was over. The love that had once burned so brightly had faded away, leaving nothing but a shadow of what it once was. It was like a light had gone out, leaving me in darkness. Now, as I listen to this song, I'm reminded of all the love we shared, all the moments we spent together. It hurts to think that we'll never get those moments back, that our love has become nothing but a memory. But even though our love may have faded, I'll always cherish the memories we shared. I'll always remember the way she looked at me, the way her lips curved into a smile, the way her hair fell across her face. I'll always remember the way her voice sounded, the sound of her laughter, the way her hand felt in mine. And who knows? Maybe one day, fate will bring us back together... and we'll be able to start anew. Maybe we'll be able to pick up where we left off, to reignite the flame that once burned so bright. Until then, I'll keep listening to scott street, and holding on to the hope that one day, our love will reignite.
Dad, its hard for me to do this alone, thx u for always looking at me in the sky, i see u dad, i lv u more & more, i know sky not always blue, but i know u always protect me in there.
I love this so much. It makes me feel such an overwhelming amount of gratitude for all the beautiful moments I’ve got to experience in my childhood and teenage years and although it’s bittersweet it fills my heart with so much joy 🥲
This played on my 6th grade teacher funeral. I was very emotional and I felt like breaking down, I didn't show that I was crying but deep inside it made me feel sick. Seeing her on her coffin barely even recognizing her made me stunned. Everyone was crying, we all were, and even my classmates were full of sorrow and sadness. She was too young to leave her one year old son. She died with her husband in a car accident while going home, Only her son and her nephew survived the crash. I still can't accept that she is gone. She still have many things to do in her life, why does she have to leave so early? I didn't went to see her being put in her grave because it's the hardest part to see someone you know being put down the soil. Im still crying about how she need to go, she was so happy before the day she got into a car crash. Her child don't know what was going on during her funeral, I hate to see her child sensing to see her mom either though she is in her coffin. I wish I have spent more time with her, I wish that she could stay longer, I wish she had never left to celebrate. I wish she wasn't in the car when that had happened. Im still trying to recover even though it still hurts... You will be missed Ma'am Erika 🕊️
March 1980 Dear Dean, I was thinking about shells today. I saw a woman with a shirt that had them, and I remembered the beach, and you, and this box. I went back and read through all the letters, and for the first time, in a long time, I wasn’t sad about it - not in the same way. I’ve been so tired lately. I’m so tired of being angry, and sad, because that wasn’t the point. I’m sad because I’ll never get to tell you certain things again. I’m sad about that, but I’m not sad like I was when you left. I think I held onto that too long. I confused it with loving you, and those aren’t the same. Being sad about the things I miss isn’t loving you. It never was. Loving you was so much bigger than that. I don’t think I can stop loving you. I think it’s a part of me now, and it’s never leaving. It makes me who I am, and I used to think this crippled me, but I don’t think it does anymore. Loving you has given you back to me. I’ve missed you. The old you. You never really came home, and I understand that now, and I know it wasn’t your fault or mine or anyone’s. It was just circumstances we couldn’t avoid, but I’ve realized that just because we ended the way we did doesn’t define what we were before. To have those memories back is such a precious thing. To have that part of you back with me - it’s unimaginable. I was thinking about shells, and I was thinking about that day at the beach and I can remember sitting on the blanket looking at the water, and you asked me what I was thinking. I was thinking about how afraid I was that I was never going to love you as much as I did then. That the moment was going to get washed out, that I would never be able to experience what it was like to know that I loved you as much as I did again… I’m sorry that things didn’t work out the way we wanted them to. I’m sorry - I’m sorry we weren’t as equipped to deal with the hand we got. The fact that we didn’t get to do the little plans hurts more than the big ones, sometimes. It wouldn’t have mattered about a house or the island. Sometimes I stop myself at work and realize I’m never going to sit in Van’s noodle house with you, and I don’t know exactly - I’m so terrible at letters, Dean. I’m glad you never had to read them when you were in Vietnam, they were all so terrible and boring and wordy. I think - I think that, the point of it all, is that the moment at the beach? I had never really understood who I was until then. That’s who I am. That person, and there, right there, next to me, that was you. That’s who you are. It’s so wonderful to know that I didn’t lose you. That we were always right where we were supposed to be the whole time. This whole time I thought I’d lost you, and there you were… Memories are good that way. I can remember us, and I can keep living. I can keep going and always know right where to find you when I miss you. I miss you all the time. I want you to realize this someday. All of that about us. You don’t - you don’t have to be guilty, and I know you are, and I understand why everything happened the way it did. It just happened. We just - it just happened, Dean, and it’s alright. I’m alright. I’ll be okay. Once, you told me it didn’t seem right to say goodbye. Not really. I thought I’d have to - I thought I’d have to let go of everything I loved about you, but I don’t, and you were right, and wouldn’t you be pleased with yourself to know. The truth of it has never been clearer to me, my darling. And you are, always, my darling. Yours, Cas ... See you then.
