God that line about the train has hit my heart like a tonne of bricks. "I think I've lost". You may have not been able to hold onto the meaning and hope you've created yourself, but we will all hold onto it for you and we will not squander what you've done for all us and given us. "Star of the sea", you are shining bright forever and in all of us, and we will meet again. I love you and I miss you
I often come back here, hoping that I’ll see a new upload and realise that it was just a bad dream. I miss you angel. Thank you for all that you did, for your time, your effort, the little texts - all of it. I hope heaven is treating you well ❤
I've been thinking about you a lot recently. It still feels so surreal that we'll never get to hear your voice or see your big beautiful smile again. You were so fucking special, and I will forever hate how this world robbed you of the ability to feel the impact of your presence. This may seem odd to say as you’re no longer here, but the resilience you portrayed throughout your journey will amaze me for the rest of my life. There’s no doubt in my mind that you tried your absolute hardest to fight and stay here. I just hope that your resilience isn’t clouded by the tragedy that followed; because you really did try, so regardless of the outcome, your fearlessness up until the very end STILL deserves to be acknowledged. I’m sorry, I’m rambling. I hope more than anything that you have the peace you so courageously earned.
i just came here after i randomly thought of marie out of nowhere after not watching for a while and…wow. this is not what i was expecting when coming back to her channel for updates. i cannot believe that she’s passed…my heart is aching for her loved ones & those of us who have been touched by marie and her message. how awful it must be for her family/friends to lose someone so lovely. her impact and her light will not be forgotten 🌙
Exactly what I did today. I randomly thought of her out of nowhere and came back to check for update. It is sad to know she has passed, helped me and I bet so many others with sharing her story. I hope her soul is finally free of the pain and is in a better world than the one we live in! RIP
I keep coming back to this video… knowing it’s the last video Marie is ever gonna post. I’m older than Marie, but she saved me so many times and made me realise that there is no shame in having self harm scars. No shame in finding life hard and no shame in living with mental illnesses. What saddens me is that she is no longer here. She fought and fought and I am truly heartbroken that this stunning, inspirational woman is no longer here. Marie, wherever you are, I hope you know now that you were and are so loved. So worthy. So respected. So needed. And I truly hope you’re at peace now. You’re the most beautiful star in the sky now and will be missed forever. Sleep tight angel ❤
Watching this video back in floods of tears. It still doesn’t feel real and I’m honestly heartbroken 😭 Thank you for inspiring me throughout my whole recovery and giving me that motivation in every day life. You’ve changed my life and so many other peoples lives in such a positive way and we will continue to fight for you x Never came across somebody so inspirational and positive. You inspired us all and we will forever be grateful for that. RIP sweet angel, we’ll miss you greatly 🙏🏻❤️ xx
@@Tanya_Trowers I read an article that it was a car accident but not sure how accurate it is. We will have to wait and see what is said when the family are ready ❤️
It’s so bizarre feeling real genuine grief for someone you’ve never met. I think about you every single day and so much reminds me of you, I still watch your videos all of the time and they calm me down so much. I honestly feel grief for you and feel like i’ve lost so much hope since you left, nothing feels ok anymore, you were so incredible. It’s quite unreal how loved and missed you are :(
“I think I’ve lost” wow that line is utterly heartbreaking watching this back. Thankyou for everything you did for the mental health community. I’m so sorry this world couldn’t keep you safe but I hope you are now at peace💔❤️
I watched this the day it was posted and have only now found out that Marie is no longer with us, and came back to rewatch. I have been a silent viewer for years. We were the same age and I always found it comforting to know that I was not alone with my mental health struggles. These videos helped me so much over the years and I feel like we grew up together, from teenagers to adults. Albie was one of the reasons I got my own cavapoo as a therapy dog, and that led to me starting my own small business making dog accessories. I spoke with Marie a while back and ended up sending her a whole package of things for Albie, and in my small interactions with her she seemed like exactly the beautiful soul that comes across in her videos. My heart is so heavy to hear that she is gone. The world has truly lost a remarkably special human. Mental health can be so so cruel and I know first hand from my own experiences. I am so grateful and lucky to still be here. I can only imagine what her friends and family are going through ❤ Rest tight Marie 🌙✨
"I think ive lost" my love. The only peace i have is knowing that you dont have to fight so damn hard to get a single moment of peace anymore. I hope your family is doing well, i love them wholeheartedly and I thank them for always doing everhthing they ever could for you. And i hope Albie knows that you're okay now. I love you Marie. Youve saved me countless times before and im sure countless times to come. I wish we couldve done more for you ✨️🌙✨️
That “I think i’ve lost” comment gives me chills every single time I watch this video back. I can’t help but feel like she already knew what was going to happen when she made this video. The pain and inner turmoil is just so clear on her face, it’s a sort of pain most people will never come close to experiencing. I don’t know if it’s just hindsight, but this video feels like a goodbye, she was so exhausted💔
I can’t help but see the incredible mask Marie has through the pain she was clearly feeling here. And can’t help feel her subconscious (or conscious) mind wanted to make a final video to explain her thoughts and feelings to others so people could understand some more. I’m so heartbroken over how lost she was clearly feeling and I just wish there could have been a way through this for her. The strongest souls end up carrying the largest weights and she didn’t deserve any of this. The world has lost a true angel who dedicated a huge part of her life to try and improve other’s experiences of similar mental health issues. Maries videos helped me through some of the darkest and most confusing times of my life, she brought an element of humour to the situation and so eloquently discussed all aspects of mental health 💔
This comment just made me sob. It's so true. So many of us are better off for having known her, she definitely left her mark on this earth even if she thought she didn't. What an absolutely devastating loss.
