"Babies lost in the womb were never touched by fear. They were never cold, never hungry, never alone and importantly always knew love." - Zoe Clark-Coates
I’m not that religious but I honestly think the universe wanted her to have three kids but it just wasn’t the right time, so they balanced it by twins. I’m so happy for her. I’m excited for whatever she has
I’m a labor and delivery nurse and I want to thank you for talking about miscarriages. 1 out of 4 pregnancies end in loss. Whether it is a miscarriage, stillbirth or a neonatal death. And no one talks about it. The shame that surrounds it needs to end! 99.9% of the time it is never the mothers fault.
My mom had a miscarriage before she got pregnant with me and every time I hear or see a story I'm reminded of my brother, Caleb in heaven and I know she'll love this. I've never had a miscarriage, I was told I was when I was pregnant with my oldest son and I felt like my world was over until I got transported to st. Louis and by God's Grace I was told I was not having one. This breaks my heart for you Colleen. May the Lord turn this around for the good.
My sister suffered a 3rd trimester miscarriage. It really broke her, and I’ve never seen her like that. Your not alone Colleen, and I hope anybody can see this message and know that your not alone. Say strong
Mama Doctor Jones says it's not considered miscarriage after 20 weeks, but fetal death instead. Which doesn't make it any better I know, but it's better when people use the correct term.
1st trimester is heartbreaking but 3rd is even more heart breaking knowing that you spent months creating a life and bought furniture please tell your sister I'm so sorry for her lost.
Colleen, I’m having a miscarriage today. My first pregnancy. I can’t express enough how much comfort this brought me. I’m currently in rehearsals to play the Baker’s Wife in Into the Woods. I don’t know if I can pick up the pieces of this loss in time to continue in the role. But your video is helping me through my grieving process. Other than not having a previous pregnancy experience, this was like watching a recording of myself and my own heart right now. Thank you for your bravery to share. And your pregnancy with your sweet twins gives me so much hope.
Oh honey I'm so so sorry for your loss. I cant even begin to imagine how hard this would be for you. Just know you have people to talk to and you are never alone. I hope that one day you get your beautiful rainbow baby and you have a wonderful life full of happiness and amazing memories. You are a powerful, strong, and courageous woman and you can get through this. I hope you feel better soon xxx
I’m sorry this happened to you. Today I am having a miscarriage and I don’t know what to do. My first pregnancy after trying for a year. Seeing Colleen gives me hope to keep going for that rainbow baby.
Please don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t grieve this baby because you don’t like being pregnant. You have every right to grieve your loss. A miscarriage is one of the hardest things a woman can go through, please give yourself time to heal.
I hated being pregnant but I know this would've broke my heart, cause when my doc couldn't find the heartbeat during one of my ultrasounds and freaked out and started telling me to go to the hospital next door, luckily she was sleeping and it was just really low and hard to find, but that split second of fear was the most gut wrenching feeling I ever had
I absolutely hated being pregnant but I’d do it all over again for my son. I never even wanted kids. He was supposed to be a twin and I was devastated when both didn’t make it! Any reaction to miscarriage is valid!
It doesn't help nobody warns new moms what to expect during and after pregnancy, it's very hard, also being in pain and sick isn't enjoyable lol 🤣 I was so jealous of the happy comfy preggo ladies
I’m just a teenager rn and I would love to be a mother but the process of being pregnant and giving birth sounds sooo tough sometimes I probably could never handle I have sooo much respect for mothers and women who has struggled with these topics
@@Rebecca_4 YES. i want them but i don't cause I have a ton of siblings and I don't wanna spend my years watching them, and if I did i don't wanna make my older kids watch them like i have to, but you can die during labor so it scares me 😔
So now they have the mini van. This Christmas they would have a bigger family. But not four, it would be FIVE! I am so excited for the rainbow twins 😭❤️🌈
We don't talk about miscarriages enough. They're extremely common and extremely painful but we're never really taught about it. So so many woman go through this and feel like they're alone and they're not.
I just had a miscarriage last week. I was due a week after your twins are due. I am so so sad, and so sad that I don’t get to follow along with your twin pregnancy journey while at the same stage. I’m so sorry this happened to you and I am struggling myself.
If you guys have seen the video Rebecca Zamolo made she talked about how she had to tell people it wouldn’t happen anymore And that’s rlly hard especially being extremely scared about what others will think
@@Rebecca_4 That was truly the hardest part for me. ugh. I never wanna have to do that again. I wasn't worried about that they would think. I was more concerned about the overwhelming feeling of guilt.. My therapy helped me through that though.. its tough and still is it takes your body over 6 months to get back to more and that the hormones. It been only 4 months since I lost my son and I still have very high days and very low days... it comes in waves.
@@malikaaj I waited after my first trimester but I still lost my son at 17 weeks... next time im waiting until I have the baby... cause yeah it just so scary at the point.. I was so close to being in my third trimester.. ugh but I totally understand girl.
Now this Christmas is 2 little boys, a little girl with presents under the tree❤️❤️❤️ I’m here after your birthing video and vlog, sending you & your new family members so much love!
I would never wish a miscarriage on my own worst enemy. The emotional aspect is almost unbearable at times. The pain is unlike any other. Sending you love and light.
@@yourisnobpo1173 and nobody asked for your comment. We support everyone with his/her own story and we are all here to listen to everyone. So if you won't, then you should move on and don't be part of this community. But if something would have happened to you too, you would appreciate the support wouldn't you... have a nice day
I had a miscarriage last year and even though I didn’t want to be pregnant especially with the guy I was with at the time I was still devastated. You’re not alone ❤️
Colleen, I’m in the process of miscarrying.. I’ve been crying for three days, seeing blood in the toilet, clots and heavy bleeding, it’s traumatic. The physical pain does not compare to the emotional pain I am going through right now. My boyfriend has been amazing, and the closest ones that I expected to support me only had the harshest words for me. It pains me even more. I keep telling myself, “let it go.. let the baby go.” I just visualized myself being hugged by Source Energy, by the Universe, by God, and just melt into its arms and know that it will all be okay.. Heal well, take time to find yourself again.
Just because you “don’t like being pregnant”, doesn’t mean you don’t have the right to mourn the loss of your baby. You have every right to grieve, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I’m so sorry for your loss 🖤
Anyone who would think “she shouldn’t be sad about a miscarriage because she doesn’t like pregnancy” are not worth your time. What a sad, cold, uncompassionate place that would come from. Your feelings and your grief are valid!!!! Sending you love and light and compassion!!
Ikr she said that she hates pregnancy but would still be gratefull for being prego. So the people who say that have NOTHING to say like she was actually crying why would she cry if she didnt care.
I'm so sorry:( just know you are never alone and there are people out here that care and will help, even if it's just someone to talk to. I will definitely be praying for you and I really hope you start feeling better soon. Just remember it was not your fault or anything you could have done to have prevented it and there will be big blessings ahead for you 💜 I know it's hard right now and I'm so so sorry you have to go through this, I hope you get to experience motherhood at some point but in the meantime, you are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you'll recieve the peace and comfort and happiness that you DESERVE 💜 much love to you 💖💖💖
@@talendumas who cares if she makes a living off of little kids? the little kids find her funny and she’s a great role model. she doesn’t live to please you or anyone else. not to mention this video is about her fricking miscarriage which is a very sad thing. the miranda videos aren’t made for everyone, and not everyone has to like them, but to target the woman who makes them who is literally just vibing having fun being silly?
