MILGRAM / Mahiru - Love is mine [The First Trial Voice Drama | English Subs]
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- MILGRAM / Mahiru - Love is mine
TL NOTE: In this voice drama, Mahiru tends to speak in the third person. In Japanese, this supposedly adds a certain cuteness to the character, but I decided not to transpose that onto English since it does not give the same effect.
milgram presents: mahiru tryna shoot her shot w es LMFAOO this killed me
but anyway, mahiru's is finally hereee!! the voice dramas just get longer from here so DJSKJDAKSJ
I'd just like to remind that credits for the translation go to milgrammer on Tumblr !! Though I may have added or tweaked some parts here and there, I only take credit for the video editing and proofreading AHAHA thanks for showing so much love though! I'm soooo excited for the new trial coming up!
Aight, while you're here, might as well check out the other vdramas as well in the playlist down thereee yupyup
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Es (エス): Amami Yurina (天海 由梨奈)
Shiina Mahiru (椎奈 真昼): Okasaki Miho (岡咲 美保)
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Mahiru in the first voice drama: *goes off topic for 15 minutes straight while being friendly*
Es: Yeah sure I wanna learn more about you after all
Shidou in the first voice drama: *goes straight to the point and presents his vision while being friendly*
Es: STFU SHIDOU I HATE YOU
LITERALLY
LMAO
being friendly=good
patting the guard's head=bad
LMAO Es was fr like "and I took that personally"
@crazypegasie9748 u got me giggling on the floor
Girl really said she wasn't a good singer and then dropped an absolute banger
exactly like that shit slaps so hard
And a great rapper after the new song
To be fair, not to diss Mahiru or her VA or anything, but her voice does sound more strained in her songs compared to other characters. She raps well, but especially in her second trial song, some parts are so shrill and grating I kind of grimaced from annoyance. It was definitely done on purpose and doesn’t take away from the song, in fact it adds to it because she sounds more desperate! If we take lore and hidden meanings away, though, the rapped parts are certainty the best ones.
She has now dropped 2 bangers and omg she is best girl
@@analyticaltomato the VA is probably trying to stay in character while singing so it might be out of her usual vocal range
If someone told her what being aromantic is her mind would overheat
i think one of the reasons es doesn't seem to mind mahiru is because she doesn't put herself above them. she clearly values reciprocity. she doesn't treat them like a child the same way that shidou and others do. but she also doesn't act like an immature child herself the same way that haruka or muu do, for example. she does refer to herself as being an "oneesan" in relation to es, but her way of speaking doesn't belittle them or anything. she simply acknowledges the age disparity but doesn't act like it means anything. i think she saw that praising es for being such a good jailor despite their young age at the very start had an adverse reaction and therefore changed the way she speaks and earned their trust that way. it's interesting to see. mahiru may be somewhat sheltered, but i think she's still got this people-pleasing instinct that she may not even be aware of herself.
Wait yeah you're right Tysmm for your opinion
Looks like any time Es receives a question relating to their identity, their mind starts going haywire. Mu asking "who are you really?" Mahiru asking about Es, etc. Wonder how that's going to play into the story.
welp, i dont think we gonna hear Mahiru's free spirited voice ever again in the 2nd trial :")
That's just... sad
Poor Mahiru :(
😭
IM UPSET
NOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Well this is what we wanted
She's guilty so we're the good guys here
: )
"Killed someone... I guess I did... I can't really deny it, can I?"
this line hits different after the second trial voice drama.
It's kind of cute how Mahiru sidetracks Es so easily.
im just going say she meant everything platonically so i can stay sane
I think she meant it in a sisterly way, kinda like Shizuku Hinomori of Sekai
she meant it in a sisterly way, not all love is romantic
@@omumafu6346 i've never seen someone saying "my heart skipped a beat" in a sisterly way 😭
@@konfuzzzled I'm guessing Mahiru doesn't care who the person is as long as she can love/be loved. (Like enjoying the sensation of being in love? It's a thing.)
@@lilia_x yes i said that in my comment too! but it is definitely not the "sisterly love" ppl are talking about. mahirus definition of "love" is completely different from the normal types of love we know and there's nothing wrong in accepting this fact as long as u don't condone.
6:19 "Yeah! Lain. It's my favorite thing to read."
AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAAAANND
A shame you seemed an honest man ?!?
And all the thing you hold so dearrrr will turn to whisper in your ear
and you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
and you dont even feel a thing
I DIDNT EXPECT HER TO BE THIS CUTE LIKE HER SONG IS CUTE BUT HER CONVERSATION WITH ES IS LIKE 20x MORE CUTER
SHES SO CUTE I CRIED BECAUSE SHE WAS SO CUTE.