@@miyakurin twist and shout by gabriel and standbyme on ao3. dont read it if you value your own sanity and dont want your heart ripped out and stamped on and set on fire repeatedly
this song really just takes me back to the summer after I graduated high school, I sat with a close friend and I was upset because we both were going to different colleges. I remember telling her "things are gonna be different." and they were. I kept in touch with her for a good year, until I realized she never would reach out to me, I would always be the one to text her and when she would come home and we would hang out she seemed uninterested in even seeing me. I ended up having an argument with her about it, she blocked me, and we haven't spoken since. I think this goes to show you that no matter how much you sugar coat your friends you grew up nothing will be the same like how we were back in high school :/
This is so good it make me feel like everything is changing and the sound of the train is comforting and the fact that I’m going through a hard time in life right now just makes me cry and think of it when i hear this song
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y’all r making me cry with these comments for some reason omf
i’ll make a better looped version soon i promise ty all sm
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Dont worry about it,everything will be fine💌
are u okay, no uploadss for 6months?
@@moi-ev3pi that’s so sweet yes i’m alright ❤️
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lying on the bed sobbing abt the fact that im growing up and everything changes
its okay. you can’t run away from time. let it pass through you like a cool breeze. you will be okay 💗
i cry about this every night im so scared
literally, i've just started uni and i cant get over the fact im not a child anymore, and i miss it so much
@@rmh6119 this made me shed a tear
@@rmh6119 ur so precious for commenting that, thank you wow 💗
For some reason the train whistle is always what gets me. Maybe because it reminds me of my childhood.
Same 🤝
same
I grew up with my dad who worked on the railroad and did rail photography, It hits super hard
@@Rectore-sw5kk that sounds so cool.
to me the train whistle like represents “the end” and I start literally balling everytime I hear it
This song makes everything seem like it’s the end of a movie
Exactly
this comment get me
@@user-sj6ce2yc3d yes
Omg or like if it’s like when a family is moving out of their house and all the memories are playing back, kids laughing, running around all on top of like a 2000s era
a movie where you really deeply connect and get emotionally attached to the characters, or where you watch the character develop a significant amount, and it ends. Its like a farewell and you both go out to your own paths to live on life.
This legit sounds like if sorrow had a sound. I love it.
This is exactly how I feel❤
regret*
“I wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days, before you’ve actually left them”
The solution is to make your current days your best days yet ☺️
bro...
Love the office
Andy 💀😭
A line I heard from a recent film to maybe help you out:
“Don’t live your past, live your life”
life doesn’t get any easier.
it does! and if not you learn how to deal with it 🫶🏻
@@felixeatspeas we need more positive ppl like u
That's not true, life always gets better. Though the journey may be long and difficult, everyone arrives at happiness
But, you got more stronger than yesterday.
Unfortunately i 100% agree with you. I’ve had shitty years since 2015 I had 4 surgeries and there’s no cure to it I lost many friends and it still haven’t got better so yea it doesn’t get any easier.
