The comments are real as fuck. To each and every one of you, never give up on yourself and your dreams, genuinely. Each and every one of you has the potential to do great things, to enjoy life and to develop yourselves into a greater version of who you were yesterday. You're always one decision, one mindset shift and one action away from altering your life course, for better or worse, you hold the power. Never forget that. Stay strong all of you, to those who lost loved ones, I hope you find peace, to those who are rock bottom, I hope you find strength and clarity to move forward and to those who are living their best life, continue to grow and thrive. From a stranger, Hendo
There's something about this music that brings out soulful thoughts and existential feelings of human suffering, love & transcendence. It's so achingly beautiful. I posted a cover of this and people in the comments are expressing themselves, it's tragically beautiful.
I brought her flowers. It was our third date, and even though I didn't want to rush things, I just knew she was the one. Every time I saw her, it was like the Sun beamed stronger. Every time she spoke, all other sounds on Earth went quiet. Every time she smiled, my heart would race like crazy. She had told me months ago which flower was her favorite, and I would always remember it, so when I showed up with a bouquet, her smile was bigger than ever, and seeing that, I nearly melted on the spot. We went to a cafe, as it was still morning. We talked and talked for hours. Time wasn't important, for if I could, I'd spend eternity alongside her. Time went on, and we kept going to the same place. We became regulars there, and didn't even have to order anymore, because the staff already knew what we'd want. I brought her flowers. This time, it was a special day, the day she said yes. I was ecstatic and so was the people on the cafe, who always rooted for us. I can still remember the way her green eyes were shining and gleaming with happy tears. Our wedding was in the woods, because she was a nature lover. Green was her color. So much so that everytime we weren't together and I saw green, I'd think of her. Green was hers, and only hers. We had three kids. A boy and two girls. They looked like their mother, thank God. Their pretty little faces reminded me each day that love was the best thing that ever happened to me, who once didn't believe in it. As they grew older, so did we. They were full of energy, going to college, getting to know people. They were full of life. But we, we were tired. We were walking slower, doing stuff in our own time. She was the first to go, and I couldn't bear the pain of losing her. The thought that I would never see that beaming smile again, never listen to her singing her favorite songs, or never again look at those perfect eyes. That alone was enough for me to want to go meet her. Every time we'd go to visit her, I'd do the same thing. I never forgot. I brought her flowers.
"It was like the sun beamed brighter. Every time she spoke, it was like all other sounds on earth went quiet." Oh jeez. Based on that alone I knew where things were headed. No one writes that pretty unless they're about to ass slam you with tragedy a few sentences later. Much love
You’ve made me tear up. My mother passed away from brain cancer last year and I can only imagine. May you find peace in your children and in the rest of your life. I never believed in the afterlife or any sort of superstition but I have made a vow to bring my mother flowers on her birthday for every time I couldn’t as a child. This reminded me of her how important love is in life.
You are a King! and kings dont give up, were all here for you man. just keep looking up and remember that this world is SO BIG. there is greatness everywhere, you just need to be willing to find it, take the risks! make mistakes! its all a part of this beautiful thing we call life. and once you put all of the love you deseve back into yourself, things will fall into place. i promise you that.
I was the "leader" of the gang since we all meet up in first grade. The circle became smaller and smaller until i found myself in the "meeting spot" alone, the iconic white pole. Being able to lay your back on it was like a "sign of power", it was a silly joke we had, everytime i didnt go to school they would fight over who gets the spot. As i used to do every time the bell rang, i rushed to the meeting spot. As i layed my back i realised, now its only surrounded by me. I felt like a captain without a crew.
I found this song in my darkest moment, I recently moved from Tennessee, to California, leaving behind my entire family. It’s been 5 months since I’ve seen my mother smile, heard my brother complain, or hugged my grandmother. This is also all coming after losing what I thought would be the love of my life. Always respect the little moments, you never know when it will be the last smile, the last kiss, the last hug, the last goodbye, and the last touch of your mothers hand. Remember that you are inspiring, loved, appreciated, and the most spectacular person in somebody’s universe, and let that drive you forward. I’m proud of you, if you needed to hear it.
Thank you for your kind words, I'm sure the people who see this (me included) will appreciate them. Stay strong and I hope you are able to find some peace and happiness during these tough times you are facing. Much love from a stranger
I’m not a very emotional guy but today I got rebaptized and I got home to take a nap and I cried to this song which surprises me cause I normally never do so I think I finally found the lord and feeling his presence in my life and I hope that anyone that hasn’t may as well 🫶 god bless -ty
I want to share a story with you guys.I have been sleeping with this music for at least one week... And yesterday I was dreaming with my mother that she was spreading her arms to hug me. While I am writing this I feel so much sadness even though she is still alive... I haven't received the love I want but I am sure she did everything she could to communicate her love. I woke up and I felt like a baby about to cry and I did. It has to be one of the most sad , awkward but yet beautiful things that happened to me in my life. It's ridiculous to remember my mother doing that with this music...
hope you are able to heal that while she is here :,) if not, I know you can find that love that you deserve within yourself, and all around you :) you are love, you are loved. Stay strong beloved!!
You have a wonderful soul which most would be lucky to have been blessed with. It is your duty to go out there and spread love & kindness! Your journey is just beginning friend.
No matter what pain you may be facing the Lord Jesus Christ can comfort and help you in ways beyond us. Trust in him, reach out to him for he longs for you✝️❤️
08/19/23 10:39 pm. It’s been a year she’s left w no contact. She’s moved on w someone else now. She has part of me. 6 years of my happiness wasted. I’m slowly finding myself again. Gym has saved my life. Love you all
Listening to this. My dog passed away after 12 years. I will miss you buddy. You was with me since I was 15 years old. Welcoming me as puppy on my first days in high school. Can not believe that you are already gone. Well that is life. Thank you for good memories .
This year I had a cancer scare and mentally I thought my time here was done. I was scarred with PTSD and months later after going to therapy, reading multiple books, and running 🏃🏻♂️everyday building my resilience has empowered me to be stronger than ever. Listening to this really strikes all cords I’ve felt this year. To anyone going through it, know that you can be stronger if you WILL it. You either choose to stay down in your sorrow or you climb your way up through whatever adversity is in front of you.
This was my first time listening to this song, and I started crying almost immediately. I’ve never in my life come across a song that fills me with a feeling of nostalgia this strong. To me, without a single word, this song describes my childhood. The good, the bad and how long ago it was. If I was given the chance to timetravel, the first place I’d go to see is where my younger self would be, watching how my life once was in third person. I long for life to feel the way it did back then, but it won’t. Change is inevitable. The life I had will never be mine again.
We live and we learn, I think the beautiful part about life is our tragedies, our tragedies shape us into who we are or who we become. Life was never supposed to be fun without a struggle and I think we’re deserving of what we receive. Just my opinion though
Lost my dad 3 weeks ago. He was everything to me. Im 23 and he was only 52. Christ has been our foundation my whole life but Im so sad about it man. Its crazy that he he is not on this world anymore. Cant call, text, or hug him again. Im going to uphold his name until the day I can see him again!!!!! I love you dad. I hope I will make him proud. Life is so crazy sometimes. HOLD YOUR LOVEONES TIGHT. The stupid little drama just doesnt matter.
I right this with the most sincere sympathy. I lost my father when I was 24, he was 68 and gone in the blink of an eye. I’m 38 now and time does heal but the feelings are sometimes still so raw. Please hang in there it does get better
This picture of Guts reminds me of the bonfire of dreams scene from Berserk. Just like in the show I like to believe every comment here is like their own little flame contributing to the bonfire. Each flame with their own hopes, dreams, and struggles. Every flame together however, creates something great. Stay strong everyone, No matter your struggle.
This is one of those pieces of music where you just look back on your most fondest moments... whether or not if they were happy or sad they come flowing in like clouds in the blue sky just passing by and reminding us of those beautiful and or dark days.
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on CZcams which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Beautiful text my dear friend. It was such a big surprise to read this words here...greetings from Osnabrück (I know exactly which lakes u mean, i did so many walks there;-)) If u want to, i can send u some pictures how its looking there or at other places now. Wish u all the best
I haven’t yet lost a significant other in my life but I fear the day I will. Earlier this week I had a dream about my dad passing away. We were on a beach during sunset and there was a sofa and a tv just there at the beach. He said he didn’t have much time left and we sat down in the sofa and watched Professor Balthazar, a cozy animated children’s program that we used to watch all the time together when I was really little, and a show he also watched when he was a child. And as the credits of the episode roll I look to my side and he has peacefully passed away. That morning I woke up with actual tears running from my eyes.
