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  • Jelly Roll - Nothing Left At All OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
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    A Strange Films Production
    Directed By: Cameron Logan Cox
    Written By: Cameron Logan Cox
    Produced By: Taylor Lamb, Ryan Hood
    Line Producer: Chris Stempel
    Executive Producers: Travis O’Guin, Jelly Roll
    First Assistant Director: Trevan Jay Hiatt
    Director of Photography: Taylor Lamb
    Production Designer: Hana Smith
    Editor: Cameron Logan Cox
    First Assistant Camera: Colby Stempel
    Gaffer: James Cerven
    Behind The Scenes: Cornelius Terrell
    Police Interceptor: Jerry Vest, Have Guns Will Rent
    Cast
    The Constant: Jelly Roll
    Officer Donald Manchester: Loren Ginden
    Sarah Watts: Sarah McGuire
    Jack Watts: Scott Lucas
    Angie Barra: Ellen Kirk
    Calvin Barra: Jelani Talib
    Sonny Watts: Ryan Patrick Leary
    Ellen Manchester (VO): Kaitlyn Toepperwein
    Jelly Roll has always been one thing in his lyrics - honest. He sees his music
    as therapeutic, not just for him, but for anyone who comes in contact with it.
    As genuine a modern day outlaw as you can get, Jelly's music incorporates
    influences ranging from Southern Rock to Dirty South rap. With his latest album,
    A Beautiful Disaster, Jelly Roll draws you in with his ability to tell a story that you
    didn't even know you were a part of. With songs like "Creature", "I Need You",
    "Nothing Left At All" and the dark, haunting love story "Suicide" along with features
    from the likes of Tech N9ne, Struggle Jennings, Krizz Kaliko and Lil Wyte,
    A Beautiful Disaster gives you a direct link to the life of Jelly Roll - the trials and tribulations,
    along with the celebrations and victories.
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  • @JellyRoll
    @JellyRoll  Před 4 lety +7352

    The message behind this song is so powerful - it was meant to help anyone who has ever been depressed to the point of feeling like there is nothing left at all- and the video was meant to show the pain unseen by others and how multiple walks of life can go through such similar struggles with out even knowing it. How did this song make you feel? How did the video resonate with you?

    • @debbsbravo1614
      @debbsbravo1614 Před 4 lety +85

      Thank you for this I love your music Jelly Roll!!! 💚💚💚

    • @benjaminlatour3393
      @benjaminlatour3393 Před 4 lety +140

      I lost my dad when I was 20 I'm 27 he was a single father of 11 kids I'm the youngest and he was my best friend I just wish I could talk to him

    • @raybryant9768
      @raybryant9768 Před 4 lety +54

      I just saw the kid in the car. it took me back when i got in the car from school and my mother bluntly told me my Auntie killed her self, man i teared up from seeing the last part of the video, Thank you so much bro

    • @nunya6874
      @nunya6874 Před 4 lety +97

      Jelly Roll damn brotha....not even talkin bout the ending at all. Jst damn. The WORLD needs to hear you dude. And YOU need to stay here with us. If for no other reason but to give some hope to the people like me who fight those very same demons. Much love big man

    • @isaacv.3766
      @isaacv.3766 Před 4 lety +99

      The broken crib and the grieving couple is literally me and my wife right now with infertility. 6 years and 15 losses later. Thank you for helping me grieve through this unbearable pain.

  • @terricork4989
    @terricork4989 Před 2 měsíci +34

    ❤ thank you jelly roll, I have been there. I fell, and didn't care to go on. Then my granddaughter turned me on to jelly roll 'save me' and I turned to God as he has. I have never in my 60 yrs of age have I found the peace and pure happiness, that comes from knowing God.

  • @Lisa-sd9og
    @Lisa-sd9og Před 6 měsíci +96

    I'm 72 years old and this is the first artist that ever told the story of the countless people like me Thank you

  • @davemathis888
    @davemathis888 Před 3 měsíci +36

    So many people are alive, only because their children are. Please pray for me and I will pray for you . We can help each other more than you can imagine.Thanks Jelly, You give us hope , and speak for the ones nobody hears.😢

    • @divergentsh1thead
      @divergentsh1thead Před 2 měsíci +3

      I would be long gone if it wasn’t for my children 🥲

    • @seniorita3287
      @seniorita3287 Před 2 měsíci +1

      I will remember you in my prayers. 😢

    • @NicoleValenzuela-ww9su
      @NicoleValenzuela-ww9su Před 2 měsíci +3

      So feel u. There's sometimes I just wana give up..... Then I look at my kids n realize that no one can love them more then I can

    • @CheeseCrker-x8nn
      @CheeseCrker-x8nn Před měsícem

      Prayers to all you

    • @NicoleHayes-ye4fc
      @NicoleHayes-ye4fc Před měsícem +1

      I'm one of them that's alive because of my girls.

  • @PrincessZ1
    @PrincessZ1 Před 4 lety +3282

    A lot of people say that we need an artist who speaks the truth. But when finally someone does no one really pays attention to them. This man is a great rapper. I like him

    • @hybridsolutions77
      @hybridsolutions77 Před 4 lety +59

      Highly underrated! Dudes fire 🔥🔥🔥

    • @destinybradley691
      @destinybradley691 Před 4 lety +15

      Yeas but I love him

    • @chrisblevins4490
      @chrisblevins4490 Před 4 lety +13

      That's because NWA and Tupac is hard to beat when it comes to speaking truth. We do need another truth spitter... but an original, unique one, and a leader. I love Jelly Roll, but his style isn't original. Dope lyrics for sure. He has definitely gotten better in the last 5 years.

    • @ricklee2114
      @ricklee2114 Před 4 lety +11

      look up some of his old stuff haystack is fire to

    • @kelzbee4981
      @kelzbee4981 Před 4 lety +41

      What you mean? Dude is loved and apprecieted by many....
      Thank u jelly, 💜much love

  • @heathergroves9978
    @heathergroves9978 Před 4 lety +634

    I’m in tears right now 😢 be kind to everyone you have no idea what they have gone through or are going through. 💔

    • @JellyRoll
      @JellyRoll  Před 4 lety +134

      That's the truth!

    • @jameskyser9423
      @jameskyser9423 Před 4 lety +28

      People tend to forget that. You never know someone else's struggles. Some of us hide them well.

    • @ianhoward6389
      @ianhoward6389 Před 4 lety +20

      So true....gotta get up everyday and put on that fake 😃 and act normal and say I'm fine when really you feel dead inside....just trying to get through another day

    • @jameskyser9423
      @jameskyser9423 Před 4 lety +9

      Just remember to make the changes you need to make behind that smile. Jellys music has helped me with that

    • @terrypaul272
      @terrypaul272 Před 4 lety +7

      That's what I tell my children be nice to everyone you have no idea what they go through everyday

  • @bettyesslinger1105
    @bettyesslinger1105 Před 8 měsíci +71

    I just listened to this song and it is so powerful. I lost my youngest son Joey last year on Mother's day. He was only thirty six years old and was driving home in a storm and a tree fell across the highway and fell into the cab of his truck killing him on impact. I don't know how to live without him so l struggle every day. I am.72 years old and will never get over it. TY Jelly for this awesome song. I love you man❤❤

    • @Fredjohnson2920
      @Fredjohnson2920 Před 8 měsíci

      Hello 👋🏻, how are you doing?

    • @teresahancock1404
      @teresahancock1404 Před 7 měsíci +1

      I'm so sorry..I can relate,I too lost a son..he was 34yrs. young!😰💔🙏💖🕊️

    • @jodishinn470
      @jodishinn470 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Damn my heart goes out to you both.

    • @jeannettebrough3755
      @jeannettebrough3755 Před 3 měsíci

      Sending love & light and healing to ease your heartache...

    • @AnnieAwesome-th7qm
      @AnnieAwesome-th7qm Před 3 měsíci

      Damn, how the hell do you even come to grips with something like that? So damn random and senseless

  • @jodyoslund5924
    @jodyoslund5924 Před 9 měsíci +35

    Holy fuck! What a powerful song and video! Please keep producing this raw emotional stuff... its what our country needs to wake up and start taking care of our own people! We are drowning in mental health problems and addiction and people don't think there's a way out... Please please please people let's help one another through these rough times in our country!

  • @lisacoenen4639
    @lisacoenen4639 Před 4 lety +54

    Oh my God! This just hit home HARD! Jelly, I'm a recovering alcoholic drug addict and your music has helped me tremendously. Thank you!!