@@talendumas get out of here if your going to be rude also making videos on social media is a lot harder than it looks my distant cousin makes them it gets stressful but what's even worse is Colleen is/has experienced a miscarriage
i never know why people dislike videos in general unless the video/person is complete trash. but the fact that 2k people disliked this? i can't begin to understand why
@@lydiaedwards09 Ikr like unless the person has done something COMPLETELY wrong nobody should feel the need to somebody especially when somebody is crying on camera talking about their miscarriage and how scared they are to post it.
I had several miscarriages in my 20’s, I’ve never been able to have a baby ever since. I know the pain. Thank you so much for sharing this. The universe is making up for what you lost by blessing you with twins. I know it doesn’t make up for what you lost but it’s a double blessing. Hugs from Canada
I just had a miscarriage a few days ago. I’m devastated it’s been hard to get out of bed. I was so excited to become a mom. I was looking at baby stuff everyday. And like she said I had changed my whole mind set and my every thought had to do with my baby and it’s future. I became so passionate about being a mom and to have that taken away is a terrible feeling. I was only a couple weeks but it still hurts. I loved my baby so much. I wish I could’ve been able to hold my baby against my chest.
oh momma, i hope you’re doing well. i had a miscarriage recently too. please remember it’s not our faults💗 sending lots of baby dust for when you may want to try for another baby. you’re still a momma to your angel baby
Often, some women won't even know that they were even pregnant before having the miscarriage. I dont know which is worse, knowing you were or finding out in that way, but Colleen. You. Are. Not. Alone.
@@wickedmonica I would but I’m with my grandparents right now and I just came across the video and was so confused because she seemed so sad. I can’t have the volume up.
i had a miscarriage at 19 while in college. I didnt know what was happening. It was the worst pain in my life and i was only 5 weeks maybe. No one understands the amount of love you have for a baby even if you just found out. You have a picture in your head of what your life looks like and you plan. youre not alone
The SECOND a mama sees a positive test, she starts to instantly plan and see the future differently. It doesn’t matter how long you were pregnant, the pain is still absolutely there. I am so sorry, Colleen. My heart breaks for you and your family. Praying for you.
@@halahalahala2015 what are you even talking about. pregnancy is a painful thing, and scary even though it comes with a beautiful and happy ending (most times). she isn’t being hypocritical for not wanting to be pregnant. she wants a baby but to get that she obviously needs to go through the process unless she adopts and she knows that. and she is being genuine about it. she tells us how she feels, that’s being honest and genuine with us. her last pregnancy was just really bad for her, she’s worried her next will be the same or worse. i’m the same way, i don’t want to be pregnant even though i want kids when i get older
@@halahalahala2015 you don’t know what she went through every pregnancy is different !! Some can be way more difficult then others. She’s genuine for saying she didn’t want to get pregnant. I believe it’s ok if woman are vocal about this it’s important for people who relate to her to not feel alone on the subject and people like you make it hard for us to feel comfortable opening up about it. It’s not that she doesn’t want the baby but her pregnancy journey wasn’t easy it takes a lot from you physically and mentally. A normal pregnancy is hard imagine her that she was diagnosed with all types of stuff while being pregnant. and don’t get me wrong I’ve worked with pregnant woman they all have different stories some think pregnancy is rainbows and sprinkles and have no symptoms but some have told me it was the hardest thing they’ve done. Not to mention what comes after being pregnant postpartum depression and physical exhaustion.! So please don’t comment on a topic if you haven’t been through it ! Especially on a video like this where she is being open and vulnerable have some sympathy ! It’s cost zero dollars to be nice.
I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks in may of this year it broke me. I’m 19 and wasn’t attached to the pregnancy and yet it broke me. I can’t imagine what it’s like for people who are excited, attached and plan for a baby and lose it. It breaks my heart thinking about it.
You’re baby is with you forever. You’re so young and you not being attached to the pregnancy makes the most sense. The world is proud of you for being so strong and giving that pregnancy a go.
I had a miscarriage on my first ever pregnancy 2 years ago and since then I have not been able to get pregnant. I feel so sorry for Colleen, but so glad that she brought this up.
I heard Colleen: “and it was positive” Me: 👁👄👁 YESSS AAAHHHHH Colleen: “but.. it turned out to be a miscarriage” Me: ...😭😭😢😭😢NOOOOO *comments all of the love in the world* Also me: istg if someone comments something mean imma SCREAAAAAM
Colleen... I just wanted to say I’m so sorry for the loss of your pregnancy. And I totally get it now. I followed your entire pregnancy with Flynn as you posted it and I always thought to myself “it can’t be that hard”. I am SO sorry I ever thought that. I’m 7 weeks pregnant and I feel miserable. You and all the other mamas out there are SO strong.
You can never truly know how it feels until you go through this pain. I’ve never gone through it, and I never ever want to go through this pain. Congratulations, and your baby will be blessed with all the joy that they can hope for.
When I first watched your video, I was pregnant. A few weeks later, at 10 weeks pregnant, I had a miscarriage. Now I watch your video again and your words are exactly what I feel: You have set your mind to how your future is going to be and it is just devastating. Thank you for being so open about it!
Watching this before was so absolutely heart breaking, but now the twins feel like a miracle. Hearing her talk about how her and Erik were so excited and planning out how it was gonna be with multiple kids for Christmas is so cool because she ended up getting that with maisey and Wesley. I really hope maisey will be home by Christmas
For someone who’s gone through multiple miscarriages, these comments are so beautiful. I know they were directed to Colleen but I am taking in all the kind words
sending you love, hope and peace. you deserve the world and i’m so sorry about the pain you endured. same with colleen. my mom had a miscarriage and i can’t imagine the pain my lord.
You are so so so SO strong girl! That is so amazing that you really tried again, and again - there is no way in the world I could even be able to be so amazing after losing a pregnancy! ughh I wish I could just give everyone a hug
I am so sorry for your loss, having a miscarriage is so devastating. I just came from your pregnancy reveal and I am so happy for you being able to move through the pain you have experienced. Stay strong and we all love you and are here to support you💛
I had a miscarriage Christmas of 2019, I didn’t give myself time to grieve. I thought I had to be strong for my husband and son. A year later I got depressed because everything built up. So cry, take time to yourself, CZcams will be here after. Your health is more important!
i had a miscarriage 6 months ago and i still can’t talk about it without crying. but at the same time it feels like it keeps their spirit alive. they say whenever you’re pregnant your dna changes, you will always carry a piece of them with you. knowing that gave me a moment of piece when i felt none. please take your time to heal, and i’m wishing you and your family nothing but love
Pregnancy loss is, by far, one of the absolutely worst pains you can experience. It is exactly what you said-- life shattering, devestating, such a drastic pain that does not truly ever go away. When we lost our daughter at 18 weeks gestation, I felt so absolutely alone. I didn't want people to tell me "It was meant to be" or "you can try again". I wanted THAT baby. I wanted my daughter.
