Nikolas Cruz's sister testifies: 1st time I've seen him since day he was born | LiveNOW from FOX

Sdílet
Vložit
  • čas přidán 21. 08. 2022
  • Danielle Woodard, the sister of Parkland shooter Nikolas Cruz, testified during his sentencing for killing 17 people at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School on February 14, 2018. Woodard told jurors about her upbringing with her mother Brenda Woodard, who was also Cruz's mother, and how this is only the second time in her life that she has been in the same room as her brother. The first time was when he was born.
    Subscribe to LiveNOW from FOX! czcams.com/users/livenowfox?su...
    Where to watch LiveNOW from FOX: www.livenowfox.com/
    Follow us @LiveNOWFOX on Twitter: / livenowfox
    Raw and unfiltered. Watch a non-stop stream of breaking news, live events and stories across the nation. Limited commentary. No opinion. Experience LiveNOW from FOX.

Komentáře • 4,6K

  • @nathaliemaltez2206
    @nathaliemaltez2206 Před rokem +8450

    I went to juvenile with her. She was incredibly sweet to me and even wrote me letters once I was home. I can honestly say she had no way out of this lifestyle her mother subjected her to. I feel for her so much. How we treat our babies and children truly shapes their life.

    • @out2fun
      @out2fun Před rokem +355

      What kind of trouble did she get into to end up in J.D. and now prison? I feel so bad for her, maybe you can write to her? Just a suggestion..BtW.....I hope that life is going great for you now 🙏

    • @skorpio1119
      @skorpio1119 Před rokem +157

      Our lives ...our choices ...our consequences. Still very sad. 💯

    • @boomds5602
      @boomds5602 Před rokem +797

      @@skorpio1119 if you aren’t taught how to make better choices how do you expect to make them?

    • @mikearena1246
      @mikearena1246 Před rokem +302

      @@out2fun some parents are unfit parents

    • @skorpio1119
      @skorpio1119 Před rokem

      @@boomds5602When you're old enough to know right from wrong GENIUS ! Stop defending INSANITY. People all over the world have been raised under horrid circumstances, they don't become CRIMINALS /KILLERS. FACTS. 💯

  • @losmoneyful
    @losmoneyful Před rokem +2613

    This is so heartbreaking. Imagine hoping your brother had a better life than you did and then finding out he committed such heinous atrocities.

    • @Carlos27thFS
      @Carlos27thFS Před rokem +59

      Well she went through it and didn't kill people.

    • @noncatholiccatholicrat6309
      @noncatholiccatholicrat6309 Před rokem +65

      @@Carlos27thFS you still don’t understand how this works, but keep trying.

    • @Carlos27thFS
      @Carlos27thFS Před rokem +50

      @@noncatholiccatholicrat6309 What? That it's a crap shoot whether or not one is a psychopath or not? Thanks. There are plenty of abused children who don't go and murder their classmates. Not that that's a good thing obviously.

    • @epicwork5970
      @epicwork5970 Před rokem +29

      ​@@Carlos27thFS "there are plenty of a abused children who dont go and murder " what a great statement you should write a book and title it that

    • @Tionaintown876
      @Tionaintown876 Před rokem +1

      @@Carlos27thFS Abuse affects people differently. My mother was shitty to all of her kids but it affected us in different ways, some are worse than others.
      Also she was addicted hard drugs and alcohol while she was pregnant with him. That helped to further mess him up psychologically. The woman who birthed him basically ensured that he would have a shitty life. Once he was born America’s system did not try to help the child. That’s how you breed a school shooter. The blame falls back on your shitty system

  • @MxMicah1038
    @MxMicah1038 Před rokem +675

    I think it adds more to her horrendous trauma that that lady keeps calling her “her mother” when she’s been very clear to refer her as “Brenda.” She mentioned at the beginning her mother was her grandmother. When people talk, especially out of a place of vulnerability, you actively listen to them. WORDS MATTER.

    • @butterflykisses4u
      @butterflykisses4u Před rokem +46

      that lawyer is trash, heartless and doesn't care about how this woman feels.

    • @billmonroe8826
      @billmonroe8826 Před rokem

      Her parents failed her and her brother. The judicial system failed those that died because they had plenty of warning about that little dumbass!

    • @TylerHall-db6vx
      @TylerHall-db6vx Před rokem

      ​@@butterflykisses4u also Nikolas Cruz is Hispanic Latino not white

    • @beoye
      @beoye Před rokem +1

      @@TylerHall-db6vx he is a white Latino. I also don’t see your point of mentioning that

    • @TylerHall-db6vx
      @TylerHall-db6vx Před rokem

      @@beoye the point is , Zimmerman was Latino
      Cruz Latino
      But media says the are white , Dylan roof got the death sentence for taking nine llifes , Nicholas Cruz murders 17 children , gets life , now is there any sense in that , I do not believe there justice to that at all

  • @katanyajason3316
    @katanyajason3316 Před rokem +439

    There's something about this woman that is extremely touching. I don't know what it is, but I just want to give her a big hug. I wish she could see what a beautiful soul she is.

    • @GreenZeusmask
      @GreenZeusmask Před rokem +1

      I dont.

    • @katanyajason3316
      @katanyajason3316 Před rokem +20

      @@GreenZeusmask That's ok too 😊

    • @WestVirginia1959
      @WestVirginia1959 Před rokem +25

      @Cody not all people have empathy for others and you are one of them. Hopefully with maturation that will change when you realize that you are vulnerable.

    • @katanyajason3316
      @katanyajason3316 Před rokem +9

      @@WestVirginia1959 Yes, we are all vulnerable and we are all doing the best we can with the means we have available.

    • @WestVirginia1959
      @WestVirginia1959 Před rokem +5

      @Katanya Jason yes, and as you get older you realize it even more. ❤️

  • @UnseenOct
    @UnseenOct Před rokem +3126

    The way she says "So he could have a better life... So he could... take a different path" was just heart breaking. She deserved so much better than what her mom gave her. Parents need to look at this and realize their decisions impact their kid AND the people around them

    • @judithtaylor6192
      @judithtaylor6192 Před rokem +39

      So very sad

    • @Soundbreakr1
      @Soundbreakr1 Před rokem +31

      Very sad

    • @therealman2016
      @therealman2016 Před rokem +27

      This is really sad

    • @scottmitchell6886
      @scottmitchell6886 Před rokem +20

      It's up to you to change!!!

    • @joeluisishere
      @joeluisishere Před rokem +81

      Unfortunately his mother wasn't having kids for love. She was selling then for her drug and alcohol habits. She had no love for them. Nikolas has her traits no empathy or love.

  • @rebelduck9077
    @rebelduck9077 Před rokem +3070

    Listening to her story I’m absolutely glad my biological parents decided to abandon me so I could be adopted. I might have ended up just like her. Literally a worst nightmare to live with someone like “Brenda”. And I’m so thankful my adoptive parents saved me from this. ❤

    • @Denise-Ann
      @Denise-Ann Před rokem +97

      You also saved yourself with good decisions. Anyone could end up like Nik and his sister, good parents or bad.

    • @Denise-Ann
      @Denise-Ann Před rokem +19

      @@Psyminds Every thinking feeling human being that is of sound mind can see the difference between right and wrong.

    • @ddigiorgio8438
      @ddigiorgio8438 Před rokem

      @@Denise-Ann Not really. Kids with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome are not of 'sound mind', They do not have the same capscity as the rest of us. Their brain is damaged.

    • @Denise-Ann
      @Denise-Ann Před rokem +5

      @@ddigiorgio8438 I need to do more research on it.

    • @ddigiorgio8438
      @ddigiorgio8438 Před rokem +19

      @@Denise-Ann yes, lots to find online. It will make you sad for these kids, later adults. And the cost to society too, not just financially but in terms of human potential and relationships.

  • @AA-rn9nw
    @AA-rn9nw Před rokem +210

    “Zach has started helping.”
    “And how is that?”
    “He sent me food.” I couldn’t help crying at this. the slightest touch of love melts a hurting heart. This lady surely hasn’t felt love for a long time.😢😢😢

  • @teasesquezze
    @teasesquezze Před rokem +554

    How easy it is for us to judge another. Listening to this women's story of her stolen childhood is just so so heart-breaking. To be rejected by your mother, the system let her down and now to carry the shame of what her brother has done, even if it is not hers to carry. The pain in her voice and on her face, I wish her peace and love. I know she has her past and made her own mistakes, but there but for the grace of God go any of us. Sending her love.

    • @Islandsusie
      @Islandsusie Před 10 měsíci +10

      Well said. Being born into a family is a roll of the dice.

    • @dopecat4012
      @dopecat4012 Před 5 měsíci +2

      She is in prison on her 17th felony! She is now facing 15 years to life for carjacking a woman in her mid 70s.

    • @skorpio1119
      @skorpio1119 Před 5 měsíci +1

      @@dopecat4012 Thanks again. 🎯💯🎯

    • @dopecat4012
      @dopecat4012 Před 5 měsíci

      @@skorpio1119 No problem, and you're welcome.

    • @mariahconklin4150
      @mariahconklin4150 Před 4 měsíci

      Yeah it's really sad. Sad the mother was raped sad she also had to choose that lifestyle of addiction anyone can go down that road and lose their life from alcohol. One of the reasons why I don't drink as much as I used to that stuff is no good.

  • @mikaeladonegan2430
    @mikaeladonegan2430 Před rokem +644

    You can see the PTSD in this woman. The system clearly failed her if she was allowed to live with Brenda for any amount of time.

    • @samie7025
      @samie7025 Před rokem +26

      The system fails many kids every day and dgaf! I’m glad that his sister is alive but hate that she had to go through all that bc of adults who don’t give a flying f about anything… She is a survivor but it pisses me off that there are many others like her out there. Painful

    • @barbeedoll122
      @barbeedoll122 Před rokem +3

      Yes the system failed her and her brothers so heart braking

    • @foreverlove8919
      @foreverlove8919 Před rokem

      The "system" murdered my 4 year old baby boy!! I sued them and WON! I had NEVER been an unfit mom!! Then MFS murdered my poor baby!!

    • @camlop813
      @camlop813 Před rokem +4

      She fuck'n failed herself relying on the system? That is a victim mentality, she could be someone great, but weakness exists in the majority

    • @sativagrimmy6340
      @sativagrimmy6340 Před rokem

      @@camlop813 i agree and disagree! some people break/give up easily.