UNSPOKEN RULE: One must not talk when scott street's outro is playing.
Idk why but the song feels like a ending of something good, like a vacation, or a good movie, or a breakup from a healthy relationship, i think it sounds sad but at the same time also calming or kind of happy
Yes, that's what I am thinking too.
Cute profile pic anyways
@@Violet_caticorn1627 thank youu
watch Aftersun
@@ProudPatriot75 thanks for the suggestion!
Grandma is alive,
Im playing in her garden,
I pick her pretty flowers,
She cooked me a meal,
Im 7 again,
Live is so good
ok im crying
Make your grandmother happy please I beg you
@@FahmiXWelt she is already in Heaven. 🥲🥺💔 it's been almost 12 years without her.
We all grow up.
Eventually.
And when we do, all we can do is remember the good times.
Sometimes the bad.
But yet, they are the times you hold dearly, no matter how much they hurt.
So go and make new memories, memories you'll look back on, good or bad.
Just make new ones.
-Written by me (Max)
this is beautiful
thank you for the reminder max :(:
@@AD-pc6kz :)
Thank you Max
wow :)
I love my inner child so much... he was so brave, so inspired
I hope he stays with me forever
this is so cute
I'm crying hearing this :(
I remember all the memories that used to be, I just want to go back to the past because my current days are very difficult ❤️
i love you it’ll get better okay?
@@lilyisinlove thank you
same
I hope your current days start becoming as good as your old ones :)
i love you. can i get your Instagram?
this song makes me remember my memories with the people closest to me who used to be very close now are strangers and now I see him with other people so happy
same ::
I miss him
Same:((
same, lol
I don't even see her anymore, we are now just strangers, we haven't seen each other and talked for over 6 years now... I just hope she's happy
Things don’t stay the same forever.
This song makes me cry...
Those good memories slowly coming back, having fun as a kid, playing in the rain, long road trips, watching movies with your grandma, genuinely laughing with your friends, staying up late to call with your friends, etc. This song makes me feel sad, happy, and empty. I don't know how to explain that feeling... But it's beautiful.
I can relate
The grandma part hits so hard because she passed away last year and I’m still not fully healed, this made me bawl with this song even harder
i bet everyone listening to this beautiful masterpiece can relate to the feeling you can’t explain
You're going to make me cry ❤
Just sobbed my eyes out
AWH
REAL
feels like leaving a place that's full of memories that you know you'll never come back to or maybe even its kinda that feeling that everyone has moved on and not feeling welcome in the place you felt you owned
this sounds like something important is slipping away. idk how they captured that essence so perfectly
why is this so saddd lord
crying at the fact of how far I’ve come these past few years, it feels unreal to finally be with someone who truly makes me feel loved and gives me a reason to keep going everyday. :’)
ede sana ohrl
Fr, Jesus saved my life and I cant thank him enough for that bro
Curled up in bed crying listening to this and I don’t even know why I’m crying. This outro DOES things man
This audio feels like when you’re coming back to your hometown and it suddenly hits you that all the memories you made as a child are long gone and things will never go back to the way it was
😢😢😢😢😢 I know the feeling😢
I want this played in my funeral
This song reminds me of my grandma who recently passed away. November 17th 7:55 P.M when I got the news... I went to Mexico for her funeral and oh man. She didn't look like herself. This song reminds me of when she was still around. I miss her so much she was going to turn 71. Que En Paz Descanse (May she rest in peace) Silvia Galarza November 29th, 1951- November 17th 2022
I am so so sorry, may she R.I.P❤️🩹🕊
@@marykatelennon6847 I just saw this but thank you
@@ashleyanahi634 my grandma died in the same month as yours, and it is still heartbreaking
I am surprised how powerful and amazing this song is, to make us feel something, to make us remember of all the memories we have as if it flashes right before our eyes
this song will forever have a special place in my heart as it reminds me of that highschool friendgroup I have right now, we used to spend all of the times we have together doing the most random stuffs, I've spend my whole school year with them, and now it is over, it feels like this song as we embark to our own journeys in life, we are all seperating paths now and i can't help but to listen to this song and remember all the good times we all shared together