If only you could read the comments Marie. I know you knew how loved you were and I’m sorry the world made you feel so bad. You’re in my thoughts everyday❤ I can safely say without you the world is a less comforting place
I just found out that you left us and I haven't stopped crying all night, this just feels so surreal. Marie, I am so sorry. I'm so sorry that you weren't able to find the peace you so desperately wanted here on earth. You were such an incredible human being with such a bright light, you deserved to be happy, you did not deserve the pain and challenges life threw at you. I want to say thank you. Thank you for being vulnerable, thank you for sharing your story with us even though at times it felt impossible and you felt embarrassed. Your willingness to open up and show the darker sides of mental illness helped tremendously to break the stigma for SO MANY PEOPLE, I know it drastically changed the way I saw things for myself. Your vulnerability was so powerful and inspiring, YOU were so powerful and inspiring. Your willingness to let strangers in to the darkest parts of your life is something I couldn't even imagine doing but that's just who you were, you were such a selfless person. It's so hard to comprehend this. I truly, from the deepest parts of my soul, pray that you've found the peace and happiness you couldn't find here. I hope that you're in a place so full of joy that you never feel pain again. I hope that weight you carried for so long has finally been lifted. Beautiful Marie, after a long and valiant battle it's now time for you to get some well deserved rest. You fought so hard for so long, we all saw how exhausted you were. I will never forget you, I will never forget your story and I most certainly will NEVER forget the things you opened my eyes to. I owe you so much, I'm so sorry we couldn't save you. It's time for you to be free now gorgeous girl.
i have been going through your old videos since i found out that you are no longer here & my heart is just so heavy. you made this world a better place for so many people, myself included & we all owe it to you to keep your spirit & message alive. thank you for being a shining light in my life & helping me through some of my darkest times, whether that was with your videos or through messages we exchanged. you are truly one in a million & i hope that you are at peace now. i love you marie, fly high you beautiful soul
It still doesn’t feel real 😢 I’m heartbroken :( She was everything and inspired so many people and was so loved 🥰 This video gives me the chills, what an absolute legend she was ❤️ and will be greatly missed by so many people x
sobbing so much my vision is blurred. the mark she has left on this world and this community is unbelievably inspiring. I just imagine her soul floating around the earth and in the cosmic universe. a big ball of golden light and pray she feels only peace and bliss from now on
I'm back again Marie. Cannot stop thinking about you lately 😢going through my own shit right now and I always found comfort in your videos but now it's just pure sadness. Still so gutted you didn't realise your worth and understand just how loved you were, even by people who only knew you through a screen. Fly high beautiful angel 🕊🕊 sleep tight ❤❤😢😢
i've only just found out that you passed away like 20 minutes ago and i am so upset. you saved me so much through my early teenage years- helping me realise how important my thoughts actually were and how valid i was for being so mentally ill. i am completely heartbroken over this, i am just so happy that you are now at peace. i'm so sorry that the system failed you. for her friends and family- i hope you're all coping okay and as well as you can.
I remember meeting you at Birmingham Pride a couple years ago. Your golden soul that you projected on camera was even greater in person. And I know it will continue to float around the earth and the cosmic universe never losing momentum. I pray you have found peace, bliss and warmth surrounded by everything you love and nurtured. We will continue fighting for you Marie and the message you continually put out. And, in the meantime, I will look out for you within the silver moon, within the golden sunshine, within the glistening stars and within the beautiful stretches of nature. You are one incredible woman.
I've just learned about this today, and I'm profoundly shocked. I've always felt that we've all walked alongside Marie in our mental health battles...she was such light and comfort to so many people, for so many years here on youtube. My love to her family and friends. I'm so shocked
Very well put! I'm in absolute disbelief like I genuinely never saw this coming. I'm beyond devastated. She fought so hard for so long, I just feel so gutted that it ended this way even though she tried her absolute best. Such a beautiful girl that was faced with demons she never deserved.
Oh Marie 😢 we all miss you so much girl ❤ I've never felt grief like this towards someone I've never met before 😭💔 Can't stop thinking of you and your Mum, Dad and Amy ❤ I hope you're at peace, you beautiful soul. 🌙 This world really has suffered an immense loss 💔 xxxxx
Rest in perfect peace Marie. I feel so devastated your gone. You were the person I would turn to on TikTok or CZcams to make me smile and/or laugh. You were the main person who helped me realise I can wear my scars out, I would never have done that without you💜. You were also incredibly kind, caring & understanding, this is a rare thing in this world nowadays. I’m still in shock & crying on/off. I’m still going on all your socials just hoping this is a horrible nightmare & your really still with us… but I know that’s not true. Heaven has gained the best angel. I’m going to miss you & carry you in my heart forever! 💔😩😭
Hi, we would appreciate if you would remove your comment and give her family and friends the privacy to grieve and make an announcement. I understand how loved Marie was and that everyone feels they knew her but for those of us who knew her personally and her family please respect this ❤️
I can’t stop thinking about you, you cross my mind several times a day. I just can’t believe you’re not here anymore. It’s a hard pill to swallow that someone like you, who gave so much to others, couldn’t afford yourself the same grace. How could someone with a heart like yours be subjected to so much emotional turmoil? I will NEVER understand how our own minds can betray us like that. You deserved SO MUCH BETTER, you deserved to be happy and free, you deserved to grow old and experience those unexpected moments of joy life throws at us; but more than anything, you deserved to live. I’m just devastated that after such a courageous battle it ended this way. I will remember you for the rest of my life.
I come back here all the time to rewatch you. I am relieved that you are no longer in pain. You helped me grow so much over the years. You’ll never be forgotten
I haven’t checked in on Marie’s content for a while, but randomly thought about her on Monday listening to ‘Rich Girl’ on Spotify. I’d first heard it on her grwm playlist years ago. Marie’s videos kept me smiling in 2018 after being signed off sick, feeling down and trying to find someone else feeling the same way. She was the most pure, and lovely soul. She had the ability to be real about mental health, but also in an inspiring and uplifting way. Her intro music will always feel nostalgic
My heart is hurting so deeply for your soul, the parts of you that fought so deeply to keep going, for your family and friends and your dog. I’m devastated just realizing your soul is no longer here. You created a ripple effect of positivity throughout so many peoples lives. ❤❤❤ I’m so sorry you were in such deep pain.