  • @AndiPandi2024
    @AndiPandi2024 Před rokem +114

    When she referred to her mother's "polluted womb." Damn, I felt that.

    • @Michael-cs3li
      @Michael-cs3li Před rokem +2

      Big drama act and sob story. Grabbed her 5 minutes of fame

  • @user-sk9sp7pe4y
    @user-sk9sp7pe4y Před rokem +39

    if you weren't raised from a family like this you won't have a clue what kind of demons you have to overcome and work on yourself in order to make it through without loosing your mind.

  • @Aquarius444K
    @Aquarius444K Před rokem +958

    If anyone wanted to know what trauma looks like, all they need to do is listen to and watch the video of this woman. This tears my heart in half. No wonder she has 16 felonies, she never stood a chance. Such a shame.

    • @drmorcoch9338
      @drmorcoch9338 Před rokem +13

      yeah, got me too

    • @allthingsharbor
      @allthingsharbor Před rokem +84

      She did stand a chance. My cousin was profoundly mentally ill, abusive, neglectful, and an addict. Yet her children, despite being dragged through torment during their entire childhoods, rose above it. Choice plays a part. Always, choice plays a part.

    • @eDWArD2453
      @eDWArD2453 Před rokem

      Now you know what it’s like to be black! The argument is not that black people never stood a chance especially in todays time but when did these white people fight racism? Can you imagine having no choice but to grow up beaten raped when you had no choice? That’s called slavery. These people actually did stand a chance bc they’re still white imagine going through 300 years of slavery and then thinking you truly have a fair chance.

    • @ronnielee1009
      @ronnielee1009 Před rokem +153

      @@allthingsharbor yet we can still acknowledge that circumstance and privilege play a significant part in all our lives.

    • @Afnowlapk
      @Afnowlapk Před rokem +60

      I completely agree. What happens in the first few months, years of life changes everything. Everything.
      I disagree with the the comment above this about thier being choice (but thats okay).
      Here is why:
      The ability to see, balance, discern and make choices is almost entirely formed by what has come before, the brain in the earlyest years. There are numerous experiences that can happen in those years, that can almost irreversibley affect a childs brain, development, life skills, understanding, cognition, conscience, decision making skills, perception of self worth. Everything.
      To treat and develop any of these areas, it takes years, and years, of a different and healthy experience, significant intervention, to change and progress from the consequences of that childhood.
      We absolutely cannot say that there was always the chance to ‘choose’ differently, if the power and mechanisms behind the ability to make those choices is compromised in such a severe way for some human beings. Especially when making choices for oneself, thats even more complex - for example, if no one has valued you, why would you be able to develop the ability to value yourself when making a decision. It is entirely unfair i beleive, to say that every person with similar experiences and development has had the opportunity to choose differently for themselves.
      You only know what you know.
      Every human being has a different brain, that is impacted in a different way by harrowing experiences like this brave lady’s story. There are not words that would describe it enough. It cant be compared to another person who has suffered in a similar way. Different brains. Different human beings. Different eyes.
      The playing field is not level.

  • @QueenReina6419
    @QueenReina6419 Před rokem +3824

    You can feel the TRAUMA radiating off of this young woman. Never a fair chance from birth. I pray this girl is shown grace in life and God's protection!!!!

    • @intuitivediane
      @intuitivediane Před rokem +78

      The problem is they don’t even know how much they were disadvantaged. The cycle unfortunately continues

    • @chellebelle914
      @chellebelle914 Před rokem +8

      Too late

    • @LoriLynnSpiritWithinUs
      @LoriLynnSpiritWithinUs Před rokem +83

      It's never too late. With the right therapy, she could heal her trauma. This so heartbreaking.

    • @K0Shaean
      @K0Shaean Před rokem +35

      🙏🏼❤️ God have mercy , he is at the door knocking for those strong in faith. ❤️

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +44

      @@LoriLynnSpiritWithinUs Well she will have to do so in prison while she serves her life sentence...Take another look at her top, and the officer behind her...She is currently in Jail...
      Danielle Woodard, the daughter of Nikolas Cruz's biological mom Brenda Woodard, faces life in prison for targeting an elderly woman
      The 34-year-old allegedly jumped into the 72-year-old victim's Honda while she donated items at a Goodwill trailer in January 2020
      As Danielle tried to drive away, the elderly woman climbed back into the passenger seat but was hurled from the car as it slammed into a curb
      Danielle, a mother-of-two, was arrested on felony carjacking and aggravated battery charges
      She has an extensive rap sheet, including 22 arrests and 16 felony convictions, and is classified as a habitual violent offender
      She faces a mandatory life sentence if convicted next month

  • @lucinawhitney2839
    @lucinawhitney2839 Před rokem +2227

    You can sense all the suffering she is going through remembering her past and seeing her brother. Poor girl, I hope she recovers and have peace and love in her life.

    • @terriblycleverchannelname5620
      @terriblycleverchannelname5620 Před rokem +1

      I hope so too. She didn't deserve this messed up life.

    • @hus390
      @hus390 Před rokem +49

      Nick grew up in a loving home with adoptive parents. Not with his biological mother. Her testimony is irrelevant. I can't believe you guys are falling for this.

    • @Pat_Speaks
      @Pat_Speaks Před rokem +126

      @@hus390 now go read the impacts of drugs and alcohol on a fetus.

    • @bitchyeyebrows
      @bitchyeyebrows Před rokem +38

      @@hus390 not everyone needs to feel the way you do.

    • @markcortez5685
      @markcortez5685 Před rokem

      Nick was abused in the womb and ,must be set free

  • @renaspitzley5571
    @renaspitzley5571 Před rokem +338

    This absolutely breaks my heart!!! My husband and I have adopted 4 beautiful children from situations like this!!! Our oldest was 11 when she came to live with us in 2016. She will be 18 next month. In 6 years she went from an angry pre teen who cursed all the time and said she had no soul and couldn't cry to now being the most beautiful, sweet, soft hearted young woman I have ever met!!! She has dreams and aspirations for the future. She calls me her best friend even tho she knows I'll always be mommy first. My other 3 kids... same situation. Second daughter is now 15, third is 14, and our son is now 8. He is now asking for a brother so he has a friend for life. I love them as tho I birthed them myself. I can never understand how a parent could be so selfish as to put their children through this torment 😭😭😭😭 You can tell this lady never had a family to take her in and give her the love she so desperately needed. She is still very childlike and recalls things as tho she is still in the situation as a child. I just want to hug her 😭😭😭

    • @kimsmith6342
      @kimsmith6342 Před rokem +24

      You gave those babies a chance at life. Im not overly religious but I do believe in goodness and a higher power. God bless you and them!

    • @yellowhair03
      @yellowhair03 Před rokem +15

      you're an amazing person! bravo, mama.

    • @mamaoftherainbowmafia2089
      @mamaoftherainbowmafia2089 Před rokem +10

      God bless you

    • @tricia9559
      @tricia9559 Před rokem +4

      You are a wonderful and amazing family, send lots of positive thoughts, with major wishes for your continuing love 🇬🇧

    • @Charley.Farley
      @Charley.Farley Před 10 měsíci +4

      You are a wonderful, wonderful human being. I’m glad the children are all doing well, and are very lucky to have you.
      I feel it from this lady. That ache to have a family, guidance, structure.
      I still feel it at 33. Best I can do is break the cycle to ensure my girls have that, and I do.
      I hope this young lady finds healing and peace, I truly do.

  • @katieweeks9259
    @katieweeks9259 Před rokem +919

    I feel so bad when I’m too tired to cook dinner for my son after working all day and end up grabbing a pizza.
    I’ll never understand how a “mother” can treat her children like trash.
    To all the mamas out there doing the right thing or at least trying.
    Keep going babe. ❤ ✊🏽

    • @karinakassim
      @karinakassim Před rokem +53

      Thank you. I always feel guilty for being a single mom. I never felt like I was good enough but I did everything for my two kids. I wasn’t able to afford to give them a lot of material things but I love them so much and made sure they knew it. We always had food on the table and a roof over our heads. My daughter is on scholarship in university and my son just finished high school. They both ended up being amazing people.

    • @dontknowyoubutloveyou
      @dontknowyoubutloveyou Před rokem +40

      I needed this. And girl don't feel bad about pizza! LOL my kids know what's up when we pull up in the Drive-Thru mama is tired!

    • @kenyaking9971
      @kenyaking9971 Před rokem +16

      Thank you Katie and you as well sweetheart ❤It does get hard sometimes but we keep going for our babies. Don’t feel bad for grabbing a pizza. You fed your babies and that’s all that matters.

    • @Tionaintown876
      @Tionaintown876 Před rokem +21

      Your son is probably so happy for pizza I think most kids love pizza. You do what you can for him and you always have the best intentions behind it. He knows that you love him

    • @Rowanda7361
      @Rowanda7361 Před rokem +9

      @@karinakassim you are an amazing mother for loving your children truly, don’t doubt yourself.

  • @ticccylikeasniccy4651
    @ticccylikeasniccy4651 Před rokem +410

    You can tell she’s tired. When she speaks there’s a lifetime of pain and surviving being dealt a bad hand. She looks like she needs peace.

  • @13ritneyanne
    @13ritneyanne Před rokem +1338

    Brought tears to my eyes when she started talking about running to the dog she always used to play with. As someone who grew up in a home with addict parents and abuse, I always used to turn to animals to comfort me. You can tell she got emotional thinking about that

    • @notcherbidness501
      @notcherbidness501 Před rokem

      Well you didn’t become a mass murderer

    • @NotFalling4it
      @NotFalling4it Před rokem +51

      Same. Animals were my comfort. It’s common for people with histories of abuse to have trauma bonds with animals.

    • @13ritneyanne
      @13ritneyanne Před rokem +26

      @@NotFalling4it they saved my life I swear ❤

    • @jenniferjcbg1277
      @jenniferjcbg1277 Před rokem +12

      @@13ritneyanne Me as well ❤️

    • @michellenainkristinabusch1221
      @michellenainkristinabusch1221 Před rokem +39

      Same here. My mom fell to pieces after my dad died and I have always loved animals, but, when dad died and Mom turned to booze, my dogs were my solice. Then when my mom died, I had my dogs, my Iguana and I volunteered at a barn working with horses. Animals saved my life.