i deadass teared up so hard listening to this thinking about my past mistakes and regrets, all of a sudden this past month and a half I kept thinking about the past and how bad i messed up from the moment I woke up it just hit me and kept me bed ridden, I ran away from all my problems instead of facing it, and all those bottled up emotions from these past 6 years just came out, all we can do is learn from the past and not dwell on it, although it hurts so very much it’s necessary for growth, the past is the past , you’ve matured and in return realized how easily you could of changed it and prevented stuff from happening or made stuff happen but just thinking of it and you’ll just be in a never ending cycle realize you can’t change the past it’s long gone although what you can do though is learn from it! instead of running from it face it acknowledged what and why happened and move on, we’re humans no one is perfect especially someone who transitions from childhood to there early teenage years, not to go into detail but it started in late of 2016-2017 i messed up a wholeeee lot i was just in my late 13’s turning 14 and just like a lot of other people I was very anxious I didn’t even know what was going on with me i didn’t tell anyone what was going on with me I was scared to talk about my feelings especially as a boy you’re told thats not what men do! and to man up maybe if some older wiser person softened up and would of 1 on 1 spoke with me I would of understood and opened up but, instead they kept on instilling fear so jt made it worse, all these increase of new hormones from puberty you don’t even know how to react it’s like a new version of yourself you’ll mess up you’ll have a shit load of anxiety you’ll get waves of depression you’ll be insecure it’s good to see mental health is finally more open and talked about, and what I’ve noticed from this recent slump that I’ve been is everyone goes through something no matter how perfect there life may seem like especially on social media (fake reality) everyone has emotions we’re humans!! just some hide it better then others, so please just treat everyone with love and spread positivity just be a person better! a little compliment can make someone’s day better and in return they can give out the same energy to other people like a blissful chain reaction, i hope everyone gets thru with what’s going on in there life i love you, life isn’t linear you win some and you will lose alot, please talk to someone that you trust realize you’re not alone nor are you the black sheep for having problems, i love you
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i know im a stranger and i know you dont know me but!! i understand u and you seem to have grown as a person from what youre describing so i am proud of you, i hope things in ur life are generally going a little bit better or u are at the very least able to talk through everything better. the past is the past love u too 🫶
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i love u too stay safe always take care man
i always cry when i hear this song:(
Same
"a joy it will be one day, perhaps, to remember even this"
Hits really hard on your 18th bday lost and confused on what's to come
yeah
i have no idea why i am crying idk why it’s so sad to just think about me growing up and everything i used to do as a kid it’s just heart breaking
But seriously... can you imagine experiencing life without music?
impossible
This song makes me sad but in a weirdly comforting way almost like a release of built up emotions. Like I can just kinda let go for a couple of minutes. It kind of perfect describes the way I feel about Loss and grief. I miss you figaro and Satie ❤
3:31 minutes of pure nostalgia and thinking about all the future memories i wont be able to experience with my mom
god bless you , your absolutely gorg and ur so strong 💞
Always remember even if she isn't with you now she will always be in a place called heart , keep moving forward she must be proud of you sm
i’m right there with you. i just lost my mom almost 2 weeks ago and this somg is tearing me apart. we’ll be okay.
don´t be a stranger 💔🥺
I hope we never become strangers :(
i love phoebe bridgers sm
this song feels like nostalgia to me,It reminds me of all the good memories of the past
this song makes me feel like I’m about to die and see all good memories of my life flashing before my eyes. I know I did it and made every dream I dreamed off come true, I’m finally free.