  • @jamesstephen7350
    @jamesstephen7350 Před 4 lety +65

    That was one of the hardest things I've ever watched...I broke down at the end...That message is deep...2 broken families, both broke for different reasons, both both were the breaking point...then the the man (You) turns to the boy...such a powerful msg...Such an amazing resource to express it!! and the acting in this...was also very impressing!! you felt the despair, and pain from both sides!!

    • @AJ-jj1gs
      @AJ-jj1gs Před 4 lety +7

      3 broken families

    • @cameroncox9737
      @cameroncox9737 Před 4 lety +3

      Thank you so much from the cast & crew! Honored to have made the visuals for a beautiful song. #ABeautifulDisaster

  • @DrAlexanderHamilton
    @DrAlexanderHamilton Před rokem +127

    Ok, let me just give this guy his flowers. Full disclosure: I am a black man from the death south from a very bad background but somehow with a lot of help made it thru. I say this not to boast, but to say that I haven't been touched this deep by an artist in a long time. I literally did not know who he was 24 hours ago and randomly stumbled upon his music on youtube. This is next level stuff. I haven't not encountered an artist whose music touched me this deep in decades. Hats off man. The world need you and all you have to offer.

    • @mirandabradley8761
      @mirandabradley8761 Před 3 měsíci +2

      I love this comment! So happy for you by the way!! & Jelly roll is amazing. I love him.🫶🏻

    • @SomeMoms
      @SomeMoms Před 3 měsíci +2

      So happy for you.. it is next level for sure .. I’m also from the south. ❤

    • @AnnieAwesome-th7qm
      @AnnieAwesome-th7qm Před 3 měsíci

      Yellow Pain is another real mofo, check him out

    • @mandypants9936
      @mandypants9936 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Same. I literally just found this man and his beautiful soul.

    • @njyates2396
      @njyates2396 Před 2 měsíci +1

      thank you for sharing your thoughts and point of view without hate or anything other than appreciation and I'll be honest, i have like 2-3 Jelly songs that i know the name of, I am not a die hard jelly fan - i do not know enough of his music to be one but it is really refreshing to see people be able to communicate their opinions no matter how differing
      they might be, without anger and hostility.

  • @sycoh8
    @sycoh8 Před měsícem +14

    This song hits differently than before for me. Im in the darkest hole i have ever been in, but i wont give up, I can't give up. Last attempt was 5 years ago and i have to live with scar rest of my life. I got my service animal 2 weeks after that and he is my reason even if i feel like im no good to him. We rescued each other.

    • @bslifeamerica3327
      @bslifeamerica3327 Před měsícem +1

      YOU WILL RISE AND STAY BLESSED. GLAD YOUVE GOT YOUR SERVICE ANIMAL AND HOPE THAT BOTH OF YOU STAY IN A GOODNPLACE CUZ YOURE BLESSED.

    • @rickylieblein6884
      @rickylieblein6884 Před 23 dny +1

      Bro, I feel you and I pray you’re doing better. I don’t know you but I do love you and I pray everything works out for you. I’m in the same situation. I don’t know what to do but it has to be here today. Just trying to figure out why.

    • @sycoh8
      @sycoh8 Před 22 dny

      Thank you I know the Lord has a plan I just don't know the plan yet. I have to rise because I can't go lower.

  • @brandonmiller2656
    @brandonmiller2656 Před 4 lety +422

    When you listen to a song and as a man alone with his thoughts you start balling your eyes out because the song hits heavy and home and deep in the soul. But knowing I'm not the only one. And that I wouldn't be judged by the artist for my tears as this song was from an artist by an artist and lived by the artist. Lifes worth living and when a song touches you like this all you can say is thank you. Thank you Jelly Roll. I needed this more than.......nevermind you already know how much I needed this. Thank you

    • @LayinLowe304
      @LayinLowe304 Před 4 lety +6

      Ur not alone sir

    • @codyrenfrow5558
      @codyrenfrow5558 Před 4 lety +5

      Definitely not alone.

    • @adubbz23
      @adubbz23 Před 4 lety +7

      Amen Brother when the struggle feels like 6' down is the answer take a bow and close your eyes and breath. There is always light at the tunnel everyone just has to find there path!

    • @connorlhamon
      @connorlhamon Před 4 lety +2

      You're okay man. I wouldn't be drinking this moonshine if i didn't feel you

    • @LayinLowe304
      @LayinLowe304 Před 4 lety +6

      Always here for someone to vent to that understands an thinks he is alone because you are definitely NOT that... anything to help my fellow man

  • @jerilynnchildress365
    @jerilynnchildress365 Před 2 lety +403

    My dad took his life when I was 13. I carry that pain. It keeps me fighting. I don't want my kids to feel that pain. But sometimes that battle gets so hard that the bottle of pills and bottle of jack would just help me end it all. I'm considered high suicidal tendencies because of my dad. I'm 51 . I will keep fighting. I am strong. I am worthy. I am enough.

    • @thomas25082
      @thomas25082 Před 2 lety +1

      You alive and how you figure it out ?

    • @itsthenewsouth
      @itsthenewsouth Před 2 lety +20

      I'm 50 with bipolar and major depressive disorder, also a recovering alcoholic and addict. I've had high suicidal ideation even after seminary and a counseling degree from 2018, but Christ took most of that pain away. I pray you find peace and happiness.

    • @dianesills3127
      @dianesills3127 Před 2 lety +12

      I was 10 when my dad committed suicide. I am 56 now and the struggle is real. Prayers for you ♥️

    • @Cali.Royalty
      @Cali.Royalty Před 2 lety +9

      You are amazing... Do you know that?? Look in the mirror and see the real you... Not the person who the devil whispers to.. Hung in there Mr. Greatness.. The light is coming.. Its up to you to break through all of the darkness.. Its really really possible trust me it is.. Smile friend...

    • @marcushensley8673
      @marcushensley8673 Před 2 lety +5

      God bless your heart brother kinda similar story my mother took her life when I was 14 years old in 1992.... My heart still hurts losing a parent at a young age..... Stay strong bro one day at a time

  • @angelasexton8369
    @angelasexton8369 Před měsícem +6

    I had to stop and say… this IS one of the most powerful songs I’ve heard & relate to. This 1, Sober and especially Save Me. I don’t think u can quite understand how ur music, these songs, hit me. I feel every pain, every emotion… I feel it all because I relate 100%. You & Bunny can’t possibly realize how ur saving ppl, Uar SAVING ME, WITH MUSIC & words! I’ve never felt so UNDERSTOOD til I listen to u & music. It’s AMAZING & I CANT THANK U ENOUGH. ALL 3 OF YOU! Cause it takes all 3 of u to speak on struggles & Family. Not sure what I’d do without U, Bunny & ur baby girl! Nothin but LOVE FOR YA’LL!!❤️❤️

  • @allenchapman4274
    @allenchapman4274 Před měsícem +8

    Everyone will have to face hopelessness eventually, brother. Not sure what motivated me to get up today and pick this song, maybe because i had my front tire come off my bike and I faceplanted on pavement (10mph) yesterday. But, I got up and walked home. Don't you ever change, Jelly Roll.

  • @dwills4214
    @dwills4214 Před 4 lety +110

    2 years ago I was at the lowest point of my life l. I was addicted to drugs homeless and depressed. I listened to your songs everyday to help me deal with my pain. I am now 2 years sober and your music still gives me goosebumps reminding what it was like back then. Thanks bro u helped save my life!

    • @euroblackicechronicles8177
      @euroblackicechronicles8177 Před 4 lety +5

      5 years here,beat the pills but the bottle does have its roots deep into the ground. Therapeutic music i made my way into rehab. Jelly is always a wake up to where you are fucking up in life.

    • @goatdezsi3527
      @goatdezsi3527 Před 4 lety +1

      So you still homeless??

    • @goatdezsi3527
      @goatdezsi3527 Před 4 lety

      @@euroblackicechronicles8177 you need jelly to tell you to stop drinking and taking drugs??