Revisiting this in 2023 after miscarrying my first pregnancy. I remember watching this and feeling so much for you, but couldn’t understand at the time the magnitude of your pain. Thanks for sharing this then to help someone like me now. ❤
As a fertility doctor: Thank you for sharing this. I’ve had my own miscarriage and I help patients and I know the stigma is real and the pain is so hard. Sending you love and thank you for sharing. Your vulnerability is brave and inspiring. ❤️
I never had a pregnancy nor miscarriage but seeing Colleen this upset really breaks my heart because she is such an amazing mom already and she would’ve loved this baby with everything. We love you Colleen we will always be there for you ❤️
I’m watching this heartbreaking video after having seen your twin pregnancy announcement. I’m so happy that your tears of sadness have now turned to tears of joy! 💗
Thank you so much for being so open and honest ❤️ I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t imagine such pain. You’re such a strong and inspiring person for myself as well as others!
sending you so much love. Miscarriage brings such a deep and intense kind of pain that can be so difficult to process. I hope you’re able to find healing and strength in grieving, all your feelings are incredibly valid 💕
seeing both you and colleen go through miscarriages has really opened my eyes to the possible outcomes of pregnancy and has taught me a lot. I love you both❤️
Thank you for supporting Colleen during this! My heart really breaks for her. I remember when I watched your miscarriage video and it really taught me a lot and made me realized how difficult miscarriage can be. I see you supporting so many people who have suffered a miscarriage. It's really inspiring and kind of you. Thank you for being so kind and loving to so many women going through such a horrible thing and thank you for using your platform to raise awareness about such a hushed topic. I can't imagine how many people you have helped and comforted.
"My heart grew and changed into a place for four people." My darling, it still is. It will always be a place for those 4 people, your heart only grows. It will never shrink. Head up and open heart❤️
I watched this video when it first came out. Since then I had a miscarriage of my own and rewatching this makes me feel your pain on such a deeper level. Because I don’t just see your pain I’ve experienced it my own. No one deserves that kind of pain. Its felt so lonely and watching your video again helps me know I’m not alone. Love you Colleen
@@XX-yw6iz The baby she lost still counts as having a place in her heart, so that's Flynn, her twins, her lost baby, Eric and herself as she included herself when she said it and self love is important too.
a loss is a loss, Colleen. Just because you didn’t like being pregnant doesn’t mean you are expected to not be sad because of this miscarriage. sending love ❤️
Colleen - you’re so incredibly strong and it’s admirable! To speak out about a topic that is so difficult to talk about shows great strength and courage. Although it’s hard to to talk about and hard to hear, it needs to be put out there more as I think women feel alone as it isn’t spoken about as often as it should be. It’s okay for you to need a break, and it’s okay for you to be sad about this! You’re a human being and a wonderful mother - please take as much time as you need💜
Bless you! I've been through a miscarriage and nobody can ever understand the feeling unless you've gone through it. The hurt for me hasn't gone away and I always wonder what they would've looked like and who they would be now. Sending you love!!! You're not alone
& Turns out theres three kids at Christmas this year, beautiful :) the fact that she knew it was a boy in her first, and he came our first ;) being pregnant is one of the most spiritual experiences a human can have even without realizing it. Sentimental af.
As a male, thank you for educating me on miscarriages. I never understood how common it was.. stay strong!!! Im so happy that you have great people in your life, some that have even experienced the same pain, to help you recover from this.
Why so many dislikes? Miscarriages are sad but normal things that can happen while pregnant. She deserves support for speaking her truth about how this affected her.
I think some people dislike that she had to go through a miscarriage or that it is unfair. Some people dislike a video because they don't agree with content or some dislike it because they also hurt. I don't want anyone to see the dislikes or thumbs down as a negative or a bad thing. (I always look at the positive in everything, though)
Some people don't understand what the dislike button truly means. I think they disliked she lost her baby and was hurting. They were feeling sad for her and didn't like what she had to go through. They don't understand that it's for if you actually dislike the video. Not that you dislike her situation.... at least I'd hope!
I'm so so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I had a traumatic pregnacy as well, and have been through miscarriage too. I really know youre struggling, and I see you. I'm here for you holding space. Sending so much love
Colleen, I am so sorry for that. You have been so strong through everything that you have been though. You are the toughest person in the world. Keep going on and keep being you. You are amazing and I love you
For the 126 people that took their time out of their day to dislike this how dare you. This woman is going through so much and so much pain right now. I can not believe you would do this and be so bad that you had to click the dislike button.
I would think they are disliking that she has to go through this. Not that they are being negative to her. We all “dislike” this video because she is hurting. Just not all of us are clicking the thumbs down button
@@elizabethavon7922 just because someone doesnt like the topic doesnt mean that they have to dislike. The thumbs up shows support and love not just whether you agree or not with the content of the video
Who else cried when she said the word miscarriage Edit: today for Colleen maybe be a little nicer to a sibling or give someone a hug because someone you know might be going through the same hard times Colleen is going through
Sweet sweet Colleen 💗❤️💕 I am so sorry that you had to go through this. 😣😢 I can’t imagine how much pain you must have been in. There is NOTHING wrong with disliking pregnancy. My own mother also struggled through pregnancy, and she had four kids. Because you obviously love your kids, and that’s why we go through it, even if it’s difficult. Sending lots of love from Denmark. 💕💕💕
I am so sorry you had to go through this, it is not your fault, you are a strong person and you will get through this, I will be praying for your current pregnancy as well as your mindset with all this.
I grew up with her, I’ve seen her sad before and dealing with things, I started crying when she did because I feel like I know her even tho I obviously dont
Yeah I started balling my eyes out I felt her sadness and no I haven’t been pregnant or had any miscarriages so I don’t know that pain but I could see that pain and I felt a bit of it and anyone who is or was ever mean to this beautiful, strong, kind, giving, wonderful mother, hilarious, great cook, so much more person is just a piece of burning $1#t that was moldy and rotting for centuries period. Lots of love Colleen!❤️
Brooke, Justin, Biggy, Naz, Sabre or Sockie, Thats so sweet and she is super brave to be sharing this. I would just be sad and all and not say anything. So she is super brave tho!
That is so sweet and I’m so very sorry for Colleen and I can’t imagine what it’s like to have a miscarriage she must feel awful 🥺 i love you Norris nuts so much btw.
I can’t even begin to imagine how you feel. I am really proud of you that you were able to talk about this. I know that a lot of people have trouble talking about something so emotional. Just know that things will get better and we are all here for you. ❤️❤️
"On Christmas we thought there would be 2 little boys sitting under the Christmas tree" Now there are 2 little boys plus a little girl ❤ It all worked out ❤
@@thugnugget2645 that makes no sense at all. I don’t worship a non existent cloud person. It’s like praying that the Easter bunny will solve your problems and give you wisdom.
One day at a time, this needs to be talked about more. My daughter had a miscarriage last year. It is devastating. Take care of yourself, mentally and physically. Much love to you.