This song whenever I listen to it makes you vote tears, it says so little but it tells you a lot at once.
i just want to be a young kid again. i don’t want to have to worry about providing for myself. i just want my big happy family back. i want to me with my grandma before she had cancer and i want to be able to spend every last minute with her even though i can’t see her as often anymore. i want to be able to see the cousins that are supposed to be in my life. i want to see my parents in love. i want to be spending time with the siblings i no longer get along with. i want to be with my older brother who protected me, not the new older brother who won’t even talk to me. i want to play with my sister who made me laugh in every conversation. i want to be with my pets who were so young. to spend time with my late cat elke. i want to be a me with no worries, just happiness and innocence.
MAKE IT 10HRS LONG PLEASE I NEED TO HAVE THE BIGGEST CRY OF MY LIFE
just loop it sis
this sounds like a lonely christmas
No wonder why I hate relationships and marriage, I’ve never felt safe in my own house. Every child deserves a safe home not like the one I grew up with.
this song makes me think about the people i’ve lost whether it be emotionally or physically and it always makes me sob
listening to this while looking at childhood pictures hurts so much. i wish i could go back in time. i miss it so much.
thank you for this, don’t know how or why this version describes how I have been feeling for months now
i made it to the other side.. i did it.
the dark clouds drift away, i spread my wings and i take the leap.
i’m proud of you, we made it :)
When I listen to this tears just come and hardly stop and I rarely cry
About 2 years ago I showed this song to a person I considered one of my best friends. They listened to it, told me it was okay and that it wasn’t something they would listen to. I thought she would’ve liked it, especially the ending, but she didn’t. Now we’re strangers to each other. We don’t talk anymore because of the distance, as well as just us having two totally different and separate lives. I don’t think we left everything on a good note. I hope one day we’ll stop being resentful of each other. Hopefully we’ll be able to talk again? I always run away from people; I think I shouldn’t have ran from her. My life has gone downhill and I miss having someone like them in my life. I know they have TikTok- they were pretty active on there. Scott Street blew up a lot about a month ago, so sometimes I wonder if she thinks of me whenever she hears it? I always think of her when I listen to Phoebe, and I listen to Phoebe too often.
:/
Hey, I don’t know how you are doing rn, but if the situation it’s the same as when you wrote this, I think you should ask yourself why you always run away from people. You may asking yourself why I’m telling you this…well, I do that too. Especially in the last four years ran away from so many people and I felt lost. I fell in love three years ago, I loved so much (he was also my first bf), we spent so much time together and built so many memories, but, in the last year something changed. We weren’t meant to be together anymore cause I didn’t have any more ways to help him to save him from himself. So I ran away from him and maybe this is the biggest loss I’ve ever experienced in my life (even if my first biggest loss in my whole life was the breakup of my parents ten years ago). Currently I badly feel lost and sometimes I think I miss him and I fell like I shouldn’t have ran from him, but then I remember I don’t really miss him (well, I do, but I miss an old him, a version of us which doesn’t and can’t exist anymore), I miss the way I felt when I was in love at the beginning, I miss that version of me. Maybe it’s the same for you, maybe you don’t miss her, but the way you felt. When you feel like you’re regretting it or something like that, just think “was I really happy? Why did I run away from her? How she made me feel?”. Just at that point you’ll get an answer..
just cried my soul out
hits hard when youre moving out of your childhood home and being on your own in the world
I Can't accept the fact that we're growing old this fast but that's alright instead of being immortal. Cycle of life continues
crying my eyes out
brb gonna think about that one quote that talks about how every artist has a predominant emotion they express thru their art and how literally all I can hear and feel in this song and outro is grief
I been looking for this, thank you
you made my day saying that
Bicycle bells and train beeps. They all bring us back to things we used to love in our childhood. In fact, you will live other happy moments and make beautiful and great memories at all ages, but childhood will remain of a special nature, especially from 2000 to 2013, those days when we used to enjoy the simplest things. ❤
Crying in my living room, looking back at everything I've done. This song feels like a movie ending, but I see it as a saga finishing for another one to start. It still fucking hurts, so much. I'm still very grateful it happened, so fucking full of gratitude and I think that's what's making me cry more. The evidence that I lived, breathed and will continue living. I'll miss my childhood but I won't ever forget it. I'll heal everything given to me. I am okay, I am going to be okay. I'm gonna thrive.