  • @betha.6279
    @betha.6279 Před rokem +336

    She is so brave for sharing her story! It's sad to see the difference between the two siblings. She's been through more than her brother but seems to be working to break the cycle and find a healthy life. Her prison time doesn't define her. She deserves support and love. I hope she finds peace!

    • @dyanmaust4254
      @dyanmaust4254 Před rokem

      How is she brave? She's has 16 felonies! If she stayed out of trouble and got an education, then maybe you could say she's brave. She's just a POS because she chose to be.

    • @wonderworld7721
      @wonderworld7721 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Why she is a prisoner ??.. what is her crime and she is also a rape victim too ??..😒 curious a bit !!..

    • @maquacr7014
      @maquacr7014 Před 8 měsíci +3

      ​@@wonderworld7721Hijacked an old woman's car as per comments.

    • @southernguru1455
      @southernguru1455 Před 8 měsíci +9

      @@wonderworld7721 it's easy to judge other people when you've never lived any hardships in life....

    • @MathieuLLF
      @MathieuLLF Před 3 měsíci

      She committed some awful crimes and not just a few times.

  • @damedamsel3300
    @damedamsel3300 Před rokem +151

    This is the most honest and heartbreaking testimony I have ever heard. This poor woman, I really really feel for her so much, not her brother but just for her. You can see her suffering.

    • @cjmiller3686
      @cjmiller3686 Před rokem +3

      See I agree with you here!

    • @eileenryan2248
      @eileenryan2248 Před rokem +1

      @@cjmiller3686 I agree also.

    • @aimeebaldwin5600
      @aimeebaldwin5600 Před rokem +8

      Yes. All children who have trauma do not take it out on the world like nikolas.

    • @eileenryan2248
      @eileenryan2248 Před rokem

      @@aimeebaldwin5600 So correct! I've been through alot; but, I'm not going to murder alot of people over it!

    • @maridepp53
      @maridepp53 Před měsícem

      She is broken.

  • @stefanystratton3324
    @stefanystratton3324 Před rokem +2922

    There is NO excuse for the shooters actions but hearing his sister relive her childhood is absolutely heart wrenching. She is sitting there holding it together while having to sit in front of people who probably could care less & her looking at her brother like you never had a chance lil one. It’s all just sad. Innocent people lost their children & loved ones due to the irreversible damage their mother did to them. I hope Zach is able to live a good life.

    • @LovingRiv
      @LovingRiv Před rokem +129

      Saw an interview from a childcare worker about nik and zak, and the media made it seem like zak was okay and normal but he had hella anger issues and would take it out on nik all the time. definitely contributed to everything

    • @snoozeyalooze932
      @snoozeyalooze932 Před rokem +55

      Couldn’t * care less.

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 Před rokem

      Despite what kind of child he had he still had no right to go into that school and shoot the students they did nothing to him he planned this he should be in a mental facility in the prison he will never ever be able to see the light of day like i said he will get shanked in prison for his awful crime

    • @AJayK610-18
      @AJayK610-18 Před rokem +9

      Very sad

    • @robg4729
      @robg4729 Před rokem

      It's couldn't care less. Ffs, how hard is it to get right? Brain dead

  • @DanDiMaggio
    @DanDiMaggio Před rokem +296

    This whole story is so sad but when she said she couldn’t find her cat that got me. Her cat was probably about the only resemblance of love she had growing up and it’s gone in the blink of an eye. It’s awful that people have to grow up like this.

    • @LisAbe
      @LisAbe Před rokem +5

      I cried when she said that😢

  • @kollectivelykate6384
    @kollectivelykate6384 Před rokem +77

    The way she said “Brenda was waiting for me like she always did when I got home from school” it was so sad you can tell that doesn’t have the same meaning as it would when most kids say it.

  • @musicloverchicago437
    @musicloverchicago437 Před 8 měsíci +34

    This is absolutely heartbreaking. There are so many people who think drugs should be legal, but apparently they are forgetting that the drug addict isn't the only person who suffers. Look at the misery Brenda caused, to her own mother, her daughter, Nikolas, and one could also say all of Nikolas' victims.

    • @luvmenow33
      @luvmenow33 Před 6 měsíci +1

      The big question is what will be larger if drugs were legalized.
      The percentage of new addicts or the drop in violence.

    • @dopecat4012
      @dopecat4012 Před 5 měsíci +2

      Alcohol is legal, alcohol can damage an unborn fetus as well. So what's your point? Ban cigarettes too?

    • @kris78787
      @kris78787 Před měsícem +1

      Brenda's childhood was probably horrible too. Makes you wonder what kind of a life she had growing up to cause her to become like that

  • @blueman1470
    @blueman1470 Před rokem +538

    This case gets worse and worse . What an awful story of a mother . Makes me know how blessed I was to have my saint of a mother .

    • @bluenoon78
      @bluenoon78 Před rokem +15

      Same here, Im still blessed with a amazing family. Im so sad for this woman.... life is so friggin unfair..

    • @blueman1470
      @blueman1470 Před rokem +6

      @@bluenoon78 His mom was a monster. Don't do drugs kids lol

    • @johnicka711
      @johnicka711 Před rokem +5

      💯 absolutely agree with you.. I could feel the pain coming off of her. That’s how much pain she was in.

    • @tamarevans9025
      @tamarevans9025 Před rokem +1

      Yes, I am so grateful and thankful for my amazing, loving parents and the childhood that they provided me and my sister. I can't imagine a life such as this.

    • @sarahp3144
      @sarahp3144 Před rokem +2

      I totally agree with you. My mother is my world. I wish all of my siblings could realize it.

  • @kalyda211
    @kalyda211 Před rokem +306

    The silence after Danielle is asked, "How did having Brenda as your mother affect your life?" says it all. We are all responsible for our actions but this is a blatant example of how our parents/caregivers shape our futures.

  • @beckybarnes8875
    @beckybarnes8875 Před rokem +24

    Failed by her mother, failed by her schools, failed by society. She was failed on every side. This poor soul. Jeez

    • @yalilajusticiera5047
      @yalilajusticiera5047 Před rokem

      nikolas is an autism childNikolas will never be alone because God already forgives him. It hurts who hurts. It is the truth because the police are to blame for everything.hypocritical gun control you are murderers

  • @Miszpsych89
    @Miszpsych89 Před rokem +44

    this is the first time he has actually looked up at anyone during a testimony. I FELT EVERY WORD. I was picturing her life becuase she was showing raw pain. & she never had a chance

  • @haileylockhart8967
    @haileylockhart8967 Před rokem +409

    This is the first time I've seen Nick look at a witness...so sad honestly

    • @ayeshai03
      @ayeshai03 Před rokem +14

      he was looking at joaquin’s sister

    • @tj6930
      @tj6930 Před rokem +59

      He’s still a demon. She’s just on “his side” he won’t shed a single tear for his sister. Watch and see.

    • @daniellealexandra237
      @daniellealexandra237 Před rokem +44

      @Boston Gal they're probably not classed as legally on paper, but biologically they always will be

    • @teeart356
      @teeart356 Před rokem +27

      @Boston Gal They are biological siblings. She said that during her initial statement.

    • @carrotap3001
      @carrotap3001 Před rokem +15

      This tells me he is well aware of his calculated actions. No mercy.

  • @A.Love.language
    @A.Love.language Před rokem +1007

    This woman is broken...even the way she says Brenda...just everything you can see the pain and the torment plus how many times she has played over her brothers actions in her head. Man this is heavy!

    • @lindseyhendrix2405
      @lindseyhendrix2405 Před rokem +34

      Wow. Read your comment before I got to that part and I’m speechless. The emotion in just saying her name and the emotion read on her face and through her body language is really something. Poor thing. :/

    • @lraine9199
      @lraine9199 Před rokem +3

      Unbelievably heavy!!!!!

    • @cynthialandis4263
      @cynthialandis4263 Před rokem +16

      She needs Jesus Christ that died on the cross for her sins in rose from the dead for all her sins and give her rest God said my yoke is light and my burden is heavy that means I can take it all and wipe it away and make you a new person

    • @onegirlrev
      @onegirlrev Před rokem +19

      Yeah, I clocked that too. She said “Brenda” like it was cement block falling from her mouth.

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +5

      @@lindseyhendrix2405 What about her many poor victims...
      Danielle Woodard, the daughter of Nikolas Cruz's biological mom Brenda Woodard, faces life in prison for targeting an elderly woman
      The 34-year-old allegedly jumped into the 72-year-old victim's Honda while she donated items at a Goodwill trailer in January 2020
      As Danielle tried to drive away, the elderly woman climbed back into the passenger seat but was hurled from the car as it slammed into a curb
      Danielle, a mother-of-two, was arrested on felony carjacking and aggravated battery charges
      She has an extensive rap sheet, including 22 arrests and 16 felony convictions, and is classified as a habitual violent offender
      She faces a mandatory life sentence if convicted next month

  • @karinakassim
    @karinakassim Před rokem +79

    I feel bad for not providing enough for my children financially - I used to cry when we had to move again because I couldn’t afford the rent or not be able to get McDonald’s when my son asked me for it. But I always made sure we had food on the table and a roof over our heads no matter what. And they both went to good schools. My daughter is now a senior at university and my son just graduated from high school.
    Now I realize that all these children wanted was love and a stable home. And that I wasn’t such a terrible mom to them. God bless this woman. I hope she heals from this 💕

    • @sadia2395
      @sadia2395 Před rokem +5

      This is not worth anything, but can I say, more power to you 🙌🏼

    • @karinakassim
      @karinakassim Před rokem

      @@sadia2395 It is worth more than you think. Thank you for your kind words.

    • @sadia2395
      @sadia2395 Před rokem +1

      @@karinakassim 💞🙂

    • @SingSirenMae
      @SingSirenMae Před rokem +1

      You are doing an amazing job, even caring and worrying about it shows. You have a good heart.

    • @karinakassim
      @karinakassim Před rokem +1

      @@SingSirenMae thank you 💕 means a lot to me

  • @cicelydimascio1476
    @cicelydimascio1476 Před rokem +78

    Her story touched me so deeply. She tried so hard to have a better life running away trying to go to school. Hanging out with neighbors who were decent. She had nothing. I could only imagine what she went through living with Brenda. How did she eat, get clean clothes, shower? Life is so unfair to some people but she’s still here fighting.