I met her just over 4 years ago. now i cant even remember what her voice sounded like. I have never loved a girl like that and i probably never will again. We spent so much time together and i loved ever second of it, I loved her. I dont know if she did it on purpose or if she just cut too deep again on accident but i guess it doesnt matter anyway shes gone now. But i like to think shes looking down on me from the stars. losing her like that i almost lost myself too but i will keep hanging on in her honor. Till we meet again Leah 🕊
Man, something special just happened. I am a few days away from my 18th birthday, this one is different from the past 17. I am a first year medicine student that lives a continent away from his family. For the first time in my life, I won’t be able to celebrate my birthday with the people I love. The past year has been a year of change for me and I’ve had a lot on my mind. Few minutes ago I put my headphones on and this music was playing, then I picked up my not so clean lab coat and dashed it in the washing machine. Then I looked up at the mirror, and for the next five minutes I stared into my reflection with tears streaming down my face, remembering all of my previous 17 years. All of the brilliant people that were/are in my life. All of the good and not so good moments of my life. Everything person I met, everything I did and didn’t do, every decision I’ve made has led me to this point of my life. It has made me the man I am today. I am a very flawed individual, that sometimes does nothing but disappoint the people he loves. However, If there is one thing I am proud of is my ability to never give up. I remember getting beat very badly at the back of the school bus by students that are significantly older than me, but little me always got up. Here I am a decade later almost, after a very disappointing performance in the first semester of college, with same mentality. I will give it absolutely everything to do better and make my parents proud. I am grateful for everything god has given me. He gave me a childhood that many can only dream of. I look forward to embark upon a new journey, which will surely have its ups and downs, but that’s the beauty of life. I have no clue why I wrote all of that. I guess it could be a reminder of this special moment to my future self. Anyways got to get back to studying, wish me luck 🩵
No quiero ser hallado, por nadie excepto por tu mirada eterna. No quiero resaltar y más bien siempre estar escondido en tus manos. No quiero construir un refugio, simplemente habitar bajo tu sombra. No quiero estar cerca de alguien excepto de tu corazón, que es grande, más cálido que cualquier calidez, amoroso sin igual, digno de aprecio, merecedor de cualquier sacrificio. No quiero pertenecer a nadie más que a ti que eres manso y humilde. Que tus cargas son fáciles de llevar y que llenas de propósito mi vida como aquél que llena la nada con vida. No tienes un cuerpo pero tus ojos, tus manos, tu presencia, tu corazón, tu autoridad son más reales que cualquiera. Atraes mi corazón llamándome sin haberte conocido pero tú sabiendo todo de mí. Gracias Jesús.
This reminds me of my childhood and teenage years in the 90s and 00s, how summers lasted forever, how Christmas was warm and safe, how we smiled at one another, was that really just twenty years ago? Did that world exist? If so where did it go wrong? When we started looking more at our screens than at other people? Or is it a natural progression into adulthood? When did we lose our spark? When did we forget how to smile, when did we start to hunch ourselves over? Is it a modern phenomenon or was life always like this?
Tonight I told my mother that I loved her while listening to this song. I had the felling that it was the last time that I told her that I loved her so much, I almost cried while just saying "i love you mom" and while thanking heaven for having given me such a caring mother , I told her I love you mom with all my heart. I hope you tell your mothers that you love them because we only have one mother, love her with all your heart and don't be ashamed to say it or anything else, everything can happen so freaking fast. Love you, your family and those who really mean for you and remember to be gentle with you, don't be rought about what you can feel and want to express, do not be harsh with yourself, you're so beautiful and meant to receive love and share it around you. Be a kind and gentle person, love always win at any cost
Every time I wake up, I think : "should I give up ? Should I just 'desapear' forever ?" But my mind just doesn't want to die yet. It wants to feels, make memories and think again and again. Even if life's tough, it's an amazing experience 💗
So many bad memories with the song. My mom almost died of a stroke out of state, and three days later in the ICU I learned my parents were also divorcing. Driving back home I had this song playing and nothing felt real. The entire drive was foggy and empty and I can't even describe how I felt. even though it was 2 months ago I can't hear this song without crying. I'd do anything to go back to the person I was before. I took so much for granted
I've lost everyone I had as a child. My parents, my grandparents, my aunts and uncles, my cousins... The majority of them passed away, unfortunately, others ran away to search for a better life, never to be heard from again. I truly miss some of them, especially my foster mom. But now I have a family of my own and I'm so thankful that I could build something so precious from scratch, even though it took great effort. The worst part is, now I am scared of losing them, too. Man, being a human being is HARD 😫
I think the worst part of life for most people is that fear. Yet you're a testament to how you CAN lose everything, but still make your life a meaningful and cherish-able experience. You have a a book you could write I'm sure, and if you do that you might be able to make that fear get lost as well!
Sometimes I look at these comments and think it’s so corny, but idk today it felt powerful hearing other people’s stories and emotions and words. More power to us all I guess.
This song makes me feel like I’m an old man and I am walking around at night alone after everyone I love has passed away. I feel like I would walk endlessly thinking of every regret I’ve ever had and if I could go back and change it or just do it all again I would. I know I have to live a life time of memories before I can have enough to miss but it doesn’t feel that way. I’m only in my 20’s and I feel like I’ve both lived more than most and less than everyone. I have done so much that whenever I tell a story my whole groups of friends will listen excitedly at all the things I’ve experienced whether it was crazy or fun or sad every story added to the list of memories I miss and they love them. I’ve gone and done a lot of things in terms of life experience and some things that everybody got to feel in a normal family I didn’t get, either because they are dead or flawed I would never get that same. My childhood had its ups and downs but I would relive every hell I went through, all the scars both physical and mental just to see their faces and spend one more moment with all of them. Being here without them is hard. There almost nobody left to watch or care about the path I go down and whatever friends I have I feel like I’m slowly drifting away from. All the failed friendships, all the failed relationships and for what? Now there is nobody I can turn to. I must admit there is one reason I feel like I will never find those relationships again and that’s because everyone in my life friends and family lied to me and for an entire year at that. How am I supposed to trust anyone again after being betrayed by everyone? I don’t want pity I just want answers. I wish I could just restart somewhere else but the past will always be the past and no matter how fast I run or how far I go it will always catch up to me. I miss all of you who are gone, those who were taken and those who left on their own. I haven’t made much progress in my life in terms of my goals yet and all I do is dream. I wish I could but can I? I haven’t finished college yet or gotten a great job. I’m not in great shape either in health and looks right now. I feel like I’m dying every day yet it’s not enough to make me get up and go out there and achieve more. I’m tired and I haven’t even done anything yet. I’ve been working since I was 11 and I was in great shape and had great grades and always went outside and explored . I would lead my friends to new places and appreciate where I live and the free time I had. I wish I tried harder despite all that. I did so much yet it feels like nothing. I’ve been through over a thousand friendships and plenty of relationships. I’ve gone and made memories in so many places with so many different people who aren’t here anymore. I’ve changed so many peoples lives with my advice yet I can’t do it for myself. Ever since Covid happened I feel like I’ve truly lost my life. I lost my girl, my job and a ton of friends, I couldn’t go to school, I feel like I lost everything. The only job I’ve had is a work from home job for the past 2 and a half years that gives me barely enough to get by and I gained weight. With the economy the way it is I don’t have enough money to go back to school. Why wouldn’t I miss the simpler times? On top of all of that I have never been single longer in my life than I am now. I was always with someone when I was younger and really up until Covid but then it got hard to see people. So many mistakes I’ve made along the way. So many regrets. I’m almost 23 and I have this much regret now I can only imagine what it will be like if I reach the age of 60 unless my health gets worse. I wasted so much time and yet I can’t stop doing it now. Even sitting here writing this is probably a waste of time. It’s so long now to the point nobody is going to read this but that’s ok. I just wanted to leave this here for myself so when I come back in however many years I can hopefully read this and say it’s different. That I have the love of my life though I don’t deserve her, that I have the wealth to take care of everyone I still care about and that I’m healthy enough to make the most out of my life. As hopeless as this sounded to read there are 1000’s of more things I could say to make it worse but it won’t bring me any closer to happiness to think of them. My only hope is I achieve the love and peace and happiness I dream of in this moment. If you can relate or just enjoyed reading leave a like to lmk I’m not the only one and if you did read this far congratulations I don’t know anyone that would. Maybe I won’t be that regretful old man I think I’ll be, who knows, hopefully. Thank you and goodbye. ~ just another lost soul - April 14th 2024, 12:49.
I listened to this exact song at the Lowest point of my life where I moved out from my family and hometown to study in a far from home university.I was the loneliest in my life no friend no help only self hate academic difficulties and questions about my future I spent the night crying but it was the night where I found God .
Don’t be ashamed of your grief. Don’t judge it. Don’t suppress it. Don’t rush it. Rather, acknowledge it. Listen to it. Feel it. Sit with it. Sit with the pain, and remember the love. This is where the healing will begin. More than 4 years since you left, yet it seems as if you were here today. Caru ti Dad ❤
Goodbye nonna, you flew away to the stars during the night. May you rest easy with nonno and watch over me. You were my best friend and the craziest person I knew, I will still come to you for advice and hope you can still help me. I miss you so much. Rest easy ❤️
Last semester was my first semester of college. I was not fully prepared to be on my own, and I ended up falling into a deep depression that caused my grades to plummet. I was almost suspended but fought to get it appealed. I’m now back at school and meeting regularly with my advisor to stay on track. At my last meeting, my advisor told me that sometimes things just happen that we have no control over, and she told me about her daughter who was diagnosed with cancer at age six, and died at sixteen. I had spent months feeling bad about myself and feeling like I was destined to fail from here on out until she told me that. I realize now that there are so many people who will not get to experience most of the things I will, and that I have to make an effort to enjoy life in memory of those people.
There are people less blessed. But when one becomes the less blessed, one wants more. But when one has more, it is no longer enough. Very true. (Less blessed is a very subjective classification. How happy one is depends largely upon how one looks at things, rather than the things themselves)
I’ll never forget the day my Mom passed, we knew it was coming, but nothing can prepare you for it. This song brings me to the moment I saw her, gone from this world. But it also brings me to all the love, the unconditional love she always showed me. It sounds strange but I feel that love radiating all around me, within me. We may pass away from this world and this state, but our souls live on , somewhere out there amongst the stars.