    • @Sicnesses23
      @Sicnesses23 Před 4 lety +1

      So you were homeless and broke and you managed to get on youtube or whatver to listen to this guy? Hahah yea right. Sorry some of you guys with your stupid positive messages, you are not convincing anyone. You are just in love with a white guy who wishes he was black

    • @perculated7666
      @perculated7666 Před 4 lety +4

      @@Sicnesses23 You're a fucking ignorant idiot.. Because homeless doesn't mean you can't get on the internet/social media. I was homeless recently but still had a phone I used for WiFi to listen to music or use a text/call app.. Or some people go to public library's etc.. Hell some people had nice phones with contracts usually acquired from stealing or fraud but it doesn't mean they don't have phones, there useful when your a drug addict and music met so much more to me at the time. So next time don't say anything if its ignorance with no basis nor have you been there.

  • @JuggaloTr3y
    @JuggaloTr3y Před 4 lety +412

    How many strong ass men did this song bring to tears? 🔥

    • @MR.R3DD
      @MR.R3DD Před 4 lety +6

      Im with you on that shit broke me awsome song

    • @tk_clips3578
      @tk_clips3578 Před 4 lety +10

      Every time I hear it when I’m alone and That’s what makes us strong ass men.

    • @richarddzama2201
      @richarddzama2201 Před 4 lety +8

      Ur looking at one right here...will b 55 this December...

    • @arieswilson7393
      @arieswilson7393 Před 4 lety +2

      Cry 4 what

    • @tk_clips3578
      @tk_clips3578 Před 4 lety +16

      Aries Wilson life is hard , if you know you know .

  • @justadeathcorejourney
    @justadeathcorejourney Před 8 měsíci +10

    Just got out 2 hospitals, it opened my eyes up. Not gonna get into it… asking for as many prayers as I can get. Jelly Roll keeping me company tonight. Just trying to get my life together and hope someone can relate. Addiction is hard, it shouldn’t feel normal. Normal should feel sober. I believe God saved my life that night and wouldn’t give up on me. I took a lot for granted, and when I got out I realized that but still keep some bad habits. I deserve better and deep down I know this. I hope y’all know you deserve better too whatever is bothering you. Your emotions are valid, people do care about you, and if you think they don’t, I will be at the door or on the phone listening to you for hours

    • @lunagoodhart5489
      @lunagoodhart5489 Před 7 měsíci

      Love and light. I wish you enough. 💜💛🤍💙

    • @sierrarodgers2825
      @sierrarodgers2825 Před 6 měsíci

      Loved the comment

    • @DM-mp6kx
      @DM-mp6kx Před 5 měsíci

      I pray that you are doing much better now. I just discovered this artist and his music. I too suffer from addiction, anxiety and depression. Wishing you well my friend. ❤️

  • @jodiewhite2843
    @jodiewhite2843 Před rokem +44

    Man this music video is by far the best one I've ever seen in my entire life. Not only did jelly roll execute another hit but he told and painted out a story that is so real and still happening today. Jelly should get an award for this one one the song but the video just pulls you in and you can't stop watching.. Jelly man if you or Bunnie see this real talk don't quit you really out here helping people. You cant even imagine how many people your helping and I'm loving the direction you both are taking. Just think how many soul you could actually save and lead them all to Christ! You have a calling over you Jason for real! You could lead so many to Jesus and it looks at if that's what it doing. I love you both!! Keep going!!!!!

  • @midwestnative4630
    @midwestnative4630 Před 4 lety +16

    NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE WHAT I JUST HEARD!!!!!!! THANK YOU Mr. Deford for just being you.
    That "better man than I was" reference is epic.
    Me: face full of tears.
    Lost my grandpa a few years back to terminal brain cancer. He chose for us to keep him at home and take care of him til he passed. He ain't hurtin no more tho, streets of gold now.

  • @MiSeRy786
    @MiSeRy786 Před 4 lety +75

    "If misery loves company, then why am I alone?" That line broke me. I've asked myself that exact thing in the past. Powerful song and video Jelly.

    • @danielbpeluso
      @danielbpeluso Před 4 lety

      mdgamer86 “misery loves company”...they also say “awesome flocks to awesome”. So I should only be alone half of the time then right?

    • @jacobjoslin526
      @jacobjoslin526 Před 4 lety

      Because company doesn’t like misery.

    • @user-bz9vz5ig3o
      @user-bz9vz5ig3o Před 7 měsíci

      I sat and worry about everyone I've ever loved

  • @user-wu7my8dh8o
    @user-wu7my8dh8o Před 4 měsíci +7

    To all the abused: I’m one of you. I love you and trust me no sin go unnoticed and I forgive all of yours

    • @Mrs._Grant
      @Mrs._Grant Před 22 dny

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
      I too am one.

  • @WAKmotors
    @WAKmotors Před měsícem

    Please don't stop doing what you do! People need you!! Nothing but love. You have and keep helping us!! Every man that's about to give up. 💕

  • @bubbafudpucker397
    @bubbafudpucker397 Před 4 lety +93

    JellyRoll I listen to "When I Get Rich" at least once a day. It is my inspiration for the tiny business I've started. You have made a big difference in my life. I hope you read this. Thank you.

    • @angelov3x857
      @angelov3x857 Před 4 lety +2

      😎🤘

    • @ragingmcqueen
      @ragingmcqueen Před 4 lety +5

      Keep pushing man. Small business owner here.

    • @dianad3080
      @dianad3080 Před 4 lety +4

      Keep pushing...good luck. 😊

    • @skersfan6751
      @skersfan6751 Před 4 lety +5

      Please tell me the business' name is fudpucker's

    • @312hustla
      @312hustla Před 4 lety +2

      Bubba Fudpucker yes lawd! Keep that business and drive going, the sky is the limit

  • @asiapud
    @asiapud Před 3 lety +304

    When he said, "I feel like my past won't allow me to grow"... I felt that.👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Dude is good.

  • @shayren1561
    @shayren1561 Před měsícem

    I can’t not begin to express how much this song, how much your music period is impacting my life at this very moment. Literally, couple weeks ago knife sticking out of my wrist ….. your song came on, first time I’ve ever heard it…….. and I stopped, I allowed myself to cry…. And just sat there listening to you!! Thank you!! Thank you so dam much!!! You’ve been blessed with an amazing gift man, thank you for sharing it with the world!!

  • @cheyennemartin2211
    @cheyennemartin2211 Před měsícem +2

    My husband passed away 4 days ago. We loved listening to your music. This was one of his favorite songs. This shit still hits me like a ton of bricks

  • @jonajones5835
    @jonajones5835 Před 4 lety +81

    Love your music bro I'm rewritten your shit in Spanish my Hispanic people deserve to hear real feelings and real music spoken from the heart. Believe or not we identify our self with your music bro

  • @viperaddictcarfanatic6321
    @viperaddictcarfanatic6321 Před 4 lety +84

    “If misery loves company then why am I alone” that’s bar that hits damn

  • @Pablo_Escobear
    @Pablo_Escobear Před rokem +195

    I just found this song. You ever think a song is just made for you? This song saved my life today. Thank you Jelly Roll, 😢

    • @subnoizesoldier2
      @subnoizesoldier2 Před 10 měsíci +6

      He’s actually done the same for me. It’s amazing how much music can help people 💯💪🤟

    • @margojoleary8224
      @margojoleary8224 Před 10 měsíci +5

      This video is so intense

    • @carolynhopkins4265
      @carolynhopkins4265 Před 10 měsíci +9

      I feel it a lot. I went to his concert last night depressed as hell, I came away happy. If u can see him. Do it

    • @Nate-cg9mm
      @Nate-cg9mm Před 9 měsíci +4

      The song may have helped, but you deserve the credit. U saved yourself. Those of us that survive the toughest of times wind up becoming the strongest of us all. You've earned the right to be here and be happy friend. Not many people get to or have to, experience that. Yet so many of us do and have. "The things that people are afraid of...
      Never let me down" Jelly Roll - Creature (somg).

    • @LanePurdy
      @LanePurdy Před 9 měsíci +4

      Stay strong brother

  • @minime2361
    @minime2361 Před měsícem

    @JellyRoll all I can say is thank you. This is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Helps to know I am not the only one hiding my pain and suffering behind a fake smile

  • @trentonaugust6568
    @trentonaugust6568 Před 2 lety +728

    I was in my vehicle on my way to some woods so i could finally end my own pain and i happened to play this song, if it weren't for this song, my family and friends would be at a funeral.
    Jelly, this one song saved my life

    • @zachabbey6509
      @zachabbey6509 Před 2 lety +33

      Damn this hit hard.