    • @elliesharp401
      @elliesharp401 Před rokem

      This little girl would’ve done it all herself 😢

  • @roxiegs348
    @roxiegs348 Před rokem +524

    She really hated her…I mean, Brenda. And honestly I don’t blame her. Children shouldn’t have to live through the crap that some of these parents put them through. She deserved to be in school and have a normal life, not have to deal with her mother’s addictions. So heartbreaking.

    • @ermfine2
      @ermfine2 Před rokem

      No healthcare, no safety nets, no housing, no choices. Just greed and survival of the fittest. What a great country this is. 🙄Kids are destroyed. Absolutely destroyed.

    • @bethstreich6565
      @bethstreich6565 Před rokem +15

      I don’t blame Danielle for how she felt about her mom

    • @STCatchMeTRACjRo
      @STCatchMeTRACjRo Před rokem

      she committed serious offences, has 16 felonies. She does deserve to be in school, she deserves to be locked up in prison for life.

    • @pennypendleton7345
      @pennypendleton7345 Před rokem +4

      May I ask why she is in handcuffs?

    • @roxiegs348
      @roxiegs348 Před rokem +21

      @@pennypendleton7345 She is actually serving time. I don’t think that was mentioned because it’s truly not part of the case. I guess when you have a crappy mom like she did and no one to really guide you in life you have a less likely chance of being a successful adult.

  • @smalltwngirl8643
    @smalltwngirl8643 Před rokem +510

    This poor young lady has been dealt a nasty hand. I feel so terrible for her.

    • @A.Love.language
      @A.Love.language Před rokem +9

      So horrible 💔

    • @mackenziesackett4853
      @mackenziesackett4853 Před rokem +35

      @@rameychisum2891 I’m sure you’ve made plenty mistakes as we all have. As a survivor of childhood abuse, I have compassion for other survivors and don’t shame people. We all walk different paths and you can’t judge someone until you’ve been in their shoes. This young lady has clearly been through so much and I’m sure she wishes every day that she “played her cards differently”. Be kinder.

    • @InTheNameOfLife1
      @InTheNameOfLife1 Před rokem

      @@rameychisum2891 you must be just a perfect little Angel then 🙄 the thing is, nobody asked you.

    • @joannalaszczak2012
      @joannalaszczak2012 Před rokem +1

      @@mackenziesackett4853 22 arrests, 16 felony convictions for battery with a deadly weapon & car theft amongst others. In January 2010 Danielle earned an eight-year sentence for credit card fraud, cocaine possession and the attempted second degree murder of a police officer. Now in prison again on felony carjacking and aggravated battery charges, awaiting a life sentence.
      Yeah, she is very kind to others. Past is the past (even the most horrible) but we make our choices now.

    • @mackenziesackett4853
      @mackenziesackett4853 Před rokem +7

      @@joannalaszczak2012 if you know anything about trauma especially childhood trauma, it does irreversible damage to your brain. Having your mother do drink and do crack while pregnant with you ALSO affects your brain. When you talk about choices, us children who survive trauma never CHOSE to have irreversible things happen to our brains. That’s why I have compassion for others that ended up going down a dark path due to childhood trauma.

  • @teresalockamy6128
    @teresalockamy6128 Před rokem +262

    It is so easy for others to judge this girl. I can see so much pain in her eyes. When your own mother does not love or want you it is a rejection that you never get over. I pray this wounded young lady will overcome the hurt and pain. God bless you, you will be in my prayers. 🙏❤🙏

    • @justiceseeker3081
      @justiceseeker3081 Před rokem +7

      I am South African I cant agree more she had a life no child should have had but she didnt take her anger out on innocents .....makes her a truly good human truthful and not trying to make excuses just laying it bare

    • @davidsheriff9274
      @davidsheriff9274 Před rokem +1

      @E Boston where did you read that? I was reading about her, and what I saw
      is that she was in prison for carjacking a seventy two year old woman, and she was incarcerated at the time of her testimony in court. I am not saying you are wrong, I just want to know where you got the info about the attempted murders.

    • @enochia
      @enochia Před rokem

      @@eboston7591 everyone takes their anger out on people who aren't to blame, whether it be small stuff like road rage or large like this. I bet you do too. Vengeful people tend to focus on vengeful people.

    • @torehaaland6921
      @torehaaland6921 Před rokem +1

      Others here have suggested actually helping her.
      But you are christian, thus only offers "make yourself feel good prayers". Christians pray, others do the helping of the world.

    • @JamesTruthSeeking
      @JamesTruthSeeking Před 5 měsíci

      @@torehaaland6921 You have time to call us out for praying for her but you're ok with the folks calling her scum and what not. Grow up. I'll take it one more, pray for both of them. In the same prayer as all people they have broken. Pray for them all because prayer is free and what lunatic holds back something that helps when it has no cost attached? Some advice for you though. Sell your PC and send her the money since you are so concerned with material charity. For my part if I want to give to anyone it will be the survivors. But my prayer is free. I won't be stingy. Peace.

  • @gabysoto7663
    @gabysoto7663 Před rokem +80

    My heart is breaking for this woman. She would really benefit from counseling. There’s so much trauma. I wish I could’ve been her mother. 😭

    • @Chloe-qd5vx
      @Chloe-qd5vx Před rokem +10

      that last sentence is really powerful. you’re a sweet soul. wishing you all the best in life

    • @blessenbdaniel
      @blessenbdaniel Před rokem +1

      😢

  • @brie3679
    @brie3679 Před rokem +236

    What’s tragic is when they asked if she remembered the day Nikolas was born, she beams a smile…and then her face falls and she looks so deflated and broken. Such a happy occasion, the birth of her baby brother… and this was all it turned out to be. He was supposed to be the one who had a better life…

    • @AlexiHolford
      @AlexiHolford Před rokem +12

      So very sad

    • @beyondmeasure9903
      @beyondmeasure9903 Před rokem +15

      She wanted to keep him.

    • @icymorena
      @icymorena Před rokem +1

      One of the fewest and happiest moments in her life. Everything else before and after sounds like a tragedy.

    • @doracampos2088
      @doracampos2088 Před rokem

      The day a demon was born! 🔥 MURDERER!

  • @kylina3432
    @kylina3432 Před rokem +864

    Her heart seems SO BIG. She didn’t even want to call people “bums or junkies” and then decided to explain the kind of people they are instead and when she talks about her “baby brothers” and when sees their picture her face lights up. So much love lost. I can only hope that somehow they reconnect, if only for a little while so she can have some healing. 💔💔❤️❤️

    • @myrnapowell1637
      @myrnapowell1637 Před rokem +72

      I think you should look up her record. She’s about to serve life in prison for trying to kill an officer, almost killing a 72 yr old woman while car jacking her and several other violent felonies she’s done. I felt for her too until i read her record. She doesn’t care about anyone just like her mom. It’s very sad how one family has effected so many tragically.

    • @mecredi73
      @mecredi73 Před rokem +53

      @@myrnapowell1637 Do you think it’s a mere coincidence that BOTH of them ended up being violent?

    • @myrnapowell1637
      @myrnapowell1637 Před rokem +36

      @@mecredi73 Will that answer give back the victims their lives? The third child is now filming a reality show about being a brother of a serial killer. Both these siblings facing life are getting paid for that reality show. All three knew what was wrong and what was right because of what they went through in life. In her words she knew what was wrong. He knew when he spoke to say I did it I am pleading guilty what I did was wrong. They in their own words had the opportunity to seek help. I went through the system and took the opportunity to take a different path in life. Took the help. The right thing is often the roughest road but there is a choice unless your deemed insane. They are not insane.

    • @mecredi73
      @mecredi73 Před rokem

      @@myrnapowell1637 what system are you talking about?

    • @myrnapowell1637
      @myrnapowell1637 Před rokem +5

      @@mecredi73 Juvenile Justice system.

  • @grlsjstwannayahoo.
    @grlsjstwannayahoo. Před rokem +93

    I cried all the way through her testimony, so heartbreaking.
    If I had the money, I would try to find her and give her a home and love that she so deserves.
    Bless her heart.

  • @lexus8018
    @lexus8018 Před 8 měsíci +8

    You can hear how she despised her mother, it's almost exhausting for her to talk about her, it's incredibly tragic how a single irresponsible person can affect and ruin so many lives years in the future

  • @kathybell6268
    @kathybell6268 Před rokem +1238

    This testimony should be used as required watching for every state and federal elected official who has voted against drug treatment facilities, child protective services, early childhood programs, foster care, prenatal care programs and legal abortion! This testimony is a master class of the consequences of those no votes!!

    • @melsafken764
      @melsafken764 Před rokem +24

      I was thinking the same thing.

    • @Anca820
      @Anca820 Před rokem +36

      Just FYI, there is and has been legal abortion all over the area; in fact, all over S. Florida. She obviously didn’t seek out abortions. And although I agree with prenatal care classes, it’s impossible to get some women/girls to attend. They seek out no care, although it’s also available as is free prenatal care. Drug addicts don’t care about anything but the next high or drink.

    • @melsafken764
      @melsafken764 Před rokem +22

      @@Anca820
      Imagine all the issues, if women are denied?

    • @UnseenOct
      @UnseenOct Před rokem +58

      @@Anca820 Are abortions free though? No drug addict is going to be able to afford the hundreds of dollars for an abortion, not to mention the hoops you have to jump through to get the appointment. What they need are mobile birth control clinics. Like if an addict (or whoever else is in a bad place) wants an IUD/implant/sterilization, get them right then and there. Maybe even give them a bonus check for doing it. Drug addicts are notoriously unreliable, so they need to bring it TO them.

    • @patriciastark1951
      @patriciastark1951 Před rokem

      I am going to call bull. Some of the government agencies you mention are corrupt as hell. Make sure you qualify your answers

  • @lindseyhendrix2405
    @lindseyhendrix2405 Před rokem +495

    Man. I’m so struck by this woman. The emotion in her voice and on her face when she’s remembering the “big, beautiful dog” that her upstairs neighbor had really rocked me. It’s like it’s the little girl sitting there having to recount all that she endured rather than a grown woman in handcuffs having to testify. Sheesh. I’m not so sure I can stomach the whole thing.