Essa música me ajuda bastante com minha ansiedade, quando eu a escuto é como se o mundo parasse e a solidão fosse embora enquanto eu olho as estrelas 💫
07/25/23 2:37 In shadows cast upon a heart so pure, A tale of love unfolds, both sweet and sure, A man once lost in life's relentless tide, Found solace in the love he couldn't hide. He gazed upon her, like a starlit night, Her presence, like a beacon, shining bright, Her laughter danced like melodies divine, In her, a love he yearned to intertwine. Their hearts entwined, a symphony in flight, Through highs and lows, they faced the darkest night, But fate, relentless, stole her from his grasp, And left him in a world so cold, unasked. With her departure, love's sweet song was stilled, A void consumed his soul, his spirit chilled, The memories they shared, a bittersweet sting, He clung to them, a fragile, tender thing. Like autumn leaves, love fell and left a void, A space that once was filled, now unemployed, The emptiness, a vast and aching pain, A wound that time alone could not restrain. Yet, in that void, a flicker still remained, A love's faint ember that would not be drained, He found the strength to heal and carry on, Though love had left, its essence lingered on. For in the heart of man, love's roots run deep, Though lost, its echoes softly, gently creep, And though he mourned the love that once was there, A chance to love again, he'd someday dare. In memories and dreams, she'll always stay, A beacon in the night, guiding his way, Though love left voids and emptiness behind, Within the man, love's embers will still bind. 2:55 AM
Today I saw the end of the berserk series again. When listening to this melody, also again, it gives me a different sensation. I imagine Guts sitting down, trying to digest and understand everything that happened during the eclipse; the friends he lost to the apostles and what Griffith did to both him and Casca.
I would see this melody in the life Guts and Casca could have had. So many things actually, this could be the Moonlight boy watching his dad trying to protect his mom or him showing Guts who he truly is.
In a world where time doesn’t stop On the edge of insanity and balance A man sits Alone Weak, driven by guilt and sorrow He closes his eyes Sits there Over looking mountains and oceans and all things beautiful He opens his eyes And that’s when he realizes that time as stopped And now he’s free In a world without time
I had a good run and now im here with you guys, must say, its better together. And we all know.. one day.. we all will be on top again. Keep striving guys, and don’t forget The Creator of the heavens and Earth, because indeed, we are mortals.
This song makes me feel something so indescribable- it makes me think of the beginning, the middle, and the end- the inexplicable way my life is fatefully etched into this big, big, big expanse-less universe. It's like I'm lost, but know where I'm headed at the same time. Such a beautiful score...
When i read comment section, i see what is people made off, life and story, abd tbh thats give me faith in humanity. We are so unique in every way. Im gratefull to be alive and live the short moment i was here.
Cómo es posible que una canción que ni siquiera tiene letra te haga sentir tantas emociones juntas, una de las melodías más hermosas que eh escuchado en mi vida
07/25/23 10:38 PM I suppose it's finally time to stop being so cruel to myself, and to stop expecting perfection. Instead, expect to change and improve, a type of consistency that will keep you changing for the better. It's time to get up, even when your muscles are aching and your body feels so heavy. There is something worth the effort, a new you, a better you.
She's the love of my life, everyday I wake up knowing I have someone that loves me and appreciates me everytime she talks the whole world fades everytime she smiles it makes my day I can't tell her how much I love her and I'm going to appreciate every single day with her while I'm still young and make the best memories with her I want to get a house and have beautiful amazing kids I want to spend Christmas with her family and have unforgettable memories and laugh with them all I want to help her through all her struggles. Everyday I get scared that she will leave me, I don't want her to be with anyone eles but me she's my soulmate and she's the reason i love life. I love you sayleigh your the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Life’s pretty shit rn, feel so lost and afraid of what’s to come…. But regardless of that I still wish everyone who reads this the best in life and pray that things will get better for anyone who needs it 😁
I hope good things come your way aswell. Life is a never ending struggle, but it’s not all bad. It’s the little things that matter and that make it worth it. Good luck to you ❤
“Hate is a place where a man who can’t stand sadness goes”. Whoever is reading this comment, I highly encourage you to read the Berserk manga. Even as if it were a comic, this book teaches you things I don't think any human in the world could teach you.
We all will at some point. We all have a date, but it's not anytime soon. Until then, you look at yourself in the mirror and give that person everything they want in life. Life is very short, so cherish it. Good luck
Out of the billions and billions of pobsibblites, you were selected. You are selected to be part of the human story. Earth's story. So go out there and be glorious.
Recently my brother just passed away by taking his own life. I used to blame myself for it cause it was just us home alone when it happend. He was my everything my only true best friend. The person I told everything to, no matter how big or how small. He never told me that he didn't love me. We were always together, even though he had his own room I always asked him to come sleep beside me. When my parents couldn't pick me up from school he was there. On my lowest he was there. On valentines he brought me flowers to school and I just started crying. The last hours I saw him alive I came from school we had our normal conversation, I cooked for him and my parents. I just wish I gave him a hug and a kiss, told him how much I loved him like I always would do that day. But I didn't instead I went to sleep but I couldn't, not knowing that it would be the last hours and minutes I would talk to him, feel his warm skin, hear his beautiful laugh. He was the best brother a little sister could ask for and I miss him so so so much. I would do anything in a heart beat to get our family back to the way it used to be. All I can do know is listen to this song on repeat and just think about all the great, funny and amazing memories we have. My heart will always have an empty space.
As a child, I often heard the refrain. “Cherish the moment with your loved ones, as you will never know when it will be the last time you will see them again.” This is a wisdom which truly strikes you as you get older and experience the heartache of losing someone dear to you. How desperately, you seek to turn back time, just to enjoy more moments with your loved one. To once again here the sound of their voice, which had the power to comfort, even in the darkest hours. I often find myself wishing to be able to see their smiles once more, a smile like the sun, rising upon the horizon with its golden glow. I ache with regrets, wishing I had spoken more, embraced you tighter and longer, never releasing you out of my grasp. If only I said more. If only I would have said how important you are to me, how much I love you. As I look back in time, I regret a lot of things. I regret not telling you “I love you” enough. I regret not spending more time with you. The thought of you passing away without me having done those things enough, fills my heart with sorrow. However, as I mature, I have come to understand that this is the natural course of life an inevitable part of our human journey. It doesn’t matter if you were rich, poor, pretty or ugly, we all meet the same end. This is the way of nature. I also realized that the only way to view death with a sense of positivity is through faith. The faith that we will see our loved ones again, hold them close, witness their smile again. My message to myself and everyone is simple: Hold onto your faith, even in the darkest moments, there will be a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. Tell your loved ones how deeply you cherish them and treasure every precious moment with them as if it were a valuable gift.
I've been super nostalgic this past month thinking of the great times I had when I was younger full of light and youthfulness.I'll cherish those moments that I've lived and those amazing friends that grew apart as we got older.Were young for such a short amount of time I remember being 18 I closed my eyes and now I've seen 43.But we live on so we can tell these stories to our families and friends but one day we'll all be young again.😊
It will be one year in the morning of 28th January since my beloved dog died in age of 18 y/o. Since that moment, my life is upside down. Sending you many paws up there, sweetheart..🧸⚘️🙏
Im turning 18 in two months. I never thought id get to even turn 14. My mental health used to be so bad and I got bullied so much, I had no strength to go on. I made it tho, im still here. I still don't have a good mental health but I wanna live I wanna be here, I wanna be old and find my purpose that God gave me
Isso mesmo vai atrás do maior tesouro que um homem pode encontrar na vida! Que é encontrar Jesus. ELE tem um grande propósito na sua vida. Jesus te ama e eu também. Fica bem tá!
7:57 AM, 10/22/23 You don’t know happiness, until you have felt sadness. You don’t know what company feels like, until you have been lonely. You do not know pleasure, until you have suffered. You cannot live life, not until you have encountered death. Do not seek completion, for that will come when you realize you are incomplete
This song is the embodiment of reflection, when listening to it I just get this rush of nostalgia, looking back on it all I may be 18 so I have the rest of my life ahead of me, but I don’t think it matters how old you are, music will always reach you and in this case I just feel like having breather, and letting time pass.