    • @that_guy66
      @that_guy66 Před 2 lety +1

      Tough3n up my little bitch. It's only you, your thoughts are your own. No need to spread them. Conquer yourself. Love you for being different

    • @angelgiammusso777
      @angelgiammusso777 Před 2 lety +47

      Don't leave. You are not Alone. You are Loved. Your purpose here is so incredibly important there are others that you will touch and guide..so many you'll never know all the souls that you will help. Your good heart will be blessed with so many memories. So always just Stay. Find your light so u can be the light! We need you!!!
      And the love of Jesus will always have your back. Reach out whenever you need to u got this..💯every little thing gonna be alright!!! Promise👥🙌
      ❤🙏💪💫💎🎭⚓🎵

    • @duckettk0831
      @duckettk0831 Před 2 lety +29

      Glad you're still with us. I want to do the same but I'm holding on.

    • @southjerseysound7340
      @southjerseysound7340 Před 2 lety +21

      ​@@duckettk0831 you're not alone......theres days that my depression damn near got me too. But I was too stubborn and decided to fight it and managed to pull through although I felt like I'd never truly smile again...... But then one day while taking a walk that too came back. it sounds corny but try and find one thing you enjoy and do it. for me fishing helped and diet and exercise really helped.....but start with one thing and you'll get there..... just know it ain't gonna be tomorrow because it takes time.

  • @dragstri
    @dragstri Před 4 lety +18

    Jelly, my brother.. I have no words.
    Wasn't ready for that at all. Each new track gets more real, and hits home harder than the one before it. If I were any more paranoid, I'd say you've had a first hand look info my life before writing this music. God has given you a gift that has the ability to move people and literally touch their soul.
    Thank you.

    • @kristutor4141
      @kristutor4141 Před 4 lety +2

      Yesss I couldnt agree more brother if ive never been able to say or show how I feel he does it with his music and beautiful disaster hits deeper than any before

  • @DeirdreClark-uh9fv
    @DeirdreClark-uh9fv Před 8 měsíci +13

    🙏 POWERFUL! I don’t care who you are, what you have, what you do for a living,this song should affect everyone! In my opinion, of course ❤

  • @lalafl200
    @lalafl200 Před 4 lety +156

    "I still feel fucked up till this day" I totally understand! This is why It annoys me when people say "it'll get better" been twenty years and I'm still waiting. Thank you for this beautiful track

    • @RAWPAPRSxLONG1s
      @RAWPAPRSxLONG1s Před 4 lety +4

      I know that it’s very hard to think about that statement being true: “it’ll get better”, but as I’m sure you know it’s the small things that take our minds off the shit we’ve gone through and the shit going on in our lives that matter. Our whole lives don’t have to suddenly be great for things to “get better”. Every time we smile, laugh, or just momentarily forget about all that is a victory. I hope you find those moments in your daily life🙂

    • @galaxysoup
      @galaxysoup Před 4 lety +10

      I think that phrase carries a negative feeling for a lot of people now. Sometimes it feels like the person is dismissing your pain, or not giving you a chance to vent and grieve. I get it, I've heard that phrase a lot and it pissed me off too. But, things do get better in of that not everyone fully recovers, but gradually things get a bit better in some ways (sometimes subtle or easy to miss). Sometimes the better is still very painful, but that doesn't erase your progress ❤️ try to not give up hoping and working for a bit of betterness, you deserve all that and more

    • @HellHoundzProductions
      @HellHoundzProductions Před 4 lety

      its a lapse in communication and language imo. what they mean seems to be more "you will learn how to manage your pain as it becomes more frequent"

    • @jamesadamgleason9471
      @jamesadamgleason9471 Před 4 lety +2

      If your drinking/drugging and smoking it will never get better.

    • @HellHoundzProductions
      @HellHoundzProductions Před 4 lety +3

      @@jamesadamgleason9471 You're not wrong with the exception of maybe medical cannabis for diagnosed conditions of mental illness. Most times these things will only make you feel worse in the end

  • @WhiteColonizer
    @WhiteColonizer Před 3 lety +642

    To the ones that read this; the ones with broken hearts; the ones that hit rock bottom; the ones struggling with addiction; the ones fighting depression; we are here, we do care. Keep fighting for the better days because you will succeed. May your life prosper

    • @tbrocato143
      @tbrocato143 Před 3 lety +5

      Thank you!!!

    • @heidihammond9370
      @heidihammond9370 Před 3 lety +17

      Thank you for that, really. I'm 50yrs old, my son is 30 and we both fight addiction, depression, eachother... it's a broken heart I wake up to every day, knowing there's another 24 hrs full of dread, praying I don't ever have to breath for him again, hoping I can throw all the narcan away I keep on hand, begging God to make me the mother he deserves. I end every day thanking Him tho that my 2 girls only inherited my blonde hair and wicked sense of humor and NOT my demons.

    • @edwardthomas9253
      @edwardthomas9253 Před 3 lety +4

      Hey yeah I've been ptayin for them better days

    • @edwardthomas9253
      @edwardthomas9253 Před 3 lety +12

      Praying for them better days 10/8/20 I know its not a long time but I feel like its been a lot longer than that I've tried to get clean before but its always been court ordered or in prison I jus did to get out of the cell for an hour and go to the NA meeting they would bring in for us but I've never jus done it for myself yeah bruh I'm off parole now I'm not court ordered I'm jus doin it for myself and my FAM cuz FAM is all we got at least it is for me but yeah it feels way different this time cuz its for me know what I mean idk maybe I'm trippn

    • @jasminemathis5328
      @jasminemathis5328 Před 3 lety +3

      @@edwardthomas9253 keep on keeping on

  • @ErnestoTostado-iq6qe
    @ErnestoTostado-iq6qe Před 17 dny

    We all have the struggle within between good and evil.Jellyroll expresses what most of us feel into words. Sometimes we don't know how to put our thoughts and feelings, our struggles and hopes into words. We can really relate when someone comes along and does it so well and specially in a song, we feel the music penetrate our senses because we totally can relate to the artist. When you hear jellyroll you don't want just one, you want a whole box of jellyrolls. Live your music vives, it's like you get it, you understand us. Keep on rockin it man, we feel you.

  • @MrToa510
    @MrToa510 Před rokem +48

    "I'm the go-to-guy, so who do I go to when I need some help." THIS lyric hit me harder than any words I've ever heard in a song. Everyone can lean on me but there's nobody on the other side keeping me up.

  • @jillbunny90
    @jillbunny90 Před 4 lety +15

    OMG, EVERY DAMN SONG HAS ME BALLING MY EYES OUT. EVERY ONE OF THEM FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS REACHING INSIDE MY SOUL AND TUGGGING AT IT. KNOWING THAT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WATCHING AND FEELING THE SAME WAY MAKES ME CRY HARDER. GOD BLESS JELLY🙏!

  • @dragstri
    @dragstri Před 3 lety +46

    I cry every time I listen to this song. It reminds me there are people that get it. This is my reality.

    • @DD-ft3eo
      @DD-ft3eo Před 3 lety +2

      It’s nice to know I’m not the only one.

    • @mcnabbsouth
      @mcnabbsouth Před 3 lety +2

      You guys ain't alone. Im stuck here too

    • @crickett_manifests_life3353
      @crickett_manifests_life3353 Před 3 lety +1

      This song hits me hard- it used to be me. My brother died, he didn’t make it through the worst of times. I was crying and sending love, hope, healing to all who are living this. I’m sending love and light and healing to you

    • @QuantumBeard
      @QuantumBeard Před 3 lety +1

      I feel ya. Was at work on break when this video dropped, and I almost fuckin lost it right there.

    • @elizabethhawkins4540
      @elizabethhawkins4540 Před 3 lety +1

      Same, currently bawling my eyes out.. But most of his music has that effect on me. He hits on some deep shit.