I miss my old house with my dad: the friends, the smiles, the toys, the ps3, the movie nights, the games of dnd with my dad, the adventures with my friends in the old park, exploring the culverts like rats, getting milkshakes with my friend, walking with my dad in the forest…I’d give anything just to go back in time and live one more day at that house.
i miss my childhood and my family sm
screaming and crying and throwing up and sobbing and sliding down the wall head in my heads and punching the floor and yelling profanities and rolling around on the ground and gasping for breath its so beautiful
This feels like a goodbye.
Three years passed by so fast, I've changed a tremendous amount. I've been left or I did the leaving- the memory of the people that made me into who I am today will never leave. I just wish I could experience the love of all my lost friends for the first time again. The train whistles makes me think of finally leaving my past behind, no longer letting the ignorant, painfully unserious me define my future. The young me that took everything for granted.
It took so long for me to come to terms that nothing will last forever. All those people I've known are gone, living their own lives. However, I am grateful for the people I watched grow up, and decide to stick with me, I thank them so much.
I bid farewell to my old friends, my old ways, and everything that is meant to stay frozen in the past. Maybe there'll be a time I can be proven wrong, and things can rewind, becoming new again.
this song feels like a warm hot bath and a windy snowy day at the same time, i love it
This is really well put together from Phoebe, it really does sound like pure sorrow and grief. The small sound effects in the background, to remind you of your childhood. It's a very raw emotion to express and I've cried a lot to it. Very good stuff :')
if nostalgia was a song
this is what it feels like on your way to the airport and saying goodbye to your family
The only song that got me through my uncles death. He was a dad to me. I miss that man every day
listening to this song with an airpod isn't enough, i wanna live here!!
time rlly does fly.... it scares me smtimes, but reminds me how life works and how we perceive it, time is relative and it's ok to get older, it's ok to let it pass, it's ok
this song makes me cry like no song ever has
to me this song sounds happy and relieved, like you just got through a terrible time in your life, and as the sun rises and everything is still you are outside looking at the clear sky and you know that it's over and the next chapter is beginning
I read it many times here. This song feels so sad. So freakin sad that we want to cry. But at the same time it makes us feel as if while we cry, we smile. Something comforting is in this song. It‘s like leaving a person that you had many memories with and it‘s time to let them go. You remember the good things and cry about that it ends but are happy that it happened. Something so comforting, that it‘s sad. Something you know you‘ll miss but it‘s better to leave it behind ❤
i'm crying while listening to this song.. i just want to go back to my childhood
everyday is a new nightmare, i cant even get myself to get out of bed and nothing makes me excited anymore and every night when i sleep i pray my absolute best and hope i dont wake up the next morning
the bike bell reminds me the day my dad bought me my first bike , i have to admit that we aren’t that close anymore :)
sobbing to the realization that nothing will be the same nothing will feel as it once did
I just can’t forget how easily replaced I’ve always been. Even my childhood’s friends left me years ago, what was actually the worst breakup of my life.
I can’t deal with with the fact that they will have the life that we had always talked about, a life that I don’t want anymore though, but it’s still painful. I can’t deal with the knowledge that childhood’s is over.
The train and bell always get me. It's so painfully nostalgic that my chest literally constricts; life is so incredibly short. Childhood doesn't last long enough, and the saddest thing is that we never appreciate it until it's gone.
soon our memories will be stories, our photos will become old photographs, we all will become somebody's mom and dads, but this is happening right now. so make the most of it, don't forget it.
Real . I had the best time of my life from 2015 to 2018 in middle school . Had the best friend group , memories and everything . A whole season of just memories over memories .
It’s 2023 and here i am after years . Turning 19 this year . I don’t even know where my friends from that friend group are anymore . We parted our ways and we are strangers today . And we are just getting older . Life started to move really really fast . My siblings got older in an blink of an eye . My parents got older . Old friend group grew apart of it .