my heart is so heavy writing this. Ive followed Marie for years, she was such a beautiful soul who truly helped so many people. her videos helped me through one of the toughest times in my life and forever thankful for not making me feel alone. i hope you’re at peace marie, rest easy ❤❤
I don’t understand how I missed the news 😢I’m so so sorry angel, you will be truly missed and touched so many lives. My heart goes out to your family and friends in such a difficult time. Your subscribers are devastated but thank you so much for your contribution to breaking stigmas and advocating so much for mental health. Rest in peace darling ❤
oh sweet marie. my heart aches just rewatching these but i cant stop. you’re so loved and missed. thankyou for being such a huge inspiration to me and never failing to make me feel less alone. i wish we could’ve done more. forever marie’s moon 🌙
even though i never met Marie, i always found a "connection" with her as many of us did. it still hurts that we will never see another Marie Senechal video ever and i've watched this last video once all the way through (i've only been able to watch the first 5 seconds of the video since) and doubt i'll ever watch it in it's full length ever again. I / we her fans still wish that this wasn' t true but sadly it is. i just wish that we could've talked to her and that talk could've have literally saved her life. but what really made me cry and us all cry, is when she said " I think i've lost, i just think i've lost". RIP Marie, you are and will always be loved and missed by us all. Even though she might be no longer here, her videos will continue to be an insperation to us all. Even though she battled with psychosis and Borderline Personailty disorder, she did her absolute best, take it from some who is sadly unemployed, has Epilepsy, anxiety, depression, autsim and like Marie, Borderline personality disorder and everyday is a struggle. Fly high Marie our angel 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
You’ve helped and saved so many souls including me. I’ve been following you for years and for such a long time you’ve been my comfort creator. I’m so proud of you Marie and I’ll miss seeing you and hearing you. Sending so much love to family and friends 🤍 she’ll forever be with us
Though I never had the fortune of meeting you, your content and openness about mental health struggles helped me massively. Rest in peace, Marie. You'll be dearly missed and your legacy won't be forgotten. You did so much for those around you and for people from all over the world and it wasn't in vain, it genuinely made a difference. 🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️
You have inspired me to recover for years. I owe a lot of my recovery to you and I will never be able to fully express how much you helped me and many others ❤
i only just found out that we lost you. marie you have been such a light for so many people navigating their way through darkness, and i can’t believe that we have to continue without you. and thanks to your genuine transparency and beautiful vibrancy, it genuinely feels like i have lost a friend, and i can’t stop crying. hope you are somewhere better now, we will miss you forever xx
I love you I love you I love you. I just want to wake up from this nightmare so I can call you, so I can see your name on my screen and see you smile again. I miss you more than ever and lately everyday is harder than the last. I just want to wake up. I have so much to tell you
im absolutely heartbroken. you're one of the people who has helped me sm with accepting my scars and not being ashamed of them. you showed me that even though life is hard tou can get through. im devastated to see youre gone. rip angel 🕊
Hi Marie ❤️ welcome back! I think you built a loyal base of subscribers that will stay with you and will be interested in you and your life. Whenever you feel like it we‘re happy to see your videos - and it‘s ok if you‘re living your life and not posting at all. You deserve to do what brings you enjoyment, and it can change what and how that might be. Love x
Oh Marie… my heart aches for you and your family. Your channel has provided so much comfort for me during my mental illness journey and particularly when I had to take time out of high school for it. I’m at a loss for words. Rest easy you beautiful soul ♥️
I only just recently found your content and it's really helped, but to find out you're gone... I haven't cried this hard in a while. I'd forgotten how much a death can hurt someone. Thank you for everything you've done, I hope you are finally at peace
Marie, words cannot begin to even slightly express the sorrow I feel to know you no longer walk among us. You were there for me during the start of my illness with PTSD and I took great comfort from every video you posted. I felt like you were a distant friend that I could log on and catch up with online through your channel. I feel like with you, a part of my life has gone too. Thank you for bringing me peace and comfort during those moments. I will miss you forever even if I never knew you. Safe journey home. 🌙❤️
I can't believe you're gone Marie...You really helped me with my bpd diagnosis and with the I'm not ashamed concept and I'm really sorry I didn't have the chance to help you back. I love you so much and I really hope wherever you are now you feel happy and at peace, I'll always be grateful for your presence these last 3 years, I'll never forget you❤️🩹
Thank you for everything Marie, every message, every conversation, everything that you did for the world. You poured so much love and compassion into all that you did, thank you for inspiring us all. ill look to the sky at night and think of you, it will always be Maries moon 🌙🕊
Only found out last night, absolutely devastated. Marie you were such a light among the darkness, over the past few years you have helped me accept my self harm scars more than you'll ever know. You showed me it is ok to feel sad and regret the fact SH scars are permanent and how important self growth is to accept and move forwards being comfortable in your own skin. I'm gonna miss your humour and MH content but most of all your selflessness to be honest and open about the reality of living will mental illness, thank you for the gift you gave to mankind. Rest in paradise Marie, such a beautiful stunning angel now ❤😇xx
the eye look in this video is perfect! also was so happy to see you posted :) always love your videos no matter how often you post. just love how real and relatable you are💓
it's so lovely to see a video from you marie! you never have to be anything but yourself in videos and we're all just happy to see you, no matter how you present or feel. it's amazing you're eating and doing better with body image even though it's hard!! and the shut down sounds like dissociation which is so understandable because emotions are scary and since you've gone through a lot of change and also have mental illnesses it's just a lot do deal with. you're doing amazing just being here, i hope you know that!! the world is lucky to have you
Hi Marie, It’s great to see you back on CZcams, I’ve been a subscriber for years & you’ve helped me so much. We’re all here to support you, sending so much love 💕💕💖
So happy to see you back doing videos for you! Just put out whatever you feel helps you get back that outlet you once loved and we’ll all be here listening and loving you through it all! Ps just love Ur style it’s so cute ! Stay strong xx
This saddens me to watch this now. This video feels different to her other content and it hurts so bad. I’m so sorry Marie. I hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are now. We will all miss you forever. Thank you for everything
Thank you so much for sharing your story! You are incredible and I think you're very right in saying that you should film videos YOU want, we will be happy just to receive your content ❤I hope things get better for you and the good things stay great. You deserve it!