  • @NicholasjGuedry-mp5od
    @NicholasjGuedry-mp5od Před měsícem +1

    I'm so happy to see and watch Jellyrolls success and knowing I hung out and played the same stage as this guy and was there since the early gathering of the juggalo shows when jelly was putting in work to be noticed and I look back at all the pics I have q jellyroll before the tattoos and I am very happy to see him happy and he deserves to experience fame the way he did he put in the work and god blessed him because he never gave up
    Love u jelly
    -krimzon x

  • @NoNameatthistime-nf7fi
    @NoNameatthistime-nf7fi Před 20 dny +1

    Jelly roll you have such amazing, powerful words in your songs that touches my soul and heart and everyone else that listens to you, I can relate to all of them I also fight the addictions, it's a daily battle and your music along with others helps me fight my addictions, trying to stop smoking cigarettes is the hardest to get out of me. Thank you very much for your music and words.❤❤😊

  • @sarelseemonster1199
    @sarelseemonster1199 Před 2 lety +72

    This Man, His Words And Music has helped ME Trough a bad patch of Depression, Anxiety, Tried Suicide,ended up in clinic endless therapy sessions. It's A ongoing battle Day by Day. But when Im Low And Down. Jelly Roll seems to put me straight again trough his Voice And Lyrics

  • @onelove5833
    @onelove5833 Před 4 lety +27

    Man if you and rittz could make an album that shit would be fire 🔥

  • @markforsey547
    @markforsey547 Před 22 dny +1

    This song touches me and perfectly matches how I feel. God I hope things change but I don’t think they will, it’s been years since I’ve had peace and honestly just wish it would all end one way or another.

  • @honeybee2356
    @honeybee2356 Před měsícem

    If heaven was a mile away...❤❤❤❤🙏🏼 blessings all of y'all

  • @jefflewis7954
    @jefflewis7954 Před 3 lety +301

    Finally, someone else gets it. Depression and addiction dont just destroy, eventually, one way or another, they end it.

    • @rebeccamoores1743
      @rebeccamoores1743 Před 3 lety +5

      I get it and I'm on the edge right at this moment and feel like I'm being pushed over it....

    • @420jen1976
      @420jen1976 Před 3 lety +3

      This m girl phone well spoken brother

    • @wessmith4913
      @wessmith4913 Před 3 lety +8

      @@rebeccamoores1743 I noticed you made a couple comments like this on Jelly Roll videos. The edge can be pushed back. Give it time. It sucks, I know.

    • @rebeccamoores1743
      @rebeccamoores1743 Před 3 lety +12

      @@wessmith4913 Thanks...it is a struggle everyday. I have found out that I have cancer for the second time and its almost pushed me back to using. But im trying so hard to stay strong.

    • @wessmith4913
      @wessmith4913 Před 3 lety +9

      @@rebeccamoores1743 I’m sorry to hear that! Just keep going and try to live for the few moments in life that ARE good. Easier said than done, of course, but it’s a better option than the alternative.
      If life ends, you’ll never have a chance to make it better.

  • @kevinfowler6897
    @kevinfowler6897 Před 3 lety +423

    Jelly Roll, I don't know if you will read this, but I want to to thank you for this. I started listening to you today for the first time. This song and Save me, have hit a nerve that i thought was dead.
    I have been through so much shit in my life, I am 11 years sober. But lately I have been feeling like im about to relapse.
    I lost my grandmother a few years ago, right before I started my business. These two songs have awoken the grieving that I never fully accepted.
    My grandmother was everything to me. We would talk on the phone for hours. She saw me through my drug issues. She was there when my daughter was born while I was in prison. And she kept me sober after I was released. When I lost her, I lost my world.
    She died of cancer and I couldn't bear seeing her on her death bed the night before she past, so i left. She was there for me when I needed her but I wasn't there for her to say goodbye. That shit hurts me everyday.
    Im sorry for the long reply but I just needed to get this off my chest. Thank you man, i appreciate you.

    • @violator2695
      @violator2695 Před 3 lety +13

      Good luck mate ... you should write a letter to your Grandma with your thoughts and feelings. It will help.

    • @aaronfox3015
      @aaronfox3015 Před 3 lety +9

      hang in there guy...hit me up you wanna talk...aaron fox..

    • @azscratcherelite846
      @azscratcherelite846 Před 3 lety +9

      Keep strong brotha! Hit me up if you need someone to talk to / vent. I've been through the addiction side of things, and know it's a bitch to stay away. Just use your daughter as a great reason on why not to relapse.

    • @brendancolbert5506
      @brendancolbert5506 Před 3 lety +4

      I feel bad for you man I hope you have a good rest of your life

    • @Myife196
      @Myife196 Před 3 lety +11

      @@violator2695 ... My mother died at the age of 34..... I was 17 at the time. Writing a letter and leaving in on her grave really helped me deal with it.

  • @Hot_Hard_Cowboy
    @Hot_Hard_Cowboy Před 8 měsíci +2

    Struggling with this same issue, desperately spreading love and using the love God gives me to try and hold on, this video really touched me.. thank you, and you too God

  • @angelathomas7062
    @angelathomas7062 Před rokem +36

    I suffer bad mental health and listening to this man every day helps me so much ❤❤

  • @kathrynbrady940
    @kathrynbrady940 Před 3 lety +359

    “I’m the go to guy so who do I go to when I need some help” WOW I hella felt that!! My heart dropped. If you know, you know...

    • @crazyviking3854
      @crazyviking3854 Před 2 lety +9

      To this day this is truth. And it eats at you day in and day out.....

    • @Kimxx27
      @Kimxx27 Před 2 lety

      @kathryn brady that was so crazy!! I was reading your comment at the exact time he said that in the song.....whoa!!! I know the feeling too🥰

    • @kathrynbrady940
      @kathrynbrady940 Před 2 lety +5

      @@Kimxx27 I think that means you really needed to hear it 😉 *hugs* It's so crazy how amazingly on point his lyrics are! I still remember how caught off guard I was when I heard that line when listening for the first time. Yeah....deep stuff for sure.
      Sending you love ❤❤❤

    • @Kimxx27
      @Kimxx27 Před 2 lety +2

      @@kathrynbrady940 awww thank you!! Yeah that was sooo weird!! I'm sure I did need to hear it. I might if not even heard it if I wasn't reading your comment at the exact same time🤷🏼‍♀️ Everything happens for a reason🤗🤗 Hugs to you and sending love to you too😉🥰❤❤

    • @kathrynbrady940
      @kathrynbrady940 Před 2 lety +2

      @@Kimxx27 😊❤🤗

  • @honda90084
    @honda90084 Před 4 lety +24

    Man this made the hair on my arms stand straight up. 🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯. Damn good bro

  • @sheltonthacker578
    @sheltonthacker578 Před 13 dny

    I don't have many tears left to fall, there's nothing left at all

  • @dylanhunt6614
    @dylanhunt6614 Před měsícem

    Unfortunately this past Monday April 29th my love crystal Garland felt like there was nothing left and ended her life. Idk how to navigate this emptiness I feel without her. She was the most beautiful caring loving person in the world. I miss her so much. Jelly roll thank you for your music it's helping me through it.

  • @scarletxo1111
    @scarletxo1111 Před 4 lety +45

    Message within this song touches my heart.
    RIP momma

    • @jbake3304
      @jbake3304 Před 4 lety +2

      Sorry to hear about your mom. I just lost mine about a month ago and cry everytime I hear this.

    • @jellyroll9350
      @jellyroll9350 Před 3 lety

      So sorry about your momma Ash
      I appreciate your relentless support
      It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
      hmu 830 321 4351

  • @April.Showers.
    @April.Showers. Před 2 lety +138

    I’ve known Jelly Roll since we were kids… of course I’ve heard his music… when I say finally he has a voice he can use to heal, speak truth, or just fucking bang too… FINALLY!!! I’m proud of you and your accomplishments, I’m so happy you and your beautiful family! Keep speaking, keep banging, keep climbing to the top and don’t stop then either!!! Blessings to you jelly 💙 catch you in the Ville 🕊

    • @kimboblake8248
      @kimboblake8248 Před rokem +2

      I think he's fucking awesome. But you are to. Never forget that.

    • @ryanscott4631
      @ryanscott4631 Před rokem +3

      That's awesome been listening to him before he was recognized, one man tht speaks the truth and very relatable. Someone everyone should hear!! Glad he is being recognized for his great music. He is bringing back real music!