@@shadowkissed2370 Please feel free to share your story. It’s a very hard thing to go through and people should be more educated on it. And also women who go through this should be allowed to share their stories as much or little as they would like.
@@shadowkissed2370 I hear you ♥️. I lost 1 and still have a hard time with it. I Have always been told, “it wasn’t meant to be and move on.” Yes, we all move on but it doesn’t mean it’s not painful and something we should be kept quiet about.
The footage of her telling her family threw me into tears. Colleen our hearts our with you forver and ever. Plz no one show any disrespect plz this is a horrible experince in itself. We love you forever 💕
And now she’s pregnant with twins...
This is really the universe giving back what it took from you
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yep. the baby went back for its best friend :)
Took the words right out of my mouth!!
Exactly what I was thinking
Right I’m
So happy for her!!!!!
"Babies lost in the womb were never touched by fear. They were never cold, never hungry, never alone and importantly always knew love." - Zoe Clark-Coates
That's so touching.😢
@Elizabeth McFarland im sowy:(
Common, I just stopped crying!
Sobbing now
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Little did she know that 3 months later she'd be in such a polar opposite situation with twins
yep
she deserves the world. she’s been through so much, i’m happy for her
@@Billnyr exactly!
I’m not that religious but I honestly think the universe wanted her to have three kids but it just wasn’t the right time, so they balanced it by twins. I’m so happy for her. I’m excited for whatever she has
She scared me so so much and I THOUGHT SHE LOST THE TWINS!!!!
I’m a labor and delivery nurse and I want to thank you for talking about miscarriages. 1 out of 4 pregnancies end in loss. Whether it is a miscarriage, stillbirth or a neonatal death. And no one talks about it. The shame that surrounds it needs to end! 99.9% of the time it is never the mothers fault.
One in four???? No way???? I never heard that statistic before. Love to Colleen.x
@@sdf9962 oh I'm sorry for your losts. Sending you love honey ❤️
@@salvetre3966 thank you, I very much appreciate your kindness!
just because someone dislikes pregnancy doesn't mean they dont want a baby.
@blv ...wrong comment?
Thank you. Exactly 👏
Yes! This! One of my cousins was pretty miserable her whole pregnancy but that doesn't mean she hates being a mother. She adores her son.
Exactly. I hope they choose to adopt one of the billions of kids around the world 💕😞
Yeah.
“Babies lost in the womb were never touched by fear. They were never cold, never hungry, never alone and most importantly always knew love” ❤️
I know this is meant for Colleen, but this touched me regarding my situation which I have also left a comment, thank you x
i love this❤️
My mom had a miscarriage before she got pregnant with me and every time I hear or see a story I'm reminded of my brother, Caleb in heaven and I know she'll love this. I've never had a miscarriage, I was told I was when I was pregnant with my oldest son and I felt like my world was over until I got transported to st. Louis and by God's Grace I was told I was not having one. This breaks my heart for you Colleen. May the Lord turn this around for the good.
That's beautiful
Man i needed this comment
My sister suffered a 3rd trimester miscarriage. It really broke her, and I’ve never seen her like that. Your not alone Colleen, and I hope anybody can see this message and know that your not alone. Say strong
Mama Doctor Jones says it's not considered miscarriage after 20 weeks, but fetal death instead. Which doesn't make it any better I know, but it's better when people use the correct term.
That’s a stillbirth
@@RedRoseSeptember22 it’s fetal death after 8 weeks, and embryonic death before 8 weeks.
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1st trimester is heartbreaking but 3rd is even more heart breaking knowing that you spent months creating a life and bought furniture please tell your sister I'm so sorry for her lost.
Colleen, I’m having a miscarriage today. My first pregnancy. I can’t express enough how much comfort this brought me. I’m currently in rehearsals to play the Baker’s Wife in Into the Woods. I don’t know if I can pick up the pieces of this loss in time to continue in the role. But your video is helping me through my grieving process. Other than not having a previous pregnancy experience, this was like watching a recording of myself and my own heart right now. Thank you for your bravery to share. And your pregnancy with your sweet twins gives me so much hope.
I’m so sorry for your loss
Oh honey I'm so so sorry for your loss. I cant even begin to imagine how hard this would be for you. Just know you have people to talk to and you are never alone. I hope that one day you get your beautiful rainbow baby and you have a wonderful life full of happiness and amazing memories. You are a powerful, strong, and courageous woman and you can get through this. I hope you feel better soon xxx
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I’m so sorry you had to go through this you are a strong and amazing woman ❤️❤️❤️
I’m sorry this happened to you. Today I am having a miscarriage and I don’t know what to do. My first pregnancy after trying for a year. Seeing Colleen gives me hope to keep going for that rainbow baby.
Please don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t grieve this baby because you don’t like being pregnant. You have every right to grieve your loss. A miscarriage is one of the hardest things a woman can go through, please give yourself time to heal.
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda ???shut up...
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda stfu
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda all hail SATANNNNN
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda okay what would you do if you got pregnant and had a miscarriage its SAD and you don't know what it feels like kinda rude
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda what the actual hell she is grieving and you have to comment this? Wtf
Miscarriages are hard whether the pregnancy was planned or not. Your pain is entirely valid.
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It’s so sad and my mum had two and I can’t imagine what she went through
You never lost your baby, they just had to go get their sibling. Now they are together on their way to meet you!
This was the most beautiful comment ❤️
he wanted to come with his bestfriend :)
@@beeziess LMAO
@-Breeze- they were just trying to be positive
@-Breeze- Jeez they were just trying to be nice. The only inconsiderate one here is you.
Who's here after she got pregnant with twins!! so happy for her
Me
Me
she just gave birth!!!
Just because you don’t like being pregnant doesn’t make your feelings any less valid. I am so truly sorry for your loss.
This is so true Colleen we all love you 💕
yes exactly. 💕
I hated being pregnant but I know this would've broke my heart, cause when my doc couldn't find the heartbeat during one of my ultrasounds and freaked out and started telling me to go to the hospital next door, luckily she was sleeping and it was just really low and hard to find, but that split second of fear was the most gut wrenching feeling I ever had
I absolutely hated being pregnant but I’d do it all over again for my son. I never even wanted kids. He was supposed to be a twin and I was devastated when both didn’t make it! Any reaction to miscarriage is valid!
We should normalize women not liking being pregnant, i think it would take away a lot of guilt and shame
exactly. and we need to normalize women not liking being pregnant and still wanting children.
i agree 100%
It doesn't help nobody warns new moms what to expect during and after pregnancy, it's very hard, also being in pain and sick isn't enjoyable lol 🤣 I was so jealous of the happy comfy preggo ladies
I’m just a teenager rn and I would love to be a mother but the process of being pregnant and giving birth sounds sooo tough sometimes I probably could never handle
I have sooo much respect for mothers and women who has struggled with these topics
@@Rebecca_4 YES. i want them but i don't cause I have a ton of siblings and I don't wanna spend my years watching them, and if I did i don't wanna make my older kids watch them like i have to, but you can die during labor so it scares me 😔
So now they have the mini van. This Christmas they would have a bigger family. But not four, it would be FIVE! I am so excited for the rainbow twins 😭❤️🌈
I know😭😭
Rainbow?