I am so happy you posted! I enjoy every video you post - to be honest if it doesn't 100 percent interest me I put in on 1,5 speed but I enjoyed all of your videos and learned so much. Thank you for posting.
Glad to see your face, you know that you have a strong core audience who are always here for you not matter what you want to do but honestly every time I'm struggling mentally and my lowest your face seems to pop back up reminding me I'm not alone in the struggle just like you did all those years watching you ( in a non creepy way😂) 💙
Sending so much love to you Marie ❤ I only really discovered you recently but I've been watching a lot of your old videos and they have filled me with so much hope and it's nice to see you posting again, remember to always put yourself first and that whatever you feel is always valid x
For some reason you always post when I’m at my lowest or need a bit of comfort from a random stranger. Lovely to see you on here again! You’ve motivated to me to actually get out of my flat today thank you! Xx
you are so loved, please be patient with yourself ❤ i'm always so grateful for you and this channel, it really is a place of comfort that i can always come back to. remember that you belong in the world and you deserve a happy life, you're a superstar x
I am so happy to see you on CZcams again! I've always loved watching your videos as they've made me feel so much less alone❤ Hope it brings back the happiness you're missing! As long as it gives you positive feelings, I can't wait to see you share videos with us again!❤ lots of love x
It's so sad and cruel the way our brains deceive us about how worthy we are, how loved we are and how much purpose there is in our existence. So many of us suffer so much pain and heartache due to the lies our own brains tell us. 😞
Hey!! So happy to see you again ❤ we will always be here waiting for you, there’s no rush or pressure just do whatever you feel like whenever you feel like it! Journaling can be a really helpful tool to find yourself again I have used it a lot
Marie, it’s good to see you back. I say you post what you want. Be honest and enjoy what you’re doing and we’ll all support you. Things change and sometimes not how you imagined but that’s okay. Life won’t always be easy but it can still be amazing. I can’t wait to see more videos ❤
Missed you ❤. Always excited for a new vlog, and remember you are loved, you are valued, and you are worthwhile. One foot in front of the other, and we'll figure it out together. Stay strong ❤
We’ve missed you gyal 🩷 so glad you’re back - even though we watch you on tiktok it’s not the same!! ((in a good way)) stop putting so much pressure on yourself - you’re doing so well ilysm 🩷 xx
Hi Marie. I started watching your videos on mental health when i was in a very dark bad thoughts place myself. I felt lost, depressed. Your videos and honesty has honestly helped me through. I love your get ready with me videos and chatty videos. I also love the vlog style that you put out. I hope you feel better soon, you have been through so much. Its okay to take time for yourself its very important for your mental health aswell. Your subscribers will always be here if they love watching your videos and truly care. You seem like such a lovley person. Look forward to seeing more videos from you. Take care of yourself hunni. Lots of love xx
i wish i had messaged you when i watched this video. i hope you are in a safe place. you will be forever loved and missed and your spirit and message will live on in the community you touched so dearly. sweet marie ❤️
Lots of change means finding yourself and settling in again, you will do it, if course you will, you know how strong you are, take your time with it and embrace all the newness, we got you as always and will watch whatever you want to film ❤️
I couldn't bring myself to watch this after hearing the news, finally felt able to today and i am absolutely heartbroken seeing how lost she felt, I wish i could have just reached through the screen and given her the biggest hug. The bye guys at the end has absolutely broken me. I wish there was something we could have done 💔
I am lost for words! I have followed you for so so many years now and you have been a huge light in my life and the life of so many others. I hope you’re at peace now. We will miss you beyond words and will never forget the impact you have made in this world ❤️❤️
im so sorry you couldn’t be here longer. i found comfort in your videos at my lowest, i can’t believe you’re not here. you were such a beautiful person. i’m devastated. if any of marie’s family or friends see these comments i’m sending you all the love in the world.
God that line about the train has hit my heart like a tonne of bricks. "I think I've lost". You may have not been able to hold onto the meaning and hope you've created yourself, but we will all hold onto it for you and we will not squander what you've done for all us and given us. "Star of the sea", you are shining bright forever and in all of us, and we will meet again. I love you and I miss you
I've never felt this sort of grief towards someone that I've never met than I do right now. x 😞
same here
Me neither@@jamesmarsh9370
I often come back here, hoping that I’ll see a new upload and realise that it was just a bad dream. I miss you angel. Thank you for all that you did, for your time, your effort, the little texts - all of it. I hope heaven is treating you well ❤
I've been thinking about you a lot recently. It still feels so surreal that we'll never get to hear your voice or see your big beautiful smile again. You were so fucking special, and I will forever hate how this world robbed you of the ability to feel the impact of your presence. This may seem odd to say as you’re no longer here, but the resilience you portrayed throughout your journey will amaze me for the rest of my life. There’s no doubt in my mind that you tried your absolute hardest to fight and stay here. I just hope that your resilience isn’t clouded by the tragedy that followed; because you really did try, so regardless of the outcome, your fearlessness up until the very end STILL deserves to be acknowledged. I’m sorry, I’m rambling. I hope more than anything that you have the peace you so courageously earned.
This is beautiful 🌙
HOW DID SHE DIE
@@chlowiththefloShe took her own life following some difficulties and life changes.