    • @April.Showers.
      @April.Showers. Před rokem +9

      Jelly is koo ppl. Has a hella sense of humor. I’m glad he gets to be and stay him ( dude is humble) while telling his story. He is who he is, and he won’t let anyone change him…So many can relate to the addiction, mental health, poverty itself… the friends and family we have buried due to addiction. He is doing great things and living a life he deserves. We all have ups and downs, music is therapy for many and I’m so glad that he is getting the recognition he deserves. I’m the type of person that loves to lift others and support. There’s so much hate in this world and industry and he is climbing proving ppl wrong. I wish you guys well too. Stay positive. 💙🕊

    • @MattHumphrey2408
      @MattHumphrey2408 Před rokem +2

      @@April.Showers. real recognize real, point blank thank you 🙏

    • @jonathanmayberrydesigns
      @jonathanmayberrydesigns Před rokem

      right, im sure he wouldnt be like april who at all. you prolly besties huh, thats why you thought no better way to drop a personal note to him than on youtube. OTH, lets look into why u are so insecure you need to publicly announce a fake friendship to someone somewhat famous on youtube. smh

  • @thefireman635
    @thefireman635 Před 7 měsíci +7

    Thanks brother jelly helps me get out the tears no one has time to hear in my words love you brother

  • @jasonhubbard1090
    @jasonhubbard1090 Před měsícem +1

    To this day this is the most powerful music video I've ever seen. I saw it when it first came out and cried, and I'm crying now. THIS is what music is meant to be, and what music videos should be.

  • @jeremymckeithan7675
    @jeremymckeithan7675 Před 3 lety +218

    When there’s nothing left at all, you can truly begin again. Last time I got locked up I lost it all... hit my bottom for the 30th time... kicked dope In jail (ice boy Xanax) and once I was clear headed again I had time to reflect on everything I lost. All of it... instead of folding again when I got out I went to rehab In Wilmington. Been clean since... that’s only been 4 months. I still have next to nothing but I do have what it takes to get it back now. Slowly but surely I’m getting it all back. Hard asf but if I could do anything to get high I can do anything to stay sober . Addiction is running on credit. You either pay up by getting thru withdrawal and living sober or you fold and die simple as that. Coming from someone who’s been clinically dead 3 times...

    • @CountryBoy-sx5kv
      @CountryBoy-sx5kv Před 3 lety +15

      Thank you with my whole heart for sharing your testimony openly. This touched my heart deeply. God speed Jeremy....this has caused me to reach out and save someone life.

    • @jeremymckeithan7675
      @jeremymckeithan7675 Před 3 lety +18

      Country Boy no problem fam- we all in this together brother... and we are all capable of overcoming this shit man- keep paying it forward and reaching out to those around you that everyone else has turned their backs on... I was one of them, and that’s the loneliest most hopeless feeling ever. All it takes is for one person to show that they see you for you and not for the product you’ve become due to addiction... god bless my dude and stay up on it brother!!!

    • @susanthursdays5008
      @susanthursdays5008 Před 3 lety +6

      Thank you, Jeremy. Live for today. Things come and go, but if you stay clean and grow ..... well, just don’t leave before the miracle happens, it’ll come. Is the small things, the freedoms, the peace of mind, the hope, the people and places you’ll attract to your new life, and all that you can ‘share’ with those who want help - this is were life makes sense and what makes it worth living - is a rich life. No more chains, no more running in circles, hiding in shadows, or scratching and digging out of holes. Only ‘one must’: never forget what you’ve gone through and who you are, lest you’re doomed to fall lower than your lowest low, and it sounds that was a bottom below your ‘life line’. Keep that memory fresh everyday. - then live a simple life and BE ALIVE! ✌️

    • @andrewballinger7514
      @andrewballinger7514 Před 3 lety +6

      Same here....last time I died...the dr who saved me twice said....son their won't be a third time...life is fkng crazy

    • @baileyharm3453
      @baileyharm3453 Před 3 lety

      ):

  • @LadyIsis316
    @LadyIsis316 Před 4 lety +100

    This song hits different when you're missing your love one.
    I get told almost daily that it will get easier. I keep patiently waiting.
    This here will be the first year I won't get that Birthday call. I don't get hear to that "I love you sweety!" or "I wish you were here sweety" anymore. What I would kill to hear it one more time. I give anything to hear her say "I miss you" or have her chew me out again.
    I regret not being there. I regret all those times I shooed her off the phone because "I was busy."
    I wish there was phone line to heaven mom, because I'd call you everyday.

    • @lawrencetaylor5481
      @lawrencetaylor5481 Před 4 lety +1

      Jasmine Nelson This hits close to home. We lost dad in 1990 and mom in 2005. It still hurts and, I too wish I could talk to them one more time.

    • @JavierGarcia-xz5yr
      @JavierGarcia-xz5yr Před 4 lety +3

      Those Who think is cool to disrespect their parents or feel embarrassed are the ones who will regret their actions when they are gone. Always love those who support you and love you back.♥︎

    • @TC_318
      @TC_318 Před 4 lety +2

      I know what your saying!!!! I am going through the SAME thing as we speak!! I lost my dad 8 years ago and lost my mom a couple months ago... I’m only 33 with 2 daughters and one more on the way... I just cried so hard when I read your comment bc you have NO CLUE how much that comment is in relations to my life... that hit me hard... my bday is in 3 weeks and this will be my first one without my mom also.... I have one grandma left and that’s it... I live 6 hours away from her so don’t get to see her that much. I feel all alone. But my daughters and wife keep me going... I really hope you will be ok... But just know your not alone and there’s people in the world going through the same or even worse situations... it will all work out and we will overcome this. Now we have to live a good life and make sure our family name doesn’t get ruined bc of these circumstances... I will keep you in my prayers..

    • @imsensei3255
      @imsensei3255 Před 4 lety +1

      I love you, Don't forget

    • @kristinbenson567
      @kristinbenson567 Před 4 lety +1

      i feel so bad but dont feel lonlry we all are here for u

  • @jmorris7934
    @jmorris7934 Před rokem +3

    this song gave and showed a whole new perspective on cops...😥😥

  • @holliecharon7904
    @holliecharon7904 Před rokem +32

    You always get me through my hardest times. I have P.T.S.D and all your songs I turn to thanks Big Guy. I'm PROUD OF YOU

    • @TomasLagle-fk3nk
      @TomasLagle-fk3nk Před rokem

      Thanks Holly but there ain't and won't be a future with her she destroyed me and any chance she ever had tell her to move on I will take care of my kid that's it she hurt me beyond words can say I hate her sorry

    • @freddyzepeda5853
      @freddyzepeda5853 Před 4 měsíci

      I feel you

  • @angelahiggins7069
    @angelahiggins7069 Před 4 lety +259

    This man is slept on for sure. He's so talented and no doubt my favorite artist hands down no questions asked. Not even a close call.

    • @JamesTaylor-zd6or
      @JamesTaylor-zd6or Před 4 lety +10

      No doubt about it. Kinda sad too he's alot more influential then any fucking mainstream artist today.

    • @JamesTaylor-zd6or
      @JamesTaylor-zd6or Před 4 lety +2

      Seems kinda schetcy. Right!?

    • @JKOLD6004
      @JKOLD6004 Před 4 lety +4

      Ya I agree after jelly's new album he moved up to n1# for me as well since I've been listening in the last 4 years he has been the most improved rapper I have heard to this day 💯. I love how he's been doin more singing in all his songs that's def been nice to hear him tryin diff things much props n love jelly frfr

    • @tonyalindsey9673
      @tonyalindsey9673 Před 4 lety +1

      H

    • @aaronlusk9382
      @aaronlusk9382 Před 4 lety +3

      I got to admit brother over a week and a half ago I found a song of yours in CZcams I haven't turned off since good job Big Homie

  • @Mad_Mike_414
    @Mad_Mike_414 Před 2 lety +24

    Jelly has the ability to take all those fucked up feelings and problems we have and put it in a song that reaches into your soul. Sometimes I get goosebumps!

  • @KINGHEYZUES
    @KINGHEYZUES Před 25 dny +1

    dude thanks jellyrole you really helped me thru a dark time

  • @user-xn5fh4ej9d
    @user-xn5fh4ej9d Před měsícem

    AMEN 🙏 TO YOU ALL ❤❤❤💯💥

  • @SkindrixX
    @SkindrixX Před 4 lety +36

    I guess the 14 ppl that disliked this have never lost anyone or anything.

    • @smokintoes
      @smokintoes Před 4 lety +3

      i bet if we could see the accounts that disliked, they'd be random middle eastern and east asian names, and numbers, because it's probably 99% bots. Idk why they do it, but they do.
      I post my music to several sites, and usually, it gets a few likes and dislikes instantly, from the same reason.