@@harrypottah5119 rainbow after miscarriage
May 17th 2021..she just announced she is pregnant ❤️❤️
And with twins!!!
I really hope it goes well and healthy please GOD🥺💗
with twins!
Twins! 👶👶
I didn't mean to dislike ur comment sorry i was trying to like it
"I don't like the pregnancy process" and "I want to have kids" are two statements that should coexist :)) sending love to your family Colleen ❣️
yess SAY IT LOUDER
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda .
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda ....
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda baptism doesn’t save you😀
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda That's hilarious I already am :)) how about u get off the internet and stop telling people how to live their lives.
We don't talk about miscarriages enough. They're extremely common and extremely painful but we're never really taught about it. So so many woman go through this and feel like they're alone and they're not.
first
@@goatymn read the room Marcus
@@goatymn can you not
thank you for this.
@@goatymndon’t.
I just had a miscarriage last week. I was due a week after your twins are due. I am so so sad, and so sad that I don’t get to follow along with your twin pregnancy journey while at the same stage. I’m so sorry this happened to you and I am struggling myself.
Hey I just wanted to say I am very sorry for your loss. I hope you will be alright... well wishes to you
im so so sorry. i hope you're doing okay, sending love ❤️
I'm so sorry
Thank you for the support ♥️
❤️❤️❤️
This just popped in my feed (after Colleen announced she’s having twins a few days ago) and panic came across me until I saw when it was posted.
Omg I would be so scared
OMG, same!!
This happened to me now
I will personally fight anyone who has anything negative to say about this
I will personally assist you.
right behind you
i got your back
joining you, if assistance required.
I got you
The saddest part no one talks about is having to tell everyone that you’re not anymore.
If you guys have seen the video Rebecca Zamolo made she talked about how she had to tell people it wouldn’t happen anymore
And that’s rlly hard especially being extremely scared about what others will think
@@Rebecca_4 That was truly the hardest part for me. ugh. I never wanna have to do that again. I wasn't worried about that they would think. I was more concerned about the overwhelming feeling of guilt.. My therapy helped me through that though.. its tough and still is it takes your body over 6 months to get back to more and that the hormones. It been only 4 months since I lost my son and I still have very high days and very low days... it comes in waves.
Exactly what happened with me. Within 1 day of telling everyone we had to tell them we weren’t anymore
it's my fear honestly I wouldn't be able to tell anyone until I know the pregnancy will be safe you know? its such a scary and sad thing
@@malikaaj I waited after my first trimester but I still lost my son at 17 weeks... next time im waiting until I have the baby... cause yeah it just so scary at the point.. I was so close to being in my third trimester.. ugh but I totally understand girl.
Now this Christmas is 2 little boys, a little girl with presents under the tree❤️❤️❤️ I’m here after your birthing video and vlog, sending you & your new family members so much love!
I would never wish a miscarriage on my own worst enemy. The emotional aspect is almost unbearable at times. The pain is unlike any other. Sending you love and light.
I had a miscarriage 30 years ago and I still haven’t gotten over it. Grieve until you don’t need to.
Im sorry for your loss
Nobody ask
Nobody asked
@@yourisnobpo1173 you’re right, I didn’t but i really appreciated the comment. You didn’t need to comment ❤️
@@yourisnobpo1173 and nobody asked for your comment. We support everyone with his/her own story and we are all here to listen to everyone. So if you won't, then you should move on and don't be part of this community. But if something would have happened to you too, you would appreciate the support wouldn't you... have a nice day
I’ve never wanted to reach into a phone screen and hug someone more
Same🥺
Me too 😓
Same
ugh ikr, i wanna give her the biggest hug
Same
I had a miscarriage last year and even though I didn’t want to be pregnant especially with the guy I was with at the time I was still devastated. You’re not alone ❤️
Sorry love 🥺✝️
I’m so sorry for your loss
Colleen, I’m in the process of miscarrying.. I’ve been crying for three days, seeing blood in the toilet, clots and heavy bleeding, it’s traumatic. The physical pain does not compare to the emotional pain I am going through right now. My boyfriend has been amazing, and the closest ones that I expected to support me only had the harshest words for me. It pains me even more. I keep
telling myself, “let it go.. let the baby go.” I just visualized myself being hugged by Source Energy, by the Universe, by God, and just melt into its arms and know that it will all be okay.. Heal well, take time
to find yourself again.
I hope you’re doing okay ❤️❤️
Sending you love 💙
Oh no, I'm so sorry that you have endured such pain.
Just because you “don’t like being pregnant”, doesn’t mean you don’t have the right to mourn the loss of your baby. You have every right to grieve, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I’m so sorry for your loss 🖤
Who the hell "likes" being pregnant anyway?? 😂
Traumatic and devastating situation regardless if she "loves" being pregnant or not 🙄
Wait she lost flynn
@@aliciadeadlydaisy7543 yeah 😭
Yeah true
@Alicia Deadly Daisy totally agree. That was my whole point..
Anyone who would think “she shouldn’t be sad about a miscarriage because she doesn’t like pregnancy” are not worth your time. What a sad, cold, uncompassionate place that would come from. Your feelings and your grief are valid!!!! Sending you love and light and compassion!!
Ikr she said that she hates pregnancy but would still be gratefull for being prego. So the people who say that have NOTHING to say like she was actually crying why would she cry if she didnt care.
Caitlyn Lewis stop. Been so mean u wount like if u had a miscarege
@@brookeanslow3167 She is defending us bro she isnt being mean at all-
@@brookeanslow3167 you stop. Caitlyn is defending Colleen. Also, get off this video, you look and sound too young to be here.
If I have something bad to say well then I can go away bc most of us are here to support not to leave bad comments
I just had a miscarriage and I’m so thankful for people sharing their stories. It helps me feel less alone in this extreme sadness.
I'm so sorry:( just know you are never alone and there are people out here that care and will help, even if it's just someone to talk to. I will definitely be praying for you and I really hope you start feeling better soon. Just remember it was not your fault or anything you could have done to have prevented it and there will be big blessings ahead for you 💜 I know it's hard right now and I'm so so sorry you have to go through this, I hope you get to experience motherhood at some point but in the meantime, you are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you'll recieve the peace and comfort and happiness that you DESERVE 💜 much love to you 💖💖💖
AND NOW 3 MONTHS LATER SHES HAVING TWINS I CANT EVEN
This woman cannot catch a break. She’s gone through so much and she still has so much love and support to give to others.
People who disliked this video where crying to much and couldn’t see what they where doing
@@talendumas who cares if she makes a living off of little kids? the little kids find her funny and she’s a great role model. she doesn’t live to please you or anyone else. not to mention this video is about her fricking miscarriage which is a very sad thing. the miranda videos aren’t made for everyone, and not everyone has to like them, but to target the woman who makes them who is literally just vibing having fun being silly?