    • @minnesota7010
      @minnesota7010 Před rokem +4

      She just wanted to get out of jail for the day

    • @Hannah-vp6eq
      @Hannah-vp6eq Před rokem +96

      @@minnesota7010 please try to have compassion for people who never had the opportunity to make good choices, unlike you or me. This woman deserves our compassion so she can heal and become a better person.

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +15

      @@Hannah-vp6eq How about having some compassion for her victims?
      Danielle Woodard, the daughter of Nikolas Cruz's biological mom Brenda Woodard, faces life in prison for targeting an elderly woman
      The 34-year-old allegedly jumped into the 72-year-old victim's Honda while she donated items at a Goodwill trailer in January 2020
      As Danielle tried to drive away, the elderly woman climbed back into the passenger seat but was hurled from the car as it slammed into a curb
      Danielle, a mother-of-two, was arrested on felony carjacking and aggravated battery charges
      She has an extensive rap sheet, including 22 arrests and 16 felony convictions, and is classified as a habitual violent offender
      She faces a mandatory life sentence if convicted next month

    • @domo201
      @domo201 Před rokem +63

      @@paulconnelly6560 Danielle is guilty for her crimes. But she’s also human and endured extreme trauma her entire life. It’s not easy to live normally because your childhood years molds who you are for the rest of your life. Danielle only knows drugs, violence because that’s all she knew as a child. That’s not an excuse for her own wrongdoings but an explanation. She gave us a vague description of what I can imagine was a world of hurt, she was irreparably damaged by the one person who was suppose to protect and care for her, her failed mother.

    • @chrissmomi05
      @chrissmomi05 Před rokem +21

      @@domo201 I completely agree with you. My brother has done some crazy things but I have seen what he has endured as well. My dad was so abusive to him… I remember him locking me in the car while I had to sit there and watch him beat my brother so badly just for going walking to let off steam after my dad tried to accuse him of stealing money from him (which he didn’t do) my dad made me get in the car and chased him down the road then locked me in the car and I held my ears and eyes so I didn’t have to hear my brother beg for death 😞 this wasn’t the first time either. Just the hardest time I can even recall because I was able to block out the rest. His life has mostly been spent behind bars. I wish so much better for him but he doesn’t know any better.

  • @tamradasilva2102
    @tamradasilva2102 Před rokem +33

    Danielle… The pain of the trauma you’ve been through can easily be seen. But I also see a lot of kindness in your eyes, and I see a compassionate, empathetic soul. I truly believe everyone has a purpose here and you’re meant to be here to help this world. I pray you find your way out of the darkness that has tried to dim your light. Blessed be. One love.

  • @gassbabyytrynn4425
    @gassbabyytrynn4425 Před rokem +6

    Her calling her mothers womb polluted says a lot 💯

  • @CoachAshley1983
    @CoachAshley1983 Před rokem +1931

    This is gut-wrenching. A sweet soul tortured by her own mother & left to fend for herself. Sadly, incarceration is probably the most stable environment she's ever known. I want so badly for someone to step in, mentor this beautiful woman, & help her live a life she can be proud of. If anyone doesn't think environment plays a major role in who we become, this is a perfect case study. We all have free will, but I don't believe any of Brenda's kids would be in these horrible situations had they been born to someone else. One woman's choices have destroyed countless lives...absolutely heartbreaking.💔

    • @lilian669
      @lilian669 Před rokem +17

      Yes … 💔

    • @Tired603
      @Tired603 Před rokem +20

      How do you learn how to survive???
      It’s hard to take care of yourself young on your own, you’re vulnerable to predators… don’t know how to handle emotions

    • @Christina-ko3fo
      @Christina-ko3fo Před rokem +32

      She truly is a beautiful and WORTHY soul.

    • @samie7025
      @samie7025 Před rokem +2

      There are so many kids that suffer bc ppl keep having kids willy nilly and don’t gaf to take care of them!!! Many parents abuse them too! Fckng hate this shyt!

    • @Pancakes29582
      @Pancakes29582 Před rokem +1

      And now with the retarded US abortion laws well be having a lot more kids born into awful situations

  • @Squishy617
    @Squishy617 Před rokem +1314

    This is definitely the most attention I’ve seen the shooter pay to the witness. Had his head down and was doodling when parents were talking about their awful loss. Its absolutely fascinating, I wonder what’s going through his mind when he’s hearing his sister speak.

    • @user-rv6gk6ns6u
      @user-rv6gk6ns6u Před rokem +458

      personally I think he didn't want to look at the parents or the victims because he feels ashamed and guilty and can't man up. but his sister. she's not acusing him of wrong doing. she's telling the tale of their childhood and maybe he's thinking like "man. she had it worse than me and this is what I did with my second chance " . or maybe not. maybe he's not that complex. idk. my heart breaks for the sister though. living with addicted parents is .....yeah....

    • @jdog1785
      @jdog1785 Před rokem +56

      dont fcking care

    • @critter4004
      @critter4004 Před rokem +70

      First thing I noticed too.

    • @jdog1785
      @jdog1785 Před rokem +2

      BC he is a narcissist.

    • @marlenereddy9300
      @marlenereddy9300 Před rokem +162

      I am a very compassionate human being ....yet when I listened to the sister if this demon , Nikolas speak ,I became more livid toward him .His sister had an extremely traumatic childhood ...yet she did not kill anybody or cause harm to any ...she could have ...she was a victim of an abusive life and still carries deep rooted scars .The fact that she is trying to help her brother through her horrid upbringing , will tell you that she is able to still love and protect ......I'm looking at him as he intentionally focuses on his sister ... listening to her every word ...he has respect for his own ...this demon Nikolas Cruz....yet when those heartbroken parents were in the witness stand ....he was busy with a pen and paper ...writing like an author or poet ...the nerve of this murderer !! .No regard no remorse just sheet arrogance ....but when his sister takes the stand he is all ears ...his entire demeanour is different .He knows THIS is his lifeline , this is his get -out -of -jail card .His sister's story is sad and she deserves a second chance at a BETTER life ....his story DESERVES THE FULL MIGHT OF THE LAW .....
      I COULD BE WRONG ....BUT I SEE A SLIGHT SMIRK ON HIS FACE ....NOT EVEN A TEAR FOR HIS SISTER .

  • @kennel878Xx
    @kennel878Xx Před rokem +43

    This is the ONLY and I mean ONLY person I’ve seen this trial where her saying she loves him is absolutely valid. Any one of you would say the same about somebody that was either a brother/sister or a friend that you deeply consider family more than your own. I’ll keep my prayers for you . God bless your soul , I know it’s not easy growing up with no direction , I’m 21 and am in the same boat. I hope you have an amazing life

    • @Plplj164
      @Plplj164 Před 8 měsíci

      Don’t say any one of you because you don’t know everyone

    • @kennel878Xx
      @kennel878Xx Před 8 měsíci

      @@Plplj164 i don't have to know a single damn person , if your a sympathizer with this monster I have no respect and all disgust for you. I don't have to know anyone to know that . Like I said before, she is the only person that is allowed to feel that way with complete understanding of why. Your about 10 months late to the party , I really don't know why you would even bother to say something as absurd and bogus as that.

  • @leilanirobinson1524
    @leilanirobinson1524 Před rokem +14

    The way she’s so nervous and anxious is so heart breaking 💔🥺.

  • @heavydutysupernaturalchitc3619

    Some parents don't deserve kids period.. this is heart breaking ..

    • @kellyalexander7347
      @kellyalexander7347 Před rokem +3

      So true heartbreaking to hear kids go through this 💔

    • @kelseymcgraw8187
      @kelseymcgraw8187 Před rokem +7

      And w the overturn of Roe vs Wade, this is exactly what is going to continue sadly

    • @noodlepoodlegirl
      @noodlepoodlegirl Před rokem +1

      @@kelseymcgraw8187 yeah, imagine 15 or 20 years in the future how many people like this there will be, with mothers who are forced to give birth and take care of kids that they didn’t want, couldn’t afford, and wouldn’t give a good life. It’s terrifying to think about.

    • @alllivesmatter3561
      @alllivesmatter3561 Před rokem

      @@kelseymcgraw8187 oh well. Probably should think before opening your legs, especially if you're a drug addict. 🤡

    • @alllivesmatter3561
      @alllivesmatter3561 Před rokem

      @@noodlepoodlegirl they aren't forced to have sex lol.. foh. 🤡

  • @GameKnight914
    @GameKnight914 Před rokem +275

    This whole entire trial just shows what happens to children when they don't have positive parent figures or any love during childhood.

    • @sofiaschoice3945
      @sofiaschoice3945 Před rokem +2

      Absolutely ☹️

    • @dragana8767
      @dragana8767 Před rokem

      And unfortunately, those who have a positive parental figure end up getting shot at school.

    • @hello-wl7pk
      @hello-wl7pk Před rokem +8

      i never had any positive figures in my childhood. i’ve never killed anyone

    • @skaania
      @skaania Před rokem +4

      @@hello-wl7pk neither did she. Have you ever been addicted to drugs at birth?

    • @Tzippi
      @Tzippi Před rokem +5

      Not all of us, but her testimony certainly Close to home, and what makes matters worse is my mothers name is Brenda and she threw me out the window like a piece of trash also. I have watched this multiple times and I cry every time I watch it.

  • @susang1107
    @susang1107 Před rokem +21

    This woman's testimony is so heartbreaking. She is very engaging. Such powerful, raw emotions.

  • @glorialyons8708
    @glorialyons8708 Před rokem +57

    After reading these comments it makes me feel really good that there are people out there who only have love in their heart. This whole testimony was so sad, I'm sure there are a lot of people that could identify with that situation right now. It would be awesome to have her tell her story to high school seniors or just on a public forum. Maybe her story could save a lot of lives, we really don't know this is not the way life is supposed to be if that's all we've lived or ever known! God Bless!!✨❤️💯🙏

    • @dopecat4012
      @dopecat4012 Před 5 měsíci

      After reading the comments I realized how naïve people are. She is in prison on her 17th felony! She is now facing 15 years to life for carjacking a woman in her mid 70s.