  • @Khordesh
    @Khordesh Před 3 lety +123

    "I am the go to guy so where do i go when i need help".. This resonates with the deepest, darkest parts of my soul. More than once I have found myself walking through my forest of depression. Tempting death and fate alike with all manner of devices to end my life. To many times I was used to help others find their path out of their darkness but my pleas and cries for help always fell on deaf ears.
    I remember the night I finally broke. I remember grabbing the gun and walking to the park at 3 am. I remember not leaving anything behind, not a single note, call... nothing. I remember being so numb that there wasn't even tears. I remember that in that moment... while my heart was pounding hard in my chest and my hands shaking from the nervousness, how quiet and calm the whole world seemed.
    I squeezed that trigger. *click*. Baffled... I racked another round. Held my breath, squeezed, *click*. I cycled through all 8 shots I had in that magazine. Not a damn shot fired.
    I broke. Right then and there. I finally called my friends leaving messages to most of them. Sobbing and completely at a loss for why I was still there. I remember when a car pulled up and 5 of my closest friends got out, and only 1 initially came down to make sure things were safe. I remember being punched so hard that some sense got knocked in to me.
    This was the turning point for me. Now, I am not a religious man by any means, but at that point; I realized that SOMETHING was keeping me here. SOMETHING was sending me a sign that it's not my time and it's not by my own hand that my life will end.
    It's been a long road since then. I'm still asking myself what that purpose is, but, along the way... I can't help but wonder if it's to just share my experience. To let others know that even in the darkest times, you're never truly alone.
    One of the most truthful things I've ever heard someone say about when they attempted suicide, and I honestly feel it rings true with everyone (including myself), is "As soon as I jumped, my first thought was 'I don't want to die.".
    Thank you Jelly Roll. I have never heard of you until today. By sheer happenstance my friend posted another one of your videos which has sense lead me to your page. Suffice to say, you've made me a serious fan!

    • @Khordesh
      @Khordesh Před 3 lety +1

      @Patriot 556 Things have been getting better, although I'd be lying if I said that some times it doesn't seem like it.
      I've learned to focus on at least 3 good things (big or small) that made me smile each day. Even with today's environment with all the crazy going around, there are still beautiful and happy things going on right in front of your nose.
      Thank you for checking in! I hope that your days are blessed and full of love and cheer! :D

    • @jdieselll7808
      @jdieselll7808 Před 3 lety +3

      i know that feeling well. im going through it now. I love my girlfriend with all my heart and she is going through alot mentally. she has severe depression and anxiety. I do anything i can to be there for her but im battling my own demons and I just dont know what Im supposed to do. Being there for her i hide all of my depression as best I can. I always try to be there for others but who do I go to.

    • @Khordesh
      @Khordesh Před 3 lety +3

      @@jdieselll7808 Just keep looking to find someone to talk to, and don't be afraid to let her know that you are also not always in a good spot. Putting on a fake facade isn't the healthiest thing to do. Even if it feels like the right thing.
      I promise that you have plenty of people that love you and would look to help you if you start opening up about it. It doesn't have to be someone you're really close to. Just don't lose yourself in the darkness. Remember who you are and what makes you happy.
      You must give yourself permission to not be okay. That is the only way that you can start to accept the help that is all around you.

    • @jdieselll7808
      @jdieselll7808 Před 3 lety +5

      @@Khordesh it doesnt feel like I have anyone who actually loves me n cares. I feel like everything is one sided, I'm there for others but they dont care about me in return. I mean I'm there for others without thinking they're gona care what I'm goin through. It's a really shitty feeling. Like why waste my heart on people who dont give a shit about me. My girlfriend says she loves me but I see nothing that shows she does. Like I said I think I'm wasting my heart n just setting myself up for even more hurt. It's hard to just walk away though because I do love her n she needs someone to be there like I am but like I said I think I'm setting myself up to have my heart broken. I tried talking to her n she wont even say much just that she loves me. Yet I never see anything that shows she loves me at all.

    • @jdieselll7808
      @jdieselll7808 Před 3 lety +3

      @@Khordesh n thank you for taking time to read my comment n respond. I appreciate it.

  • @Mr.Langley
    @Mr.Langley Před 19 dny +1

    Dude I can tell you that if it wasn't for my kids or my wife.....I probably wouldn't even be here 😢 I just love them so much that I couldn't picture a life without them without me

  • @user-hk4mg1bw1w
    @user-hk4mg1bw1w Před 6 měsíci +2

    Rest in peace. Heather ...always in my heart ... always ony mind ..so many memories so many deep talks about life .
    So much laughter. So many tears.. but through it all so much love...God is love..I pray for you.we will meet again....tell mom an dad and everyone else I will see y'all soon...this life ain't long.
    .see ya when I'm free..eternally ....miss you girl....

  • @xayonyt37
    @xayonyt37 Před 4 lety +13

    Jelly roll is deadass a man you can talk to without actually talking to. You hear what he says and what he means through his lyrics and expressions jelly roll your a hero to so many man fr. I garuntee you've saved a lot of lost souls out there

    • @frank5480
      @frank5480 Před 4 lety +1

      lmao just wished he changed his name so you don’t have to say “Jelly Roll saves my life”

  • @kristacapstin
    @kristacapstin Před 4 lety +49

    You've seriously helped me through my darkest moments. From depression, anxiety, to death, ptsd, to a crushed/destroyed heart.... Your music got me through it. I mean I'm still healing but if it wasn't for your music than I honestly don't know where I'd be. I love you and Bunnie so much! Y'all are the power couple of the decade! Thank you so much for sharing your amazing talents with all of us. I'll be forever grateful. ~HUGS~

    • @ModernProspector
      @ModernProspector Před 4 lety +1

      🖤🖤🖤

    • @jakerake8428
      @jakerake8428 Před 4 lety +3

      Girl i am right with u i deel with depression. Suicidal schizophrenia ptsd. And i folloling jelly since pop a pill. His muise help so much i just want u no your not alone

    • @Georgiagirl1085
      @Georgiagirl1085 Před 4 lety +3

      Im right there as well. I deal with depression all the time, always feel unwanted, like im a burden or no one wants me around. I keep asking myself what's wrong with me. Im always sitting alone. Like I have no one that cares about me. It's so hard.

    • @jellyroll9350
      @jellyroll9350 Před 3 lety

      Thank you Krista
      I appreciate your relentless support
      It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
      hmu 830 321 4351

    • @jellyroll9350
      @jellyroll9350 Před 3 lety

      Hi Krista. Glad I did. Thanks for the amazing comment
      I appreciate your relentless support though
      It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
      hmu 830 321 4351

  • @dennisflores1800
    @dennisflores1800 Před rokem +14

    This song hits home been there drinking and doing drugs living a life in sin and heartache Jelly Roll your a true angel sent from heaven to help and inspire people in this unseen world keep the music up brother

  • @MeadowsMiniFarm
    @MeadowsMiniFarm Před rokem +31

    Not only this man a Tennessee music legends but the way these videos are directed to make you feel the visual with the words.
    As a Tennesseean native this mans music and stories have helped some of us thru our darkest days. ❤❤

    • @Mike-kg5yq
      @Mike-kg5yq Před rokem +1

      I agree 💯 I've personally felt his pain I've been through some of the same hell he's been through but some how i keep a smile on my face..

  • @r411437
    @r411437 Před 3 lety +7

    I love that this video touches on the deep pain of losing an unborn child. Its an invisible pain that cuts at your heart over and over again. The worst part is grieving invisibly..

    • @jellyroll9350
      @jellyroll9350 Před 3 lety

      I feel that way too Ivette
      I appreciate your relentless support
      It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
      hmu 830 321 4351

  • @shannonanthony9859
    @shannonanthony9859 Před 2 lety +128

    I LOVE Jelly roll!!!!! He's a BLESSING TO ANYONE that struggles in life with depression, pain or addiction. His music captivates me. I wish I could speak to him.

  • @Mobringyourideastolife
    @Mobringyourideastolife Před 28 dny +1

    I'll tell you when you smoke a rock you build your foundation when you smoke it and that's the only thing you know❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @tysonnorris9404
    @tysonnorris9404 Před 4 lety +43

    Shit, That one left a mark. Jelly puts serious feeling to his craft

    • @tysonnorris9404
      @tysonnorris9404 Před 4 lety

      Very good video production also. Fukn killin it.

    • @tysonnorris9404
      @tysonnorris9404 Před 4 lety

      @Lil Blaisy ?