@@jadksmith omg nooo
@jadksmith what life changes :(
i just came here after i randomly thought of marie out of nowhere after not watching for a while and…wow. this is not what i was expecting when coming back to her channel for updates. i cannot believe that she’s passed…my heart is aching for her loved ones & those of us who have been touched by marie and her message. how awful it must be for her family/friends to lose someone so lovely. her impact and her light will not be forgotten 🌙
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Exactly what I did today. I randomly thought of her out of nowhere and came back to check for update. It is sad to know she has passed, helped me and I bet so many others with sharing her story. I hope her soul is finally free of the pain and is in a better world than the one we live in! RIP
I keep coming back to this video… knowing it’s the last video Marie is ever gonna post. I’m older than Marie, but she saved me so many times and made me realise that there is no shame in having self harm scars. No shame in finding life hard and no shame in living with mental illnesses. What saddens me is that she is no longer here. She fought and fought and I am truly heartbroken that this stunning, inspirational woman is no longer here. Marie, wherever you are, I hope you know now that you were and are so loved. So worthy. So respected. So needed. And I truly hope you’re at peace now. You’re the most beautiful star in the sky now and will be missed forever. Sleep tight angel ❤
Watching this video back in floods of tears. It still doesn’t feel real and I’m honestly heartbroken 😭 Thank you for inspiring me throughout my whole recovery and giving me that motivation in every day life. You’ve changed my life and so many other peoples lives in such a positive way and we will continue to fight for you x Never came across somebody so inspirational and positive. You inspired us all and we will forever be grateful for that. RIP sweet angel, we’ll miss you greatly 🙏🏻❤️ xx
What happened?
@@Tanya_Trowersshe sadly passed :(
me too, i've been a sobbing mess since i found out 12 hours ago
My heart is broken what! MH is do unpredictable 💔
@@Tanya_Trowers I read an article that it was a car accident but not sure how accurate it is. We will have to wait and see what is said when the family are ready ❤️
It’s so bizarre feeling real genuine grief for someone you’ve never met. I think about you every single day and so much reminds me of you, I still watch your videos all of the time and they calm me down so much. I honestly feel grief for you and feel like i’ve lost so much hope since you left, nothing feels ok anymore, you were so incredible. It’s quite unreal how loved and missed you are :(
“I think I’ve lost” wow that line is utterly heartbreaking watching this back. Thankyou for everything you did for the mental health community. I’m so sorry this world couldn’t keep you safe but I hope you are now at peace💔❤️
how did she die?
@@juliabashalabit of an insensitive thing to ask?
Why do you think that? Seems like genuine curiosity. She passed in a motor vehicle incident, I do not believe anyone else was harmed.
@@MrsDogLover false information from fake news sites
@@maddyboorman Seems a bit pointless to get angry about someone answering a question
Nothing in said reply is invading her loved ones privacy
I watched this the day it was posted and have only now found out that Marie is no longer with us, and came back to rewatch. I have been a silent viewer for years. We were the same age and I always found it comforting to know that I was not alone with my mental health struggles. These videos helped me so much over the years and I feel like we grew up together, from teenagers to adults. Albie was one of the reasons I got my own cavapoo as a therapy dog, and that led to me starting my own small business making dog accessories. I spoke with Marie a while back and ended up sending her a whole package of things for Albie, and in my small interactions with her she seemed like exactly the beautiful soul that comes across in her videos. My heart is so heavy to hear that she is gone. The world has truly lost a remarkably special human. Mental health can be so so cruel and I know first hand from my own experiences. I am so grateful and lucky to still be here. I can only imagine what her friends and family are going through ❤ Rest tight Marie 🌙✨
"I think ive lost" my love. The only peace i have is knowing that you dont have to fight so damn hard to get a single moment of peace anymore.
I hope your family is doing well, i love them wholeheartedly and I thank them for always doing everhthing they ever could for you. And i hope Albie knows that you're okay now.
I love you Marie. Youve saved me countless times before and im sure countless times to come. I wish we couldve done more for you
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That “I think i’ve lost” comment gives me chills every single time I watch this video back. I can’t help but feel like she already knew what was going to happen when she made this video. The pain and inner turmoil is just so clear on her face, it’s a sort of pain most people will never come close to experiencing. I don’t know if it’s just hindsight, but this video feels like a goodbye, she was so exhausted💔
I can’t help but see the incredible mask Marie has through the pain she was clearly feeling here. And can’t help feel her subconscious (or conscious) mind wanted to make a final video to explain her thoughts and feelings to others so people could understand some more. I’m so heartbroken over how lost she was clearly feeling and I just wish there could have been a way through this for her. The strongest souls end up carrying the largest weights and she didn’t deserve any of this. The world has lost a true angel who dedicated a huge part of her life to try and improve other’s experiences of similar mental health issues. Maries videos helped me through some of the darkest and most confusing times of my life, she brought an element of humour to the situation and so eloquently discussed all aspects of mental health 💔
This comment just made me sob. It's so true. So many of us are better off for having known her, she definitely left her mark on this earth even if she thought she didn't. What an absolutely devastating loss.
i thought she passed due to a car crash? this is not in a disrespectful way i just would like to be informed as i love marie’s videos.
@@yochlogromitseveral people have confirmed it wasn’t a cat crash. someone’s just made that up as they went along unfortunately
@@kgall who confirmed it wasn’t? I’m so heartbroken for her, what a beautiful soul
If only you could read the comments Marie. I know you knew how loved you were and I’m sorry the world made you feel so bad. You’re in my thoughts everyday❤
I can safely say without you the world is a less comforting place
I just found out that you left us and I haven't stopped crying all night, this just feels so surreal. Marie, I am so sorry. I'm so sorry that you weren't able to find the peace you so desperately wanted here on earth. You were such an incredible human being with such a bright light, you deserved to be happy, you did not deserve the pain and challenges life threw at you. I want to say thank you. Thank you for being vulnerable, thank you for sharing your story with us even though at times it felt impossible and you felt embarrassed. Your willingness to open up and show the darker sides of mental illness helped tremendously to break the stigma for SO MANY PEOPLE, I know it drastically changed the way I saw things for myself. Your vulnerability was so powerful and inspiring, YOU were so powerful and inspiring. Your willingness to let strangers in to the darkest parts of your life is something I couldn't even imagine doing but that's just who you were, you were such a selfless person. It's so hard to comprehend this. I truly, from the deepest parts of my soul, pray that you've found the peace and happiness you couldn't find here. I hope that you're in a place so full of joy that you never feel pain again. I hope that weight you carried for so long has finally been lifted. Beautiful Marie, after a long and valiant battle it's now time for you to get some well deserved rest. You fought so hard for so long, we all saw how exhausted you were. I will never forget you, I will never forget your story and I most certainly will NEVER forget the things you opened my eyes to. I owe you so much, I'm so sorry we couldn't save you. It's time for you to be free now gorgeous girl.