Exactly how I feel
@@talendumas bro just get out of here
@@talendumas get out of here if your going to be rude also making videos on social media is a lot harder than it looks my distant cousin makes them it gets stressful but what's even worse is Colleen is/has experienced a miscarriage
Whoever disliked, sincerely reconsider your life.
lmao and agreed
i never know why people dislike videos in general unless the video/person is complete trash. but the fact that 2k people disliked this? i can't begin to understand why
@@lydiaedwards09 Ikr like unless the person has done something COMPLETELY wrong nobody should feel the need to somebody especially when somebody is crying on camera talking about their miscarriage and how scared they are to post it.
They were crying with colleen the pressed the wrong button 😌
@@alex.isdeadinside6975 It's the only possible reason 🙃
I had several miscarriages in my 20’s, I’ve never been able to have a baby ever since. I know the pain. Thank you so much for sharing this. The universe is making up for what you lost by blessing you with twins. I know it doesn’t make up for what you lost but it’s a double blessing. Hugs from Canada
Thank you for speaking up and sharing your experience.
Dont worry you're not alone my mom had a miscarriage 3 years ago and I lost my baby bother
I'm so sorry.
so sorry for ur loss, my mother also had one a while back, i feel her pain
@@al3ooya I'm sorry for your loss😔
I’m sorry love 🕊💕 he is in heaven watching over you always :)
Me too
Just because she doesn’t like being pregnant, doesn’t mean that this traumatic experience is any less sad 😢
@@sophieav777 thank you 😊 its cause I’m in love with the outsiders😍
No matter what, you are a Mom of two, but one is in Heaven.
This might be the best comment I have read so far
That is so sweet
So true ❤️ rip little one
I'm tearing up
This is my favorite. You are my favorite
I just had a miscarriage a few days ago. I’m devastated it’s been hard to get out of bed. I was so excited to become a mom. I was looking at baby stuff everyday. And like she said I had changed my whole mind set and my every thought had to do with my baby and it’s future. I became so passionate about being a mom and to have that taken away is a terrible feeling. I was only a couple weeks but it still hurts. I loved my baby so much. I wish I could’ve been able to hold my baby against my chest.
oh momma, i hope you’re doing well. i had a miscarriage recently too. please remember it’s not our faults💗 sending lots of baby dust for when you may want to try for another baby. you’re still a momma to your angel baby
Often, some women won't even know that they were even pregnant before having the miscarriage. I dont know which is worse, knowing you were or finding out in that way, but Colleen. You. Are. Not. Alone.
whether she hated her last pregnancy or not , doesn't mean that she's not devastated by this loss, you got this hun
I’m so confused what happened??
@@jadahmarenaa1847 she had a miscarriage
@@wickedmonica I would but I’m with my grandparents right now and I just came across the video and was so confused because she seemed so sad. I can’t have the volume up.
@@wickedmonica He/she might not know what miscarriage means.
@@jadahmarenaa1847 she unfortunately had miscarriage
She hated pregnancy but she loves motherhood. It's not fair. Love you Colleen, we're here with you, will be here always to support you 🖤
😥
i had a miscarriage at 19 while in college. I didnt know what was happening. It was the worst pain in my life and i was only 5 weeks maybe. No one understands the amount of love you have for a baby even if you just found out. You have a picture in your head of what your life looks like and you plan. youre not alone
I saw the title of this just days after the announcement of twins and my heart stopped....
The SECOND a mama sees a positive test, she starts to instantly plan and see the future differently. It doesn’t matter how long you were pregnant, the pain is still absolutely there. I am so sorry, Colleen. My heart breaks for you and your family. Praying for you.
@@lvb3612 plz stop.
just because she doesn’t like being pregnant doesn’t mean she doesn’t like having kids.
i wish more people understood this!!! its so true
Exactly. Why is this so hard to understand?
@@halahalahala2015 what are you even talking about. pregnancy is a painful thing, and scary even though it comes with a beautiful and happy ending (most times). she isn’t being hypocritical for not wanting to be pregnant. she wants a baby but to get that she obviously needs to go through the process unless she adopts and she knows that. and she is being genuine about it. she tells us how she feels, that’s being honest and genuine with us. her last pregnancy was just really bad for her, she’s worried her next will be the same or worse. i’m the same way, i don’t want to be pregnant even though i want kids when i get older
@@halahalahala2015 you don’t know what she went through every pregnancy is different !! Some can be way more difficult then others. She’s genuine for saying she didn’t want to get pregnant. I believe it’s ok if woman are vocal about this it’s important for people who relate to her to not feel alone on the subject and people like you make it hard for us to feel comfortable opening up about it. It’s not that she doesn’t want the baby but her pregnancy journey wasn’t easy it takes a lot from you physically and mentally. A normal pregnancy is hard imagine her that she was diagnosed with all types of stuff while being pregnant. and don’t get me wrong I’ve worked with pregnant woman they all have different stories some think pregnancy is rainbows and sprinkles and have no symptoms but some have told me it was the hardest thing they’ve done. Not to mention what comes after being pregnant postpartum depression and physical exhaustion.! So please don’t comment on a topic if you haven’t been through it ! Especially on a video like this where she is being open and vulnerable have some sympathy ! It’s cost zero dollars to be nice.
I don't know why this is so hard to understand! I hope that she feels better soon and IF she is pregnant again that everything will be ok! ❤
The intense pain you feel is normal. Let yourself feel it. You’re not alone.
I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks in may of this year it broke me. I’m 19 and wasn’t attached to the pregnancy and yet it broke me. I can’t imagine what it’s like for people who are excited, attached and plan for a baby and lose it. It breaks my heart thinking about it.
I’m so sorry you had to go through this :( I hope that in the future when you’re happy and in good health you’ll have the family that you deserve ❤️
@-Breeze- thanks for reminding i lost a baby then?
You’re baby is with you forever. You’re so young and you not being attached to the pregnancy makes the most sense. The world is proud of you for being so strong and giving that pregnancy a go.
as soon as i heard you say “i had a miscarriage” i started crying just remember we all love you
I had a miscarriage on my first ever pregnancy 2 years ago and since then I have not been able to get pregnant. I feel so sorry for Colleen, but so glad that she brought this up.
I heard
Colleen: “and it was positive”
Me: 👁👄👁 YESSS AAAHHHHH
Colleen: “but.. it turned out to be a miscarriage”
Me: ...😭😭😢😭😢NOOOOO
*comments all of the love in the world*
Also me: istg if someone comments something mean imma SCREAAAAAM
@@tamzincaffrey82 i am so sorry that happened to you ❤️❤️
I’m so sad that she had to say sorry for showing her emotions and being sad for losing someone.
literally.
Colleen... I just wanted to say I’m so sorry for the loss of your pregnancy. And I totally get it now. I followed your entire pregnancy with Flynn as you posted it and I always thought to myself “it can’t be that hard”. I am SO sorry I ever thought that. I’m 7 weeks pregnant and I feel miserable. You and all the other mamas out there are SO strong.
You can never truly know how it feels until you go through this pain. I’ve never gone through it, and I never ever want to go through this pain. Congratulations, and your baby will be blessed with all the joy that they can hope for.
Watching her cry makes me so sad 😭 But at least now she is actually pregnant! I think..
I know I actually just saw that.