  • @SunniLove123
    @SunniLove123 Před rokem +738

    My heart broke for this young woman, this is not a show she’s putting on. That’s real pain. This woman is straight up… she’s got real pain & emotions. Very dramatic personally because she only knows the hard life.

    • @ogrish76
      @ogrish76 Před rokem

      Don't fool yourself, but i get you don't know any better, unlike Danielle Woodard, you would get eaten up in a second on the street lol.

    • @minnesota7010
      @minnesota7010 Před rokem +6

      How do you know this is real

    • @daniellewest265
      @daniellewest265 Před rokem +6

      Real? How do you know real, or fake?

    • @jdog1785
      @jdog1785 Před rokem +6

      street smart foster kid in & out of the system, we learned our way around judicial system. woman worked it. don't forget potential reality show for her w/ her other bro allegedly. Also, defense had rehearsals for her big debut here. she got reaction out of a few commenters.

    • @jdog1785
      @jdog1785 Před rokem +25

      @@daniellewest265 common street-smart sense. did she murder 17 children? NO. Her estranged brother did who was raised in a loving home. Regardless, if it wasn't, or was. Dude needs to fry for this heinous crime. Maybe when society grows a pair again and stop coddling these school shooters, they might get the message and stop murdering bc their feeling got hurt.

  • @sadiecali7522
    @sadiecali7522 Před rokem +216

    How did child services just let this all take place without interventions.....?....my heart breaks for this girl

    • @teedee643
      @teedee643 Před rokem +28

      seriously… you cant be so delusional to ask this question. and if they did take her away she would go into worse situations in foster care. it is all one in the same and not a savior for these kids.

    • @IscruCristi
      @IscruCristi Před rokem

      riiight ! maybe bcz all us justice system relies on these tragedies. and of course mass media. just for spread fear, manipulation, misleadin ... vultures ... desgusting.

    • @batmansmith7422
      @batmansmith7422 Před rokem +23

      Theyre overwhelmed and many of them are burnt out. Take it from another kid who fell right through the cracks.

    • @tiffany9328
      @tiffany9328 Před rokem +21

      this happens more often than you realize, there's many reasons it can go overlooked, i speak from experience

    • @boomds5602
      @boomds5602 Před rokem +1

      @@teedee643 foster care would NOT have been worse

  • @BookishDark
    @BookishDark Před rokem +22

    My god my heart absolutely aches for this girl. She’s a few years younger than me but I wish I could go back in time and help her - this is gut wrenching. Her sadness is tangible.

  • @OFFCIALR0YA1Z
    @OFFCIALR0YA1Z Před rokem +24

    This was such a heart wrenching deposition to listen to. No human being especially a child should have to go through this. Children are precious gifts and should be treated as such.

  • @plaguedoctor1492
    @plaguedoctor1492 Před rokem +155

    A lot of people will never understand the lifelong effects of living in constant fear and worrying about your own survival as a child. Never having a place in which you feel safe or loved, and then ferociously clinging to anything that finally brings you that comfort.

    • @melodiefrances3898
      @melodiefrances3898 Před rokem +1

      I understand.
      I'm very sorry that you do. It is no way to live as a child, which is a massive understatement.

    • @zacharyfountain5417
      @zacharyfountain5417 Před rokem +1

      This was a powerful comment.

    • @francoisnel5253
      @francoisnel5253 Před rokem +1

      Indeed, I was bullied not only by other kids in school who even came home to continue the bullying after school, but my own blood sibling (much older) even bullied me with them only then to wait for my step dad to come home from work and start his abuse cycle, singing nursery rhymes to me about killing kids, etc. Childhood was hell and living with PTSD, can't even imagine how bad it could be in foster care. Still dealing with the consequences today at almost 40 years old.

  • @mangafq8
    @mangafq8 Před rokem +591

    God bless this woman. You can hear a pin drop in the Court as everyone is feeling her pain and sorrow. Tragic life.

    • @cuckertarlson5310
      @cuckertarlson5310 Před rokem

      I've seen worse and the product turned out way better. Come to Michigan right in the middle you will find women and the remnants of women who could drink and snort Brenda under the table any day. This isn't a special or unique story other than her whole family is narcissistic sociopaths.

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +6

      God Bless the woman who almost killed a 72 year old woman, shot at a police officer, and also in 2003, brought a gun to school. Such an upstanding citizen! How about GOD BLESS HER VICTIMS! She is in Jail awaiting trial and because she is an habitual violent offender, faces life!

    • @dcc-randomstorieswithmel7424
      @dcc-randomstorieswithmel7424 Před rokem +23

      @@paulconnelly6560 doesn't mean she doesn't deserve empathy.
      Lack of empathy creates monsters like Nikolas

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +2

      @@dcc-randomstorieswithmel7424 Her victims need more empathy than her. Just be thankful your grandmother was not one of her many victims! Grow up and stop excusing criminal behavior! God Bless Her Victims!

    • @dcc-randomstorieswithmel7424
      @dcc-randomstorieswithmel7424 Před rokem +8

      @@paulconnelly6560 still doesn't mean she deserves less empathy.
      Even if it were my grandmother,I would still have empathy,thats what makes you different from people like Nikolas,otherwise you are just another person who thinks lives don't matter.
      Empathy is what makes the difference,otherwise you might as well be Nikolas.
      You sound like someone trying to take out their issues on strangers.
      She didn't do anything to you so mind your darn business

  • @brookeb452
    @brookeb452 Před rokem +48

    I went to a school for kids with emotional and behavioral issues. Her story is the same
    as many of my classmates, the difference being by the time they were in the school, there had been some sort of intervention to help get them out of their horrible living situations. That school really helped to save many of our lives, the sad part being there were only ab 60 of us total and couldn’t accommodate more- part of the reason the school was so successful was bc it was small enough so we couldn’t fall into the cracks, there were three clinicians and we each were assigned to one of the three, there was the ability for each teacher to get to know each kid and try to help w our individual needs/issues.
    Breaks my heart seeing this, knowing that there are places out there to help kids in these horrible scenarios, but there aren’t nearly enough of them, not enough funding available, etc. & it comes down to a lot of luck whether a kid gets these services.

    • @noahmoore9162
      @noahmoore9162 Před rokem

      While the self righteous males shout pro-life.

  • @BearCare24
    @BearCare24 Před rokem +10

    This has nothing to do with Nikolas shooting and killing 17 people and hurting many more. I don't understand why they are putting her through this hell of having to relive the hell her mom put her through for no reason!

  • @Jennylouise87
    @Jennylouise87 Před rokem +147

    I do feel for her btw, she was stuck in that hell. Yet Nicholas was adopted and given a chance and he murdered 17 people.

    • @joshuapike643
      @joshuapike643 Před rokem +6

      @Boston Gal they feel differently about her because she's a woman

    • @Ash_426
      @Ash_426 Před rokem

      Clearly there is something wrong with these people. It's in their DNA. Her story is terrible, but there are plenty of people with the same background that don't try to kill police officers and rob elderly ladies. Nor do they murder 17 innocent people at a high school.

    • @jocelynhunter2359
      @jocelynhunter2359 Před rokem +10

      @@joshuapike643 what a load of nuff. Did you listen to her or do you have your own agenda? Clearly, you have your own agenda.

    • @hus390
      @hus390 Před rokem +9

      @@jocelynhunter2359 Whatever tragedy she went through, Nick never lived it. All the sympathizing comments are from women. It's why I think Death Pen juries should have as minimum amount of women as possible. Sadly, Florida was tricked into making jury death sentences unanimous. Before 2016, a mere majority was enough. Nick grew up in a loving home with adoptive parents. Not with his biological mother. Her testimony is irrelevant. I can't believe you guys are falling for this.

    • @Pat_Speaks
      @Pat_Speaks Před rokem +13

      @@joshuapike643 ohhhhhh, poor little Joshie thinks women get off easy.

  • @xzavierreed
    @xzavierreed Před rokem +8

    This has got to be one of the most heart wrenching testimonies I have listened to. I wish I could just give her a hug at the least. She is powerful.

  • @urgentcaredr
    @urgentcaredr Před rokem +167

    This is such a powerful testimony. Imagine. She knew her biological mother directly while Nikolas was in the womb. This is such a hard case. Yes, Nikolas's mother was not caring for her body during pregnancy, which led to Nikolas's mental disability and cognitive impairment which in turn affected him psychologically and cognitively. We all know that a child in utero that is under the influence of drugs and alcohol, smoking, can affect a child's life forever.
    It wasn't Nikolas's fault for what his mother did during pregnancy. But it was also Nikolas's responsibility to change the course of his life and do good. He was adopted by another family and although he was placed in a better environment, there was still trouble. Why? Because of where it all started - in utero.
    Danielle has gone through a lot, made mistakes, and could have changed her life too. Prayers!

    • @kaleahcollins4567
      @kaleahcollins4567 Před rokem +41

      Many people lived that life yet NEVER BECAME A MASS SCHOOL SHOOTER STOP THE EXCUSES

    • @isaidit3403
      @isaidit3403 Před rokem +15

      @@kaleahcollins4567 many people who have lived that life have in fact gone on to commit atrocities. It’s actually rarer for the children exposed to lots of drugs and alcohol while in the womb to not be affected in some way whether it be physically or mentally.

    • @TheBanjoShowOfficial
      @TheBanjoShowOfficial Před rokem +11

      @Big Chungus Definitely sounded like an excuse to me. You want to go down this line? Who were the parents of Brenda? What did they do to her? It's not even Brenda's fault then. Okay then who's fault is it? Sorry, I don't play these games. Life is absolutely horrid for some people, and yes, this absolutely increases the likelihood of becoming a criminal. But ultimately the responsibility falls on the human being that makes the conscious and fully aware decision in their minds to plan and carry out the unprovoked murder of multiple innocent individuals in cold blood. If we want to cut with the sword of nurture, then you will never find anyone responsible for anything because every sin originates from one origin that no one can pinpoint. We have free will, we make the choices, we reap the consequences. That is the unfortunate and sad reality we live in, but it is reality. A horrible childhood is not an excuse for murder, it only explains the correlation between the two. This is a murderer, no further discussion should be held on this. What people and society can do is learn to not follow the actions of entirely dysfunctional families like these.

    • @flugsven
      @flugsven Před rokem +2

      @@kaleahcollins4567 You know the rule. You're only allowed to throw the first rock if you're free from sin.