I think of you all the time Marie
i have been going through your old videos since i found out that you are no longer here & my heart is just so heavy. you made this world a better place for so many people, myself included & we all owe it to you to keep your spirit & message alive. thank you for being a shining light in my life & helping me through some of my darkest times, whether that was with your videos or through messages we exchanged. you are truly one in a million & i hope that you are at peace now. i love you marie, fly high you beautiful soul
It still doesn’t feel real 😢 I’m heartbroken :(
She was everything and inspired so many people and was so loved 🥰
This video gives me the chills, what an absolute legend she was ❤️ and will be greatly missed by so many people x
@@hopebashford2645i haven’t stopped thinking of her :( watching the video back is heartbreaking. it seems so unreal
sobbing so much my vision is blurred. the mark she has left on this world and this community is unbelievably inspiring. I just imagine her soul floating around the earth and in the cosmic universe. a big ball of golden light and pray she feels only peace and bliss from now on
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I'm back again Marie. Cannot stop thinking about you lately 😢going through my own shit right now and I always found comfort in your videos but now it's just pure sadness. Still so gutted you didn't realise your worth and understand just how loved you were, even by people who only knew you through a screen. Fly high beautiful angel 🕊🕊 sleep tight ❤❤😢😢
i've only just found out that you passed away like 20 minutes ago and i am so upset. you saved me so much through my early teenage years- helping me realise how important my thoughts actually were and how valid i was for being so mentally ill. i am completely heartbroken over this, i am just so happy that you are now at peace. i'm so sorry that the system failed you. for her friends and family- i hope you're all coping okay and as well as you can.
I remember meeting you at Birmingham Pride a couple years ago. Your golden soul that you projected on camera was even greater in person. And I know it will continue to float around the earth and the cosmic universe never losing momentum. I pray you have found peace, bliss and warmth surrounded by everything you love and nurtured. We will continue fighting for you Marie and the message you continually put out. And, in the meantime, I will look out for you within the silver moon, within the golden sunshine, within the glistening stars and within the beautiful stretches of nature. You are one incredible woman.
I've just learned about this today, and I'm profoundly shocked. I've always felt that we've all walked alongside Marie in our mental health battles...she was such light and comfort to so many people, for so many years here on youtube. My love to her family and friends. I'm so shocked
Very well put! I'm in absolute disbelief like I genuinely never saw this coming. I'm beyond devastated. She fought so hard for so long, I just feel so gutted that it ended this way even though she tried her absolute best. Such a beautiful girl that was faced with demons she never deserved.
Absolutely. I hope everyone in the community is taking good care
Oh Marie 😢 we all miss you so much girl ❤
I've never felt grief like this towards someone I've never met before 😭💔
Can't stop thinking of you and your Mum, Dad and Amy ❤
I hope you're at peace, you beautiful soul. 🌙
This world really has suffered an immense loss 💔 xxxxx
i agree 100%
Rest in perfect peace Marie. I feel so devastated your gone. You were the person I would turn to on TikTok or CZcams to make me smile and/or laugh. You were the main person who helped me realise I can wear my scars out, I would never have done that without you💜. You were also incredibly kind, caring & understanding, this is a rare thing in this world nowadays. I’m still in shock & crying on/off. I’m still going on all your socials just hoping this is a horrible nightmare & your really still with us… but I know that’s not true. Heaven has gained the best angel. I’m going to miss you & carry you in my heart forever! 💔😩😭
I think her family don’t want speculation and comments like this to be deleted :)
Omg what?? I'm so shocked and saddened by this 😧😢 Feel so much for her family and close friends 💔
Hi, we would appreciate if you would remove your comment and give her family and friends the privacy to grieve and make an announcement. I understand how loved Marie was and that everyone feels they knew her but for those of us who knew her personally and her family please respect this ❤️
How did you know? Family have only just posted about it
@@lisagriffnthey posted instagram stories eluding to something happening in the last few days and asked for some time before the posts were made.
Miss you 🥺 I loved watching your videos, you were such an inspiration and helped me… I actually didn’t know that you were gone until today…
I can’t stop thinking about you, you cross my mind several times a day. I just can’t believe you’re not here anymore. It’s a hard pill to swallow that someone like you, who gave so much to others, couldn’t afford yourself the same grace. How could someone with a heart like yours be subjected to so much emotional turmoil? I will NEVER understand how our own minds can betray us like that. You deserved SO MUCH BETTER, you deserved to be happy and free, you deserved to grow old and experience those unexpected moments of joy life throws at us; but more than anything, you deserved to live. I’m just devastated that after such a courageous battle it ended this way. I will remember you for the rest of my life.
you just captured what I feel so deeply. she was a beautiful, incredible human being ❤
so beautiful. i miss her sweet soul.
Rest in paradise. I’m in utter disbelief. You really changed my life for the better, you are so loved and will be so missed. ❤
I come back here all the time to rewatch you. I am relieved that you are no longer in pain. You helped me grow so much over the years. You’ll never be forgotten
I haven’t checked in on Marie’s content for a while, but randomly thought about her on Monday listening to ‘Rich Girl’ on Spotify. I’d first heard it on her grwm playlist years ago. Marie’s videos kept me smiling in 2018 after being signed off sick, feeling down and trying to find someone else feeling the same way. She was the most pure, and lovely soul. She had the ability to be real about mental health, but also in an inspiring and uplifting way. Her intro music will always feel nostalgic
My heart is hurting so deeply for your soul, the parts of you that fought so deeply to keep going, for your family and friends and your dog. I’m devastated just realizing your soul is no longer here. You created a ripple effect of positivity throughout so many peoples lives. ❤❤❤ I’m so sorry you were in such deep pain.