7/31/23 I started writing this and I'm going to fill with the days, the things I feel. I really didn't know how to start so I started. Every time I realized that I had something to improve, it was thinking about being a better person for you All the times that I take care of myself due to the pandemic, it was to take care of you and your family. Everything that allowed me to enjoy was eager for you to enjoy it with me, every every time I hear a song that blew my mind, every time something nice happened to me or I was just enjoying learning something, all I wanted was for us to meet so that feel the same, and I was waiting for your reaction like a little boy waits for the approval of their elders. Now I realize that everything I felt was not reciprocated and it is something that I do not think come to feel no one else as I feel it, because we have a special bond that I never saw in other people. I think you never realized how lucky we were to be able to be together working so well. To lose that is to lose what I perceived to be one of the best opportunities that life had given me, and what gives me the most impotence is that I did not feel that I didn't deserve or have done anything to make it happen, these things only happen to me, just because. I do not write this for you to come back or anything, I'm trying to write what I have in my head when I cry, and My hands shake three times when I express myself, so it's very difficult for me. I also feel that everything that this situation did me wrong affects me in many ways, not just emotional, i feel literally lost, everything else just keeps moving forward and running and I feel that I am static, I cannot think about the work that I have to do for the university nor in what content we are going to give the class that comes to our students, nor I'm not interested nor do I feel anxious to go to rehearsal with this new band. I feel like I lost interest in all. I lose sharing videos of willy and fargan, watch any series to chat with you, cook things sails that we were devising, leave the music that we like in the background, laugh at the messages random about your mom, about your brother's bullshit, that you come and my grandmother greets you and Talk like one more granddaughter, that my aunt asks me how she is doing with you because she sees me very well next to you and that makes her happy, I lost sharing some mates while you study and that we debate What you are reading about, I lost the trip to Mar del Plata. I lost training at your house, go riding in bike or go to the square. And most importantly, I lost everything we had to do and we didn't get there, because I feel that everything was left at the beginning of something that never happened. I had and have many I want to keep going through things with you, and I know that now that's it, that's clear to me, and although I don't we are going to stop sharing things because we are friends anyway and we love each other, it is not going to be the same, before it was not the same and now it is not the same. I also know that I will not find anyone like you, but with great certainty I say it, not like you typical of a lover, if not that I really did not meet anyone in my 20 years lived with the level of person and that I value as much as you, and although I tried to spend things with other people, nothing came of it. compare to what I had with you and everything you are, and I think that sentences me somehow, It's having reached the top, falling and knowing that you can't get back up. I don't know if it's okay to have written this digitally but I didn't bank my handwriting and you weren't going to understand. Also, no matter how many things I write, I feel that there are a thousand others left to say and I never get there. to empty my head, but I feel like I need to send it to you, that's why I'm closing the letter. To close, I am going to clarify once more what I told you when we spoke in the square... I told you that I hope you find someone who loves you half as much as I love you, who respects you half as much as I respect you and take care of you half as much as I take care of you, and then you would be fine, I need you understand that by this I mean that all those things that I gave for you (and that I continue to give because I still love, respect and care for you) are much more than you or I could think, and it is perhaps too much for what you needed or wanted. I love you.
I think it’s amazing that this song has blown up, but by the heavens above I think it’s worth the movie it’s from too. Minari is phenomenal, just as soft and meditative as its soundtrack. Definitely think those who’re looking for the vibe this song has will find something just as distinctly magical and healing in the film :)
“I want to let her know though, that all the nights sleeping beside her, even the useless arguments, were things ever splendid, and the hard words I ever feared to say can now be said: I love you.” - Bukowski
I told my grandma she would live until she was ninety! She was 85, she was alive! We had so much fun, baking and cooking together. A few weeks later covid took her life. And i was in shock, i thought it Wasn't real. But it was, and now i know it is real. She'll never be back.
I'm very sorry for your loss, its just plain terrible. I hope you and your family have come to terms and have found peace. Just think of the good times with her and know is in a better place now watching over you.
@@dennvandante sign from God you messaged, I had tears running down my cheeks RIGHT THIS SECOND because I felt like breaking but I couldn't reach out to anybody.
@@isaacfransonfilm2139 oh wow that's sad to hear, but don't worry. Crying is not always bad. Sometimes it's a good relief from everything. I'm glad that I asked how you feel because I noticed that you care about others. :) I don't know who you are and what problems you have in life. But I hope you will fight the worst and come back even stronger. I believe in you. You can do this 💪
I’m so lonely I’ve grown tired of myself and my thoughts because I’ve been alone with them for so long. I work, I go home, yes I have family, but I’m lacking that different kind of connection between humans. I’m lonely. I just want a friend I can share deep parts of me I’m afraid to share with family. I just want to sit beside someone, not having to say anything and being content in their presence. I just want to be able to text them if it’s getting bad again and have them drop everything to come check up on me. I just want to be seen. I want to be seen and wanted. I don’t want to be lonely anymore.
You know as I sat back and think of all the Happy Memories i have had, i am so thankful what what i have and why i have it. Because life’s special don’t just go throwing it away. Make the most of the time you have here instead of wondering how to escape. Being alive is one of the best privileges in the world so treasure it with the time you still have left.
08/25/23. 01:10AM. I have alarm at 5, third day at senior highschool class, please like so i can go back and give you guys update. Update 01 : A lot has been going on these past few months! I'm actually in going grade 12 next school year, and we've got just 31 days left before the school year ends. It's been a rollercoaster-there was that cheating incident we got caught up in, some tough times with my subjects, making new friends, finally meeting my friend after two years, adopting a dog (who sadly passed away a few months later), going on a field trip, and now, dealing with this extreme heat during our online classes. On top of all that, I just submitted my requirements for one of the top universities in the country. Hoping I make it to college! I'll keep you updated once that journey starts.
@@John-dp7um A lot has been going on these past few months! I'm actually in going grade 12 next school year, and we've got just 31 days left before the school year ends. It's been a rollercoaster-there was that cheating incident we got caught up in, some tough times with my subjects, making new friends, finally meeting my crush after two years, adopting a dog (who sadly passed away a few months later), going on a field trip, and now, dealing with this extreme heat during our online classes. On top of all that, I just submitted my requirements for one of the top universities in the country. Hoping I make it to college! I'll keep you updated once that journey starts.
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The comments are real as fuck. To each and every one of you, never give up on yourself and your dreams, genuinely. Each and every one of you has the potential to do great things, to enjoy life and to develop yourselves into a greater version of who you were yesterday. You're always one decision, one mindset shift and one action away from altering your life course, for better or worse, you hold the power. Never forget that. Stay strong all of you, to those who lost loved ones, I hope you find peace, to those who are rock bottom, I hope you find strength and clarity to move forward and to those who are living their best life, continue to grow and thrive.
From a stranger,
Hendo
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There's something about this music that brings out soulful thoughts and existential feelings of human suffering, love & transcendence. It's so achingly beautiful. I posted a cover of this and people in the comments are expressing themselves, it's tragically beautiful.
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Te deseo lo mismo y mas ❤❤
I brought her flowers.
It was our third date, and even though I didn't want to rush things, I just knew she was the one. Every time I saw her, it was like the Sun beamed stronger. Every time she spoke, all other sounds on Earth went quiet. Every time she smiled, my heart would race like crazy.
She had told me months ago which flower was her favorite, and I would always remember it, so when I showed up with a bouquet, her smile was bigger than ever, and seeing that, I nearly melted on the spot.
We went to a cafe, as it was still morning. We talked and talked for hours. Time wasn't important, for if I could, I'd spend eternity alongside her.
Time went on, and we kept going to the same place. We became regulars there, and didn't even have to order anymore, because the staff already knew what we'd want.
I brought her flowers.
This time, it was a special day, the day she said yes. I was ecstatic and so was the people on the cafe, who always rooted for us. I can still remember the way her green eyes were shining and gleaming with happy tears.
Our wedding was in the woods, because she was a nature lover. Green was her color. So much so that everytime we weren't together and I saw green, I'd think of her. Green was hers, and only hers.
We had three kids. A boy and two girls. They looked like their mother, thank God. Their pretty little faces reminded me each day that love was the best thing that ever happened to me, who once didn't believe in it.
As they grew older, so did we. They were full of energy, going to college, getting to know people. They were full of life. But we, we were tired. We were walking slower, doing stuff in our own time.
She was the first to go, and I couldn't bear the pain of losing her. The thought that I would never see that beaming smile again, never listen to her singing her favorite songs, or never again look at those perfect eyes. That alone was enough for me to want to go meet her.
Every time we'd go to visit her, I'd do the same thing. I never forgot.
I brought her flowers.
U made me cry. Much love ❤️🩹✨
"It was like the sun beamed brighter. Every time she spoke, it was like all other sounds on earth went quiet." Oh jeez. Based on that alone I knew where things were headed. No one writes that pretty unless they're about to ass slam you with tragedy a few sentences later. Much love
brought me to tears man
You’ve made me tear up. My mother passed away from brain cancer last year and I can only imagine. May you find peace in your children and in the rest of your life. I never believed in the afterlife or any sort of superstition but I have made a vow to bring my mother flowers on her birthday for every time I couldn’t as a child. This reminded me of her how important love is in life.
So beautiful ❤❤
Sometimes I feel like giving up, but something in my soul just tells me to keep going
That's damn right, forward with us all. Glad you are here with me.
@@josephpmorganDA im glad your here with me too, life’s hard but we won’t lose that spark. Thank you ♥️
You are a King! and kings dont give up, were all here for you man. just keep looking up and remember that this world is SO BIG. there is greatness everywhere, you just need to be willing to find it, take the risks! make mistakes! its all a part of this beautiful thing we call life. and once you put all of the love you deseve back into yourself, things will fall into place. i promise you that.
@@timothyyoder7712 thank you so much. I really needed to hear that. Thank you for being kind
If you’re a christian, it’s the holy spirit… regardless God bless 🙏
“The gods envy us because we are mortals, because any moment could be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed.”
Brad Pitt
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Which film? Thank you
@@robb6560 Troy (2004)
@@robb6560troy
"In the darkest of times, when the weight of the world feels unbearable, remember that it is in the depths of darkness that stars shine brightest."
I love it❤
who wrote that
Thank u
The only bad thing about this is I have to restart it every 5 minutes.
You can loop it! Click on the settings of the video :)
There also a version that lasts an hour. I found it yesterday
@@janicemacintosh5804puedes pasar la canción?
This song just makes me think of all the childhood friends that I slowly drifted away from.
I was the "leader" of the gang since we all meet up in first grade.
The circle became smaller and smaller until i found myself in the "meeting spot" alone, the iconic white pole. Being able to lay your back on it was like a "sign of power", it was a silly joke we had, everytime i didnt go to school they would fight over who gets the spot.
As i used to do every time the bell rang, i rushed to the meeting spot. As i layed my back i realised, now its only surrounded by me.
I felt like a captain without a crew.