That being said, I hadn't noticed it before, but Mahiru has a fixation with people paying attention to her as a form of love in a similar way to Haruka, doesn't she? Albeit perhaps not completely in the same way.
They both have a complex about being acknowledged
Haruka in the second trail MV found some sort of peace when being affirmed in his thoughts even if it was a sad one ES has one too he hates peoples image of him
Who is haruka?😢
@@Cirrusbae ...Haruka's one of the other prisoners in Milgram, the first one interrogated and that we were shown the MV for.
@@Cirrusbaethe blue hair boy
i was looking forward to this one! mahiru's probably one of my favorites.
something i notice about her is how she's so incredibly vague about the murder
i'm honestly not sure she even understands that she's murdered someone. everything she says about it goes along the lines of "i guess i did do that..."
That’s probably why she was voted guilty the first trial. She has been voted innocent the second time and Im pretty sure she will be forgiven in the end. She is definitely one of my favorites
I dont understand something,doesnt she make her boyfriend kill himself?
I mean she did ended up killing someone,but it Is somewhat indirect
(Ir did Shi kill someone More? idk)
@@javierahumada8985 apparently u dont need to directly kill someone to end up in milgram. thats why yuno is here despite yuno’s “crime” being multiple abortions
ik that im latte but i only started following the Milgram journey yesterday, idk if anyone noticed as in the translation its changed but Mahiru keeps talking in third person,using illeism its intrasting cause its usually used to talk to kids or and used in cartoons so it grabs your attention from what ive gathered lleism may also be used to show idiocy, though it may also show innocent simplicity, its like shes dissociating herself from herself and the things shes done even tho she fully understand when shes capable of and the murder she comited. we also know that she is easily fooled and might have been deprived aa a child in a way and doesnt know the limits of love, i remember reading this somewhere, thats why she easily gets hurt or exited by little things said to her.
It became less of an interrogation and more of a therapy session for Es a lil too quickly at the start 💀
i can listen to her voice for 5 years straight
I feel like haruka cannot tell the difference betweens type of love due to her experience with love being recent
its more about how he is trying to find comfort in stability of some sort in his place in life thus picking someone as his new mother figure am scared of the next trial of part 2
"don't be weird" "she loves him in sisterly way" can y'all pls just accept mahiru is metally unstable and her definition of "love" is largely different from ours which is why she doesn't fuckin care how old es is 😭
thank you so much i feel like im going crazy reading these comments
She explicitly says she loves everyone in her preview voicelines. Her definition of love and concept of it is very different, so I think it is valid to call Mahiru's love of Es "sisterly" esp since she calls herself big sis. Mahiru likes making referencing to romance and playful teasing, I suspect it's probably a coping mechanism but like. I heavily doubt she harbors true romantic feelings
@@couldyounotdude3168her first trial profile says she holds "special feelings" for es
@@meltamorphosis special feelings can mean anything, besides milgram is purposely baiting us to view mahiru as the waifu character (in the portal, jackalope tells us not to fall for her. And jackalope repeadly calls her hot) so they're probably gonna pull a bait n switch. Special feelings can mean idolization, special feelings can mean secret resentment, ect.
They pulled the same with Yuno (fun and whimsical, kinda flirty), before switching up her character. Also I don't think I explained my first point properly in my og comment but-
While I do think Mahiru views love differently, I think her love for es is platonic and she knows that too. Mahiru says she loves everyone in milgram, including Es. She's putting Es on the same category of love as everyone else, and we all know mahiru hates cheating so she's not in romantic love with everyone.
Alof of her odd dialogue can be explained by the fact she has poor vocabulary, as she stated. In mahiru's diary it states she just copies whatever anybody else is doing so it isn't a stretch to say her comments like "my heart skipped a beat" is just her coping dialogue from her favorite dramas to express that she's happy
Mahiru’s definition of love is very different from ours! I believe that she views love as ANY connection with someone, and of course she would take special interest in Es since his role as prison guard and her’s as prisoner sets up a unique relationship dynamic.
She doesn’t view him romantically in the way that we ourselves perceive romance, if that makes sense. So no, she’s not a pedophile, her version of love is it’s own entire thing which is why it’s so deeply intertwined with who she is as a person and why she can’t live without it.
6:53 Es the aroace icon frfr
dont be weird guys mahirus 22 whike es is 15 also great translation thank uu!!
When she says “I love you, Es-san.” she means it like an older sister who showers her siblings with attention and unknowingly embarrasses them.