my heart is so heavy writing this. Ive followed Marie for years, she was such a beautiful soul who truly helped so many people. her videos helped me through one of the toughest times in my life and forever thankful for not making me feel alone. i hope you’re at peace marie, rest easy ❤❤
I don’t understand how I missed the news 😢I’m so so sorry angel, you will be truly missed and touched so many lives. My heart goes out to your family and friends in such a difficult time. Your subscribers are devastated but thank you so much for your contribution to breaking stigmas and advocating so much for mental health. Rest in peace darling ❤
oh sweet marie. my heart aches just rewatching these but i cant stop. you’re so loved and missed. thankyou for being such a huge inspiration to me and never failing to make me feel less alone. i wish we could’ve done more. forever marie’s moon 🌙
even though i never met Marie, i always found a "connection" with her as many of us did. it still hurts that we will never see another Marie Senechal video ever and i've watched this last video once all the way through (i've only been able to watch the first 5 seconds of the video since) and doubt i'll ever watch it in it's full length ever again. I / we her fans still wish that this wasn' t true but sadly it is. i just wish that we could've talked to her and that talk could've have literally saved her life. but what really made me cry and us all cry, is when she said " I think i've lost, i just think i've lost". RIP Marie, you are and will always be loved and missed by us all. Even though she might be no longer here, her videos will continue to be an insperation to us all. Even though she battled with psychosis and Borderline Personailty disorder, she did her absolute best, take it from some who is sadly unemployed, has Epilepsy, anxiety, depression, autsim and like Marie, Borderline personality disorder and everyday is a struggle. Fly high Marie our angel 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
You’ve helped and saved so many souls including me. I’ve been following you for years and for such a long time you’ve been my comfort creator. I’m so proud of you Marie and I’ll miss seeing you and hearing you. Sending so much love to family and friends 🤍 she’ll forever be with us
Though I never had the fortune of meeting you, your content and openness about mental health struggles helped me massively. Rest in peace, Marie. You'll be dearly missed and your legacy won't be forgotten. You did so much for those around you and for people from all over the world and it wasn't in vain, it genuinely made a difference. 🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️
You have inspired me to recover for years. I owe a lot of my recovery to you and I will never be able to fully express how much you helped me and many others ❤
i only just found out that we lost you. marie you have been such a light for so many people navigating their way through darkness, and i can’t believe that we have to continue without you. and thanks to your genuine transparency and beautiful vibrancy, it genuinely feels like i have lost a friend, and i can’t stop crying. hope you are somewhere better now, we will miss you forever xx
I love you I love you I love you. I just want to wake up from this nightmare so I can call you, so I can see your name on my screen and see you smile again. I miss you more than ever and lately everyday is harder than the last. I just want to wake up. I have so much to tell you
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im absolutely heartbroken. you're one of the people who has helped me sm with accepting my scars and not being ashamed of them. you showed me that even though life is hard tou can get through. im devastated to see youre gone. rip angel 🕊
Hi Marie ❤️ welcome back! I think you built a loyal base of subscribers that will stay with you and will be interested in you and your life. Whenever you feel like it we‘re happy to see your videos - and it‘s ok if you‘re living your life and not posting at all. You deserve to do what brings you enjoyment, and it can change what and how that might be. Love x
Thank you for everything you did for this community and thank you for the entertainment you brought ♥️
Oh Marie… my heart aches for you and your family. Your channel has provided so much comfort for me during my mental illness journey and particularly when I had to take time out of high school for it. I’m at a loss for words. Rest easy you beautiful soul ♥️
I only just recently found your content and it's really helped, but to find out you're gone... I haven't cried this hard in a while. I'd forgotten how much a death can hurt someone.
Thank you for everything you've done, I hope you are finally at peace
Love to see you post
so so happy to see you back
So happy to see you back ! ❤❤
So happy to see your posting again I just found your account and it really helps!
So lovely to see you back! 💕💕
So glad to see you back!
Marie, words cannot begin to even slightly express the sorrow I feel to know you no longer walk among us. You were there for me during the start of my illness with PTSD and I took great comfort from every video you posted. I felt like you were a distant friend that I could log on and catch up with online through your channel. I feel like with you, a part of my life has gone too. Thank you for bringing me peace and comfort during those moments. I will miss you forever even if I never knew you. Safe journey home. 🌙❤️
Exactly the same 😥
I can't believe you're gone Marie...You really helped me with my bpd diagnosis and with the I'm not ashamed concept and I'm really sorry I didn't have the chance to help you back. I love you so much and I really hope wherever you are now you feel happy and at peace, I'll always be grateful for your presence these last 3 years, I'll never forget you❤️🩹
Thank you for everything Marie, every message, every conversation, everything that you did for the world. You poured so much love and compassion into all that you did, thank you for inspiring us all. ill look to the sky at night and think of you, it will always be Maries moon 🌙🕊
Only found out last night, absolutely devastated. Marie you were such a light among the darkness, over the past few years you have helped me accept my self harm scars more than you'll ever know. You showed me it is ok to feel sad and regret the fact SH scars are permanent and how important self growth is to accept and move forwards being comfortable in your own skin. I'm gonna miss your humour and MH content but most of all your selflessness to be honest and open about the reality of living will mental illness, thank you for the gift you gave to mankind. Rest in paradise Marie, such a beautiful stunning angel now ❤😇xx
aww brilliant to see you back Marie!
Lovely to see you back on CZcams Marie 🫶🏻
the eye look in this video is perfect! also was so happy to see you posted :) always love your videos no matter how often you post. just love how real and relatable you are💓
your videos will always be my favourite, so happy to see you back on yt again! sending you loads of love angel, you’ve got this🫶🏻💕
it's so lovely to see a video from you marie! you never have to be anything but yourself in videos and we're all just happy to see you, no matter how you present or feel. it's amazing you're eating and doing better with body image even though it's hard!! and the shut down sounds like dissociation which is so understandable because emotions are scary and since you've gone through a lot of change and also have mental illnesses it's just a lot do deal with. you're doing amazing just being here, i hope you know that!! the world is lucky to have you
Hi Marie, It’s great to see you back on CZcams, I’ve been a subscriber for years & you’ve helped me so much. We’re all here to support you, sending so much love 💕💕💖
i love you girl. we all need to keep going. hug to everyone
I love you. You've helped me through the darkest parts of my life and showed me recovery is possible 💜💞💞
Love you, and your videos always help me with my mental health. Love watching them all xx
So proud of you Marie! Everything is step-by-step, we can only take things one day at a time :') So happy to see you!