Hey, Everything will be okay we all here for you.
I found this song in my darkest moment,
I recently moved from Tennessee, to California, leaving behind my entire family. It’s been 5 months since I’ve seen my mother smile, heard my brother complain, or hugged my grandmother. This is also all coming after losing what I thought would be the love of my life. Always respect the little moments, you never know when it will be the last smile, the last kiss, the last hug, the last goodbye, and the last touch of your mothers hand. Remember that you are inspiring, loved, appreciated, and the most spectacular person in somebody’s universe, and let that drive you forward. I’m proud of you, if you needed to hear it.
Thank you for your kind words, I'm sure the people who see this (me included) will appreciate them. Stay strong and I hope you are able to find some peace and happiness during these tough times you are facing. Much love from a stranger
Peace be with you, find your tranquility, bless your soul with those around you
Beautiful ❤😢
Thank you
Thank you for your sharing, I appreciate. Hope you find what you are searching for ❤
Love for your family
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Reading comments with this song in the background is just something
What I’m saying
Yep 😢❤
One of the most profound pieces of music I have ever heard. It moved me on a level way beyond earthly affairs.
I just started crying
Same lol. I lost my best friend a long time ago, and I replay this song just thinking about her. I miss her a lot.
same and i dont even have a reason to. it's the song that gets me.
@@tukislovestakissorry for you loss, hope you find peace, friend
@@chunchunmaruoh u have a reason to cry. That’s why u did cry. We have tear ducts for a reason!!!
I cried… but it was a good cry. Been holding that in for a while. Thank you for this music for emotional relief.
I cried becose this is so beautifull
I’m not a very emotional guy but today I got rebaptized and I got home to take a nap and I cried to this song which surprises me cause I normally never do so I think I finally found the lord and feeling his presence in my life and I hope that anyone that hasn’t may as well 🫶 god bless -ty
Beautiful brother, I'm very happy you are finding peace and happiness in your life :)
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god bless you man 🙌
I want to share a story with you guys.I have been sleeping with this music for at least one week... And yesterday I was dreaming with my mother that she was spreading her arms to hug me. While I am writing this I feel so much sadness even though she is still alive... I haven't received the love I want but I am sure she did everything she could to communicate her love. I woke up and I felt like a baby about to cry and I did. It has to be one of the most sad , awkward but yet beautiful things that happened to me in my life. It's ridiculous to remember my mother doing that with this music...
hope you are able to heal that while she is here :,) if not, I know you can find that love that you deserve within yourself, and all around you :) you are love, you are loved. Stay strong beloved!!
@@corecrowder6650 thanks mate 🧉 I love your message I love you and I love all . I appreciate it a lot really . Hugs ^^
Hugs😭
You have a wonderful soul which most would be lucky to have been blessed with. It is your duty to go out there and spread love & kindness! Your journey is just beginning friend.
@@corecrowder6650 humans feeling for humans
No matter what pain you may be facing the Lord Jesus Christ can comfort and help you in ways beyond us. Trust in him, reach out to him for he longs for you✝️❤️
08/19/23 10:39 pm. It’s been a year she’s left w no contact. She’s moved on w someone else now. She has part of me. 6 years of my happiness wasted. I’m slowly finding myself again. Gym has saved my life. Love you all
Stay open, my friend. Possibilites abound!
@@domenicpiscitelli2629 🫂🖤
Im sorry
@@jazzy-hw8yj 🫂
It wasnt wasted being happy is never a waste dont turn cold the right person will come
Listening to this. My dog passed away after 12 years. I will miss you buddy. You was with me since I was 15 years old. Welcoming me as puppy on my first days in high school. Can not believe that you are already gone. Well that is life. Thank you for good memories .
Rest in peace ❤I'm so sorry for your loss.
He will be waiting for you in Mictlán to help you cross the river and then stay together forever.
This year I had a cancer scare and mentally I thought my time here was done. I was scarred with PTSD and months later after going to therapy, reading multiple books, and running 🏃🏻♂️everyday building my resilience has empowered me to be stronger than ever.
Listening to this really strikes all cords I’ve felt this year.
To anyone going through it, know that you can be stronger if you WILL it.
You either choose to stay down in your sorrow or you climb your way up through whatever adversity is in front of you.
Beautiful message; stay strong and take care of your health even when things seem to be falling apart. Much love my friend
Me as well bud stage 3 lymphoma I feel you on this I aswell found this song after one of my chemo treatments
@@billybass1999I hope you get better dawg and make it through 🙏🏿🙏🏿
@@billybass1999stay strong brother! Never give up! ❤️
I DARE YOU TO TAKE SOURSOUP TEA AND TELL ME YOU HAVE CANCER AGAIN TAKE IT FOR JUST 1 MONTH STRAIGHT
The Lord cares about every one of us, despite all we do wrong. Trust and have faith in Him. He will help more than anyone else could.
Reading this and eating a 🍪 thank you! :D
here's a cookie 🍪
Thanks🍪
God isn’t real believe in your fellow man
Amen, brother
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This was my first time listening to this song, and I started crying almost immediately. I’ve never in my life come across a song that fills me with a feeling of nostalgia this strong. To me, without a single word, this song describes my childhood. The good, the bad and how long ago it was. If I was given the chance to timetravel, the first place I’d go to see is where my younger self would be, watching how my life once was in third person. I long for life to feel the way it did back then, but it won’t. Change is inevitable. The life I had will never be mine again.
It really is beatifull
We live and we learn, I think the beautiful part about life is our tragedies, our tragedies shape us into who we are or who we become. Life was never supposed to be fun without a struggle and I think we’re deserving of what we receive. Just my opinion though
I recommend you " I walk with ghosts " by scott buckley
bro...❤️💔
Lost my dad 3 weeks ago. He was everything to me. Im 23 and he was only 52. Christ has been our foundation my whole life but Im so sad about it man. Its crazy that he he is not on this world anymore. Cant call, text, or hug him again. Im going to uphold his name until the day I can see him again!!!!! I love you dad. I hope I will make him proud. Life is so crazy sometimes. HOLD YOUR LOVEONES TIGHT. The stupid little drama just doesnt matter.
May he rest in peace
One day he’s gunna be gone 😭
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I right this with the most sincere sympathy. I lost my father when I was 24, he was 68 and gone in the blink of an eye. I’m 38 now and time does heal but the feelings are sometimes still so raw. Please hang in there it does get better
oh my God i understand you💔
I'm tired man...
Me too Brother.
That might be true, but guess what, your mom is waiting for a strong man. You must be it
Stay strong my guy. Better days always around the corner
mee too mann
Same brother
This picture of Guts reminds me of the bonfire of dreams scene from Berserk. Just like in the show I like to believe every comment here is like their own little flame contributing to the bonfire. Each flame with their own hopes, dreams, and struggles. Every flame together however, creates something great.
Stay strong everyone,
No matter your struggle.
Stay strong strugglers.
Thanks bro…. Your words made ne thing …
Always, no matter what or who...@@gigyro
Well said brother. Keep going.
This is one of those pieces of music where you just look back on your most fondest moments... whether or not if they were happy or sad they come flowing in like clouds in the blue sky just passing by and reminding us of those beautiful and or dark days.
07/20/23 at 9:14 p.m.
Mi cumpleaños je
ZAWG ARE YOU STILL ALIVE???????
I’m sorry.
@@dianavillegas5019 mía también
@@Nekob_omb ☑️
Tómense un descanso, se lo merecen, los quiero mucho.
Je’taime
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on CZcams which is extremely lacking and rare to find
Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Ion readin allat lil bro
It's pathetically hilarious that your beard is longer than your attention span.@@3rdeyeomen596
Beautiful text my dear friend. It was such a big surprise to read this words here...greetings from Osnabrück (I know exactly which lakes u mean, i did so many walks there;-)) If u want to, i can send u some pictures how its looking there or at other places now. Wish u all the best
I would really enjoy that Joe, where would be best to get in contact with you?@@joejo1990
Blud thinks he doing smth with that 😭@@3rdeyeomen596
I haven’t yet lost a significant other in my life but I fear the day I will.
Earlier this week I had a dream about my dad passing away. We were on a beach during sunset and there was a sofa and a tv just there at the beach.
He said he didn’t have much time left and we sat down in the sofa and watched Professor Balthazar, a cozy animated children’s program that we used to watch all the time together when I was really little, and a show he also watched when he was a child.
And as the credits of the episode roll I look to my side and he has peacefully passed away.
That morning I woke up with actual tears running from my eyes.
I met her just over 4 years ago. now i cant even remember what her voice sounded like. I have never loved a girl like that and i probably never will again. We spent so much time together and i loved ever second of it, I loved her. I dont know if she did it on purpose or if she just cut too deep again on accident but i guess it doesnt matter anyway shes gone now. But i like to think shes looking down on me from the stars. losing her like that i almost lost myself too but i will keep hanging on in her honor. Till we meet again Leah 🕊
Man, something special just happened.
I am a few days away from my 18th birthday, this one is different from the past 17. I am a first year medicine student that lives a continent away from his family. For the first time in my life, I won’t be able to celebrate my birthday with the people I love. The past year has been a year of change for me and I’ve had a lot on my mind. Few minutes ago I put my headphones on and this music was playing, then I picked up my not so clean lab coat and dashed it in the washing machine. Then I looked up at the mirror, and for the next five minutes I stared into my reflection with tears streaming down my face, remembering all of my previous 17 years. All of the brilliant people that were/are in my life. All of the good and not so good moments of my life. Everything person I met, everything I did and didn’t do, every decision I’ve made has led me to this point of my life. It has made me the man I am today.