Theres a lot from this voice drama to unpack. Mahiru’s basic story is well summed up at 9:02, showing how she wasn’t aware that her “love” was killing her crush/lover. 9:51 is concerning cause it could amply that Mahiru is at a dead end, that no matter how many innocent or guilty votes, she won’t/can’t change who she is as a person, and we either have to forgive or condemn her as she is. 10:23 is scary cause it means that Mahiru is banking her life on her “love”, further pushing that out efforts to fix her toxic love would be put to waste. At the end of the day, our final test with Mahiru will probably be to see even knowing her toxic love and how it can’t change, if we can forgive her or condemn her, banking on her learning from her mistakes (which wouldn’t be likely knowing Mahiru).
By forgiving her, we would be rewarding her toxic love with affirmation, but by condemning her we are also denying her entire life’s purpose in her eyes.
This is why i still think Mahiru needed her first vote to be guilty, she needed her existence and toxic love to be denied. Of course, we have to deal with the consequences of making her very upset, cause anyone would be upset having their entire life become a lie. Though if we forgave her, things would be much worse since her getting voted innocent would affirm her toxic love.
Can’t wait for trial 2 :D
I do think the first guilty was needed, but not necessarily justified compared to others that were deemed innocent, like haruka, mu, and kotoko. Mahiru, haruka, and mu were all in the same boat for me in the first trial. They were all extremely vague about their killings, but unlike mahiru in Mu and Harukas Mvs we saw them being violent. I dont think it was justified that we voted them innocent while mahiru was guilty but I do think it was needed for all three so we could wake mahiru up and see mu and harukas true colors. Meanwhile Futa and Kotoko were in the same boat but the difference was that Futa did his justification online while Kotoko did it in person. That definitely was not justified the way I see it and that mistake almost costed us 2 people.
Alternate Title: Mahiru talks about love for 5 minutes and annoys the shit out of Es
lol they could even pass as siblings
13:23 uhh…
MAHIRU?????????
Good job you played yourself
😰
Top 10 words spoken before disaster
VOTE HER INNOCENT.
She is my queen babygirl wife i love her
7:11 Mahiru sweetie i love you(/p) but we aroace people exist
you’re aroace, an Evillious fan AND a milgram fan? just like me?
@@yourhighnessshanzay and also a you fan so uhhh
@@AnastasiaKorneva_fan even better
@@yourhighnessshanzayliterally just got out of school, saw your comment and went "OMF" and freaked out so sorry if im being awkward lol
clarith pfp 🤯
Tbh I have a soft spot for her. I would have forgiven her.
she's just like me fr
😨
@@sirinsx8383 😭
Gws
@@flabbergastedwhale5593 I'm trying to 😭i stopped going to therapy like a year ago LMAO
Real
Omg thank you please never stop doing these they are actually so helpful :DDD
i was waiting for this one so i haven’t even read or listened to her talk drama 💗💗💗💗 just so i could save it for this
Took so long my balls were blueberries hehe after binging
aww omg thats so sweet !! thank u !!! hope u enjoyed this sub :DD
@@liavi3319 just listened! i love your editing sooo much it adds such good effect to the video! but… why was she falling for a 15 year old???😭 i wonder if that had to do with her guilty consensus…
@@liavi3319 though i think it may just be a fascination rather than falling in love with es themselves
@@seraphiinas thank youu!! also, i'd have to agree. even so,,, its still quite uncomfortable >< though with mahiru getting voted as guilty, perhaps this whole charade of hers will get crushed in the next vd T-T
I don't know how many "she's just like me fr" I got left in me...
Also, even though I initially felt weird towards es because of their job, I'm growing fond of them... I want to boil them into a delicious soup- I MEAN hang out with them ^w^
These comments are ridiculous. Not all love is romantic. She literally calls es like her sister she just cant express her different types of love but I guarantee you she doesn't love es like that.
Hey kenzie
awesome work, can't wait for the next vdrama
Thanks so Much for your hard work🎉🎉🎉
thank u sm for ur work!!
shes just like me fr
THANK YOU.
(Sorry for the french comment,,,)
Alors Es a apparemment 15 ans... Je le pensais plus vieux. J'ai l'impression que quelque chose se passe entre lui et Yuno car il a encore parlé de Yuno alors qu'il doit parler avec Mahiru...
Sinon Mahiru a le spirit de la grande sœur, de l'influence, tout ce que vous voulez.
Yuno a l'air de l'aimer bien aussi..
es doesn't have a confirmed gender
@@fuuya that's why he called es "il"
@@marydah7392 Carrément... À voir dans la suite si les auteurs développent leur relation
@@fuuya there is no specific "they" in French, 'il' is the general for things that are living
Hey, I've noticed that there is no Kazui translation in the tumblr blog, so I am wondering how are you going to handle it?