    • @judithsarazin7110
      @judithsarazin7110 Před rokem

      200 percent many of us are living proof

  • @taniasotelo2124
    @taniasotelo2124 Před rokem +251

    I can’t believe I’m crying for her childhood… and i think he’s looking at her because he didn’t know his own sister.. maybe it’s someone he would have loved to meet and talk to. This is so sad 😭

    • @lindseyhendrix2405
      @lindseyhendrix2405 Před rokem +33

      I caught that too. It’s like the first time he’s looked up at the witness box. At least so far that I’ve seen in this video and the trial.

    • @johndavidson3600
      @johndavidson3600 Před rokem +21

      I can believe it. You can feel her pain, and she only wanted to testify in hopes of helping her brother one last time, despite everything. We forget that she is a victim too, both from Cruz and her mother. It gets lost in these trials that the offenders have family members too, who are impacted by the offenders actions as well, bud they are still their family member or loved one. I’m sure she still loves her brother too, despite the horrible, awful, disgusting crimes he committed.

  • @deirdrelock4235
    @deirdrelock4235 Před rokem +423

    She was dealt a terrible hand due to her mom’s inability to help herself. How tragic. I pray she is able to overcome the demons in her life and find peace and joy. So undeserved.

    • @key6723
      @key6723 Před rokem +4

      @Badger life and blaming it on their race... instead of looking at those intergenerational issues.

    • @Ash_426
      @Ash_426 Před rokem +8

      @@key6723 what does this have to do with race? I am confused.

    • @key6723
      @key6723 Před rokem +2

      @@Ash_426 It's a point to show the lack of perspective people have, racist people and people who don't say they're racist but still resort to their racial biases who look at this white lady can EASILY say " oh she had bad parents, i can see where things went wrong, i feel bad." but they can't relay that logic to when a colored person commits a crime, then it's "of course they we're black, black people commit more crimes that means they are genetically prone to violence" that's the point, it's an education moment for slow people who can't grasp how intergenerational trauma causes poverty and crime regardless of the human constructed "races" we use to generalize and marginalize groups.

    • @key6723
      @key6723 Před rokem +2

      ​@Badger life i'm not commenting about Nick Cruz or this situation rather your comment that says "So many more children are being raised in these exact same conditions or worse" and in society alot of the time coloured people in these exact situations are looked at as they are supposed to be there instead of how they look at this situation with his sister as sad and unfortunate that she's been delt a bad hand.

    • @Ash_426
      @Ash_426 Před rokem +3

      @@key6723 except that you seem to be the only person who has mentioned race. I truly do not see what race has to do with this situation, despite your reply. I can't feel badly for either of them, regardless of whether they are white or not.

  • @sshep86
    @sshep86 Před rokem +60

    My life was never as hard as this. I had it good by comparison. But when I was a teen, I started staying out more, keeping with my friends and making bad choices too.
    I was avoiding issues in the family, i.e. my parents break up....... I feel this. It resonates and I am around the same age....... Sad.

  • @daddybob6096
    @daddybob6096 Před rokem +257

    Poor Danielle, i felt so sorry for her, it wasn't her fault she finished up like this. My daughter went off the rails when our marriage broke up. She is now in her 50s and finally got her act together, i'm so proud of her. This is one of the saddest testimonies i have ever had to witness in my life. I wish someone could tell Danielle there are people out here who love her. Robert. 82yo. New Zealand.

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +11

      Only 10 years older than her last victim...
      Danielle Woodard, the daughter of Nikolas Cruz's biological mom Brenda Woodard, faces life in prison for targeting an elderly woman
      The 34-year-old allegedly jumped into the 72-year-old victim's Honda while she donated items at a Goodwill trailer in January 2020
      As Danielle tried to drive away, the elderly woman climbed back into the passenger seat but was hurled from the car as it slammed into a curb
      Danielle, a mother-of-two, was arrested on felony carjacking and aggravated battery charges
      She has an extensive rap sheet, including 22 arrests and 16 felony convictions, and is classified as a habitual violent offender
      She faces a mandatory life sentence if convicted next month

    • @tamarevans9025
      @tamarevans9025 Před rokem +5

      @@paulconnelly6560 Thank you, now I understand why that officer is standing behind her.

    • @CC-xn5xi
      @CC-xn5xi Před rokem +7

      @@paulconnelly6560 My God. The wreckage caused by Brenda never ends.

    • @TETCOM.
      @TETCOM. Před rokem +1

      Thank you Robert❤️....thank you for caring

    • @TETCOM.
      @TETCOM. Před rokem +3

      @@paulconnelly6560 ......AND.........your point?

  • @Pixie_dust280
    @Pixie_dust280 Před rokem +412

    I’m not saying what he did was okay. But can you imagine feeling unloved, unwanted and being called weird by adults even and bullied all your life. Than you’re sitting there listening to your sister and hear her say that she asked Brenda “can we keep him?”. Knowing that from the moment you were born there was one person who loved you and wanted you. And after all that you’ve done, that same person who loved and wanted you, they still love you just as much. You can just see in her face and hear in her voice the love she has for him.
    This entire situation has just been a complete tragedy. Sad.

    • @TDS1281
      @TDS1281 Před rokem +23

      I pray she finds peace and healing .

    • @angelicaduncan9694
      @angelicaduncan9694 Před rokem +39

      You have so much empathy. I agree with you 100% ugh it is surely tragic. She’s so sweet ♥️ I wish her nothing but a fulfilled life when she serves her time. I hope she changes her life for good ♥️

    • @Leerah1313
      @Leerah1313 Před rokem +18

      It's sad.... people can become psychopaths from a traumatic childhood

    • @imanimarshall3226
      @imanimarshall3226 Před rokem +32

      I feel sad for her but not her brother. She had the same horrible parents and she ain't go and off 17 innocent ppl because of it. No matter how bad a parent is you don't go and hurt others because of it. I would have more respect if the mother was who he offed.

    • @Leerah1313
      @Leerah1313 Před rokem +20

      @@imanimarshall3226 People have different brain functions and trauma effects everybody’s brain 🧠 different she was lucky Nick wasn’t

  • @guywebster8018
    @guywebster8018 Před rokem +37

    My bestfriend had a mom just like brenda. She was a horrible human being. Spent years in and out of prison. Inflicted horrific abuse on my friend. My father stepped in and raised my buddy along with many other friends. It makes you realize how lucky we are to have good people in our lives and I was lucky to have a great dad. My childhood friend had issues in his adult life but he got through em and hes getting along. Alcohol is a big issue with him but hes coping as best as he can. Hes certainly not violent like this little creep but it starts at home usually. Clearly this family went through hell and dysfunction and we really need our social services to stop this way early instead of screwing with the good parents out there.

  • @serenafelix6794
    @serenafelix6794 Před rokem +35

    Imagine thinking that even the dog is better than your mom.
    A dog that shows you a love that has no boundaries. Love that is always there for you. Love that is loyal and Uncondtional❤😢

  • @anne.7375
    @anne.7375 Před rokem +354

    I sure hope that after this testimony she got all the privacy, comfort, and rest. You can tell this was painful and I am blown away by her strength and composure. Totally impressive and she deserves all the warmth and happiness.

  • @shannsimms9072
    @shannsimms9072 Před rokem +50

    This is the life that Nikolas Cruz’s adoptive mother saved him from and he did something worse than anyone could have imagined.

  • @anamaria-girllover
    @anamaria-girllover Před rokem +7

    her face absolutely lights up when she looks or talks about him. you can tell she had a lot of hope for him. a part of me feels like this testimony probably got to him.

  • @donyeedmondson1256
    @donyeedmondson1256 Před rokem +8

    Why do all murderers choose the same glasses is my question

    • @stayfarawaysoclose1065
      @stayfarawaysoclose1065 Před rokem

      Yes I thought the same thing, all the weird guys like that grandpa kind of glasses

  • @nr3858
    @nr3858 Před rokem +769

    Surprised by how much empathy I felt for Danielle. Unlike Nikolas who was adopted and had the opportunity to make something of himself, this woman didn't stand a chance. What's heartbreaking is she is repeating the same cycle with her children. I imagine her kids will grow up having that similar resentment towards her like she does to her mother.

    • @moneymase6903
      @moneymase6903 Před rokem +41

      Didn’t stand a chance? Lol maybe you were spoon fed but many people are in this same situation.

    • @Carzpress
      @Carzpress Před rokem

      She’s doing alright now Nexus have all their backs 👍🏻

    • @cradames
      @cradames Před rokem +92

      And after all she's been through she didn't just decide to ruin and destroy other people's lives like he did.

    • @Ash_426
      @Ash_426 Před rokem

      Have any of you seen what this girl has done??? Attempted felony murder, burglary, resisting arrest with violence, etc etc. It's in the DNA obviously.

    • @Ash_426
      @Ash_426 Před rokem +2

      @@moneymase6903 🎯 100%

  • @412Sportsz
    @412Sportsz Před rokem +67

    As a foster child,
    This hurts to watch a little bit. You can tell she’s very overwhelmed
    And she’s currently a prisoner. Unfortunately it’s what happens to most of us. Only a handful of us are lucky in the end

    • @annam4779
      @annam4779 Před rokem +2

      I’m so sorry:/ I have three littles right now. I pray that they will grow up to have a wonderful life. It breaks my heart that their mom deserted them:/

  • @malindatrapanese3821
    @malindatrapanese3821 Před rokem +17

    This had me in tears. This is what happens when parents & the system fails a child.

  • @barbaravanzee9989
    @barbaravanzee9989 Před rokem +11

    My heart breaks for this young lady. She deserved a better life. I wish I could give her a hug.

  • @robertmacpherson6715
    @robertmacpherson6715 Před rokem +198

    This girl is still young, her testimony tells it all. She need love and help not jail. When she does smile it is a wonderful smile. I hope someone sees this and gives her the help she needs.