I am a very flawed individual, that sometimes does nothing but disappoint the people he loves. However, If there is one thing I am proud of is my ability to never give up. I remember getting beat very badly at the back of the school bus by students that are significantly older than me, but little me always got up. Here I am a decade later almost, after a very disappointing performance in the first semester of college, with same mentality. I will give it absolutely everything to do better and make my parents proud. I am grateful for everything god has given me. He gave me a childhood that many can only dream of. I look forward to embark upon a new journey, which will surely have its ups and downs, but that’s the beauty of life.
I have no clue why I wrote all of that. I guess it could be a reminder of this special moment to my future self. Anyways got to get back to studying, wish me luck 🩵
❤
GO GET ITTTT
❤
Good luck ♥️
Good luck mate :)
No quiero ser hallado, por nadie excepto por tu mirada eterna.
No quiero resaltar y más bien siempre estar escondido en tus manos.
No quiero construir un refugio, simplemente habitar bajo tu sombra.
No quiero estar cerca de alguien excepto de tu corazón, que es grande, más cálido que cualquier calidez, amoroso sin igual, digno de aprecio, merecedor de cualquier sacrificio.
No quiero pertenecer a nadie más que a ti que eres manso y humilde. Que tus cargas son fáciles de llevar y que llenas de propósito mi vida como aquél que llena la nada con vida.
No tienes un cuerpo pero tus ojos, tus manos, tu presencia, tu corazón, tu autoridad son más reales que cualquiera. Atraes mi corazón llamándome sin haberte conocido pero tú sabiendo todo de mí.
Gracias Jesús.
😢😢❤
Bravo lo penso anch’io
This reminds me of my childhood and teenage years in the 90s and 00s, how summers lasted forever, how Christmas was warm and safe, how we smiled at one another, was that really just twenty years ago? Did that world exist? If so where did it go wrong? When we started looking more at our screens than at other people? Or is it a natural progression into adulthood? When did we lose our spark? When did we forget how to smile, when did we start to hunch ourselves over? Is it a modern phenomenon or was life always like this?
Tonight I told my mother that I loved her while listening to this song. I had the felling that it was the last time that I told her that I loved her so much, I almost cried while just saying "i love you mom" and while thanking heaven for having given me such a caring mother , I told her I love you mom with all my heart. I hope you tell your mothers that you love them because we only have one mother, love her with all your heart and don't be ashamed to say it or anything else, everything can happen so freaking fast. Love you, your family and those who really mean for you and remember to be gentle with you, don't be rought about what you can feel and want to express, do not be harsh with yourself, you're so beautiful and meant to receive love and share it around you. Be a kind and gentle person, love always win at any cost
Every time I wake up, I think : "should I give up ? Should I just 'desapear' forever ?" But my mind just doesn't want to die yet. It wants to feels, make memories and think again and again.
Even if life's tough, it's an amazing experience 💗
ur an amazing pers❤n
i feel you man
“He who hates himself will never love and trust others”
God is in you. Trust me. Keep going. Worship him. Be grateful for every day. He thinks about you🫶Spread love and nothing else.
So many bad memories with the song.
My mom almost died of a stroke out of state, and three days later in the ICU I learned my parents were also divorcing.
Driving back home I had this song playing and nothing felt real. The entire drive was foggy and empty and I can't even describe how I felt. even though it was 2 months ago I can't hear this song without crying. I'd do anything to go back to the person I was before. I took so much for granted
we cannot control our circumstances but we can control our response to them. i am rooting for you :)
I've lost everyone I had as a child. My parents, my grandparents, my aunts and uncles, my cousins... The majority of them passed away, unfortunately, others ran away to search for a better life, never to be heard from again. I truly miss some of them, especially my foster mom. But now I have a family of my own and I'm so thankful that I could build something so precious from scratch, even though it took great effort. The worst part is, now I am scared of losing them, too. Man, being a human being is HARD 😫
I think the worst part of life for most people is that fear. Yet you're a testament to how you CAN lose everything, but still make your life a meaningful and cherish-able experience. You have a a book you could write I'm sure, and if you do that you might be able to make that fear get lost as well!
لا داعي من الخوف بجانبك رب السموات والأرض
One of the most profound pieces of music I have ever heard. It moved me on a level way beyond earthly affairs.❤️🔥❤️🩹💔
Sometimes I look at these comments and think it’s so corny, but idk today it felt powerful hearing other people’s stories and emotions and words. More power to us all I guess.
This song makes me feel like I’m an old man and I am walking around at night alone after everyone I love has passed away. I feel like I would walk endlessly thinking of every regret I’ve ever had and if I could go back and change it or just do it all again I would. I know I have to live a life time of memories before I can have enough to miss but it doesn’t feel that way. I’m only in my 20’s and I feel like I’ve both lived more than most and less than everyone. I have done so much that whenever I tell a story my whole groups of friends will listen excitedly at all the things I’ve experienced whether it was crazy or fun or sad every story added to the list of memories I miss and they love them. I’ve gone and done a lot of things in terms of life experience and some things that everybody got to feel in a normal family I didn’t get, either because they are dead or flawed I would never get that same. My childhood had its ups and downs but I would relive every hell I went through, all the scars both physical and mental just to see their faces and spend one more moment with all of them. Being here without them is hard. There almost nobody left to watch or care about the path I go down and whatever friends I have I feel like I’m slowly drifting away from. All the failed friendships, all the failed relationships and for what? Now there is nobody I can turn to. I must admit there is one reason I feel like I will never find those relationships again and that’s because everyone in my life friends and family lied to me and for an entire year at that. How am I supposed to trust anyone again after being betrayed by everyone? I don’t want pity I just want answers. I wish I could just restart somewhere else but the past will always be the past and no matter how fast I run or how far I go it will always catch up to me. I miss all of you who are gone, those who were taken and those who left on their own. I haven’t made much progress in my life in terms of my goals yet and all I do is dream. I wish I could but can I? I haven’t finished college yet or gotten a great job. I’m not in great shape either in health and looks right now. I feel like I’m dying every day yet it’s not enough to make me get up and go out there and achieve more. I’m tired and I haven’t even done anything yet. I’ve been working since I was 11 and I was in great shape and had great grades and always went outside and explored . I would lead my friends to new places and appreciate where I live and the free time I had. I wish I tried harder despite all that. I did so much yet it feels like nothing. I’ve been through over a thousand friendships and plenty of relationships. I’ve gone and made memories in so many places with so many different people who aren’t here anymore. I’ve changed so many peoples lives with my advice yet I can’t do it for myself. Ever since Covid happened I feel like I’ve truly lost my life. I lost my girl, my job and a ton of friends, I couldn’t go to school, I feel like I lost everything. The only job I’ve had is a work from home job for the past 2 and a half years that gives me barely enough to get by and I gained weight. With the economy the way it is I don’t have enough money to go back to school. Why wouldn’t I miss the simpler times? On top of all of that I have never been single longer in my life than I am now. I was always with someone when I was younger and really up until Covid but then it got hard to see people. So many mistakes I’ve made along the way. So many regrets. I’m almost 23 and I have this much regret now I can only imagine what it will be like if I reach the age of 60 unless my health gets worse. I wasted so much time and yet I can’t stop doing it now. Even sitting here writing this is probably a waste of time. It’s so long now to the point nobody is going to read this but that’s ok. I just wanted to leave this here for myself so when I come back in however many years I can hopefully read this and say it’s different. That I have the love of my life though I don’t deserve her, that I have the wealth to take care of everyone I still care about and that I’m healthy enough to make the most out of my life. As hopeless as this sounded to read there are 1000’s of more things I could say to make it worse but it won’t bring me any closer to happiness to think of them. My only hope is I achieve the love and peace and happiness I dream of in this moment. If you can relate or just enjoyed reading leave a like to lmk I’m not the only one and if you did read this far congratulations I don’t know anyone that would. Maybe I won’t be that regretful old man I think I’ll be, who knows, hopefully. Thank you and goodbye. ~ just another lost soul - April 14th 2024, 12:49.
"Uns choram com lágrimas, outros com pensamentos."
Y otros lloran con acciones
@@blitzkrieg3939 exatamente!
i dont want to cry anymore, but... this really brings tears to my eyes😭 the past that i pass, the memories i left, its all something i will miss
I listened to this exact song at the Lowest point of my life where I moved out from my family and hometown to study in a far from home university.I was the loneliest in my life no friend no help only self hate academic difficulties and questions about my future I spent the night crying but it was the night where I found God .
Don’t be ashamed of your grief.
Don’t judge it.
Don’t suppress it.
Don’t rush it.
Rather, acknowledge it.
Listen to it.
Feel it.
Sit with it.
Sit with the pain, and remember the love.
This is where the healing will begin.
More than 4 years since you left, yet it seems as if you were here today.
Caru ti Dad ❤
Having guts as the picture rlly represents self-reflection, atleast to me this is what the music is trying to tell me
I miss him so much I feel like my life ended.. I feel so lost now without him.
me too .
are you doing better now???