So happy to see you back doing videos for you! Just put out whatever you feel helps you get back that outlet you once loved and we’ll all be here listening and loving you through it all!
Ps just love Ur style it’s so cute ! Stay strong xx
This saddens me to watch this now. This video feels different to her other content and it hurts so bad. I’m so sorry Marie. I hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are now. We will all miss you forever. Thank you for everything
It's good to see that you are well and pushing forward. Wishing you the best from the US.
Thank you so much for sharing your story! You are incredible and I think you're very right in saying that you should film videos YOU want, we will be happy just to receive your content ❤I hope things get better for you and the good things stay great. You deserve it!
we're here for you through it all Marie, I am so so proud of you honestly!!💓💓💓
I am so happy you posted! I enjoy every video you post - to be honest if it doesn't 100 percent interest me I put in on 1,5 speed but I enjoyed all of your videos and learned so much. Thank you for posting.
I just watched this and cried and cried and cried. I can’t believe this is real. You were so loved Marie💔
I am so incredibly proud of you❤
Glad to see your face, you know that you have a strong core audience who are always here for you not matter what you want to do but honestly every time I'm struggling mentally and my lowest your face seems to pop back up reminding me I'm not alone in the struggle just like you did all those years watching you ( in a non creepy way😂) 💙
Sending so much love to you Marie ❤ I only really discovered you recently but I've been watching a lot of your old videos and they have filled me with so much hope and it's nice to see you posting again, remember to always put yourself first and that whatever you feel is always valid x
For some reason you always post when I’m at my lowest or need a bit of comfort from a random stranger. Lovely to see you on here again! You’ve motivated to me to actually get out of my flat today thank you! Xx
you are so loved, please be patient with yourself ❤ i'm always so grateful for you and this channel, it really is a place of comfort that i can always come back to. remember that you belong in the world and you deserve a happy life, you're a superstar x
I am so happy to see you on CZcams again! I've always loved watching your videos as they've made me feel so much less alone❤ Hope it brings back the happiness you're missing! As long as it gives you positive feelings, I can't wait to see you share videos with us again!❤ lots of love x
we’re all so proud of you. be kind to yourself, take your time, we’ll be here when you’re ready 💞
It's so sad and cruel the way our brains deceive us about how worthy we are, how loved we are and how much purpose there is in our existence. So many of us suffer so much pain and heartache due to the lies our own brains tell us. 😞
how true
Hey!! So happy to see you again ❤ we will always be here waiting for you, there’s no rush or pressure just do whatever you feel like whenever you feel like it! Journaling can be a really helpful tool to find yourself again I have used it a lot
Marie, it’s good to see you back. I say you post what you want. Be honest and enjoy what you’re doing and we’ll all support you. Things change and sometimes not how you imagined but that’s okay. Life won’t always be easy but it can still be amazing. I can’t wait to see more videos ❤
Also don’t be so hard on yourself, sometimes we get lost to find ourselves again! Trust your journey ❤ I’m so proud of you xx
Missed you ❤. Always excited for a new vlog, and remember you are loved, you are valued, and you are worthwhile. One foot in front of the other, and we'll figure it out together. Stay strong ❤
We’ve missed you gyal 🩷 so glad you’re back - even though we watch you on tiktok it’s not the same!! ((in a good way)) stop putting so much pressure on yourself - you’re doing so well ilysm 🩷 xx
Hi Marie. I started watching your videos on mental health when i was in a very dark bad thoughts place myself. I felt lost, depressed. Your videos and honesty has honestly helped me through. I love your get ready with me videos and chatty videos. I also love the vlog style that you put out. I hope you feel better soon, you have been through so much. Its okay to take time for yourself its very important for your mental health aswell. Your subscribers will always be here if they love watching your videos and truly care. You seem like such a lovley person. Look forward to seeing more videos from you. Take care of yourself hunni. Lots of love xx
i wish i had messaged you when i watched this video. i hope you are in a safe place. you will be forever loved and missed and your spirit and message will live on in the community you touched so dearly. sweet marie ❤️
Lots of change means finding yourself and settling in again, you will do it, if course you will, you know how strong you are, take your time with it and embrace all the newness, we got you as always and will watch whatever you want to film ❤️
I missed you so much, you are my comfort content 💕
Rest peacefully, I can’t express how much this world is going to miss you
I’d be so happy to see u back on yt I’ve missed u luv x
I can't believe it. Thank you so much for everything you stood for ❤
So lovely to see you back Marie❤️ We’ve missed you! Hope you are ok. Lot’s of love! Cheering on you🥰💪🏻
Marie we’ve missed you so much on here, i love every video you post 🫶🏼
My heart breaks watching this😭💔 I hope wherever you are you found peace💫💕
rest in paradise! You helped me through my hardest times a few years ago and now im happy i have a son and a partner! You saved so many lives❤💔
Love you, Marie! 💖 My face lit up when I saw that you posted!
You were such an inspiration and loved by so many 🤍 you are missed so, so much 🤍🌙✨️
rest in peace angel 😥❤️ your videos always really helped me when I was at my lowest. I hope you are at peace now 💛
I couldn't bring myself to watch this after hearing the news, finally felt able to today and i am absolutely heartbroken seeing how lost she felt, I wish i could have just reached through the screen and given her the biggest hug. The bye guys at the end has absolutely broken me. I wish there was something we could have done 💔
I've rewatched every single one of Marie's videos. I miss this angel so much 😢🤍🕊
I am lost for words! I have followed you for so so many years now and you have been a huge light in my life and the life of so many others. I hope you’re at peace now. We will miss you beyond words and will never forget the impact you have made in this world ❤️❤️
im so sorry you couldn’t be here longer. i found comfort in your videos at my lowest, i can’t believe you’re not here. you were such a beautiful person. i’m devastated. if any of marie’s family or friends see these comments i’m sending you all the love in the world.