    • @nenej12
      @nenej12 Před rokem

      I hate to judge…but she sounds a lil uneducated and unstable

    • @paulconnelly6560
      @paulconnelly6560 Před rokem +16

      She will get it in prison, or not get it!
      Danielle Woodard, the daughter of Nikolas Cruz's biological mom Brenda Woodard, faces life in prison for targeting an elderly woman
      The 34-year-old allegedly jumped into the 72-year-old victim's Honda while she donated items at a Goodwill trailer in January 2020
      As Danielle tried to drive away, the elderly woman climbed back into the passenger seat but was hurled from the car as it slammed into a curb
      Danielle, a mother-of-two, was arrested on felony carjacking and aggravated battery charges
      She has an extensive rap sheet, including 22 arrests and 16 felony convictions, and is classified as a habitual violent offender
      She faces a mandatory life sentence if convicted next month

    • @jasmineeasmr
      @jasmineeasmr Před rokem

      Why’d she locked up ?

    • @ryanfraser167
      @ryanfraser167 Před rokem

      @@jasmineeasmr latest offence was carjacking, she sadly has a long criminal history and 2 jail sentences

    • @doracampos2088
      @doracampos2088 Před rokem +3

      @@jasmineeasmr Read the comment above yours.

  • @sonyafly
    @sonyafly Před rokem +202

    Does anyone else feel like they want to give this poor woman a hug? Ugh heart breaking.

  • @joyluck7931
    @joyluck7931 Před rokem +24

    My heart breaks for her. U can tell in voice how much pain she’s in

  • @B1LLBILL
    @B1LLBILL Před rokem +5

    You can tell this woman was disappointed in her younger brother. So sad.

  • @movebruh
    @movebruh Před rokem +87

    This woman is incredibly traumatized. It's very heartbreaking.

  • @Lonesome__Dove
    @Lonesome__Dove Před rokem +205

    This is probably the most Nikolas has ever heard about his blood family. You can see his fascination. At the end of the day, none if this excuses what he did. Its all unfortunate but no excuse. Do u know how many children grew up with alcoholic and drug addicted parents? Countless.

    • @dontnot56363
      @dontnot56363 Před rokem +11

      Bro how someone’s mental state can affect ur decision is something nobody who’s dealt with that can tell
      There s a lot of psychology damage done to these kids
      Some fought it he just cudnt and it’s really reallyyyyy sad to see what they have put him through for him to dowhat he has

    • @Lonesome__Dove
      @Lonesome__Dove Před rokem +19

      @@dontnot56363 that doesn't change the fact that he should pay the ultimate price for his actions. He took 17 lives and there isn't an excuse in the world that should give him any leniency. He was adopted, raised by a family that did everything they could to help him...he didn't grow up with years and years of abuse and he absolutely has enough wherewithal to know right from wrong. This country needs to stop sending the message that someone with trauma or past issues don't have to be held to the same standards as everyone else...especially if they have the intelligence to know right from wrong. There is absolutely no reason to keep this person alive for the next 50 yrs. He doesn't deserve it.

    • @nicolelitwicki6600
      @nicolelitwicki6600 Před rokem

      @@Lonesome__Dove I’d be extremely interested in how he actually grew up though. I wonder if he ever got help for his mental illness. Clearly he didn’t . Adoption doesn’t make you automatically have rich parents. There are a lot of disgusting parents that have adopted just too abuse that kid. Lots of human trafficking stories I’ve seen through my life from adoptive parents. Not excusing anything that he did at all. But no one kills that many people if they are sane. Just saying.

    • @Lonesome__Dove
      @Lonesome__Dove Před rokem +7

      @@nicolelitwicki6600 they documented all the times his family sought help. Its been brought up numerous times throughout this trial. Lots of documentation and even testimony from his psychologist.

    • @sisterfleur7523
      @sisterfleur7523 Před rokem +1

      Alcohol and drugs are forbidden in Islam. There is a reason. It destroys societies. I am happy I was raised in a stable society and family. And I feel very sad for the moral and societal downfall of the West, it is truly tragic, I sometimes read its history and a lot of things were better back in the days. Technological and economic advancement doesn't equal stability and human advancement.

  • @carminenevills6327
    @carminenevills6327 Před rokem +50

    After watching a lot of the videos from this trail it’s really showed me the overall importance of love especially in the life of children. Each video regarding this case just gets worse and worse and while there in no excuse for that he did you can see the events that led to this. Brenda was a terrible person and the shockwaves from her choices are effecting many lives and will continue to do so for many years. My heart goes out to every single person that will have to suffer from these tragedies. The world needs more love.

  • @toniabrown4376
    @toniabrown4376 Před rokem +5

    Why didn't child protective services come into the picture

  • @lexieloo0506
    @lexieloo0506 Před rokem +95

    Such sadness in her voice when describing what she went through with her mother as a child and yet she smiles every time her little brothers are mentioned. All this girl wanted was a loving family. I feel for her so much.

  • @scabessa123
    @scabessa123 Před rokem +159

    Omg this is just beyond heartbreaking.. the pain she has endured and is still enduring really gets to your soul. My heart goes out to her. If anyone watching this is pregnant or thinking about having children, make sure that you do it f-ing right because if you don’t, this is the result!

  • @ChristinaBijon
    @ChristinaBijon Před rokem +5

    When she said how did Brenda affect you as a mother? I balled my eyes out. This poor child

  • @rocee1140
    @rocee1140 Před rokem +4

    why are they asking her about her charges she isn't on trial

  • @smalltwngirl8643
    @smalltwngirl8643 Před rokem +78

    The only time I have seen a single spec of compassion from Nicholas was when he looked at his sister for a second as she talked about her mom drinking

    • @Herewearenowentertainus
      @Herewearenowentertainus Před rokem +27

      Only time I’ve really seen him interested in what’s being said on the stand

    • @orangechickengorl
      @orangechickengorl Před rokem +4

      Timestamp?

    • @lea24457
      @lea24457 Před rokem +1

      Probably because he was intrigued to hear about his birth mother and where he came from

  • @nuwon8154
    @nuwon8154 Před rokem +429

    This woman has a story to tell. We need to pray for her

    • @bumper.love.ukraine
      @bumper.love.ukraine Před rokem +19

      You are right and she needs professional help that most governments do not give and like here in Canada it is a revolving door for people that have entered the system. More money needs to be put into psychiatric help! I will pray for her and her getting the help she does need!

    • @STCatchMeTRACjRo
      @STCatchMeTRACjRo Před rokem +4

      Her victims need prayer, not she.

    • @oheymario
      @oheymario Před rokem +7

      And for her sake , i feel like we need to learn how to forgive and have a heart for her brother too

    • @oheymario
      @oheymario Před rokem +10

      @@STCatchMeTRACjRo that’s not how prayer works

    • @yahwehsdaughterromans1164
      @yahwehsdaughterromans1164 Před rokem +7

      @Boston Gal The same forgiveness and mercy you would want God to give you you need to give to others. It’s not only for them but for healing. Hell is a hot place. Even if you dont believe in it, it exist. God said why should he forgive you if you cannot forgive others of their trespasses.

  • @ashleytaylor2592
    @ashleytaylor2592 Před rokem +25

    This poor woman has been used her entire life and the defense just used her again. Every one of these defense attorneys should be disbarred. I feel so sorry for her. He was given a chance for better and he threw it away. She grew up in a horrible environment and didn't do the things he did. She may have committed crimes but nothing even remotely close to what he did. I pray she gets help and a new chance in this life.

  • @911dips5
    @911dips5 Před rokem +4

    If you see her trauma. Her brother is just as screwed up. Take care of your kids people

  • @lorapriceprice3169
    @lorapriceprice3169 Před rokem +50

    When she said, "Can we keep him?" Omg .This is the saddest thing ever ..

  • @pretzeltime3900
    @pretzeltime3900 Před rokem +211

    My heart is broken for this young woman. As a child and a young girl, she must have seen and experienced the worst of humanity. She deserved a better life than what her family was able to give her.

  • @Melissa-ju8bs
    @Melissa-ju8bs Před rokem +7

    This beautiful soul say and bared her heart to the entire court room. You could see her glance over at her brother with such remorse in her eyes… you can tell she blames herself for his mental health issues. The first women who interviewed her could feel her heart aching, you could tell.. the second guy was there to get the testimony and go home. So sad. 😢

  • @ochrechap
    @ochrechap Před rokem +10

    The character of this girl saved him from death. One testimony!
    The stoicism she projects is out of this world!
    I pray that God saves her!

  • @Kimi1968ful
    @Kimi1968ful Před rokem +415

    So sad for this young woman. And all the kids whose parents failed them. I hope she can find her way.

    • @Yyyyyy5
      @Yyyyyy5 Před rokem +15

      She carjacked a vehicle from a 72 year old woman. The woman received injuries.

    • @therealman2016
      @therealman2016 Před rokem +9

      @@Yyyyyy5 I agree I can’t believe people don’t see the guard behind her and jump suit next to her

    • @savetrump9120
      @savetrump9120 Před rokem

      A little late for that. She chose a life of crime and will spend her life in prison.

    • @ActiveAussie2024
      @ActiveAussie2024 Před rokem +3

      @@Yyyyyy5 yeah. Interesting that so many people in the comments here conveniently forget that. I 'll bet that 74 year old woman ( I think) is traumatized for the rest of her life.

    • @Yyyyyy5
      @Yyyyyy5 Před rokem +5

      @@ActiveAussie2024 yeah you never know. Some people are traumatized for life and others can move on from events and choose not to be victims so I sympathize with both. However the school shooting event was so horrific I’d say most everyone involved would be traumatized for life and that is not fair. It’s a sad situation.

  • @Miss.831
    @Miss.831 Před rokem +204

    I feel for her. My parents were abusive. I have no relationship with them. I was addicted to heroin and in and out of jail, then got sentenced to 3 years. Your parents really do make a difference. And if convicted it’s automatic life for her. She deserved wayyy better. ❤️❤️

    • @isabellalora6533
      @isabellalora6533 Před rokem

      🤍

    • @OfficialLiLMicK
      @OfficialLiLMicK Před rokem +13

      Happy your doing better. Stay strong stay positive, stay blessed.

    • @NicoleMichelChannel
      @NicoleMichelChannel Před rokem +8

      I can 💯 relate friend. 🥺

    • @buddy3886
      @buddy3886 Před rokem +3

      i was the oldest of eleven kids and mutable step fathers and plenty of abuse ,at home and at school

    • @Miss.831
      @Miss.831 Před rokem +13

      @@OfficialLiLMicK Aw thank you. I appreciate it. Yea I’m doing a lot better actually. I’m just at the end of becoming a registered nurse actually.