@@JayJay-dj9dh
Goodbye nonna, you flew away to the stars during the night. May you rest easy with nonno and watch over me. You were my best friend and the craziest person I knew, I will still come to you for advice and hope you can still help me. I miss you so much. Rest easy ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢
May she rest in peace
@@anaelisanogueiradacruz8444thank you ❤
When you start rethinking all of your actions you have done in the past and feel regret:
Last semester was my first semester of college. I was not fully prepared to be on my own, and I ended up falling into a deep depression that caused my grades to plummet. I was almost suspended but fought to get it appealed. I’m now back at school and meeting regularly with my advisor to stay on track. At my last meeting, my advisor told me that sometimes things just happen that we have no control over, and she told me about her daughter who was diagnosed with cancer at age six, and died at sixteen. I had spent months feeling bad about myself and feeling like I was destined to fail from here on out until she told me that. I realize now that there are so many people who will not get to experience most of the things I will, and that I have to make an effort to enjoy life in memory of those people.
There are people less blessed.
But when one becomes the less blessed, one wants more.
But when one has more, it is no longer enough.
Very true.
(Less blessed is a very subjective classification. How happy one is depends largely upon how one looks at things, rather than the things themselves)
as the world comes crashing down, I’ll think of you just one last time.
For even in the end, it is but the beginning
I’ll never forget the day my Mom passed, we knew it was coming, but nothing can prepare you for it. This song brings me to the moment I saw her, gone from this world. But it also brings me to all the love, the unconditional love she always showed me. It sounds strange but I feel that love radiating all around me, within me. We may pass away from this world and this state, but our souls live on , somewhere out there amongst the stars.
Essa música me ajuda bastante com minha ansiedade, quando eu a escuto é como se o mundo parasse e a solidão fosse embora enquanto eu olho as estrelas 💫
As I am here right this moment I've decided to redirect my life over to Christ
Proud of you ❤
@@lukeguggenmos1808 please pray for me to be a better Christian man ✝️
the best decision ever!!!
Best wishes, the best starts now. God bless you.
God bless you bro. Jesus is the greatest teacher you'll ever know
07/25/23 2:37 In shadows cast upon a heart so pure,
A tale of love unfolds, both sweet and sure,
A man once lost in life's relentless tide,
Found solace in the love he couldn't hide.
He gazed upon her, like a starlit night,
Her presence, like a beacon, shining bright,
Her laughter danced like melodies divine,
In her, a love he yearned to intertwine.
Their hearts entwined, a symphony in flight,
Through highs and lows, they faced the darkest night,
But fate, relentless, stole her from his grasp,
And left him in a world so cold, unasked.
With her departure, love's sweet song was stilled,
A void consumed his soul, his spirit chilled,
The memories they shared, a bittersweet sting,
He clung to them, a fragile, tender thing.
Like autumn leaves, love fell and left a void,
A space that once was filled, now unemployed,
The emptiness, a vast and aching pain,
A wound that time alone could not restrain.
Yet, in that void, a flicker still remained,
A love's faint ember that would not be drained,
He found the strength to heal and carry on,
Though love had left, its essence lingered on.
For in the heart of man, love's roots run deep,
Though lost, its echoes softly, gently creep,
And though he mourned the love that once was there,
A chance to love again, he'd someday dare.
In memories and dreams, she'll always stay,
A beacon in the night, guiding his way,
Though love left voids and emptiness behind,
Within the man, love's embers will still bind.
2:55 AM
U wrote this urself?
i’m weeping bro
@@Julie_Mangoof course not
I need you to write a whole book of poems
What's the name of this marvellous piece of art?
Today I saw the end of the berserk series again. When listening to this melody, also again, it gives me a different sensation. I imagine Guts sitting down, trying to digest and understand everything that happened during the eclipse; the friends he lost to the apostles and what Griffith did to both him and Casca.
I would see this melody in the life Guts and Casca could have had. So many things actually, this could be the Moonlight boy watching his dad trying to protect his mom or him showing Guts who he truly is.
In a world where time doesn’t stop
On the edge of insanity and balance
A man sits
Alone
Weak, driven by guilt and sorrow
He closes his eyes
Sits there
Over looking mountains and oceans and all things beautiful
He opens his eyes
And that’s when he realizes that time as stopped
And now he’s free
In a world without time
Gawg that’s guts
doesn't have words to describe this..💔🥀
This song just make me feel like I'm not lost anymore and everything is going to be ok
I wish people talked more about Emile Mosseri his film scores are amazing
I had a good run and now im here with you guys, must say, its better together. And we all know.. one day.. we all will be on top again. Keep striving guys, and don’t forget The Creator of the heavens and Earth, because indeed, we are mortals.
This song makes me feel something so indescribable- it makes me think of the beginning, the middle, and the end- the inexplicable way my life is fatefully etched into this big, big, big expanse-less universe. It's like I'm lost, but know where I'm headed at the same time. Such a beautiful score...
Christ is King and he loves you all.
I sit here late at night, wishing to contribute to the show of Humanity here. Remember you are loved, more than anything
When i read comment section, i see what is people made off, life and story, abd tbh thats give me faith in humanity. We are so unique in every way.
Im gratefull to be alive and live the short moment i was here.
Cómo es posible que una canción que ni siquiera tiene letra te haga sentir tantas emociones juntas, una de las melodías más hermosas que eh escuchado en mi vida
07/25/23 10:38 PM
I suppose it's finally time to stop being so cruel to myself, and to stop expecting perfection. Instead, expect to change and improve, a type of consistency that will keep you changing for the better. It's time to get up, even when your muscles are aching and your body feels so heavy. There is something worth the effort, a new you, a better you.
perfectly said man, this is the way to move forward.
you have a long way in front of you, but i know you will succed.
She's the love of my life, everyday I wake up knowing I have someone that loves me and appreciates me everytime she talks the whole world fades everytime she smiles it makes my day I can't tell her how much I love her and I'm going to appreciate every single day with her while I'm still young and make the best memories with her I want to get a house and have beautiful amazing kids I want to spend Christmas with her family and have unforgettable memories and laugh with them all I want to help her through all her struggles. Everyday I get scared that she will leave me, I don't want her to be with anyone eles but me she's my soulmate and she's the reason i love life. I love you sayleigh your the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Life’s pretty shit rn, feel so lost and afraid of what’s to come…. But regardless of that I still wish everyone who reads this the best in life and pray that things will get better for anyone who needs it 😁
I hope good things come your way aswell. Life is a never ending struggle, but it’s not all bad. It’s the little things that matter and that make it worth it. Good luck to you ❤
Que Dieu m’aide à réussir dans mes objectifs 🙏🏾
je te souhaite bonne chance mon ami :)
3/22/24- I’m tired.
same bro
Same brother, same.
We gotta keep doing, and shut off our emotions....🖤
@@satan4009can’t f***ing shut off our emotions bro, we’re not robots
Oh but we have to bro....we should before I become a @creamy666 psychopath
Jesus love you ALL! 🤍🙏🏻 May God bless each one’s life and renew their strength! May God's grace and mercy be with us all!
“Hate is a place where a man who can’t stand sadness goes”. Whoever is reading this comment, I highly encourage you to read the Berserk manga. Even as if it were a comic, this book teaches you things I don't think any human in the world could teach you.
I don’t want to die, I want to disappear so much that no one knows I was born.
We all will at some point. We all have a date, but it's not anytime soon. Until then, you look at yourself in the mirror and give that person everything they want in life.
Life is very short, so cherish it. Good luck
Out of the billions and billions of pobsibblites, you were selected.
You are selected to be part of the human story. Earth's story.
So go out there and be glorious.
❤
Recently my brother just passed away by taking his own life. I used to blame myself for it cause it was just us home alone when it happend. He was my everything my only true best friend. The person I told everything to, no matter how big or how small. He never told me that he didn't love me. We were always together, even though he had his own room I always asked him to come sleep beside me. When my parents couldn't pick me up from school he was there. On my lowest he was there. On valentines he brought me flowers to school and I just started crying. The last hours I saw him alive I came from school we had our normal conversation, I cooked for him and my parents. I just wish I gave him a hug and a kiss, told him how much I loved him like I always would do that day. But I didn't instead I went to sleep but I couldn't, not knowing that it would be the last hours and minutes I would talk to him, feel his warm skin, hear his beautiful laugh. He was the best brother a little sister could ask for and I miss him so so so much. I would do anything in a heart beat to get our family back to the way it used to be. All I can do know is listen to this song on repeat and just think about all the great, funny and amazing memories we have. My heart will always have an empty space.
As a child, I often heard the refrain. “Cherish the moment with your loved ones, as you will never know when it will be the last time you will see them again.” This is a wisdom which truly strikes you as you get older and experience the heartache of losing someone dear to you. How desperately, you seek to turn back time, just to enjoy more moments with your loved one. To once again here the sound of their voice, which had the power to comfort, even in the darkest hours. I often find myself wishing to be able to see their smiles once more, a smile like the sun, rising upon the horizon with its golden glow.
I ache with regrets, wishing I had spoken more, embraced you tighter and longer, never releasing you out of my grasp. If only I said more. If only I would have said how important you are to me, how much I love you. As I look back in time, I regret a lot of things. I regret not telling you “I love you” enough. I regret not spending more time with you. The thought of you passing away without me having done those things enough, fills my heart with sorrow.
However, as I mature, I have come to understand that this is the natural course of life an inevitable part of our human journey. It doesn’t matter if you were rich, poor, pretty or ugly, we all meet the same end. This is the way of nature. I also realized that the only way to view death with a sense of positivity is through faith. The faith that we will see our loved ones again, hold them close, witness their smile again. My message to myself and everyone is simple: Hold onto your faith, even in the darkest moments, there will be a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. Tell your loved ones how deeply you cherish them and treasure every precious moment with them as if it were a valuable gift.
I love this picture, berserk is such a good anime.