With twins...
When you lose a pregnancy, you are grieving a future you no longer have. It’s heavy.
Exactly💜
She’s so strong. She is literally a queen and she can get through anything. We love you colleen!!!!!
b l go away
@@TdScar ikr
Hi Neil, yes she is a queen, and we love her very much. Bye Neil the church boy.
@@zoe.h Directioner :3
@@TdScar hey, please don’t swear in my comments.
When I first watched your video, I was pregnant. A few weeks later, at 10 weeks pregnant, I had a miscarriage. Now I watch your video again and your words are exactly what I feel: You have set your mind to how your future is going to be and it is just devastating. Thank you for being so open about it!
Watching this before was so absolutely heart breaking, but now the twins feel like a miracle. Hearing her talk about how her and Erik were so excited and planning out how it was gonna be with multiple kids for Christmas is so cool because she ended up getting that with maisey and Wesley. I really hope maisey will be home by Christmas
For someone who’s gone through multiple miscarriages, these comments are so beautiful. I know they were directed to Colleen but I am taking in all the kind words
You’re also strong and beautiful and worthy of so much love.
Such a silent battle... I’m so sorry.
i am so sorry, u r sooo strong
sending you love, hope and peace. you deserve the world and i’m so sorry about the pain you endured. same with colleen. my mom had a miscarriage and i can’t imagine the pain my lord.
You are so so so SO strong girl! That is so amazing that you really tried again, and again - there is no way in the world I could even be able to be so amazing after losing a pregnancy!
ughh I wish I could just give everyone a hug
Oh mama. We love you so very much. You are so strong.
Omg hey. I feel so bad for her 😔
Me to
@@jaysonmarti4591 me to
@@thecutethings101 me to
I am crying I cant stop.
Watching this after you gave birth to the twins and I’m still crying. A loss is a loss. Sending you love ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss, having a miscarriage is so devastating. I just came from your pregnancy reveal and I am so happy for you being able to move through the pain you have experienced. Stay strong and we all love you and are here to support you💛
I had a miscarriage Christmas of 2019, I didn’t give myself time to grieve. I thought I had to be strong for my husband and son. A year later I got depressed because everything built up. So cry, take time to yourself, CZcams will be here after. Your health is more important!
@Madi Renson I’m so happy for her! Hope they are good and healthy 🙂
Well done so true
@Madi Renson Rainbow baby ☺️
i had a miscarriage 6 months ago and i still can’t talk about it without crying. but at the same time it feels like it keeps their spirit alive. they say whenever you’re pregnant your dna changes, you will always carry a piece of them with you. knowing that gave me a moment of piece when i felt none. please take your time to heal, and i’m wishing you and your family nothing but love
I’m so sorry about your miscarriage. I didn’t know that about the DNA. That is really cool. ❤️
I can’t even begin to imagine the pain 😔 Sending all my love ❤️
❤️❤️❤️
❤
Sending all the support to you!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pregnancy loss is, by far, one of the absolutely worst pains you can experience. It is exactly what you said-- life shattering, devestating, such a drastic pain that does not truly ever go away.
When we lost our daughter at 18 weeks gestation, I felt so absolutely alone. I didn't want people to tell me "It was meant to be" or "you can try again". I wanted THAT baby. I wanted my daughter.
Revisiting this in 2023 after miscarrying my first pregnancy. I remember watching this and feeling so much for you, but couldn’t understand at the time the magnitude of your pain. Thanks for sharing this then to help someone like me now. ❤
If a SINGLE person says something mean, I will eat them. You’re an ANGEL and you’re an INCREDIBLE mommy and you are LOVED
I'll join you on that!!!
BON APPETIT lmaooooo
I shall help. I am literally about to cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Amen to that!
As a fertility doctor: Thank you for sharing this. I’ve had my own miscarriage and I help patients and I know the stigma is real and the pain is so hard. Sending you love and thank you for sharing. Your vulnerability is brave and inspiring. ❤️
I never had a pregnancy nor miscarriage but seeing Colleen this upset really breaks my heart because she is such an amazing mom already and she would’ve loved this baby with everything. We love you Colleen we will always be there for you ❤️
I’m watching this heartbreaking video after having seen your twin pregnancy announcement. I’m so happy that your tears of sadness have now turned to tears of joy! 💗
"I'm sure I WOULD HAVE hated it, but i still would have been so grateful for it" broke my heart.
@blv not the place to advertise channels...
@blv stfu
Am I bugging aren’t these reply’s the same as another comment
Me too
We need to normalize miscarriage stories and understanding. So sorry for your loss Colleen. sending you all the love vibes !!!!!!!
@b l huh?
@@peyton1956 they are spamming this comment everywhere, it's disgusting
@b l this isn’t the time, bot
I don’t lyk the word normalize but Agreee !
@b l are you kidding me
Thank you so much for being so open and honest ❤️ I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t imagine such pain. You’re such a strong and inspiring person for myself as well as others!
Who's here after she's pregnant with twins?
sending you so much love. Miscarriage brings such a deep and intense kind of pain that can be so difficult to process. I hope you’re able to find healing and strength in grieving, all your feelings are incredibly valid 💕
Thank you for being such a beautiful soul, Sierra!!!
Ily Sierra🤍
seeing both you and colleen go through miscarriages has really opened my eyes to the possible outcomes of pregnancy and has taught me a lot. I love you both❤️
Thank you for supporting Colleen during this! My heart really breaks for her. I remember when I watched your miscarriage video and it really taught me a lot and made me realized how difficult miscarriage can be. I see you supporting so many people who have suffered a miscarriage. It's really inspiring and kind of you. Thank you for being so kind and loving to so many women going through such a horrible thing and thank you for using your platform to raise awareness about such a hushed topic. I can't imagine how many people you have helped and comforted.
AWH SIERRA❤️
"My heart grew and changed into a place for four people." My darling, it still is. It will always be a place for those 4 people, your heart only grows. It will never shrink. Head up and open heart❤️
Well said!
I watched this video when it first came out. Since then I had a miscarriage of my own and rewatching this makes me feel your pain on such a deeper level. Because I don’t just see your pain I’ve experienced it my own. No one deserves that kind of pain. Its felt so lonely and watching your video again helps me know I’m not alone. Love you Colleen
I’m proud of you for sharing this, despite it being such a difficult thing. Sending you love and healing.
It really resonated with me when Colleen said, “my heart became a place for four people”
Well self love too🥰
5 now
six now, herself, her husband, Flynn her twins and the little baby we never got to meet but was just as loved Xx
Stay safe everyone🥰
@@XX-yw6iz The baby she lost still counts as having a place in her heart, so that's Flynn, her twins, her lost baby, Eric and herself as she included herself when she said it and self love is important too.
@@HilaryLudkin-Finnie my bad,i reread your comment after posting that,went to delete mine but it wouldnt let me
a loss is a loss, Colleen. Just because you didn’t like being pregnant doesn’t mean you are expected to not be sad because of this miscarriage. sending love ❤️
Your so righttt
Agreed
Yes so right
Watching this after finding out she is now pregnant with twins even brings me comfort for her and dreams can come true💗💙
Colleen - you’re so incredibly strong and it’s admirable!