    • @Jx83xB
      @Jx83xB Před 4 lety

      @Lil Blaisy LMFAO kid, don't quit your day job or school to be a rapper.. I don't think anyone could even get through a single track of yours without turning it off. Its so terrible that it's almost comical, and not in a way that's worth sharing like #Viper 's "You'll Cowards Don't Even Smoke Crack" 😆 You make those shitty SoundCloud mumble rappers sound phenomenal in comparison kid. Just being brutally honest, at least you got a few more views from me trying to give your trash a chance. 🙄🙉👎🏼Please just spare us all the agony and never try to rap again!!! 🤫🤐🤨

  • @okaybye75
    @okaybye75 Před 2 lety +6

    I know this song is not new but to anyone that needs to hear this you are worth it . No matter the ups and downs just remember that. if I had 3 wishes I'd wish for my son my mother and for anyone that need the peic to have it. Much love to whomever reads this.

  • @AnthonyWilliams-bq8hp
    @AnthonyWilliams-bq8hp Před 2 měsíci +1

    Ive had two full-term stillborn son's this hit hard , being alone is very hard, this is a different kind of pain, no parent should bury a child, I wouldn't wish this kinda pain on my worst enemy,the worst place in the world, the most dangerous place is between my own two ears

  • @Nido-X
    @Nido-X Před 2 měsíci

    Jelly's music speaks to so many people and our daily struggles. He gives hope to independent artists like myself.

  • @sabrinabordelon502
    @sabrinabordelon502 Před 3 lety +5

    This hits so close to home. I’m battling mental health and addictions. You do stuff that make you hate yourself but you’re so wrapped up in it. Thank you, Jelly Roll

  • @christinerenee7699
    @christinerenee7699 Před 2 lety +55

    Listened to this as I looked at my dads ashes. I feel his pain and struggles now that hes gone. I feel like it just all fell down to me, another generation. This is the shit I hate the most. You cant ever escape the depression no matter how much you try. You just have to keep pushing so your kids and family dont have to feel this way ever. Hang in there and know that you are loved even when its unheard and unseen💔❤

    • @iceyyrebel5077
      @iceyyrebel5077 Před rokem +1

      So sorry for your loss! 🙏🕊🙏

    • @jimmartinez1578
      @jimmartinez1578 Před rokem

      Sorry for your loss my prayers go out to you I lost my wife and 6 year old son it hurts but keep pushing

    • @cynthiasoldevila451
      @cynthiasoldevila451 Před rokem

      God Bless You Babygirl!! ❤️🥺👊 I feel this. They . Are,. Still. With Us..

    • @sheliamercier7042
      @sheliamercier7042 Před rokem

    • @wirelessone2986
      @wirelessone2986 Před rokem

      Yes you can escape depression.I survived 2 branches of the military and carried combat veterans burdens,they were in units with MASSIVE loss rates and shouldnt have survived.This next one hurts to say...I was the last person texted by my Fallujah combat marine.He sent it just before he did himself in.I survived 7 weeks in a coma and 4 months in the hospital...my wife would pray for 8 hours a day...God told her I would make it from COVID Im sitting in a wheel chair right now.IM TELLING YOU depression can absolutely GO!I edited to ask can anyone see this or is it ghosted by YT.

  • @justynasmoszna8207
    @justynasmoszna8207 Před rokem +44

    I love this guy. So much truth in what he sings..

  • @BriNicole96
    @BriNicole96 Před 2 měsíci

    I feel this everyday no matter what I do it's not gonna ever be good enough. But I thank God for your music because your music is literally everything to me and has gotten me through so much.

  • @rebeccamoores1743
    @rebeccamoores1743 Před 3 lety +10

    I am so close to going over the edge....Thank You, Jelly Roll, because without your music, I wouldn't be here...

    • @stephenscearce8655
      @stephenscearce8655 Před 3 lety +2

      Hey Rebecca, this IS therapeutic music. Keep it up lady. We don't give up in this family.

    • @l.s.tukbigbud7715
      @l.s.tukbigbud7715 Před 3 lety +1

      Hold on girl.. your not the only 1.. let's hold are heads up high together.. much love. X💚✌

  • @JPrice601
    @JPrice601 Před 3 lety +57

    My 21 year old son was murdered in September and my big sis jus passed away this past Wednesday. I'm so fukd up and only suffer n stay this hell of a world for my youngest son my elderly parents. Other than that I'm out. Please pray for me and.my family during these painful times. Thank u.

    • @ellenmyers3553
      @ellenmyers3553 Před 3 lety +3

      Prayers hang on The Lord will rescue you 🙏💓🎶📻🀄💓

    • @CanadianArchaeologist
      @CanadianArchaeologist Před 3 lety +2

      Your loved ones are in God's memory. He will soon bring them back to life on earth. John 5;28,29
      You can be there to welcome them back. Go to jw.org to research what the bible says. 💜

    • @baileyharm3453
      @baileyharm3453 Před 3 lety +2

      Praying for you ):

    • @JPrice601
      @JPrice601 Před 3 lety

      @@ellenmyers3553 thank you🙏

    • @JPrice601
      @JPrice601 Před 3 lety

      @@CanadianArchaeologist thank you

  • @davidchaney1588
    @davidchaney1588 Před 8 měsíci +3

    Hey Bubba…. This one hit hard with 30 years ago f Army service and multiple deployments. We gotta get past the demons! Your songs hit me hard bro. We gotta do better. But love will carry us. Demons are real bit we have to recognize and overcome. Real songs, real people, real problems!!! Love you Bubba!

  • @user-zk3ew9hl8n
    @user-zk3ew9hl8n Před 2 měsíci

    Thank you Jelly and Bunnie for your love for others. Thank you Jelly for your music and understanding of what addiction is and growing up with parents with addiction. Send love to you both.

  • @TrXmXtic
    @TrXmXtic Před 4 lety +31

    This video just blows my mind (no pun intended, I’m sorry) but this is probably one of Jelly Roll’s best videos!! The storytelling behind this is all sorts of crazy!

  • @SoledUp
    @SoledUp Před rokem +50

    Jelly is more than just a rapper, he is an artist for the people, he makes music 90% of the world should be able to relate to in one form or another…keep progressing, your journey has been long and hard but it’s far from over, you touch so many ppl thru words in a way that helps not promotes more tragedies…blessed

    • @margojoleary8224
      @margojoleary8224 Před 8 měsíci +1

      You said it perfectly💯

    • @marykaminskie4645
      @marykaminskie4645 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Jelly speaks to your soul. If you can't relate to one of his songs...you a luck fuq,cuz I relate to all of um. Blessings😘

  • @tammyrenee64
    @tammyrenee64 Před 10 měsíci +1

    There is nothing left here, lost my daughter, MoMA, dad and my children's dad, just nothing left here but a shell, i now only exist 😢

  • @autumnlose622
    @autumnlose622 Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is still your song Scotty 🖤 I love & miss you man 😢🖤 I'm sorry Scotty

  • @makaylaheitmeyer9807
    @makaylaheitmeyer9807 Před 4 lety +9

    I'm only 14 years old and I have been with jelly from bad apple I absolutely love have he has changed with all these songs that are amazing. He also has video chat me when I was at home or the hospital while my parents would be at his concert amazing how much you have grown with fans.❤😍🤗Im always gonna be jelly roll fan #1💯💯🤞

  • @jasontate8575
    @jasontate8575 Před 4 lety +15

    Man this damn song made me cry and that's before the ending, Jelly Roll Perfect Man 💯!!!

  • @thumperdumper6654
    @thumperdumper6654 Před 8 měsíci +8

    Mad respect Jelly R.
    Keep up the great work brotha!!!
    We love you for all you do my friend 💯

  • @andrewcloutier3995
    @andrewcloutier3995 Před rokem +19

    This song has single handedly saved my life on multiple occasions. I am a recovering addict and am in the process of getting divorced, I play this song anytime I am struggling. Jelly Roll has saved my life repeatedly. I love you brother. Keep up the great work brother!!!!

    • @tranquilyserene8942
      @tranquilyserene8942 Před rokem +1

      Sending you love from South Africa 🌍 Andrew keep on ,keeping on .you are worth the fight my Brother .

    • @arkavalentine3719
      @arkavalentine3719 Před rokem

      I feel your pain...I'm in a similar situation

  • @serenity6272
    @serenity6272 Před 2 lety +11

    I totally felt that this makes me think of how much I miss being young again and how I would have made better choices in my life today

  • @justincoode4525
    @justincoode4525 Před 3 lety +14

    My brother passed of alchohol abuse about a year ago. This song keeps him alive in my heart. Thank you jelly for all that you do for the ones that feel lost. The voice of the lost ones, and the heart of the living and the struggles. Your saving my life like this couldn't be.