UPD: actually, Kazui's and everything after, so I am double curious now ;;
you uploaded right as I was watching one of the vd's lol
haha same i just decided binge watch them even though i listened to some fo them before on spotify. i think i havent seen those from N 6 so Im looking forward for more!
I'm now headcanoning Es as aroace
me too
es flirts with muu though LMAO
Oh I'm so glad you're putting these out again!! Do you think you'll have them done around when the next trial starts?
Ill definitely try to!!
pleading for a new upload soon
i looked up her VA and it's the VA of rimuru tempest from the slime anime! awesome
just pltonic for teh sake of my mind
Poor es tbh, having to deal with this people that want to flirt with her instead of actually be scared of her
But honestly, with a cute little baby face like that, I don’t think anyone would be scared of Es.
1. No Mahiru is not a pedo 💀 i heavily doubt the writers would write that in bevause then Mahiru would 100% get guilty every round + the main writer litterally said they tby to avoid writting black and white stories in milgram.
2. Mahiru has a fixation on attention, once shes getting attention she gets very happy- hence her little squel plus the sound of the chair beinf moved. She probably got up or jumped in her seat. Dont make things weird, it wasnt a moan💀 (even if it was a moan, im pretty sure its the case of the writers trying to write fan service into a scene thats tonally inappropriate for it). Her fixation with attention is hinted in her undercover line "i dont want to just give, giving and receiving are both good things". Mahiru wants the effort put in social interactions directed towards her, thats why she likes Es watching over cause she barely gets that in her regular life (as implied by that line and other lines, if anyone wants me to elaborate)
3. Mahiru talks about romance as a way of keeping people on her level during converations, she does this with most characters and even tries talking lovey dovey with Mikoto who she canonically dislikes. Its just her way of trying to understand someone on a level shes comfortably with, its also how shes able to control the convo with Es and sidestep talking about murder fully- she kept the conversation going at her own pace.
4. Its fine to be uncomfortable, but claiming shes like a pedo or something is taking things too far when at most its just odd comments probably added by the writers moreso for the viewer than to imply any romantic feelings for Es, when she treats Mikoto a similar way despite her dislike of him
Mahiru please, they're 15, they can't work out your relationship issues or be your emotional support. And some of her lovey-dovey comments at them just feel weird.
That’s true, but I think Mahiru has difficulty with differentiating ‘like’ love and ‘love’ love. She says that she doesn’t like to play favorites, so she probably treats everyone like how she would treat her lover.
@@cinnibunbun7389 Ok, but regardless of reason, the concept of her treating a 15 year old "like how she would treat a lover" is really concerning.
@@Starlight-Tale She does that with all of the prisoners, and while it is creepy in a way, I’m pretty sure she ‘loves’ Es like an older sister loves her younger siblings.
@@Starlight-Tale ermagerd these people are literal murderers of course they're going to be weird and have bad behaviors
AHHH
The ideas these put in place for future events perhaps
ES how will you be
naur he's 15 this is why she's in jail!!!!!
they're
You don’t know if theyre a guy don’t use he
Also not all love is romantic
@@fuuya this ideology of using only they/them on character that is unlabelled is like going back in time where cis ppl forced us to use he/him or she/her prns only ... anyways she/he/vamp lesbian es is canon god bless
@@yomama2089 where's it written he/him prns is only a prn reserved for guys quick
no way you guys interpreted what she said as being creepy towards es..... romantic love isnt the only kind of love to exist. get ur minds out of the gutter
"No Comment" got me dying 👁️👄👁️
personal timestamp 10:24
13:47 NAW WHAT
YO I DONT WABT TO ANNOY YOU BUT THERES A KAZUI TRANSLATION UP INCASE U WANT TO ADD IT TO YOUR PLAYLIST???
this was a painful listen as an aroace person 💀
as someone on both the aro and ace spectrums, same 💀
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Was Es that relatable?
tbh i just found it rlly boring
Spoliers for Trial 1
It’s so sad that she got voted guilty and didn’t mean to INDIRECTLY kill her lover. Meanwhile we got the animal killer, Haruka, got off scot-free
Spoilers continued
I take issue with a lot of the votes in trial 1 (I mainly disagree with Haruka, Mahiru, Amane and Kotoko) but Mahiru is one of the most upsetting ones. Like why does Kazui get off when he seems to also have a partner who ended their own life, just like Mahiru?