I've been super nostalgic this past month thinking of the great times I had when I was younger full of light and youthfulness.I'll cherish those moments that I've lived and those amazing friends that grew apart as we got older.Were young for such a short amount of time I remember being 18 I closed my eyes and now I've seen 43.But we live on so we can tell these stories to our families and friends but one day we'll all be young again.😊
i lost my dad since i was 17...now im 31 and this song reminds me of him :/ (miss u dad)
It was never about being happy myself, it was only enough to see a smile put on your face. But now, I don’t think I’ll ever see that smile again.
The smile that you can see right now, is yours.
That person wouldn't want to see you sad. ❤
It will be one year in the morning of 28th January since my beloved dog died in age of 18 y/o. Since that moment, my life is upside down. Sending you many paws up there, sweetheart..🧸⚘️🙏
im so sorry, he is resting in peace
i am sorry for your loss i myself lost my girlfriend to suicide. but I like to think they are smiling down on us from the stars
Im turning 18 in two months. I never thought id get to even turn 14. My mental health used to be so bad and I got bullied so much, I had no strength to go on. I made it tho, im still here. I still don't have a good mental health but I wanna live I wanna be here, I wanna be old and find my purpose that God gave me
You got this
Isso mesmo vai atrás do maior tesouro que um homem pode encontrar na vida! Que é encontrar Jesus. ELE tem um grande propósito na sua vida. Jesus te ama e eu também. Fica bem tá!
A lot of life left to be lived! Keep your head up. Live life fully so when you die you can look death in the face and laugh
02:00 AM and cigarette. Great combine with this song.
Tengo tristeza en mi corazón,escuchar esta música me ayuda .,toda la gloria para nuestro padre. Celestial
7:57 AM, 10/22/23
You don’t know happiness, until you have felt sadness. You don’t know what company feels like, until you have been lonely. You do not know pleasure, until you have suffered. You cannot live life, not until you have encountered death. Do not seek completion, for that will come when you realize you are incomplete
what a sound that sewed my soul
🙌💟
This song is the embodiment of reflection, when listening to it I just get this rush of nostalgia, looking back on it all I may be 18 so I have the rest of my life ahead of me, but I don’t think it matters how old you are, music will always reach you and in this case I just feel like having breather, and letting time pass.
7/31/23
I started writing this and I'm going to fill with the days, the things I feel.
I really didn't know how to start so I started.
Every time I realized that I had something to improve, it was thinking about being a better
person for you All the times that I take care of myself due to the pandemic, it was to take care of you and your
family. Everything that allowed me to enjoy was eager for you to enjoy it with me, every
every time I hear a song that blew my mind, every time something nice happened to me or
I was just enjoying learning something, all I wanted was for us to meet so that
feel the same, and I was waiting for your reaction like a little boy waits for the
approval of their elders.
Now I realize that everything I felt was not reciprocated and it is something that I do not think
come to feel no one else as I feel it, because we have a special bond that
I never saw in other people. I think you never realized how lucky we were to be able to be
together working so well. To lose that is to lose what I perceived to be one of the best
opportunities that life had given me, and what gives me the most impotence is that I did not feel that
I didn't deserve or have done anything to make it happen, these things only happen to me, just because. I do not write
this for you to come back or anything, I'm trying to write what I have in my head when I cry, and
My hands shake three times when I express myself, so it's very difficult for me.
I also feel that everything that this situation did me wrong affects me in many ways, not
just emotional, i feel literally lost, everything else just keeps moving forward and running and
I feel that I am static, I cannot think about the work that I have to do for the
university nor in what content we are going to give the class that comes to our students, nor
I'm not interested nor do I feel anxious to go to rehearsal with this new band. I feel like I lost interest in
all.
I lose sharing videos of willy and fargan, watch any series to chat with you, cook things
sails that we were devising, leave the music that we like in the background, laugh at the messages
random about your mom, about your brother's bullshit, that you come and my grandmother greets you and
Talk like one more granddaughter, that my aunt asks me how she is doing with you because she sees me very well
next to you and that makes her happy, I lost sharing some mates while you study and that we debate
What you are reading about, I lost the trip to Mar del Plata. I lost training at your house, go riding in
bike or go to the square. And most importantly, I lost everything we had to do and we didn't get there,
because I feel that everything was left at the beginning of something that never happened. I had and have many
I want to keep going through things with you, and I know that now that's it, that's clear to me, and although I don't
we are going to stop sharing things because we are friends anyway and we love each other, it is not going to
be the same, before it was not the same and now it is not the same.
I also know that I will not find anyone like you, but with great certainty I say it, not like you
typical of a lover, if not that I really did not meet anyone in my 20 years lived with the level of
person and that I value as much as you, and although I tried to spend things with other people, nothing came of it.
compare to what I had with you and everything you are, and I think that sentences me somehow,
It's having reached the top, falling and knowing that you can't get back up.
I don't know if it's okay to have written this digitally but I didn't bank my handwriting and you weren't going to
understand. Also, no matter how many things I write, I feel that there are a thousand others left to say and I never get there.
to empty my head, but I feel like I need to send it to you, that's why I'm closing the letter.
To close, I am going to clarify once more what I told you when we spoke in the square... I told you that
I hope you find someone who loves you half as much as I love you, who respects you half as much as
I respect you and take care of you half as much as I take care of you, and then you would be fine, I need you
understand that by this I mean that all those things that I gave for you (and that I continue to give
because I still love, respect and care for you) are much more than you or I could
think, and it is perhaps too much for what you needed or wanted. I love you.
This hits hard man, i could even turn it into a poem so it gets through in a better way
My mind tells me I can’t do it, but something in my soul tells me I’m gonna make it
The lord giveth and he taketh away.
God is with every one of yous do not abandon him and he will never abandon you hold strong to him ❤
I think it’s amazing that this song has blown up, but by the heavens above I think it’s worth the movie it’s from too. Minari is phenomenal, just as soft and meditative as its soundtrack. Definitely think those who’re looking for the vibe this song has will find something just as distinctly magical and healing in the film :)
“I want to let her know though, that all the nights sleeping beside her, even the useless arguments, were things ever splendid, and the hard words I ever feared to say can now be said:
I love you.”
- Bukowski
I told my grandma she would live until she was ninety! She was 85, she was alive! We had so much fun, baking and cooking together. A few weeks later covid took her life. And i was in shock, i thought it Wasn't real. But it was, and now i know it is real. She'll never be back.
I'm very sorry for your loss, its just plain terrible. I hope you and your family have come to terms and have found peace. Just think of the good times with her and know is in a better place now watching over you.
@@Hendo999 thank you so much friend I greatly appreciate it ❤️
@@RRedeemed anytime my friend
“I’m always with you there is not a definition for worrying my child, you shall be happy.”
-God-
10/10/22. I still miss her
How you feeling now?
@@isaacfransonfilm2139How do you feel isaac?
@@dennvandante sign from God you messaged, I had tears running down my cheeks RIGHT THIS SECOND because I felt like breaking but I couldn't reach out to anybody.
@@isaacfransonfilm2139 oh wow that's sad to hear, but don't worry. Crying is not always bad. Sometimes it's a good relief from everything. I'm glad that I asked how you feel because I noticed that you care about others. :) I don't know who you are and what problems you have in life. But I hope you will fight the worst and come back even stronger. I believe in you. You can do this 💪
@@dennvandante you as well brother
I’m so lonely I’ve grown tired of myself and my thoughts because I’ve been alone with them for so long. I work, I go home, yes I have family, but I’m lacking that different kind of connection between humans. I’m lonely. I just want a friend I can share deep parts of me I’m afraid to share with family. I just want to sit beside someone, not having to say anything and being content in their presence. I just want to be able to text them if it’s getting bad again and have them drop everything to come check up on me. I just want to be seen. I want to be seen and wanted. I don’t want to be lonely anymore.
You will find that person soon. I guarantee it.
The person is out there and waiting for you... Go and look for him/her and it will be the best connection you will ever exeprienced.
This is so real.
This moved me so much that I burst into tears. Thanks for sharing.
It is spring, but feels like autumn. With her i dry out. Without her, I dry out more.
You know as I sat back and think of all the Happy Memories i have had, i am so thankful what what i have and why i have it. Because life’s special don’t just go throwing it away. Make the most of the time you have here instead of wondering how to escape. Being alive is one of the best privileges in the world so treasure it with the time you still have left.
08/25/23. 01:10AM. I have alarm at 5, third day at senior highschool class, please like so i can go back and give you guys update.
Update 01 : A lot has been going on these past few months! I'm actually in going grade 12 next school year, and we've got just 31 days left before the school year ends. It's been a rollercoaster-there was that cheating incident we got caught up in, some tough times with my subjects, making new friends, finally meeting my friend after two years, adopting a dog (who sadly passed away a few months later), going on a field trip, and now, dealing with this extreme heat during our online classes. On top of all that, I just submitted my requirements for one of the top universities in the country. Hoping I make it to college! I'll keep you updated once that journey starts.
I hope you’re still doing well man
@@John-dp7um A lot has been going on these past few months! I'm actually in going grade 12 next school year, and we've got just 31 days left before the school year ends. It's been a rollercoaster-there was that cheating incident we got caught up in, some tough times with my subjects, making new friends, finally meeting my crush after two years, adopting a dog (who sadly passed away a few months later), going on a field trip, and now, dealing with this extreme heat during our online classes. On top of all that, I just submitted my requirements for one of the top universities in the country. Hoping I make it to college! I'll keep you updated once that journey starts.
@@John-dp7um thank you for reminding me, i didn't even remember commenting this