Suddenly you aren’t a kid anymore . One day you are a kid and the other day you wake up being an adult with a whole lofe ahead of you :(
this song is so beautiful, younger me would be so proud of the woman i've grown to be.
this song makes me so happy but it's still a little sad
Ah, as I sit here, listening to scott street, my heart aches with memories of a love that has long since faded away. The haunting melody of the song brings back memories of a love that was once so pure and so strong, but now seems like a distant dream.
She was the one who taught me what it meant to love, to truly love someone with every fiber of my being. The way her eyes sparkled when she looked at me, the sound of her laughter, the feel of her hand in mine - these memories flood my mind as I listen to the song.
We met on a warm summer evening, just like this one. The sun was setting, painting the sky with hues of orange and pink. And there she was, standing in front of me, with her hair blowing in the gentle breeze. I knew then that she was the one for me.
We spent countless hours together, talking about everything and anything. Our souls intertwined, and I knew that I had found my soulmate. We would stay up late into the night, lost in conversation, lost in each other.
But life had other plans for us. We were pulled apart by distance and circumstance, and our love slowly began to fade away. The phone calls became less frequent, the messages more sporadic. We tried to hold on, but it seemed like fate was pulling us apart.
And then, one day, it was over. The love that had once burned so brightly had faded away, leaving nothing but a shadow of what it once was. It was like a light had gone out, leaving me in darkness.
Now, as I listen to this song, I'm reminded of all the love we shared, all the moments we spent together. It hurts to think that we'll never get those moments back, that our love has become nothing but a memory. But even though our love may have faded, I'll always cherish the memories we shared.
I'll always remember the way she looked at me, the way her lips curved into a smile, the way her hair fell across her face. I'll always remember the way her voice sounded, the sound of her laughter, the way her hand felt in mine.
And who knows? Maybe one day, fate will bring us back together... and we'll be able to start anew. Maybe we'll be able to pick up where we left off, to reignite the flame that once burned so bright. Until then, I'll keep listening to scott street, and holding on to the hope that one day, our love will reignite.
this is so beautiful i felt like i was floating reading this I hope you have an amazing life
WOULD NEVER GET TIRED OF THIS SONG.
Dad, its hard for me to do this alone, thx u for always looking at me in the sky, i see u dad, i lv u more & more, i know sky not always blue, but i know u always protect me in there.
I love this so much. It makes me feel such an overwhelming amount of gratitude for all the beautiful moments I’ve got to experience in my childhood and teenage years and although it’s bittersweet it fills my heart with so much joy 🥲
Thank you sm for this omg
BEST SLOWED SONG !!!
listening this music everytime I dont feel okay.
Ive always rooted for a song like this, i wish someone would recommend to me whenever they found a sad song.
"you said that memories exsist outside of time, and have no begining or end"
This played on my 6th grade teacher funeral. I was very emotional and I felt like breaking down, I didn't show that I was crying but deep inside it made me feel sick. Seeing her on her coffin barely even recognizing her made me stunned. Everyone was crying, we all were, and even my classmates were full of sorrow and sadness. She was too young to leave her one year old son. She died with her husband in a car accident while going home, Only her son and her nephew survived the crash. I still can't accept that she is gone. She still have many things to do in her life, why does she have to leave so early? I didn't went to see her being put in her grave because it's the hardest part to see someone you know being put down the soil. Im still crying about how she need to go, she was so happy before the day she got into a car crash. Her child don't know what was going on during her funeral, I hate to see her child sensing to see her mom either though she is in her coffin. I wish I have spent more time with her, I wish that she could stay longer, I wish she had never left to celebrate. I wish she wasn't in the car when that had happened. Im still trying to recover even though it still hurts... You will be missed Ma'am Erika 🕊️
thank you for this omfg.