@@lunac6094 the reason for a lot of them is strategic we are trying to learn more about them by judging them against or for their wishes an so forth
a lot of votes are for information gathering and to try to get characters to rethink their thinking ETC like how the child acts on her own logic and how the Doctor is suicidal ETC
GOOD
HARUKA DESERVES THE WORLD
I LOVE HARUKA
#HARUKASWEEP
@@lunac6094 male favoritism like in pjsk fandom /j
aroace es real
Ah yes, Es, my favorite genderless and aroace representation I really wasn't anticipating to encounter
That guy that commented on that one stampy vid 💀💀
I want to be here friend 😭
めちゃくちゃ面白いwww
aroace es is getting too real
REAL WE ALL CHEERED 🙏
idk what about the soap opera stuff
YOURE TELLING ME THIS IS THE PERSON WHO VOICED BACHIRA ??????????????
DUDE es is my age 💀
6:55 it's pride month es. you know what that means. /ref
huh what do you want us to make like gay verdicts what
the pedo mahiru accusations are driving me insane
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I refuse to accept the fact that she was voted guilty
yeah she's kinda weird and near the end she was also a bit weird...
9:21 If she just said what she meant everyone would have voted her innocent, but she was being extremely suspicious during this and her first song which sucks cause now shes on the brink of death
I think this is really badly written. At least it’s not what I wanted to see represented by her character. After the first music video, she had potential, but in this, she comes across as crazy trying to be cute when I’d rather see her act more natural. I know she’s addicted to love, but the fact that she seemingly acts like this around EVERYONE is too over the top imo. I’d rather see the ugly sides of full fledged love rather than weird, inappropriate flirting
What an interesting take! I actually like Mahiru in the VD because she seems so mysterious and I am excited to know more about her.
But I like what you said, i’m so excited for her seconr song!
the whole point of this project is getting to see all the sides in time and when someone says love it does not always mean owo horny
is her weird inappropriate flirting not caused by her addiction to love? i know it's uncomfortable to listen to, but if you genuinely want to see the "ugly side" of the way she views love, it's kinda right in front of u
@@hachikos yeah I just think most people with unhealthy addictions to love focus in on individual people and obsess over them rather than flirting with everyone right off the bat, which it kinda feels like she’s doing here
@@hachikos I just think it would hit way harder if we got to watch her seem normal in her interactions and then progress towards insanity and obsession
god i cannot wait to vote her guilty this trial this voice drama is SO unbearably uncomfortable. girl that is a 15 year old ❤
Tell me you don’t understand a joking tone without telling me you don’t understand a joking tone
@@floppiestshidou there is no reason to believe shes joking since mahiru's profile literally states that she holds "special feelings" for the prison guard. plus after the voice drama, there was a timeline convo with mikoto and mahiru after her interrogation finished - mikoto comments that mahiru looks unusually happy, and mahiru comments that she has a "secret she'll keep in her heart until she's really sure" which is... ehhhhhh i find that Weird after seeing the content of the interrogation itself. even if it is a joke i still wouldn't find it comfortable at all LMAO
Mahiru is not a pedo 😭When she says she “loves” Es, she meant it in a platonic way. She didn’t even know he was 15 until she asked him what was his age.
@@Sabriii_6 i am sick and tired of repeating this, mahiru's profile Officially States she holds special feelings for es. even after learning es is 15, this does not stop her from making flirty comments towards them - literally the worst ones come from the very end of the voice drama !!
literally in the voice drama we are commenting on right now, mahiru:
1. gets excited when es tells her theyll keep an eye on her and says that her heart "skipped a beat" because of it
2. says that she likes hardworking people, following that up directly by telling es that "if they're too kind they might die too" in reference to her crime. you know, her crime being that her love killed someone? she is literally stating that if es is too kind to her, she will fall in love with them, and thus might "kill them with her love" as well.
again, she says these things After knowing es is 15 years old! theres also the post-vd convo i talked about above which, while you could make an argument that it doesnt really mean anything, makes me REALLY uneasy in the context of the voice drama.
i dont care if its a joke or if she can't differentiate between her platonic and romantic feelings or whatever kind of excuse you want to make, its an inappropriate way to act with a child and im so sick of this fandom acting like its normal when its not. no adult should be talking to a 15 year old that way, even if their intentions somehow Are platonic.
@@meltamorphosisPerhaps. But if you know more about Mahiru, her flirty comments is a coping mechanism of hers. She’s unaware of how creepy her comments are because she’s airheaded and ditzy. This also happened when her victim died since she was unaware of how toxic she was in their relationship. Her twisted and idealistic view of love is her way of coping with things. I’m not excusing her behaviour at all or dismissing on how you feel uncomfortable about her comments, I’m just saying that Mahiru herself is obsessed with the idea of being in love and experiencing love, her strange behaviour even proves that.