To speak out about a topic that is so difficult to talk about shows great strength and courage. Although it’s hard to to talk about and hard to hear, it needs to be put out there more as I think women feel alone as it isn’t spoken about as often as it should be.
It’s okay for you to need a break, and it’s okay for you to be sad about this! You’re a human being and a wonderful mother - please take as much time as you need💜
She looked so genuinely happy in those clips she posted here quickly of her being pregnant :(
Colleen we all understand. You can take breaks whenever you’d like.
@b l not the time BOT
@b l you just stop it already geesh
@b l Not the time 🙄
@lvb literally dont be rude
Bless you! I've been through a miscarriage and nobody can ever understand the feeling unless you've gone through it. The hurt for me hasn't gone away and I always wonder what they would've looked like and who they would be now. Sending you love!!! You're not alone
& Turns out theres three kids at Christmas this year, beautiful :) the fact that she knew it was a boy in her first, and he came our first ;) being pregnant is one of the most spiritual experiences a human can have even without realizing it. Sentimental af.
As a male, thank you for educating me on miscarriages. I never understood how common it was.. stay strong!!! Im so happy that you have great people in your life, some that have even experienced the same pain, to help you recover from this.
I have heard that one out of every 5 pregnancies ends in a miscarriage. It is a pain that a lot of people don't talk about.
Why so many dislikes? Miscarriages are sad but normal things that can happen while pregnant. She deserves support for speaking her truth about how this affected her.
I think some people dislike that she had to go through a miscarriage or that it is unfair. Some people dislike a video because they don't agree with content or some dislike it because they also hurt. I don't want anyone to see the dislikes or thumbs down as a negative or a bad thing. (I always look at the positive in everything, though)
If people don’t like a video they should just click off instead of spreading awful emotions
Some people don't understand what the dislike button truly means. I think they disliked she lost her baby and was hurting. They were feeling sad for her and didn't like what she had to go through. They don't understand that it's for if you actually dislike the video. Not that you dislike her situation.... at least I'd hope!
@@BeccaReevesXX The like and dislike is to show your like or dislike of the content given to you.
please every youtube video in existence will get dislikes no matter the context, and the ratio to dislikes and likes is very very good
I'm so so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I had a traumatic pregnacy as well, and have been through miscarriage too. I really know youre struggling, and I see you. I'm here for you holding space. Sending so much love
Colleen, I am so sorry for that. You have been so strong through everything that you have been though. You are the toughest person in the world. Keep going on and keep being you. You are amazing and I love you
For the 126 people that took their time out of their day to dislike this how dare you. This woman is going through so much and so much pain right now. I can not believe you would do this and be so bad that you had to click the dislike button.
I would think they are disliking that she has to go through this. Not that they are being negative to her. We all “dislike” this video because she is hurting. Just not all of us are clicking the thumbs down button
@@elizabethavon7922 just because someone doesnt like the topic doesnt mean that they have to dislike. The thumbs up shows support and love not just whether you agree or not with the content of the video
@@elizabethavon7922 okay but it’s still giving off negative behaviour towards Colleen
@@elizabethavon7922 that is a good point thanks for pointing that out
Who else cried when she said the word miscarriage
Edit: today for Colleen maybe be a little nicer to a sibling or give someone a hug because someone you know might be going through the same hard times Colleen is going through
me i was so happy for the baby i hope she will get pregnant again
I agree she did not deserve a miscarriage
@@brynnmckee7846 expecily because she told her family
Mee. I was happy for her when she said she was pregnant and then start crying when she sent she had a miscarriage.... @Colleen we understand you
@@brynnmckee7846 true
Sweet sweet Colleen 💗❤️💕 I am so sorry that you had to go through this. 😣😢 I can’t imagine how much pain you must have been in. There is NOTHING wrong with disliking pregnancy. My own mother also struggled through pregnancy, and she had four kids. Because you obviously love your kids, and that’s why we go through it, even if it’s difficult. Sending lots of love from Denmark. 💕💕💕
I am so sorry you had to go through this, it is not your fault, you are a strong person and you will get through this, I will be praying for your current pregnancy as well as your mindset with all this.
When she started crying I wanted to hug her.
I grew up with her, I’ve seen her sad before and dealing with things, I started crying when she did because I feel like I know her even tho I obviously dont
Yeah I started balling my eyes out I felt her sadness and no I haven’t been pregnant or had any miscarriages so I don’t know that pain but I could see that pain and I felt a bit of it and anyone who is or was ever mean to this beautiful, strong, kind, giving, wonderful mother, hilarious, great cook, so much more person is just a piece of burning $1#t that was moldy and rotting for centuries period. Lots of love Colleen!❤️
Same
So incredible brave sharing your story. So much love to you. ❤️❤️❤️
❤️🥺 norris nuts your so sweet
Your so sweet Norris nuts I love you 💕x
Brooke, Justin, Biggy, Naz, Sabre or Sockie, Thats so sweet and she is super brave to be sharing this. I would just be sad and all and not say anything. So she is super brave tho!
That is so sweet and I’m so very sorry for Colleen and I can’t imagine what it’s like to have a miscarriage she must feel awful 🥺 i love you Norris nuts so much btw.
Omg I’m a big legend
I can’t even begin to imagine how you feel. I am really proud of you that you were able to talk about this. I know that a lot of people have trouble talking about something so emotional. Just know that things will get better and we are all here for you. ❤️❤️
"On Christmas we thought there would be 2 little boys sitting under the Christmas tree"
Now there are 2 little boys plus a little girl ❤ It all worked out ❤
Something someone told me that helped me tremendously: “our one goal as parents is to get our little ones to heaven... we’ve done just that.” 🦋
that made me see it from a completely different point of view, wow
PrEaCh honey
What if you’re an atheist and that saying doesn’t help at all?
@@nicolea8205 just bc you dont belive in a heaven or hell doesnt mean they dont exist.
@@thugnugget2645 that makes no sense at all. I don’t worship a non existent cloud person. It’s like praying that the Easter bunny will solve your problems and give you wisdom.
One day at a time, this needs to be talked about more. My daughter had a miscarriage last year. It is devastating. Take care of yourself, mentally and physically. Much love to you.
I am tired of it being taboo! I have lost 5+ and I still am told not to talk about them even though they were my babies.
@@shadowkissed2370 Please feel free to share your story. It’s a very hard thing to go through and people should be more educated on it. And also women who go through this should be allowed to share their stories as much or little as they would like.
@@shadowkissed2370 I hear you ♥️. I lost 1 and still have a hard time with it. I Have always been told, “it wasn’t meant to be and move on.” Yes, we all move on but it doesn’t mean it’s not painful and something we should be kept quiet about.
@b l seriously just stop it
7:35 "my mind and heart became a place for 4 people" that really describes it so well ❤ So so sorry this happened to you
The footage of her telling her family threw me into tears. Colleen our hearts our with you forver and ever. Plz no one show any disrespect plz this is a horrible experince in itself. We love you forever 💕
That footage also got me in the heart the most seeing them be so happy for her
Same