Been here always, listening and crying my heart out 🖤
March 1980
Dear Dean,
I was thinking about shells today. I saw a woman with a shirt that had them, and I remembered the beach, and you, and this box. I went back and read through all the letters, and for the first time, in a long time, I wasn’t sad about it - not in the same way.
I’ve been so tired lately. I’m so tired of being angry, and sad, because that wasn’t the point. I’m sad because I’ll never get to tell you certain things again. I’m sad about that, but I’m not sad like I was when you left. I think I held onto that too long. I confused it with loving you, and those aren’t the same. Being sad about the things I miss isn’t loving you. It never was. Loving you was so much bigger than that.
I don’t think I can stop loving you. I think it’s a part of me now, and it’s never leaving. It makes me who I am, and I used to think this crippled me, but I don’t think it does anymore. Loving you has given you back to me. I’ve missed you. The old you. You never really came home, and I understand that now, and I know it wasn’t your fault or mine or anyone’s. It was just circumstances we couldn’t avoid, but I’ve realized that just because we ended the way we did doesn’t define what we were before.
To have those memories back is such a precious thing. To have that part of you back with me - it’s unimaginable. I was thinking about shells, and I was thinking about that day at the beach and I can remember sitting on the blanket looking at the water, and you asked me what I was thinking.
I was thinking about how afraid I was that I was never going to love you as much as I did then. That the moment was going to get washed out, that I would never be able to experience what it was like to know that I loved you as much as I did again…
I’m sorry that things didn’t work out the way we wanted them to. I’m sorry - I’m sorry we weren’t as equipped to deal with the hand we got. The fact that we didn’t get to do the little plans hurts more than the big ones, sometimes. It wouldn’t have mattered about a house or the island. Sometimes I stop myself at work and realize I’m never going to sit in Van’s noodle house with you, and I don’t know exactly - I’m so terrible at letters, Dean. I’m glad you never had to read them when you were in Vietnam, they were all so terrible and boring and wordy.
I think -
I think that, the point of it all, is that the moment at the beach? I had never really understood who I was until then. That’s who I am. That person, and there, right there, next to me, that was you. That’s who you are.
It’s so wonderful to know that I didn’t lose you. That we were always right where we were supposed to be the whole time. This whole time I thought I’d lost you, and there you were…
Memories are good that way. I can remember us, and I can keep living. I can keep going and always know right where to find you when I miss you.
I miss you all the time.
I want you to realize this someday. All of that about us. You don’t - you don’t have to be guilty, and I know you are, and I understand why everything happened the way it did. It just happened. We just - it just happened, Dean, and it’s alright. I’m alright.
I’ll be okay.
Once, you told me it didn’t seem right to say goodbye. Not really.
I thought I’d have to - I thought I’d have to let go of everything I loved about you, but I don’t, and you were right, and wouldn’t you be pleased with yourself to know.
The truth of it has never been clearer to me, my darling.
And you are, always, my darling.
Yours,
Cas
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See you then.
gosh where is this from??? it tore my heart apart
@@miyakurin twist and shout by gabriel and standbyme on ao3. dont read it if you value your own sanity and dont want your heart ripped out and stamped on and set on fire repeatedly
this song really just takes me back to the summer after I graduated high school, I sat with a close friend and I was upset because we both were going to different colleges. I remember telling her "things are gonna be different." and they were. I kept in touch with her for a good year, until I realized she never would reach out to me, I would always be the one to text her and when she would come home and we would hang out she seemed uninterested in even seeing me. I ended up having an argument with her about it, she blocked me, and we haven't spoken since. I think this goes to show you that no matter how much you sugar coat your friends you grew up nothing will be the same like how we were back in high school :/
This is so good it make me feel like everything is changing and the sound of the train is comforting and the fact that I’m going through a hard time in life right now just makes me cry and think of it when i hear this song
We'll all fly together
one last.... time...
There will be a hole in my heart forever frozen from September 29. I love you grandma
I'm sobbing, this is so beautiful, thank you so much😭❤
This song makes me think of my mom :(
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